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The Price She Paid
By: Anon Allsop
With frustration, I looked back at the little girl running
to catch up with me. I hated her almost as much as I did
her brother, Jeremy. It wasn't always that way, we used to
be good friends way back when. But when my girlfriend dumped
me, after a month and a half of dating... for Jeremy, our
friendship was shattered.
I should have known better getting close to Adrienne, she
was like that, a social butterfly. Before Jeremy, before me,
there was Jack, Mark and two guys from the school across
town. Adrienne was a real player, I guess I shouldn't have
held it against Jeremy but... he was the guy after me, and
I've blamed him ever since. I kept making up things about
him in my head, and after time, came to believe them.
The sad thing was, I don't think Jeremy even knew that
Adrienne and I were an item. I should have known better when
she began to flirt with Jeremy, only by then, it was already
too late. I think she only went with Jeremy about two weeks,
then left him for greener pastures.
I should have probably been blaming Adrienne for what she
had done to the both of us, but it was easier to focus my
anger at Jeremy. I became determined to ruin any chances he
had with a girl the way he ruined mine, was it wrong? Yeah,
but since Adrienne, I had dated no one... that was the real
reason of my anger toward Jeremy. I held him directly
responsible for halting my string of female conquests, for
that I would make him pay dearly! As long as I could help
it, no girl would ever be interested in him... and if it
took spreading false rumors about him... oh well.
The little girl was almost behind me, I could hear her shoes
falling onto the sidewalk at a steady pace. Again, my
ongoing battle with Jeremy's sister would begin. She came
along side me and slowed to a walk.
"Why are you so mean to Jeremy?" She prodded. I scowled at
her and said nothing. "Why don't you want him to date any
girls from school?" She questioned me, I still said
nothing. "Weren't you two friends at one time?"
"That was a long time ago." I frowned and quickened my pace,
causing her to practically run to keep up. "Did your brother
put you up to pestering me?"
She ignored my comment, "He's a nice guy, really he is! Why
do you have to tell lies about him like that?" I looked away
from her, "If you're not spreading rumors...then why won't
girls date him?"
I felt the contempt for him building in me, I stopped and
focused directly on his sister. I realized that getting
angry with a little girl would get me nowhere, so I smiled
and slowly shook my head
I laughed in the little girl's face, "Your brother is such
a stinking looser... and you wonder why no girl would want
to date the guy? He's such a freaking sorry asshole!"
She clenched her fist in rage as she glared at me, "You
take that back!"
"Why should I? You can't do anything to me." I laughed and
began to walk on to school, she fell in behind me.
"Why don't you run on to tell your teacher that I'm such a
mean guy... little brat!" I laughed.
"A real guy would tell him to his face!" She scolded me.
"Apparently, your no real guy."
"Go bake some cookies or something..." I grumbled at her as
I walked.
"Why don't you?" She shot back. "And while you're at it,
you can color your blonde roots!"
I stopped and slowly turned, "I don't have blonde roots...
my hair is brown."
"Well you're acting like a blonde!" She put her hands on
her hips!
"Go away!" I growled. "Go find a dick to suck... little
bitch."
"Why don't you!" She shouted at me from behind, I kept
walking away from her... still she yelled, "You'll be sorry
Charlene!"
"That's Charlie! You little ditz!" I shook my head as I
turned the corner. I saw her running between the houses to
try and head me off, I laughed and crossed the street. She
came out just as I got to the other side.
"Don't you have anything better to do than follow me?" I
yelled with contempt. "What did I ever do to you?"
"You mean besides calling me a little bitch? Plenty!" She
continued to walk on her side of the street. "You're mean
to my brother... chasing all the girls away, the one's who
might be interested in him."
"I'm just doing my part for the community... wouldn't want
one of our finest girls to copulate with your stupid
brother." I shot her a glance and kept walking.
"What's copulate?" We each took a few steps. "What's that
mean?"
"Have sex, make a baby... do the deed." I sadly shook my
head at the 10 year old.
"Why not?" She stopped and waited.
"If that were to happen, well then... his loser species
would continue on." I threw my hands up as I explained to
the little girl. "We can't have that happen."
"I don't see why your so upset... what do you have against
my brother?" She trotted to my side of the street and ran
to catch up with me.
"He's a dork!" I said adjusting my book bag upon my
shoulder.
"What's a dork?" She asked as she approached me.
"A big freaking dick head!" I said laughing, "Quit being
such a girl and go away!"
"You like his... dork?" She hesitated as if she were afraid
someone would be listening.
"Hardly." I laughed. "Only babes like guys that way!"
"Babies?" She frowned, looking innocent,
"Ha! No, that comes later... after copulation!" I laughed,
her eyes grew wider in surprise.
"You should be ashamed of thinking like that about my
brother!" She looked over her shoulder then back to me. "If
you were a girl... you would have to be nicer to my
brother."
I stood and looked at her incredulously, "What kind of
drugs are you on?" I shook my head and turned away from
her. "I doubt that I would give him the time of day... if I
were a girl."
"I bet you would!" She laughed, "I bet you couldn't keep
your hands off of his... dork!"
"Get the hell away from me... go paint your fingernails or
something!" I wanted to put as much distance between us as
I could. "Stupid female..." I growled.
"I think you would have his baby if you were a girl..." She
shouted.
"Then I'd slit both our throats!" I laughed over my
shoulder.
"No you wouldn't... you'd just be a little mommy to my
niece." She stopped at her corner, where she usually headed
to the elementary school. "Hey Charlene... have a good
day!"
"Get screwed!... little cunt." I shot back.
"You first!" She laughed and quickly skipped toward her
school.
I walked slower, glad to finally be rid of the little pest.
She was just like her stupid brother, all innocent and full
of too damn much energy. I bounced my book bag up higher on
my shoulders, the weight almost too much to bear. As I
walked, I could feel my under shorts riding down lower on
my hips, with one hand I tugged at the waistband, pulling
them higher.
I trotted up the steps of the school, taking two at a time
and swung open the door. Once inside I headed toward my
locker, as I unlocked it, I looked to my left... there was
Jeremy standing at his locker.
"Hey... Charlie." He said with a bit of hesitation.
"Hey Dork!" I continued to pull out my books, "Saw your
little sister today... I think she's high on something."
"She's fine... she just cares about me, that's all." I
laughed at his sentimental thinking as I pulled out my
plaid shirt and slipped it over my white T-Shirt and
buttoned it half way.
"Well, tell her to stay away from me... and I won't have to
hurt her." I slammed my locker closed, adjusted my book bag
and hiked up my underwear again.
"Please Charlie... don't do anything to her." He spoke
softly, and grabbed me by my shoulder. I looked at his hand
then to him, "I'll say something to her tonight."
"Uh... you'd better." I stammered, trying to figure out why
I didn't bust him right there for touching me. Somehow,
deep down, I didn't seem to mind.
I frowned at my reaction and headed past him to my first
class, as I approached the door, Rachael saw me and gave me
a hug, "How's my favorite guy doing?"
"Hey Rach, I'm doing fine." I smiled and put my arm around
her, stopping to talk.
"Hey Charlie!"
I nodded toward Kim and Linda as they stood against a
locker checking out guys.
"Ladies... how's the scenery?" I wanted to laugh at them
for fawning over every guy that passed by.
"Lots better since you got here!" Kim said as she leaned on
me, her soft breasts pillowed against my chest. "You sure
are a handsome man!" I blushed my response. "Linda, doesn't
Charlie have such dreamy eyes?"
I looked away and smiled through my embarrassment. "I've
always thought he had great looking eyes!" Linda purred and
moved in next to me, sliding the inside of her thigh
against my growing erection and smiling. "And some of the
longest, dark eyelashes I've ever seen... on a guy."
Linda kept erotically stroking me with her leg, the feeling
was wonderful but I was afraid that she would get both of
us in trouble so I stepped away. She looked at me through
partially closed eyes, sexy and dark. "Am I bothering you
honey?"
I just stood there with a stupid grin, feeling my face grow
warm. "I bet he's still a virgin..." Then she leaned
against me, crushing her breasts to my chest, "Am I
bothering you Charlie?" I felt her hand gently stroking my
crotch, my erection growing to a painful stiff mass. "I
thought I might..."
I looked down at her, so close, so sensual. Her head was
turned toward me, her lips, full and exciting. She took her
tongue and erotically wetted the surface of her lips, I
could feel my erection straining against her gentle grasp.
She moved closer, so close I could smell the mint on her
breath. I felt my head press against the lockers to retreat
from her advances, slowly she stroked the surface of my
lips, I could feel myself on the brink of explosion. Her
tongue traced the contour of my mouth, the feeling made my
heart beat quicker, my breathing excited.
"You'd better put out the fire in a hurry, here comes Mr.
Polanski!" Kim whispered into my ear, causing both Linda
and I to look up. The bald head of Mr. Polanski was
approaching, Linda turned her back to me and leaned against
my chest, keeping her hand behind her, firmly ensconced on
my groin.
"Hi Mr. Polanski!" Linda called out sounding innocent, but
I knew better. "You got a HARD assignment for us?" I had
the feeling that she was desperately trying to get me to
shoot my wad into my shorts, I pushed her hand away as Mr.
Polanski walked into the class room.
She then placed her bottom firmly against me and gently
rolled her shapely hips, I could feel the erotic pressure
building and building. "Linda... don't." I whispered in her
ear.
She slowly turned and looked at me, "Why not? Don't I
excite you?" She placed her hands on my chest and pressed
her pelvis into my crotch, "MMMMMM.... I like this." Her
thumbs slowly glided across my nipples causing them to
tighten and press out against my T-shirt. She looked around
over her shoulder, then whispered into my ear, "Did you
drive your car today?"
I could feel my throbbing shaft nested into her crotch
where she kept rocking her hips, "...uh...no...sorry, I
didn't drive today."
She pushed her bottom lip out in a pout. "It's too bad for
you... because right now, I'm feeling pretty hot!" She gave
me two real hard rubs, almost sending me over the edge...
then walked into the classroom with a twinkle in her eye.
I quickly fought back the desire I was feeling, carried my
book bag down low to cover my erection and followed her
into the room as the bell was sounding. I took my seat
directly behind Linda, both Kim and Rachael to my right and
left. I couldn't tell you what Mr. Polanski talked about
during first period as my eyes kept moving between the
three girls seated around me. Each girl was erotic and
desirable to my young teenage mind.
I could smell the heavenly scent from Linda's hair, as it
fell into long, sexy blonde layers before my eyes. Perfumed
with an erotic fruity smell, I drank deeply the scent, and
purposefully found reasons to brush against its fine silken
texture throughout the class.
I forced myself to look at the clock only 20 minutes into
class, as I lowered my eyes I locked onto Kim's dainty
foot. She was dangling her shiny Pump by only the toes, I
could see the gentle round heel as it was pulled from the
back of the shoe. My eyes slowly eased up to the little
silver jeweled bracelet that adorned her ankle. From there
it was only natural to look higher, I leaned against my
hand... looking through my fingers, trying not to be seen.
Higher, to her simply beautiful calf, smooth and sexy...
devoid of hair, her shapely knee was both cute and
strangely erotic to look at. I couldn't help but picture
them, bent and kneeling before my throbbing erection. I
shifted in my chair, driving my hand down into my crotch in
a vain attempt to conceal my pounding member.
I almost gasped as she shifted her position to whisper to
the girl behind me, her thighs parting enough so I could
see the creamy complexion of the inside of her leg. I
slowly inhaled and again adjusted myself as my eyes caught
the hint of downy pubic hair spilling out from her white
lace panties.
I looked down quickly at my Biology book, staring into a
drawing of the Female reproductive system. That caused a
deep pleasurable sensation inside of my young body, I
slowly blew air from my trembling lips. I glanced up at the
back of Linda's head, her silky blonde hair reflecting
light upon its shiny surface. I wanted to reach out and
pull it in, the perfumed scent driving me mad with erotic
desire.
I closed my eyes and thought back to us in the doorway and
how she traced her tongue around the contour of my mouth. I
could still feel her glistening tongue as it danced wetly
against my lips, causing the stiffness which I was still a
prisoner of. I pushed my tongue to the edge of my mouth,
savoring the recent nearness of her own... I could still
taste the slick waxy gloss that she had worn, shining like
sparkling diamonds buried under a thin veil of wetness.
I pursed my damp lips and drew back in my tongue, a giggle
caused me to open my eyes. "Did we not get enough sleep
last night Mr. Baxter?" My eyes darted up to Mr. Polanski
as he leaned against his podium, staring at me.
"..Uh, no... I'm fine." My voice quavered and trembled with
surprise. I sat up in the chair and again pressed my hand
against myself, trying to conceal the erection that no one
could possibly see.
"Please see that you don't nod off again..." He sighed,
then continued, "I want you all to please read quietly,
chapter 27. That will be your assignment for tomorrow... I
would suggest you all use your time wisely and read for the
remainder of class! If you choose to talk... please keep it
to a dull roar." He then sat down, opened his grade book
and began entering the grades from the test we had taken
yesterday. Nearly everyone in class, opened their books and
quietly read.
I looked back to my book, flipped the pages to chapter 27,
and began to read. After only a minute or two I glanced at
Linda who was gently scratching her back with her long
thumb nail. I leaned forward and whispered into her ear,
"What's wrong, got the bugs running?" She looked over her
shoulder and smiled.
"Something keeps tickling me there, causing it to itch."
She whispered back, erotic and breathy. I figured it was my
chance to touch her silken hair and slowly reached out to
scratch her back. She arched her shoulders and pulled aside
her beautiful hair, "Oohh, yes that's it... right there...
that's the spot."
I could feel myself stiffen as her words created a fantasy
within my own mind, words that I longed to hear from my own
bed chamber. I continued to scratch her back, where I could
make out the slight rise of her bra strap, it was this that
was causing the itch she had been experiencing.
The power of suggestion is pretty great when you consider
how it affects the mind, I knew that well as my own back
began to itch. As I scratched Linda's, I twisted my own arm
around and dragged a thumb against my shirt. The tickle
persisted and I tried to scratch, using the very tips of my
fingers.
After only a brief moment of digging, I was satisfied and
stopped scratching both our backs. I decided it would be
better if I were to actually read the assignment Mr.
Polaski had given and picked my high-lighter out of my bag.
I laid it next to me on the desk where I would pick it up
from time to time and high-light the important areas of the
chapter.
At one point I had laid it on the pages of the book, only
to see it roll quickly down and fall onto the floor. I bent
to pick it up but Rachael was there first and handed it to
me, as she passed it into my hand I noticed that a button
was undone on her blouse. I quickly looked away, but my
eyes were pulled like magnets to steel, back to her
breathtaking bosom.
I could see just the tiniest hint of lace as it danced upon
the edge of her neckline, almost beckoning me to look. I
tried to turn away but its pull became too great, its lure
too powerful. Just a hint of porcelain white softness was
hidden behind the lacy cloth, gently cupping and caressing
them in its form.
She must have noticed me watching and quickly moved her
hand to button it back up, but as she fumbled with the top
button... the next one down dropped open. I pulled my lower
lip in and let my teeth slide across its tender surface
while she struggled to button herself back up.
She shot me a sly smile, and quickly buttoned herself back
up. I couldn't help but noticed that each nipple was
erotically pushing out, trying to be noticed, desperately
wanting to be touched. I laid the high-lighter in the
crotch of my book and turned away as she gave me a wink.
I knew better to look again, but my eyes wanted to drink up
the vision once more... I leaned against my left hand and
looked through my fingers. She was absent mindedly running
a finger around a nipple, the erection bigger than before.
Her eyes were closed as the long nail of her finger
continued to trace laps around the jutting cloth from her
thin bra and blouse. I was drawn by her seductive motions
and in moments, found myself also tracing little circles
around my own nipple.
Suddenly we both jumped at the sound of the bell, class
ended as it had begun... me excited and stiff as a board.
I stood up to leave and hoisted my book bag up onto one
shoulder, swung it around low over my crotch, so no one
would notice what had happened. I hurried out of the room
before the girls could finish me off, not sure really what
I would do if they tried.
I hurried down the hall toward my second period class,
dashing between people also hurrying to their respective
classes. Almost at the door, I was blindsided by a girl
coming down the stairs, our books flying across the hall.
"Sorry..." She apologized, picking up her belongings.
"That's what happens when I get into a hurry." As she bent
down to retrieve her papers, I was on my hands and knees
trying to locate all my Prisma Pencils for Art class.
I looked across as she collected her items, and straight
into the top of her blouse. I could see a pretty pink
flower at the crossing point of her satiny bra, and
delicately cradled within the cups were her lovely breasts.
I was transfixed as I gazed upon the gentle swell of her
rounded bosom, finding myself trying to move to see more.
Deep into the cup I stared, able to make out the edge of
her areola... where it met with the nipple. She glanced up
and I quickly looked away.
Smiling she slowly stood to her feet, "...Again, sorry
about that..."
I nodded and cleared my throat, "...It's okay!" What did I
care, I just got the thrill of a lifetime looking into her
bra.
She and I parted company, I watched as she walked on down
the hall, then I stepped into my Art class and took my
seat. I slid my book bag from my shoulder and pulled out
the box of pencils that only moments ago were scattered
across the hall. I stood up and walked to the shelf where
we were keeping our illustrations, found mine, and brought
it back to my table.
I spread out the pencils before me and selected one and
began to lightly shade an area of my illustration, by the
time the bell rang I had finished with one color and began
another. I looked up and the class was full, I had been so
busy that I hadn't realized that everyone had entered and
begun working.
As I set contemplating the next color I would choose, I had
a chill wash over me cold enough that I found myself
buttoning up my shirt to the top. A pencil rolled an inch
or two as goose bumps danced upon my arms, I knew I wasn't
the only one feeling it as the others began to look around.
"Who opened the freaking window?" One of my class members
shouted. This caught the attention of the teacher who
crossed the room and pushed it closed.
"It may look nice outside kids, but there is still a bit of
a chill in the air. This needs to stay closed!" She swung
the latch to lock the window, "Go on back to your work..."
I watched her until she went back to her classroom
rounds... then, as I turned my head around, I saw Lindsey.
She was wearing a thin cotton blue T-shirt with short
sleeves, but what drew my attention was the way her nipples
pushed out against her shirt. Two little buds aching to be
kissed, I looked down quickly so not to be noticed. Through
my fingers I watched as the little buds slowly grew into
small finger like towers, embarrassed, she put her arm
across each breast attempting to warm them back into
submission.
I stretched and hazarded a glance toward her, she was still
covering herself and went back to working. I myself was
affected as I vigorously rubbed my arms, trying to warm
them up as well. I could feel my own nipples, each hard and
erect from the sudden chilly breeze that swept across the
room.
I picked up a pencil and tapped it against my illustration,
trying to come up with the right combination of colors that
would just set off my work. I absentmindedly scratched
under my left armpit as I took notice of the item I was
holding.
"Oh shit!" I whispered. I realized that what I thought was
one of my pencils, really was one of the girls eye liners.
I bent down and put it into my book bag, quickly I began to
scan my other pencils. "Aww nuts!" I sighed as I picked up
a glossy lip liner from the bunch, I began, in earnest, to
comb through all of my art supplies.
I found I had also picked up her waterproof mascara, two
types of lip liner and a dark black eyeliner pencil. I
scratched myself again, while trying to think of what I
should do... I didn't know the girl, so should I just drop
them in the lost and found? Now my back began to itch, I
twisted my arm behind my back surprising even myself on how
far back I could reach, and scratched.
All over my back felt like little creatures walking, each
time I thought I had one taken care of, another would crop
up. The itching slowly moved around from one side to
another, up over my shoulders then down onto the front of
my chest. I raised my hand while scratching, trying to get
the teacher's attention. "Yes Charlie?"
"Can I go to the restroom?" I squirmed in my seat, trying
to stop the itch.
"You only have 20 minutes left of class, hold it until
then." Her gruff response surprised me. I frowned and began
to itch under my right armpit, then it seemed to race
around my back to the left armpit. I wiggled my back
against the rest of the chair, meanwhile scratching my
chest with vigor.
Almost as soon as it started, the itching stopped and I
breathed a sigh of relief. I was able to finish out the
class, working on my illustration until the bell sounded.
Now on to third period, Gym class.
I cut down a side hall and across to the gym, this move
shaved a few minutes off the time it took to get to class
and I was able to go on in the locker room to get ready.
I headed straight to my locker and quickly dialed in my
combination. One of the girl's lip liner's fell onto the
floor, I picked it up before anyone noticed throwing it
into my bag.
I stood with my back to the room and began to unbutton my
shirt, as it fell away I hesitated. I held open the sides
and examined what I was wearing underneath, "I thought I
was wearing a T-shirt!" I muttered. I thought about it
more, convincing myself that I must have pulled the white
tank top from my drawer after my morning shower.
I shrugged and quickly slipped it off, throwing it along
side the button down shirt. I kicked off my shoes and
unbuckled my belt, dropping my jeans to the floor... again
I paused. "What the fu..?" I stood there in front of my
locker, holding my jeans in my left hand... my right was
poised at the band of my underwear. "...No way..." I
sighed, "No freaking way..."
I felt embarrassed as I stood there, wearing the little
yellow bikini underwear that my mother bought me as a joke
last Christmas. Thankfully they were guy's bikini
underwear, so at least the guys wouldn't rib me so much.
"But still..." I thought, "I distinctly remember picking up
my normal underwear when I showered." I practically jumped
into my gym shorts, effectively hiding the embarrassing hip
hugging underwear that I had on.
I quickly stretched my head into my gym t-shirt and let it
fall down my torso, grabbing my white tennis shoes I sat
down and reached into my bag for my gym socks. I pushed
everything aside, trying to locate the small bundle of
white that would be the calf length socks...but found
nothing.
I thought about going without but remembered the blisters I
got last summer, "These will have to do." I looked down at
my white footie sock, which ended just below the ankle. I
pushed my foot into the shoe and quickly tied the laces and
just as fast, the other shoe was on and tied. By the time I
looked up, the guys were filing into the room and at
various stages of readiness themselves. I took my place at
the door and waited for the gym teacher to come out of his
office.
I frowned when I saw Jeremy with his back to me at his
locker, in one fluid movement he pulled his shirt off and
tossed it aside. He was busy talking to one of his friends
when he turned and sat upon the bench to tie his shoes.
Clad in only his shorts, socks and shoes the two carried on
their conversation.
My eyes were drawn to his chest. While not as muscular as I
was, he did seem to be relatively fit and trim. He
stretched behind him and grabbed his shirt without standing
up, his sinewy muscles rippled with the effort. I was
surprised that he was in as great shape as he appeared to
be, it almost appeared that he had been working out. While
thinking, I ran my hand up under my shirt so I could feel
my own six pack "...He had nothing on me!" I snorted.
We all gathered by the door when finally our teacher strode
out into the hallway, "Ok ladies... get out there and get
going on your calisthenics!"
Everyone moved through the door and took their place on the
polished wood floor to begin with our usual stretching
exercise. Ground hurdles were first, we each pushed our
left legs out along the floor and bent the right, forcing
our knees down against the floor. I was surprised at how
easy this was for me today, usually I wasn't able to quite
get my knee down... now it would go parallel to the floor.
Mr. Fox blew the whistle and we switched, this time right
leg out and left bent, knee down. Again, the easiness of
the exercise surprised me.
Mr. Fox blew his whistle and we all stood up to our feet,
"Ok girls... lets limber up those backs!" He blew the
whistle and we each pointed our fingers down, trying to
touch the floor... again I did this with ease, surprising
myself.
After this was done we stretched out our feet, putting
quite a distance between them. I was able to not only touch
the floor with my palms, but I could reach back behind me
and almost flatten myself against my thighs. This was
unprecedented for me, usually I could go no further than
just touching the floor.
I began to look at the others around me as we started
stretching out our arms and shoulders, some could do it
well... others could not. At one point I looked down at
myself, both nipples pushing out against my shirt. I looked
around and folded my arms, trying to hide the little
erections. I felt a flush of embarrassment, especially
since this had never happened to me like this before!
Thankfully, we started our run around the gym, up the
stairs to the top, then back down to the wood flooring.
Five laps was the usual, slowly we began our jog around and
up and then back down... this was one of my favorite things
about gym class. Running gave me time to think, but for
some reason today I couldn't concentrate. I kept staring
into the muscular legs of the guy in front, every once in
awhile my eyes would dart up to his rear as he pumped his
legs.
I was always a trim guy, taking great care of my body...
but something had me troubled. With each foot fall of my
running, my pectoral's would give a slight bounce. Maybe I
had never really paid attention to it before, but it still
was troubling. By the third lap around, it was starting to
become painful.
Sometime during the fourth lap, I became winded and started
to wheeze. The air sucking into my lungs was making a high
whistling sound. By the fifth lap, I had fallen way back
behind my normal position of third or fourth in line.
Mr. Fox noticed me struggling and pulled me aside, "You
okay?"
The air from my lungs whistled as I spoke, sounding like an
asthmatic. "I'll be okay... just winded."
"Maybe you should have a seat and sit this one out?" He
pointed to the bleachers.
I nodded and climbed up a few rows where I lay lengthwise
and caught my breath. The running had one other effect on
me, I began to cough when trying to breath through my
mouth.
After about 15 minutes, I climbed down and got a drink of
water and joined the group. Mr. Fox pushed out the carrier
holding 8 basketballs, blew the whistle and shouted, "You
boys know the drill... pare off, shirts and skins!" I
groaned hearing that, I didn't feel like playing basketball
today.
We had divided up into teams, ours was shirts. We played
for the most part of ten minutes before I was subbed into
the game. I was told to guard Jeremy, at one point, we had
just missed a basket when I went for the rebound the same
time as he did. Jeremy got to it first and came down under
the rim, protecting the ball as we were taught. I tried to
reach around him and he swung his elbow quickly around
catching me right in the chest, the force staggering me to
the side. He must have thought I was moving around to make
a steal and swung his elbow the opposite direction, this
time catching the opposite side. I continued my way to the
floor, gasping for air and coughing as I lay there.
"Hey man, that has to be a foul!" One of my team shouted
from the bench as the other players continued to make a mad
dash to the other end.
I pulled myself off the court, still gasping for air and
coughing profusely. Mr. Fox hurried to my side, "You just
got the wind knocked out of yourself... take a seat and
catch your breath!"
I sat on the floor along the wall, near the drinking
fountain. Closing my eyes I rubbed my tender chest, while
fighting back the tears. At one point Jeremy jogged up for
a drink, "You okay?"
He waited for me to answer but I didn't because I was
actually afraid if I would open my mouth... I would cry.
"Charlie... are you okay?"
"It... hurts." I sobbed, tears coursing down my cheeks.
He frowned and looked over his shoulder, "Sorry about
that... I thought you were trying to steal the ball!"
My body became racked with emotion as the tears flowed on,
he again looked over his shoulder and stepped a bit to his
left and crouched down. I noticed and wiped my eyes with my
arm. "Come on Charlie, get control of yourself!"
I continued to wipe my eyes as he shielded my crying from
the others on the court. "Maybe he wasn't such a loser
after all?" I thought.
"Hey... if you think you'll be okay, I'm going back out and
play." He began to stand.
"I'll be alright... thanks." I pushed the tears away with
my thumb and rubbed the pain from my chest.
I watched him trot back out to the court as I began to get
some control out of my breathing, this time the sobs only
coming in short dying little gasps. From my seated position
I continued to watch the game, surprised at just how agile
Jeremy actually was. After awhile, I found myself rooting
him on as he would make one athletic move after another. I
felt ashamed knowing I was spending so much time hating the
poor guy that I never saw him past my anger... he seemed to
be a real decent guy.
I noticed Mr. Fox walking over toward me, subconsciously I
pulled my knees into my chest. "Class is almost over. If
you're ok, why don't you head on in and take your shower."
I nodded and stood up.
It only took a moment to push the door open, pull a clean
towel from the bin and head into the showers. The water
helped sooth the bruising pain that I had felt earlier, I
gently massaged each pectoral as I stood under the
streaming jets. I thoroughly washed my body with the soap
and rinsed, turned off the water and headed out to change.
I glanced toward the clock, "15 minutes left before they
come in to shower..." I said aloud, my voice echoing around
the room. I picked my shoes and shorts from the floor and
threw them back into my locker, turned and faced the big
mirror mounted on the wall.
What I was seeing didn't look right, I stepped closer. I
stood only three feet from the mirror, trying to figure
what was wrong with my reflection. My chest, though bruised
and sore... seemed puffy, maybe even swollen a bit. I
brushed a hand against one of the bruises I saw and gently
pressed the tender green spot, it didn't seem to bother me
as much as the slight swell from my nipple at my own touch.
My eyes trailed downward, I continued to dry myself off,
the towel hanging vertically in front. If a person didn't
know better, they would think the possessor of that towel
just might be female. I wiped the water away from my chin
as I contemplated my own reflection, the way my waist
tapered in, then suddenly flared out at the hip. I tried to
remember if it had always been like that.
Slowly I rubbed the towel through my hair, maybe the little
girl was right... it almost looked as though my roots were
lighter, maybe blonde. But that was impossible, wasn't it?
I leaned into the mirror to get a better look at my hair,
slowly my eyes were drawn back to their own reflection.
"Since when did my lashes ever become so long and dark?" I
thought to myself as I took a finger and ran it lengthways
along each gently curled hair protruding from the lids.
On an even closer inspection, it appeared that a slight,
thin line of black was faintly over each set of darkened
lashes. My eyes traveled toward my cheeks, then down to my
mouth... something was wrong. I leaned quickly away,
putting almost 10 inches between my face and the mirror.
"No way..!" I sighed, frustratingly. My lips were never
really thin, but what I was seeing, bordered on the
impossible. Each lip was darker and redder than I had been
used to seeing, they were soft, smooth and almost wet
looking. I rubbed against them with the towel, whatever was
making them shine... wouldn't come off. I ran a hand
through my hair, wondering what would have caused the
subtle changes I thought I was seeing.
I ran my thumb along my eyebrows, they too seemed thinner
and shaped differently. I slowly turned and walked back to
the bench where I glanced toward the clock, "They'll be
back in here in 7 minutes." I said to myself. I reached in
my locker and pulled out my underwear, sighed and pulled
them up my legs.
In mid-stride I stopped and looked at my legs closer, they
seemed smoother to the touch. I ran my hand along the
length of my calf, the hair there seemed fine and sparse. I
stood up and tossed my towel into the dirty bin, positioned
in the corner. My peripheral vision caught my reflection in
the mirror, slowly I turned and looked back... moving only
my head.
I let out a sad sigh, breath slowly escaping through my
teeth. From behind, I seemed to resemble a girl. My hair
seemed to be a sandy brown and while still short, almost
touched the bottom of my ears. My neck appeared long and
lithe, shoulders smooth and narrow. Even my waist tapered
from behind to a round, heart shaped bottom. I slowly
turned farther, soft light reflected from the near silky
surface of my skin. "What's happening to me?" I gasped. My
arm was away from my side, I could just make out a swollen
pectoral as it's roundness gracefully tapered into my flat
stomach. "This can't be possible..." I refused to let
myself believe what I was seeing.
In desperation to hide myself, I quickly scrambled to put
on my clothes. My tank top went on first, but what I saw
made me unsettled. I almost appeared to be a teenage girl
wearing the tiny boys bikini and tank top. If I wasn't
positive, I would have said that the swelling on my chest,
gave me the appearance of the small breasts of a young teen
girl. I snatched out my shirt, paused and rolled it over in
my hands. "I thought it was plaid?" I frowned, "No, I'm
sure it was a button down plaid shirt... not this."
I held the long sleeved cotton ribbed oxford up, "Where the
heck did this come from?" I wondered aloud. I didn't
remember seeing anyone wearing anything like this when we
were all changing out of our clothes. I suddenly heard
voices as the guys lined up outside the door, quickly I
pulled it over my head and slipped my shoulders in the
sleeves. At the same time they were filing in I was pulling
the jeans I had been wearing up my legs.
I quickly fought them past my hips and buttoned the fly, I
frowned as they seemed a bit more baggy around the waist. I
spun around and slipped my feet into my shoes before the
last of them filed into the shower. As I tied my shoes, I
watched the steaming vapor roll into the locker room...
through the fog, I could just make out Jeremy standing at
the door... naked."
I slid my foot into the other shoe and quickly tied it,
trying not to look into the steaming room. Jeremy's back
was turned to me, my eyes watched the soap as it caressed
his body in its trip down to the floor. I looked away
briefly, only to have my eyes pull back into the thick
foggy showers, Jeremy had turned to face me... soaping his
hair and laughing with a friend. From where I stood I could
see his swinging member as it hung down, red from the
heated water. I forced my eyes closed, spun and slammed my
locker shut. "What is happening to me?" I gasped under my
breath. As I headed to the door I turned and faced the
mirror, my small nipples seemed to be pointing the way out
of the room. I flushed with embarrassment and quickly hid
myself from the guys leaving the shower.
I waited for what seemed like minutes until Mr. Fox called
out, "Go on... get out of here!" We all began to file out
into the hallway, heading to fourth period study hall. I
crossed the hall and stopped at the water fountain, there
Jeremy caught up with me. "Hey...uh, Char...uh." He sighed
deeply as I straightened up, "Sorry about gym class and the
way I hurt you... I would never mean for that to happen."
He looked down, then back up and smiled, I surprised myself
by smiling back.
I coughed and cleared my throat, now raw from my earlier
coughing. "It's okay Jeremy... I'm fine." I said softly, my
voice about half the volume it normally was.
He looked around then leaned one hand against the wall,
"Sometime we should get together and go... one on one!"
Again he smiled causing me to also smile.
"One on one?" I whispered, feeling my little nipples harden
again. I raised my books higher to conceal their betrayal.
"Basketball." He slowly lowered his mouth to the fountain
to get a drink. I couldn't help but shoot a quick glance at
his jeans while he was bent over.
"I'll be skins." He laughed as he wiped his mouth with his
hand. My mind recalled him standing in the shower with no
clothes. His eyes darted down toward my chest then quickly
back up. "Uh...could I...uh drive you home... later on?"
I tipped my head and looked at him, my eyes half closed.
"Why had I ever been so mean to him... he really was a very
nice guy." I couldn't hide a smile as I stood there
thinking.
"Great, I'll see you after school!" He tapped the wall
twice with his palm, smiled at me again and hurried on to
his class, I frowned at my odd thoughts and continued to
Study Hall.
As I walked toward my seat in the cafeteria, I thought
about the entire conversation I just had with Jeremy. Maybe
I had been wrong about him, he seemed pretty nice. I
removed the book bag and sat it on the table, seated myself
and waited for the observer to take her seat in our
makeshift classroom.
I began to pull out my books and open their pages, a tickle
at my shoulder caused me to look behind me. No one was
there, another tickle on my other shoulder made me quickly
swivel my head... nothing. I scratched at the spot where
the tickle bothered me. I turned full around in the seat
looking at the Freshman sitting behind me.
He looked up, "What?"
"Did someone just come past here?" He shook his head 'no',
I frowned and turned back around.
As I sat there reading, I had something run across the
middle of my back... almost as if someone drew a finger
along my shoulder blades. Again I spun, only to find no one
there. The boy looked up from his book and smiled, then
returned to his reading.
I felt the sweat bead upon my upper lip, slowly trembling I
stood up and approached the Observer. "May I have a pass to
the restroom?"
"Sure..." She quickly signed the piece of paper and handed
it to me, "Don't be gone long..."
I took it into my hands and paused as I begun to walk away,
my nails seemed to be minutely longer and narrower than I
had remembered. Even though I knew it probably wasn't
anything to be really concerned with... I quickened my
pace. About three steps across the room was as far as I got
when I realized that I still had a pencil in my hand, I
thought about taking it back to my seat but decided against
it and hurried on out of the cafeteria.
I held the paper in my left hand and slowly pushed the
pencil I had into my pocket. Down the hallway I walked
until I found the restroom door, gently I pushed it open
and entered. I walked over to a stall and stepped inside,
quickly unbuckling my pants, I let them drop. I pushed my
underwear down and took a seat, I did my business in a
hurry, wiped and stood up. I reached down to pull up the
underwear and as my hand came into contact with the
material I gasped with astonishment.
My formerly yellow boy's bikini underwear were now a pale
yellow, silky, thong. Gone was the standard 'fly' front. I
slowly pulled them upward, across hairless thighs.
"I...I...I think... somehow... I'm turning into a girl!" My
mind raced, "But how?"
My legs had absolutely no hair on them from the top of my
thigh to my ankle. With a trembling hand I felt the slick
smoothness of my bare skin. Trying to hide them from view,
I pulled my jeans up over my hips... this time, they seemed
to fit perfectly. I looked down, they formed against my
bottom like a glove.
I looked lower, they had some embroidery on the outside of
the leg... some kind of flower with a butterfly. "Shit...
no!" I whispered. I hurried and tucked my shirt in and
dashed out of the stall toward the sink.
"What the hell am I going to do? It had to be Jeremy's
sister... she's doing this to me!" My voice sounding more
like a girl each time I heard myself. I quickly washed and
dried my hands, looking into the mirror my eyes grew wide
with shock.
"H...How?" My shirt was now an almost transparent white...
the tank top I had been wearing... had somehow magically
changed into a bra! I pulled the shirt from my jeans,
"No...no... this can't be possible!" I cried. But as sure
as I was standing there, a pale yellow bra was gently
riding upon my chest.
I felt like crying, my trembling hand slowly moved up to
hide my face. "Dear Lord, this isn't possible..." My prayer
coming out like a soft sigh. I wiped away a single tear as
it rolled down my cheek and looked up to the ceiling,
"Please God... I'll do anything... if you only make these
changes stop...!" The emotion in my voice, caused it to
crack. I glanced into the mirror as I tucked the shirt back
in, "....oh....OH NO!" My eyes came to rest on my face,
"Shit...shit...shit!" I began to pull paper towels from the
dispenser.
I felt my heart sink as I looked into the reflection, my
eye lashes were very dark and curled. A powdery brown
dusting covered each lid, cheeks were dusted as well with a
slight pink hue. "How is she able to do this?" I cried,
trying to wipe it from my face. "Oh... God! It's not coming
off!!!" A very feminine sob lodged in my throat, as my
knees wanted to buckle. "Where is all of this coming from?"
I fought back the tears as I continued to wipe my face in
vain.
I dropped my arms to my side in despair, "I've got to see
her... try to get her to stop what she's doing!" My outlook
seemed hopeless, my lips trembled in fear. They too had
been effected as well, now hopelessly glossy and satiny
smooth. Little flecks of microscopic glitter embedded their
surface. I hesitated but still tried to wipe it away, the
effort was fruitless. "It...It's dried on...like...like
paint!" The little emotional gasps came out like sobbing. I
lowered my head and bawled like the female I was slowly
being transformed into.
I knew I had to be getting back to my seat... before they
sent someone after me. Slowly I pushed the door open and
leaned against the wall, crying. I had to get control of
myself. I steeled my emotion and dabbed at the tears still
collecting at the corners of my eyes, "What am I going to
do?" I sighed deeply, then let go of the door... stepping
into the hallway.
I stood there in the middle of the hall, trying to force
myself to take a step. My mind whirling with question after
question, "How is it that I'm the only one noticing the
changes... everyone else seems to accept them as if they
have always been." I glanced quickly at the door, "How is
Jeremy's sister doing this to me? Is she a witch? It
couldn't be possible." I thought as I started to take a
step, then double checked something that I hadn't noticed
before. "Besides doing this to me... she's playing with my
mind!" Another single tear rolled down to my chin, as I
stood before the door I had just exited... the one with
'Women' imprinted on the nameplate, as if to mock what was
happening to me.
In our High School, it was mandatory to hand back the pass
after we returned to the classroom. I guess it was to keep
the students from forging the pass or altering it for
another day, slowly I approached the Observer and laid it
on the desk.
She looked up at me and frowned... "God... does she see
what's happening?" My mind cried. I tried to escape back to
the sanctuary of my seat before she spoke.
"Miss Baxter..." It didn't register, I continued to walk.
"Charlene!" Her voice cut like a knife, I slowly turned...
not believing what she had just called me.
In a very small voice I spoke, "Y...yes..."
"Next time you ask for a pass... be sure to leave the
cosmetics behind!" She pointed toward the floor with her
glasses. "Please pick that back up and return to your
seat." I looked down to the floor, laying against the leg
of the table was an object.
I slowly bent down and picked it up, examined the mascara
tube and tried to hand it back to her. "It's not mine." I
replied smiling.
"Miss Baxter, do you take me for a fool?" She frowned and
placed her hands on her desk.
"No Ma'am." I felt fear well up inside me.
"I know for a fact that it's yours, I saw you with my own
eyes push it into your jeans as you left for the restroom.
Now, before you push me too far young lady, I would suggest
you take it back to your seat, put it into your purse and
continue studying." She slowly lowered her eyes back to the
book she had been reading, as if signaling that our
conversation was over.
I could feel the other students eyes upon my back, I made a
hasty retreat to my seat. I tossed the mascara tube on the
desk, watching it roll up against... my purse. I sat up
quickly and began to look around for my book bag, the
Freshman saw me and smiled.
"Who took it?" I whispered to him.
"Took what?" He whispered back.
"My book bag... they left this here..." I held up the purse
by its long strap.
He gave me a strange look, "You didn't have a book bag...
that's all you were carrying." His low whisper drove like a
stake into my heart, I dropped back into my chair. "You
okay?"
I lowered my eyes to the floor and slowly turned back
around, The thoughts flew through my troubled mind, "She...
she's turned my book bag into a purse... I have to talk to
Jeremy, maybe he can get her to stop!"
I used one hand to push open the loose material of the
purse, and peered inside it's bowels, trying to see what it
contained. As the light penetrated the deep recesses of the
purse, I could see some of the contents revealed.
Lip Gloss, Eye Liner, a compact, Mascara in White, Blue and
Dark black, small containers of eye shadow in various
colors, a brush, comb, condom and wallet. My eyes widened
as they returned to the square package of the condom,
"Sssshit!" The word left my mouth like a shot of steam.
I reached inside and hesitatingly pulled the wallet out, it
was leather with a single flower, small and yellow, down in
the lower right corner. I opened it up slowly, the photos
there, were ones I knew... only slightly different.
My parents anniversary portrait, my Grandmother, Some girls
that I met in camp last summer, Rob, my best friend from
Middle School who moved away last year... and a Senior
picture of Jeremy. "I don't remember that being there!" I
frowned as I pulled the picture from its clear jacket. "Why
would I have a picture of his?"
"You say something to me?" The voice seemed to come from
behind me. I looked over my shoulder where the young
Freshman was sitting.
"Uh, no... just talking to myself I guess." I forced a
smile and went back to the picture. I turned it over in my
hand and looked at the back. Quietly I read the writing,
"With all my love... Jeremy."
I pushed it back where I found it, "This can't be
possible... she's trying to push us together." I thought to
myself. I opened the flap to the purse again and started to
throw it inside, something small and white caught my eye.
"...A... Tampon?" I sighed as I fingered the little
package. I could feel my heart fall to the floor... this
discovery would mean that her changes were far from over.
Almost without thinking, I lowered a hand to my crotch.
"Still there... but for how long." I sighed, hoping that I
would wake up from this nightmare soon.
"Uh...hey Charlene...um, you want a stick of gum?" I
quickly looked behind me at the young Freshman.
"No thanks, Tim..." I surprised myself by knowing the boy's
name, I had made it a habit of not associating with any
Freshmen.
"Ok... that's cool." He whispered back, then smiled at me
not lowering his gaze.
The way he was looking was making me self conscious, a hand
went to the buttons of the oxford shirt I had on. Only, my
hand came into contact with the skin on my chest... I
looked down.
Somehow, the Oxford shirt I had been wearing was gone...in
its place was a clingy, tight fitting shirt with a zipper.
The zipper had lowered half way down... even I stared at my
own predicament before attempting to zip it back up. Both
breasts, although small, were cradled with the cups of the
yellow silky bra... and Tim was getting quite a view.
My face flushed with embarrassment as the zipper shot back
up to my neck. I found myself glaring at Tim, he looked
down to the floor and smiled. "Well what do you expect me
to say?"
I smiled at his young teenage innocence, "How about... gee
Charlene, you're zipper's down." Not realizing that I had
made a reference to my own oncoming femininity.
He giggled at my comment, "Now that's a thought for my
dreams..." I suddenly had a picture flash into my mind of
me standing at there with the zipper of my jeans down.
"Little pervert!" I turned around and giggled like a girl,
"Someday... you'll get yours!"
"Promise?" He laughed as the bell sounded. I sat there with
a hand on the shirt's zipper.
Without thinking about it, I stood up and pulled the purse
up onto my shoulder, collected my books and headed back to
my locker. I could take my time now since it was lunch, I
quickly spun in my combination and opened the locker door.
Facing me was another picture of Jeremy taped to the inside
of the door, above it was a scrap of paper cut to look like
a comic balloon. The balloon had my writing inside... only
it was a more feminine version of my penmanship.
I read what it said, "My Love, My Life, My Guy!" I leaned
against the door and cradled my head in the bend of my
elbow. After a deep sigh I pushed my Biology book to the
back and pulled out the ones for Algebra and English, my
next two classes. I could smell perfume as it wafted to my
nostrils, a hint of being both sexy and seductive.
Mounted on the door was a small mirror, my eyes caught the
reflection of myself and as I looked into it, I noticed
that my brown eyes had become lighter...now they appeared
almost hazel... and my hair seemed even lighter.
I jumped and let out a very girlish squeal as I felt hands
on my waist, "How's my girl?" I turned around to face
Jeremy.
He quickly looked left, then right. Even before my mind
could surmise what he was about to do... it was done. He
pushed my head back against the locker with a deep kiss,
slowly pulling my bottom lip as he moved away.
"I've been thinking about you..." He said, moving my small
hand to the inside of his thigh. I could feel his erection
growing against the back side of my thumb.
I pulled my hand away quickly, causing him to suddenly look
over his shoulder, "You talk to your folks yet?"
I looked down then back up to his pale blue eyes, "N...No,
I haven't..."
"Don't wait too long..." He ran his warm hand up my neck
and held my face tenderly, I was just trying to figure out
what he was saying.
He looked down at the zipper on my chest, "How's your
breasts... did I hurt them when I elbowed you during gym
class accidentally?"
I unconsciously rubbed them, "I'll be okay." He smiled and
watched my hand move against the small rounded shapes.
"I'll gladly do that for you." His smile looked mischievous
and sly.
I quickly pulled my hand down, he misunderstood the meaning
for it's quick removal. Slowly his hand slid upward and
began to fondle my covered breast. I could feel myself
becoming very warm. "Jeremy..." The word was halted as his
lips fell against mine, his tongue fighting a battle with
my own... strangely, I could feel myself returning his
kiss.
His thumb was gingerly stroking my erect nipple, causing me
to begin moaning, slowly we broke our kiss and he slid his
hand to my waist. "I can't wait until school is over."
I felt light headed, "Why are you wishing for that?" My
breathing still erratic.
"We'll be alone... you and I." He winked and then pulled
his hand away from my face, letting my hair fall like
feathery strands of golden wheat from his fingers. He held
their tips and slowly brought it to his lips, "Until
tonight my love..." He kissed me again and hurried off to
his side of the lunchroom, I leaned against the lockers and
caught my breath.
"What just happened... did it really happen?" I let out a
small erotic sigh. As I started to pull the locker closed I
caught my reflection. A reflection that I seemed to be
accepting as my own, my hair was now a light golden brown
with streaks of blonde... only, now it came to rest at the
swell of my young breasts. I frowned, knowing that his
sister was making true her threat... I knew that before she
was through, I'd be female... and in love... with Jeremy.
Strangely enough, I felt like I was walking on a cloud... I
don't really even remembering picking up my lunch. I pushed
it around with my fork as two girls sat next to me and
another sat on the opposite side of the table.
"Hey Charlene... what's hanging?" I looked up in a daze, it
was Linda.
"I don't think anything's hanging right now, in fact... I
think it's as stiff as a board." Rachael laughed, pointing
in Jeremy's direction.
"No... no it's not." I stammered, looking toward Jeremy.
"Oh..." Giggled Kim, "Then you had better tell the girls to
take their seats..." All three began to giggle. I didn't
have to look this time, I knew they were talking about my
aroused nipples. "Did we have another little make out
session back at the lockers?" Kim smiled and took a drink
of her soda.
Linda wetted her lips and ran her fingers along my arm,
"And I thought you were saving yourself..." I felt my face
redden.
Kim laughed and pushed Linda's hand away, "Girl, you know
she's not like that..." Linda pushed her lip out in a pout.
"Maybe not, but I bet I could teach her some things." I
felt Linda's foot slowly and gently caress my crotch.
"Isn't that right... Honey?"
I pushed her foot away and slid back my chair, "Eat your
lunch... quit pestering me."
Linda smiled and picked up her fork, "Spoil sport." She
winked, "I'd much rather eat your lunch." Her shapely eye
brows bounced as she sat there grinning.
Kim studied Jeremy and sighed, "Charlene... you're so damn
lucky. God I'd give anything to straddle him." She looked
down and stabbed at her salad, "What's he like... you
know... in bed?"
"I... I never." My food became caught in my throat, forcing
me to quickly take a drink.
"Puh-leze, you can't tell me you two haven't done it... I'd
bet money that you have!" Kim teased.
Linda patted my hand and let it linger, "I'd pay to have
watched."
"Gross!" Hissed Rachael. "That's disgusting... you're
disgusting."
Somehow, I knew deep down that Linda was only playing the
part of a lesbian... a part she seemed to be playing rather
well. I pulled my hand back and laid my fork on the tray,
she was making me uncomfortable.
"Oh come on you prude." Linda laughed and stroked one
Freshman boy's rear end as he passed. He paused, smiled and
continued on.
"Linda!" I gasped at her forwardness.
"Oh, for Christ's sake Char... it will just feed his little
boy fantasies tonight." She smiled and winked at Kim.
Rachael sat up and tapped me on the arm, "You're so damn
lucky that your Mom is so easy on you... I'd love it if my
Mom would let my boyfriend Tom stay the night."
"Hey, he only stayed because of the storm..." I stopped in
mid sentence and frowned, "Now why did I say that?"
"Yeah...stayed...and stayed...and stayed...and...then
exploded." All three giggled at Linda's comment, I felt my
face grow extremely warm.
Kim laughed and looked up to the ceiling innocently,
folding her arm across her forehead. "I never knew a guy
could make me feel the way he did..."
Linda tapped my leg under the table, "You going to let her
get away with mocking you like that?"
I felt my lower lip quivering, my eyes filled with tears. I
quickly stood up and ran down the hall crying. All three
grew quiet, exchanged glances, stood up and chased after
me.
I only went down the hall, far enough to not be seen by
those in the cafeteria. I slid to the floor and buried my
face into my knees. I don't think I could have stopped the
tears if I wanted to, as soon as they began to fall the
three girls stepped closer.
"Hey... come on Charlene... we didn't mean it..." Linda
crouched next to me and pulled my hair back. "You know how
we get when we're having fun."
I looked up toward her, tears rolling and collecting on my
cheeks. "I... I don't know what's happening to me..."
Rachael, put her hand on mine, "Relax girl... we all go
through the hormone thing... it's okay to cry... let it
out."
Kim looked at the other two, "Lets get her off the floor,
lunch will be over soon and we don't want to be here in the
hallway." They grabbed my arms and raised me to my feet.
"Come on Charlene, compose yourself..." Kim whispered,
looking over her shoulder. "Here comes Jeremy."
The young man pulled up short in the hallway and approached
slowly, "What's going on here... Char?"
"We... were teasing her, a bit of friendly fun." Linda
pushed her hands into the back pocket of her jeans. "I
guess it just got out of control."
Jeremy frowned and put his arm around me, "Hey... look at
me." He gently raised my chin.
I had been afraid of him ever since his kiss at the locker,
then... I seemed to enjoy it. With each passing hour I
found myself changing more and more, just looking at him
may send me into oblivion.
"Come on... up here, Honey." Higher and higher he raised my
face until I was facing him. Only, I kept my eyes closed.
"It's going to be okay... trust me."
His words were soothing, and deep down I really felt that I
could trust him. Still I kept my eyes closed. "Please,
Charlene... let me see the crystal blue of your eyes." I
popped my eyes open quickly.
A fearful thought raced through my head, I said, "My eyes
are brown... or at least they were!" I looked back at him,
directly into his smiling face, I could feel my heart
melting. What was happening to me? I felt transfixed by his
gaze, Could I prevent this from happening any further?
Inside my head, I cried.
"If those are brown... then, I must be colorblind." He
slowly moved in and kissed me, my knees shook as he held
me. I could feel his hand resting gently on my hip, then
slowly sliding down.
"Maybe we should leave, girls..." I heard Linda say, "Let
them be alone..."
Kim giggled as they were walking away, "Well for the next 5
minutes anyway."
We stood there holding each other, him looking deep into my
eyes. "Now... what's the real reason for all of this
crying?"
I pulled my hands up to his chest, they were now small and
dainty... fingernails were shaped and longer, a pearl
polish on each one. "You wouldn't believe me if I told
you... I don't even believe it myself!"
"Try me." He smiled and slid his hands around my smaller
waist.
"I... It involves your little sister." My words seemed to
surprise him.
"What has she done?" He had a look of concern on his face.
"I'm not who you think I am..." I looked down at the floor,
"At least, I didn't look like this when I woke up!"
He dropped his arms, "Shit!" He slapped his hand against
the lockers causing a loud bang. "I knew this was too good
to be true!" He looked at me again, "What did she do this
time?"
"Jeremy... My name is... was Charlie." I saw his expression
melt, "I'm..." I looked down at myself, "I used to be...a
guy."
"Why would she do that to you?" He frowned and wiped his
mouth on his sleeve. He didn't have to say it, he was
revolted from kissing me.
"She got mad at me for picking on you all the time." I
wiped another tear away as it began to roll down my face.
"Every t