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A Life Ever Changing #40: The World Turning Round free porn video
"But the fool on the hill sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head see the world spinning round."
-- The Beatles
A Life Ever Changing #40
The World Turning Round
By Angel
I tuned them out and began thinking again...
My thoughts turned to the rare selfish kind I was not familiar with;
the, me myself and I thoughts. What did I really want? What were my
real desires for the future? I knew I was willing to do almost anything
for those who loved me but at what cost to my self? Already I knew of
two times I had withdrawn deep within enough to shut out the outside
world. I also knew I did not want to do that again if I did I would not
be returning. The three strikes and you're out rule loomed large in my
mind.
Fight or flight? The human instinctive reactions! I flew twice already
and fought very little. I have fought, but not in the physical sense it
was always through reasoning and logic. Most of the reasoning and logic
were given me by others I trusted and loved. That trust has led me to
where I am now. Where the heck am I, anyway?
I am in a woman's world wrapped in a man's body. I have been physically
changed to resemble a young woman through various means. Artificial
boobs, hips and fingernails. I have a cunny formed from my own scrotum,
my penis and testicles are trapped inside, useless, and according to
Marge impotent! The only usefulness is for urinating and that is a bit
messy. I must admit that my physical features were never that manly! No
Adam's apple, small breasts and a girl's shape to my bottom. My face
was too smooth, with features of a girl's face much more than a boy's.
I had more muscle than a girl but the bulk of a boy was not there.
Where the heck do I go from here?
I know I do not wish to remain female. I know this deep within myself
and I also know I will return to being a male whenever this period does
end. Where do I go from here? I go into the world of women. I go to be
like them in as many ways as I can.
I go to learn a new career in the field of health care. This I realized
would be much easier to achieve as a female! 99.5% of all health care
workers, save doctors, were female. The rare and few males in this
field were nurses or technicians. Those few males had it very hard,
being labeled and judged unfairly by all.
I know I can do this and it will not be that hard for me to accomplish.
I have the body and features that are easily transformed into that of a
female, much easier than a male form. To be accepted as a male I would
need further drug therapy, testosterone injections and plastic surgery.
I chuckle to myself thinking about that. To be born a male and need
more work to look like one than it takes to look like a female. So what
the heck do I do about it?
Nothing right now, Rachel is here and she does exist! Her future
promises much more than Richs does. So that is what I do, I become
Rachel and learn all there is to learn in the time I have been given.
Once I have done this I can begin my journey in becoming the real me!
Rich will survive and become more of a whole person than ever before.
The knowledge I will posses and know well will be a rare thing for many
other males or females for that matter to posses. To be able to
understand and realize things better than most people is a gift indeed!
For every gift there is a price that must be paid! For every action
there is a reaction. I just hope and pray the price is not too high for
me to pay. Only playing out the future will give that answer.
I heard my name and looked up to see my girl looking at me with a
worried expression on her face. I smiled, laughed and said, "Just lost
in thought, dear." The ladies laughed then sounding relieved and
visibly relaxing.
I said, "Barbara, help me get dressed, okay? What time is it anyway?"
Barbara looked at her watch and said, "Tuesday, very early in the
morning and I am very tired."
The others all nodded in agreement with her and my mother said,
"Rachel, I will stay up with you and the others can get some well
needed sleep."
I answered her, "No, Mommy, you go to bed as well. You look like you
need to sleep as badly as they do."
Grace said, "Thanks a lot, Rachel! Do we all look that bad?"
I said, "You sure do; just look in my vanity mirror!" Grace did just
that and let out a little gasp.
She looked at the other women and began to laugh saying, "She's right,
we all look like hell." The other ladies joined with her in laughter as
one by one they kissed and hugged me saying goodnight.
Barbara stayed with me and asked, "Rachel, do you have a nightgown I
can borrow?"
I said, "I sure do; let me pick one out for you, okay?" Barbara nodded
her head as I opened the closet door. I picked out a thin white silk
sleeping gown for her. It had a robe that was layered with silk and
lace. She undressed right in front of me and she was beautiful! I
remembered seeing her in bra and panties but never naked. I had felt
her breasts through her bra but had never seen them uncovered. She was
so beautiful! She smiled, watching me watching her.
"Are you just going to stand there naked and smiling at me?" I realized
she was right; I was still naked! I chuckled and she said, "Let me pick
something out for you."
She picked a light blue nightgown that was sheer, frilly, and had
matching panties. I laughed seeing how short it was and that the
panties had rows of lace on the fanny. I said, "So you want me to be in
frills?"
She said, "Yup, I want to sleep next to you as well. Is that okay?" I
chuckled again and just motioned to my bed by bowing and sweeping my
arm and hand towards it.
I dressed in the nightgown and panties, and then slipped in next to her
pulling the sheet and blanket over us. We cuddled and kissed. Oh, what
a kiss! Deep and probing, a sharing and oneness I will never forget! We
fell asleep facing each other; the last I remember was her smile and
warmth.
I awoke to a very full bladder and a snoring Barbara. I chuckled softly
and eased out of the bed, putting on my robe. The sun was up; its
shafts of light illuminating the dust particles swirling in the air
near the window. I heard soft voices and noises of cooking downstairs
as I walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror as I passed and
chuckled softly once more at the reflection I saw. Rachel looked back
at me chuckling as well.
I pulled down my panties and sat letting the directionless flow strike
the water with a loud hiss and splashing sound. Using just enough
tissue to pat myself somewhat dry, knowing the cleansing ritual would
require further drying, I flushed the toilet. I went through the
cleansing and then drying ritual of my cunny, noticing the swelling and
redness was gone. For all intents and purposes I looked female down
there. I chuckled again saying, "Good morning, Rachel," to my
reflection, not expecting and not receiving a reply.
Just as I put away the last of the cleansing supplies, a very sleepy
Barbara walked past me and sat on the toilet. I heard the now familiar
sounds and heard her gasp. I looked toward her and she started to
giggle saying, "Rachel, I didn't even see you in here!"
We both started giggling then as I left the bathroom giving her the
privacy she needed. I went into my room and put on the slippers I had
forgotten. I headed to the stairs and hollered to Barbara that I would
meet her downstairs for breakfast. I heard her say okay as I made my
way downstairs and into the kitchen.
My mother and Harriet were sitting at the table munching and talking
away. They both looked rested and fresh, still dressed in their
nightgowns. I said good morning and kissed them both. My mother said,
"Just have a seat, sweetheart, and I will fix you breakfast."
I said, "Thanks, Mommy, Barbara will be down shortly. So what has been
planned for today?"
Harriet said, "Well, Rachel, you are going shopping with Rita and
Barbara while your mother and I clean her house and the little ones. We
are going to take them to the amusement park and then take them both
shopping for a surprise."
My mother jumped in and said, "Honey, they both have been so good and I
need to spend some quality time with them. They are feeling a little
neglected and are not used to me being gone so long."
I said, "I know, I miss them a lot. Could you get them something from
me and let them know I miss and love them very much?"
"Of course I will, darling! I know you miss them but we will figure
something out. You can call them and send them things. You know how
much they love getting mail of their own."
They really did enjoy getting mail. I used to send them cards and
letters just to see them get so excited. I giggled remembering when I
sent them a few gifts through the mail instead of just bringing them
home. Those two went nuts! It was just like Christmas, they were so
excited. I started laughing and Harriet demanded I tell her what I was
thinking about so I told her and she started laughing. My mother
laughed as well as Barbara entered the kitchen.
Barbara said, "Do I look that funny?" That started us all off laughing
again as she sat down in a huff. I tried to explain but it was hard
while trying not to laugh. She felt better and smiled once she knew we
were not laughing at her.
Harriet told her the plan for the day and Barbara got very excited and
happy. This started another giggle fit and this time we were laughing
at her. She acted just like the little ones did when they got a
surprise!
We had our breakfast, chatting away about anything and everything. When
we were done Barbara and I cleaned up and washed the dishes, putting
them in the strainer to air dry. My mother and Harriett went upstairs
to shower and dress while Barbara and I went to my room to pick out
something to wear today before our turn to shower came.
Barbara decided to borrow some panties from me and just wear what she
had on the day before. We would be going to her house anyway so she
could change then. My stuff was about the right size but since I was
taller all my clothes were too lengthy for her to wear comfortably. She
did not want to wear a short set since we would be taking things off
and on a lot while shopping. My shoulders were a little broader than
hers as well, so my blouses and T's would not fit her properly. The
nightgown sure looked good on her though! We showered together and had
a little fun in doing that. I liked this situation more and more!
I dressed in a wrap around skirt and a pullover blouse that Barbara
picked out for me. I was glad the skirt was thick enough so I would not
need a slip. This would be much easier to change into and out of while
trying on outfits at the stores. A little primping with our make up,
lipstick, hair and a quick check of our nails and we were ready to go.
It was funny fighting over the mirror, actually setting us off into
giggle fits again. I wore a pair of flats instead of the dreaded heels
and opted for pantyhose instead of socks. Barbara said this would make
it easier shopping. Okay, she knew best; after all, she has had lots of
practice where I had so very little experience in this area.
Harriett and my mother were ready so we locked up and went out to the
car. It was only when we were underway that I realized I would be right
next door to my siblings! I said, "WAIT!"
Aunt Harriet quickly pulled over to the side of the road. I said, "I
can't go to Barbara's house, Terry and Jerry will see me!"
My mother laughed and said, "We thought of that already, Honey. We are
dropping you and Barbara off at the supermarket. Rita wants you both to
pick some things up for her and she will pick you up and bring you back
to her house. We will be gone by then with the kids. Harriett and I
decided to clean the house after the outing."
Oh, what a relief that was! I said okay and we were off once again. We
were left off at the supermarket with a list my mother handed Barbara
along with some money. After all the see-you-laters, Barbara and I
entered the store looking over the list. The regular things like milk,
bread and a bag of sugar, then there were a few items on the list that
made Barbara blush.
I started to giggle at her. "I have a few in my purse if you need one
now." She slapped me on the shoulder and started to giggle as well. We
found the appropriate isle and I found out what she used during that
time of the month. I couldn't pass this up so I asked her, "Why do you
like that particular kind, Barb?" She turned all red again so I pressed
on with saying, "There are so many brands to choose from why the Kotex
brand, and are they better?" A lady next to us started chuckling to
herself and Barbara got even redder! Having a lot of fun with this I
said, "I prefer the Modess brand myself. My mother told me they have
been around longer and are better made."
The lady next to us turned around facing me and said, "Your mother is
right, the Modess brand is better and more comfortable to wear as well.
Of course, I use the napkins but my daughter insists on the tampons.
You know, I think I will give them a try after all." Looking me
straight in the face she asked, "Why do you prefer the tampons over the
napkins, young lady?"
Now this was getting too much! Barbara started giggling then so I
answered her, "I don't prefer the tampons, ma'am; I use the napkins
myself."
The lady said, "Oh my, that is a switch I thought all the young women
were using the tampons. At least, that is what my daughter has been
telling me. Well, I guess I should at least try them, that way my
daughter can't say I don't know what I'm talking about."
I said, "That is a good idea ma'am, we should at least try something
once before making judgments."
She said, "You are such a smart young lady! My name is Mrs. Norma
Alexander." She extended out her hand for me to grasp so I introduced
Barbara and me to her.
I took the list from Barbara and said, "Well, Barb, we should be
getting the rest of these things; your mother will be picking us up
soon." We both said goodbye to Mrs. Alexander and off we went to hunt
down the other items. When we turned the corner and entered the next
aisle, Barbara punched me on the shoulder. OUCH! She laughed then and I
asked her if she felt better now?
"Yes, thank you, much better." We both laughed and picked up the other
items and headed for the check out.
Of all the luck, Mrs. Alexander was in front of us at the check out.
Luckily the cashier was ringing her purchases up but she did flash a
package of Modess tampons at us with a smile. Barbara turned red again,
so I said, "You know Barb; you should at least give the Modess brand a
try." She hit me again!
We waved as Mrs. Alexander wheeled her cart out of the store and it was
our turn for check out. We could see Barbara's mom pull up just as we
were finished bagging up the items. I always hated waiting for the
cashier to bag. I was faster and did a better job. They always tended
to toss things from one hand to the other and into the bags.
We put the items in the trunk and as we got into the back seat, with
Rita smiling, I said to Barbara, "Why do you dislike the Modess tampons
so much?" Barbara squealed and Rita started laughing.
She asked me what that was all about so I told her what had transpired
with Mrs. Alexander all the while being pummeled by Barbara. She really
laughed then which set us all off laughing. As we pulled into their
driveway Rita asked Barbara, "Honey, why don't you like the Modess
brand tampons?
Barbara screamed "MOTHER!"
Rita and I laughed and giggled all the way into the house...
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