This story is in the same vein as some of my others, however it focuses
even more upon pregnancy than I have in the past. There is still a good
deal of transformation, especially in the first part and I think it to
be fairly good. The second part is much more about what I think it
might be like being pregnant, it is heavy on the details so don't say I
didn't warn you, though it is here also where the plot really gets
tangled up. The last third is a sort of mirror of the first, with
enough twists set up by what has already happened that I think things
work out interestingly enough. I hope you find it interesting too.
-Kim
Summer of Samantha
Part One: A Walk Down the Road
My old dog's nails clicked along the pavement of the country road I had
lived along for the entirety of my life. I had been out walking for
about a half an hour (my old dog didn't have the 'get up and go' he
used to, so even the shortest of walks took some time) when I began to
get the uncanny feeling I was being followed. Turning around to stroll
backward I found I was correct. There was someone approaching me from
behind, I could see them fleetingly through the trees along this
particularly curvilinear portion of the road. They were still a ways
off, but it looked like they would overcome me before I reached my
folks home at the pace they were moving at, a sort of a shuffling jog.
I tried to get a better glimpse at who it was through the late Spring
foliage. I knew just about all the people who called this road home,
there weren't that many of us spread out along its considerable length.
The people who moved out here tended to be somewhat isolationist. My
first guess would have been a woman judging from the bits of rather
bright purple and perhaps pink in the clothing. It had helped me to
notice them at all in the first place.
I slowed my pace unconsciously; it wasn't everyday that I got to
converse with the locals. My dog obliged, his old legs had enough
anyhow. I knew my follower was getting close when I started to hear
their heavy breathing. Jogging, definitely, or at least some extreme
power-walking. But I couldn't turn and look just yet. I wanted to keep
them on equal footing with myself, not appear to have been anxiously
waiting for them. I continued on until they were not far off, a few
yards or so before turning to greet them. After all it might be a short
conversation if they decided not to slow down and chat.
It was a woman and I recognized her immediately for Mrs. Mossgeiler, my
closest neighbor to the south. Closest here meaning nearly 5 acres down
the road. I had seen Mrs. Mossgeiler run this stretch dozens of times
before but not yet this Spring. In fact I hadn't seen her in nearly a
half a year. I had assumed she'd moved or found different employment or
something for the weather had been unseasonably warm all Spring.
Not only was Mrs. Mossgeiler my closed neighbor in terms of location,
but she was also the closest person on this road to my own age. Mrs.
Mossgeiler had been married two years earlier, at the tender age of 19.
This I knew. My folks whom I lived with, at least until I start
University in the Fall, always speculated on what she did for a living.
Nobody ever saw her leave her house (save for the bouts of jogging that
I previously thought had ceased) so we assumed she was just a
homemaker, though the couple had no children. Her husband was
constantly out on business; my Dad told me he was some sort of
corporate hound or another. That was code for 'not to be trusted.' I
had never set eyes on the man. But I knew the Missus. She was not a
person you easily forget.
Mrs. Mossgeiler was just 3 years my senior. That means if we had
attended the same high school I would have seen her around when I was a
freshman. She was a tiny woman to put things mildly. Not only short,
had to be a full foot shorter than my 6'3", but she was just plain
tiny. If I had to hazard a guess I'd have said she was easily less than
100 lbs. She had very light feet and seemed to float off the ground
when she walked. Mrs. Mossgeiler did not have a particularly curvaceous
figure and by that I mean she was flat-chested and had no real hips or
bottom. Nonetheless she had an astounding face which had rendered me
speechless on the few times in the past where I had chanced to come
across her. Come to think of it I was glad we hadn't gone to the same
school. My gawking would surely have gotten me beaten up by her
boyfriend, perhaps even the one who married her.
That face which I had not seen in a half year was still just as
bewitching, albeit flushed from exertion. What had changed about her?
Well, what else hadn't changed. Mrs. Mossgeiler had put on almost 25
pounds which she could have easily done anyway and still looked quite
good. However the source of the weight-gain had allocated it all to her
mid-section. Mrs. Mossgeiler was pregnant. Quite a bit so.
Her arms were still pale twigs swung at her sides with reckless yet
graceful abandon as she approached, her small tee-shirt sleeves ended
just past her miniature shoulders. Her legs were still toothpicks, with
the barest hint of newly acquired muscle-tone, though I couldn't see
them clearly under her loose-fitting purple wind-pants. Loose-fitting
until they reached her middle where they struggled to climb the slope
of her taught looking belly. Her tee just barely eclipsed her navel but
failed to tuck itself beneath her athletic pants. The result was a
visible slice of waxing and waning skin globe, widening when she took
in a deep breath, slipping thinner when she exhaled.
"Hello Mrs. Mossgeiler." I spoke as she grew nearby.
"Hello... you must be the Garner's boy," She said slowly and motherly
as if she wasn't nearly my own age and was an old hand at dealing with
'youngens'. She was slightly out of breath.
"Yeah that's right, my name's Jack." I offered my hand. I am SO polite.
At least with the opposite sex.
She took it and placed her own tiny mitt inside as we shook, "Mine's
Molly." I was surprised how warm her hand was. And moist. That tends to
happen when you work out, stupid, I thought to myself.
Molly had stopped power-walking for the time being and continued on at
my old dog's pace. I kept my eyes on him for fear of embarrassing
myself by either becoming a bumbling idiot when looking into Molly's
reflective blue eyes, or in avoiding them, staring at her advanced
condition. And her belly sure stuck out. Very much out of place. To
look at her was to think that what one was seeing was an optical
illusion. No way was there enough of her to handle such an expanded
abdomen. As my eyes initially flitted from her face to her belly I
could feel my face blush. It deepened when I noticed that as a side
effect of the pregnancy she was also now supporting something much more
considerable up top. Two remarkably perky and surprisingly large
breasts nestled in her sports bra. Not at all what I remembered. In
places the fabric of her shirt was transparent from sweat...
"Its okay to look, I don't mind, I mean where else are you going to
gawk anyhow? It just keeps getting bigger and bigger anyway, nothing I
can do 'bout that for 3 months or so." Molly said walking close to me.
I could smell her perspiration, which oddly enough reminded me of the
old road itself after a good rain. When all of the dust and fragrance
from the vegetation gets kicked up and everything seems so alive. Sure
beat what I smelled like after a good work-out.
"It's more of a pain in the butt than anything else," Molly concluded
about her pregnancy.
"Oh, I... I just didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable..." I
stuttered looking up at her face. Bad idea.
"Uncomfortable? Heavens no. Uncomfortable is lugging around 25 extra
pounds of kicking, punching, well you get the picture. Uncomfortable is
not people taking notice of my changing shape." Molly lamented.
"So, uh, you can exercise like that?" I asked honestly enough.
"You talk like I'm a victim of some disease. Its just pregnancy. Mind
you it IS annoying... I can't do a lot of things but I can power-walk
okay. Its one of the few things I can do and stay in shape. That and
yoga... and swimming. Don't want to blow up like some big pregnant
blimp." Molly rambled on.
I thought to myself she sure must have been working hard. There wasn't
an ounce of misplaced cellulite on her. I'd better watch myself, was I
checking her out? Careful now. Dangerous territory.
"I didn't mean to say it like that, I was just wondering about what's
good for the kid... you yourself look fine. More than fine, you look
great." I said stopping and looking down from her face to my feet.
She stopped to look back at me, our faces a mere foot apart. Had I gone
too far with that last comment?
"Aw, that's sweet of you kid. Making the big pregnant lady feel good
about herself..." She started and ended with a sudden kiss on my cheek.
She had to extend up on her tip-toes. Her breath was fragrant sweet.
And hot.
"Seriously..." I mumbled blushing again.
"You compliment me again and I'll have to give you another smooch. And
I'm all gross from the exercise. Look at me, you don't want me near
you," Molly said posturing herself out.
Sweat was making her tee stick in places, mostly where it stretched
tightest, around her belly, lower back and chest. The sports bra she
wore underneath was a deep blue. If I looked hard enough I could even
see through that...
"Uh, you said you couldn't do too much..." I said changing the subject
fearing I might get turned on if the woman kept being so intimately
friendly and showing herself off.
"Oh... oh yeah! Hey, you could help me out actually! My husband Roger
has been gone for almost a week and he telephoned to say he won't be
back for at least another. The problem is there are a few things around
the house that I need help with, heavy stuff, Man-work and stuff out of
my reach, you wouldn't believe how hard it is to get stuff out of the
upper cabinets as short and round as I am. Anyhow, ya know, simple
stuff, wouldn't take you ten minutes. Think you could give me a hand?"
Molly inquired sweetly. Did she flutter her eyelashes?
"Uh, sure I guess." I said scratching my head. Nothing like going home
with some babe while her husband is away... Awkward anyone?
"Great! I'll even make you some lemonade to thank you!" Molly said and
slipped a slick arm around my lower back. It was clammy but warm, a
heat so intense I thought it might burn right through my T-shirt.
We walked like that to the end of her drive and I kept looking for
passersby to see us and start rumors. I thought to myself that maybe
Molly was just looking for somebody to talk to for a little while. It
must be lonely when your husband is always out of town. Then we went
down the long curving path to her house. The home was considerably big,
easily a half million dollars. And here was this poor girl, knocked up
and all by herself to walk around its miles of hallways. It would make
anyone talkative to strangers. I had to feel for her.
After tying up my dog outside we went in. In the back hall I sat to
remove my muddy shoes. Molly stood next to me in her Nikes, her belly
precisely at the level of my head. When I turned to look for her I
nearly smacked my face right into it. She had to have done it on
purpose, she could have stood anywhere. It was as if she was parading
the fact that yes, she had sex, so much sex in fact that this had
happened to her.
"Sorry, just in the way!" She chirped patting herself, "Sometimes I
wish so badly I could just get rid of this altogether..." She mumbled
under her breath.
"What was that?" I asked standing up to my full formidable height.
"Oh nothing, just talking to myself."
Molly had me walk down into the canyon of basement to retrieve a spring
water tank for the reservoir atop her cooler in the kitchen. The other
faded transparent blue barrel had run out.
"So Rog doesn't even leave me for 2 days and this thing gives out. I
told 'im it would and he just shrugged his shoulders. How's that for
compassion? And I get SO thirsty. Can't ya tell?" Molly said before
downing a tall glass of the newly installed water. "Warm but good. And
beats the heck out of that awful tap water. Yuck. Anyhow I jog a lot
and that oaf knew I..." She rambled on and on. Her voice filled my ears
but it was her body that danced around in my head.
Molly then had me fumble around in her attic for a few impossibly heavy
items that I could conceive of little practical use for while she fixed
some lemonade downstairs. I rejoined her at the kitchen table in front
of a giant glass of the yellow drink, chunks of citrus fruit bobbing up
and down among rapidly dissolving sugar crystals.
I tasted it and damn if it wasn't good. I heard my dog whimpering
outside where I'd tied him up, but I soon forgot he was there. I had
three glasses before realizing I might be acting rude. There is
something in being too gracious a guest. How long had I been here?
Suddenly time felt all out of joint to me. I could have been sitting
there looking at Molly for hours.
"I'm sorry I drank so much of your lemonade, it's just so..." I began.
"Good, isn't it?," Molly finished. "Yeah, nothing like it. My own
special recipe. Some say it has secret life-changing powers... Say, you
aren't too full to help me with one last thing, are ya?"
"Of course not." I returned sloughing the clouds from my noggin away.
Brushing some lingering attic dust and insulation from off my shoulders
I then followed the girl up the stairs to the second floor where the
ceilings were an additional two feet higher and the knick-knacks twice
as expensive looking. The ascent was slow, Molly had me go behind her
'for her own safety' but all this did was give me a nice shot of her
curvy behind. As her wind-pants rubbed together and made a hypnotic
sound with every step I swore I could see the lines of her underwear. I
was going crazy. How perverse was it to check out the neighbor's
pregnant wife? Yet from this angle you could barely tell she was with
child. I looked at my feet, then gave in again. Well I supposed a peek
was alright, as long as nobody knew...
"Here we are," Molly said finally leading me to a large room.
I stepped through and she followed me in close behind. To my growing
embarrassment I realized it was the woman's bedroom. Her large bed was
unmade, I could see the small crevice formed out of comforters and
sheets where she must have climbed out. It was the type of bed which
had tall curtains which could be drawn closed for privacy. Panicking I
heard a noise and spun around. It was a high-pitched click. The door
was now locked.
"Molly what's going on here? What do you need me to do in your
bedroom?" I asked the girl even though I had an awful feeling as to
where this was going.
She stood with her hands behind her back and a smile growing wider with
every breath. It was a childish, impish, toothy smile. Pure delicious
evil.
"Well isn't it obvious Jack? I want you to have sex with me. My husband
hasn't touched me ever since I had the slightest curvature to my figure
and that was five months ago. FIVE MONTHS! Can you believe it? I need
you Jack, I need your young..." Molly blurted out, her demeanor
completely altered.
"Are you crazy? Have you gone mad? Your husband would kill me! Not to
mention the fact you've only been married for two years!" I sputtered,
waving my hands wildly backing away from her. I was frightened by this
situation, most of all because I wanted it so badly.
"Oh, no he won't. He'll never find out," Molly said seductively walking
closer to me, "What are you going to do, knock me up?" Molly laughed
with her whole body, my eyes fixed unavoidably on her jiggling bosom.
I had to admit, even with her great belly she was still stunning.
Perhaps because of it.
"But it's... wrong." I said looking to the ground sheepishly my resolve
seeping away. I was losing this battle before it had begun.
"What's the matter, you don't find me attractive?" Molly said placing
her finger on her lower lip pensively and fluttering her eyelashes.
'What are we in kindergarten?' I thought, 'you know very well you're
good looking' though I never said it aloud.
"It's not that..." I said losing control of the situation where things
mattered most. I knew she could see me tenting my jeans as we stood a
few feet apart.
"I see for myself! Well then you'll just have to screw me then. And
besides, there's only one key to that door and oops there it goes!"
Molly said slipping the small key down the front of her wind pants.
"You'll just have to go and get that on the way in."
The pressure in my jeans was building to a point where I thought things
might be over before they started. It was a perverse desire that
blossomed the more I tried to convince myself that I shouldn't be doing
anything here. That she was married. And pregnant. Pregnant woman were
supposed to be disgusting, after all there was a child inside her that
was some other man's, that alone should be a huge turn off... but why
was Molly so infatuating? Rational thought was abandoning me.
By this point she was standing mere inches from my body. Her feminine
smell filled my nostrils and dulled the saner portions of my mind. Her
short brown ringlets of hair seemed animated, each one wiggling me
closer like one thousand curling index fingers. A radiant heat swept
from her body and felt wholesome and good.
Molly grabbed the bottom of her tee and lifted it up and off. The
material of her sports bra was nearly see-through, but it too plummeted
to the floor in swift animal grunts and motions. Molly stood before me
half-naked and all I could do was ogle her. If I touched her I would
lose my mind.
Her breasts were perfect. They projected outward off her tiny frame in
gravity defying arcs. They were far from large, but looked too big for
Molly, much too big even with her distended middle. Her areolas were
distinctively dark though her nipples on the whole were small enough to
avoid overt attention. They were surrounded in two pale white curves
with just the vaguest traces of a few freckles. Perfect. I watched them
rise and fall to her breath. I was getting hypnotized.
"It's okay, you can touch 'em Jack," Molly said taking my hand and
cupping her own breast.
Any resistance I had left me then. Gently she pressed my hand down
until a soft intake of breath escaped her lips. Simultaneously I let go
of her and a tiny bead of liquid formed at the tip of her breast.
"Don't let it go to waste Jack, it'll taste good, I promise..."
Something rose up in the back of my head as if cautioning me that this
woman was not far enough along for this sort of thing to happen, but
that warning was stifled by lust. I leaned down and did as I was told,
pursed my lips. With a soft flick of my tongue I removed the droplet. I
was taken aback by how warm it was, how sweet it tasted. It made the
lemonade taste like cough syrup. Unabashed I planted my lips down and
tongued it once more and was instantly rewarded with a molten stream of
the stuff covering my tongue. I shut my eyes and became an infant again
if only for a few moments.
"That's it, finish what you start," Molly said running her hands
through my short black hair.
When I felt it slackening I simply moved to the right and continued
drinking her in. It ran down my throat and burned like strong liquor.
As with alcohol I also felt curiously intoxicated though I could have
been imagining things. Perhaps it was my growing desire that muddled my
cognition. What was in this stuff?
All this time she was slowly positioning herself toward her bed. She
sat down and opened a drawer while I blindly suckled now on my knees. I
could hear her shake something then release a foamy spray. When I
peaked out I saw she had drawn a winding spiral of what looked to be
whipped cream, which started from her perfectly flattened navel.
"This is for me Jack, You wouldn't believe how sensitive the skin of my
belly has become, how tight, how full I feel, every pound I put on
increasing the pressure till I think I might just lose it all..."
But I was already going to work on her belly button. I had guessed
right, it was whipped cream, or something very similar.
It cooled my humid mouth and now I knew why they put the stuff on top
of hot cocoa. It was the perfect follow-up to what I had just downed.
Carefully I made my way in a widening spinning circle as Molly lay back
on her elbows and looked to the ceiling. Her face was beaming with
pleasure. The skin of her belly was like the lining of a tight drum. I
paused here and there to kiss her forcefully.
Eventually the path ended an inch from the low sling of her wind-pants,
which had fallen precipitously. I tugged at them lower and made my way
downward but Molly grabbed my head and spoke, "No honey, no need for
your mouth down there, you'll take me now."
I stood up crazed and out of my senses, a warped ecstasy laced sugar-
buzz filled my head with the sound of a beehive. Not bothering with my
shirt I went to work on my pants releasing my imprisoned body. I was
bigger than I ever remembered. Molly furiously tugged her pants lower
and kicked them off hastily. My eyes lowered to her underwear, small
beige panties which did not fit her properly at all. She should have
given up on them long ago. I saw the key she had dropped pressed
tightly against her low pelvis.
She removed it and her underwear and opened her legs wide. Lunging at
her I found it frustratingly hard to enter, I was thrown off by the
scale of her belly. Awkwardly I tried again and again and was met with
only the barest penetration.
"Here Jack, Take this way," Molly said clumsily shifting up on the bed
on her hands and knees.
She turned around until her tiny backside was facing me. Then she
lifted her bottom up and spread her legs as wide as they'd go. I didn't
think it'd work, but then I found myself far within her, burying more
of me than I thought I'd ever possess. I swallowed her thin back and
shoulders up in my strong arms and chest, wrapping my hands around her
breast and belly, which was moist with a mixture of perspiration and
leftover cream.
Our breathing was hard and fell in rhythm, we rose and fell together. I
nestled my face in her brown locks, which smelled like some sort of
berry shampoo. Somehow she knew I was nearing my limit and stopped me
from going further. Turning she pushed me down hard on my back.
Carefully she crawled upon me, her belly just brushing my own, her
breasts hanging down but held tightly still performing their magical
anti-gravity act. Each movement of hers made them jiggle.
Without a word Molly sat up and lowered herself upon me and this time
it was not I who entered her, but she who grasped me. With great
dexterity she moved herself and this time there would be no stopping. I
could tell she was finding her own limit as well when she raised her
hands to the sky and opened her mouth in a silent scream. I followed
suit seconds later, curling myself up to kiss her bare shoulder at the
moment of release.
Fatigued I dropped back to the bed and found myself severely exhausted.
It was difficult to keep my eyes open. Yet what I saw between long slow
blinks confused me and wasn't without a bit of horror.
Molly's belly was getting smaller. At first I thought it was all in my
head, maybe she had been holding some of it in (how can you hold a
child in, what muscles do that?). But after a half minute I was
positive she was getting thinner.
"Molly..." I mumbled, "Molly, are you getting... smaller?" I barely
managed to say, my mouth failing me. My lips heavy and my tongue was
thick. My mind was thicker.
Molly may not of heard me but she sat on top of me looking down at
herself and saw too what perplexed me. She continued to thin out,
months wasting away in seconds until a passerby would not even guess
her with child. Finally even her breasts lost their recent robust
curvature, deflating down two sizes and leaving Molly relatively flat
once more.
I was losing my mind, that didn't just happen. What was this some sort
of temporal ellipse? Were we going back in time? Who has sex to become
un-pregnant? Molly sat upon me and smiled magnificently. She had never
looked more beautiful.
"That worked tremendously well!" She said trying to maneuver herself
off my body which was rapidly becoming flaccid.
She knelt above me and I tried hard to concentrate on what had just
happened, how she had gone from nearly six months to zero in less than
a minute. Where did the baby go exactly?
"Feeling a little tired, Jack?" Molly whispered with a hint of malice.
"You have... no idea... Molly what is this... some sort of dream?"
My whole sensory intake was clouded and surreal. The walls of the room
seemed to bend and sway, the light of the lamp beside me was producing
a whitish foggy haze. Molly seemed smaller and out of focus. And me, I
felt cold, suddenly frigid. It hit me down low first, my reproductive
organs shriveling impossibly small.
Goosebumps coated my arms and legs and I began to shiver. The hair on
my head stood on end and my eyes began to lose their leaden lids. My
sight was returning, things were getting clear again. But
simultaneously I felt like I had been laid in a mountain stream.
Terribly cold. I could not stop shivering.
Molly looked at me with the attention of a scientist following a
particularly interesting experiment to see if it went satisfactory when
there was a tremendous possibility for error. Like someone watching a
butterfly struggle to emerge from a cocoon. She was staring intently at
my...
And then it was gone. One moment I was just cold, then another. My body
had caved in, a creeping, horrible feeling of myself being carved away.
I clenched my thighs together hoping to stop whatever was happening to
me down there but it wouldn't halt. And the normal sensation of there
being something between my legs was replaced by a sinister lack of
anything. No, not a lack. There was something, but it was diving inward
not protruding out.
I sat up wildly crawling backward on the large unmade bed. I attempted
to leave my own body, to leap from my own skin. But I couldn't, I
couldn't crawl out of my warping body and I just continued to
experience the shaping of my new anatomy. Tugs and intrusions swept my
groin, as if some invisible hand was reaching inside my new cavity and
rearranging my organs for its own will.
A churning, bubbling sound audibly left my lower abdomen, like the
sound of a hungry stomach though much more unsettling. I had never
heard the like before. There was a good deal more going on in there
than a bunch of stomach acid with nothing to digest or a little bit of
gas. Finally I found the power of speech.
"Molly, what's going on!? What have you done to me!?" My voice kept
spiraling up hysterically. I sat dumbfounded with my legs wide, my eyes
wider as they saw the defining slit, which had entered my world and
changed it forever. "What the hell is that!?"
"I think you know perfectly well what that is dear," Molly began, "Why
you were enjoying yourself within one mere moments ago."
I shook my head in disbelief. I became aware that my legs had subtly
changed as well. No longer were they coated in the dense body hair I
had known for years. It had all vanished, leaving two pale white
sticks. Much of their musculature had dissolved and a good deal of fat
had invaded them, especially as they reached my resculptured groin.
Even my feet seemed radically smaller, foreign and unusable. These were
not my legs.
My bottom began to spasm then, muscles clenching and releasing
involuntarily. Yet each time they tightened the release was less and
less. It felt to be building up mass, like I was sitting on a cushion
or something. I fought hard to believe what my senses were relaying to
my injured psyche. This was not really happening. No, no, no, how could
it be?
Violently I twisted my hips to the left and found them shift wider by
whole inches. Then in reaction I swayed them to the right where the
right hip followed suit. Not only had they widened dramatically but
they felt as if they had climbed upward, as if they were nearing my
armpits. This was not happening, this was a nightmare, a bizarre
unconscious stroll.
"Why those look like... well, I'll be, look at that... those look like
child-bearing hips dear!" Molly mocked.
I placed my hands upon them and took in their new dimensions in a
tactile fashion. Meanwhile I watched in awe as the soft sparse hair of
my belly withered away into nothingness. My chest became sunken and
hairless and that was when I began to notice my breasts.
My breasts. Mine. They were jutting out so softly at first. But like an
impending storm they rumbled forth faster and faster. Flesh accumulated
like a child rolling up portions of a snowman, with every push the size
increased exponentially. Curves developed down from my armpits and
rounded out my growing chest. The weight struck my mind hard, for with
every breath there was more of me, more of me to rise and fall.
That chill that had struck me so forcefully before had not entirely
left and my nipples stiffened embarrassingly. They had not increased in
size much, but the surrounding areola had widened noticeably. Intent so
much upon my chest I barely noticed the decline of my powerful arms,
the removal of strength and hair to be replaced by smooth and lanky
feminine arms. My fingers tapered shorter and finer, my knuckles
descending into oblivion.
"You look about a c-cup dear, I'm jealous!" Molly said standing up with
her hands on her hips. She had reclothed mostly, though without her
previous physical impediment.
The rest hit me where I couldn't see. I felt my face twitch and pull,
my features melt and swell. Much of me got smaller, my prominent nose
and ears, my square chin and dense eyebrows. But again, fat returned to
take its place, not much, but enough to where I felt its addition to my
cheeks, which blushed immediately red. Fat even found its bloated way
into my lips, or so it felt.
I slouched then, defeated though I never really had a chance at this
particular battle. Mild surges and vibrations would pass over this part
or that but my bizarre transformation was nearly over. I kept expecting
my hair to start tumbling over my shoulders, spilling down my back and
chest. But it never came. It felt a good deal denser and with a certain
feathery feel. It may have lengthened a few inches but it still felt
very short.
I just looked down at myself, between the cleft of my new breasts all
the way down the slope of my hairless belly until it met the sparse
hair of my groin. It had turned blonde. So I was a blonde now. The
knowledge of this was slightly less traumatizing than a sudden
development of a vagina or the spontaneous outgrowth of breasts.
"Why, you're quite the stunner, darling." Molly said looking me up and
down. "Looks like you should've been a girl all along, not that you
weren't a catch before."
I looked up sheepishly at Molly wondered just how she had done this to
me. Or why.
"Oh, don't give me those puppy dog eyes. You knew what you were getting
into. What kind of a person has sex with their neighbor's pregnant
wife? Very loose morals my dear. Of course that's what everyone will be
thinking about you soon enough. How old are you anyway?"
"18," I replied and winced as my voice lilted with a soft soprano. I
feared to speak again.
"Well I hate to break it to ya, but you don't look more than a day over
16. Sometimes these transformations reverse or advance time a bit, but
that was not my intention. If you are in fact younger it is a mere
side-effect." Molly explained.
"Your intention!" I said fury rising up within me, "Your intention!?
Then what was your intention!?"
I stepped from the bed and stood up. I tried my best to be fearsome and
intimidating but my body's balance was so new that I must have looked
frightfully awkward. As it was I was still at least 4 inches taller
than Molly and had her by at least 20 pounds. That didn't leave me with
much as Molly was a mere sprite.
"My intentions? Well isn't it obvious?" Molly spoke.
I shook my head from side to side advancing on her. At least my body
had stopped tingling and rumbling. All felt normal except a slight bit
of heat and pressure in my lower belly which I attributed to whatever
organs I now maintained in there.
Molly continued on, "I never wanted to get pregnant. I did not want to
have children, with my husband or anyone else. With every passing week,
with every pair of pants that ceased to fit, with ever unusable tight-
fitting bra, with every bathroom break during the middle of the night I
grew more sure that this was not what I wanted. And with my husband
always leaving and never at home it would be me to take care of the
children, me to raise them and I simply don't have the time. My
interests lay elsewhere and are time-consuming all in their own."
"So you shouldn't have gotten knocked up then!" I said the coarse words
coming out in such a feminine sound that I almost denied them as mine.
"Maybe I shouldn't have, but I did. Not that it matters any more. You
and I can both see that I will have no more morning sickness, back-
aches, stretch-marks and dry skin." Molly said this proudly patting her
newly trim figure.
"You... killed your child!?" I said shocked and confused.
Not much was making sense at the moment. My body was still in flux, the
finishing touches of my femininity materializing as I spoke. But there
was something else as well. Something deeper. I was starting to sweat,
my upper lip and lower back growing moist as a heat within my groin
stoked higher. Maybe all was not finished within me after all.
Molly took a step back from me and looked down at my navel. "Nonsense.
I merely gave THEM a new home."
At first I did not comprehend what she implied and my brain focused on
what new information it could understand. 'Them?' I thought, then
spoke, "You were pregnant with twins!?"
"Yes I was... And now, my dear... YOU are."
"No!" I barely muttered and then began to mumble over and over again.
The fire in my belly now had a more sinister implication. And was I
just a trace bigger about the abdomen than I remembered myself to be
just seconds ago? It was hard to determine having only just viewed its
female version and felt my new physique for only a few minutes.
"Oh yes, I assure you. All of those draughts you had started things
off. Sex clinched it. We did more than exchange fluids my friend, we
exchanged whole lives!" Molly laughed and patted her miniscule waist
for the second time.
"So I'm... I'm you now?" I said backing my way to the bed.
The horror wouldn't stop. It was all getting worse and worse. The
pressure was growing inside me, an animated force which moved entirely
by itself. I needed to sit down or I would fall over.
"No nothing of the sort you dolt." Molly said opening up her dresser
and casually rummaging around. "I merely used my arts and changed your
body into what it would be had you been conceived with a second X
chromosome instead of that fateful Y. And as I said, you don't know
what you've been missing dear. You were a handsome man, but would have
been and now are, a much more attractive young woman."
"And the children?" I asked feeling a dull thump within me as something
inside moved.
Indigestion with attitude or my own brand new unborn child. I sat down
on the bed and clutched my belly in my hands, still nothing more than
the smallest bit of paunch. No one would even have guessed me to be
pregnant yet. The real growth had yet to set in. But it was coming.
"Oh, they're yours now. Biologically even. Of course they're still my
husbands also... Funny, they are the intimate creation of the two of
you and you didn't even get the pleasure of screwing the man! Excellent
in bed really, much better than you... uh, were." Molly laughed again.
My brain wheeled, my stomach churned.
I let out a moan as a noticeably vigorous increase in pressure hit my
belly and I closed my eyes after watching it bulge out visibly. I
spread my legs wide and rubbed my naked tightening abdomen. The skin
was just barely keeping up with the growth within. It felt as if I
might tear right open. As strange as it sounds, it wasn't all pain. As
much as I wanted the growth to end, to not to be there all, a distinct
pleasurable sensation was caught up in this swift expansion. As if the
growing tension was causing an equally potent sexual tension...
"That's it dear, it's all in the breathing. And just so you know, you
haven't felt anything yet." Molly said finally extracting some clothes
from her dresser.
I moaned again much louder and lay back on the bed. My face drenched in
sweat, the clumps of my new blonde hair sticking to the sides of my
forehead. My stomach rose like a shiny inflatable skin dome, the force
within expanding in all directions terribly strong. I wiggled my way
back onto the bed. It was an effort, my thighs twitched in a mixture of
exertion and erotic release, my feet just sticking off the end, my
hands running through my short hair.
"Half way there." Molly made the play by play.
My moaning became a sensual shriek as the pressure turned to a
throbbing ache. I clawed at the bed-sheets and kicked at the air. My
breath came in shortening bursts; it was hot and moist coming out of my
mouth. My belly continued to push out, rounding ominously the skin
thin, moist and pale looking. It quivered in continual expansion. I
felt all sorts of kicking and punching, somersaulting and gymnastics as
the life within me progressed on in its supernaturally swift
development. I could practically hear my body straining, like the sound
of hand running on the side of a full balloon.
Finally the tension and pain became so great that I blacked out, lost
in the nothingness of my unconscious. The last thing I knew before
fading away was that I was climaxing for the first time as a woman and
it felt wonderful.
Part Two: The Choice of Two Different Lives
When I came to I lay beneath the covers of Molly's bed and the woman
sat in a chair beside me. Though I was only under for about ten minutes
it was long enough to make me forget everything that had happened. I
spoke blinking my heavy eyelids,
"Molly... where am I, how did I get here, did I finish everything you
needed me to do?"
At first even my voice didn't even strike me as strange. I thought I
was mis-hearing myself or something. Yet as the pitch and quality of my
voice penetrated the murky depths of my mind I knew something was still
very much awry.
"Yes, you could say you did everything I needed and more." Molly
returned with that awful shark-toothed grin. Far too many teeth showed.
It made my flesh crawl to see it and instantly it all came back, the
sex, the metamorphosis, the accompanying pregnancy...
I tore the sheet from off my body and took in my new enormous prone
form. I was huge. At least as big as Molly had been, probably larger. I
was curiously free of stretch-marks which seemed utterly impossible.
Molly contributed it to a mixture of a youthful 'give' and the
outstanding inherent genetic quality of my skin. My navel stuck out a
bit but looked like a thimble on the top of Saturn.
I stated the obvious, "I'm... so big!"
"Yes you sure are." Molly quipped.
She got up and placed a bunch of clothes on the chair she had been
sitting on and left the room quietly. I had expected a speech, all got
was thin air.
"Hey, Molly! Get back here, you can't leave me here, you gotta get me
out of this!" I said struggling to sit up, let alone get out of bed.
Finally I managed to sit on the edge and felt my new burden shift low
on my body. It was so strange, to have such an intimate relationship
with something, or things I guess was a better way to describe it and
yet feel so detached from their entire existence. To be so physically
close (you can't get much closer than right up inside someone!) and yet
feel so far removed.
I could do nothing physically without being immediately reminded of my
condition. In a seated position, my breath came in shortened gasps as
my lungs could only fill half way. I could feel my nakedness down below
but could not close my legs to save grace. What's more I needed to use
the bathroom severely.
Standing up was one of the most daunting tasks I had to do in years.
After firmly planting my feet about a shoulders length apart I hauled
myself up by the aide of the chair and end-table. You take for granted
how many muscles it takes to lift yourself up. For one thing I never
knew how important one's stomach muscles were in this enterprise and
with my advanced state there were relegated inoperable. After nearly
losing my balance and falling head over heels I took my first step and
wondered how I was going to follow it up with ten or more addition
ones. And I new I hadn't even seen the worst of it. What did Molly say?
This was only 6 months? That was hard to believe.
The muscles in my legs and back were already sore and my ankles and
knees popped like toy pistols. I arched my back and laid a hand upon it
as I made my way to the adjacent bathroom.
When I returned from the lav I found myself sitting naked once more on
the edge of the bed. I looked at the pile of clothing on the chair and
decided that I was going to have to put on something and I could spy my
old clothes nowhere, not that they would fit very well now anyhow. I
did not like staring at my bizarre naked form nor did I like what
clothing I saw before me.
On top was a pair of maternity knickers, a tent-like garment of white.
In reality it wasn't all that different from my bvds, but what put me
off was the inch of lace that topped the waistband off and circled the
leg holes. I was actually going to be wearing woman's underwear. The
sheer concept was baffling, but all I had to do was reach down around
my large belly and all I'd find would scream woman and nothing more.
I poked my legs though and mentally noted how thin they were. I was
already forgetting what I looked like before I blew up and now all I
had were these two misplaced looking popsicle sticks supporting the
small planet of my body. My fingers occasionally brushed the eerie
smoothness of my thighs. I sat up briefly and secured my under-drawers.
I drew the waistline up, climbing for what must have been hours around
the curve of my belly. Finally the cloth fell flat against my body, the
elastic nearly reaching the level of my belly button. I could already
feel the panties sliding between my cheeks and loathed how tight they
fit just about everywhere. I had to remind myself that in a way I was
almost lucky. Not all women's underwear was this... extensive. Images
of thongs that amounted to nothing more than floss flitted through my
head. I shuddered.
The next item of business was a bra. No one thing was more feminine
than this. For quite obviously as a man I had worn underwear upon my
groin, sometimes quite snug. But never had I any experience with what I
was about to put on. Sure I had taken them off from time to time, never
as frequently as I had wanted to and yes I had even felt them as they
held a girlfriend's boobs firmly in place, securing them in a
reasonable immobility. But now it was going to hold me up in reasonable
immobility.
I held the thing with my fingers like the skin of a dead snake. How
revolting. I was going to wrap this around my chest, lift and
support...
And then I looked down and really gazed at myself. I was quite busty.
The accompanying pregnancy had done nothing but enhance my already
curvy figure. In fact I was considerably bigger than I recalled. I
reluctantly stared at myself as if reassuring my mind that I did in
fact possess breasts, quite formidable ones with a small freckle here,
a tiny mole there, a faint blonde hair just on the outside or a
noticeably darker and wider areola. These babies were quite big and
ready for well... babies.
I experimented in taking in deep breaths, in stretching my arms behind
me, in pushing my breasts together and watching what changed in there
appearance. I found that they were simultaneously slightly sore and a
bit sensitive and this increased sensitivity was not all unpleasant. I
even went so far as to grasp my right nipple in my thumb and forefinger
and pinch a little but then gave up from a combination of frightening
arousal and the unfounded thought that I might start spraying milk
everywhere.
Finally I looped my noodle arms through the shoulder straps after
incredulously reading the 'D' insignia (I had never even been with a
girl that big let alone possess such a size myself). It fastened in the
back. As I maneuvered the clasp closer I found my breasts being cupped
more firmly. A first they just flattened generally but when they ran
out of lateral room they began to swell upward and toward one another.
In a surprisingly deft move I fixed the clasp and held my arms out wide
in triumph. I even found myself smiling in accomplishment, then I
remembered that I was really a man and that I was wearing a bra. My
spirits plummeted back to normal.
I shook myself from left to right and up and down. Amazing how much
difference a prison of stretchy material and lace will make. Moving on
I found pink dress shirt with buttons running up the middle and sleeves
too short for a toddler. Much more familiar with this technology I put
it on a shook my head at how I was able to put arms through sleeves
that thin and short. And have my elbows barely even show! My shoulders
must have been smaller than Molly's.
Starting from the bottom I buttoned up the shirt, which descended until
its width was less than mine. A slice of moon with an outie navel smack
in its center now lay between my panties and shirt, about 4 inches in
height. My fingers were light and nimble as I ran up my shirt until I
ran out of buttons. I would have rather kept going seeing that there
was room for two or three more at the top. The result was fairly low-
cut. As it was the tightness of the shirt just contributed to hoisting
my prodigious bosom up and exposing it for all to see. A striking spot
of cleavage met my downward view, with a small mole the only
imperfection just on the edge of where my breasts pressed together.
I had cleavage and quite a bit of it. If I hollered down at myself I
would probably hear an echo. Not to mention that my shirt was pink.
Pink! This was absurd. It was all some hallucination brought on by
spiked lemonade. After all, did I really have sex with my neighbor's
pregnant wife? And that foreplay... breasts don't spurt milk like that
until birth do they? But it all seemed so real in my head and all I
needed to do was draw a breath and reality reminded me what it was.
After I dressed I was going to storm out of this room and force that
witch to change me back. Witch? Yeah, I guess that might explain it as
well as any other. I'd believe anything right about now after what I'd
been through.
I slid on a loose-fitting skirt, which rested above the swell of my
waist and reached my calves. It was white with scattered pink paisley
which matched my shirt. The cloth was thin and I feared it might be
slightly transparent. All in all I felt as if I was wearing far too
little down below and far too much up above what with the bra and all.
And nothing hid the fact that I was very far along with child.
Lastly I slid on socks and by miraculous coincidence a pair of white
sneakers that fit perfectly. I was ready to confront she who had
changed me so drastically.
After laboriously wandering around the large house where many of the
rooms were locked and off limits I located my prey in the kitchen.
Exhausted, embarrassed and decidedly uncomfortable in my unfamiliar
form I was not ready for the spread she had waiting before me on the
large wooden table where I had downed lemonade so long ago. It was a
meal for an entire family. I then realized how hungry I truly was and
set aside my anger for the moment.
Molly smiled as I awkwardly sat and began to eat. I spoke between
mouthfuls interjecting culinary commentary between more serious
apprehension.
"Molly, you have to get me out of this, I don't know if this is some
sort of joke for you, or what. Geez, this chicken is delicious... I
mean what are my parents going to say? Mmmm... that bread is so good,
is it home-made? Back to the point... *munch munch* I can just picture
things back home. I come walking in with my dog and they're like 'who
the hell are you?' And then they'll notice the eerie similarities...
the eyes which haven't changed a lick, the family resemblance, that
sort of thing. Is that Apple cider? Mmmmm... It's even warm! *glug
glug*"
"Oh I took care of all of that while you rested. Or at least I've given
you the opportunity to set things however you wish. Your dog is fine,
safe and sound at home already. But you yourself have two options,"
Molly began.
"You can go back home and the very moment you step through that front
door, for all your parents know you've always been a girl. Your entire
life will be altered around that single but revolutionary detail.
They'll have one hundred thousand new tiny memories of you as a girl
child that they won't be able to tell as not perfectly true. Because
you see, if you go back... they WILL become true. Your entrance into
that house will make them absolutely real. Your 'old' life would vanish
as if it had never happened. Only you would remember it as it once was.
As of right now you're still their only son, albeit a run-away. But if
you return you'll be their only daughter. Mind you if you do decide to
go back they won't behave exactly the same attitudes as they had in the
past either. They'll have a different out-look on life having raised a
precocious daughter instead of a boy and would probably be stressed out
somewhat lately, not a small bit embarrassed by their young daughter
being so foolish sexually. But they will stand behind you as always.
Their love would still be there, unaltered and as pure as old. That, my
dear, is something no magic or art can transform. Oh and should you
decide to go back I think you even have a lamas class scheduled for
tomorrow at 9am, but that's your choice of course."
"They'll think I'm... a girl!?" I yelled between a last few heaping
mouthfuls.
"I hate to break this to you, but you ARE a girl sweetheart. Just take
a look, trust me," Molly returned.
"So what's the other alternative?" I asked licking my lips as I grabbed
for another glass of cider. I did not like the 'being a girl for the
rest of my life' card.
"The other choice is that you don't go back. You stay here with me and
pretend to be my little tramp of a niece who was kicked out of her home
my intolerant and completely imaginary sister. It'll only be for a few
more months, though I imagine your folks will file a missing persons
report during that time. All the while you are away, to them you'll
still be their dear, dear son. And it'll be very hard on them for a
while. But after the children are born here... if you choose this road
of course, you can always put them up for adoption and I can find a way
to change you back and send you home back to 'normal.' Well, everything
will be normal except the stress from the few months you were missing
of course. Though I might even be able to whip up a cure for that
too..."
"How about option number three, you change me back now!" I screamed
fists hitting the table. Empty dishes smeared with ketchup, syrup,
left-over mashed potatoes and various gravies leapt and skipped.
"I can't! Don't you see? A life is a life! I don't think you want to be
an 18 year old boy who has two seven month old fetuses inside you. Not
exactly a good idea. I could easily return you but what about them? I
can't kill anything or alter the bonds of love. Those are two of very
few intangibles beyond my power." Molly returned.
"But... birth! I can't give birth! I'm supposed to be a boy, I'm not
supposed to experience labor! I'm not supposed to experience this," I
called out clutching my bulging belly, "or these!" I yelled
frustratingly jiggling my large breasts. "Take the children back and
give me back my body!"
"Let's just say you'll have some unique sympathy for your future wife
when the time comes you up and fill her void, um, that is if you stay
here with me and return home in a few months as a boy again." Molly
finished.
"You leave me no choice." I mumbled wounded.
I finished eating for a small army and sat pondering my decision. It
wasn't really a difficult one. My folks were going to freak out. Right
now they were staring at a dog with leash and collar but no walker.
Where was their son? He wouldn't leave his dog to run free like this...
Was he struck by a car... kidnapped?
But I had to do it this way. I did not want to be a girl, pregnant or
otherwise. I was a boy, it was everything I was used to. It was what my
mind told me was correct. My present body felt foreign and wrong in all
the minutest details. The sooner I was restored to my natural body the
better. Even if I had to give birth to twins to do so.
***
It had been nearly a month since that fateful day I ventured into the
home of Molly Mossgeiler's. Of course I hadn't gone back to my parent's
house, though I longed to console them at every free moment. I wanted
to call them up and several times late at night I had the number dialed
except for that last critical digit, then I'd hang up and begin to sob.
I saw police cars come shortly after my transformation, heard the
helicopter and saw its searchlight, an officer even came to Molly's
home and questioned her in depth. She was politely unhelpful.
I recalled opening my eyes a few days after the body-switch and seeing
a tall dark man in uniform glaring down at me under my thick covers as
Molly looked in and pointed claiming me as her niece. The man had
demanded entrance into the bedroom and the right to speak with anyone
in the neighborhood but couldn't find the heart to interrogate me. The
face here was no run-away boy's, but an unfortunate young woman. She
had enough to deal with without some beat cop out looking for some
missing punk kid. By the looks of things she was going through quite
the ordeal herself.
That morning of the encounter with dark strange officer was a lot like
the morning a month later. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and was
reunited once again with the fact that I was still not quite myself.
Not yet. Soon though, right? Couldn't be much longer.
As early summer had moved in the weather had grown hot and muggy. Sleep
became difficult and would have been regardless of the temperature and
humidity what with my large burden. Adequate sleeping positions
diminished by the evening and even the viable ones were only useful for
a short period of time before a leg, arm or cheek fell asleep. As it
stood I hadn't grown too much in the past month. Oh, I'd grown some,
sure and perhaps I was just getting used to things (the thought of
getting 'used to' this made me shudder even in the stifling heat) but I
honestly had expected worse.
I lay there in the spare bedroom uncomfortably sweaty, the window open
but already letting more evil in than good. Under the thin sheet I was
wearing one of Molly's white sports bras and a pair of draw string
cotton pajama bottoms with flared hems at the ends of the legs. There
wasn't much draw left in the waist though. The leggings were stuck to
my moist skin and rode halfway up my legs. Yet they were the most
comfortable piece of clothing I could find. Recently it was all about
comfortability. I often wore them during the days; it wasn't like I was
receiving many gentlemen callers and had to keep up my image. I hadn't
even met Mrs. Mossgeiler's husband Roger who had even come through for
three days at one point, but had stayed away ever since. While he was
here the woman did an astounding job of hiding him from me and me from
him.
Of course I had heard them arguing at first, Roger calling out, 'How
dare you... they were my children too, blah blah blah.' But then I
think Molly must have bewitched him 'cause they never brought it up
even once more. She even told him all about me in make-believe detail,
relaying the fictional niece hoo-ha once more and he swallowed every
word despite the obvious discrepancies. It didn't seem to bother him
that he had never once met this phantom sister of his wife or her
niece. Or that not only was said niece pregnant, but was exactly as far
along as Molly had been until just recently. How I just appeared to
show up at precisely the time his wife's pregnancy vanished. Molly also
told him that because of my state I was extremely shy and wary of men.
Little did he know I was carrying HIS kids. That thought made me
curious. The least I could do was get a look at the guy. But I never
did.
In fact my days were oppressively boring and utterly alone. Molly
avoided me most of the days, busy with whatever witchcraft she enjoyed.
I only saw her at meal times and not even then sometimes. Because of
the pregnancy I probably slept or napped nearly 12 hours a day, but it
was a restless, miserable sleep and being awake wasn't much better. I
had to use the toilet an obscene amount of times. All else I could do
was eat (which I kept to a minimum, though I did find myself eating the
most repulsive things), lie around and bathe. I would sun bathe myself
in the secluded pool out back and had gained a nice tan. If I could be
proud of anything at all, it was that.
My hair was an inch and a half longer and now curled round my tiny ears
and tickled the back of my neck. It had become greasy and no matter how
often I washed it, still felt thick, oily and limp. I often would mess
it up in my hands and feel it sticking up in all directions. In the
mirror I looked like some sort of punk-rock elf. In general my body,
much of the time felt quite gross. The skin of my face was too oily and
I found myself getting a blemish or two despite constant face-washing.
At times I had terrible BO which I would mask in perfume and powder so
feminine smelling I almost wished I had kept the body odor. I also
passed gas more often, although it was a frequent meek girlish release
more annoying than disgusting. Glamorous life, eh? Bet you are glad I
shared all the gory details.
Other than that I was pretty much the same person I remembered becoming
that tragic late spring eve. My breasts seemed to be sorer of late, as
if getting used to them was easy without the added trauma inflicted
upon them from pregnancy, I had to deal with their consistent ache as
well. But they hadn't grown any more thank goodness. Once and a while
they would leak this awful warm sticky stuff which left me feeling like
an infant who couldn't control its own bodily functions. This happened
from time to time when I slept. I ended up wearing padding most of the
time which made my tits look even bigger than they really were. In the
end I began to agree with the opinion of most girls I had known prior
to this debacle. Breasts were just 'in the way'.
And of course my belly was bigger no matter how much I tried to deny
it. Sure it was a bit healthier looking with a bit of a tan and all of
the moisturizer and lotion I heaped on it to keep it from itching and
developing stretch-marks (the thought of those icky veins even
disgusted my male mind) seemed to help, but I could not deny that it
was constantly getting even bigger. I felt it at all times. I began to
spend a lot of time swimming in the pool where I could feel some relief
from gravity. The little swimsuit number Molly gave me was a non-
maternity one-piece without a back and as such it warped around me
comically leaving much of my sides uncovered. The neckline plunged
obscenely low and the width of the body didn't even cover the sides of
my belly let alone curve around toward my back. But I felt better in it
than a two piece which I tried once and my exposed body felt like the
Taj Mahal. I would wear the latter when I sun-bathed, in the remote
area I often went topless, but any time in the water I made with the
black one-piece.
Eventually curiosity got the best of me. Molly stopped giving me
updates on my family and I grew worried about their state of mind. What
lengths would they go to find me? What if my mother did something to
herself in anguish? What if they moved? Left in a house that reminded
them so much of their lost son? A thousand paranoid thoughts swirled in
my head, so one night I decided to sneak over and do some snooping.
Just for peace of mind. Maybe even leave them a note? Tell them I was
okay? Maybe that was too risky.
Molly had quite an assortment of maternity clothes to choose from in my
current condition, while I was staying with her I was never in want of
them. She even had a few which would suit my stealthy purpose this
evening, not that she would know anything about my middle of the night
wanderings. No she would definitely disapprove. But she would fund my
little outing anyway.
I donned myself in a pair of black shorts, which were really far too
small, but would have to do. Their waist was the most elastic of any
dark article of clothing I could find, even if the leg portions (if you
could call them that) were so short I felt my cheeks might hop right
out. I thought that they would be perfect along with a pair of long
knee-high black socks and black Reeboks. Up top I wore a white tank top
over a bikini (my boobs were especially sensitive today and that was
all they'd tolerate). I concealed these attention getting colors under
a black zip-front hoodie. I had trouble zipping it up, but I was
fortunate that it did eventually slide all the way down around my
middle. There was a slight gap between my hooded sweatshirt and my
shorts but I had grown familiar with it as there was little I could do
about such things. Because the white tank top did not cover much of my
stomach I could feel the cold metal of the zipper lying against my
skin.
I pulled the hood up over my bright whitish blonde hair and made my way
out into the cool evening. All in all I thought I did a great job in
the camouflage department. There was no moon and few stars, perfect for
my espionage. I hoped the small orb of my face, the regrettable slice
of belly and long thin stretch of thighs I left uncovered by dark
covering might go unnoticed in such a dark evening. I did not plan on
smearing mud all over myself like some jungle commando. Apparently I
had snuck out without Molly becoming aware. Quietly I made my way
through the woods between her house and my old residence, some 6 odd
acres holding a meandering path. I grew startled by every sudden
rustling or piercing bird cry. Finally I rounded an overgrown pathway
and saw my target.
How I longed to be sleeping upstairs in my empty old bedroom, which was
dark as the night itself, or lay watching the Late Show downstairs, my
mother hollering for me to turn down the volume. Nostalgia flooded my
veins and I never more wanted to be rid of this awful body than I did
right then. Tears welled up in my eyes. Most of the house's lights were
off. I crept around the side and peered in every window I could find
tentatively and silently. The family room was in disarray. Not
ransacked or anything, just lived in with little attention toward
cleaning. The dining room was the same way, plates partially eaten and
never cleared, stacked high. A container of milk left open, probably
spoiled. Things were still not well in the Garner household. Could you
blame them?
I made my way to the kitchen window and peered within. I immediately
froze. There sat my parents at the kitchen table, my mother sobbing, my
father holding her and looking straight out that lone window above the
sink and into my eyes. Filled with a complex mixture of longing to be
with them, sorrow for their pain, my own physical burden and personal
exhaustion, not to mention horror that I might be spied out, I stared
unblinking into my father's eyes hoping he hadn't seen me.
After a full minute I thought the coast was clear. I blinked and slowly
backed away. Yet I wasn't careful enough. My Father saw the movement
and yelled, "Who's there!? Jack, is that you!? Jack!? Have you come
home!!?"