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KIMBERLY NICOLE Part 2: A Dark Chapter Our two girls have just returned home from a visit to the Wizard. Where Kim had learned, that because of her getting a nipple pierced on one of her the breast forms while she was wearing it, that she is stuck as a she-male. But, everyone, except Amanda, has no memory of her ever being a man. The Wizard had given Amanda a box, a box that he said was part of the she-male items that he had forgotten to give her on her first visit. When she opened the box, Amanda had looked at Kim and said, "You're not going to believe this. But, I think if you want to, you can have the experiences of being a real woman." "Huh?" Amanda had reached into the box and pulled out what looked like a flesh colored pantie, but was actually a perfectly formed lower female torso. Complete with a vagina, blond pubic hair and all. There was a sheet of instructions in the box. And, this time they both read them very carefully. It said, that this item can be used only by a she-male. And, that it will turn the she-male into a fully functioning female. To activate the item, spray it with the adhesive, slip it on, placing the penis in the sheath and the necessary changes would happen. The only cautions are not to become pregnant, or damage the item in any way while it's being worn, or it will become permanent. To remove the item, take one of the pills. Kim reached out, took the pantie from Amanda and looked at it. When she looked back up at Amanda, she had started to cry. She threw the panties on the table, got up, walked to the window and just stared out. Amanda got up, walked over to her and held her. Kim was sobbing and kept saying softly, over and over, "I can't. I just can't handle this." Amanda whispered, "Easy baby. Everything will be fine. We've worked through things before and we'll work through this." Kim kept on crying, just holding onto Amanda. It took Kim awhile to calm down so that they could talk. Finally, Amber was able to ask, "Honey. Talk to me." "I... I... I just don't know if I can handle this whole thing. It was one thing, to be able to change back and forth between Ted and Kim. But, to be stuck as Kim. I want to be Ted. I want to be my old self." "Baby. I'm so sorry that I started this whole thing. There was no way that I wanted it to go this way. I loved it when you changed back and forth between Ted and Kim. And, I wish that we could have Ted back, but it just can't be. The Wizard said that there was no way to reverse it. Everyone knows you as Kim now, just as if Ted had never existed. But, above all I still love you as much as ever." "I know you love me and I love you. But, damn that Wizard! This is all his fault. And, now he wants me to be a female full time." "Remember he told me to read the instructions and I did. We just never talked about what was there and on the web page. So, it's not really his fault. We should have talked about everything. And, if you had told me you were getting the piercing..." "I know. I know. It's really my fault for not reading everything. But, I don't just know if I can handle this, being Kim all the time. I don't know if I can go on like this." Amanda held Kim at arms length, looked her in the eyes and said, "Please stop talking this way. You're scaring me! It's not that bad. We still have each other and that's all that matters." "I'm sorry. But, it's hard when you've been a male for twenty plus years and now you're a female with male genitalia. It's just hard to handle. I'm just so confused." "Sweetheart. I could say that, I know. But, I don't. It's that we, you and me, can and have to work through this. If I lost you, I don't know what I'd do. You mean everything to me." Kim pulled Amanda to her, hugged her for all she was worth and whispered, "I love you so much. Maybe, just maybe, I can work through this with you." "Honey. We can do this. Believe me." They just held each other for a long time. "But, why did he give you that thing?" Kim finally asked. "I don't know. Maybe he's toying with us. I'll throw them away." Amanda took the panties, wadded them up and threw them in the trash. Kim sat back down at the kitchen table and Amanda fixed them a light lunch. And, they just chatted about various things. After they were done, Kim helped Amanda with the dishes and while they were washing them, they figured that it might help Kim, if she just went about her normal routine. The grass need cut, so Kim decided to change into a pair of shorts and cut it. As Kim walked into their bedroom, she noticed that it was different. There were two vanities, Amanda's original one and an identical one right next to it. The chest of drawers that Ted had used was gone and replaced by a more feminine one. The room, in general, was more feminine, pink curtains, flowery wallpaper, pink bedspread, etc. "Amanda!" Kim yelled. "Amanda. Please come up here!" she yelled again. Amanda ran up the stairs and said, "What's wrong?" "Look at our room." Amanda looked around and said, "I guess the Wizard was right when he said everything was taken care of." "What else has he done?" "I don't know." Amanda said, as she went over to their walk in closet and opened the door. She turned on the light, turned back to Kim and said, "You'd better come here." Kim walked over to where Amanda was standing and looked in the closet. Where Ted's clothes had been, there were now skirts, blouses and suits. Where Ted's six pairs of shoes had been, were now more than twenty pairs of women's shoes. Everything from sandals with a little heel, to dress shoes with various heel heights, to two pairs of tall black boots with stiletto heels. Kim leaned against the door and sighed. Amanda said, "Did you see the things toward the back of the closet?" "No. Why?" "I didn't know Kim was a club type of girl?" "Huh?" "Look at the clothes back there. Really sexy girlfriend." Amanda tried to lighten things up a bit. "I didn't think I was either." "That leather dress is just fantastic! Can I borrow it? And, those platform shoes. Wow!" "What's mine, is yours." Kim said, shaking her head. Amanda turned, walked over to Kim's chest of drawers and started looking through the drawers. The first two, were just regular things, panties, bras, thongs, nylons. The other drawers held some really sexy items, short shorts, butterfly tops, hot pants, corsets, garter belts, Teddies. Amanda said, "Kim, love. If you think, I'm letting you out of this house in these clothes. You have another think coming. You need to see what's in the drawers. Some really sexy stuff. And, there are some things to help keep the memory of Ted alive." Kim turned, looked at Amanda, who was holding up a very sexy red Teddy and actually smiled a little for the first time today. Amanda thought, 'I'm glad to see that smile. Maybe she's beginning to relax a little with this.' Kim's smile changed back to a slight frown, when she said, "There's nothing left of Ted, is there? Everything is gone except memories." "No. Honey. Look over on my night stand." Kim looked at Amanda's night stand and their favorite picture was still there. It was a picture from their wedding. Amanda noticed a little smile come back on Kim's face and a little twinkle back into her eyes. Kim said, "Well, I'd better put on a pair of those short shorts and sandals. And, get the lawn cut." Amanda was able to relax a little for the first time since they had returned from the mall. Kim cut the lawn, giving all the neighbors a good show of her long sexy legs and nice firm round rear. The rest of the weekend went fairly smoothly. Amanda tried to keep an upbeat attitude and it appeared to help all around. Kim was beginning to relax by the time Sunday evening rolled around. Monday morning Kim had to go to work. The same job that Ted had. She dressed in a very proper suit, comfortable, but classy, shoes and her makeup was not overdone. Amanda gave her a big kiss as she left. It amazed Kim on how she was received at work. It was as if she had always been Kim and had only been away on vacation. The girls treated her as a friend, all but one that was very catty toward her. The guys, treated her as, well, as a girl. A couple even hit on her. When she arrived home, Kim was feeling good about herself. Amanda had worried about her all day, but when she walked in the door with a smile on her face, all the worry melted away. Kim hugged Amanda and said, "Baby. I love you so much." "Kimmy. I love you." "Even though Ted will never be back?" "Yes." That night our two girls made love as only our two girls can. And, the rest of the week went by fairly smoothly. The only problem was, that one of the new guys at work wouldn't leave Kim alone and kept hitting on her. She kept telling him that she wasn't interested, but he just kept at it. Friday night Amanda took charge of their love making. She trussed Kim up and added the nipple clamps. Her torture of Kim that night was unmercifully sensual. On Saturday, because she made too much noise on Friday night, Amanda made Kim do all the house work. And, only allowed her to dress in a garter belt, nylons and a very high pair of platform shoes. And, the cat-o-nine tails wasn't very far away and was put to use more than once. Part of Kim's house work duties were to service Amanda whenever she called. Saturday night was another sexual explosion for our girls. The hot wax was in use, as were the nipple clamps. Amanda decided not to tie Kim up, she wanted full access to her. Amanda could now take Kim's large penis without any problem and did so a number of times that night. Kim, as we have learned, was able to have multiple orgasms and tonight was no exception. The next couple of months went along smoothly for our girls. It appeared that Kim was adjusting to being a she-male and being treated as a woman. She was no longer moody and was beginning to enjoy being a girl, well almost a girl. One Friday night when she came home, there was a note on the table. All it said was, "Lover, I'm upstairs waiting for you." Kim went upstairs to find that Amanda had already strapped herself to the bed, after attaching the nipple clamps and putting on a blind fold and ball gage. Kim walked over to her and said, "You want something little girl? Well I don't know. Maybe I'll just leave you like that all night." And, she pulled on one of the nipple clamps, making Amanda squirm a little. Kim knew she couldn't keep her hands off of Amanda for long. So, she slowly undressed, took a candle and started dripping wax on Amanda's breasts. Amanda started squirming around. It wasn't long before Kim was deep inside her, giving Amanda her she-male talk. After she had finished, she whispered, "Would you like to try a new experience, lover?" Amanda was on a sexual high and nodded her head yes. She was still blindfolded and gagged. "I'll be back in a little while. I hope you're ready for this." Kim went into their closet and removed something from where she had hid it. She went into their bathroom. Where she looked at the panties, the Wizard had given Amanda, took the bottle of spray glue, carefully covered the inside of the panty with it, stepped into them and slowly pulled them up. As she got it close to her penis, she stopped and thought about what she was doing. Then she carefully placed her semi- erect penis into the sheath and finished pulling the panties up. As soon as the panties were fully pulled up, Kim felt funny inside. It was like things were being sucked up and rearranged inside her. She sat on the edge of the tub and doubled over. Not so much in pain, but with the feelings of the things changing inside her. It took about ten minutes for the feelings to subside. When they did, Kim looked down and as with the breasts, there was no visible seam. She moved her hand down to her crotch area and felt a vagina. Her hand brushed her clit and sent chills through her body. She stood and looked in the full length mirror. There she stood, now completely a woman. She walked back into the bedroom and over to Amanda. She then slowly removed the nipple clamps and Amanda squirmed in sensual pain. Kim bent down, took one of Amanda's nipples in her mouth and sucked very hard. Amanda took a deep breath. Kim knew that Amanda was really on a sexual high; she then removed the ball gage and said, "You can talk now. Are you sure you are ready for a totally new experience?" "Uh huh. You've got me so hot. I'd try anything." "Anything? You're sure?" "Yes." Kim untied Amanda's hands and feet and said, "Leave the blind fold on and just use your mouth to make love to me. And, once you start something, you can't stop. Understood?" "Yes." Kim laid down on the bed, next to Amanda and Amanda found Kim's face and started kissing her very deeply. They spent a long time kissing and then Amanda started working her way down Kim's body using only her mouth, she paid particular attention to her nipples. Kim felt herself become wet between her legs. Amanda started kissing her way further down Kim's body, she expected to bump into Kim's hard cock, but didn't. And, the odor was strange. She kept working her way down, reached a patch of hair, still no cock. She was puzzled. She slowly worked her way further down, to where she knew Kim's cock should be. She went a little further and felt something strange. It felt like a woman's vagina. Then it hit her, Kim had put on the panties from the Wizard, she was kissing a vagina. But, how? She had thrown them away months ago. She stopped. She felt a slap on her rear and Kim said, "You're not to stop, once you start something." "I don't know if I can do this." "What do you mean?" "I've never done a woman before. And, I don't know if I can." "I'm the other woman, love." "I know. But, you had a cock before. Now, you have a pussy." "It's still just me. You love me with tits and a big cock. I just happen to have a pussy now and I just want to know what a woman feels when she receives cunnilingus." Amanda carefully kissed the mound above the vaginal lips. Still, unsure of this. Then she kissed a little lower. She inhaled some of Kim's new sexual perfume. She kissed her again and flicked her tongue over the top of Kim's clit. Kim took a deep breath, as it sent shivers through her body. She spread her legs as far as possible, to give Amanda complete access. Amanda kissed lower, licked a little more and tasted some of Kim's sweet juices. She licked again, tasting more and more of her juices. Her tongue seemed to keep licking on its own accord. Kim was feeling all kinds of sensations coursing through her body. Amanda couldn't help herself. She started to really work on Kim, kissing, licking and sucking. She had tasted her juices mixed with Ted's and Kim's, but never just the sweet juices she was now tasting. Kim was really getting turned on. She took Amanda's legs and helped her maneuver into a sixty-nine position. The two girls worked on each other until both of them had multiple orgasms. Amanda finally rolled off of Kim, turned around and found her face. Kim removed the blindfold and they kissed like two long lost lesbian lovers. They tasted the juices that were on each others lips and it made them kiss harder and deeper. After they broke the kiss and cuddled. Kim said, "I thought that you said that you couldn't do that?" "I didn't think I could. But..." "But, what?" "But once I got a taste of you, I just wanted more. I couldn't help myself." "Is there a little latent lesbian girl in you?" "Maybe." "I think a little more than maybe." With that Amanda pushed Kim back on the bed and kissed her. Then with a twinkle in her eye, said, "What about you lover? You really got into this girl love." "Uh huh. It was very interesting. Now I know why you girls enjoy all the touching and foreplay." "Don't you mean we girls?" Kim reached behind Amanda's head, gently pulled her closer and kissed her. When they broke the kiss, Amanda asked, "All right girlfriend. Where did the panties come from? I threw them away months ago." "Uh. When I was doing trash the next day, they were sitting on top. And, something made me take them out and put them away. And, tonight, I just wanted to know what it felt like to be all women." "You little sneak." Amanda said with a smile. In the morning, when Amanda awoke, they were cuddled together as usual. She could feel Kim's breasts against her back, but there was no large cock against her rear his time. She smiled and thought about last night. She quietly got out of bed, looked down at Kim and smiled some more. Thinking, 'So you want to know what it feels like to be a woman.' She was sitting at the kitchen table when Kim came down; she looked at her and said, "Good morning, love. Sleep well?" "Very well. How about you?" "Yes. The best sleep in a long time. Would you like some breakfast?" "Sure. But, I want to take a pill first." "What pill?" "The reversal pill." "Don't you dare." "What?" "Don't you dare take that pill." "You want me this way, fully female?" "For a little while." "Your wish is my command." "Then you make us breakfast." Amanda said with a grin. "And, afterwards I have some shopping to do." "Good. I'll get changed and go with you." "No you won't. It's a surprise." "You're not going to the Wizard again. Are you?" "No way. He's caused enough trouble." Amanda said. But, was thinking, 'Very pleasurable trouble.' "Okay then." Amanda left right after breakfast and was gone a couple of hours. When she returned, she carried a package right upstairs, then helped Kim with the house and yard work. Saturday night they went out for a nice dinner and drinks. On the way home Amanda asked Kim, "I know this weekend is your turn to be dominate. But, would you let me be dominate tonight?" "I might. What's in it for me?" "Maybe a new experience for you." "Mmmm. I guess I'll relinquish my powers to you, my love." "Why, thank you my love. You won't be sorry." When our girls arrived home, Amanda took Kim's hand and led her to their bedroom. She slowly and sensuously undressed her. Taking special care of that new special place between her legs. She took Kim to the bed, blindfolded her and tied her to the bed. She carefully placed the nipple clamps on her nipples, which by now were big and hard. Kim took in a deep breath as the clamps squeezed them. "Relax and enjoy. I'll be back in a few minutes." Amanda said, as she got up and walked to their bathroom. When Amanda came back into the bedroom, there was an additional part to her. She walked over to the bed and laid down next to Kim and started kissing her. She worked her way down Kim's body, removed the nipple clamps, spending a lot of time there, then down to her pussy and bringing Kim to her first orgasm. Amanda looked up at Kim's pretty face and said, "You know lover. We're going to have to do something about this hair down here." Amanda kept working Kim, getting her really worked up. Finally she knelt between Kim's legs and bent over and removed the blindfold. Looking down at Kim, she said, "Lover, I want you to watch as your she- male lover, with her large cock deep inside you, uses you as her slut." With that, Kim felt something slide into her pussy. It was big, very big. Amanda began to rock her hips back and forth, pushing deeper and deeper into Kim. Kim spread her legs as far as she could, then wrapped them around Amanda, pulling her closer. It felt like Amanda was going to split her open, but it also felt so good. Amanda just kept pumping in and out of Kim and Kim started rocking her hips to meet each thrust. Amanda watched Kim's face, she could tell each time she had an orgasm and there were a number of them. Amanda finally said, "Watch now, as your she-male lover works her way down your body to that gorgeous pussy of yours." Amanda slowly pulled out and started kissing her way back down Kim's body. When she reached Kim's pussy, it was wet, very wet. Her mouth and tongue went to work, bring Kim to the strongest orgasm that she had ever had. Amanda then untied her, kissed her and played with her breasts. Kim just laid there glowing. Finally Kim looked over at Amanda and said, "Wow." Amanda smiled and said, "Liked that, did you?" "More like loved it." Kim finally sat up a little, looked at Amanda's new attachment and said, "Wow. No wonder it felt like I was going to split open. You are huge." "I had to go to four places to find this one. It's double ended and I figured that you could take it. If not, you'd learn. What's it like being on the receiving end?" "I don't know if I can explain it. It's like nothing I've ever felt before. It's just such a major sensual experience." "It is, isn't it. One thing, unlike a man, I can stay hard forever." "I can see that." Amanda got up and started to remove the strap on and Kim said, "What are you doing?" "Taking this off." "Don't." Amanda turned and looked at Kim with a questioning look. Kim, with a sly grin, continued, "I like the way you look with a cock." "Gee. Maybe I should go find the Wizard and get a real one." Amanda said with a grin. "Don't you dare." "I won't, silly. This works just fine for me." Amanda said, smiling and stroking her cock. Sunday found Amanda up, as usual, before Kim. And, sitting at the kitchen table having a cup of coffee, when Kim finally came down. Kim walked over to her and gave her a deep, long kiss and said, "You were fantastic last night. I can hardly walk." "That's the way I feel every time you do me. Like it?" Kim just grinned at her. Sunday night Kim took the pill and removed the panties. She carefully placed them in one of her drawers. Amanda watched with a smile and more than a little interest. Monday evening when Kim came home from work, she was mad. She slammed the front door, just sat down in the living room and stared at the wall. Amanda walked over to her and asked, "Honey, what's wrong?" "I'm just so mad. Just so fucking mad!" "What happened?" "That guy, Jeff, at work that's been hitting on me." "Yeah. I though he had finally given up." "Apparently not. He's spreading a rumor that I'm a lesbian. And, he's hitting on almost every other girl in the place. And, I found out that the bastard is married with two kids." "Really nice! What are you going to do? Can you go to his supervisor?" "I'm not sure what to do. His supervisor is as big of a macho prick as he is and would probably have a big laugh over this." "All right. Let me fix you a drink and we'll talk over dinner." "I'm sorry. But, this guy has me so mad." "I can understand why." Amanda fixed them both drinks and then they sat down to dinner. Kim was so upset, that she didn't eat much. But, the two of them hatched an idea to teach the guy a lesson. They would need the help of one of the other girls from work and Kim knew just the right one. She thought of Beth Ann, a very pretty girl, a fiery red head, a true lesbian and not afraid to tell anyone. Kim had been friends with Beth Ann, even when she was Ted. The next day at work, Kim had a talk with Beth Ann and ended inviting her over for dinner to talk about Jeff. Beth Ann was also fed up with his antics around the office and was willing to listen to any plan to get even with him. The evening Beth Ann was coming to dinner, Amanda said, "Are you sure we can trust her with our secret?" "Yes. Beth Ann is really closed mouthed about things, except her being a lesbian. And, l that we can trust her." During dinner, they explained their plan to Beth Ann. Her eyes just got bigger and bigger, as did her smile. They told her, that all she needed to do was take the pictures and they would take care of everything else. Her only question was, "Where are you going to find a she- male to go along with this." Kim just sat there and grinned at her. "No. Can't be?" Beth Ann said and looked at Amanda. Amanda was also grinning at her. "No. You can't be. Not both of you?" "No. Only one of us." Amanda said. "Which? You're both so pretty." "Thank you. It's Kim." Beth Ann's head spun toward Kim and she said, "And, to think, I was going hit on you." "That could have been interesting." "Kimmy!" Amanda said, with a frown. "Just kidding." "So, you two are really willing to do this to get at Jeff?" Beth Ann asked. "Yes. He needs to be taught a lesson." Kim replied. "And, all I need to do is be there to take the pictures?" "That's it." "This is going to be fun. When?" "I'm going to try and set something up for next Friday night. I just have to find the necessary drug." "I can do that. I've got some connections." The next week when Jeff hit on Kim, she picked up on it. He came on hot and heavy, but Kim controlled the direction that it was headed. Kim told him that she had heard that he was telling everyone that she was a lesbian and she was going to prove him wrong. Jeff got all excited and fell into the trap, hook, line and sinker. That Friday evening, Kim put on the leather club dress, it didn't leave much to the imagination and a pair of really sexy heels. And, her makeup was really sexy. She was really dressed to the nines when she met Jeff at a local bar, they sat and had a couple of drinks. Kim finally said, "Are you ready for me?" "More than you know. Honey." "Well if you think you can handle me, let's go. I have a room for us across the street." "But, that's the most expensive hotel in town." "Nothing but the best." They got up, Jeff paid the bar tab and they walked across the street. The room they had was a small suite. It had a sitting room, a bedroom, a bath and large closet. Jeff became very hands on and Kim had to slow him down a bit. "Be patient. There's lots of time to play." Kim walked over to the bar and poured them each a drink. As she handed Jeff his, she said, "I'm going to change. I'll be right back." She walked into the bedroom and closed the door. Amanda and Beth Ann were in the bedroom and had been listening. Kim held her finger to her lips, to keep the noise down and whispered, "When he finishes the drink, he won't know what's going on and we can have our way with him." She got a thumbs up from both girls. She then slipped out of the leather dress and into a black Teddy. She was getting a real look from Beth Ann, as she stood there in a black bra, black thong, black garter belt, black nylons and heels. With a smile, she whispered to Beth Ann, "Put you tongue back in your mouth." And, Beth Ann mouthed a kiss toward her. Kim walked back into the sitting room and Jeff had a far away look on his face, but took notice of how sexy Kim looked. Kim said, "What's the matter lover? Too much to drink?" "No. I've never felt like this after only a few drinks. What's going on?" "Nothing lover. I'm just going to prove to you that I'm more women than you can handle. Come on into the bedroom. I've got something special for you." She helped Jeff to his feet and into the bedroom. She undressed him and tossed him down on the bed. The other girls walked out of the bathroom and looked at him. "What are they doing here?" Jeff said in a slurred speech. "They are going to help teach you a lesson. You stupid slob." "A lesson?" "Yes. You cheat on your wife. You chase all the girls in the office. You don't know how to take no for an answer. So, we decided it was time to teach you a lesson." While they were talking, Amanda had dropped the robe she was wearing. And, Kim had started to take her clothes off. When Beth Ann saw her penis, she just stared in disbelief. Jeff, just said, "You've got a cock!" "Damn right I do. And, it's all for you lover boy, just like hers is. Only mine is real." Amanda turned around and Jeff jumped at the size of the strap on that she was wearing. The drug had taken over Jeff's body; he couldn't move or think very well and would do anything he was told to do. The girls put him in some very compromising positions, with both Amanda and Kim. Beth Ann was very careful when taking the pictures not to get the other girl's faces in them. After they were through with him, they got him dressed and helped him to his car. They figured that the drug would wear off in an hour or two and he wouldn't remember much. They returned to the hotel room to celebrate. They opened a fresh bottle of champagne and toasted their success. They finished that bottle and a second one. By then most of their inhibitions, if they had any to start with, were gone. Beth Ann made a move on Amanda by kissing here and Amanda returned the kiss. Kim sat back and watched the two girls. And, both of our girls learned something about lesbian love making. Kim got involved when Amanda was on her knees with her face buried in Beth Ann. Afterwards our three girls collapsed on the bed and Kim was surprised when Beth Ann took her cock in her mouth while Amanda deep kissed her. They decided to not waste the room that Jeff was paying for and spent the night at the hotel. They cuddled down together in the king size bed and as they were falling asleep, Kim said to Beth Ann, "I didn't think you liked guys?" "I don't. But, you're not a guy. You're just a girl with an oversized clit." The three had a good chuckle over her comment. And she finished by saying, "I'm going to have to find me a girl friend like you." The next morning, as always, Amanda was the first one awake. But, she was sandwiched between the other two and had to carefully work her way out of bed without waking them. She went in to take a shower and it wasn't long before she was joined by Beth Ann. Amanda's shower that morning was the most interesting one she had ever had. Having someone else wash and caress your total body in a shower. And, returning the favor, not to mention the kissing and touching in special places. When they walked out of the bathroom, still totally naked, Kim rolled over and asked, "Well did you two have fun in there? You sure were noisy enough." Amanda blushed and Beth Ann, said, "It's always better when you share a shower. It saves water." And, she kissed Amanda. "I'm worried about you two." Kim said with a little smile. "Don't worry about us. Think we should see if Jeff is still in the parking lot?" "Sure. And, let's get some breakfast, on him. I have his credit card." "You are just so bad." The girls dressed, checked the parking lot and Jeff's car was gone. As they ate a good breakfast, on Jeff, they talked about what they were going to do on Monday morning. They paid for breakfast and the hotel room, with Jeff's credit card. And, headed home. The pictures were taken on a digital camera, so when Kim and Amanda arrived home, they just downloaded them to the computer and checked them out. Beth Ann had done a good job of taking them. Kim and Amanda's bodies were in them, but not their heads. But, Jeff was clearly identifiable in all of them. Kim picked three of the pictures and printed them out. Later that day, as our two girls were eating dinner, Kim said, "You and Beth Ann really got to know each other very well at the hotel." "Yeah. She's lots of fun." "Not going lesbian on me. Are you?" "No. I love that big tool of yours too much, not to mention that I love you very much." "So, what was it between you two?" "Maybe a little bi curious on my part." "Only a little?" "You started it. Jealous? " "I know. I started it. And, yes I'm a little jealous. Watching you two, I felt a little knot in my stomach, but it was also a turn on." "It was a turn on when she kissed me and I just couldn't help myself. I know you and I had our lesbian thing, but she taught me things. Things we can do. Plus she's nice." "I'm sorry for being jealous. But, it hurt a little seeing you making love to her." Amanda got up, walked over to Kim, sat on her lap, gave her a long deep kiss and said, "I've got to tell you everything." "There's more?" "Yes." "Go on." "While we were waiting for you to bring Jeff to the hotel. We went into the bathroom and I undressed to put the dildo on. When I was completely undressed, Beth Ann grabbed me and kissed me. I just naturally returned the kiss. Her hands went to my breasts, she started playing with my nipples and you know what that does to me." She started playing with Kim's nipples, through her blouse and bra, as she talked. "Then she dropped to her knees, buried her face in my crotch and brought me to an orgasm very quickly. She then took the dildo, slid part of it into me and fastened the straps around me. Then got up, hiked up her skirt, she wasn't wearing panties, sat on the bathroom counter, spread her legs and whispered, 'Do me.' I couldn't resist. I did her right there on the counter. Bring us both to orgasm, just before you and Jeff walked in." "So, she came onto you. And, you didn't resist her." "I guess." "How did she know you were interested?" "I guess she could tell. Somehow. I don't know. Are you mad?" "Not really. Hurt a little. Still jealous. I don't like sharing you." "I'm sorry love. Can I make it up to you?" The rest of the evening, shall we say, made up for any jealousy or hurt. On Monday, Kim found Beth Ann at work and the kiss that Beth Ann gave her was a little more than friendly. They talked over what they were going to do to Jeff. And, headed to his desk. Kim walked up to his desk and sat very sexily on the edge of it and said, "Hi, Jeffy." "Hi, yourself." "Did you have fun Friday night?" "I think so. But, it's all a blur." "Oh, you had fun. Lots of fun. I even have pictures, so that you'll remember." "Pictures!" "Sure do, sweetie." Kim said, as she tossed the pictures on his desk. He looked at the pictures of himself in various compromising positions with what looked like two she-males. And, said, "That can't be me?" "Oh, but sweetie, it is you. You were having just so much fun. I have a whole lot of others, if you want to see them." "You bitch! You fucking bitch! What are you trying to do?" "Take it easy, Jeffy. There are witnesses. So, be careful." Jeff looked around and saw Beth Ann and two other girls who had heard the commotion. Kim continued, "You see Jeffy. The girls here are sick and tired of you, your attitude and your hitting on everyone. And, we know you're married. Now, here's the deal. Back off and start being a good little boy, or these go on the internet and get mailed to your wife. Understand?" "Yeah." "Oh." Kim said, tossing his credit card on his desk, "And, here's your credit card. You may want to get to the bill before your wife does. The hotel room and breakfast for three are on it." With that Kim got up and walked away from him. Beth Ann was grinning, the other two girls were giggling and they followed Kim back to her desk. The two girls asked Kim what they had done to him. She told them, that she couldn't tell them, but that Jeff shouldn't be bothering anyone again. The word spread like wild fire through the office and every time Kim saw another one of the women that Jeff has accosted, she was greeted with a big smile. A few of the men even gave her a smile and a few others tried to stay out of her way. Kim and Beth Ann had lunch together. Jeff was there, sitting by himself on the far side of the cafeteria. Kim said, "Amanda told me all about the other night. What's the story?" "Uh... You mad at me?" "I'm not sure. I know I'm hurt and jealous. I just want to know." "The other night when I was over for dinner. I felt something. I don't know if it was the way she looked at me, or what. I knew that you had told her that I was a lesbian and I didn't feel the animosity that I sometimes feel. There was just something there. So, when I had a chance, at the hotel, I acted on what I had felt and she responded positively to it. And, I guess you know the rest?" "I think I do." "Are you mad?" "No. Just hurt. I love my wife. And, don't really want to share her with anyone. But, if it's what she wants, I guess I can handle it." "Your wife!?" "Quiet. Yes. I haven't always been this way." "I'm so sorry. I didn't know." "There was no way that you could have known." Kim sat there is silence for a while. And, Beth Ann was getting a little nervous. Finally, Kim looked at Beth Ann and said, "You know. I just might be able to share her, just a little, with someone I really like." "Someone one you like?" That evening when Kim arrived home, she filled Amanda in on what had happened with Jeff and they had a good chuckle over it. During dinner Kim was unusually quiet. And, as they were clearing the dishes, she said, "I had a long talk with Beth Ann at lunch." "Oh. About what?" "You." "Me?" "Really you and her." "Oh." Amanda said, as she sat down. Kim leaned against the counter. "Yes. I needed to know what was going on between you two." Amanda started to cry. "Sweetheart." Kim continued, "Don't cry. There's nothing to cry about. I think I'm beginning to understand." "You are?" "Yes. You need to discover who you are. Unfortunately, it may not be what I like. But, I'm willing to let you find out for yourself. I know I can become a woman for you, with those panties. But, I may not be the woman you want. Or, you may want both. A woman and me. Or, worse..." "Worse?" "You may not really want me as Kim the she-male or Kim the woman. You may need someone completely different." Amanda really started to cry. Kim walked over to her, lifted her to her feet and just held her. And, she continued, "I love you. I will always love you, no matter what. But, I really feel that you need to find yourself." "What... What are you saying?" "That if you need to see someone else. I'll be out of the way." "You mean your going to move out!?" "No, sweetheart. I'd only do that if you asked me to. What I mean is, if you wanted to have someone over the evening, I would go out and leave you alone." "You're serious." "Yes. Very serious. I really think that you need to discover yourself." "But, I love you." "I know that. But, there may be other things that you need." "Your saying, that if I want to see someone else. That you will let me and let us have the house. And, you will still love me." "Exactly. You just need to discover yourself. I think we have awakened something within you, that needs to have some room." Amanda kissed Kim very deeply. Then looked her in the eyes and said, "You are the most wonderful person in the world. I love you so much." The next few weeks were a little strained around the house, but as time passed the girls got back to normal. One day, the phone rang and Amanda answered it, it was Beth Ann. Kim couldn't hear much of the conversation, but figured that they might be planning on getting together to test the waters. The last thing Kim heard was, "I'll call you back." Amanda didn't say anything for a while, but as they were sitting having a cup tea, she said, "Honey. Can I ask you something?" "Sure." "You know, you said that you would go out for the evening if I wanted to have someone over." "Yes." "Do you mind if I have someone over on Saturday?" "No, not at all. I told you that I wanted you to discover yourself." Amanda sat and looked at Kim. And, finally said, "You were serious, weren't you?" "I told you that I was." "You surprise me. I didn't think that you'd go through with it." "Why wouldn't I? I only want what's best for you." "What are you going to do?" "Oh. I may find a safe bar somewhere and come home when they close. I'll find some place to go." "I'm worried that you might get hurt or something." "I'll be fine. I know some safe places." "You are really sure about this?" "Yes." On Saturday, Kim left the house about five and drove to the local mall. She wandered around the mall for an hour and finally went into one of the restaurants for dinner. She didn't eat very well. Her mind was on Amanda. After she finished dinner, she wandered the mall some more and actually bought a couple of things. When the mall closed at nine, she went into the multi-screen movie theater and sat through a late movie. She couldn't even remember the movie; again her mind was on Amanda. After the show was over, it was close to midnight; she drove around for a while and ended up back in her neighborhood just after one. There was a car in the driveway. So she drove around some more, ending up back at the house close to two. The car was gone and the lights were on in the kitchen. She waited another ten minutes before pulling in and putting the car in the garage. She walked up to the door, put her key in the lock, but didn't get a chance to unlock it. Amanda opened the door, threw her arms around her neck and gave her a deep kiss. Kim kicked the door closed and held Amanda close. Kim could tell that Amanda had just gotten out of the shower, as her hair was still damp. Amanda asked, "How was your evening?" "Oh, it was all right." Kim didn't want to go into details. "How was yours?" "It was okay." "Just okay?" "Yeah." Kim figured that Amanda also didn't want to go into details either and she wasn't going to push it. They headed off to bed without saying much more. Sunday morning, Amanda woke up and Kim wasn't in bed. Very unusual. Amanda walked into the kitchen and Amanda was sitting at the table drinking coffee. "Good morning love." Amanda said. "Good morning." "You're up early." "I couldn't sleep. And, I didn't want to disturb you, so I just got up." Kim was very quiet all day Sunday and it bothered Amanda. She was worried that having someone over, may just be too much for their relationship. And, wasn't sure if she would ever do it again. She didn't breach the subject, figuring that the less said the better. As the week progressed, things appeared to improve. Kim started being her usual self and by Friday night, Amanda was tied up, with the nipple clamps squeezing as tight as ever. Kim had added the panties, so the girls enjoyed a good weekend of lesbian sex. On Sunday night Amanda asked Kim to bring her she-male self back and it was good old straight sex, well almost. As the next few weeks went by, everything appeared to be going smoothly and Amanda was in very good spirits. It seemed that she was always smiling. And, this helped Kim stay on the up side, even though she was still concerned about their relationship. One Monday night at dinner, Amanda asked Kim, "Honey. Do you mind if I have someone over on Saturday night?" Kim got a little quiet, but said, "Sure. I'll find something to do." "Are you sure it's okay?" "Yeah. It's fine." Kim sulked around the rest of the week. But, had been busy doing some research on the internet. On Saturday afternoon, Kim left at about five. Beth Ann arrived at the house around six, but Amanda was worried about Kim and they talked about the situation for a while. They were determined to sit down with her and discuss it on Sunday. Beth Ann left about twelve-thirty; Amanda took a shower and waited for Kim to come home. It was one in the morning and no Kim. Then two and no Kim. At two-thirty Amanda call Beth Ann, just to have someone to talk it. Still, no Kim at three and Amanda was really worried. At about three-thirty Amanda heard the car pull into the garage. Kim was home. She hung up with Beth Ann and met Kim at the door. When Kim walked in the door, Amanda wrapped her arms her neck and gave her a kiss. Kim flinched in pain. Amanda said, "Honey. Where have you been? I've been so worried. Are you all right?" "I'm all right. But, I need a shower." "But, where were you?" "I was just out." "Okay. Don't tell me. I know this whole thing has you upset. Take your shower and we'll talk tomorrow." Kim took her shower, crawled into bed with Amanda and fell asleep. But, Amanda wasn't sleeping; she just laid there worrying about Kim. The following morning, actually afternoon, our two girls were sitting and having a late lunch. And, Amanda said, "Beth Ann and I had a long talk about this whole thing last night. And, we want to sit down and talk with you about it." "I don't need Beth Ann here to talk about it, just you. My problem is sharing you with anyone. I'm jealous. And, I'm not afraid to admit to it. Thinking of you with anyone else upsets me, I know it's Beth Ann, not another guy. What am I saying; I'm no longer a guy. At least it isn't a guy. But, I still want you to find yourself. I want you to know who you are and what you want. I know I opened this door and in a way I'm sorry that I introduced you to Beth Ann. But, it's too late to do anything about that. If I loose you, I guess it's meant to be. But, I hope that this is just a fling and that I'll eventually have you to myself. Yes, I'm overly possessive and don't want to share you with anyone else. The one thing that I really do know, is that I love you more than life." Amanda, was close to tears. She and Kim just sat and looked at each other. Amanda just couldn't say anything. Kim had just poured her heart out to her. And, she was at a loss for words. Finally Amanda got up, walked over to Kim, took her face in her hands, kissed her and started crying. Kim pulled her down on her lap and just held her. Amanda was finally able to talk. She sat back a little, looked Kim straight in the eyes and said, "I also love you more than anything else in this world. I'm just so confused. I also love Beth Ann, but not in the way I love you. I just can't explain it. And, I'm very sorry that I'm hurting you. I'll stop seeing Beth Ann." "If you stop seeing Beth Ann right now, will there be a doubt in your mind?" "Maybe." "Then I don't want you to stop seeing her. I want you to find yourself. No matter what. Your happiness is worth everything to me." "You really mean this don't you?" "Yes. In fact, have her over Saturday if you like." Amanda wrapped her arms around Kim's neck, hugged her for all she was worth and whispered, "I love you." The rest of the week was like old times. Kim was her old self. It was like she was accepting of the relationship between Amanda and Beth Ann. When Saturday rolled around, Kim left at five. But, not until she had given Amanda a very big hug and kiss. Beth Ann arrived about six and stayed until one in the morning. They discussed what Amanda and Kim had talked about, even though they had spoken on the phone about it a number of time. Kim didn't arrive home until about two-thirty. She was in a good mood and greeted Amanda with a big hug and kiss. But, again flinched when Amanda hugged her back. She took her shower and unlike on the other Saturdays she made love, deep passionate love, to Amanda. It was after four before our girls fell asleep. Kim was up before Amanda, an unusual thing. And, had a nice breakfast waiting for her when she came down stairs. Amanda sat at the table, looked at Kim and said, "What has gotten into you?" "I don't know. I just feel good and at peace with myself. I guess the talks we've had have helped. Seeing you happy helps. Just everything..." "I'm so glad. I was really worried about you." "I know. I was a real bitch there for a while." The day turned into a very soft and sensual love making session for our girls. It was a couple of weeks later when Kim hinted that Amanda should have Beth Ann over on Saturday night. Amanda agreed, but was wondering to herself what was going on with Kim. On that Saturday, Kim left the house around five. As she had the past two Saturdays that she had gone out, she had put the panties on just before she left. So, she was completely female. As she was leaving, she gave Amanda a deep kiss and told her that she loved her very much. Kim was dressed to the nines and since it was cold outside and she was able to hide the fact from Amanda with her long coat. She waited until she had arrived at her destination to apply her final makeup. And, the look she had was completely sexy. Beth Ann didn't show up at her usual time, but Amanda was sitting by the phone. The phone rang. Amanda said, "Hello." ... "Where?" ... "Yeah. I know where it's at." ... "I'll be there in fifteen minutes." ... "Bye." Fifteen minutes later Amanda was pulling into a parking lot, parked her car and got into another. She gave Beth Ann a kiss and asked, "She went where?" "It's a club. A club that is known for heavy bondage and S&M. Its ten minutes from here." "Get going." Ten minutes later Amanda and Beth Ann were paying their cover charge. It took their eyes a few minutes to adjust to the light, or lack of it, inside. They looked around and finally Beth Ann spotted Kim and pointed her out to Amanda. Kim had on her black leather dress, the one that didn't leave much to the imagination, a pair of very high platform shoes and makeup to die for. She was talking to a girl. She didn't see them and they decided to hide in the shadows and watch. At about nine, a girl walked up on the stage, that was located in the middle of the large room and announced that Mistress Midori would be demonstrating Japanese Rope Art again this evening. And, that she had chosen a slave that had become her favorite. There was a round of applause as Mistress Midori walked onto the stage. Mistress Kim said, "Slave Kim. Come here!" "Yes Mistress." Kim said, as she walked up on the stage, completely naked, except for a thong and platform shoes. "So, you want to be my salve again tonight?" "Yes. Mistress Midori." "Very good slave. Do you want to experience light bondage, or heavy bondage?" "You are the mistress. Let it be your choice. Mistress Midori." "Oh. I like you slave. Are you sure that you will allow me to do my worst to you?" "Yes. Mistress Midori. My body is yours." Amanda couldn't believe what she was hearing Kim say. She had just agreed to allow this girl to do almost anything to her. "Follow me slave." "Yes. Mistress Midori." The Mistress led Kim to a smaller room off the main room. This room had a small raised stage in the middle, which was well lit and a number of couches and overstuffed chairs around it. Kim was shown to the middle of the stage and a number of people followed them into the room and took seats. Amanda and Beth Ann walked in and found seats in the back. Mistress Midori said, "I like my slaves totally naked. Do you mind?" "Mistress Midori. My body is yours." "I really do like you slave. Take off your thong." "Yes. Mistress Midori." And, Kim slipped her thong down her legs and kicked it off the stage. Amanda heard Beth Ann take in a deep breath. She looked at her and her eyes were big. "What's wrong?" Amanda whispered. "She had a cock. Now she has a pussy!" "Shhh. I'll explain later." "You had better!" Mistress Midori looked closely at Kim and said, "Slave, I thought that I told you last time that I like my slaves completely hairless." "Yes, Mistress." "Then why do you have hair on your snatch?" "I'm sorry, Mistress." "Well take care of that real soon. Now, if I remember correctly, you like nipple torture. Don't you slave?" "Yes, Mistress." "And, I see that you already have one nipple pierced. So, to start with we are going to pierce the other one. That will make it easier for us to hang things on those nice tits of yours." "Yes, Mistress." Someone walked up on the stage. Set down a little table and preceded to pierce Kim's right nipple with a closed ring piercing. "It's a shame that we can't use that one for a few weeks, but then again..." the Mistress said. "Now, about this body hair. Is there anyone out there that would like to shave this slave's twat?" A number of hands went up. The Mistress looked over the audience carefully and finally pointed to one of the men. He came up on stage, the Mistress handed him an electric shaver, she looked at Kim and said, "Sit down slave, spread your legs and let the Master shave you." Amanda saw a look of concern come over Kim's face. Then she remembered about damaging the panties while they were being worn and became a little concerned herself. She grabbed Beth Ann's hand and held on. Bet Ann whispered, "What's wrong?" "Later." Kim sat on the chair, spread her legs and closed her eyes. The Master shaved her pubic hair very slowly and very closely. Then the Mistress handed him a razor and said, "Make it very smooth. Then she will have to keep it that way." The Master proceeded to carefully go over the pubic area, making it smooth. Kim was thinking, 'Please don't nick me.' When he was done the Mistress inspected the shaving job and pronounced it well done. Give the Master a kiss slave and tell him thank you. Kim stood up, gave the Master a deep kiss and said, "Thank you Master for giving my pussy such a good shave." The Master thanked the Mistress for allowing him to shave her slave and sat back down. The Mistress clapped her hands and a number of slaves brought ropes onto the stage. She proceeded to inspect the ropes. She liked to use hemp in place of braided nylon, as it had a rough scratchy feel and she liked the look of the brown rope against white skin. The Mistress began to speak to the audience as she started to work, "Mistresses and Masters, I was going to do a fancy body weave on this slave tonight and end up by binding her breasts very firmly. But, by appearing before me with hair on her body, she has displeased me. So, to start with I am going to start with what is called the Sakura or Tying up the Cherry." She tied a rope around Kim's waist, tied an overhand knot that would be about at the clitoris, told Kim to spread her legs, ran the rope between her legs, positioning the knot on Kim's clit, pulled it tight up between her ass cheeks and tied it to the rope that was run around her waist. Kim's eyes rolled back in her head. She tossed her head back and squirmed and wiggled. The Mistress smiled and continued, "Good. As it should be. This knot produces great stimulation and pleasure to your captive. She will move around trying to maximize the advantage of the knot. We also call this the joy knot. Do you like it slave?" "Yes, Mistress Midori." "Now, as I said I was going to do a fancy body weave. But, we are going to do the Kotori. This is a harness used to suspend the captive from the ceiling. It will take me a few minutes to tie this, but watch and learn. Her breasts will be squeezed between the two sets of ropes making up the chest harness and when she is hung from the suspension rope, the pressure against her breasts will be increased." Amanda and Beth Ann watched in amazement as Kim allowed the Mistress to truss her up. When she was done, Kim's breasts were tightly squeezed, her hands were tied behind her back, a rope from the ceiling was tied to the back of the harness and Kim was told to lean forward. This placed most of her weight on the chest harness and they could see it squeeze her breasts. Then the Mistress took Kim's left leg and bent it at the knee. Then, using some fancy knots, tied the thigh tightly to the calf and to another rope hanging from the ceiling. She then did the same to Kim's right leg. Kim was supported from the ceiling by three ropes, one to the harness that went around her chest and one to each of the ropes that tied her legs. The Mistress slowly turned Kim. She was completely exposed to everyone in the room. The Mistress asked Kim, "Are you happy with my work, slave?" "Yes my Mistress. You are an expert and the sensation is exquisite." "Very good. Now we'll go to the next step." Beth Ann whispered to Amanda, "I don't believe this. What more can they do to her." "I don't know. But, I guess well see." Amanda couldn't let on, to Beth Ann, that she was very turned on and wished that she was on that stage in place of Kim. The Mistress clapped her hands and another slave appeared on the stage with a black and gold box. The Mistress said, "You love nipple torture, don't you slave?" "Yes, Mistress." "How much do you love it?" "Almost as much as I love your rope art, Mistress." "Very good. Enjoy." The Mistress took a hook type device and hooked it over the ends of the bar that held on Kim's nipple shield. Then she took another one and did the same to the new piecing. She slowly added weights, stretching Kim's nipples. She added more weight to Kim's old piercing, than she did the new. Finally she asked Kim, "Do you want more weight, slave?" "Mistress may do as she pleases. My body is hers." "I think for the first time, that this is enough. I don't want to tear your nipples the first time. But, I'm going to leave you suspended here for a while long so the other Mistresses and Masters may enjoy the sight." "Thank you Mistress. I'm pleased that I pleased you and I hope that I've pleased the others." With that the others in the room came up on stage and started examining the ropes. Some caressed Kim's body, a couple pulled on the weights hanging from her nipples and one Mistress pulled up hard on the Sakura running through Kim's vagina. This caused Kim to really squirm. Amanda and Beth Ann just remained in their seats and watched. And, just before Mistress Midori started to remove the ropes, they left and went to Beth Ann's car. Beth Ann looked at Amanda and said, "All right. Tell me what the hell is going on." "I'm not really sure." "Wait. You're not really sure. I see Kim at the hotel and she has a cock that any guy would die to have. Now I see her here and she has a pussy. And, you don't know why. Come on..." "Oh that." "Yes. Oh that." Amanda went on to tell Beth Ann about the Wizard, the way that Ted could change from himself into a she-male and back. How he had become stuck as Kim the she-male when she had gotten her nipple pierced. And, the special panties the Wizard had given her on their visit to him. Beth Ann sat there looking at Amanda in total disbelief. Then, said in her way, "If I hadn't seen Kim in the hotel with that cock and had it in my mouth. And, then seeing her tonight with a pussy. And, you would have told me that story. I would be calling you a bold face liar right now. But, I've seen it with my own eyes and to top it off, I'm very turned on by it." "Calm down girlfriend. We have to figure out why she's putting herself through this. I mean, I know she likes bondage and that stuff. So do I. But, to put herself through the humiliation that she did tonight. I just don't know. And, I'm a little worried about the shaving and its effect on the pantie." "Affect on the pantie?" "Remember, any damage to it and it becomes permanent. I don't know if removing hair is damage or not. And, if she was nicked..." "Oh." Beth Ann took Amanda back to her car and they headed for Kim and Amanda's house. They parked Beth Ann's car on the next block, so Kim wouldn't see it. And, waited in the kitchen for her to come home. It was almost three when they heard Kim pull into the garage. Kim walked in the door and ay Amanda and Beth Ann sitting there and said, "Beth Ann is still here?" "Yes. She's spending the night in the guest room." "I am?" Beth Ann said, a little surprised. "Yes you are. Kimmie, sit down. We need to talk." "Oh." Kim said, as she sat. "Yes. I want to know what's going on with you now? You haven't been quit right the past couple of weeks and you suggesting that I invite Beth Ann over was really out of character. So, we followed you tonight." "You followed me!?" "Yes. And, we saw what that mistress did to you." "Oh." And, the tears came to Kim's eyes. "Honey, don't cry. We just want to know what's going on with you." "Well... You were finding out about yourself and I thought I'd find out about mine. So, I started surfing the web and came across the club that you followed me to. It piqued my interest, so I went there and they had a slave auction. I decided to see what would happen if I was won at the auction. Mistress Midori won me and when I found out that she was very good at Japanese rope art, I was excited. The first time she was fairly easy on me, just breast binding and some leg and arm bindings. The second time, she was a little rougher, as she learned that I liked what she was doing. So, she put me in a really tight binding, left me in it for a long while and the others were allowed to use me. And, I guess you saw most of what happened tonight." "Yes we did." Beth Ann said. "Does Beth Ann know about the panties?" Kim asked. "She does now." Amanda answered. "And, everything else." Beth Ann added. "Everything?" "Yes." Amanda answered. "Oh." And, tears started flowing down Kim's cheeks. "But, why were you doing it?" "I guess, it was because you were exploring who you are. And, I wanted to try and find out who I am. I'm more mixed up than you are. I was a guy, then a she-male, now I can't go back to being Ted, but I can become a full woman. It's confusing as hell." "I know honey. But, going to an S and M/B and D club, isn't a way to find yourself." "I know. I know. But, I found their web site and just went to see what it was all about. And, something inside me just made me get up on the stage and let the Masters and Mistresses bid on me." "But, you were degrading yourself in front of all those people." "But, the rush of being tied up in front of them and the way Mistress Midori tied me up. It's an endorphin rush that you wouldn't believe." "So, this is who you are? A slave to some mistress." "I don't know. I love the feelings that I have, but I don't know if that is who I am. I'm not Ted. Am I Kim the she- male, or Kim the woman? Do I want to be a slave and be degraded? Just like you, I'm confused. You still are, aren't you?" "I am. But, I'm seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. But, tonight, seeing you degrading yourself in front of all those people really upset me. And, I don't know what to do." "Now you hate me, don't you?" "No, honey. I don't hate you. I still love you very much, or I wouldn't be so upset. But, what am I going to do with you?"