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Suzie's New Life (Part 1)
By Suzie Marks
I am lying in my hospital bed waiting to be taken into the operating
room. Dr. Alter has just come in giving me some words of reassurance.
My mom and sister are there with me too. The nurse comes in and gives
me some valium to help relax me. Before I know it I was feeling real
good. The scrub nurses come into my room with a gurney. They slide me
on to it; mom and Laurie come over and give me a hug saying that they
will be there when I wake up.
They roll me into the operating room. Dr. Alter is there and reassures
me again saying that when I wake up, I will be a woman. The
anesthesiologist places a mask over me face and tell me to count
backwards from 10. 10, 9, 8, how did I get myself here? I remember it
all started??.
It was Wednesday morning and I was lying in bed 'sick' when my mom
opened the door and came in.
"Robert I should be going to work now," she said, "but I feel guilty
leaving you home when you are sick." Mom worked at a local branch of
Bank of America. She had started out as a teller and worked her way up
to assistant manager. She was hoping she might be promoted to manager
soon.
"I'll be ok mom, just go to work," I said.
"You call me if you start feeling worse."
"Yes mom I will."
She came over, kissed me on the forehead and walked out of the room. I
waited until I heard her close the door. I jumped out of bed, looked
out the window and watched mom get into her car and drive off.
I was so excited that I was shaking. I recently turned 16 and have been
dreaming of this day for almost 6 months. I have always felt like I
should have been born a girl. For over 5 years now, I have tried on my
mom and sister's clothes, set my hair and put on their make-up, but I
have never been fully dressed up. Today I have all morning and the
early afternoon until my sister, Laurie, comes home from school.
I go and draw a warm bubble bath and light a vanilla scented candle. I
lay out a short silk robe and a matching panty and bra set of Laurie's.
I climb in the bath, lie back, and soak. Suddenly I am over come with
the desire to shave my legs. I debate whether I should. They are not
very hairy and no one would probably notice.
"What the heck", I think and I get my mom's shaving cream and razor. I
lay back in my bath and put my right leg out of the water. I looked at
it for a minute, squirt some shaving cream in the palm of my hand, and
smooth it over my leg. "Hmm this feels so nice," I start thinking. I
pick-up the razor and thinking, "Well here goes nothing," I proceed to
shave off all of the cream on my leg. It feels so smooth and sexy. I
immediately lather up my other leg and shave it. I lie back realizing
what I just did, stroke my legs and smile.
I turn on the shower to wash and condition my shoulder length hair. I
use some of my mom's Pantene Pro-V shampoo and conditioner. I get out
of the shower, dry off and wrap a towel around my hair. I take some of
mom's body lotion and smooth it over my freshly shaved legs, making
them feel silky. I put on the panties, "I can't believe how nice they
feel," I am thinking as I pull up over my silky smooth legs. I put on
Laurie's 34 B cup bra and fill the cups with two small water balloons I
filled up. I looked at myself in the mirror as I am shaving my face and
smile. "This is going to be great," I thought. I feel shivers, from the
robe's smooth material; go down my body as I put it on.
I pull out my magnetic hair rollers, combs, hair net and setting gel
that was hidden. I have set my hair before, but I never dressed and my
hair was not as long as it is now. I take the towel off my hair, put
styling gel on my hair and run a wide toothcomb through it parting it
on the left side. I take my rattail comb and section off the first
strand of hair. I run my comb through it, pick-up a roller, roll the
strand of hair and fix it with a bobby pin. I roll a second, third and
forth roller. When I finish I have put in 28 rollers on my head. I
cover them with the hair net.
When I finish I notice something. When I first started getting dressed
and setting my hair, I was very aroused. Now that I am finished, I was
not aroused anymore. I just felt that his felt right and normal.
Now I have a couple of hours to kill before my hair is dry. I try on
several of mom and Laurie's dresses, skirts and blouses. We are all
about the same size. I finally choose a cream-colored silk blouse and a
black short tight skirt of mom's. I lay them out on her bed and go back
to the bathroom. I look through the drawers and find some red nail
polish. I have never put nail polish one before, "But how hard could it
be?" I take the top off and start to polish my first fingernail. I
could not believe how my hand was shaking. Finally, I finished my first
nail, "Not to bad,"
I thought. Soon I had all 10 done and started my toenails. After a half
an hour, I had 10 red fingernails and 10 red toenails.
I go back to Laurie's room, look through her drawers until I find a
teddy and a pair of panty hose. I sit on the edge of her bed and try to
put the panty hose on as Laurie and mom do. I pull them up my legs. I
almost fall on my face when I stand up to pull the panty over my butt
and hips. I take off my robe, and put on the teddy. I put mom's skirt
on, "It feels so tight and sexy." I find a pair of open toed sandals
with 2" heels that fit me and put them on. I look down and see my red
toenails peaking out from the end of the shoes.
I put the robe back on, go back into mom's bathroom, and look through
her make-up. I look into the mirror and feel the desire to tidy my
eyebrows. I find mom's tweezers and pluck out a couple of 'stray'
hairs.
I remember watching mom putting her make-up and try to copy her. I put
my foundation on first, smoothing it over my face and neck with my
fingers. I decide that I want to use a light brown eye shadow and start
putting it on my right eyelid. I finish and start on my left eyelid.
I look in the mirror and see mom standing in the door looking at me I
almost fainted.
"What is going here?"
"Ah, ah, ah," is all I could get out.
"I thought you might be doing something like this," she said, "that is
why I came home early. I have noticed for sometime now that someone has
been getting into my things. I asked Laurie and she said that she has
not, so that left you. When you suddenly got sick today I got
suspicious."
"I am sorry mom, it won't happen again, I was just kind of
experimenting," I managed to stammer.
Mom just stood there and looked at me for a minute. "You have set your
hair, your nails are polished, you have my skirt and your sister's
lingerie on, and you are starting to put make-up on. You have gone
through a lot of trouble this morning and I don't think you are just
experimenting. Go sit down and we need to talk."
"OK," is all I could think to say?
"I suspected this for some time. No only did I notice that you were
getting into my stuff, I noticed that you watch me put on my make-up or
style my hair every chance you get. I have done some research on boys
that like to wear girl's clothes. I found out that this is not al that
uncommon. Sometimes it is strictly a sexual release, sometimes it is
because the boy thinks he should have been born a girl."
I sat there stunned. I was scared that she was mad and that I was in
real trouble and that she was going to punish and ridicule me.
"Honey I want to talk with you about this and help you. You are my
child and I won't stop loving you because of this."
I could not contain myself any longer I started crying. Mom reached
over, hugged me and held me until I stopped crying.
"As long as I can remember I never felt right as a boy. When I was
younger, I wanted to play with the girls. When I was 11, I found a pair
of Laurie's panties in the bathroom when I was getting ready to take a
shower. I could not resist putting them on. They felt wonderful, much
better than my cotton underwear. After that, I put on her panties as
often as I could. It felt so right and I always hated going back to my
underwear. Later I bought some hair rollers and started experimenting
with rolling my hair. This is the first time I ever got this dressed
up"
"Well dear what do you really want? Do you masturbate when you are
dressed like this?"
"I think I really want to be a girl. It is strange at first I used to
masturbate, now it just feels good and right, like I am who I am
supposed to be."
"Are you gay?"
"No, you know that Jennifer is my girlfriend. I am not attracted to
other boys at all."
We continued to talk for an hour. Mom asked me questions and I told her
how I felt and what I wanted.
"Do you have a girl's name yet?"
"Yes I like Suzie".
"Well Suzie, you have gone through a lot of trouble today. Let me help
you with your hair and your make-up. Laurie will not be home for
another 3 hours, you can stay dressed until 2:00 and then you will have
to go back to your old self."
I couldn't believe I gave mom a big hug and kiss and said, "Thank you,
I love you so much."
"I just want you to promise me that before you try this again that you
will ask me first."
"Oh yes I will," I was so happy.
She looked at me and smiled, "First your make-up," and said, "I think
we need to start over."
She looked at my face and used make-up remover to remove the make-up I
had already put on.
"First let's put some moisturizer on your face and neck. It is
important to start taking care of your skin while you are still young.
I will show you more about that later."
"Next we will put on a foundation. It is good that you do not have much
of a beard it will give you a more natural look. Put little dabs of
foundation here, here and here and smooth it with your finger tips."
"I like your choice of eye shadow, but let's use a dusty rose for your
lids. It is best to go with subtle colors unless you want to look like
a hooker."
"Next is the eye brow pencil. Use the brown one to go better with you
coloring. Use it to arch your eyebrows."
"Eye liner is next. This will help make your eyes look bigger. This
takes lots of practice so you don't stick yourself in the eye."
"The lip liner helps make your lips look more dramatic"
"Now we finish off with your lipstick. I have a bright red that will go
wonderfully with your nail polish."
She stepped back and said, "Very good."
She then took the rollers out of my hair leaving my hair covered with
curls. She asked me "What kind of style are you looking for?
"I don't really not sure, just curly I guess."
She proceeded to comb out each curl separately allowing them to just
fall alongside my head. She put a little gel on my curls and gave them
a liberal dose of hair spray. She stepped back and just looked at me
for what seemed like 10 minutes. Finally, she said, "You look
wonderful, like a very attractive teenage girl. Would you like to see
your self?"
"Yes!" I blurted out
"Wait a moment, something is missing. Too bad you do not have your ears
pierced; your look cries for a pair of earrings, they would really set
off your face. Wait here I will be right back, and don't look."
She left the room and returned with a big grin on her face.
"I just remembered that I have a pair of clip-on earrings and matching
necklace, they belonged to your grandma, which will go very well with
your look."
She put the necklace around my neck and screwed the earring on my
earlobes. "Do they have to be so tight, they are a little
uncomfortable," I said.
"This is why most women get their ears pierced today. It is so much
more comfortable. Would you like to see yourself now?"
"Yes."
"Ok, put on my blouse then you can look at yourself."
Put on the blouse and tucked it into my skirt. I ran to look into mom's
full-length mirror. I looked into the mirror and there was an
attractive young woman looking back to me. I just stood there moving
this way and that way. I could not believe it.
"You like the way you look don't you?"
"Yes mom I do, I am so happy." I give her a big hug.
"Ok you have about an hour and a half to enjoy this. Why don't you go
down and make us some lunch, just a couple of salads."
I go down stairs and start making the salads. Mom taught me to cook
when I was young and many times, I would have dinner ready for her when
she got home at night. After 10 minutes, she comes down.
"We need to talk some more I got the name of a therapist who
specializes in gender issues. I have made an appointment for you on
Monday after school."
"I don't need to go see a shrink. There is nothing wrong with me. I
don't want to go and I won't go."
"Well Suzie, you like being dressed like this, don't you?"
"Yes you know that I do."
"You have two choices. You can go and see Dr. Anderson, depending on
what she says; you might be able to continue to dress at home.
Otherwise you will not dress again as long as you live under my roof,
is that clear?"
"I guess I have no choice, yes I will go see her, but you are wasting
your money. She will probably try and talk me out of this."
"You don't know this, give her a chance."
We sat and ate our salads not saying very much. For the next hour, I
just walked around the house, looking at myself every chance I got. Mom
showed me how to walk, sit, how to act and the mannerisms girl's use.
Finally, it was time to undress. Mom took my skirt and blouse and put
them away for me.
"Honey you can keep the earrings and necklace."
I took off my teddy and panty hose. I was standing there in just my bra
and panties when mom walked in and smiled, "You even shaved your legs
didn't you?" I nodded yes.
"Sit down and I will help you take off your make-up."
She showed my how to remove my make-up using her remover. She then got
her nail polish remover. I had not even thought of how I was going to
get the polish off. She showed me how to remove my nail polish.
Finally, I was done and it was time to shower. I reluctantly removed my
bra and panties, got into the shower and washed my hair again. I got
out of the shower bummed out. Mom sensed how bummed out I was, so she
gave me a pair of her panties to wear for the rest of the day. Mom took
off to do a little grocery shopping. By the time Laurie got home,
everything was back to the way it was.
Laurie and I are actually very close. Dad left shortly before I was
born and I have only seen him once. Mom has to work to support us.
Sometimes she has to work long hours and Laurie and I would keep each
other company. We were more like close friends than brother and sister.
She is 2 years older than I am.
Since I had started growing my hair longer, Laurie always teased me
saying that, "I should have been born a girl." She looked at me with
that look that she was going to tease me again. However, she did not
say anything and just went into her room. Later I went upstairs and
Laurie called me into her room.
"I want to know have you been wearing my clothes?"
For the second time today, I was dumbstruck. I just stood there with
that deer in the headlights look on my face.
"I thought so," she said, "I noticed lately that some of my things
always seemed out of place. When I got home, I noticed panty lines
under your jeans and you did not do a very good job removing your nail
polish. I checked and I am missing a bra and panty set and a teddy. I
assume that you have or had them. Do you know how I feel knowing that
you have been wearing my underwear and clothes?"
I looked at my fingers and sure enough, there was still some red nail
polish on my fingernails. All I could think of saying was, "I'm sorry".
"Why are you doing this, why are you wearing my clothes? Tell me or I
will tell mom what I found."
"Mom already knows," I told her about what happened today.
"So you think you might want to actually be a girl? I guess I was right
along."
"I guess you were."
Laurie comes over and gives me a big hug. "It looks like I may be
getting a new sister someday. I want to see what you look like. Go and
get the lingerie you were wearing and come back here."
I go to the laundry room and retrieve the wonderful garments I had worn
earlier. I bring them into Laurie's room.
"Put them on and meet me in the bathroom."
I quickly put them on and I go into the bathroom and find that she has
several cosmetics lined up and turned her curling iron on. She gave me
the bathrobe to put on and she told me to 'sit down'. She pulled back
my still damp hair and tied it into a ponytail with a scrunchy. She
begins to put her make-up on me similar to how mom did it earlier. She
uses different colors though.
Laurie takes the scrunchy out of my hair letting it fall. She combs my
hair and then uses her hairbrush and blow dryer to finish styling my
hair. She has my hair parted down the middle with no bangs. She
sections of part on my hair and starts curling it with her curling
iron.
"Sit there I'll be right back."
She comes back with a beautiful dark blue gauze dress and tells me to
put it on. I stand up and put it on. It comes to just above my knees,
has a slightly plunging neckline and short sleeves. Laurie looks at me
and says, "Yes, I was right. You look very much like an attractive 16
year old girl". She tells me to go and look at myself. I go into mom's
room and look into her mirror. There is the same girl looking back at
me, just with a little different look.
"You really like this don't you Robert, or what should I call you?"
"Yes I do and it is Suzie."
"Ok Suzie it is. It is going to be so much fun having a sister around.
I want to tell you that as much as I love you, you were never much fun
as
Robert."
"You can borrow my clothes, but I don't want you wearing my underwear.
Do you understand?"
"What am I supposed to wear?"
"You will just have to get your own."
"Get your own what" it was mom "I thought I told you that you couldn't
dress unless you asked me first."
"I am sorry mom it was my fault," says Laurie, "I found out about
Suzie's secret and I had to see what she looked like. I told Suzie that
I didn't want her to wear my underwear anymore."
"Yes I agree she does need her own stuff. I love the way you did her
hair and make-up, she looks so natural."
"Mom, why don't we take her shopping for her own underwear?"
"That is a good idea we can go before dinner."
The two women acted as if I was not even there.
"I can't go out like this, what if someone sees me?"
"Didn't you tell me that you wanted to be a girl?"
"Yes I did."
"Look you look wonderful and no one will suspect your secret. Anyone
that sees you will only see an attractive teenage girl. Now go and get
your earrings and necklace."
What could I do? Mom and Laurie would not lie to me and they have been
so nice I would not want to disappoint them. They would be there to
help me and it would be fun to have my own lingerie.
"Ok if you are sure no one will know."
Laurie and Mom hugged and said that this was going to be so much fun.
Laurie helped me get ready. She gave me a pair of panty hose and a pair
of shoes to wear. Mom had bought a pair of B cup breast forms this
after noon. She put them in to the cups of my bra. She got me a purse
and put some cosmetics, a brush and a sanitary pad in it. She said, "I
wouldn't want you to get too excited."
We all got in mom's car. On the way to the mall, mom and Laurie told my
how to act and which mannerism to use. We pull up in front of the mall
and I freeze with terror. I can't get out of the car; Mom has to drag
me out.
"It's going to be ok, please just trust us."
We go to Victoria Secrets and their lingerie department. Mom asks one
of the sales women "if she could measure her daughter for new bra and
panties". The sales woman said sure and had me go to the changing room
and take off my dress. I start to panic mom takes me by the hand and
leads me off to the changing room saying not to worry. We go in
together and she helped me out of my dress. The sales woman comes in
measures my bust, below my bust, my waist and hips. She said that my
measurements were 35 27 37 and I should wear a size 8, a 34B bra and
size small panties. Mom and Laurie were right.
The sales woman either, did not know I was a boy or did not care. No
one else was paying attention to me. I started feeling more and more at
ease. We spent an hour in there looking at and trying on several bras.
We ended up getting one Miracle Satin Classic bra and matching panty,
two Emma full coverage bras with matching bikini panties and a set of
satin pajamas.
We went over to Macy's and looked at clothes. By now, I was having a
blast I tried on several dresses, blouses, skirt and jeans. We ended up
buying a shift, a short mini skirt, two blouses and two pairs of jeans.
We went to the shoe department but did not see anything we liked. We
went to a shoe store and found a pair of flats and 2" heels that I
liked.
As we walked by a nail salon, mom said let us get out nails done and we
went in. Mom and Laurie had extensions put on while I just had my nails
shaped and polished. I just sat there watching her work on my nails.
She put a base coat on, two coats of red and an overcoat to protect
them. I loved the way they looked.
As we walk past a jewelry store, I ask mom, "Do you think I could get
my ears pierced"?
She looked at me and asked, "Are you sure, won't the kids at school
make fun of you with pierced ears"?
"There are several guys at school with pierced ears and no one bothers
them."
"If you are sure then it's ok by me."
I hugged her and said, "Thanks."
We went into the jewelry store and bought a pair of gold studs. The
sales lady comes over and makes a dot on my ear lobe and proceeds to
clean them with alcohol. She puts her machine on my lobe and pulls the
trigger.
There was a popping sound and a quick sharp pain. She pulled the
machine away and did the same thing to the other earlobe. She puts in
the studs and tells me how to take care of them. I look into the mirror
and I see the gold studs shining on each earlobe.
It is time to go home. As we are riding home, I find myself thinking
about this incredible day. I felt so relaxed and so much like a girl.
My mom and sister had accepted me. I do not want this day to end.
When we get home, mom starts dinner and I go up to my room and put my
new clothes away. Laurie comes in my room and says, "I had so much fun
with you today, I wish you could stay this way forever".
"I start seeing Dr. Anderson on Monday. Depending on what she says that
may be a very real probability. Anyway Suzie will be here after school
and on weekends."
Dinner is ready and we go downstairs to the dining room. We all sit
down and all start talking at once about our day. After dinner, Laurie
and I have homework to do. At bedtime, I start to undress, remove my
make-up, shower again and use some of mom's moisturizer on my face. I
do a much better job removing my nail polish this time. I smooth lotion
on my silky legs. Oh how I love the way they feel. I put on my new
pajamas, go down, and say goodnight and thank you to mom and Laurie.
I climb into bed and lay there thinking of today. Of how much fun I had
and what will happen in the future. I feel sad thinking that when I
wake up in the morning, I will have to be Robert again, at least for a
while.
To Be Continued
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