TV Nudist Part 3: WEDDING BELL BLUES
by
Rachel Saunders
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"Oh boy," I said again. Scott was still shaking my hand
enthusiastically. Amy stood in the corner, leaning against the
kitchen counter.
"I told you she was something, didn't I?," Amy asked. Scott
just answered with that smile. That killer smile. That same
smile as his sister Amy's. "Although she has looked better," Amy
said, grabbing my hand. "We'll be back in a few minutes, Scotty.
Make yourself at home."
Hi, it's me again. My name is Marcie O'Malley, and you may have
heard of some of my adventures in the stories "TV Nudist" and
"Mommy Time". This is what happened to me after I met Scott,
Amy's brother.
OK, I guess you newbies might need more exposition. I'm 25,
strawberry blonde hair with green eyes and when I was born
everyone thought I was a boy, but a genetic goof made me grow up
as a girl with a penis. Amy is my best friend, she's 29, and
married with two wonderful children.
Amy, me, Amy's sister Joanne and our friends Deb and Linda
had a wild night at a male strip show last night and we topped
it off with a sleep over at Amy's house, as her husband Dan and
her son Danny Jr. went to the lake on a fishing trip. When I
woke up in the morning I was hung over, had some makeup from the
night before still on my face, my hair was a total mess and I
walked into the kitchen to meet Scott, probably the most
gorgeous man I had ever laid my eyes on. And now, back to our
story...
"Here," Amy said, handing me the jar of cold cream from the
top of her dresser and herding me into the master bathroom. I
gooped the cream over my face and rubbed it in before rinsing.
Amy grabbed my chin, tilted my head back and forth and looked me
over. She picked up some cotton puffs and the cream and rubbed
my eyelids and a few little spots I had missed.
"Sit down," she said to me, pushing me onto the toilet. She
grabbed her hairbrush and with a few deft strokes whipped my
hair into shape.
"You had this all planned, didn't you?" I asked. "That's
why you wanted to have the slumber party - you knew Scott would
be here this morning, didn't you?" I asked again.
"Shhhh, dear," she replied. She picked up a tube of pale
pink lipstick and ran it across my lips then handed me Kleenex
to blot with.
"Yes, I knew Scott was going to be in town for a few days.
The legal firm he works for has some big shot client in trouble
here and he came to see, if he could smooth things over. And
with JoJo here, it gave us a chance to have a little family
reunion. Now my brother is single and gorgeous, true, and my
bestest bud in the world is also single, and truly gorgeous too.
So if they should meet, well, what's wrong with that?" she
smiled.
"There," she continued "now you're presentable. I can give
you a clean pair of panties but you'll have to wear the clothes
you wore to the club last night - I don't have anything else
that might fit you," she said. She went into the other bedroom
to get my clothes as I slipped off my nighty and stepped into
her panties. "Oh kid, did you have to wear something so flimsy
to bed last night?" she asked as she handed me my clothes and
picked up my sheer nighty and panties and put them in the
laundry hamper. "If this thing was any more see-through it would
be invisible," she added.
"That kind of femmey stuff is my style," I replied. I had
to admit though that I might have gone a little overboard. That
nighty was so sheer that you could have counted all of the
freckles on my boobs, and the tiny little panties barely covered
my three inch cock and were just as sheer. I might as well been
nude when Amy introduced me to Scott.
"Oh my God!" I gasped. "I wonder if Scott saw my cock!" I
cried.
"Don't worry about it dear. He already knows," Amy replied.
"I wouldn't set up my brother without letting him in on your
secret. It didn't seem to bother him any, did it? And I bet you
aren't bothered that he knows, it makes things easier for you,
not as many explanations," she finished.
I had to admit that was true. He seemed genuinely happy to
meet me and had gotten an eyeful of my charms - probably even
the tiny one below my waist.
We started back to the kitchen. I stopped her in the living
room. "Are you sure I look all right?" I asked. "You look fine,"
she assured me. "Now put a big smile on your face," she added.
Whatever smile I could muster dropped as we entered the kitchen.
Scott was sitting at the kitchen table with an embarrassed look
on his face. Deb was sitting on his lap with her arm thrown
around his shoulders and was playing with the knot in his tie
with her free hand. She turned her head to me and fluttered her
eyelashes, "Oh, am I sitting in your seat, Marcie?" she laughed.
"Coffee's on," Joanne said.
"Marcie, why don't you and Scotty take your coffee in the
next room as we make breakfast," Amy said. "Me too," chimed in
Deb.
"Debbie I need your help in the kitchen," Amy said,
grabbing her gently by the arm.
Scott and I walked into the living room. He sat at the
corner of the couch. I sat next to him, and pulled my legs up
onto the sofa cushions. "Wow, thanks for helping me get out of
that," he smiled.
"No problem. Deb means well, but sometimes her hormones go
full blast when she sees a cute guy. Actually, her hormones
explode when she meets just about any guy," I laughed.
"So Amy said you were a lawyer?" I asked. This was a trick
all girls learn early on. Ask the guy a question and let him
start talking. It helps take the edge off of an awkward moment.
He talked about his job and the problem client he had come to
Chicago to help work out of a jam. I nodded my head and "oohed"
and "aahed" at appropriate moments. But mostly I just sat
looking at him. His wide shoulders and trim waist implied an
athletic background. His strong jaw, perfect nose and the
dimples in his cheeks when he smiled made my heart melt. Have I
mentioned his smile?
Finally he stopped. He looked at me a little strangely. I
suddenly realized that he had asked me a question, but I was so
taken by his looks that I had spaced out his conversation. "I
beg your pardon?" was all I could think of to say.
"I said, 'Will you join me for dinner tonight?'" he
replied.
"Of course I will," I answered.
"That's great. Believe me, I'm not usually this forward,
but I have to take the red eye back to L.A. Tuesday morning, and
I have the feeling that if I don't ask you I might miss
something wonderful," he said. Oh man, what a charmer, although
I detected the same sincere tone that I have come to know from
Amy.
The aromas from the kitchen made their way into the living
room. "It's time to eat," cried Linda as she and Deb came out of
the bedroom. I hadn't even noticed that they passed us on their
way into the bedroom to get dressed.
The seven of us (including Janie, Amy's daughter) crowded
around the table, passing platters of eggs and sausages and
filling glasses with milk and orange juice. Janie was still
dressed in her PowerPuff Girls sleep shirt and had a bowl of
Cap'n Crunch cereal.
We chatted amiably. After we finished eating we helped Amy
clean up and then it was time to make our goodbyes. Scott took
my hand and gave me a peck on the lips, which I gladly returned.
"I'll pick you up about 7:30, ok?" he asked. Amy's face was
beaming as I nodded my assent.
I got into my beat-up Volkswagen beetle and drove to the
Randhurst Mall in Park Ridge. It was still somewhat early in the
morning and the mall was just starting to get busy. I headed for
my favorite clothing store to find a dress that would make
Scott's jaw drop when he picked me up tonight. I finally settled
on a little black dress with spaghetti straps and a keyhole bust
that fit like a second skin.
My next stop was at a shoe store where I picked up a pair
of black pumps and some nude, black seamed stockings. Finally I
went to Vicki's Secret. There I bought a black lace strapless
bra, with matching panties and garter belt. I don't usually
like to dress all in one color, but tonight I was going for the
brass ring - I only had a few days to work and I wanted to knock
this hunk off of his feet, and I knew the dramatic effect black
could have.
I got back to my apartment by lunch and after a quick tuna
salad sandwich I hopped into the shower to wash the excesses of
the previous night off of me. I still had a lot of time to kill
so I decided to vacuum and dust the apartment, got my dirty
laundry together and changed the sheets and pillow cases. I took
all of the candles I could find and put them in the bedroom,
along with a couple of romantic, "make-out music" type CDs. I
was sure that all of this effort would be worth it. At least I
hoped it would be!
I plopped down on the couch and looked at my watch. I still
had over four hours before Scott would pick me up. I sighed and
got my laundry basket and detergent and headed down to the
apartment building's laundry room. I hated this kind of
drudgery, but I didn't have a cleaning lady, and hey, woman's
work is never done, right?
I was lucky because there were a couple of washers empty
and no one else was there. I separated my colors, put in the
detergent and change and let the machines work while I tried to
get interested in an old copy of "People" magazine that was
laying on the table. "What a rag," I said, tossing the magazine
into a trash basket over in the corner. I reached into the
laundry basket and pulled out a deck of cards. After a futile
few hands of Solitaire I was really bored. Just then the washers
finished.
I got up and put the wet wash on the table while I went to
look for some open dryers. "Oh great," I said. Two of the dryers
were out of order. There was one open dryer and one with some
dry clothes in it. I loaded my first load into the open dryer
and then emptied the dry clothes from the second one and
refilled it with my wet clothes. I put some dimes in each dryer
and set them for fifteen minutes.
I decided to fold the dry clothes I had taken out of the
dryer. It was the courteous thing to do, plus it would give me
something to relieve the boredom while I waited for the dryers
to finish. There wasn't much, anyway; mostly top drawer stuff,
maybe a week's worth of panties, a couple of bras and a tank top
or two.
I folded it all and looked at the dryers. There was still
almost ten minutes left on each one. I sighed again and went and
sat down. Suddenly a man entered the room, carrying an empty
laundry basket. I'd seen him around the building before. He was
short, and almost painfully thin. He had severely cropped hair
and apparently hairless arms. He seemed startled to see the
folded clothes on the table and then noticed me in the corner.
"Hi there," I said. "Marcie O'Malley, apartment 13B," I
continued.
He didn't say anything but hurriedly started to load the
clothes into the basket.
I decided to press the issue. I walked over to him and
stuck my hand out. "Marcie O'Malley, apartment 13B," I repeated.
This time he couldn't ignore me. "Bill Landry, apartment
12D," he said, shaking my hand weakly. "I'm helping my wife out
a little, she's not feeling well today," he added.
"I think that it's really nice of you to help your wife
with the laundry. I'm sure she really appreciates it," I said.
"Oh yes, she does," he said. Uh huh, I thought. No wedding
ring. But no doubt was left when I saw a pink scalloped waist
band barely peeking out of his jeans when he leaned forward.
Pink panties.
"Well I got to go, nice meeting you, " he said. He was
obviously embarrassed but thought he had dispelled suspicion
with the "wife" ruse. He almost ran out of the laundry room.
"Nice meeting you, too," I said. "See you again," I added.
The dryers finally chimed off and I folded my own clothes
and went back into my apartment. It was now just a little after
three o'clock.
I filled the bathtub with hot water and added some bath
oils and a bubble bath lotion. I sat down in the tub, and after
carefully shaving my legs and armpits, rubbed the flowery
scented water into my skin. I laid back and closed my eyes and
relaxed.
I started thinking about Scott. Those wide shoulders and
trim waist really enchanted me. Naturally I started to wonder
what he would look like nude. My thoughts turned to a more
erotic track; and as they did, my little peanut awoke and
strained to reach its full three inches. "Not now, little guy,"
I teased. "Save it for later."
I reluctantly drained the tub and then washed and
conditioned my hair under the shower. Stepping out of the tub I
patted dry and then powdered. Finally I took my small scissors
and comb and trimmed and shaped my muff.
It was getting late and the beauty regimen was in full
swing now: first, set and lightly curl the hair; trim, shape,
buff and paint the finger and toe nails, pluck a few unruly
eyebrows, start the makeup. I decided to dress before putting on
my makeup. I slipped into the panties and garter belt. I
threaded the garters through the panties for convenience's sake.
I carefully rolled the stockings up my legs and checked to make
sure the seams were straight. I had to adjust the garters to
keep the stockings snug. I clasped the strapless bra behind my
back and adjusted my boobs into the cups. They stood out and up
proudly, and I knew that the low cut dress I was going to wear
would display them prominently.
Now with my lingerie on I sat at the vanity to style my
hair and do my makeup. I unrolled my hair and brushed it into
the shape I wanted. A little foundation and blush, mascara,
eyeliner and a deep blue eye shadow, and some boldly red
lipstick and I was finished.
I wriggled into my dress, cupped and adjusted my boobs for
the best effect and added some perfume, golden bracelets, pearl
earrings, rings and a golden ankle bracelet. I strapped on the
new shoes and took a few tentative steps around the bedroom. The
heel height was perfect.
I checked out my look in the mirror. "Oh boy, you're in for
a treat tonight, Scotty," I said. I went into the living room
and lit a cigarette, and before it smoked down the doorbell
rang. I quickly touched up my lipstick and answered the door. I
could tell as I looked into his eyes that all of the shopping
and preparation was worth the effort. He was obviously
mesmerized.
The dinner, and the dancing afterward, was magnificent.
His dry wit, charm and impeccable manners impressed me a
great deal. So much so that it was barely eleven o'clock before
I was laying in his arms on my living room couch with my dress
pulled down around my waist and my new strapless bra on the
floor. Scott gently squeezed my breasts, and nuzzled and suckled
my nipples like a parched man looking for just a drop of liquid.
I was running my hands over his trousers and I could tell
that he was fully aroused.
"Wait, wait," I whispered. "I want to go change into
something more comfortable. Why don't you make us a couple of
drinks while I change," I suggested. He reluctantly let me up
and I wiggled my ass exaggeratedly as I made my way to the
bedroom.
Once there I lit all of the candles. I unzipped the dress
and let it slip to the floor. In a few minutes I was nude.
Shit! I checked through all my nighties and negligees and
couldn't find anything dramatic enough for the effect I wanted.
Damn! The one thing I had forgotten. I should have picked
out something when I was in Victoria's Secret this afternoon.
I got out a full length white negligee that I had
previously thought was very sexy, but tonight it just looked
plain, and stupid. Then it came to me.
I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of white
lace top stockings and slipped into them. Then a pair of white
medium heel pumps, and finally the finishing touch - a black
satin ribbon which I tied in a bow around my neck. I put a
little more perfume between my breasts and in my muff. I stepped
into the doorway of the bedroom, framed by the soft candle light
behind me, with my large breasts hanging out, my legs encased in
the white silk and my tiny penis stretched to its full length.
"Very nice, you look very comfortable," Scott grinned. He
put the drinks he had made on the coffee table and came to me.
We stood in the doorway and kissed passionately as his hands
resumed playing with my boobs. Then he surprised me; he dropped
to his knees in front of me and took my cock into his mouth. He
licked and kissed it and soon was sloppily slurping it up and
down. I had to balance myself by placing my hands on his
shoulders as my legs were getting weak.
I almost collapsed when I finally shot my thin stream of
cum into his mouth. I groaned when he let my flaccid cock slip
from his mouth. He bent slightly at the waist and lifted me up
into his strong arms and carried me into the bedroom. He laid me
on the bed and I played with my breasts as I watched him
undress.
The muscles in his arms and chest were well defined,
although he was not the body builder type. He chest was smooth
and almost totally hairless. He kicked off his loafers and
slowly unbuttoned and unzipped his trousers. The outline in his
black colored briefs showed the extent of his excitement. He
pulled his socks off and reached to take off his briefs.
"Let me do that, please," I asked. He walked over to me. I
leaned over and hooked my thumbs into his waistband. I pulled
down just a little on one side, then just a little on the other
side. I did this again and again until suddenly his erect dick
popped out and bobbed up and down, just a few inches from my
face.
He was nicely hung. He was about 7" and tapered. I had seen
bigger and thicker cocks in my experiences, but I quickly
decided that this one might be my all time favorite. The head of
his cock was bullet shaped and only slightly thicker than the
shaft. The effect of his penis standing at full attention as it
was gave it the look of a missile ready to be launched.
Another tug brought his hairy balls into view. They were
two distinct balls, not both crammed into one sac. I had to
scoot forward a little bit to pull the briefs down his thighs to
his ankles. He stepped out of the underwear. When I looked up I
found that I was directly under his balls. I reached up and
flicked one with my tongue, then opened my mouth as wide as I
could and gently sucked it into my mouth. I held it in my mouth
and slowly gave it a tongue bath, and then very gently nipped
his sac with my teeth. He groaned out loud. I let the ball slip
out of my mouth and started to give attention to his cock. Soon
I had it slippery and was able to get half of it into my mouth.
I bobbed up and down and at each downstroke I was able to take
a little more. When I reached my gag reflex I paused and
breathed deeply through my nose. Gradually it relaxed and I was
able to go all the way down to his pubic hair - this was the
very first I was able to deep throat a man. I was looking into
his eyes as I was sucking his cock, which usually drives a man
crazy. It certainly did this time.
Scott was almost overcome but was barely able to ask me if
I wanted a pearl necklace. I let his dick plop out of my mouth
and gave him my most wicked smile as I lay down on my back. I
pushed my boobs together as he straddled my waist. He leaned
forward and started to rub his dick between my tits. He was
moaning loudly as he fucked my tits. "Do it, big man! Do it," I
cried. He let out a yell and I saw his little pee slit open wide
split seconds before his cum shot out around my neck and onto my
chin and nose.
Scott fell down on the bed next to me. He was breathing
heavily. "Wow, that was great," he said when he was able to talk
again. "I enjoyed it too," I said as I came out of the bathroom
after cleaning up and brought the drinks over to the bed. We
sipped our drinks and shared a cigarette as a light breeze from
the open window dried the sweat on our bodies, cooling us off.
My nipples stiffened as my body cooled. I noticed that his
nipples were stiff too. It always turned me on what that
happened to a man. I played with his nipple as he held me
closely. We began to kiss again and my hand went from his nipple
to his belly button and soon was wrapped around his stiffening
cock. Scott licked his index finger and tried to slip it into my
ass hole. "This won't be good enough, baby," I said to him.
"I've been celibate for a while and am probably a little tight.
There's some lube in the top drawer of that night stand," I
said.
He opened the drawer and pulled out the tube of lubricant
and also a three-pack of condoms. "Do you want me to wear one of
these?" he asked.
"That's OK, Scott. I just keep them in case I meet someone
who may be a little dangerous. But I think I can trust you," I
smiled.
"Don't worry, Marcie. I promise I will marry you if I knock
you up," he laughed. "Marry me anyway!" I thought to myself. I
closed my eyes and tried to relax as he lubed his cock. "Ready,
baby?" he asked. I kicked my legs up into the air as far as I
could, which gave him clear access to my ass. I reached down and
grabbed my cheeks and spread them with my hands as far as I
could. He brought his cock to me and eased it into me, just a
little bit at a time. Soon though I loosened a little and he was
able to put all of it into me. He laid down a steady rhythm,
long, slow strokes until we both heated up again. Soon he was
pounding me hard and fast. Suddenly he jerked and began to spasm
and a second or two later I felt everything that had been left
in his balls splash inside me. He lay on top of me breathing
heavily again. I kissed him and brushed his hair off his
forehead, and then ran my nails lightly in circles on his back
as I kissed him again and again.
He plopped out of me and rolled onto his back. He closed
his eyes as his heart rate slowed. I took that opportunity to go
to the bathroom and get cleaned up again. When I returned he was
sound asleep. I slipped in next to him and pulled the covers up
over us. "Thank you Amy," I said softly.
When I awoke the next morning Scott's dick was fully erect.
Being the kind of girl that hates to pass up an opportunity I
slinked down the bed and began to suck on his cock. Soon he
awoke. "Good morning, honey," I said, still stroking his cock to
keep it interested. He smiled at me as I went back to work. It
took a little while for me to get my reward, but soon he
squirted into my mouth. I swallowed all of it without missing a
drop.
"Yummy," I said as I moved over to kiss him. "Well now that
I've had my breakfast you can have yours. Do you like French
Toast?" I asked.
I went into the kitchen and started to heat a skillet and
beat the eggs and milk into batter. I brought Scott the Sunday
paper to look at while breakfast was cooking. Soon I brought up
a bed tray laden with the French Toast, bacon, hash browns and
some juice. He dove into the food as if he hadn't eaten in days.
After he finished I put my head on his shoulder and he
wrapped his arm around me. Scott pulled the covers over us and
we cuddled. "Are we engaged?" he asked me. I wasn't sure what he
meant.
He rubbed my tummy. "Any babies in there?" he asked. I
giggled and kissed him on the cheek. "Probably not," I said.
"Well we shouldn't take any chances. Maybe we should pick
up a home pregnancy kit on the way over to Sis's place."
"Oh yeah, great, nothing I enjoy more than peeing on a
plastic stick," I laughed. "Maybe we should try to make a baby
again," I suggested. "Oh honey I've got nothing left," he said.
"Where would the baby come out Marcie?" he asked me.
"Oh, I don't know. I guess that could be a problem," I
replied.
"Did you ever think about having surgery to make a vagina?"
I told him that I had the chance to have the surgery when I
transferred to the new high school I entered to avoid the kids
who knew I was once a boy but that I turned it down. Since then
I really hadn't thought about it much.
"Would you like me better if I had a vagina?" I asked him.
He said that it didn't matter to him at all but if I wanted to
do it he knew a doctor in L.A. that was an expert in sex change
surgeries.
We hugged some more and then I reluctantly asked him the
questions I had been afraid to ask.
"Do you really have to leave Tuesday?" I asked. He said
that he did, that his firm had a major case that was going to
begin next Monday and since he was on the litigation team he had
to be back in L.A. to prepare. The case here in Chicago was
relatively minor, and since he wasn't licensed to practice law
In Illinois anyway, he would just consult on Monday and help
with the settlement on Tuesday.
But he asked me to join him for dinner again Tuesday night
and to accompany him to O'Hare airport. I accepted.
Then the $64 million question: Are you seeing someone in
L.A.?
"Yes," he said. He was dating one of the female lawyers in
his firm. Oh, that's wonderful, I thought. Here he was going out
with some glamorous professional type, and I'm just a dumb
receptionist by day and a part-time barmaid by night. How am I
supposed to compete with her?
"Don't worry, though Marcie. If I had to choose, I would
choose you," he said. That's easy to say when you're in bed with
me now and in 72 hours you'll be two thousand miles away I
thought. As if he could read my mind he said "I honestly mean
that," and fool that I am, I believed him.
He then told me that his upcoming L.A. case would take
several weeks to complete, but after that he would be due for
three weeks vacation.
"Do you mean you'll be coming back here?" I asked him
hopefully. He then suggested that I take some time off of work
and meet him in L.A. I told him I couldn't lose that much
income, but he told me not to worry about money. I played it
cooly and told him that I would think about it, but inside I was
thrilled.
I dressed while he was cleaning up. Nothing special, just
a pair of plain cotton panties and a red and white striped
pullover romper set.
We set off for Amy's but I stopped at a drug store on the
way. "I'll be right out," I said. "Do you want me to come with
you?" he asked. "No, it's just girl stuff," I replied. A few
minutes later we were at Amy's house. Dan and Danny Jr. had
returned from the lake and with them plus Scott and Joanne Amy's
family was complete. Amy let Scott talk with Dan and pulled me
into the kitchen. "How did it go?" she asked. "As Deb would say,
'Details, details!'" she laughed.
I glossed over the sexual side but I mentioned Scott's
joking promise that he would marry me if I became pregnant. "So
I need your help," I said. I opened the bag from the drug store
and handed her the home pregnancy kit. She broke out into a
laughing fit and then took the kit. "I'll be right back," she
said.
She came back in a few minutes and handed me the plastic
stick. She then went into the living room and asked Scott to
come into the kitchen. Scott came in and a few seconds later Dan
and Joanne followed him in.
"I've got great news!" I said to Scott. I went over and
threw my arms around him and gave him a big kiss. I pulled away
from him and I handed him the stick. "I am pregnant!" I cried.
He looked at the stick with the "positive" indicator and
was dumbstruck. "What the hell? What the hell?" he kept saying.
Then Amy and I couldn't hold back our laughter any longer. Dan
had a little smirk on his face as he had figured out our trick.
"Don't worry Scotty," Amy said, putting her arm around her
little brother. "I'm the pregnant one," she added. Joanne let
out with a cry and the two sisters embraced each other happily.
Scott looked relieved and jokingly shook his fist at me. Then he
joined the girls in their embrace.
I suddenly felt out of place and made my goodbyes. I went
back to the mall to find an elegant outfit for our Tuesday night
dinner.
It didn't take long to find what I wanted. In one of the
display windows of Marshall Fields a mannequin was dressed in a
semi-sheer white blouse and a dark gold colored, below the knee
hobble skirt. The blouse had a flouncey jabot and a row of small
pearl buttons down the front. I figured that a plain white
camisole would go well under the blouse and would provide enough
cover if I decided to go braless.
My credit card was still warm from my shopping spree the
day before, but I figured that this outfit was dressy enough
that I could wear it to work also, if I could find a nice jacket
to match.
I was on the wrong side of the mall from Vicki's Secret but
I had been there yesterday anyway. A few stores down from Fields
was a Frederick's of Hollywood. I hadn't been there for a while
and decided to go in and check it out. They were famous for
their flashy lingerie but every once and a while you could find
something nice.
On my way to Frederick's I passed a bridal boutique. In the
window there was a mannequin dressed in the most beautiful
wedding gown I had ever seen - all ruffles and lace with little
pearl buttons, a fitted waist and bodice and a flowing skirt.
Every little girl's idea of a Princess wedding dress. I sighed
and imagined myself and Scott standing at a wedding altar
exchanging vows, him so handsome in his tux and myself a
feminine dream in this gown. I realized that the shopkeeper was
watching me day dream when I saw the smile on her face through
the window. I blushed a little and turned away with a sheepish
grin.
When I got to Frederick's I looked around for a while and
considered a black lace cat suit, but decided to pass. Just then
one of the salesgirls came over to help me. I told her I was
just browsing and she walked away. A minute or two later the
other salesgirl, a blonde, came over to speak to the first one.
They were only a few feet away and they spoke in low tones but
I still could clearly hear what they were saying.
"Our little friend is here again," the blonde one said. "Do
you want to help him or should I?" she asked. "I'll take care of
this," the brunette one said. I looked to see who they were
talking about - and it was none other then Bill Landry, my
transvestite neighbor. He was nervously fishing through a table
of neatly folded panties.
"Can I help you find anything, sir?" The girl asked as she
walked up to him. He tried to wave her off but she ignored it.
"Are you looking for something sexy, or something really risque?
These are always a favorite," she said, holding up a garish pair
or fire engine red crotchless panties, with black lace trim.
"The crotch is cut all the way from front to back, to make any,
uh, orifice available. Do you think she would like these, sir?"
she asked.
"I'm not really sure," he stammered. The second salesgirl
walked up to the pair. "I'm sure she would love them, sir. All
girls like to feel naughty now and then, right? "
"I guess so," he said.
"What size does she wear, sir? Do you think these would fit
her?" the brunette asked.
"She wears a medium," Bill said.
"Well then these should fit fine! Let's give it a look,"
she said, stretching the waistband and holding the panties up to
Bill's waist. He got a horrified look on his face.
"That's a perfect fit!" the blonde exclaimed. "Do you want
us to put these in a box or do you want to wear them home?" she
laughed. Bill turned and raced to the door. "Sir, don't forget
about our panty club! Buy three pairs and get one pair free,"
the brunette cried as Bill scampered out of the door. The two
girls stood there and laughed loudly.
I started to leave but I couldn't resist admonishing them.
"That was really rude," I said to the brunette. "Oh, it was just
a joke, ma'am," she said.
"That little fruit is in here all the time," the blonde
said. "Who does he think he's fooling?" she asked.
"I always thought a joke was supposed to be funny," I said.
"Whatever," the brunette said, walking away. I left the store.
I searched through the mall but couldn't find Bill.
I stewed about it all the way home. They were just a pair
of stupid young girls, the kind that get knocked up early and
often and grow into bitter old women. What difference did it
make to them who wore their crummy panties?
I debated about whether or not I should get involved any
further. Finally I decided that Bill might need a friend,
someone to confide in who wouldn't judge him. I remembered the
lonely time I had as a young boy (girl?) when I tried to hide my
cross-dressing from my mother, until nature took over and made
any deception impossible. Whatever I was going to do, I know I
had to handle it delicately to remove the risk of any further
embarrassment.
When I got home I went through my panty drawer. I pulled
out a very sexy pair of light blue satin briefs with a rose
applique and white lace around the leg holes. I knew that Bill
would love them. I left my apartment and got on the elevator. A
minute or two later I was knocking on Bill's door.
He looked surprised to see me when he answered the door.
"Hello, Bill, I'm Marcie, from the laundry room yesterday.
Remember?" I smiled widely.
"Oh yes, I remember," he said warily.
"Well, I found this pair of panties in my wash and I don't
think they are mine," I said handing him the panties. "I wonder
if they belong to your wife?" I asked.
He handled the undies gently, rolling the soft satin
between his fingers. "Oh, yes, how kind of you to bring them
back," he said. I knew he would love them.
"Listen, may I come inside for a minute?" I asked. "Why?"
he asked suspiciously. "Please?" I asked again.
Finally he opened the door a little wider and I walked in.
"What do you want?" he asked as he shut the door.
Be delicate Marcie. "I want to be your friend, Bill." I
took his hand. "I know, Bill. I know that you're a transvestite,
and it doesn't bother me at all," I said. He jumped back in
shock and told me to get out of his apartment.
"It doesn't bother me because I used to be a transvestite
too," I said. Now he was really shocked. "It's true, Bill," I
said. "I first wore one of my mother's nighties when I was about
eleven years old. I've been living as a girl since I was
fourteen," I continued.
He looked at me through narrow slits. "You're full of shit!
I don't know what kind of sick game you're playing here but I'm
not interested. And I am not a queer!" he shouted.
"I never said you were a queer Bill," I said softly. "Let
me show you something," I continued. I reached down and grabbed
the hem of my romper skirt and lifted it above my waist. With
my other hand I pulled down the front of my panties, displaying
my little cock and tiny balls to him. Now he was really shocked.
He sat down, shaking his head as if to clear his thoughts. I
walked over and put my hand on his shoulder. He looked up at me.
"I really want to be your friend, Bill. Sometimes I need
someone to talk to- someone who understands things the way they
are. I think maybe you need someone who will listen, too. I'd
like to be that person for you, if you let me," I finished. His
eyes softened, and he got a small smile on his face.
After we shared almost a full bottle of wine he began his
story.
"My mother and I lived in a small apartment on the North
side. My father left when I was just a child, I really don't
remember too much about him."
"Mother was never a modest person. I mean, she didn't walk
around naked, but it wasn't out of the question to see her in
just her bra and panties. I thought she really looked beautiful
when she was dressed like that, and I really like the colorful
undies and the way her bra emphasized her large breasts. Even at
that young age I realized that she was definitely a desirable
woman, and I, with my stick arms and scrawny frame would
probably never be a desirable man, the kind of man who could
attract a woman like that."
"It was the summer vacation between sixth and seventh
grades. It was a nice day but I was very bored. My best friend
was on a family vacation and would be gone for another week. I
don't really know why, but soon I found myself rummaging through
my mother's dresser, looking at her underwear."
"There were so many colors - yellows, pinks, pastel greens
and blues, and even a pair of jet black panties! And lace, and
ruffles, the panties were so soft and sexy, not like the plain
cotton briefs I wore."
"I knew that I had to find out what they felt like, so I
stripped and pulled the panties up my legs. They were too big
for me, I had to hold them up by the waistband with one hand
while I rubbed my butt through the silky material with the other
hand. The next thing I knew I was struggling to get into one of
her bras while still wearing the panties. I had the largest
erection I could remember. I ran into the bathroom, let the
panties slide down my legs and jerked off into the sink. I was
breathing hard as I came down from my orgasm when I realized I
would be doing this again and again."
"But not in my mother's underwear. It was just too big for
me, especially the bra with its big underwired cups flopping
around. I knew I looked foolish, totally opposite of the sexy,
coquettish look I wanted - although I didn't know the word
coquette. I just had an idea of the look I wanted. I put
mother's underwear away carefully."
"I rummaged through a pile of magazines until I found the
Sear's catalogue. I turned to the pages of girl's underwear.
After looking at some of the pictures I realized that I needed
some "Teen Bras", and according to the size chart, I could wear
a girls' size 4 panty. I figured it would be years before I
could fit into my mom's 36C bras and size 7 panties."
"But the price of the cheapest Teen Bra was $6.99, which
was a lot of money for an 11 year old to come up with. And even
if I had the money, how could I walk into Sear's to buy a bra?"
"I became very dejected. I thought it was terrible that
something so wonderful would be denied to me for such simple
little reasons. I went for a walk through our neighborhood to
try and think of a solution to my problem."
"I don't know how many houses I walked past but several of
them had the answer to my problem right in the open. When the
answer finally came to me I was stunned. I turned around and
walked back home. Four of the houses I had passed I paid
particular interest to. These four had one similarity: each had
clean laundry drying on a clothesline in the back yard."
"So I became a panty thief. I scoped out the homes of some
of the girls I knew from school. Whenever I saw that they had
their wash hanging, I would skulk into their yard and help
myself to a pair of panties. I tried not to hit the same house
more than once if possible."
"Then one day I found myself in front of the house of Becky
Lataglia, one of the cutest and most popular girls in our
school. She also came to school in the prettiest clothes, so I
assumed that her lingerie would be just as nice. I had seen
Becky and her mother get into their station wagon and leave a
few minutes ago and so I figured that I had some time to pick
and choose."
"And what a treasure trove I found in that yard! I raced
past her mother's bras and panties and came to Becky's
underwear. I immediately reached for a pair of "Day of the Week"
panties, which were differently colored for each day and had the
day of the week embroidered on the ass. The panties for Tuesday
were pink and had white lace around the waistband and leg holes.
I had almost unpinned them when I realized that a missing day of
the week would be noticed immediately. I moved on reluctantly
until I found a pair of pale yellow panties, they didn't have
any lace but they had a little white bow on the center of the
waistband. I quickly unpinned them from the clothesline and
stuffed them into my pocket and made my escape from Becky's
backyard."
"I was almost home when I realized that someone was coming
up quickly behind me. I turned around and came face to face with
Jeff Lataglia, Becky's big brother. He was a high schooler and
had a reputation as a bully."
"'Hey kid, what you got in your pocket,' he asked
menacingly. I was petrified. He grabbed me by the neck and as I
tried to wriggle free he reached into my pocket and pulled the
panties out. 'You stupid little pansy," he said. 'I was watching
out of our window and I saw your little show. What's the matter
- the pink panties you wanted first had a shit stain or
somethin'?' he asked."
"'You know I thought I would just pound you into the ground
or somethin', but I have a better idea,' he continued."
"And so less then ten minutes later I found myself in his
bedroom, dressed in only the yellow panties and with his cock in
my mouth. He held me by the hair and tried to force his entire
cock down my throat, totally ignoring the gagging noises I was
making. Soon he began a frantic jerking; he pulled his cock out
of my mouth and shot his cum all over my face. I caught a little
in my mouth but most of it ran down my cheeks and chin."
"He pushed me onto my back and roughly yanked the panties
off my legs. He bunched them into a ball and wiped the cum off
my face with them. Then he pulled my mouth open and stuffed the
dirty panties in it. 'You can keep these, sissy. I doubt my
sister would ever wear them again if she knew what had happened
to them. Now, get dressed and get lost!" he said as he walked
down the hall to the bathroom."
I guess I should have felt humiliated and ashamed, but I
didn't. I actually felt exhilarated. This was as good, or maybe
better, than the orgasm I gave myself the first time I wore my
mother's bra and panties. My dick was as hard as a steel beam."
"A few minutes later he came back. I was sitting where he
had left me, but I had removed the panties from my mouth and had
put them back on, regardless of the cold cum spots. 'What are
you still doing here?' he asked. I looked up at him and batted
my eyelashes like a girl might. 'Aren't we going to do it
again?' I asked."
"A couple of days later I was at home when the doorbell
rang. I answered the door and Jeff was standing there. He had a
big smile on his face. 'I brought you a present,' he said. He
reached into his pocket and pulled out the pink 'Tuesday'
panties. He handed them to me. 'You know what to do,' he said as
he entered our apartment and went looking for my bedroom."
"And so I quickly moved from Panty Thief to Panty Whore.
Within a few weeks there were a number of boys who would show up
at my door with their sister's lingerie. So much so that I began
to assign values to the underwear. A pair of panties was worth
a hand job; a matching panty-bra set or a nighty, skirt or
blouse was worth a blowjob. But in order to qualify, the
clothing had to be clean, in good condition and had to fit. Old
worn out or ill-fitting underwear or outfits were I viewed as
worthless. Some of the guys had brought me brand new lingerie;
in fact, one guy took me to the mall and had me pick out
whatever I wanted, although I was a little nervous someone would
see us as we sat in his car in the parking lot, with his cock in
my mouth."
"By the time I was 16 I had quite a stash. Of course I had
to keep getting new stuff to replace all of the old lingerie I
had outgrown. I was still slim but I was know wearing a size 5
panty and a 34AA bra, but I kept some old favorites that had
sentimental value to them, like the yellow pair of Becky's."
"One day when I answered the door I saw Stuart Pope. He was
really gross, he was fat with greasy hair and acne all over his
forehead and chin. He was also regarded by me and my classmates
as a moron. 'What do you want?' I asked coldly. 'I brought you
a present,' he answered. 'I heard about you and what you do for
presents,' he continued."
"'I'm sorry, but I don't do that anymore,' I lied."
"'That's too bad, because I brought you something I think
you would really like,' he said as he handed me a brown paper
grocery sack. I turned around and headed into the living room as
Stuart let himself in. I opened the paper bag, looked inside and
squealed with delight! I quickly dumped the bag's contents on
the couch. Inside was a complete Girl Scout's uniform - light
green blouse and skirt, and the dark green sash. There was even
the brown cotton panties and brown knee socks. To top it off
even the dark green beret was there. I knew Stuart's sister was
a little overweight so even though she was younger than me I
figured I could fit into the uniform without too much trouble."
"'All right Stuart you're gonna get the best blowjob you'll
ever have,' I said."
"'No way,' he replied. He saw the questioning look on my
face. "This is worth more than just a blowjob,' he continued."
"'All right then, two BJ's- but that's as far as I go,' I
countered."
"'Nope," he said. 'You got my best offer; take it or leave
it,' I replied. 'I'll leave it," he said as he started to pick
up the uniform and put it back into the bag. 'Can I have the
beret please?' he asked as looked at me. I hadn't even realized
that I had put it on."
"'Be reasonable, Stuart,' I pleaded. 'Give me what I want
and you can keep the uniform,' he said. I've got to give him
credit; for a moron, he was one tough negotiator. 'What do you
want?' I asked."
"He leaned closer to me with an ugly leer was on his face.
'I want a piece of that sweet ass of yours,' he said."
"'You're out of your fucking mind!' I screamed. Other boys
- sexier, hunkier boys- had wanted to screw me but I resisted
them all. There was no way I was gonna give up my cherry to this
toad!"
"And I told him so. 'There's no way I'm gonna give up my
cherry to you, you toad!'"
"'You got my best offer - take it or leave it,' he smiled
through his yellow teeth."
"He had me over a barrel and he knew it. I desperately
wanted the outfit. We sat in silence for what must have been ten
minutes at least. Finally he handed the uniform back to me.
'Maybe you should try this on,' he said. I hung my head but I
picked up the uniform and took it into my bedroom to try it on.
The blouse fit nicely, but the skirt was just a little loose. I
figured that with a safety pin or two it would fit fine."
"I changed back into my other clothes, folded the uniform
neatly and sat on my bed to think about it. My greed got the
better of me."
"'Alright, it's a deal,' I said as I went back into the
living room. 'But there are some conditions. First, you better
not tell anyone about this! You don't know how many guys have
been after me and I don't want to be giving it up all the time.
Second, this is your one and only time. I don't want to see you
after this, ever. And finally, get cleaned up! Take a bath and
wash that greasy hair. And wear some nice clothes,' I finished."
"He got up to leave. 'Agreed,' he said. 'I'll be back in an
hour,' he continued. 'Not today. My mother will be home from
work soon. Come over tomorrow at 1:00," I said. He got a look on
his face that looked like he thought I was lying to him."
"'Don't worry, I'll be here,' I said to reassure him. 'And
I'll be wearing this,' I said, holding up the uniform. He left
and I went back to my bedroom to hide the uniform. I lay on the
bed thinking about what I would be giving up, and to whom."
"After a while I heard the front door open and my mother
calling to me to help her with the groceries. 'Coming,' I said
as I got off the bed. Luckily I looked in my dresser mirror - I
still had the beret pinned to my hair! I pulled the bobby pins
out and put the beret in my dresser drawer."
"The next morning I woke up early but pretended to still be
asleep as I listened to the sounds of my mother getting ready
for work. I heard her sneeze a few times. Finally she came in to
tell me she was leaving. She sneezed again and sniffled a
little. She asked me to wash the dishes and I said I would."
"I waited until about half an hour after she left to get
up. I went into the bathroom and soaked in a nice, hot bubble
bath. I shaved the little bit of stubble I had on my legs and
under my arms. On a whim I got a pair of little scissors and
trimmed my bush into a female 'V' shaped muff. 'In for a penny,
in for a pound,' I thought."
"I wrapped up in my mother's dressing gown (still too big
for me) and had some breakfast. I put my dirty dishes into the
sink with the other dishes. 'Plenty of time to wash these after
the toad leaves,' I thought."
"I went in to the living room and turned on the tube and
watched game shows while I worked on my nails. At noon I
switched off the TV and went in to get ready."
"I put on the brown cotton briefs and the knee socks along
with a plain white bra. I slipped in the small foam breast forms
I had into the bra (thank God for flat chested little sisters).
I went into the bathroom to do my makeup - just a little blush
and some pale pink lipstick to match my nails. I wasn't that
good with makeup yet, but I thought that this look would be
perfect for a young girl anyway."
"I put on my mother's pageboy wig and brushed it into
shape. I slipped into the blouse, sash and skirt and stepped
into a pair of brown penny loafers. I pinned the beret onto the
wig. I looked into the mirror and saw a young girl looking back
at me. I thought about Stuart again. 'I look too good for him,'
I thought. Oh well, in just a little while it would all be over
and then I would have this uniform for good."
"Promptly at 1:00 the doorbell rang."
"He actually looked pretty good, or, at least, as good as
he could. He was dressed in a plaid sport shirt and a pair of
slacks. His hair was clean and neatly combed for a change. He
came in and handed me a small bunch of flowers. This was another
first for me - no boy had ever given me flowers before. I'm not
really sure why I did it but I leaned over and gave him a small
kiss on his cheek. He smiled at me and told me how pretty I
looked."
"Soon we were on my bed. He laid beside me and kissed me
and gently nibbled on my neck. I closed my eyes and imagined I
was with Jeff, the boy who had first made me feel like a girl.
But after a while I realized that Stuart knew what he was doing
as I was getting more and more turned on. It must have been
instinct or something because I couldn't imagine that a real
girl would let him get to third base so quickly."
"'Are you ready?' he asked. 'Yes, I guess so,' I answered.
I lifted my butt off the bed as he reached under my skirt and
lowered my panties. He pulled them off one leg and they remained
bunched up around one ankle."
"He then turned me over and put me on all fours. I shivered
when he flipped the skirt up over my waist. He softly rubbed my
ass. Suddenly I felt something cold and slick forced between my
cheeks. 'What's that?' I asked worriedly. 'It's just a little
something to make it easier for both of us,' he replied. He
began working first one, then two and then three fingers into my
bud. It felt really strange feeling something wriggling into
me."
"'Relax,' he said. I tried to relax as best I could because
I figured that he seemed to know what he was doing anyway. He
slowly pulled his fingers out of me. The next thing I knew he
pulled my cheeks apart and began to put his cock into me. I
cried out in pain and begged him to take it out. 'Relax, relax,'
he kept saying. He grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to him.
I buried my face into the pillow and cried softly."
"Suddenly I felt a 'pop' and Stuart groaned. I knew then
that he had passed the last barrier and was embedded in me. I
never felt so much pain in my life. I felt him pulling himself
out of me and a feeling of relief overtook me. 'It's finally
over,' I thought.
"Of course it wasn't over yet. He pulled enough out of me
but kept the head in. He then thrust forward again as hard as he
could. I cried out again, and again when he repeated the
action."
"Soon he settled into a steady rhythm - in out, in out. I
was fairly relaxed now and began to enjoy the feeling of being
stuffed and pumped. He started calling me names - 'dirty slut'
and 'dumb cunt' seemed to be his favorites. I thought back to my
first blowjob I had given Jeff. I knew I should have been
ashamed, but I wasn't. I knew now that I should have been
ashamed that I was being taken as a woman would, and any hopes
or dreams of impending masculinity were probably gone forever."
"But I wasn't ashamed at all. I was enjoying myself too
much. I regretted now that I had waited so long to lose my
virginity. 'I could have been doing this for years now,' I
thought to myself. I consoled myself with the thought that I
would be doing this for many more years."
"I felt Stuart start to pump frantically and I knew he was
about to cum. Then the world crashed down around me."
"'What the fuck is going on here!' I turned my head and
froze as I saw my mother standing in the doorway. Why was she
home now? She didn't usually come home until after six o'clock.
I then remembered her sneezes and sniffles and realized that she
probably left work early because she felt sick. Now I felt sick
too - a different kind of sickness, though."
"Stuart didn't freeze though. He had passed the point of no
return and no force on earth, including a mother's wrath, could
stop him from cumming. I felt jet after jet of his sperm fill
me."
"My mother ran over to the bed and started whacking Stuart
on the back and head with her purse. One of her whacks broke the
clasp on her purse and all of its contents started flying around
the room. She kept on hitting Stuart until finally the strap on
the purse broke. Stuart struggled back into his slacks and flew
out the front door with my mother in pursuit. Meanwhile I just
sat on my knees on the bed, with my face in the pillow and my
ass in the air, with Stuart's cum running out of my hole and
down my leg."
"'I can explain, mother,' I said. She was sitting on the
living room couch, blowing her nose into some tissue. I wasn't
sure if she was blowing her nose due to her cold or to what she
came home to find. I had changed back into my boy clothes and
had washed the light makeup from my face."
"'I can explain it, too,' she replied. 'You're a fag... a
queer.' Her words stung me sharply. But I realized that I
couldn't deny them any longer.
"That night was very tense. She didn't talk to me at all
during dinner or after we ate. About 10:00 I got ready for bed,
brushing my teeth and slipping into my Pjs. As I was getting
into the bed my mother called me to her room."
"She was sitting on her bed completely naked. I was very
surprised. 'Come here,' she said. As I walked over to her she
pulled my hand up to her breast. 'This is a tit, and this is a
nipple,' she said. "C'mon, squeeze it. Play with the nipple, it
won't break," she continued. I did as she said, and was
surprised again by the weight of her breast. I played with her
nipple and watched in wonder as it hardened into a little nub.
"'Now look here,' she said as she slipped a finger down by
her vagina. She slowly spread her lips apart with the other
hand. 'If you touch me here it will really make me feel good,'
she said, guiding my fingers to her clitoris. I touched it
gently and she moaned. I rubbed it a little more and she fell
back onto the bed. 'OK, that's enough,' she said. 'Stand back a
little and let me look at you,' she continued. I did as she said
but I noticed a disappointed look on her face."
"She sighed deeply and said 'Pick out a nighty for me to
wear to bed tonight. Take your time, Billy. Find something
nice.' I walked to her closet and looked over her many
nightgowns. I finally chose a little royal blue babydoll style.
I walked over to the bed and handed it to her.
"'I hoped I would be wrong,' she said sadly. 'I let you
play with my tits, let you finger fuck me and you showed no
response. But just letting you paw through my lingerie gives you
a boner,' I looked down and sure enough I was hard. In fact, the
head of my cock was poking its way out of the fly between the
two snaps that kept it shut."
"'I know that you're at an age when sex is all you think
about. But I always thought it would be with girls, not with
boys while dressed like a girl,' she said. 'You are a fairy. Get
out of my room and go to bed, Tinkerbell. Tomorrow I want you to
box up all of your girl clothes. I want to look through them
before I throw them away,' I hung my head and went to bed."
"Things were never the same between my mother and myself."
"To make matters worse, she evidently told her brother and
sister about what happened because whenever the families got
together I was shunned. No one ever said anything about what
happened, but I had the feeling that I was definitely unwanted.
One of my cousins threatened to beat me up if I got any of my
'Queer Cooties' on him. And things got worse at school. Stuart
the Toad had evidently blabbed about what happened and I was
picked on unmercifully that last year."
"After I graduated High School my mother had me sign some
papers. 'Congratulations,' she said as she folded the papers and
slipped them into an envelope. You just joined the Marine
Corps,' she added."
"About a month later I found myself in South Carolina,
sleeping in a barracks with about 40 other guys. I was tempted
by a couple of them, but knew better than to try anything."
"One of the guys had a porn mag and we passed it around the
barracks. I didn't find much of anything interesting in it until
I came across an interview with Marilyn Chambers, the porno
actress. I remember she said something that really struck a
chord in me - she said that if she lived her life the way her
parents wanted her to, she would be at home watching television
and masturbating. But she decided to live her life the way she
wanted to. That's when I decided that's what I would do too."
"So after I finished my hitch in the Marines I got a job
and starting to go to tech school at nights. When I graduated I
was able to get a better job and I spent most of my spare money
on my female wardrobe."
"I really envy you, Marcie. I would give anything to be
like you - to be able to pass and to blend in without any
trouble. Some of my friends like to look outrageous - way-out
makeup and wigs, wearing clothes that would make a whore blush.
They want to be noticed, to have people see them as queens. But
I just want to blend in, just another girl walking down the
street," he said sadly.
"I look and act straight when I'm in public, but I'm just
a little 'dumb cunt' - as Stuart called me - when I'm behind my
closed doors. I go to gay clubs every now and then, but most of
the men there are looking for other macho dudes, not for femme
types like me. Although I have met some other 'sisters' there
who introduced me to Crossroads."
"What's Crossroads?" I asked.
"It's basically a support group for TVs and their
significant others. We usually talk about the issues for about
ten minutes, and spend the rest of the time gossiping and
talking about makeup, clothes and of course, boys," he laughed.
"Every month we have a party and everybody, I mean everybody,
gets laid. Even the wives love it because they get to hook up
with a 'real man' for a night, and of course all of us 'girls'
get banged too. Maybe you'd like to come to our next party," he
added.
I didn't realize how late it was, but I had to get up early
the next morning to get to work. I said my goodbyes and told him
that I would be in touch soon. He walked me to the door and gave
me a deep kiss before he opened the door. "Thanks," he said as
I walked into the hall.
As I lay in my bed I couldn't help but think about Bill's
story. I finally realized how lucky I had been to be supported
by my whole family - mother, my aunts and cousins while I went
through my changes. I just assumed that anyone in the same
position would get the same support. I now knew differently.
Tuesday evening finally arrived. I was ready for our
romantic dinner a few minutes before Scott arrived. I was very
surprised and very disappointed when I opened the door. Scott
was there, but he was with another couple, Frank and Beverly
Johnson. Both seemed to be in their forties; Frank was portly
with a touch of gray in his hair. We wore a huge diamond ring
and was smoking a cigar. I'm sure the shoes he was wearing would
have cost me at least a week's pay.
His wive Beverly was a tall, willowy blonde. Her clothes
were as glamorous as her husband's were expensive. She had a
professional makeup job. I'm sure that she spent most of the day
at a beauty salon. But she had an easy smile and I found out
later that she was very personable.
But there was another woman there, too. She was medium
height with small breasts and a thin waist. She was wearing a
woman's black power suit and heels, with her dark hair pulled
back tightly in a bun. Her look and demeanor reminded me of a
head mistress in some strict girl's finishing school.
Scott introduced the Johnsons. The other woman held out her
hand to me. "I'm Barbara Polaski," she said. "Scott's fiancee,"
she added.
I stood there with a look on my face that I might have had
if I had been hit between the eyes with a brick.
It turned out that since Scott has done such a bang-up job
on the settlement case he was working on his big shot client and
his wife were going to take us to dinner.
"I'm sorry, Marcie," he said softly to me as he helped me
into my coat. "I'll explain later," he added. I also felt a
little embarrassed as I had decided to go braless and my nipples
were sticking out beneath the camisole and semi-sheer blouse I
was wearing. Barbara wrapped her paw around Scott's arm and
turned her back to me. "Let's go, we're going to be late for our
reservations," I heard her say as she walked down the hallway.
The restaurant they took us to was very glamorous and very
exclusive. We would never have been seated if it wasn't for Mr.
Johnson's connections. There was even a small orchestra and a
dance floor. We danced a little while waiting for our table to
be ready. After we ordered Scott and I danced a slow number
together.
As much as I loved being in his strong arms with my head on
his shoulder, I still felt devastated and betrayed. "I'm not
really engaged, Marcie," he said. "Not yet, anyway," he added.
"Somehow she must have found out about you and she high-tailed
her ass here as quickly as she could," he finished. As he bent
down to kiss me I could feel his stiff prick press into my
belly. I really wished we were alone then.
"You two look great on the dance floor," Beverly said. "A
regular Fred and Ginger," she added. I got a frosty look from
Barbara. "It's my turn," Barbara said, grabbing Scott's arm and
leading him back to the floor.
"Well this a little embarrassing," Frank said. "If I had
known Scott had two girls hooked I would have invited my
mistress too," he joked as Beverly rolled her eyes up.
Beverly and I excused ourselves and went to the ladies'
room. As we washed our hands she turned to me. "You look very
tense," she said. "Are you alright?"
"I just can't believe this," I replied. She came around me
and put her hands gently around my neck and then began to
massage my neck and upper shoulders. It felt heavenly. I almost
asked her not to stop.