Jennifer's Story (4)
Several weeks later the phone rang. Steve was out so I answered it. It
was Rob.
'Hello Jennifer' he gushed 'Its good to talk to you again. How are you?'
My mind flashed back to the last time he had rung and how brutal he had
been with Steve. I determined this was not going to be an easy
conversation for Rob.
'I'm fine thanks but Steve's out tonight.'
'Never mind, it's you I really wanted to talk to. I was going to ask to
speak to you last time I rang but I got cut off.' He paused but when I
didn't say anything he continued 'I was hoping we could continue our
bedroom conversations when I was last over. I would love to know what
happened.'
This time I gave him an 'Oh?' so he ploughed on 'Has Steve had his
birthday and his sexy present?'
'Oh yes, that was sometime ago.'
'Did he enjoy it?'
'Yes, I think so'
'How did you cope, you said you weren't looking forward to it.'
'Oh, no problem' I replied.
'Oh,' Rob grunted 'tell me about it? Did he look ghastly?' he carried on
eagerly.
'No' I replied.
Rob was getting the message but still persisted. He asked what Steve
wore, what we did, did I let him touch me, did I sleep with him. When he
got noncommittal answers to everything he asked he tried to turn on the
charm.
'Oh Jenn, talk to Rob' he cajoled.
I jumped on him and told him my name was Jennifer and only Steve was
allowed to call me Jenn.
This threw him. His arrogance couldn't understand why his charm and
previous prowess were not working. 'What's the matter?'
'Nothing.' I replied in that tone we women use to signify the opposite.
Rob spluttered a bit and tried to move the conversation forward. 'Did
you take any photographs of Steve on his big night?' he asked with a
hint of spite in his voice.
I paused and then said 'Why would we do that?'
'Oh, I was hoping to see what Steve looked like in women's clothing and
my present.'
I didn't say anything but started to feel really wicked.
'Jennifer are you still there?' called Rob.
'Oh yes' I replied then twisted the knife 'As your so interested in our
love life, how's yours? Have you got a new girlfriend yet?'
'I was hoping it was going to be you now Steve has released you.'
I laughed at him. 'That's very flattering but I've already made my
choice.'
'But I thought we got on so well together. I really enjoyed sleeping
with you.'
'Enjoyed sleeping with me because I was Steve's wife or because of me?
It seemed, in your last phonecall, you were more interested in scoring
points off Steve.'
'Why are you giving me such a hard time Jennifer. We gelled so nicely
when we slept together, not that we did much sleeping, and I was hoping
we could do it again.'
It was time to draw the conversation to a close. 'Any message for
Steve?' I asked 'Do you want him to ring you back?'
'It wasn't important' mumbled Rob.
I then gave him a ray of hope 'It's no good ringing Steve on a Thursday
night, he normally meets his friends at the driving range. Bye'
Rob gave a very disgruntled 'bye' as I rang off. I had no doubt that Rob
would ring again on a Thursday.
I had enjoyed the conversation with Rob. A surge of power and pleasure
coursed through me not only was I controlling Steve but defending and
protecting him. Rob wasn't to think that just because I had seduced him
once he could rule the roost. In fact I was determined to bring him down
a peg or two, Steve was mine and nobody was going to put him down. I
humiliated and tormented him because, deep down, he wanted it and I
enjoyed wielding the power. I don't think I would get any satisfaction
out of really fighting Steve for control.
When Steve arrived home that night I didn't tell him about Rob's
phonecall but gave him a long kiss and told him to lock up. Steve looked
at his watch and then at me.
'I think we should have an early night' I said before putting my arms
around his neck and giving him another kiss.
Steve didn't argue but scuttled off to lock up. I was already in bed
with the lights out when Steve came in. Very soon he was lying in bed
along side me. This power thing drove through me again so when Steve
turned towards me in bed I pushed him back 'Lie still Girly, Jenn is
going to take care of you.' Steve froze momentarily at the mention of
that name, but my hands were already raking his chest and squeezing his
nipples as he did to me when he was in the driving seat. He just relaxed
and murmured 'Oh Jenn'
Thoughts of how I had spoken to Rob dominated my thinking and drove me
forward. I made Steve spread his legs and bend his knees up towards his
chest. I played with him like that then positioned myself between his
legs and felt him slide into me. It was a bit awkward to begin with but
soon I could feel Steve reaching the places I needed him to. I reached
back between my legs and stroked his bottom. I could feel his excitement
growing and whispered to him 'There Girly, almost like a real woman'. He
gasped, I felt him pulsing, then explode massively with a loud grunt. I
came immediately after him.
I just lay on him as we subsided and caught our breath. I kissed him,
untangled myself and lay along side him breathing heavily, then turned
to him and said 'How was it for you?' in a parody of the age old
question. Steve looked at me with hurt in his eyes then turned his back
to me.
'What's the matter?'
'Nothing'
'Well you don't seem very happy'
'It's ok-- just leave me alone.'
I snuggled up to his back and ran my hand over his chest 'Don't tell me
you didn't enjoy that because your body gave you away.' I still had no
response from Steve, and was a little upset. It was obvious we had both
enjoyed the lovemaking. 'Perhaps next time you should wear a nightie'
Steve groaned at this torment 'Please don't Jenn'
'It was like Rob and I in bed but in reverse, except I locked my legs
around him towards the end.'
'Stop it please Jenn, Stop it.'
'Why, don't you like being made love to as a woman?' I pinched his
nipple, then turned away from him and went to sleep.
The following morning things were back to normal except for Steve being
quieter than usual. I was curious about Steve's reaction last night,
What did it mean? There was no doubt he enjoyed it and had been
extremely excited but why was he apparently upset when it was over. I
felt sure we would repeat this but next time maybe Steve would wear a
nightdress.
Since Steve and I had discussed what was happening I was much more
comfortable with what I was doing and enjoying, but I still wondered why
I did it. It was really now between Steve and me, and although I didn't
rule out another night with Rob it was no longer the overriding passion
it had been just after the event. I had learnt a lot more about Steve
and myself since then and no longer looked with dread upon the thought
of Steve dressed as a woman. In fact I felt I would like Steve to dress
properly again soon. I suppose my initial reaction when it was first
suggested it was the fear of the unknown.
Soon after this Steve mentioned that Sara, his assistant, had invited us
to a party on the Saturday before Halloween. I had not met Sara but
Steve had often talked about her and I was keen to meet her. 'That will
be nice' I enthused but Steve said he had already refused pleading
another commitment.
I stared at him 'But we have nothing else on then have we? Why shouldn't
we go?'
Steve would not meet my eyes but mumbled about it being fancydress.
'What's the matter with that?' I demanded.
'It's to be a traditional Halloween party with all the men dressed as
women.' Steve mumbled.
My face broke into a slow smile 'And what's the matter with that my
girly man' I enquired 'we both know you can do that.'
'But not for others to see' groaned Steve.
'I would have thought you would like that, after all the other men are
going to be in the same boat. It should be fun and it will give me the
chance to meet this Sara you keep talking about.'
Steve kept grumbling he didn't want to do it and then I had an idea.
Steve had always looked longingly at high-heeled shoes. I had nearly
bought him a pair for his sexy present but I thought he would not have
time to get use to them and would feel uncomfortable in them.
'How about we buy you a pair of heels for this party'
Steve tensed again and was about to say no but paused. I jumped into
this pause and said 'Its all right, we can order them over the web, or
through mail order. There are plenty of addresses in my magazines. Let's
have a look shall we?'
Steve was still reluctant but I had guessed correctly, his love of high
heels overcame his reluctance. Soon we were looking through the
magazines although Steve kept moaning he didn't want to go. Soon we
spotted a pair of pale pink open toed sandals. He didn't say anything,
but I sensed his interest.
'Their very feminine' I said pointing at the pink shoes 'but they're
not very practical unless you choose to wear your pink dress to the
party.'
Steve gasped and said 'No'.
I teased him further 'Why not. It's very feminine and I didn't say every
time you wore the dress it was because you were to be punished.'
Steve still objected and although I felt the dress was not a suitable
choice, I did enjoy making him feel uncomfortable 'After all it's a very
sexy dress and I think Sara should see you at your best.' I added
pointedly 'Perhaps you feel Girly should only wear it to be punished.'
'Stop it Jenn, please stop it.'
I giggled. At the bottom of the advert, a small note that said they were
also available in black or white. 'I think we should get you these
shoes'
Steve looked at me with doleful eyes 'I am not wearing the pink dress to
the party.' I looked back at him noting that he was no longer saying he
was not going to the party but what he was not wearing. He lowered his
eyes 'Please Jenn.'
I paused long enough for him to know he was not going to dictate to me,
then said 'You can get these shoes in black or white. I think we should
get you a white pair.' I tried to keep a stern expression on my face but
inside I was bubbling with laughter as I continued 'If you are coming
out with me then you will be properly dressed and behave yourself.
Understand?'
Steve put his hand on my arm and squeezed gently in a gesture of
submission. 'Tomorrow you will thank Sara for the invitation and tell
her we will be happy to come. Oh, and ask her as the men are dressing
up what would she like the women to wear.'
Steve looked at me again and pleaded 'Please Jenn, don't expose me.'
I felt the familiar power feeling surge through me but now I just wanted
to keep it at that, I didn't need to convert it into sex. I patted his
arm and said 'I'm going to bed.'
Steve continued to look at me with his big doleful eyes and a protective
feeling complimented the feeling of power. I gave him a quick hug, stood
up and left Steve to lock up.
Later in bed he clung to me as if for protection.
On the following Saturday the kids had been invited to a birthday party
about half an hours drive from us. They were to be there for late
morning and we were asked to pick them up around six.
Steve was all for taking them then returning and going back later to
collect them. From the hints he had been dropping I think he thought he
might have the chance to dress again but I decided I was to be the one
who would control this. Anyway there were some nice shops in that area I
had not visited for a long while, so I told Steve we go together and
spend the time looking around.
Steve whined about this but I told him we were not going to spend the
day at home but gave him a crumb of comfort by saying perhaps we could
do something different in the evening. Steve was not very happy but gave
in.
On the Saturday morning the children were all excited about the time
they were going to spend with their friends but Steve was grumpy about
spending the afternoon shopping. I was feeling wicked and Steve wanted
to dress so lets combine the two I thought. I put out a soft bra and
some lacy panties. He looked at them, then at me and gave a puzzled
frown.
'Your already dressed, Why are you going to change into these?'
I giggled, enjoying his bewilderment. 'Their not for me silly, their for
you.'
The puzzlement went from his face 'Oh Jenn' he said 'Thank you. I'll
enjoy wearing them this evening.'
He came towards me to give me a hug. 'Their for you to put on now.'
Steve stopped in his tracks and looked at me as if I had taken leave of
my senses 'But you said we were going shopping.'
'We are.'
'But I can't wear those out. People will see'
'Nobody will see anything under your thick, loose lumber shirt, and as
we are going to Sara's party I think you should get use to wearing
lingerie outside.' I emphasised the lingerie with its very feminine
connotations.
Steve looked at me aghast. 'No Jenn, you can't mean this'
'I can and I do.' I replied and pointed at the underwear 'Put them on.'
Once again I was seriously enjoying myself. Since Steve's weekend of
dressing I had come to think of him dressed as cute and definitely
needed to be told what to do. Remembering his humiliation on the
Saturday night and the image of him over my knee on the Sunday was
extremely powerful.
'Please Jenn, No'
'Put them on'
Steve stopped, hesitated, then pulled himself erect 'No.'
I smiled inwardly at the expected resistance, stared back at him with a
look that I hope expressed my inner resolve. 'Yes.'
Steve moaned 'Please Jenn'
I softened my tone but kept the resolve 'You know you really want to
Girly. You wanted to spend the afternoon all dressed up but that's not
going to happen. This way you can get the thrill of being dressed in
public without anyone but us knowing about it.'
Steve's manner started to wilt. I pushed my advantage and hardened my
tone 'You can forget anything happening this evening unless you put
these things on now. Now hurry up or we shall be late'
I knew he really wanted to wear the lingerie so I cajoled him further
'Really, with your lumber shirt and baggy trousers no one will see
anything and think how exciting it will feel walking around in your sexy
lingerie.'
Steve just stared at me 'I can't Jenn'
'Yes you can and you will. Now get on with it or I'll get your stockings
and garter belt out as well.' Steve gasped and stared at me. My voice
altered again to the cajoling whisper 'Just think what could happen
later'
Steve reluctantly started to undress. I knew I had won and had to sit
down and squeeze my thighs together to enjoy the feelings running
through my body. I watched with great satisfaction as Steve pulled the
lingerie on. When he had finished dressing he spent a long time looking
at himself in the mirror trying to see if any part of the underclothes
were visible.
I interrupted his examination 'I told you nothing would be visible
Girly'
He stared at me with a frightened look 'Please Jenn'
I giggled again 'Lets get going.' Steve's shoulders slouched and he went
to the car. I wondered when he would realise that I would not do
anything to seriously embarrass him in public.
We dropped the kids off, parked at the shopping centre and window
shopped for a while. I pointed out various dresses and suits and asked
Steve for his comments. In a shop window there was a particularly
feminine bra and panty set complete with a deep, very lacy garter belt.
I moved closer to him, put my arm around his waist, and quietly asked
him whether he thought he would like wearing it. He tensed and tried to
move away but I held him close.
'Stop it Jenn' he hissed.
I let my hand drift down from his waist to his bottom. I could feel the
lacy edge of his panties. 'I think those panties would feel very
sensuous and sexy around your bottom.'
'Jenn' he hissed.
'It's a pity we don't take the same size in underwear' I whispered again
after a pause 'or we could share them. I'm sure Rob would like to see me
in that.'
Steve froze, his shoulders drooped, whilst I twisted the knife 'Mind you
I don't think the bra and panties would last very long. He's very good
at getting them off.' Reminding Steve about Rob was a very effective way
of keeping control.
Steve shuddered then groaned but before he could react any more I
brushed in front of him saying 'Lets go in here' and entered the
department store. Steve stopped in the men's section to recover whilst I
moved into the women's section.
As I wandered between the rails my mind drifted to considering what had
happened over the last few days. Steve had agreed to go to a party
dressed as a woman, he had been persuaded to come out shopping dressed
in women's undies, and hadn't walked off when I reminded him about Rob
again. Previous to that I had made love to him as if he were a woman and
although he had been upset after it he had obviously liked it. I thought
back further to when I had seduced Rob. Steve had not protested or tried
to stop me. After the event when I had denied him sex for nearly four
weeks he had seemed upset but also he had a quiet resignation. At the
time I thought it was because he wanted to dress but now I wasn't sure.
Obviously the dressing was a big part of it but was it only a symptom, a
crutch so he could be seriously dominated.
And what were my feelings in all this? Fortunately the guilt trips had
stopped after our talk but I was unsure where we were going and what I
wanted from all this. I enjoyed the domination and the being in charge
but I felt there was more than that. My sexual excitement seemed now to
be coming from domination. True it was mainly Steve but I remembered how
turned on I had been after taking Rob down a peg or two. I realized that
I was becoming what is frequently called a bossy bitch, not an unkind
one, but one that was going to get her own way and her own satisfaction.
I didn't feel unhappy about this as long as it fitted in with Steve and
he and I continued to be together. The question now was how did it
continue and how far did both of us want it to go? Perhaps the bigger
question was what if one of us wanted to go further than the other?
Whilst all these thoughts had been going through my mind I had been
scanning the rails. Suddenly I focussed on the contents of the rail in
front of me. It was a sale rail of last seasons clothes that contained
some interesting dresses. I started picking out very feminine ones, not
ones I would wear now but would possibly suit Steve. On cue Steve
appeared on the other side of the rack.
I grinned at him 'Decided to join me?'
Steve gave a grunt that could be interpreted as anything but did not
look me in the eye. I held up a pale blue, high waisted dress.
'Do you like?' I enquired
He showed a glimmer of interest 'It's Ok but I wouldn't have thought it
was your style now.' And with a spark of rebellion he emphasised the
now.
I didn't react but put the dress back and continued looking through the
rack.
I picked out a dress with a full skirt and a button up bodice. The
buttons on the bodice stopped mid breast and the bodice continued into
shoulder straps just a little wider than bra straps.
'How about this then?'
Steve looked at it and it was obvious he liked it but there was a
puzzled look in his eyes.
'It looks very feminine.'
'Hold it up for me will you'
Steve looked at me in a wary sort of way then held it up by the hanger.
'Not like that silly, hold it against you'
Steve blushed and looked around then pulled it closer to his body.
'Oh Steve' I complained 'Co-operate please. Hold it up under you chin
and pull the skirt out to the side so I can see it properly.'
He blushed more deeply and looked around again to see if anyone was
watching. He then held the dress against his body whilst trying to hold
an expression of complete detachment.
'Hum' I said 'Perhaps. Put it on the end of the rail please.'
I then spotted a royal blue dress with a high neck, no sleeves and a mid
calf hemline. I checked the size and pulled it out. I looked at it
properly when it was clear of the rack then held it out to Steve 'Model
this one for me please' I simpered at him.
Steve was still embarrassed but getting more into the swing of things.
Steve's embarrassment surprised me somewhat as he had often helped me
clothes shop but had not been shy like this before. I inwardly smiled
and wondered if the underwear had anything to do with it.
I studied the dress carefully as Steve held it against him. It looked
good.
'Fine, we'll take that one.'
Steve started looking around. 'What's the matter?' I asked
'I'm looking for the changing room so you can try it on.'
'We won't bother. I'm sure it's going to be OK.'
Steve just stared at me, I never bought dresses without trying them on.
'Come on' I chivvied 'Bring the dress.'
I smiled at the way he carried the dress. It is the particular way men
carry women's clothing that is suppose to say its not for me, I'm just
helping out.
His embarrassment increased as I grabbed his hand and led him into the
underwear section. The thrilling thing was that Steve was creating his
own embarrassment as no one was taking any notice of us. I wandered up
and down the rows stopping to examine sets that interested me. I kept a
tight hold on Steve's hand as he seemed reluctant to share my interest.
Then we came to a gorgeous set in pale pink lace, the set we had seen in
the window. Besides the bra it had three types of knickers, proper
french knickers, panties and a thong. I picked up the pair of french
knickers and held them out to him 'Don't you think these look feminine'
I asked. He started to blush and mumbled something.
'I think we shall have a set of these'
'I'll wait for you by the till' mumbled Steve and went to walk away.
'Stay there' I said in a threatening whisper 'or I shall start talking
out loud about what you have on underneath your shirt and then everyone
will look.'
He tried to fade into the background as I went through the bras and
picked out the correct size and selected one each of the knickers. I
also picked up the suspender belt.
The old feeling came back as I watched Steve whither under my control. I
don't know why it made me feel good but it did and I wondered why Steve
apparently wanted it. He had intimated he thought women should behave
like that but I felt there was something else there, something perhaps
he didn't even realize.
We had moved to the checkout and the girl ran our purchases through the
till with the normal sales girl comments about have feminine the
underwear was and did I plan to wear the dress somewhere special.
I gave the usual replies and when she presented the total I turned to
Steve and said 'Their for you so aren't you going to pay?'
Steve blushed and searched for his wallet whilst the sales girl kept up
the comments 'She will look nice for you in these sir'. Steve fumbled
with his card and completed the transaction going red again. I gave
Steve the bag, said goodbye to the sales girl and walked out. Steve
trailed along behind.
As soon as we were outside there was a very angry whisper from Steve
'Jennifer, how could you. That was totally out of order.'
'I thought it was only right that you should pay for your own clothes.'
He had been about to elaborate on my being out of order when he gasped
and said 'My clothes?'
'Didn't you notice. All the clothes are in your size.'
Steve just stared at me, then his shoulders slumped, 'Oh no.'
I giggled, took his hand and said 'What's the matter, don't you like
them? I thought as you were going to a party you should have something
new and nice to wear.'
Steve groaned but didn't take his hand away. 'Come on, as you have spent
so much money on yourself, I'll buy lunch.'
We wandered around and found a nice looking place for lunch with a small
table at the back that was reasonably isolated. During lunch I kept up a
steady conversation about women's clothing and asked Steve how he felt
in the underwear. Steve was quiet but seemed resigned and although he
did not contribute greatly to the conversation he did join in.
After lunch we wandered around some of the smaller streets looking in
interesting little shops. Then we came across a real leather merchant's
with bags and belts on display in the window. I was looking in the
window when someone opened the door and came out. That smell of fresh
leather drifted out.
'Lets look in here.' As we entered that glorious smell of leather
enveloped me. I started examining the display of bags and briefcases and
enjoying the craftsmanship. Towards the back of the shop there was a
display of belts with a whole stand devoted to women's belts. They
ranged from thin strands of coloured leather that were gathered and
knotted together, to wide belts with elaborate buckles. I gazed at them
then turned to Steve 'Aren't they glorious?'
Steve mumbled something about not being interested but I continued to
explore the belts. Suddenly a voice behind me enquired 'May I be of any
help?'
I turned and there was the shopkeeper in his leather apron. 'I was just
looking.'
'Please carry on' he replied 'I pride myself on having the best
selection of leather belts in the area but if you know what you want and
its not there I can make it for you.'
'Do you make all these?' I enquired fingering a medium size belt in very
supple leather.
'Most of them. The one you are holding there is in one of my favourite
leathers. Italian, it's so soft and tactile I believe it complements the
femininity of any woman that wears it.'
Steve started shuffling his feet but I ignored him and turned towards
the shopkeeper. I was about to continue the conversation when I was
struck by how attractive he was so I lamely continued 'You think so?'
'Oh yes. I think women should have a wide range of leather belts to
compliment their feelings. The different leathers and sizes emphasise
the mood of the lady. For instance if you look at these wide belts they
are still feminine but wearing one indicates you are not to be messed
with.' He carried on talking but I wasn't listening. I was just drinking
in the sexiness of this man. My body language must have given me away as
Steve interrupted quite rudely by asking did they have any men's belts.
The shopkeeper paused, turned to Steve 'Yes sir, over there.' And
pointed to a rack on the other side of the shop.
'Steve why don't you go out and see if there are any other interesting
shops. I'll join you shortly.' My hands had inadvertently moved along
the display until I was holding one of the thick wide belts. Steve
looked at me and I hastily tried to think of a face saving line if he
challenged me but after looking at me for a short while, he almost
pouted then turned and walked out of the shop.
I turned back to the shopkeeper and noticed his nametag, Christopher. I
gave him a smile 'Sorry about that ..er.. Christopher'
I moved closer to him whilst apparently studying the belts. He smiled at
my use of his name 'You're a very forthright lady'
'Sometimes you have to be' I replied and looked back along the display.
'Which of these belts do you think would suit me?'
He paused, stepped back and looked at me. I moved into a more suggestive
pose. He picked out one of the belts I had first noticed 'I think this
would suit you.' He handed me the belt 'Let's see how it fits.' I put it
on but I could only fasten it on the last hole. His hands moved to my
waist and ran around my waist checking the fit. Out of the corner of my
eye I saw Steve peering into the shop window. I moved around until I was
between the window and Christopher so Steve could only see my back. The
shopkeeper grinned at me as he realised what I had done. 'I'll find a
slightly longer one.' He said still grinning.
He went back and pulled out another in the same leather, measured it and
said 'This one will be better.'
I took the belt from him touching his hand as I took the belt. When it
was on he looked at it 'That's better' and once again he ran his fingers
around inside the belt. Was it my imagination or did he take longer this
time? 'That feels nice' I commented letting him work out whether it was
the belt, his fingers or both.
'That's better' he said after a pause. He looked into my eyes and
smiled. I almost melted but I decided regretfully that that was enough
for today.
'Oh well' I sighed 'It looks as if I shall have to rejoin my husband,
but I'll take the belt'.
He shrugged 'I understand.' He then gave me a dazzling smile 'I would
like to give you that belt but I see it could be awkward if you leave
without paying for something so how about I sell you the belt your are
holding and give you another one free. A sort of two for one offer.'
I smiled my thanks and picked one of the strong wide belts. I paid
whilst Christopher packed the belts. 'I've put my card in there. Give me
a ring and perhaps you could come back sometime, alone.'
I gave him another dazzling smile and said coquettishly 'Perhaps.'
Steve accosted me outside 'What were you doing in there?' he demanded.
'With my husband dressed in female undergarments, and just having bought
lingerie and a dress for himself, you have the cheek to ask me why I've
bought two belts.'
'But, but he was all over you.'
'He was fitting a belt on me. Now let's have less of this attitude, or'
I said darkly 'you will be wearing the pink dress tonight.'
Steve was not happy 'Why did you send me from the shop?' he demanded
with something like his old spirit.
'Because you were getting in the way and Christopher was very
attentive.'
Fortunately this little street was very quiet and so Steve's restrained
outburst was not attracting any attention
He suddenly collapsed 'Oh Jenn.' He moaned, then very tentatively, he
asked 'Are you going to see him again?'
'I don't know. Do you think I should?'
Steve didn't answer but started to sulk. We walked back to the car,
collected the children and drove home. Steve hardly said a word to me
during the drive home but that was not a problem as the children kept up
a constant chatter telling us what fun they had had. All we had to do
was slip in the odd comment or question.
Back at home I thought about the day. Steve sulking was something new.
Before he had always faced up to a problem and either resolved it
himself or talked about it. This morning I had expected a much bigger
fight over him wearing lingerie. I had even been prepared to back down
as it was the first time he had had to face such an embarrassment.
Naturally I would not have let it drop and would have forced Steve into
a promise of something equally embarrassing to him but none of that had
been necessary. Steve was changing and although I was not unhappy about
the situation at the moment I would have to be careful as I didn't want
Steve to change too much from the person I had married. Now I just
wanted to be in control.
Steve brightened up after the children had gone to bed. I asked him to
pour me a drink. He brought it through and I sipped it appreciatively.
Steve had brought himself a soft drink but he was quite agitated
drinking it. I soon discovered the reason when he blurted out 'Should I
try on the dress I bought today?'
I wanted to say no but it did make sense that if it was not right we
could go and change it. 'You think you deserve that after your behaviour
this afternoon?' I waited but Steve just stared at the floor. I sighed
'In future there will be no more of this sulking. Give me a top up
please, then go and take off your clothes but leave your bra and panties
on. I shall join you shortly.'
Steve suddenly came alive, he took my glass and refilled it, gulped the
rest of his drink then went to the bedroom. I followed on after I had a
few more sips of my drink.
He stood there in his underwear and arousal. The dress was lying on the
bed with his new lingerie. I pushed the underwear aside, unzipped the
dress and held it out to him. He stepped into it and I pulled it up,
helped him get his arms in the correct holes then pulled it up and
fastened it behind him. He moved away and looked at himself in the
mirror. There was disappointment on his face 'It doesn't look right'
I studied him and realised there was no shape. 'Hang on' I unfastened
the dress, got two pair of socks from his sock drawer and went to push
them into his bra but he moaned 'Can't we do it properly.'
His meaning was momentarily lost on me then I realised and got the
breastforms. 'I'm not sticking them on,' I told him firmly 'I'll just
put them in the cups.'
I zipped him up, he twirled in front of the mirror and a look of
contentment spread over his face. 'You can consider yourself lucky
you're not in your pink dress' I reprimanded him 'after your behaviour
today.'
He lowered his eyes and mumbled something 'What was that?' I asked
sharply. 'Nothing' he whispered.
'Yes it was, what did you say?'
Steve visibly wilted and muttered something about my behaviour. I was
already feeling horny after flirting with Christopher and the prospect
that I could take it further. Now Steve complaining sent a surge of
power through me. I pushed Steve further and he blurted out 'You almost
undressed him. It's not fair.' He metaphorically stamped his foot.
I giggled, which did nothing to improve his mood, and waited for him to
continue. But he didn't.
'How many times have you dressed?' I asked
'You said you were going to be faithful to Rob.' He flung back.
I smiled 'Maybe I've changed my mind.'
He stared at me dumbfounded then collapsed 'Oh Jenn.' he moaned.
I went to him and gave him a big hug. I really loved him but he had to
learn. 'Lets get undressed and go to bed. You can be the man tonight.'
He looked at me and then submitted. 'Will you unzip me please?'
When he was naked I asked him to undress me. With images of Christopher
in my mind I lay back and enjoyed the next hour then slept soundly.
The following day Steve seemed to have recovered. When was he going to
learn it was only sex and that, coupled with his feelings of possession
and pride, was the weapon I used to dominate him.
On the following Thursday the telephone rang. With a feeling of
excitement I answered it. It was Rob. He had phoned again as I had been
convinced he would. I kept a neutral tone in my voice as I kept up the
pretence from the previous phonecall and reminded him that Thursday
night was Steve's night out. Rob said he'd remembered but wanted to
speak to me not Steve. He told me that he had found it exciting being
seduced by Steve's wife, had thoroughly enjoyed sleeping with me and he
really wanted to see me again. My head started to spin with all the
complementary things he was saying to me. He hardly mentioned Steve
except to ask did we enjoy wearing the presents he sent. I replied I
couldn't answer for Steve but the bracelet was lovely and I wore it on
special occasions.
By this time I had let Rob know that I was not averse to him phoning me
but also that I was not going to fall into his arms at the earliest
opportunity. I brought the conversation to a close but not before Rob
had again mentioned he was sorry there were no photographs of Steve
wearing his present.
Once again I didn't tell Steve. He would find out when I was ready.
As Halloween approached I reminded Steve he had not told me how the
women were to be dressed. He mumbled something about asking Sara.
'You have told Sara we're coming haven't you'
He looked at the floor but didn't answer.
I laid down the law. 'Tomorrow you will tell Sara we are coming and you
will ask her how she wants the women to dress. Do you understand?'
'Yes' he muttered in a very unconvincing tone.
I moved close to him and whispered in his ear 'If I don't have an answer
by this time tomorrow you are going to have a very painful experience in
your pink dress and I will not be using my hand.'
I felt the familiar surge of power ripple through me as I saw a mixture
of fear and excitement reflected in his eyes. I confirmed what I saw by
squeezing the front of his trousers and felt the familiar stirrings. I
drew away once again confused by his excitement.
'I'm going to bed' I declared and as I saw the look of expectation sweep
over his face I added 'To sleep.' The look was replaced with frustration
and disappointment.
I fell asleep quickly but woke up in the early hours wide awake. Steve
was in a restless sleep along side me. My mind drifted back to our
conversation the previous evening. I couldn't escape the fact that I was
aroused by my control over Steve but I couldn't understand why he
accepted it and appeared excited by the thought of being physically
punished. Once again there was this dichotomy. Was Steve turned on by
the punishment, or the domination, or both? The time I had spanked Steve
held erotic thoughts for me, not only the domination turned me on but
also the physical act of spanking. It established my control over him.
But was there another punishment that I could use as well? Something
that would separate the domination from the physical punishment? Perhaps
another night with Rob? My mind kept churning with the problem. I loved
Steve and didn't want to do anything that would prejudice our love but
we both seemed to get satisfaction out of my domination.
Whilst these thoughts were running through my mind, I remembered how I
had felt when I was angry with Steve for not trying to stop me sleeping
with Rob. It had been a very powerful feeling denying him sex and
contact with me but I realised it was I who had broken in the end. I had
missed the love and the sex. If only I could find a way to control
Steve by denying him sex but have my desires satisfied that would be a
better punishment. The obvious way was to have a lover but I didn't want
that on a permanent basis as when Steve was not being punished I didn't
want to be tied to sex with someone else and I wasn't really into casual
sex. People like Christopher only come along very occasionally.
These thoughts kept churning around in my mind until, exhausted and with
no solution, I fell asleep.
The following evening, after the kids had gone to bed, I asked Steve
what Sara had said. Fortunately he had the answers so my uncertainty
about physical punishment did not become an issue. Steve did appear to
be in some doubt as to whether to tell me or not though and I realised I
would need to come up with an answer soon or give him another spanking.
That Thursday Rob phoned me again and immediately started asking when
could he see me again. I wondered how Steve would take it when I told
him and would he assume I had sent Rob a photograph. He had skirted
around the subject on a several occasions but had not asked me directly.
Why didn't he ask outright?
As Halloween approached I asked Steve would the rest of his team be
there and what were they wearing. He said all the office was going, and
the lads were generally hamming it up a bit. He didn't know about their
partners but as the women had been asked to dress as ghosts or spirits
he presumed that's what they would wear.
I asked Steve what he wanted to wear. He said he thought he was wearing
the dress we had bought.
'Do you want to? Don't you think it's a bit too formal compared with
what your colleagues will be wearing? How about wearing a blouse and
skirt like you wore when you first dressed?'
I could see a mixture of relief and disappointment in his face as he
said 'But I thought we bought the dress for this party?'
I persuaded him that a skirt and blouse would be more appropriate and
enable him to fit in better. I also suggested we ask his mother, who had
again agreed to look after the children that night, if we could pick
them up on the Sunday afternoon. Then he could dress properly in the
morning and wear his new dress if he wanted. Steve agreed to this and I
was happy as it fitted in with my plans.
The day of the party arrived, the children were taken to Steve's mother
and I started to get ready. I had decided to go as a spirit. I wore an
old white nightdress with a tight button up bodice. My makeup was pale
with dark lipstick, eye shadow and nail polish. White stockings and
shoes completed my ensemble. When Steve saw me he groaned.
'What's the matter?' I asked worried there was something wrong and
hastily checked myself in the mirror.
Steve lowered his eyes then mumbled 'You look gorgeous. You are going to
behave yourself tonight aren't you?' then continued in a more petulant
tone 'These are the people I have to work with.'
I looked at myself in the mirror again. I did look good with the bodice
tight around my breasts and waist then the skirt falling away in folds
emphasising my hips.
I grinned at him 'I'll try and remember. Now lets look at you, I don't
want too much competition for any man I fancy.' The familiar haunted
look appeared on Steve's face.
'Please Jenn' he whispered.
Steve was dressed in a white blouse, red, mid thigh skirt, nude tights
and his new, white shoes. I agreed he could wear his new underwear. He
had wanted to put the breastforms on but I suggested that would look too
good and persuaded him to stuff some of my old tights into his bra. I
reminded him he was dressing properly tomorrow.
He saw the sense of fitting in with his colleagues and when I suggested
he did his own makeup he readily agreed. The result could best be
described as amateurish but he certainly would not stand out amongst the
other men. The only thing that had concerned me about this party was
Steve, after his initial reluctance, would want to do it properly and
there was no way I wanted any hint of Steve's little peccadillo being
evident.
I smiled encouragingly at him 'You look good.' I said but not answering
the question posed by his eyes. 'Lets see you walk in your new shoes'
Although he had tried them on, and walked in them, when they were
delivered, he had not spent much time in them. I watched him wobble
around whilst suggesting he took smaller steps. That looked better but
once again I was pleased to see it did not look as if he was use to
wearing them. Half an hour at the party I thought and he will be walking
around in stockinged feet.
I drove to the party but Steve already knew he was going to drive back.
We found a parking space and had to walk back. Steve, in his anxiety,
tried to hurry and almost fell off his heels. 'Calm down' I told him.
Sara saw us arrive and hurried over to welcome us. Steve gave her a kiss
on the cheek then introduced me. I felt a pang of jealousy, as Sara was
certainly one hot young lady. She stepped back and looked at Steve 'Very
convincing' she laughed then turned her attention to me 'You look
lovely, too good to be dead' and she held my gaze for a moment before
telling us where the drinks were then excusing herself as other guests
arrived.
We provided ourselves with drinks and went to join the group from
Steve's office. I chatted to those people I recognized and was
introduced to people I hadn't met before. The names, as usual,
disappeared in a blur. After about half an hour the group had partially
separated into those that worked together and those that were the
partners. A certain amount of gentle horseplay developed in the former
group and I saw one of the lads squeeze Steve's bosom. I was right I
thought.
I started looking around. There were now quite a few people there but
the largest group was from Steve's office. I scanned the men trying to
pick out which was Sara's fellow but none of them seemed to be in her
league.
Suddenly a voice beside me said 'Eyeing up the talent?'
I turned and there was Sara. I smiled and said 'Not really. I was trying
to pick out the man you were with, but' I added hastily 'none of them
seem to measure up.'
Sara gave a short laugh 'You will have to look for a long time, I don't
have a partner.'
'I'm surprised.' I stated.
Sara just smiled.
'Steve looks good. His longish hair makes him a natural for this.' I
smiled and was about to reply when Sara continued 'I thought you would
have helped him with his makeup though.'
This time I laughed. Sara was an easy person to be with. 'I thought it
was time he realised what we go through to make ourselves presentable.'
She laughed. 'You don't have to do very much.'
Momentarily I was lost for words. This was the second complement Sara
had paid me and although I was use to responding to them from men, this
was from a woman and a very attractive one. Fortunately I was saved from
making a comment by Steve walking over to join us, his shoes in his
hand.
'We were just talking about you.' Sara and I burst out together.
Steve looked startled and I gave him a moment. 'Giving up so soon.' I
chided him and pointed at the shoes.
'We were just commenting on how good a woman you make.' said Sara
smiling 'A better job on your makeup and more practise in your heels you
would be quite passable.'
Steve shot me a terrified glance 'Put your heels back on and let's have
a good look at you.' commanded Sara. Steve reluctantly did as instructed
and stood, sheepishly, in front of us. 'Wonderful' continued Sara 'just
stay there a moment while I get my camera. I must have a photo of you
both.' With that she was gone.
Steve turned to me in a panic 'What have you been saying?' he hissed.
I smiled at him and tried to calm him down 'Nothing. She is just pleased
we made the effort and its obvious she's fond of you. I'm sure Sara will
take photographs of all the people here tonight.' Steve was still not
convinced so I continued 'If you carry on making a fuss people will
suspect something. It's just a fancy dress party so relax.'
Sara took the photograph. 'Is everything your wearing tonight feminine?'
she teased Steve. Steve started stuttering an answer so I replied 'Yes,
all authentic.' And smiled at her.
'Excellent' she mused 'I will say it again with a bit of an improvement
you would make a lovely woman.'
I started to feel wicked 'Indeed, what would you improve?'
'Well' said Sara getting into the teasing spirit 'The makeup obviously.
Its all there but not necessarily in the right places.' Steve looked
even more uncomfortable as we laughed. 'The breasts I presume are
tights, some falsies would give a much better shape, and the waist could
be emphasised more. But' she continued ignoring Steve's embarrassment
'those legs are great.'
Steve looked extremely uncomfortable during this but I detected a spark
of interest in his eyes. 'Yes, I see what you mean, and maybe some curls
in his hair?'
'Yes' said Sara laughing 'I don't think I will be able to look at you in
the same light again.'
Steve didn't respond but made some excuse and walked unsteadily away to
rejoin the men. As soon as he got there he took the shoes off again.
'Oh dear' said Sara 'I hope I haven't upset him. We work very well
together and I wouldn't want to jeopardise that.'
'Don't worry' I said 'I'll sort him out.'
Sara just looked at me for a while then said, not unkindly, 'I'm sure
you will.'
Suddenly there was a commotion by the door 'Excuse me, it looks as if
there are some late arrivals. We'll try and talk more later.'
I wandered back over to join Steve and as I came up behind him I pinched
his bottom. Steve jerked and nearly spilt his drink 'Hi gorgeous.'
Steve, when he realised who it was grumbled did I have to do it so hard
whilst his colleagues laughed.
Later on Steve relaxed and we danced. As we were leaving Sara gave me a
hug and went to kiss my cheek but missed and almost kissed me on the
mouth. 'That was nice.' she said then continued unabashed 'Do you fancy
meeting for lunch sometime?'
'Yes, lets' I replied
On the drive back I questioned Steve about Sara but he was not very
responsive. I thought he was probably trying to get his own back. We
went straight to bed but were too exhausted to do anything except go to
sleep. I did however give Steve a nightdress to wear 'May as well finish
the night off properly' I sniped.
In the morning I gave Steve a hug then took him to the bathroom for a
depilatory treatment. When he was shaved we stuck on the breastforms,
put some curls in his hair, then dressed him again in the nightdress and
robe and went for breakfast. I was making a special effort to give Steve
something to remember this time.
After breakfast and he had dressed I did his makeup for him then changed
into my pants suit. We spent a relaxing morning just being together
which culminated in me taking him to bed.
After lunch and when normality had been restored I went to get the kids
from his mother. She was surprised when I turned up and pointedly asked
where Steve was. I told her he wanted to finish some chores so I came.
She did not seem convinced and wanted to know that Steve was OK. I had
to promise her Steve would ring her later before she was pacified.
When we were relaxing that evening I told Steve that Rob had been
phoning me. In his relaxed state it took a little while for Steve to
understand what I had told him but gradually realisation dawned. He
gasped and struggled to get his emotions under control.
'How long has this been going on?'
'He first phoned me just after your birthday.'
'That's well over a month ago. Why didn't you tell me?' Steve said
gradually becoming more agitated 'and how did he phone you without me
knowing? Was it at work?'
'No. It was on a Thursday evening when you were at the driving range.'
'Oh Jenn.' he groaned 'How did he know to phone on a Thursday?'
'He didn't to start with, he phoned one Thursday to speak to you but I
told him you always went out on a Thursday evening.'
Steve was becoming more and more despondent 'What do you talk about?'
I giggled 'Me mainly and how much he wants to see me again.'
Steve seemed to screw up his resolve as he said quite forcibly 'And what
did he say when you said no.'
'I don't know.'
Once again I had this marvellous feeling of power as Steve wrestled with
this 'What do you mean you don't know?' he almost shouted.
'I don't know because I haven't told him.' I replied equably.
Steve huffed and puffed and eventually said 'Well, when are you going to
tell him?'
Steve was now pacing around the room. I went and stood in front of him
'I'm not. In fact I'm making plans to meet Rob again for a weekend.'
Steve just stared at me dumbfounded, but he must have been expecting
this. 'Oh no' then pleaded 'Please Jenn, you can't do this to me.'
'As I remember I can. We agreed there was no limit put on the number of
times and you have enjoyed dressing on several occasions.' I giggled
'Anyway I'm not doing anything to you, hopefully it will be Rob doing
things to me.'
Steve just stared at me. This bald statement of what it was all about
left him speechless. He sat down and put his head in his hands. I went
over and put my hand on his shoulder 'What's the matter? You didn't make
any fuss when I seduced Rob and sent you to the guestroom for the night.
If you had made a fuss then maybe it wouldn't have gone any further.' I
said pointedly.
Steve said nothing for a while but then said hesitantly 'I suppose you
will talk about me and what you did to me.' He paused as another thought
hit him and he continued with dread in voice 'And show him the
photographs of me.'
To be honest the thought had not crossed my mind and just as I had not
sent the photos off to Rob, so I was not going to give him anything more
to torment Steve with. That is if they ever spoke to each other again.
Although I knew there was real anxiety there about me spending time with
Rob, this last response angered me. I took my hand away. 'It would
appear you are more concerned about Rob finding out about what you have
been up to than with your wife sleeping with him. Thanks very much.'
Steve hastily backpedalled but I was determined he was not going to get
off so easily. 'I think it's time I went to bed and perhaps you had
better think about where you want to sleep tonight. Goodnight.'
With that I marched off to bed.
I dozed fitfully with thoughts of what I had just done chasing around in
my mind. When I had seduced Rob it had been quick and although I had
doubts, Steve did not know about it until it was happening. This was
different. It was planned for sometime in the future, Steve would have
plenty of time to think about it and consider what to do. If it came to
the crunch and Steve said stop what would I do? I couldn't imagine life
without Steve. Was this a step too far?
Once again I had caused myself to have a troubled night. Was he going to
sleep with me tonight or was he going to respond to my jibe and sleep
elsewhere. I had not heard him walking around but he could have gone to
bed whilst I was dozing. I considered getting up to find out if he was
still in the family room but that would be admitting I was worried. I
continued dozing fitfully with these thoughts chasing around in my brain
creating impossible mind-chilling scenes.
In the early hours of the morning I heard him creep in, get undressed
and slide into bed. Instead of moving up close to me as he usually did,
he turned away from me and lay on the edge of the bed. At least he had
come to bed. With that I fell asleep.
That Monday relations between us were strained. We were polite to each
other and spoke when we needed to but that was all. We did however go to
bed at the same time although Steve slept on the edge of the bed again.
I had now convinced myself that Steve wasn't worried about me sleeping
with Rob, in fact he would probably get some erotic thrill from it, but
was concerned about what I would tell Rob. I now felt hurt and abandoned
and as such was not about to make any peace moves.
Things thawed slightly between us during the week but we were certainly
not the couple we had been. No loving contact was asked for or given.
That Thursday Rob phoned. He nearly dropped the phone when in answer to
his usual question I replied 'How about two weeks this coming weekend?'
We started making the arrangements. This time I thought a hotel would be
best and we agreed he would book a room in a town about an hour away. I
didn't want to risk running into anyone I knew.
He asked if Steve knew. I said he knew I was going to spend a weekend
with him.
He snidely asked how he responded. I replied not very well. Before this
could develop I cut the conversation short by asking him to ring me next
Thursday with the details. He promised to do that and eagerly followed
on with was really looking forward to seeing me again.
Steve burst in soon after I had hung up, he must have dashed off
immediately they had finished and had not stayed for a drink and a chat.
'Your early' I commented.
'Yes.' We snapped 'Well?'
I didn't mess about. I knew exactly what he meant 'A fortnight this
weekend. We have nothing on and I will tell everyone it's a work
conference.'
Steve just stared at me then declared he was going to bed, would I lock
up. I watched him walk off. I sat for a bit wondering again had I gone
too far, should I call Rob and say it was a mistake? But my pride would
not let me do that and anyway I had thoroughly enjoyed having sex with
someone else. Also I remembered I needed to see how far Steve wanted
this to go, or would be pushed. It was up to him to call a halt.
I really needed to have some sort of insight about what Steve would do.
At least then I could be prepared. I went to the computer and searched
on female domination. Most of what I found was useless. I was just about
to give up when a heading caught my eye' 'Control your man through his
Penis'. Hardly original but it just fitted what I wanted at the time. I
discovered it was a site selling male chastity belts.
I grinned when I saw them and started looking at what was on offer. To
me they looked like medieval torture implements but there was a note
along side them stating they were comfortable to wear. Oh yeah! I
thought but then realised they had to be reasonably comfortable or very
few would be sold. At the top of the page was a preamble listing some of
the reasons why you would have your man wearing one of these. Included
in the list was as to give a smooth panty line, a punishment and to
prevent masturbation. This is great I thought and felt the laughter
bubbling up inside me. I looked at the types illustrated and decided on
a cage. One size fits all was the description. Would they work or were
they just a plaything I asked myself. I decided I had better find out
and ordered one.
Slowly, through the weekend, things returned to normal, that is apart
from intimacy. Steve only mentioned my weekend once and that was to tell
the children mummy had to go away for work. I felt annoyed that he had
told them, surely that was up to me. My resolve to go through with it
increased.
On the Monday he cracked. He hugged me and told me he didn't mean to
imply he was more concerned about what I might tell Rob than about the
fact I was going to sleep with him again. I was not going to let him off
the hook that easily 'That's what it sounded like'
'It wasn't meant to. If I could stop you sleeping with Rob I would but
you were right, we made a bargain and I have enjoyed the dressing
sessions. I don't like it but if you want to sleep with Rob again I
can't really stop you.' He waited for a response from me but I kept
quiet. He had summed the situation up perfectly. As there was no comment
from me he added spitefully 'You obviously want to get your excitement
by enjoying someone else.'
I ignored that and gave him a kiss and a hug 'The excitement is in the
fact it's different'. We sat for a little while not saying much. 'Lets
have an early night' I suggested. Steve looked relieved and went to lock
up. I went and got into bed. Soon Steve joined me.
We were relaxing afterwards and for once Steve did not fall asleep
straight away. We started chatting but I felt there was something Steve
wanted to talk about. Suddenly, out of the blue he asked 'Why won't you
tell me about your night with Rob? You know all about what happens with
my side of the agreement.'
I was about to snap a reply but paused, maybe he had a point, so I
replied 'Because it was private and nothing to do with you.'
He gasped at this put down then, turned his back on me and tried to go
to sleep.
(c) 2006 by Mrs Anyonamrs. Comment is welcome on both this story and
Miss Anyonamiss' story