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My First Time as a Girl, Chapter 3 By Erin McGee After Mom and I got all talked out, I went to my room to get ready for bed. I removed my makeup, put my hair back into a pony tail, undressed, cleaned my ears and my new piercing, let it soak in the sea salt and put on my satin pajamas. They were too tight on my new piercing. I started thinking that I need to wear a night gown or baby doll set. I went out and asked Mom if she has something I could wear. She went to her room and got a knee length satin nightgown for me to sleep in. Just as I was getting into bed, the phone rang. It was Megan, who just wanted to make sure I was alright and to wish me a good night. We talked for a few minutes and then I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer so we said goodnight. Lying in bed in a night gown was a different experience for me. Like my new pajamas, I loved the way it felt next to my skin. The big difference I noticed was when I moved, the lower part of the night gown sort of stayed in place and I was rolling around in it. This was a very nice feeling that I could easily get used to. I don't know if it was because I was tired, or because of the night gown I was wearing, but I slept better than I had in a very long time. My dream did come back though. This time it was different. I was still wearing the wedding dress and pregnant but this time, Megan was my Maid of Honor and Sam was the groom. While I remember being a bit startled to see Sam there, I wasn't unhappy at all. It seemed so natural that Sam and I were getting married. After all we had been best friends since the first grade. We had somewhat of a symbiotic relationship. He was always big for his age and I was always small for my mine. He always stood up for me when I got teased or bullied. More than once he saved me from getting beat-up. I was the brainy one. I was always helping him with his homework and studying for exams. He told me more than once that if it wasn't for me helping him, he wouldn't have been able to stay on the football team. Our Coach thought with his ability and grades, he had a very good chance at a full ride scholarship at a University. But, Erin was up to her old tricks again. Because the thought of me walking down the aisle to him was so natural that she was saying that I knew that I loved him. I could faintly hear Jamie saying something in the back ground but I wasn't paying any attention to what he had to say. When the alarm went off at 6:00 am, I could vividly remember my dream. I lay in bed for a moment loving the way my body felt in the night gown and thinking about Sam and Megan. I had had no doubt in my mind that someday Megan and I might get married. But now, I was having these thoughts about Sam. Was I really interested in him or was it that I have been on such a feminine overload this week that I wasn't sure what I did or did not really feel. This is definitely something to think about. 6:00 is earlier than I usually get up but, but I had to wash my hair this morning. I got out of bed and wandered into the kitchen. I was thinking that I was the only one up when I saw a note from Mom. The note said that she and Janice had gone to an early morning power breakfast for a Women's group that she belonged to. Luckily she had made some coffee so I got a cup and headed to the bathroom. As my shower was heating up, I looked into the mirror thinking that I was so glad that I hadn't really started growing a beard yet. What growth I had was very fine and only had to be shaved once a week or so. But Saturday, as part of my make over at Sarah's, she had convinced me to let her wax my beard growth. Looking at and feeling my face now, there was absolutely no sign of a beard or any stubble. This made me very happy. I never remembered the shower feeling so sensual. The water hitting my body and my "breasts" made me tingle all over. I never wanted to leave. But, the reality was that I was the third one to take a shower this morning and that I needed to cut my shower shorter than I wanted. But, I did wash and condition my hair and washed my body, making sure that I thoroughly cleaned my new piercings. My ears and navel were a little sore but not infected at all. I found myself thinking that I couldn't wait to be able to try on new earrings and charms for my belly button. After I got out of the shower, I dried off. When I started to get ready the reality of being alone finally hit me. All this week I had Megan, Janice and/or Mom to help me pick out what I was going to wear and help me with my hair and makeup. I started to panic and was ready to call Megan when Erin calmed me down and made me believe that I could do this. Without thinking, I opened my drawer, took out a powder blue bra, matching bikini panty and camisole. I put these on and went to my closet. I started going through my clothes trying to decide on what to wear. The first thing that caught my eye was a pale yellow, floral print cotton sundress that I knew would nicely accent my legs and shoulders the low-cut bodice would give an ample view of my "cleavage". I started to laugh out loud how I would freeze to death if I wore it. I had to find something more practical. As I went through my clothes, in the back of my mind I was thinking what would Sam like me to see me in. I finally settled on the jeans and shoes that I bought at Victoria's Secret, a simple pink cami with spaghetti straps and a dark brown long sleeve Henley to go over the top. I quickly dressed and looked at myself in the mirror. What Erin saw both pleased her and disappointed her at the same time. From the waist up, I was all girl. The only way Erin could have been happier was if my boobs were my own. From the bottom down is where Erin was disappointed. I had no hips. I knew at least a dozen girls that would die for my "figure". But, I looking at myself in the mirror, I was self conscious at having no curves below my waist. I immediately took my jeans off and tried on the panty shaper I had bought. Putting my jeans back was more difficult. While they did stretch a bit, it took me a couple of minutes just to get them buttoned and zipped up. Now looking into the mirror, I finally had the curves that Erin wanted. It just wasn't all that comfortable with these jeans. But one thing I had learned from Erin so far this week was that if I was going to look good, there is almost always a sacrifice. Erin couldn't help admiring my new curves and the way that the jeans hugged my rear end. She also loved the fact that by wearing my heels, my legs looked much longer. My hair was a mess and I didn't have time to roll it. I went into Janice's room and borrowed her flat iron. While I had never flat ironed hair before, I had watched Janice and the girls, at Sarah's, do it many times. I blow dried my hair; I sectioned it off and used the flat iron to straighten it. It took me almost 45 minutes but my hair was pretty straight. I tied my hair back and started applying my makeup starting with my moisturizer. Even though this was my first solo attempt I had had plenty of good coaching. My foundation, blush, powder, eye shadow, liner, mascara and lip stick and gloss went on effortlessly. I let my hair down and Erin was looking back at me with a look of almost complete satisfaction on her face. There was something missing. The small gold hoops I had in my ears just didn't look right. So I went to Janice's room and looked through her jewelry box finding a pair of 14k gold dangle filigree earrings. I knew that my starter earrings should be left in continuously for about three weeks. But these earrings would look so cute with what I was wearing. So I took out my earrings, cleaned my holes and the earring's hoop backs with hydrogen peroxide. It was harder that I thought to put the earrings back in. My holes immediately started to close. But, with some effort, and pain, I got them in. Erin's look was perfect now. There was now complete satisfaction when she looked at my total look, especially at the way the jeans hugged my rear end. It was a no brainer now that Erin had almost completely taken over my mind and I loved every minute of it. Driving to school, many things were going through my mind. For one, I couldn't get my dream out of my head. Sam and I had always been best friends but, I never thought of him as anything other than a friend. In fact the thought of being with another guy had never even crossed my mind. Was I attracted to Sam? I didn't know. What I did know was that after this week I wouldn't be the same again. When I arrived at school, Megan was waiting for me. Depending on who arrived first, we would wait for the other to arrive. It would always be the same, we would hug, kiss like we hadn't seen each other for a month and walk to class hand-in-hand. But, today was different. We hugged and then Megan air kissed me like I was one of her girlfriends. As we walked to school, not holding hands, she commented on my hair, makeup and clothes. She thought I had done a very good job putting everything together. We talked as we walked about our upcoming English test, cheerleader practice and many other topics. By the time we reached our English class, it was clear to me that, at least for now, we had become girlfriends. There wouldn't be any kissing her on the lips until after this was over or maybe never again. As usual, the test was fairly easy for me and Megan said that she felt good about it too. After class we went our separate ways agreeing to meet for lunch. The rest of the morning went uneventful. Most everything that was said to me, had either been remarks showing support for me (you look great, you are so brave to go through with this, etc.) or good natured kidding (a friendly swat on the butt, I am jealous because you look better than I do, etc.). There were some nasty remarks though, from a couple of guys that were always trouble makers. These remarks were much meaner than what I had heard before and I actually felt a little fear because of what they might do. As usual, it was Megan, Sam, Sandi and I eating lunch together. I mentioned the comments I had heard and they all assured me that those boys were just blowing smoke and trying to get a reaction out of me. Sam added that if they did ever try anything that he, and probably most of the football team, would make sure that they didn't do it again. During lunch I kept thinking about my dream and either consciously or subconsciously, I couldn't keep my eyes off Sam. While I think Sam was oblivious to this, Megan and Sandi picked up on this immediately. Finally, Megan and Sandi said let's talk and lead me off to the girl's bathroom. I was surprised because any nervousness I had had about going into the girl's bathroom was gone. It seemed so natural to me now. When we went inside, there was no one else in there. Megan locked the door and said, "Sandi and I have been talking. We spent a lot of time talking about you and what we thought about what you are doing. Like I told you yesterday, you are fast becoming my friend Erin and I am having a very hard time even thinking of you as Jamie. We both agree that these last few days you seem much happier and content than you were before. I guess what I am trying to say is that as far as I am concerned, my boyfriend Jamie is gone. Even if you go back to living as him I am not sure I can ever be your girlfriend again. I have come to realize that if I want a boyfriend, I want a boyfriend that is all guy". All of a sudden I wanted to start to cry. Megan was breaking up with me and there wasn't anything I could do or even want to do, about it. Megan continued, "Erin, don't cry. While I am breaking up with Jamie, I still want you as my friend. Unless I am completely reading you wrong, I think you want to stay as Erin. So if there is anything we can do to help you, please let us know. I talked to my Mom and she said for me to tell you to come and see her. If you are serious about pursuing becoming Erin, and I know you are, then she can help you professionally. Just know that you have a lot of people out there that love and will support you." I was overwhelmed to say the least. I knew that she liked me as Erin, but I didn't realize that she had read me so well. I think she knew me better than I did myself. I hugged both Megan and Sandi saying thank you. Now I was crying because I was happy and not because I was sad about Megan breaking up with Jamie. Then half kiddingly, Sandi said, "I saw the way you were looking at Sam, just keep your hands off my boy friend". We all laughed and I said that wasn't going to be a problem. We all used the toilet, checked our makeup and made our way to class. As I headed to class, I passed a couple of guys that I didn't know very well. They were nice looking and they were actually checking me out. One of them, Dan, couldn't keep his eyes off me and he almost walked into a pole. His friend John started bust up laughing saying, "Don't you know that is Jamie McGee?" Dan finally recognized me, turned beet red, and shook his head saying, "Shit, man you don't look anything like a guy. You should carry a sign or something. Someone is going to hit on you and when they find out, you could be in a world of shit." They both started laughing and so did I. As I walked away, I couldn't help but feel torn. While a got a great sense of pleasure in the thought that I was able to have that much of an effect on a guy and the fact was that I could actually have that much effect on a guy and enjoyed it kind of disturbed me. The rest of the day went pretty much the same. Most of the other kids were used to me by now, and I did get more good natured kidding. I even got asked to the dance Friday night by Frankie, who everyone knew was gay. I politely said no thank you I was going with Megan. After school, I went to Ms. Kendrick's office and used her bathroom to change for the cheerleader practice. While I loved the way my panty shaper made my hips and butt look, it felt good to take it off when I got dressed for practice. Practice today was pretty much the same as yesterday, except that Ms. Kendrick had us start by working on our splits. Again we started by stretching our legs. We then worked on the splits for an hour. I could feel my new navel piercing pulling and it was a little sore. But I put it out of my mind and by the time we finished I could slowly get all of the way down to the floor. Ms. Kendrick said that by the end of the week that I should be able to do it with ease. The rest of the practice we rehearsed the cheers and routines. It was a little easier to keep up with the other cheerleaders today but, I still had a long way to go before Friday. At the end Ms Kendrick called us together to remind us of the pep rally after school on Friday. We were expected to wear our uniforms to the rally and to the School Dance on Friday night. Julie came over to me and said that it was a tradition that when we had a dance, just before a ball game, that all of the cheerleaders would spend the night together at one of the girl's house. This week it was her turn and she said that all of the girls wanted me to come. I told her that I would talk to my Mom and let her know. I didn't know Julie very well but, she and the rest of the girls on the squad were all very nice and kind of took me under their collective wing, so to speak. They all made me feel so comfortable that I started thinking of maybe staying on the cheerleading squad instead of wrestling like I had planned. But then I started to question myself as to whether or not they would want me after this week was over. As with everything else lately, I decided that I would wait until the end of the week and see how I felt. I went to Ms Kendrick's office and changed my clothes. My jeans must have stretched because I didn't have as much trouble getting into them. I met Megan and we walked together out to our cars. We talked about the practice and she filled me in on the upcoming sleep over. It seems that the girls spend the evening talking, about everything, watching movies and whatever the group thought they wanted to do. Megan that they snuck out one night and just drove around found someone to buy them beer and they didn't get back until almost 3:00 in the morning. Another night they gave each other makeovers. The most outlandish thing did was one night they decided to find out what it would be like to kiss and play with each other. I was dumb founded. Megan was opening up to me like she would have never talked to Jamie. I think that for the first time I came realize that Megan really didn't think of me as her boyfriend anymore. This both pleased and bothered me at the same time. I really did love that she has accepted me as Erin and was bringing me into her circle of girlfriends. But, deep inside me Jamie was crying because he knew that he has lost Megan as a girlfriend. He kept thinking what do I do after the end of the week? I knew that I really needed to talk with Dianna. "Megan it sounds like the sleepovers are a blast. Do you really think I would fit in with the group? After all, under all of this, I am still Jamie." She stopped walking and turned to me, "Erin, the girls totally accept you. In fact there has been some talk to ask you to stay on the squad after this week. Don't worry your pretty little head, you will do fine. Besides this is one of the best ways to learn how to be a girl". "I am very confused right now. I think I just finally came to realize that you meant what you said earlier about not wanting Jamie as a boyfriend and Erin as a girlfriend. This both pleases and distresses me. I think I need to talk with your Mom. Do you think she would be willing to help me?" She took cell phone out of her purse and dialed a number. From her side of the conversation, I could tell that she was talking to her mom about me. She handed me the phone saying that her Mom wanted to talk with me. "Hi Jamie, or is it Erin?" "Right now I am confused as to that." "That is normal; Megan said that you wanted to talk." "Yes I am totally confused right now." "Would you like to come over after dinner tonight and we can talk afterwards?" "Thank you so much, I really do appreciate this." "It's no problem; shall we say 7:00?" "Thank you so much, I'll come over right after work.' "Aren't you going to go home and eat first?" "No, I'll just grab something on the way over." "No you don't. I'll have something here for you to eat." "You are already doing so much for me that I don't want to cause you anymore trouble." "It's no problem, I'll see this evening," "Thanks again, goodbye." "Goodbye." I hung up the phone and called Mom to tell her. She said, "Oh ok, but that tomorrow night your Uncle Todd, Aunt Martha and the girls are coming over to dinner. I think there is something that your Uncle Todd wants to talk to you about." "Have any idea what it is?" "No, but don't worry your pretty little head about this." "I won't Mom; I have to go I'll see you later." I hung up and gave Megan her cell phone back. We started walking to the parking lot. My truck was parked next to one of the new lime green Volkswagen Beetles. I found myself thinking that, while I loved my truck, how much I would like a cute little car like that Beetle. Oh well one step at a time. We said goodbye, hugged and air kissed. I got into my truck and drove to Sarah's. When I got to the salon Sarah, Liz and Robin were still there. Robin and Liz hadn't seen me since me transformation. They were dumb struck to say the least. They both thought I looked so cute and that I looked like I was all-girl. We all laughed and I said thanks. Robin said that she knew a couple of guys she could introduce me to. I blushed and said thanks but no thanks. Sarah asked me, "Have you thought about anymore about increasing your hours by helping out with the phones and assisting the stylists?" "I have been thinking about it, but I haven't decided what I am going to do. School has always come so easy to me that Mom had me constantly push myself by taking advance classes. I have it all planned out so I will finish all of my high school requirements by the end of this semester. Then depending how I feel, I am going to either graduate early or take all electives the spring semester. If I graduate early, I may take you up on your offer to start an apprenticeship program. I really do like working here and I could see me trying this as a career." "Is there any way that you could come in on Saturday to help out?" "I guess I could but I would have to be out of here by 4:30 so I can get ready for my debut as a cheerleader." "That won't be a problem. I assume that you will be coming in here on Saturday as Erin. What about after Saturday?" "I am really not sure. I have to talk with Megan's Mom this evening and see if I can get a few things sorted out." "You really do love being Erin, don't you?" "Yes I do that is why I am conflicted." "Well you will always have a job here whether you are Jamie or Erin." I was so overwhelmed that I wanted to start crying. Sarah sensed this, gave me a hug and told me to get to work. I guess the salon was fairly slow because it wasn't very dirty at all. I had everything done in about an hour and actually left as Sarah had just finished with her last client. As I was leaving, Sarah said, "Erin, who straightened your hair?" "Oh I didn't have time this morning to roll it up so I used Janice's flat iron to straighten it." "Well you did a very nice job. Would you like me to show you how to curl your hair with a curling iron?" "Oh yes that would be fantastic. How long will it take, I have to be over to Megan's in a little less than an hour?" "It won't take very long. Come over and sit in my chair." I sat in her chair and she proceeded to first tell me about products I should be using to protect my hair for the heat. She then showed me how to take small sections, spray it with the appropriate product and curl it. She then had me do it. The first time I burned my scalp but after that, I was more cautious and soon it came pretty easy. We finished in plenty of time for me to be able to get to Megan's on time. Before I left Sarah said, "Just something to think about. Yesterday I took a class in hair extensions and if you want some, then I'll just charge you for the hair. With your hair a little longer it would really open up the possibilities of what you can do. Just think about it." I said thanks and drove over to Megan's house. I knocked on the door and James answered it. I could still see in his eyes that he had doubts about me but was polite and friendly. He asked me if I was hungry as Dianna had held off dinner until I got there. I said that I was famished and he showed me to the table. Megan and Dianna were standing in the kitchen and came over and they both gave me a hug and air kiss. I had to laugh when I saw James roll his eyes. Megan commented on my now curly hair and I told her that Sarah showed me how to curl my hair with a curling iron. James just kind of shook his head and laughed at the same time. We sat down to eat, Megan had cooked dinner for us and I never realized how good a cook she was. She had started watching her Mom and Grandmother cook when she was little and over the years she helped and learned from them. This really surprised me because after almost a year of dating, she had never cooked for me before. Anyway dinner was delicious and I decided that I needed my Mom to teach me how to cook. After we finished eating I started to help Megan clean up and she told me that she would get it and that I needed to go and talk with her Mom. Dianna took me to her study and we sat down and started to talk. She asked me a few questions on how I was feeling and that opened a flood gate for me. I think I talked nonstop for at least an hour. I went back to my earliest feelings, up through what I was feeling now and what I would probably want for the future. I even talked to her about my dreams and how they were evolving. It was like a huge weight had been lifted off me. I think I had told Mom, Janice and Megan most of what I had just told Dianna but this seemed different. Maybe it was because I was telling it to someone else or because, for the first time, was talking about it all at the same time but things start to become very clear to me. These last 3 days have been the happiest of my life. Being Erin was so natural for me that the idea of having to go back to being Jamie really depressed me. I could feel Jamie giving a sigh of defeat and sinking deep into the back of my mind. Dianna didn't take any notes, she just listened. The only talking she did was to ask a question to clarify something I had said. By the time we had finished I felt like I had a confidant that I could tell anything to. "Erin, from what you have said, you are showing all of the signs of a young person with a gender dysphoria or gender identity disorder. But with young people, we take things slow so that we make sure that this isn't just a phase. It seems though that you have had this pent up inside you for a very long time. What was most telling is how your dreams evolved from you and Megan to you and Sam. Thinking about Sam would be natural because he is your best friend. It means that your mind is thinking more like a female and not that you are actually attracted to Sam." "That's good, I was getting a little worried," I laughed. "What I would like to do is to have you and your Mom over for dinner next week so we can talk more." "I would like that, thanks. I'll ask Mom but I am sure she will say yes." "Let me know what day will work for you. At that time we will go over some options for you. And for the rest of the week, just try to relax and just enjoy being Erin." I said thank you again and we went out to find James and Megan watching television. They both wanted to know how it went and I said that I felt much better but that we still had some more work to do. I said good night to Dianna and James. Then James said something that really made my night for me. "You know that I have always liked you. It was nice having you come over because I always enjoyed having another guy to talk with. But, now that I think back on it, there were signs that you were putting off that I didn't immediately pick-up on. Dianna did pick-up on these and she tried to tell me that she thought you were a little feminine. Regardless, I didn't really believe it until tonight. I can tell that you are more girl than some "real" girls are. I guess what I am trying to say is that if there is anything, at all, that I can do to help you, please let me know." I said thank you and that I really appreciated his offer. But I had a lot of thinking to do and a lot of work ahead of me with Dianna. I gave him a big hugged, said thank you and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Surprisingly, he didn't even blush. Megan walked me out to my truck. "I am so glad that your Mom had me come over to talk with her. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. For the first time I really feel like I am Erin. Mom and I are going to come over next week for dinner and your Mom is going to talk with us then and discuss my options." "See I told you. You are Erin and my best girlfriend." With that we hugged and said good night. I got into my truck and drove home. When I got home Mom asked how it went. I sat down, hugged her and told her everything. We talked for a couple of hours. I told her about what I had said to Dianna, what James had said to me and about the job offer that Sarah had given me. She said that if I wanted to graduate early that was fine with her. But she wanted me to be sure that this was something I really wanted to pursue. I told her that I would like to try it and if it didn't work out, I would go to college, which seemed to make her happy. She said she would call Dianna and set a date for us to have dinner together. I thanked her again for everything she had done for me and for her unequivocal support for me. She laughed and said she didn't have a choice because she was my Mother. I hugged and kissed her goodnight and went to my room. I went to my room and before I started to undress I looked at myself in the mirror. I was so pleased with what I saw. I couldn't have been happier, unless everything was for real. I knew then and there that I wanted to be Erin forever. With that my mind sort of snapped and I had just killed off the last of Jamie. Erin was so pleased with herself she couldn't help but gloat over the fact that she had thoroughly defeated Jamie. I undressed down to my bra and panties and went to the bathroom. I removed my makeup, cleansed my piercings and very painfully replaced my new earrings with my original gold studs with the little gold hoops. I had learned my lesson and they weren't going to come out again until my ears had healed. I went back to my room, finished getting undressed, put on my satin nightgown and fell into bed. As I was nodding off, the day's events went through my head and I felt a very real sense of warmth and contentment. As I was sleeping, my dreams came back. This time Megan wasn't in it. I wasn't pregnant any more but instead I was married to Sam and we had a little baby girl........