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IF ONLY By: Teri Lynn Richards Terry and Sue are a happily married couple - your average American couple. Terry worked as an Insurance Fraud Investigator. Sue is an Executive Secretary with a large investment firm. Terry and Sue are nearing retirement. They have been planning for retirement and would like to travel. After 30 years of working and 25 years of marriage, they also want to add some spice to their lives. When Terry and Sue got married, Sue knew that Terry had experimented with crossdressing, but both had felt that marriage had "cured" him of that. Now Sue began thinking that perhaps she could add some fun, variety and excitement to their lives, if she encouraged Terry in his crossdressing desires. But how was she going to do this? Sue did not want Terry to think that she had become bored with his appearance, nor did she want to risk ruining the romantic aspect of their marriage, if Terry opposed her ideas. As all good women can do, Sue came up with a plan - a gradual feminization of Terry. Thursday, on her way home from work, she stopped at the Mall and purchased a dozen feminine shirts for Terry. These shirts were not obviously feminine, except that the buttons were on the other side. On Friday, Sue got off work a few hours earlier than Terry. When Terry came home, Sue was still busy putting the laundry away. As Terry greeted her, Sue told him that she would like to go out to dinner. Terry hurried through his shower. Sue had laid out some fresh clothes for him - with one slight change - the shirt she laid out was not one of Terry's old shirts. Terry got dressed and told his wife he was ready to leave. At dinner, they discussed the week's events and talked about some travel plans to Europe for their retirement. Sue mentioned that she would first like to travel through all the States and perhaps take a cruise to the Caribbean and Mexico before embarking on a venture to the Old World. Sue and Terry's weekend was filled with the usual - a movie, more dining out, a trip to the Farmers' Market and some grocery shopping. Monday came early and Terry was late getting up for work. After all, it just seemed un-American to want to rush off to work on-time on a Monday. Sue realized that he was running late, so she took advantage of it and laid out his clothes. Again, Sue substituted a different shirt for him. As on Friday, Terry paid no attention to what he was putting on and rushed out the door to work. As the office staff began wandering around the office, a couple of the women stopped by to talk to Terry about his cases. Each noticed that he was wearing something different and complimented him on his nice look. When Terry asked what they were talking about, they told him that the shirt he was wearing seemed softer, and had a nicer fit. Terry thanked them, but thought nothing more about it. Sue was careful not to over-do the changes, so she skipped several days before giving Terry another feminine shirt to wear to work. On Thursday, Sue again replaced one of Terry's shirts, placing out another feminine shirt for him to wear to work. Again, the women complimented Terry on his appearance. Terry thanked them, but couldn't figure out why he was suddenly getting these compliments. As part of Sue's plan for Terry, she had also obtained some female hormones. On a daily basis, she was slipping the pills into his breakfast. To ensure that he was healthy enough for her to do this, Sue had gone to a doctor and discussed Terry's feminizing. Sue told the doctor that she and Terry had discussed this plan because Terry was nearing retirement and he wanted to pick up his life from where he had placed it on hold for the sake of his career. She told the doctor that they both agreed that this would help Terry to unwind from a very stressful career and that it would add some excitement to their relationship. Sue also told the doctor that because Terry was very shy and was always viewed by others as being very macho, he would be too embarrassed to admit to the doctor that he wished to transition and become a woman. (Sue felt that it was easier to ask for forgiveness, for her little lie, than to get permission.) She told the doctor that when she brought Terry in for a physical, the doctor should not make any mention of Terry's transition. He was to pretend that he was giving him a routine physical to ensure there were no medical problems he had to take care of, which might be work-related, and thus would still be covered under Workman's Comp. And so, with this plan in place, Sue convinced Terry to get a physical. The doctor simply told him that his health was good and that he should make sure not to hurt himself before retirement. He just couldn't let Terry go without saying something else - something to be remembered when Terry would return to him for his "retirement physical". As Terry turned to leave the office, the doctor said, "I think you will have a wonderful new life in your retirement. A life filled with excitement, romance and fulfillment ? the fulfillment of life-long dreams." That seemed like a strange statement for the doctor to make, but it's meaning escaped Terry. On Friday, Sue was careful not to give Terry a feminine shirt again - she would save that for their dinner date after work. As Terry was getting dressed for dinner that evening, for the first time, he noticed that his shirt felt softer. He didn't think much about that, but he did like the feel of the material. It had been a much less stressful week and Terry seemed very relaxed as he was putting on his shirt. Terry noticed something else - the shirt buttoned differently than usual. This was of no great concern to him, so he put off asking Sue about it. After dinner, Sue and Terry headed out to a movie. During the movie, Sue put her arm around Terry. Slowly, she changed her position and slid her hand to his shoulder. After a while, Sue lowered her hand to Terry's chest and gently ran her hand through his hair and over his shoulder and chest. It was then that Terry remembered that Sue had again given him a new shirt to wear. The feeling of Sue's hand rubbing his shoulder and chest never felt so nice - so smooth. On their way home, Terry asked about the shirt he was wearing. "Another new shirt honey," he asked. "Yes dear, I must confess that I thought it was time for you to get some new shirts. Sue asked whether he liked his shirt. Terry said that it must be a nice shirt because when he wore one like it to work last week, he got several compliments on it. Sue continued. "You've worn the same basic style during your entire career and I thought you should get used to something new in preparation for your retirement. When you retire, we want to start a new life - a life with more fun and excitement. I'm just trying to prepare you in advance, dear. Besides, when I ran my hand over your shoulder, it was the first time that the fabric didn't irritate my skin." Terry again admitted that he liked the new shirts and others thought they looked better on him, but that he noticed they buttoned differently than his old shirts. Sue watered down her explanation so that she would not raise his suspicions. Rather than telling Terry that they were blouse-shirts, Sue simply said that she picked them up at Macy's because they looked so nice and because she couldn't find any shirts she liked in the men's stores. Sue assured Terry that the difference was so slight that people wouldn't even notice. Sue told him that people don't look close enough to notice which side the buttons are on. Sue's explanation seemed to satisfy Terry and he didn't bring up the subject again. That night, Sue introduced one more change. She told Terry that he needed a new hairstyle to go with the new shirts. Sue called it a modern hairstyle. Terry's hair had always been long, but he just let it hang down like a biker, tying it into a ponytail for work. Sue worked on his hair that night, putting some body into it. She did this for the next two days, which gave Terry some time to get adjusted to his new style. Monday, Terry would not have a ponytail for work. Having passed the hurdle with the shirts, Sue was now confident that she could increase how often Terry would wear feminine shirts to work. Her plan was working well. As the weather warmed up, Sue bought shirts made of a thinner material. Terry thought nothing about the lighter material because the shirts were more comfortable. At work, the women noticed the change. Again they complimented Terry on his choice of shirts. The men, as usual, were not observant enough to notice the difference. The women knew that these shirts were not the normal men's shirts. They secretly wondered what caused the sudden change in Terry's attire but they said nothing to him. Sue was now daily giving Terry a feminine shirt for work. The new hairstyle also did not go unnoticed by the women at work. As for the men, only one of Terry's male co-workers remarked that he never realized that his hair was that long. Sue's plan was running smoothly. Six months had passed and no hurdles appeared in her plan for Terry. Yes, if things continued, Terry would be a new person by retirement, which was only months away - if only he knew. Summer ended and cooler weather was back, so Sue bought more shirts for Terry. These shirts again were of a heavier material. How convenient, because it was now time for the next step in Sue's plan. Besides new shirts, Sue also purchased some feminine T's for Terry. They weren't much different than his male T-shirts. The biggest difference was the material - it was softer, just as the feminine shirts he was now wearing were softer than his old shirts. Terry immediately noticed the difference and asked Sue about it. Sue simply told him that the T's, were on sale, and what difference did it make which department she bought them in because they were still T-shirts. Sue told Terry that it made sense to buy them on sale and that because they were of a softer material it made more sense to wear them with the softer shirts, rather than wearing his old T-shirts. How could he argue with such logic? Terry's new T's were not immediately noticed by anyone at work, not even by the women, because they were not visible through the heavier winter material of his shirts. One Friday after work, Sue thought it was time to change to a more feminine style undershirt - a Cami, so she laid out one of her Cami's along with Terry's clothes. The Cami was not a lacy Cami, but is was very smooth and shinny. Terry complained to Sue, asking why she had given him this "T-shirt". Sue replied that she had forgotten to add his T-shirts to the laundry during the week, so none of them were clean. Terry said that he couldn't wear this shirt because it didn't feel like his T-shirts. Sue replied, "Honey, I wear a Cami every day and they feel just fine, but you don't have to wear the Cami if you don't want to. Of course, if you don't, you might be a bit cold when we go out to dinner. Don't worry; no one can see what you have on under your shirt." Did Sue just refer to his undershirt as a Cami? Sure enough she did. It was part of her plan - a plan to shock him, in order to desensitize him. Terry thought that Sue's suggestion, especially about the cold, was reasonable, so he put on the Cami. Indeed, no one noticed. When they got home, Sue asked Terry whether the Cami was uncomfortable. Terry said that it was not uncomfortable. On with the Plan. At her next trip to the Mall, Sue picked up two dozen Cami's. Most were not very feminine, but Sue was sure to add a half dozen which were a bit more feminine. Slowly, she introduced the more feminine Cami's, on their nights out to dinner or the movies. Each time she would caress Terry, telling him how nice it felt to rub his shoulders and chest with this softer fabric touching her hand. Those comments more than made up for him having to get used to wearing new underwear. Terry voiced no more objections to wearing the Cami's. Each night, Sue checked Terry's hair and made sure that it had some body to it. She also trimmed it a bit shorter once a week, telling Terry that she was trying to determine what length looked best on him. As the hair got shorter, Sue add more body. Terry's co- workers noticed and commented and asked who was doing his hair and how short was he going to get it cut. Terry replied that his wife was experimenting with different lengths to see what suited him best. One of the women stopped by his desk and noticed his new hairstyle. She told Terry that he should suggest to Sue that she add some waves to the hair. When Terry got home, he told Sue about the comments. Sue wasted no time in complying with the suggestion. She trimmed a bit more hair, and then added some curls. Sue told Terry that adding the curls made his hair look fuller. He liked that idea. For the winter months, that was the extent of Terry's feminizing. As Spring approached, Sue told Terry that she was going to get him some new shirts. By now, Terry was used to his new clothes, so getting new shirts was becoming a routine. Terry had no more T-shirts to wear, only Cami's now, so Sue knew she would have to go slowly with his new "shirts". She could not suddenly change to a thinner material. Sue knew that the women would notice that Terry was wearing Cami's if the shirts were too thin. She had to proceed slowly this time. As Sue slowly substituted thinner shirts, they began to reveal what Terry was wearing underneath. At first, the women weren't sure, but they thought that Terry was not wearing T-shirts. Oh yes, by now they knew that his shirts were shirt- blouses, but what was this? Sue knew they would be watching Terry, so over the weeks she planned to slowly introduce the more feminine Cami's. Sue had to find a way to get Terry to overcome his hesitation to wear the more feminine Cami's to work, so a little more shock-treatment was needed. Sue came up with an idea. One Saturday night they were preparing to go out to a movie. While Terry was in the shower, Sue got out one of her silky Cami's with lace trim. She laid it out along with Terry's other clothes. When Terry saw it, a howl could be heard. "What is this?" he hollered. Calmly, Sue entered the bedroom, gave him a big smile and hug and said, "Honey, I think it might get me more excited when I caress your shoulders and chest to know what you are wearing under your blouse and I may reward you for it later." Did she just slip and refer to his shirt as a blouse? Yes indeed, but Terry didn't react to her "blunder". All Terry could think of was his reward - and indeed he got a reward that night! Just before leaving the house, Sue handed Terry one more item ? a small clutch purse. "Why do I need this?" asked Terry. Sue replied, "Honey, with all the stuff you carry in your pockets, it makes your slacks look terribly bulky. Besides, you're going to poke holes through them. It's much easier to use a small handbag." Now Terry knew why he couldn't find his wallet, keys, etc. ? Sue had them all neatly placed in his "handbag". Sue added, "I think you should use this handbag for work. It will keep you pants looking nicer and many men use them." On Monday, Terry went to work with his handbag. No one made any comments about it, which relieved Terry. Having pushed it to the limits at home, Sue was now ready to introduce the more feminine Cami's to Terry's daily wardrobe. And slowly, as the material of Terry's blouses got thinner, the women at work began to notice that Terry was not wearing T-shirts anymore. One woman commented that she thought that his wife must be very considerate because she was buying him "undershirts" which were cooler for the summer. Another female co-worker said that he must be more comfortable wearing a Cami instead of a T-shirt under his blouse. Then she added, "I love the handbag you have. I should get myself a smaller purse like yours. " What did she call his undershirt? - a Cami? Focusing on the comments about his handbag and the fact that this woman just referred to his undershirt as a Cami, Terry almost missed the other comment - "under his blouse." Oh dear, what to do now? Terry thought it was best to keep his cool instead of acting embarrassed, so he thanked her; but it slightly bothered him. Sue knew this would happen and was already thinking how to overcome that hurdle. Terry told Sue about the remarks he got at work regarding his shirt, undershirt and handbag - that one woman referred to them as a blouse, a Cami and purse. Sue decided that before Terry could re-group from the surprise of his co-worker telling him that he was lucky to be wearing cool Cami's, Sue thought that it was time to introduce Terry to wearing half-slips. Sue had her reasons. By now Sue knew that the best time to introduce something new for Terry to wear was on the nights they had a dinner-date. The half-slips Sue bought were very silky and smooth. The first slips she bought for Terry had wide straps. As usual with something new, Terry complained. "What happened to my Cami's? Did she just hear Terry refer to his undershirt as a Cami? Isn't that what the woman at work called it? Sue couldn't believe her ears. "Why do I have to wear this? Why don't I have a Cami to wear? This looks like the slips you wear, Dear," he moaned. "Yes Dear, this is a half-slip and I would so love for you to wear it! I think that changing the style of what you wear makes your lingerie more interesting. You don't have to, but if you do, your reward will be even better than the last one. Are you game?" Sue had done it again! She had referred to an article of his clothing in a feminine term. Yes, Sue referred to Terry's "undershirt" as a half- slip and referred to his underwear as lingerie. Certainly this would shock his senses. Would Terry object? The thought of complaining crossed his mind, but the thought of the reward again overcame him. The new week started with Terry wearing a half-slip to work, but that wasn't the only change. Sue had bought new slacks - women's slacks, for Terry. She had planned this earlier and knew that slacks did not have pockets, hence the earlier addition of the purse. Sue threw out all his old pants. Except for some of the zippers being on the side or in the back, Terry hardly noticed the difference. Slacks were such a non-item that he didn't even mention this addition to his wardrobe. Besides, if he did mention it, Sue would probably reply, "They were on sale." From then on, Terry wore feminine slacks, not only to work, but the movies, dinners, shopping, etc. Oh yes, the girls noticed it and the men, well, they had resigned themselves to the fact that Terry was being used as an experiment by his wife who was trying to make her husband more youthful. It must be a late mid-life crisis she was going through, they thought. Concerning the slips, several of the women told Terry that the lighter Cami's - yes, they referred to the new slips as Cami's - would be much cooler for the summer and that his wife was just so considerate. One female co-worker added that with the warmer weather approaching, Terry should consider a shorter hair-style to go along with his cooler clothes. With talk like that, how could Terry object? Besides, he did enjoy the feel of the silky material. One night, while at the movies, Sue made sure to lean close to Terry. She started her caressing as soon as the lights were dimmed. This time, she was more sensual with her caressing. Sue gently played with the straps of Terry's slip, sliding her smooth fingers back-and-forth along the straps, eventually stopping at his chest. Sue then caressed Terry's chest more than usual, focusing particularly on his nipples. Terry sensed something he had never experienced before. A pleasant chill went through his entire body. What caused this feeling? Terry kept his thoughts to himself. All he was thinking about was 'the reward'. Nevertheless, he couldn't shake that feeling - a warm feeling which made his heart beat faster. His reward that night was better than ever. How could he object to Sue's changes? Sue had him captured. She could now mold him more into the new image that she had in mind. It was Saturday, a day to have some fun. Sue told Terry that the last time she ran her fingers through his hair; she thought that it was too thick for the up-coming warmer weather so she thought she should thin it out. Sue said that it would help to make him feel cooler. It was then that Terry remembered the comment from his co-worker. He told Sue that a friend at work had also suggested a new hair-style. Sue went to work on Terry's hair. When she was done, it looked quite different. The waves were no longer there. The hair looked flat. Terry complained, but Sue had a solution. Out with the perm material. Sue said she could fix Terry's hair but it would take some time. After several hours, the new look was ready. Terry noticed that his hair appeared curlier. Well, if his wife thought it looked good, who was he to question the new style ? even if it appeared somewhat feminine in style. On Monday, Terry's newest hairstyle was not missed by anyone. "Oh, I love your hair," exclaimed the woman who had made the earlier comment about his hair. "Nice. Who did your hair? It goes nice with your blouses," said another. Such comments no longer shocked Terry. He was still not entirely comfortable when someone referred to his shirts as "blouses" but he trusted that his wife knew what was proper for him to wear. After a few weeks of wearing the slips with the wide straps, Sue bought slips which had narrow straps - like bra straps. (Now don't get ahead of my story.) Gradually, Sue added those slips to Terry's clothes. She felt it was time to have him wear the narrow-strapped slips to work. The weather was continuing to warm up, so she had to get on with her plan before changing to the much lighter blouses for the summer. As the blouse material got thinner, the women noticed that Terry was wearing different slips under his blouses. (Some of the slips were colored to match his darker blouses.) They commented to him how considerate of his wife to buy him slips which were lighter and cooler than wearing a Cami. Terry just nodded his head in agreement and mumbled a faint, "Thank you." He couldn't believe it. Now all knew that Terry was wearing slips under his blouses. Not to miss an opportunity in her progress with Terry, Sue told him that she bought some new shoes but that they were too tight, so would he be a dear hubby and put them on so that they would stretch? Sue had Terry in women's shoes every night from then on. How many pair of new shoes did Terry think she bought? Maybe he didn't care. The change to slacks was followed in short order by having him wear women's shoes to work - flats at first, but it didn't take long for Sue to start changing to heels. Now Terry knew why he had to "break-in "her' shoes. They were really his shoes ? no doubt they were on sale. The home-sessions were practice sessions so the Terry would be used to wearing heels when she finally gave him heels to wear to work. Sue gradually changed the shoes until Terry was wearing 1 1/2 inch heels to work. As usual, the female co- workers noticed and complimented Terry that he was wearing pants and shoes which fit better with his blouses. One lady told Terry that the added height (as she called it), to his shoes, gave him a better stride - her way of saying that he was starting to walk with a feminine step. That evening, Terry went home and told Sue how confused he was. He told her that he was embarrassed that the women noticed that he was now wearing heeled shoes and slips, along with the blouses. The terms "slip" and "blouses" just rolled off his tongue as if he had been saying them his whole life. Terry told Sue that although he was a bit embarrassed by it all, he couldn't resist wearing the clothes she gave him because they felt so much better and because of the rewarding nights he enjoyed with her. He further told Sue that he knew it made her happy for him to wear the blouses and slips, so he would continue to do so, but that he didn't always feel comfortable wearing them because he was now only wearing all feminine outer-wear and even slips ? something a man shouldn't be wearing. Terry told Sue that whenever he goes out for lunch with the office crew, he gets stares from other people. Sue assured him that what he was wearing was alright for a man to wear if he was confident in who he was and did not think that he had to display a super macho image to prove his worth. Sue was a bit concerned that her Plan might get derailed. She told Terry that it pleased her that he was willing to trust her and that she would not do anything to harm him. Sue was relieved by the fact that Terry told her that he would wear the slips because it made her happy. Oh yes, it's time for more feminine finery. Sue decided that with the hormones, Terry should now have started to develop breasts. Sue planned a trip to the Mall to pick up some padded bra-slips. (Hey, stop guessing what happens next - you're wrong anyway.) Instead of slowly introducing the bra-slip to Terry on a Friday night, Sue simply laid it out for work one day. By springing a new item on him as he was getting ready for work, Terry would not have time to argue or look for something else to wear. Besides, by now Terry knew better than to ask questions and he had no time to argue with Sue about what she wanted him to wear. He fooled himself into thinking that the laundry didn't get done again and that Sue had simply loaned him one of her slips until his were washed. Terry's blouses were getting thinner, so the bra-slip put a slight bulge into his chest area. As Terry looked into the mirror, just before leaving the house, he noticed the chest development. Terry thought that he should ask Sue about it when he got home. Upon returning home that night, Terry asked Sue what she gave him to wear. Sue explained that it was a slip with built-in reinforcement in the chest area to help take the slack/wrinkles out of his blouses. Sue's answer seemed to satisfy Terry because it made sense. The next day, a lady (Gail) at work told Terry that she liked his new blouses. Terry replied that the blouses were not new. She interrupted, "Well, whatever you did, your blouses seem to fit better." Gail also saw the outline of his bra-slip showing through his blouse and mentioned it to Terry, saying, "Perhaps then, it's the bra you're wearing. Whatever it is, your blouses now have a nicer shape and don't hang loose over your chest." A bit flustered, Terry replied, "I'm not wearing a bra. Sue bought me some new slips. She told me that they would give my blouses a better look because they help to fill out the front of my shirts, but I'm not wearing a bra." Gail could tell that Terry was wearing a bra-slip, but she deliberately called it a bra. Her strategy worked. Her comments made Terry very aware that she noticed that he was now wearing something very feminine ? a bra; whether it was a bra-slip or just a bra ? either way, it was a bra, something only a woman wears. Terry couldn't wait to get home and tell Sue about the comments. Sue simply replied, "Well Dear, I bought you those new slips because they make your blouses fit better. As I told you the other day, the new slips fill out your blouses so that they don't look so loose. You don't have breasts, but blouses are designed to be worn by women and women have breasts. We've already decided that blouses look much nicer on you than those old rough shirts you used to wear, so since you are wearing blouses they may as well look nice on you and fit properly. Just because you're not a woman doesn't mean that the blouses you wear shouldn't look nice on you. See, people notice when your clothes fit better because it makes you look better. I wouldn't give you anything to wear if I didn't think it would improve your appearance." That remark took the wind out of his sails. Sue explained that the new slips she bought him were bra-slips. Sue explained that a bra-slip is a slip with a built-in bra. The slips were designed to be worn when a woman does not wear a bra. Terry looked puzzled. Sue said that with the new semi-fem hairstyle, the slacks, blouses, slips and heels, that he was wearing, he was starting to look softer. "The look, some might think, is a bit too soft for a man, but I love your new look and your co-workers love it," Sue confided. "Would you please wear them for me?" How could he tell her that he would not? Sue had always rewarded him when she asked him to cooperate with her wishes. Why of course he would do it for her. He would do anything for her. "Yes honey. What do you have in mind? asked Terry. "Would you please continue to wear the new bra-slips? They will give you just a touch of cleavage, so that, at a quick glance, just as Gail noticed, other people will also think that your appearance looks nicer ? that you look like a woman. Gail may not have said it directly, but her comments indicated that she thought you looked more feminine ? like a woman." "Why do you want people to think that I am a woman?" he asked. "Don't you want me to be a man - your husband?" Sue replied, "Yes Dear, I know that your are a man and my husband, but you are not the average man. You are much more. You are a man who is not afraid to be honest and show who you really are - a soft, kind, and feminine-loving man." Sue further told Terry that if people viewed him as a woman, he wouldn't get those puzzling looks. Sue explained: "A man who wears feminine clothes is viewed as effeminate and an effeminate man stands out from the crowd and draws attention to himself; unlike a woman, who can wear men's pants and shirts or suits and no one thinks anything about it. Because you are not effeminate and in order to draw less attention, I thought that you should look less like a man and a bit more feminine. You're a man to me, but others don't know you like I do. If you appear feminine, no one will bother looking at you as if they think you are weird. They will simply view you as a woman." Terry interjected, "But who said that I want to look feminine?" Quickly, Sue replied, "Do you like the slacks, blouses and cool slips you have been wearing? Haven't you gotten alot of compliments from your co- workers? - people who know you are not weird." Terry had to admit that she was right on all counts. Just give up, he thought. If Sue thinks it's OK and my co-workers don't object, then it must be alright. Sue told Terry that his co-workers were used to him looking different week- by-week, so they wouldn't even give him a second glance if he came in with something new. Suddenly, Terry stopped fussing about wearing a bra- slip and just did it. Besides, he thought that if his new clothes would make him get less noticed it couldn't be a totally bad idea. Sue had also taken away Terry's under-shorts and replaced them with panties. The hormones had been working their magic, so Terry did not need any panties with hip or butt-padding. Did Terry fail to notice this? Perhaps, because he was overwhelmed with everything else, he hadn't noticed the changes in his body. It wouldn't be too many more months now before Terry wouldn't have to wear padded bra-slips anymore because his breasts were also developing. With the women's slacks he was wearing, Terry had a nice figure. The panties, compared to his outer clothes, seemed an insignificant change, so he didn't even bother to discuss it with Sue. With the warmer weather, Terry's blouses got thinner and his slips were more visible. Sue was ready for her next move. It was time to get Terry acquainted with wearing bras. To make sure that there would be very little time for Terry to fret over the new lingerie addition, Sue decided that she would put out a bra on Friday, along with a regular half-slip. When Terry saw the bra, he called Sue. "Now what's going on? he asked. Sue softly answered, "Well Dear, I've been thinking about the bra-slips. They served their purpose but they still don't give you the best shape for your blouses. For one thing, in order to get any support from a bra- slip, most bra-slips are padded. A padded bra-slip doesn't always display a smooth look. If the cups on a bra-slip get poked, they don't always pop back and that could leave you looking like a rough road with potholes in it. With a thin bra, you don't have to worry about getting too close to someone and them putting a dent into your padding." "But honey, this bra is not padded and it's only a 38-A, how is it going to give me a better shape for my blouses?" asked Terry. Sue told him that although the bra was not padded, she had taken care of that and purchased some silicone inserts which would shape his bra properly. Poor Terry. He had so much thrown at him over the past few months, that although he noticed that his nipples were getting sore, he failed to notice that the soreness was due to his developing breasts. Sue put the bra on Terry and hooked it for him because he didn't have time to fumble with the hooks. Well, it seems that you already fill out this 38-A. Good thing I only bought one bra at this size. A 38-A bra looks wonderful on you Darling, but that is not enough cleavage for what you are wearing. I think that you should wear at least a 38-B for proper shaping or your blouses and cleavage, so I got you some 38-B bras. "Cleavage? What cleavage are you talking about? Filling a 38-A is hardly cleavage," replied Terry. "I was getting to that," responded Sue. "For now, along with the new bras, I am going to have you wear these silicone breast forms." What were those comments? - "already fill out" and "for now", thought Terry. Sue continued with her explanation. "The forms attach to your chest with glue and can be left attached for up to a week. Come over here and let's see how all this will look." Gently, Sue glued the breast forms onto Terry's chest. Terry had to admit that a bra with silicone forms would look alot more realistic and smoother than just wearing a bra-slip, but he wondered whether he wanted to take such a drastic step into femininity. He wondered what his co-workers would think when he came to work wearing a bra which displayed a much fuller figure, not to mention that any bra with inserts would unmistakably say "female". Once again Sue was right about the bra making Terry look better. When Sue put the 38-B bra on him and showed him how to hook it, it gave him a very sexy and feminine feeling. His mind and emotions were suddenly flooded with feminine feelings ? feelings which made him feel very sexy, but he kept those feelings to himself. Terry thought about the feminine appearance he was already sporting to work each day. He thought about what people outside of his office thought of him when he was out at the movies or out for dinner. He then reflected on what his wife had said about looking more feminine in order to draw less attention. Suddenly, it seemed to make sense to him. Before he had time to do anymore pondering, Sue handed him a very sexy blouse. Overall, the bra with the new breast forms just looked right for Terry's new feminine image. Without a bra underneath, Terry's blouses did not have the look they were designed to have. Instead of being loose, his blouses now fit very well and displayed some nice curves. Wearing a bra with breast forms was a strange new feeling for Terry, but he loved how feminine it made him feel. After a few minutes, he felt that the forms had warmed to his chest. He moved to wards the mirror and saw that the bra was jiggling a bit - his breasts bouncing with each step, just like real breasts. Sue jolted Terry from this day-dream and told him to take off his blouse and get a slip to match the bra, then put on his blouse again. "I know you're admiring your sexy new look, but you can't go to the office displaying your new figure for the first time without a slip under your blouse," commented Sue. Once he saw the results, Terry admitted to Sue that his blouse fit better and that the shape, which the bra gave him, added to his feminine appearance, but he still did not tell her how wonderfully sexy and feminine and warm he felt inside. "I want to touch you up just a bit for work today, Terry. For a while now, you've been going to work looking very soft ? feminine, to many," said Sue. "Yes, even before you began to wear the softer clothes, you've always had a soft and somewhat feminine face, not to mention that you have a much smaller bone-structure and smaller stature than the average guy; that's why the new clothes suit you so well and why you've been able to go to work wearing blouses. At a quick glance, you could always have been mistaken for a woman. But we don't just want other people to think of you as a woman, I want YOU to think that you are a woman. If you can think that, then you will be more confident and proud of your new clothes and how they make you look. Your clothes look so nice now - the slacks and heels, your blouses with the slips showing through, and now with a bra - you look so sweet and soft and feminine; your face needs to match your clothes." Sue made sure to emphasize each of Terry's feminine articles of clothing because she wanted him to be aware of what he was now wearing. She wanted him to know that everything he was wearing was feminine and therefore he would be perceived only as a woman, not just an effeminate man. This thought - that he was wearing all feminine clothes, would serve to make him understand that it only made sense to enhance his feminine look. Before Terry could ask Sue what she wanted to do, Sue had Terry sit at her vanity and applied some beard-cover, foundation and very light blush, eye shadow and mascara. Terry just sat there, speechless. Sue had started trimming Terry's eyebrows when she began styling his hair, saying that with his new hairstyle, she didn't want him to have a uni-brow. With the brows already thinned and arched, all she had to do was add a bit of brow color. Terry muttered, "Why this?" Sue replied, "Honey, to look right, with those lovely feminine clothes, especially your new breasts, you need the proper face. Your face shouldn't look the slightest like a man's face. You need the softest womanly face we can put on you." With a slight touch from her lip-gloss, her magic was done. Sue told Terry to check himself in the mirror. He was secretly very pleased with the results. He looked very nice ? yes, very feminine, he thought ? a like a woman; but he kept his thoughts to himself... His wife asked how he felt. Terry did not want to sound too enthusiastic, so he just replied, "You do good work, but are you sure I should go to work like this?" Sue replied, "Terry, if you go with your old face, with breasts, someone, make that everyone, will give you some strange looks. Remember, you are wearing all women's clothes ? clothes which make you look so feminine and sexy. You have breasts and feminine clothes; do you want to go to work with less than a beautiful radiant face? Once you look totally femme, you won't draw the attention you would otherwise. Oh, people will look at you, but it will be admiring looks ? looks any beautiful woman deserves." At work, Terry's co-workers could not help but notice the difference. Terry heard comments like: "Well, we see that your wife has finally matched your face with the clothes." ? "Your wife really has made a new man out of you - or should that be a new woman?" ? "Your face looks very sweet - feminine - just like your new clothes." - and ? "Doesn't she look lovely?" Gail said, "I do believe that our new girl has some very sexy cleavage. Soon she'll have nicer breasts than I have." Oh no - they did notice that he was wearing a bra, he thought. Terry, what are you thinking? How can they miss something like that? You're totally a woman now, in appearance; why wouldn't someone notice your breast, he pondered. Terry almost died from embarrassment. However, as the day progressed, Terry noticed that everyone was very pleasant to him. Was it because of his new appearance? If so, then the temporary embarrassment was worth it, he thought. Some of his female co-workers addressed him as "Hon," instead of Terry, when they talked to him. That was a new term which he kind of enjoyed. Was Terry getting into his new role? Was his thinking starting to soften? It was too late to pretend he did not want to look like a woman. And from the way he walked and smiled, his co-workers knew that he really relished his new look. More changes were necessary, Sue decided. Sue thought that it was time to reveal her plan to Terry, so she discussed his further feminization with him during dinner on Friday evening. Terry told her about the comments from his co-workers. Then he said, "I think I'm getting used to my new self. In fact, I think I'm actually enjoying it. I'm getting attention I never got before and people seem friendlier towards me. They treat me nicer. They open doors for me and let me step in front of them in a line. They address me as a woman now." "I'm glad to hear that honey," responded Sue. "After all, you now look totally like a woman - so feminine. I'm glad you enjoy the new look and I'm glad that your co-workers like the new you. I've always thought of you as my sweet, tender and feminine husband. I've been waiting a long time to get your image to match your inner-self. I know that you will feel more comfortable in a feminine role. Some people are born in the wrong body. I think you may qualify for that group. You've never impressed me as the macho-type. Let's see what we can do to give you an even softer image next week ? a totally hot, sexy image." Sue felt that the time was right for additional feminizing. Sunday night, she trimmed Terry's nails to a more feminine shape. She had already let them remain longer than usual when she did her weekly trimming for Terry. Sue got a nice soft red nail-polish and gave the nails two coats. Next, she did his toe-nails. "Besides helping to keep your nails from breaking, the polish will help you look and feel even more feminine than you already do," stated Sue. She did it again - stressing the fact the Terry needed to look more feminine to match his feminine feelings. This time, instead of having objectionable thoughts about looking feminine, Terry relished the idea. Terry now loved any improvement which added to his femininity. Sue had also bought new 3 inch heels for Terry. Terry would soon be wearing the new heels to work. With the makeup, Terry's face now totally matched his otherwise feminine appearance. When Terry showed up at work like that, his co-workers noticed. A co- worker commented, loud enough for everyone to hear: "I see that besides making a new woman out of you, your wife is making you into a sophisticated, classy woman. Before you know it, she will have created you totally in her image." That comment actually excited Terry. Instead of being embarrassed, Terry replied, "Well, you know women always get their way and Sue told me many months ago that when I retire I'm going to be a different person. I guess she wasn't kidding. Do you think she is on the right track?" One co-worker replied, "Honey, if your wife is not on the right track, then you're in big trouble. I don't think that you want to see the old Terry again; besides, we have gotten accustomed to seeing your new look and we kind of like it. It's nice to have another woman around here. It makes the atmosphere more gentle for the office. Terry's co-workers confirmed that Sue had definitely found a positive way to change him in preparation for retirement. At work, Terry's co-workers were now expecting to see almost daily changes. Every time they noticed a new look, like his pierced ears, they complimented Terry on it, adding that indeed he would be a new person by retirement. Their comments bolstered Terry's confidence and made Terry want to speed up his transition. Terry couldn't wait to get home and tell Sue what his co-workers said. Terry was so thrilled with his new image. This new image stirred strange feelings within Terry. Sue was elated and ready. That night she gave Terry a new permanent and put on a new coat of nail-polish. "Today is a new day Dear, Sue told Terry, that's why we got up so early. Let me know when you are showered. Sue had laid out Terry's sexiest blouse, slip, bra and panties. After putting on the lingerie, Terry applied makeup as taught by Sue. As soon as Terry said that he was ready, Sue met him with more feminine items. First, Sue stuck a feminine pad in Terry's panties - for those unexpected moments. Next, she slid a shinny pair of nylons up Terry's legs. Terry just soaked up the transformation, loving every aspect of it. What? No comment about the feminine pad? By now, Terry was past asking questions. If Sue thought that he needed something that was good enough for him. Terry had such great legs that Sue thought it was a shame to hide them. Out she came with a short black skirt. Terry didn't even question it - his heart just started beating faster. Was this a dream or was this real? Secretly, Terry had waited many years for the day he would be able to wear a skirt out in public. Terry now had on a sexy sheer white blouse, a slip and bra - nylons, makeup, a short skirt, a totally feminine hairstyle and red nails ? everything a woman wears. The look was very sexy! I really am a woman, thought Terry. Am I ready to go? Before he could answer that, Sue brought out some beautiful 3 inch, black open-toe heels. On with the heels. Just before sending Terry off to work, Sue attached a pair of gold earrings on him, placed a beautiful gold necklace around his neck and slipped a gold woman's watch around his wrist. Then she sat Terry down once more. One last touch was needed - a nice red lipstick and some perfume. A slight mist of Charlie added just the right scent to this new sexy figure. "Oh, one more thing, said Sue." She dashed off and returned with a box in her hands. Terry wondered what she had for him. "A "coming out" present for my new girlfriend," she sweetly said, giving Terry a kiss on the cheek. With that, Sue opened the box and gently lifted out some new breast forms. "I thought that you shouldn't have to wait to look like the proper woman that you have become, so I bought you these to wear until your breasts fully develop." Sue took off the old 38-B forms from Terry's chest and attached the new 38-C breasts. Both Sue and Terry were in awe at the new figure the forms provided. "I love them!" was all that Terry could say. Sue was so happy at the new spirit she sensed in Terry - a happier, content and fulfilled spirit. "I'm so glad you like the new breast forms. I know that they will make you feel sexier and if you feel sexier, you will feel more like a woman. I know that you crave to not only look like a woman, but to feel like a woman and it's time for your dreams, desires ? yes cravings, to be fulfilled," replied Sue. Terry glanced in the mirror as he was ready to leave. He couldn't believe how good Sue had made him look. Terry actually thought that he would love to date the woman he was looking at in the mirror. "What do I tell the guys at work today when they see me like this?" he asked Sue. Terry thought that was a dumb question because he had already been going to work looking like a woman for some time now. But before he could retract his question, with wisdom only a woman can possess, Sue answered, "Honey, tell them, hey I'm still Terry, but with one small change - I now spell it "T-e-r-i." With that, Sue sent Teri off to work, a big smile on her face, adding, "And what reward would my girlfriend, Teri, like tonight?" "Tonight? asked Teri? What if one of the guys wants to take me out tonight? I don't know whether I can resist that," added Teri. Sue was elated at Teri's suddenly total feminine expression. Sue chose her words carefully. "Honey, tonight we will celebrate your transition to womanhood. When the time comes that your cravings lead you to be attracted to a wonderful man - well, I'm sure you will do whatever you feel comfortable in doing as a woman and I will support your decision totally. You are now the person - the woman - you've longed to be and nothing should stand in your way from fulfilling your feminine desires." Teri's mind was flooded with feelings of femininity. She had never felt happier and more fulfilled in her entire life. Proudly, and with a soft feminine step, Teri headed off to work. Teri arrived at work a bit late. She quietly walked to her desk. As she entered the office, no one looked up. When it was time for the morning break, co-workers walked past Teri's desk. At first, walking up from behind, they did not notice Teri's total transformation. When the co- workers returned and walked by Teri they were looking at her from in front. From this angle it was obvious that Teri appeared even more feminine than ever before. They noticed that she was wearing a skirt with 3 inch heels and nylons. They noticed the earrings, necklace and gold watch. One-by-one, the co-workers complimented her on her new look. As the women came by, they had her stand up so they could get a better look. Gail commented, "Who hired the new female investigator? She has better legs than I do." That broke the ice and everyone laughed. One-by-one Teri's co-workers congratulated him - no, her on being man enough to become a woman. Some admired Teri's heels, others thought the skirt was just the right length at several inches above her knees; some loved the makeup, especially the long beautiful red nails, and some were brave enough to mention that they admired her bust-line. Teri didn't have to explain anything. It seemed as if everyone in the office had anticipated this day and they were happy to see Teri as a woman. As everyone was admiring her, Teri spoke up. "I want to thank everyone for being so kind and supportive during these past few months. I know that some of you must have had questions about what was happening to me. At first, Sue's plan was not even known to me. I thought that Sue was just tired of my old work-clothes and wanted me to look nicer. Little did I know that she remembered that I had crossdressed on a few occasions before we got married. Well, now that the kids are grown up and gone, she thought that she would test me and see how serious I was about my feminine desires. Not even I had known how strong these desires were. As Sue gradually changed what I wore each day, I felt over-powered by my emotions but I did not tell her. While I enjoyed and welcomed each change, I kept my feelings to myself. As Sue's began to feminize me I would often voice some objections to what she wanted me to wear. I mean, can you imagine wearing a man wearing a Cami instead of a T-shirt? I must admit that it was probably the biggest hurdle she had to get me over. Then the half-slips and bra-slips and finally she had me wearing bras. Yes, if felt odd at first, but it also felt right. After a few weeks I secretly began to look forward to whatever item she would have for me to wear next. I did not tell Sue, but I relished each change and yearned to wear something even more feminine. Why am I telling you all this? I guess I want you to know that I am still the same person you've always known, but instead of being Terry, I am now being honest about who I really am ? Teri. Oh, you can now spell that, T-e-r-i. Thanks again for all your love and support." Little did Teri know that Sue had some secret accomplices at his office who offered just the right comments and compliments during his feminization process. Teri's supervisor came by and handed her a retirement plague. The inscription read: Teri Richards, Special Investigator 1980 - 2005. Your enthusiasm, dedication, professionalism, and commitment to Justice and to the Public are hereby recognized and appreciated. Your willingness to always try a new approach to old problems have served you well during your career. May your retirement and new life be even more rewarding than your career. How did the office already have her name inscribed on this plaque? Teri pondered the question only briefly, then turned back towards her well- wishers. Teri's co-workers wished Teri a happy retirement and told her how proud they were to have known her for so many years and how proud they were to see that she was not afraid to try something new in order to fulfill her dreams. As Teri left the office, someone remarked: "We always knew that the best man for this job is a woman." To the sound of joyful laughter, Teri got into her car and left for a new life. Teri came home that night and told Sue how thrilled she was that her co- workers had accepted her in her new status as a woman and had she known how they would react, she would have transitioned years earlier. Teri then told Sue that she had always wanted to be a woman, not in hiding, but out in the world where everyone could see her. Now, her dream finally came true. What a retirement present!. Teri told Sue about all the wonderful comments from her co-workers. It was indeed the best day at work and the best day of her life. No longer afraid to express her feelings, Teri blurted out to Sue, "Honey, I'm so thankful for what you did! Secretly, I've always wanted to be a woman. I was born a woman - I just couldn't dress as one. I was afraid that if I expressed my feelings and desires, you would not understand. Whatever made you think of changing me from Terry to Teri? I just love feeling and looking feminine ? it makes me feel so sexy, so happy, so fulfilled. I hope you are pleased with the new me." Sue answered, "Girlfriend, I love your new look. Had I known of your secret desires, as you said, we could have done this many years ago. You asked what made me think of changing you into Teri. Well, I could see the longing in your eyes whenever you watched me dress and apply my makeup. I just thought that you adored me and I know you do; but finally it dawned on me that your gaze revealed more than that. Your eyes betrayed you. The message they sent was that you were looking at me and other women because you admired me and them; but not only admired us, you wanted to be one of us. Teri couldn't believe her ears. What did Sue just say? She knew that Teri wanted to be a woman! Without taking a breath, Teri said, "That's too cool for words. I'm married to the perfect mate ? so kind, so loving, so supportive and so understanding!!! Would you mind if I continued my transition all the way, Dear?" "Not at all Dear. I have been waiting a long time for you to come to this decision; besides, I still love you. Now you're even sweeter to love," answered Sue. It was then that Sue confided about the doctor visit Teri had before Sue started to transform Terry into Teri. Sue told Teri about the hormones. She told Teri that in a few more months she wouldn't need the breasts forms anymore. Sue knew that someday Teri would want to have SRS and told Teri that an appointment for SRS had already been made. After living full-time as Teri for at least a year, her doctor was ready to perform the surgery. Teri was elated! Do I need to say that this night was the best night they ever had together? The rest is history - or should I say herstory? Teri got her SRS and after her recovery she stopped by her old office. What a bunch of hooting and joyful laughing was heard in that office that day! All of the former co-workers hugged Teri and told her how beautiful and sexy she looked. Some even said that they were jealous of how good she looked. One even asked for her phone number, saying, "Teri, ever since I saw the beginning of your feminine persona, I knew that one day you would be a gorgeous and sexy woman." Teri's former co-workers again wished her a great retirement and asked her to stop by now-and-then. Teri stopped by for several years and each time they saw her they were amazed at how lovely and feminine she looked. Teri now had developed her breasts to a 38-C and the movement of natural breasts enhanced her feminine image even more. Outside of the office, no one ever suspected that Teri was not a GG. She now had a convincingly beautiful and feminine body. Rumors have it that one or two of the male employee's spouses are planning on transforming their macho husbands and are consulting with Sue and Teri about that; but that's another story. Yes, Teri and Sue have the best of retirements and are enjoying their new lives of contentment, happiness, and bliss together as lovers. Teri is now the best lover Sue ever had. If Teri could speak to you in person, she would give you this advice - Let your dreams become reality? Enjoy your femininity. Don't hide it. Be the woman you know you are within and let that flower bloom for the world to see - now and forever.