Affair
by Vickie Tern
Jessica introduced me to the new section manager. 'Meredith, this
is Bruce' she said. Then glanced quickly at the bar to assure that
the liquor was holding up, and moved on to chat with others.
Another of her after-work cocktail parties -- she believed a
sociable office was an efficient one, and I'd stopped by briefly as
I always did out of courtesy.
So I nodded at this 'Bruce,' smiled quickly, and was about to turn
away when I saw that he was looking at me with more than the usual
polite interest we all muster when we're being ... well, polite.
His gaze was intense, and seemed both admiring and ... hungry! For
what?
So I looked him over more closely. A powerfully impressive man, I
could sense it and had no idea why, and the impression grew. Tall,
lean, with wavy blonde hair, I guess I'd have to call him
devastatingly handsome. His smile was confident, a bit arrogant.
Yet somehow I felt singled out, flattered by his rapt attention. I
even felt a faint, delicious twinge of danger. He was cute. More
than cute, he was ... exciting!
I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine and my heart stopped
short. Then fluttered, then unaccountably started beating
furiously. Pounding! I stared at him, unable to move. Attracted?
It was like being hit by lightning! Lost? Gloriously! Oh, my
God, what a man! He was standing three feet away, yet I felt
wrapped up in him!
I glanced away and then back at his face and felt the same even
more strongly -- joy, a vague anticipation, enticement, possession,
and above all a powerful sexual arousal! I had to fuck him! I was
a faithful, monogamous wife, yet I had to fuck him! All the while
he was smiling at me as if reassuring me that it's all OK, it's good,
better than good! He knew? He knew! Yet I didn't feel the least
bit embarrassed! In fact I was eager to share these feelings with
him! God, the ferocity of the desire I felt, I had to have him, I
had to feel him deep inside me! Now, this moment! I nearly
fainted!
Yet on the surface, all seemed proper. He commented that he'd been
looking forward to meeting me. I smiled and made the appropriate
gratified noises. Then as his large hand gripped mine and I looked
into his face, my heart leaped toward him and my throat tightened,
and I realized that my pussy was wet! Soaked, dear God, it had
suddenly let flow, moisture was seeping through my panties onto my
stockings! Not staining the bottom my dress, I hoped -- that would
be altogether embarrassing! All the while I was thinking, this is
a reception lounge in a business office, and this Bruce is a
business associate, I don't even know him, what on earth am I
thinking? I'm a married woman! I love my husband! But this man,
this .... presence, he ... he ...!
Ooooooohh! Ooooh! Oh, Gaaad!
Incredible! A mini-orgasm just from looking at him and shaking his
hand.
I tried to catch my breath. Never had anyone so forcefully
masculine had such an impact on me! I wanted to feed my appetite
for him, glut myself, use him to fulfill me, complete my being! I
wanted to wrap myself around him then and there, force whatever his
thing into me, I couldn't care what it was, push it deep inside me,
hook it into me so he couldn't possibly escape, feel it grow huge,
swollen, cram myself! Then wriggle and roll my cunt and my pelvis
and my whole body on it and around it until we were both out of our
minds! I wanted to fuck both of us to death!
I tried to step back from him and realized my panties were now
drenched! And we'd only shaken hands!
Moreover, he'd seen all that on my face, how all at once my
curiosity, astonishment, desire, my naked lust for him had
overwhelmed me. With an understated grin he raised his eyebrows.
A query. I understood and nodded. Then while still gazing
directly at me he touched his wristwatch. I smiled broadly and
turned and went straight to Jessica and told her what a marvelous
cocktail party it had been and how sorry I was that I had to leave
but I did have to get home to George, he'd be wondering why I was
so late, this morning I'd forgotten to mention anything to him
about this reception, I'll see you Monday, have a good weekend, oh,
yes, don't give the Pearson report another thought, it's perfect!
In fact George wouldn't be wondering anything -- he knew I'd be
delayed at this do. He'd be sitting there patiently, reading a
magazine or watching television when I got home, waiting up for me
no matter what time it was. He'd done it before, for months during
the Morgan Takeover crisis, when I was coming home unpredictably at
all hours night after night. He was always ready to welcome me
with all the affection and love that was in him when I finally
arrived exhausted from those impossible, endlessly argumentative
evening sessions, with never a question to prolong misery.
I'd told him this morning that Jessica was throwing yet another
reception for yet another of her clients, and I'd reminded him that
Jessica's hospitality tends to go on and on, that I'd get away as
soon as I decently could but she often involves me with her people
and sometimes insists that we all go to dinner afterward, God I
hoped not this time! I'd try to call if it happened but if I was
late he should just order in a pizza for himself and maybe I'd
snack on whatever he left me whenever I did get home. Especially
if it was my favorite, anchovies, I'd hinted at him, not just his
preferred pepperoni. That, I knew, guaranteed anchovies.
It'd happened before. More than once. He knew that I was next in
line for Jessica's job, that she thought the world of me, so I
could scarcely refuse her whatever of my time she chose to
commandeer.
This time Jessica merely thanked me for coming and turned back to
her conversation -- there were no dinner plans, thank God! As I
departed I nodded as casually as I could to various of the people
I knew, co-workers and others, and also to people I scarcely knew.
My heart was still racing and I didn't dare look back, though I was
quite sure that this Bruce was now saying the same sorts of things
to Jessica, apologizing that he had to go, etc., while checking
out his own fastest route through the crowd to the door. That he
was following me out. I could sense it!
He was. Next thing I knew he was standing quietly beside me in the
hallway, the two of us waiting for the elevator. I tried to stay
impersonal, pay him no attention, act as if our brief introduction
was already forgotten, though his sheer physical presence already
overwhelmed the space my body occupied where I stood. As if he'd
already entered into me, possessed me! I loved it!
There was guilt and fear mixed in with my eager anticipation, I
couldn't deny that, because after all, I was a married woman and
concerned for my husband. What if he found out? He'd feel so
bewildered and hurt, and he's such a na?ve and trusting sweetie
he'd also feel desperate, because he wouldn't know what to do.
Dear George! So straight and square and shy he'd never asked me
about any of my former boyfriends before our marriage, and couldn't
even dream that I'd had former girlfriends too, quite a few, that
a certain ... femininity in him had been what first attracted me.
Certainly he had no idea that it hadn't been his manly cock but his
gentle nibbling on my pussy that had most endeared him to me and
eventually bidden me to forsake all others of either sex and cleave
to him alone. He'd become "my North, my South, my East, my West,
My working week and my Sunday rest," that's how the poem goes. My
lover of both sexes.
But at this moment, this incredible man standing beside me, I
didn't care! I didn't care! George's sorrow when he found out I'd
fucked another man, if he found out, all that meant was, I'd have
to figure how to deal with it for both of us. That's all. Make
arrangements for me to float blissfully for as long as possible in
this marvelous, edgy paradise I was about to enter, and for my
honey never to find out, or to feel OK with it if he did found out.
Maybe even enjoy it, float blissfully on my bliss in his own way.
That's what I hoped I could figure out, anyhow.
So I remained calm, apparently unconcerned, until we were both
inside the elevator and the doors closed and Bruce leaned forward
and pushed the "out of order" button.
And then I leaped him! Oh, God, did I ever! I flung my purse into
a corner and jumped high, both legs wide apart, seized him around
the neck with both my arms and wrapped both my thighs tight around
his middle with my skirt hiked way up! With one arm he grasped me
firmly around the waist and crushed me to him, supporting my body
and pressing my breasts against his shirt, against and those hard,
ripped chest muscles I could feel beneath it. When I moved one
hand down to feel for his package and liberate it I found that his
other hand was already pulling my panties aside, that his cock was
already out and rampant! And pushing into me! Into my cunt! Oh,
God, wonderful! Wonderful! A single thrust and he was way up
inside me and I was in heaven! Rapturous? Here, now, all at once
and entirely, was a man I wanted, craved, and he was deeply
penetrating my pussy, filling me to the brim with himself! My
first new man since George, since my husband George proposed
marriage to me six years ago. Now, right now, this moment, I'd
become an unfaithful wife! A deeply fucked, joyously unfaithful
wife! No regrets, instead a transcendent ecstasy! It was just
great! I thrust and he pushed and it was ... great! Incredible!
He felt altogether different from George, less familiar, less
comforting, maybe thicker, maybe more unpredictable and daring.
And frenzied? Oh, God, right there in that elevator we began to
fuck each other so furiously that I started cumming in uncontrolled
chain sequences, each high building on my previous! Until out of
my mind, I humped him madly, completely, never in my life so crazed
by lust and desire. Over and over I covered his face with kisses
until at last we both stiffened together and my steady keening
turned into a shriek and I went far, far over the top, became as
rigid as a post as I grasped his shoulders as tightly as I could
and poured all my pussy's strength and power and energy into that
great cock, through it into all of him, my mind and joy exploding
through my cunt! Then what could he do? He too went over the edge
and surged into me over and over, throbbing into me, pulsing,
cramming and twisting into me! I never felt closer to any human
being!
I buried my face in his shoulder. All passion spent, he held me
impaled, my legs still locked behind him, my thighs now resting on
his hips instead of thrusting at his crotch. My cunt beginning to
relax. I began to breathe again. Slowly we subsided.
All right. The inconceivable had happened. Impulsively and
helplessly, knowingly and deliberately, eagerly, I had fucked
another man. I had been unfaithful to my husband for the first
time in the whole six years of our marriage, and I'd loved it and
meant to do it again and again! Often! My sweet, trusting George
was now that absurdity, a cuckold, and from now until the end of
our lives I would know that about him every time I looked at him.
An inadequate man, pathetic. And that would always drive me back
to my masterful Bruce.
Or to his equivalent. I knew now that this would not be the only
time I betrayed George, not even the only time with this man. I
knew that this was only the first time! And that after this affair
with Bruce ended, as it would eventually, very likely there would
be other men. Why not? Plainly, George was not enough for me or
this would never have happened. And now that I knew it, George
would never be enough for me. There would always be others. Poor
man. Though I did love him! My sweet, pathetically cuckolded
George! Was there any way I could some day make this up to him?
Bruce's cock still hadn't softened and fallen out of my cunt, yet
I already wanted him fully expanded and inside me yet again! With
this man I wanted countless couplings, as many mindless fucks as
either of us could bear, as many times as we could arrange them, at
all kinds of times.
It wasn't that he was so overwhelming, though I was overwhelmed,
and certainly it wasn't that he was considerate of my needs as we
fucked, though I could tell by the way he'd now and then adjust his
thrusting, the ways his moves anticipated my own and matched my
shifts of mood, the way he'd finished with his mouth plastered to
mine as if for all time, I knew by those things that he wanted to
satisfy me. His mere presence had sent me skyrocketing -- it was
unreal! And the jump fuck we'd just given each other was the most
marvelous of any I'd ever given or gotten! His magnetism drew me
to him even when he'd already lunged inside me and we couldn't get
any closer. Even now, softening, still deep in my vitals, less
insistently stiff, he felt like a comfy fullness I wanted to keep
inside me forever. I couldn't pull away. Oh, God, my pussy
runneth over, I was thinking, and yet I want more! And more!
He felt the same way! "Your name's Meredith?" I was hearing his
voice for the first time. Deep, resonant, a little too cultivated.
But who cared?
"Merry," I replied. It seemed fitting.
"Are you married?" he asked me. "Do you have to get home right
away?"
"Yes, I am, and no, I don't," I said into his ear. "Unhook
yourself from me, lover, and I'll call my husband and tell him I'll
be later than either of us anticipated. Then we'll go somewhere.
Anywhere!"
"Call him exactly the way we are now, Merry. I want to hear you
tell him that you need to stay where you are, you just can't help
it, you just can't get away, there's nothing you can do about it.
Anyhow, I live in this building. We're already practically where
we want to be."
My legs still wrapped around his waist, he dipped down and handed
me my purse and hugged me to him as I used both hands to retrieve
my cell phone. Then as I speed-dialed he leaned in and lifted my
hair and kissed my neck. O, God! Shivers! His prick inside me
started to grow again as George answered in my ear, and I told him
I might be as late as midnight, and if he didn't want to order a
pizza there were all those leftovers in the fridge, feel free to
browse. He commiserated with me about having to spend the evening
with Jessica's crowd. I reassured him I'd get through it somehow,
and checked my watch.
Still not quite six p.m. Did this man my legs were embracing, this
man supporting and surrounding me and inside me, did he have the
stamina to do this to me for another five or six hours? Yes, he
did, I could feel it in the strength of his arms and his neck as
his face burrowed into the hollows of my own neck. Oh, God, yes,
incredible, I was actually coming again! On his prick, and we were
neither of us moving! Oooohhh! Ohhhhhhhhh! As I shuddered I
reached up and seized his neck and pulled his face into mine again.
"Are you still there?" George's voice asked tinnily from my
cell phone. "Hello?"
"Oh yes!" I replied breathlessly when our tongues finally untangled
and our kiss subsided. "Very much so! Home maybe midnight, OK?
Love you! Bye now, baby!" And I broke the connection. Bye now,
Georgie baby, for the next five or six hours, while I drift and
pitch and lurch my way through paradise. You are a dear and my one
true love and I will always love you utterly but right now I have
something better to do!
And did I! Did we? For the next five hours I ravished myself on
this hunk of real man with no further thought of my poor pathetic
cuckold George sitting at home nibbling his pizza or his leftovers
while Bruce pressed against my clit and I sucked on his gigantic
member. When we got to Bruce's apartment we couldn't wait, we
closed the door and immediately fell onto his carpet and fucked
again. Then stripped to our bare flesh and rolled into his bed and
fucked yet again! I ate him alive! Ferociously, passionately, I
swallowed every part of him I could take into my mouth or force
down my throat. Or fit anywhere in my body! He fucked me on my
back and on my knees, and I fucked him seated on him and upside
down, lying stretched out straight and then again standing
entangled. By eleven that night we were both physically exhausted,
our passions finally eased into a glow. My body was sticky with
cum, my belly was filled with the creamy goop, and more was
streaming out of my cunt and out of my ass and down the cleft
between my breasts. It was ... wonderful!
"I have to get home," I said finally, trying to take charge of my
life at last. "It's time for you to go down on me and lick me
clean."
That was how I'd always finished having sex, ever since college.
Always, with my girlfriends. It had taken time for George to get
accustomed to it -- he'd been especially reluctant at first to push
his face into my messy twat, to lick up and swallow his own cum.
But now he never hesitated -- he wanted to please me, and he knew
I always looked forward to one last tongue orgasm when his prick
fell back exhausted, no longer able to perform. I think he loved
sucking on me down there, swallowing everything he found.
It was especially satisfying to me that I'd taught him to enjoy
eating himself as he ate me, to love the taste his own ejaculations
as much as I did. He didn't know that for me it was an old
familiar last act, what we always did, my room mates and I, when we
got back to the dorm from our dates, That I was sharing his own
spermy spunk with him as if he were another women. Whatever, I
knew that after all these years George was now thoroughly pleased
to please me by licking me clean. It did seem a little servile, me
lying there like a Queen while he bowed down to worship me between
my legs, but he'd come to love it. Maybe Bruce would too?
Unlikely, but I had to try. At the least, I had to consider my
condition. I had yet to drive home and enter our house, and I was
a sticky mess! Bruce had ejaculated not only inside me but all
over me. Should I try for a quick shower here? No, or I'll never
leave, I'll surely spend the night. Better to get back as best I
can and then have a shower before getting into bed with George. I
sometimes took a quick shower or soak to relax when I came home
after tough negotiations at the office -- that in itself wouldn't
raise George's suspicions.
I'd work it out. Now that I was at last sated, for the moment
anyhow, I was gratified to see that my mind and my customary
commanding tone of voice had returned. I smiled at Bruce to ease
the sound of it. "Time to clean up your mess," I told him.
"You've soaked me everywhere!"
Bruce looked amused but didn't stir. Apparently, he was not easily
intimidated. "Oh, no, doll! I don't do sperm, not anyone's.
Besides, it wouldn't be fair -- your husband should be getting some
of what I've squirted into you and onto you. That should be his
reward for sharing you with me. You did tell him to browse on your
leftovers, after all. So when you get home, tell him he should
lick me off you and out of you. That'll provide him a bellyful of
dinner I should think, enough to satisfy any man." And he smiled
a superior smile that was nearly intolerable!
That macho competition thing! It isn't enough to fuck a man's
wife, you have to know you're humiliating him too, even if he
doesn't know! He has to cooperate unwittingly in his own
cuckolding? Score one more on George? Even though he's just
scored multiple fucks on George's wife, even breached her
previously virginal asshole? I saw that sympathetic understanding
was not going to be Bruce's strongest suit, though after the chains
of orgasms he'd forced through my body I could forgive him just
about anything. "No, Bruce," I had to reply patiently. "He'd
know. He knows what I taste like. He knows I don't taste like
you!"
"But he doesn't know what I taste like, not yet, though we'll want
to give him a chance at it some time I suppose. Maybe you're
right. So tonight just do him a special favor. Give him a lick
and a promise of things to come, no more than that. Then when he's
properly grateful and respectful and appreciative, each day feed
him a little more. Gradually he'll get used to this special flavor
you'll be bringing home to him every day for lots of days into the
foreseeable. He'll get to thinking it's you. And it will be,
because it'll be you every time you finally return home from me far
into the foreseeable, soaked in sperm and tasting of nothing but.
Are you with me on that? "
"Oh yes!" I agreed breathlessly. "Oh yes! Lots of days, and
nights too when we can arrange them, lover boy! I already love
your flavor! Fucking you is like eating candy in a candy store!
Like picking a bouquet of flowers out of a whole field full of
flowers! I want lots more!"
"So, if I may suggest something? Ease him into it, Meredith. You
seem to be a 'take charge' kind of person. So take charge.
Tonight, maybe fix yourself a little salad when you get home.
You're probably hungry, neither of us has eaten anything since we
met. Except maybe some snacks at Jessica's cocktail party, and
then each other. So, make me your salad dressing. Dribble me onto
your mixed greens and share me with him. Then after he's eaten and
the flavor's already in his mouth, give him the longest, most
lingering kiss you can, your deepest 'I adore sex with Bruce but
even so I love you passionately' kiss. I'm sure your mouth is as
heavily coated with sperm as your cunt is, so my flavor will surely
be the same as your salad's. He'll learn to love it."
"Even though it's you?" I said, licking my lips, aware that he was
correct, the flavor of his thick spunk was all through my mouth.
I was tasting and breathing it.
"Then when you allow him to go down on you, you'll taste like more
of the same to him. Start tonight and then keep it up! From now
on, tomorrow the same. That way I'll be what he tastes and how you
taste to him and he'll give it no further thought."
This bastard was intent to humiliate my poor Georgie no matter
what! Not content with fucking me, he wanted to know that he'd
fucked up George too, utterly!
He went on. "I love it! We'll be free to do whatever we want with
each other and so will you be with your husband immediately after.
You'll have two men servicing every inch of you every which way
imaginable however you may want either of them. Every lunch or
late afternoon from now on I'll fuck you senseless and every
evening George will lick me out of you again and restore your
fidelity to him." He smiled his satisfaction at that thought.
Except that my fidelity wasn't a mere matter of taste. Moreover,
George would wonder why my cunt seems to taste like the salad
dressing he'd tasted in my mouth after we'd both eaten the salad
I'd topped with Bruce's spunk sauce. Maybe he'd puzzle about it --
and George was not a fool. He'd wonder whether I'd sat down on the
salad bowl or pushed dressed lettuce into my pussy for some reason.
Why my salads seem to taste like my cunt, more piss than vinegar.
Maybe he'd then wonder other things.
That was good to know at this stage. Bruce was careless in his
scheming -- his suggestions could not be trusted. He vested his
own vast self-confidence in schemes that were obviously suspect.
That was worth knowing, it was a weakness in him I might some day
use. Meanwhile, I told myself, be wary of his advice. A plan for
dealing with George my own way was already forming in my own head.
But I began to wonder how meanly perverse my new lover Bruce could
actually get under the guise of being helpful.
So I asked him, "How can I restrict George to just that? To
sucking your cum out of me without noticing everything else you've
done to my cunt and my asshole? At the moment they're both pretty
stretched out, leaky, puffy and red as well as distended."
"Yes, I suppose so, I've noticed that my cock does that to women,"
Bruce said smugly. He thought a moment. "Distract him," he then
said. "Or propose other explanations. You don't have a dog?"
"As a matter of fact we do. We call him Portnoy because as a puppy
he spent a lot of time licking and sucking his own cock. George
envied him at one point and tried the same thing and couldn't quite
manage it, poor man."
"Tried it on himself or on Portnoy?"
I stared at him and said nothing.
"You mean, Portnoy licked him off?"
That sounded less offensive. "No," I said finally. "That never
occurred to either of us. Though I do suck George's cock now and
then when I want him one more time and he's slow to get hard one
more time. Same as I suck you, though you don't seem to have that
problem. You I suck off for the pleasure of seeing you get
increasingly, helplessly, horny." I smiled my triumph at saying
that.
He riposted. "Has George ever asked you to suck off Portnoy? To
get Portnoy hard one more time and then let him fuck you while he
watches, so he can enjoy feeling jealous?"
Sick! I marveled at this man's malicious imagination. By now I
was wiping myself with a damp washcloth and mopping and blotting my
openings with toilet tissue -- that would have to do for now. "No,
I don't do dogs, Bruce. Not even to excite my husband. I don't
say I wouldn't, but I have never had to in order to get him
excited, and the novelty doesn't appeal. That's all I'm saying."
"Too bad. But let's not miss the point, babe. What I'm really
suggesting is that you take increasing charge of your relationship
with him. Little by little, more every day, dominate him. Give
him things to do for you that may seem a little bit shameful or
perverse at first, and appreciate and reward him when he does them,
so increasingly he'll be grateful and he'll fawn over you and beg
for more such things to do. In effect give him obedience training,
train him exactly the way you'd train a dog. Then in the end he'll
look up eagerly at you and lick your hand, grateful for the
slightest favor, and if you also let him lick your pussy it'll be
such a privilege he'll never dare ask how it got so creamy and
swollen. I bet in the end you could even get him to suck off
Portnoy. For you, I bet he would. I bet in the end you could even
get him to suck me off."
There was certain meanness in this cocky, cock-eyed speculation,
but also a certain perverted charm. And without Bruce guessing it
there was a streak of truth, too! George already would do anything
for me, as I well knew! I'd try him, and he'd never fail me.
Sometimes it was a mere whim to test his devotion, like that time
we were getting to bed late and I'd asked him to find and present
me with a single rose now, within the hour. But sometimes it was
some upsurging ardent desire, like when I first upgraded his
licking my clit to sucking his own cum out of me. He liked knowing
why I was making these requests, or demands, and I always explained
why if I knew why myself, and that always satisfied both of us. It
had never occurred to me to train him, condition him, accustom him
to do those things for me unquestioningly, to make George over into
a gentleman of convenience, though I knew I could. "You think so?"
I asked as I slipped back into my dress.
"I think so. Of course what that may mean is, for the rest of your
long and happy relationship with him he'll be satisfied just to put
his head in your lap and lick your hand while you stroke his head.
Or lick any other part of yourself you may offer him." He looked
smug. Then repeated himself. "He'll never question how come some
parts feel slippery and look stretched out or swollen when you
offer them to him." So his apparent triumph over George pleases
him, does it? He's gloating!
"Bruce, you're being facetious. George is undemanding and often
grateful to me for small favors, and it's true enough that I'm the
dominant partner and George the submissive one in our relationship.
Which is to say, George is a courtly gentleman who looks after me.
He's considerate and he loves pleasing me and I love having him
please me. What's wrong with that?"
"Nothing. Except that now I'm even more sure you can make him over
into a suck-subby. If it would please you to see him sucking my
cock, let's arrange it!"
"Bruce, there are limits to what even I would ever ask him to do.
He's a man, and he's distinctly hetero. I would never ask him to
have sex of any sort with another man, and he knows it! Perform a
homosexual act? I don't think so!"
Bruce just grinned and scratched himself. "But suck and swallow
his own sperm, or mine? Maybe eventually Portnoy's? You'd be
surprised," he said confidently.
As far as sperm went, his own or Bruce's, Bruce was right. No
question, Bruce liked feeling knowledgeable, confident and correct
in his beliefs no matter what, even when he was wrong.
"From me, yes. That's sex with me. But sex with a man? I'd be
surprised and also slightly repelled. It would somehow make him
seem to me less than a man. I know, men who have sex with other
men aren't any the less manly for it, no more than women who have
sex with women are less womanly."
I smiled to myself at that. I'd had lots of sex with other women,
and always felt more womanly for it. Then went on. "Maybe gays
feel they're more manly for having sex with other men. But to me,
a man is someone with a talent for pleasing women! Like you!"
That was maybe too strong a compliment, but sincere enough. I'd
never been so well and truly and thoroughly laid. "Like you this
time, anyhow," I added, to take him down a peg.
Saying that, I took the edge off by smiling gratefully at Bruce.
He acknowledged the compliment with a twist of his mouth, then
continued to lie there on his bed, hands clasped relaxed behind his
head, watching me as I re-applied my lipstick and tried again to
brush a splash of dried cum out of my hair. A spritz of perfume
from the little flacon in my purse might help hide the man-smell on
me.
"Why should he do it as a man?" he suddenly asked. "Why not
encourage him to have sex with me as a woman? As a girlfriend of
yours out for a good time but a little more daring than you are,
because she's exploring her brand new femininity while you're a
reassuringly virtuous married woman and all, except when you
aren't. If he's a girl there'd be nothing necessarily perverse
about George taking my cock in his mouth!" He grinned even more
broadly. "Unless you were to feel jealous, or envious, and start
fighting him for first dibs."
George pretend to be a woman? Learn to enjoy it? I shouldn't
underestimate Bruce after all, I decided. That was an idea already
forming in my own mind, a likely way I could free myself more often
for fucking Bruce. Maybe also for fucking Bruce's successors,
whoever they'd be. Now that I'd dishonored my marriage vows and
George's honor and I'd loved it, I knew I'd be taking on other men
too. One more slice off a cut cake is never missed, that's the old
saying. Am I any more unfaithful to George if four men each fuck
me once each instead of Bruce fucking me four times?
Feminizing George might well work. George was confident enough in
his own identity so I was reasonably sure I could persuade him to
open his horizons further, expand his experience as a man to
include experience as a woman and enjoy it. My asking him could be
an act of love on my part, a concern to see him live his own life
to the fullest. And I did love George. I could honestly consider
his later feminizing of himself now and then, of acting out an
inner womanhood if he finds he enjoys it, to be a good thing for
him. For both of us. And if it included having sex as a woman
with other men, that would certainly be convenient for me.
Bruce correctly took my silence as me carefully considering the
notion, and said nothing. Though he grew curious when he saw me
smile to myself about something. His eyebrows raised and he looked
at me inquiringly.
So I came out with it to him, one reason why I thought it could
work. Let him feel overconfident again. "Last Halloween I dressed
George up as a gorgeous slut, a classy street walker. For fun --
I admit it, it pleased me to see him look like my kind of person.
And I've got to say, given his bone structure and some mannerisms
I taught him, when I got him all tarted up he was very persuasive.
While we were enjoying ourselves at the party I insisted that he
dance suggestively with two of the costume judges -- there was an
elaborate contest -- and also dance with one of the judges' wives,
a woman I happened to know is inclined to enjoy the intimate
company of other women when her husband isn't around. Improve his
chances. They all three apparently thought he was a real woman and
all three of them actually felt attracted to him. It was obvious
from the way they all three pulled him close and rubbed themselves
against him. And his seductive ways worked! George actually won
second prize!"
Bruce felt comfortably amused. "Only second prize? Maybe he
should have gone further and let the judges fuck him outright, then
balled the wife?"
I ignored the dig. "First prize went to a woman who came dressed
as a stripper and performed like a pro. She was both expert and
shameless -- she pranced around and slowly undressed herself all
the way down to pasties and a G-string. I told George we'd try
that with him next year if he'd meanwhile grow tits. He just
grinned and told me she was bound to win, she was a ringer, she
actually was a pro, a real stripper who did twelve shows a week at
the Kitcat Club downtown and was known to be available for private
parties too. It seems her husband's an accountant who met her
while he was doing her tax returns, and he's proud that she earns
more money than he does. He boasts about it when she does
all-night bachelor parties and comes home with her panties stuffed
with $20 bills. He even rinses them out for her afterward, and the
money too, no matter how yucky."
I didn't say more. I was recalling how the sight of George done up
as a whore had reminded me of the girlfriends of my younger days,
and had turned me on. And to my surprise, turned on George too,
apparently, because for the next several days I continued to dress
him up without objection. Then he'd put on his own make-up and
we'd screw practically non-stop.
Bruce grinned and made another lucky guess just as I was thinking
it. "So he doesn't mind looking like a girl? Do you mind that he
isn't entirely a man? Or is it that the sight of him dressed like
a pansy releases a little bit of the lesbian in you?"
It released more than a little of my lesbianism, yes indeed. And
I loved George all the more for obliging me. But I didn't tell
Bruce that. All I said was, "He reminded me I can be bi, yes.
Like lots of girls I've had my moments with other girls. But not
since my marriage."
By now I was stroking on my mascara and only glancing at him.
Trying to look disdainful, and failing. As usual Bruce was with me
in my thoughts. Maybe ahead of me in some ways.
"Merry," he asked. "Meredith?" He was feeling emphatic, wanted to
be sure I understood him. "Why not since then? If you know your
husband can be a prizewinning whore and it turns you on to think of
him that way, why not encourage him to whore for you! To take on
other men? Why not?"
I stood up, ready to leave, looking at Bruce. I had nothing to
say. Why not indeed? Because it might make George feel like less
of a man to play at being a woman just to please me? Because then
I'd think him less than a man? But he was less of a man, I knew
that now, compared with Bruce. O, God, yes, Bruce, no comparison!
Soaked as my cunt was, kleenex crammed into it to safeguard my
dress and my decency for the trip home, I felt myself lubricate yet
again at the mere thought of what we'd just done. And would do
again tomorrow, not for a full five hours like this time, but for
a few anyhow! Why shouldn't George feel like less of a man and
then compensate by becoming more of a woman and fucking men? I'd
be jealous and furious if it were other women, but other men? If
Bruce was something George could never be, why shouldn't George
become something Bruce could never be?
Bruce went on, telling me what was now to me obvious. "Think of
it! You know I'm all the man you need right now, and you know you
can't help but take some of me home every time as long as this
lasts. And we both hope this'll last ... long. I mean to fill you
to way overflowing every time we meet, and you know you'll love
every moment of it. What you're telling me is, when you assert any
of your desires to George, any desires at all, George always
obliges you. That allows you the best of both worlds! So, why
not?"
Again, I didn't answer him. This was not something I cared to
discuss with a lover. This was something for me and George, to be
worked out between my beloved husband and his beloved wife and no
one else. But when I left Bruce's apartment he could tell from the
expression on my face that his question was getting full, serious
consideration. Why not? Why not indeed?
He looked at me satisfied, and made a faint mocking farewell
gesture with one hand. At the door I turned to look at him once
again and made sure he couldn't tell from the expression on my face
that his question to me had gone from 'Why not?' to 'What's the
best way?' I didn't want him to know that here too I was ahead of
him.
ii.
George turned out to be no problem, even easier than I'd hoped.
Once again he proved himself an absolute dear! If as Bruce
suspected I had a little lesbian in me, maybe a lot more than a
little, it turned out that George had more than enough
transgenderism in him. That is, he felt a possessive love for me
that could easily be led into a desire to resemble me, to feel
himself one with me, to enjoy being like me, like a woman. To
persuade himself he was a woman. Or he felt a desire to express
his own actual femininity, to look like that part of himself. And
he was eager to please me. These traits -- virtues, really --
emerged almost the moment I tried to elicit them. I asked him to
give up a little bit of his manhood for just a short time and he
tossed the whole thing away for as long as I might want it gone!
Now how many husbands would do that, I ask you? He is such a sweet
dear!
I walked through the front door and found him sitting asleep on the
couch while The Late Show played to no one. I love this man, so
honesty is the best policy, I had decided while driving home. I
will not deceive him. I will answer all of his questions
truthfully, even if the answers would devastate him -- even
questions like "Are you faithful to me?" or "Which of us would you
rather fuck, me or Bruce?" (the answer to that was obvious), or
"Can you still consider me a man now that you've met Bruce?"
(regrettably, no, not easily). Though he was far more lovable,
for what a woman wants in a man sexually George was second to Bruce
in almost every respect -- size, energy, variety, stamina, passion,
certainly the intensity of the orgasms I experience when there's a
cock stuffing my cunt. Bruce's penis possessed me while George's
... occupied me. I could usually tell when George was inside me by
his breathing, not by how my pelvis felt.
George was far more understanding of women and the things that
interest women than any man should be, certainly less 'manly' in
that respect too. He had wonderful taste in women's clothes, my
outfits I mean, and a lively interest in the kinds of gossip that
are so interesting to women and so boring to men. But I loved him
for that. I'd tell him that, too, if asked, though I knew that
hearing the truth about this kind of effeminacy might crush his
ego, that fragile male ego so many men live by but need to pretend
they have not got! No way would I volunteer such statements
though. Nor any others about where I'd been and what I'd been
doing, with whom, and how great it had been. George himself would
have to determine what he wanted to know and what he'd just as soon
not know. He'd ask and I'd answer his questions accordingly.
So, no way would I take up Bruce's idea, sneakily condition George
to accept Bruce's cum as salad dressing and then my similar-tasting
cunt juice, eventually to be tasted as Bruce's sperm fresh-spurted
from his own cock. George would taste Bruce on me or in me, in my
mouth or any other opening, if it so happened. And if he asked
what it was I'd tell him. Likewise, there'd be no showering to
avoid detection, only for my own satisfaction in feeling clean. No
sneaking around. I loved George dearly. I didn't want the fact
that I was fucking another man ever to come between us.
So I sat down next to him and leaned over and woke him by kissing
his mouth passionately, tongue and all. There, now I'd shared
Bruce with him. Now he'd tasted Bruce's cock -- well, Bruce's cock
at one remove. Certainly what had squirted from it, his cum, was
now also in George's mouth and on George's lips as well as mine.
He seemed to find the taste ... interesting. He woke up licking
his lips, then looked at me.
"Have a good time, baby?"
"Wonderful, never better!"
"Hobnobbing with Jessica's crowd? The kinds of people she invites
to her receptions? That's never happened before."
"I loved meeting one of them. We found we were sort of like soul
mates." Body mates for sure, I was thinking. "And you're right,
it hasn't happened before."
He was by now almost awake. Looking so dear I had to kiss him
again. He sighed contentedly as I rubbed my cum-coated cheek
against his chin. His delicate chin with its spare, soft stubble,
like the fine hairs under my arms hardly noticeable. Bruce's beard
had felt like sandpaper and had irritated parts of my neck as well
as one of my breasts when he'd kissed and sucked on them avidly.
Not my crotch -- as Bruce had said, he didn't do crotches.
"Found interesting things to talk about, then?"
"Yes."
"What?"
"Well, among other things, you."
"Me? What about me?"
"How wonderfully well you understand women and the things women
desire. What it's like to share a life with a man like you,
someone so utterly considerate of my needs. You know, things like
that. I described your little excursion as a woman last Halloween,
how you were better at it than every other woman there but one, so
you came in second. How you didn't mind being second best." At
that point I decided not to rub it in that at the moment, sexually
he was clearly second best. So I stopped talking.
"Ummmmm," George replied. He didn't pick up on it at all. "Yes,
that. That was fun. I bet the judges never knew that I was a man
dressed to look like a whore and not a woman dressed to look like
one. One of them tried to feel me up when we were dancing -- he
grabbed my ass and a fake boob and acted as if he was in heaven.
Maybe if they'd guessed what I really was we could have beat out
that stripper who was only a stripper."
I kissed him again, this time on each of his eyelids. He kept them
shut, blissfully. Then edged closer. "You liked having those
boobs, didn't you?"
He was quiet for a moment. "It had its novelty," he admitted.
"I saw how you looked at yourself in the mirror just before we left
the house. You were turned on."
"Yes," was all he replied. Then, "I liked having boobs."
A genuine confession? Would this be a lot easier than I'd dare
dream? "I was saying how sexually stimulating it was for me, you
being a girl. For both of us. How we were hot for each other for
days afterward."
His eyes opened. "You told this woman at Jessica's how we made
love? How you dressed me like a whore night after night for the
next week so you could be my trick and ask me to do anything? And
how I did anything for you and loved it?"
He thinks I was talking about him to a woman? Of course! He
couldn't imagine I'd discuss his sexuality with another man. With
a male lover. With a man who'd just fucked me roundly and
repeatedly. Women often talk with each other about intimate
matters, but rarely with other men, even when they're being
intimate with them.
"I commented that being a woman seemed to turn you on, and that it
certainly did turn me on. Honey, so much of what we did was what
women do with each other when they make love to each other! I
remember how we tenderly nurtured each other's breasts. How we fit
our fingers and faces into each other's vaginas, yours as if that's
what it was, and how you loved it. How we nibbled on each other's
clits night after night. It was so heavenly!"
George was silent. Remembering? Wondering what to say? Deciding
whether to confess that these things we'd done had gratified his
own supposedly shameful desires? His feminine yearnings, for
example? If he had any?
"Let's do it again right now!" I proposed as if on the spur of the
moment, as if this were not the plan I'd conceived while driving
back from Bruce's.
"Make love like women?" he asked, a little bewildered by the speed
at which I was moving.
"Make love as women," I corrected him. "Both of us in negligees
and fully made up, looking beautiful. Then tomorrow and Sunday
let's both of us dress in proper women's clothes. You too, and I
mean ordinary street clothes, not your streetwalker getup.
Matching dresses or blouses and skirts, or slacks, clamdiggers or
culottes, whatever. Go out and be girlfriends together. At some
point I'll lend you one of my better outfits, maybe a
day-to-evening dress like the one I'm wearing now, so we can spend
the whole weekend as equals and each night end up licking and
fucking each other's brains out!"
As I'd just done with Bruce, I was thinking, except that here at
home it would be with my girly husband instead of my manly lover.
Moreover, it would be easier for me to get away for a few hours
tomorrow and Sunday, supposedly to the office, and go to Bruce's
apartment to revel on his cock, if I knew that my husband was
waiting for me to get home from my supposedly unavoidable trip to
my office looking like a girl the whole time. It would be like
going on a date when I was in college, my roommate waiting for me
to return for further intimacies only girls could share, looking
like a girl because that's what she was.
This was a key moment. George could well reject my proposal as
absurd, I was thinking. Or he could accept it, but only as a favor
to me. Or he could accept it as I hoped he would, as a fulfillment
of his own secret yearnings. That would be perfect!
I waited. Either I'm wrong and I'll need to try a different tack
altogether, maybe even actually lie to him after all, I was
thinking, or I'm right after all, I can distract him into girlhood
and my affair with Bruce can go on and on with his own
unknowing tacit consent. Maybe even eventually his approval, if
George is willing to become my closest girlfriend and dearest
confidante as well as my lesbian lover. Could we ever giggle
together about the way that monster prick had bent itself nearly
double, the poor thing, when it first tried to force its way into
my asshole? And how I felt when it succeeded, and entered where
even my husband had never been? And then slid in and out and in
and out and ...oh, God!
My determination hardened. If he puts on a dress now, I was
thinking, I will see to it that he never wears anything else ever,
nothing but women's clothes for as long as we're married. The
which I do hope will be forever. Because George in women's
clothing will confirm to both of us that he never was really a man,
maybe at most he was a half a man, not enough! That I don't need
to think of him and live with him as if he were as man, so I don't
need to seem to be true to him. Then I really will have the best
of both possible worlds. Maybe George will too?
George stirred as if he intended to stand up. But hesitated. He
was weighing my kinky proposal for the weekend seriously. Finally
he said merely, "Your dresses don't fit me properly."
Oh, Lord! Bingo! Jackpot! Victory! How would he know what fits?
He seems so certain! Has he actually been trying my clothes on?
He said 'don't' not 'won't.' He must have been trying them on!
Wonderful!
"Oh? You know that?" I rejoined in a low, deliberately gentle
voice.
Of course he had no answer, none he could share with me. I
understood, and my whole demeanor told him that I understood and
didn't mind, that in fact I was pleased.
Then I stood up. "Come, sweetheart," I said to him, extending my
hand. "I have things I know will fit you and I know you'll love!"
I knew now that he'd love them! I was now sure of it!
He stood up as I'd asked, and he took my hand, and he allowed me to
lead him toward our bedroom. He was fearful, a little, but more
eager than merely obedient, I could tell! Done! I saw us
celebrating our fiftieth wedding anniversary together some day,
both of us together, two elderly ladies embracing each other,
kissing each other tenderly. I saw us much younger, two attractive
women abandoning our dates to visit the Ladies' and discuss them
with each other privately, working our way hand in hand past a
crowded dance floor and armies of attentive male eyes and erect
pricks, amused together by the things men do to attract and impress
women. I glanced down. As I'd expected, there was a bulge in
George's pants. We'll attend to that first of all, I thought.
I'll bring it down by sucking it to death while George drains me of
all of Bruce's leftovers, cleans out my cunt and my asshole both.
He'll be way too excited by the prospect of his new femininity to
risk attributing my new flavor to anything unaccustomed.
Eventually I'll explain to him how that flavor is exactly what one
should expect when a woman eats out another woman who has been, as
it were, as I had been, eating out. But every moment of this whole
transformation must be made pleasurable for him, joyous!
He had little body hair, and that little was blonde, but as I
directed he stripped and showered and used a depillatory anyway.
I got in with him as he showered again, and at my insistence we
spread a faintly scented lotion over each other's bodies. The
lotion itself would help mask Bruce's funky smell, I knew. But it
would also bring us together, make us seem like one person. To his
nose, anyhow. I touched us both with the same perfume. Now we
were even moreso! My George, scented like me, his every pore
breathing an aroma like a delicate flower! I loved it!
This was so easy! Why hadn't I done this months ago? Because then
I wanted him as a man, but now I've got a better man, I answered
myself! Now I want him to be my woman, my better half! Or anyhow,
my other half, the half that completes me! My darling George would
soon be sooooo beautiful!
Both of us naked and scented, I wriggled my whole body against his
body, my hands caressing the back of his neck. "You feel so
deliciously smooth," I crooned at him. "And soon you'll be so much
smoother. I love you like this! Come, we'll dress for bed
together."
Soon we were in matching nighties, mine lavender and George's pink.
He seemed somewhat embarrassed as I held his high to slip it down
over his head -- his face was flushed and he avoided looking at me
directly. But once his arms were overhead and trapped inside it
and I ran my fingertips over his nipples, he let out a small,
high-pitched moan, and I knew he was mine. Only when I approached
him with a lipstick did he flinch, but a simple irrelevant
explanation -- that the pink exactly matched his nightgown's, it
was a necessary part of his outfit -- served.
"Be proud to look like me," I told him. "I am!" Then I mussed his
hair, kissed his pink mouth, led him to bed, and lay down next to
him with our bodies reversed, my face next to his penis -- a
respectable size, I saw, but I couldn't suppress the judgment that
compared with Bruce's it was nothing significant. "Breathe deep!"
I told him, taking a big chance -- his nose was now inches from my
soaked pussy, and despite our shower together, given my odor and
Bruce's the smell, I knew, had to be rank. Then before he could
object to anything I clamped his head between my thighs and in a
sixty-nine embrace began to suck hard on his cock. Would he object
to anything now? No. Somewhere below, I felt his tongue work past
my outer labia and then actually begin licking and lapping Bruce's
cum out of me. Slurping, even swallowing it! How I tasted seemed
to him irrelevant. I was me, that was all that mattered to him!
How my heart went out to him at that moment!
I sucked him through three ejaculations and I swallowed all the
sperm he had in him, all of it gone to join Bruce's sperm sloshing
around in my tummy. His seminal vesicles were now utterly empty.
He in turn did the same for me, with no queries or complaints. My
pussy was now also empty. He'd emptied it altogether of Bruce's
semen, and had brought me off repeatedly into towering orgasms that
had each of them squeezed more and more of Bruce's phlegmy blebs
out of me and into his mouth. I wanted my lovely George to come to
feel utterly impotent, incapable of another erection and altogether
ashamed of his inadequacy as a man, so as I tongued and mouthed his
limp member yet again, I moaned my disappointment. At the same
time, to make him feel compensatingly proud of his femininity I
urged him to lick me to yet another orgasm "as a woman would," and
he did that and I exulted! Finally we took deep breaths and rolled
off each other and just lay there, cheeks pillowed on each other's
thighs. I could not have loved him more at that moment.
"You've never been juicier," George said suddenly with a voice
coming from just below my cunt. "Does making love to ... a kind of
female do that to you? Give you that odd flavor? It tastes almost
the way I taste!"
"You're right. It must be that making love to a man as a woman
gives me that flavor," I replied. Close enough, I judged. A
truthful confession, but he won't hear it that way.
"With me the woman?" Was he seeking confirmation? Did he hear the
ambiguity in what I'd just said?
"We are both women now, honey." Could I tell him any more
directly? "This is a whole new beginning for us!"
He waited a moment and then asked in a small voice, "Were our old
ways that bad?"
"Oh, darling, no!" I lifted my head to look intently into his
eyes, and I seized his slack little penis in my fist as if it were
a precious souvenir I'd never ever want to relinquish. "They were
beautiful!"
'They were'! Past tense. Gone, done! He heard me accept his
supposition that the old ways, our old male and female ways, were
over! "This new way may be even more so, that's all!" He'd used
the past tense first, though, to describe our lives together as a
man and a woman -- apparently he'd already accepted that those were
now our former lives!
So I replied in kind! I made my voice as irresistible as a little
girl's. "I want it. For a month. Maybe two. Then if living as
two women isn't at least as nice we'll reconsider everything, OK?"
That required no commitment on my part, but a huge one for him.
I'd be a girl but so would he. And I'd make sure he's want it
forever.
He hesitated. "You're sure."
"Yes."
Then, he said it. "OK. We'll give it a try."
He sounded resigned, reassuring, a little excited, and also a
little frightened. Could I blame him? This was what he'd secretly
wanted I suppose, or something like it, and yet what he'd most
feared because I might not want it at all! We reversed our bodies
and I kissed his sweet lips -- no longer pink with lipstick I'm
afraid, but I knew that at this moment he desperately needed
reassurance that I loved him more than ever. At that moment I was
desperately sure I did!
Then we slept spooned.
I woke first, and just lay there waiting for him to open his eyes.
He already had his morning stiffie, and I was tempted to mount it,
but no, that would reinforce the notion that he was a man,
undermine what I was attempting. I decided then and there that
there would be no more orgasms for him except as a reward for
exceptional feminine behavior. Such as, first of all, even before
we got out of bed, my darling accepting a cock in his rump. In his
"vagina." That's how he'd be getting off from now on!
More specifically, it would be the dildo he'd bought for me a year
or so ago, a joke birthday present he still didn't know had proven
to be no joke at all for me but rather, at times, quite useful. It
had lain in a drawer in my nightstand, ignored at first, then
occasionally used by me to warm myself up while waiting for him to
hear out the 11:00 pm news on TV and come to bed. Recently it had
become my main means for achieving towering orgasms after George's
penis had warmed me up and given me its usual merely satisfying
orgasm. After he'd rolled off me and gone to sleep, I'd reach for
that fat thing and ball with it! But now I'd replaced it with
Bruce's real cock, so it was free to snug itself in elsewhere.
Like into George.
That fat supple fake cock would now be George's first lover. His
Bruce. Georgia's Bruce -- he needed a woman's name to settle my
own preferred concept of him, one that would match his future
identity. So yes, he was now Georgia, and Georgia would now enjoy
her first fuck.
The idea seemed thrilling to me. We'd each have a lover fit to
satisfy us. I was for real, and Bruce very much so. George fake,
a fake woman with a fake vagina, so he'd fuck a fake cock until he
began thinking of his body as something else. His reception area
was still narrow, virginal, but I'd make sure that his fake cot
fit.
I took the thing out, a beautiful stiff tube with veins and a
purple head, and while waiting for George to wake up I lubricated
it in my own cum-soaked cunt. Oooh, it felt nice, especially
because I knew my darling would soon be feeling it in his cunt too.
Lubricated by whatever remained inside me of Bruce's sperm.
Whatever his tongue hadn't reached. So Bruce would be sort of
fucking him after all! My breathing quickened, but this was my
dear Georgia's moment, not mine, so I restrained myself until I saw
his eyes open and gaze peaceably at me. He started to say
something, but I told him "Shhhh!" and then thrust the head of the
dildo into his mouth. He was amazed, and his eyes shifted to mine
for reassurance, but then sure enough his lips pursed around it.
I withdrew it and he licked it, then licked around it -- he could
taste me and Bruce both on it and it seemed that he loved the
flavor!
Maybe Bruce wasn't wrong? Maybe George might well some day lick
Bruce's cock in the flesh if he was asked the right way? Accept
his cuckoldry by licking our mutual flavors off that master cock?
Well, I thought, if so, if he did, I would want it to be for my
sake, to please me, not to please himself or Bruce. If he did it
for himself, that might be the ultimate humiliation, a triumph for
Bruce. Even start an outright rivalry with me, at least in our
cocksucking skills. I wanted none of those things, and I didn't
even want to think about them. I gave up on such speculations.
"Now, sweetheart, so you're sure you know you're my kind, not your
previous kind," I said to him no doubt cryptically. "Lie flat on
your back and bring your knees to your chest!" He did. "Now
spread them." He did. I marveled, as I often have, at how much
less supple men are than women. I could move my knees way wide,
splay my legs open so my cunt was flat to the floor or accessible
to the moon or to anyone hovering above me, or so it always seemed.
George could barely open himself at all. Well, he'd learn.
Meanwhile, he spread his legs wide enough. That dildo was now
dripping with my lubricants, Bruce's cum, and George's saliva, so
I pressed it between his ass cheeks and into his crack, feeling for
his anus. When I found it I pushed. Nothing, except that his eyes
looked worriedly at me. "If you ever want me to fuck you again,"
I told him, "relax and receive this cock into your innards. We all
do it, and we all love it. You will too!"
He seemed to nod, so I pressed harder, and the bulbous head of the
thing actually went a little bit inside him! My darling was being
ass-fucked! I plastered the softest, fullest lips I could muster
onto his and pushed it further, deeper, then slipped it in all the
way. Then almost out, then almost all the way back in. Out and in
again. Each time his opening seemed a little more relaxed.
"Feel good, baby?" I asked.
"Nnnnnnngg," he replied. "Mmmmmm!" Then suddenly, breathlessly,
"Yes, more!" I'd found his G-spot! I swiveled the head of that
cock against it and he squealed and squirmed! Then his cock-- it
was only semi-hard -- suddenly squirted and dribbled! "Ohhhh!" he
cried repeatedly in a strange falsetto. He'd orgasmed while
fucked by a cock! This would work!
Then his legs fell flat. He was fucked out. So was I, I realized,
considering for a moment whether I'd have wanted George in me at
all after my evening with Bruce, and realizing I didn't, I'd had
enough, and besides, I didn't want to risk further invidious
comparisons of Bruce's lovemaking with George's. So I plastered my
whole naked body against him and we dozed as if one entity for
another hour.
When I woke again I found him looking at me, puzzled. "Were you
serious?" he asked me. "Last night, when you said you want me to
pretend I'm a woman? For a month or more?"
"Not pretend," I said as gently as I could. He didn't reply.
"That cock inside you, didn't it feel wonderful?" I added.
"Yes," he replied. "It did!"
"That's what I mean," I replied. "I want you to be a woman. And
feel good as only a woman can feel. For at least a month." For
all the months of your lifetime, I could have added. But he'd
discover that for himself, if it was ever going to happen. "I want
you to feel good like this too," I added. And I began to suckle
his left tit.
"Ohhhh!" was all he could say as his teeny nipple went erect in my
mouth.
"They'll be bigger before too long," I promised him, briefly coming
up for air, then returning.
"Ooooooh!" was all he could reply as my tongue flicked a nipple.
"More!" He didn't seem puzzled by what I'd just said! Or question
it!
More? Why wait? I leaned over and took a birth control pill wheel
out of my nightstand and pressed one out and handed it to him.
"Each of us," I told him cryptically. And took one of my own and
a swallow of water from the glass I always keep by out bed. And
stared at my George, waiting. At my Georgia! He took the glass
out of my hand and looked at me wordlessly for a moment. Then his
eyes never leaving mine, he swallowed his, following it with a sip
of water. Then stared at me, as if wondering what else I was up
to.
I had to let him know that if this was a test, he'd passed it.
"My darling," I murmured. "No regrets?"
"No," he said. "No regrets. I want what you want."
"I want you to fuck me," I replied, and at last lay back with my
legs wide apart, my thigh muscles soft and pliant and waiting for
him to come between them so I could wrap them around his waist and
melt around him. If he took many more of those pills he would not
be invading me much longer, I was thinking, so I should lose no
opportunities now, while he could still get erections. Our loss,
but I would make sure it was our gain too. Yes, of course. When
he was finally ready, I would bring him to Bruce, and insist that
Bruce fuck his brains out as he had mine, launch George into the
same ecstatic rapture I'd been enjoying with Bruce. Let him know
what great sex could be. Yes, my new girlfriend and I would share
everything. I'd get Bruce to cornhole a man after all! That would
be my triu