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This is Margaret Jeanette's final story. For many years she's been writing what she's sometimes amused to call her "cookie cutter" stories -- others have criticized their structural similarities, but she's been satisfied by their variety. Also distracted by them, because she's had breathing problems that made sleep difficult. They've annoyed some and pleased others, as comments on them have always made clear. I've admired certain of their characteristics and helped edit their texts since her first story appeared some years ago. A dozen of them came to me in just the past two months. All but this one have already been posted. On January 29 I received the following note from her: "This is the most hardest thing I have had to do in a long, long while. My body is getting weaker as you can tell by weekly visits to the ER. followed by visits to specialists. I now have an oncologist, radiation oncologist, Pulmonary doctor, Internal doctor and am getting a skin cancer doctor. i am moving into an assisted living complex March 1st. They will be monitoring me and reporting to the doctors. Therefore the writing career of Margaret Jeanette has just come to an end. I spend more time lying on the bed resting than anything else. Sleep eludes me big time. Tonight will be the second night without sleep." "I want to thank you for all of the help you have given me. I really appreciated it. I will keep you informed of my progress. I already made out what funeral arrangements I would like including being buried with a smile on my face. I gave the print-out to my daughter and told her I would like to hear laughter at my funeral. Why not? It is a celebration of a life isn't it?" I've just received word from the author's daughter that the person we know as Margaret Jeanette died on February 4. -- V.T. Discovered By Margaret Jeanette Cody Collins had just checked in to a motel. He was on a road trip for the company he worked for. He was a salesman who lived on his commission. He was going to Aero Dynamics tomorrow morning to see if he could get some business from them. At bedtime he opened his suitcase to get his pajamas out. His wife, Janet, had packed it for him. He found a lacy nightgown there and a note. It read-I found your stash of dresses and panties and bras. You can wear these nightgowns and use the lipstick you will find in there. Put them on first, then give me a call. Janet. He didn't know what to do. He put the nightgown on and looked for the lipstick. He found it and it was called very red. He went into the bathroom and put it on. Then he called Janet. "What's the idea of the nightgown and lipstick?" "Well I figured you like to wear dresses that you would love to wear nightgowns and lipstick. Do you have them both on?" "Yes, I do, but I don't like it." "I found your stash of women's clothes. It wasn't too smart to hide them in our closet. You know I clean the closet every once in awhile. Maybe when you get home we will have to change your style." "What do you mean, change my style?" "You will find out when you get home. I haven't decided anything yet but I am about to make a big decision and it concerns you. I don't want to talk about it anymore tonight. Sleep tight and enjoy your nightgown. Good bye." "Good bye." He started wondering how she was going to change his style. He hoped she wasn't going to do anything drastic. Then he thought she was pretty level headed. The next morning he was at Aero Dynamics and they showed him they were buying their suppplies from a competitor at a lower price than he could offer. They thanked him for stopping and he left without an order. He was crestfallen but looked forward to tomorrows visit at Crestline Manufacturing. He drove the sixty miles to where Crestline was located and checked into a motel. That night he wore the nightgown and called Janet. She asked if he had the nightgown and lipstick on. He told her he had the nightgown on. She told him to get lipstick on before he said another word. He quickly dug the lipstick out of his suitcase and put it on. Then he told her he had it on. "Good! Now I will tell you I have made up my mind about what to do about you wearing those dresses. You will find out when you get home." "Can't you give me a hint? Wearing those dresses didn't hurt anyone. I never left the house in them. It was always when I was alone that I wore them." "I don't care about when or where you wore them. You never told me you liked dresses. You left me to find out and be shocked by what I found. I will tell you your dresses and all your other stuff is under lock and key now. You will see when you get home. Good night!" "Good night." He now was getting worried about what she was going to do. He wondered why she put his dresses and other clothes under lock and key. He wondered why she made it sound like he had so many women's clothes. The next morning he was at Crestline at eight in the morning. It was always good luck to be at a customer early in the morning. They were friendly enough but told him they had a reliable supplier that sold them top of the line products and at a good price. They told him if he wanted to leave some samples they would evaluate them. He left them with three of their most popular products telling them they were the best. He got into his car and started the six and half hour drive home. He figured a half hour stop for lunch. He arrived at the office at three- thirty and reported to his supervisor. His supervisor wasn't happy that he didn't even get an starter order. He told Cody his job was on the line. He told him he had one week left and that they would pay him until the end of the month. He said if he wanted he could stay home from now on and wished him well in his future pursuits. Cody was getting depressed fast. Jobs were hard to find now and where was he to go for a job. He got home and Janet was waiting for him. She took his suitcase and set it in the kitchen. Then she told him to follow her into the bedroom. He did as she asked. In the bedroom she ordered him to strip down in a voice he knew he better do it. He slowly stripped down. When he was naked she gave him a push and he bent over the edge of the bed. She ordered him to stay there and he did wondering why. He was shocked when he felt the first blow on his rear. He went to rise up and she pushed him back down and told him to stay down. By the fourth smack he was crying loudly. She gave him fifteen smacks and asked him if he was going to do as she said from now on. He said he would and that she should stop. She stopped and got some lotion and rubbed it on his rear. It felt cooling and he thought it was something special to cool that fast. Then she came with a big diaper and told him to lie on his back on the bed. She put the diaper on him. Then it was a pair of plastic pants over the diaper. Then she put a pink dress trimmed with satin bows and a full skirt. It came down to above his knees. It was a baby girl's dress. He tried to waddle and asked how he was supposed to walk in the diaper. Janet told him he was a baby girl and he was to crawl on his hands and knees. She told him he was going to quit his low paying job and he told her he was fired today. She said that was perfect. They went to the dining area and the first thing he saw was an adult sized high chair. Janet helped him into the chair and put the tray tight against him locking him in there. She brought a large baby bottle with a big nipple on it and stuck it in his mouth. He sucked and it was thick and sweet. He knew it was baby formula. What he didn't know was that she ha laced it with Ex-Lax and a diuretic. He finished the bottle and she gave him another one. This one was warm and tasted terrible. He almost gagged on it and did manage to finish it. He felt like he had to go to the toilet. He told Janet he had to go to the toilet. She laughed and told him that's what diapers are for. He held it as long as he could then he had to let go. Janet saw the look on his face and knew he had filled his diaper. He told her he needed to be changed. "You are a baby girl. You don't know words yet. I only want to hear goo- ggo and ga-ga out of you. Otherwise you can get another spanking. Do you understand?" "Goo-goo." "Very good. Now remember that!" She left him in the high chair for over an hour. Then she helped him out and took him into the living room where there was an adult sized play pen set up. She helped him into it and told him to be quiet. He sat there wondering how he was going to stop this. She was totally in control and he didn't like what was happening. He went to stand up and she told him to sit. He sat and she put a cover over the play pen and locked it shut. He was now a prisoner. A little over an hour later he crawled after her into the spare bedroom. There he saw an adult sized crib. She changed his diaper and put a baby's nightgown on him. Then she helped him into the crib. She closed the top cover and locked it shut. Fifteen minutes after she shut off thel ight he had to go again. He filled and wet his diaper. He wondered why he was going so much. It bothered him knowing he was going to be wearing the diaper until morning. It was full and uncomfortable. The next morning he woke up and wondered what time it was. He waited for what seemed like an eternity before Janet came in to get him up. She changed his diaper and he was glad to get it off. Then she had him crawl to the dining room where she helped him into his high chair. He got the big bottle of formula again. Then she fed him some baby cereal with a spoon. He thought at least it was some solid food even if it tasted bad. Janet told him she had to go to work and did he want to go in the play pen or the crib. He answered goo-ga and she said good choice the play pen it would be. She locked him in the play pen and dropped some baby toys in by him. He picked up a rattle and shook it. She smiled at him and told him to be a good girl that she would see him later. She wasn't gone fifteen minutes when he had his first bowel movement. Then he urinated. It was starting to burn a bit. He tried to get out of the play pen but couldn't do anything with the lock. Finally he laid down and took a nap. He woke up to the sound of the front door opening. It was Mrs. Carstairs, the widow who lived next door. She said hello baby and went into the kitchen. She came back with a bottle for him and passed it through the bars. He took it and started sucking. He was hungry. He finished it and threw it out oof the play pen. She brought another bottle and he drank it. She told him he was a nice baby and took the empty out into the kitchen. He now knew Janet had planned everything out. He wondered how he could break that plan. If he only knew what she was going to do next he would have a chance. He talked to himself just to hear his voice. He said the Gettysburg Address and counted to one hundred. Janet came home and in a baby talk asked him if he had been a good widdle baby. He went goo-goo and she said she was glad he was good. She changed his diaper telling him he had diaper rash. She put some salve on his rash and used a lot of baby powder on him. Then she tied a lacy bonnet on his head and got a pink coat out for him. She told him they were going out to eat. She helped him into the car fastening his seat belt. She drove to a family restaurant and took him in. When the waitress took her order she pulled a bottle out of her purse and asked the waitress if she could get it heated up for her baby husband. The waitress laughed and said it would be no problem. The waitress brought his bottle and said what a pretty dress he had on. Janet told him to stand and do a turnaround for the waitress. He did as she commanded and heard a lot of the customers laughing at him. He blushed red in his cheeks. The waitress said he was sure a well behaved baby. Janet was eating then said, "Barbara, finish your bottle!" He sucked harder. He emptied it and she handed him another. This one had a completely different taste. He couldn't place it but it had a different flavor. It was on the salty side he thought then he thought it tasted somewhat like orange juice. He knew he had to drink it so he sucked and sucked. Before they left he had to have a bowel movement. He lost count of how many bowel movenments he had today. They left and soon arrived home. Janet told him it was baby's bedtime. She changed his diaper and got his nightie on him. Then she locked him in the crib. He couldn't believe it when he had another bowel movement. What was going on? Why was he having so many bowel movements? He thought about how uncomfortable it was. This went on for a week and two days before Janet asked him if he wanted to grow older. He shook his head yes and she said tomorrow he would be a ten year old girl. The next morning Janet took off his diapers and put on a pair of little mermaid panties on him. Then it was a pink little girl's party dress with lace and ruffles on it. A pair of socks with lace tops was put on his feet, followed by a pair of black Mary Jane shoes. Janet put his hair in curlers and sprayed some awful smelling stuff on his head, then put a plastic cap on him. She told him she would take it off when she got home. She asked him if he could stay alone or if he wanted a baby sitter. He said he could stay alone. She handed him a soft large doll and told him to always be carrying it and hugging it. She said a girl loves her dolly and she knew he would love his dolly. She left for work. He turned on the television and watched sports. At noon Mrs. Carstairs came in and made him a sandwich and gave him a glass of milk. He ate the sandwich quickly and drank the milk. Mrs. Carstairs told him he looked very pretty. She asked why his glass of milk was in the refrigerator. He said he didn't know unless it was to keep it cool. When Janet came home she asked what he did all day. He told her he played with his dolly. She told him he was a good girl. She told him he needed to be vacinnated and gave hima shot in his rear. It didn't hurt much and he didn't mind. She told him tomorrow he was to go get his final check at work. He was paid minimum wage plus commissions on his sales. He said they would mail it to him but Janet said he was to go pick it up himself. She said she would take him right after she got home. He dreaded the thought of going there dressed as he was. He asked if he could wear his men's clothes tomorrow to pick up his check and Janet told him he was a little girl not a man anymore. All he could think of was picking up his check. It bothered him the rest of the night and all the next day. When Janet got home she put light pink lipstick on his lips and handed him a pink child's purse with a princess on it and told him to be sure to take his dolly along. She drove him there and told him to take his purse and dolly and get his paycheck. He slowly walked into the plant and got to the office without anybody saying anything to him. His supervisor asked him why the get up and he said it was because he was fired and couldn't find a job. He said his wife was very angry with him and put him in dresses. His supervisor said he was sorry to have to fire him but that he got his orders and had to follow them. He left the office and there was a line up of men taunting him as he walked out. He got into the car and Janet handed him a pen to sign his check. He signed it and she held out her hand to take it. She stopped at the drive through at the bank and cashed his check. She said kids with a paper route made more than he did. She handed him two dollars and told him that was his allowance. She told him to put it in the wallet in his purse. He opened his purse and saw the yellow wallet with a Powerpuff Girl on it. He put the money in the wallet and shut the purse. He didn't know if he could take much more of this treatment. Janet stopped at a fast food place and they went in to eat. She ordered for herself and a kids meal for him. He liked the chicken nuggets and french fries. Janet handed him a purple football shaped pill and told him to take it. He swallowed it and she said he was to take one every morning and every evening. At home she gave him another shot in his rear. He wondered where she got the shots. She told him she was good friends with a male nurse who could get her whatever she needed. He was left to his desires every week day as Janet had to work. On Saturday she took him to the zoo one Saturday and to the museum the next Saturday. On Sunday she took him to popular parks for a walk. He was always dressed in a party dress that was very fancy. He got to where he didn't mind it so much. Janet kept calling him Barbara and he answered to it. Then one day she surprised him by telling him tomorrow he was going to be a teen-ager. She said he was going to be sixteen and sweet and never been kissed. She said they would have to take care of that. He wondered what she meant by that but dismissed it as a scare tactic. The next day she had him put on a training bra and lacy nylon panties and pantyhose then a pink slip with lace trim. Then it was three petticoats followed by a full skirted pink dress thst had ruffles down the front top of the dress. Janet handed him a pair of two inch pink heels to wear. He put them on and when he looked in the mirror he saw a girl looking back at him. Janet handed him a tube of frosted pink lipstick telling him sixteen year old girls always wore lipstick. She told him to keep it in his purse. She handed him a pink leather clutch purse telling him he now was a young adult. She left for work and he did some twirls in the living room. He was happy now to be in at least somewhat grown up clothes. He didn't mind wearing dressses now. It had become second nature to him. He was happy to get rid of the doll. He did wonder why his breasts were so itchy. He massaged them and they seemed to settle down for a litttle bit then the itching returned with a vengeance. He thought he would ask Janet about it. He thought his breasts were sticking out further now than what they did before. When Janet got home he asked her about his breasts. She told him all girls get that feeling at times. He figured it must be from the bra making it itch. Janet said she would see what she could do about it. The next day Janet had him wear a dress with a sweetheart neckline. He did show some cleavage. He asked if they could go shopping sometime. Janet told him they would go shopping soon. He said he had a lot of his allowance money to spend. Janet told him to go to Heavenly Heads beauty parlor at eleven and that they all ready knew what to do. She said it was only six blocks and that he could walk it easily. He wondered why he couldn't take his car. Janet left for work and he turned on the television. At ten fifteen he started out for the beauty parlor. He arrived at ten to eleven. He went to the receptionist and told her that Barbara Collins was there. She told him that it would just be a few minutes before they were ready for him. Seven minutes later he was called. He had never been to a beauty parlor before and didn't know what to expect. The woman introduced herself as Kathy and told him he was getting the deluxe treatment. She offered him a cup of coffee which he accepted. She put a flowered cape around his neck and had him step over by the sinks. She shampooed his hair and he enjoyed it. Then it was back to the chair where she did some snipping with a scissors. Then she started putting rollers in his hair. She finished and told him he would have to wait until his hair dried. She called Cynthia over and told her he was ready for her. Cynthia took him to a small room with a table in it. She told him to hang all of his clothes on the hooks on the wall. She said she would be back in five minutes and he better be naked. He got undressed as quick as he could. Cynthia came back into the room and told him to lie on his back on the table. He was wondering what was going to happen. He felt warm strips being put on his body. Then she quit putting strips on him and pulled the first one. He let out a cry. She told him not to be such a wimp. She pulled the second one and he just let out a deep breath. By the fourth one he was under control. She had covered just about every part of his body below the neck that she could reach. Then she told him to turn over. She did his whole backside. Twice he flinched when she pulled a strip. She told him it was where there was more hair. She asked if he had ever been waxed before and he told her that he had never been to a beauty parlor before. She told him he would enjoy it even if they waxed him again. She said the first time is the worst time. He was finished and got dressed. He went back by Kathy and she called Penny and told her he was ready. Penny told him to take his shoes and nylons off. He did and she had him sit in a comfortable chair and put his feet in the little sink. Then she started giving him a pedicure. He really enjoyed it especially when she massaged his lower legs and feet. He was surprised when she took a bottle of nail polish and started painting his toe nails. When she was done he had shiny red toenails. He thought he was done but she told him to sit at a little table. There she started to give him a manicure. He asked what she was doing when she started to glue false nails on his fingernails. She said she had her orders on what to do and she was going to do as instructed. He sat quietly as she did his nails. She applied a pink nail polish to his new nails. Then she started to work with a small brush. He wondered what she was doing. He couldn't see what she was doing. When she was done he saw he had little red and white flowers on his thumbnail and he could read upside down the words Sissy Barb. He was shocked to see that. He was told to go back by Kathy so she could finish with him. He wondered what she was going to do. He was sitting in her chair and she looked at him square in the face and said he was a pushover. She left for a minute and when she returned she put two stencils on his eyebrows and when she pulled them off he yelped a bit. She told him he didn't do bad on that. Then she turned him toward the mirror and started to do his eyes explaining how he should do it himself. She put eye liner, eye shadow and mascara on his eyes. Then it was foundation and blush followed by lipstick. She told him now he could do his own make up and do a decent job. She said many women don't know how to properly put on make up. She asked him what his name was and he told her it was Barbara. She said that was a pretty name for a pretty girl. He told her he was a man and she said he was now a woman for all intents and purposes. She said when she was finished with him there would be no trace of manhood left in him. She started to remove the rollers. Then it was comb, brush and spray. She had him facing away from the mirror. He told her he wanted to watch and she said it would spoil the surprise. She finished and when she turned him he couldn't believe it was him. He looked and stared. What he saw would definitely get his attention. It was a beautiful woman staring back at him. When Janet got home she told him he looked so sweet now. She asked if they had showed him how to do his own make up and he said they did. She told him she didn't want to see him without his make up on. She said all sixteen year old girls want to wear make up all the time. The front doorbell rang and he answered it. A young man was standing there and asked for Janet. He invited him in and the young man said he must be Barbara. He told him he was Barbara. Janet came into the room and went and kissed the young man. Barbara was shocked to see this. Janet broke the embrace and turned toward Barbara. "This young man is going to stop the itching in your breasts. He is going to give you two shots. Get undressed to your waist so he can give you the shots." He undressed to his waist and the young man gave him a shot in each breast. The young man turned to Janet and said she would see the difference in three days. He told Barbara he would be back tomorrow afternoon to give him two more shots. Barbara asked what the shots were and the young man said it was hard to explain. Janet took the young man by the hand and led him to the couch. They sat and embraced. Barbara thought to get out of there. She went to the spare bedroom and sat at the vanity. She decided to change the color of her eye shadow. She changed it from light pink to dark blue. She was pretty proud of herself when she was done. She could hear Janet moaning in the bedroom next door and knew what was going on. She was getting angry. The moaning stopped and soon Barbara heard the front door shut. She went looking for Janet. "Well, are you proud of yourself? Screwing that young man or letting him screw you!" "I needed a man and I found one. What's your problem?" "We are still married or did you forget?" "I didn't forget. Do you think you can satisfy me now? I don't even think you can get it up!" He tried to think of the last time he was hard. He couldn't remember when that was. He knew it had been quite a while ago. He started to cry. Janet came by him and laid his head on her shoulder. "You are a sixteen year old girl. Who or what do you think you are?" "I am your husband!" "No, you are a sixteen year old girl. Look at yourself and tell me that is how a husband is suppose to look. You stopped being my husband the first time I put you in diapers. The man I married would never stand for that. You are not the man I married. You might as well make up your mind that you are a girl and will remain a girl or a woman. Now pull yourself together because I have a surprise for you tonight." "What kind of surprise?" "If I tell you it won't be a surprise. You will just have to wait and see what it is." She had finished making supper and they sat down to eat. He ate in silence wondering what the surprise could be. After supper she told him to go put on the pink sweater and black mini skirt with his black heels. He did as told. When he came out she told him to go make sure his make up was just right. He went and saw he had to redo his lipstick. He went and sat down and right away the doorbell rang. He answered the door and saw a young man who looked like he belonged on a football line. He was a good looking young man. Janet called for him to come in. He was in and Janet introduced him as Kenny Coleman. She shocked Barbara by saying Kenny was his date for tonight. She told him to get his wrap as it would be cooler later. He got it and Kenny took his arm and escorted him out to his car. In the car Kenny told him he was very pretty. Kenny asked if he had a favorite place to go. Barbara said there wasn't any special place he liked. Kenny took him to a dance place and he drank colas. Kenny drank beer and danced with him. Kenny held him tight enough that he thought Kenny could break bones if he wanted to. When they were sitting in the small booth Kenny took his hand and held it. Barbara told Kenny that there was something he should know. "I didn't set this date up but I have to tell you I am a man." "I know. Janet told me she knew this man who wore dresses and was on the pretty side. She said that he was very shy and needed someone who could love him for who he was. It doesn't make any difference to me that you see yourself as a girl. If you are a girl in your mind then you are a girl no matter what your body says you are. You are too pretty to be a man. You look stunning in your outfit. I love how you move and how you gesture. You gesture just like my high school girlfriend. She married my best friend. I think maybe I am too fussy on what I want in a girl. So far you have impressed me." "Thank you. Did Janet also tell you that I was her husband? I think I still am but she says I am not her husband anymore. I don't know what to think about that." "A marriage can end in many different ways. I know a couple that is still living together that got a divorce five years ago. They can be good friends but not married to each other." They were dancing a slow dance and Kenny took Barbara's chin and turned it toward him and kissed him. He said he just had to do that. Barbara wondered why he enjoyed the kiss. Back at the booth they exchanged likes and dislikes. It was amazing how many likes they had in common. Kenny told her he had to kiss her for every like they had in common. Barbara told him she was looking forward to that. They had had a good laugh at that idea. It came time to leave and Barbara hated to leave. She was enjoying herself so much. In the car Kenny told her that he saw her as a girl, not a man. He said he was not an homosexual and that he had only agreed to this one date as an experiment. He then asked Barbara if she wanted to go for supper tomorrow night. Barbara enthusiastically said yes, that would be great! On the doorstep Kenny gave her a lingering kiss then said, "Good night, see you tomorrow about five." Barbara went in and Janet met her. "Well, how was your date?" "Just fabulous! We talked and got to know one another." "Did you kiss at all?" "Oh, yes, We kissed some!" "I can tell by the way you said that that you enjoyed it. Now, you are officially a sixteen year old girl who has been kissed. Tomorrow you will be a woman. How does that sound?" "That sounds great to me! Thank you! Now, I am glad you changed me. I am really enjoying it now!" "I am happy to hear that. I can tell by your enthusiasm that you really mean that. I always hoped we would get to this point but doubted we would ever get there. You don't know how much this means to me. Are you going out with him again?" "Yes, tomorrow night for supper!" "Well, it's late. Time for bed, if you can sleep as excited as you are." Barbara got into bed and was thinking about what Kenny said about being a girl in your mind. She decided she was going to be the best girl possible. She knew she was in love with Kenny. The next morning they were eating breakfast and Barbara asked, "There is something I don't understand. Why did my breasts grow like they did?" "Silly, the vitamins you take every morning and evening are actually female hormones and the four shots you got in your breasts were to kick start the hormones to work faster. I thought you would have figured that out already." "I never thought about that angle. I must be slipping." "No, you were too busy being a little girl and then sixteen. You had a mind full of other things to think about." "You are too kind. You think of everything. I am just so happy now." "I am glad you are happy. What do you think you will do next?" "I'm not sure but I want to be the best girl I can be." "That is wonderful to hear. It makes me very happy to hear that." Janet left for work and Barbara thought about what she wanted to do today. She decided today she was going to drive the car for the first time in six months. She couldn't believe it was six months since she had driven. She got dressed, found her old driver's license and credit cards, and got into the car. She was surprised when it started right off. She drove and got to where she wanted to go. She sat in the car for ten minutes wondering if she should go in. Finally she went in. She asked the receptionist if she could see Dr. Carlson. He was a surgeon who had done surgery on her before. The receptionist said she could see him in twenty minutes and asked what she wanted to see the doctor for. Barbara told her it was personal. Barbara sat and looked at a magazine. She was called and sitting in front of the doctor. "I have a couple of questions for you. First, I have been wearing dresses for six months now. I am wondering if a sex change is in order for me." "I don't really know but I know Dr. Taft does sex change operations. Let me call him and see if we can get you an appointment. Are you generally free?" "Yes, anytime is all right." The doctor was on the phone for a few minutes. He hung up and said, "Dr. Taft says he has the whole morning free. You can go there right now and talk to him. Do you know where he is located?" "No, I never heard of him." "He is a plastic surgeon. He is located in the Medical Arts building on Oneida Street. That is only a couple minutes away. Good luck!" At Dr. Taft's office the doctor had her do a paper that had pictures on it and you had to mark what the pictures were. The third page was all questions and the fourth page you had to write why you wanted a sex change. Then he started with the questions. He was interested in how it started, where he had been and what was wanted. After about an hour he told Barbara that she would have to come in once a month for the next six months before they could do the sex change. Barbara wanted it sooner but the doctor told her there were strict guidelines he had to go by. He explained that she had to wear dresses for one year before it would even be considered. He also told her she would need his counseling before that. He gave her a prescription he said would prepare her for the surgery. She left and felt happy that it would happen even if she had to wait six months. Barbara stopped at a dress shop. It was the first time she had shopped without Janet. She looked at dresses. She saw a green dress that was strapless and had green sequins on the top part. She tried it on and it fit perfectly. She bought it. At home she made some lunch but was too excited to eat much. She couldn't wait for five o'clock to get here. The clock moved slowly ahead and at four she started to get ready. She did her make up making sure everything looked just right. Then went in to change clothes. She wore her new dress and loved what she saw when she looked in the full length mirror. Janet arrived home and told her she looked beautiful, then asked if that was a new dress. After being told it was she said someone must be really in love, and laughed. Kenny arrived at five and told her she looked stunning in that dress. Barbara replied that any place they went together was special so it called for a special dress. Kenny took her to a supper club in the next town that was known for their chicken and dressing. As they were waiting Barbara noticed a few men looking at her and smiling. They obliviously appreciated how she looked. They were eating and Kenny told her about his day and said he couldn't get her out of his mind all day. Barbara laughed and told him it was always better to see a person in real life. She could see the love in his eyes. Barbara told him how good the food was and Kenny told her he had eaten here a few times before but never with someone so nice as she was. Barbara said, "Can you keep a secret?" "I always thought I could, Why do you ask?" "Well, today I saw two different doctors. In six months I can go for a sex change operation." "You don't have to do that for me!" "I am not doing it for you. I am doing it for me, just me." "Are you sure that is what you want? I mean do you really want to go through with the operation?" "Yes, I do. I want to be the best girl possible. Part of that is to become a real woman. Don't you see it is important to me? I have to be complete. It is something I think will really help me be the woman I want to be." "Well, from the sound of it, I want you to know I am behind you all the way. I will help you in any way I can." "Thank you. That means a lot to me." They finished eating and he took her to a movie. They enjoyed the movie and headed home. On the doorstep he gave her a lingering kiss and told her he would see her tomorrow night. In the house Janet wanted to know all about his date. She said they must be getting pretty serious because they were seeing each other every night. She told her about her date. Then in an off-hand way she said, "Oh, by the way, I saw two doctors today and in six months or so I am going to get a sex-change operation." "WHAT! You're what?" "I am going to get a sex change operation." "That's what I thought you said. How wonderful!" Janet got up and came and gave him a kiss on his cheek. Then said, "You are my best girlfriend. Now you will be a complete woman. I am proud that you are taking the final step. I think I have to tell you that I didn't think much of you as a man but as a woman you are doing great. I was worried that I might have done the wrong thing putting you in dresses. But now you have shown me that it was the right thing to do. Thank you very much! I love the new you!" "Thank you! I was worried about how you would take the news but now I am happy I told you." Time flew and it was three months later. Barbara saw Kenny every evening except for the times Kenny was visiting his far-off customers that took a two day trip once a month. She was in Doctor Taft's office for her third visit. Doctor Taft told her he had some good news for him. "I sent your information along with the paper you did for me to the three colleagues who govern the rules concerning your operation. They gave me a three month dispensation for your surgery. So, in two months you can have your surgery. How do you feel about that?" "That is wonderful news, just wonderful! When can we do it?" "How about in two months, on the eleventh of the month. That is a Thursday and will send you home on the following Monday. How does that sound?" "Sounds great to me. Eleventh come on, hurry up!" The doctor laughed and Barbara gave him a quick kiss. He said he knew she was happy but not that happy. She was so excited. She left the doctor's office and just had to tell someone. She called Kenny on his cell phone and told him. He told her he was happy for her. When she told Janet, Janet said, "It must be meant to be or you wouldn't be getting it sooner than they planned. I am so happy for you." Barbara went to bed a very happy person. The next morning when she got up she wished it was the eleventh of next month. She was singing as she showered and got dressed. She decided to make a special supper for Kenny and Janet. She called Kenny and told him they were eating there and he told her he was looking forward to it. They sat down to eat supper. Barbara had made roast chicken with dressing. Kenny started to eat and exclaimed how good the chicken was. Barbara was happy to hear that. Janet asked Kenny what he did for a living. "I sell farm supplies. Everything from the most newest milking machine systems to bull nose rings. Every farmer I visit needs something and we carry it. I have farmers as far as two hundred miles away that I sell to. I have sold to farms with 1200 head and to farms with twenty head of cattle, so you see it is a good business to be in." They enjoyed small talk and Janet was impressed with Kenny. After supper they sat and watched television for some time. Kenny left and Janet said, "Kenny is really a nice man. You are lucky that he likes you as well as he does." "I know he is a great person. He cares about people and he cares about me and how and what I am doing." The next month at her doctor's visit she told the doctor she didn't know if she could wait for the operation. The doctor laughed and told her she would make it. He told her she was the first one from town to have him perform the operation. He said all of his other patients came from far away to get the operation. He said he couldn't imagine them going home and saying 'guess what happened to me on my trip' and laughed. Barbara laughed with him. On the way home she stopped at her favorite dress shop. She looked and didn't see anything that impressed her. Then she saw a dress she knew she had to have. It was a palomar pink one with satin bows decorating the top. It had a red heart shaped panel in the center of the top. She bought it. That evening she wore her new dress. Kenny told her she looked great. She thanked him with a kiss. They went to an Italian place where she had the meatball sandwich, which was a meal. Then Barbara was shocked when Kenny handed her a little box. She opened it and saw a ring. it took a minute to realize it was an engagement ring. Kenny said, "Will you do me the honor of being my wife? I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. Please say yes!" "Yes, oh yes! I am speechless. I don't know what to say!" "You said enough when you said yes. I figure we can get married in three months. That will give you two months to heal after your operation. How does that sound?" "That sounds wonderful to me. I can't believe it. I love you so much it hurts." "Well, stop hurting and give me a kiss." They kissed and Barbara settled down a bit. She was so excited she didn't know what to do. Kenny laughed at how she was behaving. He knew she loved him and wondered if she really would undergo the operation. When she got home Janet was sleeping on the couch. Barbara put a comforter over Janet and Janet woke up. She asked Barbara how her date went and Barbara held out her hand. Janet didn't see the ring at first then saw it and exclaimed, "My God, what the, how did, when did. Tell me all about it." Barbara told her all about how he had proposed and how she felt. Barbara said she knew Kenny loved her but didn't expect him to propose so soon. She said he is shy in matters like that. Janet gave her a kiss on her cheek and told her she was happy for her. Barbara asked Janet if she would be her maid of honor and Janet said she would have been hurt if she wasn't asked that. The month went slow but sure. She checked into the hospital and was prepped for surgery the next morning early. She remembered being wheeled into pre-op, then she fell asleep. She woke up in her room. She didn't remember any of the post-op at all. Kenny and Janet were there. She smiled and they asked her how she felt. She said happy! Janet asked if she needed anything and she said just a comb or brush for her hair. Janet said she was just like a woman worrying about her hair. Kenny asked if she had any pain and she told him she didn't. Then he asked if she was ready to get married and she said as soon as she got a wedding dress she would be ready. Kenny laughed and told her he knew she just wanted to go shopping. They all laughed. Her hospital stay went fast and when Kenny took her home all she wanted to do was take a nap. Kenny held her arm as she went to her bedroom. She got undressed and into a nightgown and laid down. In minutes she was asleep. She woke up and wondered where she was. She recognized her room and felt safe. She felt better and got up. She was surprised to see Janet home. Janet said she'd slept quite a while. She looked at the clock and couldn't believe she slept that long. Janet was preparing a tray for her. Barbara said she could eat at the table. Janet set the tray down on the table. They were eating and Janet told her that she better take it real easy for the next few days. Barbara assured her that she would take it easy but that she wanted to make progress every day. Janet reiterated that she shouldn't push it. Barbara knew she had a great friend in Janet. She wondered when she stopped looking at Janet as her wife. She couldn't remember thinking of her as her wife. The next day Barbara was awake most of the day. She took a nap for a half hour in the afternoon. Then she started supper. She called Kenny and told him to come for supper. He said he would be there. When Janet got home and smelled the supper she told Barbara that she shouldn't have done that. Barbara said she felt pretty good and really enjoyed making supper. She made stuffed pork chops with her special dressing recipe. They were eating supper and Kenny told her that she was an excellent cook. She thanked him for the compliment. Janet told Kenny that she always was trying something new until she got it down right. Kenny said it was the anticipation that made the supper so good plus the fact he was very hungry. Janet felt a little jealous that Barbara had him and not her. She still remembered talking to Kenny about taking Barbara out the first time. She felt warm inside, having played Cupid. Barbara went to find a wedding dress. She checked the Bridal Shop and didn't find anything that caught her eye. Then she went to Mr. Roy's Bridal and Formal. There she saw a wedding dress that was bare shouldered and had a fancy top with a full skirt. She tried it on and loved how it looked. She picked a veil to go with it. She was happy. She stopped at a lingerie store and got white lace panties with lace trimmed ruffles around the leg holes, a white satin bra with a little rose in the middle, a lacey white long slip and white nylons accompanied with a white garter belt. She thought she had everything. She was on her way home when she passed a shoe store. She thought she needed a pair of white shoes for the wedding. She stopped at another shoe store and found just the right pair of heels. They had white imitation feathers decorating them. She now had everything. That night at supper she told Janet she now had everything. She told her about all that she got for the wedding. Janet asked her what she got for the wedding night. She said she hadn't thought about that. Then she laughed and said tomorrow it will be another shopping trip. The next morning Barbara went shopping. She found a white nightgown that was trimmed with pink bows and she bought a pair of pink panties with white ruffles. She found a silk pink bra that had a fake diamond in the center. Then she looked for a going home dress. She found just the dress. It was a blue teal mini-dress that had a gold heart shaped pin attached to it. Now she needed a mini slip. She found a pink one and was happy. She loved to shop. At home she wondered about it being a week until the wedding. She hoped everything would go smooth. When they got their wedding license the woman told her that her name would automatically be changed in the records and for the state. She told her that she would have to notify social security of the name change. The day before the wedding she packed her wedding night bag. She watched as the clock slowly moved forward. She picked a medium grey dress that had a red accent stripe at an angle running down it to wear to the rehearsal.. She wore light make-up for the rehearsal. After the rehearsal they went to a catering place for a meal with the whole wedding party. When it was over she shared a lingering kiss with Kenny. She would next see him in church. The next morning when she woke up she felt like crying. Janet came in and asked her why she was crying. She said she didn't know maybe it was because she was so happy. Janet helped her get under control and told her to come eat breakfast. Janet made her a big breakfast telling her she probably wouldn't eat lunch. She finished breakfast and got dressed. It was time to go to the beauty parlor. Janet said she had to drive her there as she was too excited to drive. Janet dropped her off and found that it would be two and half hours before she would be done. Janet said she would be back. Kathy who was doing her hair said she was going to give her the innocent look. Kathy laughed when Barbara told her how nervous she was. Kathy told her it goes with the event that you don't get married everyday. Kathy had her hair in rollers and told her to go get her manicure while they had to wait for the setting lotion to dry. At the manicure station she was told she was getting a color called innocent pink. It was a very light shade of pink. Barbara loved it. That being done she went back to Kathy's chair where her make-up was applied. It was all in light colors which Kathy said was the innocent look. Kathy laughed when Barbara told her about Kenny. She told her how she had said he could do anything he wanted with her and he said he could wait until they were married to do what he had in mind. Kathy said there aren't too many men who wouldn't take advantage of an offer like that. Her make up done Kathy started to take the rollers out. Kathy worked diligently on her hair. When she was done she turned Barbara so she could see herself in the mirror. Barbara thought she never looked so pretty as she did now. She told Kathy that and Kathy laughed and told her to have a great wedding. Janet was waiting for her to get done. Janet was impressed with how she looked. Barbara gave Kathy a good sized tip and thanked her for everything. At home Janet told her she had to get ready as they only had an hour and a half to get ready. She got her panties and bra on when Sue and Jean arrived. They were bridesmaids and close friends of Barbara and Janet. They helped get the wedding dress and veil on her. The veil took some doing to get it to droop properly over her face. She slid her heels on and was ready. It was a twenty minute drive to the church and they had to leave. By the time they arrived at the church she was shaking. Janet took her hand and got her settled down. She was a bundle of nerves. She waited in the side room until they were called. Sue then Jean led the way. Then it was her turn to walk the aisle. She saw Kenny and thought he never looked so handsome. She made it to the altar and the service began. She got tears in her eyes when the minister pronounced them man and wife. When Kenny kissed her she shivered knowing they were finally married. She felt his strong arm lead her up the aisle. Outside they greeted the people who attended the service. She was surprised at how many people there were. At the supper she met Kenny's boss who told her he felt like he knew her all her life as much as Kenny talked about her. He told her she was gorgeous and that if he was twenty years younger he would have given Kenny a run for his money. Barbara got a good laugh out of that. When they were trying to eat it seemed every two minutes people were clinking their glasses for them to kiss. They finally got full and started walking among the guests. Barbara was impressed with all the compliments Kenny got. He was a well-liked salesman and well respected for his opinion. One farmer told her Kenny knew more about farming than a lot of farmers did. He said Kenny never sold him something he couldn't use and that Kenny had shown him how to use what he had when he'd thought he needed something. The farmer was sure impressed with Kenny. Another guest told her that she went out with Kenny a couple of times and that she really liked him but they just weren't compatible. She offered her sincere congratulations to Barbara. They stayed until the band was done playing. Then he took her to the biggest hotel in town. There they had the bridal suite. She looked at the king sized bed and said they could have gotten by with a twin bed. Kenny got tears in his eyes laughing at that. They were both tired but Kenny made soft and gentle love to her. She came the first time as a woman and loved how warm it felt. She now was positive that she had done the right thing in getting the operation. They fell asleep in each others arms. The next morning she awoke before he did. She couldn't believe she was married to such a great guy. She laid there and thought she was the luckiest girl in the world. She turned on her side and looked at him sleeping. He woke up and turned and gave her a good morning kiss. They got dressed and when Kenny saw her he told her he never saw her look so beautiful as she did now. She blushed and thanked him and told him she loved how he looked at the wedding. She asked if he was nervous at all at the wedding and he said he was. She felt better knowing he was nervous also. They had breakfast in the hotel dining room. Kenny told her they were going to Orlando to see Disney World and Universal Studios and the Epcot Center. He said if they couldn't see everything in a week then they would take two weeks. They returned to their room and got ready to leave. They left and Kenny took her home. He had a four bedroom two story log house just outside of town. Barbara loved how the house was laid out. When she saw the master bedroom she knew Kenny had a sense of style when she saw the big round bed. She asked Kenny when they were going to leave on their honeymoon and he told her tomorrow at six A. M. He said they had to get up at four to be at the airport by five. After a light lunch, Kenny got the drinks on ice for the gift opening. It was going to be at two o'clock. At two o'clock there were at least forty people there. They enjoyed the drinks and snacks that were out. Kenny was worried because he didn't figure on that many people. The gift opening went smoothly and when they finished they got to talk to everyone who was there. Barbara was impressed with how many people were there. She and Janet had a long talk and ended with a hard hug and kiss on the cheek. They promised to go shopping together after the honeymoon. Kenny was glad to see there were some drinks left and some snacks left. He told Barbara that they were going out to eat supper. He asked her where she wanted to go. She said where he'd proposed to her. They arrived at the supper club and entered holding hands. The hostess said they must be newlyweds and they asked how she knew that. She said only newlyweds and old folks come in holding hands. Barbara told her that they were married yesterday and this is where he'd proposed to her. The hostess congratulated them and Barbara asked if they could sit at the table they sat at that time. The hostess said if no one is there they sure could. No one was sitting there so they sat down. They ordered and engaged in small talk only lovers enjoy. When they finished their meal the hostess brought out a little cake for them to enjoy. She said it was a belated wedding present. They enjoyed the cake and left a good tip. The next morning they were at the airport in plenty of time. They boarded the plane and waited for the take off. As the plane took off Barbara knew she was taking off into a life of happiness and comfort. (c) 2010 by Margaret Jeanette