The Library: Rewrite, Part 1
by Roberta J. Cabot
Ghosts in the library. A fairly common story for Halloween . Telling such
stories, especially around a campfire at night, is fun. Heck, it's almost a
tradition - a ghostly figure that you see from the corner of your eye as
you work on your homework in the library, eerie sounds, unexplained
movements like doors closing or chairs moving et cetera. Old hat.
Hackneyed, even. Thing is, I was the one who saw them, experienced them. It
might even have been okay if that was all, and if they just happen
occasionally, and at night. But the thing was, the weird stuff started
happening in the daytime as well, and during class. And it all started when
my eyes changed color...
My name is Mark. And this is my Halloween story.
1. College Life
*** Mark ***
College. It seemed like an adventure, really, when I was just starting out.
Being in a new city, living in a new place, being around new people. Doing
something new. Just like an adventure. But, after a couple of months, the
novelty of college life wears off, and the daily grind sets in. You
eventually come to the conclusion - it's not an adventure.
I'm sure you know how it is. College life, if you're serious about it, that
is, is just like high school life - Trying to make good grades but teachers
on your case all the time. Homework. Tests. Bullies. Except here, teachers
are called professors; assignments are always called "papers;" tests are
never just tests - they're exams. And bullies - they're just bigger and
meaner. And then there are girls. Always the girls.
For a geek like me, girls have always been a mystery that I had no hope of
solving. In high school, you're more-or-less forced to interact with them,
spawning all the embarrassing moments that have been clich?d to death in
all the teen movies you've ever seen in your life. And if ever there was a
poster-boy for the stereotypical awkward school geek to whom these things
happen - that was me: smudged glasses obscuring my watery brown eyes, messy
brown hair, funny clothes and a complete lack of social skills.
The main difference, the main advantage of being in college is that you get
to pick your times and schedules yourself, so you can actually avoid having
to interact with anyone you don't want to. Avoid everything altogether and
just hole up in your room, go to class and just virtually disappear. Thing
is, it's a lonely life. Even lonelier than high school. True, it's
painless. But also... lonely.
College was that way for me. Nothing but colorless academic drudgery as I
dragged myself from class to class, and then going straight to my
apartment, or going straight to the cafeteria for the boring fare that
passes for food around here. (I even caught myself, more than once,
thinking back with fondness to the mystery meat that Mrs. Kolwiki would
dish up for the lunchroom. I knew I was in a bad way if I started pining
for old lady cow-licky's cooking... Mrs. cow-licky's mystery stew...
brrrrr...)
2. The Library
So I escaped all of this... young man's angst... in the traditional nerd
way - I buried myself in schoolwork, and escaped into the fantasy world of
books and fiction.
The library therefore became my second home here, as I started spending
most of my free time in the library. The nice thing about an ivy league
school is that they always have great libraries. Our library looked
somewhat like the Thomas Jefferson Building in DC, but one third the size.
It was impressive in a dark, forbidding way. For me, it was my escape from
loneliness, as I had a chance to bury myself in the worlds of Raymond
Carver, Steinbeck, William Faulkner, Hemmingway, Elmore Leonard.
I would usually bring a couple of sandwiches and a caramel macchiato from
the coffee place across the street (the library allows people to bring
little snacks in, but not into the stacks, though, and only pre-packaged
foods), finish off my assignments in my first hour there, and then spend
hours perusing the hundreds of shelves that make up the stacks.
In the dim light, it's easy to imagine that the shelves went on and on into
infinity. And, indeed, having spent a good deal of time there hunting up
obscure references to books that I was able to google, it really did feel
that way sometimes.
3. The Library At Night
The thing started on that rainy, stormy Friday, when I had nothing to do,
having finished almost all of my homework, excuse me, "assignments," for
the following week. And not having anywhere to go, as usual, I idly decided
to browse through the library stacks, hoping to find something nice to read
and bring back to my apartment, and while the time away. True I could have
just surfed the net, but I guess you could say I was drawn to the old-world
charm of printed books, musty manuscripts and the tactile feel of rough
paper on my fingers.
It was about a week before Halloween and, in this part of the country,
Halloween heralded the coming of the cold weather, when fall starts to
transition into winter. Because of which, the library was emptier than
usual - most preferring to do their studying in their cozy dorms or
apartments, and letting the internet do their legwork for them.
The wind had been gusting the whole day, but it only started raining when I
got to the library. By the time I got settled in, the rain had started to
come down in earnest. As the rain whipped back and forth outside the big
library building, I could just glimpse the big elm trees through the iron-
framed glass windows as they swayed eerily in the wind, branches moving in
time and hitting the glass with an uneven tapping and scratching.
I finished up what was left of my assignments, turned in all of my overdue
books, and started to think of what I should be borrowing next. The wind
made an eerie moaning that I tried to shut out by increasing the volume on
my iPod. But the battery died on me (stupid me - I haven't been synching
nor charging it for more than a week), so I put it away in my backpack. A
particularly loud moan echoed in the large high-vaulted reading room, and I
couldn't help but shiver. It sounded like the moan of some old woman.
Like most things in the college, the library's catalog was computerized,
and there was a convenient terminal in the corner that listed the contents
of the building in any possible sorting you wanted. Good thing it was
there, as Mrs. Weatherby, the head librarian, had already gone home for the
night, and I didn't like her student-assistant, Joe, who was probably
missing part of his brain or something.
I started by sorting the list by genre. There was a long list of books
under "History," and, for a change, I clicked on that. Under that were
several subcategories. I read off a few at random - Ancient Mythology,
Asian Civilizations, Carthaginian Traditions, History of the British Isles,
Indian Folklore, et cetera et cetera. Near the bottom of the list were the
entries World War One and World War Two. Going to the middle of the list, I
noticed a section called "Miscellaneous." That intrigued me somewhat (I
mean, what could possibly be in "Miscellaneous"), so I clicked the button.
Indeed, it was really full of miscellaneous stuff - from oddball things
like "Sightings of the Loch Ness Monster" and "Lights in the Sky, Optical
Illusions," to more academic tomes like "Excerpts from the Collected
Speeches of Dr. Martin Luther King."
4. Sounds
For a lark, I decided to go through the list of these oddball books, and
there were a lot of them. I looked at my watch - It was fifteen minutes
before ten. I had just enough time to pick a book and check it out of the
stacks before the library closed for the night. I picked the most
intriguing title, "Previously Undocumented Oral Histories of Unexplainable
Events." Apparently, it was a thesis paper of some undergrad named Marianne
Archer, written years ago. I tried to get a pr?cis or summary, but the
computer popped out an error message - "file not found." Stupid computer. I
clicked on the author's name and got the same error. Still, the title was
very intriguing. I read off the book and shelf number and walked into the
cavernous archives, intending to check out the book. I stepped though the
doorway that led to the archives, and started walking from shelf to shelf,
noting the shelf numbers as I went.
It was a long way, or it felt like a long way, to walk. I must have passed
maybe ten racks, each one at least twenty feet long, before I started to
wonder if I picked the right aisle. I decided to risk it and moved to a
different aisle, and I was still nowhere close. I started to worry, so I
went back to my original path. Or I thought I did. The rack numbers were of
a different series. I reversed directions and found that the numbers were
still wrong. I mentally kicked myself for getting lost. I looked up and
down the different aisles, looking for the door that I went through,
thinking to use it as sort of my landmark, but I couldn't find it. I wasn't
sure, but the light was becoming dimmer as I got farther and farther into
the archives. Sort of like how, when you're walking the street at night, it
becomes darker as you get further away from the streetlight, and things
seemed to start closing in on you.
"What a big library," I said out loud, just so I could hear a voice, even
if it was mine. But my voice sounded odd in the big hall. Instead of it
echoing, as you would expect any sound would in a big room with a high-
ceilinged roof, my voice sounded curiously flat, like I was speaking into a
pillow - not exactly, but sort of. It wasn't muffled or anything like that
- it was just... flat.
There was a brightly-lit open doorway on the far side of the big room, and
I started walking towards it, the shelves blocking the light from time to
time as I threaded my way around them. I got a general feeling of malaise,
and started noting the odd sounds that I was starting to become aware of -
like the sound from the air-conditioning ducts, the almost-undetectable hum
from the fluorescent lights, and little creaks and cracks that any place
full of wooden shelves laden with books would make. They didn't usually
bother me, but there weren't any other people around at the moment, and I
was starting to freak. I started whistling nervously, like a kid trying to
be brave and dispel the scary noises of the night. Since my whistling was
always out-of-tune, I would usually immediately stop myself if I caught
myself trying to whistle, out of sheer embarrassment. But this time, I was
starting to get seriously creeped out so I didn't stop.
The light was really getting dimmer, or maybe 'gloomier' would bet a better
word to use, seeing as almost everything started developing a brooding
quality as it got harder to see - like twilight in October. Which was funny
since I could have sworn I was walking towards the open doorway that led (I
hoped) to the brightly lighted hallway outside of the stacks. A
particularly loud moan from the wind outside made me drop my stuff. I
chided myself for my clumsiness, and stooped to pick them up. As I did, I
heard someone go, "tsk, tsk..." I felt the goosebumps come out all over my
arms.
"Hello?" I called out. "Anyone there? Hello?" I was getting worried now. In
my mind, I imagined someone saying something like, "no one here but us
ghosts," and I laughed nervously. As I thought it, I heard the almost
undetectable sound of a girl laughing, or maybe giggling. "Hee-hee-hee..."
said the ghostly voice.
I started walking rapidly in the direction I thought was going towards the
door leading to the outside. I was wearing penny loafers at the time, old
fashioned, I know, and, as I walked, my heels made that tapping sound that
they do when walking on polished marble floors. And, and as my fear started
to grow, the metronome-like sound of my heels started to speed up and I
started walking faster towards my escape. Thing was, my tapping had
acquired an echo, so instead of "tap tap tap," it was "tap-tap, tap-tap,
tap-tap..." I stopped, and my shoe-tapping stopped, but the odd echoing
taps went on for a bit more, and only stopped after maybe a few seconds. I
looked back. Was someone following me? I glimpsed a shadowy figure from the
corner of my eye, maybe a girl, skitter around a shelf. Or did I just
imagine it?
My imagination started going into overdrive and I started imagining noises,
too. Or were they real sounds? A creeking sound like the kind you hear a
door would make, ghostly whispering in the far corners, a rustling sound -
like someone agitatedly leafing through a newspaper. I would be sweating
right now, but the place suddenly got cold.
At that point I was already in near panic, and I actually started to run.
"Help!" I cried, and saw, from the corner of my eye, the door I'd been
chasing. I made a quick left turn, losing my footing on the shiny marble
floor, and my stuff went flying. Books fell from the shelf I hit, and I
rolled away from the heavy, falling books. I saw the door slowly closing so
I scrabbled for my stuff, and sprinted for the door. A loud crack
reverberated in the room as lightning illuminated the place momentarily,
casting weird shadows in odd corners of the room.
I continued on, sliding and running. "Nooo!" I cried as I saw the door
starting to inch closed. I ran full tilt and careened off the wall just
adjacent to the door.
As I did, the door swung open, and the night-shift guard peered in.
"Jeeezus, you scared me," the guard said. "I was checking everything and
locking up coz I thought there was no one here anymore."
I was so relieved, I was actually on the verge of tears. "I scared you?" I
shouted.
"Hey, kid - you okay? You look white as a sheet."
I nodded my head rapidly. "I'm okay," I huffed.
He looked dubious but he didn't challenge me. "What're you doing here this
late? Good thing I passed by when I did, otherwise you'd have been locked
up in here until Monday. And if you don't mind me saying so, kid, it's
pretty scary being here all alone."
"Late?" I asked, worried. The campus police didn't like people walking the
campus streets late at night. "What time is it? Like ten thirty?"
He looked at me funny. "Kid, it's about three in the morning."
I looked back at him, not believing.
"You're kidding me. It's three AM?"
He showed me his wristwatch. Yes, it was, in fact, 3AM on his watch.
"I can't believe it. You mean I've been in here for five hours?"
"I guess."
I started getting goosebumps again. "Ohmigod!"
"Kid, quit being jumpy. Now do you wanna move it, or do you want me to lock
you up in here?"
I hurried out the door, and breathed a sigh of relief when I found myself
back in familiar, well-lighted surroundings. I went to the big table where
I had dumped the books I was reading, but it seems the librarian had taken
them all back because the table was empty.
"Now, get out, kid," the night watchman said, "so I can close the place up
for the night."
I nodded. I checked the outside pocket of my backpack, feeling around for
my little black umbrella, but I couldn't find it. Looks like I'm gonna be
walking in the rain.
I looked out through the plate glass of the library's main door, and was
relieved that there didn't seem to be any more rain, although the wind
seemed to still be going strong.
Another bright bolt of lightning speared the night, and, as the flashbulb
stab of the lightning momentarily bathed the inside of the room, the
ghostly image of a girl with white hair and luminous blue eyes flickered
against the glass.
"Yahhh!" I screamed and fell backwards.
5. Blue Eyes
"What! What is it?" the night watchman said. He bent over to help me get
up.
"A girl!" I cried. "There was a girl by the window!"
The guard walked to the window and peered out.
"Must be your imagination, kid. No one's out there."
"No, really! I know what I saw! A girl with white hair and blue eyes. She
was looking at me."
The guard looked at me funny. "Describe the girl again."
"Pretty girl with big blue eyes. Long, blonde, almost-white hair. A black
dress with a cape or shawl or something like that."
The guard stared at me. After what seemed a long time, he pulled out his
walkie talkie. "Fred," he said. "Marie's back. Better shut the doors."
The guard took me by the elbow.
"Hey!" I cried, as he dragged me towards the main doors.
He pushed me out. "Go home, kid," he said. "The library's closed." Despite
the gruff voice, I could hear an undertone of fear.
I found myself outside, wind whipping through the trees. The night watchman
unceremoniously slammed the glass door and turned the key in the lock. He
made a shooing motion and walked back inside.
I wanted to pound on the door and make the guard come back to get some kind
of satisfaction for the insult. But I didn't, half fearing that he would
indeed come back and beat me or something, and also not wanting to go back
in and face what I just went through again.
I sighed in both frustration and relief, turned around and started walking
back to my apartment. The nice thing about having rich parents was if I
ever needed anything, materially speaking, they'd usually give it. So they
rented an apartment, actually a house, just for me, and I didn't need to
share with roommates or get a dorm room. But what I really needed -
attention, love, et cetera - well, if I can find it for sale, I suppose my
folks could buy it for me.
Still, having my own apartment was pretty cool, but since it wasn't on the
college grounds, it was a bit of a walk from the apartment to the library -
, at least an hour's walk. I could have ridden to the apartment in maybe
ten minutes if I brought my little scooter (courtesy of my folks again),
but since that time I took a bad spill on the Honda, I was afraid to ride
it. The fact that I was all alone here among strangers, with no one to help
me, made me worried about getting hurt. At least these hour-long walks gave
me some good exercise, I rationalized.
I sighed again, turned up the collar of my green pea jacket and started
walking back. I noticed the little caf? across from the library. It was
closed, of course, given the late hour. Too bad - I could have used a
little hot caffeine pick-me-up right about now. I muttered to myself, a
little irritated that I went through all that and not have a book to bring
back to justify going through all the trouble, not to mention being scared
out of my wits.
The wind continued to moan and whistle through the tree branches, and
sudden gusts of cold air got me scared again. But I said to myself that I
was acting like a little girl. Still, the wind continued. The rustling of
the trees seemed to have increased, and as they swayed and bent, blocking
the light from the streetlamps from time to time, the normally-welcoming
path was turned into a scary no-man's land of shadows, sounds and
inexplicable shadow-shapes that I couldn't describe.
Again, my shoes made tapping sounds on the cement of the sidewalk. I
decided to walk on the asphalt of the street itself, so my shoes would stop
making sounds. I congratulated myself for my cleverness, and it restored my
confidence a bit. But after maybe thirty minutes of silent walking (except
for the sounds of the trees and the wind, of course), I heard the tapping
again.
I looked down at my feet. The asphalt was probably laid down a long time
ago, and therefore was more compact. My shoes were therefore able to make
noises on it. Instead of looking forward, I kept my eyes down on my feet. I
listened to the sounds they made. The regular movement and sound of my feet
were oddly comforting, and I felt my confidence improve some more. But I
seemed to notice that the sounds that they were making and their movements
weren't in synch. I stopped and, like in the library, the sound echo
continued on for a few moments after I stopped walking, as if someone also
making footstep-sounds were following me.
Fearing just that, I looked back from where I came from. I saw the trees
and their branches overhanging the little university street. The light from
the streetlamps made them look like a dark-green tunnel or cave, the end of
it being the now-gothic-looking library. Were I not too freaked out, I
would probably have thought the picture that the street, the lights and the
trees made was beautiful. But not now.
I squinted a little, trying to make out the library in the distance, and as
I did, I noticed the street lamps winking off one by one, starting from the
farthest ones, and then coming closer. I inadvertently made a small noise
in my throat, fear making my blood run ice-cold. I turned around, intending
to make a run for my apartment, and as I did, I found myself nose-to-nose
with that girl in the library window.
"Aaah!" I screamed, and fell backwards. I sat up, looked up again, and the
girl was gone. I looked over my shoulder and I saw the darkness of the
streetlamps gaining on me. I jumped up and started running for my house.
I screamed in terror, running flat out, not caring if I lost my footing in
the wet and slippery asphalt street. The moaning of the trees made a
counterpoint to my screaming, and I ran like a college track star.
As I ran, I had this feeling that that girl was running after me, chasing
me down. I doubled my efforts, blocked out everything except the need to
get home and escape this awful ghostly presence.
I saw the street where my apartment was on, and turned right. After a bit,
I saw my little three-room bungalow-style apartment. I ran up the porch
steps, reached into my pants' front pocket, fished out my keys with shaking
fingers, and opened the door.
I jumped through and slammed the door. As I tried to catch my breath, I
flicked the lights on. The familiar messy living room comforted me, and I
breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank god," I said. I looked through one of the
windows and I saw the streetlights still going out one by one, the wave of
darkness getting close.
In a matter of seconds, the darkness reached the corner where I turned. The
switched-off streetlights ended there. The entire street corner where
University Drive intersected Elm, my street, was surrounded in darkness
save for one lone streetlight that was still on, and it cast a round pool
of light. In that pool of light, I saw the girl. Her white-blonde hair
caught the electric light of the streetlamp, and reflected it in bright,
almost silver waves. She was wearing a short black party dress, sexy legs
on display, with a plunging neckline and high heels. She had on a black
shawl or cape or something, and, even at this distance, I could feel she
was smiling. Perhaps not a predatory kind of smile, but a gentler kind.
Still, the entire thing was frightening, despite the smile. "Ohmigod," I
whispered to myself again. I threw the two deadbolts on my door. When I
went back to the window, she had disappeared. I looked around outside,
trying to find the girl, but couldn't. I went to the other window, hoping
to get a better look at the street, and I saw her there, standing just
outside, peering in and looking at me.
"Hi," she whispered. "Glad to finally meet you." She smiled again, a gentle
and welcoming kind of smile, but at the corners of her mouth, I could just
glimpse two very prominent canines.
"Stay away!" I screamed, and ran to my bedroom. Like a kid, I hid
underneath my blankets and shivered. I reached out and felt around for my
phone. When I finally got it, I took the phone and, from underneath the
blanket, I tried to dial 911. There was no response as the line was totally
dead. "No!" I cried quietly. I grabbed my knees and shivered, wanting for
all this to end, and for that girl to not come in.
I stayed there for the rest of the night, scared to death, anticipating
something bad to happen. But nothing did. I prayed for the dawn to come
soon. Incredibly, after an hour or so, I fell asleep.
6. Morning
I woke up in the morning, none the worse from all the things that happened
to me last night.
I peeked over the blanket I still had over my head, and cheery morning
sunshine greeted me.
Out of reflex, I reached out to my bedside table and got my glasses. I put
them on and slowly looked around my room, noting my little backpack thrown
haphazardly on the chair by my study desk. Everything else looked like they
normally did - messy, yes, but totally normal. A smile of relief played
around my mouth.
"A nightmare," I said. "That's got to be it." I threw aside the blanket and
stood up, stretching my sleepy bones and feeling good. "Nightmare," I
repeated. "Good grief." I unconsciously adopted my mom's favorite phrase.
I didn't remember everything from last night, but I did remember most of
it: getting lost in the library, the guard finding me and eventually
throwing me out, the dying streetlights. And the girl. Seeing her in the
window of the library and then in mine. Of her standing underneath a
streetlamp, and actually seeing her up close in the street.
In the morning sunshine, I could recall the events of last night more
calmly and dispassionately. But chills still ran up and down my spine when
I remembered my panic in the library archives. Maybe I shouldn't say
"events" - they were all just part of a nightmare, after all. It was all my
imagination. But what brought it on, I could not say.
I stretched again and made my sleepy way to the bathroom. My laundry had
started to pile up and I was almost out of clean clothes. Since it was a
Saturday, it was the scheduled weekly visit of our housekeeper, Olivia, to
clean up the place. When I moved to my new place a few months ago, Olivia
volunteered to make the weekly commute to help clean my new place. I said
no, but Mom had insisted. Truth be told, I didn't argue very hard. Yes, I
was spoiled. But if these are the only things I get from my folks, I am
going to take advantage of them for as long as I can.
I went into the bathroom, pushed down my pajama bottoms, and whizzed what
felt like buckets. I flushed and went to the sink to brush my teeth. I
reached into the medicine cabinet, got the toothpaste tube and my pink
toothbrush, and started to brush. I looked at my reflection as I did the
usual.
"Up, down, up, down, side-side-side-side-side," I said, in time with my
brush strokes. This was part of my morning habit, the recitation an
ingrained practice that dated from my kindergarten days, when Mrs. Simmons
taught us the proper way to brush our teeth (as well as the proper way to
recite our alphabet, and to count from one to ten). A childish habit, but
something I cannot seem to stop.
"Up, down, up, down, side-side-side-side-side," I repeated, and then spit
into the sink and rinsed my mouth. As I reached for my safety razor, I
looked at my face and felt for my inevitable six o'clock shadow. Curiously,
I couldn't feel any stubble, so I put my razor away.
And then I realized I had blue eyes.
I stared at myself. What is this? Panic started to set in. I didn't know
what to think or do. I knew I had brown-colored eyes, sort of a half-faded
shade between brown and gray. Now I have piercing blue eyes, like bright
liquid pools of water. They were so striking, they immediately caught one's
attention. I took off my glasses and leaned closer to the mirror, trying to
see any detail that would give me a clue to what happened. I noticed that
there were little specks of green in my new eyes, and that the surrounding
eyelashes were longer and more lush than I can remember they ever being.
The shape was also slightly changed - my eyes seemed bigger, yet had
somewhat of an almond shape. They also had a somewhat half-lidded quality
to them, like I was still sleepy. They gave me a sultry, sensuous look that
I definitely didn't have before. My eyebrows had also changed - instead of
the bushy brows I always had, I was now sporting a couple of well-shaped
half-crescents. They were still thick but they were now expertly plucked
and shaped. I could only think of my mom's salon-maintained brows. What was
I doing with those kinds of eyebrows?
I tried to gently poke one of my eyes, thinking that maybe someone had put
in contact lenses while I was sleeping. Why would anyone do that, not to
mention how, was a question for later. But when I gently poked my left eye,
I went, "Ouch!" Definitely not a contact lens. It sufficiently hurt that I
didn't want to do repeat it with my other eye.
What is this?
I was starting to feel faint because of the hyperventilation. I
deliberately tried to control my runaway emotions, deliberately breathing
slower. What could this mean? This was so weird, I couldn't help but think
there was some connection to last night. Was last night not a nightmare
then?
I tried to be methodical about this, if not logical. First things first:
What are the things that are real? My eyes changing color. That was real. I
looked at my face. Was anything else changed? Nothing else was different,
apparently, except around the eyes. Same old face. No stubble though. I ran
my hand over my cheeks and chin. I never noticed how soft a clean-shaven
face could be.
I put my glasses back on and unbuttoned my pajama top to take inventory.
Nope, nothing changed here. I pushed down my pajama bottoms. Nope, nothing
changed there either. And yet, I couldn't help but feel something was
amiss. As I pulled my pajama bottoms up and buttoned my top, I realized I
didn't put pajamas on last night. I had on the jacket, tee shirt and jeans
I wore to the library when I went to bed. How did I end up wearing pajamas?
But then again, it was a nightmare, after all. It was probably that that
was messing me up.
And then another realization - I pulled open the medicine cabinet and
snatched my toothbrush from the shelf inside. Since when did I use a pink
toothbrush?
Someone started knocking on the door. That would probably be Olivia. I went
to the front and peeked through the peephole. Yup, it was Olivia.
After I opened the door, she just stood there and looked at me, a bundle of
cleaning stuff in her arms. I was sure that she noticed my changed eyes,
but after a few seconds, she nodded, as if to herself, bent down to pick a
big bag of clothes that was on the ground bedside her. She brushed passed
me and bustled in with the bundles in tow, just like the usual. "Hey,
Mark," she said. "Cute jimmy-jams." She giggled.
"Good morning, Olivia," I said, and gave the customary hug. Olivia was a
breath of familiarity and normalcy. I felt a little calmer now. I noticed
another bag of clothes on the ground.
I was about to pick it up but Olivia called back. "Leave that. That's not
mine."
I could have sworn the khaki pants that were peeking out of the top of the
bag were mine. "Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure," Olivia said, sounding a bit irritated. "Now close the door
and come help me."
"But someone might come along and..."
"Those things are not your concern," she said, and sub-vocalized "not
anymore." I wasn't sure, but I think that was what she said.
I shrugged. "If you say so," I said, and closed the door. If she didn't
care, why should I worry about it. I followed her into the kitchen.
"I got all your clean clothes," she said. "Should tide you over until next
week." She dumped the cleaning stuff near the kitchenette and pushed the
bag of clothes into my arms. "Now, put those away in your closet," she
said.
We went straight to my room and she started picking up my dirty clothes.
She picked up a tee shirt and jeans from the foot of the bed - the clothes
I was wearing last night. Did I take them off and put on the pajamas? I
haven't worn pajamas since I was twelve, and I only brought these from home
because mom insisted, but I didn't intend to wear them at all. What was I
doing with them on?
"What am I going to do with you?" Olivia said, bringing me out of my
reverie. "Your room is like a pigsty. And your mom coming over to visit you
next week, too. Tsk, tsk..."
I looked up from putting the clean socks in my sock drawer. That was what
the voice I heard in the library say. "Tsk, tsk..." the voice had said.
She felt around my pants, and came up with my wallet. "I wish you'd stop
leaving your things in the dirty laundry," she said. "Come here." She
dropped my stuff in my outstretched hand. "Your wallet, keys, comb,
license, ID, and assorted change." I put my stuff on top of my dresser. I
opened my driver's license. It was exactly like before, except that, under
eye color, it said BLU. It should have said BRN. The picture was also
slightly different - it looked like my old picture except around the eyes.
I went to Olivia.
"Olivia?" I said. "Do I look different?"
"Huh?" she said as she continued to clean up.
"Different. From the last time you saw me."
She straightened up and looked at me.
"Ummm, I don't think so," she said. "Still the cute little guy I've been
picking up after since he was eight." She pinched my cheek in affection.
I know she really loved me, and treated me somewhat like a son. And, truth
be told, in times like these, I loved her more than I did my mom.
"But you do need a haircut," she said, "and pretty soon, too. Your hair's
getting pretty long already, dear."
"It is?" My hand went to my hair. It did seem longer. And softer, too.
"Now stop all of these attention-getting tactics and finish putting your
clothes away," she said. "And you need to take a shower before Nancy and
Kristy come back from their night-shift. You know how long they take in the
bathroom."
"Who?"
"Nancy and Kristina - your roommates? Really, Mark."
"Roommates?" I have roommates? What...
"Mark? Are you all right?"
She clearly thought I had roommates. But mom and dad got me an apartment
specifically so I wouldn't need to share... Rather than rock the boat, I
decided to go along and wait until everything became clearer.
The rest of my morning ablutions went normally, except that the shower
felt... a little hotter and stronger. It's like my skin became overly-
sensitive all of a sudden. But it did feel nice and soft as I lathered up
and washed.
As I shampooed, I noticed that my hair did feel longer than it usually was,
as well as thicker and softer. I turned the water off and grabbed a towel.
I briskly rubbed my hair dry and started drying myself. "Hey!" The towel
felt rougher than normal, like Olivia had starched the towel. It was almost
like sandpaper. I gingerly patted myself dry instead, and then put on
deodorant.
Since Olivia was around, I put on a bathrobe and went to my dresser. Olivia
had finished putting away my clean clothes and had substantially cleaned up
the room. I picked out socks, underwear, a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved
oxford shirt. I went back into the bath and put on the underwear and pants.
The pants felt a little tight, especially around the hips, but almost all
of my jeans felt tighter and stiffer if they were newly-washed. I ignored
it, picked up my glasses from the counter and went back into my room.
I started to finish dressing, putting on the shirt, and sliding the socks
on. I couldn't get the socks under the pants, so, making sure that Olivia
was in the kitchen, I took off the pants, slid the tube socks on, and put
the pants back on again. Again, it was a little difficult to get the pants
over my hips.
At the last moment, I decided to put on an undershirt under the oxford, and
tucked them into the pants. I searched for my shoes but I couldn't find
them. I looked in my closet and found my old white sneakers buried
underneath some junk. I hardly wore them anymore since they had either
shrunk or my feet had grown. But rather than go barefoot, I put them on.
Truth be told, they felt okay now. I bent over to tie my shoelaces.
Olivia came in. "Don't you want to sit down for that?" she said. I looked
at her, my face beside my shin. "You might fall, tying your shoes like
that."
I didn't understand until I noticed the way I was tying my shoes - I had my
legs straight and I was bent over at the waist. And my cheek was touching
my shin... Wait...
I was almost done so I just finished it off. I straightened again. I never
knew I could do that.
My hair had fallen backwards when I was tying my shoes, so I reached for my
comb on the dresser. I ran it through my hair, combing straight back as I
didn't like having bangs.
I went to my desk and my backpack, and spilled everything onto my desk.
Nothing was missing, it seemed. My iPod was there, battery still flat, so I
plugged it into my computer to recharge and resynch. All my books and
notebooks were all there as well as my notepad and assorted pens. But
underneath all my junk, there was a big, hardbound book.
It was that big book I was searching for in the library last night.
"Previously Undocumented Oral Histories of Unexplainable Events - a
dissertation submitted by Marianne Archer in fulfillment of the
requirements of the Bachelor of Arts Program of the College of
Parapsychology." How did this get in my backpack? I thought back. It could
be, when I fell down in the library and I hurriedly stuffed all of the
things that spilled out of the bag back in, I inadvertently put one of the
books that fell from the shelf in with my stuff. Still. Why this particular
book? I found it hard to believe in this incredible coincidence. What could
this mean?
I opened the big book. There was a computer-printed form on the first page.
On it was a student-summary sheet, with some details of Marianne Archer -
like her batch number, her student ID number, details of her camera club
membership and university ballet troupe membership, the name of her thesis
adviser, et cetera et cetera. It also included a pr?cis of the thesis (I
bleeped over that, intending to read it later), and a little black-and-
white low-resolution computer-printed picture of the author. The picture
was that of the girl I saw.
I dropped the book, and it made a loud thud as it hit the apartment's
imitation parquet floor.
"Mark?"
"Nothing, Olivia!" I called back. "Just dropped a book."
"Okay."
I gingerly picked up the book and, gathering my courage, opened it to the
same page. I looked at the picture again. It definitely was the same girl,
but the girl here was smiling. Far from being scary, she looked quite
pretty. Since it was in black and white, the picture didn't get the
crystal-blue of her eyes, but the luminosity and the brightness were
clearly captured. Instead of making her scary, the eyes made her look
intelligent and friendly - my mom would have said she had "expressive
eyes." At least she didn't have pointed teeth in the picture. Just below
the picture she had signed her name as well as block-printed it. Marie
Archer... Marie... The night watchman said that "Marie was back." I was
definitely feeling the shivers.
I turned the book to the Table of Contents. Seems she had documented a lot
of stories, folklore really, of the early settlers and the natives of the
area. The chapters all had interesting, if a bit hokey, titles. And there
were a lot of them. When I got to the end of the table, near the bottom was
a title encircled in red marker - "The legend of the soul stealer." It
sounded hokey. Ridiculous, even. But the red circle and the events of last
night, assuming they were the real thing, gave me goosebumps on top of the
goosebumps I already had.
I closed the book, and put it and my other stuff back in my pack, maybe to
return it to the library later, and tried to focus on more normal things. I
tried putting wallet, comb and keys in my pocket, but because they had
shrunk, I couldn't seem to get anything into my pants' pockets. I couldn't
think of any alternatives so I just dumped the stuff in my backpack's outer
pocket, and I put my wallet in my shirt's breast pocket.
I went to the kitchen. "Olivia? Can you fix something to eat? I'm really
hungry." I wasn't really that hungry, but anything to break the panic and
fear...
"Of course, honey. Pancakes and bacon all right?"
"That sounds great. But I've got no groceries."
She laughed. "So what else is new? That's all right - I came prepared. Give
me five minutes."
Olivia had pulled back the curtains in the living area and kitchen, bathing
the place in bright morning sunshine. The place felt wonderfully warm and
bright. In the months that I've been here, the place never felt this
cheery.
I sat quietly in the morning sun that bathed the little dining area. I had
just started tucking into a couple of large pancakes, with a plate of bacon
and a glass of orange juice on the side, when two girls came bustling in.
"We're home!" the tall brunette hottie in blue scrubs yodeled, not to be
confused with the tall blonde hottie wearing a white nurse's tunic and
matching white nurse's trousers.
I almost choked in surprise when they both gave me a kiss on the cheek
before going over to Olivia.
"Hi, Olivia," the brunette said, and they both gave my housekeeper hugs.
"Good morning, girls," Olivia said. "How's everything?"
I was looking at them, mouth agape, wondering who these two were.
The brunette looked back. "Markie, what's wrong? It's like you've seen a
ghost." I shook my head. "Well, then, close your mouth - that's gross."
"How would you girls like some breakfast," Olivia said.
"That would be great, Olivia," the blonde said. "Thank you." She plopped
herself on the chair beside me. "But just a small pancake for me. I have to
watch my figure. We can't all be thin and sexy like Markie here." She
patted my stomach for emphasis.
"Yeah, Mark," the brunette said, sitting down across from me. "You eat like
a lumberjack but you manage to keep so slim." She gestured at my heaping
plate. "What's your secret?"
I shrugged nervously, and she giggled.
"Here you go, Kristina," Olivia said, and put a pancake in front of the
blonde. It was roughly half the size of one of mine.
"And here's one for you, too, Nancy." Olivia put a similar one in front of
the brunette.
"Oooh!" The brunette enthused. "Thank you, Olivia. I love you."
Olivia giggled.
"You know, Markie," the blonde, Kristina, said, "We should have Olivia come
over more often."
"Or better yet, have her stay!" Nancy giggled.
"I appreciate the thought, girls," Olivia said, "but I have to go back and
take care of the house for Mrs. Bowman."
"We're just kidding, Olivia."
"By the way," Kristy said, "is Mrs. Bowman still coming for a visit next
weekend?"
"Last I heard, yes. You know how much she misses Mark."
"Cool! Oooh, I can't wait - it'll be fun!" The blonde rubbed her hands in
anticipation.
Now why would these girls, who apparently were my roommates (two hot
chicks, ohmigod!), be excited at the thought of my mother coming over for a
visit? Better yet, why would she be coming over for a visit? She misses me?
But then again, in this topsy-turvy world of mysterious books and
roommates, who could tell what's real anymore.
"You're looking fabulous, dearie," Nancy said, looking me up and down.
"Eh?"
"Very... umm.. academic."
I giggled. "Academic?" I asked. "What do you mean by that?"
"Well, you're always in those tee shirts and jeans. It's good you're
sprucing yourself up a bit."
"It's just a long-sleeved shirt."
"Well, you look better. Still a bit nerdish," she giggled, "but in a very
cute, preppy kind of way."
Kristy nodded. "Yes, it does suit you. Here." She took out a little comb
and travel brush from a pocket of her tunic and started combing my hair.
That startled me a bit, but I sat quietly as she finished.
"There!" she said, and turned my chair around to make me face the mirror by
the front door. Even at a distance, I could see the change. My hair was
combed straight, untangling my hair and making it shine in the morning
light. I never knew I had highlights in my hair. I should comb it more
often, make it shine like this.
Olivia was right - I was due for a haircut at the barbers as my hair was
already touching my collar. In any case, it looked okay. Kristy had combed
the hair forward over my forehead, and then combed one side back. The
effect was that I had cute bangs almost covering one eye. I swiped it back
with my hand, but it just went back down again.
"Uh-uh," Kristy said. "No touching my work or art. You can go back to your
usual messy style some other time."
Olivia came in with a pot of coffee and four mugs. "Well, Mark, honey," she
said. "You're looking tons better. That hair - I don't know, but it sort of
emphasizes your blue eyes more. Especially the bangs. Definitely lots
better than your usual... umm look," she giggled.
She sat down with us and poured us all coffee. "So what's new with you
guys?"
Kristina, or Kristy as she seemed to prefer, and Nancy regaled Olivia with
the minutinae of life as student nurses, and I talked a little bit about my
classes in Fine Arts. I didn't pay much attention to the conversation,
though, as I was still caught by my image in the mirror, and kept on
stealing glances at myself. Olivia had said 'blue eyes...'
Have I always had blue eyes? I started to doubt myself. I tried to recall
things from before, and everything I remembered said I had brown eyes. But
it wouldn't do to worry Olivia and my newly-acquired roommates, so I buried
my rising panic.
But I couldn't reconcile things. I needed to know what was happening. My
real fear was that I was going crazy. I decided to go back to the library,
and try and find out what went wrong.
"Thanks for the breakfast, Olivia," I said, during a lull in the
conversation. "I'm gonna go out for a while."
"You are?" she said, sounding a bit disappointed. "Don't tell me - you're
going to the library again. Mark I'm worried about you. You should enjoy
life more." She shook her head. "Ahh, no lectures today. Just be careful on
that motorcycle of yours. We don't want a repeat of last time."
"Okay," I said, standing up.
"There's one good thing that came out of that accident, though," Nancy
said.
"Yup," Kristy said. "At least we got to meet Markie in the ER. Not the best
of circumstances, I know, but look at us now! Best friends and roomies!"
"Wait," Nancy said, and went back to what I presumed was her room. That
room wasn't there before, but I just chalked that up to another part of
this growing mystery.
She came back with a nice, high-tech, efficient-looking motorcycle helmet
and a leather jacket.
"Kristy and I bought these for you. And we're not gonna let you ride around
in that bike of yours if you aren't wearing these."
She handed both of them to me. The tag on the helmet said it was a Shoei
Multitec flip up helmet. I wasn't enough of a motorhead to judge the
quality of the helmet, but I did know that Shoei helmets were one of the
popular and expensive brands. The jacket was the classic motorcycle jacket,
with a flap that went over the middle and an off-center zip. I noticed a
price tag. Nancy forgot to take the tag off.
"Three hundred ninety-nine dollars! That's too much! Nancy, I can't accept
this."
Nancy gave me a hug. "It's all right, Mark. Kristy and I split the cost.
They're a gift from both of us. Please take it. You'd make us very happy if
you did."
I looked at the helmet. I always had this thing for gadgets and tech stuff.
"Yay!" Kristy said, noticing my look of interest. "Try them on! Try them
on!"
I slid the jacket on and it fit very well. I would say that the fit was
quite snug. I zipped it up and zipped the flap that went over the main
zipper. The thing was, the flap zipped asymmetrically on the left, which
ingrained behavior told me it should zip on the right.
I looked at the girls and they both had sheepish looks on their faces.
"Sorry about that, Mark," Nancy said. "They ran out of men's models for
that size. But it was on sale just for that day. So we could get the
discounted price, we decided on getting the women's model, and we can
change it for the men's model as soon as stocks become available."
"Is that okay, Mark?" Kristy asked, worried.
Looking at their expectant faces, how could I say no? "No problem, Kristy.
Besides, I don't think anyone can tell it's for a girl, If I don't zip it
up."
"Thank you, Markie." She gave me a sisterly kiss.
"So, see you guys later?"
"Try and come home by lunchtime, we're going out to watch a movie later,
and treat Olivia out for a change. 'Kay?"
"Sure. No chick flicks though."
Kristy gave me a raspberry. "You're no fun. Okay - you get to pick the
movie. Right now, Nancy and me need forty winks."
They both gave me hugs, and I waved bye-bye to Olivia. I walked out to the
little shed attached to the side of the house to bring out my little
scooter-slash-moped.
When I asked my folks for some kind of transportation while in college, I
thought that my folks would splurge for a car. Instead, they just agreed to
get me a scooter or moped. Per the specs allowed by most states, the best I
could hope for was a 50cc jobbie. Since I couldn't really get a muscle
bike, I got the fanciest, best-looking scooter I could find. What I ended
up with was a Honda Ruckus scooter. I loved that little bike, but after my
accident, I just hadn't had the desire to ride it anymore.
But this time, when I got my bike out, it wasn't my beloved Honda, but an
Aprilia RS50 Rossi replica moped. It looked like the 1999-model picture
Olivia caught me looking at on the net. Despite being more than ten years
old, it seemed very well maintained. Though I suppose it's technically a
moped ("moped" was part of the name, after all), it had more in common with
the Indianapolis Speedway Grand Prix bikes than it did its more sedate
Vespa-style cousins.
All I could say was "Wow!" This was one part of the mystery I won't be
feeling bad about.
I rolled it out onto the street, maneuvering it around the little four-
year-old convertible Mini Cooper parked in front of the house, which was
parked in front of Olivia's old but well-maintained BMW E87. I assumed that
the girls drove the Mini.
I placed my backpack on the back-end seat, strapped it down with the
elastic netting, put on my new helmet, sat in the cockpit, put in the key,
and pressed the starter button. Being a 50cc, it was a quite muted roar,
but as I revved up, it seemed pretty zippy despite the modest roar. I waved
to Olivia who was standing by the doorway, zoomed down Elm and hung a left
on University Drive on my way to the Library. In the morning sunshine, I
wasn't scared. Much.
7. It Begins
*** Olivia ***
I watched Mark zoom away, my heart in my throat. I think I will never get
used to my Mark driving around that fast. But I wondered if driving the
bike very fast was part of the rewrite.
I wiped my hands on my apron, and turned around to go back in. I saw Nancy
and Kristy at the doorway, anxiously watching Mark zoom away. They were
obviously more worried about Mark riding around in that bike than I was.
"Stop worrying, girls!" I said. "She'll be okay. I mean, HE! Damnit, I need
to be more careful."
"But, mistress, Markie..."
"I understand. Your purpose is to protect her... him. But he needs to
understand all of this on his own. That is what is required. So we have to
let him discover things in his own way and in his own time. Now, get back
inside," I said kindly. "I'm sure you're pretty tired after your all-night
shift at the university hospital."
After I said that, the two yawned.
"I guess it'll feel real good to get a bit of shuteye," the blonde, Kristy
said, and stretched. She had a special role in all of this. More than did
Nancy. But in the end, Mark will need both of them.
I closed the front door. "Now, scoot! Get some sleep. I'll wake you later,
all right?"
"All right, mistress," Nancy said. Like normal, sleepy girls, they started
taking off their office clothes, maybe to slip into something more
appropriate for sleeping. They went into their individual rooms - rooms
that didn't exist until today.
"Sleep tight, girls," I called.
I sat in the living area's couch and looked around the little house. The
changes weren't that many, but were drastic. I didn't know what else to do.
If it'll be one whole week before I went back, I therefore needed to change
as much as I could. Her clothes, especially... I mean his clothes, and make
his transition a little easier. Thank goodness I had the alternate set of
clothes with me. I had the feeling that it would start today. After all,
Halloween was coming.
It was obvious that they had met last night. The change in his eyes and, to
a lesser extent, his body. And these were just the beginning. I wondered
what were the next changes Marianne will make happen today, and, of course,
tonight. I giggled at what Mark will make of the changes. I also wondered
if he can keep from going crazy while all of these changes were happening.
I have high hopes, though. Look at how he's handled things up to now: He
had a lot of scary things happen to him last night, and when he woke up, he
was confronted with a changed face, and was introduced to new roommates
that hadn't existed before last night. And yet he seemed remarkably well-
composed. And he didn't bat an eye, well, not much anyway, when his bike
was suddenly changed to something else. (That wasn't necessary, but I
thought it would cheer him up a bit.) And though he clearly hasn't caught
on yet, I'm sure that, soon, he will start to notice that his clothes have
been changed to girl clothes. I wonder how he'll react to that.
I guess my biggest worry was that he didn't confide in me - he didn't tell
me anything, and kept everything to himself. I had hoped he would, as it
would have given me an excuse to tell him everything. But, either I'm not
as close to him as I thought I was, or he's stronger than any of us thought
or gave him credit for. Or maybe he's just stubborn. His mother definitely
is.
Yes, I was a little disappointed. I guess we have to go with the original
plan.
Anyway, at least we'll have more chances to get him some more girl stuff
later, maybe after the movie. I would love to give him a makeover, maybe
even get his ears pierced, but I have to leave those to the fantome,
Marianne. Ahh well, c'est la vie.
My celphone started to play the music from the old television show,
Bewitched. That always made me smile, thinking how the others would find it
ironically funny that I would have THAT as my celphone's ringtone.
I wondered who was calling (the number was blocked), but since I was sure
the others have felt the change by now, it will most probably be someone
from the clan - maybe even c'est ma soeur, Mark's mere, mother.
"Bonjour," I said, "This is Olivia LePortier speaking. Ah, Abigail!" I was
right, it was Mark's mother. "I was expecting you to call. Oui, il a
commence. Oh, was I speaking en francais? Oh, mon dieu. Je suis desole. I
apologize, Abbey. I did not notice. Anyway, non, nothing is wrong. But,
oui, it has indeed started. Your son is taking it well... So far."
I listened to my sister. "Non, you shouldn't come over now. Leave it for
next weekend. We need to let things take their course. Yes, I will get as
many of his clothes now, and replace them when we come back next weekend.
And I will have the two mannequin, excuse me, the two girls, change his
toiletries over the week."
I listened again. "All right, mon amour, I will talk to you later. And,
YES, I will be more careful and speak English at all times." I giggled and
turned off the phone. I proceeded with cleaning up the rest of the house,
and get all the boy clothes I could get into the laundry bags.
*** Mark ***
I found the front of my new leather jacket flapping in the wind a bit
irritating so I pulled over, got off the bike and took off my helmet so I
could see the jacket better. I had to shake out my hair as the helmet had
matted it down. I then studied the jacket. I first zipped up the main
zipper and then held up the flap against the front and then zipped up the
slightly-asymmetrical zipper on the left side. It felt a little off as I
was expecting the zip to be on the right, but then this was a girl's
jacket. Hope Nancy or Kristy gets it changed for a guy's jacket soon.
As I was about to put my helmet back on, some guy whistled at me. I
wondered what that was for. I shrugged it off and roared off to the
library.
In less than ten minutes I pulled up at the caf? just across from the
library. But I forgot - being a Saturday, the library opened at ten. I
decided to hang around the caf? for a while until the library opened. I got
off and wheeled my new, at least to me, RS50 to the parking area. It took
me a moment to figure out where the utility compartment was. As soon as I
found it, I took out my motorcycle chain. But instead of the black covered-
Kryptonite motorcycle lock from my Honda, I brought out a pink Mammoth
chain - so much better than my old Kryptonite. But why pink?
I sighed and proceeded to lock the back wheel to a convenient lamp-post. I
took out my backpack from under the netting, and went into the caf? to
order my favorite iced caramel macchiato.
"Hey, Markie," the cute girl that I always catch manning the counter was
there. "You want the usual?" Without waiting for my answer, she turned to
the barrista beside her. "Joey, the usual tall caramel macchiato for cute
little Markie, please." She giggled.
"Comin' right up," the guy, Joey, said. "Hey, Mark. Go get your usual table
outside. We'll bring your coffee to you as soon as it's ready, okay?"
"Umm, thanks."
"That'll be two dollars, eighty please." I handed her three dollars and she
gave me my change. "Thank you kindly, sir," she giggled again. "Your order
will be ready in a few minutes."
I smiled bemusedly, and went outside. I wondered what that guy, Joey, meant
about a regular table. The tables outside were mostly occupied except the
ones nearest the street. I sat down by one, put my pack on one of the empty
chairs and dumped my new helmet on the table.
I took out the big book from my backpack. It was my intention to return the
book. Not because I was feeling guilty for bringing home a book I didn't
check out, but because I didn't want anything to do with it. I would have
thrown it out altogether, but I was afraid that if I did, something might
happen. Looking at it now made me think of last night again.
I looked across the street to the big library building, and in the morning
sunshine, it wasn't at all scary. In fact it was quite picturesque. On the
left side was the liberal arts building, which echoed the neo-classical
lines of the library, and on the right was an empty lot overgrown with
weeds. In the middle of the lot was what looked like the remnants of an old
brick building, but with the weeds and creeping ivy, you could barely see
the walls.
My reverie was broken by the girl from the counter bringing my caramel
coffee.
"Here you go, Markie," the girl said. "One tall caramel macchiato for our
favorite customer."
I looked at the little nameplate on her uniform. "Thank you, Laurie," I
said.
"No problemo, Markie," she said. "You know, you didn't answer me yesterday.
So, what do you say?"
I didn't know what she was referring to. "Ummm..."
"Oh, come on," she pouted. "You know you want, to. How about tomorrow?"
"Well... I guess, okay?"
"Great!" she said. "It's the last day of the state fair tomorrow. How about
we meet there? Maybe ten o'clock? "
"Uh, okay." Wait. Did I just agree to a date?
"Okay, then." She leaned down and kissed me. "I'll let you get back to your
reading. I'm going back to work, then. Seeya later, cutie. If you want
anything else, I'll just be at the counter."
I watched her go back in. My first real date. At least I think it's a real
date. But I haven't even talked to her before now.
But that was for tomorrow, not today. First things first. Right now, I had
to bring the book back to the library. I looked at my watch. Still over an
hour before they open. I popped a straw into my caramel coffee, took a sip
and decided to open the book.
I went to the student-summary page again. I saw Marianne's slightly-grainy
computer-printed picture. She was smiling her pretty smile. She wore a
simple blouse, and had her hair tied into a high ponytail. I looked through
the little biographical information in the sheet. So she's a camera buff,
and is part of the ballet troupe. Hmmm. By her ID number, she was in the
university more than eighteen years ago. Maybe I can track her down. School
records and such.
I read the pr?cis for the thesis, and apparently, it was an effort to
faithfully document as many of the legends that the early settlers and the
Indian natives in the area had about four hundred years ago that she could.
Marianne had talked about the precautions and the meticulousness of her
methods so that her accounts were as faithful as possible.
I then turned to the table of contents.
Although I could not face to read the last story, I tried to read some of
the others.
The first legend listed was about an area that the natives used to call
"Popuessing," or The Lair of the Dragon, about a creature that walked on
two legs with hooves, and flew. It seemed we had our own version of the
Jersey Devil. Many disappearances and unsolved murders in the area over the
next hundred years or so have been attributed to this creature. In these
cases, there were several telltale clues left, such as desanguinated
corpses, and the overpowering smell of lilacs in the area.
Another one of the stories was related to the legend of a lake demon,
"N'ha-A-Itk," that was supposed to lurk in the nearby river system, and the
legend was part of the reason why most of the local native-American
residents don't like to swim in the surrounding lakes and rivers. The roots
of the legend were connected to the story of a murdered 16th century Indian
wise man, Kan-He-Kan, and the revenge of the gods upon his murderer.
Another one, this time a story from the early colonists that came from
Europe, talked about a famous 16th century physician, Jonathan Whalley, who
was rumored to have raped and killed several slave wenches, as well as a
few Indian maidens. It was said that after he and his cronies had their way
with these women, they would perform ritual sacrifices late at night, and
the women's blood-curdling screams would echo in the night. It took the
rape and murder of a local white girl to get the townsfolk to take action
on the good doctor, and he was lynched in short order. As a sort of
recompense, after the doctor's death, his family bequeathed his substantial
land holdings to the town, and it was the same land that the college
currently stood on. Marianne put several notes that these were all
unprovable, except for the fact that there were records documenting the
death of twenty-six slave girls, twelve Indian girls, and one colonial
white girl - Mary Deacon, the daughter of the town's sherrif, all within a
one-year period.
I shivered at these stories, and was glad that I was wearing my new leather
jacket.
The stories were written in a very thought-provoking though factual manner,
sort of like Peter Straub's style of writing, with a lot of notations as to
the sources of the stories. Marianne apparently got a lot of the background
interviews from the few remaining Indian pure-bloods and the direct
descendants of the original colonists of the area. So it seemed that the
stories were as accurate and as close to the original stories as Marianne
could make it.
After going through several of the stories, I couldn't take anymore. I
closed the book, and looked across to the library. I saw a security guard
through the glass door as he unlocked it.
I put the book in my pack, picked up my helmet and stood up. Several others
at the caf? also did. Apparently, there were a lot of us waiting for the
library to open. I even recognized some of them as fellow library users.
Some of the people smiled at me, most of them guys. I smiled back a little
puzzled, wondering why they were noticing me this time. Could it be my
outfit?
As I walked down the pedestrian crossing, I felt my hair brush the