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Coeds 4: Life Happens By Julie O Edited By Robert Arnold Meal By Jenny V (My Sister!) Features characters from The Julieverse Jen Stevens & Morris Pinsky appear courtesy of Robert Arnold (A list of characters is located at the end) "If you're going through hell, keep going" Sir Winston Churchill This story is dedicated to Robert B. Parker, the wonderful author of the Spencer Series Chapter 1 Beth Williams waved down a cab as she departed Penn Station. She had made this trip numerous times in the past few months and it wasn't getting easier. Ten minutes later she stepped out of the cab in front of her grandmother's building. Technically Andrea Carlson wasn't her grandmother, but Beth didn't care. Andrea was the only tie she had to her original family and life. For the most part Beth couldn't complain about her current life. She had wonderful adopted parents who were as close to her as had been her birth parents. She had an adorable baby brother. She had a group of incredible friends. She had a great boyfriend. And last but not least she would soon become a fulltime agent for the federal law enforcement organization known as The Agency. In all, she had a great life since her transformation. Still she missed her original family. They had no idea that she was even still alive as they only knew her as LT Ben Carlson who had died in a plane crash. Beth understood why there was a cover-up. It made perfect sense to protect everyone involved; but she still wished she could talk to them. Through one of the many flukes that life deals out, Beth had been able to reestablish contact with her grandmother...but now that tie was soon to be cut. Beth stepped out of the elevator and knocked on Andrea's front door. As always, she was greeted by Paula, Andrea's longtime employee. "Good afternoon, Paula," greeted Beth. Paula smiled. "Hello, Beth. Mrs. Carlson is in her bedroom. She's been expecting you." Beth nodded. "How's she doing?" "She's tired...but she's glad to be out of the hospital," replied Paula. "And how are you doing?" asked Beth who could see the strain on the woman's face. "It's been hard. I've been in Mrs. Carlson's employment for over eight years and well, it doesn't feel like a job. In some ways she means more to me than some of my own family," replied Paula. "I would do anything for her." "I understand," said Beth. "Well, I know she wants to see you," said Paula. "Do you want me to take you back there?" "That won't be necessary, Paula," replied Beth. "Thank you." Beth walked down the hall to Andrea's bedroom. The door was open and she peeked inside to see Andrea sitting up in bed reading. "Hi Gran," said Beth as she did her best to act cheerful. Andrea smiled back. "Beth, I'm so happy you made it up here. Come on over and give me a hug." Beth walked over and gently hugged her grandmother. Beth was slightly shocked by how thin Andrea felt. "How're you feeling?" asked Beth as she sat down in the chair next to the bed. "Better now that I'm back in my own bed and eating Paula's cooking," she replied. "That's good to hear," replied Beth. "I've made a big decision," said Andrea. "What's that Gran?" "I'm not going back to that blasted hospital," she said. "I've made arrangements for hospice care." Beth nodded. She knew it was pointless to argue with her grandmother. "You won't believe the fight I had with those so-called doctors so that they'd let me come home this time," stated Andrea. "I'm afraid that if I go back they won't let me out." Beth just stared back. "Honey, I know you disagree with my decision, but there's nothing they can do. Dying is just part of life. To be honest I'm sort of excited to see what's awaiting me," chuckled Andrea. "I know," replied Beth. "I support your decision, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll miss you." "I know that my dear," replied Andrea. "Anyway, I'll have a nurse stop by daily to check on me. She's very nice, her name is Kristen and guess what, and she's originally from Denmark!" "Well, that will give you two much to talk about," said Beth. "It already has," replied Andrea. "Her grandparents were also in the resistance during the war." Beth smiled back. "So how're you doing?" asked Andrea. "How's school?" "I finish up this spring," replied Beth. "I can't believe I'm about to start my last year at Penn." "It has gone by quickly; then again you have always been an overachiever." "I had good role models," replied Beth. Andrea nodded. "And how're things between you and Jim?" "Great," replied Beth. "We really get along well." "I'm pleased to hear that. You should have someone in your life," replied Andrea. "And your flying?" "I'm racking up the hours every weekend," said Beth. "I really love it." "That's wonderful," said Andrea. "I just wish that I could have taken you up for a flight," said Beth. "I know, I wish it could happen too," said Andrea. "I'm just happy that you're learning to fly...it's good to see someone carrying on the family tradition. Speaking of traditions, what about work?" Beth smiled. "I start as soon as I graduate. The Director waved the requirement for me to go through the academy." "Considering your background that doesn't surprise me. I think he did it so you wouldn't show up the others." Beth laughed. "There that wasn't so hard was it?" asked Andrea. "Do you know your assignment yet?" Beth nodded vigorously. "I'm going to work in the Internet Crime Department." "The one that Ally Burns started?" "That's right. I won't know my location until graduation, but I'm hoping for the main office. I would love to work for Donna." "I know you'll excel wherever you are assigned," said Andrea. They talked for another hour, and then Andrea began to feel sleepy. "I think it's time for a nap. However, I would love for you to stay for dinner," said Andrea. "Of course," replied Beth as she stood up and then leaned over to kiss and hug Andrea. Chapter 2 Beth sat out in the living room as Andrea napped. Paula came out and asked if she needed anything. "I'm fine, thank you," replied Beth. Paula nodded. "I'm so happy you came up here to see her. She so enjoys your visits," said Paula. "She means a lot to me," said Beth. Paula smiled. "That's obvious." "I know you won't violate her trust or anything like that...but what does her doctor say?" "He's annoyed that she won't take a more aggressive stance against her cancer," confessed Paula. "Anything else?" asked Beth. "Not from him," said Paula. "The nurse who comes in says that she may have a few months left...maybe less." "Thank you," replied Beth. Chapter 3 After dinner Andrea handed Beth a folder of papers. "What's this?" asked Beth. "It's a copy of my will," said Andrea. Beth looked down at it without opening it. "Oh." "It won't bite dear," said Andrea. Beth smiled back. "I know." "I wanted you to see it," continued Andrea. "I'm leaving you some of my jewelry and a few select books from my library." Beth nodded. "I also have made provisions for you to do a favor for me," she continued. "Anything, Gran," replied Beth. "I plan on being cremated. I see no reason to take up some precious space with my body. I would like you to take part of my ashes and ...well release them as you fly over the airfield that my father owned back in Ohio. The location is in the papers." Beth opened the folder and looked at the attached map and aerial photograph. She immediately recognized the location. "This is over the house where you were born," said Beth as she held up the photo. "Exactly," said Andrea. "The house is long gone and my father's old airstrip is down there under all those trees. I like the idea of being united with the place were I first flew." "How old were you when you first went up?" asked Beth. "Four," she replied. "I know that Mom had kittens...but if Dad had had his way he would have taken me up as soon as I had been born." "Do you remember the flight?" "I think so...then again it just be my mind playing tricks on me." "What type of plane was it?" "It was an old Curtis Jenny. It was the first plane that my dad bought...and it was the first plane that I ever flew solo. There's a photo of it in the living room." "Cool," replied Beth. "So will you do it?" asked Andrea. "Um, what will...Dad say?" asked Beth. "He'll be fine. I've already told him my plans." "Okay," replied Beth. "I've also talked to my lawyer about arranging the rental of the plane," continued Andrea. "Make sure it's one that I can fly," replied Beth. "I'm also arranging for you get some additional lessons," she said. "While it wouldn't be impossible to find a working Jenny, I wouldn't do that to you, no I will have you fly something a little more modern. It will still be an open biplane so I'm sure you will love the experience." "You want me to fly a real biplane?" asked Beth. "Yes, don't worry I know you can do it," said Andrea."It's quite exciting to feel the air in your face." Beth looked at the smile on Andrea's face. "I would be honored, Gran." "Thank you. I feel it's a proper sendoff for me." Beth nodded. "Um just one question, who will release the ashes?" "Your father," replied Andrea. "I know that I can trust him to do it. If not him then your young man." "Okay," replied Beth. Chapter 4 Jirra Reid stepped out of the elevator on the fourth floor of the building where she lived. She could hear the excited barking of Spirit, Celeste's dog. Celeste opened the front door and Spirit ran over to greet Jirra. "Good afternoon," said Jirra as she pet Spirit. "Hi Jirra," replied Celeste. "Thanks for accepting my dinner invitation." "It's my pleasure," replied Jirra. "I hate having dinner alone...no offense Spirit," said Celeste. Spirit let out a friendly woof. "When does Beth get back?" asked Jirra as she followed Celeste. "Tomorrow," she replied. "How's Andrea?" "Glad to be out of the hospital according to Beth." Jirra smiled. "She sounds like quite a woman. Have you met her?" Celeste nodded as she peeked into the oven to check the lasagna. "She's amazing," replied Celeste. Jirra sat down on one of the stools that were next to the kitchen counter. Spirit circled and then flopped down on the floor next to Jirra. "It must be tough on Beth," said Jirra. "Beth's tough, but this is breaking her up," replied Celeste. "Well, I might have an idea to cheer her up a little," said Jirra. "What's that?" asked Celeste. "Alexis called and told me that they're almost finished shooting for this season and they're going to have a wrap party in two weeks. I'd like you two to join me." "That would be fun. Where is it?" "Boston. They're taking over the top two floors of one of the big downtown hotels. Jen will be there and so will Diana, Faith, Max... and maybe even Tessa and Jonathan. Alexis is going to have some of the musicians who have contributed to her show's soundtrack perform." "Really?" "She's hoping that Tina is available," continued Jirra. "That would be nice," said Celeste. "From what Alexis has said, Tina's career has really taken off since she performed on the show." "I know, it's wonderful. But it isn't just her career that has taken off; she's really made progress with her past. She really has turned into one of the success stories," said Celeste. "I can still remember how withdrawn she was when I first met her." The oven timer went off and Celeste looked in the oven. "A few more minutes," she said as she inspected the lasagna. "Oh, speaking of success stories, how do you like your new neighbor?" "You mean Rachel Green? She's really cool," replied Jirra. "You know her story, right?" Jirra nodded. "She told me everything the other night. It's amazing that she's doing so well." (For Rachel's background please read Mentor) "I know what you mean," said Celeste. "Um... do you think that I can trust her with my story?" asked Jirra. "I think so. When you're ready you can tell her up here with us." Jirra nodded. "Thanks." The timer went off again and Celeste checked on dinner. "Looks ready," she announced. "Great, it smells wonderful." Chapter 5 Over dinner they talked about school and their friends. "I'm going to miss Cat. I mean, I'm happy she's about to graduate this semester, but she's such a great friend." "She'll still be a friend," said Celeste. Jirra smiled. "I know, but you know what I mean. She'll be in DC and we'll be here...and soon we'll be all over the place. I know life moves on and all that...but there are times when you wish you could freeze time...these few years here have been so special." "That's true, but we will always be close. I mean as soon as she finishes with the academy she's going to get married to Matt." "Cool, another wedding," said Jirra. "Besides, true friendship will last forever." "Killara says the same thing," said Jirra as she referred to her spirit guide. "I have to try that someday," said Celeste. "It's incredible... and also a bit frustrating. For every answer Killara gives me...he adds three questions." "Have you talked to him lately?" Jirra shook her head. "There really hasn't been a good reason...life has been so....well, normal lately." "Do you count Iona's wedding as normal?" asked Celeste. Jirra laughed. "Actually yes, considering what we've all been through." Celeste began to laugh too. "Yes it's amazing what one can get used to." Chapter 6 Beth was back in Philly the next day. Celeste drove down to 30th Street Station to pick her up. "How're you doing?" asked Celeste. Beth updated on Andrea's health and also about the will. "And are you going to do it?" asked Celeste. Beth nodded. "That's fantastic," said Celeste. "I have the name of a flight instructor who will teach me to fly the biplane," continued Beth. "Is it that different from what you've learned so far?" "Depends on the plane, some of the biplanes in use today are pretty advanced technology-wise," said Beth. "I'm looking forward to the challenge." Celeste nodded. "Just so you know, I would love to be there with you when you do it." "Thanks," replied Beth. "I appreciate that." "Oh, I had dinner with Jirra last night and she invited us to a party," said Celeste. "I'm not much in the party mood right now," replied Beth. "Which is why you need to go to one," said Celeste. "Besides, it will be good for you." She then told Beth about the wrap party up in Boston. Beth thought about it. "Well, considering I'll know so many people there, I guess it would be fun," she replied. "I think it will be really fun...and it will do you a world of good," said Celeste. Beth glanced over at her roommate. "Am I that bad?" "You have been moping around a lot lately. I'm not downplaying what you're going through, but Andrea wouldn't want to see you like this. Life and death go hand in hand, I still miss Sherman, but I'm moving on. Sean has filled a void in my life. " Beth glanced over. "I know...but it's just that Andrea is the last connection to my old family. I mean, I have a great family now...they're as dear to me as my original one...how do I replace Andrea?" "Honor her with the way you live your own life. Maybe by starting your own family," suggested Celeste. "I mean, isn't that what Andrea did?" Beth was about to answer and then she stopped. "Wow, I never thought about it like that." "You know, in many ways you and Andrea have led parallel lives," said Celeste. "I don't know her as well as you do, but I suspect that she wouldn't want you to stop living your life to its fullest. I think that's also part of the reason why she wants you to learn to fly a biplane." "You're right," said Beth. "Look, if you don't want to go up to Boston, I know everyone will understand...but I think you should go." "Thanks for being so honest...I suddenly feel better about everything." "Glad to help," said Celeste. "Everyone needs help thinking things out sometimes." Chapter 7 Jirra walked across campus after leaving the office of the campus newspaper. She had just got her latest assignment. Her editor wanted her to interview the head of the campus police concerning the new parking rules. It wasn't that exciting, but lately the campus police had been very active in enforcing the parking regulations. It had caused a lot of griping by the students. Jirra didn't mind the assignment. She took the same attitude towards all her articles. Jill Macintosh greeted her as she walked towards Billy Penn's, the campus coffee shop. "So what did you get?" asked Jill. "The parking issue," replied Jirra as she stepped into line. "I know you'll do a great job. I kinda miss writing articles," replied Jill who was now an assistant editor. "I have an appointment with the head of parking in an hour," said Jirra. "Cool," replied Jill. "You know you're probably the second best writer at the paper now." "Who's first?" asked Jirra. Jill pointed at herself. "A great writer and modest too," replied Jirra. "Naturally modest," said Jill. They both laughed. "Oh, can you cover the next football game, it's next weekend?" Jirra shook her head. "I thought you liked football," said Jill. "It's not that; I have a prior engagement out of town," she replied. Jirra then told Jill about the wrap party up in Boston. "That's so cool," replied Jill. "You know I take back what I said earlier... you're not the second best writer on the paper, you're the best." Jirra shook her head. "I disagree; you're a much better reporter than me. I'm just better at making up stories. You can't do that and be a reporter." Jill laughed. "Sure you can, have read some of the garbage online?" Chapter 8 "I'm really looking forward to seeing you, Alexis," said Jirra. "I know, I feel the same way. The good thing is that we have a few weeks off until we start shooting the next season so I'll be able to spend some time with you down in Philly," replied Alexis. "So did you talk Beth into coming?" Jirra adjusted her phone. "I didn't, but Celeste did." "Great to hear. So how's her grandmother?" Jirra told her. "That's too bad. It's too bad that Andrea's story can't be told to the general public, it would make a great book." "Who would believe it?" asked Jirra. "True. It's a shame; people should know what great things she did. I mean just her time in Denmark during the war would be a bestseller." "Well at least we know it," said Jirra. She then told Alexis about Andrea's request concerning the biplane. "Wow, that's amazing. Do you think that she'd mind if we were there?' "I can ask," replied Jirra. "Cool. Then I gotta go, we have an early shoot in the morning. Oh, Faith is going to ask you for three scripts for next season," said Alexis. "Three?" asked Jirra. "Are you sure?" "She wants one original from you and she wants you to adapt two of her books." "Which ones?" asked Jirra. Alexis told her. "Cool, I've read both, that will make it a little easier," said Jirra. "I'm not complaining, but I'm slightly shocked that Faith wants me to adapt her stories. She's so protective of her work." "That's why she wants you. She knows that she can trust you to stay true to her characters. The last writer we tried had all these ideas on how Erin Flynn should act and Faith didn't like it one bit." "I'll do my best," said Jirra. "We both know that," said Alexis. "Oh, can you do me a favor with the original one?" "Sure, what is it?" "Faith was a huge fan of Robert Parker and the Spenser series. Can you work in a little tribute to Parker in your story as a surprise for her?" "That sounds like a cool challenge. I'll see what I can do," said Jirra. "I also loved his books." "Thanks," replied Alexis. "Well, good night. I love you Roo." "I love you too, Alexis," replied Jirra. Chapter 9 "So did Alexis give you an update on who will be at the party?" asked Beth as they drove up to Boston. "Yes," replied Jirra. "Jen is already there, she was doing her waitress thing in the last episode they shot. Tessa and Jonathan will be there as will Faith, Max, Diana, and Kari." "Wow, Kari's stepping away from the restaurant for a weekend?" asked Celeste. "I know, Diana couldn't believe it either," said Jirra. "Oh, Aileen and Cailin will be there. Cailin's taking photos of the event for Alexis." "And don't forget the fact that Tina will be playing piano," added Celeste. Beth nodded. "Thanks for talking me into coming along." "You're welcome," said Celeste and Jirra simultaneously. Beth smiled back. "At least we have a great weekend weather-wise. For late September it's more like summer." "Another good sign of a memorable weekend," said Jirra. "Even the traffic isn't that bad." "I know, we made it around New York without any traffic jams," said Celeste. "Do you want to drive all the way, Jirra, or do you want me to take over?" asked Beth. "Up to you," replied Jirra. "We can switch when we stop and get gas. We should be in New London in another twenty minutes or so." "Sounds like a plan," replied Beth as she looked out the window. "Oh, how did the first lessons go in the biplane?" asked Jirra. "Pretty good," replied Beth. "It's actually a lot of fun. Andrea was right; being out in the elements adds a whole new dimension to it." "Is the plane you're practicing with the same type that you'll be flying in Ohio?" asked Jirra. Beth nodded. "Yes, it's the same model. The company that Andrea's lawyer contracted runs tours all over the country. They usually don't lease out their planes, but he was able to convince them to do it." "That's nice," said Jirra. "How much did it cost to convince them?" Beth laughed. "Actually not much at all. Apparently the company is family owned and the grandfather of the current owner knew Andrea's father. Of course he doesn't know the whole story." "What does he know?" asked Jirra. "His grandfather worked with Andrea's father during World War II. They ferried aircraft around the country," said Beth. "Small world," said Celeste. "I know," replied Beth. A short time later they reached New London and pulled off I-95 to make a pit stop. Celeste pulled out her phone as soon as they got out of Jirra's car. "Checking on the baby?" asked Beth. Celeste nodded. "Rachel is puppy-sitting for the first time for Spirit." "There's no need to worry. I'm sure she has everything under control," said Beth. "Oh, I trust Rachel, but it is her first time," said Celeste. "I was talking about Spirit," said Beth with a grin. Chapter 10 They stopped for dinner outside Providence so that they would miss the worst of the Boston traffic. "So are we going right to the hotel?" asked Beth as they got back in the car. "Yes. The production company has reserved the entire top two floors of the hotel. Tomorrow night they'll also have the roof top bar and restaurant too," said Jirra. "So in all they have the top four floors." "That can't be cheap," said Beth. "It isn't, Alexis said that they made a sweetheart of a deal with the hotel. They film a lot of scenes at the hotel...free advertizing," said Jirra. "Also the company uses the hotel to put up guests during the shooting." "Do they still film everything locally?" asked Celeste. "Yes. That was one of the stipulations that Faith insisted on. She hates it when some other area is standing in for New England," said Jirra. "Now that the show is a hit they get their pick of filming locations. There's actually a waiting line of people that have offered to let them film in their locations. You wouldn't believe how much business has increased at some of the places they've used for filming." They arrived at the hotel thanks to the GPS system in Jirra's car. "I can't imagine driving into Boston without one of these things," said Jirra. "It does lack one thing for Boston," said Beth. "What's that?" asked Celeste. "It should automatically curse out the driver in front of you," replied Beth. Jirra and Celeste laughed. "That would be a timesaver," said Jirra. Chapter 11 Alexis greeted Jirra with a hug and a kiss as soon as they entered her suite. "How was your ride up?" she asked as they embraced. "No problems at all," replied Jirra. "It's so nice to be in your arms again." "I've missed you too," said Alexis. "Where's Beth and Celeste." "They're checking into their rooms...and they said that they'll see you tomorrow...they wanted us to have some time alone," said Jirra. Alexis licked her lips. "How wonderful!" *** Within a few minutes of arriving in her room, Beth heard a knock on the door. She looked through the peephole to see Jen standing outside her door. "Hi Jen," she greeted as she opened the door. "How're you doing Beth?" replied Jen as she gave her a hug. "Doing good," replied Beth. "What about you?" "Busy as always. I think the main reason I do this role for Alexis is so I can get some time off," replied Jen. Beth laughed. "Celeste is next door. We figured that we'd round up the others and leave the lovebirds alone." "Ah, great minds think alike. I was planning the same thing. I already arranged for the others to meet in my room." "So what's the plan?" "You know Tina, right?" Beth nodded. "She's playing at a local jazz club tonight; do you want to join us?" "That would be fun," she replied. "Great, let's go grab Celeste and meet the rest of the gang," replied Jen. "How're we getting there?" asked Beth. "Transportation has been taken care of," replied Jen. Beth cocked her head. "Um, I hope it's something subtle." "Subtle is my middle name," replied Jen. Twenty minutes later a black stretch Hummer limo pulled up in front of the jazz bar and unloaded its guests. Chapter 12 "It was so nice of our friends to give us this time together," said Jirra as she snuggled up close to Alexis in bed. "Yes it was," replied Alexis as she ran her fingers gently across Jirra's breasts. "I've really missed you. I guess it's a way of seeing how madly in love with you I am. I really hate these separations." "I know what you mean," replied Jirra. "Don't get me wrong, I really want you to finish your degree, but I also can't wait until we're together all the time," said Alexis. "I've been pretty lucky, I mean I have a very successful career, I'm financially set for life, I have great friends, a loving family...but you my dear are the best thing in my life. I honestly cannot imagine life without you." Jirra smiled back. "When I was...transformed, I thought my life was over. I gradually accepted my new gender, but I thought that I would have to go through life alone. I decided that I would have to be honest with anyone I met...as it would be too unfair not to. I figured that no one would accept me...thank you for proving me wrong." "My pleasure," replied Alexis as she leaned close and gave Jirra a long passionate kiss. Chapter 13 Alexis and Jirra invited the others to their room for breakfast. The hotel set up a buffet table in the living room of the suite. A cook was on hand to cook omelets to order or to make Belgium waffles. There was also bacon, ham, sausages, bagels, muffins, fresh fruit, fresh coffee, teas, and a selection of juices. Jen, Celeste, Beth, Aileen, Cailin, Jonathan and Tessa joined them. "Faith called and said that they would be up shortly," said Alexis. "They said not to wait for them so help yourself." "It all looks delicious," said Beth. "The waffles are wonderful," said Alexis. "I keep trying to bribe the chefs to get the recipe." "Well, I'm going to start with one of them," said Jirra. "Is that real maple syrup?" The cook made a face of mock indignation. "Believe it or not we get guests who won't touch the real stuff. We begrudgingly give them the imitation syrup." "Their loss," said Jirra. She then glanced over at Jonathan. "I loved your latest article, it was excellent." He made a mock bow. "Thank you. It's always a pleasure to get a compliment from a fellow writer." "I'm not in your league," she replied. He shook his head. "I disagree. I read your article online. You have a real talent." "You read my article?" asked Jirra with an astonished look on her face. He nodded. "I particularly liked the one on those bad landlords that operate near your campus. It should have been in a major paper. I know you like working on the show, but you could be an excellent reporter if you wanted to." "Thanks," she replied. "The next time you're up here for a while give me a call, I'd love to introduce you to my editor," he continued. "He shares my opinion." Jirra looked at Tessa. "He's serious," replied Tessa. "Wow," replied Jirra. "Hey, even if you still want to write scripts it doesn't hurt to have connections," he continued. "Thanks, I'll keep that in mind," replied Jirra. There was a knock on the door and Alexis walked over. When she opened the door, she saw Faith, Max, and Diana standing in the hall. "Good morning," greeted Faith. "Come on in, we just started to eat," replied Alexis as she escorted them inside. "I believe you know everyone." Chapter 14 The party started at eight that evening. There were over three hundred people invited, most of them worked as crew on the show. There were also a few VIPs including local politicians, athletes, and media. To keep out the paparazzi and other non-invited guests there was security. No one could get to the top floors without a special pass. Additional security guarded each floor to prevent people from sneaking in. The production company also provided complementary hotel rooms. The last thing they wanted was a member of the crew or a guest getting a DUI. "I'm sorry that I won't be able to spend a lot of time with you at the party, but I'm sort of expected to mingle. Don't worry, I'll make it up to you later, Roo," said Alexis. "I understand. By the way you look incredible, that dress looks great on you," said Jirra. Alexis was wearing an emerald green colored dress. "It's a little showy, but the designer does a lot of our costumes," she replied. "You look great yourself." Jirra was wearing a short black dress. "Thank you." "I really like it when you wear a dress. I know it's not your favorite thing to do, but you do have the body for it," said Alexis. Jirra nodded. "Well, let's go up and get this party underway," said Alexis as she slipped her arm around Jirra's waist. Chapter 15 Jirra was always amazed by the way Alexis could hit a switch and go from normal to celebrity. Once they reached the top floor of the hotel, Alexis began to greet the crew and guests. Alexis led Jirra around as they greeted the heads of the production company and some of the local celebrities. Since she had come out as a lesbian a while back, no one was shocked or surprised that she walked around holding Jirra's hand. Alexis leaned over and whispered in Jirra's ear. "You might want to go talk with some of the others now. The conversation is about to get rather dull. It's business time." "Okay, I'll see you later," replied Jirra. Alexis leaned over and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. Jirra was already well known to the regular crew and they greeted her like an old friend. As she talked to some of the crew, she saw her other friends mingling. All, including Beth, appeared to be having a wonderful time. Tina was playing the piano on a stage that had been set up for her. Celeste was standing nearby with a huge smile on her face. She was so pleased how Tina had overcome all the pain that Margo Simon had inflicted on her. After a while, Jirra headed to the restaurant to see who was down there. She really just wanted to hang out with Alexis, but Jirra could see that Alexis was busy entertaining several local dignitaries. On the way down to the restaurant Jirra shared the short elevator ride with a man who appeared to be in his mid-twenties. Jirra didn't recognize him, although he apparently knew who she was. "You're Jirra Reid, one of the writers, right?" he asked. Jirra nodded. "I'm Bryan Longwell," he replied. "I'm one of the stuntmen...not full time on the show yet." "Pleased to meet you," she replied. "It's a great show to work on," he continued as the doors opened. Jirra nodded. She then groaned when she saw the line to the bar. Bryan noticed her disappointment. "Can I get you something to drink?" he asked. "The line is too long. I'll come back later," she said. "I know the bartender, what do you want?" he asked pleasantly. "Just a ginger ale, please," she replied. "Nothing stronger?" he asked. Jirra shook her head. He smiled. "I'll be right back." A short time later he returned and handed her a drink. She noticed that he had a glass of beer. "Well, here's to a successful season," he said as he made a toast. Jirra smiled back and then took a sip of her drink. Chapter 16 Alexis freed herself from the obligated greetings and began to move among her crew. All the time she was looking for Jirra. She didn't see her anywhere. Alexis then saw Beth and she motioned for her to come over. "Have you seen Jirra lately?" asked Alexis. "I saw her go down to the restaurant around thirty minutes ago," said Beth. "You want me to go find her for you?" "That would be great. I want to get a photo of us together." Beth nodded and then headed down to the restaurant. She looked around and didn't see Jirra anywhere. It was then that she got one of those feelings that something was wrong. She walked over and picked up the house phone and called Jirra's room. There was no answer. Beth glanced over and saw Tessa and Jonathan talking to a couple of the crew. She walked over and asked if they had seen Jirra. "No, we haven't," replied Tessa. "Is something wrong?" "I don't know, but it's unlike her to just walk off." "Let's go talk to the security guards," said Tessa. Beth and Tessa walked over to one of the security guards. Beth then described Jirra to him. He shook his head. "Can you call to your other guards and see if they saw something?" asked Beth. The guard nodded and spoke into his microphone. "One of the guards on the next floor down saw a girl who matches your friend's description. He said that she looked drunk and was being helped into a room by one of the party guests." "My friend doesn't drink," stated Beth. "He says that a man was helping her into the room and that she looked out of it," repeated the guard. Beth looked at Tessa. "Something's wrong." "Have them meet us at the elevator, we're heading down there," said Tessa to the guard. The guard on the next floor met Beth and Tessa as soon as they stepped out of the elevator. He looked like a college kid. He described Jirra perfectly. "Which room?" demanded Beth. The guard hesitated. Beth opened her purse and pulled out her badge. "Now, show me which room." The guard nodded and led her down the hall. "I'll go get Max," said Tessa. Beth nodded. "They went in here," he said nervously. Beth reached down and tried the door. It was locked. "Can you open this door?" she asked. The guard nodded. "But I need permission." Beth glared at him impatiently. "Get it...now!" The guard called his supervisor who arrived a short time later. He immediately granted permission when he saw Beth's ID and badge. Beth noticed that he didn't look much older than the guard. He opened the door for her. "Stay out here and don't let anyone leave without my permission," said Beth. The guards nodded. As soon as Beth stepped into the room she knew something awful had happened. She saw Jirra's shoes and dress lying on the floor, just inside the door. She stepped in quietly and listened. She heard a man's voice in the bedroom. "Hope you enjoyed that...dyke," said the man. Beth slipped down the hall and into the bedroom. What she saw shocked her. Jirra was naked and tied down to the bed. She also appeared to be unconscious. There was a man, partially dressed standing next to her. She recognized him from the party, although she didn't know his name. The man turned suddenly and saw Beth. He tried to bolt past her, but he was too slow. Beth tripped him and he tumbled hard to the floor. The man jumped up and glared at her. "You fucking bitch!" he screamed. He took a swing at her, which she easily dodged. This caught him by surprise, but before he could react he was back on the floor as Beth knocked his legs out from under him. "Stay there!" she yelled as she turned her attention to Jirra. Beth could see that Jirra was breathing. Bryan decided to take this opportunity to escape. He jumped up and fled the room. Beth screamed to him to stop as she started after him. Bryan easily knocked the two guards to the ground as he raced for the elevator. He knew if he could get off the floor he could get away. He was almost to the elevator when the door opened out stepped a beautiful woman and an older man. "Stop him!" screamed Beth. Bryan ran past them and headed for the fire exit. "He attacked Jirra!" screamed Beth as she ran after him. Bryan could hear the people chasing him and as he got closer to the exit one of the room doors opened. Two of the party guests stepped out. Bryan knocked them down and ran into the room, closing the door behind him. The supervisor limped up and produced his master key. "Leave this to us," ordered Max as they burst into the room. Bryan was now out on the balcony. He looked to the floor below and estimated the distance to balcony one room over. He had made jumps like this before, but not under this sort of stress and never without a net. He glanced over at the three people racing towards him and decided it was now or never. Max, Tessa and Beth reached the balcony just in time to see Bryan leap. He caught the railing with both hands, but he had misjudged the distance and he accidently jammed one of his hands. He was now hanging twenty-five stories from the ground with only his right hand. "I'll head down to the next floor," said Max. Tessa and Beth nodded. Max grabbed the security supervisor and ran towards the stairs. On ground there was another party going outside, enjoying the warm weather. They were all soon staring up at the man dangling from the balcony. "Help me!" cried Bryan. "I can't hold on much longer." "Hold on," yelled Beth. "Why?" asked Tessa under her breath. "Please don't let me fall," screamed Brian. "I don't want to die!" Before Beth could reply Bryan began to struggle with his grasp. He tried to reach up with his injured hand, but it was no good, he lost his grip and fell screaming to his death. Chapter 17 Alexis and the others waited in the ER waiting room as Jirra was examined. Max, Beth, and Tessa gave their statements to the police. A short time later one of the doctors came out to brief them. "She's still out of it. Actually I'm amazed she's alive, he used a very high dose of Rohypnol on her. She has a very strong constitution," she said. "Did he rape her?" asked Alexis. "I need to know." The doctor nodded. "I'm sorry." Alexis let out a scream of rage and fell down on her knees. She was immediately comforted by Jen and the others. "Can I see her?" begged Alexis. "She's still unconscious," replied the doctor. "I don't care. I want to be there when she wakes up," said Alexis as she wiped away her tears. She was helped up by Jen and Max. "Hospital rules state only family," said the doctor. "We're engaged," said Alexis as she extended her hand to show her ring. The doctor nodded. "The nurse will show you the way." Alexis looked at the others who all motioned for her to go. "I'll call her mom," said Beth. "Thanks," replied Alexis as she left. "Thank you," said Jen to the doctor. The doctor sighed. "I wish I could do more." "What about the dead guy?" asked Max. "They're doing an autopsy on him as we speak. He'll be checked for STDs... and the like," replied the doctor. The lead detective assigned to the case approached Max and the others. "I just talked to my chief and we'll do what we can to keep a low profile on this one," he said. "We'll have to make a statement, but we'll do our best to keep everyone's name out of the spotlight." "Thank you," said Max. "What about the deceased, what do you know about him?" asked Beth. "He has no priors, but we're conducting a search warrant on his place as we speak. He had to get those date rape drugs from someone," said the detective. "Keep us informed, okay?" asked Max. The detective nodded. Chapter 18 Jirra slowly opened her eyes. It took her a moment to realize that she was in a hospital room. She also noticed that Alexis was sitting next to her holding her hand. "My head is killing me," she groaned. "What happened?" "Thank god you're awake," exclaimed Alexis, who began to cry. "What...what do you mean?" "Oh god, Jirra, I'm so sorry...you were...you were attacked," stammered Alexis as she fought back tears. "Attacked?" she asked as she sat up in bed. "What do you mean...don't hold it back...please." "You were sexually assaulted. You were drugged and attacked," said Alexis. Jirra gasped. "Raped?" Alexis nodded. "I better get the nurse." "No! Don't leave me," stated Jirra as she clutched Alexis's hand tightly. "I won't," said Alexis as she reached up with her free hand and pressed the call button. Chapter 19 "We'd like to keep you here another day," said the doctor as she finished her examination. "Why?" asked Jirra as she looked at the doctor's name tag. It read Dr. Schilling. Dr. Schilling was a short blonde woman who looked to be in her late forties. "You had a near fatal dosage of Rohypnol in your system. Actually it's the highest level we've ever recorded and we just want to make sure that you're okay. To be honest, I'm amazed you're awake." Jirra stared back. "I've always had a high metabolism." "You must," said Dr. Schilling. "Do you have a family physician back in Philly?" "My mom," replied Jirra. "Really, that's good to hear," she replied. "I'd like to talk to her." "Actually she lives in New Mexico," answered Jirra. "She's on her way," interjected Alexis. "We called her last night, Jirra." "Thanks," replied Jirra. "Good. I'd like her to keep an eye on you for the next few days," said Dr. Schilling. "When she gets here, have the nurse contact me." "Okay," replied Jirra. "Now, the good news is that the preliminary tests results are back and it doesn't look like your attacker had any STDs or HIV. I do recommend that you get checked again every few weeks," she said. "I will," replied Jirra softly. "Anything else?" The doctor hesitated before speaking. "I need to ask you this; are you on birth control?" Jirra shook her head. "No...I didn't think I needed it. I mean, I'm a lesbian." The doctor nodded. "I'll have one of the counselors come up and brief you." "You mean...on my options if I'm...pregnant?" asked Jirra. "Yes," she replied. "A woman should know all her choices I also recommend that you see a therapist when you get back to Philly." Jirra nodded. "Okay." "Jirra, I know this is an awful experience. There's no way to sugarcoat it. The thing is to not try and go through it alone. From what I've seen you have a lot of wonderful friends who are concerned about you. Don't hesitate to use them." Jirra nodded again. "Sounds like you have a lot of experience in these sorts of things," said Jirra. "Too much," replied Dr. Schilling. "The good thing is that there are plenty of services available these days. The trouble is getting people to use them." "I'm a bit bullheaded...but I know better than to go this alone...not that my friends would let me." "You got that right," said Alexis. Dr. Schilling smiled. "That's good to hear." Chapter 20 After the doctor left, Jirra and Alexis held hands quietly for the next few minutes. "What if I'm pregnant?" asked Jirra as she broke the silence. "You know you can count on me...I'll support you with whatever you want to do," said Alexis. Jirra smiled back. "I know that....but what do I tell people? I mean, I'm supposed to be transgendered. How do I explain this?" "We'll cross that bridge when we get to it." "I know that there are things I can do to stop it...if I'm pregnant...and even if I decide to keep it...I can always put it up for adoption..." "Roo, you'll drive your self crazy running though everything that could happen. The thing to do right now is to heal." Jirra let out a sigh. "This is so wrong....I don't remember a thing about what he did to me...one minute I'm at a party, having a great time and the next thing I know I wake up in a hospital bed and told that I was drugged and raped. Damnit, haven't I had enough challenges in my life so far? Who did I piss off? Damnit I've had enough challenges...why can't I just have a regular life!" she shouted with rage. She then burst into tears and began to sob. Alexis held her tight and did her best to comfort her. "This...isn't fair," she cried. "It's just not fair." "I know, but I'll be with you...all the way," said Alexis. Jirra hugged her tighter as she sobbed. "Don't let go," cried Jirra. "I won't," replied Alexis. Chapter 21 "How's she doing?" asked Jen as they talked outside of Jirra's room. "She's asleep now. The doctor gave her a sedative," said Alexis. "She's pretty freaked out...and angry...and so am I." "That's to be expected," said Jen. "Where's everyone else?" asked Alexis. "Max & Tessa had to go talk to Boston PD. Faith, Diana, and Jonathan went with them. Oh, your producer called and they're sending their lawyers to meet with the cops," said Jen. "He said that if you need anything just call." "Any word on Jirra's mom?" asked Alexis. "Her flight gets arrives in thirty minutes. Beth and Celeste are waiting for her at Logan," said Jen. "They'll bring her directly here." "How did she get a flight so quickly?" asked Alexis. "I took care of that. It was much faster to use one of my private jets," said Jen. "Thank you," replied Alexis. "Jen, how am I going to face her? This is all my fault!" Jen shook her head. "No, no it isn't. No one could have known that that stuntman was a rapist. I just checked with the production company and he passed all of the required background checks before he was hired. Max just suggested that I call the Boudicca Agency to do some deeper background checks. The production company must have missed something the first time." Alexis wiped away a tear with her hand. "I should have been with her...I was too busy playing the 'star'. What a joke I am!" "Alexis, this isn't your fault. Unfortunately this kind of thing happens all the time. The only good thing is that the bastard proved that they haven't repealed the laws of gravity." Alexis smiled in spite of herself. "Don't make me laugh, I want to feel bad," said Alexis. Jen shook her head. "No dice. As much as Jirra's going to need her friends to get through this...you'll need help too." Jen then gave Alexis a long comforting hug. "I don't deserve a friend like you," said Alexis. "That's true...but you're stuck with me," said Jen. Chapter 22 Liz Reid was briefed on what happened on the ride from Logan to the hospital. "Alexis called us and said that Jirra's currently sedated. Also the doctor wants to talk to you," said Beth. "Do you have the doctor's name?" asked Liz. "Dr. Schilling," said Beth. "Thanks," she replied. "The doctor is concerned about the dosage of Rohypnol that was used on Jirra," continued Beth. "Apparently the guy used a very high dosage." Liz nodded. "We both know about Jirra's ability to recover," said Beth. "She's lucky to have such wonderful friends," said Liz. "I know this goes without saying, but she's going to need you even more than normal." "That's not a problem," said Celeste. "Jirra is like a sister to us...and we stick together." Liz smiled at her. "Thank you." Beth then told her about the police. "That's good to hear. I know this may sound awful, but I'm glad he's dead. It'll save Jirra the strain of a trial," said Liz. "I think everyone feels the same way," said Beth. They arrived at the hospital and headed right up to Jirra's room. Alexis was talking to Jen just outside the room as they arrived. Any apprehension that Alexis had about Liz evaporated immediately when Liz gave her a big hug. "I'm so sorry," cried Alexis. "You have nothing to apologize for, dear. I know this isn't your fault," comforted Liz. "Thank you," replied Alexis. "The important thing is that you support her...there are going to be some rough days ahead for both of you," said Liz. Alexis nodded as she wiped her eyes. "Now, come on in with me," said Liz. "Don't you want to be alone?" asked Alexis. "There will be time for that later, right now she can use all the support she can get," said Liz. Chapter 23 An hour later, Jirra woke up and smiled when she saw her mom and the others. "Hi," said Jirra. Liz stood up and walked over to hug her daughter. "I'm sorry, Mom." "Roo, you have nothing to apologize for, you did nothing wrong," said Liz. Jirra smiled back. "How're you feeling? Any pain?" asked Liz. Jirra shook her head. "Just tired. I was a bit nauseous earlier, but that's gone." "I'm glad to hear that," said Liz. "So you know everything?" asked Jirra. "Yes. I was updated by your friends. I still need to talk to the doctor," said Liz. "Mom, I'm not on birth control," said Jirra. "I know dear," said Liz. "I'm worried that I might be pregnant," confessed Jirra. "That's a possibility," said Liz. "I think it might be more than that," said Jirra. "I mean, the process that transformed me was part of a fertility ceremony. What do I do if I am pregnant? How do we explain it?" "We have time to figure that out," said Liz as she looked at the others. "The important thing now is for you to get help for this." "I just want to get back down to Philly and start back with my classes," replied Jirra. "Maybe you should take some time off?" suggested Beth. Jirra shook her head. "I don't want to fall behind in my classes." "Well, the fact that you're being stubborn is a good sign," said Liz with a wink. Jirra smiled back. "Going to class will keep my mind off this. Also sleeping in my own bed will be nice too." "Do you mind some company?" asked Alexis. "No, in fact I was counting on it," said Jirra. "I'd like to stay in Philly with you for a while too," added Liz. "I'd like that too," said Jirra. Chapter 24 Jirra was discharged the next morning. "I'm so glad to be out of there," said Jirra as they drove over to Alexis's place. Beth and Celeste took Jirra's car and drove back down to Philly. Jirra, Alexis and Liz would drive down in Alexis's car. "I'm sorry that I didn't have a chance to say good bye to the others," said Jirra. "They all understand," said Alexis as they drove out of Boston. "They also promised to come down and visit you." Jirra nodded as she looked out the window. "Jen will be in the city next month for an interview. She'll definitely stop by and see you," continued Alexis. "That's cool," said Jirra. "I suspect that she'll drag you down to Pat's for a cheese steak." "The horror!" laughed Jirra. "So how long will you be off, Alexis?" asked Liz. "A couple of weeks," she replied. "I thought you were going back to Ohio to see your family?" asked Jirra. "I called and told them what happened. They understand completely. I'll see them later this year," she said. "You didn't have to do that," said Jirra. "Yes I did...you'd do it for me," she replied. Jirra smiled back. "Thanks. So how much of what happened made it out?" "The production company worked with the police and the press to minimize attention," said Alexis. She then described how the story was downplayed by the press. Of course there was no way that it could totally kept out of the spotlight. A man falling over twenty stories to his death is always news. But the details of the rape and Jirra's name were kept out of the reports. The police also found a large supply of illegal drugs in Bryan's apartment ranging from steroids to date-rape drugs. "Did you know...the guy who attacked me?" asked Jirra. Alexis shook her head. "I've searched my memories and can't place him. He might have worked with the second unit or he might have been so made up that I didn't see his real face." They took their time driving down and made several stops. Jirra was still feeling a bit tired and appreciated the leisurely pace. "How did you explain to Dr. Schilling about the amount of drugs in my system?" asked Jirra as they ate lunch. "I tap-danced around that one a bit," replied Liz. "She said that she had never seen anyone live with that high a dosage in their system." Jirra nodded. "So when's the earliest I can find out if I'm pregnant?" she asked. "A month," she replied. "Maybe a bit longer." "Okay," replied Jirra. "It's going to be a long month." "I know, Roo," said Liz. "Do you have a doctor locally?" "You," replied Jirra. Liz smiled back. "I think you should have one. I still have some connections in the area and can help you." "I appreciate that," said Jirra. "Does Penn have a sexual assault support group?" asked Alexis. Jirra nodded. "Good. How do you feel about going to a meeting?" asked Liz. Jirra shrugged. "I don't know if I belong. I mean, I have no memory of the attack." "You wouldn't be the first," said Liz. "Besides, the support is for after the attack." "You're right," said Jirra as she looked at her watch. "I guess it's time to get back on the road if we want to miss the traffic round New York." Chapter 25 "It's so good to be home," said Jirra as she walked into her apartment. Alexis and Liz followed her inside. A few minutes later Celeste and Beth came down and joined them. Spirit was with them and she immediately ran over to greet Jirra. "Here're your car keys," said Beth as she set Jirra's keys down on the coffee table. "Thanks," replied Jirra as she petted Spirit. "Liz, I've been using one of the empty units down the hall as my office. It's also fully furnished with a bed if you want to use it," offered Celeste. "That's very thoughtful, Celeste. Thank you," replied Liz. "Feel free to use it as long as you want," said Celeste. Liz nodded. "So how long can you stay out here, Mom?" asked Jirra as she sat down on the couch. "Judy said I could take as much time as necessary," replied Liz. "I'll have to thank her," said Jirra as she rubbed Sprit's chin. "So are you hungry?" asked Beth. Jirra nodded. "A little." "What do you feel like eating? We're going to make a food run," said Beth. "Pizza sounds good," said Jirra. The others nodded. "Great, they can deliver too," said Celeste. As Beth picked up the phone there was a knock on the door. Celeste went up to answer it. "Hi," said Cat. Jirra smiled as she heard her friend's voice. "Come on in." Cat came in and rushed over and gave Jirra a hug. "I just want you to know that if you need anything at all don't hesitate to call me," said Cat. "I won't," replied Jirra. "Thanks. So does everyone here know?" "Just your friends," said Celeste. "We didn't think you would mind." "I don't. Well, might as well invite them over now. Beth, you better order a few more pizzas," said Jirra. "You sure?" asked Liz. Jirra nodded. "Yes, I want to be surrounded by friends right now." Chapter 26 Jirra helped her mom make the bed in the apartment down the hall. "I'm really pleased that you have so many wonderful and caring friends," said Liz. "I'm lucky to have them," replied Jirra. "Just one question, how do you keep track of who knows the truth about you?" asked Liz. "It's not that hard. Most of my close friends know...I plan on telling Jill and TC eventually," she replied. "I'm pleased that you have friends that you can trust," said Liz. Jirra sat down on the chair next to bed. "It's not my friends that worry me. I mean, what do I do about people who don't know if I am pregnant?" "To be honest I don't know...but we will think of something," said Liz. "Have you thought about your options if you are pregnant?" "I've been thinking about my options...but no, I have no idea what I'm going to do," she replied. "Alexis and I have talked about having a family...some day." Liz nodded as she sat down on the edge of the bed. "Here, sit next to me," said Liz. Jirra got up and sat down next to her mom. "Now, just tell me what's on your mind," said Liz. "I hate what was done to me...but I can't even vent against him...I mean, he's dead. If he got me pregnant...I'm not sure I want to have a child that came from him. But then again...it's not the baby's fault." Jirra took a sip of water. "So one option is to have an abortion...there's something I never thought I would ever have to worry about. If I do have the child, I could put it up for adoption. That would give the baby a fresh start. Then there's the last option...keeping it," said Jirra. "Have you talked to Alexis about this?" asked Liz. Jirra nodded. "Nothing serious, I was mostly venting," she replied. "I know it must be difficult," replied Liz. "I've had patients who have had to deal with issues like this...there's no easy decision." "I know. I mean, if I decide to have the baby...I don't want to stay here. It would be...complicated," said Jirra. "Alexis said that I could move up with her...or I could go back to New Mexico." Liz didn't reply. Jirra smiled slightly. "Don't worry; I will finish my degree no whatever I decide. It's too important to me." "I have faith in you to do the right thing, Roo." "Celeste had a good suggestion that I talk to my academic advisor and maybe take a sabbatical," continued Jirra. "I could even work as a writer. Faith wants me to work on three scripts for the next season." "That's an interesting idea," said Liz. "Did you work while you were pregnant with me?" asked Jirra. "Up until the last month," she replied. "I got some very interesting looks when I walked in on a patient and my belly was sticking out." Jirra let out a laugh. "If you decide to have the baby you'll need a doctor. If you come back to New Mexico, I can be your regular doctor, but you'll need a specialist. I know a few good ones in the area. If you go up to Boston, you'll have to find one up there that you can trust." "I know. I'm going to ask Aileen if she can recommend anyone," replied Jirra. "I know the name, but please refresh my memory," said Liz. "She's the woman I met in Newport last year." "Oh the one who's friend was the surrogate mother?" asked Liz. Jirra nodded. "I mean, all this worrying may be over nothing...but it doesn't hurt to plan this out." "Of course. What about the first option you listed?" "You mean an abortion?" "Yes," replied Liz. "I don't know that much about them...I know there's an office on campus that provides resources," she replied. "I never really had an opinion about this sort of thing one way or the other. I mean as a guy I felt it was the woman's choice...and as a woman, I never suspected that I would have a need for one." "Medically speaking, it's a safe procedure...but it's never an easy one, even for those who are deadset against being pregnant. I just want you to know that I will always love and support you whatever decision you pick." Jirra looked at her mom and started to smile. Tears then began to roll down her cheeks and Liz pulled her close and began to hug her. "This isn't fair," muttered Jirra. "I know, Roo," replied Liz. "Just let it out." Jirra hugged her mom tightly as she cried. Chapter 27 After Jirra said goodnight to her mom, she returned to her apartment. "How're you doing?" asked Alexis who was sitting on the couch. "I had another nice cry with Mom," replied Jirra as she sat down next to Alexis. "A good cry?" "Yes, it was very good," replied Jirra. "That's good," said Alexis. "So, how do you want to work the sleeping arrangement?" "What do you mean?" asked Jirra. "I can crash here on the couch," said Alexis. "I don't mind." Jirra shook her head. "Don't you want to sleep with me?" Alexis smiled. "Of course...but I don't want to...how do I put this...invade your privacy...maybe you want to be alone?" Jirra shook her head. "No, I want the exact opposite. I want to be close to you. I appreciate your concern, but the only good thing about how that bastard...assaulted me...is that I have no memory of it. I love you so much Alexis. I can't imagine going through this without you. Does that make sense?" "Perfect sense, Roo," replied Alexis as she slipped her arm around Jirra's shoulders. "Good," replied Jirra as she rested her head on Alexis's shoulder. "Just hold me...I need you...I need your love so badly." "As you wish," replied Alexis. Chapter 28 "How'd it go today?" asked Alexis as Jirra returned home following her day at school. "Better than I thought it would be...It was nice to be focused on something else," replied Jirra as she set her bag down. They then hugged and kissed. "The problems started as soon as I wasn't in class or having anything to do," said Jirra. "As long as I stay busy I'm okay. But when I have time to think...it sinks in what happened to me." "Did you call the support group?" Jirra nodded. "They have a meeting tomorrow evening." "Good, what time?" "Seven," replied Jirra. "Great, I'll take you," said Alexis. "Thanks, I'd appreciate that," said