TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER TWENTY
Bob's condition stabilized in the second week. He was no worse, but no
better. We were able to get a daily routine established. All in all,
it wasn't so bad for me. It was dreamland compared to working in the
club. It only took four to five hours a day to take care of Bob and
the housework plus another two hours for shopping and meals. The rest
of the day I could lounge by the pool, watch TV or DVD's. I'd missed a
lot of the current movies locked up in the club so I had some catching
up to do.
Life was not pleasant for Bob though. He didn't complain about
anything and always made a point of thanking me for whatever I did for
him, but you could tell he was in pain a lot of the time. He wouldn't
even take aspirin, not wanting to have any drugs in his system for the
next blood test.
I'd tried several times to talk him out of working with Amy and being
treated by her. You can't believe anything that she says or promises.
He should just go back on his meds and vanish into the night. Amy and
Anthony are going to do whatever they want with me whether he is there
or not.
"I appreciate your concern Honey, but my medications only slow the
deterioration of my health. Sooner or later, if I live long enough, I
am going to end up were I am now. There are no current medications
that will change that. The only possible existing treatment that can
return me to my original health is Dr. Hanson's. I realize that there
is an element of risk, but it is one I am forced to take. Don't worry,
everything will work out for both of us."
I never realized that Bob was such an optimist. I guess that's a good
trait for an assassin to have.
Amy came by at noon to take another blood sample. We had just finished
lunch.
"I think that you can plan on starting the treatments tomorrow. The
medications were practically undetectable in the last sample so,
unless I am mistaken, your system should be clean by now. I'll do the
test and, if clean, send Anthony by at around 9:00 a.m. to pick you
up."
"If it is all the same to you Doctor, I would prefer that Honey drive
me there in my car. I would feel more comfortable having my own
transportation available."
"Still don't trust me do you?" said Amy, shaking her head in
disappointment. "I don't care how you get to the clinic, just be there
by 9:00. I will call in about an hour with the results."
I followed Amy to the door.
"Dr. Hanson, do I need to bring anything with us tomorrow? A change of
clothes, toothbrush, anything?"
"No Honey, just get him there on time. I will take care of
everything."
Then she smiled. I had seen that smile many times before, usually when
something very bad was about to happen to me. She was planning to
double-cross Bob some how, but I couldn't figure it out. GOD, I wish I
was smarter!
She left with a wave of her hand. I went back into the house. Bob was
sitting at the kitchen table, his eyes closed. I reached out and
touched his shoulder.
"Bob, are you awake?"
"Yes, Honey. I am just getting prepared for tomorrow morning. I am
going to need all of my limited resources if I am to survive this
trial."
I put my arms around him from behind and hugged him, laying my head on
the back of his neck. I don't know why I did it. Maybe because he
looked like he needed something and that was all I had to give. He
raised his right hand and patted my arm.
"Bob, be careful. I know you are going through with this but I also
know Amy has got a surprise up her sleeve. I trusted her once and see
where it got me. I just don't want to lose you."
Why did I say that?
"Don't worry Honey. I truly believe that both you and I are going to
be fine. Trust me when I say that."
I let him go and start to clean the kitchen. I had to do something.
Bob closed his eyes again and just sat at the table, hands folded in
front of him. If I didn't know better, I would say he was praying.
The phone rang at 12:55 p.m. and I rushed to answer it. It was
Anthony.
"Hey Honey, Doc told me to call and let you know that you are good for
tomorrow. The test results are all negative, whatever that means. She
wanted me to offer my help in moving Bob."
"No thank you, Sir. I have everything under control."
"OK fine then. I'll see you at the clinic tomorrow."
Why was Anthony going to be there? This deal is getting worse by the
minute. I thought about asking him why he needed to be there but
decided I couldn't believe anything he said anyway.
"You still there Honey?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Don't worry, this will be over soon and we can all get back to
normal. Maybe better than normal. Won't that be great?"
"Yes, Sir, that will be great." Anthony hung up.
Bob is not getting out of this alive. I have to try one last time to
get him to change his mind. I went back to the kitchen and told him
about my conversation with Anthony but he didn't seem either surprised
or concerned. He asked me to help him out to the garage and then leave
him alone until he called for me. I did and then went back to house
cleaning to keep my mind occupied.
Bob called for me around 6:30 p.m. I had supper ready by then so we
ate. I knew better than to ask what he was up to. He wouldn't tell me
and I didn't want to know because we both knew that Amy could force it
out of me. I had already betrayed his confidence once; I didn't want
to be in a position to do it again.
After supper, Bob asked me to help him to the bathroom so he could
shower. I left him in the bathroom and went back to clean the kitchen.
I went to check on him after the kitchen was clean and he was already
in bed, asleep on his side. I moved quietly into the room. His body
tensed with a seizure but he didn't wake up.
I knelt on the bed next to him and massaged his back until the
seizure passed. He didn't deserve what was about to happen to him,
nobody did. I kicked off my shoes, slid down onto the bed and spooned
up against his back, reaching my arms around to pull him tight against
me.
I think I did it more to comfort myself than him, to feel that I
wasn't alone in the world.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I had everything in place at the clinic by 8:30 a.m. that morning;
always like to be ready well before a deadline. That way I can relax
and savor the moment.
Anthony arrived at 8:45. I invited him to make peace for our earlier
fight and to watch while Bob James was taken down the first of many
pegs.
"Anthony, you need to make sure that you don't touch or do anything
that I don't directly request that you do. We can't afford any
mistakes now."
"Don't worry Doc. I'll be a fly on the wall."
"Fine. Please go out front and let me know when they arrive."
"Don't you have your staff here?"
"No, I prefer that the fewer people who know about this particular
patient the better."
"So, you're taking Bob's advice to heart already"
Here I am offering an olive branch and he makes a tasteless joke like
that. His time will come. I will ignore him. For now
"Just let me know when they arrive."
Anthony went to the front of the clinic and I started to double-check
my equipment.
"Hey, Doc! We got company."
The car pulled around the back and parked next to the window to this
room. Honey was driving and Bob was slumped in the passenger seat. She
got out, went around to his door, opened it and helped him out. She
then opened the door to the back seat and pulled out a folding
wheelchair. She opened it, positioned it behind him and eased him down
into the chair.
She was surprisingly quick and efficient. Must have been getting a lot
of practice. She was also very gentle with him. This couldn't be
working out better.
"Anthony, please meet them at the back door and bring them to this
room."
Anthony strode to the back door and opened it.
"Good morning Honey. I can take it from here."
"No thank you, Sir. Bob prefers that I do this. It's no trouble"
Anthony was taken aback by Honey's assertiveness. It looks like we
will have to re-teach her some lessons after Bob James is taken care
of. To his credit, Anthony remembered my instructions and did nothing
beyond leading them to the examination room.
"Good morning Mr. James, Honey. Please come in. I need Bob to change
into this hospital gown."
I hand Honey an extra small, open back paper hospital gown. Bob will
be lucky if it covers his stomach.
Honey looks around for a screen to change behind. "Where is he to
change at?"
"He can do it right here. We are all adults."
Honey looks embarrassed but Bob simply smiles and starts to unbutton
his shirt. He stays seated in the wheel chair but manages to strip
down to his adult diaper with Honey's help.
"The diaper needs to go also.'
"Certainly, Doctor Hanson. I expected nothing less."
He slips the diaper down to his knees and Honey finishes the job.
Anthony is standing in the corner of the room with a large smile on
his face, clearly enjoying Bob's discomfort. But Bob is not showing
any discomfort. He is just sitting there, naked, but acting as if it
does not trouble him at all. Suddenly his body stiffens. It is one of
his seizures. Honey starts to move to his side but I stop her. The
seizure stops in about 50 seconds and then Bob resumes the same
position he had before it started, as if nothing happened.
Well, there is more to come.
"Bob, put on the gown and hop up here on the table. You can help him
Honey."
Honey helps Bob stand and step out of the wheelchair. He puts on the
gown, which is more like a tunic top. His penis is exposed, as is his
ass. He leans on Honey and they slowly move towards the examination
table. He backs against the table, places his hands on Honey's
shoulders while she puts her hands on his hips. They look into each
other's eyes, Bob nods his head and he pushes up while she lifts,
neatly placing him on the table.
Damn! They have been practicing! I wanted Bob to have to attempt to
crawl up and ask for help.
"Nicely done. You really missed your calling as a nurse Honey. I am
sure that you could work for me should Anthony ever tire of you."
I looked at Honey but she said nothing.
"I need to do a quick exam and then I will give you the first shot.
Open your mouth."
Bob opens his mouth and I exam it and his throat using a tongue
depressor. Everything appears normal.
"Now I need you to lie on your stomach with your legs hanging down
here. Normally I would have you bend over but I don't think you
could."
Bob positions himself with his asshole exposed. I think he knows what
is coming.
"Just a quick prostate exam and then we are ready."
I remove a tube of lube and a rubber glove from the top drawer of the
table. I snap on the glove and squirt some lube on the both the glove
and his rectum. I insert my index finger into his puckered hole,
spreading the lube. I look over to Anthony, who is both smiling and
wincing in sympathy. Honey is just standing there but has some tears
in her eyes.
Could she have feelings for Bob? I push more of my hand into Bob's
rectum. She sobs. This is interesting. I wonder how she will react
when Bob becomes her twin sister ... damn, I still haven't come up
with a good name yet.
I finish the unnecessary prostate exam and Bob has said nothing at
all. No grunts, groans, screams, no reaction at all. I was hoping to
embarrass him with the nudity and exams but apparently I was
unsuccessful. Well, it was worth a try and Anthony enjoyed it.
"Alright Bob, hold that position and I will get the injection."
I turn to the lab fridge and remove a vial marked "BJ 1-40". It is the
first of a series of forty shots that will change Bob's life. I insert
a syringe into the vial and fill it. After swabbing Bob's left ass
cheek with an antiseptic wipe, I prepare to inject him.
My cell phone vibrates. Damn it! It vibrates again. Bob turns his head
and looks back towards me.
"You should probably answer that Doctor Hanson."
"What?!'
Bob rolls over and pulls himself up into a sitting position. The phone
vibrates a third time.
"You should answer that before it goes to voice mail."
I pull the phone from my pocket, flip it open and bring it up to my
ear.
"Hello-Doctor-Hanson-we-are-friends-of-Mr.-James. Please-take-his-
blood-pressure-now."
The voice was halting and mechanical, like one of those interviews on
television with a person trying to hide their identity and they
disguise their voice with electronic manipulation.
"Who is this?"
"Please-take-his-blood-pressure-now."
I look over at Bob and he has extended his arm, as if waiting for me
to take his blood pressure.
"I suggest you comply with their request, Doctor."
"What is all of this about?'
"Pressure first, answers second. If you please, Doctor."
I bring the phone back up to my ear. The connection is open but no one
is speaking.
"Just put down the phone and take my blood pressure. I will explain
everything afterwards."
This is an unexpected turn of events. I glance over to Anthony but he
has a blank look on his face. I decide to comply with the request. I
put the phone down, walk over to the supply cabinet and pick up my
blood pressure cuff. Bob's right arm is still extended. I wrap the
cuff around it and start to pressurize it.
"Don't announce the results Doctor, just do the test and return to the
phone."
The cuff is fully inflated now so I start the test. His pressure is
140 systolic, 97 diastolic, pulse 62. I look up from the digital
display. Bob gestures towards the phone. I pick it up again and return
it to my ear.
"The-pressure-is-140-over-97-the-pulse-is-62. Mr.-James-will-now-
answer-your-questions. Good-bye."
The connection is broken. I return the phone to my pocket and direct
my attention to Bob. God, he is smirking again. This can't be good.
"Apparently you are now going to explain what this is all about." Bob
is silent so Anthony decides to add his two cents.
"What was that call? What did they want?'
"It was someone using an electronically disguised voice claiming to be
a friend of Bob James. They requested I take Bob's blood pressure and
then told me what the results were."
"They were right?" There was fear in Anthony's voice when he asked
that question.
"Yes, Anthony, they were correct."
"How could they know that?"
"A very good question Anthony. Do you have an answer Mr. James?"
"Yes, I do, but I don't think it is in my best interest to reveal the
exact technology at this time. Suffice it to say that my condition is
being remotely monitored at all times. You know that I am not carrying
any devices on my person, particularly after your most thorough rectal
exam. If you want to x-ray me, you can, but it will be a waste of
time. I decided that I needed someone to watch my back while you
treated my medical problems."
"So who did you hire?"
"No one, though I did ask some old associates for help. You see
Doctor, people in my past profession that manage to survive to
retirement have an informal association, a brotherhood if you will.
This group goes beyond national boundaries. We have found that retired
assassins have much in common with each other regardless of which
countries we come from. For example, our ex-employers would like us
dead."
"What do you mean?"
"We know most of their dirty secrets because we participated in them.
Foul, despicable acts ordered by amoral bureaucrats and political
appointees. These same Machiavellian bastards would not think twice of
ordering the assassin's death to cover their tracks. They would think
of it as 'doing what is necessary for the good of all'. We, on the
other hand, are more concerned about our survival. My brethren and I
were smart enough to see these situations coming and had decided that
there was strength in numbers. They might be able to take one of us
out, but not all of us. Besides, they would have a very hard time
recruiting our replacements if it was company policy to kill the
entire roster of assassins when done with them. We all reached an
understanding with our respective governments. They leave us alone
after we retire, we keep quiet. We also keep access to our government
resources. If they violate this deal, they have a lot of really upset
assassins, not a good position to be in if you are responsible for
that violation. If one of us violates the deal, the brethren take care
of it because we don't want to fight the entire government."
"What does all of this have to do with our situation?"
"Well Doctor, we have found that it is to the advantage of all of us
to keep in touch and provide assistance to each other when necessary,
it builds Esprit de Core. I decided to have a few 'friends' watch my
back during the duration of your treatment, at least until I can
defend myself."
"What is supposed to happen should you or they decide to take action?"
"They come in, kill everyone in the building, burn this place to the
ground and then kill everyone's immediate family. You and Anthony
receive special treatment. There will be a contest, to see which of
you lives the longest as one extremity at a time is removed, without
anesthesia of course. I have a thousand on Anthony by the way."
I am dumbfounded. This is impossible! How could this happen? We took
all the necessary precautions. I look at Anthony. He is no longer
smiling but slumped against the wall, mouth agape. Honey is smiling.
"Wait, If Anthony and I die, so will Honey. No more daily semen doses
... she would tear herself apart."
"Well, to be technical, Doctor, I would just need to keep Anthony. You
are expendable. However, when I say everyone in the clinic dies, I
include Honey and myself in that group"
Honey stops smiling.
"I know that Honey cannot survive without Anthony. As for myself, this
worse case scenario I have described only happens if you try to
transform me into someone like Honey. I will not live that way. I will
not let you and Anthony get away with that, so all our deaths are
guaranteed should you try it. Honey's and my deaths will be quick and
painless. Yours' and Anthony's will be long and unbelievably painful.
You will beg to be put out of you respective agonies. Fortunately, the
people in charge of your deaths love to hear their victims beg, it
turns them on. You don't want to know what happens to your bodies
after you die. Even I find it difficult to contemplate, but that is
the price you pay for the best help."
I feel faint. I sit in the nearest chair. Anthony is sitting on the
floor, back against the wall. Honey is leaning against the supply
cabinet, head down.
"So Dr. Hanson, hear is the deal. I am ready to fulfill our original
agreement. You treat my MS symptoms and I will attempt to save you
from the consequences of your many mistakes. If you do not want to
completely comply with those terms, I will return home, resume taking
my medications and disappear. I am not going to force you to treat me.
If we go forward with the treatments, it must be of your own free
will, however should you try to double cross me in any way, the
consequences for you and Anthony will be certain and horrible. Decide
now."
If I had more time, I might be able to come up with a scheme to take
Bob down, but I do not have the time. He wants a decision now. The
plan to transform him is out, at least for the present. If I say 'No',
Honey will wheel him out of here and I will lose him. Who knows what
he will say, to whom and when. If I say 'Yes', he probably will regain
his health and be more of a threat. Wait...what if the treatment
doesn't work on him?
"What happens if the treatment fails, if your condition doesn't
improve?"
"I understand that there are no guarantees here Doctor. If you make a
good faith effort to help me but it doesn't work, we will just go our
separate ways."
Well, he wouldn't kill me, but he would still disappear, out of my
control. If the treatments do take away his MS inflicted disabilities,
his continued good health will depend on the continuation of the
treatments. It will not be as good as a set of Honey twins, but he
will still need to dance to my tune if he wants to be able to walk and
not wear a diaper. It is worth the risk.
"I have decided to follow through with our original agreement, my
treatments for your advice."
Anthony struggles to his feet.
"Are you mad! Just let him GO! I don't want to have anything to do
with this maniac! One false step and we are twitching torsos!"
I raise my hand but he doesn't stop.
"I will not shut up! I am so fucking tired of you trying to control
me! It's my ass on the line here too. I should have a say in what
happens."
"Excuse us a moment"
I take Anthony by the arm but he shrugs me off. I grab his arm again.
"Just step outside and we can talk in private."
I walk out the door of the examination room and Anthony follows,
stealing a glance at Bob. I shut the door.
"Do you believe him Anthony?"
"Yes, I believe that he is a crazy mother fucker with a bunch of
friends who are even crazier and they are probably watching us right
now!"
I had forgotten about the blood pressure demonstration. Damn! I am
going to have this entire place scanned for bugs.
"Fine, then let's keep our voices down."
I quietly explain my thinking to Anthony and ask him if he has any
better ideas. He is not happy but doesn't have anything to add to our
options. Big surprise.
"I'll go along with what you want Doc, but I want something from you
too."
"And what would that be?"
"Not now, later."
"I am not going to agree to some unknown request. We can talk about
whatever it is later, but I will not guarantee that it will be
acceptable."
We return to the examination room.
Bob is still seated on the table but he has exchanged the hospital
gown for his shirt, which provides more coverage.
"Anthony and I have talked and I believe that we all have an
agreement, right Anthony."
"Yeah, we have an agreement."
Bob nods his head in acknowledgement. "Fine. Let's start the
treatments. Should you exchange that syringe Dr. Hanson?"
That son of a bitch had me from the start. I toss the syringe into the
Hazardous Waste container and return to the refrigerator. This time I
remove a vial of the standard treatment, fill the syringe and pick up
an alcohol wipe. Bob is smirking again but there is something else
there too, a look of satisfaction or confirmation. It's only there for
a moment and then it's gone. Could have been my imagination.
"I need to inject your butt. Roll over."
Bob rolls onto his side so that he can still watch me but exposing his
ass for an injection. I stick him hard. No reaction. Will nothing go
my way today?
"Honey, please bring me my clothes and the wheel chair. According to
our agreement, Honey is to stay with me until I am operational again.
All future injections will be at my home. I am willing to return here
for more in-depth examinations, if necessary. If there is nothing
else, we will be going."
Honey hands him his adult diaper, pants, socks and shoes. After
dressing, he slides off the examination table and Honey helps him into
his chair. She spins it around so that Bob is facing me.
"Doctor, call me when you want to schedule the next injection. I will
contact you if there are any problems. Anthony, Honey will be
available for however you want to deliver the daily semen dose."
Anthony grimaced. "I think I'll stick with the bottle system for
awhile. It's easier on everybody's schedule."
Bob nodded. "We will accommodate whatever method you chose. Let's head
home Honey."
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I wheel Bob out of the clinic's back door into the parking lot. It was
only 10:12 a.m. We had been in the clinic only about an hour. It felt
like five hours. Bob opens the passenger door and I help him into the
car, then open the back door, store the chair, walk around to the
driver's side and get in. I check the mirrors to see if there are any
suspicious cars around us or people lurking around.
"You won't see anybody Honey, they are much too professional to be
seen. Just start the car and let's get home."
I pull out of the parking lot and head back to Bob's house. Once we
are two blocks away, Bob closes his eyes and slumps in his seat.
"Are you OK?"
"Yes, Honey, just tired. This morning took a bit out of me. I'll take
a nap when we get home."
I drive on for a few miles but I have to know.
"Bob, can I ask you a question?"
"Certainly Honey, I will answer any questions I can."
"Where you serious back there, are there people watching us?"
"They are watching over me, for now. As long as you are with me, they
are watching over you also."
"And would they have killed everyone at the clinic?"
"If things had gone badly today, it is possible that they would not
have killed me, that they would have been able to pull me out of the
clinic alive. Everyone else would most certainly have died.'
"Even me?"
"Yes."
"Why would you need to kill ME? I'm on your side. I've done everything
you've asked me to do. I'm innocent!"
"Well, if I kill Dr. Hanson and Anthony, what happens to you? You
would be free but still addicted to Anthony's semen, which would no
longer be available. You know what happens to you if denied access to
his semen for more than thirty hours. I would think that you would
find death preferable."
"Isn't that my choice? Shouldn't I have a say? It's my life!"
"Luckily, it appears that decision is put off for another day, perhaps
forever. We will see what tomorrow brings."
I didn't feel that I could push Bob any further. He seemed really
tired and he was right, today went OK and tomorrow was another day. I
could ask him again later. No matter what he says, it's clear I need
to keep an eye on him all the time. Anybody who thinks like he does is
a little nuts. Maybe a lot nuts.
We arrived at Bob's a few minutes later. I parked in the garage, then
helped him into the bedroom.
"Please wake me for lunch and I'll see if I am hungry. Thank you for
your help today Honey."
"You're welcome."
He laid down on the bed and was asleep in ten minutes. I kept looking
out the front window to see if I could see any sign of Bob's "friends"
but never saw anything unusual. I guess that meant that they were
there.
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
Amy come over about every third day and gave Bob a shot. He started to
show some improvement after a week. Thank God it was his urinary
control. In the span of three weeks he went from wheel chair, to
walker, to cane, to a halting walk. The seizures stopped after two
weeks. It took four weeks for his energy levels to improve.
Anthony came by every third day and delivered three bottles of his
"man juice". I had one each morning with breakfast. He never made any
move towards me, never demanded a blow job, never told me to lie down
so he could fuck me. It was like he wanted nothing to do with me. It
left me both relieved and a little disappointed. With the daily doses,
I didn't have the uncontrollable urge for sex.
Doesn't mean that I didn't miss it.
Sex as a woman is so different. It's not just the multiple orgasms,
which are great. It's that for me to get off, he has to get off. I'm
catching, not pitching. Ever since the change, I've done nothing but
please men, either dancing on the stage or dancing on their cocks,
with my mouth, ass or pussy. It is important that they be happy. As a
man, the only thing that was important to me was that I was happy.
Having had that experience, I have a pretty good insight into what
makes a man happy, at least for about fifteen minutes.
For the last three plus years, I had veeerryy regular sex. Often four,
five or more times a day. Not counting those damn post-Super Bowl
parties. If you have that much regular sex, you get used to it, even
look forward to it, if it is good sex. You may be scared of the guy
fucking you, sometimes that makes the sex even better. My addiction
made most of it reasonably good sex, as far as orgasms go. No
emotional connections at all, not even with Anthony unless you count
fear.
Since I started working exclusively for Bob about five weeks ago, I've
gone cold turkey on sex, at least with someone else. I've done a lot
of masturbating, particularly with that special vibrator Amy had made
from a mold of my recreated cock that she used to rape me. Hey, any
port in a storm. Even with the masturbating, I'm getting real antsy.
Bob has never made a move on me, not even after the treatments
started. I don't know if he can have sex yet. He said that was one of
the first things the MS took from him, maybe it will be one of the
last things fixed. I think that I have that emotional connection with
Bob, not love, but what he thinks matters to me and not because he
might beat me. I want to make Bob happy. He praises me when I do a
good job and corrects me when I don't do something right but not by
yelling at me. Cooking meals that he appreciates and keeping the house
clean and in order are things that I actually enjoy. I don't know if
this is because I really enjoy it or I am trying to convince him to
keep me here with him and out of the club.
I've been dressing sluttier recently, to see if I can get a rise out
of him. I bought some short skirts and midriff tops the last time I
went shopping, along with shoes with 3"and 4" heels. I've also been
sunning topless by the pool. I decided Anthony can talk to Bob about
any tan lines. I think Bob may be watching me closer, but I can't be
sure. I wouldn't play poker with that guy for all the tea in China.
Last night, after supper, Bob was sitting on the love seat watching
TV. I had changed into a red babydoll nighty that barely grazed the
bottom of my ass, with a tie in front. I sat down on the loveseat next
to him and pulled my legs up under me. I was snuggled up against him,
with my head on his shoulder. He reached an arm around my shoulder and
gently hugged me. He continued to watch TV while I ran my left hand
slowly up his left leg and across his waist. We stayed like that for a
few minutes. I then pulled my hand back from his waist, letting it
rest on his crotch. Nothing stirring that I could feel. I moved my
head off his shoulder and moved up to his ear. I nuzzled it and
nibbled on the lobe. Bob let me do this for a minute or so and then he
slowly turned his head to look me in the eyes.
"Honey, I appreciate the attention from a stunningly beautiful and
sexy woman such as yourself but I am afraid I haven't recovered to the
point of being able to respond appropriately. Even if I could, I
wouldn't want to take advantage of you when you are under Dr. Hanson's
compulsion to have sex. Plus the fact that our current situation is
only temporary. As soon as my condition improves, Dr. Hanson is going
to insist that you return to the club. I can't see any way to prevent
this from happening and don't want to give you any false hope about
this."
"Bob, if you can't perform right now, I understand. Maybe that will
change. I do want to have sex with you but it's because I want to, not
because I need it. I know that my time with you is short but I might
as well enjoy it while I can. My memories of this time may get me
through the rough times to come."
"Unfortunately Honey, my experience is that past good memories just
makes the current bad times more difficult to handle. They remind you
of what you have lost. However, it is your life to live and I won't
tell you how to do it. You have been strong enough to survive up to
now and you know what works best for you."
And then he leaned in and kissed me.
It had been years since I was last kissed. Really, truly kissed. You
would think that with all the sex I've had since the change, there
would have been a lot of kissing but that's not the case. Kissing is
an intimate act and the last thing most johns want is intimacy. They
have a lot of uses for my mouth but kissing isn't one of them.
Bob's kiss was tender and slow, lingering on my lips but not pushing.
I opened my mouth slightly and he followed my lead. He was letting me
control things. I let my tongue slip into his mouth and then I pulled
it back. His tongue followed mine back into my mouth. We kissed for
another few minutes, my arms around his neck. I let my right arm slip
from his neck and then let the strap of my nightie slip off my
shoulder. I pulled the arm free from the strap, returned it to his
neck and then I repeated the process with my left arm., never breaking
the kiss. Bob reached both his hands around and placed them on each
side of my chest, under my arms, lightly against the nightie. I rise
up while he holds it, freeing my breasts and sliding it down to my
hips. Bob tips his head back and falls back onto the love seat. I roll
with him, maintaining the kiss, ending up laying on top of him. I run
my hands up his chest and unbutton his shirt. Still kissing. I rub my
breasts against his chest. He reaches up and gently massages the sides
of each breast, cupping them, then stroking them. His thumbs rub
against my engorged nipples. I start giggling, finally breaking the
kiss. Bob smiles at me. I look down at him, still giggling, as he
continues to stroke my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers.
"What?'
"That tickles."
"Just tickles?" He squeezes the nipples a little harder.
"OOOHHHhhhh yyeesss, that's nice. Don't stop."
He slides down lower and starts to kiss my right breast, gradually
working closer to the nipple, all the time still tweaking the left
nipple with his fingers. He tongues the right nipple, then rapidly
flicks it with the tip of his tongue, then sucks it into his mouth,
swirling his tongue around the nipple. It feels like it is an inch
long and his tongue is caressing every fraction of it.
"uuhhhhuuhhhHHH OOOHHHH BOB! HHUUHHAA WWHHEerree did you learn that?
OOHHH Please don't stop"
He switches to the left breast and starts again. I am in paradise. He
keeps switching back and forth. I slowly push myself up and away from
his grasp.
"Is there something wrong?" he asks.
"No Baby, not at all. I could stay here all night but you can't be
comfortable all scrunched up here." I stand up and slide my nightie
and panties down my legs to the floor, stepping out of them. "Let's
find somewhere a little more comfortable." I reach out and take his
hand, pulling him up off the loveseat. I lead him to his bedroom,
making sure that I swing my hips as I walk, looking over my shoulder
and smiling at him. We arrive at his bed and I turn him around,
reaching down to unbuckle his belt and loosen his pants. I sit him on
the bed and then kneel on the floor in front of him. I pick up one
foot, untie the shoe, remove it and then the sock. I place the foot on
my breast and then do the same to his other foot. I massage both feet
for a moment then put them on the floor. I move up and straddle his
legs, grabbing the waist of his pants and boxers together in both
hands, pulling them down and free of his legs as I back away. I then
move up and again straddle him, sitting in his lap, facing him. I kiss
him again, arms around his neck as I grind my crotch against his. I
can feel his cock but it isn't hard. If I reach down and touch it, I'd
only be emphasizing the point. I won't embarrass him. I slid off him
and around to his back. I pull his shirt down his back and arms until
they are free. I start to massage his back.
I'd never really looked at Bob's body before. Sure, I'd helped him in
and out of the shower a few times but I always kind of looked away.
But now I was getting a close look. Hardly an Adonis, but a broad
back, strong neck, stout arms. Not what you would call good muscle
definition. But it was funny, as I slowly ran my hands along his
shoulders and back, I could feel the muscles just below the skin. I
pressed harder with the palms of my hands. His muscles were very firm,
taught and everywhere. He was just one big muscle covered with a layer
of slightly fatty skin. If he worked out, he could be amazing. I
reached around him from the back and massaged his chest. Same thing,
muscles every place I touched. No gaps at all. I reached down to his
thighs. They were much bigger than you would think from seeing him
dressed.
It suddenly occurred to me. Bob always dressed in baggy clothes. Not
stylishly baggy, just one size big, like he was trying to hide his
real body size and shape. Why was that?
I didn't get much time to think about this because he reached down and
took my hands in his. He turned to face me, kissed me, then grabbed my
waist and picked me up. He put me down on the bed, lay down next to
me, reaching around and started playing with my breasts and nipples
again. Both his hands and his mouth felt wonderful. This time, he
worked his way down my body. His right hand traced circles just above
my pussy. I began to get that itch down there that could only be
satisfied one way. My legs were spread wide. Bob reached down and
cupped my mound, rubbing my clit with his thumb while tonguing my
right nipple.
"aaahhh mmmmmm uuuuhhHHH MMMMMMM OOOOHHhhhh You're goooood."
I raise my hips to increase the pressure on my clit. Bob picks up the
pace, rubbing faster. He lets my breast fall from his mouth and starts
to kiss his way down my stomach. He slides over me and down to my
crotch, spreading my pussy lips with his thumbs and starts to lick my
clit. I reach down with my hands and entwine my fingers in his hair.
Bob buries his face in my pussy and I grind it against him, pulling
his head closer. He doesn't let up on my clit for a moment.
"uuuhhh uuuhhhh uuuhhhHHAAAHH AAHH OOOHHH Bob mmyyyy God ooohhh God
Bob MMYY CLIT BOB OHH LICK MY CLIT BOB AAH LICK IT HARD!"
I was having trouble catching my breath. I could feel my orgasm
coming. Bob took his hands off my pussy, reached up and grabbed my
breasts and pulled on my nipples. He clamped his mouth on my cunt and
blew hard, like he was trying to inflate me, inhaling through his nose
and exhaling repeatedly. My vagina was pressurized. It was a very
strange feeling, but a good one. He then went back to licking my clit
while keeping the pressure on. I had never felt anything like this in
my life. I tried to buck my hips but Bob's forearms kept me pressed
into the bed.
"PLEAASSE BOB UUHHHAHHUU OOOHHHH GOD DON"T STOP I"MMMM CUUMMING GODD
CUMMMMING NOW! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
The orgasm raced through my whole body, muscles clenching and
trembling as I my head thrashed back and forth. It was wave after
wave, curling my toes and crossing my eyes. I literally couldn't see
clearly. I tried to raise my head to look down at Bob but I couldn't
focus and then the next orgasm hit me. I threw my head back and cried
out again.
"OOOHHH OOHH HHUUHH HUUHH HUUHHAA AAHH FUUCK FUCCK FFUUUCCKK OOHH
FFUUCK GOD DAMN OOOHHH!"
Bob lets go of my pussy and I deflate. He's breathing hard, catching
his breath, but he doesn't stop pulling on my nipples and rubbing my
breasts. I'm breathing pretty hard myself. I let go of his hair and
prop myself up on my elbows. I still can't see straight. I blink
several times and my eyes start to focus as I look down at Bob. He's
looking back up at me, smiling.
You don't see Bob smile very often, usually it's just that annoying
smirk. His tongue snakes out and licks my clit again. It is still
sensitive from the last session and feels like an electric shock when
his tongue touches it. My hips jerk but they are still held in place
by his forearms. He is much stronger than he appears.
"No Bob, please, not again, not now. Give me a chance ooowww to rest.
Please, please not now nnnoott nnoowww, oohhh mmmmmm ooohh pleeaassee
mmmmmm."
He doesn't stop and in a few seconds I'm pretty happy that he didn't.
I put my hands on top of his as he keeps working my breasts, nipples
and clit. Another orgasm is building.
I've had multiple orgasms many times, thanks to the need created by my
addiction to Anthony's semen, but these were different, better. Maybe
it was because I wanted them instead of needed them. Maybe it was
because someone was trying to please me instead of me trying to please
them. Maybe it was because I love....
no, no, no I couldn't love Bob. I'm a girl now, but I was a guy. I've
got a guy's memories. I can't love another guy, besides I'm going to
have to go back to the club soon and ... ooohhhh that feels goooddd!
"Yes, yes, yesssss. Oooohhh AAAhhhhhh YYEESSS! OOOHHH BOB YOUUU STUD
YOUU!"
Bob plays me like a piano. I'm awash in orgasms again. Three, four,
five, I lose count.
As I come off the high from the last one, I realize that Bob is no
longer lying between my legs but has moved up next to me on the bed. I
roll towards him so we are face to face. He reaches out around my hips
and pulls me closer. I do the same around his neck. I kiss him with
all I've got. Bob breaks the kiss.
"Does this mean you are ready for round three?"
"NO! Not right now, thank you very much! My clit will be tingly for
hours. Where did you learn all those moves? I thought you weren't
James Bond."
"We did receive training in certain techniques because you never know
when they might come in handy, but most of my field work did not
involve seducing beautiful women."
I look away, blushing. He kisses my cheek and then moves to my ear,
nibbling it.
"Please stop that. Be serious." I turn back to look at him. "You know
what I am, who and what I was. Why do you treat me so nicely?"
"Well, I treat you so nicely because I think that basically you are a
good person and a stunningly beautiful woman. I never knew you as Josh
Thomas so I don't think of you as a man. I know that Josh Thomas
appears to have been a rather large jerk but I never met him. I have
met you and have found you to be a completely delightful woman, kind,
courteous, hard working, and trustworthy, if you ignore your
unfortunate inability to keep a secret when being tortured ... which
is not your fault. Why wouldn't I treat you nicely?"
"Because I am nothing but a whore! I'll fuck anything that walks or
crawls into the club! I'll let them fuck me or I'll suck them off or
let them fuck my ass and I'll probably like it.' I start to cry.
Bob reaches out and caresses my hair.
"Did you walk into Anthony's club and say 'Hello Anthony, I am here to
apply for the job of whore'."
I sniff "No, of course not."
"Do you have any say in who you have sex with or what you do with
them?"
"No."
"Do you get paid for your services?"
"No."
"So why do you do it?"
"If I don't, Anthony will either beat the shit out of me or won't have
sex with me at least every twenty four hours, which is worse than the
beating."
"So then, you are not a whore, just the victim of a devious plan for
revenge by a demented woman. Unfortunately, I have not been able to
figure out a way to rescue you from this situation and I am very sorry
about that. I truly wish that I could solve this puzzle."
I reach out and touch his cheek. "It isn't your fault. Amy's a genius.
She's got me completely screwed, in more ways than one. You did all
you could and I thank you for that. I also thank you for tonight. That
may have been the best sex I've ever had, man or woman." I glance down
with a pout on my face. "I am upset that we could have been doing this
for the last five weeks." I look up to make sure he knows I'm joking.
"Why you insatiable minx! I wasn't sure that I could pull that off
tonight, let alone the last five weeks. We will just have to consider
tonight the bar that we will try to top the next time." He rolls away
from me to the side of the bed, sits up and then stands up. He needs
to hold onto the bedside table to avoid falling down. "I don't know
about you, but I reek of sex." He reaches a hand towards me. "How
about a shower before bed?"
"I think your odor is charming," I say mockingly. I reach out and take
his hand "but if you insist."
Bob pulls me off the bed and I let him lean on me as we walk into the
bathroom. We take a warm shower, washing each other's bodies. I don't
want to make this too sexual because I don't think I could handle
round three right now. We rinse off and dry each other. Bob walks out
of the bathroom without my help.
He turns down the bed and I climb in. He slides in behind me, spooning
against my back. He kisses the nape of my neck.
"Good night Honey."
I snuggle back against him, wiggling my ass.
"Good night Bob."
I feel warm, comfortable, and safe. Bob is asleep in a few minutes and
I join him moments later.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I am the first to wake. Bob is lying against my back, face down, with
his arm draped across my body and around my waist. He's snoring but
not too loudly. I gently lift his arm and scoot away from him. I
really need to go to the bathroom.
Slipping out of bed, I walk quietly into the bathroom and close the
door. I lift the lid of the toilet, sit down and let the piss flow. I
feel better now and dry myself. Checking my face in the mirror, I've
got a terminal case of bed head. I try to straighten it out with my
fingers but no luck. I return to Bob's bedroom, pull a set of pajamas
from his dresser and put on the top, leaving the bottoms laying across
the bed.
I cross over to my room, enter the bathroom, pick up my hairbrush and
run it through my hair a few times. That's much better. A little
lipstick and I'm ready to fix breakfast.
It's going to be waffles this morning, one of Bob's favorites. It's
the least I can do after last night. By the time I hear him stirring
in the bedroom, I've already made half a dozen. My back is turned to
the kitchen door as he comes in wearing the pajama bottoms. I see him
out of the corner of my eye. I reach up and unbutton the top two
buttons of my top, leaving my breasts exposed. I continue making
waffles. He comes up behind me, reaching his arms around my waist and
nuzzling my neck.
"And good morning to you too" I giggle. Bob reaches a hand into my
open top and caresses my left breast. I melt back into his body,
sighing. He gently pinches my nipple.
"Aaaahhh Bob, don't youuuu want to eeeat first?"
"Let's have breakfast in bed." He brings his other hand up to my right
breast, squeezing softly.
"The butter and syrup will make a terrible messsss."
"Then I volunteer to clean both you and the bedroom after we are
done." He releases me, picks up the waffles, plates, syrup, butter and
utensils, placing them on a tray. Bob picks up the tray and heads for
his bedroom. "Coming, Honey?"
"I certainly hope to" I reply with a smile, following Bob as I remove
my top.
I was right, it was a terrible mess. A terrible, erotic, orgasmic,
fantastic mess. Waffles are now one my favorites too.
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
Anthony came by the next morning to make his delivery. Bob answered
the door. I was in the living room.
"Good morning, Anthony. Excuse my appearance. I have had to do some
deep cleaning in the bedroom. We were a little over-enthusiastic
yesterday."
Anthony seemed confused. "Isn't that what Honey is supposed to be
doing?"
"Normally yes, but I promised her that I would take care of it, didn't
I Honey?"
I walk to the front door, rise up on my toes and give Bob a deep, long
kiss. "You certainly did Baby and you are doing a very good job. Good
morning, Sir." I nod my head towards Anthony. I turn to go back into
the house. Bob lightly slaps my ass and I give a yelp. I look back at
him, we are both smiling and I'm blushing.
"Please, come in Anthony. I need to speak with you and could use a
break."
"No that's fine. Maybe some other time."
"Please Anthony, it is important to me."
Anthony hesitated at the door, trying to decide if coming inside was
the smart thing to do.
"I promise that there will be no funny business, I just want to talk
briefly."
"OK, just for a couple of minutes. I've got places to be."
"Excellent. I will not keep you long. Come in and have a seat." Bob
comes back into the house and Anthony slowly follows, looking around
suspiciously. I'm in the kitchen doing the dishes but I can hear them
talk and can see their reflections in the sliding glass door. Bob sits
on the loveseat and indicates with his hand for Anthony to sit on the
couch. He sits down on the very front edge, prepared to move quickly
if necessary.
"First, let me apologize for how I treated you last month when I
assaulted you. It was unfair to set you up that way, to ambush you so
to speak. You were getting ready to beat me up, at the very least, but
you had no idea who you were dealing with and that wasn't fair. It is
my policy to give a warning before going after someone, but I made an
exception in your case."
"Why the exception?"
"Because, you are too good to be warned. I have seen you in action and
knew that if I gave you fair warning, I wouldn't have been able to
succeed with my plans."
Anthony sat up and back a little into the couch, getting comfortable.
There was a satisfied smile on his face. "You knew that I would beat
you in a fair fight."
"No, I knew that I would have a difficult time disabling you, that I
would have likely been forced to kill you. It's actually harder to
disable someone than kill them. It is such a fine line. With the
element of surprise, I was able to shift the odds in favor of
'disable' verses 'death'"
"Bull shit. If I knew about your real identity, I'd have been
prepared."
Bob shook his head sideways. "Anthony, how many assassins have you
fought in your life?"
"Probably none"
"I have fought many people in my life, some larger, stronger and
faster than you. I am still alive and they are not. I do not say this
to insult you. I would have killed you and quickly. It is what I do.
You have a lot of native ability and would be a formidable opponent,
with the proper training and practice, but you have neither. I do like
you; you have been more than fair in all our prior dealings so I
wanted to keep you alive. The trick with the cane and baton were my
best options. I am sorry."
Anthony rubbed the side of his head where Bob had struck him. "The
cane and baton behind the knees weren't the worse parts. My head hurt
for two weeks."
"Again, I am sorry but it seemed to be the best choice at the time. I
am not going to try to persuade you that you would have lost the
fight; you can believe what you will about that. Just believe that I
do apologize for what I did to you and how it was done."
Anthony looked at Bob with narrowed eyes, a look I had seen too many
times before. He was undecided on what to do. Anthony may not have a
quick mind but he isn't stupid either. He can be pretty devious when
given time. He put out his hand.
"I'm not admitting that you would have been able to take me in a fair
fight, but apology accepted."
Bob leaned forward and shook Anthony's hand "I appreciate your
forgiveness Anthony. I know that we can not have the same relationship
as before, but I hope our future one is civil." Bob released Anthony's
hand and retuned to his chair.
"This brings up my second point. It is hard to miss that you have
chosen to provide your daily dose of Honey's, shall we call it
'medicine', via bottle instead of personally. This has been going on
for several months, since our original agreement was struck. I am sure
that Honey misses your personal touch, particularly since I am still
unable to get an erection despite the Doctor's treatments. You are
free to take Honey with you for a short while each day or use my home
if you wish should you desire to return to personal daily deliveries."
What the hell was Bob saying? That he wants Anthony to come here every
day and fuck me or force me to give him a blow job? He never said
anything to me about this. I thought that he lov ... liked me. How
could he do this? I started to silently cry, arms resting on the
kitchen sink.
MEN! They are all BASTARDS! You are a fucking ASSHOLE Bob!
Anthony was talking again. I blow my nose and listen.
"Actually Bob, I prefer it this way. Honey's a great looking girl and
one hell of a fuck, particularly about twenty hours after her last
dose of 'medicine', but after three years it's just not the same. When
the Doc first came to me with this deal, I jumped at it, who wouldn't?
A sexy, barely legal teenager who would do whatever you wanted, would
actually beg you for sex every day. She would never grow older, never
get ugly, never get pregnant and I could also whore her out and have
her dance at no cost. Where do I sign, you know? And it was great! The
sex, the money ... hell, the power. I owned that bitch! There was this
time when ..."
Anthony looked at Bob and thought better of telling him the Dog Track
story.
"Well, I won't go into details but we had some great times."
Great for him maybe. I'd cut off his balls if I didn't need them.
"The point is that after three years, the thrill is gone. No matter
how good she is, it's 'been there and done that' ya know?"
"I thought it might be something like that. Dr. Hanson doesn't
understand a man's need for variety. Even if you love Honey.... do you
love Honey?"
"Are you kidding?! Not a chance in hell! When I call her a whore, I
mean it. She's probably fucked or sucked over 500 different men since
I got her, not counting the Wranglers. Many of them twenty to thirty
times each. If it wasn't for the Doc's treatments, she'd be a used up
piece of cunt."
"I would say that you don't love Honey, which makes your need for
variety in your sex life even greater. Frankly I am surprised you have
lasted this long. Have you told Dr. Hanson about this?"
"Do I look suicidal? Hanson is flat nuts. She will do anything to make
sure Honey is punished day in and day out. Whether by daily johns or
Wrangler parties or dancing at the club or her 'special customers'
every six months. If I told her I wanted out of the deal, I could end
up as Honey's 'sister'. Hell, you almost did end up as Honey's 'twin
sister' before that trick with the phone call. I don't have a bunch of
people covering my ass."
Anthony looked around to see if I was listening but couldn't see me.
He leaned in closer to Bob.
"I'd drop Honey in a second if I could. Oh, you were right about her
knowing way too much about my business. You could have knocked my over
with a feather when she answered all those questions about my contacts
and sources."
"Well Anthony, you do need to take some of the blame for that, using
her as a 'business incentive'."
"OK, that's right. Still doesn't change the fact that she knows way
too much and she's only going to learn more. Plus the money isn't that
good any more. It's the same problem, no variety. All the regulars are
tired of fucking her and seeing her dance. A successful club rotates
its' performers to keep the customers happy. Out with the old and in
with the new. I can rotate every one but Honey. It's a good thing I
don't pay her or I'd be loosing money on her."
"So that is why you were happy to accept my offer."
"Damn straight. Once I came up with the 'bottled medicine' idea, it
was smooth sailing until the Doc found out."
"Who are these 'special customers' you mentioned?"
Yeah, who are they? Is that why I get the crap kicked out of me twice
a year? Anthony pulled back from Bob.
"I may have said too much, let's leave it at you've got your secrets
and I've got mine."
"I can not argue with that logic. Since Dr. Hanson interfered with our
arrangement, I appear to have benefited without you being compensated
for your loss. Has she paid you for the time Honey has spent here with
me?"
"You're kidding right? She never offered squat when I pointed out my
reduced income without Honey. She threatened to take Honey from me and
put her with someone else. Some gratitude."
"I hope that calmer heads prevailed. The idea of bringing another
person into this unstable situation is ludicrous. We need to reduce
the number of people with dangerous knowledge, not expand it."
"When you say 'reduce', do you mean..."
"No Anthony, I stick by my statement that I will not kill to solve
this problem. There are other options to be pursued. But let me deal
with your financial needs first."
Bob stands and reaches into his back pocket, removing his wallet. He
opens it and takes out a wad of bills.
"Honey has been here, what, five weeks? Would a thousand a week be
fair compensation?" Bob reaches out with five one thousand dollar
bills. Anthony's eyes are as big as saucers. He jumps up from the
couch and reaches for the cash.
"Sure, sure, that will be fine. She can stay here as long as you want
for that kind of money." He snatches the bills from Bob's hand and
pockets them.
"I will not be needing Honey's services for much longer. Dr. Hanson's
treatments have pretty much lived up to her promises."
"Except for your dick." Anthony couldn't pass that one up.
"Yes, I am not yet fully recovered but I have no complaints about my
progress. I would imagine that Dr. Hanson will insist that Honey
return to the club in the next two or three weeks, at most."
"More's the pity. I'd still be willing to stick with our original two
days a week deal when she does come back."
"I will keep it in mind, but there is no reason to do so. My original
plan was based on me needing someone to provide quasi-nursing care,
which no longer applies. I really don't need her any longer."
I feel faint. I grab a chair and sit down, putting my head on the
kitchen table. Doesn't NEED me? NEED? Who is this guy? I thought that
he ... he ... that I ... we ... I don't know what I thought. Bob's
treating me just like any of the hundreds of guy's I've fucked over
the years. Use me and toss me aside. What about me? The way he had
treated me the last few days, the tender, erotic sex that focused on
my needs made me think he was different. OH GOD, is this hell ever
going to end! I'm crying and struggling to not make any noise.
"Well, if you change your mind, let me know."
I open my eyes and look at the reflection in the sliding glass door.
Anthony is headed for the front door.
"I do have a question for you Bob, if you don't mind."
"I will answer it if I can."
"What would have happened if you had killed me?"
"Do you mean how would it have changed my plans?"
"Yeah that too, but what would you have done with the body? You
couldn't have moved me and Hanson certainly wouldn't have helped. So
what do you do?"
"Anthony, I never move to an area without establishing a body disposal
procedure. You never know when you might need to get rid of one on
short notice. I do not want to reveal any tricks of the trade, but I
had that possibility covered. The bigger problem is cleaning up the
mess a killing creates. Why do you ask?"
"Just curious."
"I am glad we had this talk Anthony"
"Me too Bob."
They shook hands again and Anthony left. Bob shut the door and then
came back to the kitchen. I didn't even try to get up, didn't want to
look at him, didn't have the energy. He sat down across the table from
me.
"Honey" he said quietly. "I assume that you listened to my
conversation with Anthony. Did you hear everything?"
I just sat there, head in my arms, on the table, eyes closed, still
crying.
"Honey, did ...."
"Yes, I heard everything!"
There was no reason for me to keep quiet now so I let it all out,
loudly sobbing. "What is wrong with you? I thought we were ... I
thought we had some ... thing. And then you go and pay Anthony just
like every body else does. What do you see when you look at me? And
now you're done with me? Oh God, I can't take this any more!" I'm
crying uncontrollably. Bob just sits there, doing nothing.
I'm crying for like ten minutes, elbows on the table, head in my
hands, and Bob hasn't moved a muscle, just sits there, staring at me.
He's starting to piss me off. I look up at him.
"Don't just sit there, say something!" I'm just sniffling now.
"What would you like me to say?"
"I can't tell you what to say! Explain yourself! One minute you're the
sweetest, kindest, funniest, sexiest person I've met in years and the
next minute you're a cold hearted son of a bitch who talks about
killing me or dumping me with all the emotion of reading a phonebook.
Which is the real you? I've got to know!"
Bob gets up and comes around to my side of the table, sitting next to
me. He takes my hands in his and looks deep into my eyes.
"No Honey, you don't have to know." I try to pull my hands from his
but he won't let go. "In fact, you can't know and we are both fully
aware of this."
"But why not? Just tell me what is going on. Please."
"Honey, I can not tell you anything because you can not be trusted to
keep a secret. We both know that as long as you are addicted to
Anthony's semen, no secret is safe with you. I can not tell you my
plan, I can not and will not even tell you if there is a plan. You get
nothing except that I knew you were in the kitchen listening to every
word. If Dr. Hanson asks, feel free to repeat it all, word for word."
"So you just said those awful things to fool Anthony?"
He looked at me like he was in pain. "I can not say a thing about
that. I will not tell you anything that I would not say directly to
Amy. Always keep that in mind. If you get questioned by her, tell her
everything, hold nothing back."
I slowly pull my right hand free of Bob's and wipe my eyes. They must
look terrible, puffy and red. I must look horrible, makeup smeared and
mascara running. I feel like my composure has returned.
"You know, you could have warned me."
"Honey, did you even listen to what I just said?"
"Yes, yes, I know. It's just that it would be nice to know ahead of
time that you're going to be saying horrible things about me."
"Speaking of saying things about someone 'sweetest, kindest, funniest,
sexiest person I've met in years'?"
I stick my tongue out at him. "I can not say a thing about that."
"Touch?."
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It was a week later and Bob was walking with a normal gait without
assistance. He decided that he wanted to try jogging. We both went to
the sporting goods store to get some exercise outfits. I tried to talk
him into some of that Under Armor form fitting stuff but he insisted
on the usual "One size too big" baggy sweatshirt, T-shirt, shorts and
pants. I, on the other hand, found the cutest shorts and top set that
really made my ass look great and legs look longer. The top was
scooped necked so it showed plenty of cleavage too and they were both
made of spandex so they showed off my curves. I also found this really
narrow sports bra that lifted my breasts like a pushup bra but still
had plenty of support so I didn't bounce around too much. There were
also these great shoes with just a little more heel but they were
still stable and comfortable.
Plus I got a lot of attention from the teenage male salesman. Bob
didn't seem to notice. I bought three sets of everything, which made
the kid's day. He said it was nice that I was helping my "dad" get
back into shape. Bob definitely did not like that comment.
Our first time out at the local track showed that both of us were out
of shape, but Bob was worse than I was. He was always lagging behind
me. I told him to pick up the pace, but he just said he enjoyed the
view from the back. Judging by the way other guys heads whipped around
as I passed them, Bob wasn't the only one enjoying the view.
When we were cooling off on the bleachers, some big stud came up to
me, totally ignoring Bob. He wanted to know if this was my first time
there as he hadn't seen me before and, I quote, "I would certainly
remember some one as hot as you". I told him that it was my first time
here, and he was right, he would remember someone as hot as me. Bob
spoke up and said that I was his personal trainer. The stud wanted to
know my rates, but I told him he couldn't afford them. Naturally, this
pissed him off. I said that I was joking and that I would see him
around. This seemed to cool him down. At least it cooled his attitude,
the rest of him still seemed heated up, if the bulge in his shorts
meant anything. We left shortly after that.
One of the interesting things about Amy's treatments is that they are
kind of like steroids. They will improve your health but if you work
out, the benefits come much faster. We kept up the running and Bob
rapidly got into decent shape. We added some weight training. He
looked pretty much the same, just les