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Pathways
Part 10
By Roxana Riley
Scott was an asshole. No I take that back, Veronica was an asshole when
she kicked me out. I still love her, but it was not a shining moment from
her. Scott was a misogynistic, limp dicked, unimaginative, mother fucking
prick. And that was on a good day.
I was just starting to enjoy my life again. I had started to move on
outside of just work, sex and my current transition. Bailey had
recommended I go see a counselor and I was thinking it might be a good
idea. I was still in denial but I could admit that I felt more normal to
be a girl than a boy. It felt right and honest. I was sorting through my
feelings for Bailey and Nick as well. I realized I had strong emotions
for both but after Veronica I didn't want any serious relationships. Last
I was considering how to approach my parents at Christmas and how to tell
them about the new me. I knew they would love me still but there was no
way I could hide the changes and I was not sure I wanted to. I had begun
to accept my new reality and in some ways revel in what I was becoming.
Our weekly phone conversations were getting hard enough as mom kept asking
me if I had a cold since my voice always sounded funny.
Scott caught me on the way to work and asked if I had a moment. I was
late as my car had gone missing a few days before and Bailey and I had to
catch a cab into work. He was being very friendly for some reason but I
blew it off. I knew I had been one of the top earners in the club over
the last few months and I had to be on his good side right? When I walked
into the office I saw Barbara sitting in the leather couch against the
wall and wondered what she was doing here. She kept asking if I wanted a
few more sessions but I figured if I did I would prefer someone I could
trust a little more. Scott pulled out a file folder from his desk and
motioned me to the empty chair in front of him.
"Roxana, love that dress. You are looking smoking tonight." He said with
an oily smile. I just wished he would get on with it as no good ever came
out of this office. "So Rox, we are going to make some changes around
here. I have decided that I need to extend your contract a bit longer
than we original planned"
I was not too concerned about this as I figured after my Christmas break I
might as well come back to the club. I had started to establish a life
with Bailey and work. My parents were going to take some convincing but I
figured I could persuade them. Not wanting to overplay my feelings I kept
quite.
"I had a few friends of mine take care of the situation." He continued as
he handed over a news paper clipping.
The headline shouted out "Local Teen Killed in Deadly Dorm Fire!!!" With
growing horror I continued to read "Local student Riley Reynolds was
tragically killed in a dorm fire on Tuesday night at the Elmwood
Preparatory Academy. The fire struck late Tuesday starting in the dorm
shower room. No other students were hurt. The source of the fire is
still under investigation but the investigators think older wiring in the
building may be the cause. School officials released the following
statement 'We are deeply sorry about the tragic events that have unfolded
at our school over the last few days. We are sorry to lose such a
promising young man and our wishes go out to his family and friends.'
Funeral services are being planned and information will be provided once
available." Included was a picture of a burned corner of a building. You
could even see my red Mazda Miyata parked out front.
The paper slipped from my grasp as shock set in. I had just been
unofficially killed. My parents would be grieving and I had to tell them
I was ok. My anger built as I mentally listed off the Scott's offences.
He had removed my testacies, he had stolen my car, he had separated me
from my parents, and he had stolen my life. He had killed Riley! I
stormed to my feet and charged him in a blind rage. With all my strength
I tried to throw a punch but it just bounced off his chest as I
pathetically couldn't even make a fist. My muscles were so different and
my nails bit into my own palm. Tears streaming down my face I raged at
him and screeched obscenities.
Scott looked over at Barbara and said "A little help here?"
She just giggled and replied "I am enjoying the show Scott. You look to
be in so much danger." She replied sarcastically. Right about then I got
smart and kneed him in the balls. He doubled over and started gasping for
breath. Barbara stood up and calmly walked closer "I guess I can do
something, Riley Requires Rest." And I quickly blacked out.
I awoke to a dark room, my room and could feel someone behind me holding
me tight. Bailey's soft voice was whispering in my ear calming words.
Looking out the window I could tell it was much later but when or what day
I had no idea. My anger had been drained like popping a balloon filled
with water. I was empty and without feelings and could tell Barbara had
been back in my head. Bailey and I were naked and I took comfort in
feeling her arms wrapped around me as we rested under her thick down
comforter. Sighing I went back to sleep.
Sometime later I awoke again, still in the same position. Bailey was
snoring her cute little sounds as she had fallen asleep holding me in her
arms. I felt hollow and tired but when I tried to find my anger and
indignation over what was done it kept slipping away. It was like trying
to catch a leaf in the wind. Turning over I looked into the sweet face of
Bailey. I must have woken her for her eyes slipped wider and she gazed at
my face. Without a word she knew what I needed and kissed me. Not hard
or platonic but somewhere in between. It was the kiss of someone who
loved you and could tell you needed to feel something. My arms wrapped
around her and kissed her back as I drowned in her acceptance.
Naked under the blanket I stroked the side of her face as she slowly
opened my mouth to hers. Wiping the tears from my eyes she retuned my
love and kissed me back. My mind was a jumble and I felt the need to stay
in her arms. To avoid the reality of life and never let go. Pressing my
knee up between her legs I moved my head down between her breasts and
nuzzled between them. Her fingers ran lines up and down my back tracing
my spine and skin with her nails. After a few minutes I looked into her
eyes and knew I needed to feel this, to feel her. I rolled her over onto
her back and kissed each of her breasts slowly and tenderly. I held her
nipples in my lips as my fingers moved lower sliding along her vagina's
folds. A heat built in my middle as she returned my affection and rubbed
the back of her hand over my breast, the warmth building deep inside. I
slid a finger inside and curled it around her clit as I kissed her again.
Sharing my need and love for everything she was to me. She moaned softly
and slowly began to move with my finger, her hand covering mine,
encouraging it to continue. She placed her other hand behind my back and
played with my butt and slit. I knew we were at the point of no return
and kissed her passionately to tell her I wanted this. Sliding her finger
inside of me I came almost at once as the stored anger and love spilled
out. My emotions had been a jumble and I needed the release, the
acceptance. She clamped down on my hand and I could feel her own orgasm
spread across her body. We held each other close and rested our eyes,
neither wanting to change the moment.
I cried for the rest of the day, and the next. Whenever I would walk by,
Bailey she would wrap me up in her arms and just hold me. It helped but I
still felt numb. I wanted to call my parents so badly but whatever
Barbara did was insidious. I couldn't remember the phone number. It had
been my number for years but it was just gone. I was going take a cab
over to the house and talk to them but when I thought about the directions
it was missing as well. Even the city they lived in was like a forgotten
piece of my memory. Worse due to the "tragedy" the number and address had
been unlisted.
I could tell who my true friends were at the club. Several came over,
hearing something bad had happened but not what. They offered their
condolences and brought flowers or food. It was like attending my own
wake. Bailey came up with the story that my brother had died. It helped
as a cover story without having to describe in too much detail what I was
truly feeling. Even Nick came by with a big bouquet of flowers and a
little teddy bear. I gave him a big hug and kiss. The bear slept with me
for weeks.
Best of all was Veronica came back. She was one of the few people who
understood what was actually going on. I think Bailey told her the real
story of why I was so upset. She gave me a big hug and wrapped me in her
arms. I looked a mess as I had been in my pink fuzzy sweats for 3 days
now but she didn't care. "This is all my fault" she started.
"Just shut up Veronica, it's as much my own mess as anyone's. I followed
you into the club of my own free will. I jumped at dressing for you and
caught his attention. I agreed to waitress that first night. If anyone
is to put my blame on it's that asshole Scott. Stop apologizing and just
be my friend. I really need all my friends right now. " She laughed as
it was not normal for me to be so forceful but it felt good to see her so
I didn't care.
Stepping back she held out my arms and got a good close look at me in
weeks. "Damn girl you do look hot even under all that self pity. Bailey,
lets clean this little thing up. She has been holed up here too long and
needs lunch."
Bailey and Veronica dragged me off to the shower and got me cleaned. They
laid out a nice grey plaid skirt with a green cami silk top. Over the top
I had on a new black fitted blazer to go with my black blocking calf high
boots. They were comfortable but still had a 4 inch heel as it was hard
to switch back and forth to flats due to work. Once my makeup and jewelry
was on I had to admit I did feel a lot better. As I walked back out into
the main room Veronica whistled and gave me an appreciable smile. "Damn
Bailey I should never have let you take her away from me. You two are the
hottest couple". Bailey and I blushed matching bright red as we had not
discussed ourselves in those terms. I looked into her eyes and smiled but
neither of us corrected her.
Being out to lunch was just what I needed. After a few cosmos Veronica
filled us in on the latest with everyone and how she had been. I missed
hearing about her music and projects. Her career was taking off and she
had a semi regular gig on Friday nights. Even better a contact of hers
wanted to talk about producing a single for an act he knew. I could tell
it was a big deal for her but she didn't want to act too happy in front of
me. She told me that she had even let Monique know that I was ok but that
I could not contact anyone. Veronica told me Monique had been in tears
when she thought I was dead. I wanted to yell "TELL HER TO TELL MY
PARENTS" but all that came out was "Please tell her I am ok and she should
stay quiet. I need to figure out what I am going to do."
"You know the both of us will do anything for you. Just ask."
Lunch became shopping and shopping became dinner. Before too long we were
all changed and heading to a new club that Veronica was DJing at that
night. I didn't think I wanted to go out but it felt good to leave my
anger and sorrow at home and enjoy myself. Bailey was the hit of the
night as it was clear I had my "don't fuck with me" signals up. I still
enjoyed several dances and went home with 3 numbers. One I might even
call.
Drunk and stumbling Veronica convinced Bailey and me to end the night at a
tattoo parlor. Other than my belly button ring, tongue stud and ear
rings, I was a clean palette compared to most of the girls I worked with.
I wanted a clit ring in the worst way but that would have to wait until I
decided if I wanted a clit. Veronica had added to her rose tattoo down
the right arm with a matching lily one down her left. They were very
different but both were works of art and fit her. Bailey had a little
heart chain that dripped down her left thigh and circled around her ankle.
After much convincing I ended up getting one as well. It was this
beautiful ultra female dark fairy tattoo sitting on a bed of very thorny
roses placed on my right shoulder. The whole thing was done in shades of
black with pink, red and purple highlights and it matched my mood. Sexy,
shy but with open sensuality, sitting on a flower bed of 'don't fuck with
me'. I loved it.
Bailey and I said goodbye to Veronica and headed back to our place.
Without a word we ended up back in each other's arms and made love for
most the night. We had only been together once before but I felt so right
in her arms. It was like she knew every inch of me. I broke down crying
once but she just held me until the storm passed and I could fall back
asleep.
I ended up being off work for a week. After lots of prodding and no
little amount of begging from Bailey not to leave her alone there I
finally showed my face. Most of the girls treated me with open arms and
welcomed me back. A few gave me the false face smile and went back to
their mirrors to get ready, no one likes competition. Strangely the
bouncers were the happiest to see me. Since they all got a cut of the
night's tips I think there may have been some ulterior motives. I got
lots of flowers and hugs from the boys which made me cry. My new hormone
regimen was playing havoc with my emotions.
It only took two sets on stage before I remembered the sickly sweet
addiction to the attention. I loved being the desire of every man and
woman there and I admitted to myself I missed it. My outfit for the night
had just the right effect. It was a top and skirt combination in black.
There was a flair that hung below my tits as well as around my ass and the
two pieces were connected by a faux crystal chain. My tattoo glowed in
the house lights and could be seen clearly in the outfit. My hair was
pushed back with a black headband that gave me a 70's starlet look. The
whole thing was set off by a pair of Plexi 6 inch heels with a black
ribbon strap. It was much darker than my normal look but matched how I
was feeling.
I can't say I was nice to the customers for the first few weeks back. Ok
that's a lie; I was a downright bitch to most of them. None cared as I
made more money that I had in weeks. I hustled any and all comers to the
back room and grinded them for all they were worth. More than a few came
just from my hands rubbing along the outside of their clothes. Those that
didn't I promised that if only I knew them better, maybe we could meet
later. It never failed to separate the mark from his cash. I could tell
I was being callous but I was tired of being a victim.
Scott stayed the hell away from me but I knew he didn't care as long as
the cash kept coming in. Rumor was his side business was taking more and
more of his time. Christy tried once to run the place in his absence but
we just laughed at her. Mark, who was the head bouncer, filled the gap.
I got along with Mark fine but he was quiet and didn't talk much.
The New Year came and went. My relationship with Bailey, although we
never publicly said it, was blossoming every day. We slept in the same
bed and were not adverse to public displays of affection. I don't know
when it happened but I came to understand that my life was hers and hers
was mine. Nickolas was clearly smitten with me and my attraction to
Bailey was a disappointment for him but he took it well. Bailey was a fun
loving troublemaker though who didn't mind sharing. She kept pushing me
to go out on one of his many offered dates. Nick was a good sport and
offered to do a threesome with a puppy dog smile. We laughed but I know
he was half hoping we would accept.
I finally gave in late in January and Nick and I hit the town. Bailey
being an instigator slipped me some V and E before pushing me right into
his arms. "I expect her back by 1 Nick and she better be good and screwed
by then." She cried out as she shut the door on our faces. I looked at
Nick and the two of us broke up laughing. Bailey was always teasing the
two of us and acting like some kind of match maker. He, ever being the
gentleman, offered me his arm and off we went.
Dinner was superb and reminded me of how much I loved to cook. There had
not been enough time recently to enjoy my hobby. Nickolas was charming
and funny as we talked about the local teams, his background and passions
in life. He really wanted to go back to school and it was so sweet to
see. After dinner we hit a late night club act. It was a jazz open mike
night. Nick had arranged for a back booth through his bouncer connections
and we had a great view of the stage but plenty of privacy.
By now I was floating and loving the feel of everything on my skin. My
green satin cocktail dress had this little bow in front that lifted and
accentuated my now D cup breasts. The hormones finally finishing what the
implants had started. The lower part was filled with the folds and folds
that made my hips look bigger while falling over my legs. Bailey had ever
arranged for a professional makeover today and so my hair was perfect and
my makeup matched. Green high heeled sandals completed the outfit and I
looked softer than I had in a while.
Sashaying into our seats I pulled Nickolas close as I rested my hand on
his chest, snuggling in close. My breath was coming fast as I was already
horny and my vision tunneled down to feeling how close I could be to his
body. I brought his fingers up to my lips and kissed them softly, each
one in slow rhythm as I moved in time with the music. I wanted Nick so
badly and it would have been so easy to just seduce him right here and
now. What the fuck did I owe him? He would be thankful and isn't this
what he kept asking for? All I had to do was lean in and kiss him before
sliding my fingers down over his crotch. A voice in the back of my head
popped up, telling me this was wrong. I didn't want to listen but I knew
I couldn't lie to him. He saved me the trouble by speaking first "What
are you thinking about Roxana?" He asked as he nuzzled my neck.
"I want you so badly Nick, but I don't want to lead you on."
He slowed down but kept his hands on me. "You are in love with Bailey
aren't you?"
"Yes..." I whispered, a small tear slipping down my face. It was the
first time I had admitted it to myself. Like a coward she wasn't even
here to tell.
"I know. Guy has to try though." Giving me a warm smile
Looking into his face I could tell, he was one of the true good guys. I
reached into my purse and felt around for a tissue. As I patted my face,
trying to keep my makeup in check I found a little note in Bailey's
handwriting. "Roxana, I know you are still hurting and you need to feel
alive. Nick and I spoke and it's ok with me if you two sleep together.
You should know by now that I am not the jealous type and can't deny you
anything. GO, PLAY, HAVE SEX!! Just come home to me in the morning. Love
Bailey" I broke up laughing.
"What's that?" Nick asked?
"Did you and Bailey talk?" I changed the subject
"She said she thought you needed a night out and that she was ok with
anything that happened. Why what's that?"
Laughing I showed him "It's my 'get out of jail free' card lover, and I
get to rock your world."
Nick laughed until he saw the look on my face and then he knew I was
serious. I moved my hand down his shirt buttons and pulled them open.
Before he could say anything I moved in and kissed him passionately, my
wet lips pressed to his. I dragged my knee over his lap, making sure to
make plenty of contact and held his face in my hands, keeping the kiss up.
Sitting in his lap I pulled myself close and moved back to his ear "Jazz
was never my thing, but I am sure you are good at improvising. Let's go
to your place." giving his growing cock and squeeze. We were out the door
and back at his place in 10 minutes. I could not keep my hands off of him
the whole drive and I am sure the cabbie didn't mind the show.
He carried me up the stairs and into his apartment. I kept up my kissing
and sucking the whole flight. Kicking the door shut with his foot he laid
me down on the bed and started to divest me of my clothes, my hands
running up and down his outfit doing the same. Within seconds he was
naked and I only had on my bra and panties. I loved the rough feel of his
stubble as it ran over my now smooth skin. Pulling him down on top of me I
slowly started to stroke his cock, felling it grow in my hand. "Mmm not
only are you one of the good boys, you are also one of the big boys" I
teased.
I twisted over, wishing I had something to fill from the front and
lowered my panties down around my thighs. Nick didn't need to ask twice
as he knew I loved anal from many drunken conversations at the club. With
a deft hand he slid a condom on and pushed me to my hands and knees. I
could feel him lube up before he slowly slid his monster home. The
pressure from him sinking all the way in was just what I needed as it made
my toes curl. Moaning in pleasure I grabbed his hand and brought it
around to my tits and started to slam back into his cock. Ridding it up
and down, we built our speed as he twitched inside. I moved my free hand
down to spread myself wider, encouraging him to push harder and harder.
He took the bait and I felt myself pounded into the bed, my lips open in a
silent moan. I wanted more and I knew I could trust him. "Nick" I moaned
"are you clean?" He never broke his piston motion as my words sunk in.
"Yes Roxana, I was tested last month and you are my first since then"
Grinning I sucked on his fingers as I pulled his hand to my lips. "Pull
that rubber off then as I want to feel the real you in me." He wasted no
time and was back pounding my sweet ass. The heat of his skin, mixed with
my own was what I wanted as my muscles started to fire all over my body.
His thrusts pushing my face down into the sheets were just what I loved.
I trembled as first, then a second shattering orgasm travelled down my
body. I was spent but Nick was still going. Not wanting to disappoint I
started to push back and meet each and every stroke. "That's it baby.
harder, Harder. Mmm yes Harder. Oh yeah!!" I bit my lip as I felt his
dick start to lose it. I could feel the warm spunk as it blasted out of
his throbbing cock and buried itself deep in me. Nick collapsed in
exhaustion his cock still within me as a blissful post orgasmic glow
spread over both of us.
"I hope Bailey knew what kind of Pandora Box she was opening as I want
that again and again." I admitted
"Any time Roxana. That was amazing."
Giving a low chuckle I answered "If you think that was good wait for one
of my blow jobs." and proceeded to prove my point.
Sliding to my knees I pushed his thighs apart and looked at his deflating
cock. Not the one to let a opportunity go to waste, I started to work his
balls and roll them in my long fingers. Most girls just used their lips
and tongue but I loved the reaction I got alternating between soft lips,
smooth nails and hard metal from my stud. Flicking his shaft with its
clean gleaming ball, Nick was hard again in seconds. I sucked his balls
into my mouth as I wrapped my long nailed fingers around his shaft.
Flicking my tongue along the ridge of skin until his ball sack sent him
squirming for more. I could tell he was overly sensitive from earlier but
I was not letting him get off that easy.
Moving along his cock I left deep red cupid bow kisses, making my way from
the base to the tip. Curling my nails on the underside of his balls his
poor dick twitched right into my waiting mouth. With slow deliberate
precision I swallowed him inch by inch, never losing eye contact. Nick
cried out as my tongue and its precious stud flicked along, pulling him
deeper inside of me. Moving all the way down I started to moan and hum.
It was my own little trick that I loved. The vibrations I could cause
from the wet moist tongue to my slick hard stud did their trick. Nick was
exploding in my mouth again and I swallowed each yummy drop.
I always let a little dribble out of my mouth and run over my chin.
Looking up with baby doll eyes I scooped the last delectable bite onto my
finger and sucked it dry as Nick's eyes bugged out of his head. I don't
think I had left much of the poor boy. I just giggled with my own
indecency.
We lay in each other's arms for a while before I saw the clock and
realized it was getting late. Kissing him tenderly I made him promise not
to get up and went and called a cab. I am sure he wanted me to stay the
night. I wanted him to understand though that we were just fuck buddies
at this point. Plus I had something else still to do tonight. I made it
home just before 1 and was curled up on the couch when Bailey got home
from work. She took one look at me and smiled at my Cheshire cat grin.
"Was he as good as he thinks he is? " She asked.
"Better" I admitted as I made room for her on the couch. "Thank you I
needed that."
"Just pushing you in the right direction"
"Bailey" I addressed her losing the humor from my voice "I love you."
Her eyes shone with a small terror as they looked at me. I had caught her
completely off guard.
"I needed to get fucked and I love that you understood that. I might buy
you a strapon. I love the real thing though. Nick is sweet and if you
don't mind I think I will move him into the friends with benefits
category. But it's you I love. It's taken a while for me to figure it out
but you are who I want to see in the morning, and it's you I want to see
right before bed."
"That's not true. You can't love me"
"But I do, and you love me too. You don't have to say it but I know it's
true. It was sweet when I figured it out. You thought that sending me
and Nick off to have sex that I would fall in love with him. For some
reason you think that no one can or should love you. The problem with
your plan is that I already am in love with you." I pulled her into my
arms now that my feelings were out in the open. I knew she had some dark
history but I wanted her to know I was there for her and nothing she could
say would change that. It took a few days for her to express it out loud
but from that point on she and I both knew our hearts.
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