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Six Months to Grow On
Chapter 13 - Month 7
Barbara Kelly stood in the doorway overlooking her son's room. She
hesitated to walk right in. She didn't want to be a snoop and would
rather enter when Brian was present. It was becoming more and more
important to build trust in their relationship. Brian was going through
some tough times.
It seemed like it had never been easy for them. Barbara and her former
husband, Jack, had Brian during the first year of their marriage. Back
then, it seemed like it was going to work out. When Jack took the first
job in Saudi Arabia, it had been for the money. After years of shuttling
back and forth, it was simply to escape his wife and son. The divorce
followed. Barbara got the house and a settlement. Jack hadn't been
interested or involved with his son, Brian since then.
She glanced over her son's room. It had gotten much neater in the past
month. Brian had never been bad about cleaning up, but now the room
looked nice. She knew why. Kelly had come to visit. She liked to think
of Kelly as her step-daughter, not as a replacement, but simply as a
summer visitor. Brian was living the month full time as a girl and it
was really hard for her to understand how it had happened.
She'd heard all the explanations. She'd sat there listening while Kelly
talked about the past six months and the need to express herself. But,
it still didn't make much sense.
She had lived with Brian for sixteen years. He had never expressed an
interest in becoming female. He had never expressed dissatisfaction
about his gender. After all the changes had started, she had gone on-
line and read everything she could, but there was nothing there that
described her son's situation at all.
It started when her son had taken estrogen in an effort to kickstart his
lagging physical growth. She remembered like it was yesterday sitting in
Dr. Galloway's office questioning whether estrogen would have side
effects and was told no.
That was wrong. The side effects were that she now had a daughter
instead of a son. She'd heard about the past several years of Mindy's
domination of Brian's personality through sex and love. She'd heard how
the young neighbor girl had sought to influence her son's behavior, but
he had still been her little boy, not a high school girl.
The room even smelled like a girl's room. The perfume, hairspray,
makeup, and moisturizers all carried unique female scents that clung to
Kelly's clothing and bedding.
None of the furniture had been disturbed, it all looked the same.
Brian's computer still sat on the table next to his texts and notebooks
where he'd record his data entry and software projects. Her son had a
brilliant mind.
It was the same, but different. She'd stare in disbelief sometimes at
Kelly. She was always smiling and happy. She seemed excited about
everything. She'd talk, she'd ask questions, she never seemed moody.
She knew that beautifully dressed, lovely smelling young lady was her
son, but had to shake her head sometimes in disbelief. She was
beautiful. There was nothing awkward about her. The first time she saw
Kelly wearing heels, she was amazed. She walked as gracefully as any
runway model and her legs looked terrific. She had the urge to grab her
and shake her and say 'where's my son?' or 'what happened to my boy?'.
It was all like a long running dream from some sci-fi movie.
One morning, they had crossed paths in the bedroom hall. Kelly came out
of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel. She'd already put her hair
up in large curlers and was wearing pink bedroom slippers. Mrs. Kelly
wanted to stop her and cross examine her about the obvious breasts under
her towel but hesitated to make a scene early in the morning. What was
going on, she wanted to ask?
And then there was the makeup. When she was a girl, she never remembered
wearing that much eye makeup to go to school. Or the little outfits that
always were a bit too tight or revealing. She didn't want to push her
role as a mother too far for fear of alienation.
Brian's clothes were pushed aside to make room for the vast wardrobe that
had been moved in. Mindy's older sister Claire was a clothes horse and
all her middle and high school wardrobe had suddenly appeared filling the
spare bedroom with boxes. She hadn't seen Kelly wearing the same outfit
twice.
She didn't have a complaint about Kelly. She was a loving, caring child
who only wanted to please. She'd offered to do everything around the
house to show her appreciation for Barbara acceptance.
Even the family counseling had been going well. Barbara had left work at
eleven a.m. this morning for a one on one session. She'd stopped home
for a few minutes before she went over to pick up the girls from Driver's
Education class. Then she had to take Kelly to a new doctor's
appointment across town. She was hoping to get a couple more hours in at
work before the day ended with a simple dinner at home.
She tried to remind herself that Brian was still with her, but it was
getting more difficult. Her son was disappearing more each day. In the
past months, he'd grown a half a foot and changed a lot. His whole look
had changed from a typical twelve year old with baby fat to an attractive
teen. The problem was that her teen was becoming more and more female
with each day. Kelly was a slender, petite sixteen year old with a
gorgeous complexion and radiant dark hair. Sometimes, Barbara saw a lot
of herself in her daughter, uh step-daughter.
Kelly had not asked her advice on clothing or makeup. She was learning
everything she needed from her best friend, Mindy. Barbara didn't quite
know whether to condemn Mindy for what she had done or just let it go.
It was hard to blame her. She'd been Brian's best friend for half his
life, maybe his only friend. And while she'd been a looming influence,
she'd done nothing really wrong. Mindy continued to support and defend
Brian throughout. She almost wanted to suggest that Mindy be included in
their family counseling.
Barbara didn't even realize that she was standing in front of the clothes
closet idling touching the fabric of the dresses hanging there. She was
lost in her memories of the two of them living their lives over the past
sixteen years, when she realized what she was touching. She pulled her
hand back suddenly from one of Claire's dresses knowing full well that
her son would be wearing it out on a date sooner or later.
The whole dating thing upset and worried her. Her son admitted she had a
friend named Shawn. It frightened her to think her son was not only
cross-dressing but was also gay. She worried about all the hurt he'd
face in life trying to deal with society and it's rejection of his
choices. She wanted to yell in his face and ask him if he was ready for
all the pain that would come out with this new experimentation?
She walked out of the bedroom and shut the door. Taking a deep breath,
she wiped the tear from the corner of her eye and wished she could just
close the door to their difficulties as easily as she left the bedroom
behind. Walking back down stairs, Barbara Kelly composed herself before
she walked out the door. Counting to ten, she tried to visualize all the
good things that were in her life, things she was thankful for.
Kelly Bryan sat in class fighting the urge to nod off. This class was so
boring, she had started to take reading material with her to pass the
time. She had purchased two magazines and had them both tucked inside
her notebook. She still held the pencil in her hand as she quietly
leafed through Glamour and Popular Computing. The two magazines
represented her life these days. She was either looking through fashion
mags or computer coding manuals.
She looked over at Mindy who was listening with one ear to the instructor
and the other ear had her iPod earpiece hidden safely in her long flowing
blonde hair. She took a minute to focus on her beauty. She was a perfect
ten in Kelly's eye. All she wanted to do was look as wonderful as her
best friend and lover.
It was all Mindy's doing that had led Kelly to this wonderful summer.
Mindy had dragged her butt off the chair and into life and Mindy had been
her wingman throughout the whole dating experience with Shawn.
Shawn was safely tucked away at football practice. He'd be calling her
tonight and saying sweet things in her ear. Kelly sighed. Now, she not
only had friends, but she had a boy friend, too. Shawn was her property.
She owned him. It hadn't taken much effort to twist him around her
finger and wow, what a catch. He was a tall, rugged, strapping senior
who was going to finish up at Central this year and then head off to
college to study engineering. It was pretty awesome how he thought Kelly
was wonderful.
Even Kelly had trouble believing how well things were going. She knew
the dreams were short lived and the problem of returning as Brian to his
junior year was going to be very hard. She was running all sorts of
avoidance scenarios through her head all the time. She really wanted to
remain Kelly but had no clue how to do it. Home schooling? Registering
at a new school? None of the answers seemed simple or easy.
She knew that it would be so easy to cut her hair, take out her earrings,
and stop taking estrogen. Easy would be to stop thinking about Kelly
and start thinking about Brian. Easy would be to give up Kelly
altogether and go back to being 'Brian the cypher'. Easy would be to
just do what everyone said. Easy would be to settle for seconds.
Being Kelly was like a door had opened to life in technicolor instead of
black and white. Kelly looked like a regular, maybe even pretty, girl.
Kelly smiled and laughed and had friends. Kelly was content to just be.
Kelly didn't feel sad or ashamed or odd. Kelly loved to brush her hair,
look in the mirror, apply her makeup, and choose her clothes.
Brian hated the mirror and what it reflected. Brian wore clothes to hide
himself. Brian struggled to be positive and up. It was not fun being
Brian.
What Kelly really wanted to do was appear at her own school as a
completely new person declaring some lame story that she was transferring
in from Arizona and living with her Aunt Barbara. But, anyone with half
a brain would catch on quickly that Barbara Kelly has a niece named Kelly
Bryan and whatever happened to Brian Kelly and hey wait a minute, Clark
Kent, Superman, Brian Kelly, Kelly Bryan.
The whole reality of admitting she was transgendered and a girl trapped
in a boys body was just too much for her sixteen year old world. She
also knew that she'd have to come to grips with that reality soon.
Transgendered? Until a few months ago, she didn't even know the word.
Did she know anyone that was transgendered? She thought she knew a few
kids at school who might be gay.
But being transgendered also meant being different. Brian knew
different. Brian knew rejection. Brian was used to being a freak of
nature. Kelly knew that being transgendered also meant being different,
too. She didn't want to be different or rejected, she just wanted to be
accepted and move on with a life. She knew she was not looking forward
to living as Brian through another school year. She had trouble
imagining sneaking around as Kelly on the weekends with Shawn.
She sighed knowing full well that she'd have to break up with Shawn
before the school year was over because he'd eventually catch on that
Kelly Bryan didn't go to school with Mindy and a Brian Kelly did. Shawn
wasn't short on brains or muscles and the relationship was going to have
to end before he became wise to the whole story and broke her nose in
anger.
All that passed before her eyes while the Driver's Ed instructor droned
on and on about safe distances between cars traveling at 55 miles an
hour. Kelly had already devised a simple coding formula to calculate
braking speed and distance for any car traveling at various rates. It
was so basic and easy to do. She wished all her life problems were are
easy to solve as developing coding formulas.
She was brought back to reality when the instructor asked a question.
"Okay, class. Who can tell me if your car is traveling at 60 miles an
hour, how many feet does it take to stop?"
Kelly had her iPhone out and pressed a few buttons. Her hand shot up.
With a nod from the instructor, she called out, "Reaction Distance is 187
feet and your Braking Distance is 293 feet, resulting in a Stopping
Distance of 480 feet."
Mindy looked at her smiling and shaking her head. What a brain, she
thought.
"Uh, right." The instructor had to check his notes to see if it really
was right.
Kelly glanced around to realize no one else had raised their hand.
"40 miles an hour?"
This time, Kelly didn't raise her hand and instead waited for everyone
else to volunteer. After a minute with no responses from the auditorium,
she felt sorry for the instructor. Looking straight at the teacher, she
raised her hand again. Smiling at the instructor, who wasn't bad looking
for an older married guy, she glanced at her iPhone and read off the
numbers. "Reaction Distance, 83 feet; Braking Distance, 152 feet;
Stopping Distance of 235 feet."
"Very good, young lady. Are you Googling the answers?" He gave a smirk
like he'd caught her cheating.
Kelly smiled back as innocently as she could. "No. I wrote a quick
program in UNIX that calculates the math." She held up her phone. She'd
written an app that allowed her to input code and use the iPhone's chip
as a processor.
The instructor looked surprised and a bit baffled. He then announced to
the class they had a fifteen minute break and walked straight up to Kelly
before she could get out of her seat.
Leaning over her seat and staring down at her, he frowned. "Hey, pretty
neat trick. You were kidding, right? You just didn't want to admit you
were Googling, right?"
Kelly stood up so the guy wasn't leaning over her and trying to
intimidate her. She'd learned a few tricks about dominance from Mindy.
She held her ground and made eye contact. He might be six inches taller
like Shawn, but that didn't mean he had the power. She'd learned a lot
more about guys in the past month and how they think and act. This guy
was just older, not smarter. "Umm, no. I wasn't Googling the answers.
I created this app that allows me to write simple programs. I did this
while you were talking. It's a pretty easy program that calculates a
three number equation based on a simple formula."
The instructor still obviously didn't believe her. He looked at the
magazines and saw Glamour and the computer magazine. "Really? I didn't
know you could do that. On your phone? I guess that's pretty neat." He
turned and walked away still shaking his head with doubt.
As Kelly and MIndy walked outside to take their break, Mindy looked at
Kelly. "Did you really do that?"
Kelly shrugged. "Easy-piezy. Just a little code exercise. I could show
you how if you want."
Mindy laughed. "You're kidding, right? I use my iPhone to text and shop
for dresses."
After class, Mrs. Kelly was waiting for them in the parking lot. The two
girls got in the back seat and chatted while they went to drop Mindy off.
As Mindy climbed out and Kelly moved to the front, Mrs. Kelly asked if
she wanted to stop at the house before they met the new doctor.
"I'm good. Thanks, mom. Do we have time to stop for a diet or a water?"
"Lunch? Something before we go in to talk?"
"Water or a diet will be fine. I'm a too bit nervous to eat."
As they pulled into the drive thru, Mrs. Kelly looked over at her
daughter. In profile, she didn't appear different from any sixteen year
old girl. She couldn't see an Adam's Apple or the heavy brow that boys
get as they mature. Her voice still sounded like a young lady or a
child. She had no sign of beard or facial hair. In fact, she was
beautiful to look at.
Mrs. Kelly had noticed Kelly was still getting taller since they'd
finished with Dr. Galloway and suspected that Kelly was taking estrogen
on her own. She speculated, but didn't want to start accusing her child
of deceiving her. It was only a few weeks since Brian had his melt down
and Mrs. Kelly didn't want to rough up her son's delicate mental balance.
She was hoping that this new doctor would offer some suggestions.
As both the women settled back in the car, they sat without talking.
Mrs. Kelly made no effort to drive, just simply started the motor to run
the air conditioning. They just sat there in shock each trying to settle
their own nerves after an hour in with the doctor.
Mrs. Kelly was exhausted. She'd never imagined an hour with a
psychiatrist could be so exhausting or difficult. Finally, Mrs. Kelly
broke the silence. "Oh God, I didn't feel that she was on our side. I
was ready to walk out. That was hard."
Kelly was dabbing her eyes with a tissue from her purse. She was choking
back tears. Nodding, she had trouble talking. "If she hadn't said those
things at the end, I had already decided I was never coming back."
What was so hard were the questions. The words were not polite nor was
the doctor there to win friends. This doctor unpeeled the family
dynamics and cruelly went after both of them until finally they were at
the point of tears. Barbara saw Kelly sitting on the edge of her chair,
ready to walk out several times in frustration.
The doctor accused them of scamming her. She demanded that they explain
why Brian so quickly became a girl and seemed so eager to abandon his
past sixteen years almost instantly. She wanted to know why Mrs. Kelly
was looking at this situation through rose colored glasses and not taking
charge. She came close to accusing Mrs. Kelly of neglect and Brian of
taking the easy way out.
The brutal cross-examination continued for another twenty minutes. She
attacked Barbara Kelly fiercely. What kind of parent was she? Why did
she let Brian lie and get away with it? Did she live in a dream world
where children take estrogen with no consequences for six months? What
kind of parent allows doctors to experiment on their child?
The doctor turned her attention to Kelly with the same withering stare
and harsh tone. How did it feel to be gay? A cross dresser? How long
did she think she could go along fooling this boy she was seeing? What
are the consequences of relationships built on lies? What kind of game
was she playing? Did she really think it was so easy change her gender?
Snip, snip?
And that was just the first thirty minutes. She asked them to think
about their future together and apart. What did each of them think life
would be like in a year, three years, five. She looked at Kelly and
asked about family. What did she want from life? Had she thought about
the consequences of changing sex and what role it would play when she was
twenty, thirty, or forty?
She attacked them for almost an hour. There was no sugar coating, no
politeness, no comfort. It was all hostile and bristling with anger and
distrust.
At just about the point that both women were fed up with the doctor's
attitude, it was like she threw a personality switch. She took a deep
breath and smiled. She got up from behind her desk and came over to each
woman and gave them a hug.
Dr. Johnson smiled. "Well, I apologize from treating you both so
disrespectfully for the past fifty minutes, but I had to see what makes
you both tick. I like the two of you and admire you both."
The doctor paused and faced Mrs. Kelly. "Barbara, you are a loving and
caring parent who wants the best for your child. I don't doubt your
intelligence or parenting skills. I commend you."
Then, she looked straight at Kelly. "Kelly, you are an unusual child and
have a long, painful road ahead of you. You're lucky to have such a
great mom. After talking with you both, I think you have a fighting
chance to see this through."
Then she looked at Kelly. "This is going to be the hardest thing you
have ever done. If you think the past hour has been uncomfortable,
fasten your seat belt because you are in for a bumpy ride. You have no
idea what pain you're going to experience. Brian did a great job of
hiding himself all these years in school. But, you, my beauty, are going
to stick out. Kelly is not going to be able to hide among the sheep.
It's going to be very tough to grow up transgendered."
"As much as you think you can fool people, some of this will come out.
Maybe you think you can run away and hide your past, but you'll have to
tell an inner circle and you're going to eventually want to be completely
honest with people you love and admire. Some 'friends' will choose to
judge you as unstable or worse. You're going to have a lot of pain
through life, just like the rest of us. You are choosing to make some
difficult decisions and a path that will cost you dearly."
"But, I am here to help you and your mother. You are more than welcome
to come visit me as often as you'd like. I think that Kelly needs to
start to think seriously about just want she wants from life. Whatever
you want and decide, the three of us will devise a plan for success."
After being dropped off at home, Kelly went upstairs to take a nap. She
felt wrung out and didn't want to think about anything. She closed her
eyes and let is all fade away.
An hour later, Kelly stretched and lay on the top of the bed trying to
wake up from a deep sleep. She was feeling better. She thought about
the day and reflected on the highlight of showing off in front of an
auditorium of a hundred sixteen year olds. Sure, she had her fifteen
seconds of fame but no one had pointed a finger and laughed. No one had
said anything critical. It came and it went. Maybe that's what the
future would be like. Just like the group's quiet acceptance of Kelly
Bryan, a cute, nerdy girl.
Kelly thought for a minute. She didn't want to go backwards. She felt
like she'd come to a life decision. She didn't want to be Brian ever
again. As big an effort as it was going to be, she wanted to stay a
girl. She sat up and picked up her phone. It was time to call Mindy.
"Hey. What's up? Want to come over. I need you."
As she put the phone down, she stared at the mirror. Kelly was wearing
Brian's sleep tee and boxers. It was all that she wanted to wear that
belonged to Brian. It was fun to see her silicon boobies pushing against
the soft tee that Brian loved to sleep in. His boxers were a different
story. She had to borrow her mom's sewing machine and pull the side
seams out and taper them down at the waist line. She had reduced the
elastic due to her changing body or else they'd sagged down and clung to
her widening hips. Of course, her growing booty was starting to lift the
shorts up in the back and emphasize her changing figure.
Kelly heard the knock. She opened the door and put her arms out for a
big hug and kiss. She was the same height as Mindy, now. She really
stood five foot six inches tall. It was pretty incredible to think that
she had grown six inches in seven months.
"Hey!" She grabbed Mindy by the hand and dragged her upstairs to her
bed. After they were both comfortable, she started to talk.
She looked straight into her best friend and lover's eyes. She swallowed
hard and took a deep breath. "I'm done with Brian. I'm going full time
as Kelly and not looking back. I think it's what I have to do. I hope
it's going to be all right."
Mindy frowned. "What are your going to do about school? I thought you
said you didn't want the ridicule of being trans at school."
"I'm going to have to hide at home. No school, no classes. I going to
be home schooled. I'm going to teach myself this year. Me and the
laptop."
"Word's going to get out when you don't show up. People will talk."
"Uh-huh. And before long, rumors will start that Brian is home and looks
like a girl. Got it. We're going to have to sell the house and move
downtown. I think I can talk my mom into all of this."
Mindy's eyes welled up. "If you move, how about me?"
"After we move, we're going to have lots of overnights."
Mindy grinned and poked Kelly's tummy. "How many pills have you taken
today?"
"A half this morning, as usual, and a second half when I woke up a half
hour ago. So, a whole one."
"Hmm. I thought we were going to take it slowly."
"Yeah, well, maybe or maybe not. Thinking I want to spend seven days
taking a whole pill each day and see what it does for me. I want to
try."
"Maybe you'd better tell your mom about the pills."
Kelly nodded. "Yep."
Mindy kissed her. "It would have been nice to have you in school this
year. I was looking forward to it."
Kelly stroked her hair and kissed her back. "Yeah, but I just can't go
back to being Brian. I just can't kid myself into taking second best
anymore. I really like who I have become and want that. It's not going
to be easy but I'm counting on you to keep me strong. We'll just have to
settle for being together after school and the weekends."
She looked Mindy in the eyes. "I don't want to live without you. Maybe
I can find a city school to graduate from in the next year. Then, we'll
go to the same college and be roommates."
Mindy started to pull Kelly's boxers off to reveal her neatly trimmed
pubic hair and carefully glued genitals. She always got a kick of how
they turned Kelly's small penis and scrotum into a fairly pretty vagina.
Mindy wet her finger and drew it along the simulated opening. She
grinned when Kelly shivered with pleasure.
Just then, the Kelly's cell phone rang Shawn's ring. Hmm, she thought.
What do I say?
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