The Experiment
By
Vivian Bird
Kelly was terrified as he and his wife Allison entered a fashionable Los
Angeles restaurant. It was quite understandable for him to be terrified
since it was the first time that he was outside their house dressed
entirely in female clothing. Not only was he clad in delicate lingerie
underneath his dress, but his face was fully made up and his pierced
ears held long, crystal earrings. His four inch heels clicked on the
tile floor as he walked into the restaurant. Now, just an hour and a
half later, Kelly was in tears, as they left the restaurant, with
Allison leading him to their car.
"What's the matter, sweetie?" asked Allison as she gave Kelly a tissue
to dry his tears? "Did that waiter say something to you?"
"No, its not that," said Kelly, dabbing his eyes with the tissue. "Its
what I almost did."
"Kelly, please let me know what's the matter," asked Allison. "Maybe I
can help you." They got into their car, with Allison behind the wheel.
"Allison," said Kelly, "I think that I'm becoming gay. I just don't
know what is happening to me."
"Why do you think that you are becoming gay, Kelly? Yes, you are
wearing a dress, but that doesn't mean you are gay."
"Its because of what just happened in the restaurant."
"What just happened?"
"You know that I had been flirting with the waiter all through dinner.
Heck, we both were. It was fun, dressed like I am. Then he came over
to the table and started talking to you, with his eyes looking down the
front of your blouse."
"I remember. So what? I love it when men get turned on by my boobs.
You sure seem to enjoy them."
"It wasn't that, Allison. It was what I almost did."
"What did you almost do, Kelly? Were you jealous?"
"No, I wasn't jealous. I got turned on. I saw the bulge in his pants
growing bigger when he was staring at your cleavage and I wanted to
reach out and touch him. I wanted to touch his cock, to take it out of
his pants, maybe even suck it."
"So how does that make you gay, Kelly? Everyone in that restaurant
thought that you were a woman, including the waiter. I saw the way he
was looking at you as well, giving you the once over. What is so
unusual about a woman fantasizing about a man's cock? I do it all the
time."
"But I'm not a woman. I'm a man wearing female clothes. So why did I
want to touch his cock? Gay men touch other men's cocks, so I must be
gay. Maybe it is because of all of the women's clothes I have been
wearing. Ever since you suggested that I wear panties underneath my
suits, I can't seem to stay away from women's clothes. Something in me
loves to wear them and to pretend that I am a woman. But now, I want to
touch men's cocks. I'm afraid of what is happening to me."
"When you wear dresses, do you think of yourself as a woman? Do you
think you want to be a woman?"
"I don't know, Allison. I'm so confused. My emotions are running wild.
You saw the way I started crying in there. That's another thing.
Straight men don't cry like that. What is happening to me?"
"Kelly, the tears are probably the result of the female hormones that
you have been taking for the past few weeks. Hormones have that effect
on women. Remember, you wanted something that would fill out your A cup
bras a bit so your dresses and blouses would look better on you. The
hormones are already starting to make your nipples stand out and I can
even see some actual growth taking place there. A few weeks from now,
you might need larger bras."
"Yes, but I never thought that I would start lusting after men's
genitals," wailed Kelly, as he started crying again. "I can't get the
sight of his bulging cock out of my mind. I'm afraid what I might do
next."
"Kelly, you acted just like any woman would act if they saw something
that aroused them. Look at yourself in a mirror. You are the picture
of femininity. You are so pretty and desirable. I'll bet that if you
were in your male clothes, you wouldn't have had any such thoughts about
that waiter."
"Are you sure about that, Allison? The feelings were so intense that I
think I would have felt the same no matter what I was wearing."
"OK, then lets run an experiment. We will get a man to pull his pants
down and show you his cock, while you are fully dressed as a woman.
Then, he will do the same thing when you are fully dressed as a man.
That will give you a chance to really determine what turns you on and
what doesn't."
"But how will I really know if I am actually turned on?"
"When you are dressed as a woman, you won't be wearing any panties, and
you will pull your dress up to your waist. When you are dressed as a
man, you will drop your pants and shorts. If you get a full erection
from just looking at a man's cock, that will tell you if the clothes you
are wearing really make a difference, or not. I'll bet that you will
get a huge hard on when you are dressed as a female and nothing when you
are dressed as a male."
"I guess that we can try it, but I'm not sure it will prove anything.
Besides, how can we get a man to help in the experiment?"
"That will be the easy part. There is a guy at my office who is
bisexual and I'm sure that he would just love to take part in our little
experiment. So, what do you think? Should I ask him? His name is
Robert."
"Why do you want to use a bisexual man? Why not use a man who is
straight?"
"We can if you want, but I think that Robert could handle the situation
better, since he swings both ways. He can come on to you whatever you
are wearing."
"I guess that would be alright. But Allison, aren't we taking this a
little too far? It was only a couple of months ago that you wanted me
to wear panties and then other women's clothes as well. Now we are
going to restaurants with me fully dressed and I'm taking hormones to
make my breasts grow. Where does this all stop?"
"Wherever you want it to stop, Kelly. So far, you have agreed to
everything I have suggested. You can certainly stop anytime you want
to. It seems to me though that you are becoming a woman very quickly in
both mind and body. That is why you reacted the way you did in the
restaurant tonight."
With that, Allison started the car and started to drive home. On the
way, Kelly was deep in thought, trying to figure out how things
progressed so far in such a short time.
Two Months Earlier
Just two short months ago, Allison had suggested that Kelly wear panties
to work, instead of jockey shorts, since they would be so much more
comfortable and probably feel sexier. Kelly went along with the
suggestion, because there was no reason not to. The only problem was
that he would not be able to use the urinals at work and would have to
sit down to pee. What he discovered was that the silky panties felt so
much better than jockey shorts that he began to wear them under his
pants every day.
Allison upped the ante a few days later, suggesting that Kelly wear
panty hose under his slacks as well. It was winter and Allison pointed
out how much warmer the panty hose would be. Kelly could still wear his
socks over the hose, so nobody could see what was underneath. Kelly
quickly got used to the panty hose and even tried nylons and a garter
belt on a few occasions. One evening, Allison suggested that Kelly
shave the hair off his legs since the hose would feel so much better on
his legs that way. When Kelly went to the bathroom to shave his legs,
Allison suggested that as long as he was shaving, he might as well get
rid of the unsightly hair from his chest, arms and underarms as well and
gave him a cream depilatory to use.
Every evening, Allison had Kelly wearing additional woman's attire.
First came a bra, then a camisole, next a slip. High heeled shoes were
added after a couple of weeks, quickly followed by makeup, wigs, jewelry
and perfume. Finally, Allison had Kelly put on a dress and the initial
transformation was complete. When Kelly mentioned that the dresses
didn't seem to fit well around his chest, Allison told her that the
dresses would look so much better if Kelly took light doses of feminine
hormones, just enough to enable him to fill out an A cup bra. In the
meantime, he could wear pads inside his bras. His breasts wouldn't be
detectable under his broadcloth shirts, ties and suitcoats. But when he
was wearing dresses and blouses at home, they would really enhance his
feminine appearance.
Kelly went along with every suggestion, primarily because the feminine
clothes felt so good on him. When he was fully dressed, he was often in
a state of full erection. He loved the odor of the cosmetics and was
enchanted when he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He looked
like a woman, not like a man. He even told Allison that he wished that
he could wear women's clothes all of the time, not just when he was at
home.
Allison also taught Kelly how to walk in heels, how to sit as a female,
how to cross his legs, talk in a higher register, even how to use
feminine gestures as much as possible. She put him on a strict diet.
Kelly was only five foot five and had never been a muscular man, so the
eventual loss of weight made him look even more feminine.
Kelly seemed to be totally in synch with what was happening to him. He
became quite adept at dressing himself and applying makeup. Of course,
when he went to work each day, he had to revert to his male garb, with
feminine lingerie underneath.
Kelly was a computer programmer for the state government, and he finally
arranged to take a government laptop home with him and work from the
confines of his house, when it was appropriate to do so. Of course,
those days he spent totally in dresses and skirts. On weekends, he
spent the entire time en femme. He realized that he was spending more
time in women's clothes than his male attire.
At night, he wore silky nightgowns and peignoirs. Sex with Allison
became better then ever. Instead of the penetration that used to be the
focal point of their sex, now that it was essentially two women making
love, oral sex became much more important. Nothing was taboo, so anal
foreplay became part of their repertoire.
One night, Allison showed Kelly a dildo that she had purchased that had
a realistic penis on both ends. After putting lubricant on both ends,
she inserted one end into her vagina and slowly pushed the other end
into Kelly's ass. Of course the dildo was much bigger than the fingers
that Allison had been using, but after a short period, Kelly was pushing
back on the device and asking her to fuck him harder.
Allison was convinced that Kelly could pass in public and asked him to
accompany her to movies and restaurants while fully dressed. She told
him how much fun it would be for them to go out together as girlfriends.
Finally, Kelly agreed to go to a restaurant, as long as it was at night,
and that the restaurant was dimly lit.
Kelly took forever to decide what he wanted to wear. Finally, Allison
picked out a black dress for him and helped him apply his makeup. She
even gave him a pair of dangly, crystal earrings to wear in his ears
which had been pierced two weeks previously. She insisted that Kelly
wear four inch heels because of the feminine wiggle they would give him
and to make him feel more like a woman. Finally, tottering slightly on
the heels, Kelly tentatively followed Allison out to the garage and got
into their car to go to the restaurant where his world would become much
more complicated.
*****
That evening, when they got home from the restaurant, Allison told
Kelly to sit down in the kitchen while she called her friend Robert.
Kelly was still in a state of agitation, so he paced back and forth, his
heels clicking on the tile floor. Even then, he couldn't help thinking
how wonderful his legs felt encased in nylons and rubbing against each
other.
Allison came into the kitchen a few minutes later and told Kelly that
Robert would be happy to do what they wanted. "In fact, Robert also
pointed out another scenario that we should try as well. He suggests
that we also get a male to female transsexual. He knows one very well.
Her name is Tiffany and he is sure she will help with our experiment.
In fact, she might be willing to give you some tips since she started
her journey to womanhood similarly to what you are doing.'
"Does she still have a penis?" asked Kelly. "Yes, she does. at least so
far." answered Allison. " Most transsexuals keep their genitals intact,
although many have breast implants and other facial and bodily
surgeries. Almost all of them take female hormones and many take
additional drugs to suppress male hormones. Some, of course, take the
final step with SRS and exchange their penis for a vagina. Then they
are truly females for life. Robert tells me that Tiffany is very
attractive and is quite satisfied with her new life the way it is.
However, she hasn't ruled out wanting SRS in the future."
"OK, honey, I'm game if you are," said Kelly. "Please call Robert back
and make the arrangements. I'm especially anxious to meet Tiffany. I
think that we might have a lot in common and I've got a lot of questions
for her."
Allison called Robert back immediately and set it all up for the coming
weekend. Since it was only Tuesday evening, they had the rest of the
work week to anticipate what could happen. Kelly really hoped that it
would prove once and for all that the attraction he felt towards the
waiter was not because he was gay, but because he was truly a female in
a males body, reacting to a mans obvious erection, just as a female
would. If so, all of the sensations he felt wearing feminine attire
were real, as was the orgasm he had when Allison fucked him and herself
with the double-headed dildo.
The next morning, Kelly wanted to wear a bra under his suit, along with
the panties, hose and garter belt. However, Allison cautioned him that
when he wore a bra, the size of his small breasts was enhanced, not to
mention his nipples and someone might notice if he ever took off his
jacket. She also told him that if anyone touched him on the back, they
would be able to feel his bra strap. Kelly grumbled a bit, but decided
to leave the bra at home until work was over. As soon as he came home,
however, he put on a padded bra, a tight, white cashmere sweater, a wrap
around gray skirt, four inch heels and makeup.
He wanted to put on nail polish, but realized that he would have to
remove it before going to work the next day.
It was very obvious to Kelly that he couldn't continue the charade at
work indefinitely. He would either have to revert back to wearing a
mans wardrobe, or come out to all of his bosses and coworkers. If he
did, then he could dress as a female 24/7 and get rid of all of his male
attire for good. The idea of that was so thrilling to him that his
growing erection started to tent the front of his skirt.
Kelly prepared dinner and when Allison came home from her job at a dress
shop he started to talk to her about his idea of coming out at work.
During dinner they discussed the pros and cons. Allison said, "Kelly,
before you make your decision about coming out at work, you have to
determine what you really want. If you just want to wear women's
clothes and not be a woman in any other way, then you will be living as
a transvestite. If you want to become a woman in all ways except
removing your penis, then you would be living as a preoperative
transsexual. However, if you want to become as much of a woman as
possible, including a vagina, then you would become a postoperative
transsexual. You can probably decide if you are a transvestite now and
maybe even if you want to be a preoperative transsexual. But I don't
think that you should make a decision now about SRS. For one thing, you
have to live as a woman 24/7 for at least a year, before you could even
get permission from a doctor to get the surgery. That would also
involve extensive psychiatric examinations as well."
"I'm positive that I don't just want to be a transvestite," answered
Kelly. I guess that is what I am doing now, but it isn't nearly enough.
I want to change my body so that it is as much like a woman as possible.
I want bigger breasts, for example. So I want to continue to take
female hormones and even get something to reduce my male testosterone.
If need be, I want to have breast implants, if the hormone therapy isn't
sufficient to get the breast size I want. I might also want some facial
surgery. Eventually, I might want to have my penis surgically
transformed into a vagina. I certainly don't want to continue this
charade of wearing lingerie under my business suits. I want to wear
women's clothing all day long and actually start living as a woman. I
can't do that unless I tell everyone I work with."
"Then, after our experiment this weekend, I suggest we make you an
appointment with an endocrinologist to help you with your hormone
intake," said Allison. "You should also start electrolysis treatments
immediately to get rid of your facial hair as soon as possible. You
will also need to make an appointment with a psychiatrist to help you
decide if you really want to get the final surgery," stated Allison.
The next three days proved to be tense, with both Kelly and Allison
anxious to get the experiment over with. Finally, Friday evening came
and Allison asked Kelly if he wanted to be wearing male clothes to start
the experiment on Saturday. If so, he couldn't wear any lingerie
underneath his clothes, since it might affect his reaction to Robert.
Robert was scheduled to arrive at 9:00 am, with Tiffany scheduled for
1:00 pm. Kelly agreed to wear his male wardrobe, although he really
didn't see why he couldn't at least wear panties underneath. "Your
reaction to Robert must be totally based on what you feel as a man,"
answered Allison. "Panties would put you in a completely different
mindset."
So, the next morning, Kelly dressed in slacks, a sports shirt, socks and
loafers, with male boxers underneath. No makeup, no perfume, no
jewelry. Nothing girly.
Robert rang the doorbell shortly after nine and the trio discussed how
the experiment would take place. Robert would start by removing his
pants and shorts, exposing his penis. Then, Kelly would remove his
pants and shorts and see if he got an erection from looking at another
man's penis. If he did, he might possibly have gay tendencies.
Robert said, "It would be better if my cock is erect when Kelly sees it.
That will be the real test. If Kelly sees my cock standing out
straight, I think that his true feelings will be triggered. I took some
Viagra just before I left home to make sure of an erection. It should
be taking effect any time now. In fact, it might be better if Kelly
sees my cock get bigger as he is watching."
So, Robert dropped his pants and shorts. His penis was quite large,
even in its flaccid state, especially in girth. They waited a few
minutes for the Viagra to take effect. In the meantime, Kelly took off
his pants and shorts. His cock was relatively small, compared to
Robert's, and it looked like a shriveled up worm. Soon, Robert's cock
began to grow and become erect. Kelly watched it grow, but there was no
change to his own penis. Even when Robert encouraged Kelly to come over
and suck his now erect cock, there was no appreciable change nor was
Kelly motivated, sexually, to follow Robert's suggestion.
Allison said, "congratulations, baby, it looks like you aren't gay after
all. Now, why don't you go to our bedroom and change into something
really feminine and sexy. Do your best to become a woman in body and
mind. Then we can see how you will react to Robert and his lovely cock.
Let me know if you want any help with your makeup.
Just remember, don't put on any panties or pantyhose. We want to see
your how your penis reacts to Robert.
It took close to an hour before Kelly returned, but it was worth the
wait. Her body was encased in a tight, black, halter dress, with the
neckline plunging to the navel, and a slit on the left side reaching
from the floor to Kelly's upper thigh. Kelly's small breasts were in
danger of popping out of the dress at any moment. Black, four inch
stilettos, a long, blond wig, sparkly jewelry, including long, drop
earrings and bright red press on fingernails, the same color as her
lipstick, completed the picture. For a final touch, Kelly had liberally
doused her body with Shalimar perfume. She was a walking wet dream.
Robert's eyes bugged out when he saw her. While Kelly was getting
dressed, Robert had put his pants and shorts back on, however the viagra
was still having its effect. Robert's pants looked like they were ready
to split in the front and the sight of Kelly even made the pants seams
more vulnerable. Allison stared at Kelly with amazement. Her "husband"
was a totally hot chick.
Robert's huge erection was not lost on Kelly. She stared at it for a
moment and walked over to Robert. She reached out and unbuckled
Robert's belt, but before she could go any further, Allison told her to
stop. "Kelly, this is the moment that we have been waiting for," said
Allison. "Hopefully, you remembered the agreement and didn't put any
panties on. Now lift up your dress and show us what your cock looks
like. Kelly leaned over, put both of her hands on the hemline of her
dress and slowly pulled it up. There it was, beautifully framed by
Kelly's nylons and garter belt straps, was her totally erect cock.
Kelly's face was turning red from blushing and said, "I guess we all
know what I am now. I'm a transsexual. I get turned on by men's cocks,
as long as I'm dressed like a woman."
With that said, she dropped the hem of her dress and started unfastening
the button on Robert's pants. Next, she pulled down the zipper and
finally his boxer shorts. Robert's erection stood straight out in front
of him. Kelly grabbed it with both hands and started massaging it as
Robert groaned.
Kelly kneeled down in front of Robert, as she continued her massage.
Finally, she could not stand waiting any longer, so she moved her head
closer and started licking Robert's cock from one end to another. She
took each of his balls into her mouth and gently sucked on them
individually Then it was time for her to become a true cocksucker.
Kelly opened her mouth as wide as she could and eventually, the massive
head was in her mouth and Kelly started sucking on it for all she was
worth.
Once Kelly had established a tempo. Robert started to feed her more and
more of his length. He didn't want her to gag, so he stopped with
several inches remaining. Then he started fucking her mouth in earnest,
with slow, gradual thrusts. Kelly was wide eyed and incredulous. Her
dildo practice was nothing compared to having a real cock in her mouth.
She felt her own cock ready to explode any second. When Allison reached
down and took Kelly's cock in her hand and started rubbing it, it was
more that Kelly could take. She exploded into Allison's hand. If it
wasn't for Robert's cock in her mouth, and his hand on the back of her
head, she would have let out a piercing scream. Instead, it came out as
an unintelligible gasp.
Robert could easily see what had happened and was so turned on that he
flooded Kelly's mouth and throat with copious spurts of cum. Kelly
almost gagged, tried to swallow it all, and would up with much of
Robert's load running down her chin.
By this time, Allison also needed some relief. She pulled up her skirt,
pulled down her sodden panties, pushed Robert down on a chair and
straddled him, with his head between her spread legs. Robert took the
unsubtle hint and started licking Allison's pussy lips and sucking on
her clit. It didn't take long for Allison to start moaning and flood
Robert's mouth with her orgasmic liquid.
When the trio came down out of their euphoria, they all agreed that
Kelly was not just a transvestite. When dressed as a man, she had
demonstrated no real reaction to Robert's naked, erect penis. However,
as soon as she was clad as a woman, her own cock became aroused just
looking at Robert's large member. The blow job that she subsequently
gave Robert, was just icing on the cake, as was her achieving a strong
orgasm when Allison lightly touched her cock.
But Kelly was not finished with the experiment. Once again, she took
Robert's cock in her mouth and started sucking it until it became fully
erect again. Then she said, "Robert, I want you to fuck me with this
huge thing. I have never had a real cock in my ass and I think that it
is time for my deflowering. I want to feel what a woman feels like with
a man inside her." With that, she led Robert to the bedroom, got on the
bed on all fours and said, "Take me Robert, I'm yours. Make me your
woman."
Allison, who had followed them to the bedroom, gave Robert a jar of
vasoline. Robert opened the jar, took out a glob and rubbed it all over
his penis. Then, he stuck his index and middle fingers of his right
hand into the jar. When he had coated his fingers with the vasoline,
Robert rubbed some of the lubricant on Kelly's rosebud. Then, he
inserted his index finger into Kelly and rubbed it from one side to the
other. Finally, he inserted his middle finger into Kelly as well, which
not only spread more lubricant inside her but started to get her
sphincter used to a larger object. He followed that by rubbing both of
his fingers around, inside of Kelly. "Oh god, Robert, that feels so
good, "exclaimed Kelly. "I love it when you finger fuck me. But now I
need your cock inside me. I want it so bad. Please put it in me."
Once Robert felt that Kelly had been sufficiently opened and used to an
intruder, he removed his fingers, much to Kelly's chagrin. Then he
knelt in back of Kelly on the bed and placed his cock, which was
thoroughly lubricated, next to her asshole. He pushed until he met
resistance with only an inch or two of his cockhead penetrating Kelly's
anal opening. Kelly moaned slightly. After a few seconds, Robert
pushed again and this time most of the crown of his cock slid into
Kelly. "Oh god, its too big. It hurts. I don't think that I can take
anything that huge" screamed Kelly. "Just relax," said Robert. "Relax
your muscles and you will see how the pain goes away."
After waiting a minute or two, Kelly had stopped her protests, so Robert
pushed again until the entire head of his massive cock entered Kelly's
tight opening. "That's it, baby. Take it up your ass. I'm going to
make you a woman for the rest of your life."
Kelly's pain had lessened to a great extent and she had started to feel
a sense of fullness inside her. "Robert, I want your whole cock inside
me. I want to feel your balls pressing against my asshole. Please fuck
me. I want it so bad."
Robert pushed again. Now that the head of his cock had penetrated
Kelly, the rest of his cock met very little resistance. This time
almost half of his length slid into Kelly. She moaned in pain, but not
nearly with the intensity she had a couple of minutes ago. Robert
pushed a little more of himself inside her, now pressing against Kelly's
prostate. Kelly started pushing backward to get more of Robert's
glorious cock inside her. It was obvious that pain had mostly given way
to extreme pleasure.
Robert pushed until he had his entire cock buried inside Kelly. He
paused there, giving her time to get used to it and enjoy it fully.
"Robert, are you totally in me now," questioned Kelly? "It feels so
good. I feel so full, so complete, so dominated. I just love this
feeling. The feeling of cock inside me, ready to fuck my brains out."
She thought to herself "can it get any better than this? I love having
a cock in my mouth, in my hands, in my ass. I know now that I need
cock. I can just imagine how it will feel when I get my pussy and have
a man to put his big cock in there."
"Come on Robert," Kelly pleaded. "Start fucking me with that huge pole
of yours. I want to feel you in my throat. I can take it. Make me
your woman. I want to feel your cum in my ass. Fill me up with your
sweet cream."
Robert slowly started to move his cock back and forth, careful not to
hurt Kelly by going too fast, too soon. "She is so damn tight," he
thought to himself. "This is going to be one incredible fuck for us
both."
Robert's thrusts became faster and harder. He could feel Kelly actually
squeezing his cock using her internal muscles. She started to push back
toward him as he moved forward, impaling herself still deeper on his
cock. "Oh, I love this. I love being fucked by a real cock. Don't
stop, baby. Give it to me faster, harder," yelled Kelly.
She moved her left hand to her tiny left breast. Her nipple was erect,
sticking straight out. Just touching her nipple made her even more
sexually aroused. Then she moved her hand down to her own erection. It
was as big and hard as it had ever been. "That proves it," she thought.
"Fucking a man is what really turns me on. I'm truly a woman now. It
is just a matter of time until my body is changed to become what my mind
already knows."
Robert started to piston in and out of Kelly. Kelly's erect cock swung
from side to side on its own. Both of them were drenched in sweat.
Finally, Robert started twitching and said, "I'm going to come, Kelly.
Do you want me to pull out now?"
"Absolutely not," she answered. "I want you to come in me. I want every
bit of your sweet cum." He continued for a short while, then let out a
yell of his own and ejaculated into Kelly's bowels. Kelly also started
spurting from her own cock, without it even being touched. The two
collapsed on the bed, side by side, totally exhausted.
Allison, who had been using a dildo on her own pussy, also reached her
orgasm. Shortly thereafter, she went over to Robert and whispered to
him "Robert, I need that big cock of yours in me before the day is over.
Tiffany is coming over to talk to Kelly this afternoon, so why don't we
have our own party at the same time? I'll even give you a nice lunch
and for dessert you can eat my pussy."
"Sounds like a plan," answered Robert.
After she recovered her senses a bit, Kelly said, "thank you both so
much for helping me discover who and what I really am," said Kelly.
"Now, I'm really looking forward to seeing Tiffany this afternoon. I
have so many questions for her. I think that I am in much the same
position as she was at one time. I can really use her help and advice.
"Kelly," said Allison, "you are so attractive and sexy, she might even
try to seduce you."
"I certainly hope so," answered Kelly. "If she doesn't, maybe I'll try
to seduce her."
Shortly after 1:00 pm, the doorbell rang. Allison went to the door and
asked Tiffany to come in. Tiffany was a female in every possible way,
at least until she dropped her panties. She had long, auburn hair,
expertly coifed, four inch heels and in between, an exceptionally curvy
body encased in a green sheath. Her nails were long and red. Her
breasts stood out proudly. Her waist wasn't especially small, but was
not large, either. Her hips were substantial. Her makeup was
impeccably applied and she smelled wonderful. Her face was attractive,
but not beautiful. Her large, hoop earrings framed her face perfectly.
Her height was about 5'10" in her heels.
Tiffany said, "Hello, you must be Allison. I'm Tiffany," in a high,
lilting voice that she had obviously worked hard on to perfect. "Hello,
dear, please come in," said Allison. Can I get you something to drink?
Coffee, tea, something stronger?"
"No thanks," said Tiffany, as she entered the house. "Well then have a
seat," said Allison, gesturing to the sofa." I'll go get Kelly for you."
Allison left and found Kelly in the bedroom, sitting on the bed,
obviously nervous. "Kelly, Tiffany's here. She is gorgeous. Come and
meet her. I'm sure you will be amazed at how wonderful she looks."
"I'm scared," answered Kelly. I guess I look OK, but I still have a
long way to go before I truly feel like a woman. I hope that Tiffany
doesn't think I'm some sort of a freak."
"Kelly," answered Allison, you have spent two hours getting ready for
Tiffany while Robert and I were eating lunch. She doesn't expect
perfection. She knows you are in the beginning stages of transitioning.
Remember, she went through the same things herself. Just think of all
the things you can learn from her."
Kelly rose and started moving towards the bedroom door. She was wearing
a light, tan blouse, a dark brown skirt, with a kick pleat in the back,
three inch tan heels, a short, brown wig, imitation pearl earrings and
Shalimar. Her makeup was subdued, but attractively done. She still had
on the red, press on nails from the earlier session with Robert.
Once Allison made the introductions, she said, "I guess that you two
have a lot to talk about, so I will leave you alone. If either of you
want anything, I will be around the house. Just call." With that, she
left them alone and went into the spare bedroom where Robert was waiting
for her. She wasn't wearing any panties and she was already wet between
her legs in anticipation of her afternoon activities.
Tiffany sat down on the sofa next to Kelly. "I can see you are nervous,
Kelly, but please don't be. I'm here to help you in any way I can. I
understand that you are in the beginning stages of transitioning and
have thoughts about eventually getting SRS. Is that correct"?
"That's right, Tiffany," answered Kelly. As you can see, I am wearing
women's clothes and I love them. I never want to wear men's clothes
again if I can help it. I have been taking female hormones for awhile
and my breasts are still very small, but just starting to be noticeable,
especially my nipples. I want to have much larger breasts, so I will
probably have to get implants. My emotions also seem to be affected a
great deal by the hormones. My moods seem to shift quickly. One minute
I am deliriously happy and I'm crying the next. I still go to work in
men's clothes, but I always wear panties and nylons underneath. If I
could get away with it, I would wear a bra and other things. Sooner or
later, I have to "come out" at work, or I will never be able to dress as
I want to.
"My wife, Allison, is helping me with suggestions and watching me
practice gestures, a new voice and will be setting up appointments with
an endocrinologist and a psychiatrist as well as getting laser
treatments to remove my facial and body hair. She is encouraging me to
go out as a woman. We went to a restaurant early this week. I wore my
best dress and highest heels and felt very feminine. Then, our waiter
started ogling Allison who was wearing a low cut top. He got a very
noticeable erection in his pants. I found myself staring at it and so
help me, I wanted to reach out and touch it. If we were all alone, I'm
afraid that i would have had his cock out of his pants and into my
mouth. I was afraid that I was turning gay, until this morning."
"What happened this morning," asked Tiffany? "Is that why Robert was
here?"
"Yes, definitely," answered Kelly. We staged an experiment. When
Robert came over, I was only wearing male attire. Robert took a Viagra
to get an erection and pulled it out of his pants. He is pretty big you
know." Tiffany nodded in agreement. "Anyway, I looked at him for
awhile and didn't feel very much. I unzipped my pants, pulled my cock
out and it was totally flaccid."
"So, you proved that you weren't gay," said Tiffany. "That's right,"
answered Kelly. "Then I got dressed in my girly clothes and tried to
look as sexy as possible. It took me at least an hour, but when I
wiggled down the stairs, both Allison and Robert were really staring at
me in amazement. We had an agreement that I would not be wearing
panties, so we could all see how I would react to Robert as a female.
Well, he took his huge cock out of his pants again, and probably because
of the Viagra, it was still as stiff as a board. My mouth literally
started watering as soon as I saw it. Allison lifted my dress up to my
waist and sure enough, my cock was totally erect. I walked over to
Robert, and took hold of his cock in both hands and rubbed it for
awhile. Then, I got down on my knees and sucked him off until he came
in my mouth.
"Quite an experience," said Tiffany. "So now, what do you think you
are?"
"I'm sure that I'm a transsexual. I truly want to be a woman in every
way I can. I want to do whatever I have to so I can achieve my goal."
Allison has used a double headed dildo on us and I loved the feeling of
having it in my ass. It hurt for a short time, but then, it was
thrilling and I came in buckets. Just this morning, Robert fucked me
with his glorious cock. I'm so proud that I was able to take it all. I
was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to, especially at the
beginning when it was so painful. But Robert took his time and was able
to impale himself inside me. I have never felt so full, so dominated,
so alive. He came in my ass and I came as well, without even rubbing my
cock.
"It sounds very much like what I was going through a few years ago,"
answered Tiffany. "I'm sure that I can give you some advice, although
it will be up to you to follow it if you wish. But I'd like to start by
telling you a few facts about being a male to female transsexual before
we do that."
"OK," said Kelly. "Whatever you think is best."
"Well, to begin with, I'm glad to hear that your hormone intake will be
overseen by a Endocrinologist. Too many girls try to do it themselves
and really screw up their system. But I want you to understand that the
process isn't a bed of roses. To begin with, you said that you have
already experienced mood shifts. Those, will probably get worse. Your
breasts will grow larger, but it will take a long time. It all depends
on your genes. You usually wind up about one cup size smaller than your
mother and it could take a couple of years to get to that point. So, if
your mother is a 38D, you might have a chance to get pretty large boobs
in time. Otherwise, your thought about getting implants might be the
best idea."
"My mom had very small breasts," said Kelly. "I didn't have any
sisters,. so I guess I know what I have to do."
"Just remember, once you have implants you will not be able to go out as
a man any more. Once you have breasts, even if they are smaller than
mine, or Allison's, men's clothes just won't fit you anymore, especially
if you are taking female hormones as well."
"I'm fine with that, Tiffany. I don't want to wear men's clothes
anymore.
"Also, a women's wardrobe costs much more than men's clothes, since you
need many more outfits, including high heels, flats and boots. Frilly
undergarments are much more expensive than jockey shorts, or boxers.
Men don't have to buy makeup, or much jewelry and they don't have to go
to beauty parlors and have manicures and pedicures."
"I guess you are right about all that, but I will just have to spend the
extra money. What other changes will I be noticing if I continue taking
hormones?"
In addition to increasing your breast size, they will also smooth out
your skin, give you thicker hair on your head, widen your hips and
redistribute weight to your butt. Even if you have implants, your
breasts will eventually be rounder and fuller with hormones. But,
depending on how long and how much you take, it could have a drastic
effect on your penis and your ability to have erections. I had to lower
my dose quite a bit because of that. Luckily, my doctor caught it in
time. Also, please realize that you will have to take female hormones
for the rest of your life if you decide to go though with SRS.
"If I get implants, like I'm planning, how big should they be? I'd like
to be as big as possible, without becoming a freak."
"That is totally up to you Kelly. Just remember though, the larger they
are, the more they weigh. You can't possibly imagine the pull on your
bra's shoulder straps from really large boobs. Then, there are the
stares you will receive if your tits are really big. I suggest that you
get a pair of gel inserts to begin with, in the size you want to be,
before getting the implants. Then you can better judge if you want that
kind of attention from every man and most women you come in contact
with. My boobs are pretty large - 38C, but at first, I wanted even
bigger ones. Believe me, it is no fun when virtually every man talking
to you is just staring at your chest."
Also, right now you are infatuated with women's clothes and
undergarments. After a few months, you won't find it so thrilling to
put on a bra, or a skirt, because you will be doing it every day. What
you will also encounter is the extra time it will take you to choose and
put on your clothes, fix your hair, put on your makeup. High heels are
sexy and make your legs look great, but they hurt after awhile and have
been known to cause foot problems if you wear them too much.
"Tiffany, I hear what you are saying, and I'm very happy that you are
giving me this excellent advice. But the fact remains that you
transitioned to being a woman, in spite of all that and you seem to be
very happy as a female. The only thing you haven't done that I want to
do is have SRS."
"You are absolutely right, Kelly. I have lived as a woman for several
years now and regardless of the extra cost, time and indignities, I
still wouldn't change my decision to become a woman. That is who I am
after all. As far as SRS is concerned, I haven't made any final
decision yet. Right now, I really enjoy sticking my cock into women,
transsexuals and even some men. Now I can do all of that. Once I get a
vagina, things will change. Don't forget that."
"Of course, anal sex has its disadvantages. You have to keep your rear
channel completely clean if you are contemplating anal sex. You have to
either take multiple enemas, or a powerful laxative, so that there are
no feces in your rectum. This is messy and very time consuming. If you
have either internal, or external hemorrhoids, you might irritate them
and cause bleeding, or tearing, especially if your lover has an
extremely large cock. There is an ever present danger of contacting
HIV, or other illnesses. As you are probably aware, anal sex is one of
the easiest ways to transmit the HIV virus. It might feel better to
take it "bareback," but believe me, it isn't worth the risk, so be sure
your partner always wears a condom."
"On the other hand, SRS poses disadvantages as well. First of all, it
is extremely expensive. Also, you have to be very careful of who does
the surgery. As with the implant surgery, there are butchers out there
who only want to make a quick buck. You have to get recommendations
from many sources, especially from transsexuals who have undergone the
surgery who will show you the results. Then, directly following the
procedure, there is quite a bit of pain. There is also the real chance
of infection, or other problems developing. You will have to dilate
your new vagina very often following the surgery, to make sure the
opening doesn't close up again. At first, this is not very comfortable,
although later, I have known girls who have orgasms from their dilation
sessions. There is also the chance that your surgeon will not be able
to construct an internal channel big enough to house all types of
penises. Surgeons can only do so much in that regard."
"Obviously, there are major advantages to both methods as well. SRS
allows you to finalize your womanhood and to make love just as a genetic
woman would. The obvious advantage to not having SRS is to avoid the
dangerous and expensive surgery, while still being able to have sex with
men and women and fulfilling your desire to appear to others as a
woman."
"So, it is completely up to you as to how far you take your transition.
Just make sure that you are getting the facts on each step. As I
mentioned earlier, use breast forms of about the same size as your
proposed implants would be for awhile, so you can see if that size it
suitable for you. Then, get the best plastic surgeon you can afford. I
have seen too many breast implant surgeries botched by doctors who are
in it to make a fast buck.
"Allison thinks that I should also start electrolysis to get rid of my
facial hair."
"'That's right. You will also probably need laser hair removal, or
additional electrolysis to get rid of the hair on your body. Hair
removal is a long, tedious, painful ordeal. It is also quite expensive
Your face will be a red, blotchy mess, during the time you are going
through this step.
"I would be so happy to be as beautiful and sexy as you are, Tiffany. I
can't help staring at your boobs. I guess that is the idea behind
getting the implants, isn't it?"
"Absolutely, Kelly. I love it when men, or women stare at my bust, as
long as they also look at the rest of me as well. Would you like to
touch my breasts?"
"Oh yes," said Kelly, reaching out and putting her fingertips on
Tiffany's alluring cleavage. I really want to see your breasts and be
able to touch them and suck on your nipples."
That's fine with me, "answered Tiffany, "as long as you reciprocate. I
want to see and taste your breasts as well."
"There isn't much there, I'm afraid. At least not yet. I don't even
have much cleavage.." pouted Kelly.
"That is how we all start, sweetie," answered Tiffany. "I took
hormones for over a year before getting implants."
"Why did you wait so long?" asked Kelly, as she began to slowly start
opening the back zipper of Tiffany's green dress.
"At first, I thought the hormones would enlarge my breasts to my
satisfaction. However, as time passed, I became disappointed in the
results. To compensate, I was using breast forms in my bras that are
the same size as my implants are now. I got very comfortable with them
and finally decided to have implants to match the breast form size."
By this time, Kelly had unzipped Tiffany's dress and pulled it off
Tiffany's shoulders. Underneath, Tiffany was wearing a black, lacy bra,
which only covered a portion of her large breasts. Kelly could not help
herself and buried her face in Tiffany's abundant cleavage. "Mmmm, you
smell wonderful, Tiffany, what are you wearing?"
"It is called Shalimar," answered Tiffany. It is expensive, but a
little goes a long way. Both men and women find it equally enticing."
Kelly reached around Tiffany and unhooked her bra. She slowly slid the
bra straps off Tiffany's shoulders and noted that her breasts stood out
proudly, even without the bra's help. She needed both hands to
encompass one of Tiffany's breasts. She moved her hands from one side
to the other, rubbing, caressing, kneading. Tiffany started to utter
soft moans, but did not stop Kelly from touching her. Kelly took one of
Tiffany's breasts in her mouth and started suckling on it, incurring
more moans from Tiffany. She started to suck on the other breast and
Tiffany's moans became louder.
"Sometimes I can have an orgasm with someone just playing with my boobs
like you are doing now," said Tiffany. As she said that, she was
unbuttoning Kelly's blouse and pulling it out of her skirt. Kelly's
small breasts were in a creme colored bra, which contained pads to make
the breasts seem somewhat larger. Tiffany unhooked the bra, exposing
Kelly's breasts. Kelly immediately drew her hands away from Tiffany so
that she could cover her breasts with them. Tiffany grabbed Kelly's
arms by the wrists and pulled both arms away, exposing Kelly's breasts
again.
"Don't try to hide them, Kelly. They are beautiful, just as they are.
Your nipples are standing out proudly and your aureoles are already
increasing in size. Don't be ashamed of them. Be proud of them." She
leaned forward and took one of the small breasts in her mouth, and began
rubbing her tongue over it and eventually sucking on it. Kelly couldn't
stop the shivers that passed through her body and the electric sensation
that she felt in her groin area.
"Perhaps it is time for us to go into the bedroom where it will be more
comfortable," suggested Tiffany. "I want to make love to you and show
you things you never knew existed."
"Oh, yes," said Kelly. "I want that so much. I want you so much."
As they entered the bedroom, Tiffany asked "Kelly, did Robert fuck you
with his huge cock earlier today?"
"Yes, he did and after a while, it felt wonderful. I came so hard
without even touching myself. He was really gentle and considerate. He
actually got his whole cock inside me after a while. I could feel his
balls bouncing on my ass."
"Are you still hurting down there," asked Tiffany, warily. "Not
really," answered Kelly' "Allison used a double headed dildo on me
several times that was pretty big. I guess that helped stretch me out
for Robert. Would you like to fuck me now?"
"I want to make love to you, Kelly," answered Tiffany. Certainly
penetration will be a part of it if you are alright with that, but it
will not be the only thing. I hope that you will be able to make love
to me as well. Just looking at you and your budding breasts is making
me incredibly excited. Let's finish undressing each other now. I want
to taste every bit of your body and show you just how satisfying
lovemaking can be for transsexuals."
Several hours later, after both Tiffany and Robert had left, Allison and
Kelly, were having dinner, both clad in nightgowns. "So do you think
that the day was successful, Kelly," asked Allison?"
"Oh my goodness, yes," responded Kelly. "I learned that I am a
transitioning transsexual, just embarking on my journey to womanhood. I
would like to speed up the process, but Tiffany made it clear that each
step should be thoroughly thought out before acting."
"Can you give me an example of what she meant, " asked Allison? "Well,
I would like to have implants right away, but I really don't know what
size I want. Tiffany suggested I use breast forms in the interim to see
what size I would be comfortable with. It would also give me a bit more
time to let the hormones help the process along, not only with my
breasts, but with the rest of my body as well. "
Kelly continued. "She also suggested that I get electrolysis on my
facial hair as soon as possible, since it is a long, painful process,
which might take a year or two. Then, I also might think about laser
hair removal, or additional electrolysis for the hair on the rest of my
body. As far as SRS is concerned, although I think that I want it as
soon as possible, she pointed out that I couldn't get permission to have
the surgery for at least a year, during which time I would have to live
as a woman full time. So, she suggested I get started on that. It
means that I have to come out at work and let everyone there know what I
am planning. I think that I'll do it on Monday and get it over with.
Then, I can wear dresses, skirts, whatever, to work openly, instead of
under my suits, like I have been doing. I guess I could go back to
being a male if I wanted to, until I got implants, but quite frankly, I
don't ever want to be a male again. I love being a female more than
anything in the world. I'm sure that it is what I was meant to be."
"I know that you had sex with both Robert and Tiffany today. How did it
go, since you were wearing women's clothing for both of them?"
"It was great, both times, especially with Tiffany. Robert was very
accommodating. He took it very slowly and let me get used to each step
before he went any further. To tell you the truth, when I first saw the
size of his cock, I thought that It would never fit inside me. It
eventually did though, probably due to the stretching you gave me with
the double dildo. Whatever it was, it was remarkable. I felt like I
went to the moon and back. Of course , now I wonder even more strongly
what it would feel like if I had a pussy." I really enjoyed giving him
a blow job as well. I swallowed as much of his cum as I could and I
really don't mind the taste of it at all."
"How about your afternoon with Tiffany?"
"Tiffany was a wealth of information about transitioning. She has done
it all, other than the final surgery and she is considering that
seriously as well. As you saw, she is a beautiful, desirable woman in
every way, except that she still has a penis. She pointed out the
advantages and disadvantages of SRS as well."
"Tiffany's lovemaking was altogether different that Robert's. It was
tender, gentle, with the emphasis on touching and tasting, rather than
just pounding away until you get off. We still had sex, she in me and
me in her, but it was quite different. It lasted almost all afternoon
and I loved every moment of it. I could easily fall in love with
Tiffany, if I wasn't already head over heels in love with you."
"Are you planning on seeing either of them again," asked Allison?
"Probably not Robert. He served his purpose quite well though. Our
great experiment was very successful I thought. It sure showed me what
turns me on and what doesn't. I'm not a gay man, or gay woman, by any
means. However, I might just be a bisexual transsexual, if there is
such a thing." Tiffany is another story. As I go further into my
transitioning, I'm sure that she could guide me along the way. I have
so much to learn. So much to find out yet about the whole process. It
is so exciting to me. And you are the one who started it all, and who
encouraged me to try things. I love you Allison and I always will. I
hope that you will still love what I will become."
"Of course I still love you, Kelly, more than ever, answered Allison.
"I have thought for a long time that you would prefer being a woman, but
didn't know how to go about it. That's why I suggested you start
wearing panties to work. I knew you would love them. Once you began to
wear other women's things that I gave you, I knew then how things would
turn out. In fact, it happened even quicker than I thought it would.
You are already a beautiful woman, Kelly and additional changes will
only enhance your internal beauty and make you more comfortable with
your new body."
"But today, we both had sex with other people. Does that make you
unhappy," asked Kelly? "Of course not," said Allison. Since we are
both women , especially if you wind up getting SRS, we are both going to
want to have sex with men quite often, perhaps even with other women.
But at the end of each day, we will go to bed together and hug and kiss
one another and know that our love for each other is the most important
thing in the world."
"I love you Allison, with all my heart."
"I love you too, Kelly. Now it is time to go to bed and cuddle. It has
been a very busy day."
Three Months Later
"Kelly, your breasts look beautiful," said Allison, a couple of weeks
after Dr. Antoine Martin surgically implanted size 38 C breasts into
Kelly's chest. The bruising is almost gone and your boobs have dropped
to their normal position. How do they feel?" They feel great, Allison,
said Kelly. They actually seem to be a little bit heavier than the
breast forms, but they fill out my bra so much better. My cleavage is
spectacular now. It is so much fun watching men drool just looking at
them."
"Well, with those low cut blouses and dresses you've been wearing the
last few days, its a wonder any work gets done at all at your office. "
I'm so happy that I didn't wait for the hormones to make me any bigger.
Now, my breasts are just as big as I wanted them to be and they are
sensitive as well. My nipples pop out at the slightest provocation and
whenever I touch them, I get such a delicious feeling from my head to my
toes. A guy at work, copped a quick feel in the elevator the other day
and it actually made me lightheaded for an hour or so. My only problem
is I seem to be horny all the time now. I look at the men in the office
and visualize myself sucking them off. " I can imagine what the men
visualize themselves doing to you," said Allison. Let's eat dinner and
afterwards, I'll think of something that will help remove some of that
horniness you are feeling."
Three Months Later
"Thank goodness I am almost half finished with the hair removal
treatments. That has been even more unpleasant than the nose job that I
had. At least with the surgeries, after a fairly short time, I felt
better. The hair removal seems to be never ending."
"But look at how different you are now," answered Allison. Your face
looks so much more feminine and pretty. Soon all of that shaving you
have done most of your life will be a thing of the past. It will be
much easier to apply your makeup without the tedious beard cover up you
have had to use up to now."
"To tell you the truth, Allison, the last few months have been hell for
me. I had to use all of my vacation time for the breast and nose
surgeries and there are still some other things I am thinking about
having, such as tracheal shaving and brow reduction. Then, SRS is still
a real possibility. Without that, I can't see how I can appear to be a
complete woman."
"Why do you feel that is a necessity, Kelly," asked Allison? It seems
to me that you are getting along fine, just the way you are. You
certainly don't have any shortage of men, or women, for that matter, who
are attracted to you."
"That is why I haven't completely decided yet," answered Kelly. "I am
very satisfied with my life now, but I think that it might be even
better if I had a vagina."
Three Months Later
"Tiffany, I've noticed that I am having a very hard time getting an
erection recently, even when I try to masturbate. Remember the other
day when I told you how tired I was and that I had to beg off when you
asked me to screw you? Well, I wasn't really tired, nor was I telling
the truth. Actually, I couldn't get it up and I just didn't want to
tell you. Do you think that it might be all the female hormones I have
been taking?"
"Kelly, I warned you about that months ago. You have been taking large
doses of female hormones for so long now, that the problem you are
having might be irreversible. Look at the good side of it though. Your
breasts are even fuller. You are a full D cup now. Your butt has filled
out so significantly that when you walk in high heels, your wiggle in
tight skirts and dresses is causing men to follow every step you take.
"I guess that you are right, Tiff, but it has been awhile since I was
able to screw Allison. She has been going out with other guys and
staying out all night. I expected that to happen eventually, but I
didn't think that it would happen so soon."
"Get used to it, Kelly. You are a woman now and Allison wants a man's
attention once in awhile. Why shouldn't she have the same freedom that
you have? You certainly haven't been shy in getting screwed by me and
several others."
"Tiffany, now that I can't get an erection, I'd much prefer having a
vagina. Anal sex is OK, but I'm positive that I would prefer having a
cock in my pussy. My year's wait is almost up and hopefully, my shrink
will sign the necessary paperwork. By the way, Tiffany, have you made
any decisions on getting SRS along with me? I think that it would be
neat to go through that together."
"I haven't mad a final decision yet, Kelly, but you can bet that I'm
giving a great deal of thought to both the positive and negative sides.
Once the operation is over, there is no going back, so I have to be
absolutely sure of what I really want."
Six Months Later
Kelly and Tiffany lay in adjoining beds, recovering from their
surgeries. They both decided to have their operations done in Bangkok,
Thailand, because of the cost savings over having SRS in America. Both
women had smiles on their faces, even though they were both still
feeling the effects of the surgery.
"Just think, Kelly, we can have lots of fun dilating each other," said
Tiffany. "I understand that after a while, you can even get an orgasm
doing that. I'm sorry that Allison didn't come along with us on this
trip for moral support, but after your divorce was final, I'm not
surprised. You have to come to grips with the fact that she is just a
friend now, not a lover and confidante."
"I miss her though," answered Kelly. "I always thought that we would be
together forever. In retrospect, our breakup was inevitable since the
day I first wore panties to work. From that day forward, my desire to
be a woman was insatiable. Now that I have reached my goal, I hope that
it will be worth losing Allison over."
"I've heard that all of us go though a period of apprehension and even
depression after undergoing an operation of this nature. You have lost
something that you have had since you were born and on top of that, you
have now changed who you are permanently and forever. I would be
surprised if you didn't feel the way you do. I've been on this path for
years and I've gotten used to the idea. That is one of the reasons it
took me so long to make my decision. You only embraced the concept a
little over a year ago, so your mind needs time to accept and approve of
who you are now."
"Don't get me wrong, Tiff, I'm thrilled to think that I'll be able to do
everything genetic women do, except have babies, of course. Now, I'll
not only be able to attract men with my body, but I'll also be able to
make love them like any other woman can. I can look at myself in a
mirror now and see a woman, not a man in a dress. I can remove my
panties and not be afraid that my partner is expecting something I
cannot give him. I won't miss my former way of life, but I will miss
Allison, possibly forever."
"Have you given any thought to what you want to do after we get back
home," asked Tiffany. "Are you comfortable living with me as you have
been for the past two months, since your divorce became final?"
"Tiffany, I'll never be able to thank you enough for all that you have
done for me. You have shown me how to live as a transsexual. You have
been my source for information, my mentor, my confidant. Now that we
have had the same experience with SRS, I feel closer to you than ever.
We have just known each other for a little over one year, but in that
time, I know that I've fallen in love with you. I just know that when
we are in bed together, with our breasts rubbing against each other and
our lips and tongues intertwined, I feel very, very happy and content.
I can't wait to get my tongue inside your pussy and taste you. I hope
that you will want to eat me as well. I want to feel your head between
my thighs, your tongue on my clit, making me cum. So, in answer to your
question, yes, I am very comfortable living with you and I was hoping
that you would want to continue after we get back to the states."
Six Months Later
Kelly and Tiffany lay on their backs next to each other on their king
sized bed, both of them totally naked. Each of them had a handsome,
muscular man on top of them, suckling on their large breasts. The men's
cocks were buried deeply in their vaginas which had not been there six
months ago. Kelly raised her hips to get even more of the penis inside
of her, relishing the feeling of fullness and excitement it was giving
her. She felt Tiffany's hand grasping hers, squeezing it intimately.
Tiffany's hand then reached up to Kelly's smooth, beardless cheek and
rubbed it seductively. Kelly turned her head towards Tiffany and smiled
radiantly. Her new world was now complete.
The End