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Chapter 1 I grew up in a town where you knew your neighbors and it was warm and friendly even though there were 75,000 people who lived there. My dad was a salesman and very much a disciplinarian. He had grown up on a farm and was a very hard worker. He was very traditional and really into sports. He had been pretty good when he was young but never did much past high school. He was 6' tall with brown hair and brown eyes. He was in decent shape but his shoulders were never very big or broad. My mom was a very shy woman. She was also very traditional and, while she worked part time, her primary job was to be a wife and a mom. She was about 5'4 with blue eyes and she had an incredible figure. Her measurements were 36DD-26-37 and when the summer time rolled around she would dress to show it off. My dad was always a bit jealous but as far as I could tell they were faithful to each other. I had an older brother who was almost 9 years older than me and we were never very close. His name was Lenny. He was very smart but always kind of an under achiever. He was bigger boned then me and played some sports but like most things he didn't stick with it. When I was born, my father decided that he was going to be absolutely certain I would grow up to be a man to make him proud so he gave me the most masculine name he could think of, Rex. He said that it meant I was the toughest guy around just like the T-Rex had been all those centuries ago. So even though I was a little blond haired, blue eyed boy who wanted more than anything to have a Barbie, I tried to make him happy. So I played sports and got into fights and in general tried to be that boy my dad wanted me to be. I dated a cheerleader and she was the Homecoming Queen. I was the quarterback even though I was only 5'7". I did everything to be Rex I could. But I noticed that when I was with my girlfriend Debbie and we would get into some "heavy petting" I would get hotter if I imagined I was her. I would close my eyes and fantasize that I was the one wearing the cheerleader outfit with the shaved legs and panties, that I was the one with the long hair, makeup and perfume. Sometimes she would look at me naked and say, "Geez Rex, you should really hit the weight room more. Your shoulders are so small and your butt is kinda big." Then she would go down on my hard little dick (I was only 5 inches when erect) and give me the hottest bj. I would cum in her mouth and then she would French kiss me with my own cum which made me hard again. Then she would make me eat her for what seemed like hours. Then she would send me home to jack off. She occasionally would send me home with her panties like some sort of trophy. I'm sure she was thinking it would help me think of her. But when I got home in the privacy of my room, I found that Debbie's panties would fit me because I tried them on. As the light, soft fabric slid up my legs, I felt this indescribable feeling of "rightness." I occasionally wore them to bed and would wake the next morning from a night full of dreaming that I was a teen aged girl named Chloe. Chapter 2 Our senior years were winding down and Debbie was going back east to school. I had been accepted to a small private school and so we kinda cooled it after graduation. We knew it was just a high school thing and we were both looking forward to going away to school. I had won some academic scholarships and my late grandmother had set up an education trust that would more than cover tuition and any expenses The summer wound down and soon I found myself hauling things up to my dorm room. I had requested one of those new apartment rooms where there was a private bathroom and each student had a private bedroom and there was a kitchenette and a small living room. My roommate was this huge 6'9" tall black guy who was on the basketball team. His name was Leon and he was from New York. He didn't know anyone except other guys on the basketball team and most of my friends were back home working construction so despite our different backgrounds we became friends almost immediately. I would get home from class and do any studying I had to do and of course Leon would have basketball practice. The other guys on the floor would try to get me to go play touch football but I simply told them I was "pre-med" and had to study. In reality, I was in my room on my computer. I had discovered some sites that were about tv/ts/tg. It wasn't really so much the porn sites that interested me although I do admit to looking and getting a little excited. What was strange is that what made me excited was imagining I was one of the "girls". I also was doing a lot of research because all my life I had been trying to be someone I was not and I was beginning to think that I was finding some answers. I had brought my supply of Debbie's panties and was almost never wearing male underwear except when I would occasionally go to the gym with Leon. When he got back to the dorm from basketball practice, we would go get something to eat and then I would help him with his homework. This became our routine for the first few months and I wasn't getting much exercise so I gained the "freshman 15" and it all went to my butt and thighs. One night as after we finished with his homework, I got up and headed off to my room and as I walked by Leon he reached over and smacked me on my butt and said, "Might wanna think about takin' care o' that. People be saying 'baby got back' about yo ass. Be lookin' like a bitch Rex." I laughed and said "Fuck you." But secretly his words excited me. As I lay in my bed, I began making some decisions. The next day before he got back to the dorm room, I looked up a yoga class that was being offered on campus for students. It wasn't for credit but I signed up and then I went out to a site overseas where I had found I could order hormones online. I went through and got my "shopping cart" ready for checkout. I knew the quantities I would need from my research. I then went to checkout and filled in my credit card info. I paused before I hit the "make purchase" button. I was making a monumental decision. I felt so peaceful that I was amazed. I hit the button and began my journey. Chapter 3 Things continued over the next 10 days in pretty much the same routine. The only difference was that Saturday night, Leon and I went to a party and he got a pretty drunk. We went back to our dorm and I helped Leon into his bedroom. Before I could leave, he dropped his pants and pulled them off revealing that he had gone "commando" for the evening. He tossed his jeans in the corner and lay on his bed on his back. I looked in as I closed the door and discovered the Leon's dick appeared to be about 6 inches and very thick even though it was flaccid. I stopped and stared for a few seconds before closing the door. I made myself some chamomile tea and went to my room but sleep would not come easily for me. I tossed and turned. I was thinking about what it would be like to be Leon's girlfriend and getting that cock every day and every night. I shook my head and tried to clear my thoughts but they kept coming back. Finally I must have dozed off around 3 or so and when I woke the sun was already high in the sky and I looked at my alarm clock which said 11:00. I got up and grabbed my shaving kit and made coffee before I got in the shower. I let the hot water run over me and thought about last night. My hair was already longish when I got to school in August and it was now October and I had not gotten it cut so it was well over my ears and almost down to my shoulders in back. I shampooed and conditioned and then used soap and finally toweled off. As I had been doing for the last month or so, I grabbed a rubber band and combed my hair back and put it in a ponytail. Only for some reason, today instead of putting it low on the back of my head I put it up high in a spot that made it appear more girlish. I grabbed my things and looked at my chin with the 4 hairs I had for a beard and decided to pluck them with a tweezers instead of shaving. I took my things back to my room and came out for coffee and found Leon on the sofa with his arm on his head wearing sweatpants. I got him some aspirin from the medicine cabinet and some water and coffee. I went out in my robe and gave Leon the aspirin and the water and coffee. I sat down to watch TV with him and crossed my legs. As Leon came around a little from his hangover he sat up. He looked at me and then did a double take and looked again. He didn't say anything but I was aware of him looking at me as we watched the NFL pre-game shows. I asked him if he wanted more coffee and he nodded. I took his cup and mine and went over to the coffee pot. I noticed Leon out of the corner of my eye and he was looking at my butt as I crossed the room. This made me smile and I poured coffee and returned. We watched football all day that day as it was cloudy and chilly outside. I got up and went to my room and put on a sexy pair of panties and a pair of shorts with sweatshirt. We didn't talk much but there seemed to be something happening in the room. About 5:00 we ordered pizza and at 5:45 there was a knock on the door. I answered it and it was the pizza guy. I invited him in and took the pizza. I went to my room and got some money. I gave it to him and as he left and just as I closed the door he said, "Thanks ma'am!" That took me off guard and I just stood there and wondered if Leon heard him. I went in the kitchen and grabbed a couple paper plates and put the pizza on the coffee table. I opened the box and took the biggest piece and gave it to Leon. I took a smaller piece and sat back down. After the second piece I looked at Leon as I got up to toss my paper plate and said, "You can have the rest. I wouldn't want my ass to get too big!" He answered, "Whatever Rex and fuck you!" We laughed and I went to my room to study. Finally on Wednesday I checked my mailbox and there was a note that I had a package and I went to the window and gave them the note with my mailbox number. They gave me the package and I knew what it us. I almost ran to my room and I thought my heart was going to explode from my chest. I opened the box and there were my medications. I got back on the internet and reconfirmed suggested dosages for both the testosterone blocker and the estrogen. I placed the recommended doses on my desk and then took the remainder and put them in the bottom drawer. I went to the kitchen and got a glass of water and returned. My hands were shaking but there was such a tremendous sense of relief that I can't describe. No time like the present so I placed the pills in my mouth and took a drink of water and swallowed. Since I had been planning this for several weeks, I now got up and walked over to the mirror and said, "Hi Chloe." I then proceeded to my normal routine and finished any school work I had and waited for Leon to get back from basketball practice so we could go eat. Chapter 4 Things settled back into the routine from there except for a couple of things. When I got home, I would always take my pills before studying and in November, Leon occasionally had games. I would go, sometimes with some of the other guys in the dorm but even if nobody else went, I did. As a freshman, Leon didn't play regularly but when he did he really tried and in one game he scored 10 points. Thanksgiving rolled around and we had a one week break. Since we didn't live very far away, I invited Leon to come home with me. He had to be back Sunday night so I told him I would bring him back even though classes didn't resume until that Thursday. Everything went as expected; my dad told me I needed a haircut (it was down to my shoulders now when I didn't pull it back.) We ran into Debbie at the mall and I introduced her to Leon. She was very flirty with him and I found myself felling a little jealous (of him not her). She hugged me and asked how school was going. I told her great. She said she liked my hair and then she was off. Leon looked at me and said something about how she was way too hot for me and what she needed was a little "BBC". I hit him on the shoulder and we laughed and continued to stroll through the mall. I found my eyes seemed attracted to what was in the stores and specifically the women's stores. I was beginning to notice more and more what girls my age were wearing and imagining how it would look on me. How they were wearing their hair and the makeup they wore were also things that were very much on my radar. On Monday, I drove Leon back to campus and then went back home since classes didn't begin until Thursday. On the way home I saw a shopping mall from the freeway and decided to pull off. I pulled into the mall parking lot and got out. Two hours later I got back in the car with; 2 new matching bra and panty (bikini) sets, a denim mini skirt, a hot pink tank top with lace, a pair of gym shorts with "PINK" across the butt, a lavender pastel t- shirt with "Hot" across the chest, a pair of ladies Nikes with lavender laces, a pair of pink espadrille wedges with 2 inch heels, and the make up from the makeover I had done at the counter. I tossed everything in the trunk and figured I could stash it in my room after I got back to campus when Leon was at practice. I stopped at a gas station and filled up and then went to the ladies room and washed my face. I had been on HRT now for almost a month so while I wasn't seeing any visible changes, my nipples were very sore and a little puffy, my skin was feeling much more alive and soft, and I was feeling more feminine every day. I stopped at a drug store and got a bottle of Nair and went on home. That night when my mom and dad went out to eat, I begged off and as soon as I heard the car pull out of the driveway I ran and got the Nair from my car and went in to my bathroom. I sat and crossed my legs (I almost didn't sit down anymore without crossing my legs) while I read the directions. Other than my arm pits I had no hair on my upper body except some blond wisps just above my crotch leading up to my navel. Forty five minutes later, I had no hair below my head and it felt incredible. Chapter 5 On Wednesday I headed back to school and Leon was leaving for practice just as I walked in. I asked him if I should wait until he got back before eating and he nodded as he walked out. I brought my new things in and put them on my bed and locked my bedroom door. I tried on both outfits and I was amazed that they fit. I walked around my room and looked in the mirror and sat at the computer and just surfed for a while. After about an hour, I took everything off and put them in a small suitcase and put it under my bed. I got dressed again in boy mode except panties and watched some TV while I waited for Leon. He finally got home and we went down to the cafeteria and ate. We were still great friends but I noticed that he was opening doors for me and there was a new and very nice tension between us. At one point, I almost felt like we were flirting with each other. We walked back to our dorm and watched TV for a while and then I went to bed. The next morning, classes started and we fell back into our routine with one change. As soon as I got to my room after class, I would lock the door and change into Chloe while I did my homework. Then before Leon got home, I would change back to Rex and our regular routine. The weeks past and soon it was Christmas. We had a two week semester break and I again invited Leon home with me. By now, I had been on HRT for almost 2 months and I had little lumps under my nipples and they were very sore and I could not sleep on my tummy anymore. My boy clothes were getting baggy around the shoulders and waste and even though I was watching my diet, I couldn't seem to lose anything around my hips and thighs. I was a little moody once in a while but really feeling wonderful most of the time. I was not as aggressive as I had been and my mom was the first to notice. She asked if I was okay and I told her that I was. I was just growing up which seemed to satisfy her. Dad and Leon were becoming good friends and my brother was home as well. The four of us went out together one night to a movie and I really felt out of place. The movie was an action movie with lots of violence/testosterone and they seemed to have a great time but the next night when they all wanted to go again, I said I wasn't feeling really well and they went without me. After they left, I went to the living room where mom was watching an old movie and I curled up on the sofa and watched it with her. We celebrated Christmas and then I had to take Leon back as the basketball team was playing in a holiday tournament in another state. I told mom I was just going to stay up there and get ahead in my classes and maybe get a start on some of the papers I had for spring term. She said she was proud of me for being so responsible. Dad was joking around with Leon and then he told me goodbye and said, "Get a haircut." We got back and I dropped Leon off at the gym where the bus was waiting for him and I went shopping. I had decided with nobody in the dorms for the rest of the week and Leon out of town, I was going to let Chloe live for a week. So I got a couple of new outfits, a purse, and a couple of feminine nighties and then I walked by an earring shop. I stood there for what must have been a full minute and then went in. When I left, Chloe had two studs in her left ear lobe and one in her right. I went back to the dorm and hauled everything up to my room and locked the door. Within an hour, I had changed and was experimenting with makeup. I played until supper time and then decided I might as well see what happens so I did my "day" makeup and pulled my hair back and went to the mall. I went to the food village and got a grilled chicken sandwich and no fries and an iced tea. There was a boy across the way who smiled while I was eating and I smiled back. He got up and came over while my heart was about to jump out of my chest. He introduced himself as Robert and asked if I would like some company. I smiled and told him that I was Chloe and I was meeting my boyfriend in a while. He said, "Lucky guy!" and winked and then he was gone. I went window shopping for a little while and found myself standing outside a salon. Again my heart was beating rapidly but I went in. I sat down in the stylists chair and we looked at a couple of styles. One looked very feminine but simple and easy to just pull back in a pony tail. She suggested some highlights but I declined and so after a wash she snipped and I also got a mani/pedi. She wanted to shape my eyebrows but I declined. She leaned over and whispered, "Its okay honey, we get girls like you in here a lot. I won't do anything dramatic; just clean 'em up a little." I smiled and she introduced herself as Inez. When I left the salon I had hot pink nail polish on my fingers and toes and a new feminine hair style. I went back to the dorm and I spent the next 4 days as Chloe. Studying, writing, going out and shopping. I even went to the library. But all good things must come to an end and I knew Leon would be home. So I put all my Chloe things away, took the nail polish off my fingernails (my toes looked so pretty I had to leave them.) and took a shower. I got out of the shower and went back to my room. I stood in front of the mirror and with my long wet hair, hairless body, earrings, pink toes, and two puffy nipples on my chest, Rex seemed to be disappearing quickly. The next afternoon, I picked up Leon from the bus. He got in the car and he was still buzzing. He had become the team's "6th man" and was getting to play more. The team had won the tournament and he was really excited. We were already at the dorm when he noticed the studs in my ears. He didn't say anything but he was unusually quiet after that as we watched TV and prepared for class the next day. The weeks passed and it was soon March. It was becoming harder for me to pass as a boy. My facial features were beginning to change and my hair was down to my shoulder blades. I had almost "A" cup breasts that were nearly impossible to hide. I was mostly wearing baggy sweatshirts and my girl jeans since my boy jeans were so loose around the waste and tight in the butt. Leon and I were still in our routine but the other guys in the dorm would whisper as I walked past. I had bought a few new earrings but nothing too gaudy and mostly androgynous. When Leon and I were together and alone, we were playful and teasing and flirty. When we were in public though, he was acting more and more like he was not comfortable with me. Leon was going home for the summer and I was going to go to summer school. We talked about it and decided to live together for the next school year. My mom was sad that I wasn't coming home for the summer but was pleased to know that Leon and I were continuing as roommates. "Your father really likes that boy." She said. We had decided to move off campus and we found a nice 2 bedroom, 2 bath apartment within walking distance of the campus. We put down a deposit and signed a lease. I was going to move in April while Leon's Basketball coach required all freshmen to live in the dorms through the entire year. The basketball team lost in the second round of the conference tournament and so the next weekend they had a final party. Leon asked if I wanted to go but it was getting increasingly hard for me to pass as Rex. I had stopped going to his games in January and since Leon saw me every day, he wasn't noticing as many of the changes in me. But I knew his teammates and they no longer recognized me on campus and I was afraid what they would say to Leon. He got back to the dorm that night about 12:30 am and I was watching TV. When he walked in, he stumbled and almost fell. He was very drunk and so I turned off the TV and helped him to his room. I helped him lay down on his bed and as I did he pulled me on top of him and kissed me. I tried to get up but he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me again, only this time he was trying to put his tongue in my mouth. I continued to struggle and he said, "C'mon baby, you know you want it." And he kissed me again only this time I felt his fingers flick my nipple and it was all over. I returned his kisses and he was feeling my breast and playing with my nipples. After a few minutes, he began to push my shoulders down and I knew what he wanted. I undid his belt, pulled down the front of his pants, (Leon had gone commando again!) and I touched another boy's cock for the first time. It was semi erect and I lowered my body down so I could take him in my mouth. I kissed the tip and licked the enter 9 inch shaft. I then took him in my mouth and tried to remember everything that Debbie had done to me that felt good. It was only a few minutes before I felt his balls begin to tense and his cum was spurting down my throat. He tasted slightly different than me. I liked his taste better. I licked him clean and slid back up to kiss him but he was either passed out or already asleep. I curled up next to him and dozed off. I awoke early the next morning and made coffee and got in the shower. A few hours later, Leon appeared at his door and obviously hung over. I got up to get him some aspirin and when I gave them to him he said, "How the fuck did I get home?" I was crestfallen. I said that I was asleep so I didn't know. He stumbled to the sofa and we watched some NBA games saying very little. Chapter 6 I moved to the apartment in April and our routine ended. Leon was on a weight training program and required to eat with the team and so I only saw him once before the end of the school year. He almost didn't recognize me but we talked on the phone every day. The semester ended and I put Leon on the bus home and went to see Inez. I sat in her chair and said, "Highlights?" I was already blonde but by the time I left, there was going to be no more passing as Rex. She had also thinned my brows considerably, mani/pedi, and anyone who looked at me saw a girl. I stopped and bought a couple of swim suits. The suits were bikini style but not terribly revealing. I went back to the apartment and took all my boy clothes and put them in a plastic bag and took them to the Goodwill. I had started seeing a shrink online in November and had all the paperwork I needed to start my transition. I contacted a lawyer and changed my name legally to Chloe Renee Jones. I contacted the university and did the same with my records there. Then I visited the driver's license bureau and when I walked out my license said "F" under sex. I sunned and played and went to school and started making some friends as Chloe. I got my navel pierced. I bought an online program to learn to speak in a female voice. I even dated a couple guys but nothing serious and never more than a kiss good night. The summer was passing quickly. I was still talking to Leon almost every night (in my Rex voice). He wanted to know if I had met any hot "babes" in our complex and if I had gone out with any of them. We talked about the coming school year and living together again and how much fun we had last year. By the middle of July, my measurements were 36A-29-36. I contacted a local plastic surgeon and between summer sessions and I had my nose fixed. It was never huge but now it was tiny, feminine and turned up at the end. I also had my boobs done and now was a "C" cup. It was August 1st and I was sitting in my nightie and robe watching TV. I had just finished putting a hot new color polish on my nails when my doorbell rang. I got up and looked through the peep hole and it was my brother Lenny! I was trying to think and then the doorbell rang again. "Who is it?" I answered. He said, "Hi! I'm Lenny, Rex's brother. Is he around?" I said, "No, I'm sorry. He's not in right now." Lenny then said, "Well is Leon around?" and when I told him he was gone for the summer he wanted to know who I was. "I'm Rex's girlfriend." He immediately wanted to come in but I told him I wasn 't dressed. He said that he could wait and that he really wanted to meet any girl who would go out with his dorky brother. I was trapped. So I went into my room and put on some denim shorts and a t-shirt and went out and let him in. He looked at me and said, "Holy shit! You're hot! How long you guys been dating?" He didn't recognize me!! So I invited him in and got him a beer and we chatted for a while. He wanted to know when Rex would be home. I told him he was working nights and would be home around 6 in the morning. He finished his beer and got up to leave. As I showed him to the door, he said that if I ever dumped Rex, to give him a call. Then he left. What was I gonna do? I knew he would tell mom and dad and then they would want to meet Rex's girlfriend. I went to bed and decided it was time to come clean with people. I lie in bed and felt the silky feeling from my night gown, the wisps of my long very blond hair, the smoothness of my hairless body and legs....I knew I was doing the right thing. The next morning, I called my mom and told her I was coming to town to pick up some things I had left. I gave her the list and asked her to meet me at the park where I used to play ball. I also asked her not to tell dad or Lenny and I would meet her there at noon. She asked, "Why all the mystery?" and I just told her I had something to talk to her about. I hung up and hopped in the shower and then put on a sexy thong panty, my denim mini and my Nikes along with a tank top that had a bare midriff. Some light makeup and just a touch of Nina Ricci. I went braless because it was very warm and I also wanted to make sure mom knew it wasn't just a costume. I hopped in the car for the 90 minute drive home and when I got to the ball park, mom was already there. Mom looked up and waved when she saw my car and then when I got out, she smiled. I walked up and she stood and said, "You must be Chloe! Lenny told me all about you and you're even more beautiful than he said. Where's Rex?" I looked at her and we sat down on the old bleachers. "Mom? Don't freak out but it's me. I'm Rex." She looked at me as if she didn't understand. "Mom...It's me. I'm Rex. I made a decision when I left home. I have had these feeling for a long time. I started therapy and taking female hormones last fall. In June, I changed my name legally to Chloe." Her hand was over her mouth like she was in shock. Her eyes began to take everything in from my hair to my earrings to my hairless legs. Then her eyes stopped on my chest. Her eyes got big for a second as it began to hit her. Then she looked at me and pointed to my crotch and said, "Did you....?" I smiled and said, "Not yet but someday." She just sat and stared at me for a few minutes. She pointed to my nose, "Plastic surgery." She sat for a few more seconds. Then she looked at me and said, "When you were 5 years old, you came in the house and told me that you wanted to be a girl. I told you that you were a boy and that was the way they made you and you told me that it was a mistake. That night when you said your prayers you asked to be changed into a girl while you were asleep. The next couple of days you talked about it a lot when it was just you and I. After a couple of weeks, you stopped talking about it. I've never told anyone about that until now." I was blown away. I sat there stunned when I felt my mom touch my hand. "I always wanted a daughter. I love you, Chloe." I turned and she was smiling and tears were running down her cheeks. I started crying and we hugged and I'm sure anyone that drove by wondered what was going on. Finally we composed ourselves and then mom said, "This will take a while for your father and Lenny to digest. Let me handle it and you go on back up to school." We stood and hugged and she walked me to my car. My make up was a mess as I drove back to my apartment and when I got home I washed my face, put on my bikini and went and napped in the sun. I had a great tan and I liked looking at myself in the mirror and seeing sexy tan lines. I woke up and went inside and made some iced tea and the phone rang. It was Leon and we had missed talking the last couple of day. He told me he was coming back to school early. He wanted to get settled into our new place and then relax for a few days before fall term started. I asked him when his bus would arrive and when he told me I said, "Geez Leon, I have to work then. I'll talk to my new friend Chloe and see if she can pick you up. She doesn't have a car but I can let her drive mine." He asked a couple questions about if this was a girlfriend or not and I told him I wasn't really interested in her. I asked him how the weight training was going and he told me that he had put on 25 lbs and it was all muscle. He wanted to know how he would recognize Chloe at the bus station and I told him that she was 5'7" and blond and she would be standing by my car. The next two days flew by. I went to see Inez to get my hair touched up and a mani/pedi. I spent hours trying to decide what to wear and trying on clothes. Finally I decided on a white lacey halter top with a bare midriff, denim "daisy duke" shorts and a pair of white open back slings with a cork sole and 2 inch heel. The day arrived and I went to the bus station to meet Leon. It was early evening and my dark tan really showed up nicely with the white top. The bus pulled in and the door opened. Several people got off before Leon. As soon as I saw him my tummy began to do somersaults. His hair was corn-rowed and he had got his left ear pierced over the summer. He was wearing a sleeveless muscle shirt and my god he was huge! His arms looked like granite and his pecs were stretching the front of his shirt and every time he moved you could see them flex. He scanned the crowd and when I thought he was looking in my direction, I waved. His face broke into a huge smile and he started walking towards me. "Chloe?" He asked. I smiled and stuck out my manicured hand and said, "Nice to meet you Leon". He tossed his bag in the back seat and we got in and headed for the apartment. We made idle chat in the car but I could feel Leon's eyes on me, staring at my bare legs, stealing a glance at my breasts. I was excited and terrified. I was going to have to tell him in a few minutes that I used to be his friend Rex. I had no idea what would happen. Chapter 7 We got to the apartment and Leon asked if I would like to come in for a cold drink. I stifled a laugh and agreed to join him. He opened the door and held it for me. I waited in the living room while he tossed his bag in his bedroom and went to the fridge. "Looks like all we got is some iced tea. You cool with that?" I said I was as I sat on the sofa. He brought me my drink and sat next to me. We made small talk and my heart was in my throat. Finally I said, "Leon we have to talk about some things." I'm not really sure what I said next or how I said anything. I just talked and I managed to somehow tell him that his best friend Rex was me...a girl named Chloe. He sat silently and stared for what seemed like several minutes. I didn't know what to expect. Finally he spoke. "Do you remember that party last spring when I came home drunk?" I nodded but was puzzled. "I remember everything." Suddenly it dawned on me what he was talking about. "Chloe, you were beautiful then and you are even more beautiful now." He leaned over to me and kissed me on the cheek. I turned and our eyes met and I turned my face up to his and our lips met. Within minutes, we were kissing passionately as I felt his hands caress my legs and my tummy and my breasts. I leaned back as his lips nibbled my ears and neck and he kissed and licked my chest down to the "v" of my cleavage. Within minutes he was one top of me as our bodies writhed. We did a mutual bump-n-grind there on the sofa and eventually I came up for air. Breathlessly I said, "We should go in the bedroom" and in one motion he stood up and lifted me. He carried me to my bedroom and lay me on the bed. He took off his shirt and his newly muscled body shown in the moonlight coming through my window. His abs and shoulders and arms glistened. I smiled at my black Adonis as I leaned over and put my hand on his belt buckle. I undid his belt and unzipped his pants. Leon had gone commando again and then I playfully batted my eyelashes at him and said, "Is there something you want Chloe to do? " He reached down and caressed my cheek and then he said, "I want you to suck my cock, bitch." With that he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me toward his 10 inch monster. For some reason, what he said made me want it even more. Within seconds my mouth was filled with cock and we built a very hot rhythm. I was still inexperienced as a cocksucker but I tried desperately to make up for it in enthusiasm. It made me so hot to think of myself as "Leon's bitch" that my little dickie was hard in my panties where I had her all tucked away. I started rubbing my own flat front, wishing I had a pussy for my lover. At that moment, I made a decision. I stood up and kissed Leon and said, "Baby? I want you to take my cherry tonight. I want you to fuck my boi pussy." Leon smiled. With that I took off my shorts and the panties came with them I took off my top and we kissed again totally naked. I dropped to my knees and began lubing that cock as much as I could. Then I opened my nightstand where I kept "bob" (battery operated boyfriend" and a small tube of KY. I put a small amount on my boi pussy and some on Leon's dick. I lay on my bed and put my pillow under my ass. I then beckoned to Leon to join me. He did and soon he was between my legs as I placed my ankles on his shoulders. Slowly I felt his cock at the entrance to boi pussy. He leaned forward slightly and I felt a small "pop" as the head entered me. From there, Leon slowly built a rhythm, gently going deeper each time. Each time I would grimace from the pain he would stop and then slowly and gently start over again. Finally, I felt his stomach up against the backs of my thighs and I could feel his balls bouncing off my ass and I knew he was completely inside of me. It was the most incredible and feminine feeling I had ever experienced. Before long he was pounding into me furiously. I was doing my best to take him deeper as I met his every thrust. "You like that dick baby? You need my black cock bitch? Tell me you need it!" I was just as into it with talk. "Yes baby I need that black cock! Fuck me harder" which drove him wild. Suddenly he stopped. "Turn over baby," was all he said and I did as he asked and within minutes he was riding me doggie style with a handful of my hair. He smacked my ass cheek until it was red. "I'm gonna cum bitch. Tell me you want my cum!" "Yes baby give me your cum! Fill my pussy with your hot load!" We each blew our load at the same time. His was inside me and mine was on the bed. We collapsed together with him still on top of me and his cock still buried in me. Leon was amazing. His cock never went soft and within 10 minutes we were at it again. Altogether we made love 3 times that night before we fell asleep. We snuggled together naked as I fell asleep with his cum leaking from me. Chapter 8 I got up early the next morning and showered. I was a little sore but it made me smile. I thought I might be in love for the first time and I had given up my virginity to me boyfriend. It seemed right to me. I dried my hair and put it up on a scrunchie. I put on some gym shorts and a tank top and went out to make coffee and some breakfast. I was just finishing the scrambled eggs when Leon appeared in my door. "Hungry?" I said with a smile. He grinned and rubbed his eyes. We sat down to breakfast and started talking like we always had. We talked about basketball and some of our mutual friends from the dorms. He wanted to know if any of our friends knew about me. I told him that I didn't tell anyone. I wasn't really close to any of them and even though I had seen a couple of them over the summer, they didn't seem to recognize me. He looked at me and said, "Chloe you are so beautiful and sexy! You really do look different. Not just the obvious stuff but there is a sparkle in your eyes that wasn't there before." I smiled and reached over and took his hand. Our eyes met and within a few minutes we were at it again except this time I was bent over the kitchen table. This time things hurt a little but after a little while it felt even better than the night before. Over the next couple of weeks, things fell back into our old routine. Go to class, come home, study, have sex with Leon, have dinner, help Leon with homework, have sex with Leon, and go to bed. He was still lifting weights and doing his off season stuff since basketball didn't start until October. Everyone just accepted that I was a new girl on campus and I was his girlfriend. Even some of the guys from the dorm would come over once in a while. I only heard them ask once if Rex was back in school and if anybody had seen him. A few weeks went by and I was sitting one afternoon watching TV when the phone rang. It was my mom and she told me that she wanted me to come home for the weekend. She had talked to dad and Lenny and they were both supportive. They wanted to see me and she said that we could just have a nice weekend together. I said, "Mom, there's more you need to know. I have a boyfriend." She didn't say anything so I continued. "We are living together and I would like to bring him home with me if that's okay?" After a few seconds she said that would be fine and they would love to meet him. "Mom, you already know him. It's Leon." Another pause only this time I could hear her whispering in the background, then she said the absolutely right thing. "That's wonderful dear. You father likes him already!" I nearly dropped the phone. Leon got home and I told him of our plans. He was really surprised by my parents' reaction and then just shrugged his shoulders. I got up off the sofa and walked toward him and as I walked I took off my top. "You want soma this, stud?" He grinned and dropped his gym shorts, "I think you want soma this, bitch." We were at each other in seconds and 30 minutes later I pulled my panties and gym shorts back on and ordered pizza. Leon had a test tomorrow so we wanted to do some extra work. Friday afternoon rolled around and I packed an overnight bag for each of us and tossed Leon the keys. On the freeway home I leaned over and gave my boyfriend a blowjob while he was driving. The cruise control still worked and one truck driver honked his horn as he passed. Leon almost wrecked when he blew his load down my throat. I touched up my makeup and then let out a little belch. I don't know why but Leon's cum always makes me burp. We arrived and my dad wasn't home from work yet. Mom greeted us in the driveway and hugged us and then gave me a quick peck on the cheek. She said welcome home and asked us if we wanted to freshen up a bit. I needed to brush my teeth and Leon carried the bags up. My mom showed us into my old room and they had completely redone it. Lots of pastel pinks and yellows and some new wallpaper gave the room a slightly feminine feel. Leon tossed my bag on the queen size bed and asked my mom if she wanted him on the sofa this time. She replied, "Don't be silly. You two are a couple and you will stay together." With that she turned around and left the room. Leon and I exchanged shoulder shrugs and then went downstairs. Dad got home and it was more of the same. There was lots of love and acceptance that I had never dreamed possible. Lenny got there about 5 minutes after dinner started. He greeted us but seemed a lot cooler that mom and dad. After dinner, mom and I took care of cleaning up and the boys went out on the deck for a beer. Mom and I chatted for a while with some iced tea. Dad came back in for 3 more beers. It was just all too normal. It started getting late and mom and dad went to bed. I went out on the deck with Leon and Lenny. Leon was wiped out from his test and the two beers had made him sleepy so he went to bed. After he left it was just Lenny and me. We were silent for a few minutes. Lenny went and got another beer and sat down. He looked at me and said, "Holy shit! I can't believe my brother Rex is a sissy who digs BBC." I was stunned. "You heard me you friggin sissy. Does he make you squeal like a sissy boy?" I just looked at him and said, "Go fuck yourself." I got up and went inside. I was shocked. I knew it was too good to be true. I went upstairs and put on my nightie and crawled into bed with Leon. I finally fell asleep after about 30 minutes of tossing. The next morning, I was the last one downstairs. Lenny was nowhere to be seen and I had decided to just not say anything. The rest of the weekend was fun. Leon and I went to the mall Saturday afternoon. We walked and window shopped and ate at the food court. I saw lots of my friends from high school but nobody recognized me. I was grateful for that after Lenny. Saturday night, mom and dad took us dinner in the city. Dad and Leon were just a hoot and mom and I laughed all night. Sunday afternoon we said our goodbyes and headed back to school. We were barely in the door of the apartment before we were removing our clothes. We made it as far as the hallway to our bedroom where we made love on the floor and I got a carpet burn on my ass. Chapter 9 The next several weeks seemed to go by in a blur. Soon it was October and basketball practice started for Leon. I was still experiencing changes in my body due to the hormones. My measurements were now 36D- 29-38. My thighs were getting thicker and I was losing muscle mass rapidly. It seemed like my body jiggled all over when I would exercise or when we would go dancing. My little dickie was shrinking and so were my testicles. It was no longer a problem to "tuck" and my shrink was going to give me the appropriate authorization for SRS in the spring. Things were going well for Leon in basketball. He was now going to be a starter. More people on campus recognized him and I was happy for him. He was also getting lots of attention from girls and that bothered me. I was a little jealous because they had something I didn't. There was one cheerleader who obviously had the hots for him and I would watch her as her eyes seemed to always be on Leon. Soon Thanksgiving rolled around and there was break right after mid- terms. The basketball team had a tournament out of town over the holiday and so I just went home. Lenny was around for dinner but left shortly after. Dad fell asleep and mom and I talked into the wee hours. It was almost as if Rex had never existed. I was getting to know my mom on a totally different level and she was a truly remarkable woman. I stayed Friday and Saturday. School didn't start again until the following Thursday but I had some research to do for a couple of papers that were due end of semester so Sunday afternoon I headed back. I got to the apartment and grabbed my things and went up the stairs. I walked in and tossed my purse on the kitchen table. I went into the living room and saw Leon's travel bag on the floor but there was also a purse on the sofa. I heard noises coming from the bedroom and when I walked in, there was Leon having sex with the cheerleader bitch. They didn't know I was there until I said, "What the fuck?" They stopped and there was a mad scramble for clothes and blankets to cover up as I turned and walked back in the living room. I sat down on the sofa and my hands were shaking and I was feeling nauseous. Leon came out and the bitch came out right behind him. He stood for a minute and then she reached around and grabbed her purse and headed out the door. Leon sat down beside me and said, "Baby? I'm sorry. It was a mistake. It won't happen again." I turned to him and said, "You're right. It won't. Get the fuck out." He pleaded and tried to apologize some more. I finally got up and looked up at him. "Leon. We're done. Get out." I grabbed my purse and went into the bedroom and locked the door. He stood outside and tried to talk to me for a while but I didn't answer. I couldn't. I was crying into my pillow. Finally he stopped and I heard him walk down the hall and I heard the door open and close. I cried into my pillow for what seemed like forever. I couldn't stop. I couldn't sleep. I got back up and put on a t-shirt and some sweat pants and sat on the sofa and watched TV. I looked in the frig and found a bottle of wine and went back to the sofa and TV. I didn't even grab a glass. I channel surfed for a while and finally settled on a movie. I have no idea what it was and I didn't really pay much attention. I drank the entire bottle and passed out on the sofa. Chapter 10 I opened my eyes and it was daylight. I had to pee and so I started to get up. Then it hit me, the mother-of-all-hangovers and I could hardly move. Slowly I stood up with my hand shielding my eyes from the light. Staggering into the bathroom I sat down and felt relief. I sat there for what seemed like days and finally pulled up my panties and sweatpants and looked in the medicine cabinet. I took some Advil and went to find something to wash it down with. I looked in the frig and there was a beer so I popped the top and swallowed the pills. I went back to the sofa and laid down. I flipped on the TV and finished the beer. After about 30 minutes, I began to feel human again so I got up and showered. I put on some panties and gym shorts and a tank top, pulled my hair into a pony tail and called my mom. We cried and talked and cried. She wanted me to come home and I told her no and that I would be okay. This went on for a few days and then school started again and I had to start getting out of the house. I saw Leon and his new girlfriend a few times before Christmas break and then I would go home and cry. I tossed all of our pictures together and pretty much just went to school and came home. Life was uneventful and I was just living day to day. I was also beginning to look at my finances. I had spent money over the last 18 months on my transition and it was beginning to look like I might need to get a job in order to complete my last 2 years in college. The trust fund my grandma had created was running out. I mentioned this to my mom on the phone one night and she told me not to worry. They would help with my college expenses. I was also coming to grips with the fact that I wasn't going to be able to afford SRS in the near future either. I finished the semester and made the Dean's List. I went home for Christmas break. Mom and dad were so supportive. Dad tried in some ways to make up for some lost time. We went out to lunch a couple of times and by the end of the week, it was like Chloe had always been his little girl. Mom and I went to the spa a couple of times and then went for coffee. The only fly in the ointment was Lenny. He was fine around mom and dad but when we were alone he said horrible things. He teased me about never being a "real woman" and how I was just a "fag whore" who liked "black cock". I hated being around him and after the first two days of break, I avoided being alone with him. The day after New Year's I headed back to my apartment. I had some things to take care of and some additional books to get for spring semester. I was at the book store finishing up and was trying to pick up a bag of books at the checkout counter when the guy behind me said, "Want some help?" I turned around and it was a guy from freshman year in the dorm. His name was Dylan. When we were in the dorm, he was a tall, skinny, nerdy guy. But over the last year he had started to work out and he was beginning to look like those guys in the muscle magazines. He apparently didn't recognize me so I said, "That would be great! Thanks!' and he carried the bag to my car. I opened the car and he tossed them in the back seat. I turned to thank him and he introduced himself and asked me if I wanted to get a coffee. I smiled and so we ended up spending the afternoon together. After we had coffee, we just walked around "campus town" and talked and got to know each other. It was around 6:00 and I told him I had to head back to my apartment. I had some laundry to do and school was starting the next day. He asked if he could see me again and I blushed and said yes. So we made a date for dinner and movie the following Friday and exchanged phone numbers. I went back to the apartment and relaxed. I was beginning to feel like I was moving on. I had a date Friday night with a hot guy and I was a college coed. Dylan and I dated for a month and we had many very hot makeout sessions on the sofa. He "felt me up" and I gave him "head" a few times. Every time his hands would begin to stray too far below the waist, I would remind him that I wanted to "save myself". One night we had a huge fight and he left and never called again. Chapter 11 I was sitting in my apartment one night when the phone rang. It was the hospital. Mom and dad had been in a car wreck. A drunk driver had crossed the center line and hit them head on. They were in critical condition. My hands were shaking as I hung up the phone. I grabbed my purse and headed out the door. I remember very little of the drive home. When I walked in the hospital emergency entrance, I saw Lenny talking to a man in a white coat. Lenny introduced the doctor and we went to a private family room. The doctor calmly explained that they had done everything they could but the trauma was so extensive that both our parents had passed. Lenny just sat stunned and I began to cry almost uncontrollably. Lenny made no effort to comfort me and finally the doctor offered a box of tissues. Lenny told the doctor which mortuary was going to be used. He then told me what time to meet him there tomorrow and turned and walked out. I decided to go spend the night at the house and cried myself to sleep. I woke the next morning and showered and tried to compose myself. Fortunately I had a few things to wear that I had left here and so I got in the car and met Leon at the mortuary. We made all the necessary arrangements and then I headed back to my apartment. I called a few friends and told them and the girl next door Cassie came over and let me cry on her shoulder. The day of the funeral arrived and I took a shower and then started on my makeup and hair. Then it dawned on me. This would be the first time many of the people from my home town would see me as "Chloe who used to be Rex". I was terrified someone would be awful but I got dressed. I wore a simple sleeveless sheath dress. The hemline was just below the knee. Next were basic black panty hose and basic black pumps with a 2 inch heel. I looked in the mirror and almost started crying. I was the grieving daughter. I got to the funeral home about 30 minutes early. Rex simply nodded at me and took his new girlfriend's arm. The funeral director showed us to the family sitting area off away from the rest of the people gathered for the funeral. There must have been 200 people there. Mom and dad were very kind people and had many friends but I noticed that many of the "mourners" were craning their necks in an attempt to see in to the family area. I decided there was no time like the present so I stood and made my way out to the main area to view all the flowers and cards. I looked from the corner of my eyes because all of a sudden things became even more silent. Many of our family "friends" were simply staring. I made my way to the other end and turned to go back to the family area and made sure to walk as femininely as possible. I sat down and crossed my legs and took my purse. I opened it and grabbed my compact and powdered my nose just a touch. I then freshened my lipstick. I figured they came for a "show" so why not. Lenny was glaring at me and I simply smiled and sat back in my chair. The service was short and then we went up to the cemetery where my parents were laid to rest. We had decided not to do any sort of luncheon but had asked for any memorials to be sent to MADD (Mother Against Drunk Drivers). Lenny and his girlfriend and I rode back to the mortuary in the limo and as I got out, Lenny reminded me that we had a meeting with the lawyer the following Monday. I drove back to my apartment and promptly put on some sweat pants and a t. I called Cassie and she came over and we ordered pizza and she brought a bottle of wine and she let me cry some more. Saturday we went and got a mani/pedi with Inez and then we went to a movie. I was beginning to feel better and so she headed off to find her boyfriend at the bar and I went home and chilled. Sunday was homework and I had to be at the lawyer's office by 10 on Monday. I arrived a few minutes late and Lenny was already in the conference room with the lawyer. I'm not sure why he was smiling but I sat and crossed my legs. The lawyer then announced that mom and dad had never updated their will. It was originally drawn up when I was 13 and Lenny was 21. He had been officially appointed as my guardian and the assets had been left to him as the executor. I sat stunned. I was almost broke and I was to receive nothing. The lawyer had to take a call and he excused himself. Lenny looked at me and laughed. "So I guess it's a good thing you like dick huh, sissy? Maybe you can make a little money sucking cock or taking it up the ass like the little sissy whore you are?" I stared at him in stunned silence. The lawyer returned and I asked him if anything could be done and he said he was certain this was final. He apologized and then escorted us to the front door. We walked out and Lenny said, "I don't ever want to see you again you little creep." He turned and walked away. A week ago I had a family and security even though I was making decisions that were changing my life. A month ago I had lost my best friend who had become my live-in boyfriend. Now I was alone. I had no place to turn and no safety net. I was terrified.