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Halloween for life Chapter 12 I'm soooo sorry for being soooo late again with the next chapter. It's always something with me. =) I moved and it took forever for my internet and everything to get hooked up. I'm up and running now and hopefully no more long delays. Again, I would never just abandon a story so don't think that, no matter how long it takes me. ;) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Halloween For Life Chapter 12 Jordan listened as he heard a song play inside his head. "Who's playing music?" he thought drowsily. "Is that Taylor Swift?" His thoughts continued as he started to hum and then finally sang along with the familiar tune. "That's what people say...Mmmm Mmmm, That's what people say. But I keep cruising, can't stop, won't stop moving." Then the music stopped and Jordan awoke abruptly. He was disorientated and lying down on a bed. He turned his head from side to side in the dimly lit room to determine where he was. As he sat up an immediate pain shot to his stomach. Clearly, lying flat had been keeping the pain at bay, but now, jerking his body had awakened a queasy and uneasy feeling. He placed one hand on his stomach and held it there with some pressure hoping that the pain would pass. Besides the dim of the room, Jordan realized that his eyesight was blurry. The blurriness was becoming a common factor with Jordan when he woke up, so he was used to it. Slow movement seem to be the key as Jordan felt that the stomach pain was subsiding. Still holding a hand to his stomach, he used the other hand to rub his eyes. Gently, he used his index finger and thumb to rub both of his eyes at the same time but something around his wrist caught his attention. He pulled his hand away and looked at the bracelet around his wrist. Jordan's eyes were more clear as he widely opened them remembering being in the wheelchair at the clinic when the nurse snapped the hospital bracelet around his wrist. Still trying to get familiar with his surroundings to figure out his whereabouts, Jordan twisted slightly backwards, towards the head of the bed spotting a long florescent light bar hanging at the head of the bed with an on and off pull string. As he stayed in the twisted position he once again irritated the pain in his stomach. He faced forward again and took a few deep breaths. With determination, Jordan quickly turned towards the pull string and reached his arm over to grab it. Catching it on the first try he was able to pull the string as the light above his bed went on. With the light now on, his eyes shot directly to his arm where he saw an IV was inserted into his vein. He followed the line and saw that it was fed under the pillow and finally leading to a drip that was hanging next to his bed from a metal stand on wheels. "What the hell?" he said inside his head. Jordan swallowed and was quickly reminded of his sore throat and loss of voice. He made a painful face after realizing his sore throat was still there, but felt the pain was a little weaker than it had been earlier. Jordan forced himself to swallow a few more times, thankful that the pain wasn't as harsh as it had been. Jordan hadn't coughed, or sneezed since he had woken up and assumed that Dr. Green had gotten rid of his cold. Jordan smiled at that but still didn't attempt to speak so he wouldn't irritate his throat any further. Jordan felt something poking at his side in the bed with him. He pulled at the item and immediately thought what he was looking at was a TV remote with a cord attached to it. Jordan looked closer and saw that the remote was for his bed so that the head or leg area could be raised. Jordan saw a button on the remote that read 'NURSE CALL' "Thank God! I have to find out what's going on," he thought to himself. He was just about to push the button but stopped himself with a second thought. "I should try and figure things out first before I call a nurse," he thought. "Who knows what they'll do if I call a nurse in and they see that I'm upset and can't speak. They might give me something else that will knock me out," He thought waiting was a better idea. So the stomach pain wouldn't flare up, Jordan slowly pulled himself up more towards the head of the bed. He reached an arm behind him to prop the pillow to his back and did so, with only minimal pain. Jordan felt better sitting upright and he could see the whole room from where he sat. He remembered again about being pushed in the wheelchair and thinking at the time that the clinic looked much like a hospital, so he concluded that he must be in a patient's room at the clinic. Looking down he saw that his body had been covered by a single white sheet. Jordan hadn't felt the weight of his long hair on his shoulders and saw no stray hairs in front of his face. He immediately put his hands up feeling the top of his head. His hands were met by his long hair that he could feel was tied up into a high ponytail. Still puzzled, as he tried to make sense of what had happened to him another thought came back to Jordan. "Angela's pills!" he remembered. "That must be why I'm having trouble remembering," he thought as he really didn't know what he had taken. "..and what time is it?" he further questioned looking towards a large bay window almost next to his bed. The shade was drawn blocking the outside but Jordan could see in between the cracks that it looked like the sun was starting to set. "It must be later in the day," he sighed. "I wasted the whole day here," he thought as he began to search the walls for a clock. Jordan saw nothing on the walls, only a TV that hang on one corner of the wall. The night stand next to the bed was another common place for a clock but after he glanced at the night stand he felt stupid for doing so. "There's not going to be a clock there, you idiot!" he belittled himself. "This isn't the Embassy Suites." For the first time, he tried moving his legs that were under the sheet. They felt sore and tingly and he cringed as he realized that his legs were asleep. He immediately began working on getting the feeling back in them but felt the numbness throughout his whole lower half of his body. He started rubbing his legs and was making a slight rocking motion with his upper body. It occurred to him that he didn't feel the corset around his body. A thought came back as he remembered waking up in the salon and talking to Reba. "My face!" Jordan worried, as he put his hands on his cheeks. He remembered Reba had said she did more electrolysis on his face. "I have to look in the mirror," he thought and realized that he had to make his way to the bathroom. He pulled the covers off from his body with a puzzled look, seeing that he no longer had on what he originally wore when he first entered the clinic. Instead, he was wearing a large nightshirt from home. He recognized the purple VS long cotton shirt that Anna had bought for him. It reached down to just above his knees but was riding up revealing his hairless legs. A slight smell of Victoria's Secret perfume was in the air. Jordan brought the large cotton night shirt up to his nose and immediately realized that was where the feminine scent was coming from. Missing was the tightness hugging his body so Jordan pulled out the neck of the shirt and glanced at his body underneath. His suspicions were correct as the corset that had been around Jordan's body since this charade had started was gone. "This is crazy!" Jordan thought. "When did I change clothes?" He questioned as he continued to rub his smooth legs up and down. Some feeling started to return to his legs but it was the pins and needles feeling. At the same time, Jordan felt his stomach starting to get irritated again. He continued through the pain to try and regain full feeling in his legs. He brought his hands up to his waist and began to work his hands down to his legs. Jordan immediately jumped as he touched an area on his side that was painful. He put a finger to where he felt the pain. "Oooh, that's sore too," Jordan thought as he pressed at the painful spot. Once again he got the nauseous feeling. Jordan couldn't see the area on his skin that he was pressing but if he could, he would indeed see a light bruise on his body. It had been the spot where Dr. Green had injected Jordan with his first dose of female hormones. He looked around the room which didn't take too long being so small. Besides the IV that was next to a nightstand, there was a chair, which sat in front of the large window. There was another door in the room, which Jordan suspected to be the bathroom looking up at the ceiling Jordan followed a track that surrounded his bed which a curtain could be drawn for privacy purposes, but at the moment, it was open. The chair in front of the window was large and cushioned and it had a blanket draped over it. The blanket is what caught Jordan's attention as he saw that it lay in disarray on the back of the chair. It looked like someone had recently used it. Next Jordan looked at the table that was next to his bed. On the top, Jordan saw his note pad and a pen, a container of water with an empty glass and mug next to it. Jordan's attention was drawn to the mug. It had a spoon in front of it with a tea bag wrapped around it. Jordan recognized his wife's actions. "Anna was here," Jordan thought with excitement. "I hope she's still here." His first thought was that maybe Anna just stepped out for a minute and left behind her purse or something to show that she would be right back, but having already inspected the room, Jordan saw no sign of her presence or that she would be returning soon. "Maybe under the bed," He thought as he slowly leaned over the side of his bed. Jordan hadn't seen anything of Annas, but he did spot his floral overnight bag that he entered the clinic with. Thoughts that he would be staying over at Angela's house that night resurfaced into Jordan's head which was followed by a disgusted face. At that moment, all the lights on the ceiling came on. Jordan looked up at them and then towards the doorway as he heard a familiar voice enter the room. "Now why would such a beautiful face have on such a sour puss?" Dr Green joked and smiled as he approached Jordan's bedside. Jordan shot a sarcastic smirk at Dr. Green's comment and watched him walk towards his bed holding a file in his hand. He placed the file down on Jordan's bed and then he grasped both of Jordan's hands together. "It is so good to see you again, and awake!" he exclaimed squeezing Jordan's hands. Jordan immediately felt uncomfortable with the doctor's actions. "I may be dressed as a woman, but I'm still a guy," Jordan thought in his head staring down at the doctor's hands. "You gave us a little scare. You had a very high fever and passed out," It was explained to him. "You've been in and out of consciousness but this is the first time I've seen you awake and sitting up," The doctor explained. Jordan listened as another piece of the mystery came into light. "That's right! I woke up in the salon area and then must have passed out there," Jordan remembered. "Firstly, How are you feeling dear?" he said sincerely staring into Jordan's eyes. Jordan overlooked the doctor calling him 'dear' and just shook his head up and down to show that he felt fine. He used his hands to point to his throat to show that he still couldn't speak, but it was also a good excuse for him to pull his hands away from the doctor's grasp. "Ah, Still don't have a voice, huh?" Dr Green asked as he took a thermometer out of his white doctor's coat, uncapped it and slipped it into Jordan's mouth under his tongue. He then turned to the night stand and retrieved Jordan's pad and pen and handed it to Jordan. "It's good that you were able to rest your voice. It had to regain it's strength," He continued. "I'm sure you have a lot of questions for me. since you've been out," the doctor said. Jordan wasn't really paying much attention to the doctor's words, he was just happy be able to write a note. He nodded at the doctor's words while opening the notepad. He began to write as the doctor kept track of the thermometer time with his watch. Jordan wrote quickly so that the doctor wouldn't leave and miss his opportunity to communicate. Jordan opened his mouth and the doctor removed the thermometer from it. "No more fever," he stated. Jordan just finishing up his note turned the paper towards the doctor as Dr. Green read out loud what Jordan had written. "Why am I feeling pain?" Dr. Green mumbled. Instead of answering Jordan directly the Doctor's sprang to life as if a lightbulb went off in the doctor's head. "Oh, right!" he exclaimed as he pressed his hands against both pockets on his coat searching for something inside. "I have pills for you to take," the doctor explained, while finally retrieving the pills from the right side of his coat. Dr. Green produced two prescription bottles and handed them to Jordan. Jordan grabbed the two bottles together and turned them so that the label faced him. He saw that both labels said Miss Jordan Ross. He placed them in his lap and glanced up at the doctor who was pouring water from a container into a glass. He leaned back over and handed the glass of water to Jordan. Dr. Green then grabbed one prescription bottle opened it and took out 1 pill and then recapped the bottle. He repeated this with the 2nd prescription bottle. He held up the small pink pill to Jordan first. "This pill is to be taken twice a day. He then placed the pill into Jordan's hand. "Place the pill under your tongue and just allow it to dissolve," The Doctor explained. Jordan looked at the doctor confused. The Doctor smiled back. "Don't worry about anything, this is all fully covered." Jordan hadn't thought much about his insurance coverage until it was just brought up. He was confident that everything would be covered now that he worked for a great company with great benefits. "We've still got a lot to do but you're going to love how you feel once we're done," the doctor continued. Jordan stared at the pink pill that Dr. Green had handed to him. It reminded him of a smaller version of a heartburn pill that he had taken before. Jordan glanced up at the doctor again who was holding the other pill in his hands waiting for Jordan to take the first one. He watched Jordan's hesitation and realized he was confused. "Do you remember our conversation, Jordan?" he asked. Jordan hadn't and shook his head 'no' to the question. "You wanted my help and wanted to feel more comfortable in your body," he started. Jordan looked blankly at the bed as he tried to remember. "Remember, in my office. That's when I told you that I knew your secret..." The doctor leaned in closer. "..that you were male," he finished saying in a lower tone. Jordan's mind clicked as Jordan remembered feeling embarrassed at Dr. Green's announcement. "That's right! Now I remember," he thought in his head and the doctor saw that Jordan's face revealed that he was remembering. "Oh good, you remember," the doctor said relieved. "If this pill has been helping me feel better, then I'm in," Jordan thought as he placed the pill under his tongue where the doctor explained. "Very good," the doctor said. Had Jordan looked at the prescription bottle for the pill that was just given to him, he would have thought differently about the doctor's 'help'. Jordan had just placed a strong female estrogen in his mouth. The doctor's goal that he partially explained to Jordan in his office was to start Jordan on female hormones so that he would no longer need to wear the corset to give him a more feminine shape. The doctor had grabbed Jordan's file and started to write down the dosage that he just gave to Jordan. After a few minutes, he looked at Jordan again and asked, "All gone?" Jordan opened his mouth and showed the doctor that the pill was completely dissolved. "Excellent, Jordan! One more to go!" he said handing Jordan the second pill. The doctor jumped when at the same time his cell phone buzzed and rang. "Excuse me a minute," the doctor said as he retrieved his phone from another pocket from his white coat. He pressed the answer button and turned away from Jordan. "Hello? This is Dr. Green. Jordan still had a lot of questions for Dr. Green. With the doctor on his phone, he had some time to ponder his next question. Firstly, without thinking or waiting for the doctor's approval, Jordan popped the other pill into his mouth and swallowed it with a mouthful of the water. He set the water back on the nightstand and picked up his pad and pen once again. Jordan really wanted to know where Anna was, so that is what Jordan began writing. He had started writing the word 'Where', but was briefly distracted by Dr Green who walked close to his bed still talking into his phone. Finally, Jordan looked back down at the paper and saw what he had already written. He paused for a few minutes and deliberated inside his head some of the questions he wanted to ask. One question stuck in Jordan's mind that was more important than any other. Jordan flipped the pad to another blank page and started writing a new question as the doctor continued to talk. When Jordan was finished, he turned the pad around and faced it towards the doctor so that he could see his message right away. The doctor had moved to the doorway of Jordan's room with his cell phone pressed against his ear to hear better. Still engaged in conversation he managed to read the note that Jordan was holding up. Dr. Green read, "WHEN CAN I GO HOME?" to himself. Jordan had thought his question carefully. He still desperately wanted to know where his wife was but without his voice, it seemed to him that the doctor would always be sidetracked with every question he wrote down. He figured all other questions would be answered in time but first he had to get out of this room. The sooner he was out of there, the better. Dr. Green processed what Jordan had written down and smiled. He motioned his index finger towards Jordan, letting him know that he would be another minute. The doctor started back towards Jordan's bed as he heard Dr. Green finishing up his conversation. ".. let me know when you admit him. Yes, uh huh. Goodbye." The phone call was finalized and he placed the phone back in his coat pocket. He smiled again at Jordan's note. "I see you are antsy to finally get out of here, but I think seeing that you just became coherent, we should keep you here to monitor," he started to say. Jordan looked at him and rolled his eyes. He immediately started to write again. He wrote quickly and ripped out the page that he had written and handed it to the doctor just like he had done in his office. As Jordan began writing again a second note. Dr. Green read Jordan's note. "Please Doctor, I feel fine now." He smiled back at Jordan who saw that he already had a second note ready for him to read. "I promise I'll take my pills, I just need to get out of here," the doctor read. Dr. Green hesitated and gave Jordan an 'I don't know' glance. "Let me just give you a clean bill of health and then we'll talk about a few things and then go from there, OK?," The doctor said as he gently put his hands on both sides of Jordan's chin. He slightly tilted Jordan's head back. Jordan figured that the doctor was feeling his neck for swollen glands due to the sore throat. As it turns out, the doctor was looking for any visible swelling around Jordan's neck due to the trachea shave that he had performed. He moved Jordan's head slightly to the side and then turned his head the other way. "I've been monitoring your healing and I have to say that it looks very good," he said as he reached into his front pocket of the doctor's jacket and took out a pen light. He pressed a button on the side and a light went on. He shined the light into Jordan's left eye and then did the same to his other eye. Jordan adjusted his eyes as the doctor turned the light off and held the pen vertically in front of Jordan's eyes and said, "Very good." He shot a confused look at the doctor. "I'm just following protocol and making sure everything is ok following your high fever and the fainting," the doctor assured him. Jordan was just anxious to be out of the hospital bed and done with the clinic, so he followed Dr. Green's instructions. "Now if you could follow the pen with your eyes only. Keep your head still," he explained. Dr. Green slowly moved the pen back and forth in front of Jordan's eyes. Jordan did as instructed and only followed the pen with his eyes. After about three passes, the doctor smiled and stated, "Excellent." "Are you able to move your legs?" he asked. Jordan put his hands together up to his head. He closed his eyes and made an 'asleep' action. "Well that's understandable," the doctor said. Jordan again made a puzzled look. He watched the doctor walking towards the room that Jordan thought was the bathroom and disappear behind the door. Jordan's thoughts were confirmed as the doctor walked back over with a round mirror that he placed in Jordan's lap. Jordan looked down at the mirror placed in his lap, but he hesitated grasping it. He stared at it for another minute as thoughts raced through his head. He remembered Reba explaining the work that she did on his face and wasn't sure he wanted to see his reflection as a nervous feeling came over him. He looked up at the doctor who was waiting for him to pick up the mirror. "Take a look!" the doctor tried to hurry him along. Finally, curiosity got the better of him and Jordan slowly brought the mirror up to eye level. His eyes immediately widened as he saw the reflection in the mirror. Firstly, Jordan noticed that he had no makeup on his face. Jordan's eyes went straight to what stood out the most and what he was most afraid of. His eyebrows were more thinly arched than they were before. They were neatly shaped and styled into a woman's eyebrow. He was amazed at how the eyebrows really changed his look. He also noticed that his eyelashes looked different.. He didn't remember Reba saying anything about them, but he thought that they looked longer than before his trip to the clinic. He turned his head to the side and thought that it looked like they were also curled upward. His eyes searched his face for any signs of hairs but he found none. He brought the mirror closer to his lips and he saw a difference in them also. To him, they looked thicker than he had remembered. He also looked closely at his upper lip and saw no signs of hair sitting there either. Jordan stared without any expression for a few minutes taking in his reflection. "How am I ever going to look like me again?" Jordan thought. He knew he was going to be stuck with this feminine appearance for awhile, at least until he could find another job and make stop making salon appointments. Lastly he faced the mirror up to his hair and saw that a light blue scrunchy stood out in Jordan's bleached hair as he saw it was indeed tied back and neatly held into a high ponytail. Jordan couldn't imagine that he could look more feminine than he did before his visit to the clinic, but somehow they did accomplish that. He was mesmerized with his reflection and couldn't tear his eyes away. He brought a hand up to his cheek and touched it with his long, still perfect French tip nails. "Oh my God!" Jordan thought not able to tear his eyes away from his almost unrecognizable face. The doctor smiled thinking Jordan was pleased. He watched Jordan run his fingers across his cheek and then down his neck. "As you can see, it's very smooth," Dr. Green noted. Jordan's mind went to the smoothness of his skin as he thought that was what the doctor was referring to. Unbeknownst to him, the doctor was actually pointing out how smooth Jordan's neckline has become from the procedure. "There's no visible marks and your skin looks beautiful," he explained. Once again, Jordan thought that the doctor was speaking of the electrolysis that was done to his face and was commenting on how there was no longer any redness. Jordan couldn't believe how far he had come in this charade in a short time. "I'm never going to have hair on my face again." Jordan had seen enough and finally set the mirror back into his lap. "I want the nurse to come in and take out your tube in your arm and then, well lets just see," the doctor announced and picked up Jordan's file again and began writing. He set the file on the table next to Jordan's bed. The doctor leaned into the bed and grabbed at the remote that Jordan was examining before the doctor's visit. He pressed the nurse call button and almost immediately a woman's voice came over an intercom above Jordan's bed. "How can I help you?" the woman asked. Dr. Green raised his head and began speaking loudly, "Hello Mae, it's Doctor Green in Jordan Ross' room. She is awake and everything seems to be fine." He began smiling at Jordan. "Could you please get her paperwork together and come in to take out her IV," The doctor explained. Jordan had a million things running through his mind at the moment, but everything disappeared when it sounded like the doctor was going to let him leave. Even hearing how Dr. Green had referred to him as a 'her' didn't detour Jordan's mood and he realized it wouldn't be long before he would see his wife. "I would like Dr. Crosby to have a one on one session with Miss Ross before she leaves, can you please call her now?" Dr. Green said not making eye contact with Jordan. "Thank you Doctor, right away," the nurse responded. Jordan stared at the doctor with his mouth open as he realized that his stay at the clinic would be a little longer. He waited for the doctor to look at him but Dr. Green once again went for his file. Quickly, Jordan grabbed the pad and pen again and flipped the pages until he got to a blank one. Jordan started writing furiously, but was interrupted when Dr Green placed his hands over Jordan's and stopped his hand from writing. Jordan looked at the doctor who was looking apologetically at him. "You don't have to waste the paper Jordan, I'll explain everything in a moment," the doctor said. Jordan was quickly filled with anger and thought about screaming at the doctor in his male voice, if only he had a voice. He didn't know what to do, so he threw down the pad and pen onto the bed. He looked back up waiting for Dr. Green's explanation. "I have to see another doctor now?" Jordan cringed as his eyes coldly stared the doctor down. Before an explanation could be given, a female nurse's voice sounded from the doorway. "Knock knock!" she announced her presence. The doctor once again held up his index finger telling Jordan that he would explain in just a minute. An older, slightly grey haired nurse walked towards Jordan's bed. She carried a small first aid bag that she placed next to Jordan. The nurse walked to the side of Jordan's bed towards the IV stand. She opened up the medical kit and pulled out some white medical gauze. She cut a piece of the rolled gauze and then grabbed Jordan's wrist. Slowly, she pulled out the needle from Jordan's vein and held the area with pressure with the piece of gauze that she had cut. Jordan looked back up at the doctor and waited but clearly Dr Green wanted to begin the discussion when the nurse was finished with Jordan. "Did miss Ross get her medications Doctor?" the nurse asked still holding pressure on Jordan's wrist. The doctor smiled. "Yes I just gave them to her." Jordan took a deep breath to tried to stay calm but with all the female pronouns being thrown around when referring to him, it was hard to control his anger. The nurse took Jordan's other hand and put it over the gauze. "Just hold this with some pressure for a minute, dear," she said smiling. Next, she squatted beneath Jordan's bed and immediately came up with the overnight bag that Jordan walked in with. She put it on the end of Jordan's bed by his feet. "You can get dressed in your regular clothes, when the doctor is finished talking to you hon," the nurse explained. "Just pull the curtain around the bed for some privacy." She walked back to the side of Jordan's bed. Once again she went into the first aid bag and pulled out a large band-aid. She ripped open the package, then moved Jordan's hand to the side and put the band-aid over his injection spot. Finishing up, she walked to the end of Jordan's bed, "Dr. Crosby is ready and just waiting for your call," the nurse said as she finally walked towards the door. "Thank you nurse," the doctor replied. Jordan disregarded any of the nurses comments because he knew he wasn't going to be leaving right away. Meanwhile, he never took his eyes off the doctor. He wanted to know why he had to be seen by another doctor. Jordan watched as it looked like he was going to get his answer as Dr. Green took a seat on the edge of the bed. The doctor took a deep breath. "Look Jordan, I really think it's in your best interest if you speak with someone," the doctor began. "Or in your case, listen to someone." The doctor chuckled at his comment. The doctor noticed that Jordan hadn't smiled, so he continued to explain. "We have a therapist on site..." Dr. Green started again. Jordan sighed and threw his hands up in the air. "I know, I know. I can understand. No one likes to be recommended to talk to a therapist, but in your case I think you should speak with her. Her name is Vanessa Crosby, she works here with us and she is one of the finest psychologists in the area" Doctor Green continued to explain. "She's so easy to talk with and I promise it'll feel like you're talking to an old friend." Jordan folded his arms angrily listening to the doctor's explanation. "She can help put a lot of things in perspective and make you feel at ease and more comfortable with the way things are for you at work and at home." Jordan turned his head away and faced towards the wall. "It's not easy looking in the mirror and not liking the person that you see. Everyone here at the clinic just wants to help you, be happy with the person that you are including Dr. Crosby," The doctor put his hand on Jordan's shoulder. Jordan shook his head back and forth angrily as the doctor spoke. "Up until now, you've only had Anna to confide in," the doctor began. "..But now that she has left on her trip I think you should just listen to Vaness..." Quickly, the doctor stopped mid sentence when Jordan turned quickly towards him in a surprising action. Jordan's eyes grew wide and his mouth opened wide. Dr. Green looked puzzled at Jordan's actions. Jordan's hands were shaking as he frantically picked up the pad and pen once again. Flipping through the pad looking for a blank sheet of paper. Finally finding one, Jordan began to write and then quickly turned the pad towards Dr. Green to show him what he had written. The doctor looked at the paper which Jordan had written, "ANNA LEFT???" Dr. Green widened his eyes when he processed the words that Jordan had written down. He sighed. "Oh my God Jordan, I'm so sorry." Jordan's eyes burned with rage as he flipped the notepad to another blank page. He wasted no time quickly writing another note and facing it towards the doctor just like before. Dr. Green looked at Jordan's message again and read out loud. "But it's only Wednesday." Dr. Green saw the seriousness of the situation and how angry Jordan had gotten, even more than before. He sighed deeply. "I'm afraid, my bedside manor hasn't been the greatest, Jordan," He stated, placing his hand over Jordan's hand again. Jordan quickly pulled his hand away this time. The doctor sighed again realizing his mistake. "The first thing I should have informed you of was that you had passed out with a very high fever and were in and out of consciousness for awhile," He looked into Jordan's eyes. "The nurses tell me that Anna was here the whole time while you were out." Jordan shook as he didn't even search for a blank piece of paper and wrote a new note right next to his last note. He faced the pad towards the doctor which he read aloud, "What day is it?" Dr. Green shook his head, "I'm sorry Jordan," sighing again. "It's Friday night. Anna left this morning," he revealed. Jordan felt like he was just hit by an 18 wheeler as he quickly realized that he lost 2 days. Jordan sat still with no expression staring down at the bed. Then suddenly sprung into action and swatted the pad and pen off the bed and flying into the wall. He started to scream from inside his throat. Doctor Green stood up from the side of the bed and tried to calm Jordan down. "Please Jordan, don't strain your throat." Jordan didn't stop his tantrum there. The mirror was the next item that he swing his arm at, as it too hit the wall and smashed into pieces. Dr. Green moved quickly to the other side of the bed and grabbed the nurse call button and pressed it. "Yes doctor?" the voice called. "I need Jordan Ross restrained immediately," Dr. Green yelled into the speaker. The doctor moved to the end of Jordan's bed. He watched Jordan kneel and lean over to side table. He sweeped his arm across the top of it, making the glass, and mug smash onto the floor. Jordan started pounding his fists on the mattress where he sat as Dr. Green tried to talk reason to him. "Jordan! Listen to me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you directly when you woke up, but it wouldn't have made any difference," the doctor yelled. "I saw Anna this morning before she left. She was explaining to me that she had to leave, she had no choice. Jordan's face was red from anger as he paid no attention to the doctor's words. He threw his pillow off the bed towards the doorway and then stopped. The pillow landed at the feet of two male nurses running into his room at they same time. Jordan paused for a minute as he stared straight at them. Jordan kicked his overnight bag off the end of his bed knocking it to the floor just as the two men rushed towards Jordan's bed. Immediately the two men were able to hold Jordan's arms easily. Jordan continued to try and squirm his body but his movement was decreased with both men holding him down. Jordan's stomach started to hurt again as he was laid back onto his pillows. Nurse Mae entered the room next holding a needle. Jordan's eyes widened as she approached. He was helpless as he watched her uncap the needle and puncture his skin with the point. Jordan immediately calmed down watching the nurse push down the plunger. Immediately Jordan's body went limp. The two men let go of Jordan's arms while Dr. Green returned the pillow to the head of Jordan's bed. The two men safely guided Jordan's head back on the pillow and fixed his ponytail so that he wouldn't be lying on it. The two men moved to the end of the bed along with the nurse. Dr. Green hovered above Jordan's face as Jordan tried to focus. "I'm sorry Jordan," he said sincerely. His words would fall on deaf ears as Jordan's eyelids began to close. The same music began to play as Jordan closed his eyes. "That's what people say, Mmmm Mmmm, That's what people say, Mmmm Mmmm, but I keep crusin...can't st..." Jordan briefly sang the tune in his head and then stopped as the contents of the syringe had done their job of knocking Jordan out. "What is that? I heard that earlier when I brought in clean blankets," nurse Mae questioned. Doctor Green looked down and saw Jordan's overnight bag. He knelt down and flipped the bag over as it was upside down. The Taylor Swift song was still playing as Dr. Green brought the overnight bag back up to the end of Jordan's bed and began to unzip it. Once he opened the bag, Dr. Green saw all of Jordan's clothes in a pile, and sitting to the side of the clothes was a cell phone with the Taylor Swift ringtone. He looked at the caller ID and saw that it read Anna. He quickly pressed the answer button and brought the phone up to his ear. "Hello Anna?" the doctor said. Anna was puzzled who's voice it was answering the phone. "Yes, hello. Uh, I was uhh." Anna stumbled and then collected herself. "I'm trying to reach Jordan?" Anna said. She quickly, with better judgment thought that she better not say 'her husband' just in case someone who didn't know that Jordan was a male got a hold of the phone. She had hoped to hear her husbands voice or even silence which still would have been her husband answering, but someone else answering her call threw her off. Dr. Green chuckled. "It's Dr. Green from the clinic. We spoke briefly this morning," he said. Anna smiled on her end of the phone. She immediately thought of early in the day at the clinic when she met the doctor. She thought he was very nice and helpful, he had told her that he knew Jordan's secret and had told her that he wanted to help in anyway he could. When she was leaving he promised her that he would take good care of Jordan. "Hello Doctor," Anna laughed. Thank God! I didn't know who would be answering," Anna was relieved that it was the docor. "I bought Jordan a phone before I left and stuffed it inside his bag. I've been dialing it since I've left but no one answered up until now," she explained. "I guess he still isn't up?" she questioned. Dr. Green sighed. "I'm afraid not." Dr. Green watched as Nurse Mae was propping Jordan's pillows and then pulled the blanket up to his neck. Near Jordan's bed, the two men who held Jordan were in the room too, cleaning up the mess that Jordan had made from his outburst. "Uhh, Jordan was awake earlier only briefly though. He had passed out again," The doctor said as the nurse gave Dr. Green a nasty look. "He was coherent and alert though when he did wake up. We are very hopeful that the next time he wakes up it will be for good," The doctor explained as he looked towards the two male nurses, they too gave the doctor a glance. The doctor thought in his head that he wasn't going to worry Anna by explaining what had just taken place in his room. He wanted her to trust that Jordan was in good hands at the clinic so that she could focus on her business trip. "I was really hoping to talk to him tonight. I hate the way I had to leave, and that I couldn't put the flight off. I was hoping for more time with Jordan before I left but my company had the flight booked and I couldn't ask my boss to change the date. Could you please explain that to Jordan when he wakes up and asks where I am?" Anna sadly explained. "Yes dear, I will do that. I'll explain everything. I'm sure Jordan will be understanding about everything," The doctor said out loud as nurse Mae once again gave the doctor another look with raised eyebrows Dr. Green smiled. "I don't want to keep you from anything Anna, but I just wanted to tell you that I wish we would have been able to speak in person before you left. I wanted to talk about a few things," the doctor said. "I have a few minutes now. What did you want to talk about?" Anna replied. Dr. Green walked with the cell phone over to the side table and picked up Jordan's file. He flipped it open and went through some of his notes from his conversation with Jordan. The doctor walked out of Jordan's room and into the hallway. "I was talking about Jordan's working situation with him. Jordan had said that you had mentioned that you wanted him to get breasts so that the clothes for work would fit better," he explained to Anna. Anna chuckled into the phone. "Wow! I guess saying it so many times hit home," She replied, thinking back to the number of times that she brought up breast forms for Jordan to have glued to his chest. She promised him that they looked and felt just like real breasts and would help him to pass more confidently as a woman. She also told him the clothes that he bought would look better on his body with the forms attached. "So, you did have this conversation with him. I just wanted to confirm it," the doctor replied. "Oh yes, we had that talk alright and he was on board when we last spoke," Anna replied. "I just wanted to make sure that we were all on the same page. We would do the process right here in the clinic. We are one of the top acclaimed clinics on the west coast and Jordan is my patient so I would be personally involved with every aspect of Jordan's breasts. We have a website explaining everything along with a question and answer section. If you did have any questions or concerns about anything or if you just wanted to read up on the procedure you can check it out," Dr Green explained. "No doctor Green, I trust you'll take care of Jordan. I'm pretty sure he'll feel more confident as a woman once he sees how wonderful it is to have breasts," Anna replied. "I agree. Jordan did feel a little uneasy talking to me, but I think we have everything worked out. I was hoping to get him in here by the end of the month so that we could get him taken care of. I will contact you on the exact dates," the doctor explained. Anna smiled. "That would be great! Thank you doctor, tell Jordan I will talk to him soon," Anna said and then hung up. "Take care Anna, be safe," Dr. Green said hanging up the phone. Not thinking Dr Green slipped the phone into his white doctors coat as he made his way down the clinic hallway. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * END OF CHAPTER 12