dream \'dreem\ n.
1. A succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the
mind during sleep.
2. 2. Something that one has wanted very much to do, be, or have.
Casey's ringing cell phone woke him up. It had been several days
since the last time he had seen Betsy and he imagined that it was her
calling once again. He couldn't avoid her forever. He answered.
"Hello."
Casey's body was still absolutely infused with hormones from the
previous night and his voice hadn't yet reverted from it's lighter,
higher tones.
"Hi, um.... I was trying to reach Casey. Is he around?" It was
Betsy's voice.
"Bets, it's me."
Casey heard it too, his inner voice was off and it felt like he had a
lump in his throat. He cleared it and got up out of bed, heading to
the bathroom. He was still naked and grabbed a pair of boxers from
the drawer, slipping them on carefully as his nether regions still
felt very raw and sensitive.
"Oh. You sounded like..." Betsy was going to say, 'like your mother'
but caught herself, remembering what had happened the last time they
had been together. "...we must have had a bad connection for a
second."
As she was leaving the last time they had been together she had seen
that he was mad at her but she didn't know he would avoid her this
long. She had teased him, laughed at him even and she had worried he
might never talk to her again.
To Casey now, the whole thing seemed silly. After all, how could he
be mad at Betsy after what he had done last night?
"Are you there, Betsy? You called me, remember?"
Casey was still a little groggy and his vision blurred as he walked up
to his bathroom mirror and sink, turning on the faucet. He placed the
phone down on the counter and placed it on speaker as he brought some
water up in his cupped hands to splash his face.
"Yes, I'm here," Betsy replied softly.
Though she teased him, Casey was her closest friend. In many ways he
was her only true friend. She went to an all-girl school and there
prestige mattered much more than relationships. Even after that,
friendships were usually formed along well-established family lines
and Betsy's family was what they called 'new money.' Every now and
then Casey and her would fight but Betsy would always give in before
long. Her life without Casey was miserable and lonely.
She was glad she had decided to call instead of confront him in
person; tears were already forming under her eyes.
After a long pause she sniffled and said, "Hey, what gives? I really
missed you, you know."
Casey wiped the water from his face. He immediately felt guilty.
While Betsy sometimes got a little carried away with her teasing, it
was at least partially his fault for being so sensitive about it.
Betsy never seemed to mind what she called his feminine side,
encouraged it even. But Casey still had deep seated fear and shame,
well established by his father who would accept nothing but what he
thought was proper for a man.
"I miss you too. We should do something this weekend, you think? A
movie night maybe?"
He too knew how much their relationship meant to Betsy. In truth he
felt the same...
He paused in thought. Something about his reflection in the mirror
seemed different.
Betsy didn't answer and couldn't hold back a few sobs in between
relieved bursts of laughter. Casey was squinting at himself now,
craning his neck, inspecting everything he could.
"What," Casey said, now laughing a bit himself, "you're not crying are
you?"
His nipples!
"You jerk!" she said, and Casey couldn't see it but he knew she was
smiling.
Betsy was excited and the rest of the conversation was dominated by
her. Casey was too distracted to follow most of it. He inspected the
area of his chest as she talked. His nipple appeared to be bigger
somehow and darker, as if the skin were somehow tanned.
Casey saw some coins on the counter top and an odd idea came to him.
He picked up a quarter, held it up to the mirror and then lightly
pressed it to his nipple.
"Oh!" Casey said, interrupting what Betsy had been saying.
"Okay, okay," Betsy continued. "It doesn't have to be a comedy. A
horror perhaps?"
The metal was cold against his flesh and it began to rise on the
nipple, as if the nipple was pushing it out. He could see the outline
of his areola clearly, just slightly bigger than the quarter and
perfectly round. He hadn't remembered his nipples having either
feature before, like they had grew overnight.
Casey attempted to remove the quarter very carefully. It made no
difference how careful he was, ecstasy erupted in him anew.
"Yeah," he said as he shuttered.
"Cool. Horror it is." And Betsy continued the plans.
Maybe... just maybe this was exactly what Casey had been waiting for.
Something different, some symbol that puberty had started for him at
last. He almost thought once again of the night they had been
together, the last time he had seen Betsy naked. Her breasts, her
nipples, they too were big and round.
Her nipples had been raised and wide and surrounded by tiny little
bumps.
His nipples were raised and wide and surrounded by tiny little bumps.
"Since we've made up, I know maybe this isn't the best time, but can
we do something at your place again? Something upstairs," Betsy said,
suggestively.
"Huh? Oh..." Casey's thought immediately vanished and then realized
what Betsy was saying. "We can't really, Kyle's in town and..."
"Kyle!" Betsy squealed. "We can't go out then, we need to have the
movie at your place. Oh please, Casey, please! He's so cute."
"Betsy," Casey laughed, "he's almost twice your age!"
"So? A girl can dream, can't she?"
---
With the plans for the weekend made, Betsy was no longer interested in
coming over but instead seemed content with obsessing about their
movie night - and Kyle - at her own house until then. With Kyle at
work and his mom out doing who knows what, this left Casey home alone
all day.
He paced back and forth at the base of the stairs for most of it. If
he went upstairs he knew what could happen, he was still extreme
horny. Downstairs was no better as there were plenty of rooms that
would allow for his privacy. In view was his mother's rooms and for
some reason the sight of her laundry basket at the base of her bed,
all those silk and linen undergarments strewn about inside, began
making his underside tingle.
Kyle had probably seen my mother in those panties, Casey thought, He
had probably seen her in that bra.
He stopped pacing and instead sat on the first step.
I'm losing my mind, he thought pouting, even then staring down at his
needy crotch.
The phone buzzed in his pocket and his hip was so sensitive to the
sensation that it cause him to jump up.
"Eep!"
He checked it.
Is your mom home yet?
It was a text from Kyle. Kyle had texted him many times before but
for some reason hearing from him now made Casey smile wide. He sent a
text back.
No.
Kyle sent a reply, then another.
Suddenly Casey's dark mood was lifted and before long he was texting
back and forth for what seemed like hours.
Okay, don't text again for another fifteen minutes or you'll sound
annoying, his mind raced, and then, No. Don't say that! It sounds too
sappy.
His fingers were a blur and he caught himself giggling more than once.
So what? he thought, Kyle's just a friend and beside, I'm all alone
here and bored.
It was nice, having someone to talk to. Betsy didn't like to text and
neither did Casey, really, so he rarely did this with any of his
friends. He liked that he now had something that was just his and
Kyle's. It made him feel closer, almost intimate...
The front door opened.
"I'm home!" his mother yelled.
Casey immediately closed the phone. He didn't know why but suddenly
he felt guilty and fled upstairs.
"Casey?" His mom called, not hearing any reply but the sound of
running feet upstairs. Then to herself, "That kid..." she said
shaking her head.
Later that evening Kyle came back from work and Casey still hadn't
come downstairs.
"Man, someone smells a little ripe," Patricia teased as Kyle poked his
head into the kitchen.
"Hey, this is how a man is supposed to smell, now give me a hug."
"No!" Patricia squealed, laughing.
Kyle pretended to chase her around the kitchen. She squirmed and
dodged until eventually he had her in the corner, arms to either side
with her penned in. Patricia curled up defensively but only in jest.
They gazed at each other. Patricia knew that look.
"Kyle. We can't." But she didn't sound too certain.
Kyle held the long pause, then said, "I know. I know it. I can still
love you for what we had though, right?"
Patricia looked at him adoringly for she felt the same, but the look
soon turned to a mischievous one.
"Uh huh. I know what you missed."
Patricia reached to touched his pants, an obvious bulge there. Kyle
recoiled like her hand was on fire.
"Been a while?" she asked.
Kyle did his best not to whimper. "You were... I mean we were... I
mean, the last time..."
"It's okay, Kyle. It's really okay. You know you can be with other
woman. I want you to... be happy."
"I am happy," he said.
"You know what I mean. I'm okay with you having sex with other woman.
It's not going to change anything between us."
"Thanks, Trish," and Kyle leaned in, giving her a kiss.
"Don't touch!" she shrieked, throwing up her arms but returning the
kiss hard.
The kiss lasted a second longer than she wanted it to, about a second
less than he wanted. The brush of her breasts against his hard chest
bumped something in his shirt pocket and it glowed to life. Patricia
caught a glimpse of his cell phone there and saw the last text from
Casey.
"Oh, you and Casey becoming buddies?"
"Yeah, that's some kid you have. It wasn't too long ago you just had
a little tike running around."
Patricia smiled and grabbed a plate of food, handing it to Kyle. "I
think it's good. Casey could use a man in his life. I think he's
been going through something."
Kyle laughed, hearty and long and almost choked on a bit of broccoli.
"Trish, we talked about this. I know your family hasn't always been
the best about discussing things but you have to be more open with
each other."
Kyle gave Patricia one last kiss on the cheek as he left the kitchen,
taking his plate of food upstairs.
"And that something that Casey's going through?" he said as he left.
"It's called puberty."
---
Casey had heard them talking downstairs. He snuck to the top of the
stairs and caught the tail end of the conversation.
"It's called puberty," he heard Kyle say as he head upstairs.
Casey quickly raced to his room. Puberty. Or course it was puberty,
or at least Casey hoped so. That's why he felt so off, why he'd been
behaving weird. All the changes, the urges going on. Soon,
hopefully, it would be over and he'd be like everyone else his age.
He'd be just another normal boy.
And then there was his wound.
Casey heard the shower in Kyle's room. Casey tried not to think of
the previous night, tried to not think of Kyle in the shower. He
would be naked.
Casey's insides stirred.
No, I can't.
There was only five days left till school started. People would
notice something off about him, everyone would be able to tell just
how awkward he felt. So he needed to do everything he could to
prepare, starting with his wound.
No more. I have to quit playing with it so it can heal.
That night Casey tossed and turned trying to sleep. He would finally
settle in only to find his boxers had shifted, sliding around his
half-hard penis or else had bunched themselves into one crevice or
another.
Finally, he half-woke in a fit.
Casey's room was kitty corner to his parent's old room. He had once
heard that the blue room - the one that Kyle now slept in - was
initially suppose to be his nursery. To Casey's mother however this
was unacceptable. She demanded to be closer to her child and so
Casey's crib instead was placed in the room next door to theirs, a
room that was painted a salmon shade of pink, the Pink Room.
He couldn't stay there of course. There was his dad's teasing for one
but also it wasn't quite big enough for a growing boy. Instead of
retreating to the Blue Room when he grew older however, Casey decided
to move into the room next door, a room he called the Gray Room.
The room had been an unfinished storage room and still retained a lot
if it's unpainted, gray paneling. Casey didn't mind. He still felt a
coziness for the Pink Room - the room he had spent his infancy in -
and wanted to stay close by. Now it was the Pink Room that had become
a sort of storage room.
In his sleepy haze Casey stumbled towards the door between these two
rooms. He yanked at his boxers, pulling them out of his crack and
crotch. A sensation burned and his vulva sweated. The boxers were
making it worse.
Then he saw it. Inside the Pink Room was all manner of junk, laundry
and odds and ends. Betsy, who would sometimes spend the night, had
also left a generous pile of clothing over the years.
Casey hopped back into bed and now, finally comfortable, was ready to
go to sleep. His legs were now wrapped in soft, fluffy cotton and his
crotch was now comfortably safe from any abrasive or intrusive
material. He had put on a pair of Betsy's old, purple pajama pants.
Finally comfortable in these soft clothes, Casey fell fast asleep -
and dreamed.
Casey didn't usually dream in color, nor did he usually remember his
dreams. This night the vivid colors swirled and converged into images
and themes that rushed through his mind.
-A vase sat on a table with hazy sunlight streaming past the flowers
in it. A crib rocked in the Pink Room, then there was the face of a
ticking grandfather clock. His dad's finger was waving at him in
disapproval, inaudible words shouting at him. The vase appeared
again, a single petal of the flower fell. The sun sank and rose once
again and sank in a rush of time as the rose in the vase grew and
opened up.
Another dream appeared.
-There was a quarter on the bathroom counter top. Casey had just lain
it down on the counter after comparing it to his nipple. The quarter
began to spin and grow. It grew fast, enormous until it was the size
of the nearby sink.
Behind him was the shower and a man inside, a shadowy silhouette
darkening the drapes. Was it Kyle? The man held his arms above his
head, washing. The shadow showed every muscly contour and Casey let
his view travel from the man's head to his muscled stomach. Below
that a shadowy length protruded out, a strange yet tantalizing shadow
that could only be this man's erect manhood.
The voice called out to him. It was Kyle's voice. From the shower he
mumbled out a name but it wasn't Casey's name. Kyle followed with a
suggestive, "Are you seeing anyone?"
In bed Casey was now glistening with sweat, his body curled up fetally
and hands tucked into his private place. Unconsciously he rubbed his
female sex ever so slightly as he slept.
-The voice continued again, "Are you a virgin?"
Casey twitched again in bed. The vision shifted.
-He was looking down as two girls wrestled on a bed in the middle of
the Pink Room. At first it was playful, the two girls hitting each
other with pillows, rusting each others hair and tickling. The view
zoomed closer.
One of the girls was Betsy. As the other girl tussled her about,
Betsy's shirt moved and shifted. She wasn't wearing anything beneath
and her tits bounced around freely, bounding in an out of the cover of
the cloth. Her nipples teased their way in and out of view.
The other girl was more protective and shy, squealing and doing her
best to dodge Betsy's pokes and pushes. Her face was hidden but she
had long, blonde-brown hair.
She was slender than Betsy who had a more boxy build, but this made
her curves stand out all the more. Her hips and ass seemed huge
compared to the tiny waist. Her bust, though smaller than Betsy's,
still bounced around less than modestly. From the look of it she also
wasn't wearing a bra and she did her best to keep her breasts
scrunched in her arms and keep them from falling out when Betsy
tickled. The girl was failing.
Hmm, she's wearing the same purple pajamas I am, Casey thought
sleepily.
-All at once the dream became not so innocent as Betsy began tugging
on the other girls pajamas. The girl tried to hold them up but only
weakly resisted and they were pulled down to her ankles.
In the dream now, Casey saw through the eyes of the girl, looking
down. Looking past the girl's own breasts - when had her shirt gotten
removed? - that heaved with every breath. Long nipples stood out from
the wide-circle areolas beneath. The girl looked down and saw, as
Casey saw, a slit slightly covered with hair, a girl's vagina exactly
where it should be. Betsy reached a hand towards its folds and
protruding clit that almost looked like a small dick.
Betsy had her shirt off also. Her breasts heaved massively in a way
that gave the word melons true meaning. Her hand connected with the
girl's vaginal flesh.
Outside the dream Casey's hand was inside his pajamas doing the same
thing. He moaned.
-Casey's view was the girl's view now, they were one and the same.
Betsy, hand still fingering the girl's pussy, lowered her body on top
of her, sliding breast on top of breast until her face was just inches
from Casey's view. Betsy's eyes were half-circles of lust, tongue
out, leaning forward for a kiss.
The kiss was resisted by Casey at first but then he accepted it as
Betsy's tongue explored the inside of her mouth. Betsy's hands
explored everywhere else.
"You just look really pretty, Skye!" Betsy said as the kiss ended.
Skye, the girl was named Skye.
'I'm Skye,' Casey thought.
A door to the room in the dream opened and in walked a pale, muscled
man dripping wet and only wearing a towel. Betsy rolled off of Skye.
The girls, still naked, straightened and pretended nothing was out of
the ordinary.
"Hi, Kyle," both girls said in unison in all-too-innocent sounding
voices.
"Hi girls!" Kyle said.
"Hey Kyle, you're hair is still wet," Betsy said.
Without thinking it out of the ordinary, Kyle casually lifted his
towel to his hair. He began rubbing his head with it but Casey...
Skye could only look below. Kyle's penis was hard and sticking out.
"Here, let me help you with that," Betsy said and all of a sudden Kyle
had appeared standing at the foot of the bed.
Betsy reached out with her hand, grabbing his long, stiff member.
Kyle dropped the towel. She reached forward and then took him in her
mouth.
Skye had seen this once before in a movie but it wasn't quite like
this. No matter how far Betsy took him into her mouth, Kyle's penis
seemed impossibly long. Betsy struggled to get even half inside.
Kyle gave a groan.
Betsy gave a muffled groan.
Skye thought she was going to explode as Betsy's hand had never left
her sex and was still rubbing. Betsy bobbed back and forth. Kyle's
eyes closed and he looked like he was about to explode as well.
"I think you're ready," Betsy said to no one in particular, pulling
away from his cock. Drool was running down her cheek.
She at once pounced on Skye, holding her arms down above her head.
Skye squirmed but offered little real resistance. Skye looked up into
Betsy's eyes, a manic look was on her face.
Betsy looked forward then and Skye followed her gaze. At the foot of
the bed stood Kyle staring right at her, his full length pointed
towards her. Still she struggled against Betsy and her breasts swayed
left and right as she did. Her legs however betrayed the rest of the
body and opened wide.
Kyle moved to the edge of the bed.
In his sleep, Casey's fingertips had found the inside of his real
pussy. He began stroking in and out slowly. The fingers dipped and
pulled, dipped and pulled. The hole in his scar there widened.
-In the dream Kyle put his hands on Skye's legs, then caressed them
down her thighs. He gripped. Betsy was no longer holding Skye down
but she didn't stir. Kyle pulled and Skye slid towards him. She gave
a squeal of surprise.
Skye looked above her and saw Kyle's huge penis, hanging right above
the space between her legs. He leaned in and it moved closer.
The skin along Casey's labia had formed up to the base of his penis
forming a tiny, upside-down V. As his fingers pulled up, they pulled
the folds of skin up with them, up through the opening of the stitched
scar that had split like cloth pulled through a zipper.
On the bed as in the dream, Skye lifted her ass.
-In the dream this let her see a perfect vision of her pussy. It was
layered and open, glistening wet with moisture. And above it Kyle's
penis hovered and slowly inched closer.
"Go on, Kyle," Betsy said, "She needs it."
'Yes,' Skye thought, 'I need it.'
The tip of Kyle's penis moistened with a clear, white substance before
disappearing out of view. So close now.
Dream voices echoed all about the room. Casey arched his back and dug
his finger inside him. In the dream Skye rolled her hips and inched
herself closer to Kyle.
The voices called out to Skye.
'You're so pretty Skye,' echoed the voice of Betsy.
Skye heard her mother voice mixing in, 'I'm okay with you having sex
with other woman.'
Then Kyle's.
'Are you a virgin?'
Skye felt him now at her entrance, felt her sex open up to him. She
looked up into his eyes and he smiled back at her. Then, Kyle began
to press into her.
The alarm went off.
Casey woke.
---
Casey had woke up and, as quickly as he ran into to the bathroom, the
dream had begun to fade.
Casey's body had been adjusting ever since he had taken that last
pill. Blood vessels to the testicles, urinary ducts through the
penis, these were unnecessary to a female. Casey's body had begun to
close these off to prioritize other areas.
He hardly noticed, still sleep hazed, when he sat down on the toilet.
Casey couldn't remember having to go to the bathroom this badly.
Already his prostate had shrunk down to half its size. As he released,
most still going the normal route, an ever so slight amount of urine
went another way and dribbled its way out between his girlish folds.
The whole next day Casey was a mess. Part of the dream lingered, just
enough for Casey to be on pins and needles He even ignored two of the
texts he received from Kyle.
"Who keeps texting you, honey?" his mother asked, making lunch, "Are
you sure you don't want to give them a call?"
"Mom! It's no one," Casey huffed defiantly and stormed out.
"Aren't you going to eat some lunch?" she called after.
"My stomach. I'm not feeling well." Casey wasn't lying, his insides
felt runny like an egg.
Casey had plopped himself down on his mother's bed. He didn't even
mind that it was covered in her panties and bras and they were strewn
about him as he sunk into the mattress.
Casey's phone beeped again. He looked. It was from Kyle. Bits of
the dream came back to him in a flash and he shook them away,
disbelieving, and yet still he had to clench his thighs together
against the need growing there.
I can't. I can't. It'll get worse.
"Who is that who keeps calling? Does someone have a crush on you?"
Patricia teases echoed from the Kitchen.
"Mom!" Casey's protest whined. "I can't believe you. You're so
embarrassing." Casey rushed off and as he did one of his mother's
thongs stuck to his side all the way up to his room. When he got
there it fell to the floor.
"What's this? Gross!" he said, crumpling his mother's underwear and
tossing it into his closet.
The next day was the day of the movie. Betsy had arrived but she
seemed too excited to notice Casey.
"Where'd I put the movie? Oh! There it is. Are you sure you got
the right kind of popcorn, Casey? Your mom says Kyle likes extra
butter. Casey?"
"Yeah, I got it. Bets, you've asked me three times now." Casey sat
on the couch clutching his stomach and sulking. For whatever reason
Betsy's mood was souring his own and his stomach still tossed and
turned inside. Not to mention he was still very horny.
"Okay," Betsy said to herself, then repeated, "Okay. Let's see. Kyle
can sit here..." Betsy hovered by the arm on the right side of the
couch, opposite Casey, "and I'll sit here, between you two." Betsy
grabbed a couch pillow and plopped it in her spot.
"If you two love birds are going to be on the couch," Casey said in a
pout, "I'm moving to the chair!"
Instead of moving right away though, Casey sighed and fled into the
kitchen just as his mom was coming out. He shoved his way past her.
"Watch it, kiddo! You almost made me drop the drinks," Patricia called
after in protest, then to Betsy, "What's wrong with Casey?"
"I don't know. He's been acting so moody lately."
"You and him are pretty close. All this talking about Kyle, you don't
think Casey's maybe a little jealous?"
Casey had stumbled into the kitchen but felt light headed, dizzy. He
turned down the hall, turned into the bathroom and barely closed the
door. He stumbled to the toilet and lifted the lid. He wanted to
wretch but nothing would come out. It wasn't his stomach. He felt
like that entire area was just clamping down.
He had another problem. Casey's penis burned. He had to pee. He
zipped down, pulled his manhood through. He stared at it in surprise.
It wasn't just that it was tiny. Casey never had much to brag down
there. But it was difficult for him to notice that he had perhaps
even lost an inch of length, that he could now hold the entirety of
what made him male between his thumb and forefinger, that he even
needed to pull it out a little.
He knew that ridged, puffy mounds of flesh had appeared around his
wound. Now however the same kind of skin had been growing all the way
up around the base of his shaft. His penis hung inside a valley of
flesh now that stretched and sunk all the way around it into a thin
crevice. It was like the fleshy mounds had his penis completely
surrounded.
Below his penis he found at first what appeared to be the perfectly
normal sight of wrinkly skin, his testicles he imagined. But the skin
was in strips, not the normal rounded shape, and they led back into
the hole growing from his opened scar. The skin connected and spread
up to his penis, almost like it was wrapped in it. He probed.
The skin was thin, like lips. He gave it a tug and instantly
regretted it. It pulled all the way into his wound and sent out a
shock of stimulation. God, he needed to masturbate so badly.
Suddenly, a concern grew in him.
My balls!
He grasped along the skin, careful not to tug. There. There they
were. They felt tiny and...
"Ow!"
As he put his thumb on one side of the skin and his pointer on the
other to encircle one - no wider perhaps than a pea - a sharp pain
erupted.
Then the pressure built again in his bladder. He'd have to worry
about these developments later.
Casey aimed his penis at the toilet.
Nothing.
He didn't feel right. He shook his penis and only a single drop
flopped out, plopping into the toilet in one small ripple.
Instinctively his butt clenched. He tried to release once more,
trying his best to relax. This was an instinct for boys, for as long
as Casey could remember he knew how to get pee out. Relax the prostate
and let the pressure release. But Casey no longer had much of a
prostate and a different instinct was birthing in him.
He had to pee so badly. In desperation he tried to push it out.
Immediately his thighs spread, his butt unclenched. Immediately
relief hit him as he felt himself empty. Then he felt wrong. Casey
simultaneously realized nothing was hitting the toilet at the same
time he felt a dampness spreading in his pants.
He had peed himself! But as he looked at his penis he knew this was
impossible. He felt down there and indeed, it felt damp. He had peed
all right but from somewhere else.
"What is wrong with me?" Casey screamed as he collapsed on the floor.
He sobbed and sobbed.
There was a shriek from Betsy outside, Kyle had finally arrived.
Casey had ran to his room and changed. He hadn't looked at his wound.
He simply didn't want to deal with it and luckily no one downstairs
brought up his change of clothes when he returned.
The movie for the night was some B horror flick called Videodrome.
They put the movie in and Betsy started flirting with Kyle right away.
First she said some jokes and used the lightest touches of his arm,
then his hair. Kyle put up with it well enough and even teased her
back.
Casey rolled his eyes.
"I'm going to get something to drink," he said too loudly as he slunk
away into the kitchen.
"And I'm going to get some more snacks," Patricia said, following
after.
"I'm cold," Betsy said as the two left, grabbing Kyles arm. He moved
to get up but she had it around her before he could disagree.
Casey was pacing back and forth in the kitchen when Patricia entered.
He was tapping his feet in between laps. His hand was to his forehead
and he looked to be sweating.
"Are you alright, sweetheart?" she asked.
Casey was startled, realizing his mom was there and his hand pulled up
instinctively from where it was dangling by his crotch. He hoped she
hadn't noticed.
"Mom, it's just. I'm just. Ah!" Casey huffed and began to pace again.
Patricia took a step towards him and put a firm hand on his shoulder,
stopping him mid-stride.
"Honey, you can talk to me. Really. I know we haven't done that much
in the past but we really need to start talking to each other." She
said this as she brushed a stray wisp of hair from his cheek that had
come undone from his ponytail. The strand seemed to reach all the way
down to his collarbone.
He probably could use a haircut, she thought, ponytail or no.
"It's just that," Casey started in, too loudly. He paused and both
looked out towards the living room, then he started again more
secretly, "doesn't it bother you? Kyle and Betsy like that? You two
used to be a thing, right"
Patricia would have tried her best to pretend she didn't know what he
was talking about but she immediately broke eye contact and felt flush
in the face.
She straightened and gathered herself as she thought, well, it's not
right for me to say he can talk to me without returning the same
courtesy.
"I'm perfectly okay with it. I'm not sure Betsy is Kyle's type but if
those two want to fool around a little I've got no problem with it."
Casey almost laughed at this. "Fool around? Mom, Betsy is jailbait
compared to Kyle. You can't seriously be suggesting..."
"What, sex? And just when exactly do you think me and your father
first started trying for you, huh? It took a few years, granted, but
we had plenty of practice if you know what I mean."
Casey was aghast. He had never heard his mother speak so frankly.
"Oh, Casey don't get me wrong. I think people her age - your age
should definitely be careful, should think about consequences more
than they do but I'm not stupid. I know what happens once hormones
get involved. At that point, I don't think age matters too much so
long as it's consensual and both parties have really thought it
through."
Casey's mouth was hanging open and Patricia smiled, lifting a hand to
the underside of his chin to close it. She continued.
"From now on you can talk to me about things like this too, I want you
to know that. Not just about Betsy and Kyle either, I want to know
about you. I don't mean to pry and don't tell me now if you're not
ready but at your age you can go through a lot of changes and it can
be confusing at times. Just know I love you and I'm always here for
you, if you need me."
She reached in and gave Casey a kiss on the forehead. As she did, she
did notice something off about him. His hair color normally had a bit
of blonde tinge to it but not this much. It seemed lighter. Not just
that but his posture seemed off somehow, the way he leaned to one side
putting his weight all on that leg while sticking out his hip. The
way his elbow flared out.
She saw that he noticed her looking at him and so as to not make it
awkward she made the kiss a full hug. She still towered over him a
good head's length.
Poor Casey, she thought, I hope he gets his growth spurt soon, and she
thought about how men in their family had all gotten pretty tall. Of
course the women were usually pretty short but that thought never
crossed her mind.
She turned to leave but it looked like Casey still had something on
his mind.
"Mom, you don't think those two will actually have sex, right?" Casey
said this trying not to sound pouty, hands in his lap and circling his
toes, "You were just making a point, right?"
She looked back at him and for a second their eyes met.
She tried to sound serious. "I don't know. I did mean what I said
that I don't think she's his type, but I honestly hope they do. The
shadows in this house have hung around too long and we need to clear
the cobwebs a bit, move on with our lives and, God forbid, maybe even
have some fun."
She began to walk out of the kitchen then, completely forgetting the
snacks she had come for in the first place.
She continued as she left, "We've been far too serious in this house
lately and if you ask me everyone in this house - Kyle included -
could use a little lay every now and again."
Kyle's type, Casey contemplated.
The thought came to him and he called after her, still quietly but
with some urgency before she could get away. "You've said that twice
now, that she's not his type. What do you mean? What's his type?"
She stopped.
"I don't know. It just seems like Kyle would like someone a little
more girly."
Then she left the room.
When Casey finally did enter the living room, this time with a glass
of something that probably had too much alcohol for him considering
his small size, he saw Betsy curled up in Kyle's arms watching the
movie. Before he realized it he had bit the bottom of his lip and
stared at Betsy's cleavage as it heaved so very close beneath Kyles
arm and outstretched hand.
Maybe I'll sit a little closer, too he thought. He took a big gulp of
his drink and regretted it as it burned his throat and nose going
down.
The loveseat was on the opposite side of the couch that his chair had
been and Casey sat on the side closest to Kyle. Neither his mom nor
Kyle nor Betsy paid him much attention as he snuck around the back and
sat down.
The movie rolled on and it was a strange one. The man in the movie
was frantic, barely able to tell what was real and what wasn't. He
was bombarded by constant hallucinations and dreams. Casey could
certainly relate. Something had happened to the man, something Casey
had probably missed earlier, that seemed to be the source of
everything he was going through.
For some reason this made Casey think of the bottle of pills he had
upstairs. Had taking them caused something to change inside him? Had
not taking them? While Casey puzzled over this the man sat casually
on the couch, shirt off, watching television. The program on the TV
seemed to be talking directly to the man and the man scratched an odd,
red wound that stretched vertically up from his pants to his sternum.
Casey had a hard time concentrating. To his left Betsy seemed to be
moaning a bit and grinding herself into Kyle ever so slightly. His
mom seemed too enthralled to notice anything but the movie.
Casey did catch the man on the television talk about 'a growth,' that
it was 'not just a bubbling part of flesh.'
Casey's attention was again turned back to the movie but he couldn't
quite understand what the TV man was saying, it was happening too
fast.
"It is, in fact, a new organ," the TV said. Casey took another drink,
his head had began to spin again. The man in the movie scratched his
wound.
"Massive doses... will ultimately create a new outgrowth..." these
words stuck and as Betsy continued to coo, Casey felt a familiar
dampness in his own wound.
The show the man was watching concluded ominously and his TV turned
off. All of a sudden, the man's stomach began opening up.
Both his mom and Betsy gasped at this. Casey tried his best not to.
The skin along the man's scar peeled like a slit and then began to
open. The man just stared at it, somewhat shocked but also with a
manic fatigue.
Casey was more shocked as the man held a gun and pointed it at his
open wound. The hole was huge but something about the shape made
Casey feel queasy. It looked all too much like his wound.
The man pointed the gun at the gaping hole as if to shoot himself.
This time Casey gasped and turned away.
"Don't look away, Skye. You sissy." Betsy called and at once Casey
was mad and embarrassed, turning back to watch the flick.
The man in the movie now was standing up, his entire hand stuck inside
himself.
'His whole hand,' Casey thought, 'how does it fit in there?'
Casey curled up into a ball. His innards were bubbling over with that
same nausea as before and his stomach muscles all seemed to clamp down
and clench. He forced himself to watch the rest of the movie curled
up, at points on the edge of tears. He even sucked on one of his
fingers to get through it all, a habit he hadn't done since he was
little.
Finally, the credits rolled.
"Well," Patricia said, "that was... different."
"Shh," Kyle hushed and motioned to Betsy.
Casey uncurled and Patricia looked over as they both saw Betsy fast
asleep on Kyle's lap, a content smile on her face.
"I think she has the right idea," Patricia said, now scarcely louder
than a whisper, "I think I'm going to turn in as well." She left the
room.
Casey didn't move but watched as Kyle gently lifted Betsy a bit. He
moved her as if her weight seemed like nothing and slid out from under
her. Casey's eyes widened in surprise though as Kyle took a seat next
to Casey on the love seat.
"So, what'd you think?"
Casey remembered at once Kyle's arm around Betsy. Her moaning, her
grinding against him and Casey turned away, trying not to seem angry.
"I didn't like it."
Kyle didn't say anything back. He was glad to be out from under
Betsy, his hard on had been killing him. He had just gotten the
stiffness in his penis to go away, though something told him that
Betsy wouldn't have minded to get some use out of it.
'I'm okay with you having sex with other woman.'
The words Trish had told him earlier still bounced in his head. Kyle
wasn't sure Betsy was exactly what Patricia had in mind though. How
old was Betsy again? Far too young, he felt. But that wasn't quite
it either.
Betsy seemed nice and, God, so endowed but she didn't seem to have
that sense of humor or that subtle sexiness that Kyle found so
endearing about Casey's mother. Betsy might put on an air of
refinement most of the time but when it came to men, at least from
what Kyle could tell, she acted like she was playing with a toy.
"So, you and Betsy seem close," Casey said, probing.
Now Kyle looked away.
"Look, you don't have to worry. She just wanted to flirt a little."
In truth it had been a bit more than that. Kyle was lucky that no one
heard Betsy's soft moans or saw as she placed his hand on her breast.
Her body language had been begging for him to grab more, to rub more.
Her nipples poked out firmly against his hand, even through her bra
and shirt.
Kyle was, after all, still a man and at that moment he would have
taken her if they had been alone. He wasn't sure he would have been
able to stop himself. Still, when she noticed him growing hard and
motioned a hand towards his pants he grabbed it and gave her a stern
look, even as she returned a playful one
"If you like her, I won't take her away from you," Kyle guessed.
"It's not that."
Casey was going to leave it at that but his mom's words came back to
him.
'We really need to start talking to each other.'
He straightened and faced Kyle. Kyle looked back, noticing the
serious look on Casey's face.
"You know, it's just been a really long time since you and I saw each
other but I feel like we really hit it off over the last few days.
And..." Casey tried his best not to tear up, "with dad gone, you're
really the only man left in my life. I guess I just wanted that to
last a little bit longer without anything changing."
Casey tried to resist a frown but it didn't work.
"Hey, hey there," Kyle said, pulling him in tightly. "It's okay. I
feel the same way about you two."
"You do?"
Kyle smiled, "I actually wasn't going to tell anyone this until more
of the details got straightened out but I'm planning on moving closer
into town. I mean, I get most of my work here anyway and it would
just work out better, you know? And then, we can see each other as
much as you or your mom wants."
Casey was beginning to cry a bit now and he leaned into the hug.
Kyle whispered into his ears. "See? Nothing's going to change."
After awhile Casey grew a bit embarrassed; he was grasping Kyle so
tightly. Casey drew away but saw on Kyle's face that he didn't mind.
"Say," Kyle asked, "what's with Betsy calling you Skye?"
Casey rolled his eyes. "That? Skye is my middle name. Betsy just
calls me that when she wants to tease me."
"I didn't know that. But I don't know why that would bug you, Skye
seems like a nice name."
Casey gave him a questioning look. "Nice?"
Casey wanted to be offended. In truth, his head was a storm of
emotions and he couldn't think straight. Something about the air was
causing his mind to fog over. Something about the smell of the air,
something about the smell of Kyle...
"Well true, it's more of a girl's name," Kyle said.
Kyle didn't realize it but a smell was affecting him as well. Casey's
vaginal juices were pouring out now and again Kyle's penis was
responding but none of this registered mentally.
"For a girl," Kyle continued, "I'd say it was a pretty name but I
didn't think you'd like that. But still, for you it works... as a
middle name I mean."
Casey noticed something off about Kyle's pants leg. It was moving.
No, not that. Kyle was getting hard!
The words Kyle had said caught up to Casey. Pretty for a girl... For
you it works... Skye is a nice name...
The smell!
Casey's insides twitched and he felt the skin around his wound clench.
It was moist again, he could feel it.
"I have to go," he said and was off the couch in a shot.
Kyle was caught off guard.
"Wait a sec."
Kyle reached to grab him and as his arm shot around Casey's chest his
hand fell on Casey's left breast.
"Ah," Casey gasped.
It wasn't a gasp of pain exactly, it was more pleasurable, more
feminine. One of Casey's hand grabbed Kyle's, the other went to his
mouth. He thought at once his voice seemed to crack and he hoped Kyle
hadn't notice.
Kyle noticed.
Casey released himself and sped away and Kyle was left with the
thought, Man, I'm glad puberty wasn't quite like that for me.
Kyle only half-remembered, half-noticed that split second. His arm on
Casey's chest, his hand on Casey's nipple. It seemed to scratch out
at him, pressing deep into his palm hard and firm. Or maybe he was
just thinking again about Betsy's nipples.
"Yeah," he said to himself, "that must be it," and plopped down on the
loveseat loudly.
The drop jostled his tented penis and he just realized he was fully
hard again.
"Hmm," Betsy stirred. "What was that?"
Quickly Kyle crammed a hand into his pants and shifted his hard on to
the side.
"You're awake now, good. You missed half the movie you know."
"Mmm," she said as she stretched, then looked at her watch. "What
time is it? Oh shit! I have to go home."
Betsy jumped up and as she did, her boob jumped out of its bra, the
nipple now showing firm above her tussled shirt. She didn't fix it.
Instead, she raced over to Kyle and leaned in.
"Mmm, we should do this again soon," and she stole a quick kiss.
Kyle was dazed and did a double take between her showing nipple and
his hard on, then back as if trying to pretend he saw neither.
Betsy caught the glances though and reached in, this time finding her
mark before he could stop her and gave his cock a playful rub.
"We'll have to take care of this another time," she said and winked.
Then Betsy rushed to the door.
As it closed behind her Kyle thought, 'Actually, I think I have to
take care of this now.'
Moments later Kyle was in his bed, stripped down to everything but his
white briefs. Only then did he realize, everything in this bed
belonged to someone else. He needed something to catch the mess and
since he had forgotten to grab anything else he removed his briefs.
He began to stroke.
Casey had downed the rest of his drink before he went upstairs. He
altogether regretted it. It was some sort of Scotch his father used
to drink and it made the house quake beneath him. Immediately he
stripped and began to finger himself before he caught what he was
doing.
'No,' he thought, thinking about how the man in movie had been able to
fit his whole hand inside, 'I can't. My wound needs to heal.'
He fell onto his bed naked and into a fitful sleep. Almost
immediately dreams came to him.
-He was on the couch again. Kyle sat next to him watching a movie,
oblivious to him. Casey realized he was sitting next to Kyle
completely naked. He tried not to move an inch, sitting cross-legged
and perfectly still.
His crotch was bare in the dream. Free from any penis or gaping wound
it looked like a dolls crotch. Then the skin began to peel up like in
the movie, opening into a hole. He turned to see if Kyle had noticed.
Kyle began to turn around, to see him
Casey woke up. He buried his head and tried again.
-He was in the bathroom. He once again was checking himself out,
inspecting to see if anything changed. He grabbed the quarter off the
counter and placed it on his nipple same as before. This time the
quarter seemed to cover the entirety of his areola, nothing had
changed. He grew relieved but then remembered Betsy as her cleavage
had bounced in Kyle's arms; remembered Kyle's hand at it had brushed
across his nipples.
Before he could stop himself he had one, quick thought, 'I wish they
were bigger.'
Suddenly the quarter his finger had been holding seemed to press in.
No, it wasn't pressing in, the flesh beneath it was puffing out.
First it sunk in a half inch, then a full inch until Casey had to
adjust his hand. He looked back into the mirror.
Suddenly his hair was undone from his ponytail and his face looked
softer, his lips fuller. He had breasts - she had breasts! They grew
out on every side in firm circles, fast like rising bread. They grew
out and began to pout downward under the weight. They grew and grew.
Casey saw the quarter now and how the darkened flesh around it began
to spread beyond the outlines of the coin. Then the areola began to
dwarf it by a half inch, then a full inch. The coin seemed raised
from the skin a good inch as well and as Skye looked at her other
breast she saw why; her nipple stood out like a tiny finger.
She tried to press the quarter back in but the area was too sensitive.
The quarter dropped. It was both an electric shock as well as a
pulsing need and soon her hands were at her breasts again. She
touched, then she brushed. Then she groped, pulled, grabbed. Her
breasts grew and grew in her hands until she could no longer hold them
with one hand each. They heaved massively, just like Betsy's. She
grabbed one with both hands and squeezed and as she squeezed a stream
of thin, white liquid dribbled from the nipple.
Skye howled in a mix of fear and pleasure.
Casey woke up again.
"This isn't working," he said to himself, exhausted. He looked down.
There on the sheet a massive wet stain spread from his butt.
'What is going on!' he thought but he was more frustrated than
worried. He was still more than a little buzzed from the alcohol and
very, very horny. 'School starts this week, you have to pull yourself
together before the first day.'
Casey at once remembered the movie and more so the cabinet with his
pills.
'I'll take one before school starts and that should help things. I'll
worry about everything else afterward.'
The problem was that the upstairs medicine cabinet was in the bathroom
next to the Blue Room, Kyle's room.
The door to Kyle's room creaked open. Casey peered in. On the bed
Kyle snored, sleeping soundly, a sheet half-draped over him.
Casey sped from one door to the other, light on his feet until he was
at the bathroom.
The knob turned. The latch clacked. Kyle gave a snort as if rousing.
In a shot Casey was inside the bathroom, heart racing. Did Kyle wake
up?
'I hope he doesn't come in here.'
The snoring resumed inside the bedroom and Casey resumed breathing.
He turned to the mirrored cabinet.
Still a bit drunk, Casey saw in the mirror what looked to be the girl
in his dreams. The small hairs that outlined the thinned cheekbones,
the thinning of the muscles which made the face more rounded, slightly
sunken eyes and an even more slightish nose. The girl was pretty, if
not possessing the age and experience to be fully beautiful.
Casey blinked, dazed, and the girl was gone. Or at least partially
gone. His vision was hazy. One moment he saw hints of the girl on
his face. He tried to pay no heed to this as he opened the cabinet,
reaching for a small bottle of pills.
Four remained. He took one and swallowed with a gulp from the faucet.
He sat on the toilet and dozed as the drug began to dissolve and
disperse within him.
The next dream wasn't really a dream when Skye roused, realizing she
had fell asleep on Kyle's toilet. Her insides toiled with the pumping
of of drugs and artificial hormones and she had to pee. It seemed
natural to her and she clenched her stomach, releasing that urge. She
then reached for some toilet paper and dabbed it on her vagina when
she was done, pulling the purple pajamas back around her waist.
Skye crept out of the bathroom, this time more careful with the
handle. She still felt drunk, still dazed like this was all a dream.
There lay Kyle, now in a different position and completely naked.
Kyle had shifted so now he faced up, spread eagle. His dangling prize
hung down between his legs.
Skye stared. Inside everything stirred. She felt her crotch moisten
and she didn't care. She crept to the bedside.
Kyle dozed but his body remembered the smell of sex and was smelling
it once again. He penis began to stiffen slightly. Skye watched and
her eyes grew wider as the shaft seemed to hover off the bed. It was
so big!
Skye was dimly aware that all of this couldn't be real, that she was
really a boy named Casey having a weird dream because of puberty or
hormones or whatever.
'It's just like that one dream,' she thought. 'Of course. This is a
dream.'
Skye knew what she was suppose to do. How had it happened in the
dream? Betsy putting her mouth on it, it entering inside Betsy's
womanhood.
'No. It wasn't Betsy having sex in the dream.'
Words half-remembered echoed in Skye's head.
Betsy had said something to her once about love. Skye tried to
remember when she had heard it or how it went. 'Love should be
selfless. You should devote yourself completely to him.'
Skye moved to the bedside as Kyle had in her dream. She remembered
something her mother had said as well. 'Kyle could use a good lay....
I want you to have sex with other woman... I want you to be happy.'
Skye reached over and grabbed Kyle's cock. It twitched. Slowly his
penis was hardening, changing from a capital 'C' to the capital 'I' it
would become.
She licked her lips. "But I'm too young to have sex," she muttered
aloud.
Kyle snorted at this. His dream included a young woman tugging on his
penis, just like this. It felt good - too good. He was on the edge
of waking up.
'When exactly do you think me and your father first started,' her
mother answered in her head.
Skye leaned in, looking at his penis in a dazed awe.
'I know what happens once hormones get involved,' her mom had said.
She opened her mouth; her other hand fled to her crotch.
'It's okay, so long as you think about the consequences.'
The consequences, what consequences? She could bring him happiness,
selflessly. She could join herself to him, lose her virginity. They
could make love, fall in love, get married.
Skye tilted her head and tested the tip of Kyle's penis with her
tongue. A bit of his juices were there and the salty taste surprised
her.
'It's okay,' Skye thought, 'as long as I don't let these urges out in
real life. In dreams at least, I can do what I want.'
Then she did as she had seen Betsy do. She took him fully in her
mouth and began to bob up and down.
Kyle jerked. He was having the best dream he ever had. He had
masturbated earlier but even so, he was really close to release. He
was also close to waking up, close to wanting to live that dream out
with any who might be near.
Still mostly covered in stitched skin, her finger rammed in and out of
the hole to her cunt. Kyle's penis loomed enormous; more than enough
to fill her mouth and her tiny hand and then some. Skye couldn't
know, but if she kept this up more than just a moment longer he would
cum and cumming would be more than enough to wake him.
Skye was too busy thinking about how massive he was. In the movie
the man had been able to fit his whole hand inside the opening in his
wound; Skye was baffled that she could still fit only one finger
inside her pussy. 'Too small,' she thought, as the enormity of Kyle's
penis slid in and out of her mouth. Her entrance was too small. Her
finger rammed in and out, faster and faster. She tried pushing a
second finger in. Her wound stretched.
"Yes," Skye moaned aloud, "Just a dream. I want you to... be happy."
She put a knee on the bed, spreading her legs wide while still pumping
his cock. Skye was so close to cumming, if only she could put
something else inside. Kyle stirred.
The skin snapped and her second finger slipped inside her. Instantly
she began to cum and in that same instance Casey woke.
'Oh my God. What have I done? What am I doing!'
Kyle was right there, this wasn't a dream! He snorted again. If he
woke he would see Casey in front of him, pajamas pulled down and
fingering himself like Betsy might.
He pulled up the pants and ran. On the way out Casey's foot caught in
something. A bit of cloth, now clinging to his ankle. He almost
tripped, then balanced on one foot trying to shake it off.
Kyle stirred again, this time roughly. Casey panicked, leaving the
article on his leg until after he got into his room.
Kyle woke, thinking he had seen a woman in his room.
"Mmm, Patricia?"
Casey in his room inspected the crumpled bit of cloth clung to his
ankle. It was a pair of briefs, Kyle's underwear! It had a wet
stain on it.
At first Casey thought it must somehow be his fault they were wet but
he knew that was impossible. Then Casey remembered the glistening
liquid from the tip of Kyle's penis.
'No!'
It was cum! Casey's body shuttered completely at the thought . His
previous orgasm had been all too brief, not as powerful as he needed
it to be. His body - her body needed another and now there was the
knowledge that she could fit more inside the space that gave her
pleasure.
When these waves of pleasure hit now, Casey always thought of himself
as Skye now - it made them all the more pleasurable.
'Just one last time,' Skye thought again, 'I promise.'
She completely disrobed and lay on the bed, face up. She spread her
legs. For some reason she had kept Kyle's stained underwear in hand.
In the Blue Room she had reasoned that all of this fooling around, all
this pretending was okay.
'As long as I only do it in make believe. As long as I keep it
private.'
He - she thought of the dreams. Skye envisioned her breasts growing.
She rubbed them. The nipples stood out straight. She thought of her
pussy and immediately began to rub. In her other hand she held the
briefs.
She brought them to her nose. Kyle's smell was still on them. Her
other hand was a mess of her juices. Then she noticed a bulging gob
of Kyle's own juices clinging to his underwear.
At first Skye thought of tasting it. Her sex pulsed again, pushing
more juices out and she thought of a better place to put it.
She took a bit of it on her finger, inspected it. It seemed so
innocent and yet so powerful, so forbidden. Skye thought again of the
movie, of how that man had stuck his entire gun inside himself.
Oh, to put Kyle's entire gun inside herself, if only in pretend.
This seemed like the next best thing.
She stuck the finger in, gob of cum and all. Her body responded.
Skye was already on the cusp. The adolescent girl's vaginal canal had
lengthened, widened. It was almost ready but now the presence of
semen set it into action. The vaginal muscles pulled but nothing was
drawn in.
Skye obliged the sensation by pushing some in with her finger. Then
two fingers. Soon, she found herself pushing even the briefs, wet
spot and all into her depths.
All the while Skye cried out, "Fuck me! Fuck me! Oh yes, fuck me!"
Until the final crescendo hit her.
Then Casey at last fell into a sweet, dreamless sleep.
---
Casey woke up in the early morning before anyone else, an absolute
mess of emotions. He had some luxury of choosing what he wanted to
believe what had been real last night and what had been just a dream
but most of him knew he had crossed many lines. The shame was
nauseating.
The thought of what his father might say was crippling, the fact that
he had no idea why he enjoyed these things so much was worse. Even
still, he remained a horny teenager and part of the thrill was the
forbidden nature of his experimenting. Right then, he spied
something tantalizing from his closet. Casey knew he would regret it,
knew the shame would continue, but part of him thought, what was the
use of trying to resist?
He dashed to the closet, still naked, grabbed the cloth crumpled there
and dashed to the bathroom. Inside he saw the result, he stood there
wearing his mother's green thong.
He was a little disappointed as he turned to inspect himself. It was
a little too big for him but it wasn't just that. He twisted and his
butt had its normal, boxy shape so that the edges of the thong made
him look more caveman than woman. The sides of the thong rode the
bottom of his thigh smoothly enough but the elastic draped loosely, as
it was used to more substantial hips to hold it up.
Casey wasn't sure just why he did it then but he once again retrieved
the quarter and held it to his nipple. It was the same, he wasn't
sure why he expected it to be different. This was all so silly after
all and Casey once again felt shameful.
He wondered if this was a normal thing, if all boys his age went
through this. His mom had said he could talk to her but Casey
shuddered at the thought. He also wondered how normal it was, that
tiny secret dream he had for the tiniest instant before he removed the
panties. The dream that he didn't really mind being a girl, if maybe
just for pretend.