Jessica smiled for the passengers as they disembarked the plane,
stretching their tired muscles after the long flight from Madrid.
"Thank you for flying with Soixante-Trois Airlines," Jessica gushed in
her practised overly-saccharine 'stewardess's voice'. "Enjoy your stay
in London!"
"I live here, you dumb valley girl," one of the passengers snorted as he
passed Jessica with a backward glance.
"That's the west coast, you moron," Jessica whispered under her breath,
out of earshot of any of her passengers. After the last passenger
disembarked, Jessica breathed a sigh of relief before heading back into
the plane with her colleagues, only to frown again when she realised
that whilst the passengers had all disembarked, there were still people
other than the plane crew onboard.
"Don't mind us," the cameraman said as Jessica and her colleagues
carried out their post-flight checks. "Just carry on as normal. Would
anyone be willing to do a couple of interviews after you've
disembarked?" Jessica continued her work and ignored the request,
confident that one of her colleagues would 'take the bullet' for her.
"Jess?" Rachel asked, making the American girl silently curse. "I have
to send off the debrief to head office in Paris so if you do the piece
to camera, we can ride home together, right?"
"Sure!" Jessica said. Whilst Rachel was Jessica's friend, she was also
her supervisor, and it had been strongly implied to Jessica in the past
that disagreeing with a superior in front of the camera crew would be
seen very negatively by management.
Thirty minutes later, as her colleagues change from their uniforms back
into their commuting attire, Jessica found herself sat in front of a
camera in a roped-off part of Heathrow airport, still wearing the tight
red pencil skirt, matching high heels and pillbox hat she'd worn on the
flights to and from Spain.
"I'm so glad we've finally got the chance to talk," the interviewer said
as she set up her camera. "We've got loads of interview footage from
Brits but none yet from any, you know, foreigners..."
"What about Annabelle?" Jessica asked.
"The other American girl?" The interviewer replied. "Can't get a word
out of her, even when we're in the air. Okay, we're just about ready.
Can you just tell us a little about yourself to start, please?"
"Of course," Jessica said. "My name is Jessica Tyler, I'm twenty-three
years old and I'm originally from Baltimore, Maryland."
"How long have you been working for Soixante-Trois Airlines?" the
interviewer asked.
"One year, three months," Jessica replied. "Before that I used to work
for a local airline in the US."
"How does it compare, working for Soixante-Trois instead of that
airline?" The interviewer asked.
"It's... It's harder work," Jessica said with a forced smile. "But it is
fulfilling, and it's such a thrill to visit all the exotic European
destinations!"
"You were in Madrid today, is that right?" the interviewer asked,
continuing after Jessica gave a confirming nod. "It must be enjoyable to
get to visit such a warm city in the middle of November!"
"It's definitely a perk of the job!" Jessica giggled.
"Can you tell us a little about yourself outside of work?" the
interviewer asked, causing Jessica to bristle. "Any hobbies, I know
you're in a relationship with a fellow stewardess, could you tell us a
little about the effect that has on your job and what effect working
together has on your relationship?"
"I- I'd prefer not to comment there," Jessica stuttered. "I'm not
comfortable talking about that... And before you ask, I won't be
comfortable talking about my transition either. Please, please just ask
me about work."
"Well, okay," the interviewer said. "But the people watching will want
to know a little more about the people behind the uniforms, that's all,
so even just a little bit of information-"
"I'd prefer not to," Jessica interrupted in as polite a manner as she
could.
"Okay," the interviewer said, clearly taken aback by Jessica's
reluctance. Fifteen minutes later, after the interview reached its
natural conclusion, Jessica stepped away from the camera and headed to
the locker room area, where Rachel was sat typing on her laptop.
"Done already?" the blonde supervisor asked Jessica as the American girl
peeled off her tight uniform. "I was in there 45 minutes on Tuesday..."
"Did they ask you any personal questions on Tuesday?" Jessica asked.
"A few." Rachel shrugged. "About my family, my older sisters... Nothing
really intrusive. Why, what did they ask you?"
"About me and Paige." Jessica sighed. "How our relationship affects our
work and vice versa."
"The answer there is surely 'not at all either way'?" Rachel asked.
"It is," Jessica said, "but I felt it was a bit TOO personal, so I took
the fifth."
"The fifth?" Rachel asked confused. "Oh, um, that means 'refused to
answer', right? Dunno why, it's not THAT personal a question..."
"Yeah, well I'd prefer to live my private life in PRIVATE," Jessica said
firmly as she straightened her tan-coloured stockings and pulled on the
slinky black dress she'd worn to work. "You'll be happy to hear I took
the fifth when they asked me about the uniform, too..."
"Really?" Rachel giggled. "This from the girl who wore the tightest
possible corset and shortest possible strapless dress when we went out
clubbing last Friday?"
"Don't get me wrong, I love wearing the clothes," Jessica said. "I love
living as a woman way more than I ever did living as a man... But surely
you have to admit that these uniforms ARE impractical?"
"They're mandated by management," Rachel said, before chuckling. "And
DON'T call me Shirley."
"Isn't it bad luck or something for a stewardess to quote that film?"
Jessica asked, making Rachel giggle even more. "Also, how many of the
managers who imposed this uniform do you suppose have ever had to wear
it and work in it?"
"Zero, probably," Rachel sighed. "Hell, I agree with you, it's just-
ours is not to question why..."
"God, you're just full of quotes today!" Jessica chuckled, making Rachel
almost double over with giggles.
"Well quote me on this," Rachel said with a wide grin. "Let's go out
tonight and get wasted!"
"You know," Jessica giggled as she followed her supervisor out of the
locker room, "you go out every Friday and you STILL haven't run into any
of the Angels... If you're that desperate to be introduced to them, you
could always just call up the agency and ask..."
"And look desperate? No thank you," Rachel giggled. The two girls wasted
no time in heading to the nearest tube station and getting the first
underground train home, stepping through the front door just after
8:30pm. As Jessica entered the apartment's living room, though, she was
greeted with a long hug from her Scottish lover- though the look on
Paige's face made Jessica realise immediately that something was very,
very wrong.
"P-Paige?" Jessica asked, shocked to see that Paige had recently been
crying. "What is it?"
"Jess..." Paige sobbed, before hugging the American girl again.
"Th-there's been an attack," Anna-Jade whispered, her voice quivering
with fear. "A terrorist attack."
"What?" Jessica asked in a state of near-panic. "Where?"
"...Paris," Paige whispered. The colour drained from Jessica's face as she
sat down next to Paige on the sofa and watched the images on the TV
screen- images of places Jessica knew well in a city where she'd lived
for over a year.
"They say there was an attack at the football game," Anna-Jade
whispered. "And at a theatre in town, too..." Without saying another word,
Jessica reached into her handbag and pulled out her smartphone, quickly
navigating to the telephone number of the apartment in which she used to
live.
"Come on," Jessica whispered. "Pick up..."
"Who are you calling?" Anna-Jade asked.
"Natalie," Jessica whispered. "Well- the whole flat, really..." Jessica
took a deep breath as the phone on the other end of the line was
answered by an unfamiliar French voice.
"Bonsoir?" The feminine voice asked. "C'est Chloe..."
"Je suis Jessica Tyler," Jessica replied. "Je vivais avec Natalie Zo? et
Marie, je peux parler ? l'un d'entre eux, s'il vous pla?t?"
"Oh, Jessica, yes!" Chloe said, immediately switching from her native
French tongue to flawless English. "All three are on flights right now,
I'm here by myself... I take it you heard what's been happening?"
"Are you safe, where you are?" Jessica asked.
"We've not heard anything around here, but I'm not leaving the
apartment..." Chloe replied. "Natalie and Zoe are due back in less than
half an hour but I don't know if they'll be allowed to leave the
airport, Marie and Clara too..."
"They'll be allowed to turn their phone on, surely?" Jessica asked.
"I- I think so," Chloe stammered. "I- I should call them, I'll let them
know you called, Jessica."
"Thanks," Jessica whispered as Chloe clicked off her phone.
"Any news?" Paige asked.
"They'll call me if they hear anything," Jessica said as she turned her
attention back to the horrifying images on the TV. "I- I can't believe
this is happening..."
"It's like something from a nightmare," Anna-Jade moaned. "I remember
growing up, my parents used to tell me about The Troubles, but I always
thought things like that were just a part of history..."
"I remember the London attacks from ten years ago like it was
yesterday," Paige sighed. "It was just a couple of days after my 11th
birthday, I was still excited, London has just won the Olympic bid, then
our head teacher comes into class and announces there's a special
assembly, and then we get the news broken to us. Of course, to us,
London was some faraway place down south, but it was still terrifying..."
Paige sighed sadly as Jessica held her tighter, whilst the television
continued to broadcast the images none of the girls wanted to see.
Less than twenty minutes later, Jessica's phone rang, startling the
American girl and causing her to almost drop the phone in her scramble
to answer it. Whilst Jessica recognised that the call was coming from a
Paris number, she didn't recognise the actual number itself, causing her
to take a deep breath as she tapped the 'answer' button.
"He- hello?" Jessica asked.
"Jess?" A familiar Manchester accent responded.
"Nat, thank god," Jessica breathed. "Where are you and Zoe? Are you
okay?"
"We're fine, we're fine," Natalie said. "We're holed up at the airport,
the company's putting us up overnight, they don't want us to travel, for
obvious reasons..."
"As long as you're both safe," Jessica sighed.
"Okay, okay, keep your hair on, mum," Natalie said, making Jessica
chuckle. "Speaking of, me and Zoe need to call our parents, let them
know we're okay... I'll talk to you soon, Jess. Assuming all returns to
normal I think we might be on the same flight on Tuesday, so I'll see
you then, okay?"
"What?" Jessica asked with a chuckle. "You're telling me they re-
promoted you and you're back on blue route?"
"As if they'd keep me down for long," Natalie laughed. "I'll get off now
before my phone bill makes me do a month of overtime..."
"Sorry, sorry," Jessica said. "Talk soon, Nat."
"See you round, Jess," Natalie said, before clicking off the phone.
"Thank god," Paige sighed. "Doubt I'd have been able to sleep if we
hadn't heard..."
"I'm still not sure I will," Rachel- who'd abandoned her plans for a
night out the second she'd heard the news of the terrorist attack-
sighed. "I should probably call my mum, even though she knows I live in
London now she'll be worried sick..."
"Same here," Paige sighed as she and Rachel retreated to their bedrooms,
leaving Jessica and Anna-Jade alone in the living room.
"You- you're not going to call your parents?" Jessica asked her Irish
friend.
"Hardly any point," Anna-Jade sighed. "They made their opinion of me
very clear earlier in the year. They know my number if they want to call
me. How about you?"
"The same," Jessica sighed. "Besides, it's... Just after 4pm where they
are, they're probably still at work." Anna-Jade nodded as she twirled
her phone around in her hand, before shoving it back in her handbag. The
two women turned their attention back to the television and were
rejoined minutes later by Paige and Rachel, who joined Jessica and Anna-
Jade in front of the television for the rest of the night before heading
to bed just after 10:30pm.
"I really, really don't want to go in tomorrow," Paige moaned as she and
Jessica snuggled together underneath the warm blankets.
"I kinda wish I was," Jessica moaned. "Help me keep my mind off of
things..."
"You know there'll be cameras everywhere tomorrow," Paige sighed.
"Desperate to get our reaction to the news, ask us about friends in
Paris..."
"Okay, then I'm glad I'm not going in," Jessica said, making Paige snort
with laughter. "So you've suddenly decided you don't want to be a
reality TV star after all?"
"Reality TV suddenly seems a lot less important than it did twelve hours
ago," Paige sighed. "You know, I got another one of our 'things' from
Amazon last night... Doesn't really seem appropriate to use it now, does
it?"
"It'll keep," Jessica said. "Assuming it's not edible body paint again?"
"No, nothing like THAT again," Paige giggled as Jessica gave her a long
kiss.
"Get some sleep," Jessica whispered, clicking off the light and sighing
as Paige's body relaxed next to hers. Neither girl had managed to get to
sleep, however, when Jessica's phone rang yet again less than half an
hour later. Jessica rubbed the fatigue out of her eyes before clicking
on her nightlight and staring at the caller ID- this time, it was a
number she immediately recognised.
"...Mom?" Jessica asked, still using her feminine voice despite the
identity of the person to whom she was speaking.
"Jesse, oh thank god," Mrs. Tyler sighed as she heard her oldest child's
voice. "Paris has been all over the news this afternoon, where are you?
Are you safe? I'm sorry, I know it must be late where you are, but I had
to call..."
"We're fine," Jessica replied. "We don't even live in Paris anymore..."
"Wh-what?" Mrs. Tyler asked, an air of anger creeping into her voice.
"When did this happen?"
"About three months ago," Jessica replied. "The carline opened a hub in
London, we got reassigned..."
"And you didn't think to tell me?" Jessica's mother shouted.
"The last time we spoke, you didn't seem very interested in 'Jessica's
life," the American girl said in a cold voice.
"That doesn't mean I don't want you to be safe!" Mrs. Tyler wailed. "No
matter what you, well, 'choose' for your life..."
"Well- I am safe," Jessica said. "I have to go now, it's late, I'm in
bed... Give my love to Aaron and Hayley, and dad..."
"I will," Mrs. Tyler. "I- I love you, Jesse..."
"Jessica," the American girl replied. "My name is Jessica."
"I- I love you, Je- Jess..." Mrs. Tyler said, trying but failing to call
her child by her chosen name.
"I love you too, mom," Jessica sighed. "I'll let you go, don't want to
run up your bill too much."
"Talk soon," Mrs. Tyler said before hanging up the phone.
"Still in denial?" Paige asked as Jessica returned her phone to her
nightstand.
"Ugh, I- I dunno," Jessica moaned. "I'm utterly knackered, can we please
get some sleep?"
"'Knackered'?" Paige giggled.
"You and your dialect must be rubbing off on me," Jessica chuckled.
"You do know that 'rubbing off' has another meaning in my dialect,
right?" Paige said with a smile.
"Yeah... Mine too," Jessica giggled, giving her Scottish lover a long,
deep kiss. "Get some sleep, beautiful." Paige smiled and rested her head
on her pillow, but her thoughts soon turned back to her friends in
Paris, and the fear they must be feeling. Paige slept very little during
the night, moaning as her alarm woke her at 6am for her morning flight
to Berlin. After Paige showered, she padded back to her bedroom- where
her American lover was still asleep- and touched up her nail polish
before popping the top off of the small vials of pills she'd been
prescribed nine months earlier.
"You'd better not be the reason I couldn't sleep last night, you little
bastards," Paige grumbled, before taking one pill from each vial and
swallowing it with a gulp of water. As Paige stared at her naked form in
the mirror, she mused on how much she'd changed since she started
hormone therapy nine months earlier. Her body had changed dramatically-
her waist had narrowed to the point where her work-mandated corset
barely needed to be tightened each morning, her hips and backside had
widened and her breasts had a noticeable shape and size- somewhere
between an A and a B cup- to them. Whilst she still wore a padded bra to
give herself the necessary 'shape' at work, outside of work she now wore
a bra as a necessity, rather than a fashion choice. Paige was also much,
much happier in herself- the conflict that she'd felt all throughout her
life no longer existed now that she was chemically female, the way she'd
always felt she should be. Her parents had accepted her for who she
wanted to be, as had her sisters, her employers and, most importantly,
her lover. Paige just wished that Jessica could resolve her own conflict
and accept herself for who she was...
"Ladies and gentlemen," the pilot announced in his refined English
accent, "we are currently cruising at a height of 28 000 feet, or 8
kilometres. Refreshments are now available from any of our beautiful and
hard-working flight attendants, so please feel free to avail yourself of
their services. We will be arriving in Berlin in just under ninety
minutes. Thank you for your attention."
Paige smiled as she straightened her tight blue skirt and rebalanced her
blue pillbox hat, before pushing her refreshments trolley out into the
aisle of the plane to the passenger who had summoned her.
"Ah," the passenger- a blonde German man in his early thirties- said.
"The pilot wasn't wrong when he said beautiful and hard-working."
"Thank you, sir," Paige simpered in her sweetest possible voice. "What
can I get for you?"
"Black coffee, two sugars, please," the man replied. "In one of those
cups with a lid, I don't want it spilling all over my suit!"
"Certainly, sir," Paige said, pouring the businessman his drink and
expertly placing it on his tray table. "Will there be anything else,
sir?"
"I would say 'your phone number' but I'm guessing that would be 'no'?"
The German man chuckled.
"I'm afraid I'm not allowed to fraternise with passengers, sir," Paige
replied, making her customer laugh even louder.
"How can you laugh at a time like this?" The passenger seated two seats
behind the German man- a gruff Englishman in his fifties with a thick
moustache- snorted. "Need I remind you that people lost their lives last
night?"
"No, you don't need to remind me," the German man. "What happened in
Paris was a tragedy, but life goes on."
"Not for those 130 people, it doesn't!" The Englishman snapped.
"Nor does it for the several hundred who die each day in Iraq and
Syria," the German man retorted, silencing the Englishman. "Forgive me
if I'm wrong, but if we give in to fear, if we compromise, aren't we
letting the terrorists win? Take this young woman here, for example."
Paige bristled as her passenger gestured toward her slender body. "You
know about the quote-unquote girls this airline hires. Something that
ISIL sees as utterly-"
"Sirs, please, you're disturbing the other passengers," Paige whispered,
silencing the two businessmen. With no other passengers needing
refreshments, Paige retreated to the rear compartment of the plane,
inadvertently scowling as she passed the camera that had been set up in
the small work area.
"Hey, Annabelle," Paige said to her American colleague.
"Hey, honey," Annabelle replied, before returning to her work preparing
fruit and sandwiches for the passengers. Realising that she wasn't going
to get any further conversation out of the blonde woman, Paige refilled
the coffee machine on her trolley and also remained silent, determined
not to give the camera people any useable footage from the flight.
"Ugh," Zoe moaned as she and Natalie left Charles De Gaulle airport
after their impromptu 'sleepover'. "Can't believe this has happened
AGAIN..."
"The important thing is that we're all safe," Marie said, catching up to
her sister and her lover. "We should call mama when we get home, let her
know we're back safe..."
"I should call my mum as well," Natalie sighed as the three women- who
were soon joined by their flat mate Clara- made their way to the nearest
tram stop and headed back to their home as fast as they possibly could.
"Oh, dieu merci," Chloe exclaimed as the four women walked through the
front door of the flat, before giving her twin sister a tight hug.
"Stop panicking so much," Clara laughed, slipping off her stiletto heels
and sitting down on the sofa. "What's for lunch?"
"Don't tell me not to panic," Chloe sighed, giving Clara a playful shove
as the other three women dropped into their chairs. "Mum's called three
times this morning already, wanting to know when you'll be back..."
"Okay, okay," Clara said. "Let's go to our room, we'll call her from
there..."
"I hope everyone from my class is okay," Zoe mumbled. "They'd have just
finished by 8pm..."
"The same class you haven't taught in over a year?" Marie asked her
younger sister.
"They sent me a card for my birthday last month," Zoe shrugged. "And
besides, I taught some of those girls for years..."
"You've come so far over the last few months," Marie sighed. "Made so
much progress since your warning at the New Year, don't slip back now..."
"Wishing I was still a dance teacher isn't 'slipping backwards'," Zoe
angrily retorted.
"Ladies," Natalie said, silencing the two sisters. "I'm sure your mother
will also want to know that you're home safe and sound."
"...Fine," Marie said, slipping off her shoes and heading into her bedroom
with Zoe in tow. Left alone in the living room, Natalie untied her long
brown hair and let it fall loosely around her face, before slipping off
her own stiletto heels and pulling her phone out of her handbag. After
lazily fiddling with the phone for a few seconds, she unlocked the
screen and hit one of the numbers on her speed dial.
"Hello?" The middle-aged woman asked upon answering the phone.
"Hi mum," Natalie said in her natural, masculine voice.
"Matthew!" Natalie's mother gushed. "Are you back home yet?"
"Just got in a few minutes ago," Natalie sighed. "Unsurprisingly, all
flights have been cancelled today..."
"Well as long as you're safe, that's the important thing," Mrs. Briggs
said. "How's your French girl?"
"Zoe?" Natalie asked. "She's a bit rattled, but she's okay. How are
Ellen and Sasha?"
"They were worried," Mrs. Briggs replied. "But happy to know that their
big brother-slash-sister was okay. I'll let them know you called,
they've both gone to the Arndale to do their Christmas shopping today...
At least I hope they're Christmas shopping, you know teenage girls..."
"Better than most," Natalie replied, making her mother snort with
laughter. "Give them my love, I'll try to get over sometime before
Christmas. And yes, I'll bring Zoe too!"
"Make sure you do," Mrs. Briggs said. "I'll let you get off, don't want
to complete drain your phone bill. I love you, Matthew. And yes, I love
you too, Natalie."
"Thanks," Natalie said with a smile. "Love you too." Natalie smiled as
the line disconnected, before heading into her bedroom and changing into
a comfortable pair of leggings and a t-shirt dress.
"Bonjour mama!" Marie and Zoe said simultaneously into Marie's mobile
phone.
"Marie!" the girls' mother exclaimed. "Zoe! Are you both home? Are you
both safe?"
"We're both back, yes," Marie answered. "Got home a few minutes ago,
Natalie and Clara too."
"Please tell me you're not going out again tonight?" Mme Renou asked.
"No," Zoe sighed. "But I'm on a flight to Warsaw first thing tomorrow
morning, and Marie's off to Dubai on Monday."
"Ugh," Mme Renou spat. "Can't believe your company are still flying to
the Middle East after what happened yesterday..."
"The UAE is hardly the same thing as Islamic State," Marie retorted.
"It's still much too far from France for my liking," the girls' mother
said. "Though in saying that, sometimes I wish you HAD moved to London
when you had the chance..."
"I'd be no safer in London than I am in Paris," Zoe said.
"But you would be in Nice!" Mme Renou said. "Just- just make sure you
both keep safe, please? Whatever country you fly to..."
"We will, mama," Marie said.
"Our love to you and papa!" Zoe cooed, before Marie clicked off the
phone. Sighing heavily, Zoe sprawled out on the bed and began stretching
her limbs.
"Must you do that now?" Marie asked, grimacing at the sight of her
younger sister stretching her leg at an almost 180 degree angle to
normal.
"It helps me calm down," Zoe retorted. "You should try it some time."
"I prefer my hips to stay in their sockets, thank you very much," Marie
retorted, making the girls giggle as they tried to relax.
"And you? Stay outside," Paige giggled to the camera that followed her
and her colleagues through Heathrow airport to their tiny locker room.
As soon as the door to the room was closed, Paige let out a long, tired
sigh and slid into a nearby chair, before peeling off her uniform and
watching as Annabelle elegantly unzipped her tight blue skirt.
"A-are you okay, Annabelle?" Paige asked the tall American girl.
"Sure, honey," Annabelle replied, barely pausing as she unbuttoned her
shiny black blouse.
"It- it's just that you've been even quieter than normal today," Paige
said. "Have- have you spoken to your old housemates? In Paris, I mean..."
"Uh-huh," Annabelle replied, before straightening her stockings and
pulling on the slinky black dress she'd worn to the airport.
"Okay," Paige said. "Well- If you need to talk, just do so. There's
nothing wrong with expressing your feelings, especially to friends, and
I do consider us to be friends... You don't lose anything by opening
up." Annabelle paused briefly, before turning her back to Paige.
"Can you zip me up please, honey?" Annabelle asked, holding her long
blonde hair out of the way of her zip. Sighing, Paige zipped Annabelle
into her form-fitting dress, before pulling on her own black pencil
skirt and sleeveless blouse. Paige watched Annabelle as she started to
leave the locker room, before gasping as she pause and turned around,
flashing a wide, genuine smile.
"Thanks, Paige," Annabelle said, before leaving the Scottish girl alone
in the locker room.
"Guten abend!" Jessica laughed, greeting Paige with a long, deep kiss as
she entered the apartment and slipped off her high-heeled shoes.
"Aye, ja, whatever," Paige said as she crashed on the sofa, crossing one
stockinged leg over the other. "Hi, Anna-Jade."
"Hi Paige," Anna-Jade replied. "Hiromi called while you were in the air,
wanted you to know that her and the girls are back home..."
"Thanks," Paige said. "It's weird, you know? Something like yesterday
happens, and people carry on as normal, but then again, as someone said
today, they have to, otherwise it means that 'they' win..."
"You got that right," Anna-Jade sighed. "Rachel's gone to her parents'
for the weekend so it's just the three of us tonight, anyone for
takeout?"
"Damn right!" Paige said, the smile returning to her face. "Actually...
Before we order, I just want to make a call, if I can."
"Your folks?" Anna-Jade asked. "Sure, be my guest."
"Not them," Paige said. "Actually, I'd kinda like ALL of us to make the
call... Jess! Can you come here a sec?"
"Sure," Jessica said, sitting down next to Paige and giving the Scottish
girl's free hand a squeeze. "Who you calling?"
"Home," Paige said. "Doesn't seem fair that your phone is the only one
getting international charges..."
"You don't get international charges for calling Scotland from London
though, do you?" Jessica asked.
"I'm not calling THAT home," Paige said, switching on the speakerphone
on her handset and placing it on the coffee table between the three
women.
"Bonsoir?" The unmistakable soft voice of Zoe spoke from the phone.
"Hi Zoe!" Jessica, Paige and Anna-Jade all said simultaneously.
"Mes filles!" Zoe called excitedly. "Oh, sorry, sorry, been so long
since I last spoke English... I'll go and get Natalie and my sister!"
"Okay," Jessica said, before turning and smiling at her Scottish lover.
"You're welcome," Paige said. "Been too long since the six of us last
sat around and gossiped..."
"Hello!" Natalie yelled down the phone, startling the three London-based
women and making them laugh.
"Bonsoir!" Marie giggled into the phone. "To what do we owe the
pleasure?"
"You owe it to the fact that we really miss you girls," Paige said. "The
six of us haven't said around and gossiped since we moved to London... I
missed that, and yesterday particularly made me think about all the
great times I had in Paris..."
"Your fault for leaving," Natalie retorted, making the girls all laugh.
"Though it's nice to be able to speak English in this apartment and not
get four angry Frenchwomen shouting at me..."
"Speaking of, where are our replacements?" Anna-Jade asked. "The twins,
you said?"
"Chloe and Clara, yeah," Marie replied. "Gone to their parents' for the
night... They're native Parisians so yesterday had them pretty rattled.
Clara particularly, though she is of course hiding it. Reckons that the
airline would be a target because of its 'hiring policy', I tried to
explain that if that was the case, it'd already, well, you know..." All
six girls nodded, leading to an awkward silence in the conversation.
"Ooh, Zoe," Paige said, breaking the tension. "You'll be happy to hear
that Jessica and I are on the waiting list for a ballet adult beginner's
class!"
"Magnifique!" Zoe giggled. "Of course, your teacher won't be as good as
I am, even after a year working elsewhere..."
"Don't encourage her, please," Marie sighed, making her sister giggle
even louder. "You girls working tomorrow?"
"Jess and Paige are, I'm not," Anna-Jade replied.
"Same here," Marie said. "Well, Zoe and Natalie are working, it's my day
off... Whose phone are we on?"
"Mine," Paige replied.
"This call must me costing you a fortune," Marie sighed. "What if-
whenever the six of us are free in an evening, we all get on Skype and
chat, just like the old times, okay?"
"Deal," Jessica said. "Tell you what- I'll go and get my laptop now!"
All six girls giggled excitedly as Paige ended the call, only for the
conversation to resume a few minutes later on Jessica's and Marie's
laptops and last until late into the evening.
As the girls prepared for bed, their moods were significantly better
than they had been earlier in the day. The gossip session had reminded
them that no matter what, life did indeed go on, and there were things
in the world that were worth looking forward to.
As Jessica gently lowered her delicate nightie over her head and threw
back her bed sheets, ready for a good night's sleep, she was startled by
the sudden sound of her phone ringing.
"Is that Marie again?" Paige asked as she brushed her shoulder-length
black hair.
"They'd surely be in bed now too," Jessica sighed as she checked the
caller ID on her phone. "It's my mom again."
"Say 'hi' from me," Paige said, making Jessica giggle as she answered
the phone.
"Hi mom," The American girl said. "Yes, I'm still home and safe..."
"Yes, yes, I know," Mrs. Tyler said. "It's just... Last night was the
first time we'd spoken in ages, and... I want us to speak more."
"If by 'more' you mean 'nightly' then I hope dad got a raise," Jessica
laughed. "Last time I checked, international calls to Europe weren't
cheap..."
"I see your sense of humour didn't change with your gender," Mrs. Tyler
said, making Jessica giggle.
"So... You accept that you now have TWO daughters?" Jessica asked with
obvious hope in her voice.
"It- it's not easy," Mrs. Tyler said, making Jessica sigh. "What you're
doing- what you- what you 'are', it's not normal."
"Define 'normal'," Jessica retorted.
"Touch?," Mrs. Tyler conceded. "Anyway, I just- I just wanted to call to
invite you and Paige over. For Christmas, I mean... If the two of you can
get leave, even if it's only for a couple of days, we'd love to see you
again."
"When you say 'the two of us'-" Jessica asked.
"I mean 'Jessica and Paige'," Mrs. Tyler clarified. "It'll be easier to
accept that I have another daughter if I can meet her face to face.
Properly, I mean."
"What's she asking?" Paige asked, only to be shushed by her American
lover.
"We'll think about it," Jessica replied. "Paige's parents have also
asked us to spend Christmas with them-"
"No they haven't," Paige interrupted, earning a stern glare from
Jessica.
"We'll get back to you soon," Jessica said.
"Well don't keep us hanging for too long," Mrs. Tyler sighed. "It's bad
enough I won't have my whole family with me for a second Thanksgiving in
a row, I refuse to allow it to happen for two Christmases in a row!"
"We'll let you know soon, I promise," Jessica said. "I- I love you,
mom."
"I love you too... Jessica," Mrs. Tyler said, before ending the call.
"Why'd you lie to your mum?" Paige asked as she climbed underneath the
warm sheets. "I'd LOVE to spend Christmas in America, you know that,
right?"
"Yeah, I know," Jessica sighed as she climbed into bed and cuddled her
body close to Paige's. "It's just... I don't know if I can handle the
stress of all of it, not yet, anyway."
"Well- ugh," Paige spat, before grabbing her own phone from her
nightstand.
"What are you doing?" Jessica asked.
"Saving your arse," Paige replied as she keyed a number into her phone.
"Hello?" The warm, gruff voice of Paige's father said on the other end
of Paige's call.
"Hi dad!" Paige said with as much enthusiasm as her tired body could
muster.
"Paige!" Mr. Robertson said with clear delight in his voice. "Why are
you calling this late? Don't you have to fly to some exotic European
resort tomorrow?"
"Aye, Berlin again, the most exotic of them all," Paige said, making her
father chuckle. "We've just been speaking to Jessica's parents... It's
about Christmas." Jessica's eyes widened and a smile crept on her face
as she realised Paige's plan- if the Robertsons found out about
Jessica's parents' offer, they'd feel obliged to make a similar offer,
and give Jessica an excuse to not go back to America for Christmas.
"Let me guess-" Paige's father said. "They want you to go over to
America for Christmas? Sorry, 'the holidays'?"
"Got it in one," Paige said.
"Well that sounds amazing!" Mr. Robertson gushed, making Paige's smile
falter. "You've been going on about visiting America for years now, and
your holiday there in February got cut short, so it'd be fantastic if
you got to go again!"
"Well- okay then!" Paige giggled. "Talk soon, dad."
"Well?" Jessica asked as Paige clicked off her phone.
"Well, you probably needn't brush up on your Scots," Paige said, making
Jessica moan. "Oh come on, surely you want to go and see your parents
again? From what I heard, your mum WAS ready to accept you as Jessica,
right?"
"Sounded like there were a LOT of conditions attached," Jessica moaned.
"Come on, get some sleep babe, we can think about this tomorrow..."
"Sure thing, gorgeous," Paige said, wrapping her arms around Jessica's
slender body and quickly falling into a deep sleep.
Alone in her bedroom, Anna-Jade stared at her phone with a desperate
longing. Hearing Jessica speak to her parents had reignited the hope in
her heart that maybe, just maybe, her parents would be willing to
'forgive' her. It had been over twelve months since Anna-Jade had
started taking oestrogen, and in that time, she hadn't exchanged a
single word with her parents. For all they knew, she still lived in
Paris. For all they knew, she could be dead...
Anna-Jade took a deep breath, before unlocking her phone and typing in
the eleven digits that made up the telephone number of her family home.
The Irish girl hesitated before pressing 'call'- it was after 10:30pm,
there was no guarantee that her parents would still be awake... And even
less guarantee that they'd be willing to listen to what she had to say.
"Now or never," Anna-Jade whispered, before pressing the 'call' button.
The phone was answered on the third ring, causing Anna-Jade's breath to
catch in her mouth as she heard the voice she hadn't heard in over a
year.
"Hello?" Anna-Jade's mother asked with an air of anger in her voice.
"Who is this?"
"Hi mum," the nervous Irishwoman replied. "It's An-" Anna-Jade paused,
tears in her eyes, as she heard the unmistakable sound of a telephone
being slammed down on the receiver. Anna-Jade's mother hadn't even
allowed her to say four words, and hadn't even dignified her with a
response before rejecting her just as cruelly as she'd done so many
months ago.
"You-" Anna-Jade whispered between tearful sniffles. "You don't fucking
well deserve to call yourself a parent..." Anna-Jade rested her head on
her pillow and sobbed herself to sleep, trying to remember that even if
her biological family had rejected her, she had friends less than ten
feet away who would always be her 'true' family.
Jessica grunted as Paige tightened her corset, tying the laces into a
bow once her waist had been tightened to the regulation 26 inches.
"You know," the Scottish girl informed her lover, "if you'd only take
oestrogen, your waist would naturally narrow..."
"You know," Jessica retorted, "if our uniform regulations weren't
written by a bunch of misogynistic pricks, I wouldn't need a narrower
waist?"
"We both knew the uniform regulations before signing up," Paige sighed,
before pulling on a smart sleeveless blouse and a tight black pencil
skirt. "You have to admit, it WAS part of the appeal..."
"It was when I only thought I'd be working for the company for six
months," Jessica sighed, pulling on her own slinky pencil dress before
coating her lips in her favourite blood-red lipstick.
"I agree the corsets are kinda impractical," Paige sighed. "But let's
face it, all we do all day is serve drinks, I've done hundreds of
flights, not a single emergency beyond having to mop up some clumsy
moron's crotch. When I was working at the pool I'd have at least one
emergency each week..."
"If I get clumsy today, will you mop up MY crotch?" Jessica asked with a
mischievous twinkle in her eye, making Paige giggle and give her a long,
deep kiss.
"Come on," Paige sighed. "These cities won't fly to themselves..." Jessica
smiled as she took Paige's hand and followed her out of the small flat,
soon arriving at Heathrow airport for her flight to Rome.
Several hours later, the girls returned from the flights, tired from the
day's efforts and from spending the whole day in their restrictive- yet
highly feminine- clothing. Jessica had a wide smile on her face as she
peeled her red skirt off of her nylon-covered legs, even though she knew
she'd be pulling straight back on less than twelve hours later. Her
smile faded, however, when she left the locker room to find a TV camera
pointed straight at her face.
"Can you give us a few words please, Jessica?" The interviewer to whom
Jessica had spoken two days earlier asked. "It's been less than 48 hours
since the attacks in Paris, how does it feel for things to get back to
normal?" Jessica stared at the camera and suddenly felt a wave of panic
wash over her, which slowly made way for a feeling of pure anger. Who
the hell were these people to delve into Jessica's personal, private
feelings?
"I- I'm not willing to comment now," Jessica muttered, brusquely pushing
past the film crew in her desperation to return home. The tube ride home
felt longer than ever for the American girl, but as she opened the front
door and looked into the smiling face of her Scottish lover, all her
anxieties vanished. Jessica surprised Paige with a long, deep kiss, but
the Scottish girl soon reciprocated, and within seconds the two women
had retreated to their bedroom and were eagerly undressing each other.
"So," Jessica asked with a look of pure lust in her eyes, "what was this
'thing' you got from Amazon?" Paige smiled wickedly as the two women
fell into bed, locked in each other's arms...
Zoe sighed as she peeled off her tight black skirt and slinky black
slip, exposing the sheer black tights and white bodysuit underneath.
There wasn't a single second during her flights between Paris and Warsaw
when the Frenchwoman didn't wish she was somewhere, anywhere else.
Unlike Jessica and Paige, Zoe had zero problems with the uniform- her
years of ballet had given her such good posture and such a slender frame
that she barely noticed her mandatory corset, and the combination of the
bodysuit and tights helped Zoe to pretend- even if it was just for a few
seconds- that she was back in her dance studio, dealing with eager
teenagers instead of on an aeroplane, dealing with obnoxious
businessmen.
The only satisfaction Zoe got from her job was when one of the
passengers would closely examine Zoe's body to try to determine whether
or not she, like 70% of Soixante-Trois Airlines's staff, was
transgendered. An internal smile always spread over Zoe's face as she
saw the suspicion in the passengers' eyes- a suspicion she was always
willing to 'confirm'. There were rules written into the employee
guidelines stating that all transgendered employees were to make every
effort to be as feminine as possible so that it would be impossible for
passengers to 'read' them. There were, however, no such rules that
applied to cisgender employees- and that was a loophole Zoe exploited to
the fullest. Zoe had been called before a supervisor- including her own
sister- more than once after reports from passengers that she was acting
in an overly masculine manner, and every time, Zoe pointed out the
loophole that means that she would be exempt from punishment, even with
the written warning still on her record. Zoe knew that it couldn't last
forever- nothing in her life ever did- but was determined to enjoy it
while she could.
Zoe giggled as she walked through the front door of her apartment and
saw Natalie and Clara sat on the sofa, their legs spread and their
postures slouched in as un-feminine a manner as they could manage.
"Alright, love?" Natalie teased in a voice even deeper than her natural
male voice.
"Stop that," Zoe mumbled, blushing as she slipped off her stilettos and
sat down on the sofa, keeping her knees elegantly pressed together.
"What?" Clara laughed. "The only girl who works for Soixante-Trois who
actually wishes that she was transgendered..."
"I don't 'wish' I was transgendered," Zoe retorted. "I love being a
girl. I just also love messing with people's heads!"
"And she wonders why she never wins employee of the month," Marie sighed
as she sat down on her sofa, glass of wine in hand. Zoe sighed as her
older sister slowly allowed her own legs to spread apart in the same
manner as Natalie and Clara.
"It's pretty impressive that I'm more effeminate than you, and I've
never taken a microgram of oestrogen," Natalie said, making Zoe groan
and hurl a cushion at the Englishwoman.
"If you hate the job so much, why do you persist with it?" Clara asked.
"Because there's nothing else that I'm good at that pays as well," Zoe
sighed. "It's either 'be miserable and eat' or 'do what I love and
starve'."
"What you love being 'teaching ballet', right?" Clara asked.
"Any form of dance, but mainly ballet, yes," Zoe said. "Why?" Zoe rolled
her eyes before giggling uncontrollably as the other three women
simultaneously stripped off their dresses and the dark tights they were
wearing, revealing the same baby pink tights and black leotards that
made up Zoe's work uniform for many years.
"I've even asked mama to send my old pointe shoes up from Nice," Marie
said smugly as she, Natalie and Clara lined up behind the sofa like
ballet students at a barre. "Mademoiselle Renou? We are ready for our
lesson now."
"You quit ballet because you hated it," Zoe reminded her sister.
"Yes," Marie said as she tied her hair into a tight bun. "But you hate
being a stewardess and you still do it, so I can put up with a little
dancing every now and again..."
"Best big sister ever!" Zoe giggled, giving Marie a hug before changing
into her own ballet uniform and leading the three women in a very
informal, almost chaotic 'lesson'.
As Monday morning dawned over London and Paris, life was slowly
returning to normal, both for the employees of Soixante-Trois Airlines
and the rest of the population of the two cities. For the second morning
in a row, Jessica stood in the locker room at Heathrow airport and
zipped up her tight red skirt, before slipping her feet into the
pointed-toe red stilettos and balancing her matching pillbox hat on top
of her ex-pertly-styled blonde hair. Jessica would soon be in an
aeroplane high over Europe, but her mind was still distracted by her
mother's offer.
Following her 'homecoming' in February, Jessica had honestly believed
that she'd burnt her bridges with her family forever. They hadn't
tolerated her choice to live her life as 'Jessica', and she had refused
to compromise and return to life as 'Jesse', so she'd walked away. And
yet, not a single day passed when she hadn't thought about her parents,
or her younger brother or sister. Aaron- Jessica's brother- would turn
eighteen in a matter of weeks, but Jessica hadn't bought any presents
for him as she felt that she would never be allowed to give them to him.
The phone call from her mother had caught Jessica completely by
surprise, and she was determined that she wouldn't ruin her second
chance in the same way as her coming out in February.
Jessica was able to control her anxieties on the flights to and from
Rome and performed her duties with her usual professional attitude, but
the second she disembarked the plane back at Heathrow Airport, she
headed to an office that had been specially set aside for her use. After
sitting down- taking extra care due to the tightness of her skirt-
Jessica switched her mobile phone back on and dialled a number that had
been provided for her shortly after she moved to London.
"Hello?" The person on the other end of the line- a kind-sounding middle
aged woman- asked.
"Hi, is that Dr Finlay?" Jessica asked. "It's Jessica, Jessica Tyler."
"Ah yes, Jessica, right on time!" Dr Finlay said. "How was Italy?"
"Nice and warm," Jessica giggled. "Thanks for agreeing to me calling so
late..."
"Not a problem at all," Dr Finlay replied. "I know you and your
colleagues work strange hours, and your company pays me well for my
time! I would begin by asking how you're feeling, though I follow the
news and I know you still have friends living in Paris... Are they all
okay?"
"They're fine, thanks," Jessica said. "A little rattled, though."
"And yourself?" Dr Finlay asked.
"...Also rattled," Jessica sighed. "It's not like London HASN'T been the
victim of a terrorist attack in the past."
"I can understand how you must be nervous too, given your choice of
profession," Dr Finlay said. "Feel free to refuse to answer if you feel
this question is too personal, but do you have many memories of 9/11?"
"...Some," Jessica said. "I was nine at the time, I remember the principal
of my school coming into our class and telling us..." Jessica trailed off
as she realised that her tale was very familiar to one she'd heard a few
hours before.
"Jessica?" Dr Finlay asked.
"Sorry," Jessica said. "It's just- Paige told the exact same story about
how she found out about the 7/7 bombings. Of all the things that bring
us together, I'd kinda hoped that wouldn't be on the list..."
"How is your relationship with Paige?" Dr Finlay asked.
"Same as always," Jessica said with a smile. "No complaints, I'm
perfectly happy with her. Though..."
"Go on," Dr Finlay encouraged.
"On Friday night, just after we heard the news..."Jessica said hesitantly.
"I got a call from my parents."
"What did they have to say?" Dr Finlay asked.
"They just wanted assurance that I was okay," Jessica sighed. "They
didn't know I'd moved to London, still thought I lived in Paris, they
were worried sick..."
"So are you and your mother back on speaking terms?" Dr Finlay asked.
"I think so," Jessica replied. "I hope so... They invited me and Paige
over to Baltimore for Christmas. 'Jessica' and Paige, that is."
"Do you want to go?" Dr Finlay asked.
"I..." Jessica said, before trailing off. "I don't know. I think so, I
mean- they're my parents, I want to have a relationship with them, and
I'd love to see my brother and sister, but I want to see them as
Jessica... I don't want to hide who I am."
"And do your parents feel the same way?" The counsellor asked.
"...I hope so," Jessica sighed. "I mean, they called me, they spoke to
'Jessica', they called me 'Jessica' down the phone... But when they see
'Jessica'..."
"Obviously the decision has to be yours," Dr Finlay advised. "But all
I'll say is that you shouldn't waste an opportunity like this, as you
never know when you'll get another one."
"...I know," Jessica sighed.
Thirty minutes later, Jessica left the small office, tired from her
day's work and the conversation with her counsellor. The topic of
Jessica's transition had also been raised, but was immediately shut down
by the American girl, who didn't want to make any decisions about her
transition until she'd had the chance to talk to her parents face to
face one more time.
As Jessica rounded the corner to the locker room, she groaned when she
saw the familiar sight of the interviewer and her camera crew waiting
outside the room.
"No, thank you," Jessica said, not even turning to look at the
interviewer before entering the locker room and changing back into the
smart blouse and pencil skirt she'd worn to the airport. Jessica rolled
her eyes as she exited the locker room to discover that the camera crew
were still there, despite there being no other flights due back for well
over an hour.
"Still no," Jessica sighed, before heading straight for the nearest tube
stop and going home.
"Hey, gorgeous," Paige said, greeting Jessica with a long kiss as the
American girl stepped through the front door. "I'd watch out if I were
you... Rachel's kinda on the warpath." Jessica sighed before entering the
living room, where her English flat mate and supervisor was waiting with
an upset look on her face.
"Jessica," Rachel sighed as the American girl sat down on the sofa.
"We're not at work," Jessica retorted. "Whatever it is, tell me there."
"It's about the documentary," Rachel said.
"Oh," Jessica said. "Well, then don't bother telling me at all!" Jessica
snorted derisively as Rachel's frown deepened.
"It's bad enough you won't let them film here," Rachel sighed. "But by
refusing to talk to them after flights you're jeopardising not just your
part in the show, but your friends' as well."
"Look- Rachel," Jessica sighed. "I'm not going to put myself up on
screen for people to point at and laugh. And don't tell me that won't
happen, I've seen enough crap reality TV to know what the reaction would
be. I'll happily be in the background, give a few words here and there,
but I'm not going to let them turn me into something you find in those
crap supermarket magazines!"
"You'd still be just the same old Jessica," Rachel said, barely
controlling her anger. "They don't want some over the top fancy
celebrity, they want the real you! Just say what you feel, it doesn't
have to be a fight..."
"Thanks, but no thanks," Jessica said, switching on the TV and silencing
her flat mate. The air in the apartment remained tense for the rest of
the evening, with Rachel and Jessica barely acknowledging each other's
existence before they both went to bed just after 10pm.
"You know," Paige said as she removed her make-up, "picking a fight with
our flat mate isn't really my idea of a relaxing evening..."
"Sorry," Jessica sighed. "I- I'm just so pissed with this whole
'documentary' thing... I've got enough going on in my life as it is."
"Hope I'm not being counted in there," Paige said, making Jessica
giggle.
"No, no," the American girl laughed. "Just my mom, my transitioning, now
what's happened in Paris..."
"It HAS been ages since our last holiday," Paige said. "It'd be good to
get away somewhere. Though on the topic of the second thing you said..."
Jessica smile as Paige rattled her vial of oestrogen pills at her.
"I need to sort the first thing on that list before I think about that,"
Jessica said, before groaning as Paige forced her phone into her hands.
"Then sort it now," Paige said. "You know we're going to go to America
for Christmas anyway, right?"
"WRONG," Jessica said, putting her phone down on her nightstand. "Can we
just get some sleep, please?"
"We can do that other 'bed thing' that begins with S as well if you'd
like?" Paige said, climbing into bed and cuddling herself close to
Jessica. "I cleaned those 'things' we used last night while you were
out..."
"...Maybe tomorrow," Jessica said, giving Paige a long kiss on the lips.
"I had a long day today. And my thong was REALLY uncomfortable this
morning..."
Paige smiled as the alarm on Jessica's phone went off, causing the
American girl to slide her smooth, hairless body out of bed and pad to
the shower to get ready for the day ahead. Paige relaxed back in bed as
Jessica cleansed herself, before returning to the bedroom to get
dressed.
"That's right, you just relax," Jessica sighed as she pulled on her
black bra and thong. "I'll just work for a living..."
"And you'll be thinking of me tomorrow when it's your turn to sleep in,
right?" Paige giggled.
"You know I always think of you," Jessica said, making Paige coo happily
as the two young lovers shared a soft kiss. "Though today it'll mostly
be envy at you sleeping in, not having to wear a corset or stilettos all
day..."
"Whereas I'll be envious that you ARE wearing a corset and stilettos all
day," Paige chuckled. "You know you love it really..."
"Yes, yes, I do," Jessica sighed. "And I love you too..." Paige giggled as
Jessica leaned in for another kiss, before allowing the Scottish girl to
lace her corset.
"Love you too," Paige whispered, smiling happily as Jessica ritually
applied her lipstick. "See you later, sexy!" Jessica giggled as she left
her small bedroom, before her smile faded as she came across Rachel
leaving her bedroom with Anna-Jade in tow.
"Morning, Rachel, morning, Anna-Jade," Jessica said in a quiet, awkward
voice.
"Hi Jessica," Rachel said, her demeanour telling her that she was still
upset with Jessica following the previous night's argument.
"Hi Jess," Anna-Jade said. "You doing Paris today?"
"Yeah," Jessica said. "You?"
"Dublin," Anna-Jade said with a smile. "Quote-unquote homecoming for
me..."
"Anna-Jade..." Jessica whispered as the three women headed to the nearest
tube stop. "Have- have you heard from your parents since Friday?"
"No," the flame-haired woman moaned. "I tried calling them Saturday
night, but they slammed the phone down before I'd said five words..."
"Wh- what kind of quote-unquote parent would do that to their child?"
Jessica asked. "Especially after what happened on Friday night..."
"Useless parents, that's who," Anna-Jade spat.
"Have you tried going through an intermediary?" Jessica asked. "Like an
aunt, an uncle, that sort of thing?"
"My whole family's disowned me," Anna-Jade sighed. "Don't think there a
single person in the whole of Northern Ireland who'll stick up for me..."
"Have you tried asking the Angels?" Rachel said. "One of them's from
Northern Ireland..."
"What are they going to do?" Anna-Jade asked. "It's not like she
personally knows everyone in Northern Ireland. Hell, they don't even
know me..."
"Okay, just trying to help," Rachel said, taken aback by Anna-Jade's
negative response to her suggestion.
"Do you have any friends in Ireland who you can reach out to?" Jessica
asked.
"Not one," Anna-Jade sighed. "Cut all ties when I moved to Paris... I
mean, yes, I don't regret my decision, I- I just couldn't live life as
Anthony for one second more, just- gah..."
"Believe me, I understand," Jessica said in a soft, comforting voice.
"Guess I'm one of the lucky ones, my parents reached out to me..."
"Don't waste the opportunity," Anna-Jade advised her American friend.
"You never know when, or even if you'll get another." Jessica nodded,
silently contemplating her decision en route to the airport.
"God, it doesn't feel like three months," Natalie sighed as she strode
into the tiny locker room of Heathrow airport and gave Jessica a
friendly, feminine hug. "Why has it taken this long for us to see each
other again?"
"You know why," Jessica said, making Natalie sigh and laugh as she made
kissing faces at the English girl.
"It's just good to be back in England again," Natalie laughed. "Thought
I'd be speaking French and Russian for the rest of my life..."
"Well, welcome home," Jessica giggled. "On a more serious note, have you
lost weight?"
"Yep!" Natalie giggled, doing a twirl for Jessica in her tight uniform.
"Now got a natural 26 inch waist. Though I of course still wear the
corset- need to attach the stockings to something, after all!"
"And still oestrogen-free?" Jessica asked.
"100% oestrogen-free," Natalie boasted. "Question is... Can the same be
said of you?"
"Yes," Jessica sighed.
"Even though you're serious about transitioning?" Natalie asked.
"I haven't so much as touched a piece of male clothing in months,"
Jessica said. "Got rid of the last of 'Jesse's clothes ages ago. I now
own more body stockings than socks, heh."
"Mmm, bet Paige is happy with that arrangement!" Natalie laughed.
"When she isn't 'borrowing' the body stockings, anyway," Jessica
laughed.
"And she's kept up her hormones since February?" Natalie asked.
"Every day for the last nine months," Jessica sighed.
"You don't sound too happy about that..." The Englishwoman said.
"It's kinda made our sex life a little... Lop-sided," Jessica said.
"Ah, because you, you know, 'work' and she doesn't?" Natalie asked.
"Exactly that," Jessica said. "I mean, yes, we both take our 'turns',
but when I'm, you know, 'the girl', Paige needs, you know, 'help'..."
"I'm pretty sure the cameras and microphones can't hear us in here,"
Natalie laughed, watching as Jessica wiggled into her uniform's tight
blue skirt.
"I'm not taking any chances," Jessica moaned. "I'd prefer they couldn't
hear me at all..." Jessica and Natalie fell silent as the door to the
locker room opened and Annabelle coolly strode in and began to change
into her blue uniform.
"Afternoon, Daisy Duke," Natalie said, making Jessica internally
snigger.
"Hey, honeys," Annabelle said, before turning back to her changing. With
their private conversation no longer private, Jessica and Natalie
remained silent as the two American women changed into their uniforms,
before heading out to the waiting aeroplane to begin their pre-flight
checks.
Less than two hours later, Jessica felt a twinge of nostalgia as she
strode into the vast locker room of Charles De Gaulle airport for the
first time in what felt to her like decades. It was just as she
remembered it, right down to the pattern of dents in the locker doors.
Only one thing was different- the name on the front of Jessica's locker
now read Denise.
"Bienvenue ? la maison," Natalie teased the American woman as she
stripped off her blue uniform.
"Eh, there are times I still wish it was," Jessica said, grunting as she
sat down, the tightness of her skirt forcing her knees together.
"Oh come on," Natalie giggled. "Surely you love London, the history, the
new bits like the Shard... The lack of automatic weapons..."
"Nat..." Jessica whispered. "Did- did Friday really leave you that
rattled?"
"...It's just not something you ever expect to happen, not where you
live," Natalie sighed. "You think of Islamic terrorism as something only
happens in the Middle East, then it comes here... Ugh, never mind. The
more we talk about it, the more we make it 'legitimate'. If we ignore
it, hopefully it'll go away..."
"Not 100% sure it works that way," Jessica sighed. "But I'm more than
happy to stop talking about it!" Natalie chuckled as she stepped into
her sleek black dress and allowed Jessica to zip her shut.
"You got plans with Paige tonight?" Natalie asked.
"Meh, dinner and Netflix," Jessica shrugged. "It's Paige's free day, she
offered to cook..."
"Scottish cuisine, yum!" Natalie laughed. "Hope you've got an extra-
tight corset in your wardrobe at home!"
"I'll tell Paige you said that," Jessica said, making Natalie laugh even
louder. "How about you and Zoe?"
"Dinner, then my weekly ballet lesson," Natalie said with a smug smile.
"How d'you think I got my waist down to 26 inches? That woman is a
godsend in rooms other than the bedroom!"
"Ahh, give my love to her when you see her," Jessica sighed. "I really
have missed the two of you, and Marie... And Elsa, come to think of it."
"We've missed you too, the two of you and Anna-Jade," Natalie said. "Me
and Zoe have applied for a transfer to London again in the next hiring
round, though given that that's next week, I reckon we'd have heard by
now if we were going to get it..."
"Well- we'll always have the airspace between London and Paris!" Jessica
laughed, giving Natalie a friendly hug as the Englishwoman departed.
Jessica sighed as she watched Natalie go- she'd envied the dark-haired
girl's carefree, laid-back attitude since the day she'd met her, and
even after she started co-habiting with Paige, she missed the nights
when she and Natalie would lay awake in their single beds gossiping
about nonsense. It was rare for Jessica to ever laugh herself to sleep,
but Natalie had made her do that on many occasions, and whilst she loved
Paige and thought of her as her soulmate, there were times when she
thought of Natalie as an even better friend than the Scottish girl.
Jessica returned to the locker room and tidied up her uniform,
straightening her skirt and hat and touching up her lipstick, before
jumping with shock when she looked in the mirror and saw Annabelle
sitting behind her, staring into space.
"Whoa, An-Annabelle?" Jessica asked. "How long have you been there?"
"Sorry if I startled you, honey," Annabelle said, before resuming her
silent, unfocussed stare.
"Were- were you listening to me and Natalie?" Jessica asked, sitting
down next to Annabelle.
"Oh no, I wasn't eavesdropping," Annabelle said.
"You- you look upset," Jessica said, her mind conflicted at the sight of
Annabelle's thousand-yard stare. On the one hand, Jessica had spent most
of the past twelve months envying, disliking, and on occasion, even
hating Annabelle. She was standoffish, aloof and rude... But the more
Jessica got to know the Southern girl, the more she realised that what
she perceived as aloofness was in fact a powerful case of shyness.
Annabelle didn't need to be an enemy to Jessica, she didn't even need to
be a rival... And if last Friday had taught Jessica anything, it was that
the more friends you have and the closer you keep them, the better.
"I- I'm fine, really," Annabelle said, though the quiver in her voice
betrayed the fact that she was far from 'fine'.
"Are you sure?" Jessica asked. "Because, you know, there's nothing wrong
with expressing your feelings, or opening up to a friend..." Annabelle
chuckled as Jessica echoed Paige's words to her from several days
earlier.
"I- Ugh, it's my parents..." Annabelle sighed.
"Go- go on," Jessica said, slightly shocked at Annabelle's sudden
openness.
"They called me on Friday night," Annabelle said. "It was the first time
we'd spoken in over a year, since I'd moved to France..."
"My parents called me too," Jessica whispered. "We hadn't spoken since
February... For me, it was a case of