"Now this is showing confidence in your series," Natalie sighed as she
poured out tall glasses of sparkling wine for her seven friends.
"Broadcasting the premiere episode at half past ten on a Monday
evening."
"They couldn't even have put it on last Monday, when it was a bank
holiday," Rachel sighed.
"Let's- let's just try to enjoy it, okay?" Anna-Jade asked. "The eight
of us are about to become TV stars. Probably. Maybe. Hopefully." The
eight women watched with excitement as the familiar opening bars of
'Learn to Fly' by the Foo Fighters filled the room, and images of
Heathrow Airport and Soixante-Trois-branded aeroplanes appeared on the
screen, before being replaced by a wide shot of all the stewardesses who
work at the London hub.
"Good job you've got a big TV," Natalie snorted. "Doubt I'd have been
able to pick myself out on our 40" screen."
"Shush," Rachel admonished her brown-haired friend.
"Every day, on average, two hundred thousand people pass through
Heathrow Airport on their way to and from destinations all around the
world," the show's narrator announced.
"Seriously?" Paige sighed. "A regional news anchor? They couldn't have
got David Tennant or someone to do the voiceover?"
"Shush!" Rachel hissed, before blushing as the narration ended and her
face appeared on screen.
"It's a great place to work," Rachel's image said with a proud smile.
"You meet all kinds of new people, get to travel to loads of different
locations..."
"Best job I've ever had," the soft Glaswegian twang of Paige said on-
screen, causing the pale-skinned woman's cheeks to redden with
embarrassment.
"Berst jorb I've ever hard," Natalie laughed, making a poor
impersonation of Paige's accent.
"Get to- shut it, you!" Paige snorted, hitting the Mancunian woman with
a nearby cushion. The eight women watched with anticipation as more of
their friends and colleagues were interviewed, and scenes of the
stewardesses in their working environment were shown.
After the second commercial break, the women grew increasingly fatigued
from the combination of their late night, a long day at work and, most
importantly, the fact that none of them had appeared on-screen in over
fifteen minutes. Their excitement levels would suddenly rise, however,
when the programme moved onto its next 'feature'.
"Anna-Jade Houghton has been working for Soixante-Trois Airlines since
February 2014," the narrator announced, making the Irishwoman's deep
blue eyes widen as her friends all cheered. "She was born in Londonderry
in 1989, and for the first 25 years of her life, she lived as a man
named Anthony."
"I've always been a woman, deep down inside," Anna-Jade's image
explained on the screen, causing the Irishwoman to cringe and bury her
face in her hands. "Northern Ireland isn't exactly the easiest place in
the world to be transgender, or any kind of LGBT."
"So did you have a hard childhood?" The interviewer asked.
"I wouldn't say so," Anna-Jade answered. "The hardest thing was having
to hide who I really was from my friends and my family."
"And your family didn't approve of who you really were?" The interviewer
asked.
"Nope," Anna-Jade sighed. "They're all devout Catholics... I mean, I
believe in God, of course, but I don't believe he'd torture people by
forcing them to live their lives in ways they shouldn't."
"So you're saying that living as a man would be like torture for you?"
The interviewer probed further.
"It was," Anna-Jade said. "By the end it was like I was going to burst
out of my own skin. I started transitioning not long after starting for
Soixante-Trois, and after a few weeks on oestrogen I was so relaxed, so
happy... I really was a completely new person, a better person."
"What attracted you to start working for Soixante-Trois?" The
interviewer asked. "If you wished to transition, there are any number of
jobs you could have had."
"You'd have thought," Anna-Jade replied. "But the truth is, people like
me still face discrimination everywhere we go. Soixante-Trois is the
only company I know that actually assists women with their transition,
offers them medical care and access to psychotherapists, even gives
three months' paid sick leave to get and recover from SRS. I've always
wanted to see the world, meet new people, and I had a knack for learning
foreign languages at school. Plus, the uniform's definitely a perk!" In
the flat, Anna-Jade cringed even harder as her on-screen image stood up
and did a very professional-looking twirl in her tight blue uniform.
"Is it over yet?" Anna-Jade wailed as her friends all beamed excitedly.
"Nearly," Rachel replied with a smug grin.
"If there was one thing you could say to your parents," the interviewer
asked, "the people who rejected you, what would that be?"
"That's a tough one," Anna-Jade's image replied. "What I'd say- and this
applied to anyone with a transgendered child- is that we don't need you
to judge us, or even try to understand us- we just need you to love us."
"It's over," Rachel said with a sympathetic sigh as Anna-Jade emerged
from behind her arms.
"That last thing you said," Jessica sighed. "Don't think there's a
single person in our position who wouldn't agree with you."
"Even those of us who had it REALLY lucky with our parents," Paige
whispered as the show ended mere minutes later with clips of Anna-Jade
and many other women hard at work.
"And that," Rachel announced as she clicked off the television, "as they
say in show business, is a wrap!"
"'Show business'," Natalie snorted. "At least you got your fucking face
on screen..."
"There'll always be next week," Rachel reassured her disappointed
friend.
"When even fewer people tune in," Natalie sighed. "Still, at least one
of us got her fifteen minutes, eh, Anna-Jade?"
"Already regretting every fucking second of those fifteen minutes," the
red-haired woman sighed as a knock came from the apartment door.
"Two guesses?" Rachel asked Anna-Jade as they opened the apartment door
and came face-to-face with their boyfriends.
"Can I have your autograph?" Danny- Rachel's boyfriend- asked, making
the blonde woman sigh. "Oh come on, I've got a celebrity girlfriend,
that's something you show off!"
"Your sister's in a girl band, you daft bastard," Rachel replied, before
sighing and greeting Danny with a kiss. "Come on, give me a lift to your
place and I'll give you that autograph you want. Behave yourself and it
might not be the only thing I do with my hands tonight..."
"We should get going too," Natalie announced as she led Zoe, Abbey and
Annabelle out of the flat and into their waiting taxi. "Us 'common
people'..."
"See ya," Anna-Jade giggled, before turning to her tall, blond
boyfriend. "And as for you... Can I get you an autograph? Or perhaps,
something else?"
"That sounds great," Paul- Anna-Jade's boyfriend- said with a shy
smile. "The autograph as well as the, um, other thing..."
"Ah, stop being so coy!" Anna-Jade giggled as she led her boyfriend to
her bedroom, where her smart black dress quickly found its way to the
floor alongside Paul's jeans and polo shirt, and their two bodies ended
the night locked together in a passionate embrace...
"She could at least have hung a bra on the doorknob," Jessica laughed as
she walked past Anna-Jade's bedroom, having exchanged her own slinky
black dress for a comfortable cotton nightie.
"Would be more appropriate than a sock," Paige giggled as she fiddled
with her phone.
"You expecting a call?" Jessica asked.
"You mean you AREN'T?" Paige retorted, smiling as her phone started to
ring. "On cue..."
"I'm going to get into bed," Jessica said, giving her lover a brief
kiss. "Some of us have to work tomorrow..."
"I'll be there in a bit, babe," Paige said, before answering her phone.
"Hi, mum or dad!"
"Oh, so you're not too famous that you can still call us 'mum and dad'?"
Paige's father asked, making the Scottish girl giggle.
"I was on-screen for all of ten seconds," Paige laughed.
"More than most people get," Mr. Robertson said. "Didn't see Jessica on-
screen, though."
"No, um, she'll probably be next week," Paige mumbled.
"Paige," Mr. Robertson sighed. "Please tell me you two aren't falling
out again."
"We're not 'falling out', we were never 'falling out'," Paige sighed.
"We just- look, it's late, okay? Can I just get to bed, please?"
"That's a tone of voice I'd hoped 'Paige' hadn't inherited from 'Paul',"
Mr. Robertson chastised. "You go to bed, Paige. And while you're there,
hopefully you'll remember exactly what's most important in your life."
"I will," Paige said in a tired, monotone voice. "Bye, dad. My love to
mum and the girls." Paige sighed as she ended the call and entered her
bedroom, where Jessica was already asleep in bed. Ever since their
return from America three months earlier, their relationship- which used
to be the strongest of all their friends- had been strained, and Paige
felt that it was all her fault.
Jessica's proposal had caught Paige completely by surprise. As much as
she loved Jessica, and as much as she knew Jessica loved her, Paige had
never once harboured thoughts of marriage. At the time of the proposal,
Paige was only 21, which in her eyes was far too young to make a
commitment like marriage.
And yet, every day since her return from America, Paige found herself
regretting her decision to reject Jessica's proposal. She may have felt
that she was too young to make the commitment of marriage, but she also
knew, deep down, that she would never love anyone the way she loved the
blonde American girl.
When Paige told her parents about the proposal, they were ecstatic,
especially her father- neither of Paige's sisters were married, despite
both of them being thirty years old, and the prospect of walking one of
his daughters down the aisle made the middle-aged Scottish man very
excited. He genuinely didn't care that the daughter in question used to
be his son- all that mattered was that he would be with his child on the
happiest day of her life.
When Paige's parents found out that she had rejected the proposal,
however, their excitement quickly turned to disappointment, and in every
contact Paige had had with her parents since the rejection, they'd urged
her to reconsider the proposal- and even though Paige and Jessica had
agreed not to even discuss marriage until a year had passed, the topic
was still like an elephant in the room whenever Jessica and Paige spent
any time together- even as Paige climbed into bed next to the slumbering
Jessica, she could feel the tension between the two of them.
When Paige woke up the following morning, Jessica was already awake and
dressed in the smart white blouse and black pencil skirt that she would
be wearing to work, the skirt's tight fit enhancing the developing
curves that Jessica had earned after eight months of hormone replacement
therapy.
"Mmm," Paige said with a smile as she watched Jessica apply her
favourite red lipstick. "Morning, sexy!"
"Morning," Jessica said with a scarlet smile. "Sorry if I woke you, but
SOME of us have to work today..."
"Don't wake Anna-Jade whatever you do, she'll claw your eyes out," Paige
laughed. "Have you heard from your parents about last night?"
"Not yet," Jessica sighed. "Can't call them now as it's 1 in the morning
where they are... I'll give them a call when I get back from Paris.
Unless..."
"...Unless?" Paige asked. "Will they let you call America from the work
phones in Paris?"
"Doubt it," Jessica sighed. "Though... Around lunchtime, you could give
them a call-"
"Ehh," Paige grimaced. "Might- maybe it'd be best if the call came from
you."
"They do think of you as part of the family, you know," Jessica
whispered.
"Can- can we have this conversation some other time?" Paige asked,
making Jessica sigh sadly.
"Sure," Jessica mumbled, before leaning in to give the Scottish girl a
gentle kiss. "See you later, Paige."
"See you, Jess," Paige whispered, paying close attention to the American
girl's hips and backside as she left the bedroom. "See you..."
Even though she took care to be as quiet as possible, the sound of
Jessica leaving the flat caused Anna-Jade to stir, though her initial
irritation at being woken so early was tempered when she found herself
wrapped in the strong arms of her boyfriend- and felt the tingling in
her backside that reminded her of the previous night's 'activities'. The
flame-haired Irishwoman made a van effort to try to get back to sleep,
but her excitement about her brush with fame the previous night- not to
mention Paul's warm breath on her bare shoulder- meant that she was wide
awake and eager to start her day less than twenty minutes after she woke
up.
"Fucking Jessica," Anna-Jade whispered, before reaching behind her and
gently tapping Paul on the cheek. "Come on, wake up! Got my adoring
public to see today..."
"I'M your adoring public," Paul mumbled as he woke up and tightened his
grip on the giggling Anna-Jade.
"Sure, you were my adoring PUBIC last night," Anna-Jade said, making
Paul laugh. "But there's no way I'm getting back to sleep now. Come on,
up and at 'em!"
"Yes ma'am!" Paul laughed as he watched Anna-Jade wrestle free of his
grip and pull on her underwear for the day.
"Come on," Anna-Jade laughed as she pulled on a plain black bra and
thong set. "You can stare harder that that..."
"Trust me, I don't think 'harder' is physically possible right now,"
Paul chuckled. "God, you are so gorgeous... It's just- it's just
inconceivable, you know? That there was a time when you weren't a sexy
woman..."
"High praise indeed, coming from someone who once had a chance with
Jamie-Lee Burke!" Anna-Jade chuckled as she pulled on a pair of
translucent black tights, followed by a light, knee-length purple
sweater dress and shiny leather knee-high boots.
"You're WAY hotter than she is," Paul said, encircling Anna-Jade's waist
from behind once she was fully dressed and made up. "Seriously, I mean
it."
"Trust me, I can feel that you mean it!" Anna-Jade giggled. "Just wish
it was that easy for everyone else..."
"Your family?" Paul asked, sighing as Anna-Jade nodded. "I suppose in a
way it can't be easy for them, I mean, they only ever knew Anthony,
right?"
"Right," Anna-Jade sighed. "But you yourself said, I don't fucking well
look like an 'Anthony' anymore. This isn't my family using the 'eyes of
the past', they're not using their fucking eyes at all." Paul sighed
sadly as he tightened his embrace on his emotional girlfriend.
"My parents like you," Paul mumbled, making Anna-Jade giggle.
"And I like them," Anna-Jade laughed. "Now come on, get your pants on, I
wanna be taken out for breakfast like a REAL celebrity!"
"Yes ma'am," Paul laughed. "Though I may need some help getting my pants
on..."
"Ah, where would you be without me?" Anna-Jade giggled as she slowly
sank to her knees in front of her naked boyfriend...
Paige smiled as she heard the front door of the flat slam, signifying
that Anna-Jade and her boyfriend had left, and that more importantly,
Paige had the flat all to herself for the first time in a very long
while.
After taking a long shower, Paige took her time getting ready for the
day, carefully applying a full layer of make-up (even though she had no
plans to go out), followed by repainting her fingernails and toenails
with the company-mandated blood red nail polish. After brushing out her
shoulder-length jet black hair, Paige pulled on a skimpy lace bra and
thong set, followed by a pair of her favourite opaque black tights, a
very short butt-hugging grey miniskirt and a clingy long-sleeved striped
top. Once she'd adjusted her top, Paige admired her figure in the
bedroom's full-length mirror.
Eighteen months of oestrogen tablets had been more than enough to
reverse the effects of the previous twenty years of testosterone
'poisoning'- at a skinny 5' 6", 'Paul' had never been the world's most
masculine man, but Paige cut a feminine figure any woman would die for.
Her waist was narrow (helped by two years of corset training), her
porcelain skin was smooth and baby soft, her hips and bottom were
shapely and her breasts, while small, were pronounced just enough to
catch the attention of any lustful man. Paige, of course, had no
intentions of showing her figure to anyone other than her American
lover, but with every day that passed, she grew more and more flattered
by the attention that was being paid to her- especially by attractive
young men.
When she was 'Paul', Paige had never considered herself to be 'gay'.
She was as attracted to the women she saw as she was attracted to the
idea of becoming like the women, but when she entered into a
relationship with another genetically- and more importantly,
anatomically- male person, it opened her eyes to a new realm of
possibilities... And as Jessica's sexual capacity diminished due to her
own oestrogen treatments, it left Paige feeling frustrated. All of a
sudden, the men she'd ignored started to look attractive as potential
sexual partners, and as hard as Paige tried to concentrate on her strong
emotional bond with Jessica, she couldn't help but feel that she was
missing out in a very significant way.
Paige only had a few minutes alone with her thoughts, however, before
she was interrupted by a loud knock from the flat's front door.
"Ugh, I swear if this is another breakfast pizza..." Paige moaned, but
when she opened the door, her eyes went wide at the sight that greeted
her.
"Surprise!" The two identical-looking ginger-haired women yelled,
instantly putting Paige on the defensive.
"What- what the fuck are you two doing here?" Paige asked.
"Is that any way to greet your sisters after they came hundreds of miles
just to see you?" Nina asked.
"And are you really going to keep us out in the cold?" Trisha added,
making Paige sigh.
"...Come in," Paige sighed, ushering her sisters into the flat where
they immediately took a seat on the sofa.
"Where's Jessica?" Nina asked. "Or any of your other flat mates, I
thought you lived with three other women?"
"Jessica's at work, the other two are out with their boyfriends," Paige
explained. "Seriously, why have you come to London?"
"To see our baby sister!" Trisha laughed, pulling the reluctant Paige
into the space between herself and her twin.
"Our FAMOUS baby sister!" Nina giggled excitedly. "Best job I've ever
had..."
"Eight seconds on a reality show no one saw doesn't make me 'famous',"
Paige protested.
"We saw it," Trisha shrugged. "Unless, of course, we're 'no one'..."
"...Thanks," Paige sighed, her sigh growing louder as her sisters
squeezed her body between them. "I spoke to mum and dad last night, they
didn't mention that you were coming down- did you stay overnight in
London?"
"Got an overnight bus," Nina explained.
"We actually had this planned for a while," Trisha giggled. "When we
knew your show was bring broadcast yesterday."
"But what if I'd not been on the show?" Paige asked. "I was barely on
there as it is..."
"Lucky then that your sisters were more confident than you are!" Nina
giggled.
"Did we catch you on the way out or something?" Trisha asked. "That's a
lot of make-up for just sitting around the house..."
"...I like wearing make-up," Paige mumbled.
"At least it's your own make-up and not ours," Nina laughed. "How much
of it did you used to nick when we were kids?"
"None," Paige retorted. "I never nicked your make-up, honestly. None of
your clothes, either, they'd never have fit me growing up..."
"That voice sounds more 'disappointed' than 'innocent'," Trisha said.
"Almost like she wishes she'd been able to go on fancy spa days and for
makeovers with her big sisters..."
"Well, duh," Paige said, making the twins laugh.
"Well given that you're BOTH already wearing more make-up than a clown,"
Nina snorted, "how about a shopping spree instead? Our baby sister can
show us where she got that skirt."
"Or we could just nick HER clothes, seeing as she didn't so it to us!"
Trisha laughed, getting off the sofa and rushing into Paige's bedroom
before the black-haired girl has the chance to protest.
"Oh- get to-" Paige spat as she followed her sister.
"What's she got?" Nina asked between uncontrollable giggles. "Anything
that'll fit us?"
"My, my, Paige!" Trisha laughed. "You own a LOT of corsets! No wonder
you're figure's so great..."
"Ah, I wanna try one!" Nina said, making Paige groan as Trisha wrapped
the restrictive garment around Nina's waist, on top of her dress.
"If you damage that, you're fucking paying for it," Paige growled.
"We're not damaging it!" Trisha retorted. "Hardly seems fair that you
get to wear sexy stuff like this when the two of us, who have been women
for thirty years, don't."
"Nothing's stopping you," Paige shrugged, making her sisters exchange a
knowing grin.
"Very true," Nina said, grabbing another corset from Paige's drawer.
"Trisha, arms up!" Trisha laughed as Nina wrapped the corset around her
waist and began lacing it shut.
"Be careful with the laces!" Paige urged.
"We told you, we won't damage it," Trisha laughed.
"It's your guts I'm more worried about, but okay," Paige said, making
her sisters laugh again- an action they immediately regretted, thanks to
their restrictive garments.
"Fuck me," Nina groaned as she clutched her aching waist. "Paige, how do
you do anything in these things, let alone on a plane?"
"You get used to them," Paige shrugged. "Antoine Masson cares more about
my T&A than the fact that I have an up-to-date first aid certificate.
Don't think he realises that flight attendants do actual work."
"Well, better you than me," Trisha laughed as she loosened the laces of
Nina's corset. "Though going by your drawer, you look like you're
keeping your options open. Either that, or you just get off on dressing
up as a Playboy Bunny..."
"Which is definitely possible, and understandable!" Nina giggled.
"Oh- that was for a friend's 21st," Paige sighed.
"Then why do you have two bunny costumes?" Trisha asked.
"...One of them is Jessica's," Paige answered, immediately lowering the
tone of the room.
"Aye, I actually remember seeing a photo of that on Facebook, now that I
come to think of it," Nina mumbled.
"Paige..." Trisha sighed as she sat down on Paige's bed, wincing at the
bite of Paige's corset on her waist. "What ARE you gonna do about your
relationship?"
"If I was 22 and someone I adored proposed to me on the top of the
Empire State Building-" Nina mused, before being interrupted by her
younger sister.
"No," Paige said firmly. "We're not talking about this. I'm too young to
bet married."
"Aye, that sounds convincing," Trisha snorted.
"Didn't you say you were taking me- sorry, I was taking you two on a
shopping trip?" Paige asked.
"Okay, okay," Nina sighed, holding her hands up in mock surrender. "Get
some shoes on, then we'll go..."
"Shoes that have AT LEAST a three inch heel!" Trisha ordered her younger
sister, who rolled her eyes in mock frustration before pulling on a pair
of stilettos and following the twins out of the bedroom. Before she
left, though, Paige glanced one last time at her nightstand, which she
knew still contained the diamond ring she'd rejected months earlier, and
as she did, she winced at the twinge of regret that filled her body.
"Relaxed yet?" Paul asked Anna-Jade as they strolled hand-in-hand
through the historic streets of Westminster. "We've been on the street
for hours, seen thousands of people, not one of them's recognised you
yet..."
"'Cause I'm wearing big sunglasses and I've got my fucking hair down,
that's why," Anna-Jade sighed.
"You sound almost disappointed," Paul laughed.
"Well- shit," Anna-Jade sighed. "I guess I kinda am... You don't put
yourself on national TV if you want to hide away in a corner."
"Well, that's certainly true," Paul laughed. "Sometimes wish I'd had my
face blurred when they showed me on the Angels... So if you didn't do
the show for the fame, um, why, um, exactly?"
"It- ugh, this'll sound silly..." Anna-Jade sighed.
"No, go on," Paul gently urged his girlfriend.
"I... I kinda hoped it'd help me reconnect with my family," Anna-Jade
said. "I know how stupid that must sound..."
"No, not at all," Paul said. "I know how much they mean to you, how much
it hurt when they- well..."
"Yeah," Anna-Jade whispered. "Thought that if I showed the world, they'd
pay attention too... Haven't even heard from my sister yet, not so much
as a text."
"...Then why don't you call her?" Paul asked. "You two are on speaking
terms, right?"
"Well- I guess..." Anna-Jade muttered. "But what would I say? How would
I even start the conversation, 'hey Michelle, it's me, your sister who
used to be your brother and is now a TV star. In more than one sense of
the world.'?"
"Sisters shouldn't need a reason to call each other, should they?" Paul
asked, making Anna-Jade frown.
"Can I least wait until I get home before calling her?" The flame-haired
Irishwoman pouted.
"Of course," Paul said, wrapping a strong arm around Anna-Jade's slender
waist. "And yes, we'll have lunch first." Anna-Jade giggled as Paul led
her toward a nearby caf?, though her nerves at talking to her sister
prevented her from eating much, and by the time they arrived back at
their flat, her hands were literally shaking with nerves.
"It'll be fine," Paul whispered as he handed Anna-Jade her phone. "It's
just your sister, I don't know why you're this nervous, you've called
her before, right?"
"It's not who I'm talking to," Anna-Jade explained, "It's what I'm
asking her that's the thing."
"...You're going to ask her if your parents watched, right?" Paul asked,
sighing as Anna-Jade tearfully nodded.
"I shouldn't, I know I shouldn't," Anna-Jade sobbed. "I should know by
now that they'll never accept me for who I am, but every time something
like this happens, I always get this hope, you know? This tiny glimmer
of hope deep inside that maybe, just maybe, they'll finally see the
light and accept me as their daughter, just like Jessica's parents
did... Every time, though, that hope just gets snuffed out. It's not
fucking fair! It's not!"
"You're right, it's not," Paul said, giving Anna-Jade a long, comforting
hug. "You're an amazing, talented, beautiful woman and any family would
be lucky to have you as their daughter."
"Guess I'm the unlucky one then," Anna-Jade sighed. "To have such
shitty, pig-headed parents."
"You can't choose your family," Paul sighed.
"True," Anna-Jade sighed as she dialled her sister's number. "But I can
choose how I behave toward them. Hi, Michelle!"
"Hi AJ," Michelle replied. "Not too famous that you can't talk to us
little people, then?"
"Ah, you saw it, then?" Anna-Jade asked.
"You pushed it enough on your Facebook, for Christ's sake," Michelle
retorted. "Didn't realise you were going to be the big star of it."
"Neither did I," Anna-Jade laughed. "Michelle... Did- did-"
"I know what you're going to ask," Michelle sighed. "And to answer your
question... I'm 99% sure they didn't."
"For fuck's sake," Anna-Jade whispered, tears forming in her eyes.
"AJ, you knew it wouldn't simply be a case of-" Michelle began.
"Anna-Jade," Anna-Jade stated firmly. "My name isn't 'AJ', it's Anna-
Jade."
"Isn't that what 'AJ' stands for?" Michelle asked.
"You tell me, you're the one using that name," Anna-Jade retorted. "You
tell me whether it stands for 'Anna-Jade' or 'Anthony James'."
"I- I don't know," Michelle sighed.
"I didn't think so," Anna-Jade spat.
"AJ- Anna-Jade," Michelle sighed. "I am trying. Really, I am, but I've
had 25 years of having it drilled into me that this whole LGBT thing-
it's just wrong."
"'Drilled in'," Anna-Jade snorted. "Drilled in no doubt by a bunch of
men who, ironically enough, spend their whole lives wearing dresses and
'drilling' pre-pubescent boys."
"You were never sexually abused by any of the priests we had growing
up," Michelle sighed. "You can't blame the church for-"
"I don't want to get into this," Anna-Jade sighed. "You know my stance
on the church, I know yours, let's just leave it at that, okay?"
"That's probably for the best," Michelle sighed. "I'm on my lunch break
at the moment, got to get back to work. But AJ- Anna-Jade... I meant
what I said at Christmas. Anytime you want to come over to visit...
You're always welcome."
"Thanks," Anna-Jade sighed. "See you, Michelle."
"Bye," Michelle said, before ending the call and leaving her sister
blinking tears out of her eyes.
"God, Anna-Jade..." Paul sighed, wrapping his arms around his distraught
girlfriend.
"Every time," Anna-Jade moaned. "Every time I get my fucking hopes up...
Now even Michelle feels like she's slid backwards, the one member of my
family I thought I could fucking well talk to..."
"Let's- let's just stay in for the rest of the day, okay?" Paul asked.
"You put your feet up, I'll make us some popcorn, we'll just spend the
day on the sofa watching Netflix. How does that sound?"
"It's not exactly a Spanish beach, but it'll do," Anna-Jade sighed.
"You're the one who insisted on a 'staycation'," Paul reminded his
girlfriend, who responded by chuckling and hitting him with a cushion.
"Just- just go make popcorn," Anna-Jade laughed. "And Paul? Thanks for
everything you've done."
"You don't need to thank me," Paul laughed. "I'm your boyfriend. You're
my woman. It's what I'm supposed to do."
"Are you implying that sitting on my arse and being treated like a
princess is what I'm supposed to do?" Anna-Jade asked. "Because I could
definitely get behind that!" Anna-Jade laughed at Paul's coy smile as he
headed into the kitchen to prepare their snacks, but inside, she knew
that she wouldn't be able to distract herself from her family worries
forever...
Jessica breathed a long sigh of relief as she removed her blue pillbox
hat, stepped out of her tight skirt and kicked off her stiletto heels.
When she'd first pulled on the uniform, two years earlier, it had been a
source of excitement for her, but with every passing day, the uniform
had grown more and more irritating- though Jessica couldn't say for sure
that it wasn't her deteriorating relationship with Paige (who, of
course, wore an identical uniform at work) that was the source of her
frustration.
"6pm," Jessica said, looking at her phone. "Lunchtime back home."
Jessica took a deep breath as she dialled the long, international number
for her childhood home in America, and grinned widely as the phone was
answered after the third ring.
"Hello?" Jessica's mother asked.
"Hi mom!" Jessica said with a happy grin.
"Jessica!" Mrs. Tyler beamed. "So good to hear from you! And yes, before
you ask, we did watch it... I take it they're saving your story for a
future episode?"
"I dunno," Jessica laughed. "We're pretty sure there won't be a second
series, so... Maybe, I guess."
"Still, at least we saw Paige on-screen," Mrs. Tyler said. "You
should've heard Hayley when she saw Paige, that girl actually whooped!"
"Heh," Jessica replied, leading to an awkward silence.
"Jessica..." Mrs. Tyler sighed.
"I- I don't really want to talk about our relationship, not now,"
Jessica sighed. "Whatever happens, happens."
"Whatever happens is what you make happen," Mrs. Tyler retorted. "You
can't simply sit back and watch your relationship crumble. You and Paige
are meant to be together, you know you are. So what if you get engaged
later rather than sooner?"
"So what if I don't get engaged at all?" Jessica snorted.
"Do NOT talk like that!" Mrs. Tyler ordered, immediately silencing her
offspring with a tone of voice the American girl learned to fear when
she was younger.
"...Sorry, mom," Jessica mumbled.
"Jessica..." Mrs. Tyler sighed. "All relationships have their setbacks.
God knows your dad and I haven't always had a smooth ride. The big
question is: do you still love Paige?"
"Well- yes, of course," Jessica replied.
"And does Paige still love you?" Mrs. Tyler asked.
"I- I don't know," Jessica sighed. "I think so."
"You need to find out for sure," Mrs. Tyler said. "Though deep down, I
think you already know. Jessica... Even before we found out about you
and Paige's- well, your 'status', we always thought that she was perfect
for you. You were always fascinated with Europe growing up, and going
out with an Eng- with a Bri- a Scottish girl... You two couldn't be any
more suited."
"I guess," Jessica sighed. "I've got to go, don't want a huge bill
waiting for me when I get home... Talk soon, mom. My love to dad, Aaron
and Hayley."
"Talk soon, Jessica," Mrs. Tyler said, before ending the call. Jessica
let out a long sigh as she put her phone back in her handbag, before
pulling on the blouse, skirt and stilettos she'd worn to the airport. As
she strode through the main concourse, however, the smile returned to
Jessica's face when she saw three very familiar figures stood outside
the tube station.
"Didn't I tell you she'd be dressed the most stylish out of all of us?"
Nina asked with a smug grin.
"We have to dress stylishly on the way to and from work," Paige
retorted. "You've read our employee handbook..."
"Aye," Trisha giggled. "Doesn't stop Jessica from being a hundred times
sexier than you are, though!"
"Hi Nina, Hi Trisha," Jessica said, laughing at how tired the twins were
already making her feel on top of her long working day.
"Hi Jessica!" Nina and Trisha said simultaneously, barely suppressing
their giggles.
"What are you two doing in London?" Jessica asked.
"Good question," Paige replied, before playfully sticking her tongue out
at her sisters, who responded with mock offence.
"Is that anyway to talk to your sisters?" Nina asked. "I oughta complain
to your supervisor!"
"The same supervisor whose bed you're sleeping in tonight?" Paige asked,
making her sisters giggle again. "Yeah... 'Fraid we've got some
houseguests tonight, Jess."
"I don't mind," Jessica said with a warm grin. "As long as you don't
mind Aaron and Hayley stopping over next summer..."
"I'd mind them less than these two, that's for sure," Paige said.
"Shocked and appalled," Trisha said in an overdramatic voice.
"Fortunately, the shopping trip just about compensates for the
RIDICULOUS amount of abuse we've taken today."
"Ooh, what'd you get?" Jessica asked, giggling as the three Scottish
women opened their shopping bags for Jessica to see.
"And I may have got one or two... 'Other' things," Paige whispered to
Jessica, making the American girl giggle even louder as she got on the
tube home- though the wise words of her mother rang in her ears all the
way home.
After an energetic evening meal and a relaxing night on the sofa, the
four women headed to bed. Anna-Jade and Rachel had stayed at their
boyfriends' places for the night so that Nina and Trisha could have
their beds, whilst Jessica and Paige climbed into their queen-sized bed
and both let out long, tired sighs.
"Your sisters are exhausting," Jessica said, making the Scottish girl
laugh.
"Try growing up with them for 20 years," Paige snorted. "I pity the poor
bastards who marry them, because they will be marrying THEM. You get
one, you get the other."
"Meh, I guess that's part of the territory with twins," Jessica mused.
"I used to call them 'Fred and George' growing up," Paige laughed. "Of
course, I was always 'Ginny', not that I could tell my parents that..."
"You ever wish you had?" Jessica asked. "I mean, you're always hearing
stories about boys who come out to their parents when they're young and
get to live their lives as girls, go to school as girls..."
"Aye, sometimes," Paige mused. "It's not all skirts, netball and
cheerleading, though. For starters, girls can't get oestrogen until
they're sixteen, and you remember me telling you about that Laura White
girl, who got kidnapped by her dad just before we started for Soixante-
Trois?"
"Yeah, that'd probably be my parents' reaction," Jessica sighed. "You
remember me telling you about so-called 'conversion therapy'? I think
Annabelle was actually forced to go to one of those places once."
"Jesus..." Paige sighed. "No wonder she's so quiet all the time."
"I mean, it's kinda why I love Europe so much," Jessica mused. "Don't
get me wrong, I love America, I love the very idea of America, but you
can't call yourself 'the land of the free' when you're also
'Jesusland'."
"Enough politics," Paige said, snapping off her light and silencing her
lover with a long, passionate kiss.
Even as their saliva intermingled, though, Jessica couldn't help but
observe that her attempt at a serious conversation with Paige had been
derailed once again by sex, and she began to wonder whether or not Paige
was right- whether she was too young for marriage, or, indeed, any form
of adult relationship...
As she got dressed for work the following morning alongside her Scottish
lover, Jessica made no effort to resume the 'serious' conversation she'd
tried to have with Paige the previous night, knowing that any attempt
would be futile- as proved after she pulled on the black pencil dress
she planned to wear to work and Paige grabbed her nylon-covered thigh.
"I wish I didn't have to go back to work today..." Paige moaned. "When I
find out who's off sick, I'll make them REALLY ill..."
"Which flight are you doing?" Jessica asked as she applied layer after
layer of her favourite red lipstick.
"It's blue route, that's all I know," Paige sighed. "Fred and George up
yet?"
"Think I heard them leave half an hour ago," Jessica replied. "They must
have an early train or something."
"Right," Paige said. "Heh, three months ago I'd actually feel guilty
about working on a Wednesday, about not being there for Zoe... Think now
she feels like more a part of The Angels than she does, well, the 'Sky
Angels'."
"She's enjoying her career, you can't say fairer than that," Jessica
said, before a wicked grin swept across her face. "And is it really
'guilt' you felt, or disappointment at not being able to pull on a pair
of pink tights and a leotard?"
"Ah, you know me so well," Paige giggled, 'rewarding' Jessica with a
long, soft kiss. "Now come on, don't want to be late!"
"Yeah," Jessica laughed, though internally, she wished that, deep down,
she knew Paige as well as the Scottish girl was implying.
"Morning," Paul whispered, waking Anna-Jade with gentle nibbles on her
bare, soft neck.
"Stop that," Anna-Jade giggled. "You're lucky you're hot, or I'd break
your teeth..."
"Yeah, well you said you wanted to get up early today, remember?" Paul
asked, bringing a tired smile to Anna-Jade's face.
"Ah, yes, yes I did," the Irishwoman giggled, before padding over to her
overnight bag and withdrawing from it a pair of soft pink tights and a
stretchy, long-sleeved black leotard.
45 minutes later, with the skin-tight garments stretched over her body
and her ginger hair tied into a tight bun, Anna-Jade walked through the
front door of the Krystie Fullerton School of Dance hand-in-hand with
her boyfriend, and immediately cringed when she was greeted with cheers
and applause from the other similarly-clothed young women.
"I'll leave you to your adoring public," Paul laughed, giving Anna-Jade
a long kiss on the lips. "I know when I'm not welcome."
"It's not you, Paul, it's every MAN!" Krystie- the school's owner-
laughed as she and Zoe walked toward Anna-Jade.
"Ah, so good to see you here again!" Zoe giggled as she greeted her
friend and former colleague with a hug. "Even if I did see you on Monday
night, and not just at your flat!"
"Ehh... This was a fucking mistake, wasn't it?" Anna-Jade laughed as the
other women gathered around her. "I mean for crying out loud, all of you
are ACTUALLY famous..."
"You've been on TV most recently," one of the women retorted with a smug
grin.
"Can I have your autograph?" One of the other women asked, making Anna-
Jade roll her eyes.
"AFTER we dance," Zoe ordered, silencing the crowd as she led them into
the dance studio. "But it IS good to see you again, Anna-Jade. Thought
you'd given up dancing when you stopped coming to lessons last month."
"Just some awkward shifts," Anna-Jade shrugged. "That, and... It's kinda
not a priority for me right now. Um, no offence..."
"None taken," Zoe shrugged. "Just glad you can make it, I was missing
having a familiar face here. Now against the barre, miss!"
"Yes ma'am!" Anna-Jade giggled, taking her place at the barre as Krystie
and Zoe got the lesson started.
After changing into their form-fitting blue uniforms, Jessica and Paige
strode through the small employee area of Heathrow Airport to the
Soixante-Trois flight assignment board, where Rachel was waiting with a
wide, knowing grin on her face.
"Okay," Paige sighed. "Where do you want me today?"
"Well, lucky you, you get to fly with me today!" Rachel giggled.
"...I asked 'where', not 'who'," Paige said, making Rachel playfully
roll her eyes at her defiance, before giggling once again.
"Well," Rachel laughed. "Even luckier for you, you get to go home
today!"
"Go home?" Paige asked. "You mean I'm not needed for cover after all-
oh, no. Oh, no, no, no, no..." Paige bit her lip to keep herself from
swearing as Rachel's evil-sounding laugh grew louder and louder.
Sixty minutes later, Paige winced as the call light illuminated in the
rear compartment of the aeroplane. After straightening her hat and her
skirt, Paige pushed her drinks trolley out into the narrow aisle, her
cheeks flushing a bright red as she approached the two identical ginger-
haired women who were waiting for her.
"How can I help you, ma'am?" Paige asked in her sickeningly sweet 'work
voice'.
"You call this service?" Nina snorted with mock offence. "Do you know
how long I've been waiting for my drink?"
"We're about to die of thirst here!" Trisha chipped in, making Paige
bite her tongue to keep herself from retorting.
"I do apologise, ma'am," Paige said. "Can I get you anything to drink?"
"And what's with the 'ma'am's?" Nina asked. "Do we look like old women
to you?" Old hags, maybe, Paige thought to herself.
"I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to make personal comments whilst on duty,"
Paige replied. "What would you like to drink?"
"Do you have any whiskey?" Trisha asked, earning a stern stare from her
twin. "What? The drinks are complementary with these seats."
"Certainly, MISS," Paige replied, presenting her sister with her
requested drink.
"That was my drink!" Nina protested. "You were meant to give that drink
to me!"
"Oh, shut it, you," Trisha laughed. "We ain't breaking her. You may go
now, girl!"
"Thank you, MA'AM," Paige giggled, bobbing a quick curtsey before
returning to the rear of the plane with her trolley, though she was only
able to rest her tired feet for thirty seconds before the call light
illuminated again- and when Paige poked her head around the curtain, she
was unsurprised to find that the light was coming from the seat
immediately next to her previous call.
"This is gonna be a long flight," Paige muttered to herself as she once
again straightened her hat and her skirt and pushed her trolley into the
aisle of the plane...
Anna-Jade stretched her tired calf muscles as the dance lesson reached
its conclusion, before heading back to the changing room with the other
women.
"You know," Zoe said, "you ARE looking good out there, at the barre...
Wouldn't be surprised if I see pointe shoes in your near future!"
"Sure, my feet take enough punishment from the shoes I have to wear at
work," Anna-Jade snorted as she untied her bun and pulled on a long-
sleeved black minidress to cover up her dancewear. "Zoe... How- how did
your parents react when they found out that- well, that you and Natalie,
a transgendered girl-"
"They were happy for me," Zoe shrugged. "Maybe it's because they don't
see Natalie as a real woman because she's not taking oestrogen, I don't
know. Why, are you thinking about your parents again?"
"Yeah," Anna-Jade sighed. "Because of the show... Thought they might've
watched, I know my sister did, but-" Anna-Jade bit her lip as tears
formed in the corners of her eyes, prompting Zoe to lean in and give her
distraught friend a long, tight hug.
"Your parents don't deserve such an amazing daughter like you," Zoe
whispered. "And we- not just me and Natalie, or Jessica and Paige, but
all of us- WE'RE your family."
"You're more of a family than my so-called 'real' family ever were,"
Anna-Jade sniffled, before hearing a loud 'aww' from the reception area
outside the changing room.
"I think that will be the family's first 'niece'," Zoe giggled, leading
Anna-Jade back to the reception area where she saw Mary- her friend and
fellow Northern Irishwoman- stood holding the hand of her tiny, blonde,
dancewear-clad daughter.
"Hi, Kristina-Leigh! And Kristina-Leigh's mum," one of the women
laughed, earning a stuck-out tongue from the heavily-pregnant Mary.
"Sure, this little one had better be the next Darcey Bussell when she's
older, for all the abuse I'm taking," Mary laughed.
"Will you settle for 'the next Krystie Fullerton'?" Krystie herself
asked as she took the toddler's hand and led her into the dance studio.
"I know how many piercings you have," Mary retorted. "And I would NOT."
The room laughed as Mary followed her daughter into the dance studio,
causing Anna-Jade to take a deep breath as she nervously followed her.
"H- hi Mary," Anna-Jade whispered, barely loud enough for her friend to
hear her.
"Who- oh, hi Anna-Jade!" Mary beamed as she saw her countrywoman walking
beside her. "Long time no see, seems like ages since you were last at
one of these lessons!"
"I could say the same for you, but for obvious reasons!" Anna-Jade
giggled, pointing at Mary's swollen belly.
"Ah, yes!" Mary giggled. "Just three weeks to go..."
"Do- do you know, yet? I mean-" Anna-Jade stammered.
"Another girl," Mary said with pride. "Already picked out her name-
Natasha Emerald."
"'Emerald'?" Anna-Jade asked as she and Mary took their seats at the
side of the dance studio.
"Sure, my first one's not even got a trace of an Irish accent," Mary
sighed. "Her dad's English, her godparents are all English... Her
regular babysitter's Irish but even that isn't enough."
"That's what you get for giving birth in England," Anna-Jade teased,
making Mary roll her eyes.
"Don't make me laugh, for crying out loud," Mary sighed. "Natasha's
squeezing my bladder enough as it is... Anyway, why are we talking about
my bodily fluids and not the start of your media career?"
"Ugh," Anna-Jade spat, making Mary try not to laugh again. "Beginning to
regret ever agreeing to appear on that fu- on that show."
"Sure, you never know where it'll lead," Mary said. "I mean, I started
out as a model, I always wanted to be famous, but I never thought I'd
ever get half a million followers on Instagram. And that's the lowest of
all the Angels!"
"Think I've got eighty followers on my Instagram," Anna-Jade mumbled.
"Well, I can do something about that," Mary said with a smug grin,
before taking out her phone and taking a selfie of herself and Anna-
Jade. "That'll get you a few hundred from Norn Iron if nothing else,
heh!"
"Yeah," Anna-Jade laughed. "Not the ones I really want, though..."
"...Your parents?" Mary asked, sensing Anna-Jade's distress.
"Yeah," Anna-Jade sighed. "I really should stop getting my hopes up like
this..."
"Or your parents could pull their heads out of their backsides and
accept and love their daughter," Mary retorted.
"Yeah, 'cause that'll really happen," Anna-Jade snorted. "You know my
family's Catholic, right?"
"You know mine are too, right?" Mary retorted. "That little treasure
dancing there was conceived out of wedlock, and only because our
contraception failed. AND I married someone baptised as Church of
England- which my daughter was baptised into as well. AND one of my
bridesmaids was transgendered, and TWO of her godparents are
transgendered. My parents didn't so much as blink at any of that. Don't
get me wrong, I still love God... I just don't need some MAN to tell me
what to do with my, well, you know."
"You're lucky," Anna-Jade mumbled. "About your parents, I mean."
"Maybe," Mary shrugged. "And I don't know whether my parents accept this
or just tolerate it. All I know is that they know that I'm an adult, I'm
my own person. They have to let me make my own decisions. Well, they do
if they want to keep seeing their grandchildren, anyway!"
"Heh," Anna-Jade laughed. "That'll never work with my folks, for obvious
reasons..."
"You might not have given them any grandchildren," Mary said, "but they
can't ignore the fact that they have a daughter, and even though you're
an adult, that doesn't make you any less their child."
"Try telling them that," Anna-Jade snorted.
"It's not MY place to tell them," Mary said with a knowing smile, making
Anna-Jade sigh and roll her eyes.
"I know, I know," Anna-Jade moaned. "But I can't call them, they'd just
hang up on me... Ugh. Guess there's only one way to solve THIS one..."
"I guess there is," Mary said sympathetically as her attention returned
to her dancing daughter.
Ninety minutes later, having changed from her dancewear into a loose,
comfortable dress and black tights, Anna-Jade strode into the departure
lounge at Gatwick airport with an overnight bag in one hand, and her
boyfriend's large, strong hand in the other.
"Thanks for doing this," Anna-Jade said. "Sure, people will probably
think we're eloping, sneaking off like this..."
"How many times do I have to say it," Paul laughed. "You're my
girlfriend. Whatever you need, just ask. Wherever you need it either,
for that matter. And you clearly do NEED this."
"Thank you," Anna-Jade whispered.
Three hours, one flight, one train ride and one taxi ride later, Anna-
Jade found herself shaking with nerves as she stood outside the small,
terraced Londonderry house.
"God," Anna-Jade sighed. "I don't know if I can do this..."
"You came all this way," Paul said, tightening his grip on Anna-Jade's
hand. "I'm not going to tell you that you can back out of this, because
you know as well as I do that if you don't do this, you'll regret it for
the rest of your life."
"But what if they slam the door in my face?" Anna-Jade wailed.
"What if they don't?" Paul asked, making Anna-Jade sigh yet again.
"You're right," the flame-haired Irishwoman sighed, before knocking on
the door.
"Just a second," the young, thickly-accented Irishwoman said from inside
the house. "Hang on, I can't exactly move fast..." Anna-Jade forced her
mouth into a wide smile as the door flung open to reveal her younger
sister's shocked face.
"Hi Michelle!" Anna-Jade said nervously. "You did say 'always
welcome'..."
"I'm already regretting that," Michelle sighed, before smiling and
giving her sister a long, tight hug. "...It IS good to see you, AJ."
"What did we say about using 'AJ'?" Anna-Jade asked, making Michelle
laugh.
"Ahh... Sorry... ANNA-JADE," Michelle said, making both women giggle
excitedly. "And this is...?"
"Ah, yes," Anna-Jade giggled. "This is Paul, my boyfriend, Paul, this is
Michelle, the sister you've heard so much about!"
"Nice to meet you," Michelle said, greeting the shy young man with a
handshake. "Jonny's not home yet, but he will be soon. Come on in!"
Anna-Jade and Paul both smiled as they dragged their suitcases into the
house, before relaxing into the plush sofa.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Michelle laughed as she gently lowered herself into
her armchair. "I've invited you into my home, don't think I'm gonna wait
on you hand and foot!"
"You heard the woman, Paul," Anna-Jade giggled as her boyfriend tiredly
stood up. "Kitchen in the back?"
"Yep," Michelle said with a smug grin, before sighing. "AJ- Anna-Jade...
I know why you've come. I mean, let's face it, it's bloody obvious."
"I know," Anna-Jade sighed. "I just- I just figure if I'm here in
person, then mum and dad can't ignore me. Can't slam the phone down on
someone if you're staring them in the face... Especially if they've got
family, um, maybe backing them up?"
"Oh, no, no, no," Michelle sighed. "I'm not fighting your battles for
you!"
"I'm not fucking asking you to," Anna-Jade said. "I just want a bit of
back up, that's all... You were always the favourite growing up, anyway,
mum and dad think the sun shines out of your arse..."
"Hardly!" Michelle snorted.
"Oh please," Anna-Jade laughed. "You're daddy's little girl, the one who
got all the best princess toys for her birthdays, who had all the
fanciest parties, who got chauffeured all over the country to gymnastics
competitions..."
"...The one who got pregnant out of wedlock," Michelle said, letting out
a small chuckle as Anna-Jade's jaw dropped.
"...What?" Anna-Jade asked.
"Due in April," Michelle said with a smug grin. "Dad was NOT happy when
he found out!"
"Michelle..." Anna-Jade whispered, before jumping up and giving her
sister a long, tight hug. "Congratulations! This is so cool!"
"Thanks!" Michelle giggled excitedly. "It's fucking terrifying,
though..."
"Can imagine..." Anna-Jade sighed. "You know Mary Carter's pregnant
again, right? Due later this month?"
"Yep, I follow her Facebook," Michelle laughed. "AND her Instagram...
Didn't take you long to become a Hollywood luvvie, did it?"
"Oh- it was one selfie, that's all," Anna-Jade sighed. "Probably won't
help my case with dad, though..."
"And now you know that I won't, either," Michelle said, making Anna-Jade
sigh loudly.
"Dad didn't reject you outright for being pregnant though, did he?"
Anna-Jade asked.
"Well- no," Michelle said. "He didn't seem that upset either that we
were using contraceptives..."
"Sounds almost like he's picking and choosing which parts of his
religion to follow," Anna-Jade mused.
"Sure, who doesn't?" Michelle asked.
"Very true," Anna-Jade sighed. "It sucks if that's the case, though-
means he hates me simply for being who I am, can't blame it on him just
being religious..."
"Religion's never an excuse for bigotry," Michelle said. "I go to church
every Sunday, doesn't mean I see you as the spawn of the devil."
"You did when we were growing up," Anna-Jade said, making Michelle
double over in a fit of giggles.
"If I knew then what I know now..." Michelle mused. "...I probably still
would. But at least we'd have been able to swap clothes!"
"Heh," Anna-Jade laughed as Paul returned with three mugs of hot tea.
"Bit hard to do that by phone or Facebook, but I'm willing to give it a
go if you are... I actually brought that leather skirt you liked, you
know, as a gift, but if you're not going to be able to fit in it for-"
"Many thanks," Michelle said with a smug grin. "Where are you staying
tonight?"
"In a hotel in the town centre," Paul replied.
"We're going to- well, you know- tomorrow afternoon," Anna-Jade mumbled.
"Maybe catch mum first before dad gets home from work."
"I'll see if I can get the afternoon off work," Michelle said, making
Anna-Jade nearly cry with happiness.
"So- so you will-" Anna-Jade asked.
"Of course I will," Michelle said. "And not just for that skirt! Anna-
Jade... It's obvious just from five minutes talking to you and looking
at you that 'Anthony' is gone and won't be coming back. You- you're so
at ease, I mean, I was expecting to see my brother in drag, pretending
to be a woman, but- but that's obviously just not the case. If you want
to be my sister... Then I want you to be my sister."
"Thank you so much!" Anna-Jade sobbed, giving her sister another tight
hug as the tears flowed freely.
Paige bit her lip to keep herself from grimacing as she changed from her
blue uniform back into her slinky pencil dress. The flight back to
London from Glasgow had been much quieter- as her sisters had obviously
remained in Scotland- but all throughout the flight she'd felt her
supervisor's eyes bore into the back of her skull, as if to say 'I got
you, and there's nothing you can do about it'.
"Oh, come on," Rachel pleaded. "If you were in my position, there's no
way you WOULDN'T do that!"
"Your sisters aren't fu- aren't evil," Paige retorted.
"I dunno, they have their moments," Rachel shrugged. "And you handled it
well, very professionally... You know it's promotion time coming up
soon, I know for a fact you're looking at a supervisor role, you and
Jess."
"...Maybe," Paige shrugged. "When I started here I didn't imagine it
would become a fully-fledged career."
"Well, for what it's worth, you're really good at your job," Rachel
said. "Good enough that you need the occasional 'humbling', heh!"
"I'm quite happy not being humbled," Paige said, making Rachel giggle
again.
"Well, perhaps," Rachel laughed as she buttoned her smart white blouse
and smoothed her tight black pencil skirt.
"Really?" Paige asked as she examined her supervisor's figure. "You're
leaving your corset on? What happened to 'freeing the waist' after a
flight?"
"You're not the only one with promotion aspirations," Rachel said with a
smile as she slipped her feet into her black high heels and strode
through the corridors of Heathrow Airport to her manager's office.
"Hello, Rachel," Alana- Rachel's boss- said as the young blonde woman
sat down opposite her. "Good day in Scotland?"
"Aye," Rachel said with a giggle. "Have you had a chance to review my
expression of interest yet?"
"I have," Alana said, before letting out a long sigh. "Rachel...
Ordinarily, I'd be on your side here, you're a great worker, you're the
face of our reality show and all your evidence you've submitted points
to you being ideal for the manager's job, but-"
"'But'," Rachel sighed.
"Rachel..." Alana groaned. "These last twelve months, I don't know
what's got into you, but- but you've turned into a teenager. I told you
after the incidents with Monsieur Durand that your odds of promotion
weren't good, I'd have thought that would inspire you to knuckle down
and work harder, instead you've turned- you've all but turned into Zoe
Renou."
"Bit harsh, don't you think?" Rachel asked. "I don't pretend to be
transgendered to annoy customers, I actually take this job seriously-"
"You violate the dress code virtually every day you go home," Alana
retorted. "Obviously we can't prove it, but still-"
"Seriously?" Rachel asked. "I'm being denied a promotion because I don't
like wearing a corset to and from work?"
"You agreed to the dress code when you signed your contract of
employment," Alana said. "If you defy that, who knows what else you'll
defy? And besides, the dress code is enforced for a very good reason."
"That reason being 'Antoine Masson gets his rocks off watching women try
to do work in the most impractical clothing of all time'," Rachel
scoffed, making her manager sit back in her chair with a frown on her
face. "Alana- you've worn the uniform, you know how difficult it is to
do the job in it, it needs reforming, and soon!"
"The T-girls don't complain about the corsets, or the stilettos," Alana
shrugged.
"Not in public, they don't," Rachel argued. "Believe me when I say that
none of them habitually wear corsets or stilettos or even stockings and
suspenders when they're at home."
"Rachel," Alana sighed. "This isn't a discussion we can have. The dress
code is mandatory. You know why, and you know that it isn't going to
change. So your best bet is to accept it, or start looking for work
elsewhere."
"...Fine," Rachel said in a dark stoic voice. "See you round, Alana."
"Don't do anything we'll both end up regretting, Rachel," Alana said as
the blonde woman left her office. With a determined stride, Rachel
headed straight for the nearest ladies' toilet, where she took her make-
up bag out of her handbag and began methodically stripping her face of
every trace of cosmetics, before untying her French braid and letting
her long, straight blonde hair fall about her face.
"Gorgeous," Rachel said with a smug grin before heading to the tube stop
that would ferry her to her home.
Hours later, after Rachel and Paige had left the airport, Jessica and
Annabelle strode into the cramped locker room and breathed a sigh of
relief as they removed their uniforms and pulled their own black pencil
dresses back on.
"How long has it been since we were last on the same flight?" Jessica
asked her countrywoman.
"I dunno, honey," Annabelle replied. "Gotta be at least two months."
"Guess they felt that Lisbon needed two Americans today, heh," Jessica
mused. "And, of course, that their show needed none, not that I'm
complaining, heh!"
"You said it," Annabelle laughed. "I was terrified on Monday..."
"No offence, but you definitely looked it," Jessica said. "Not as
terrified as Paige looked when she saw that she was going to be on a
flight with her sisters, heh!"
"Ahh, wish I'd been on THAT flight," Annabelle giggled. "Paige is so
lucky that her family accepts her..."
"Yeah..." Jessica said, grimacing as she remembered Annabelle's tales of
her own rejection by her family.
"She's also lucky to have you, honey," Annabelle muttered. "Same goes
the other way round."
"Oh- really?" Jessica asked. "Even YOU are gonna comment on my
relationship?"
"Sorry, honey," Annabelle mumbled. "But since your birthday, the two of
you... It breaks my heart watching the two of you."
"...I know," Jessica sighed. "Kinda wish the show had made more of a
fuss of our relationship now, heh."
"There's still five more episodes," Annabelle said.
"Assuming Anna-Jade doesn't hog all the screen time," Jessica said,
making Annabelle giggle.
"Like I said, five more episodes," Annabelle giggled, before leaving
Jessica alone in the locker room with her thoughts.
"Yeah, everybody else wants me and Paige to stay together," Jessica
mused as she pulled on her black stilettos and sighed as the shiny black
material of the shoes reminded her of her lover's silky, jet-black hair-
hair that would already be asleep in bed when Jessica returned home.
"Pity it's not up to them..."
"Your sister's awesome," Paul said to Anna-Jade as they relaxed into the
comfortable hotel bed. "So's her fianc?. I take it we'll be coming over
for the wedding?"
"Ehh..." Anna-Jade sighed. "I mean obviously, yes, I want to, but...
Ugh. It all depends on tomorrow, I guess. Get some sleep, babe- we're
gonna need all the energy we can spare..." Paul gave Anna-Jade a tight
cuddle as they slowly closed their eyes, but even he found it difficult
to sleep as Anna-jade's body was so tense, and when the two of them got
up the following morning, neither of them felt rested or relaxed.
"Ugh," the Irishwoman spat as her phone's alarm went off and she swung
her smooth, hairless legs out of bed. "Why did we agree to go in the
afternoon, again?"
"We can go earlier if you want," Paul said. "It's your trip, after all."
"It's your holiday too," Anna-Jade reminded her boyfriend. "You wanted
to see where I grew up, I promised to show you around Derry..."
"It's up to you," Paul said. "But this is the reason we came out here,
and the longer you get to talk to your mum..." Anna-Jade close her eyes
and took a deep breath- she instinctively knew that Paul was right.
An hour later, for the second time in as many days, Anna-Jade's hands
trembled as she raised them to knock on the door in front of her. Unlike
her sister, with whom Anna-Jade had talked a lot before reconciling,
she'd had no contact with her mother since beginning her transition-
none beyond the angry slam of a telephone, anyway.
"Just a minute," a voice called from the inside of the house, a voice
that Anna-Jade instantly identified as belonging to her mother. "I
swear, if this is for number eighteen again..." Anna-Jade's mother's
voice stopped, and her jaw dropped with shock as she opened the door to
see her child stood on the doorstep.
"H- hi mum," Anna-Jade said, her knees shaking with terror as her mother
slowly studied her body. "I- I've come home- I mean, I've come to see
you..." Anna-Jade beamed her widest, sweetest smile, but it wasn't
enough to keep her mother's face from screwing up in a look of pure
disgust, before slamming the door