If I Knew How You Felt
Author's Note: Wondered if I could do a decent body swap story. Here is
my effort
Alex and Jenna were cuddling on a couch in the living room of the condo
they were using for their anniversary trip. It had been great so far,
they had gone to nearby tourist sites, eaten at some nice restaurants,
done some exploring around the nearby lake and woods. This evening they
had dinner at the resort's restaurant and were now sharing a bottle of
wine they had picked up earlier in the week.
"This has been a really nice trip," Jenna commented. "And I think we
really needed it. I know we both deal with different pressures but I
feel like we've gotten so we don't pay attention to each other. I was
thinking you didn't care about my stuff because you were too busy
dealing with your own."
"Yeah, it has been a good trip," Alex answered and squeezed her a bit
tighter. "And I agree, I have been feeling the same. I had my problems
and you were too busy to care about it so I dealt with mine and left you
to deal with yours. I feel like we've really reconnected again. But, you
know what, it hasn't been all that different from the other trips we
have done."
"True," she came back, "but what could be different? We've done
everything we like to do."
"I know but maybe we ought to do something we don't normally do. Take a
chance. Be a little daring."
"What do you have in mind?" she sat up a bit now to look at him.
"Well, I was thinking about that little cove we found, the one around
that rocky jetty from the public beach. Nobody seemed to have been
there. What would you say to a little moonlight swim?"
"Are you crazy?" she scoffed. "It is going to start raining any minute."
"So you are afraid to go swimming because you might get caught in the
rain and get wet?"
"You say it like that and it sounds stupid," she huffed. "But what if
there is lightning? Being in the water if lightning hits, we could be
killed."
"Hey, a little adventure," he tried to assure her. "If we see lightning
we'll get out."
Jenna was starting to get a bit excited about the idea and finally
relented. "OK, let me put on my suit."
"No," Alex grinned. "Skinny dip."
"NO!" she screeched and jumped up off the couch. "We can't!"
"Why not? We'll be alone. C'mon. Be daring before we go back to our
boring old lives."
She stood there staring at him for a moment then tilted her wine glass
up emptying it into her mouth. "Fine. But if we get caught I am never
speaking to you again."
"We won't get caught," he assured her.
"Famous last words."
Alex finished his wine and grinned as he got up and went to the door. It
was crazy what they were about to do and he knew it but it felt right to
him. They were always doing the same thing and he wanted, no needed, to
break free of that. He loved Jenna with all his heart, even after twelve
years of marriage he still loved her, but they needed something
different. Maybe this little rebellion of skinny dipping in the rain
would be it.
They drove around the lake a short distance to the public beach then
proceeded to walk down to where there was a path that led through the
trees to a smaller beach by a rocky jetty that projected out into the
water hiding it from view. There weren't any other cars in the parking
lot so they were certain they were alone, this private beach would give
them enough time to "get decent" if someone else were to have the same
idea.
Alex stepped into the soft sand pulling Jenna along. He released her
hand and quickly pulled his shirt up over his head.
"You really are going to do this," Jenna stood on the sand just a step
from the trees.
"You've come this far..." Alex challenged as he pulled his shoes off.
Jenna shook her head no as she watched him grinning at her as he pulled
off his socks and stuck them in his shoes. As he started unbuckling his
belt she laughed and proceeded to pull her blouse over her head. She
unbuckled her sandals, unzipped her slacks and pushed them down. She
hesitated before removing her bra or the skimpy white panty she wore but
looked up in time to see her husband's bare ass disappearing into the
dark lake water. Letting out a deep breath she reached behind her and
unfastened the bra, she let it drop and pushed the panties down to her
feet.
"Is it cold?" she called to Alex as she started walking closer to the
water, he arms crossed over her breasts.
"It feels great! Exhilarating! Come on in," he called back about twenty
feet from the shore.
Jenna dipped a tenuous toe into the water. It was cold, colder than she
would like but the idea of her husband naked in the water just ahead
made her decide to go forward. She waded into the water dropping her
arms to keep her balance as she waded out to meet him.
There was just enough light for Alex to see her entering the water. He
grinned as he watched her breasts swing slightly as she plowed through
the water. He became very aroused and couldn't wait for her to reach
him. At last she swam up and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"This is a lot colder that I thought." She pulled herself close to him.
"Feels great though, doesn't it?" He wrapped his arms around her waist.
"Feel really alive."
"You're crazy," she laughed. "How long are we going to stay out here?"
"You want to leave already?" He felt disappointed. "Give it a minute. It
won't seem as cold."
"Oh, it is already not as cold," she soothed him. "I'm just worried
about the storm."
"OK," he conceded. "When the rain really starts, we'll go. That way our
clothes won't be too wet."
"We didn't bring any towels," she realized. "Lot of good dry clothes are
going to do us."
"It is a short drive back to the condo. We'll be able to get into dry
things in no time. Now, relax. Enjoy." He began kissing her neck.
"Hmm," she purred and leaned her head back.
Alex worked his way down while leaning her back so that her breasts came
to just above the surface of the water. Her nipples were hard and he
sucked on them slowly but eagerly.
Jenna was no longer cold and starting to get into Alex's game. She
rotated around so that she was almost lying in his arms. This allowed
her to reach down and get hold of his cock.
"I thought cold water made these things smaller." She squeezed his solid
shaft.
"Hot wives tend to reverse that," he laughed.
She started to rotate around again, this time with the idea of getting
him inside her. She wondered what it would be like screwing in the
water. They'd done it in the shower before but never completely
submerged.
Alex caught on quick with what she was trying to do and as he tried to
help her get into position they heard the first rumble of thunder. They
both froze for a second staring at each other silently asking if that
was what they thought it was. As if the heavens understood the question
there was a brief flash of light and a louder rumble that sounded like a
boulder rolling across the sky.
"OK," Alex nodded, "I think we ought to get out."
"Yeah," Jenna nodded.
Alex took Jenna's hand and began leading them back to shore. He got his
footing quickly and took a few steps to get to where Jenna could touch
bottom. The thunder and lightning were coming faster. They were almost
to the beach, the water knee-deep to Jenna when the world became bright
white. A tree exploded as lightning struck it. Alex and Jenna
instinctively stopped and ducked but in less than a second the lightning
pulsed again and a tendril of electricity left the tree and struck the
water just yards from them. Their world went from brightest light to
absolute darkness in less than a blink of an eye.
* 2 *
Alex started to regain consciousness. He couldn't quite remember
anything with any clarity and his body felt entirely wrong like all his
nerves were on fire. He tried to open his eyes but couldn't focus.
Slowly the feelings subsided and his mind started to clear.
Lightning. He remembered a bright flash and he had Jenna's hand trying
to get them out of the water. Jenna. Where was she? He tried blinking
several times and finally his eyes started to clear. He realized he was
lying on the beach, his legs were still in the water, he was aware of
the cold gently moving against his knees. It was still raining too,
though not very hard.
His head ached but he couldn't see Jenna so he tried to lift it to look
around. He fought through the pain and turned to look the other way.
Something covered his face when he turned, wet and thick. Jenna's hair?
Was she that close? He groped out as he raised his hand to clear his
face. Nobody was within reach. He pushed whatever was covering his face
back behind him.
In the darkness he could see a figure lying on the beach about twenty
feet away. Even in the darkness he knew it wasn't Jenna, it looked like
a man. Did someone try and help us and get hit too? I don't remember
seeing anyone else. The figure started to stir.
Alex struggled to get to his feet. His body still felt strange and he
was having balance problems, and his chest was wrong. He ran his hand up
his abdomen and was shocked when he encountered something attached to
his chest. He looked away from the figure on the beach and down to his
own chest where he found breasts!
"What the hell?" he squealed and was shocked by the high pitch of his
own voice.
"Who's there?" he heard a man's voice coming from the figure. "What?"
Alex stood there staring at the breasts he was now holding in his hands,
and at the manicured nails on those hands. He stared in disbelief as the
figure clumsily gained his feet also staring down at his crotch.
"Alex!" the man bellowed.
"I'm Alex! What have you done with Jenna? Where's my wife?" he screamed.
"I'm Jenna!" the man responded, eyes going wide as she caught sight of
Alex. "My God! What is going on? This can't be happening."
"Of course not," Alex responded. "We are unconscious and our minds have
just gotten scrambled from the lightning. We'll wake up in a couple
hours and everything will be fine."
"Alex," Jenna spoke from Alex's body, "I'm cold. I don't get cold in my
dreams. And I hurt."
"No, it's a dream, it has to be," Alex retorted.
"Fine, dream or not, I need to get dressed," Jenna argued.
"Yeah, ok, we'll carry on like normal and we'll be awake soon," Alex
answered.
They went to the clothes they left on the beach. The clothes were damp
from lying there in the rain but they started putting them on anyway.
Alex grabbed his underwear and pulled them up, they immediately started
slipping back down his legs. He looked over at Jenna and she was having
problems getting the white panties up.
Alex sighed and Jenna looked over helplessly. "Right clothes for the
right body," he told her. Jenna nodded and lumbered over to Alex's
clothes.
Alex picked up the little white panty and slipped it on. The thong
settled into place and felt comfortable enough. He picked up the bra and
looked it over before deciding he wasn't wearing it. He stepped into her
pants and pulled the blouse on. He decided to carry the shoes back
rather than work out the straps. He bent to pick them up and felt his
nipples rub against the smooth damp fabric of the blouse. He became
aware of them tightening.
"Come on." He reached his tinier hand to Jenna and guided her along as
she piloted his body back along the path, across the other beach and to
the car in the parking lot. "My keys are in my pocket."
At first Jenna looked confused and then realized what Alex was telling
her. She reached into the pants pocket and pulled out the keyring. She
threw it over the car and over Alex in the process.
"Sorry," she sighed. "I didn't realize I would throw them that far."
"It's ok," Alex answered as he picked them up. He pressed the button
unlocking the doors and climbed in behind the wheel. Jenna was sitting
in the passenger seat staring through the windshield. He quickly
realized he couldn't reach the pedals as well, or see in the mirrors. He
worked to readjust everything and once satisfied pulled his seatbelt on.
The shoulder strap rested on his left breast and rubbed his nipple.
"Should have put the bra on," he mumbled.
"What?" Jenna asked.
"Nothing." He started the car. "Get your seatbelt on."
Jenna buckled in and Alex drove them back to the condo.
They made it back without incident happily because they realized Jenna
left her purse with license at home because Alex was doing all the
driving. It might have been a little hard to explain to the cop that the
woman driving was actually the man on the license.
They got inside and immediately went to the bedroom to change out of the
wet clothes.
"We probably ought to go to the hospital," Jenna suggested.
"I feel alright," Alex protested. "And I don't think they will believe
us if we try explaining that you are really me, and I am really you.
Hell, I'm still having trouble believing it.
"Didn't you bring any sweats or anything? All I can find are these
nighties you've been wearing."
"Well, this was supposed to be a romantic getaway," Jenna protested. "So
I only brought stuff to get us in the mood. Worked fine by the way. Just
slip something on, you'll like it. I'll throw on some boxers and a t-
shirt."
Alex held up a nightgown, it wasn't completely sheer but he could see
shadows through it. With a sigh he pulled it over his head. It didn't
quite feel right and realized he needed to adjust his breasts above the
band that fit right under them.
He turned as Jenna pulled a t-shirt down over his body.
"Aren't you going to put some panties on?" she asked. "I would
appreciate it. I know it is my body you are wearing but I don't want to
look at myself like that all evening."
"Sure." Alex sighed and turned and pawed through the few clean panties
remaining. He selected a red pair that weren't much denser than the
nightie he had on. He slipped them up his legs and glanced at his image
in the mirror. He saw his wife's beautiful ass encased in the red
panties, easily able to make out every detail, until he dropped the hem
of the nightie down, then the two nearly sheer materials mostly hid any
detail. "Better?"
"Thanks," Jenna answered. "Now, we need to talk."
They returned to the living room and talked for hours. They tried to
figure out what they could do to reverse the change. After deciding they
didn't have a clue, and that they weren't certain they wanted to risk
another lightning strike; they started talking about how to handle their
new lives if nothing changed.
"Well, catching the plane home tomorrow won't be a problem," Jenna
started. "Nobody we will have to deal with could possibly know that we
aren't us. Well, we are but we're not. You know what I mean."
"Yeah, I understand," Alex agreed while fingering the hem of the
nightie. "The problem comes on Monday if we have to go back to work like
this. Me showing up at my office like this, nobody will believe it. And
I can't go to your office because I have no idea how to do your job!"
"I know," Jenna answered. "I've been thinking about that too. I'm hoping
this fixes itself before we have to deal with it. Right now, I'm
exhausted, let's go to bed. Who knows, maybe it will fix itself in the
morning."
"That's as good a plan as any right now." Alex dropped the hem and got
up.
They got into bed and after a while both were asleep.
* 3 *
The next morning they woke and faced the reality that the swap wasn't a
dream and it hadn't fixed itself during the night. Jenna told Alex to
get in the shower first, it was going to take him a lot longer to get
ready than he was accustomed to.
"Actually, it will be nice getting ready in fifteen minutes for a
change," she teased. "I have something already set aside to wear on the
plane, it's comfortable and I think you'll like it. When you shower be
sure and clean everything well, I want you keeping that body in good
shape for when I get it back."
Alex nodded and proceeded to strip off the nightie and panty then tossed
them on the pile of dirty clothes. He proceeded to go to the bathroom
and turn on the shower.
"If you need any help let me know," Jenna called.
"Considering you have about a dozen bottles of things in the shower and
I have one I might need a little instruction."
Jenna went to the bathroom and proceeded to tell Alex what each of the
things were and how to apply them.
While Alex showered Jenna set about to packing the clothes and making
sure they had everything. She got the clothes put away, stripped off the
clothes she wore to bed and added them to the dirty clothes. Then she
grabbed a pair of jeans, t-shirt and briefs that she had set aside to
wear that day. She took them and a bra, yellow panties, blouse, and
capri pants to the bathroom. Alex was just starting to dry off.
She helped Alex get into his bra and allowed him to get his panty on
before instructing him on how to dry and curl the long blond hair he now
had. Once he was on his way she climbed into the shower.
Alex finished his hair and proceeded to brush and floss his teeth and
was just finishing that when the water cut off in the shower.
"Wow," Jenna called as she toweled off, "I could get used to that. Zip,
zip, done."
"Yeah, I know, you always have griped about how easy men have it."
"Well, so far I don't see I was wrong," she answered wrapping the towel
around her chest, then after a thought readjusted it to hang around her
waist. "Let me help you with your make-up."
Jenna started teaching her husband about things she had been doing all
her adult life and hardly thought about any longer. Explained how to
apply the various things to even out and accentuate parts of her face.
At thirty-four she was happy she still had a good complexion but a
little magic in a bottle never hurt. At last she was satisfied that Alex
looked as good she would and started getting herself ready. A quick
brush of her short hair, deodorant, and tooth brushing and she was
smirking at how easy it was.
"Don't forget to shave," Alex told her as he pulled his hair out of the
collar of the blouse. Now it was his turn to help her get through the
shaving cream and working the razor around her face without carving it
up.
"Just you wait til you have to shave your legs," Jenna huffed and she
wiped her face off.
"Fortunately, you had them nice and smooth," he grinned. He wanted to
give her a kiss but he couldn't look at his old face and kiss it. Any
man's face for that matter. So he just smiled and her and left the
bathroom.
Jenna packed all the bathroom supplies into the smaller bag and double
checked one last time that everything had been accounted for.
Alex grabbed for the large suitcase out of habit and groaned and he
pulled it off the unmade bed. It hit the floor with a thump.
"I think you are going to have to take that one," he told Jenna
embarrassed by his struggle. "I'll get the lighter one."
Jenna grabbed the handle of the big bag and pulled it to the front door,
Alex followed, turned out the lights and they headed for the car.
Once Jenna loaded the bags in the trunk Alex suggested she drive since
he was the one with his name on all the papers. She turned and got in
and they headed off to the airport.
Nobody thought anything strange of them. They were a typical couple from
what anyone could tell. They arrived home and turned in after a long day
of travel.
* 4 *
"So, now what?" Jenna started the day.
"I'm calling the office and telling them something came up and I need to
take another week off," Alex answered. "Or actually, you are calling my
office."
"OK, you can do the same for me," she nodded, "but that takes care of
this week, what about the next one and the one after that? We can't keep
waking up every morning to see what equipment we have between our legs
to know how to meet the day."
"I know," Alex sighed heaving his chest up and down. "I'll try and think
of something."
"We'll think of something," Jenna corrected. "And I think you need to
start calling me Alex. Someone comes around and we are calling each
other by the wrong names and it will be disastrous. We'll be shipped off
to the funny farm."
"OK, Alex," Alex told her with a bit of hesitation.
Jenna went to the shower to wash off the travel of the previous day.
After needing to wash his face clean of all the make-up and with no
plans to go anywhere that day Alex decided to just get dressed and
started trying to figure out their next move.
"I feel better," Jenna announced as she entered the kitchen. She had on
jeans and that was all that Alex could see. "It's nice to be able to
just walk around half-naked and not worry about a neighbor seeing me
through a window or something. So, come up with anything?"
"What if we move?" he answered.
"Move? Where? And do what?" Jenna sat at the table with him.
"I haven't figured that out yet. But, if we sell the house, find
something we can work at that doesn't rely on what we have already been
doing so we don't need a past reference, then we can start over. It's
not perfect, but it could help. Give us an out."
They talked more about things that needed to be done in the short term
just for getting by like buying groceries and putting gas in the cars.
Eventually they decided the best thing was just to do the things they
were used to doing. Most didn't require any specific needs of strength
or height so Alex could continue doing them. And Jenna liked doing the
things she normally did so she kept doing them.
Later that evening they were sitting in the living room with laptops
lighting their faces in the dying light of day when Jenna found
something she thought interesting.
"A winery."
"What about a winery?" Alex asked her.
"We buy a winery. We become our own bosses," she explained. "I've always
loved gardening and plants in general. You've got all the experience to
run the business end of things. You could be the host, well hostess, in
the tasting room. Coordinate shipments and things. I can oversee the
vineyard itself. We find someone to make the wines at least until we can
get a better idea of what we are doing."
"Could we make it work soon enough that we wouldn't go broke? And can we
afford it?"
"I found an ad for a small winery for sale in the Sierra foothills in
California just east of Sacramento. It's a small place but they say they
have a pretty decent wine club. If we don't screw up the wines, we could
probably step in and keep the ball rolling."
"Sounds too good to be true," Alex answered. "If it were so easy why
hasn't someone else taken it."
"Don't get me wrong," Jenna returned, "it is going to be a lot of hard
work. I just see it as an opportunity to be our own bosses, and if we
get back our own selves we will be able to deal with it a lot easier.
Most folks that come through we will only see a couple times a year.
Anyone who works there who can't adjust to changes that might suddenly
need to be made can find other work."
"OK," Alex nodded, "let's look into it. I'll make some calls tomorrow."
He closed the laptop. "I'm tired. I'm ready to go to bed."
Jenna closed her computer and pushed it off to the side. She slid over
on the couch closer to Alex. "I want to have sex."
Alex's eyes went wide. "Jenna, I don't know. I haven't even been able to
work up to kissing you yet. I just see a man in front of me and I can't
bring myself to do it. Why now?"
"Well," Jenna leaned away a bit, "when I showered this morning I was
washing, and well, I was really soapy and trying to clean..."
"You jacked off in the shower, didn't you?" Alex laughed.
"Yeah." Jenna blushed. "It just felt so good that I couldn't stop. Next
thing I know my head gets all fuzzy, I'm shooting streams of cum across
the shower and my knees go week. I've been wondering how much better it
could be with someone to do it to me."
"I don't know." Alex pulled his knees up and clutched them against his
breasts.
"Look, I understand." Jenna leaned closer again. "Maybe it is easier for
me because I was a woman. You always hear about women who experiment in
college with a lesbian romance, you never hear about guys doing that. I
don't know if they don't do it, or just don't admit it. But I look at
you and although I see a woman, I also see you Alex. And I still love
you, and right now I want you."
Before Alex could answer Jenna leaned in and kissed him. At first he
tried to resist but he relented quickly. He allowed her tongue to invade
his mouth and he found himself greedily sucking on it. He began to relax
and let his legs drop back down. It took only a moment before he felt
Jenna's hand caress his right breast. He found himself thinking he
needed to get his bra off.
Suddenly the kiss ended. Jenna stood up and swept the smaller Alex into
her arms and carried him to the bedroom. She gently laid him on the bed
then stepped back and began to strip. Alex watched for a moment as the
shirt came off and as she unbuckled the belt. He knew every inch of the
body that used to be his own and knew what he was about to be confronted
with when the underwear hit the floor. Then he remembered how he felt
when Jenna's large manly hands held his breast. He began undressing.
At last they were both naked. Jenna moved toward the bed, her hard-on
waving slightly with each step.
"I don't think I can do much," Alex whispered. "I am definitely not
sucking on it."
"Dear," Jenna crawled up on the bed beside Alex, "that mouth has sucked
on this cock more times than I can count. I think if you try it you'll
like it. But, if you can't handle it right now, then just lie back,
close your eyes and let me see what I can do. I am so anxious to try
this out from this side."
Alex nodded and lay back on the bed. He closed his eyes and waited.
After a moment he felt her hands on his breasts. The fingers glided over
his nipples and he could feel them respond to her touch. A moment later
lips and tongue on his left breast. She sucked and licked and blew on it
and his body responded. She moved to the other breast and he felt the
roughness of her face against his soft skin, she hadn't shaved that
morning. Without thinking about it he found he put his hand on her head
and was weaving his fingers into the short hair. Then he was aware of
her fingers probing between his legs. He parted them aching to be
touched. A rough finger pushed through and rubbed his clit, fireworks
went off in his head and he groaned. The finger retreated and he almost
begged for more but bit on his lip instead.
The mouth disappeared from his breast and began lightly kissing its way
down the swell, down his abdomen and stopped at the mound above his
pussy. He felt Jenna's arms slipping under each of his thighs and then
his breasts were being firmly held in those large hands. His nipples
were being lightly pinched between the fingers and he arched his back
trying to get the mouth that was so near to start its work.
At last he felt lips against the outer folds of skin and he pressed. A
tongue separated the folds and teased at his clit. He couldn't believe
how anxious he was to have more. He needed release. Pressure as he was
opened wider and his clit was being sucked on. He opened his eyes, he
saw his hands working his wife's breasts, his face buried in his wife's
pussy, heard the sucking noises and muffled grunts. But no, not his
face, not his wife's pussy and breasts, MY pussy, MY breasts, My
Husband.
"Oh, Alex, fuck me!" he cried out. "Please, I need to feel you inside
me."
He saw Jenna's eyes open looking up at him between his breasts. She
pulled her hands back and began to move up but kissed the inside of his
thighs first before moving. A move he recognized as wiping off excess
fluid from his mouth. He smiled and raised his legs as she moved up.
"Jenna," she called to him. "You really feel like a woman now? You
really want your man?"
"Oh, yes," he quietly mewled. "I need to feel you in me."
"You will feel more like a woman than you thought," she whispered. "And
I can't wait to feel this cock in that soft pussy of yours. And I know
exactly how to do it because I've been exactly where you are."
Alex felt the head of the cock press against him. Instinctively he
reached down and guided it to the entrance of his vagina. It didn't even
occur to him that he was holding a prick not attached to his own body,
though it had been his up until a few days ago.
Jenna pressed forward and found the tunnel. Alex wrapped his legs around
her and urged her to press forward into him. In and out, in a bit
deeper, deeper. Alex felt like Jenna was coming all the way through him
and up his throat. He leaned his head back opening his mouth wide. He
heard himself moaning with each stroke of Jenna's cock. He wrapped his
arms around her shoulders digging in with the manicured nails as Jenna
was now pounding away at his pussy, balls slapping his bottom.
Alex cried out as he came for the second time and did his best to hold
on. Suddenly Jenna drove as deep as she could imagine forcing his hips
to roll up letting Jenna's cock in to its full length. The he felt the
spasm as it pumped into him. Alex clutched her, holding her tight, not
wanting her to leave him.
Gradually Jenna began to relax but adjusted her arms to hold most of her
weight off the smaller body beneath her. Alex let his legs drop slowly.
He lightly raked his nails across Jenna's back.
"I didn't hurt you, did I?" he asked
"I didn't notice," she snickered. "Are you okay?"
"Oh, yes, I couldn't be better," Alex laughed. "That was the best thing
I have ever felt. I came twice!"
"Yes," Jenna frowned, "and I came the one time and I can see that it
will be a while. But that once was incredible." The smile returned.
"Why don't you lie here and I'll get a cloth," Alex offered knowing how
weak he usually felt after coming like that.
Jenna slowly rolled to the side. Alex felt her dick slip out of his
pussy and became aware that there would soon be a mess seeping out of
him. He quickly rolled off the bed and went to the bathroom. He flipped
on the hot water and took a seat on the toilet. After cleaning up some
he flushed, picked up a cloth and made sure it was wet and warm. He got
back to the bed and handed it to Jenna. Now that the passion was done he
was a little put off touching that part of her again.
Jenna accepted the cloth and gently washed herself off. When she
finished she got up and tossed the cloth in the sink. She returned to
the bed, her limp dick hanging. Alex looked, then looked away still
feeling odd.
"So, how did you feel making love to a woman for the first time," Alex
asked.
"At first I was pushing through just trying to do things to you that I
knew I liked," she lay on her back. "Then, when you called me Alex, and
I thought about the shower this morning, and you said you wanted me to
fuck you, well I knew that was exactly what I wanted to do. I have to
say, I liked sucking on your breasts, and I liked eating you out, and I
definitely liked fucking you."
Alex lay there quietly for a moment absorbing what she said. He rolled
over and put his head on her shoulder, one breast was crushed against
her ribs, the other lay a bit on her chest, he draped his arm across her
stomach.
"I think I can get there too," he finally admitted. "Once I lost control
of myself I found all my inhibitions were gone. I just wanted my
husband."
"Well, I hope you get over them soon." Jenna lowered an arm around
Alex's back and lightly caressed his ass. "I just remembered we have
tickets to the symphony tomorrow night."
"Well, we can't go," Alex protested.
"Yes, we can," Jenna contradicted. "I have been looking forward to this
since we got the tickets. And fortunately for you I already bought the
dress I wanted to wear."
"Well, you can't wear a dress now," Alex pointed out. "And I'm not
wearing a dress."
Jenna looked Alex in the eye, "Look, you couldn't have sex with a man
until about an hour ago and look at you now! I bet if I told you I
wanted to go down on you again right now you'd spread your legs before
you could get an answer out."
Alex didn't answer but felt a tingle between his legs that told him she
was right.
Jenna took his silence as assent. "So, tomorrow night you will wear the
dress I bought. I will be stuck wearing your suit. Believe me, if I
could trade places with you I would. I love that dress and was looking
forward to wearing it as much as the concert itself, but unless things
change that is how it will be."
"OK," Alex relented. "I'll do it."
"Trust me, I think you will like it."
They fell asleep still wrapped in each other's arms.
* 5 *
The next day Alex spent most of the morning and early afternoon
researching the winery and contacting a realtor to get the house on the
market. Winery or not, he was certain moving somewhere else was going to
be the right move for them.
Around 4:00 Jenna told him he needed to start getting ready. "I need
time to help you and get myself ready, plus we are going to go for a
nice dinner."
"Dinner?"
"Yes, we are going to have the nice evening I envisioned regardless of
how things changed," she explained. "Now go get in the shower and be
sure you have shaved any extra hairs off everything but your head."
Alex huffed off to the shower. He spent so much time in there shaving
and checking he was afraid he was going to use all the hot water. As big
a pain as it was he liked the feel of his soft smooth skin as he dried
himself off. He found himself idly dreaming of another session in bed
with Jenna feeling his body. He shivered with a bit of excitement.
He wrapped the towel around him covering his breasts and body just as
Jenna came in.
"OK, let's get your hair done. We are going to do it up fancy tonight."
She went to work drying, curling and spraying. When she was done he saw
she had arranged a messy updo. It looked like it was hastily pinned up
at first glance but then saw the elegant curls that were strategically
left loose.
"OK, make-up time." Jenna started teaching him the fine art of evening
make-up. She explained as she applied colors from her palette to his
face and he anxiously watched it take shape in the mirror.
"Oops, almost forgot your underwear." She strode out of the bathroom.
"Here you go." She handed him a couple small pieces.
"I think you still forgot them," Alex commented.
Jenna laughed and took them back from his hand. "First this." She held
out a string with a small patch of black fabric.
"Is that supposed to be my panty?" he gaped. "Why bother wearing
anything at all?"
"You could choose not to wear one, the dress is floor length." She
flipped it around on her fingers. "I was always more comfortable wearing
at least a little something."
"Fine." He snatched it from her hand and dropped his towel. As he slid
the tiny g-string into place he noticed a bulge growing in Jenna's
jeans. He pretended not to notice. He also decided he liked having at
least a little something. "Is this right?" The patch barely covered what
needed covering.
"Yes," Jenna swallowed, "that looks perfect. Now these." She handed him
two smooth black bra cups. "The dress is backless so you can't wear a
real bra, and the material is pretty clingy so you need something to
hold you up and hide your nipples. There is a fine line between looking
beautiful and sexy, and slutty. You want your husband proud to have you
on his arm, not looking like you are ready to bang every guy in the
place."
They worked on getting them into place and finally succeeded.
"Now the dress." Jenna went to the closet and came out with an opaque
bag. She tore the plastic from the hanger and let the black dress hang
loose.
Alex reached out and touched the dress. It slipped easily through his
fingers. "I don't know," he told her. "How can I wear anything like
that? I've never worn a dress before and that one, I mean wow. I think
that is too much."
"No time for second thoughts," Jenna pulled the dress from the hanger.
She undid a part of the dress and carefully placed it over Alex's head.
It easily slipped over his body and she guided his arms through the two
arm holes. She connected the two pieces that held the top together and
zipped the bottom to where it stopped just above the curve of his ass.
He looked at himself in the mirror, the dress fit like a glove. Part of
it puddled at his feet. He turned and looked at his back, most of it was
bare. "I think I might trip on it though. If I step on it I could tear
it or pull it off."
"No." Jenna disappeared into the closet again. "You wear these heels, it
will lift the skirt off the floor, just be sure to pull it up when you
climb stairs."
"I'll kill myself on those things," he protested.
"I'm hoping the body remembers so you don't. But, you'll have about
twenty minutes or so to try them out while I get ready. So go to the
other room, get them on, and practice walking while I get ready. I don't
want you in here with the steam from the shower, you'll ruin all my
work."
Alex nodded, picked up the front of his dress and went to put on his
shoes. He pulled his dress up over his knees and proceeded to get the
heels strapped on. He stood and walked around the rooms feeling the
slippery material glide across his legs and his ass. At first he
teetered but after a short time found that indeed the body did remember.
"Jenna." Jenna stood in the doorway. "A couple more things for you and
we'll be ready to leave."
Alex turned and went to her, "Thank you, Alex," he told her.
Jenna places a thin gold necklace with a single pearl pendant around his
neck. She then stuck the matching earrings through the holes in his
ears.
"You look beautiful, Jenna," she complimented him.
"You look quite handsome as well, Alex." He brushed at the lapel on the
black suit.
"Thank you." She slipped her hand around Alex's back and laid it against
the bare skin on the small of his back. "But I'll tell you, I wish we
could switch back right now. I really wanted to wear that dress."
"Perhaps we should look for one in your size?"
"It would hardly fit the same." Jenna frowned. "Who knows though, maybe
one day I'll do that."
They left and had a dinner at a steak and seafood place a couple blocks
from the symphony hall. After they finished they moved to the venue.
Jenna dropped Alex off near the door so he wouldn't need to walk too far
in his heels and went to park the car.
Alex carefully ascended the half dozen stairs that led up to the main
doors. He couldn't help but relish in the feeling the dress had on him.
He loved the feeling of it brushing against his legs, the feeling of the
air against his bare back. He thought about Jenna in his suit, a suit he
hated to wear because he always felt so claustrophobic in it. And the
shoes made his feet hurt. Well, both of us may have sore feet tonight.
"Jenna! Where's Alex?" a woman called out.
Alex looked over and saw a woman approaching him. Helen, she lived a
block over and occasionally ran into them at the store or things like
this. And she had a husband, what is his name? He searched his mind,
Terry!
"Probably the same place as Terry, parking the car," he answered.
"Darling, you look positively sinful in that dress," she came close,
leaned in and blew air kisses inches from his cheek.
"How sweet of you to say," Alex answered. Helen was a bit older,
probably in her late 50s, and was dressed very conservatively in a long
dress that covered most everything. "You look quite nice this evening as
well."
"Oh, thank you dear," she beamed. "I just pulled this out, I haven't
worn it in ages but it still fit just fine."
"Ah, Helen," Jenna called as she approached. "I was wondering who was
watching over my wife."
"Good evening, Alex," more air kisses, "you best keep an eye on this one
tonight."
"I plan to," Jenna nodded. "We'll wait here with you until Terry gets
here."
"No need, I see him coming right there," she waved toward the parking
area. "You go on in and get settled, perhaps we'll see each other at
intermission."
Jenna slipped her arm around Alex's waist and guided him into the
crowded foyer. They were jostled about a few times as Jenna led them to
a bar and picked up a couple glasses of wine. They moved off to the side
where they could talk quietly.
"You've taken to the guy role quite easily," Alex told her.
"Well, I can see it is a lot easier for me being bigger to get through
the crowd." She scanned the room. "I was right about your dress. You are
getting a lot of looks from both the men and the women."
"That's not all I've gotten," Alex moaned. "At least a couple people did
more than bump me, they were groping my ass!"
Jenna snickered. "Yes, that happens. Even when you dress some of these
people up they can still be real creeps. Tell me, do women always rub
their breasts against you?"
"Oh, yeah, they tend to do that sometimes," he answered. "I figured it
was just an accident. The groping though, that was definitely
deliberate."
"So was the boob rub dear," she snickered.
Alex watched the crowd and checked out all the women. He watched as one
particularly short woman in a low cut strapless dress made sure she
faced a tall handsome gentleman as she eased her way through the crowd
giving him ample opportunity to admire her assets down the front of her
dress. He watched as after she passed the man tried to adjust himself
without anyone noticing. The woman noticed, she had been watching as she
continued to sidle through the crowd.
"So are the women just teasing? Trying to get attention? Looking for a
date?" Alex asked Jenna.
"Well, yes," she nodded. "Depends on the woman. What about the men? Do
you think they were hoping to get your attention when they felt you up?"
"I doubt it," he frowned. "I think they were just looking for a cheap
thrill."
A bell dinged.
"Let's get to our seats." Jenna took Alex's glass and set them on a
tray. She led Alex into the auditorium.
Jenna laid her hand on Alex's leg and Alex took hold of it. He was only
half listening to the music, this was more something Jenna enjoyed
anyway. He was thinking more about his own situation. Jenna seemed to be
adjusting to being a man a lot faster than he was adjusting to being a
woman. She was taking control of things just as he would have. And I am
falling right in behind. Maybe I am adjusting but there is just so much.
He took one of his hands from Jenna's and picked a bit at his dress. He
seemed to become aware of it all again and realized he had stopped
thinking about it being him in a dress and just thinking of him being
with Jenna.
Jenna glanced over and gently rubbed his leg making the dress slide
along his legs a bit. That sent a bit of a thrill through him. He smiled
and leaned into Jenna hugging her arm wrapped in the jacket she wore.
The program reached the intermission and Jenna turned. "Would you like
to get up and walk around a bit? Maybe another glass of wine?"
"I'm afraid I need to go to the bathroom so we might as well have
another wine since we are getting up anyway."
"OK. Look, remember to go to the right bathroom, I guess I need to go
too. Also, be careful with your dress, don't let it fall in the toilet."
"Does that happen?"
"With a dress like that? It could, especially if you aren't used to
sitting on a toilet while wearing one. I don't want it or our evening
ruined. I am having a wonderful time." Jenna leaned over and kissed him.
Then stood and offered her hand to help Alex from his seat.
Alex stood in line at the ladies' room and watched as Jenna walked in
the door at mens'. Several minutes later he was finally at the door and
Jenna was emerging. Jenna looked at him, smiled and turned to go get the
wine. Several more minutes and after more line on the opposite side of
the door a stall opened and Alex hurried in. He turned and started
gathering his dress up around his hips. He held it while pulling the g-
string down and carefully sat.
Once his business was done he began trying to clean himself and put
himself back together. He began to see how easy it would have been to
allow the dress to fall into the water of the toilet when he got up if
he hadn't been paying attention. He struggled to get the panty back into
place while holding the dress out of the way but finally managed. He
checked to be sure the dress wasn't hung up on anything and at last
emerged from the stall. Another woman practically knocked him down
trying to get inside, she already had her dress pulled up exposing the
Spanx she wore underneath. He felt good that his body was still in such
good shape that he didn't need the extra help. I'll have to remember to
thank Jenna for that.
He exited the ladies' room and found Jenna waiting with wine in hand.
"Thank you." He took the wine and they moved out of the traffic for the
restrooms.
"So, it appears you survived the ladies'," Jenna toasted.
"And you the men's." Alex clinked his glass against hers.
"It is pretty easy walking up to a urinal and pissing in it. Not a lot
of privacy, hard not to look around at the dick's hanging out but I
guess that was my uniqueness. Nobody else seemed to be looking."
"Yeah, we tend not to try and check each other out too much."
Jenna and Alex stood and watched and chatted until the chime rang and
they went back to their seats. He ignored another hand that caressed his
rear as the crowd thickened near the doorway.
After the concert they waited in their seats for the crowd to dissipate
and then walked slowly to their car allowing the traffic to clear.
"Would you like to stop for a drink?" Jenna asked. "Usually after
putting in all the effort of getting ready for a night like tonight I
like to make as much of it as possible."
"I'm really tired," Alex sighed. "This has been a real ordeal for me. Do
you mind if we just head home?"
"No," Jenna offered a smile, "I understand, it has been quite an evening
for you already."
Alex recognized the smile. It really meant she was disappointed but
would go along with him. He almost told her he changed his mind and
would go but just couldn't bring himself to it. He wanted to be home.
When they got to the house Alex went straight to the bathroom and looked
at himself in the mirror. He removed his earrings and his necklace and
placed them back in the jewelry box. He reached back and undid the top
of the dress, then reached low to undo the short zipper. He stepped out
of the dress and carefully hung it back in the closet. He lightly
stroked the dress thinking of how wonderful it made him feel this
evening. He reached down and removed his shoes then went back to the
mirror.
He stripped off the bra pieces and the g-string. He scrubbed his face
clean of all the make-up and finally unpinned his hair letting it
cascade down his back and shoulders. He left the bathroom and found a
pair of panties and a nightie to put on. Then he went looking for Jenna.
She was standing in the kitchen drinking a glass of water. Her jacket
was thrown over the back of a chair, her tie hung loose from the undone
collar.
"I'm sorry," Alex spoke as he came in. "I really just couldn't handle
being around more people tonight."
"I know, it's ok," she assured him. "I was really ready to get that tie
off anyway. So far that is the worst thing about being a man I've come
across."
"Are you staying up much longer? I'm ready to go to bed."
"No, you go ahead, I'll be along in a minute."
Alex turned and went back to the bedroom. He had just gotten settled in
the bed when Jenna came in. He watched as she unbuttoned her shirt and
removed it, took off her shoes, socks, and pants. She disappeared to add
the clothes to the dry cleaning pile and returned in just the boxers.
She climbed into bed and Alex moved closer.
Jenna didn't react to him moving closer, she seemed to be concentrating
on something Alex couldn't see. He wasn't sure what was on her mind but
decided to bite the bullet, so to speak, and show her how much he
appreciated her.
He reached over and slipped his hand into the waistband of the shorts.
She turned her head to look at him at the same time he wrapped his
fingers around her flaccid cock. It was quickly becoming firm without
him doing much of anything, but he knew she would want more. He leaned
over and kissed her nipple while he began stroking her now completely
rigid member. He let go just long enough to try and push the shorts off
her. She wasted no time helping him get them off. Now she lay there
completely naked, Alex gently caressed her balls and then squeezed her
shaft and pumped at it.
"Suck me," Jenna begged.
Alex hesitated, he looked down at his delicate fingers holding the erect
penis and then back at the face that was once his. Tentatively he moved
down. He looked at the penis, a bead of fluid oozed from the tiny slit.
He leaned forward and placed his lips against the head. Jenna pushed
trying to get it into his mouth but he backed away. Jenna groaned in
frustration. Alex closed his eyes and moved forward. He let the cock
enter his mouth just a little. He was surprised how soft it felt, and
salty it tasted. He probed at it with his tongue trying to decide just
how far he was willing to go. He bobbed his head down the pole a little
further eliciting another moan from Jenna, this time one of delight. He
sucked as he pulled it from his mouth. He turned his head and looked to
see Jenna watching him, trying to see. He knew his hair was too long and
she wasn't able to see anything so he decided to make a move.
He sat up and then stripped the panties off tossing them to the floor.
He thought about leaving the nightie on, but decided against that as
well and it joined the panties. He moved around kneeling between Jenna's
legs then leaned forward so that her cock lay between his breasts. He
squeezed them so they hugged her cock then slowly retreated. At last he
pulled the cock up and while watching Jenna's eyes watching him, he
leaned down and licked the head. He then licked the pole up and down and
gently sucked on the balls one at a time. Now that he had started he
wasn't thinking about the implications of him sucking on a man's junk,
he was thinking of a grateful wife showing her husband some affection.
He rose up again and plunged his mouth down on her cock taking it deep
to the point of almost choking. As he worked it he reached down and
began fingering himself at the same time. He began to get lost in his
own excitement and the job he was doing on Jenna when he felt her cock
begin to swell in his mouth. He knew he wasn't ready for this. No matter
what he was thinking about he couldn't let her come in his mouth. He
pulled back and squeezed the base of her cock. "Not yet," he whispered.
He waited. He let her calm down a bit. When he felt it would take her a
little while to reach that point again he moved forward, this time he
positioned he cock and settled his pussy onto it. He rocked back and
forth while Jenna moved her hips. Jenna reached up and grabbed Alex
tits. He leaned forward placing his hands on her chest and rode her for
all he was worth. He came once, a moment later Jenna erupted filling him
with the fluid he couldn't bear to think of receiving a moment before,
and he came again. He collapsed atop of Jenna and she wrapped her arms
around him. They lay like that for several minutes.
* 6 *
Toward the end of the week they formed a plan. Each went to the other's
office turned in their notice saying while on vacation they realized
they needed to make changes to their lives and were buying the winery in
California. They apologized for short notice but needed to move quickly.
Then they cleaned out the desk and left.
Fortunately, a week later the house sold and while they were working out
the details for that an acceptance for the winery also came through.
They knew money would be very tight for a while until they could get a
handle on things but life is nothing but surprises and they were
qualified to attest to that.
* 7 *
Alex stood shirtless in the heat of the day looking out over the
vineyard. He wiped at his neck with the wadded up t-shirt that e had
started the day in. It had been five years since he and Jenna bought the
place and this year would be the one that finally started to turn a
profit. It had been a hard struggle at times, and they had some
arguments, but in the end they stuck together and got through it. He was
so very proud of his wife. She was running the tasting room, the wine
club, and the overall office like a real pro. He knew from the start she
would be able to do it.
Alex rarely thought about life before the winery any longer, about his
life as Jenna. It seemed pretty certain that things were not going to
revert back and he was okay with that too. Yes, there were times he
looked at Jenna and the beautiful clothes she wore and longed to be able
to do that again. He had even brought up the idea he had mentioned the
night of the concert with Jenna about maybe buying some lingerie and
maybe a dress or two to be able to relive some past feelings. Maybe this
year they would have the extra money so that he felt he could buy those
things. A smile came to his face as he pictured Jenna reaching under his
dress, she had gotten so good at blow jobs, maybe even better than I
was. But I know how much she enjoys the job I do on her as well.
He spotted Jenna walking toward the tasting room and saw her wave. He
waved back and headed for the house. Everything looked good out in the
vineyard, he thought he would clean up and join her today.
* * *
Jenna strolled toward the tasting room ready to open for the day. She
stopped outside the door and looked back out over the vineyard. She
spotted Alex standing amid the vines. She waved and saw him wave back.
She pulled the keys from the pocket of the white flowered halter dress
she wore. She always wore nice dresses when she hosted the tasting room
always wanting to set a mood of sophistication. One thing she put money
into right away was to transform the stark room into an inviting place
that people would want to hang out and talk while they purchased wine to
drink. She loved chatting with the customers.
She glanced out the window and saw a limousine pulling into the parking
lot. She liked seeing limos, they were usually full of folks looking to
have a good time and spend money on good wines. This early in the day
might not be as big a purchase as later in the day when all the wine
tasting really loosened the purse strings but depending on the crowd, it
could still be a good sale.
Daylight flooded the room as the door swung open and about eight women
came into the room all dressed up. That was odd, usually the women were
really relaxed, maybe a day trip from a nearby conference that she had
missed hearing about? Laughing and talking all at once the ladies all
lined up at the counter. She began taking glasses from the racks and
lining them up in front of each one. That was when she realized the
person in the red dress was not a woman at all, but a man, and he wasn't
trying to hide it.
"Welcome everyone to Hidden Delights Winery. I'm Jenna, your hostess and
owner. We are happy to have you here today and hope you like what you
taste. You are welcome to hang out, purchase wine by the bottle or the
glass, stay as long as you like. You are allowed five tastings for free
from the list, an additional five tastings of the premium wines and a
souvenir glass can be purchased for $5. Take a look at the list and
we'll get started," she finished the standard spiel and proceeded to get
wines ready to pour.
As Jenna worked her way down the line she finally came to the man. He
was standing between two women and had his arm around one.
"Hi," he greeted her, "I'm Brian. This is my wife Jeanie and our friend
Amy. We just heard this place had been taken over and thought we'd check
it out."
"Well, we are happy to have you here. I hope you like the changes we've
made. We've been here about five years apparently it takes a while for
word to get out. I guess I need to work on that," Jenna smiled. "So what
would you like to start with."
She poured their wines and moved on to the rest. After the initial five
tastings were done all but Brian, Jeanie and Amy. The others moved about
to look at the art and things scattered about the room. The trio paid
the $5 and went about tasting the other wines. As they finished they saw
a man walk into the room.
"Alex," Jenna called. "Are you going to spend some time with me today?"
"I thought I might and meet some of our customers," he stepped behind
the counter and kissed her. He spotted Brian and did a double take but
tried to recover.
"It's okay," Brian told him. "Lots of folks do that."
"I'm just happy you decided to come for a visit," Alex told him. "And I
hope you come back again."
"Actually, I think we probably will. These wines are excellent. I think
we might like to join your club if it sounds like it will work."
"Jenna can explain all that best, I'm just the manual labor." He stepped
back.
Jenna playfully slapped his arm. "You are so much more than that." She
turned and went over the benefits of the club and got them to fill out
the forms, Brian and Amy both joined.
"Thank you." Brian picked up his purchase, "hope to see you again. Maybe
next time I'll be dressed in regular guy clothes. You probably find this
odd. But Jeanie and my second date we went as a bride and groom, I was
the bride."
"Then we had another costume party," Jeanie continued, "and he wanted to
do Shaggy and Daphne, but I had so much fun the first time I talked him
into being Daphne."
"You were Shaggy?" Jenna asked.
"No, I was Velma," she laughed, "I wanted to be a pretty girl too."
"And don't forget the one we did as the 60's girl group," Amy added.
"Long sequin dresses and big hair."
"I think I see a pattern here. You can wear a formal gown if you like or
a miniskirt or a tux," Jenna answered. "The only thing we want judged in
here is our wine."
"Thanks," Amy answered. "I had a feeling we would like this place. Brian
is a great guy and a good sport. A couple years ago we set up a girl's
day, wanted him along and one of the girls objected. This was the
solution. And it worked. None of the other husbands will ask to come
along if it means wearing a dress."
They finished their tasting, a few bottles were sold, and they all filed
out to the waiting limo.
"If only he knew what odd was," she told Alex as she wrapped her arms
around his neck.
Alex laughed.
Jenna stepped away and suddenly pulled her dress up exposing a pair of
white lacy panties. "Since you are just the manual labor perhaps you
would like to work on this before the next customer shows up."
Alex grinned and dropped to his knees, he pulled the panties from her
and buried his face in her pussy. In moments they were making love on
the cooler for the white wines. It was looking like it was going to be a
very good year.