1.
What was I doing there? Was I really that stupid? If Steve hadn't asked
me to be there, I wouldn't be, so, it was his fault, right? Gah...
This was the first time in the history of history that two guys were
breaking into a house to rectify a panty raid. Steve was tasked, by his
sister, to break into Dean Garnet's house and steal back all the
panties that Dean and his buddies had taken, which included Stephanie's
(Stephanie being Steve's twin sister) and my own sister's (whose name
was Melanie, by the way).
How did I let Steve talk me into helping him do this? Stephanie only
told him to do this, no mention of me, and Melanie hadn't cared whether
she got her panties back or not, she'd actually thought it was kind of
funny that Dean and his boys had decided to do a panty raid on their
last week of school. I was a totally neutral country in all of this, so
why was I involved?
Worse yet, why was I the one standing on top of Steve's shoulders,
doing my best to climb in a second story window?
"Hold still," I said to him, trying to be quiet enough not to get
caught and loud enough for him to hear at the same time. It wasn't
easy.
"Stop makin' me sway, then! Just get in the damn house!"
I would have kicked him in the face if that wouldn't have made me fall
on my ass and probably wake up Dean's parents, or something. As it
stood, I did manage to hit him in the forehead with the tip of my left
shoe as I made my way into Dean's room.
2.
Dean was surprisingly well-read for a jock. The guy had more books than
I did, and I was a damn bookworm. I nearly tripped on a half-dozen
stacks of books on my way from the window to Dean's dresser. I don't
know why I thought the panties would be in Dean's dresser, but that was
my first idea.
Come to think of it, why had Dean kept the panties? Don't people who do
panty raids dump them the first chance they got, so as not to get
caught? Ah, what the hell do I know? I've never done a panty raid.
"Jesus!" I whispered, stumbling over another stack of books. How the
hell did he maneuver through his room with all these books? I have
three bookshelves, all of them full, no books on the floor.
I managed to make my way to the dresser without alerting Dean's parents
and opened the top drawers. Nothing. Middle drawers, nothing. Bottom
drawers, nothing. All his own clothes, no panties. Crap. I'd have to
look somewhere else. I tried as carefully as possible not to stumble
over anymore books and got to his closet. I opened it and nearly had a
heart attack as a plastic skeleton fell out and tried to grab me.
"Adam?" Steve's voice called up, loud enough for me to hear through the
open window, but not loud enough to wake anybody. "You okay?"
I poked my head out the window. "Yeah. Skeleton in his closet, that's
all."
"A real one?"
"No, dumbass, it's fake."
"Well, hurry up."
"Get your own ass up here and help, and maybe I'll actually find these
damn panties."
"How am I gonna get up there, I go up the stairs? You want me to go
inside and go up the stairs, Adam?"
I groaned. "Shut up, asshole, just - "
I was cut off by a flashlight coming on and shining on Steve. I
followed the beam of the flashlight and saw that the woman that lived
next door to Dean was standing on her lawn, her dog on a leash, not
even trying to bark.
"Oh, shit..." I breathed.
The woman said, "Come down here, young man. That's not your house."
3.
I climbed out the window, hung over the side, and then let go. Landing
hurt, but I was sturdy enough not to break anything. It wasn't the
first time I slipped out a second story window.
The woman motioned for us to follow her, and like we were under some
sort of trance, we followed her. My heart was practically leaping out
of my chest in fear, because I didn't know what the hell this woman was
going to do. We entered her house through the back door and she pointed
at two chairs on one side of the kitchen table, while she sat on the
other side. It felt like some sort of interrogation, almost. The dog
just sat beside the woman.
"Now, what were you boys doing inside the Garnet house? They're not
home right now." Great. I didn't even have to be quiet, now I feel like
a retard.
I answered, "We were looking for something that didn't belong to Dean."
"Does it belong to you?"
"Our sisters."
"And what was that?"
"Panties."
She looked like she was about to laugh. Granted, if I were hearing
about two guys breaking into the house of the school's basketball star
looking for panties, I might laugh. Then again, I'm in this situation.
"And why would young Dean have girls' panties in his room?"
"Because he and a bunch of his friends did a panty raid at school the
other day and stole them out of the locker room."
"And does the school know about this?"
"Yeah."
"And do the parents know about this?"
"Well, mine do and Steve's do."
"And why are you two taking up the responsibility of retrieving these
panties? Shouldn't your parents be solving this problem?"
I sighed. "Steve's sister asked us to do this."
"I see. And because your sisters were among those robbed, you believed
you had the right to break into someone's house?"
I planted my hands on the table. "I'm not sayin' it's right, but,
c'mon, you're not seriously defending a panty raid, are you?"
She shook her head. "No, but two wrongs don't make a right. You two
need to be punished for what you've done, and young Dean needs to be
punished for what he's done."
I leaned back in the chair and said, "Okay, so call the cops on us,
already."
She shook her head again. "No, no, no... The police needn't be involved
in this. I have ways of settling this matter myself."
Steve finally asked, "You do?"
The woman nodded now. "Yes. You're Steve, correct?"
He nodded.
"And your sister is Stephanie?"
He nodded again.
She turned to me. "And you?"
I answered, "Adam."
"And your sister?"
"Melanie."
"Adam... It's a nice name." She walked over to the shelf above the
refrigerator and pulled a small book out. She set it down on the table
and took out a pen. "How do you like the name Amanda?"
Where the hell was this going? "It's a nice name for a girl, why?"
She wrote something in that book and then slammed it shut again before
I could see what it was. I traded glances with Steve, then focused on
her again.
She looked up from the book and smiled. "In seven days, Adam, you will
be Amanda."
4.
"What the hell are you talking about?!" I practically screamed. This
woman was nuts, pure and simple.
She nodded her head. "It's true. Seven days from now, you'll be an
Amanda, one hundred percent female. This is your punishment."
"What?!" This was starting to piss me off. I considered calling the
cops, but they'd never believe this. Hell, I barely believed it.
"Punishment for getting dragged along and forced to break into
somebody's house?"
She shook her head. "You weren't forced. You could have easily said
no."
"I didn't even know why I was here before I got here!" I pointed at
Steve. "This asshole made me come here!"
"You were the one who entered the house. Steven here stayed outside, on
the yard. He was simply trespassing, you were breaking and entering."
It was time for me to shake my head. "No, I don't believe you. You
can't turn me into a girl, you're not... like... a witch or anything."
She nodded. "That's right, I'm not a witch." She stood, and as if
somebody turned on a wind machine, a breeze kicked up, despite there
being no windows open. A strange glow seeped out of her, and in place
of the old woman Steve and I had been looking at, there was now a
stunningly beautiful young woman, no older than twenty. "I'm a
sorceress."
The sheer absurdity of that should have made me wake up, but I wasn't
dreaming, I wasn't asleep... This was happening. I was sitting in a
house, next to my best friend, and we were sitting across the table
from a sorceress. And on the heels of that realization, I had another.
I was gonna be a girl in seven days.
Oh shit...
5.
No. No. No. No. No. No. "I don't..." I started.
She finished for me. "Believe me? No, I imagine your human brain is
still struggling to comprehend me. It's not uncommon, after all." She
waved her hand and the table was suddenly a bowl of fruit on the floor.
I shot up from my chair and nearly broke something as I tripped over it
on my way to the door. "Not so fast, Amanda," she said. When my hand
reached the doorknob, I pulled back in pain.
The doorknob was on fire.
"Now do you understand?"
I turned to face her again. "Why?!"
She sat back down in her own chair. "I feel it's a fitting punishment.
You chose to break into a house to retrieve panties, now you'll have a
reason to get your own."
Steve asked, "I don't get punished, do I?"
She nodded. "Of course you do, but your punishment will be different."
I walked over to her and grabbed her by the collar of her dress. "And
what about Dean? What punishment does he get?"
She closed her eyes a moment, and then I was suddenly sitting back
down, the table between us, and she was the old woman again. What the
hell?!
"Young Dean will suffer his own punishment, don't worry." She waved her
hand again. "All the girls whose panties were stolen will now find them
in their dresser drawers again. You two may go home now, and accept the
thanks from your sisters."
I was about to stand up again, but with another wave of the witch's
hand, Steve and I were standing on the street outside school, a good
mile and a half away from Dean's house.
6.
I fell back, against the fence on the edge of school property, and took
a deep breath. Steve sat beside me. "So... " he said, and I already
wanted to punch him. "You wanna go out on a date when you're done
turning into a girl?"
That made me punch him.
"Shut up!" I shouted. "This is happening because of you! I wouldn't be
turning into a girl if it weren't for you!"
He covered his face to avoid another punch. "What? I didn't know we
were gonna get caught!"
"I didn't even want to do this! Melanie didn't care! If it weren't for
you and your stupid ass sister, I'd still be a guy next week!"
"I'm sorry, man!"
I shook my head. I didn't want to hear it. "Fuck you," I said, "I'm
goin' home."
I didn't even give him one last glance before I walked away.
7.
I shut the front door behind me and was instantly greeted by Melanie's
face. I couldn't quite make out the specific look she had, but I'm sure
it would be one I'd eventually wear on my own, a week from now.
"How did you get them back in my dresser without me noticing?"
I shook my head. "I'm tired, sis, lemme go to sleep."
"And I thought you weren't going to get caught up in another one of
Steve's stupid schemes?"
"I said I'm tired."
"Adam, what's going on with you?"
I sighed, then I took a good long look at my sister. Melanie was a year
and a half older than I was, which made her just about seventeen, but
she'd been mistaken for older before. Not in a bad way, like drug
abuse, but people just seemed to believe she held herself more like an
adult and less like a teenager, which was in stark contrast to me, who
nobody believed would ever really grow up because of how I acted. Her
face looked like an exact teenage duplicate of our mom's, with wide
brown eyes, a small nose and full lips. The one thing she didn't get
from Mom was her hair color. Mom was a brunette, while Dad was pure
red. Melanie got Dad's red hair, while I got what seemed like a natural
combination of the two that could be mistaken for either one depending
on the light.
"Okay, why are you looking at me like that?" she asked.
I shook my head again. "No reason. Hope you're glad you've got your
panties back." I pushed past her and made for the stairs.
8.
I locked my bedroom door, picked up my tablet and flopped down onto my
bed. I tapped on the internet icon and did a search for witches. I
mostly got tabloid trash and incoherent forum babel, which didn't help
things. I've ignored tabloids forever, and the forum crap was just that
- crap. Nobody was making any sense.
The door opened and Melanie stood in the doorway. "You clearly forgot I
have a key to the bedroom doors."
I groaned this time. "I'm really not in the mood, sis."
"And I'm not in the mood for this junk. Dad put me in charge while he
and Mom are second honeymooning, remember?"
I can't for the life of me figure out why she felt the need to remind
me of this every time I left the house, but I said, "So what?"
"You're supposed to tell me when it is you're leaving the house,
remember?"
I set my tablet on my pillow and sat up. "I swear to God, if you say
remember one more time, I'm gonna jump out the window. Why the hell are
you pressing me, Melanie?"
"Because you're acting weird, and for you, that's saying something."
"It's not important."
"Yeah, it kinda is. What's going on?"
"You won't believe me."
"Try me."
"Fine. The woman that lives next door to Dean is a witch and she told
me I'm gonna be a girl in a week."
For about two seconds, it looked like Melanie was taking me seriously,
then she doubled over and laughed about as loudly as a full theater at
a Paul Blart movie. I wanted to push her out of my room, put boards on
the door and enjoy what little time I had left as a guy doing guy
stuff, like masturbating or watching basketball on TV.
Finally, she tired her best to stop laughing and asked, "So... really,
what happened?"
I stood up and walked over to the window. "I'm not joking."
"Yeah, you kinda have to be."
"I'm not. Call Steve up, he'll tell you."
"No, he'll tell me what you two cooked up."
"How do you explain your underwear getting in your dresser drawer all
by itself? She did it, the witch." Why was I still calling her a witch?
She clearly told me she was a sorceress.
"Or you climbed through my window and slipped it in while I was
downstairs. Witches don't exist, Adam, and there's no way boys just
spontaneously turn into girls."
I sighed again. "I don't actually know if it will be spontaneous. For
all I know, I'll start turning into a girl tomorrow."
"You're not turning into a girl!"
I was getting angry again. "Look, Melanie, she turned a frikkin' table
into a bowl of fruits! She made a doorknob feel like it was covered in
fire! She was goddamn magic, I'm telling you!" I sat back down again
and tried to calm myself. "I didn't... " My heart was pounding. "I
didn't want to believe it either, but the proof was right there. It
seemed stupid to keep denying what I was seeing happen in front of me."
She sat down beside me. "You do realize you sound like a maniac, right?
Nobody can just turn somebody into a girl."
I let out a laugh. "Yeah, I would have said the same thing if I hadn't
watched her do all the shit she did."
Melanie sighed. "Okay, entertaining the idea that this is possible and
that you'll be my little sister in a week's time, what are you going to
do about it? You can't tell the cops, they'll think you're crazy. And
how do we even know we'll remember this in a week? How do we know we'll
retain memories of you being a boy after you're a girl?"
"I don't know!" Why did I suddenly want to cry? Why did crying suddenly
seem like a viable option for me right now? I needed Melanie out of my
room, and fast. "Look, Mel... Just... Get out of my room, okay? It's
been a long day and I wanna go to sleep."
She stood up and nodded. "Yeah, okay, but tomorrow, we talk about this,
understand?"
Tomorrow. Tomorrow was Saturday, no school for three whole days (I
can't for the life of me remember why we had Monday off) and then we
went back for final exams. Great. By next Friday, I may be shopping for
a dress for the end-of-semester dance.
"Fine," I said, "just get out."
After she left, I moved my tablet from my pillow to somewhere else.
Yeah, I wasn't gonna find anything related to that stupid sorceress.
Dammit. I turned my light off, laid down and felt myself drifting off
to sleep almost instantly.
9.
"You know how this will end."
What?
"You know how this will end. It's only a matter of time before you
accept it."
Who are you and what are you talking about?
"You know what I'm talking about."
What's going on?!
"You know what I'm talking about. It's only a matter of time before you
accept it."
A light came on. I held my hand up to shield my eyes from it, then took
a step closer to whatever was causing it. Why was I moving closer to
it? What the hell was going on?
"You know what you have to do."
Who's talking? Why did I hear this person? God, my arms were kind of
cold. I rubbed at my arms to get warmer.
Wait a minute... I don't own any sleeveless tops.
"You know what to do. It's only a matter of time before you accept it."
Great, now my legs were cold. I stopped for a second to tug at my
skirt, but it was too short to actually provide me any warmth.
Wait... Skirt?
"You know how this will end."
The bright light died down, and I finally saw its source: a mirror. I
took a step closer to it and suddenly that chill that overtook my legs
and arms decided to run up my spine. What the hell?
The girl in the mirror was wearing a light pink top with spaghetti
straps and a simple white skirt. On her feet were a pair sandals with a
two inch heel. Her face looked an awful lot like Melanie's, just
younger. In fact, Like Melanie but younger described this girl to a T,
except for one simple feature. Her hair wasn't Melanie's pure red, but
a mixture between red and brown that looked too much like...
"You know how this will end. It's only a matter of time before you
accept it."
No. No, no, no, no, no, no, that wasn't me! That girl in the mirror
wasn't me!
10.
I sat up and felt sweat breaking out on my neck. What the hell had I
just dreamed? No, seriously, what? I couldn't remember any of it, I
just knew that it terrified me.
I rubbed at my forehead. I had a throbbing headache. Was it because of
last night? Wait, was last night even real? Some sorceress casting a
spell on me didn't seem real, it seemed like a dream. Was that my
dream?
I shook my head and got up from the bed. I walked downstairs to get my
breakfast. There was a note on refrigerator. I removed the magnet and
read it.
Had to go to the grocery store to grab some food, bro. We'll have our
talk later.
Talk? Oh, yeah... Last night. Crap... I guess all that stuff was real.
So, what was my dream, then? Dammit... if that wasn't my dream...
My headache kicked up again. Why did I have a headache? I've never
woken up with a headache. Jesus, this is getting weird. I needed to
understand this.
Time for an internet search!
I plopped my ass down in the desk chair and something felt weird. My
ass felt... different. I stood up and then sat back down again, and
everything felt normal again. Weird. What caused that? Was I actually
changing physically over time? Great. If that was the case, then I
might already be at least thirty-three percent girl by the time I went
back to school on Tuesday.
Or it could just be that I'm freaked because I could be turning into a
girl. Or I'm just nuts. Great, now that bitch has me considering
possibilities to something crazy. Shit.
After two hours of meaningless Google searches, I came up with
absolutely nothing. There didn't seem to be anything, save for the
occasional person who would have sounded like a nut a day before. They
still seemed nuts to me now, even though I had a story that would make
me sound equally nuts.
Would any of these take me seriously if I decided to take them
seriously?
11.
I sat on the couch, changing channels. There wasn't much of anything
on, but that wasn't uncommon for a Saturday. After a little bit, I just
put it on something and left it there, then laid down. I was tired, for
some reason, something I couldn't figure out.
My eyelids felt heavy, causing me to close them. I felt myself curl
into the fetal position, and then the warm embrace of sleep took hold
of me.
12.
Why was I standing in front of a mirror? What was I doing there? I
looked at my reflection and, for some reason, wondered why I was
dressed the same in this dream as I was in real life. I turned away
from the mirror and looked at the room I was in.
Although, room was stretching it.
Where I was had no walls, no ceiling, no floor. Everything melded with
everything else. The place was dizzying, to say the least. In fact, the
mirror was the only landmark. I took a step away from it and, to my
surprise, I was actually a step away from it. I continued my trip away
from the mirror, always making sure to check back for it every now and
again, but I stopped about sixty steps away from it.
The mirror was right behind me again.
What the hell? How did that happen? I looked around the room again and
nothing looked any different, except that I was now right beside the
mirror again. What was going on?
The door opened. Wait, door? Where was a door? I looked around and saw
a glowing rectangle with a human silhouette standing in it. "Good,
you're home," the silhouette said. The voice sounded familiar, but I
couldn't quite peg it. "What happened to you?"
"What are you talking about?" I asked, but the voice wasn't mine. I
looked in the mirror again and saw my reflection, but I didn't see any
differences. I was still wearing the same boxer shorts and solid black
tee shirt I'd been wearing before. What was the silhouette talking
about?
That was when I saw it.
The reflection in the mirror was mine, yes, but it wasn't me. It was a
girl, wearing my clothes. She looked ridiculously cute, like a younger
version of Melanie. Why did I look like that? What was happening to
me?!
"Adam?" the silhouette asked. I looked at him - I realized it was a him
after a few seconds - and discovered that it was Steve. He had a look
of concern on his face, and for some reason, I started to tear up. I
fell to my knees and he reached down and scooped me up and held me.
"It's okay, man, it's okay..."
I was worried now. I felt comfortable in his arms, comfortable and
warm. Part of me hated this feeling, but another part of me loved it.
He patted the back of my head, his fingers getting a little tangled in
my hair.
"Amanda?" he asked now, and...
13.
I woke up to Steve standing over by the TV, hooking up my PS3. He had a
relieved look on his face. "Damn, man, I've been here two hours, and
you've been asleep the whole time."
I rubbed at my eyes and sat up. "What are you doing here? I coulda
sworn I yelled at you last night."
"Well, you did, but, c'mon, you can't still be angry at me, can you?"
"I got cursed because of you."
He blew a raspberry. "Ah, bullshit, that lady was just crazy. We were
both tired and scared last night, we probably just dreamed everything
we think she did."
I stood up. "Oh yeah? Did you dream about her turning a table into a
bowl of fruit?"
"Yeah."
"Her turning from an old lady into a hot babe sixty years younger?"
"Yeah."
"Her telling me I'd be turned into a girl named Amanda?"
"Yeeeeaaaah?"
"How did we have the same dreams, dumbass?!"
"Magic?"
"So she has magic dream powers, but she can't turn me into a girl, that
right?"
He shrugged. "If she could turn you into a girl, why didn't she do it
there, last night? Why are you still Adam now? She was bullshitting us,
pure and simple."
I ran my hand through my hair. It seemed a little longer than it had
been before. I looked at my reflection in the glass of the coffee
table, but nothing looked different. Great, just like with my ass
before, I'm starting to think things. That sorceress probably was
bullshitting us.
But that wouldn't explain that dream I just had.
14.
"What are you doin' here, anyway?" I asked.
He shrugged. "It's Saturday, and I'm bored. Where's your sister? I
wanna try it again."
I sighed. Steve had been trying to get Melanie to say Yes to him for
awhile now. I guess being two years younger than her didn't mean
anything to him, because he still wanted to date her and thought she'd
want to date him. It didn't take a genius to realize that they weren't
compatible.
It didn't help that Steve always looked like a damn slob. Maybe if he
cleaned himself up a bit, combed his hair a little, wore better
clothes... Maybe then a girl would want to date him. As he was now, his
only options for love were cybersex or prostitutes. I'd told him that
before, even pretended to be a girl on a chatroom once just to fuck
around with him.
"She's not here," I answered. "She said she'd be back later."
"Dammit! This time she's gonna say yes, man, I can feel it."
Hell, I wouldn't even date him. If I were a girl, that is. He was just
too hopeless. I was just as hopeless, but I didn't even try to date
girls. I'd gone out on one date with Stephanie, and she'd told me I was
more like a girlfriend than a boyfriend, because all I wanted to do was
talk. I didn't want to do couple stuff. I kinda thought "couple stuff"
included talking.
"I'll believe that when I see it. Whadda you wanna play?" I asked,
pointing to the PS3.
He shrugged. "I dunno. Skyrim?"
I shook my head. "You know that shit bores me now."
"Okay, Resident Evil?"
"Fine, but we do co-op."
"Of course."
"Which one?"
"I vote for Six."
I sighed. He always wanted to play Resident Evil 6. It was his favorite
game in the series, for some reason. I preferred Revelations 2, but he
never wanted to play it. "Fine. Go get it."
I sat there, waiting for him to go upstairs and get the game, and
something just seemed wrong to me. I couldn't figure out what it was,
but... something. I rubbed at my forehead, but that didn't seem to
help. I didn't have a headache, anymore. Did it have something to do
with Steve? I may get pissed off at the guy, but he was still my best
friend.
Four minutes later, one PlayStation Network sign-in, and a quick
campaign selection later, and Steve and I were slogging through the
sewers of the fictional city of Tall Oaks as Leon Kennedy and Helena
Harper. Steve was Leon, and that stuck me with Helena.
Except that wasn't really true. I was player one, so I got to pick my
character, and I picked Helena. I could have easily picked Leon, but I
didn't, even though I usually do.
"You okay, dude?" Steve asked.
"Yeah," I said, but I wasn't even sure if I was telling the truth.
15.
Steve and I were still playing Resident Evil 6 when Melanie came home,
about a dozen grocery bags hanging off each hand. "Are you guys gonna
help me, or what?" she asked. I pretty much dumped my controller on the
couch and jumped up to help her. Steve struggled for a second to kill a
zombie before he helped.
Ten minutes later, all the groceries were put away, and Melanie and I
were seated across from one another at the kitchen table. I felt
nervous, she looked nervous, Steve wasn't doing shit.
"So..." Steve, hilariously enough, was the first one to speak. "Why
isn't anyone talking?"
Melanie cleared her throat. "Okay, Adam, it's time to talk about that
lady you guys met last night."
"What about her? She's a sorceress, and she said she cursed me."
"Okay, but why?"
"I don't know, but I don't care. She had to be lying, otherwise I'd be
a girl now, right?"
"She said it would be in a week, so that's Friday. Let's say you're
going to be a girl on Friday, why that specific date?"
"I dunno. Just because it's a week later?" I sighed. "I really don't
know, sis. I just... She should have been able to do it right away, but
she didn't, so I don't believe she can do it all."
"Let's say she can, though... What do we do about it?"
"If she can do it, what can we do? Who's gonna believe that a sorceress
cursed me into a girl?"
"You've got a birth certificate stating your gender," Steve said,
probably the smartest thing he'd said all day.
I had to voice the one concern I had: "But, what if this supposed curse
changes everything, like, nobody remembers Adam and everybody remembers
Amanda?"
No one said anything to that. I think Steve and Melanie were just as
afraid of that possiblity as I was.
16.
I laid on my bed and stared up at the ceiling. Steve had gone home
hours before, and Melanie was on the phone, ordering pizza. I didn't
really have anything to do except lay there and think about what might
happen. Everything seemed so crazy.
Would I start turning into a girl? Or would I just suddenly be one on
Friday? Would I start to like guys? Would I fall in love with Steve?
The idea of that made me want to puke. Dammit. And what about my
parents? They wouldn't get home until Thursday. It was either, "Hi, Mom
and Dad... Yeah... I know I look a little like Melanie when she was
younger, but I'm really Adam," or "Mom, Dad, don't freak out, but I
might wake up a girl tomorrow." Neither option was, in any way, a good
option.
And then there was school. Sure, this was finals week, but if I was
changing over the course of the week, then people would see me. They'd
all watch me turn into a girl. If I just changed on Friday, then I'd
show up as a completely different person for the last day of school.
None of this seemed to work out in my favor at all.
My chest was starting to itch. I reached under my shirt and scratched
at the irritating sensation.
17.
"So," Steve said, taking hold of my hand. Why was he holding my hand
and why was I letting him? "What do we do now?"
I shook my head. "I don't get it."
He grabbed my other hand now. Were we about to do the Ring Around the
Rosie thing? I didn't want to do that. "Amanda, c'mon, we're just
sitting around." No, we're not. We're clearly standing.
"So what?"
He let go of my hands and grabbed me by the shoulders. "C'mon! We never
do anything fun anymore."
"We do plenty of stuff."
"Not really."
Why was he making a big deal out of this?
"We do lots of stuff!"
"We haven't really hung out since you finished changing. You barely
talk to me anymore."
I looked away from him. He wasn't right, was he? Was there even a
chance that he was right? No. No, there wasn't. Steve was my best
friend, and I've clearly hung out with him more than a few times
since...
18.
I sat upright and started coughing. What the hell?! What was with that
dream? What caused me to dream that?
I scratched my itchy chest again. It was mild irritation, but it was
constant. What the hell caused that? I sighed. Itchy chest, weird
dreams, were these signs of that curse, or just me being freaked?
I stood up and grabbed a shirt. I slipped my arms through the sleeves,
then pulled the shirt down over my head. As it brushed against my
chest, I felt something odd, but I couldn't quite place what it was. I
glanced at myself in my mirror and realized that nothing looked any
different than it had yesterday. Great. Either I'm going nuts, or these
changes are going to happen so slowly that I don't notice them.
As I kept looking at my reflection, I could have sworn my hair was a
little longer. I didn't really have short hair, but I didn't remember
it completely covering my ears. Had it? Dammit... I'm going nuts again.
I sat at my desk and just stared out the window for a minute. What was
I going to do with my Sunday? I didn't really have anything to do.
Sunday was a lazy day for me, always had been.
There was a knock on my door. "Come in, Melanie," I said. It was
obvious who it was. She opened the door and tossed me a pair of pants.
"What's this for?"
"Put those on."
"Why?"
"I'm curious."
I looked the pants over. "These are your pants."
"And you're going to put them on, this isn't rocket science."
"Why?"
"Suppose you're turning into a girl slowly, then at some point soon,
you should be able to fit in those pants."
"Why soon?"
"Because you only have five days before you're officially supposed to
be a girl."
I sighed. Why was I even entertaining this idea? I slipped my legs into
the pants and then struggled, only a little, to get them over my hips.
I tried zipping them up, but that was futile, and the button was
nothing but a lost cause. "There, you happy?" I asked, certain I looked
like an idiot.
Much to my surprise, there was a look of shock on her face. "You...
uh... shouldn't have been able to get that far."
"Why?"
"Remember my old boyfriend, Billy? He was smaller than you, and he
couldn't get my pants on that far."
The only question that ran through my mind was, "Why was Billy wearing
your pants?"
She rubbed at her arm. "Well... He kinda liked to wear my clothes..."
She shook her head. "That's not important, what's important is that
you're smaller now than you used to be."
I looked at myself in the mirror again, but I couldn't see anything. I
didn't look any smaller, I didn't feel any smaller, but the pants
barely looked out of place on me, aside from not being zipped or
buttoned. Was Melanie right? Come to think of it, my shirt seemed a
little bigger than it used to be, now.
I rapidly stripped the pants off and tossed them back to Melanie. "Get
these pants away from me," I said, and even I could hear the fear in my
voice.
She folded them up and came closer to me. "Your hair's different," she
said, reaching out and touching it. I jerked back. "It's okay, jeez.
It's just a little longer, is all. That's not something to worry about,
right?"
I threw my arms up. "I don't know! Has it ever been noticeably longer
before?"
She shook her head. "Not really."
I collapsed into my chair. "Great. So, what, I'm turning slowly?"
She sighed, then sat down on my bed. "I dunno, little bro. I think it's
time we called Mom and Dad."
I shook my head. "No. We wait this out, and if I'm more girl than guy
on Tuesday, we call them then. I don't want to rob them of their second
honeymoon just because I'm turning into a girl."
19.
She didn't look happy, but I didn't care. I wasn't calling Mom and Dad.
How would they even react? Would Mom be happy to have another daughter
to poke and prod and dress up? Would Dad be sad that he was losing his
one and only son? Now that I thought about it, would Melanie be happy
that she had a little sister? Would both her and Mom be happy that
there was only one person left to leave the seat up?
I slumped in my chair. "Mel..."
"Yeah?"
"How do you feel with all of this?"
"Whaddya mean?"
"How are you gonna feel when Mom starts mixing your panties and mine up
when she does the laundry?"
She looked away from me for a second, then looked back at me. "Well, I
dunno. You're not the worst brother out there, and I don't mind you the
way you are. I can't say it won't be nice having a sister, but I don't
really want to lose you." She put on a nervous smirk. "Plus, it's gonna
be tough teaching you all the new feminine stuff you're going to have
to learn."
I don't think she meant for that to be frightening, but the idea of
what I'd have to put up with scared me. Even if I were to be a simple
girl like Melanie, she still woke up about an hour before school
started to get ready, and she didn't wear much make-up or even
outrageously fancy clothes. It just seemed to be something girls did,
no matter what. And what if I had periods? Could I have periods? How
would I deal with that?
"What?" she asked. "What is it?"
"All that new feminine stuff I'm gonna havta learn, that's what."
The smirk came back, this time far less nervous. "Oh. Hey, it's not
that hard. A little bit of fashion knowledge and use a tampon every
month, it's not as hard to deal with as guys think it is."
I raised an eyebrow. "It's not?"
She shook her head. "No. Probably the worst part for you will be
shaving your legs."
I looked at my legs. Even that probably wouldn't be as hard as she
thought it would be. I didn't exactly grow a lot of hair. Then again,
I've never shaved my legs. Maybe it would be the biggest pain in the
ass in my life.
"And your armpits."
"Wha?"
"What? Girls shave their armpits, because guys think it's disgusting
for girls to have pit hair. You trying to tell me you've never
noticed?"
I shrugged. "I've never paid that much attention to a girl's armpits
before."
"You've never seen me do it?"
"Not really."
"I do."
"And I'll have to?"
"Well, if you want a boyfriend who's not from Europe."
Why was the idea of having a boyfriend not the most disturbing thing
I'd heard all day?
20.
"What are we doing here?" Steve asked. "And why are you wearing your
sister's pants?"
"They fit better than mine do," I answered. "And we're here to see how
people react to... well... me."
He looked around at everyone, which wasn't hard, considering how packed
the gym was. Neither he nor I were regular attendees at a school
basketball game, but this was the last one of the year, and it would be
a less cliched public place to be in than the mall.
"What are they supposed to see? A kinda skinny guy wearing girl pants?
That's not exactly uncommon, y'know."
I rolled my eyes. "Are you telling me that you can't tell that I look a
little different? Melanie and I could."
"Like I said. Kinda skinny. You don't look that much different."
"But I look different."
"I still recognized you when I spotted you outside, remember?"
He had a point. We hadn't even tried to meet up, I was coming to the
basketball game all by myself. He'd just been outside walking his dog.
It was one of exactly three times he'd said he was happy to live half a
block away from the school. I'd simply asked him to come because I
really didn't want to be seen at a basketball game alone.
The seats weren't that great, but we had a decent view of the court.
The opposing team came out first, much to the boos of one side of the
gym and the cheers of the other. After that, our team came out, which
incited cheers from our side of the gym and boos from the other.
It was then that I saw him. Dean Garnet, the very reason I was in this
situation. He didn't look like he was suffering from any punishment. I
sat back in my seat and sighed. Dammit. If it weren't for him and then
Steve, I'd still be male on Friday. Hell, I wouldn't be changing today.
It was about thirty minutes into the game that I saw something. The
ball was passed to Dean, he made it to the shot line, tried for his
shot - and the throw came up wrong. He was shooting like a girl. And he
was shooting like a girl who's never played basketball before.
"Do you see that?" I asked Steve, pointing to Dean.
"Yeah. Jock's off his A-Game tonight."
"Steve, what if that's his punishment?"
"To suck at basketball? Not really much of a punishment considering you
havta turn into a girl. Why would the punishments be so completely
different? Especially since I don't even know what mine is yet?"
I shrugged. "I dunno, but Dean's a billion times better than this all
the time. I find it hard to believe that tonight, two days after we
were cursed, he suddenly has a random bad day."
The entire game, Dean's shots came up short, he was suddenly the
weakest link in the team as opposed to his usual role as the team point
winner. I even saw Max Caulfield purposefully knock him down once. Max
was his best friend, and now he was practically beating him to death.
Okay, so my punishment was turning into a girl, Dean's was being
humiliated at sports, what would Steve's be?
21.
"So, how'd the basketball game go?" Melanie asked me when I got home.
I plopped down on the couch. "Well, our team won. Barely."
"Whaddya mean?"
"Dean wasn't playing all that well."
She raised an eyebrow. "Dean? Dean the guy who's house you broke into
Dean?"
I nodded. "The very same. It was like he didn't know how to play
basketball. I could play better than he could, and I'm crappy at
basketball."
She scratched at her chin. "Did that sorceress say anything about Dean
being punished?"
I nodded again. "She did, and I was thinking the same thing. I'm just
confused about what's going to happen to Steve."
"If he was turning into a girl, we would have noticed it by now." She
sat down beside me. For some reason, she grabbed my arm and took a very
close examination of my hand.
"What the hell?" I asked.
"I'm looking at your hand."
"I can see that."
"No, look at your hand."
I pulled my hand away from her and took a good long look at it. There
was something different about it, but I couldn't place it. Was it my
fingers? Was it my fingernails? What was it? "I don't get it."
She held her own hand out and put mine right up against it. "Look."
That was creepy. Our hands looked identical. If somebody was looking at
our hands, the only difference being that Melanie had painted
fingernails.
22.
I sat on my bed and looked at my hands for awhile. It was weird how
much they looked like Melanie's. My nails looked a little different,
but that was about it. When had that happened? Why hadn't I noticed it
before Melanie pointed it out?
I got up and grabbed my tablet, then returned to my bed. I tapped on
the internet icon and stared at the Google homepage for awhile. What
would I look up? I set the tablet back down on my night stand and laid
down.
I felt myself drifting off to sleep, and the last thing that crossed my
mind before sleep overtook me was how my fingernails would look with
nail polish on them.
23.
"C'mon!" I said, trying to draw Steve's attention. He wasn't really
talking to me. "You said you wanted to hang out more, so why are you
the one who doesn't want to hang out now?"
He shook his head. "I just... How is it gonna be fun sitting around
watching you do your stuff?"
"'Do my stuff'? What? That doesn't even make sense."
He sighed. "Y'know, like when you try on clothes or paint your nails,
that sort of stuff. Girl stuff."
Ugh! Really? "How often do I do 'girl stuff' around you? Huh? Last time
we hung out, all we did was watch movies." I plopped down on the couch
beside him. I was happy I was wearing shorts. If I was wearing as
skirt, I couldn't just plop down. "Most of the time all we do is play
video games. How has anything really changed?"
He looked away from me. "How can you say that? Everything has changed,
and I think you're the only one who doesn't notice it."
How could he say that? Of course I noticed what was changing, but how
has our relationship changed?
"I... I've noticed," I said, though my voice sounded weaker than I
thought it should. "But... We're still friends, right?"
He turned back to me and said, "Wake up, bro, Mom and Dad are on the
phone."
24.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw Melanie standing there holding the
phone. I reached out, grabbed it, and then pulled the covers back up
over my head. "Hello?"
Mom's voice came over the phone. "Melanie, put your brother on the
phone, seriously."
What? What?! "What?!" I asked. I sat up and brushed my bangs away from
my face. Wait, my bangs? I don't have bangs. What the hell?
"I asked you to put Adam on the phone, remember?"
"Mom, this is Adam!"
"Sweetie, please, this got annoying when you two were little."
Melanie grabbed the phone from my hands and pressed a button. "Mom,
he's not joking, that was Adam. I put us on speaker."
Mom asked, "Adam? Honey? Say something."
For some stupid reason, the only thing that popped into my head was:
"Can you hear me now?" That was when I heard it. I didn't exactly sound
like Melanie, but I didn't sound like a boy anymore.
"What's going on? Why do you sound so strange?"
Melanie sighed. "I was gonna call you guys and tell you later. Adam's
kinda... Well... He's..."
"He's what?" Mom asked. "You're what, Adam?"
I really didn't want to answer that question. I knew I'd need to
eventually, but that didn't make this any easier. How do you tell your
parents that you're turning from boy to girl? How do you explain to
them that a sorceress cursed you because you broke into a dumbass's
house to steal something back from him? How? How?
A part of my brain told me that this shouldn't be hard at all. Tell the
truth, that part of my brain told me. They'll understand. Except that
they won't, obviously. The whole thing sounded so damned fantastical
that if somebody really understood it, they should be committed to a
nut house.
"Adam?" Mom asked again. Every time she asked, I wanted to hang up the
phone, but I knew that'd scare her even more. Dammit, dammit, dammit!
"I'm... Turning into a girl, Mom." Was that so hard? Was that so hard?
Yes. Yes, it was. That was ridiculously painful. I felt like I'd just
told her that I was dying. I almost felt like I was dying. Well,
technically, I was. Male Adam was dying, so very slowly, while Female
Amanda was just as slowly being born.
Except it didn't feel like I was changing so slowly. I reached under my
shirt and scratched at my itchy chest. That was when I felt a strange
puffiness to my chest. Oh. Great. I knew what was coming next. What's
that one thing a boy notices about a girl? Every boy I came into
contact with was now going to start noticing me.
Well, that's not true. They weren't big enough to even be noticed under
my shirt. For at least a little while, I'd still be able to somewhat
pass for a boy.
"What did you say?" Mom asked, bringing me out of my boob daze and back
into the current situation.
"I said I'm turning into a girl, Mom. It's... A whole weird story, but
it's happening. By Friday, I'm not gonna be Adam anymore."
"Honey, that's impossible."
Melanie shook her head, like Mom could see her. "He's not lying, Mom.
He looks more like a girl than he does a boy, now."
That wasn't a good thing to hear. I was only three days into this curse
and already I looked more female than male? Crap. How much more female
would I get in the next four days? Or would I be done on day six? Crap,
crap, crappity, crap, crap.
25.
"Does anyone else know about this?" Dad asked. I could hear the concern
in his voice.
"Just Steve, since he was there."
"The Garnet boy doesn't know anything?"
"I dunno. I don't think he'd try to play last night if did know about
the curse."
"Why didn't you call straight away?"
I laughed. 'Would you have really believed me? This doesn't sound crazy
to you?"
"I didn't say that, kiddo, but you still should have told us."
I nodded, even though he couldn't see that. "I know. I was just...
Scared."
I hoped he would understand that. I've never seen my dad scared of
anything, but I assumed he'd been scared of something before. Hell,
maybe he was scared now. I didn't know.
"Dad... What's gonna happen to me?" I asked. My fear was asking the
question, really.
He didn't say anything at first, then, "I dunno, kiddo. I dunno."
26.
I walked into Melanie's room and sat down at her vanity. She wasn't
home, so she wouldn't see me. Not that I cared, it would probably be a
good thing if Melanie were here. She was taking this all very well, and
I was pleased about that. I don't know if I could stand teasing from
her while I'm turning into a girl.
I looked at all the make-up she had just sitting around on her vanity.
She didn't have too much, but it looked like a lot to me. Mascara,
eyeliner, eye shadow, blush, lipstick, four or five different shades of
each. How did she keep track of all this?
I took a breath, then reached for one of the lipstick tubes. Why was I
even considering this? Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid... I pulled the
cap off and found a weird dark purple shade. Do girls really like weird
colors like this on their lips? It looked goofy as hell to me. I took
another breath and put the tube to my lips.
What was I doing? Why was I doing this? What if Melanie used this the
last time she had the flu? I could be giving myself the flu. I'm an
idiot. I drew the lipstick across my upper lip, then my lower lip, then
put the cap back on the tube.
I puckered my lips and looked at myself in the mirror. I did a
surprisingly adequate job, just a little mistake on my lower lip.
I took stock of my face for the first time in the last two days.
Overall, I didn't look too different. My eyes a little wider, my lips a
little fuller (though that could have been because of the lipstick), I
swear my cheeks were a little puffier. I reached up and touched the
barrettes that Melanie had given me to clip my bangs back. That was the
closest she'd come to making fun of me, but she'd apologized for it
straight away. These are pink, but that shouldn't bother you, too much,
she'd said, sorry, bro... I didn't mean it like that.
I sighed. Time to wash off the lipstick. I stood up and made my way for
the door, then stopped. Melanie's closet was right there, right beside
the door. I sighed again. Yet another thing that I really shouldn't be
doing, but since I'd be wearing stuff like that soon enough...
I reached inside and grabbed a tank top and a pair of shorts that were
easy to get to. I took off my own shorts and shirt and then my own
morbid curiosity made me take my underwear off. I'd already promised to
do the laundry today, Melanie wouldn't get too mad, would she? I
reached into her underwear drawer and laughed as loudly as I could.
Right on top was the pair of panties that had been involved in the
event that had caused this whole sad affair in the first place.
I pulled the panties out of the drawer and unfolded them. They were
pink with an orange waistband. They looked so tiny, like they'd never
fit any girl that ever wore them. Again, I asked myself why I was doing
this. I sat down on the edge of Melanie's bed, slipped one leg in one
hole, and the other leg in the other hole, then pulled the panties up.
After getting them over my hips, I took another breath and looked at
myself in her wall mirror.
I started to sweat some. I didn't look goofy at all. The bulge in the
front of the panties wasn't even that big. I'd never say I was the
biggest guy around anyway, but I wasn't that small before.
I put my shrunken "head" out of my mind and reached for the shorts.
They were tighter than the jeans I'd worn the night before, but still
not painful, or even awkward. Another look in the mirror, and I'd
almost swear I was a girl from the waist down. What little hair I had
on my legs didn't even hinder the image.
I grabbed the shirt and pulled it down over my head. As the shirt
touched my nipples, I felt something... Odd. Was this feeling just the
shirt rubbing against my nipples? I pulled the shirt back off and
looked at my chest in the mirror. Were my nipples a little more puffy?
I looked down and saw, for the first time, the slight curve of my
breasts. They were actually starting to pop out, as opposed to how they
were even this morning.
The reality of the situation was hitting me hard, now. I couldn't wear
any of Melanie's shirts with my nipples - no, let's just say it, my
breasts - this sensitive, and wearing one of my own shirts would be
completely against what this little curiosity experiment was all about.
I knew exactly what I'd need to do, and the idea of it was
embarrassing. Almost as embarrassing as I knew it would eventually be
to go into a store and get the measuring done. I pulled open the drawer
underneath Melanie's panty drawer and found them. Something compelled
me to actually try and match tops to bottoms, so I found the bra that
went with the panties I was wearing.
Dammit, this was awkward. Not trying to put one on, just the idea that
I would need to put one on. I slipped my arms through the straps and
struggled to reach behind me and get the hooks together in the back. It
wasn't easy, but I managed to do it after a little trial and error.
Then I adjusted it on my chest, made it feel a little more comfortable.
Yet another look in the mirror and the image of me wearing a bra and
girl shorts was just creepy. I pulled the tank top on yet again and the
image was complete.
Amanda didn't actually look too out of place. Really, she looked very
natural, very real.
I sat down on Melanie's bed, my eyes never leaving that reflection. I
wasn't even Adam anymore, was I?
27.
The doorbell rang, pulling me out of my horrified daze. Oh, for God's
sake, was Steve here? He really wanted to hang out a lot.
Did that have anything to do with my dreams?
I left Melanie's room and made my way downstairs. I made it to the door
just as Steve was about to ring the doorbell again, and watched his
eyes widen in surprise. "What?" I asked, then realized that he hadn't
heard my voice all day. "Look, I know I sound a little different, but
that's all that's changed, okay?"
He shook his head slowly. "No... No it ain't..."
I raised an eyebrow, then I realized what he was looking at. Me. His
eyes were tracing my body from head to toe and back again. Suddenly, I
felt a little chilly, and rubbed at my exposed arms. "Are you gonna
hurry up and come inside, I'm kinda cold."
"Um... Yeah," he said, nervousness in his voice.
He came in and sat down on the couch, and I sat down beside him. "So...
What's going on?" I asked.
He shrugged. "Well, I'm kinda bored, so I came over here. You're
wearing short shorts and a tank top. And we're not really doing much of
anything."
Dammit, dammit, dammit... Why had I decided now would be a good time to
try on Melanie's clothes? I finish doing that and suddenly my best
friend arrived, I was just stupid.
Before I could suggest anything, Steve said, "You look nice, by the
way."
I blushed. I blushed! He complimented me, and I blushed! What the hell
was wrong with me? "Thanks," I said. Stupid goosebumps, causing me to
to be nervous now. "Wow... It's funny how something so minor as clothes
can cause so much awkward between us, huh?"
He let out a chuckle. "Yeah."
"Do you wanna do something?"
"Like what?"
"I dunno. We never finished playing Resident Evil Six the other day."
He shook his head. "Nah. Let's find something else to play."
"Okay. I don't have a whole lot more co-op games, though."
He shrugged. "We don't have to play a co-op game. You could play a game
while I watch, I could play a game while you watch."
I nodded. "Okay. Go pick something."
He nodded, then got up and walked up the stairs. I just sat there,
hugging my knees to my chest. Wait, what?! That is so something that
girls do! Why was I doing it?! I uncurled and let my feet touch the
floor again. I didn't like what I'd just done. Why had I hugged my
knees to my chest? Was I... Scared? Was I... Concerned?
Was I happy to be around Steve?
He came back down the stairs with a stack of games and set them down on
the coffee table. "Well... Here's our options."
"How many of my games didn't you grab?"
He flashed a weak smile and rubbed at the back of his neck. "Um...
Two?"
I rolled my eyes. "Alright, let's do process of elimination, then."
28.
I sighed. Twenty minutes of going through all my games, and we couldn't
think of anything to play. I just sat back and propped my feet up on
the coffee table. "For the love of God, just pick at random!" I said.
It brought attention back to my voice, because it sounded even more
feminine than it had before.
He sat back down on the couch beside me. "Hell, let's just watch a
movie."
I shrugged. "Okay with me." I picked up the TV remote, flipped to a
Starz channel and caught the tail end of the credits of Iron Man 3.
"Ugh, they're still showing this? Aren't there better movies they could
show?"
Steve laughed. "You've never told me why you don't like Iron Man.
What's wrong with 'em?"
I shook my head. I dunno. I've just never liked them that much. I liked
Thor better."
He smiled. "Yeah, I wonder why."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
He lightly poked me in the arm. "Look at how you're dressed!"
"What? I'm gonna havta wear this stuff eventually!" I was trying to
justify this. Why was I trying to justify this? "Besides, at least I'm
not wearing the same ratty jeans I wore yesterday, like you are!"
He burst into laughter, which surprised me. "You are such a girl now!
You're trying to 'fix' me already!"
I blushed again. "No I'm not! You're just... y'know... You have other
pants, right?"
He nodded through his laughter. "I can't believe this. You're wearing
your sister's clothes, and you're trying to fix me, how are you not a
girl right now?"
"I'm just... I'm not!" I was lying to myself and I knew that.
"You're even wearing lipstick, man!"
Oh, crap, I forgot about that. I brought my hand up to my lips, like
covering them up would erase the purple stuff on them. Why had I forgot
about that? Why hadn't I washed this stuff off while he was looking
through all my games?
"Um... Yeah?" I said, with obvious embarrassment in my voice.
He patted me on my exposed shoulder. "Hey, it's okay. I think it looks
good on you."
I swear my face had to be beet-red with how much I was blushing, and I
could almost feel my masculinity draining away as I asked, "Really?"
Why had I asked that? What possible reason could I have for asking
that? Steve was my best friend, and the very reason I got into this
situation, not a potential boyfriend!
"What?" he asked, taking close observation of my face. I must have had
a disturbed look, or something.
"I think you should leave," I said, and I meant it. This was getting
out of hand. Steve wasn't just looking like my best friend anymore, and
that scared me. "Please, please leave."
He grabbed me by the shoulders and said, "What is it?"
"I just... I want you to leave, okay?"
He took a deep breath. "I have something to tell you. I've been having
these weird dreams, ever since we met that old witch. One of them had
me walking into your house and finding you standing there, but you
weren't a guy. There was another one where I was complaining about how
we don't spend much time together anymore, and another one - "
I cut him off. "Where I'm the one complaining because you don't want to
spend time with me?"
He nodded. "Yeah. We were in here, and you were all bouncy and girly
and... I think I realized that my punishment would be us drifting
apart. I don't want that to happen, because you're my best friend,
y'know?"
I nodded. "Yeah."
"So, please, Amanda, don't ask me to leave again."
Suddenly, I felt something welling up inside me, and it was anger. He
just called me Amanda. He just called me that goddamn name! No! "Get
out!" I said, my voice firm.
"But, after I just - "
I cut him off again. "I said get out!" I yelled this time. Even with my
more feminine voice, there was a bit of the authority that I'd felt as
a boy.
Steve got up off the couch, nodded, and left, just like that. No muss,
no fuss, no protest. He was there and then he was just gone. I just sat
there on the couch, shaking, shuddering, shivering...
Angry.
29.
It took me at least an hour to stand up from the couch. I didn't want
to move, I didn't want to do anything. I was angry. Angry at Steve,
angry at that sorceress, even angry at Melanie for no reason
whatsoever, just because I was wearing her clothes. I didn't have any
reason to be angry at Melanie, or Steve (really), I should have just
been angry at the sorceress.
I walked upstairs to my room and practically dropped onto my bed. My
tablet was still on my nightstand, so I grabbed it, tapped the camera
icon, flipped the camera to the front lens and looked at myself, really
looked at myself. My face in particular. It was obvious why Steve had
called me Amanda, because I didn't look like Adam at all anymore. If
somebody was just looking at my face, they'd wonder how I could have
ever been Adam. I still had three days of this, how much more changing
could I do? Well, aside from Little Adam shrinking inside me
completely, and my breasts growing more.
I tapped out of the camera and got to the internet, where I searched
for all those nutjobs I'd read about before. I quickly registered at
the forum and started a new thread.
My name is Amanda, and I used to be Adam.
30.
I sat on my bed, hugging my knees to my chest, and waited for Melanie
to come home. I didn't have much else to do. I had the TV on, but I
wasn't watching anything. The thread I'd started had taken off, with
over sixty different people saying things ranging from absolutely
believing me to thinking I'm, and I quote, "Some dumb cunt who wants
people to think she's nuts." I rolled my eyes at that guy.
I heard the front door open and Melanie did something downstairs, then
she climbed the stairs. "Adam? You still here?"
"Yeah," I said, "in my room."
She walked into the room and stopped dead in her tracks. It probably
looked odd to her to see her younger brother wearing her clothes - not
to mention her lipstick - and not looking strange in any way. "Um... Is
there anything wrong?" she asked.
I stood up. "Look at this."
"Yeah, you managed to pick clothes I don't wear anymore, what about
it?"
"No! Look at this!"
"Bro, I don't - "
"Mel! I'm... I'm not Adam anymore!"
She sighed. "Look, bro, I hate to tell you this, but you really haven't
been Adam for a little while now. Pretty much since I woke you up this
morning."
"And you didn't say anything?"
She walked over to me and sat down on my bed. "What would you have said
if it was me or Steve that was changing? I wasn't trying to make you
feel worse. I already felt bad making you talk to Mom and Dad this
morning."
I sat down beside her. "What's this mean for school tomorrow? How is
anybody gonna recognize me?"
"We'll see the principal tomorrow morning, it's that simple."
I laughed. "Yeah, what's the principal gonna say about this? What are
we going to tell him? 'Hi, Mr. Malski, a sorceress cursed me and I'm
turning into a girl during this last week of school'?"
She put an arm around me. It felt comforting, to have my sister hugging
me. "We'll think of something. Don't worry."
I put my head on her shoulder as she put her other arm around me. This
wasn't the same type of brother/sister hug that I'd experienced before,
this was a hug between sisters, a knowing, loving hug that siblings of
opposite genders just don't understand. It was a feeling I'd never had
before.
I felt a tear drip down my cheek. Adam was gone. He was gone, he was
dead, he was never coming back.
I wasn't crying because he was gone, I wasn't crying because I was
happy, I wasn't crying for any reason that made sense.
I was crying because I accepted what had happened.
31.
There was a knock on my bedroom door. I opened it to see Steve standing
there, which surprised me. "Didn't I scare you off yesterday?"
He shrugged. "You're my friend, why wouldn't I come back?"
"Because I was rude to you?"
"So what? You're my friend, remember?"
"You mean you're not mad at me?"
He took me by the hand and pulled me a little closer. "Of course not.
You're just... Going through a rough time. Nobody can blame you for how
you're feeling."
I blushed. "Thanks."
He smiled. "You're wearing that lipstick again."
I nodded. "Turns out I like it. Do you?"
He patted me on the shoulder. "On you, I like anything."
I giggled. "Really?" He was buttering me up, clearly, but I was
enjoying it.
"Yeah." He brushed his hand against my cheek. "You look pretty no
matter what."
I was turning so red, it was embarrassing. "So... You ready for
school?"
He shook his head. "Not just yet."
"Steve?"
"I just... Please, just this once?"
"Just this once what?"
He shook his head. "Fuck it." He leaned down and put his lips right to
mine, and his arms around me. I rested my hands on his chest and I
could feel his heartbeat. The world faded around us, and I just let him
kiss me. It felt so wonderful, and I didn't want it to end.
His hand slipped from my hip to my chest, and I felt him squeezing my
breast through my shirt. I moved one of my hands to cover his, to make
him squeeze harder. It felt so wonderful.
"Adam? Adam! Wake up!" someone said from somewhere, and I felt Steve
fading away from me...
32.
Mom was gently shaking me awake. I groaned and turned over onto my
side. "I don't wanna get up..." I said. Wait, when did Mom get here? I
didn't care, I just wanted to sleep.
She smacked me on the butt. "I said get up, young lady."
"Ugh..." I groaned. I turned back onto my back. "Did you just call me
young lady?"
"You look more like a young lady."
I turned back onto my side. "What time is it?"
"It's seven forty-five, you've got about an hour before school."
"Why'd