Mistress of Gor
Dedicated to the genius of Olga Turlovna with sincere admiration.
Chapter Three: I think I am in love with the former Miss Rachel Evans
of Oakhampton.
"Are you satisfied with your new lodgings, Felice?" Kurgus drew back
some ornate velvet drapes to permit sunshine to flood the room through
the bay windows. The windows led out onto a small balcony overlooking
the gardens to the rear of the property. I was now dressed as a typical
Gorean Free Woman of Corcyrus of course, much to my discomfort. It was
a cruel irony that now that I possessed a real woman's body, perfect in
every way, I would be forced to hide it under layers and layers of
loosely flowing gowns. How I desperately wanted to wear Western Earth
fashions - short skirts, equally short dresses, skin tight stretch
jeans, floppy layered tops, beautiful frocks that showed off my figure,
but no, now that I was a woman on Gor all those things were forbidden
to me. A woman who wished to dress like that would be considered a
natural slave and dealt with accordingly. From the moment I stepped out
of my bath in the morning, Louise was there to fuss over and dress me
according to the principles of this suffocating culture. I was a woman
and I had no choice in how I might appear in public. The principle of a
Free Woman's dress is to spare her the lustful attentions of men and so
the clothing is arranged so as to conceal her from head to toe,
allowing only her eyes to be revealed, and even in some regions of Gor,
such as the Tahari, not even that. If this puts you in mind of the more
orthodox countries in the Middle East then you would be correct in your
thinking.
The robes are worn in layers, each outer layer being stiffer and
bulkier than the one beneath it. The street robe for example is a very
stiff robe and it goes over the house robe, which is more flexible. The
robes are kept secure by a series of eyes and hooks and it can take
some time for a High Caste women to dress in her multiple layers. She
will likely need help dressing properly, hence the need for personal
body slaves such as Louise. I had yet to be able to master the process
of dressing myself completely, and before you laugh I would say, if you
happen to be a man, then try putting a bra on while the clasps are at
your back and then maybe you'll understand how some simple modes of
dress can be difficult if you're not used to them. Gloves are also
commonly worn, for the men of Gor are such, that a glimpse of a bare
wrist on a Free Woman is enough to make them speculate on the
lineaments of her body beneath the gowns. The robes may be of any
colours though one's Caste colours will often be the predominant hue.
Beneath these robes, a woman may wear a slip-like undergarment, its
fabric dependent upon the wealth of the woman. High Caste women are
more likely to own an undergarment of silk or a similar material as I
did. A Low Caste woman is more likely to wear an undergarment of rep
cloth. Bras, panties and tights are not worn on Gor.
Like robes, veils are worn in various numbers and combinations
dependent upon one's Caste and station. High Caste women often own many
veils and will wear a number commensurate with the occasion. Some
wealthy women may wear up to ten veils on a formal occasion, but more
commonly most women will wear only one or two veils, such as the last
veil and the street veil. Each veil is heavier and more opaque than the
veil beneath it. A veil is commonly a long length of fabric that is
wound around a woman's head and secured by veil pins. A narrow gap is
left for one's eyes.
The last veil, also known as the light veil, is often worn next to
one's face. It is similar in some ways to the intimacy veil. The
intimacy veil is also worn next to the face but it is diaphanous. This
veil is long though and can be wound several times around one's face,
thus making it more opaque with each revolution. The freedom veil is
worn above the previous veil. The pride veil is then worn above the
freedom veil. The house veil is worn over the pride veil. And yes, this
is as restrictive as it might seem. The house veil is often worn
indoors when the household is having guests, especially guests
unfamiliar to a woman such as myself who knew very few people in the
city. The street veil is commonly the topmost veil worn in public. This
veil is very heavy and absolutely opaque.
In many 'progressive' Gorean cities, such as Ar, it is not legally
mandatory for free women to wear Robes of Concealment and veils, rather
it is more a matter of custom, tradition and modesty. But, there are
some cities that make it mandatory and repeated violations can lead to
enslavement. Part of the justification for this garb is to protect free
women from being kidnapped by raiders. Most men will not risk their
life to try to abduct a woman who might turn out to be ugly. It is much
more profitable to steal a slave who they can easily see is attractive.
In the Robes and veils it is easy for a free woman to disguise her
identity while she travels around the city. Another justification is
that free women are supposed to be modest and not act like a slave in
any way. Wearing clothes that are too revealing would be a social faux
pas. Even in cities where such garb is not mandatory, there will still
be laws that prevent free women from baring too much flesh in public.
And yes, violations of such laws can lead to enslavement.
Normally only one's family may look upon a free women without her veil,
which in my case means no one here on Gor. Within their homes, some
women may not wear a veil in the presence of certain special guests.
Free women, when drinking in public, commonly lift their veils with
their left hands to drink. Others will drink right through their veils.
In public, some Low Caste women don't wear veils and a few bold High
Caste women may also not wear them. This is more likely to lead to
negative ramifications for the High Caste woman. Peer pressure helps to
contribute to women wearing veils. If a High Caste woman does not wear
veils in public, she may find herself shunned by other women or even
publicly insulted. Women of the barbaric lands often do not wear veils,
and even women of some of the northern cities do not commonly wear
veils. In the cities, it is often a serious crime for someone to face
strip a free women, to remove her veils against her will. Such an
action is usually only undertaken by a man who intends capturing and
enslaving the woman anyway.
Footwear for free women is commonly either sandals or slippers,
dependent on Caste. Boots may also be worn, dependent on the situation.
Some women wear platform shoes, especially those of High Caste or
station.
Personally speaking, I found the clothing and veils to be
claustrophobic and uncomfortable. The climate in Corcyrus resembles
that of San Francisco, and so it is hardly conducive to being bundled
up so. The clothing is also restrictive in that it is impossible to run
in so many layers of gowns that reach down to your ankles. The hobbling
effect on a woman reminds her perhaps of her lowly position in Gorean
society and how vulnerable she might be without male protection. Such
protection of course is only there so long as she conducts herself in a
pleasing manner, being careful not to incite any lustful thoughts in
men through careless or perhaps mildly flirtatious actions.
Not all women are so encumbered. Slave girls often wear little more
than a skimpy rep tunic, low cut at the neck to reveal a girl's
cleavage, sleeveless, often slashed at the sides, with a scandalously
short hemline baring her legs for men to enjoy. Dressed like that a
slave girl can move quickly and comfortably, gracefully even. They
attract the attention of men automatically, and they seem to enjoy
doing so. It is one of the reasons I think why Free Women on the whole
hate slave girls.
"It's a considerable improvement on my small flat in London." I was
quietly impressed by the splendour of the marbled architecture and the
large sunlit rooms and walled grounds. To be honest I had only seen
this sort of property in photo spreads in celebrity women's magazines
that I had bought for the latest fashion and makeup articles when I was
trying to learn all the things genuine women had spent their childhoods
and teenage years learning. I was now conversing with Kurgus in Gorean
of course, for I had spent several months learning it and many of the
customs of this planet under the uncompromising supervision of Tallia.
To be honest, learning to speak Gorean wasn't particularly difficult
for I've always had a skill with languages and studied ancient Greek
and Latin at school, which apparently was what brought me in particular
to Udumi's attention when Kurgus asked her to set aside one of her
captures for possible use as an agent on Gor. The process mostly took
place while I slept and was reinforced during the day time lessons from
Tallia. At night I would go to sleep with a small ear piece in my right
ear. It was hollow and therefore did not create the sort of vacuum
feeling you get from trying to sleep with earplugs in. It was another
example of the advanced technology available to the space faring Kurii
as it registered my brain patterns and at the point where I drifted off
to REM sleep it began to run a series of subliminal language lessons to
imprint the basics of Gorean into my head.
The next day Tallia would test me on what I had learnt while I slept,
running over the words and phrases, encouraging me to build fluent
sentences and hold conversations. The classes would be taken in her
apartments where I would kneel in the traditional position of the Free
Woman. She on the other hand would often sit cross legged as a Panther
Girl might if she was mimicking the status and authority of a man.
Having lost her animal skins when she was captured, Tallia chose to
wear the cast off tunics of men within the villa. On her the garments
were loose and were it not for the belt securing the garment around her
waist it would be baggy enough to conceal much of her curves, The hem
of the tunic fell past her knees, such was the height difference
between her and the man who previously wore it. Kurgus permitted her to
carry a knife that she chose to wear in a belt sheath. It was a
concession to prove to her that he intended to honour his word.
"Again," Tallia would say as she sat looking down at me. She had also
chosen to wear a slave whip clipped to her belt. Occasionally she might
rest a hand upon it, perhaps as a subtle reminder of her physical
superiority over me. It is worth noting that the whip was never
actually used. I do not think this is a reflection of my aptitude with
learning Gorean, for I did make mistakes, especially in the early days,
but rather I suspect the whip was purely for show, and that Tallia had
been told by Kurgus that I was not to be disciplined. I was of course
free and according to the customs it would not be appropriate for
Tallia to have had whip rights over me. While not technically enslaved,
Tallia remained the captive of Kurgus until such a time he chose to
release her. In a sense then I was above her in status. I have no doubt
she would have liked to have whipped me - I could see it in her eyes at
times, for she thought of me as weak, and in the eyes of a panther, a
weak woman is an insult to her own sex. Panther Girls can be extremely
cruel to a soft yielding silk slave if such a girl falls into their
hands. They despise any sign of wanton sexuality for the benefit of a
man. Yes, Tallia thought me weak, and she would have whipped me had we
been in the Northern Forests which she called home.
I in turn hated her of course. This was curious, because on Earth, as a
man, I had often been turned on my fantasies of a Fem Dom nature. My
fantasies revolved around me being dominated by a strong woman, being
bound, made to serve her, being punished perhaps, and yet here Tallia
was the real thing, and yet... I did not seek her domination of me.
Rather I resented the way she had imposed her superior strength and
speed when she had seized me, forced me to submit and made me hurry to
the slave ring where she tied me to spend the night naked on the tiles.
The reality when it had suddenly occurred had not turned me on the way
my male fantasies had done, or so I thought at the time. I had instead
been terrified and then, as the hours crept by, I had been furious,
growing even more so as it became clear to me that her knots were
capture knots and no amount of struggling, wriggling or whimpering
could free myself. If this had been my fantasy ever since puberty, why
had the real thing not aroused me? The answer was of course rather
complex, as I would slowly discover. So yes, I hated her in a petty,
resentful manner, while she in turn dismissed me as weak. She was
stronger than me, faster than me, tougher than me, and I could tell
that in a way, though he would never say so, Kurgus admired her
resilient and uncompromising spirit. Oh, no doubt Kurgus felt sure he
could break her in time, but the resistance she had shown so far
elevated the girl in his eyes. It was bad enough feeling weak and
helpless before the men of Gor - men such as Kurgus and his armed
guards at the vila, but to feel weak and helpless before this Panther
Girl was really too much for me to bear.
I repeated the verbs and adverbs I had learnt, sounding each one out in
turn as Tallia listened intently for any mistakes. The subliminally
hypnotic lessons were a big help, but they were nothing without the day
time lessons to bring the words up into my conscious mind. As the days
rolled into weeks, Tallia grew curious about me.
"Kurgus tells me that on Earth you were actually a man."
"Yes I was." I wasn't too pleased that Kurgus had told Tallia this.
Like many Transgender girls, being reminded of my true sex was
embarrassing when I was presenting myself as a woman. Of course now it
wasn't the case any more that I was presenting as a woman, rather I was
now biologically a woman in every sense because of the alien science
that had reshaped my body.
"He also told me that on Earth when you were a man you frequently
dressed as a slave girl."
"I wore feminine clothes, but I didn't dress as a slave."
"Really? Kurgus showed me the garments you wore the night you were
captured. He told me you commonly wore garments of slave-like brevity."
"I wish he hadn't said that." I blushed and lowered my head, still
feeling the tell tale emotions that I had been doing something wrong by
rejecting the conventions of my own sex and embracing everything that I
associated with being feminine.
"Why would you do that? I don't understand? Being a man is an advantage
in every respect. You would be stronger, more likely to be in charge,
to earn more money. The world still works in your favour."
"It's difficult to explain. I'd rather not talk about it."
"Maybe not, but we are here to converse in Gorean for the purpose of
teaching you the language. I think this is a topic that will prove a
useful tool for you to practise your conversational Gorean. Why did you
wear dresses and skirts when you were a man?"
"I like the way they look. I like they way they feel and I like the way
they make me feel. They make me feel... I don't know... calm, happy,
content. I feel complete, if that makes any sense. I never felt
comfortable as a man, in male clothing, I always felt it wasn't right,
but when I dressed as a woman, made myself resemble a woman to the best
of my abilities, well, then everything felt good - no, felt very good.
Everything I did felt so much better if I was wearing a dress and
heels."
"A slave-like garment can do that?"
"In conjunction with adopting the appearance of a woman, yes. The make-
up, the hair, the nails, the curves of a woman's body." I had been
asked these questions before by many people, in bars and in taxis, and
I still found it difficult to give satisfactory answers that didn't
sound trite. "They aren't considered slave garments on Earth. They are
commonly worn at night by the women of Earth."
"The women of Earth are natural slaves. Everyone knows that. Do you
wish you had been born a woman?"
"Sometimes. It's difficult to explain. Sometimes, yes. And then
sometimes my male mind rebelled against my fantasies and desires and
told me I was being stupid, ridiculous, and then I would have feelings
of shame, that I was somehow doing something wrong. Particularly if..." I
suddenly stopped. I was about to say something that would be far too
personal to disclose.
"If what?" Tallia regarded me carefully.
"It's nothing. I don't wish to say."
"I command you to do so."
"Don't be ridiculous. You have no authority over me." I shook my head.
"It is clear to me that although you wear that slave whip clipped to
your belt, you have no authority to use it on me. You think I haven't
guessed that? It's obvious. Kurgus permitted you the one indignity on
my first night in Corcyrus to teach me my limits, but that is all."
Now Tallia smiled. "You are sure of that, pretty little slip of a girl?
You are very, very sure of that..." Her right hand now rested on the
coils of the whip. Her eyes fixed hard on mine. "Think carefully, girl.
If you are wrong and I uncoil this whip, it will be because you will
feel it. Are you so very sure you are prepared to take that gamble?"
I swallowed hard. Was she serious? She now had the look of a forest
panther that was watching its prey, judging what I might do. No, Kurgus
would not have given her whip rights over me. The thought was absurd. I
was to be his Agent on Gor. I was to be someone important to his
Masters. Tallia would not be permitted to beat me. The thought was
absurd.
But the look in her eyes. I was no longer so sure of myself. Could she?
Would she? I remembered how easily Tallia had bested me that first
night in Corcyrus, how easily she had brought me to my knees, to a
point of abject submission, and how easily she had bound me to a slave
ring. I had no doubt that a whip wielded in her hands would hurt me.
And I had no doubt that she would first strip me, tie me to a whipping
ring and then whip me.
But no. Kurgus would not allow it. She was bluffing.
Tallia rose to her feet, her hand still resting on the coiled whip.
With a deft movement of her fingers she released the clasp. The whip
could now be removed from its clip, shook loose and used in a single
motion. Her eyes regarded mine, cold, unblinking the eyes of a hunter,
the eyes of a woman far stronger than me.
I looked down, breaking the gaze. I couldn't meet her eyes. My heart
beat hammered inside my chest. I felt giddy, weak, suddenly fearful.
"Speak, little silk girl. Speak now or test me at your peril."
I couldn't take the risk. "It would be after I... after I... pleasured
myself... dressed as a girl... in soft dresses, stockings, with makeup, and
sometimes I would feel so aroused looking at myself in the mirror that
I would... you know, play with myself, and after that... then I'd feel the
sense of shame. The sense of doing something that society had decided
was forbidden to me. And I would then hurry to a mirror and scrub away
my makeup, pull the dress from my body and cry on my bed, wishing I
wouldn't have to repeat this endless cycle of desperately needing to be
a girl and then feeling so shameful afterwards."
"I see." Tallia continued to stand there. "I think you are a slave in
your heart, pretty little silk girl."
"No! No I am not! It is just fantasies! Fantasies that come and go!"
"You lie to yourself then. You cannot recognise what you are. But Gor
will show you in time. Gor will reveal to you your natural place."
"No! I don't believe all that crap!"
"Believe what you will, or not, the men of Gor care little for such
distractions. Tell me, do you desire men?"
"No. No!" I felt it important, very important, to make that clear to
her. "I do not. I have no interest in men."
"That is interesting, for men will surely desire you."
"Let them. It is no concern of mine." I shook my head. "I was not
brought here to Gor to be a man's plaything - a man's slave. I still
have the mind of a man inside this feminine body. I am still attracted
to women. Women are beautiful."
"I think, pretty little silk girl, that you confuse wanting to be a
woman, because you find her so beautiful, with wanting to have a woman.
The former is true for you, of that I am sure, but perhaps you have
over many years been confused about what else you want. I pity you. You
are not happy, nor will you ever be until you recognise that your
femininity is rather more than skin deep." Tallia clicked her fingers.
"The lesson is ended for today. Go to your rooms and consider what we
have said today."
"Tallia?" I looked up as the woman began to turn away, her fingers
securing once again the clasp on the belt where the whip hung. With a
shrug she looked back at me over her shoulder.
"Yes?"
"Has Kurgus given you whip rights over me? I mean, has he?"
"Of course."
---------------------------------
"From what I've seen of it, Gor is a beautiful world in many ways. Life
can be good here if you have money," I said as I continued to admire
the view from my new home within the walled villa compound.
"I'm glad you feel that way. This is your new life after all, at least
until we send you out into the field on our behalf with a mission.
We've kept our side of the bargain. You have fine clothes, a lavish
property and a steady income that means you'll want for little. We look
after our agents, sweet Felice." Kurgus stood with his arms folded as
he watched me explore the adjoining rooms.
"And I am grateful for all this, Kurgus. Very grateful." I knew of
course that the unspoken alternative was a steel collar and chains, not
to mention a slave brand. I thought back to the frightened face of Miss
Elizabeth Bentley as she stared back at me from the confines of her
transport capsule on Earth. Where was she now? In a slave pen, being
trained? Or had she been exhibited and auctioned on the block and was
now serving a Master in some city somewhere. I had seen her naked of
course, lying helpless in the grass as a collar was locked about her
throat, and I knew she would make a splendid slave girl. Her hair
colouring, that rich reddish brown, was actually very rare on Gor, and
therefore highly prized. Yes, the beautiful, curvaceous Miss Elizabeth
Bentley would no doubt command a high price. I wished I could see her
again. She was truly, breathtakingly beautiful. But what would she make
of me like this? I clenched my hands into small fists in frustration.
"As you should be. You are our woman now. You've been educated in the
customs and traditions of Gor at great expense and from this day on you
shall serve as our agent in the Tahari and beyond. The region is
currently ripe with possibilities and we need an active agent there."
Kurgus smiled as he considered the future. "This is a period of
transition when power might slip through many hands. We are interested
in the desert region of the Tahari and will appreciate whatever
intelligence you can gather during your time there. In addition, there
may be a specific mission that will test you to the full."
"I'll do my best."
"I'm sure you will." Kurgus drew a pouch from the inside of his tunic
and dangled it in front of me by its worn leather thongs. It was heavy
with coins. "For your initial expenses in the region." As I reached for
it, Kurgus drew his hand back suddenly.
"Kurgus?" I frowned as my hand closed on thin air instead of on the
pouch of coins.
With a smile Kurgus placed the pouch into my outstretched hand and
stroked my wrist softly. "Always remember who pays for your fine
clothes and expensive food, Felice."
"Behave yourself, Kurgus. I still have the mind of a man, remember. I
do not think like a woman. I do not appreciate being toyed with." I
drew my hand back quickly and weighed the pouch in my palm. I could
feel the outline of the coins - a mixture of silver and gold no doubt.
"As I said, I'll earn my pay."
"You will communicate in code. We expect weekly despatches."
"And how do I contact you? How do I send these despatches?"
"It transpires that the Lady Felicea loves to read. Once you are
registered and accepted as a citizen of Patashqar in the Tahari, you
will be entitled to use the facilities of the city library where tens
of thousands of books and scrolls are stored. Each week you will visit
to browse and select a scroll. It doesn't matter which one you borrow.
You don't even need to read it if you don't wish to. When you return
the scroll at the end of the week, your coded report will be inserted
inside the scroll tube. We have a courier agent at the library and this
person will know when you have returned a scroll. The message will be
intercepted and removed before the scroll is returned to the public
racks."
"I see. And this courier?"
"The courier's name is none of your business. A good many people work
at and have access to the library. The identity of our courier will
remain anonymous to you for obvious reasons."
"So I can't tell anyone who he or she is?"
"Precisely."
"Have no fear, Kurgus. I know how to be discrete."
"You had better be. The people of Patashqar would not appreciate the
true nature of your work for us."
"I'm not stupid, Kurgus. I'm well aware of the risks. Self preservation
alone means I'll be as careful as I can." I ran my fingers along the
side of an ornate couch with inlaid silver and gold designs. "I may not
look it, but I'm feeling quite scared. I'm on an alien world, taking on
work that the citizens of this city would consider treason if I shared
their home stone. My heart is beating like a trip hammer just thinking
about it."
"Attention to detail is the secret, Felice. Forget everything about
your old life as a man of Earth. Immerse yourself instead in every
detail of Gor, no matter how trivial. Think of yourself from now on as
a Gorean woman. The secret to deceiving people is to embrace your role
totally to the point where you believe it too. Just a few small
mistakes can arouse suspicion, for Goreans are naturally very
suspicious people."
Kurgus paced around the open chamber of the Corcyrian building. There
was still much to say and do before he could be confident I could
operate in what was a very alien environment for me. "Officially you
come from Corcyrus. Your olive skin tone makes that an obvious choice,
and besides, it's never a good idea to pose as a native of the city in
which you operate. No amount of training and education can replace a
lifetime of growing up with a particular homestone. There will always
be a thousand and one things you don't know but should know about
Patashqar if you claimed to be a citizen since birth. The Tahari region
is located southeast of Ar, below the eastern foothills of the Voltai
Mountains. Corcyrus is far enough away and considered remote and
inaccessible that citizens of Patashqar will be unable to recognise if
you make mistakes in your background. It is unlikely that you will ever
encounter a man or woman from Corcyrus in Patashqar, but if you do I
would suggest you avoid them. Your spoken Gorean is passable, and your
knowledge of Gorean customs is reasonably good now, but a man from
Corcyrus would soon recognise that your knowledge of his city was basic
at best. The main cities of the Tahari are Tor in the northwest and
Kasra to the west of Tor. Between them is the desert, known as the
Wastes or the Emptiness. It is a remote a forbidding place where only
the strongest can survive."
"Why am I unlikely to encounter anyone from Corcyrus in the Tahari?"
"The people of Gor do not as a rule travel much beyond their region.
While you may find overlapping areas, you would not for example find
men of Schendi holidaying in Ar or Cos. There are two major tribes of
the Tahari; the Aretai and the Kavars. All of the other tribes are
either vassals of these two or too small to be of any importance."
"And what do I need to know about these tribes?"
"For practical purposes, very little. No one you meet will expect you
to know anything about them. Or if they do, then no amount of briefing
will really prepare you for a long conversation on the subject. The
point of giving you this background is that no one is really going to
be able to question it. I have provided some papers relating to the
desert people. Read them thoroughly and imprint the knowledge in your
head. Then burn the papers. It wouldn't do for a Corcyrian woman to be
found in possession of a briefing on what a Tahari woman should know
about her land of origin."
"Of course not. The papers will be ash by tomorrow morning."
"If you're concerned about detail, and I think you should be, as it is
ultimately your life on the line, my beautiful agent, then I would
advise you to tie a strand of silk between your ankles during the day.
Taharian women are expected to adopt a graceful and measured stride in
their land, and to do so they restrict and maintain the length of their
pace with silk thongs. It is up to you how long the thread of silk
should be, but for your light body frame, I would recommend twelve to
sixteen inches. Some Taharian free women use sets of light walking
chains for the same purpose, but I advise you not to in Corcyrus as the
custom is not common here and the sound of chain links would be
misconstrued."
I laughed softly. "I assure you the thought of chaining my ankles
together has never occurred to me."
"I never said it did. But details like this you are supposed to know.
It is a matter of common practice in the Tahari and one that a woman
travelling there would understand. If questioned on the subject you are
not only supposed to know of it, but possibly to have practised it too,
in order to blend in with the locals. An observant Gorean might notice
a supposedly Taharian woman walking with the same confident stride as a
city woman, when supposedly she has spent all her life being taught to
take smaller measured steps. Such a small detail could be enough to
arouse attention in a man tasked with the responsibility to find spies.
It's not worth taking the risk. Questions inevitably lead to more
questions. And the more questions, the more chance of you making a
fatal mistake. Do you understand?"
"Yes."
"Now, I have a gift for you Felice. It is, a gift that would be
priceless on Earth, and yet here on Gor I grant it to you as I might
offer a cup of wine." Kurgus clapped his hands and waited as a tall,
robed physician entered the chambers. The man had a hooked nose, deep
set eyes and short stubble for hair. In his hands he carried a
hypodermic syringe.
"No more drugs..." I quickly shook my head. "I told you after I was
drugged in England, I won't permit that again."
Kurgus seemed amused by that statement. "You were drugged so that we
could transport you easily. The journey by steel ship would not have
been pleasant had you been awake during the long voyage. Our transport
vessels are not built for comfort. It was for your own good. You have
to learn to trust us, Felice. Have we ever done anything that hasn't in
the long term been to your benefit?"
"What is in that syringe?"
"As I said, a priceless gift: the fountain of eternal youth that the
Conquistadors sought in the New World. It's a stabilisation serum -
quite common on Gor, but unknown to the people of Earth. It is my gift
to you, a gift that rich men and women in America would offer millions
of dollars for. It will stabilise your age as it is now. You need never
lose your beauty, Felice. You will forever look the way you do now and
you will live for hundreds of years."
"You can do that?"
"Yes, we can. A series of injections... and you will never fear the
ravages of time. Do you want that?"
I glanced at the physician holding the syringe. It seemed virtually
impossible, and yet, wasn't everything I had experienced lately been
just as impossible? I was being offered eternal youth? The preservation
of my beauty against the ravages of time? How could I refuse? "Yes. Yes
I do"
"You see. You must trust us, Felice. We are your friends here on Gor.
Your true friends. We want the best for you, because you are going to
help us." Kurgus motioned for the physician to approach the girl. "Bare
your left arm, Felice."
I rolled the loose sleeve of my robe up, exposing my skin to the
physician. I turned my gaze away as I felt the prick of the needle. It
didn't really hurt, but like a lot of people I was squeamish about
watching an injection take place. The moment passed as I felt the
physician step away.
"One more thing." Kurgus walked to a small table where a bottle of ka-
la-na stood beside a silver chased goblet. As I watched, he poured a
small measure of the red wine and then, producing a small vial from a
pouch in his belt, he poured the contents of the vial into the wine and
stirred it with a spoon. Satisfied, he picked up the goblet and
presented it to me.
"What is that exactly?" I eyed the drink with suspicion.
"An inhibitor of sorts. Once imbibed it prevents you conceiving in the
event you might choose to have sex with a man." Kurgus recognised and
expected my astonished expression and waved aside my protests before
they were even voiced. "Rest assured I am not interested in your
private personal life or what you choose to do, outside of the fact
that your behaviour must not imperil your work for us. I spent enough
time on Earth to understand the deep sexual needs of its women there.
My only concern is that a pregnant agent would not be a very active
agent." Kurgus offered the goblet of wine again. "Drink quickly. I fear
the taste is somewhat bitter."
"How long does the drug last?"
"Indefinitely, until you drink a breeding drug that undoes the effect
of this inhibitor drug."
"A breeding drug!"
"Forgive me, but Goreans see such things in a different way than you
do." Kurgus smiled again. "Of course if you are uncomfortable with the
idea of taking the drug, there are practical and convenient
alternatives. It is possible to purchase in the market place an
intimate belt of sorts that can be locked around your hips and sex that
makes congress impossible in conventional breeding terms. That too
would be acceptable to us. You would still be able to please a man with
your mouth and hands, if you felt the need. As a surety I would of
course have to retain the key to the belt."
"You're being crude, Kurgus. It's not an attractive quality in a man."
Kurgus shrugged. "The Lady Felicea is probably right. The Gorean man's
attitude towards sex would be considered crude by the standards of the
men and women of Earth. Nevertheless a pregnant agent would be of
little use to us. If you will not drink the wine, then I shall have to
visit the market place on your behalf. You have a slim waist with
richly curved hips. It will not be difficult to find you a belt that
will fit, though I suggest you allow me to take your intimate
measurements if comfort is to be a factor. I will arrange for a slave
to periodically remove the belt from you, under close supervision of
course, for hygiene purposes."
I took the goblet and placed it to my lips, lifting aside the light
house veil with my left hand in the process. I wrinkled my nose as I
sipped the liquid. "You're right. It is bitter."
"Best to drink it quickly. Holding your breath is said to help as it
dulls the sensation of taste."
I nodded and poured the wine quickly down my throat. "Ugh. I'm glad I
won't have to repeat this on a daily basis. It's vile."
"I understand it tastes worse without the wine." Kurgus took the goblet
back and checked to see that it contained none of the liquid. "But of
course I wouldn't know."
"Is that it? Or do you still have further cocktails of chemicals that
you think I need?"
"No. You can relax now, Felice. We're done."
"In that case I think I'll rest for a while."
"There is one last thing. We're going to play a little game."
"A game?" I rolled my eyes in frustration. Was there no end to this?
"Imagine I'm a chancellor of the council of Patashqar and you are
introducing yourself for the first time as a visitor to the city to
apply for a permit to reside within the city walls. Imagine me now in
the fine robes of the scribes, reviewing your application. Please...
indulge me in what you would say." Kurgus took a few steps back and
gestured with his right hand.
"Can't we do this later, Kurgus? I got up early and have been training
all day. I really am tired now."
"As I said, indulge me."
"Oh, very well." I turned my back to Kurgus, took several steps away
and then turned round again. I was dressed in multiple flowing gowns of
silks and linens and lightly veiled as befitted my presence within a
private house. With a couple of steps I approached Kurgus and lowered
my head briefly in acknowledgement. "Tal Sir. I am the Lady Felicea of
Corcyrus. I have come to petition citizenship within your city."
"Tal, Lady Felicea. Be seated. Please."
I sighed and reluctantly knelt down in the tower position on the floor.
I really was tired and was looking forward to a few hours rest before
exploring the city, but I watched as Kurgus sat down too, though in his
case cross legged.
"What is your caste?"
"I am of the scribes, Sir."
"You seem well dressed. Your clothes are by no means cheap. You belong
to a high caste. Can I assume you have funds to your name?"
"I do, Sir, yes."
"And how is it then that a wealthy Corcyrian woman from a far away city
beyond the sands finds herself many pasangs here?"
"Kurgus?" I was surprised by the question.
"I am not Kurgus. Answer the question, woman." His voice sounded
harsher than usual.
"I am wealthy, yes. I simply decided to seek a new life in the cities
of the desert and..."
"How much money? Show me."
I lifted the pouch of coins I had been given and opened it. I counted
out ten coins of gold and twenty of silver. They were for the most part
stamped by the mints of Ar and Cos.
"That is a lot of money. How did it come to be in your hands?"
"Kurgus?"
"Stop calling me Kurgus. Treat this seriously. Answer the question."
"I... I earned it."
"You earned it? Ten gold and twenty silver? Do you think me a fool,
Lady? A girl from Corcyrus enters the desert on her own with that
amount of money?"
I stared silently at Kurgus, a mixture of annoyance and confusion
racing through my head.
"Girls from the Northern cities do not simply start a new life in the
desert with a bag full of money. Why are you here? Why are you not in
Corcyrus? How did you even get across the desert in the first place?"
"I really don't have the time or patience for this right now, Kurgus."
I quickly rose to my feet and smoothed down the embroidered silk of my
outer gown. "You can play your games some other time when I'm not
feeling so tired. Now, if you'll excuse me..."
"I did not give your permission to rise. Sit down."
"Fuck off." I switched back to English and glared at him.
"Now you're being crude, Felice. It's not an attractive quality in a
woman." Kurgus inclined his head towards the distant door. "Morgan. In
here, now." The door to the chamber opened as one of Kurgus's warriors
quickly stepped inside. He too wore the red tunic and had a Gorean
short sword in a scabbard at his waist. The hilt of the blade was worn
smooth with years of handling. "See that Felicea sits down." Morgan
nodded and quickly closed the distance towards me. Gripping first one
of my wrists and then the other, he forced me back down to my knees.
"Kurgus, you fucking bastard! How dare you!" I continued to swear in
English.
Kurgus motioned with his hand for Morgan to release my wrists and stand
next to me. "You've just addressed me in English, Felice. If this
wasn't a game you'd now be taken away by Patashqar's soldiers to a
secure place where you could explain to their satisfaction how you are
fluent in a barbarian tongue. But I'll ignore that for the purpose of
this exercise since I don't think you would be so stupid as to have
spoken in English to someone other than me. Do so again however, and I
will not be pleased. Now answer my questions."
"I grew tired of the restrictions of my life in Corcyrus. I wanted to
see other parts of Gor." I switched back to grammatically perfect
Gorean as I rubbed my wrists.
"No. Not good enough. A Corcyrian Free Woman doesn't simply grow tired
of her city and decide to travel to the desert on her own. Try again."
"Then what do you want me to say? I suddenly had a fascination for
sand! I like not being able to take a bath! I hear the shops are better
in the desert!"
"Take this seriously, Felice."
"I don't know! Perhaps I'm looking for my brother. I heard he might
have travelled this way."
"Do you know what I think?"
"Do I look like I care?"
"You should, Lady. I think you are not who you say you are. You have
not convinced me that you can be trusted in Patashqar. Your story, what
little there is of it, sounds as likely as the mighty Magicians of
Anango. Are you a spy, Lady Felicea? Were you sent here by the forces
who plot against Gor and the Priest Kings? Do you mean our people
harm?"
"No. I told you, I'm simply looking for a new home."
"Ah yes, a girl from a wealthy Northern city, crossing hundreds of
pasangs of shifting sands with a pouch full of gold and silver. What an
adventure you must have had! Tell me, were you troubled much by bands
of roving slavers, or did you scare them all away with the strength of
your scimitar arm? Did you have any problems navigating a thousand
pasangs of arid desert?"
"What exactly is the point of all this?"
"The point is simple, Felice. If I was a chancellor of Patashqar, you
would now be under arrest. The people there are justifiably paranoid.
The administrators will be looking for spies and enemies who they
believe lurk in every souk. You will need to think up a story that is
plausible. The consequences for you otherwise would be very grave
indeed."
"You've made your point."
"I'm glad you think so, Felice."
"Can I stand up now?"
"Of course you can. You're a free woman. You can do whatever you wish."
I rose to my feet a second time and turned to stare directly at the
guardsman, Morgan, until he stepped aside, but he did so only after
receiving a nod from Kurgus. "So how DO I Explain myself to the
authorities of Patashqar?"
"You're asking me, Felice?"
"I'm asking you, yes. You brought me to Gor. You educated me in its
customs and rituals and history and geography. You had me taught the
language by a native Panther Girl. You obviously know what I should
say."
"Yes I do." Kurgus smiled.
"Well? Is this part of the game too?"
"You were selected for three reasons. First and foremost you came to my
attention because of your beauty when you emerged from the shape
changing cylinder."
"Flattery aside, if that's the first thing you look for in an agent,
then you must have a lot of very poor agents working for you."
"You weren't originally earmarked as a potential agent. We seize weak
Earth men like you and change you with our science for other duties
too. We would definitely have found a use for you regardless."
"Well, I'm flattered. But we're digressing from the point here, aren't
we?"
"You then came to our attention because of your talent for languages.
While any Earth man or woman can be taught a reasonable level of Gorean
- and you'd be surprised at how eager and quick they are to learn, even
ones who have never bothered to learn a secondary language before - to
seriously grasp the subtle nuances of the language, and to speak it
like a native Gorean, well, that requires someone with a brilliant
grasp of linguistics." Kurgus offered me a mock bow.
"My University degree in ancient Greek, Latin and Persian. Yes. I
remember you telling me that Udumi made a note of that."
"Ancient languages come easy to you."
"Go on, I'm listening." I turned to regard Morgan who still stood close
by. "And I think you can leave now, Morgan. Off you go. Shoo." The
guard smiled to himself as he gazed at me, as if enjoying a private
joke at my expense, but with just a confirming glance at Kurgus, nodded
and exited the room.
"You'll have to excuse Morgan. Like many real men he's unused to taking
orders from a woman."
"Really? Well, that's his problem, not mine. He'd better get used to
it."
"Oh... I do so enjoy your company at times, Felice. You can be so very
entertaining."
"I'm glad you're getting your money's worth. So what should I say to
the authorities of Patashqar? How do I explain being a Corcyrian woman
in their city?"
"The third thing we look for in a good agent is intelligence. A sharp
mind. You are an intelligent woman, aren't you Felice?"
"Yes. Yes I am."
"Well there you are then. Consider this a test. We have given you a
woman's body. We have educated you in the ways of Gor. We have taught
you the language of Gor. We have dressed you as a Gorean woman. You
look splendid. Now comes your crucial test. You will need to convince
the authorities, when we despatch you east, that you are who you say
you are. I'm not going to tell you what to say. I could do, but I
won't. An agent is of no use to us if she isn't clever. If you are
clever, then you will come up with a plausible story. If you're not
clever... well... better you are arrested soon, when you know precious
little of our plans and ambitions, than arrested much later when you
can tell our enemies everything they want to know."
"Kurgus..." I no longer looked quite as confident as I had been moments
before.
"Nervous, Felice?"
"Yes. Please tell me what I should say. Please."
"No. For that you are on your own. From now on you will need to think
for yourself if you are going to succeed. From now you learn to sink or
swim. You have many long nights ahead of you, Felice. Your story will
have to be absolutely water tight. Anticipate in advance every question
they may ask. Any hesitation could cost you your life."
------------------------------------------
Because I was the only Free Woman resident at Kurgus's villa, I enjoyed
the luxury of having the baths to myself in the early hours of the
morning. Kurgus was always up long before I was and so he promised that
from the eighth hour onwards I would enjoy privacy in the pool. His men
at arms had their own outbuildings which included a smaller bathing
room, so the use of the pool inside the house was all mine. The pool
was large, easily fifteen feet long and nine feet wide, tiled in a
Roman mosaic style and decorated with plinths and pedestals around the
walls holding marble sculptures of mostly naked women. There were also
urns with exotic plants as the bath room was kept warm by a series of
heated water pipes running beneath the floor. Along the sides of the
pool itself were recessed ledges above the water level, where vials of
scented oils and bath crystals were kept. There was also a corner of
the room where slaves could be instructed to kneel and play relaxing
music on instruments resembling flutes and harps. The ceiling was two
storeys high and constructed of stained glass to let light through.
Again, the stained glass formed a scene of several kajiras kneeling in
various positions of submission. It seemed that wherever I looked on
Gor I was to be constantly reminded of the submissive nature of my new
sex.
But this morning as I descended the set of short steps into the
secluded bathing area was different. I came up short in the entrance as
I discovered that for the first time since I woke up on Gor I was not
alone in the bath room. A woman I hadn't seen before lay in the pool
with her back to me. She had long dark hair and a beautiful body. My
first thought was that a slave had dared to use the bath water, but no,
that was impossible. No slave in the villa would dare do such a thing.
Kurgus would probably kill her.
I stepped forward on bare feet, feeling the softly heated tiles as I
approached the pool. I wore only a light under slip and a wrap as I
hadn't expected to encounter anyone in the house apart from slaves
during the short walk from my cloistered rooms on the first floor to
the bathing room a couple corridors and a flight of stairs away.
Whoever this woman was she was easily as beautiful as me and I gazed at
her body with a growing sense of lust. She had a goblet resting upon
the side of the pool where she could reach it if she wished with a
languid sweep of her hand. There was also a plate with the remains of
what could possibly have been a light brunch prepared for her by a
house slave. I could tell she was aware of my presence in the room,
possibly from the soft footfalls, but she didn't care to turn around or
acknowledge me. Very well, I would not say anything either. I loosened
the sash belt and divested myself of the silk robe, letting it fall
around my feet. The slip I wore fell to mid thigh - it would normally
be worn as the innermost layer of clothing beneath a series of fuller
gowns and robes. I preferred the freedom and feeling of just the light
garment, and while in my rooms tended to wear it alone in preference to
the cumbersome and confining garments that were expected of me when I
ventured out in public.
"More scented oil, girl," said the woman suddenly. She gestured with
her fingers to a phial resting close to the pool. I smiled. Without
turning around she had assumed I was a slave. She had heard bare feet
and I suppose had drawn a natural conclusion. I could have simply
corrected her there and then, but instead I decided to play along for a
few minutes and then enjoy her discomfort when she realised the truth.
It was simply a matter of seven steps to reach the phial. I removed the
stopper and knelt down beside the pool's edge, sprinkling some of the
scented perfume oil into the warm water. After all I was planning on
bathing too, so in a sense I was merely preparing the water for my own
use.
"Good girl." She glanced briefly up and noticed the silk-like slip that
was my only garment. It was I suppose modest for a slave, but then
again a slave who was supposed to serve a Free Woman might indeed be
dressed in more modest attire, as Free Women do not wish to be reminded
of the sexuality of such girls. "You're not collared?" The woman
stirred and slid round to where her back was against the pool side so
that she could see me more clearly.
I smiled as I knelt there at the pool side with the phial of bath oils.
"No, I am not collared."
"I'll never understand Kurgus and his changing whims. All his other
girls are in collars. Are you new here?"
"Reasonably new, yes." It amused me to see how far this woman would go
before she realised her mistake. I was brought here from Earth several
weeks ago."
"Oh, but of course." She lay back in the water and floated as she
regarded me. I could clearly view her flat stomach and her ripe, full
breasts as she exposed herself like this to my view. It was a strange
feeling that I still wasn't used to - the feeling of sexual arousal
without the familiar sensation of having a penis that consequently grew
erect. I felt as aroused as when I had been a man, perhaps even more
so, but I still expected to feel blood rushing to my groin. "I know of
Earth. Where did you live?"
"London, England."
"I know of it." She kicked with her feet and floated backwards. "Kurgus
always said Earth girls make the best slaves."
"Yes, he does say that."
"What's your name, girl?"
"Felice." Was she so stupid that she hadn't realised the truth yet,
that I wasn't a slave? It seemed obvious enough to me.
"You're a pretty little kajira but then I suppose you'd never have been
taken if you weren't." Now she turned on to her front and swam to the
side of the pool. "Fetch me a towel, girl," she said as she rose out of
the water. It was probably about time to tell her that I was in fact
free and simply here to bathe myself. There was a rack of towels close
to hand, so I selected one of the larger ones and draped it around the
woman's shoulders as she stepped up on to the tiles. Her soft skin was
pleasantly scented from the perfumed water so that it carried the hint
of sandalwood spices.
"Actually, I'm not. A kajira, that is." My eyes sparkled with mischief
as she turned round to regard me in surprise. "Like you I suspect, I am
an agent of Kurgus."
"Not a kajira?" She stared again at my skimpy slip-like under garment.
"But the way you are dressed..."
"My rooms are less than two minutes away from this pool room. I simply
couldn't face dressing myself in multiple layers of ornate robes to
then remove them all again as soon as I got here. There are no men in
this house in the morning, so there was no risk of being seen."
"You are very daring. If a man had seen you..." she left the
possibility unfinished. "But you poured bath oils into the water when I
told you to."
I shrugged. "I came here to bathe. The perfumed oil was for my pleasure
as well."
"I see." Now she laughed and shook her head as if enjoying a private
joke. "Well, Lady Felice, let me assure you that if circumstances ever
dictate that it is operationally necessary for you to impersonate a
slave for a period of time, you will have little trouble in blending in
and playing the part. You certainly fooled me."
"I'm not sure I should take that as a compliment."
"Oh?" Her expression was one of surprised innocence. "But it is a
compliment, for deceit and subterfuge and a talent for exquisite
impersonations will serve you well. I meant you no disrespect."
"Of course not. And it's Lady Felicia, not Lady Felice, though it is
Felice for short I suppose. In fact, just call me Felice. I suspect
we're on the same side after all. You work for Kurgus?"
The woman nodded. "My name is Lady Jacinta. I've been in his service
for many years. I've just returned from an operation in Schendi. So
you're still in training? Or have you been operational yet?"
"Still in training, but I have a mission soon, in the Tahari. So I've
been told."
Jacinta nodded again as she set about drying her skin with the towel.
"We lost two of our agents thee recently. You must be one of the
replacements. It is difficult work in the Tahari, far more so than a
comfortable posting in say Ar or Vonda. The desert is a strange place
and the customs can be barbaric compared to the great cities of the
Northern Gor. But surely Kurgus is not sending you out there alone for
your first posting?"
"No, Kurgus told me I have a man called Seremides as my handler."
"Seremides!" Jacinta laughed in surprise. "This must be his 'punishment
posting' that we've all speculated on."
"Punishment posting?"
"Yes, he made a serious mistake three months ago. He was demoted and
told that his next posting would be under the command of one of
Kurgus's female agents. As you can imagine, that's a humiliating
position for any Gorean male. It hurts a man's pride to be told to take
instructions from a woman. Kurgus must have been very displeased with
Seremides to choose you as his assignment."
"What do you mean by that?"
"I meant no offence, it I just that you are a junior agent, barely
trained. It makes Seremides's position all the more humiliating."
"Wonderful. So I'll be relying upon someone who resents my authority?"
Jacinta tilted her head to one side and dropped the towel onto the
tiled floor to reach for a long belted robe that hung on a nearby hook.
"All men would resent your authority. It comes with the territory. A
good agent learns after a while how to sweeten the pill and word
instructions in such a diplomatic way as to ensure that the fragile ego
and pride of the Gorean male isn't inflamed. Because there will come a
time when you needs must rely on them for your safety."
"What were you doing in Schendi?"
"Picking up a pretty agent of the Priest Kings. Her identity was
supplied to us by the remarkable Udumi." Jacinta must have noticed the
flicker of recognition in my face at the mention of that name. "Ah, but
you know Udumi..." as she stared in curiosity she swiftly put two and
two together. "But of course, you were recruited by Udumi on Earth...
or, no, wait, that's not it is it..." She stepped closer and continued
to read what I hoped was an expressionless face. Then she laughed
softly. "No, Udumi didn't recruit you. She enslaved you. You were
brought to Gor to be a Kajira, but Kurgus had another idea for you
instead. Am I right?"
"You're right. You read all that from my expression?"
"From subtle signals the body gives when it is under stress. Direct
questioning often triggers a stressful state which make sit hard to
deal with a skilled interrogator. Be glad I'm on your side. Come with
me now. If you can delay your bath for an ahn or so, I would like you
to view the fruits of my mission."
----------------------------------------
"Lady Jacinta, once again you return safely from foreign parts. Truly
you are my finest agent." Kurgus crossed the tiled floor of the great
hall and, taking Jacinta's right hand, brought it almost but not quite
to his lips. I smiled beneath my veil as he was basically air kissing
her, though he wouldn't have appreciated the implication associated
with that Earth custom.
"That I am Kurgus, and behold, I bring you a gift." Jacinta gestured
towards a large sa-tarna flour sack that lay tied at the closure point.
There was obviously someone inside the sack as it took the shape of a
bound body and there were noticeable air holes cut into the hemp fabric
to allow air to flow freely. "As you demanded, the secret operative
that the Priest Kings had posted in Schendi: the Lady Coraline."
"Excellent. Did her capture pose you any problems?"
"None at all. I befriended her with ease in the market place and three
nights later as we were sharing a delightful ka-la-na together in her
apartment, where she foolishly believed she was safe, I spiked her
drink with the tassa powder you gave me. By the time she woke up she
was bound by her ankles and wrists and stripped to her under garments.
She wriggled furiously once she realised what I was up to."
"You are a force to be reckoned with, Lady Jacinta. And then?"
"My brilliance extends further. The previous night I had ascertained
that she owned a beautiful hardwood trunk in her living room in which
she stored various papers and books. I placed her within it, injected
her with the chemical we use to render girls unconscious for
transportation between worlds, and then sealed and locked her in the
trunk. I then simply arranged delivery of the trunk to our vessel in
the harbour. By the time she woke up she was in the hold, sailing many
pasangs away from Schendi. I had her watered and fed basic slave gruel
twice a day and now here she is for your amusement and edification."
"I continue to be impressed." Kurgus lifted a small pouch and pressed
it into Jacinta's hands. "Gold. For you. Buy yourself some pretty
things and delight me with your choices." Then he clicked his fingers
and one of his armed thugs took a knife and cut a long vertical slit in
the sa-tarna sack. The wriggling bound figure of a woman wearing a
soiled and dirty chemise like garment was revealed. Her long hair was
damp with sweat and stuck to her face. She had been crying and still
had a stiff rod like gag secured between her teeth. Goreans are
thorough and I knew that there would be wadding behind that rod too.
The gag was loosened and as soon as it was removed, the girl sobbed
with relief, drawing in huge lungfuls of air as she had no doubt been
breathing solely through her nose since she had been placed in the sack
this morning.
"Welcome to Corcyrus," said Kurgus as he rolled the girl from the slit
sack with the toe of his boot. "I will ensure that you are of
considerable use to the plans of the Kurii. You will tell us many
things that we want to know, and many things that we do not know that
we want to know. And then you will be branded and placed in the pens to
be trained as a kajira."
"No, please, no..."
I felt slim fingers entangle themselves in mine as Lady Jacinta held my
hand and squeezed it gently. Her head turned a little so that she could
whisper to me. "I always find this bit scary. Rather her than us of
course, for that is our fate if ever the tables are turned. Remember,
she represents the enemy."
It was a comforting feeling to hold Jacinta's hand like that. For her
it was no doubt simply the sort of thing girls did with one another
when they wanted to seek comfort and support. For me though there was
the added sexual thrill of being close to a woman whom I had seen
gloriously naked only hours before and whose beauty was intoxicating to
behold. I squeezed her fingers back and whispered, "I know, I've had
nightmares about my upcoming journey to the Tahari. So much could go
wrong."
"Well then, Lady Felicia of London, England, Earth, perhaps you should
spend some time with me before I am sent away once again. I could
possibly serve as quite brilliant inspiration. Tell me... do you have
any plans for lunch tomorrow?
---------------------------------------
"Nervous? I can feel your hand trembling."
"I'm afraid so, yes. I'm not used to going out on the streets without
some sort of male escort. I kind of wish Seremides was here with us.
I'd feel safer. I only met him yesterday, but Kurgus has appointed him
as my escort in Corcyrus." We walked through the labyrinth of streets,
side roads and alleyways that made up the main market quarter of
Corcyrus, loosely holding hands together to bolster my confidence. The
air was heavy with the pungent smell of spices and freshly baked bread
and everywhere I looked there seemed to be a kaleidoscope of colour
from the magnificent array of goods for sale.
"Well relax, Felice, although it's good to be nervous on Gor, we're
reasonably safe in the main market during the day time provide we stick
together. It's only women on their own who court trouble, which is why
all the women shopping here today are in twos and threes. See." Jacinta
pointed to another two veiled women, dressed in the ubiquitous robes of
concealment that was the standard mode of dress for women in public.
They were buying freshly baked rolls from a stall vendor and gossiping
about something that made one of them laugh softly. I could smell the
bread from here and felt suddenly hungry. "Men aren't always required
provided you stick to the public areas or streets that you know quite
well. Don't ever venture into the back streets though once the sun
begins to set. If necessary, pay for a public palanquin to carry you
home. Always use a palanquin from a public stand. Do not be tempted to
use one that might be patrolling the streets looking for custom."
I nodded, knowing only too well my previous bad experience with a taxi
that so conveniently stopped for me outside the fetish club.
"Oh!" I almost stumbled as, forgetting myself, I tried to take a normal
size step and was brought up short by the hobbling nature of the
confinement around my ankles. Jacinta paused for a moment as I regained
my balance.
"It takes some getting used to, doesn't it? But better you learn to
walk in them now before you head off into the Tahari. You want to be
perfectly natural once you're in the souqs of the desert cities."
I was very conscious of the debilitating effect of the small steps I
could take and this was on account of the light length of silk ribbon
that linked my ankles together, making it possible to only take a
carefully measured stride of a type that is considered graceful for a
woman in the Tahari. Some women in the Tahari would go so far as to use
light walking chain instead of silk ribbon - one of the few occasions
where it is permissible for Free Women to be chained without any
suggestion that they are in fact slaves. Here in Corcyrus though where
I was practising walking with such impediments beneath my gowns before
I travelled to the Tahari, I had insisted on the length of ribbon
rather than chain. I did not like the idea of having my ankles chained,
even if loosely, in fact I was uncomfortable with the idea of being
hobbled in any way whatsoever, but as Seremides explained to me, to do
otherwise in the Tahari would be to draw