A Touch of Mink
By Cherysse St. Claire
It seemed like an innocent enough request.
"Honey, join me tonight - please? You made me so horny, I can't stand
it. I need something really... wicked."
Before you get your nose out of joint, 'innocent' has a different
meaning for us than most people. It's not like I had never participated
in one of Sable's 'booty calls'. Nor would it be the first time
something I had done precipitated one of her cravings. I love to watch
my beautiful wife fucking one of her studs and she adores having me do
so. If that night's bedmate doesn't want an audience, or if one of us is
not in the mood to play our little game, she shares everything with me
afterwards. That is how our relationship stays strong. This Saturday
night was to be one of our 'special' nights. I would be bound to a chair
at my wife's bedside, helpless, watching a big, muscular, hung-like-a-
horse stud fuck the love of my life stupid. We were both looking forward
to it with eager anticipation.
***
My enchantress was 'dating' men professionally when I first met her. In
fact, that is how we met. I was eighteen, stupid, awkward around women
and alone. I was out cruising the streets one night. I had no clue what
I was looking for, nor what to do about it if I found it. I was just...
looking. She was brazenly strolling out in the street, hustling dates
with her girlfriends. Even then, she was the most sensual siren I had
ever laid eyes on. The moment she leaned into my window, flashed that
mega-watt smile, and asked if I was "looking for a date", I was
completely enthralled.
I had her - rather, she had me - right there in the front seat of my
Mercedes. The sensation of her pierced tongue on my cock was
indescribably intense. I came like there was no tomorrow - and was in a
surreal, blissful fog the rest of the evening. Sometimes I think I still
feel the ripples of that first magnificent orgasm. I had never before
met a woman who so completely captivated me from first sight. She was a
bit older and a whole lot more worldly-wise. Those were just two more
really attractive things about her. It must sound completely insane, but
I wasn't willing to let her go, even for a minute. I offered her a
totally ridiculous amount of money to spend the night with me and she
accepted. I know, I know: Never bring strays home. I couldn't imagine
not bringing her home. That was three years ago. She has been with me
ever since.
Did I say Sable is beautiful? Words cannot do her justice. In addition
to her stunning facial features and rich, glistening, chocolate-toned
skin, she possesses a dazzling, pearl-white smile and statuesque,
magnificently well-endowed body. She has had work done, of course; the
best money can buy. There have been other piercings, too; nipple, navel
and clitoral rings, plus a 'triangle' through the nerve bundle behind
her clit. When she is fucked, the sensations come from the front and
rear of her love button, driving her insane with pleasure. My lover
firmly believes you can never have too much of a good thing. Who am I to
argue? I was pleased to sign the checks and dote on her through her
recovery from the various surgeries and piercings. The results have been
breath-taking. I could never understand the wags who find fault with
making a good thing better - in Sable's case, bounteously,
supernaturally better.
The love of my life was not about to change her ways just because we
became husband and wife. While Sable no longer dates for money, she has
used her other-worldly beauty and killer curves to attract and bed an
endless array of attractive, muscular, well-endowed boy toys. Why do I
put up with it? What should I do, kick her out? I could not even
conceive of never again having her in my life. Try to understand. I
adore the very idea of Sable fucking other men. My reasons are complex.
I am not even certain I understand them, but I will try to explain.
I suppose you have already guessed I am not one of those hunks of
beefcake that makes my sweetheart's eyes glaze over. She is actually
taller than I - at least, she is when she wears a pair of 'Come Fuck Me'
skyscraper stiletto heels, which she has every day as long as I have
known her. I wouldn't dream of complaining. Those heels make her long
legs look sensational. I used to tip the scales at a 'hefty' one hundred
forty-five pounds, but I recently lost about ten pounds of that. Sable
charitably describes my physique as "sleek". My manly attributes have
always been equally unimpressive; certainly not what my wife prefers.
OK, I admit it; I am a wimp. It means a lot to me that Sable get what
she craves - what I cannot give her. So, I allow her her men - and watch
while she does them. We stumbled upon the elements of tying me to the
chair at their side and verbal humiliation by accident and discovered
they were pleasurable for both of us. At the same time, watching my wife
do another man is voyeuristic Valhalla, like having my very own
personalized porno show, live and on-demand, whenever I want to tune in.
Do I feel threatened by it all? Well, yes, a little. I just wish... I'm
not really sure what I wish.
How does a guy like me compete with dozens of Mr. Olympia wannabes? None
of them are worth thirty million dollars, liquid, plus what I have tied
up in the 'family business'. That's a lot more. I made my money the old-
fashioned way; I inherited it. I paid a steep price, too. My mover-and-
shaker bank-president father died of cancer. As much as she loved me, my
mother never overcame his loss and swallowed a bottle of sleeping pills.
I spent the year after her death padding around a big, well-furnished,
but otherwise-empty home, alone. Ritchie Rich, poor little rich boy?
That was me. Then, by whoever's grace, I found that one special person
to share it all with.
Make no mistake; Sable adores the pampered, privileged lifestyle. She
certainly cleans up nice; it's easy when you have money. She is
intelligent, articulate, warm, funny, the perfect companion and soul
mate - when she wants to be. The street-wise slut in her runs deep, as
evidenced by her provocative makeup and hairstyle, wickedly-long,
curving fingernails, and lurid, explicit wardrobe and jewelry. When she
has her head into that mindset, she lapses into the slurring, sing-song,
profanity-laced jargon of the streets from which she came. She exudes a
wicked, dangerous sensuality from every pore, like the scent of
expensive perfume.
I'm crazy in love with that side of her and she knows it. It's hard to
tell which side of her is reality and which is affectation. Perhaps they
are both real; two sides of the same coin. She has me wrapped around her
little finger and I know it. She could take me to the cleaners, take
everything I have, leave me in her dust and make me love her for it,
but she doesn't. Sable enjoys my companionship, our conversations and
sharing, caring relationship. Oh, yeah - I also have a gift for long,
slow, sensual, deep oral sex that sends her right to Mars and keeps her
there. None of her boy toys do that for her, and we both know it.
In case you hadn't already figured it out, our relationship - both
personal and sexual - is complex and anything but plain-vanilla. Our sex
games are the ultimate, perverted expression of our love for each other.
Sable adores sharing her wicked, adulterous love life with me,
cuckolding me openly and notoriously, flaunting it in my face, shaming
me with my less-than-impressive attributes, knowing I love her all the
more for it.
It amused her to teach me to appreciate the differences in her lovers'
attributes. Length was only the beginning. There was also the thickness
of the shaft, whether it was straight or curved, the size and shape of
the bulbous head and the size of his testicles. Sable was a self-
proclaimed "size queen". She loved 'em really big. She also appreciated
the seemingly endless diversity of thicknesses and shapes. Under her
loving tutelage, I learned to do the same.
One of her favorite teases was to take me out to a nightclub with her
while she hunted for fresh meat. My loving wife was not ashamed to
visually and tactilely examine a prospect's equipment right in front of
me. If he measured up, she would grab him by the hand and bid me to
follow them. She would take her prospect to some reasonably private
place, whether inside or outside the club, and try him out on the spot.
If his performance was up to her exacting standards, only then would she
take him home with us.
I observe in rapt fascination, like a train wreck in progress that I
cannot tear my eyes from. Watching these stallions take my philandering
slut, use her, have their way with her, and seeing the glazed, stupefied
look of utter sexual satisfaction in her eyes is an industrial-strength
turn-on for me. The humiliation of knowing I could never hope to satisfy
her that way makes it all the sweeter.
The rules had always been simple and clear-cut; look, but don't touch
(or talk) while she was in a scene. She might talk to me if she wished,
telling me how much of a man her lover du jour is, how well he satisfied
her, compared to my pathetic excuse for a cock. Her lover, or lovers
(Sable isn't beyond bedding two hunks at once), usually got a laugh at
her wimp cuckold being forced to watch while a 'real man' filled the
wimp's slut wife beyond full.
Oh, I could 'touch' plenty - later on, after the guy had had his fill
and left. Then, I was invited -commanded - to join her in bed. She
further humiliated me by insisting I fuck her cum-laden pussy with my
little cock, knowing it is a useless gesture for both of us. My manhood
barely made contact with her stretched, slippery hole. She would then
tell me she could barely feel me inside her, that I was only good for
eating the cum from her pussy - and eat her, I did.
Over the course of our relationship, I had made a point to learn to
pleasure her orally as she pleasured me. My delighted wife had been more
than happy to help, patiently teaching me all the tricks and techniques
she used to drive a sex partner wild. She was certainly pleased with the
results and so was I. Those other guys don't have a clue what they are
missing! My talented tongue and lips never failed to bring her to yet
another string of gut-wrenching orgasms.
"You missed your calling, Sugar," my mate commented coyly. "You show a
lot of promise as a slut."
After I had sated her at last, she would lie next to me and jerk me off,
telling me how wonderful it was to be fucked by so many strong, well-
hung studs, to spread her legs and be filled with a huge cock on demand.
Oh, God, that made me so hot! Sometimes she finished me off with that
marvelous tongue of hers. When I came, it felt like gallons.
I arranged a little surprise for my lover. I had always been infatuated
with her erotic pierced tongue. That tongue had driven me to the heights
of ecstasy the first time I had 'dated' her and in every blowjob she had
given me since. To show how much she meant to me, I decided to take her
pleasure to the next level.
In what was, for me, an act of incredible daring, I had had my own
tongue pierced - actually, double-pierced. It sported twin gold-ball
barbells. I had had a hell of a time hiding it from her while it healed.
I coyly withheld my oral favors from her, turning it into a little role-
reversal game that made her crazy.
"Bitch," she complained mirthfully, "if you don' get over here and give
me my candy, I'm gonna give that cute little butt of yours such a
reaming, you won' walk straight for a week."
Finally, the swelling had subsided enough to take my loving wife for a
little 'thrill ride'. You could have heard Sable's screams a block away.
After her vision cleared and her breathing stabilized, she grabbed my
head and held my nose until I was forced to open my mouth to breathe.
She got a good, long look at my new hardware, shaking her head with
bemusement.
"You little slut," she chuckled. "What am I going to do with you? Never
mind. I'll think of something. In the meantime, get back down there and
put that talented tongue to work."
***
That event led to Saturday night; the night the rules - and everything
else - changed forever. Derek, one of her regulars, was servicing her. I
sat before them, naked, tied to the chair, my eyes glued to their
tangled bodies. He was impressive; ten inches, fully erect, and as big
around as my wrist. I had always held a special fascination for him and
his impressive manhood, one I wouldn't want to explain to any of my
friends. It wasn't that I dreamed of being a 'real man' like him. I knew
that could never be.
As Sable had been quick to point out, my fully-erect four-inch cock was
not exactly a world-beater. In truth, that had never been my ambition.
In the preceding few weeks, I hadn't been able to get it up at all, in
spite of the provocative display of raw sexuality Sable and her
stallions served up several times a week. That had fanned my humiliation
to no end. It had been frustrating, too. You know how guys always say if
they don't have sex for a while, their balls ache? Mine sure did!
Sable and Derek had done 'The Nasty' for two hours. He had filled her
with so much cum, it was seeping from her pussy in a constant, insistent
flow. His semi-soft cock was considerably bigger than my fully-erect one
- when I was fully-erect - and was dripping with his cream and Sable's
pussy juice. At my wife's bidding, the muscular Adonis released me from
my bonds, grabbed me by my hair and thrust my face into Sable's weeping
snatch. I ate her out, sucking and licking her clean like a man
possessed. All the while, the haughty hunk taunted me, belittling my
limp, diminutive 'manhood'.
"You like that, don't you, Pussy Boy?" Derek smirked as I cleaned the
last of him from Sable's sopping slit. "You eat pussy like a pro. In
fact, you are as big a slut as your wife. Do you like to suck cock as
much as you like to eat pussy? I've seen the way you look at me. Why
don't you show me how you take care of a real man?"
With that, he grabbed my head by the hair once more. This time, he
pulled me towards him, until my face was mere inches from his still-
formidable phallus. I swiveled my eyes towards my wife, hoping for
rescue. She looked on with a bemused smile on her overfull lips. Rescue
was the furthest thing from her mind.
"Go ahead, Sugar. A husband and wife should share everything. I want you
to know first-hand the thrill I feel when I suck a man's cock. You
already have the skills. That pierced tongue of yours tells me you want
to be a good little oral slut. I would love to watch you for a change."
I was unaware I wanted anything like that! Derek needed no further
urging. He pulled my face closer still, parting my lips with the knob-
like, purplish helmet of his tool.
"Take it, Pussy Boy," he softly commanded. "Suck it good."
My heart was pounding. Perspiration broke out on my forehead. I
shuddered involuntarily as what I thought to be a wave of revulsion
coursed through my body. I was trapped. There was no escape. They were
going to make me to do this....
I opened my mouth and allowed Derek to slide his snake into it. The
muscleman jerked involuntarily the first time my twin gold ball studs
caressed his sensitive glans. He stroked slowly, pushing his cock a
little deeper with each stroke. With each thrust, his cock got harder
and harder, bigger and bigger. I was arousing him, just as Sable did!
I gagged at first. Gradually, I became used to the sensation. I learned
to breathe through my nose as he forced his dick into my throat. The
taste was... well, no different than eating out Sable's pussy after one
of her dates. The sensation was quite different. One word flashed
through my head: cocksucker. There was no escaping it; he - they - had
made me a cocksucker. Sable read my thoughts. She had climbed out of bed
and now stood behind me, softly stroking my head with her two-inch,
curved talons.
"That's it, Pussy Boy," she cooed, echoing Derek's new pet name for me.
I knew you could do it. All it took was the right... motivation. You are
showing real promise as a slut. I am so proud of you! Now, I want to see
you make him cum. Swallow every drop like a good little cocksucker!"
I wanted so much to please my beautiful wife. My heart pounded madly in
my chest as Derek's monster fucked my mouth. I didn't want to admit it,
but it was exciting; so torrid, forbidden, carnal. It had never occurred
to me the oral skills I used to drive Sable crazy could do the same to a
man. That is exactly what happened with Derek. He came fast and hard. I
tried my best to gulp it all down, but a little escaped around the
corners of my mouth and dribbled down my chin. It tasted so good!
"Baby, that was just perfect," my wife purred. "You look so cute with
that pierced tongue - and nobody knows how to use it better. That little
bead of cum dribbling down your chin is so sexy! I always knew you had
it in you. Speaking of which, I think it's time we... widen your
horizons."
Sable and Derek untied me.
"Wait a minute," my wife chirped. "We have to set the proper tone. Here,
put these on."
With that, she stripped off her babydoll nightie, garter belt,
stockings, and six-inch-stiletto 'Come Fuck Me' pumps, then dressed me
in her fuckwear. It was even more humiliating to discover everything
fit, right down to her fuck-me pumps.
"There!" my lover purred. "Now you look more like a slut. I think it's
time to put my new cumcatcher to work. Derek, would you like to pop the
little slut's cherry?"
"I would be happy to."
The two of them then helped me onto the bed. They positioned me face-
down on my knees and forearms. Pillows were stacked under my tummy,
forcing me to thrust my bare ass high into the air. Sable sat before me,
propped up against the headboard. She spread her legs wide and arranged
herself so my face was in her pussy.
"Eat me, Pussy Boy," she murmured appreciatively. "Make me cum. That's
all you are really good for. You aren't much of a man, so tonight I am
going to have Derek make you his punk bitch. You will like that, won't
you? I know you will."
Sable grabbed my head with both hands and jammed my face into her slit.
I couldn't move, couldn't protest, couldn't do anything but eat. I felt
a finger coated with goo slide into my virgin hole and dart in and out,
making my slit as slick as Sable's. The finger was withdrawn. I felt a
pressure, a monstrous presence at my entrance. I instinctively tensed.
"Relax, Sugar," Sable trilled, "don't fight it. It is going to happen
anyway. If you resist, you will just make it hurt more. I don't want to
hurt you. I want you to feel as wonderful, as sexy as I do. Wait a sec;
I have something that will help."
"Something" was a couple of hits of Amyl from a small brown bottle she
held under my nose. Sable had always been very open about her use of
mood-enhancing substances. She avowed they heightened the sensations of
sex, making her orgasms even stronger. I had never begrudged her those
little pleasures, but had not shared them with her either - until now.
The drug made me giddy, light-headed. My whole body felt looser....
Derek entered me slowly. I felt I was being torn apart by his monster
dong. He pushed, paused, pushed, paused, entering me a little more each
time, then waiting for me to adjust. Between repeated hits of Amyl and
the fragrant smell of Sable's pussy, I was becoming woozy. It took a
while - and seemed like an eternity - but Derek's cock burrowed its way
entirely into my virgin hole. He stroked back and forth, pulling it
almost all the way out, then sliding it back in until his bull balls
slapped against my thighs. It still hurt, but not as much as before.
There was another sensation; one of fullness and... contentment. It was
as if a great weight had been lifted from my soul.
I had no perception of how much time passed. I focused only on the
sopping-wet cunt under my tongue and the huge, hot phallus in my ass.
Sable shrieked and shuddered through I don't know how many orgasms.
Nothing compared to the sudden flood of Derek's cum gushing into my
nether parts. I came spontaneously, without even touching my limp little
dick. My vision blurred. I felt faint. There was an intense roar in my
ears. My whole existence turned upside-down, then faded to black.
When I awoke, Sable and I were alone in bed. She observed me intently,
tenderly stroking my head with her long nails.
"There now," she cooed. "That wasn't so hard, was it?"
Sensing the irony of her words, she laughed softly.
I was devastated. I looked away, unable to meet her gaze. She placed two
fingers under my chin and turned my face toward hers.
"You know what I meant."
I thought I did. My humiliation was complete. Before, I hadn't been much
of a man. She had sought fulfillment in the arms - and loins - of other
men. Now, I couldn't get it up at all. She had finally tired of the
charade. I had been fucked by one of my wife's lovers while she watched.
Watched? She had dressed me in her own provocative fuckwear,
orchestrated my debasement, then delighted in viewing the act up close
and personal. My ass still burned from the reaming I had taken. My balls
ached more now than they had before I came. Even my jaw was sore from
having been stretched as much as it had.
This had to be our 'curtain call'; her way of telling me it was over
between us, that she was leaving me for Derek or one of her other boy
toys. I was crushed. On the one hand, I would suck it up, gather
together as much dignity as I could, let her go and give her an
equitable settlement. On the other hand... how could I go on without
her? Even if she didn't leave right away, how could I live with her,
knowing what she had already done to me and was preparing to do? How
could I face her?
Loving her as much as I did, how could I not?
For some perverted reason, my experience with Derek made me feel closer
to my wife than ever before. If there was only some way to salvage our
relationship! Making me feel less of a man had always been part of our
games that gave pleasure to us both. I had never felt less of a man than
at that moment, so what did I have to lose? I would do anything; humble
myself, debase myself, lick her booted feet....
Her panting roused me from my reverie. I realized I had been lightly
playing with her genital piercings while lost in thought. My unwitting
ministrations had had the appropriate, though unintended effect. Sable's
eyes were glazed over. She was tense, fidgeting, panting; all signs of
her growing arousal. Ignoring the ache in my jaw, I lowered my face to
her snatch and let my tongue take over for my finger.
I knew her 'triggers' so well; the pierced, hyper-sensitive clit, the
'triangle' piercing that set the nerve bundle behind her clit on fire,
her G-spot, her super-sensitive pierced nipples. She even adored having
me invade her rear with a finger while I was assaulting her pussy. I
hit them all with my tongue, lips and fingertips, alternating between
'slow and gentle' and 'frenzied and hard'. I brought her close, then
backed off. I did it again, then again. I took her right to the edge a
fourth time, then held her there for what seemed like hours, not
allowing her release. At the same time, I was toying with the puckered
entrance to her nether region with one finger, teasing her with delights
just beyond her reach. I knew I was getting incredibly aroused,
regardless of my limp dick. This time, I was gonna make her beg for it.
Of course, that wasn't her nature.
"You bitch," she hissed, almost incoherently. Do me now!"
With that, she jabbed one long, taloned finger into my ass. The effect
was electrifying. I came immediately, lurching forward, jamming my mouth
and tongue deeply into her pussy while jamming my own finger into her
ass. Her back arched off the bed. Her scream started soft and low,
rapidly rising in pitch and crescendo until it shook the walls. She
thrashed back and forth frantically, screaming like there was no
tomorrow. She just kept coming! One hand clutched the sheet tightly. The
other pounded my ass spasmodically with that single, marvelous digit. If
I hadn't been so stretched out the night before, that talon would have
ripped me to shreds. As it was....
It took a long, long time for us to come down from that one. Sable
grabbed my head in both hands, pulled me next to her, and held me
tightly, still gasping for air.
"I'm not even gonna ask what brought that on," Sable gasped. "Just...
thank you. That was the best ever."
Damn straight! Would any of your stallions pay as much attention to your
pleasure? Would they even try?
She became aware of the wet spot on the sheet beneath her thighs. She
reached down with one hand and swiped up a wad of creamy white goo. The
look on her face was one of pure enchantment.
"You came?" she inquired. "Just from me fucking your ass?"
"That," I admitted, "and the thrill of making you cum like a house on
fire."
She held her fingers to my face.
"Lick it up," she commanded. "Make them nice and clean."
With slow, soft laps, I cleaned every trace of cum from her hand, then
cleaned up the remains of the spot on the sheet. The gentle touch of her
nails stroking my scalp was all the reward I needed.
When I had completed my task, I cuddled up next to her once more.
"You are one in a million," she intoned, shaking her head in amazement.
Then, her features adopted a more serious expression.
"Sugar, we have to talk," she began carefully. "Actually, I have a
confession to make. Our whole relationship..."
Uh-oh. Don't say it. Quick, think of something before she drops the
hammer! I gently placed one finger to her lips, halting her in mid-
sentence.
"Stop," I blurted out. "I know what you were going to say. I will agree
to whatever you want to do. I love you that much."
"You know?" she asked incredulously. "How? We were so careful not to let
you find out, not to upset you, until we were sure..."
This train wreck is leaving the track in a hurry. I've got to act fast.
"I just know, OK? I'm not stupid. I've seen it coming for a while now.
It won't be easy - for either of us - but I can still make you happy. I
just proved that. I want what you want, and will do whatever it takes,
as long as we love each other and stay together."
Sable sighed deeply and shook her head in disbelief. She kissed me
passionately, grinding her pussy into my crotch. Even with such an
overt, intense stimulus, my little cock remained limp as a noodle.
Traitor! OK, Bud; I'll find some way to make this work without your
help. My lover released our lip lock. Her eyes gleamed and she had the
most bewitching, seductive smile I had seen in a long time. There might
be a chance for us yet....
"That is such a relief!" my lover intoned earnestly. "I was really
worried how this might turn out. It could have been so... well, never
mind. OK, Baby, we will work through this - together. You are right; it
won't be easy for either of us, but especially for you. I'm sure you
realize there will have to be some big, big changes in our relationship.
I have some ideas that will make the best of it - for both of us. In
fact, if you just give it a chance, it might be the best ever. I don't
want to go into too much detail right now. The whole thing might be too
overwhelming for you to take all at once. I promise: if you trust me,
believe in me, and do what I want you to do, however hard it may be to
accept, we will be together for a long, long time."
YESSSSSSS!!!!! The tenor of her words confirmed, in my mind, she would
be 'entertaining' more than ever. I could not yet tell how my level of
participation would change. Would it be more, or less? At least she was
not going to leave me - yet. We could move forward from there.
Sable didn't waste any time initiating her 'changes'. First, she shaved
my body baby-smooth - even the baby-fine, thinning blonde hair on my
head. A lacy double-D-cup bra filled with foam falsies, bikini panties,
stockings and ultra-high heels became a daily fixture in my sartorial
splendor. Instead of a garter belt, my stockings were affixed to the
garters of a steel-boned lace-up corset. As a final reminder of my new
status, she required me to use and enema bag and nozzle to flush my
'pussy' clean and sweet every morning, then fill myself with a large,
lubricated butt plug.
In the past, I had never made any secret of my appreciation for Sable's
style. Drama was her special gift, one she had no qualms about flaunting
in the vanilla world around us. Her makeup had always been the perfect
sultry, seductive compliment to her hair, clothing, and body. She
decreed that would be one more thing we would share.
"You've always been so complimentary of my 'look', Sugar," my winsome
wife purred appreciatively. "I guess all those 'understated' White girls
bore you to death, huh? Well, guess what? Now you have the chance to get
up close and personal with what makes me, me. I'm gonna make it my
personal mission to make my style, your style."
Sauce for the goose....
It became difficult to read my wife's true emotions. She developed
almost a schizoid attitude towards me. At times, she seemed affectionate
enough. She addressed me with terms of endearment like "Baby", "Sugar",
and "Honey", just as she always had. It felt subtly different, though,
as if she related to me in a different way. At other times, she was like
a complete stranger - or perceived me as one. She demanded changes in my
behavior and attitude, driving me to become more and more feminine in
movement, speech and attitude with each passing day.
Did I say a complete stranger? I may have misspoken. There had been
another facet to my wife's personality once, one that sent a cold chill
down my spine. During her 'working girl' days, certain of her regulars
had wanted, needed more than a blowjob or quick, anonymous fuck. For
them, there had been Mistress Diabolique. Early in our relationship,
before she had retired from The Life, I had had occasion to meet that
Queen Bitch - and had never forgotten her.
***
I had been with my lover all afternoon. It had been one of those magic
times in any relationship when both just knew it was right. We had spent
the time holding hands, touching, kissing, gazing into each other's
eyes. Evening was approaching when Sable told me she had a 'session'
that night and had to get ready for it. I knew what that meant.
As my lover had become more comfortable with me, she had become more and
more open about her life and profession, to the point of revealing her
dominatrix alter ego. Even so, she had gone to great lengths to exclude
me from that part of her life. I felt that was wrong, that we should be
able to share everything. I had never had experience with that scene and
was fascinated with the prospect. This time, I asked if I could stay
with her while she prepared for the scene. She started to speak, then
hesitated. I could tell she was torn between her deepening feelings for
me and fear of... what, I could not tell. Finally, she acquiesced.
"Just be cool about it, 'kay?" she had admonished. "This shit is
intense. I get intense to psyche myself up for it. It isn't about us;
it's about the scene. Remember that."
I sat spellbound as she transformed herself into the Leather Bitch
Diabolique. I hate to admit it now, but that was one of the most
intensely arousing moments of my life. If she had favored an overdone
look before, it seemed a daytime look compared to the intensely-heavy
makeup she applied for that night's 'date'. I have never, before or
since, been as rock-hard as I was as I beheld her in all her leather-
clad glory. I didn't realize she was getting her head into that extreme
role, even as she adorned her body and painted her face. In effect, she
had become a completely different person in more than just appearance.
With reluctance, I realized I had to say good night and leave her to her
appointed work. I made the mistake of spontaneously embracing her from
behind and kissing the side of her face, as I had dozens of times before
when leaving her. The force of the resulting blow bounced me off the
opposite wall. She pounced on me in an instant, raining blows down on me
with her flogger. The impact of her profanity-laced invective, screamed
in my face from inches away, was even more hurtful.
"How dare you touch me without first asking permission?" she had
shrieked insanely. "Whatever possessed a sniveling worm like you to even
think I desired a show of endearment, as though you were my equal?" At
that moment, I was genuinely afraid of her. Somehow, I broke free of her
and fled.
I had stayed away from Sable for a whole month, making no attempt to
contact her. The physical blows had healed quickly. The blow to my ego
was a different story. I wasn't sure which hurt more; that, or the long,
lonely time without her. At last, she had sought me out, confronting me
face-to-face. She had apologized profusely, tears streaming down her
cheeks. It had all been part of her 'game face', she reiterated, and had
nothing to do with us personally. She reminded me she had warned me how
intense Domination was for her; that was why she hadn't wanted me around
during those times. She would make it up to me, and more, if I would
just, please, find it in my heart to forgive her.... To prove her
intentions, she gave up hooking and moved in with me. We were married
soon after. I hadn't seen 'Diabolique' since - but never forgot her.
***
I believed I was seeing her now. She addressed me as "Pussy Boy", just
as she had that Saturday night when she had had Derek take my 'cherry'.
The words had a cold, peremptory edge to them, just as they would have
had for her submissive supplicants years before. This taskmistress
brooked neither disobedience nor disrespect. She demanded my most
sincere effort and accepted nothing less. I shuddered at the thought
'Diabolique' had returned, and that our re-defined relationship would
now be modeled along those lines. Was this all a new and decidedly
darker version of the same game we had always played? Was it a game at
all? Which persona was reality? Which was affectation? Was there a
difference? The scariest question of all was: did I dread the prospect
- or embrace it?
The changes were difficult to accept. Oh, I could accept her demand to
feminize me - but so quickly, so completely? It was a trial to have to
make such a radical change seemingly overnight. Her words haunted me: It
is going to happen anyway. If you resist, you will just make it hurt
more. In this new context, they took on a much more sinister
connotation. I surrendered myself to her ministrations and worked as
hard as I could to please her, make her desires my new reality. I sensed
a profound loss of that special emotional intimacy we had once enjoyed.
I felt her slipping away from me - perhaps into the embrace of another?
A promise is a promise; if this is what it took to keep her love - even
a pale semblance of it....
I had just crossed the living room floor for the umpteenth time, trying
to master the art of walking gracefully in six-inch heels. She had
always made it look so effortless. I had found out it was anything but.
"Do it again, Pussy Boy," she barked. "That don't work for me. Keep your
head up, back straight, shoulders back. Roll that boo-tay for me. Y'all
should flow like a wave on th' ocean."
It just wasn't coming. I was trying so hard to do it right, to please
her. The whole thing was all so frustrating!
"Yes, Mistress," I muttered.
"What did you say?"
"Yes Mistress," I said with more conviction.
Silence. Then, she was on me in a flash. She placed both hands atop my
shoulders and pushed down, hard. My knees hit the bare, hardwood floor
with a thump. I rested the palms of my hands on my stockinged thighs and
stared at the floor, not daring to move. She cupped my chin in her right
hand and lifted my head, until my eyes met hers. The cold glint I saw
there belied the bemused smile on her lips.
"Say it again," she intoned slowly, with conviction, "like you mean it."
"Yes, Mistress Diabolique," I replied, with all the sincerity I could
muster. "I am sorry I displease you. I will work harder to get it
right."
She continued to behold me, silently. Her steely stare and hard
countenance made me feel small, like a laboratory specimen. When she
spoke, it was with a soft, matter-of-fact conviction that chilled me to
the bone.
"Good. We understand each other. Now, understand this. You are going to
learn how to walk in heels. You are going to learn how to move, sit,
speak, act in every way like a woman. You are going to become feminine
in every way possible. When I tell you to do something, you are going to
comply immediately. When I address you, you are going to respond: 'Yes,
Mistress,' just as you did before. Do you understand me, Pussy Boy?"
"Yes, Mistress."
"And you will obey my every command, satisfy my every desire, indulge my
every whim?"
"Yes, Mistress."
"Good boy! You have pleased your mistress. Now, please her again. Eat my
pussy!"
"Yes, Mistress."
***
From that day on, she dressed, acted, lived the part of 'Mistress
Diabolique'. It was deeply disturbing - and compelling - to behold the
leather bitch again in all her glory. My body felt crushed within the
constricting embrace of the corset. I was dangerously unsteady on my
skyscraper stilts at first. Mistress drove me, hour after hour, day
after day, teaching me how to balance myself and take shorter, surer
steps, placing the heel of my lead foot in line with the toe of my
trailing foot. If she perceived me giving anything less than my absolute
best effort, I tasted her lash and suffered her verbal abuse.
Make no mistake; it hurt to walk in those extreme skyscraper stilts all
day. Mistress introduced me to Oxycontin to relieve the pain. Oh, yeah!
It did a lot more than that. I felt like I was floating across the room.
My taskmistress showed me how swiveling my hips, as women do, was not
only a natural result of walking in heels, it actually made the process
smoother, more graceful-looking. She even set up a full-length mirror in
the living room to make it possible for me to see myself as I practiced
in my towering heels.
We worked at it all day, every day. 'Sable' came out to play at night.
She entertained her other men frequently. I was 'on loan' to her from
Mistress. Instead of being the wimp husband tied to a chair, watching, I
was the heavily-made-up slut in corset, stockings and heels who sucked
Sable's lovers to full erection again and again, cleaned their cocks and
her pussy after each use, then was fucked into a stupor.
Through it all, I cooperated without complaint. I felt the part, too. By
that time, my nipples were really sensitive and fully erect. The chest
area around my nipples had become fleshy and distended, too. Sable
looked on appreciatively, calling me her little cum sponge, noting what
a good little fuck toy I was becoming, and what a thrill it was to watch
me blossom into a sordid little slut. You know what? I began to believe
it.
By the last Thursday of the month, my body was adjusting to the crushing
constriction of the corset. I was noticeably steadier in my footing,
too. Watching myself strut back and forth across the room, I could
actually see myself moving like a woman. My hips swayed without
conscious effort!
It was a bit unsettling to think I could be so easily feminized in so
short a time. It was more unsettling that, of late, Mistress
infrequently dropped her steely fa?ade, allowing the Sable I loved to
appear. This was one of those occasions. I voiced my distress over how
easily she had changed me. She didn't come down on me as harshly as
Mistress would have, but her reply was just as distressing.
"Let's drop the pretense, Pussy Boy," she smirked. "You are not a man
anymore. You never were, really. You showed your true colors that night
with Derek. Last night, you were begging him to fuck you. We both know
you are a slut like me. You always have been. It's time you became one
for real. Don't fight it; you'll lose."
For real?
"But you made me be a slut," I protested weakly.
"Nonsense," she huffed. "You could have said 'no' at any time. You
didn't. You didn't want to say 'no', did you? Besides..."
She cuddled up to me, kissed me lightly on the lips, and smiled coyly.
"... I like you much better this way. Be honest with me. You like it
too, don't you?"
My head was reeling. Bad Sable. Good Sable. I was so confused. As far as
'Bad Sable' went, this could still be just a perverse, extreme extension
of our favorite sex game. Yeah, but... was this a game? It didn't seem
like one. Was she testing my limits - or my commitment to obeying her
every command? Or was she just setting me up for that ultimate
humiliation; robbing me of any trace of my meager masculinity, then
leaving me, laughing, for some hugely-hung, muscle-bound stud. How far
was she going to take this? Did she really love me, or was she just
leading me on, using me, after all? Did I really like being a girl, as
she had suggested? I just did not know.
I couldn't utter a word. In my utterly confused state, my tongue was
tied up in knots. She took that as a tacit admission and beamed in
triumph.
"I thought so," she crowed. "Sugar, I have always known you were...
different than other men. I liked that in you from the start. I fuck men
for the sex. I married you for the love, companionship, and that special
connection between us - this connection."
"Will Mistress be angry at me for being too... familiar with you?" I
asked.
She smiled impishly.
"You have been very good this past few weeks," Sable cooed
appreciatively. "Mistress has decided to take a little time off - and
given me permission to reward you. C'mon, Girlfriend; let's go get you
fixed up."
"Go?" I cried. "Go where?"
"Why, to get you lookin' good, like you know you should," she chimed in
her sing-song street-speak. "Baby, we need to get you some work done.
I'm takin' you to my salon to start."
"I can't go out looking like this," I whined. "I look ridiculous, like a
man in a, a... Hell, I'm not even wearing a dress!"
Sable smiled evilly.
"Well, then, Sugar," she cooed, "we'll just have to put you in one,
won't we? And by the time we get you back from the salon, I promise no
one will think you look like 'a man in a dress."
Bad Sable?
Sable took me up to our bedroom and stripped my out of my bra, corset,
and heels. It felt so awkward, so unnatural, standing in stocking feet
after wearing heels almost two whole weeks! She went to her closet and
removed two boxes, each about eight inches square. Opening one, she
removed a life-like silicone breast form and held it to my chest. I
jumped involuntarily as firm silicone touched my own flesh. I didn't
remember my nipples being so sensitive before. The breast form pressed
against my chest looked huge to me, but it was still considerably
smaller than my wife's prodigious assets. She moved it around a bit
until it was positioned just so.
"Yeah, that will be just about right - until we get something bigger,"
she murmured.
She marked its position with a highlighter pen, then repeated the
process with its mate. While she was marking their respective positions,
I got a good look at my own flat chest. It wasn't flat anymore. Unlike
my limp dick, my nipples were fully erect. Even the flesh around them
seemed puffy, distended. The soft, concave back of each breast form
molded itself to my flesh like a second skin. My wife had me lie down on
the bed, face up. She applied a gel-like substance to the back of each
breast form, then to the marked areas of my chest. After waiting a bit,
she carefully re-applied each breast form to my chest, pressing firmly
on both for several minutes.
"Wait there, Baby Girl," she purred with a wink. "I'll be right back."
She walked to the bathroom and returned a moment later with the hair
dryer. She plugged it in, turned it on, then began fanning the breast
forms. As I watched, the slightly wrinkled, feathered edges began to
tighten. In a few minutes, she switched off the dryer with a satisfied
smile. To the casual eye, there was not a trace of an edge or seam. The
breast forms appeared to be my own bounteous flesh. If the sight of them
was arousing, the sensation of them rubbing against my sensitive nipples
was incredible!
"There! Now, let's get you dressed."
My satisfied spouse helped me to my feet. The new weight on my chest was
a bit disorienting. I looked down at my new thrusting mammaries. They
were big and full and round, without a hint of sag. They looked fake,
but not like cheap falsies that had been stuffed in my bra cups. It was
more accurate to say they looked done - like a smaller version of
Sable's own fabulous boob job.
The corset was re-positioned and laced tight. A black-and-white leopard-
print leather halter top was slipped over my head, then zipped up the
back. Sable bid me to step into a black lambskin mini-skirt, then
smoothed it up my slender legs and zipped it in place. Next, she slipped
leopard-print open-toed ankle-strap sandals on my feet and buckled the
straps in place. The pencil-thin six-inch stiletto spikes arched my feet
and legs into the extreme arch I had become accustomed to. As a final
touch, my wife placed a wide-brimmed leopard hat on my bald head,
tilting it at a jaunty angle.
"All right, Girlfriend," she intoned smugly. "That will do for now.
Let's get going."
My body may have become accustomed to having the breath squeezed out of
it, but that didn't mean it was comfortable. Even after a month, my feet
hurt badly from being crammed into the tight shoes and arched into an
unnatural angle. A hit of Oxy was taking care of both nicely. I saw
myself in the floor-to-ceiling closet-door mirrors. Although I had been
parading back and forth in foundations and heels the past twelve days,
this was the first time I had seen myself completely dressed. I didn't
look bad in the outfit. In fact, even without hair or makeup, I
looked... attractive. I had lost another eight pounds (who had an
appetite when a corset was nearly cutting them in half?) and now had a
really feminine figure and a supermodel's hollowed-out cheeks. At least,
Sable in her heels and I in mine were now the same height. Still, I was
terrified I would be 'read' as soon as I stepped out the door. I was
trembling like a leaf in the wind. Sable read my thoughts accurately.
"Poor Baby," she cooed. "You still don't believe how good you look, do
you? I'll bet you are afraid to set foot out that door, let alone ride
downtown with me to my salon. Tell ya what. Let's do a little something
to get this par-tay started right. What do you say?"
Good Sable.
Sable stepped over to her vanity for a moment, then returned with a
familiar mirrored tray. She had poured out a small pile from her stash.
Now, she cut it into eight lines with a single-edged razor blade. She
picked up the small sterling silver straw and snorted two lines in each
nostril, tapping each afterwards to get every flake. Then, she handed
the straw to me.
"Here you are, Baby Girl," she purred. "This will get you right."
Evil Sable! I had never done coke with her before, never had a desire
to. She knew that. Then again, there were a lot of things I had never
done before this past month. I knew I needed something to quell the
jitters enough to get me out the door. Was this another test of my
commitment to her? Good Sable or Bad, I loved her. Doing this with her,
together, made it feel right; one more thing we could share - if only
this one time. One time wouldn't hurt, would it?
I took the proffered straw, gingerly placed one end to a line of coke,
the other to my left nostril, and inhaled, tracing the length of the
line like a vacuum cleaner. I did a second line, then switched the straw
to the other nostril and did two more, just as I had seen Sable do. The
rush was immediate, intense, and surreal. My head spun and my vision
blurred for a moment. An intense feeling of well-being washed over me.
Sable beamed.
"Ready?" she asked.
I smiled and winked.
"Then we got places to go, people to see, and changes to be made," she
pronounced.
She handed me a leopard-print leather clutch to accessorize my outfit.
Then, we were down the stairs and out the door. The top and skirt were
tight. They creaked provocatively with each step. I felt beautiful,
sexy, alive and looked forward to the adventure ahead.
Sable drove our 500SL. She was more experienced with the head rush we
both felt and how to manage it. She found a parking place on the street
just a few doors down from the entrance of Allure, a very fashionable-
looking salon that proclaimed itself for "women of color".
"Here you are, Sweetness," she cooed. "I bought you a little gift in
honor of your 'debut'. I hope you like it as much as I like mine. Now we
have something else we can share."
She handed me a small box with a bow on it. Upon opening the lid, I
discovered a sterling silver coke vial. It was identical to the one I
had gifted her with for her last birthday. It had a little silver spoon
affixed to the underside of the lid, making it easy to snort a generous
hit of coke. We each did a spoonful in each nostril before exiting the
car, then sashayed down the sidewalk, giggling like to schoolgirls
sharing a deep, dark secret.
We entered the salon with a flourish. Sable greeted Sasha, the salon's
owner and her personal friend. My wife introduced "Pussy Boy", her
husband, pronounced it her wish I go through a 'change of life', and
bade Sasha to give me the "deluxe treatment". The whistles and catcalls
were deafening. If I hadn't been on a coke high, I probably would have
been mortified. As it was, I blushed and yielded to guiding hands. I was
led to a plush, padded salon couch. I settled into the cushions and my
hat was removed. The couch was reclined and I surrendered myself,
physically and mentally, to whatever would come.
In a month of intense experiences, this was yet one more. Contrary to my
initial rationalization, we had done more coke in the car. Sable's gift
to me made it clear she intended this to be a regular part of our new
relationship, just as my extreme feminization had become. Doing coke
with her once was being conciliatory, sharing the experience. I might
have had serious misgivings about doing it twice - if my head had been
straight. As it was, it was just one more part of the thrill I was
feeling - of being out with my lady, being pampered by the salon staff,
and feeling more alive than ever before.
My loving wife kissed her fingertips, then touched my cheek.
"Sasha and the girls will take good care of you. Be a good girl and do
what they tell you. I'll be back in a little while."
"Where are you going?" I asked timidly, afraid to be left alone in this
unfamiliar environment.
Sasha beamed that smile at me; the one that makes me believe everything
will be fine.
"Oh, I just have to run a couple of errands while they are making you
pretty for me," she replied with a wink. "I need to talk to a couple of
people and make some... arrangements for our 'Girls Night Out'. I'll be
back before you know it."
She turned to go, then paused, as if remembering something. She turned
to me once more, grinning a Cheshire smile.
"I just thought of something," she whispered conspiratorially. "It's
been a while since your last hit of Oxy and I'll be gone a while. It
wouldn't do to have you squirming in the chair while Sasha and the girls
are trying to do their best work on you, so..."
Shielding me from view with her body, she gently placed a pill between
my lips, then held my chin closed until I swallowed.
"There, all better! It you get the urge to do a little blow, they're
really cool about it here. Just think of it as a little appetizer. We'll
really party later!"
She winked, puckered her lips, blew me an air kiss, then turned and
left.
When my 'afternoon of beauty' was over... well, I'm not certain how to
put it into words. My lover had returned in time for the 'Grand
Unveiling'. Together, we gazed into the mirror and viewed the results of
all the hard work of Sasha and her operators. Sable had been accurate to
a fault. There was no way anyone could look at me and perceive me as a
man in a dress.
My formerly-bald head was now adorned with a mane of thick, tight
glistening black curls which cascaded to the small of my back. Sasha
confided she had anchored my new hair with a special waterproof, oil-
proof medical adhesive that would not loosen until she applied the
special remover. Sable confirmed she had used the same adhesive to
attach my stunning new breasts.
Through the miracles of silicone injection, Sasha had 'pumped' my lips
and cheekbones fuller than they had been before. She cautioned me this
was a service she provided only to trusted, preferred patrons. The FDA
did not approve of it, but she would be happy to provide the service to
me as long as I was discreet about it.
Sable had plucked and trimmed my eyebrows when she removed the hair from
the rest of my body. They looked... OK, but after comparing them to
those of the women I met at the salon, I felt they were shapeless. Sasha
had added her agreement.
"Girl, not everyone is blessed with perfect features. This is one we can
easily fix. Leave it to us."
My unruly eyebrows - the last of my body hair - had been removed
completely with electrolysis. Then, new high-arched, pencil-thin brows
had been inked in with a tattoo needle. The repeated pinpricks had stung
a little, but Sasha assured me it would all be worth it.
My face had been made over for pure drama; thick, furry lashes above and
below, broad swaths of ebony eyeliner extending beyond the edges of my
eyes, intense, yet perfectly-blended shades of light and dark shadow for
my eyelids and blush for my newly-enhanced cheekbones, a dark,
glistening shade of Burgundy Cherry for my pumped-up lips. It would take
a while to get used to my new talons; dark cherry to match my lips and
flashy gold nail art - a perfect compliment to Sable's own. I had never
really dwelled on how long and slender my fingers were. Now, my new
nails made them look utterly, irrevocably feminine. My open-toed sandals
were the perfect vehicle to display my elegant sculptured toenails and
golden toe rings.
There were golden rings on my fingers, too - and in my earlobes. My ears
had been multiple-pierced and sported four sets of concentric golden
rings, ending with four-inch hoops in my lobes. The scent of Obsession
wafted about me. For my crowning glory, Sasha carefully positioned my
wide-brimmed hat on my head at the same jaunty angle as before. The
overall effect was way over-the-top. I remembered some of my friends
speaking derogatorily of wiggers. I certainly looked like one now. I
wondered what those friends would think of me now - not that they would
know it was me unless I confessed to them. It was likely they wouldn't
believe it then. Sasha's thoughts were in a similar vein.
"Sable, there is no way we can call her 'Pussy Boy' now. No one is gonna
believe she is a boy unless they pull down her panties, and anyone who
gets that close isn't gonna care."
"What do you suggest?" my wife inquired. "I am wide open for ideas."
"How about... Mink," Sasha offered. "She is soft, sexy, alluring, and
utterly feminine, the kind of woman you just want to wrap yourself in
and get lost."
"Hmmm," Sable pondered. "Sable and Mink. I like it. Thank you Sasha -
for everything."
Sasha handed me my clutch, which now contained lipstick, gloss, lip
brush, pressed powder and blush brush, the little silver vial containing
my stash, plus a pick comb to fluff up my shimmering curls. Sable winked
at me, a coy smile on her lips.
"Shall we go... Mink?"
I took a last look in the mirror. I looked so damn good - and felt that
way, too! Good Sable, Bad Sable; who cared?
I slipped my arm through hers and allowed her to lead me out of the
salon, amidst whistles, cat-calls, and admonitions of: "You go, Girl!"
The wiggle in my walk was neither subtle nor sub-conscious.
Our next stop was the office of Darien Morrissey, M.D., Sable's personal
physician. I had met Doctor Morrissey before. She had referred us to the
cosmetic surgeon who had performed all of Sable's procedures. In fact,
Sable had, only recently, convinced me to make Doctor Morrissey my
primary care physician as well. I had been very impressed with her
professional, yet caring, personable manner in handling my physical exam
six weeks earlier. I remembered she had been very thorough, much more so
than any of my previous General Practitioners.
***
Darien had called me back a couple of weeks later to schedule a follow-
up test. The chagrined doctor confessed one of my original tests had
obviously been contaminated in the lab. The result had been too far
outside the norms established by my other tests to have been accurate.
Just to be safe, she needed to re-test me to clear it up once and for
all. It was nothing to worry about, she continued, but the procedure was
one of those 'nasty ones' and could be a bit painful....
As far as I was concerned, all tests taken during a physical exam were
'nasty ones'; thinly-disguised medieval torture techniques. The doctor
offered me the option of general anesthesia and, like the big baby I am,
I took it. She was light and breezy afterward, promising she would be in
touch if anything was amiss. I hadn't heard back from her and hadn't
given the matter another thought. In truth, my thoughts were elsewhere.
Darien was almost as stunning an ebony enchantress as my wife. I
certainly seemed to have a fascination with attractive Black women.
***
Sable parked the car in the adjacent parking structure and began to open
her door. I stayed her arm with one elegantly-manicured hand. A salon
full of strangers was one thing; I was a bit hesitant to present myself
to our physician - someone who knew us - in this new persona. In truth,
I was starting to come down from my emotional and chemically-induced
high and feeling less self-confident, despite Sasha's hard work. Sable
read me like a book.
"Don't be silly, Sugar," she fussed. "We're big girls here. So is
Darien. She won't have any problems with it, any more than Sasha and her
girls did. Darien is staying late on a Thursday evening just to see us -
to see you."
"Oh, God," I groaned. "You didn't tell her about this, did you? Why?"
"Sooner or later, she would have to know, Sugar," she crooned. "Why not
now? It's all for the best. Now, straighten up, fly right, and be a big
girl for me. Everything will be fine. You'll see. Perhaps we need to
fortify ourselves with a little 'powdered courage'."
Bad Sable! Bad, Bad, Bad! I wasn't about to argue. It was bizarre. Until
that morning, I had never gotten high on anything other than an
occasional bottle of champagne or mixed drink. Now....
Bad Mink! (giggle)
We sashayed, arm-in-arm, across the parking level to the elevator and
kissed and fondled each other on the way up. We entered Doctor
Morrissey's office and presented ourselves to June, the receptionist,
trying not to look like the two guilty schoolgirls we felt.
"Hello, Mrs. Fabray," June welcomed warmly. "Nice to see you again. And
this is..."
"Mink," Sable interjected, not missing a beat. "She is here for her
first consultation with Doctor Morrissey."
June raised one eyebrow inquisitively, smiled, but kept any personal
thoughts to herself. She handed me a clipboard, her smile just a notch
bigger.
"Very well... Mink," she trilled, "if you will just fill out these forms
and initial and sign where indicated, Doctor Morrissey will be with you
shortly."
Some things never change. I filled out the standard medical-history
forms as directed. Actually, it was easier this time. Under the
energizing, intoxicating influence of the drugs I had taken earlier, I
flew through the tedious list in record time. When done, they were exact
duplicates of the forms I had filled out six weeks earlier - except for
the name and weight, of course. In a pique of daring, I had also checked
"Female". Even under the influence, it would have been humiliating to
identify myself as "Male" while looking the way I did. There was also a
supplemental consent-for-treatment waiver, similar to the one I had
filled out for my previous testing. Terrific, I thought, more tests. To
stay consistent, I initialed MF in the appropriately-marked places, then
signed Mink Fabray on the signature line.
I won't say I entered Dr. Morrissey's private office defiantly. Perhaps
it was just my wife's bad influence from having been around her so long.
Strutting saucily on Sable's arm, high as a kite, dressed and looking
like I did, I had... attitude. I perched myself delicately on the chair
across the desk from the doctor, then crossed one leg over the other at
the knee, with a flourish and rasp of stocking-on-stocking. Sable sat by
my side in the second chair, quietly smirking at my display.
Darien Morrissey was as lovely as I remembered her. She rose from her
chair, greeted Sable warmly, then introduced herself to me as she would
to a new patient. The doctor seated herself once more and glanced
briefly at my form, smiling at something she saw there. She lifted her
eyes to meet Sable's gaze and spoke.
"She knows?"
"Everything," Sable replied, "just as I told you earlier. She told me
so."
"How?"
Sable shrugged, glancing at me.
"She just does," my wife responded. "Call it 'Female Intuition'."
I knew Darien was more than professionally acquainted with Sable, but
was she privy to our love life as well? Had it been necessary to regale
her with tales of Sable's sexual conquests, the possibility she might
leave me, and that I knew about it? Who else had my lover confided in -
the mailman?
"She knows what has to be done?" the doctor inquired. "She is okay with
it?"
Sable nodded. This was beginning to sound a little hinkey. What had to
be done? What did a medical doctor have to do with saving our
relationship? What did these two have in mind? I might have said
something right then and there if I could have strung a coherent
sentence together. My mind was so fuzzy....
"She confided she is willing to do whatever it takes. As you see, we
have been working on it like there is no tomorrow."
"Aptly put. And she is coming along nicely, I must say," Darien
confirmed with obvious appreciation, "and in such a short time. Although
it is not my specialty, I can't imagine a better candidate. If I hadn't
seen this with my own eyes...."
The doctor turned to address me.
"So... Mink - that is a lovely name, incidentally, for an equally-lovely
woman - do you have any questions or... second thoughts?"
Second thoughts about what? I had a feeling we were crossing over from a
simple sex game to... what, I didn't know. I might have run from the
office in terror - or utter humiliation at the very least - if I didn't
feel like I was floating six feet off the ground. I turned to Sable. My
lovely wife was gazing at me intently. She reached out, took my hand,
and squeezed it reassuringly. Was I with Good Sable or Bad Sable? What
if I guessed wrong?
I gazed at that face, into those lovely, beseeching eyes. My gaze
traveled down her arm to her hand, with its elegantly-polished-and-
decorated talons - and then at my own. I thought about that first time
with Derek, the brief weeks since, this marvelous day, everything
leading up to this moment. I looked down at my feminized body,
remembered the sight of this new me in the mirror at the salon, weighed
the possibilities - and made my choice. I raised my gaze to meet the
doctor's.
"None," I replied with a confidence born more of emotion than reason.
Doctor Morrissey beamed. So did Sable, but my intuition told me hers was
a bit more forced.
"Then let's get started, shall we?" Darien offered.
This was the most bizarre 'consultation' I had ever had. We met the
doctor in her private office, rather than an examination room. She had
to know who I really was, yet showed no sign of it, maintained the
fa?ade of meeting me for the first time, and interacted with me as
though I really was the attractive, if ov