The Contest
By Sissie Maid Cuckold
"Erick, how are we going to pay our bills? They are mounting, and our
income has drooped since you lost your good job and had to get a lower
paying one?"
"I don't know Lisa, I just don't know, I am doing all I can."
"Its not good enough Erick, we are going to go bankrupt."
"I can't help that I lost my job."
"We can argue that. You were there longer, and you had more knowledge
you just were not man enough to stand up for what was yours...well no
matter now, nothing we can do now that they replaced you. But...well
never mind I will let it go it's just disappointing to me, that's all.
If you just would have stood up to Devin...forget it."
"How could I, he threatened me and no one else was around so it was my
word against his. He was 6' 2" and 200 pounds I m only 5'6" and 120
pounds, he would have kicked my ass and you know it."
"Yes, you're right he would have, and you would have offered no
resistance to him. It's all in the past now, except the bills, you went
from $85,000.00 a year to $22,000.00, its simply not enough!"
"I know Lisa, I know, what do you suggest?"
"I have a solution, but I doubt you will be willing to do it."
"What is it, I will do whatever I can?"
"So, your telling me you are willing to do what ever it takes to solve
this debt issue as long as you can do it?"
"Ya, why, don't you believe I want to get out of debt?"
"Yes, if it's easy and you don't have to do much, you would. This would
require dedication, effort and commitment and I don't know if you have
that in you after seeing how you folded in front of Devin!"
"That's not fair, did you want to see him kick my ass?"
Lisa hesitated and imagined what it would have looked like to see the
handsome muscular Black man Devin kicking Ericks ass and making him cry
uncle. She bit her tongue and said, "no honey I don't want to see you
get hurt but...well...never mind."
This angered Erick, seeing his wife lose faith in him as a financial
provider. He was determined to save face. "Look just tell me what you
have in mind and I will do it. I will prove to you I can do anything!"
Lisa smiled to herself. She had always known how to get Erick to do what
she wanted, how to push his buttons and make him think its was his idea.
For a small slightly built man he had a big ego. Problem was his frame
could not back up the checks his mouth would write!
"Ok, well we will see if you can back that up. There is a contest where
if you are selected as 1 of the 20 contestants they will pay you $15,000
a month for the year before the actual contest plus cover all medical
and other expenses you incur during that time. If you win you win one
million dollars and $15,00 a month for life!"
"Are you serious? But can I do it, it doesn't involve some deserted
island survival or physical contest does it?"
"No dear, not at all that's just it, its only for males and the slighter
built you are the better your chance to win!"
"Well what do I have to do?"
"You just have to dress up like a girl and act like one and be more lady
like than the others and you win?"
"That's all? But wait, what do you mean I have to be like a girl, how
much like a girl?"
"The girliest wins and wins one Million dollars and $15,000 a month for
life not bad for a few days' time spent winning over the judges and with
your small shoulders and baby face and non-muscular frame you are a sure
win baby, you could beat them all and think of the prize."
Erick's mind was racing. He was flashing back and forth between the
prize money and imagining how he might look and feel in a dress! But as
his mind flashed back and forth it began to linger longer on the prize
money and less on the details. He started to think of how nice it would
be to have the prize money and the income.
"What happens if I don't win? What if I take second or third place?"
"Second place gets half, $500,000 and $7,500 per month and third gets
$250,000 and $3,750 per month for life. But all get $10,000 a month from
the time of selection until the contest a year later."
"Why is that? Why do they all get the money for a year?"
"Because they are giving you a year to practice and prepare yourself for
the contest. But I bet most of them will wait until the year is nearly
up before they try and practice and so if you start right away you are a
sure win baby, what do you think, you a big enough man to be a girl for
a little while and win us a wonderful future?"
Erick sensed this would really impress Lisa his wife. If he pulled this
off, he would be the man and his wife would look at him with starry eyes
for the rest of their life. Each month when that nice check came in she
would get all hot and bothered and want to take him to bed. He could see
himself in expensive suits and driving a convertible Jaguar living in a
big house with a swimming pool. He could laugh at his male friends
because they still had to work, and he was debt free with a nice income.
Yes, he could do this, he could win this for sure. Finally, his less
than manly body was going to be to his advantage for once!
"Ok, Ok, so how do we enter?"
"We don't have much time. Do you understand how this works? First you
must be selected by the judges, the audition is a week from Saturday, so
we have a lot of work to do to get you ready because if you don't get
selected you can't go on and win. I really, really want you to win baby
this would be so nice, I could really show my friends how wrong they are
that say you're not a very good provider. I would love to rub it in
their faces while they and their husbands all must work several jobs and
we don't! So, we need to get you dressed up and made up and see what we
have to work with."
"Ok so once again, when...do...we ...start?"
"How about now?"
"I thought you would never get to that point." Erick said smiling.
Lisa took him to the bedroom and read the qualifications:
1. You must be a married male.
2. You can have never appeared in public dressed as a female other than
for a Halloween contest.
3. You must a have a recent photo take of you as your male self with a
newspaper date in the photo.
4. You can only have non-professionals help you prepare for the
audition. NO beauty professionals.
Lisa went and got the news paper from that day and had Erick hold it as
she took his photo. She took several on both of their phones just make
sure she had a good one and it was safe. Then she told Erick to get
undressed. As he stripped down she noticed his dick was hard. To be
honest he didn't have much of a dick, maybe five inches but it was
harder than she had ever seen it. She knew this was sexually exciting
for him and she thought that to be a plus.
She had not told him how difficult this was going to be for him nor ALL
the conditions for the competition portion nor the conditions to get the
prize money monthly for life! She felt he could learn that later when he
was deeper into this.
"Honey we need to shave you."
"What do you mean I already shaved this morning."
"No silly, not your face, your body, I don't think a hairy girl is going
to place very well."
"Oh, ya I guess you're right."
Lisa took him in the bathroom and rubbed Nair all over his body, she
left a small V patch above his hard dick not telling him that she was
trimming his pubs back quite a bit. She could feign miss-placement of
the Nair latter if needed.
After the waiting period she had him get in the shower and rinse of
taking most of the hair with it.
Then she took the razor and cleaned up what the Nair missed. Erick had
thin blond hair, so he was not that hairy to begin with. In fact, he was
more like a young boy just getting his body hair. Lisa made a big deal
how nice he looked hairless and touched him in ways to let him know she
wasn't kidding.
After this she rubbed body lotion all over making his skin softer and
smelling nice.
She took him back to the bedroom and got a pair of her panties. They
were pink bikini panties and she found a matching bra. She told him to
put the panties on, but his still hard dick was a problem. She told him
to wait a moment and went and got an ice cube. She pushed against the
lower part of his dick and balls and pressed it hard causing him to go
limp almost immediately.
"Whoa! That's cold! Where did you learn that trick?"
Upon learning about this contest Lisa had done searches on the internet
and found lots of literature on how to femininize a husband. She learned
a great deal and it really fascinated and intrigued her. It seemed there
were many advantages to feminizing one's husband. But she did not want
Erick to know these things or what she had done so she said, "Oh you
know that show RuPaul's Drag Race on TV, they talk about those kinds of
things on there."
Dumb founded that his wife even watched a show like that he shrugged it
off and thought maybe it was a good thing she did since she would know
some secrets.
She told him to spread his legs and she knelt and took his testicles and
gently pushed them up into his body cavity. She then took his now limp
dick and twisted it, so the underside of the penis head was down and
would be against the panties and pulled it back between his legs. She
told him to snug up his panties which he did.
It felt somewhat strange but not bad. It had a certain sort of
stimulating effect on him that was not at all unpleasant. She admired
the look and smiled at him saying, "You look VERY sexy in those panties
dear I hope I can get through getting you dressed without needing to
throw you on the bed and savage you!"
Erick had never seen his wife like this before. She was aggressive,
confident and making sexual suggestions...he liked it!
Lisa helped him put the bra on and stuffed the cups with some panties
from her pantie drawer. Next, she found some nylons and a garter belt
and showed him how to put them on. They felt weird but very, very nice
and sexy. She followed these things with a slip, then a pretty red
dress and matching heels. She did not allow him to see himself in the
mirror but sat him down and did his makeup. She did his finger nails and
then put a wig on him she had had for years. A necklace, bracelet and
earrings finished him off. When she was satisfied she took him to the
mirror and the look on his face was one of pleasant astonishment. He
loved how he looked and could not stop looking. His smile gave him away
and Lisa fed on it. She raved about what a beauty he was. That he made a
very pretty and natural girl and with some work she was sure he could be
beautiful and win!
It was a huge ego boost for him. He had never impressed anyone as a man.
He was slight, small and just not manly but now here was shining as a
woman but only a pretend one. He was impressed with him self and for the
first time in his life was confident he could out do every other man who
entered!
"Oh honey, you are soooo beautiful. Could you have ever imagined what a
beauty you are?"
"I do look good, don't I Lisa?"
"Yes, dear you look VERY good, I am so proud of you, so very proud. I
was sure you would not even try but you have, and I think we have a very
good chance, but there is a lot of work to do, are you really willing to
do it? I don't want you to disappoint me and quit part way though. I
mean after the Devin incident..."
"Put it out of your mind, and Devin to. I am going to WIN this thing and
I am going to show them all!"
"That's the spirit...You Go Girl!"
Lisa wanted to see how he would react. He looked a little confused, so
she said, "if you are going to win this you have to be the best girl you
can be, mentally and physically. You must look, act, feel and think like
a girl. Its only temporary and I am sure you can do it. I don't think
Devin could do it, but I am sure you can, what do you say sweetie?"
"You're right Lisa, he could never pull this off. Why he could never
hide that dick of his if he had to..."
"Does he have a really big one is that why you say that?"
"Ya its huge its got to be at least 8" long."
"How do you know; did you ever see it?"
"Ya he came in the john one day and took the urinal beside me. He
whipped it out and said, "God! Look I still have lipstick on my cock
head from that broad in shipping." He did it just to make me look and
when I looked, he laughed and said Ha, ha I made you look, let's see how
big yours is little man. What a jerk! Can you imagine a grown man doing
that?"
Lisa WAS imagining it and wishing she could have been the one getting
the look. "That was mean, I agree but its nice you got a look cause now
you know he could never do what your doing, his dick could not be
hidden, how funny is that and how funny is it going to be when you win,
and he has to keep working and working? Besides I love the smooth front
you have now." She put her hand under his dress and rubbed the front of
his panties, then she told him to spread his legs a bit and ran a finger
back and caressed his penis head through his silky panties making it
feel ever so good." Imagine if this was Devin in your place, his hard
cock would still be sticking out the front and poking me in the face!"
Erick laughed and said, "Ya how dumb looking would that be he could
never ever pass as a girl, not ever."
Lisa's mind again wandered to Devin. She had always thought he was very
handsome and well built., Now she knew he had a cock to match his
physique and image. An 8" hard cock a Black cock the kind she had herd
so much about. She imagined being on her knees like she was now with
Erick and Devin's big hard Black cock poking her in her face. No, it
would not due for a feminized male, but it would certainly do for a
married woman who adored cock and had not gotten any real cock since
college. She started to drift and imagined her mouth opening and taking
that cock in her mouth...
"Lisa...Lisa...Lisa..."
"Wha, What?"
"Why are you sucking on the front of my panties, you are going to get
them all wet."
"Oh, ah, well...I am just so turned on by how you look I could not help
it, she said covering for her fantasy about Devin."
"What now?"
"What now? Oh yes, now we need to make a list of things to get to
improve on your beautiful looks."
"Things, like what?"
"Well, things like falsies to fill your bras with so you jiggle when you
walk. A body shaper with padded hips and derriere to give you a better
figure and oh yes, a corset to make your waist smaller so your hips look
bigger and we will need false finger nails and false eye lashes. I think
we should also invest in a better wig."
"It sounds expensive, how much will all that cost?"
"Oh, several hundred-dollars to be sure."
"But Lisa we don't have that kind of money to waste."
"Your right we don't so you better win. You can't win unless we make
every effort possible. Remember what I said about some of the others
probably won't make the effort?"
"Yes, I do."
"Well you better make the effort Erick, or I will be really, really,
really pissed do you understand?"
"I will, I will I said I would and I will, I want to win to you know."
"Yes, I know you do it will prove a lot and provide a lot, and everyone
will be so jealous. So, if your dedicated then its not a waste of money
and its not a risk because I KNOW you can win this if you set your heart
to it. I know you won't disappoint me, it would break my heart Erick it
really would, just because I know how beautiful you are and if you lose
it could only be because you wanted to lose!"
Lisa had planted the seed. How could Erick back out now? How could he
not win? She already said if he did not win it was because he did not
want to win.
Lisa rubbed his ass and asked him how the clothes felt.
"I hate to admit it, but they feel really nice, I like how they feel and
how they look too, and I like how they make me feel."
"What do you mean by how they make YOU feel?"
"Well its hard to explain but they make me feel different, calmer I
guess, relaxed, sort of like the pressure is off. They just feel so nice
I m glad you got me to try this."
Lisa knew this was a common feeling among males dressed as girls. She
had liked that part when she read it and hoped Erick would feel the
same. She wanted him to get pleasure form dressing as a girl and not
have his dressing to be something he dreaded.
"Look its getting late and I think we have found out what we need to
know for tonight. Let's get you changed and to bed. We will go shopping
first thing in the morning and then when we return we will get started."
Lisa showed Erick how to remove his makeup, so it did not get all over
the bed. She had him take off his dress, slip and heels but she left the
rest on him and handed him a pink baby doll neglig?e. He looked
surprised.
"Look Miss, we have one week to the audition if you are serious about
getting picked I think you have to live as a girl until then, it's only
one week and It will be fun I am sure."
Erick could not argue the point, so he put the negligee on and got in
bed.
She kissed him and asked, "are we agreed? Only as a girl for the next
week, looks, thoughts, actions, feelings?"
"Sure."
"Promise?"
"I promise."
"Promise what?"
"I promise to be a girl and only a girl for the next week thinking only
girl thoughts, acting and looking and feeling only like a girl."
"Good girl, now go to sleep."
Erick laughed.
In the morning Erick was redressed like a girl, made up and sent to the
kitchen to fix breakfast. Lisa explained that part of being a girl was a
mindset and to help him get that mindset he would function only a s a
girl.
After breakfast she took him to the bathroom and had him fix his
lipstick explaining that this was something he would need to do several
times a day especially after eating. She then told him to go poty. Erick
took his normal place in front of the toilet and Lisa screamed! "What
are you doing, girls do NOT stand to pee!"
Erick had been caught off guard. He looked at her and she told him to
turn around lift his dress and slip and pull his panties down and sit to
pee. Erick did as she said. After going pee, she told him to take some
tissue and dab him self dry. He had no idea about this procedure, so she
detailed it out for him and he got it.
Erich was wearing what he had on the night before except for his shoes.
Lisa had given him a pair of flats worrying that he would get into
trouble out in public in heels until he learned how to walk in them. She
got her purse and handed Erick an old purse of hers showing him how to
carry it and started out the door. Just as Erick got to the door frame
he froze.
"Come on Erick, let's go."
"Bu, bu, but."
"Erick...no one is going to recognize you, you make a very pretty girl."
"Ya well they will the first time you call me Erick, now won't they?'
"Yes, you are right, ok, well, well let's give you a girl's name...how
about Ericka?"
"I, I, don't know..."
"We can change it later it's Ericka for now, now let's go Ericka!"
Ericka now moved through the door into the forbidden world of public
view. It was one thing to be a confident girl behind closed doors and an
entirely different thing to be a confident girl in public. He felt very
vulnerable and was glad Lisa was there. He saw her as his protector and
did what ever she said knowing she would protect him form all the
invisible monsters that were waiting for a feminized male to appear and
then jump out and eat him!
Lisa drove to a large full range women's wear store. She entered with
Ericka in toe and eyes wide from fear.
"Ericka, you need to calm down, no one here is going to hurt you, I
won't let them. We need to get you something's and you need to be here
to be sure they are the right size. Now work on your girl feelings. A
girl would be happy and excited to be here and to purchase things.
That's what we girls love most. So, get in the mood now!"
Ericka calmed down it was as if Lisa's words took over and all he had to
do was follow her instructions. He looked around and saw it was full of
girl stuff. All sorts of frill's and fine things and he quickly found
his interest going to them. Lisa had a shopping cart and proceeded to
the lingerie department. She told Ericka to pick out ten panty and bra
sets, then nylons and garter belts.
It turned him on to look at, touch, feel and choose so many sexy
forbidden things. Boys never got to do this sort of thing. It was
forbidden, he had gotten the secret password to the secret girl's world
and it was fun!
Next, they looked at slips. Lisa held them up to the front of him and
helped him choose 5 full slips and 5 half slips and then ten camisoles.
Ericka was seeing price tags and he was thinking that a few hundred
dollars was not going to cut it, but he liked what they were doing so
much he just kept his mouth shut.
They went to Negligees next and Lisa told Ericka to pick out three.
Following this they went to the dress department and Lisa told Ericka to
choose 5 dresses and 5 skirt blouse combinations. Ericka was in heaven;
the dresses were so pretty and sexy. He of course chose short ones.
Next, they moved to the foundation department and Lisa picked up a set
of C cup life like breasts, three body briefers and two corsets. She did
not trust Ericka to make these decisions. There next area to shop was
the makeup area. Lisa picked out the proper makeup Ericka needed as well
as several shades of nail polish, false nails and several sets of fake
eyelashes. Some perfume completed the needs from this area then it was
to the shoe department.
As they were looking at shoes a young female store clerk approached them
and asked if they needed help. Since only one size of shoe was on the
shelf for each style they would need her help.
"Oh yes thank you. We will need several pairs and styles. Lisa choose
some 12 pairs of shoes. The clerk's eyes got big and asked Ericka to sit
so she could measure her feet. Ericka was nervous but did as told. The
clerk got the right foot measurement and fetched the shoes. She was
obviously bewildered not just by the shoes but how much stuff they had
in the shopping cart as it was heaped high with clothing!
When Ericka tried to walk in the shoes the clerk felt something was odd
and then figured out Ericka was not a woman after all but a man being
dressed by his wife. It was not uncommon for her to see women who
dressed their husbands, boyfriends and even sons as girls and even a few
brave sissies who came in by themselves to buy feminine things. She did
not mind, it was all commission for her. She had grown comfortable
enough with it to talk to customers about such things.
"My you are buying your husband a lot of pretty things, what is the
occasion?"
Both Lisa and Ericka were surprised by her recognition comment. Ericka
more so and he was pretty sure the world might end any second now! Lisa
understood the discovery and knew the clerk was not offended so opened
up about Erick to her.
"He is going to try out for the "Most Feminine Girl Contest". They are
having auditions next Saturday and I want him to get ready and practice
till then. Don't you think he makes a very convincing girl?"
"Yes, he certainly does, very pretty, he had me fooled completely until
he walked. Oh, I have read about that. They have huge prizes, Wow! So,
you're really going to do that. It's a pretty big commitment..."
Lisa gave her a look and cut her off signaling that Ericka may not know
ALL the challenges ahead of him yet and she wasn't ready to let him know
what they all might be.
"Ah yes she makes a very attractive girl and if it was not for her walk
I would have never guessed she was a he." Sensing Lisa needed a little
support the clerk said, "You must be so very proud of him. It takes a
very special man to pull this off. And I am sure with a little walking
practice he will pass perfectly."
"Oh yes, I am very, very proud of him. I think he is the most wonderful
husband in the world. You know there are very few men who could win at
this and Ericka is one of the few."
The clerk sensed what Lisa was getting at and that she wanted to boost
her husband's confidence. She also knew most men could not look this
could because they were to manly and that it took a sort of a wimp to
make this work, so she replied. "Your right very few men would even
attempt such a challenge, he really is special, wish I could find one
like him!"
Ericka's head was swelling. The clerk was very sexy and pretty, she was
certainly a catch for any man and she was indicating she thought Ericka
was great, this was a wonderful compliment and of the kind he had never
had from any woman before.
"Well hey my name is Ronnie."
"Oh Hi, I am Lisa, and this is my wonderful husband Erick now Ericka."
"It's so nice to meet both of you, especially such a wonderful husband
like you Ericka. I will be right back I want to check on something for
you."
Ronnie trotted off and disappeared while Lisa and Ericka tried on the
rest of the shoes. When they were nearly done Ronnie came back with a
middle-aged woman named Rose who turned out to be the store owner and
manager.
"Hi, my name is Rose, and Ronnie has told me your story. Is it true
Ericka, it is Ericka, right?"
"Yes, it's Ericka."
"Is it true that you are entering the "Most Feminine Girl Contest"?"
Lisa replied, "Yes, it is."
"How wonderful, that's is really fantastic. Not many men have the
courage or the ability to win at something like that, but Ronnie came to
me and said she thought you did. That's a pretty big compliment coming
from her. And after seeing you Ericka, I believe you have a good chance
too."
Lisa spoke up smiling, "Thank you thank you both your vote of confidence
it means a lot doesn't it Ericka?"
"Yes, oh yes very much thank you."
"So, I would like to make you an offer. If you will do all your shopping
here, help us with a few promotions, I will sponsor you and give you 50%
off all items you purchase in this store. What do you think?"
Lisa smiled a huge smile, "What I think is you put your money where your
moth is, I think yes we would be glad to participate with you as our
sponsor."
"We have done this in the past with beauty pageants and modeling
contests and it works out for everyone. I will need to ask you to sign a
model release and promotion agreement if you are agreeable."
"Sure thing," said Lisa.
"What's a model and promotion agreement mean Lisa," Ericka asked?
Lisa knew it meant that Ericka's photos and personal appearance was
going to be required. She knew that he would be exposed as a sissified
male and used as an example of a feminized husband which was very much
agreeable to her. The more exposure he got the better was her thought.
But she was not going to explain all of this to Ericka now. He could
find out when the time came. "Not now Ericka we'll talk about it later."
They went to Rose's office and she got out the contract. It was 10 pages
long. Ericka was starting to read it and Lisa took it and turned to the
back page and told him to sign it. Rose signed it and then Lisa and
Ronnie witnessed it. Rose had her notary there and she notarized it as
well.
"But Lisa don't you think we should have read it before we signed it?"
Lisa thought, why it doesn't affect me at all its only you that's
obligated. But she did not say that she said, "No honey, it's a standard
contract and I know what it says, now let's thank Rose and finish our
shopping."
They thanked Rose and continued. They still needed a purse or two and a
wig. When the shopping was done the bill after the 50% discount still
came to $1,847.53! Lisa put it on the charge card. Ericka was shocked,
and Lisa looked at him and said, "You better get chosen at the Audition
or you will be dressing and working as a girl for the rest of your life
just to pay these things off!"
On the way home Ericka read the contract that he had signed without
reading. "Lisa, it says I can be asked to participate in an in-store
modeling event up to once a month for the duration of the contract."
"Ya so that's not so bad."
"Ya but Lisa the duration of the contract is for 20 years!"
"Oh, I can't imagine that they would ever do it that often and besides
after awhile they will find someone to replace you and you will be done,
don't worry."
"But Lisa listen to this! It says I must maintain my body in the
condition of my first modeling for the entire length of the contract or
be liable for all the discounted amounts I have received and a $250,000
compensation fee! Lisa!!!"
"You are making too much out of it. That's all standard talk and they
very seldom if ever enforce those clauses. Don't worry so much."
"Oh NO, Lisa listen to this. It says in section 34 part 1.1.2 the signor
must maintain a similar image off stage as on stage. Any modeling
agreement means not only when modeling but upholding the same image
while not in the store on stage to represent the store in the same
positive look. This means choice of clothing, make up, shoes, hair and
nails. The model shall never appear in public in a disarrayed or an
unflattering appearance. This means no pants or trousers, no sweat
pants, may not go bra less and no flip flops."
"Lisa what the hell? This means I have to stay dressed as a girl for the
next 20 years."
"Swearing is NOT lady like Ericka, now stop it and calm down I am sure
this is meant for female models only and we can work something out but
for now just go along with it, we can't afford to pay full price for all
the things you need."
"But Lisa this is not what I bargained for!"
"That is enough Ericka, I knew you would act this way that's why I did
not let you read it beforehand. You have gone back on your word and I am
not at all happy about it."
"What do you mean I went back on my word...I did not!"
"Oh yes you did, you promised to act, feel and think like a girl. A girl
would be very happy about being asked to model and look at you, just the
opposite. You are ungrateful, and you are a huge disappointment to me. I
am going to stop the car. You can get out and walk home I am done, you
had and have no intentions of keeping your word!"
"I, I am sorry Lisa I guess I didn't understand that's all. I want to
keep my word I guess I am new at this and don't know how to think like a
girl very good yet, but I want to I promise Lisa I really want to.
Please don't make me walk home like this please Lisa give me a second
chance."
Lisa glared at him and was slowing down to let him out.
"Please Lisa, please oh God Please Lisa."
"Are you really going to try?"
"Yes, I promise I really promise."
Lisa stopped the car and stared ahead. "Ok here is the deal when we get
home you will write a thank you letter to Rose and tell her how excited
you are to have her as your sponsor and that you have read the agreement
over and are thrilled by it. You will write it as if you were a young
girl with all the emotions and enthusiasm a young lady would have in
writing this letter. That will show me you understand how a real girl
would feel and act and are trying. Then you will write me a letter
thanking me for helping you find this opportunity. If I am not impressed
by your feminine thinking and expression I will leave you somewhere some
time in the future for you to fend for yourself as a girl in public."
For the first time in his life Ericka recognized the tremendous power
that Lisa wielded. He felt meek and defeated. He felt submissive and
obedient like he had dodged a bullet but at the same time bound himself
in hand and ankle cuffs! There was no way he was going to challenge this
woman, not now not in the near future. He was smart enough to know she
had him and he better tow the line until this contest thing was over.
She took him home and as he began to write the two letters she gathered
up all his male clothing and placed it in trash bags. He was
concentrating on his letters as she placed the bags by the door.
"Ericka, take a break, take these bags out to the dumpster in the alley,
I am trying to get things cleaned up and arranged."
"Yes Dear."
Ericka was still worried about the letters not on the bags. He made
three trips to get them all to the dumpsters. He never asked what was in
them. He worked hard at the letters and got them both done and hoped
Lisa approved.
"I am finished Lisa."
"Read them to me, the one to Rose first."
"Dear Rose,
It was a pleasure meeting you and Ronnie today. I wish to say thank you
for all your assistance and especially your sponsorship for me in the
"Most Feminine Girl Contest" that I will be trying out for this next
Saturday. It was so special of you to provide the sponsorship discount
which will help me get the things I need to be accepted into the
contest.
On the way home I had a chance to read the wonderful contract we signed
in your office in detail. I am so excited about being able to model for
you in your store any time you ask. It will be so much fun to parade
around in the many pretty clothes you have in your store.
I also look forward to seeing my photos in your promotions and other
events. It's a rare opportunity for a new girl like me to have such
opportunities and I want you to know I recognize and appreciate that.
I also wanted to say that I understand my obligations to dress properly
and appropriately when ever I am in public. I promise to always make
sure my makeup is perfect, I have on proper shoes and a dress and my
hair is neat.
You are most gracious by allowing me 20 years to enjoy my role within
your organization Rose and I look forward to may modeling days at you
service.
Humbly,
Ericka."
Ericka looked up at Lisa with a huge knot in his stomach thinking about
what he put down on paper. He waited for her response, but she only
said, "Read mine now!"
Very scared that she did not approve and shaking he started to read
hers.
"To my dearest wife Lisa,
I want to tell you how much I love and adore you. You are the most
wonderful wife on earth. You have given me such a fantastic opportunity
to provide for us by entering the "Most Feminine Girl Contest".
I know I will win and I will make every human effort to make sure I win.
I will need your wisdom and guidance because I am nothing without you.
I learned some lessons to day and I will never forget them. I am just a
guy so I have a lot to learn about being a feminine girl but there is no
limit to the extent I will go to make you proud of me for winning the
contest.
I hope you will understand that I am not as smart as you and forgive me
for being just a stupid guy. I will learn, and I will improve if you are
willing to continue to help me in this endeavor.
I also want to thank you for getting me the wonderful modeling contract
with Rose. It opens so many wonderful opportunities to a new girl like
me and I am looking forward to enjoying the great terms of the contract.
In fact, I am so looking forward to modeling in her promotions and
events that I can hardly wait for them to begin. This is what I have
always wanted since I was little and can't believe how lucky I am and
it's all thanks to you Lisa. Just think how much fun I will have
twirling my dresses around on stage and showing off my walk-in front of
all those people.
I love you Lisa,
Your little girl Ericka"
Ericka was real knotted up after reading what he wrote to Lisa. It was
against every fiber in his body, but he had neither the will nor the
back bone to challenge his wife at this point so only hoped for a
reprieve.
Lisa said, "Go get two envelopes and two stamps."
Ericka was confused but did as told. When he returned Lisa said, "on the
envelopes write your return address with Ericka Summers instead of
Erick". Ericka did as his wife told him. When he had done that he
looked up. "Now write my address on one and on the other address it to:
Roses Women's Wear & Things, 14 East Main Street then put our town,
state and zip, it's the same zip as ours. Address the other one to me."
When that was done she told him to put the postage on and then bring her
the envelopes and letters. Lisa copied the letters on the copier and
then she put the proper letter in the proper envelope and handed them
back to Ericka. "Go to the corner and mail them, do it now and do not
hesitate and you may just skate by."
Ericka quivering and still scared to death made his way out of the house
and down the street two blocks to where the mail box was. Deposited them
and returned home. While he was gone Lisa read and re read the letters
multiple times. Laughing and thinking how pathetic her husband was as a
man. She thought this is going to be so much more fun than she
originally thought. He really was the perfect husband for this
sisification contest and she was even more confident that he would win.
She then folded up the copies and placed them in her purse for future
reading.
By the time Ericka got back he was nearly in tears. Lisa saw this and
called him to her and told him to kneel in front of her.
"Ericka, you have done a great job with your letters. It shows you can
think like a girl and I am proud of you for being able to do that. Its
important for you to understand though that you must begin to think like
a girl all the time until you are accepted into the contest. There will
be a lot of competition for acceptance and you have no choice but to
win.
It is also apparent I need to help you to think and feel like a girl
more than I have and I pledge to you I will do that. You are going to be
privy to a very special world, the world of females and we don't just
let anyone in, so you better appreciate everything I do for you from now
on.
Now, you're still so damn sexy dressed like that that my pussy needs
attention. But you will have to give my pussy the attention it needs
like a woman gives it to a woman, so I want you to lick me to a climax
and if you do a good job you will get yours as a reward."
Ericka liked the sound of this. He went to work on his wife's pussy and
brought her to a climax four times. When she was satisfied she told him
they needed to go the bedroom. She told him to take off his panties and
get on his hands and knees on the bed. He did as told and she placed a
rod with two holes in it across his legs behind his knees and placed a
rope through each hole. She told him to put his wrists back by the rod
and then tied his left wrist and left leg with one rope and the right
ones with the other. He was now face down on the bed with his bottom in
the air and legs spread making him completely vulnerable.
"I want you to experience sex like a girl has it. Usually that means
with no control and totally vulnerable to the man's whims."
Ericka still did not completely understand but when Lisa brought out her
bullet shaped vibrator and lubed up his ass and begin to insert it he
got the idea. It hurt at first and then once it was in the pain stopped
and he felt the vibration. Lisa moved it in and out slowly at first and
then sped it up. It felt better and better as she worked his bottom like
a man would work a pussy.
After some time, he was moaning and asking her to go faster. But she did
the opposite showing she was in charge and he would get what she wanted
to give him. This was to make him submit to her desires and will and
abandon his. It frustrated him, and he begged and begged. But after
several minutes she began to speed it up and at the same time reached in
side his bra and played with his nipple. He had always liked that and
had sensitive nipples so responded well to the attention. She could see
he was getting close.
"When I get close", she said, "I like to picture a big hard cock in my
mind. As a girl you need to do that as well, to focus your thoughts and
feelings like a girl would. You probably do not see many cocks like us
girls do though...but wait you saw Devin's cock. He has a big Black cock
and you saw it. Tell me all about his big hard Black cock and I will let
you come."
Ericka needed to cum he had been wound up for over a day now and needed
release. He knew if he screwed up she would stop, and he would die from
frustration. There was no way he wanted to talk about another mans cock
and especially Devin's cock. But he wanted to cum way worse.
"I can see his cock in his hand. Its so big its very Black as well."
"Tell me what it looks like hard, pretend if you must but tell me."
"Ok. It's getting hard, it's getting bigger, longer thicker. Its really
big and hard now. It looks so hard like its steel. It's very thick to."
Ericka was very close, but Lisa was in control. "tell me that you want
to suck it and what you would do it when you sucked it including
swallowing afterward. Do it and you can cum."
"Ah, oh yes I want to suck Devin's big hard Black cock. I want to kneel
in front of him and lick the head of his cock and taste his precum. Then
I want to lick and kiss the shaft and his huge balls. After I have
licked and sucked the entire thing I want to suck him off and as I suck
him I will grasp his shaft and stroke it with my fingers until he shoots
his entire load in my mouth. I will swallow every drop so none is
wasted. It tastes... sooooooo... Gooooood... Ahhhhhhhh..." and Ericka
came while telling Lisa how he would and wanted to suck Devin's cock.
She had a very devious smile on her petty face as she thought about what
she had just made her husband do. Just think she thought. I just made my
sissy husband descried how he would suck off the man who took his job
and his self-respect from him and she beamed a smile from cheek to
cheek.
Lisa got off the bed and started to leave the room. "Lisa, Lisa, aren't
you going to untie me?"
"Not yet, I'll come back in about an hour and release you."
"But why?"
"I can leave you longer if you like."
"No, I mean why can't you release me now?"
"Because of your clock dear."
"My clock? What clock are you talking about, I don't understand?"
"Your sexual clock. You see, you were allowed to climax and even though
you climaxed like a girl, oh... how was that anyway?"
"It was nice, a lot different, but I liked it a lot."
"Good...very good you will like it even more as you get more used to
Cumming that way. Anyway, your male sexual clock has reset making you a
different person so we must allow you to settle before you are released,
or you will get yourself in trouble."
"I won't, I promise..."
"Shush! I won't have it. You need to concentrate on becoming a girl a
very feminine and submissive girl. Leaving you in this position to think
about how helpless and vulnerable you are will help your girl mind and
feelings develop. Now you will lay quietly there for an hour. Any
talking from you WILL start the hour over is that clear?"
"Yes."
Lisa left the room and shut the door leaving Ericka to her thoughts. He
had noticed that his position had grown more uncomfortable after he
climaxed but with nothing else to do he relived the anal fucking that
Lisa had just given him and as he relived it over and over he got more
into the mood. When the hour was up Lisa returned and rubbed his ass a
bit causing him to feel even more sexually submissive which is exactly
what Lisa wanted. She talked to him about what a pretty girl he was
becoming and how much fun she had listening to him tell her how he would
suck Devin's cock. Then she untied him, had him tuck and pull his
panties up.
The rest of the week was spent repeating similar events. He did not go
to work. He had protested but Lisa told him he was to stay 100% female
until the audition. She told him he could go to work, but it must be in
a dress and make up which he quickly declined!
Ericka discovered his clothes were missing on Tuesday, trash collection
had been Monday, so they were gone forever. When he asked Lisa about it
she simply said, "You promised me you would win, and I have taken you at
your word Ericka. Besides I told you if you didn't you would be wearing
these clothes until you worked them off, didn't I?"
"Yes, yes you did."
"Listen Ericka, you are not showing me proper respect. As a girl you
need to start doing that. I want you to put a Ms. in front of my name or
use Ma'am. So, from now on its Ms. Lisa or yes Ma'am, do you
understand?"
"Yes, I mean Yes Ma'am Ms. Lisa," Ericka said somewhat dejectedly.
"Watch the attitude missy, I can spank you if you need it."
"No Ma'am, I mean Yes Ma'am I mean..."
"Oh Stop! Let's work on your walk before you really get yourself into
deep trouble."
Lisa had made a schedule for Ericka to follow each day. Learning to
walk, working on his voice, which was already more soprano than most
males, she also was teaching him to curtsy. She felt the curtsy was so
decidedly feminine that it would add effect to his overall feminine
appearance. She understood that gestures such as the limp wrist gesture
would be vital to convincing a judge that he deserved to be part of the
main competition. She was confident in his appearance it was the rest
that needed a lot of work. She allowed nothing to escape her eye when it
came to feminine or masculine. How to sit, stand, walk, bend. How to
hold his head and facial expressions. All so much different between the
sexes so had to be worked on.
On Thursday she invited her friend Jan over to meet Ericka, Erick's twin
sister visiting from Ohio. Ericka was told only moments before that Jan
was coming and she had been invited to test Ericka and that Jan thought
Ericka was Erick's twin sister for a cover. Ericka was quite nervous but
had no way to stop Jan's visit so submitted to Lisa's experiment.
"Hi Jan, come in."
Jan walked in and saw Ericka sitting on the sofa.
"I want you to meet Erick's twin sister Ericka."
"Hi Ericka, its nice to meet you. Wow I didn't know Erick even had a
twin sister. I can see the family resemblance."
"Hi Jan, Erick has mentioned you many times, it's nice to finally meet
you."
They had coffee and talked, Ericka mostly listening and only answering
questions. After an hour or so Jan left having been totally fooled by
Ericka. Lisa was ecstatic and so was Ericka.
"You pulled it off Ericka, you fooled a woman who knows you, it was just
perfect you did wonderful, you ARE going to WIN!!!"
Ericka's confidence had soared which made it easier for him to be
feminine. He was not so wound up and worried about passing. He had
improved 1,000% since they had first gone to Rose's store less than a
week ago.
Friday was spent fine tuning Ericka's feminine attributes. Saturday
morning was a flurry of getting ready. Ericka bathed and shaved. Lisa
helped him with his makeup and they made sure everything was perfect
before they left for the audition. It was about an hour away to where
the audition was, and this was only one of 5 auditions around the
country. Four contestants would be chosen from each of the five
auditions making a grand total of 20 finalists in the competition.
When they arrived at the auditorium they were surprised at how many
people were there. Ericka's heart fell thinking he was going to be
competing against hundreds of competitors and seeing them and they
looked so pretty. Lisa then explained to him that many of these had just
come to watch the audition and most of the pretty girls he was seeing
were just that, pretty girl's, real girls not sissies like him. This was
the first time she had referred to him as a sissy and he was not sure
how to take it but said nothing. Lisa also noted he did not object.
They entered and signed in. There were already 42 that had signed in
ahead of him and he was not the last. In the end 53 contestants tried
out. At the sign in they had to provide the photo with the newspaper and
sign a statement regarding their nonprofessional participation as a
cross dresser.
There were several hundred people in the audience, mostly women but
several nervous appearing males were there with their wives or
girlfriends as well. There were seven judges five were women and two
were men. A coordinator back stage organized everyone. She got all the
contestants together and announced her name was Beverly and said she had
run many womanless beauty pageants and that they should all listen to
her and follow her directions and it would go smoothly. She allowed each
contestant to have one companion to provide moral support and advice.
She said there were multiple things each would do. The first was they
would all walk on stage one at a time and stand in line. When they were
told to turn they would turn one quarter turn to the right and stop and
then when told turn one quarter turn again and stop and continue until
they were facing forward again. They would then walk off stage. Their
appearance, their walk and their stance would all be judged in this
portion of the audition. No scores would be given at that time, but a
certain number would be eliminated.
Second, each one would walk on stage alone, turn walk back across the
stage and then turn again and walk to the middle and stand. A judge
would ask them a question which they had to answer. The judge asking the
question would rotate and all question would be different. There could
and probably would be follow up questions so be prepared to answer them.
The next time they would be asked to walk on stage sit and then move to
another chair and sit again doing these 5 times. They would be judged
upon proper feminine sitting.
Lastly, they would be given an opportunity to appear and do something
feminine to show how they have adapted to being a girl.
It was very obvious that all the contestants were nervous, some much
more so than others. As Lisa and Ericka looked around they tried to
judge for them selves who was the real competition. Some of them did not
look very feminine at all, others were clods and had no feminine grace
but there were some that would be very competitive. Some were hard at
first to tell if they were real women or not. It was not going to be
easy, thought Lisa.
Beverly, "Ok girls let's get ready it's about to begin. You all look
very beautiful and I wish you all the best of luck. When the music
starts you will walk on stage single file one at a time as I have
explained."
The music began, and Beverly released each one, one at a time after the
previous contestant reached her spot in line. Ericka was near the
middle. She felt good as she walked on stage and like a few of the ones
before her there were some ohhs and ahss. She could see the judges were
busy marking their cards. Each of the girls wore number and hers was
number 26, coincidently the same as her age. After they all were on
stage the judges called out 14 numbers asking each of them to step
forward.
"You ladies have not made it to round two thank you for coming you may
leave now."
Ericka felt bad for them, she understood how hard they must have worked
to get to this point, but she was grateful her number was not called.
There were now 39 left.
The reality of the competition had set in and every one of the girls was
nervous and unsure but hopeful.
Next came the solo walk and questions. Ericka saw that many of those
before her messed up and were not impressive. So, when it came her turn
to walk on stage she took a deep breath and mentally prepared herself,
imagining herself as a real girl. She benefited by NOT being the first
to appear. She felt her walk was perfect as were her turns then she
stood nervously before the judges and judge 3 a woman asked her,
"Ericka, what is it you like best about being a girl?"
Ericka's mind rushed as she formulated her answer, "Thank you Ma'am for
the question. (She was the only contestant to use the title Ma'am and
this made points with the judges). As a man I never accomplished much.
But as a girl I already feel I belong. It's a different world to be sure
but it's a wonderful world. I love the feel and look of the clothes,
wearing makeup. Its simply like I was lost before and am found now. I
find the shopping and the daily preparation of how I look so exciting
and fun and talking about feminine subjects is a lot more interesting
than dull old boy stuff. So, I would have to answer, everything! Even
the difficult and not so fun stuff is all an important part of being a
girl."
Follow up question from judge 5 another female judge. "So, if you win or
lose, tell me for each one, do you plan to stay a girl or are you
anxious to go back to being a boy?"
Ericka was some what surprised by this question, he thought immediately
about Lisa and her words that he had to act, think and feel like a girl
and to answer as a girl. What he was going to say was not true for him
as a boy, but it was what was required of him as a girl, "Thank you for
your follow up Question Ma'am. I had not considered that until you asked
it Ma'am. But now that you have asked it I guess I now find that I
understand your question to mean would I would remain a girl for at
least the next many years, win or lose. Yes, I guess I will, I am really
growing to like it and I can't see myself as a man anymore. But I also
guess that would be up to my wife, Lisa"
Follow up again from judge 5, "Thank you Ericka for your very well
thought out answer but how do we know this is really true how can you
prove to us you really mean what you say? Have you said any of this
before?"
Ericka started to panic because he knew his answer was made up but then
he thought a moment and said, "Yes, Yes I have actually, in fact I have
actually put it in writing. If I may. Ma'am, may I ask my wife a
question?"
Judge 5 conferred with the judge on each side of her and then said,
"this is highly irregular but so is our contest so yes you may but keep
it brief."
Lisa on the side lines already had figured out where Ericka was going,
and she had both copies of both letters and the contract in her purse
and rushed out and handed them to judge 5. The judge read them and
passed them on to the other judges. There was a murmur among all of them
and many glances up at Ericka.
Finally, they settled down and Judge 5 said, "I am going to explain
these things and read your two letters." Which she did. The audience
broke into a loud applause and then gave Ericka a standing ovation. The
judges all turned around and smiled.
Judge 5 spoke again, "Young lady you have impressed us very much and
obviously the entire audience. To most people this is simply a contest,
an opportunity to win money but our real purpose is to promote the
complete feminization of men to turn them into feminine dolls for women
to enjoy. You exemplify that purpose, congratulations." The judges then
held up their score cards. Perfect was a 10 Ericka got an 11! From all
the judges. She also got to see her previous score for the first time
which was a 9 from all the judges. So, her score was a perfect 140 so
far. No other contestant was even close. She was ecstatic and so was
Lisa. But for Lisa it was hearing she wanted to remain a girl no matter
what that really impressed her, she was not aware that Ericka was
fibbing a bit.
Everyone stood and clapped as Ericka left the stage.
During the next competition she scored a perfect 10 for the sitting and
then the last appearance was to do something girly, she talked it over
with Lisa and both agreed she should do a curtsey. All her practice had
made her very good at it and it was all they could think to do. No one
else had done one either so when contestant 26 had her turn, she walked
on stage with a slow graceful walk turned and facing judge number 1 and
curtsied a perfect feminine curtsy. She then stood and faced judge
number 2 curtsied and repeated until all 7 judges had been curtsied to.
They could not but help show they were very impressed by such a simple,
yet totally feminine act and she was again awarded perfect 10's by all
the judges who actually stood and clapped after Ericka completed her
last curtsy. Even the other girls who were her competition had complete
respect and awe for her. She deserved to win, and no one complained or
said otherwise. All seven of the curtsies had been executed perfectly
even by female standards they were exceptional and fit to be performed
before royalty.
When the four winners were announced, and each walked out on stage and
they all were applauded but it was obvious who the real favorite
was...Ericka!
There was an after party for the four winners, their female companions
all were wives except one was a mother and son, the seven judges and
Beverly. The party also included the signing of the contracts for the
contestants. When it was placed before Ericka he had the urge to read it
but looked at Lisa who gave a knowing glace and he smiled and just
signed it without reading it.
"You are really serious about staying a girl aren't you," She asked?
Ericka paused because he knew what he had to say, and he feared Lisa
might detect his lie. So, he put on the best front he could and said,
"Yes, I really do like it. I know I have a long way to go Ms. Lisa and I
hope you will want me to stay a girl but if you don't I understand."
Secretly he hoped Lisa would say she wanted the man Erick back, but he
could only wait and hope for that remark down the road.
Lisa smiled at her very pretty husband and said, "That will be just fine
with me I like you a lot more as a girl than I ever did as a man. You
simply were never much of a man dear and you are a lot of woman so yes,
I would like that, I would like that very much."
Erick's heart sunk with these words from his wife, but he simply smiled
back at her.
Beverly stood up and said, "Ok now let's get to the meat of this. Each
of you girls will get a coach to work with you for the final contest
which is exactly one year and one week from today in Atlanta Georgia.
You will each get your first of fifty-two $15,000 dollar checks next
Friday. All your medical expenses will be paid including any elective
medical procedures you choose to have done for the contest, any
clothing, makeup, or other items for the contest will be verified,
approved and covered by the contest through your coach. We want you all
to win but please know you are ALL already winners All your photos will
be used to promote male feminization starting in our school system and
we thank you for that. Now enjoy your dinners!"
When the coaches were assigned Lisa and Ericka were surprised that
Beverly was their coach. They expressed their surprise and she said, "I
don't normally coach contestants, but I asked to be allowed to coach
Ericka. I see a lot of potential in her and I have a lot of experience
and I think I can help you win if you will allow me. Lisa and Ericka
looked at each other and got all excited and thanked her.
Lisa looked serious and asked, "But is that fair, I mean your helping us
like this to win. Is it fair to the others?"
"Yes, Lisa it is very fair. You see we coaches get prize money along
with our salary just like the contestants do. We are hired to help you
win and if you win we get a nice bonus so trust me when I tell you not
to get over confident by todays fabulous win. The competition will have
learned and will have done everything in their power to win as well.
This is not going to be a cake walk, we have a lot of work to do and
only a year to do it in. We need to do a complete transformation to win
and the time will go by very fast. This was the easy part my dears, the
real work begins now!"
Beverly's words were sobering but both Lisa and Ericka had the
confidence now after this contest and the determination to win and that
was important, and it was also something Beverly had felt before she
accepted the task of making Ericka the grand winner."
After dinner Lisa and Ericka talked on the way home and decided to stop
and tell Rose the great news. When they entered the store, they found
that both Ronnie and Rose were in Rose's office, so they shared the
great news and then told them the details. Both women were very pleased,
and Rose said she got Ericka's wonderful letter. She said she was quite
surprised that he was so excited about it considering the commitment it
required, but it was a wonderful letter. Then she said she would set up
a modeling event for Ericka in three weeks, so they had enough time to
advertise it. Ericka did not really understand what it would be like or
about, but she decided she was excited about it anyway.
After they left, Ronnie said to Rose, "Do you think that boy has any
idea what he is in for over the next year?"
Rose shook her head no and said, "Not a clue, he has no clue what those
ladies are going to do to him. Or us for that matter. Oh, he will
survive and in the end, it will help our cause a great deal to have a
male so decidedly feminine. But no matter I am all for it and
sacrificing a few men's masculinity is all for a good cause...a very
good cause!"
Ronnie smiled and said, "Yes I agree, and I think he will make a very
good example for women to follow with their sons, boyfriends and
husbands, what do you think?"
"I think your right Ronnie and I am looking forward to it very much."
Authors note: To all my wonderful readers. I enjoy writing stories that
fit my lifestyle, experiences and desires. Much of what I write about
comes from real life experiences of mine or those I know personally. It
takes me a long time to type a story as I type with only two fingers. I
am terrible at sentence structure, grammar and spelling but I try to
make up for all those defects by sharing real life experiences. This is
NOT to say all these things are true or real, they are not, they are a
blend to make them more fun and interesting. So yes, they are fiction in
the strictest sense and this is a fiction site thus why it is called
fictionmanina. But truth is often stranger than fiction and so much of
what is in my stories actually did happen to me or a someone I know.
My stories are meant to entertain but also to open doors and show the
way to new things, ways and ideas. You probably would not be on this
site if it were not for your interest in male feminization. It's become
quite popular and open these days, something that was not true when my
late wife first started to feminize me. She was truly a pioneer in the
process. So, what I also try to do in my stories is to honor her wishes
to feminine as many white males as possible. To show both males and
females the advantages, reasons and benefits from this process.
When I stop with a story it's not because I have "run out of steam" it's
because I sense the interest has dropped off. Trust me when I tell you I
could go on and on and on. I don't only write stories for Fictionmania.
I ghost write for others and I write and edit Black respect Magazine a
free magazine offered through the yahoo group called
https://groups.yahoo.com/group/Blackownerswhiteservants. The files
section is full of my writings.
I enjoy knowing what readers like about my stories. I am afraid that
finding fault with my spelling or grammar is falling on deaf ears. I am
not being arrogant I am just being honest, I am no good at that and I
know it and to old and too dumb to be able to understand it and fix it.
So, if you like a story and want more, then the best way to get that to
happen is to talk about what you like. I am sure this would be true or
mostly true for other authors.
But most of all it's a pure joy to share these stories with all of you
and know you enjoy them.
Sissie