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40 Years Ago Today.
By Samantha White.
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It was forty years ago today that my life started to change, I can
almost recall everything that happened, obviously, at the time I never
realised where this was going to lead me or the effect it would have on
the rest of my life.
It all started as I said forty years ago, my mother Winifred or Winnie,
caught my father Fred having an affair with our next-door neighbour
Janet. My Mother and Father had been married for four years, and Mum had
just had a baby.
There was almost blood on the street, she, our Mum went inside then went
upstairs to their bedroom and threw every last item of clothing of his
out of the window, including a suitcase and anything of his whether it
was fragile or not, telling him in a few sweet words what he could do.
From that moment on none of the family ever saw Fred or Janet again, a
week later she had moved.
This left Mum with a four-month-old baby, called Robert, (Me). It was an
extremely demanding time at first as Mum still had to work, palming me
out to different neighbours each day, I was not worried as long as I was
fed and changed. One of Mums unmarried sisters got in contact with her
after she found out what had happened and offered to move in and look
after me when Mum went to work. She herself was unmarried and only had a
small flat of her own, whilst We lived in a three bedroomed house, so
space was no problem for all of us to be together.
When Auntie Margery (Queenie) arrived thing really changed, all the
stress from Mum went and I had a permanent family member looking after
me. By the way, I have no idea why she was called Queenie, and I have
never found out.
I had a particularly good and happy upbringing. I went when I was five
to what we used to call an infant school, where I got on well, but, I
got on well with the girls much better than I did with the boys, I
enjoyed skipping, bouncing two balls against a wall while chanting a
rhyme, just as the girls did, they seem to enjoy me playing their games
and just accepted me, the boys, on the other hand, were at the start
calling me sissy or little girly boy, but they soon got fed up with that
and just left me alone. I had a teddy bear I always had with me as well,
so the girls and I often had tea dolly parties.
As a few years passed we all had stopped taking our dolls or teddies to
school, but I was still accepted by the girls, you could almost say they
accepted me more as one of them than a boy.
It was when I was about eleven years old that things in me began to
change, I began to notice and realise things about myself more and more,
my voice showed no signs of braking, I was totally hairless, not even a
strand of hair on my body, also I was shorter than everyone else.
I loved helping Mum and Auntie around the house, helping with the
cleaning, washing up and baking, Auntie even taught me how to knit small
toys, I also loved watching Mum getting ready to go out, watching her
dress, seeing how she put on her makeup and put her hair in rollers,
then brush it out so it was full of curls, then teasing it as she called
it until it was just right, She would put her dress on and I would zip
it up for her at the back, then she would slip on her stiletto heels,
put a little perfume on and she was ready.
To be honest, now, I think I was jealous of our Mum and what she wore.
It was one of those nights that Mum went out, saying she would be back
by ten, that I decided to do something that I had been thinking about
for ages.
It was to go to bed early, but instead of bed, I would try some of my
Mums clothes on, I told Auntie Queenie I was going to have an early
night as I was so tired, so she kissed me on the cheek and said,
"Goodnight Bobby, see you in the morning."
I went upstairs and waited for ten minutes, then crept into our Mums
room and went to her chest of drawers, I took out a pink pair of
panties, a rubber type girdle with stocking fasteners on, a pair of
sheer stockings, a bra, and a white full-length petticoat. By the time I
had crept back to my room I was shaking with anticipation, I carefully
laid them on the bed and proceeded one at a time to put them on.
First the panties which were so soft and silky, then the rubber girdle
which I had to pull up a bit at a time working my way around my waist,
but when it was on the feeling of the tightness, it seemed to be holding
me all together, the feeling was unbelievable, next came the stockings,
I was very careful of them, as I remember Mum getting really annoyed
because one of hers had got a ladder in it yesterday, so I did not want
to do that, as I slid them up my legs and attached them to the fasteners
on the girdle and I felt the pull of the stockings on the fasteners, if
I moved I felt them pull against each other, it was an amazing,
experience, then I put the bra on, doing it up at the front then
turning it around, I don't know why I did this, but to me it just seemed
so obvious, I got out some socks and stuffed the bra which now gave me
my boobs, which felt great, then I slipped on the petticoat over my head
as I had seen Mum do and pull it down straightening it up, I slipped on
a pair of her heels which were a bit big on me, and started walking
about the bedroom all dressed up, then I realised that the shoes were
making a clicking noise, so I quickly took them off and waited with
baited breath to see if anybody had heard me, thank goodness Auntie was
listening to the radio, so nothing happened, I continued to walk around
in my stockinged feet feeling the pull of my stockings as I walked, the
swish of my petticoat and the feel of the stockings rubbing together
when I took a step, the tightness of my bra and corset felt as if I
should be wearing them all the time, they felt so comfortable and
satisfying.
I glanced at the clock and realised how long I had been, so I carefully
undressed and put everything back in its place, then I went to sleep
dreaming about wearing girl's clothes forever.
This carried on for months, at every opportunity I would dress, it felt
such a great relief to me, even at twelve years old I felt a great
weight lift off me, I felt so contended when I was dressed.
Then came the night I knew would come with all its dread, I had gone to
bed early, Mum was supposed to be working late, I had dressed up as
usual, when I heard footsteps on the stairs, what did I do? Panic, of
course, I jumped into bed still wearing my underwear and pulled the
sheets right up to my neck, my door opened quietly, it was Mum she had
come home early, she asked me if I was feeling all right as I had come
to bed so early on a Friday night, I just said that I was tired.
She looked at me with a strange look, then looked again. Her next words
made my blood run cold, she said to me, "Bobby pull your sheets down,
please. "I didn't move, I checked to see that nothing was showing, then
I saw them, my bra straps, just the tops were showing, I went red in the
face, I felt so scared, Mum would see what I was wearing, Mum just
walked over to me and grabbed the corner of the sheet and pulled the
whole sheet off, leaving me their showing her all that I was wearing.
She said in a quiet voice, "Do not to move." Then went outside the
bedroom and shouted for my Auntie to come up straight away. She spoke to
her outside my door and then they both came in, the look on aunties face
said it all, she commented to Mum that I had even filled the bra out as
if I had boobs.
Mum said to me, "Bobby put on my dressing gown and slippers and go
downstairs to the dining room and wait for us there." I started to ask
if I could get changed first, to which Mum said, "No, you are to go down
there as you are."
I went downstairs demurely and sat on the chair in the dining room.
I heard them go into the kitchen and start talking, they were quite so
that I could not hear, after a while, they both came in with a cup of
tea and sat down at the table facing me.
"Right." Said Mum, "Have you done this sort of thing before." I went
very red and said, "No Mum, this was the first time, I just wanted to
see what it felt like."
Auntie Queenie looked at me, then said, "Now, Bobby, I want you to tell
us the truth."
She knew that I had been lying as she always did.
With my lips quivering and my face going even redder I looked down at
the table and said,
"No, I've done it lots of times, I'm so sorry, I won't do it again I
promise." They both looked at me, there was no anger in their eyes or
voices when Mum said, "Bobby tell me the truth, please don't lie to us.
Do you want to be a girl?"
I had just been hit by a ton of bricks, I just burst out crying, they
both came over and hugged me, it seemed to last for hours until I
stopped sobbing. They both whispered in my ear saying, "It doesn't
matter to us if you do sweetness." And "We will always love you know
matter what." Then they kissed me on the cheeks, as Mum said, "Go
upstairs put everything back in its place, get one of my nighties out
and a clean pair of panties, and you can wear them to bed tonight. Now
off you go sweetie, everything will be sorted by the morning." they both
gave me another hug and kiss as I went upstairs to bed in total shock.
I put all of Mum's clothes back nice and neat, took out a nightie and a
pair of panties, put them on and went to bed, still in a daze. I had
expected Mum and Auntie to go absolutely mad at me calling me all the
names under the sun, I expected something really bad, but not what had
just happened.
Morning came, and I thought I had dreamt it all until I felt the panties
and nighty on me, it was not a dream it all really happened. I heard
Auntie call me down for breakfast, Mum said, "Don't bother changing yet
Bobby, just slip on what you had on last night." I answered back very
quietly, "Okay Mum." I slipped on Mums dressing gown and slippers and
very nervously went down to the kitchen, Mum and Auntie were both there,
Auntie passed me my breakfast, I felt sick with fear, so I just nibbled
on my toast.
Mum was the first to speak. "Now Bobby, regarding last night." I
thought, 'Oh shit here it comes.' "Auntie and I have been talking about
what happened, in fact, we have talked quite a lot about it. This is
what we have decided, we all know that you dress as a girl quite a lot
don't we." I said, "Yes Mum." Looking in the direction of Auntie Queenie
she carried on. "We have both decided that if you want to dress as a
girl or even become one, the first thing you should do is try it out.
Now your summer holiday starts in three days and we are going on holiday
a week after that for three weeks, so, you are going to dress as a girl
from tomorrow, that mean's day and night, you will be referred to as a
girl and we expect you to act as a girl, when I say you will dress as a
girl, I mean everything a girl wears, so will you. Both Auntie and I
will be going out shopping today to get your clothes and shoes, I will
make you an appointment at my hairdressers to have your hair styled in a
girl's style, you will also have both of your ears pierced." I started
to protest saying, "Mum, Auntie, I don't want all of that done, please.
"I whimpered. "Look, Bobby, this will help you sort yourself out one way
or another, no matter what, we will always be there for you and with
you.
You never know you might enjoy being a girl.
So, no more said, that is what is going to happen, all right."
My heart was in my mouth as I climbed the stairs to the bathroom,
thinking I have got to dress like a girl, act like a girl, look like a
girl, become a girl, for six weeks, I started to tremble with nervous
apprehension.
The following evening, I came home from school, both Mum and Auntie
called me into the sitting room where there were quite a few bags, Mum
said to me, "Now Bobby, Auntie and I have been out shopping for you, I
hope you like what we have bought it is for a twelve to thirteen-year-
old."
They started opening the first bag, I started to tremble, in it was six
pairs of different coloured panties with lace around the top and legs,
next came four matching padded bras size A, plus two white plain ones
all with lace around the tops and bottoms, I started to blush at this
point, Mum smiled and said, "Don't worry Bobbie all us girls have to
wear this under our clothes." The next bag contained five different
coloured and styled blouses, all with frills or patterns on them, then
came out six skirts, different lengths, different styles different
colours, Auntie said, "All of these would mix and match." The next bag
contained three half petticoats which were white and black and light
blue, again with frills around the neck and around the bottom, plus four
pairs of thin tights and two pairs of stockings and a white wide frilly
suspender belt, which I was told that I would only wear on special
occasions. The last but one bag contained two pairs of shoes with a two-
inch small heel and another with a three-inch bigger heel, again I was
told these were for special occasions, by this time I was starting to
freak out in my mind, I did not think they were serious last night, but
they had just proved me wrong. The last bag contained, two very frilly
nighties plus matching panties, a matching night time bra, a pair of
furry slippers and a bag of makeup, which Mum said she would teach me
how to use properly, the last item came in its own bag, it was a purple
dress with no sleeves a high collar and a purple sequined top with a
pink silk under cloth covering my breasts in a heart shape.
I couldn't stop looking at it, it was just so pretty, tears came to my
eyes as I ran over to Mum and Auntie and gave them both the biggest hug
I could. Mum said, "I take it you like it then Bobbie." I looked at them
both and said, "I don't like them, I adore them, thank you so much for
giving me this chance to be your daughter and niece for a short while."
The following day I had to fully dress as a girl, panties, bra, blouse
and skirt with tights and a pair of my new shoes. Mum gave me a short
coat to put on and said. "Right Sweetie, it's time for your hair and ear
appointment, let's go." I hesitated, I had never been out before
dressed, so Mum took my hand and almost dragged me out the door, I
started shaking when Mum said, "Look Bobbie, no one will recognise you
and it's only about half a mile to the hairdressers, so just act
normally, for a girl that is and no one will even take any notice of
you."
So, we walked along hand in hand, I was hearing the clip, clip of my
heels, feeling the wind blow up my skirt, my tights rub together as I
walked, I was becoming overwhelmed with all these different sensations,
at last, we got to the hairdressers and went in. The assistant came over
and looking at me said, "Are you Bobbie, your Mum said that this is your
first time at the hairdresser's, well don't worry, by the time we're
finished you will be the prettiest girl around here." All I could do was
blush, "Oh, how sweet." the assistant replied.
"Come on over here Bobbie and sit down, your Mum has told us what you
want, and you are having your ears pierced as well, you're a lucky
girl."
The assistant who was called Jane, it was on her name tag, said to our
Mum, "If you want to leave her for about two hours and do your shopping
she should almost be ready for you."
Mum thanked her and said to me, "Now be a good girl for the lady, won't
you Bobbie, I can't wait to see what our girl looks like afterwards."
Two hours later my hair had been washed, conditioned, rewashed, and I
had a rubber cap with small holes in it put on my head and had some of
my hair pulled through the holes in the cap, then some sort of white
cream which smelled a bit was brushed onto the hair which had been
pulled through the cap, then each part was folded in tin foil. Jane then
gave me a woman's magazine to read, telling me she will be back in about
twenty minutes.
Those were twenty long minutes, I kept wondering what she was doing,
then she suddenly appeared undone one of my wrapped pieces of hair,
looked at it and said to me, "Another ten minutes and you will be done."
Ten minutes came and she was back, "Right," she said, "Let's carry on
and finish it." She unfolded all my tinfoil then pasted some neutraliser
as she called it onto my hair, I had to wait a few minutes then she took
the rubber cap off, saying to herself, perfect, Then it was back to the
sink for another hair wash and more conditioner put on, I had a towel
wrapped around my head and was taken back to her chair, Jane said to me,
"It's come out better than I could have hoped for, now when I am
finished you will have to come back every six weeks for it to be trimmed
and touched up, okay Bobbie." I just nodded smiling.
Then Jane brushes it all out, I had left my hair quite long, it was
almost down to my shoulders. It was then I started to panic, I heard
Jane starting to snip away, I said quietly to her, "Please don't cut it
too short will you." She laughed saying, "I'm only levelling it up to
get rid of any split ends, and to give you a small fringe." I said,
"Thank you," and relaxed.
She then got out loads of plastic curlers and started to roll my hair up
in them, there were big ones, small one, I think every type known, my
hair was now full of curlers, she placed a hairnet over them all, and
slipped me under a dryer, giving me another woman's magazine to read, my
poor head got really hot, then Jane came along put her fingers under the
dryer and said, "That's it, the hard parts over." She lifted the dryer
off me and began undoing my curlers slowly, when she had finished she
took her brushes out and started brushing my hair out, it must have been
a good fifteen minutes by the time she was happy with it, then came
the hairspray, it felt as if she used enough on me for at least ten
people, then there was a little bit of touching up and she was finished.
"Right." Said Jane, before I let you see it we will get your ears done,
now was it one or two I cannot remember what your Mother said. "Thinking
she meant one in each ear I said, "Just the two please Jane." The next
thing I knew was that Jane was marking my ears with some sort of pen,
"Just making sure they will line up. "She said, I smiled and said,
"Okay, thank you Jane."
All of my inhibitions seemed to have just drained away, "Right this is
going to hurt a bit Bobbie, but it will be over quick, I promise." Jane
said.
The next thing I knew was something was being sprayed onto my earlobes
and that was followed by two pinches, the next ear was the same, Jane
said. "For the moment I will put some studs in.
I will admit that I did enjoy having my hair done, it was so relaxing,
then Jane showed me what I looked like in the mirror, I was, I don't
really know? I saw a very pretty girl with a very girly hairstyle with
blonde streaks in it, with two studs in each ear, one moment I wanted to
cry because I was a boy, the next I wanted to cry because I looked like
a real girl.
Mum came in at that precise moment, and took one look at me and said,
"Bobbie you look gorgeous, so feminine." I ran over to her and gave her
the biggest hug I could.
We said thank you to Jane and Mum made another appointment for me in six
weeks.
I went home with a spring in my step, I felt absolutely fantastic.
When we got home, and Auntie saw me, she started crying saying, "I knew
she was a girl, I have always known it, she is so beautiful, too
beautiful to be a boy." I went over and hugged her hard.
The next six weeks were bliss, I was always taken for a girl, I made
some more girlfriends, bought some new clothes, and even went sunbathing
in a bikini, which left me tan lines top and bottom, I felt immensely
proud of them.
The more I stayed as a girl the more effeminate I became, I learnt to do
my own makeup under Mum's supervision, which was a really a tricky thing
to learn, I had my fingernails and toenails painted, I had my eyebrows
plucked in a small shop. I was feeling one hundred per cent female and
loving every moment of it.
On the last night of our holiday, Mum and Auntie took me out to a very
fashionable and elegant restaurant. Mum said, "This is a place where we
wear our best clothes, I have booked a table for eight pm, that will
give us plenty of time to get ourselves ready."
I was so excited I could dress up to the nines tonight.
We all had our showers and went off to our respective bedrooms to get
ready, I knew exactly what I was going to wear, so I got everything out
and laid it on the bed.
First I put on my pink padded bra and my matching pink panties, next me
my white suspender belt, which I clipped around my waist and pulled my
suspenders through my panties, it was funny because the first time I put
them on, I put the suspenders on the outside of my panties, Auntie
commented saying, "How are you going to pull your panties down to go to
the loo now." As my brain worked it out, we both burst out laughing.
Next came my seemed stockings I slid them slowly up my leg making sure
that the seams were straight, then clipped them on to my suspender belt,
I stepped into my petticoat a gently pulled it up to my waist, I
carefully took my new dress out of the plastic liner it was in and with
real excitement I slipped it over my head, pulling it down gently
wriggling it until it was in place, then grasp the side zip and slowly
pulled the dress together, feeling it encase my body snugly. Even at
that point, I felt a million dollars.
Next was my makeup, I put a 'bib' around my neck so that no makeup would
fall on my dress, remembering what Mum and Auntie had told and shown me
I carefully applied it, making sure I did not plaster it on but used it
sparingly so the combined colours would blend smoothly together.
After this I did my hair, backcombing it then brushing it so it was
loose then getting a purple piece of ribbon tying it in a small bow with
the ends hanging down slightly, just as you would a ponytail, but much
frizzier.
I put on my new drop earing I had bought on holiday and my matching
choker, sprayed a little perfume on my wrists and under my chin, slipped
on my new three-inch heeled shoes then went to my clutch bag to make
sure I had everything I wanted in there, gave myself a final check in
the mirror, and loved what I saw, then went and knocked on Mums bedroom
door for her approval.
Auntie was in there already, and when they saw me you could see tears in
their eyes, I had comments like, "Oh, Winney, she looks so beautiful, so
feminine." And from Mum, "Darling, you look amazing, you are going to
turn a few boys heads tonight."
Then came that fateful day when Mum said, "Well Bobbie the holidays
over, on the way back I want you to think what you really want to do.
If you want to revert back to a boy, that will be no problem.
If you want to remain a girl that's still no problem except there will
be no going back, you will remain a girl for the rest of your life, do I
make myself clear. If you choose that then we will contact the doctor as
soon as we get back. Please, please think about it all carefully, it is
a tremendous big decision for you but we will abide by whatever you
choose, is that all right with you Sweetie."
I replied with a slight smile on my face, "Yes Mum, I will really have a
good think about what I want to do when we get back."
I was already deciding what new colours I would like my new bedroom,
something nice and girly I thought.
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