Switched
By Trish
Every year the big bosses would select the best and the brightest from
middle management to attend the annual senior management training
course. Although it was never mentioned everyone knew that being
invited to attend it meant the company thought you had the right stuff
to make it to the top floor. So I was more than a little surprised when
the IT director pulled me into to his office and informed me that I had
been assigned to an assistants slot for the course. This was kind of
strange decision as I was not on the management or the managerial
assistants career path, and had only joined the company as a technical
translator to gain some real world experience before returning to
university.
We were each paired with one of the management trainees, and I got
assigned to Nicola Dawson who by dint of pure hard work had already
started making a name for herself as one of the rising stars in
company. I had met her occasionally in the past and knew she had an
impressive track record but I did not really speak to her until we were
sent for a pre-course medical.
Curiously I asked why we had to have one when the doctor was examining
me. She told me that some of the team building exercise were physically
demanding and because of it location the centre running the course
insisted that all attendees passed a medical and had an up-to-date
inoculation record. By the time I left the medical I felt a little like
a pin cushion having been give four injections in my backside and one
in my arm.
Nicky seemed to have a very blas? attitude to the medical, but given
her background that was not surprising. She had been a Team GB Olympic
rowing squad member and an under eighteen world champion in the pairs
class. Until injury ended her career she had been considered one of the
UK's best medal hopes for the Paris Olympics. Having her Olympic dreams
shattered through injury, she set her sights on the business world and
turned all the determination that earned her a world champion's medal
towards her career.
A tall mannish girl she was used to being in charge and when we left
for the course she immediately insisted on driving rather than using
the autopilot like most normal people. Although university had knocked
some of her upper class edges off, there was still a lot of that public
school arrogance in Nicky's manner but she did have a lot to be
arrogant about.
From the outset she clearly thought she was better than me, even though
on paper and pay, I was in a different league. Nicky had just an upper
second in Politics Philosophy and Economics, while I had a first class
honours degree in Digital Engineering, a Masters in Languages and had
just submitted a doctorate application to develop a multilingual voice
recognition systems.
Other than a brief hello, pleased to meet you at the medical a couple
of weeks earlier, I hardly knew Nicky. The course was programmed to
take two weeks and when we set off I was still wondering why I had been
selected and asked Nicky of she knew?
"Personnel must have decided we would make a compatible team, I guess,"
she said. Adding that she could have used my skills when working on a
deal in Russia, before she started telling me how she had been head
hunted after the cycling accident that ruined her shoulder.
From how she spoke about work it was pretty obvious why she was
selected. Having lost her first goal in life she had turned her drive
for success towards her career and had become the perfect company
'man.' She was dedicated, hard-working and prepared to put the job
first, which if anything made my selection all the more confusing. I
still could not for the life of me understand why I was picked after
all it was common knowledge that I joined the company to build up
enough experience for my doctorate...
As we chatted in the car it quickly became clear that Nicky was
sexually a bit of a 'Jack the lass,' and her two primary interests were
sex and making lots money. In many respects she pretty much embodied
everything I despised and Nicky was not someone I would choose to spend
time with. Having said that I guess it would be fair to say that
spending time with me, a lefty male nerd who liked reading and painting
was not her idea of a perfect partner either.
Like many in upper middle management Nicky's ego meant she had to
dominate the conversation and she did.
If she was not going on about how she got injured, and what she would
do to the remote operator of the delivery drone who ruined her hopes if
she got the chance, she was regaling me with her plans to become a
director one day. When she was not bending my ear about her career, she
was going about her girlfriend who was also a former athlete. Thanking
the gods that I had brought a couple of books and had stashed a sketch
book and water colours in my satchel.
It was going to be a long two weeks!
After a five hours drive exposed to her boundless ambition I felt a
wave of relief when we pulled into the conference centre.
It was an impressive place and with my fingers were itching for my
brushes and sketch pad because of the amazing view as we walked into a
very plush reception. While waiting to be seen by the organiser, a
waitress came over and offered us a welcoming bucks fizz, which
definitely hit the spot.
"Hi! I'm Anne Wright," the organiser said when she got to us to holding
out her hand Nicky. "And you are?"
"Nicky Dawson," Nick said shaking her hand. "And Julian Carter from the
Manchester office."
"Dawson and Carter ah yes there we are," she looked down her list and
said, "Nick Damson and Julia Carson is it... Oh?" she looked at us,
"There appears to be a misprint in the enrolment list?" Looking on the
table behind her, she found the Manchester envelope and handed us a
pass each and a name badge adding, "Ah well there's nothing I can do
about it now but until I get it sorted you'll need the card to get into
the facilities, and your name tags for this evenings training group
mixers."
Nicky shrugged, taking the passes and passed me mine saying
nonchalantly, "When every you can please Anne."
"Wonderful," Anne said giving us a bright smile, "if you leave your
bags here and I'll see they get sent to your suite. Now if you'd like
to follow me and I'll show you to registration, and hand you over to
Kim who'll sort out you out with everything."
Leaving my case with Nicky's, I kept hold of my satchel for no other
reason than it contained my wallet and wandered along behind them not
really listening to Anne telling us how the programs had been
individually tailored based on our applications forms.
"I didn't fill in an application Anne?" I said.
"You didn't?" she said looking at her clip board, "Are you sure,
because I have one here for you." She smiled at me and said in a rather
condescending tone, "Perhaps you forgot about doing it dear."
Before I could point out that I had a near photographic memory when it
came to paperwork she had already led us into a room full of people
milling about, and introduced us to Kim an attractive brunette, who
seemed to be in charge.
Looking round I could not see any of the other people from Manchester
office in the crowd, and blushed red when Kim said, "Oh yes Nick
Damson, and Julia Carson," and ticked us off her list.
"It's Julian or Jim," I said, "and the surnames are Dawson not Damson,
and mine is Carter not Carson."
I got the feeling she like Anne ignored me, but there was not a lot I
could do about it so I just said hello and before I could get a word in
Nick was already doing all the talking.
Nicky being a former international rower was a big girl and she still
liked to keep in shape, because the first thing she asked about was if
there was a gym?
"Of course, we have a full fitness centre, with everything you could
imagine and a fifty meter pool," Kim said.
At over six feet tall and still toned to near physical perfection
Nicky's physical presence was amplified by that public school educated
upcoming young executive aura, which made her stand out from the crowd.
Nicky was in many ways the kind of person 'nerds' like me hate as they
generally had trouble walking because of all the potential suitors
falling at their feet. I on the other hand was a scrawny introverted
geek with shoulder length hair and an educated Liverpudlian chip on my
shoulder!
I guess it would be fair to say that on first glance I was not much to
look at but lurking behind my boyish face was an IQ of over 160 and a
brain that could simultaneously translate and contribute to technical
conversation verbally, while translating a written text in any of the
other the four languages that I am almost native fluent in.
Even Kim was affected by Nicky's charisma because when she finally
managed to pull her eyes from Nicky's perfection and look down at her
list she said with a giggle. "Ah yes, there you are, you're in Moorside
6," and handed us a couple of electronic keys, before telling me that
my group B1 was registering in room 301, while Nicky was in group A1 in
room 311.
Waving us in the right directions I glanced at Nicky and said, "See you
later," and wandered off into the crowd feeling a bit of a divvy
wearing a name badge saying Julia Carson.
After about five minutes I found my queue and unlike the other two
registration queue's the one I was in was mainly made up of girls which
put a new complexion on things. Having spent most of my life driven to
escape my background by getting an education I had lived a monkish
existence until I started work and discovered girls did not just make
good lab partners!
The queue moved pretty quickly and after about 20 minutes it was my
turn. Walking in I found inside a bloke of about my age fiddling with a
camera aimed at sheet draped over one wall. There was an array of
indoor flood lights on either side of the camera on stands, which like
the camera was wired into a laptop and a very fancy looking printer.
"Manchester, right?" he grunted at me.
"Yeah Julian Carter," I said, "but there's a cock-up on the list and
I'm down as Julia Carson."
"Typical!" he grunted. "Well let's get your ID photo done and laminated
into your registration pass."
"Where you want me?" I asked handing him the pass Anne had given me.
"Just stand in front of the sheet," he said looking at the computer
screen, "Smile if you want, it only takes a sec."
I did as he wanted and was just pushing my hair back when the lights
flashed.
"Jesus!" the guy said, glancing at the image, as he held out his hand
for my pass. "You can barely see your face, but I guess it will do."
Unconcerned he dropped my pass into a slot on the back of the printer
and pressed start, moments later there was a smell of hot plastic and
my card slid out now laminated with my photograph. Giving it a few
seconds to cool, he told me how the photo-pass would give me access to
the health spa and beauty salon as well as acting as my room charge
card for any treatments or purchases I might make, as he clipped it to
a lanyard and handed it back to me.
"Hell I look like my mum," I half-laughed hanging the my pass round my
neck.
"Right then that's you sorted Julia." He did not look up from the
computer telling me in a patter he had clearly said many times before.
"Dinner is at seven-thirty. A buffet in the club bar or a more formal
meal in the main dinning room. Now your first tutor session is tomorrow
morning at 9.30, so you might want to take a walk around and get
acquainted with the place."
"Okay," I said asking, "How many delegates are there in my group?"
"In Beta 1? About a dozen, I think?" the guy said hearing the burble
from the hall, and calling, "Next!" and waving me away.
Wandering back into the chaos in the main room I glanced at my pass and
saw it also identified me as Julia Carson, and said to myself, "I'll
have to ask Anne and get it re-done."
I was going to go and do it then but the view out of the window
attracted my attention and ten minutes later I was sat on the terrace
with a pot of tea, my water colours and sketch pad. The light was
fantastic and I was soon away in my own little world painting the
tangle of lilac bushes growing over the wall. Every now and again the
odd delegate or two would wander out and confer over their drinks, but
most of them remained in the big room networking like crazy.
Eventually when the sun slipped behind the hotel I called it a day and
I was about to go find our room when Anne intercepted me saying. "Oh
there you are Julia...sorry Julian. The pre-dinner mixer is about to
start," and led me to a nicely appointed caf? bar like room, adding
that when she saw me painting she had not wanted to disturb me, and
guessed I'd take the bar buffet dinner option.
"How many of us are they?" I asked tensing seeing the crowd as we
walked in.
"We have forty-two attendees this year," Anne said, "broken into four
groups, on two courses. One course for the two groups of managers, and
this course for the two groups of executive assistants. About half of
you work directly for GDS (Green, Dene and Shorts) Group, and the rest
are from partner companies and subsidiary corporations."
Oddly most of us in the club bar were from the B group, and in terms of
'totty' B was the group you wanted to be in!
Most of the women in my B1 group were wearing nicely cut but
unflattering 'serious' suits and low heels, which pretty much tied in
with the uptight, attentive and career minded aura that filled the
room. Never having been the most confident of people in this sort of
situation I gravitated towards the other guy in my group. Although I am
not a big drinker, I got a pint, and got chatting with the bloke who
was called Brian Connors who worked for the brewing arm of the GDS
conglomerate for a grumble about having to do this!
Strangely his name badge said Bree Anne Connors, but I did not want to
comment after all mine said Julia.
"Dunno why I'm here with Pete my boss," he said emptying his pint. "I'm
his maintenance engineering assistant not his bleeding executive
secretary." He waved the barman over and said, "Two more please,"
before adding to me, "Still it's a fortnight of free beer on the
company and the view." He nodded at rather tartily dressed girl from
the other assistants group. "Isn't bad."
Brian was a typical engineer. Blunt spoken and very funny whose wry
sense of humour was largely based on spending most of his working life
worrying about brewery sewerage.
"All this executive assistant cobblers is gonna be a waste of time for
me," he chuckled, "but I guess it better than standing up to my knees
in shit."
Overhearing us moaning when she was fetching a round of drinks Anne
laughed saying.
"Trust me you'll have fun!"
Although the training course did not officially start until the
following morning, since we were all there Anne decided to break the
ice and got us doing the usual introduction type exercises. A few silly
game's and a round robin where in turn everyone stands up and tells the
group who you are and what you do.
It was pretty obvious before they spoke that there was a definite whiff
of 'dyke' around one or two of the women in my group, which did not
bother me but it had Brian whispering into my ear that they probably
just needed good fucking to straighten them out! Normally I would not
have bothered attending a gathering like this mixer and was surprised
to find I was having fun!
To really mix us up Anne got us to pull a number each out of a hat to
select where we were sitting. I remember swapping a 'how on earth did
we get so lucky' a glance with Brian, as the chefs arrived with the
buffet. Understanding my expression he echoed my grin as he was swept
away by a gaggle of pretty girls!
My table mates were three stunning looking girls from the other B group
who worked as secretaries in the same departments as their managers on
the other course. As I was a translator workwise I had nothing in
common with them, and yet I found their conversation about their
managers quirks fascinating, and found that much of what they said
chimed in with my work as a technical linguist. Oddly I did not notice
that they were calling me Julia, or that instead of my usual pints of
lager I was sipping white wine. I obviously had a good time as it felt
like I had only been there a half hour or so when the barman called
time on the evening.
Promising to 'do lunch' with 'the girls' the next day I toddled off
feeling was quite tipsy with the best part of a bottle of wine sloshing
round inside me. After a bit of a blundering round I eventually found
suite 6 in a small three suite annex and walked into find Nick was
already back watching a very cheesy science fiction film.
"Tea?" I offered making myself one.
"I've just got a beer from the mini bar Julian," she grunted, before I
joined her in front of the television with my drink. I like bad sci-fi
films and this one was about a virus on a space station and it quickly
attracted my attention. It was not until the scientist in his lab saved
the day that I finally took a look round our room.
Our studio room was large and airy with a nicely sized living space.
The a bedroom area secluded from the main space by a wooden partition
and the bathroom that took my breath away. It was huge and dominated by
a large whirlpool bath in the centre of the room!
From the main area there was a pair of French windows that led out on
to patio/sun trap and I could tell from the south-facing orientation
that there had to be a stunning view over the wild moorland around the
training centre.
"Oh shit!" I said when I finally looked in the bedroom and saw it
contained only a double bed, and asked Nicky if she had told Anne about
the room?
"What's wrong with it?" she said.
"The bed... it's a double?"
"Oh!" Nicky had the good manners to blush, before she said with her 100
watt smile. "Hadn't noticed, never mind I'll call Anne?"
Picking up the phone she told her what about the room and listened for
a few minutes before she said, "Okay, well do what you can but it not
the end of the world if you can't sort it, yeah... Oh well isn't that
just typical?"
"Sorry Julia," Nicky said putting the phone back on its hook. "It looks
like were going to have to make do tonight."
"Oh!" I said, feeling rather unhappy. It was bad enough having to put
up with Nicky's confidence and physical presence during the day, I did
not fancy the idea of being in the same bed as her one bit!
Nicky read my face, gave me a hard eyed look and asked bluntly, "You're
not some kind of queer, are you?"
"No," I nervously laughed thinking it was a bloody odd thing to ask
given I was a bloke.
"Where's the problem? People sleep in beds together with out fucking
all the time. It don't mean anything."
"Yeah, well I know... It's just?" I said.
"Yes I know, but there's nothing they can do this time of night," Nicky
said getting undressed.
"Nick!" I gasped. "What are you doing?"
"Going to bed it been a long day and its going to be busy in the
morning?" Nicky said pulling off her pants.
"Well, yeah I'm kind of tired myself."
As if it was the most natural thing in the world Nicky stripped naked
and padded to the bathroom. Quickly stripping off to my pants and tee-
shirt I crawled under the covers and tried to relax. As if that was
going to happen! A few minutes later I almost screamed when Nick's
pussy brushed my face as she climbed over me rather than going round
the bed!
"What?" she said. Before giving me a grin adding, "Did I show you
these," and pulled out her iPhone, bringing up a picture of a blonde
girl. "That's my Gillian, hot or what?" She bounced experimentally up
and down on the bed and laughed. "Hell could I do with her company
about now, because I'm horny as hell with all the tidy girls around
here!"
"Give her a ring?" I said.
"Wish I could but she's just gone and left me for a VSO contract
somewhere in South America." Nicky flicked through the photographs as
though fixated and I saw that 'Gillian' was about my height and build,
and if her hair had been mousy brown we could have been twins.
"Awa shit!" Nick rumbled. "I should not have bothered, because just
thinking about her got me hot!"
She did not have to tell me, as I could almost smell her arousal!
"Jesus Nick!" I complained. "Must you!"
"Yeah!" she said. "It feels good! How about you do us a favour and give
me a stroke?"
"Piss off Nick!" I said, tempted to punch her. "I'm not like that?"
"I know but giving a mate a stroke isn't queer, hell at school all the
lower classes had to stroke the seniors, it don't mean anything
important?" I could see her nostrils flaring with annoyance as she
snapped grabbing my wrist and holding my hand on her pussy in a vise
like grip. "Unless your queer?"
"I'm not!" I said blushing. "But it wrong."
"Fuck wrong," she growled, "I'm horny, and you're here so make yourself
useful Julia and get stroking!"
I was going to try to pull my wrist from her grip, but I sensed her
mounting frustration with me and combined with the smell alcohol on her
breath I was suddenly assailed by a wave of fear of what she would do
if I did not do as she wanted. Perhaps I should have noticed then
something was wrong with my head because for all Nick's size, and
powerful physique I grew up in an environment where extreme violence
was the norm and as a small kid I had learned the hard way how to take
care of myself when things got nasty and yet all that fled my mind.
All I could feel through my mind numbing fear was a chilly certainty
that she could beat me to a pulp, so I gave in gracefully and stroked
her vagina blushing.
Once she felt my hand relax she said in a contented voice, "Now stroke
my big clit with your fingers."
Returning her attention to her iPhone, letting out odd noises of
contentment as her clitoris hardened and started to protrude from her
pussy lips. I might have been sexually inexperienced but even I should
have guessed something was odd about how it stuck out.
Instead I was blushing like a beetroot as I stroked her lips and
clitoris, shocked by how obeying her was giving me a weirdly submissive
thrill. I caught a glimpse of the photo she was studying and I felt my
anxiety shoot through the roof as I saw it was of 'Gillian' sucking her
pussy.
Letting out a long rumbling gasp Nick closed her eyes and relaxed back
recalling the moment with a strange smile on her face as she muttered,
"Yeah that's it." All of a sudden she wrapped a hand in to my hair and
said, "Down you go Julia its feeding time!"
She almost pulled my hair out by the roots before I moved and let her
push my face into her groin.
"Kiss me like you love me Julia, daddy Nick's got a present for you!"
What could I do? Nick was already increasing the pressure on my hair,
leaving me no option but to kiss her shockingly swollen clitoris and
suck it between my lips.
"Get sucking Julia!" Nick said crudely. "Yeah that's it babes, you know
you love it! Get them lips going and show big Nicky why you're the best
cocksucking tart in the company," she let out a long sigh of pleasure
and said, "That's it sexy, suck daddy dry!"
Weirdly neither of us noticed how her choice of words conflicted with
her gender.
God it was embarrassing, I could feeling her unusually large clitoris
throbbing in my mouth as I tentatively sucked on it, and found to my
amazement it was not as bad as I had expected. Nicky held me there
sucking and licking what felt like and age, with her hands making my
head bob up and down until she was ready to cum.
Letting out a cry, Nick's hips thrashed like mad as her clitoris
throbbed violently and then I felt hot almost salty metallic rush as
she almost squirted into the back my mouth. Grunting, "Swallow it!"
With her hands clamped on my head I had no choice but to obey and again
I felt that weird sense of submissive satisfaction as swallowed as
ordered.
"Good girl!" she said in a sated tone as she all but collapsed her
hands falling from my head as she farted and began to snore!
Stunned by my willingness to succumb to her demands I tried not to
think about what I had done as I dozed off unaware that of it own
accord my body was spooning against her.
I had a very strange dream that night full of images from the film Nick
had been watching. We were laid side by side on trolley in a stark
white room and Nick had a strange helmet over the top of her head as a
disembodied male voice said.
"Primary genetic adaptation has occurred in both subjects Doctor."
"Excellent," a woman said, "both subjects were started at the pre-
course medical?"
"Yes Doctor," the male voice said. "Subject 20 Alpha is showing initial
signs of secondary characteristics and is at around 80 percent adaption
to level one neural realignment.
"And 20 Beta?" The woman asked.
"Excellent, we have a 100 percent neural realignment, but the subject
is not as advanced as the alpha in terms of secondary development."
"Proceeding as expected then," the woman said, "I think we can button
them up for tonight and see how they are in the morning," she walked
into my view and gave me an injection before placing a similar helmet
on my head and said to the male voice. "Engage level two of the beta
subjects neural realignment program please."
I woke with a start next morning with the dream still in my head to the
sound of Nick's snores in my hair. Telling myself not for the first
time that I should not watch cheesy sci-fi movies before bed when I had
been drinking I cuddled back against her warm body. There was something
very comforting about having her heavily muscled hairy arm wrapped over
my chest, and the feel of her blunt slightly calloused finger resting
on my nipple felt very nice.
Needing the loo and knowing that I needed to get ready for my first
training session, I reluctantly slipped out of bed without disturbing
her and padded over to the bathroom. After last nights antics I needed
a shower, although I saw my reflection I did not notice that I was not
wearing the tee-shirt and underpants I went to bed in as I slipped my
satin nightie and panties off and stepped under the shower.
I quite clearly recalled what Nick had made me do, and instead of it
bothering me, I felt kind of pleased that someone on the path to the
boardroom liked me enough to let me take care of her intimated needs.
Padding from the bathroom unaware that I had tied a towel round my
chest, and wrapped my hair in another. Nick's case was by the door
along with a shocking pink one with a band round it saying Julia C, and
I was looking round for my case when I noticed Nick watching me from
the bed and saying, "Morning!" I asked her if she knew where my case
went?
"Not seen it," she said giving me a lopsided smile that had an air of
'I don't believe it' round her eyes.
Before I could comment that hers was here, there was a knock at the
door, and as I glanced at Nick she called, "It's open!"
A smartly dressed maid walked in carrying a tray saying as she set it
on the low table. "Good morning I am Sandy and if you are Mr Damson and
Miss Carson this is your breakfast?"
"That's us!" Nick said, rolling out of bed unconcerned that she was
stark naked as she strode confidently to the bathroom.
"Well if you need any thing else more tea or the like please dial
zero?" Noticing my quizzical expression she said, "Yes dear?"
"My case isn't here?"
She looked at the cases, and said glancing at the tags, "Are you sure
this one is tagged, Nick Damson, the other says Julia C?"
"But I'm not Julia I'm Julia!" I said, explaining about the typo on the
registration.
"Oh well... erm.. yes?" Sandy with a confused look at my repeated name,
and 'what that to do with me' expression on her face as she said in a
disbelieving tone, "Are you sure Miss Carson because in the four years
I have worked here its never happened before?"
"Of course I am sure!" I said feeling a little bit more like myself
until Sandy said.
"Well can't you just manage for now, and I'll see what I can do?"
"Manage with what?" I said.
While I had been talking to Sandy, Nick came back into the room, and
said popping open the pink case. "We'll nothing of mine will fit a runt
like you Julia but some of this looks like it might fit?"
"That's all girls stuff," I said.
"Nick shrugged, saying, "Well you cannot wear towels all day and unless
you putting back on your dirty travailing clothes?" she glanced in the
case again and added, "They're some jeans and a tee in here that might
work?"
"Well now," Sandy said with a smile, "Now that's settled I'll see you
later." And quickly left the suite.
Nick held up a handful of lacy clothing and said, "Yeah look." She
pulled out a pair of jeans, and then a cap sleeved short white tee-
shirt. "This doesn't look to girlie does it?" Dropping them back in the
case she said taking a suit and fresh white shirt from her case. "Take
your pick towels or these?"
I did not have much choice and as Nick had found the only outerwear in
the case that were even remotely masculine. Briefly debating my options
I found a pair of shiny satin panties that almost could have passed as
briefs and reluctantly got dressed. I was surprised to find the clothes
fitted me rather well and I felt a strangely comforting sensation of
having the shirts breast band, bra thingy holding my chest which made
up for the tee-shirt not quite reaching the top of the hipster jeans
that were miles to long and felt like they were sprayed over my arse!
Slipping on a pair of knee-length socks that were very fine in
comparison to my usual boot socks I pushed my feet into a pair of flat
ballet style pumps that I found in the case, and turned up the cuffs so
I did not trip up.
God only knows why I asked as I turned the cuffs of the jeans up. "Nick
do these shoes go with my jeans?"
"Yeah, they look good," she said in a why the hell are you asking me
voice before adding in a more interested tone, "You know that really
suits you?"
Nick grinned at me her mug of strong black coffee and started shoving
bacon and toast down her neck as I joined her at the table to nibble at
my fruit and cereal breakfast.
"What's your program like?" Nick asked.
"Not seen it yet," I said topping up my tea. "Yours?"
She grinned, and handed me an envelope with Julia C written on it that
came with breakfast.
"Seems to be classroom stuff in a morning and team building in an
afternoon," she chuckled. "It looks like the afternoons could be fun.
This weeks program had us going clay pigeon shooting this afternoon,
and we've got rafting tomorrow, then an assault course with overnight
bivvy paintball match Thursday night Friday morning."
The envelope contained my program.
"Well?" Nick asked.
"Mostly office stuff, dunno what professional image means, or office
deportment and decorum," I said glancing at the timetable as I ate my
healthy low-fat breakfast. "A few team building afternoons and
something called movement to please."
"Well I'm sure you'll find out what everything means this morning
Julia," Nick said shovelling bacon and mushrooms down her neck with
gusto.
Neither of us noticed that we were eating each other ordered
breakfasts, I asked for the full English when we arrived and Nicky had
ordered the fruit and cereal. I was just finishing the last of my tea
when the room phone rang, reminding me that I needed to be in T3 in
fifteen minutes for my first group session, entitled anticipating your
managers needs.
Picking up my satchel and without thinking gave Nicky a kiss on her
slightly bristled cheek saying, "See you at dinner," and went to find
room T3.
There were about 20 delegates milling about in the room, and finding my
friends from last night I felt absolutely delighted that they liked my
look. A couple of minutes after I arrived our tutor turned up and
introduced herself saying.
"I'm Doctor Pamela Owen, but please call me Pam and I'll be group one's
primary tutor this week, and Kim who you met last night will be taking
group two." She looked round us and said, "If group one would like to
follow me and take a seat and we'll start."
With out much kerfuffle we followed her into a room and found our
places. My group seemed to have the majority of the more uptight,
academically driven and career minded delegates, while the more tarty
'dolly birds' all seemed to be in the other group.
As I sat and looked at Doctor Pam it occurred to me that she reminded
me of the doctor in my dream, but before I could think about it she was
saying.
"Now the company are investing a lot of money in sending you here and
we like to provide them with a comprehensive report so I'm sorry if
this seems a little schoolgirlish but I will begin with a register."
And began reading out names.
"Angie Bowers?"
"Here?"
"Julia Carson?"
No one spoke and Pam looked up saying a second time. "Julia Carson?"
One of the girls nudged me, and I said suddenly recalling the cock-up
with my registration.
"Here... Me I guess, sorry but?" I did not get any further as Pam said,
"Next time Miss Carson please listen, I cannot be doing with girls who
won't listen!"
I wanted to tell her that I was not a girl and that my name was not
Julia Carson, but for the life of me I could not fathom out how to, and
under the chilly school ma'am look she gave me over her glasses all I
could come out with was, "Um sorry I'll remember next time?"
Pam harrumphed and called, "Sabina-Anne Connors?"
"Here," a husky woman's voice said behind me, as Pam continued down the
list and finished the register. I half-wondered where Brian was when I
did not hear his name, but as quickly as the thought it came it slipped
my mind once we started the training session with another round of
introduce yourself games. I was still astute enough to notice that some
of the really stiff uptight girls had relaxed and shed some of their
inhibitions.
It was rather strange because I had noticed when we were in the big
room that some of the quite frankly sluttish trainee's from the other B
group seemed moved in the opposite direction and over night gained a
little more decorum.
I was trying to process this when Pam distracted me by beginning a
lecture on 'Interpersonal Dynamics' which I assumed was going to be a
load of psychological bullshit. In truth once Pam got the session
rolling it all got rather interesting as she explained how to recognise
and read the subtle body language and sub vocal queue's 'men' radiated
and before I knew it we were breaking for morning coffee.
Separated from my dinner table circle I kept out of the limelight,
still feeling rather self-conscious about how I was dressed. I was
joined by (according to her name badge) 'Kerry Wright' one of the real
stiffs from the night before. Giving me a shy smile she said, "This
isn't as bad as I expected Julia?"
I nodded, thinking she looked a lot better now she had lost the horn
rimmed glasses and the austere bun she wore her hair in last night.
Noticing with a shiver of envy that she had undone a couple of buttons
at the top of her darted business woman blouse I could see the lace
edge of her bra and the swell of her creamy breasts.
She seemed awfully giggly and girlish this morning, which was quite a
contrast to the stiffly formal career minded young woman I met the
night before. At first her girlie girl chatter was a little irritating
but as she rattled on in a deliriously excited tone how the centre had
a fully equipped beauty spa offering all the usual treatments, I found
myself becoming more and more interested in what she was saying.
Strangely it did not strike me as odd that Kerry did not realise that I
was a transgendered, but neither did strike me as strange that I saw
myself that way.
As we chatted with Kerry was painting her finger nails with a quick dry
pink nail varnish. The scent of the drying nail varnish was lovely and
seeing me watching she commented, "Sweetie, this new Rimmel polish is
wonderful, you should try it?"
Before I could say anything Kerry took hold of my left hand and started
to a paint my nails scolding me about their condition and that I 'just'
had to come with her to her appointment with the manicurists later.
Having pink nails fascinated me and I loved how they looked holding my
coffee cup. The break lasted about a half hour before Pam clapped her
hands and said.
"Right then girls, shall we crack on? I would like to discuss the
practical uses of the skills we are learning today?"
This time without any of the kerfuffle that accompanied getting started
first thing this morning we all returned to our chairs and looked at
her attentively.
"Now there are times, and we have all experienced them when out mangers
deal begins to turn sour, but often such happenings can be deflected by
using the skills you learned before coffee to recognise when the client
is reconsidering the deal, and provide a distraction early enough in
the negotiations to allow your manager to rethink his strategy?"
Explaining how this could be done with a coffee offer or fetching
something Pam explained the value of being able to swish our hips, and
use our managers biggest weapon in the negotiations, our bodies. She
told us how a well placed flash of upper thigh, or a flick of our hair
could make all the difference.
Standing Pam said, "Right that's enough chalk and talk, let's try a few
exercises to see what we've learned?"
A few minutes later she had us all swishing our way to and fro, before
demonstrating how to sit and stand in such away that it displayed out
feminine charms in the best light. It was a lot of fun, and in my head
I was secretly giggling to myself about how useful all this would be
when I got home and had a dress up!
That almost snapped me out of it, because until this morning I had
never cross dressed or wanted to in my life, but before the thought
could consolidate in my head, Pam was talking about boobs, or more
specifically how to use ours!
"Right then girls," Pam called, after we had all pretty much mastered
the swishing, sitting and sub vocal flirting techniques. "Now a little
practical exercises, in around a half hour you will enter one the rooms
along the corridor where you'll find some of the A group. Your
objective for the afternoon is to distract whoever your manager is
dealing with from the contract details he is discussing as you serve
the coffee and take notes of the conversation.
Pam clapped her hands saying, "Now this is going to be fun. Is everyone
excited?"
Like someone had pressed a switch almost all of us said, "Oh yes Pam."
"Good I knew you girls would like this, now if anyone is wearing flats,
or pants and wants to change into something more appropriately
feminine, you will find your various companies staff uniform's with
your names on them in the room behind my white board?"
I sort of woke up about now, and again started to wonder why I was down
for this course? I was a technical linguist/translator rather than a
secretary or office staff type who would find all this useful.
Around me in a flurry of mirrors, make up and hair brushes my class
mates were giggling and chattering excitedly about mixing with the
'men' next door.
"Julia? You all right dear?" Pam asked seeing my distraction.
"I'm not sure what to do Pam?" I shrugged, lowering my voice and
adding, "I'm really a tomboy and have never done this before?" I did
not notice my slip of the tongue as I said tomboy, rather than boy!
"Well why didn't you say. If you come with me, Doctor Pam will sort you
out?"
I followed Pam behind her desk to a changing room with a long mirrored
counter filling one wall. A couple of my course mates including Kerry
were looking through the array of sexy short skirted 'office' uniforms
and finding theirs hanging along the back wall, and ignoring me
completely stripped off their 'butch' pants suits and changed into the
provided alternatives.
Giggling excitedly when Pam pointed out that their underwear was not
exactly enticing and suggested they each wore a pair of the provided
hold up stockings, and charge to a pair of the high heels on the shoe
rack. Like Kerry they were the rather masculine, prim and proper
'office women' from last night and I smiled as they let out very
girlish giggles of joy as they examined the shoes on offer.
"I've never worn heels?" I told Pam as she flicked through the uniforms
and found my supplied short skirted GDS head office staff uniform.
"You surprise me Julia? I would have thought a girl with your figure
would have discovered the value of heels years ago, but don't worry I'm
sure you'll get to love them as much as I do once you've seen how
erotic they make you feel as you swish your skirt and display your long
slender legs!"
Pam gave me a smile and said kindly, "You could do with a little extra
up here?" she jiggled her round full breasts with a hand, "And I think
we have a couple of things here that might help?" Reaching into a draw
under the counter she produced a pair of false breasts and said, "Slip
them in your... Oh I guess you don't need to wear a bra?" For a moment
she scratched her head and then said with a smile, "Here borrow mine?"
As if it was the most natural thing in the world, Pam pulled her shirt
off and removed her bra. She had a pretty spectacular pair of boobs,
and seeing them pop out in front of my eyes like that should have woken
my cock, but instead all I felt was a wave of envy, and a deep sense of
embarrassment about my flat chest!
Still topless, Pam said clicking her tongue, "Your nails will do until
you and Kerry get your manicure later but you must let me do something
with your face?" Ten minutes later my eyes were heavily emphasised with
lots of mascara and eyeliner, and my skin was smooth with foundation
and concealer, before she painted my lips with a strident glossy red
'tattoo' effect lipstick, that turned my mouth into a sex object.
"I'd advise you to pop to the salon later and speak to the staff about
improving your look Julia," she said with a smile as she played with my
shoulder length hair. "But don't worry I'll tell them you're coming for
the full works rather than just getting your nails done while you're
doing the practical."
Pam brushed it this way and that before covering my eyes as she gave my
hair a good dosing of hairspray to hold it in place before she slid a
blue Alice band that matched my suit over my head to complete my
'look.'
Nodding to herself, Pam told me to dress in the pale blue skirt suit,
hold up stockings and the pair of matching blue three-inch 'beginners'
heels as she pulled on her top and returned to the rest of the group.
As I did as she asked, feeling shivers of excitement as I dressed, and
slipped my slim watch and Pandora bracelet round my wrists as Pam she
examined everybody.
Feeling a little off-balance what with the change in my centre of
gravity because of my new boobs and the heels, I tip tapped my way back
into the main part of the room trying to 'swish' my skirt as I moved. I
felt a little embarrassed about the clothes I was wearing, and the
sensation having make up on my face, and yet I also felt great.
Kerry giggled very girlishly and clapped her hands with glee as I
joined her.
"Jesus, Julia look at you?" she giggled and added, "God if we weren't
straight, looking at you just now I could turn lesbian!"
I blushed brightly, but before I could comment another of the girls
said.
"Wow, Julia! You've polished up into a managers wet dream of a girl
Friday!"
Their enthusiastic approval distracted me from my apprehension and
embarrassment and even Doctor Pam commented about how much better I
looked in a skirt. I giggled and automatically bobbed my knees in a
mock curtsey as I said, "Thanks Doctor Pam... I feel wonderful."
Oddly that was not what I meant to say, but before I could process why
Pam handed me a coffee tray, saying, "Off you go Julia, room five for
you and you're trying to distract the dreamy Mr McBride from what Mr
Damson is saying."
The swishing one foot in front of the other walk Pam had taught me this
morning was much easier and more satisfying wearing a skirt and heels,
and I relished the tip tap of my heels on the tiled corridor floor as I
'got' into roll.
Nick looked really hot in his three-piece suit as he negotiated with a
tall powerful looking Scottish bloke. He had a gentle Scottish
university accent and his badge identified him as Lachlan McBride.
"Ah coffee, as prompt as ever Julia," Nick said with a smile, as I
swished up to the table making eye contact with him, before turning my
attention to my 'mark' as I politely asked. "Coffee Mr McBride?"
I made sure to waggle my bum as I poured the coffees, before I made eye
contact with his guest and began my sub vocal flirting.
I was really engrossed in playing the tarty secretary when an ear
splitting alarm rang, Pam and the A group tutor jumped into action
saying almost simultaneously.
"Stop what you are doing everybody, that's the fire alarm. Can you all
exit the fire door immediately and get with your groups in the car park
please."
I was half way to the door, when Kerry appeared at my side and handed
me a shoulder bag saying, "You left it with mine so I grabbed it, as if
you're anything like me you feel naked with out it?"
"Thanks Kerry." I nodded with a bright smile, recalling bringing a bag
with me as we walked out into the early afternoon sunshine. Counted out
against the register by the male tutor, we joined our group in the car
park as the centre management ran round like headless chickens!
We were out there for ages, and eventually everyone broke up into loose
groups. While I was chatting to my dinner partners from the night
before I lost sight of Kerry, when she went to watch the boys shooting.
Anne was off with Doctor Pam and Kim conferring about the rest of the
day while the centre staff ran round trying to turn off the alarms.
"We're going for a swim," my dinner partners said. "Want to come?"
"I'd like to but my cossi is in my room," I grumbled feeling a little
disappointed.
As everyone started to disperse I saw a tall figure I vaguely
recognised from the night before and decided to go say hello as I tried
to place her. She had long blonde spiral permed hair with bright red
lipstick and a pair of breasts that put a glamour model to shame!
Enjoying the breeze on my legs I tip tapped over to her and said,
"Hiya. I'm, Julia," praying she did not notice the masculine burr in my
voice.
"Oh my!" she exclaimed, "You too?" I saw her face break into a wide
smile as she added, "I'm, Bree, or so they keep telling me?"
There was an unmistakably male depth to her voice, and I said, "You
mean you're trans as well?"
"Yeah," she nodded, "I'm er not, um, er genetically?"
"Female?" I supplied.
"Yeah... There was a mix-up with my paper work and I was given this
pass, and then my case went missing? So I ended up having to dress like
this?" she giggled. "I don't mind though because I'm a cross dresser."
Round her neck hung a pass like mine, with her photograph and the name
Sabrina 'Bree' Wright... I looked at the pass and then at Bree saying,
"Brian? Brian Wright?"
Her expression turned quizzical as she looked at me more closely,
saying in an amazed tone of voice, "Didn't we chat briefly last night?"
I blushed and nodded. "Yes we did... Erm I'm Ji... Julia...... Julia
Carson?"
I was having real problems with my pronouns, and at times struggling to
say my own name, but like all the other surreal happenings since I
arrived it some how did not feel strange or unusual.
"Oh goody!" she giggled, bouncing up and down with delight, "I thought
it was you Julia! Who would have thought there would be two girls like
us in the same group!" I could not stop my eyes watching her suddenly
erect nipples sliding under her satin blouse as her boobs bounced from
the surprise!
Bree blushed when she saw where I was looking and said gleefully.
"Great aren't they honey?"
Captivated by her boobs still swaying alluringly under her blouse and I
could not stop myself saying, "But Bree Anne?"
"Call me Bree, please Julia," she giggled lightly and added, "What do
you think about my lovely girls." She jiggled her breasts again
giggling. "And it's so cool that they let us look like this."
"But your boobs Bree?" I said enviously. "I mean, you look very
feminine and pretty, but they look real?"
"They are real!" Bree said happily. "Since I woke up this morning." She
read my question and added, sounding embarrassed, "There was a little
misunderstanding last night. As I am technical I asked Kim if she could
let me see their plant room, anyway she thought I asked to go to the
implant room, and well when I woke up bingo my girls were sprouting
from my chest." She grinned brightly. "And they feel great!"
"How big are you?"
Bree grinned and tapped my chest. "How big are yours?"
"36D," I said without thinking, "but mine aren't real, if I take them
out, wash this makeup off my face and put my jeans back on it'll be
back to normal old tomboy Julia again?"
Bree flipped her hair back and grinned saying, "If you say so?" As she
smiled I caught a glimpse of something sparkling in her ears, and a
flash of gold behind her... No.. Hi... Her teeth!
I was about to ask when Pam walked up swearing, "Bloody alarms, the
more complex the system the bigger the problems!" Before saying, "You
two might as well as go and get ready for dinner, since the boy's have
gone shooting we've decided to scrub the rest of today. I had a word
with the salon for you Julia, unfortunately the surge that triggered
the fire alarms has blown something electrical in the salon so they
can't do you tonight so I made you an appointment for six tomorrow
night."
"Thanks Doctor," I said with a blushing smile.
As she swished away, I forgot to ask about returning my bra, boobs and
outfit, and was soon sat with Bree, outside the bar reading a style
magazine sipping one of the delicious fruit juice cocktails.
"So?" she asked as we were about to go and get ready for dinner,
"What's your program for the mornings classes?"
I opened my handbag and glanced at my timetable. "Studio 406, Putting
forward a professional image?"
"Oh me to!" Bree replied. "It will be nice to have a sort of girlfriend
to sit with, I guess?"
I glanced at the slender woman's watch on my wrist saying, "We best get
moving or we'll be late."
Hooking her arm in mine like it was the most natural thing in the world
Bree and I tip tapped back into centre. We were just walking towards
the doors when a tall lanky bloke lopped up and said to Bree. "Hey
sweetheart it been a hard day and I need a kiss?"
The bloke was built like a marathon runner with a chiselled handsome
square-jawed face, and as he finished speaking he swept Bree into his
arms and gave her a long lingering kiss on the lips. Keeping a
possessive arm about her waist he gave me a crooked grin and said,
"Who's your cute friend Sabrina?"
"This is Julia, she's in my group honey."
"Hiya! I'm Pete!" he said leaning over and giving me a 'hello' kiss,
which had me blushing and babbling like a school girl!
Deciding to leave them to it, I saw Nick and hurried over to join him
for dinner. I felt a thrill of pleasure when he said slipping his arm
round my waist as we walked towards the dinning room. "You look sweet
enough to eat Julia."
I giggled and told him, "I'll be doing the eating later sweetheart."
I did as well when we went to bed and really enjoyed sucking on Nick's
swollen 'clockeris.' It felt really nice when he slid it between my
lips and I think he really enjoyed it but after his exertions on the
ranges that afternoon he again fell asleep on me.
Over breakfast next morning he glanced at my program and commented. "It
says staff uniform for your morning program today Julia, what are you
doing?" he looked awfully handsome but really needed a shave because
his upper lip and chin was decidedly stubbly when I kissed him in bed.
"The first part of the office decorum and deportment training," I said
titivating my hair in the mirror. "Not sure what that means yet
though."
Leaving Nick to finish his breakfast in peace I tip tapped my way to
the study room and discovered that the session that day were all about
how to project ourselves, and build a 'professional' image that would
reflect well upon our managers. There was an awful lot about how we
should conduct ourselves, and respond in such and such a given
situation.
This did not go down very well with a girl from London called Katrina
who had grudgingly gone along with the previous days exercises without
changing from her pant suit. During the questions this morning she had
not hidden her rather militant feminist views and half way through the
afternoon session she finally lost her temper.
Doctor Pam was explaining how valuable looking good and dressing to
appeal to male eyes could be in ensuring our managers success when
Katrina shook her head and abruptly challenged her.
"I'm sorry but I've just about had enough of this! This is all a load
of sexist bullshit!" Her voice dripped with scorn as she told the
Doctor, "When he's bloody wrong I'm going to tell him wrong! I'm not
going to blindly go along with him like some pretty, obedient drone!
Christ its frigging 2029, not 1959!"
Pam smiled and said, "I'm sure it seems that way just now Katrina, but
all we are doing is getting everyone on the same page. If you'll just
let me finish this session, I'll be more than willing to sit down and
explain why your wrong over our afternoon break?"
Oddly even the most resistant of the girls had started to really get
into the classes and in the main what complaints there were had faded
during the morning as we all started to see the fun in what we were
being taught. Our one exception was Katrina who sat there glowering
while the rest of us got with the program.
I like just about everyone else could not see how abnormal our rapid
changes in attitude were or how differently we all were in comparison
to when we arrived. I personally thought that even the most dim-witted
of us had to see that the Pam and our tutors were right when she
pointed out that showing some skin and a little flirting was a small
price to pay for helping our boyfri, sorry managers climb through the
company.
Not that I was particularly interested in her disagreement with the
awkward girl because the class was fun especially when she had us doing
all these deportment and movement exercises that included a little
dirty dancing. Well it was fun until something went wrong, all I saw
was a blur swinging towards me and then my head and face erupted in
pain before blackness swept me into oblivion!
I came round with a splitting headache bathed in pain that radiated
from my upper body and head! I could hear voices but I had something in
my mouth that stopped me speaking, and as I let out a little sigh of
pain, I heard Bree saying, "Julia? Julia?"
Opening my eyes was a bad move as everything was blurry and distorted,
but I could just about make out her concerned face looking down at me
as she added, "Don't move or try to speak just yet, honey you took
quite a bang when the fluorescent light fitting suddenly broke loose
and hit you on your head and face."
A blob wearing a white coat appeared, saying, "Awake is she... good
then there unlikely to be any permanent damage?" I felt a prick in my
arm and the pain began to subside as the white cost shined a light in
my eyes and looked down my throat, murmuring to herself before she
said, "I think we'll keep her in the infirmary overnight just to be on
the safe side but I expect no complications."
"Will she be alright?" I heard Bree saying as the doctor gave me a jab
and then I was away with the fairies until later that evening. I was
lay in a bed and everything around me was rather blurry. It was like my
eyes still would not focus properly and I attracted the white coats
attention to this by pointing at my eyes and waggling a hand.
"A bit blurry are we... well let me have a look." She produced
something and shone it in my eyes looking closely in what I assumed was
an eyepiece. "Hum there is a little distortion of the lens, around +3?"
she rattled round in the back ground and slipped a pair of glasses with
adjustable lenses on my nose. After two attempts she found the right
lenses and brought everything into focus as the doctor added, "You'll
probably need to wear a pair of glasses for a couple of weeks until the
bruising on the muscles that work your eyes recovers from the bang.
I'll order you a couple of pairs sweetie."
I painfully nodded, and started to feel a little drowsy, and the next
twenty-four hours passed in a blur of confusing images that seemed to
have little or no context. Guessing that I had been given pretty potent
pain-killer I settled back to enjoy the high. I was still feeling the
effects the Friday morning and it was after breakfast before the drugs
completely wore off.
I finally regained my senses when I walking to class with Bree and
Kerry. I must have dressed myself, and I was surprised to see I had
picked a short black miniskirt, a slinky red halter necked top and had
a pair of bright red heels on my stocking covered feet. Since I was not
wearing a bra, I guess I must have glued my boobs on to wear the top as
they sensually bounced around under my top. They felt really nice and I
could almost feel every thread of the satin sliding over my sensitive
nipples.
Coming round completely I felt strange. It was like my body no longer
quite fitted, which distracted me from the gentle throbbing of my ear
lobes, tongue and belly button, but not the itching on my left hip!
Since I could see clearly I realised the weight on my nose was my
glasses, and the comforting presence of my handbag hanging over my
right shoulder told me everything was fine.
Bree and the other girl were giggling excitedly about us getting
professional make overs today, before an informal barbecue dinner dance
this evening. I tried to complain about missing my manicurists
appointment but my throat was still tender and when I spoke it really
hurt just to croak a word. The faintly strangled sound seemed higher
than usual but I put that down to my injury, and I wished I could have
expressed how much I enjoyed the class.
Learning about make up was fun, and it only got better when I got my
hair done! Having conferred with the stylist by writing the hairdresser
put extensions in my hair before she colored it a honey blonde colour
and then cut into a sexy yet professional bob, which showed my
earrings. Now when did I get them I asked myself before feeling the
comforting presence of the ball stud in my tongue piercing.
My throat was still to painful to ask where they came from, and as the
hairdresser fussed round me, I was able to take a long look at myself
in the mirror. My face seemed rounder and my nose less pronounced,
while eyelashes seemed longer and darker. I really liked how she did my
lips so they seemed fuller and somehow more sensual glistening with my
favourite strident red long stay lip colour. My red lips really made my
teeth look whiter and as I stuck my tongue out to see my ball I felt a
giddy rush of glee about how much I loved my new look.
It was like there was something in my mind blocking me from seeing that
with my new hairstyle and make up I now looked like a clone of Nick's
ex-girlfriend.
I gazed at myself in enforced silence, unable to answer the hairdresser
or thank her for making me look so good. Yet at the same time even
though I liked how sexy I was looking I had this weird sensation that I
should not really look this good, after all I was really more of a
tomboy.
Not that I had much time to think about things like that as the class
lasted all day and we had a lot to learn. It was a very successful
class because by the end of it I could do four different make ups, from
the damned right slutty to the prim and proper office look!
As the session began to end the tutor looked at me and said, "Don't you
have an appointment with the doctor about now Julia, she said she
wanted to see you?"
The doctor just wanted to check my throat and after gazing down my neck
for about five minutes she handed me a tot of medicine, which took the
sting from my throat and, after a second dose and another long look she
said, "Say something Julia?"
"Hi I'm Julia," I tentatively said, hearing a high-pitched breathy
voice coming from my mouth that was nothing like my old gruff
Liverpudlian tones. "I'm Ji, Ji, Julia?" I said slowly shocked that my
voice was now a musical feminine voice that came over as very
deferential and demure. "Oh my word!" I gasped. "What happened?"
"Hum the blow must have caused an accent shift, give it a month or two
and it should return to normal."
"A month or two!" I tried to sound as annoyed as I felt about having a
voice more suited to the porn channels than a translator when I got
back to the IT office, but even when I was annoyed my voice still
sounded sweetly feminine. "Hey what happened to my accent?" My usual
Liverpool accented speaking voice sounded wrong... really wrong, and I
yelped like I had been smacked, "I sound like a bloody southerner!"
"Well it's not that unusual after a trauma, it's called foreign accent
syndrome Julia," the doctor smiled. "Although it's usually to something
more exotic than an estuary English accent but then again isn't exotic
in the eye of the beholder?"
"Estuary English... that's an Essex girls accent!" I whispered to
myself as I left the doctor's office, "I sound like an Essex girl?"
Shocked I luckily bumped into Bree as I left the clinic and her usual
'don't worry be happy,' cheerfulness pulled me from my funk. As I
complained about sounding like Victoria Beckham, Bree giggled
enviously, "Some girls get all the luck!"
"But it makes me sound like I'm a brainless Essex girl?" I companied.
"No it isn't trust me Jules it sounds really sweet and sexy," Bree
giggled, "I'm dead jealous!"
I did not think it was that funny, and said, "If I could give it you I
would because sounding like this really will be the pits when I get
back to the office!"
"Sugar, I'd be happy if my voice could change like that rather than
having to do an elocution class. In fact, I'll have a word with Pete
and see if the clinic can replicate what happened to you?"
I felt a shudder or horror when I realised that very little of Brian
was left in Bree! May be it was because of the blow to my head but for
a split second I was able to see how much we had all changed and it
scared me. It was like every time I saw her another slice of her
masculine identity had been erased and in that flash of awareness I
felt a genuinely fearful when I realised I was no different, because
could not for the life of me workout how to pronounce my real name.
What on earth was happening to me? I tried to piece together
everything, but it was like trying to fit a jigsaw together with half
of the pieces missing, and those that were there kept changing shape.
Annoyingly trying to hold on to the thought was like trying to catch
wisps of smoke in the wind because as quickly as the thought had
surfaced in my mind, it slipped back into the depths of my
subconscious.
"You got the crabs or something honey?" Bree whispered, noticing me
scratching my hip again.
"Just an itch," I glumly said hating my new voice.
Giving me a smile, Bree said, "Well I guess we best go and get ready
honey, because we've all got to go to an informal dinner and barn dance
with the boyfriends tonight."
I nodded and said, "I guess," as she hooked her arm in mine and walked
with back towards the accommodation, chatting about how great it was to
have Pete as 'her' boyfriend!
"Oh my!" I gasped as the breeze picked up sending a wave of sensation
through me as my nipples suddenly erected under my halter. The sudden
fizz of sensation stunned me, and there was no denying that a pair of
erect nipples that were now denting my satin top. Gasping, "oh no!" I
suddenly realised that the bobbling breasts I had enjoyed all day were
not the breast forms Pam had given me the day before yesterday!
Reading my face Bree giggled throwing her arms girlishly around me.
"Congratulations on your first nipple rush sweetie?"
'Nipple rush' did not describe the wave of erotic sensation that
coursed from my breasts to my brain and I hardly heard, Bree chortling,
"Isn't so cool having real breasts Julia?" Giving me a big smile she
pecked me on my cheek and said, "See you later honey," and tip tapped
away towards her room.
I had real breasts!
The shock killed my sudden arousal, leaving me feeling a little sick as
I asked myself what on earth had happened during the hours of blank
space in my memory? I felt like crying as I mumbled to myself, "They
must've made my tits real. I should have guessed when I saw what they
tricked Bree into getting her breasts done, that it was going to be
done to me."
Lost in my angst I got back to 'our' room feeling a wave of relief when
I found Nick was not back yet. Blown apart mentally by the
monstrosities swelling under my satin top I was on autopilot as I went
for a shower, well that was the plan until I found myself lazing in a
hot highly perfumed foaming bubble bath.
As I sunk into the scented bubbling water I giggled with delight at the
sight of the pink pendant hanging from my belly button. I had a vague
memory of asking the girl who did my nails to do it but I could not
quite recall when.
The mirrored wall had steamed up not that it mattered because without
my glasses I was blind as a bat when it came to anything further than a
meter from my face. I was curious to see what I looked like without any
makeup the idea of getting out of the luxurious hot perfumed bath water
just to fetch my glasses from the bathroom cabinet was a non starter.
Lazing in the water, it did not occur to me that 'Gillian' had been
wearing glasses in the photographs before I climbed out of the bath and
dried myself off.
Wiping the condensation off the mirror I slipped my glasses on to unpin
my hair, and moisturise my skin. I was working the body lotion into my
legs I saw myself, and gasped.
"Oh my god! What have they done to me?"
My emotions which had been somewhat up and down all day, went very down
as I felt like crying as I sobbed to myself, "Jesus!"
Through tearing up eyes I watched myself run my pink tipped hands over
my boobs, and almost most fainted at hit of overwhelming erotic
sensations that caressing my breasts triggered! It was a sensation
similar and yet totally different to getting a hard on and so much
better! Instinctively pinching a nipple I felt my legs buckling and I
had to force my hands from my body! Almost vibrating with eroticism I
felt a shiver of fear filled pleasure that made my lower belly feel
very warm, wet and willing rather than the familiar sensation of my
cock swelling in response to a turn on.
Although I could not see it, my cock now resembled the clitoris I had
sucked for Nick on Monday night. It was barely a half-inch long and
instead of sitting above a pair of balls bellow it were folds of skin
covering a newly formed entry into my body.
However lost in the sexual explosion from my nipples I knew non of that
and as I came down from that near orgasm a flash of purple and green
colour on the back of my hip caught my eye.
It was reflected via two mirrors and twisting round to see it I
muttered, "What the hell?"
Either I was seeing things or the purple mark was a tattoo, and rocking
forwards I swore. "Where the fuck did that come from?"
Looking more closely I realised that the small tattoo was a pair of
damson's hanging off a leaf decorated vine! "Damson's fucking Damson's
I'll kill him!"
Just in case I gave the mark a scratched and confirmed that the
damson's were indelibly inked on my hip!
Promising myself that I would be having words with Nick, I padded into
the main room wrapped in towels and opened my wardrobe. Seemingly aware
of where everything I needed was kept I selected a matching set of
Argent Provocateur lingerie and was slipping my boobs into my bra,
which I knew was size, 36D.
Jesus no wonder my balance had felt wrong this morning, I was stacked!
My mind started to grasp something was wrong about this, but once again
my train of thought was disrupted, first when I saw a wonderfully sexy
yet perfectly suitable summer dress for the evening, and even better I
knew I had a pair matching pair of heels and a nice belt to highlight
my slender waist! Delighted to find that my top draw as expected was
full to the brim with MAC cosmetics, I was just finishing my make up
when Nick stumbled in unshaven, smelling of fire smoke, and wet
woodland wearing paint splattered combat fatigues.
Only it was not the Nick I vaguely remembered or was it? Then I
realised why he looked different he had got his hair cropped really
short and had not shaved for a day or two.
"Hey sweetheart?" he said kissing me on the head as if it was the most
natural thing in world. "How you feeling?"
He had such a tender look in his eyes that my still burbling annoyance
about him tattooing my skin faded as he said.
"I've been so worried about you Julia, especially when you were out
cold the whole time I sat with you before we went on the team building
task last night." He grinned and said sheepishly ogling me in the
mirror, "God you look pretty, and I cannot wait to show you off
tonight!"
"Get off," I giggled, batting his arms away, "you'll muss me, and you
smell?"
"Yeah!" he laughed. "Of muck and muscle just how you like me!"
"You bathroom!" I demanded with a giggle, as he bent my head back and
kissed me on the lips like he meant it before, saying, "Yes honey." And
stomped away to the bathroom throwing off his clothes as he went!
"Men!" I laughed, and started picking up the clothing he had strewn
about, so I could put them out for a service wash.
"Julia, make us a brew love?" Nick called from the bathroom, and it
felt like the most normal thing in the world to make it and then take
it into the bathroom. Nick was fresh from the shower, vigorously
rubbing a towel over his sculpted body... God he looked hot, and then I
saw that I was not the only one sporting a fresh tattoo, because inked
in to his left bicep was chained heart, with 'Julia' in the centre.
"Oh Nick, that heart!" I gushed when I saw it. "That's so sweet of you
my love!"
On one level at least I was asking myself why I was calling him my
love, and why I was sinking to my knees to lick, kiss and then take his
cock in my mouth? I did not know why I wanted to do it but as I
processed what I was doing, there was little voice shouting in my head,
"Something's wrong can't you see it, you stupid cocksucker!"
That moment of emotional turmoil was derailed by Nick loving moans of
appreciation as he enjoyed my oral attentions and quickly rewarded me
with a 'yummy' mouthful of his cream! Licking my lips I made sure I
cleaned him up properly which he just adored!
Inhaling his heady fresh from the shower manly scent, I was almost
tempted to say bugger the barn dance and let him fuck me senseless as I
watched entranced as he dressed in a nicely cut pair of jeans, check
shirt, and a worn leather waistcoat with a Route 66 pin on the breast.
It seemed like the right thing to do when I knelt down and put his
shoes on for him, as he brushed his hair back and fastened his watch.
After a final touch up of my lipstick, I picked up my bag and said,
"Ready honey?" as Nick shoved his wallet in his pocket and said
slipping a possessive arm about my waist.
"When you are." He chuckled leading me from out room. "My sexy girl!"
I giggled at his words, and gazed up at him through my glasses thinking
how lucky I was to be on the arm of a hunk like him. The best way to
describe how I felt as we walked out of our studio room was special. I
adored the sensations wearing five-inch heels and still being shorter
than him added to the eroticism of my swaying long chandeliers hanging
from my ears and the flirty feeling of my tiny summer dress!
With Nick's very possessive presence beside me, I had never felt as
safe and secure in myself and my place in the world.
"Oh my I love Irish music!" I giggled as Irish folk music drifted to
our ears on the evening breeze, and I giggled up at him. "I hope you're
in the mood to dance Nick?"
If I could have seen myself, or comprehended my completely altered
behaviour I probably would have had a heart attack! Only a week or so
earlier I had been sexually 100% straight male, and now I was a girl in
love with my man! To pinch a phrase off one of my undergraduate house
mates, I was 'fuck-struck' by Nick and the attraction I felt towards
him was reciprocated and seemed so totally natural and normal even
though it was not.
Bumping into Peter and Bree as we skirted the building, we immediately
became a foursome as 'our' men started joshing each other. I swapped a
look with Bree, who gave me a 'men' look as we approached the barn. I
felt a giddy rush of delight when I saw envy in some of the girls faces
when Nick led me in on his arm!
If we had seen a photograph of everyone less than two weeks ago, and
compared to how we all looked at the Friday night barn dance you never
would have believed that we were the same group of people. Gone were
the sensible shoes and severe suits, replaced with saucy summer dresses
and party heels!
If I could have processed it at the time, I would have seen that we had
all been altered in one way or the other, for some like myself, Nicky
and Bree it had been a huge alteration but even our changes that paled
when compared to the alteration of the feminist's who had argued with
the tutors! Katrina, the lesbian girl who challenged the teachers first
was barely recognisable!
She now had long thick blonde hair, worn in two bunches held with pink
little girl hair bobbles and lips that almost advertised oral sex! Gone
was the man-cut pants suit, shirt and tie along with her flat shoes,
instead she was wearing tiny pink tube dress that barely covered her
'improved' breasts and almost covered her ass and pink stripper heels.
Sat on her hunky looking 'boyfriends' knee she seemed perfectly happy
to let him paw her body as she kissed and cuddled the night away with
her bloke!
Even though the dinner, and then the barn dancing was fun it was also a
part of the development training course, which meant we had to mix with
the other couples and it was while the men were talking that I started
to ask myself questions again, but this time they were not about me,
but Nick.
When he drove us down he had been very different, I could not put my
finger on quite how different but I could recall him being at times
almost rude, but now (like Pete) Nick was impeccably mannered and his
plummy public school accent held a more international Mid-Atlantic
timbre. Perhaps it was because I was looking for changes in someone
else that I was at last able comprehend that changes which should take
months if not years to develop and become totally natural had happened
in less than a week.
I felt a cold shiver run down my back when realise that things on the
course were not what they seemed!
The questions plagued me, and now I was looking for them I started
seeing more changes.
The beta's like me had become more feminine and submissive to the men,
and correspondingly the alpha's had somehow got physically more
powerful, masculine and confident! I could see it by just looking round
the room, the way all the girls looked adoringly at their boyfriends
and former managers. There was a dereference about them that clearly
showed that the self-assured independent attitudes of young women who
started the course were now an alien concepts!
Groping my through the 'don't worry your pretty little head' that
seemed to blanket my reasoning skills, my thoughts were derailed when
Nick said once the barbecue started serving.
"Off you go my lovely, I'll have a rare steak, ribs and coleslaw."
Fixated on pleasing Nick I did as I was told, and queued up with all
the other girls for the food. As we ate, the questions that had started
to form in my head slipped away from me. Sometime later after a couple
of hours of dancing, or making a mess of trying to folk dance the
evening wound up early and as we all started to wind our way back to
our rooms and a part of me hoped Nick was not going to be quite so
gentlemanly once we were in the bedroom!
That started me questioning again, but after a few drinks through the
night I was finding it hard to make any sense of things until it all
came back with a vengeance as we rutted like animals on heat later. I
was on my back with my legs wide and I could feel every inch of his
glorious cock making me moan and scream out with pleasure.
"Oh god!" I sighed floating in a post orgasmic high, as we spooned
together with his incredible cock still pulsing deep inside of me.
"That was... like... wow!"
"Like that did you honey?" Nick panted nuzzling the back of my ear.
"Oh... yes you can do that any time my love." I slowly eased off his
cock and automatically pressed my lips to his for a long lingering
kiss.
"Oh I intend to," Nick said still a little breathless between my
increasingly ardent kisses, that ended when he put his hand on my head
and said, "Clean your mess up Julia," and relaxed back with a sated
grin on his face as I brought him off again with my mouth.
It was when I had his thick seven-inch key to heaven squirting cum into
my mouth, that the question's resurfaced. I was lay there between his
legs lapping his cock, aware from his steady breathing that he had
started to doze off that the weirdness of everything fell in to focus!
For a moment I felt revolted... Then I felt the wetness dribbling from
within me, and laughed at myself. That blow to my head a couple of days
ago must have knocked me silly to think that I was a boy when I could
feel my pussy leaking between my legs.
Nick let out a comforting murmur of pleasure and displeasure as I
lifted my mouth from his cock, and cuddled instinctively into him as he
wrapped one of his hairy and muscular arms round my body. A voice in my
head was telling me to relax and go to sleep in my 'mans' arms but I
forced the desire away, and tried to piece together what I knew.
Well that was the plan until he cuddled up behind me and I felt his
sleepy arm pull me close. The questions I asked myself suddenly faded
and felt a warm blanket of contentment fill me as I dozed off into
another one of those weird dreams.
A man's voice was asking, "And 20 beta?"
"Doing very well sir," Doctor Pam said. "Like with the Alpha specimen
the new genetic reprogramming procedure was completely successful, and
her neural adaptation is proceeding as expected."
"And her intellect?" Tthe voice asked.
"All tests point to no loss of cognitive function or pre-treatment
skills so it's safe to say that 20 beta is just as capable as she was
prior to treatment."
"And the neural framework?" the voice asked.
"Integrating very nicely Sir. Once we installed the gender
identification and sexual arousal protocols we decided to leave her
core personality intact sir. It was perfectly suitable without
adjustment to the fit corporate requirement. One interesting side
effect of fixing her primary attraction on 20 alpha has been a
reduction in her independence and an unexpected willingness to her
subsume her desires in support 20 alpha's goals." Doctor Pam chuckled
lightly. "We have created genuine love between them, and as 20 alpha is
totally committed to the corporation 20 beta wants to use her skills to
further his career."
"And is she happy?" the voice asked.
"Let's ask her," Doctor Pam asked. "So Julia are you happy?"
"Yes Doctor," I said. "Very."
"Are you aware of what has happened to you Julia?"
"Yes doctor, you've turned me into a girl."
She turned to the man and said, "She's still subconsciously aware."
I think I surprised her when I said, "I'm not that upset about it, or
the changes forced on Nick and me, because I like being a girl."
"She's not supposed to be able to answer or hear anything not addressed
by name?" the voice said sounding alarmed.
"I warned you this might happen sir," Doctor Pam said. "The program was
never intended to process subjects of her IQ and when that is combined
with her near photographic memory. Sooner or later something will
trigger full recall."
"And the neural locks?" the voice asked.
"They are fixed Sir," Doctor Pam said. "Fingers crossed even if she
becomes consciously aware of what happened she'll never be able to tell
anyone. However I think we can pretty much take it as read that if she
is exposed to the right stimuli she will instinctively know the truth."
"She's looking around, how can she do that when she's on the machine?"
the voice said alarmed. "Can see us?"
"Unlikely," Doctor Pam said twisting a dial that dampened down my
mental questioning. "But perhaps possible, as I warned you when you
suggested her as a candidate Sir. Her intelligence is of a level where
even in this state she will still be able to differentiate between the
VR input and reality."
It was harder to speak now but I forced myself to talk. "You've rewired
my brain..."
"The machine is on full Sir, but she is still aware," Doctor Pam said.
"Admittedly she will just think this a strange dream caused by a bad
film and too much to drink."
"Should we terminate?" the voice said coldly.
"No," Doctor Pam said. "That won't be necessary. Although she is to a
degree aware of the genetic reprogramming and her conversion. Her new
gender personality is now starting to integrate nicely. I expect that
once she becomes fully fertile and 20 alpha puts a bun in her oven then
the maternal instinct we've given her will kick in and she'll be so
gaga over her baby she'll not want to ask any awkward questions."
"Is the Alpha fertile?" the voice asked.
"Extremely," Doctor Pam chuckled. "They both are. We've programmed
three children two males and one female and we expect all the resulting
off spring to be of very high intelligence perhaps even exceeding our
mother to be here."
"Excellent, the board will be delighted, as will Number Ten," the voice
said. "Who's next?"
"Subjects 21A and B," Doctor Pam said, adding to someone I did not see,
"Return 20B to her room."
"Ah yes our gay chap and his now promotion acceptable partner," the
voice asked as I felt the prick of a needle.
"Correct Sir," Doctor Pam said, "Peter, and Sabrina-Anne."
I woke with a start, and then felt Nick's cock pressing against my bum,
and rolling my hips against him enjoyed the feeling until he abruptly
farted and blundered from the bed, muttering, "Need a piss!"
Some minutes later I heard the hiss of the shower, and realised it was
time to get up, and begin my 'usual' morning beauty regime. I might
have subconsciously recognised that I had only been doing this for less
than two weeks, but in my still half asleep mind and it felt like I had
been doing this every day of my life.
"God I could watch you do that for ever," Nick said stood naked
watching me from the bathroom door, smelling of clean skin and shower
gel.
I felt a purr of pleasure run down my back as I saw his cock sticking
out from his groin like the gun of a ship, and shocked myself when I
giggled sensually licking my lips, "Mm is that for my breakfast?"
Grinning, Nick said, "It is now Julia," he chuckled as he sunk into a
chair.
Strangely I did not feel any embarrassment as I kissed and worshipped
his cock, and carried on with my task even when the maid delivered our
or rather Nick's breakfast. Feeling like I had hit the jack pot I felt
delighted with my breakfast of fresh cum, and tea, and it was not until
later that I felt shiver of confused glee as I looked at the large
engagement ring on my finger.
Something was bugging me but I could not for the life of me work out
why, after all I was getting married soon.
The End.
Trish 2009. (edited in 2019)