Sailing
Janet L. Stickney
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My friend Bill and I were as close as brothers, having virtually grown
up together, and we each thought we knew everything there was to know
about the other. Because we rarely held a secret from each other, I felt
very secure in the knowledge that I held one thing very secret to
myself. Bill has a sister that is two years older than we are, and is a
total pain. On the other hand, I have two sisters, Karen, and Kathy,
both older than I am by three, and four years. When Bill and I were both
15, Bill's parents wanted to take a summer long vacation, sailing around
the Florida Keys and the outward islands, and they naturally planned to
take both of their children. Bill was looking forward to it, but Pamela,
Bill's sister, had other plans, hated sailing, and wanted to stay home.
Since she was almost 19, her parents relented, providing she stayed with
one of her girlfriends, one that they approved of. That's when Bill
asked if I could take her place! His parents readily agreed, but only if
my parents approved. Since the boat had already been stocked and all of
their clothes had been brought aboard, I was told I would have to pack
quickly, and get my stuff on board right away, because they wanted to
make their reservations at one of the islands on time. Bill called me,
and after a quick parlay between our parents, I threw some clothes in a
suitcase and my dad dropped me off at Bill's house. Both of us were
excited at the prospect of warm weather, and of course seeing some girls
in skimpy bikini's swelling with luscious young girls inside of them.
Both of us looked forward to the moment we docked at the island.
We all scurried to make sail, catching a breeze that filled the main
sail, pulling us out to sea. Since there wasn't any room below, I lashed
my suitcase on the forward hatch and forgot about it. We were making
about ten knots in a calm sea, and for the first two days the weather
was fine, a calm, warm sea and blue skies making it a pleasant trip. On
the third day however, a storm blew up and the sailboat was tossed
around the ocean like a cork. The storm blew all around us, and it got
so bad we had to lash ourselves to the boat or risk being cast
overboard. For 14 miserable hours we endured the wind tossed waves as
our sailboat bobbled around in the storm tossed seas. When the storm
passed we all collapsed and rested, gathering our strength to continue.
Wendy, Bill's mother had started to sort out what had to be cleaned
while the rest of us checked out the rest of the damage. Our antenna had
sheared off, but we repaired it and lashed it to what was left of the
main mast. While we were doing that Wendy discovered that all of my
clothes had been washed away in the storm. Because we had been in a
hurry to cast off, I had left my suitcase on the forward hatch, tied
down of course, but the shear terror of the winds had ripped it away,
leaving me with just the clothes I had on. That evening, when we had the
boat back on course, she told him about my loss.
"I can't wear Bill's clothes, he's at least two sizes bigger than me!"
It was true. While we had grown up together, Bill had grown taller and
filled out, and now weighed at least 165 pounds, while I was just 5'6"
and maybe 132 soaking wet.
"When your suitcase went you also lost your passport Kevin. That will
make it very hard to get you ashore, and the island customs people are
not noted for their patience with wayward tourists."
Nobody had a solution, but we still had several days sailing to make our
port of call in time. We all wondered how we were going to get me
ashore. Bill and I sat on the aft freeboard and wondered just how his
parents would solve the problem.
"We could tell them what happened, maybe they'll accept that!"
"I doubt it Kevin, Dad says the islanders are very strict. Maybe, but
it's doubtful." After about an hour, Bill started to stare at me, then I
saw his eyes lit up and a smile creased his face.
"I got it!"
"You got what?" I asked.
"I have the solution to our problem!" When Bill would not say what it
was, I became impatient and asked.
"Well? What is it?"
"Let's go find my mom first." Unable to get my very best friend, the one
I trusted most, to tell me, I followed him to the cabin where his mother
was preparing dinner. "I got it Mom!"
"You have what dear? The answer to how we are going to get Kevin ashore
without the hassle of customs!"
"We still have all of Pamela's clothes with us, right?" The light
quickly dawned on his mother, and as she looked over at me, I realized
what had just been suggested.
"You want me to wear Pam's clothes? No way! I'm not wearing her
clothes!"
"Look at him!" Bill said loudly. "He's about the same size as Pam, and
his hair is long enough too!"
I looked at Bill, wondering why he wanted me to be a girl so bad! My
secret was closing in on me rapidly, and while I showed concern on my
face, inside, I felt the elation of my desire rising. Nobody said
anything for a moment, then Wendy asked Bill and his dad to leave so she
could talk to me alone. After they had left, she asked me to stand up,
and measured me with her eye.
"I know this seems like a lot to ask Kevin, but it will only be for the
time we are in port, and it would help all of us a lot. You don't have
to do this, but you run the risk being flown home by the authorities
when they discover your lack of documentation. We can explain the
circumstances of course, and they might even believe us, but then again,
maybe not. In any case, our entire vacation would be spent trying to
straighten things out with the authorities. Think about it Kevin. It
will only be for a few days, and besides, who would know you down there
anyway?"
She had a point and I knew it, but wearing girl's clothes, in public,
made me feel squeamish inside. One of my best held secrets was that once
in a while I would put on and wear my sister Karen's clothes. My mother
had even caught me dressed up, more than once. Now I had the chance to
be the girl I had only seen fleeting glimpses of in my mirror, and, I
would have the help of a woman my mothers age to help me. In my heart I
knew it was the chance of a lifetime, yet I felt I had to put on a brave
front and told her..
"If I do this you have to tell Bill not to tease me about it, now or
when we get home... I'll be a dead duck if he does!"
"I'll tell him, and make sure he understands very clearly."
Fear is a very nasty demon, and I tasted the fear in my throat, growing
fast and choking me, all because someone else might see my desires, out
in the open at last. I liked the feel of the softer materials of my
sister's clothes against my skin, even the thin cotton panties gave me a
thrill. But each time I wore any of her clothes, I felt the fear of
discovery closing in, and I always became afraid. Yet the lure of
dressing as a girl always brought me back, drawing me to her clothes,
and just like a moth to the flame, getting burned was more than a
distinct possibility. When my mother had caught me she didn't say much
about it, merely telling me to change and wash off the makeup. Three
months later, on Halloween, she had allowed me to dress as a girl, and
under her supervision, I was transformed into the girl I always knew I
had inside. After that single night dressed as a girl, where I was
exposed as a pretty young girl, I dreamed of that night quite often, and
tried to do it again and again, but never quite managing to get it
right. Now, I was being asked to dress as a girl, and even though they
had a very good reason, I tasted the fear once again. The very thought
that my best friend would see me dressed as a girl made me even more
tense. I knew that once I was dressed as a girl it would be hard to deny
how much I liked it. As I lay in my bunk that night I wondered how I
could become that girl once again and not let on that I liked it so
much.
Early the next day, right after breakfast, Wendy asked me again. "Have
you decided Kevin?" She and I were the only ones there when I nodded my
head yes, and we went below to begin my transformation. "I know this is
embarrassing Kevin, but I want you to strip naked for me so I can see
what we have to do to make you into a young lady."
Grudgingly, I undressed down to my briefs and stood there. But she
wagged her finger, and with an embarrassed sigh and really no choice, I
pulled them down and stood there naked. Wendy saw that I had only a
modest amount of body hair, but I already knew that I shouldn't have
any. Wendy went into the head and returned with a jar of pink stuff.
"Pamela always travels with this. It's a chemical hair remover; I'll
smear it all over you and we'll wait a while, then I want you to jump in
the water and rinse it off. Now raise your arms."
I was covered from ankles to eyebrows with the stuff! She even rubbed it
into the crack of my butt, and worse, around my small maleness! I waited
until she said it was okay, about 30 minutes I think, then with her help
I duck walked out to the port side ladder and went in the water. I hung
onto the ladder, letting the passing water wash away the cream, and with
it, all signs of my thin body hair. As I climbed back aboard, I was glad
that Bill and his dad were busy in the aft of the sailboat. With Wendy
holding my arm, we went back into the cabin where she dried me off with
a towel.
"Now we can begin, but first we have to figure out what to do about that
very unladylike bulge you will have in your panties."
I did not know exactly what she was going to do, but I sure knew what
she meant. Wendy thought about it for as minute, and had an inspiration.
When she told me I was shocked, but I had seen some of Pam's clothes,
and knew it was probably the best way, if she could do it that is. She
had me lay on my back, on the table.
"I have some of that medical glue in the first aid kit and that works
on everything; maybe we can fix you up with that. Wait here a minute."
When she returned she had me slide to the end of the table, and put my
legs on her shoulders. Then she silently went to work. She was careful
not to hurt me, and as she worked on me I saw her smiling. By the time
she was done she was smiling so widely that I began to worry. She had
done it quickly, and I did not feel much pain, just her soft hand
manipulating me.
"There! That will do very nicely!"
She helped me up off the table and I let my hand fall immediately went
to my groin.
"It's gone!"
"No it isn't; I just rearranged it so that you can wear all of Pam's
clothes without worrying about discovery."
I went to the mirror in the stateroom and saw that from the waist down,
I did indeed look like a normal female! My hand found what seemed like a
normal vagina surrounded by a trim patch, what was left of what I
started with, of pubic hair. My finger found the thin slit she had
created. As I felt myself, my fingers traced what she had done, which
scared me more than a bit, because all signs of my manhood were gone! I
looked at Wendy, but all she did was smile at me.
"I didn't plan on this, it just happened Kevin, but it certainly does
make it easier to look like a girl, so relax and enjoy it."
I wrapped a towel around myself, and after Wendy and I talked a bit, I
finally relaxed and rejoined her in her stateroom. She handed me a pair
of panties, which I gratefully pulled on, then, Wendy held out one of
Pamela's bras and wrapped it around me and fastened the hooks. Once she
had it settled and adjusted on my shoulders, she looked around for some
padding that would work long enough to at least get ashore, then she
told me, we would find something better. She ended up taking two pairs
of shoulder pads out of her dresses and used them to pad the bra, which
was an 'A' cup. Then she gave me a pair of pink shorts to wear, but
after I had them on I knew that the bottom half of my cheeks were
hanging out! I did not have a chance to say anything before Wendy gave
me a pink and white pullover top. It had a low scoop neckline and barely
came to my waist, which also revealed my navel!
"These are Pamela's deck shoes dear, you might as well wear them, they
go with the outfit." I took the shoes and saw the pink and white
shoelaces, sighed, and put them on, surprised that they fit so well. "It
looks like her shoes will fit you! Now we have to do something about
that hair!"
After she had washed my hair, rolled it, and brushed it out, I had a
hairdo that was very close to what many girls my own age wore. Then
Wendy began to dab a small amount of foundation on my face, adding a
spot of blusher.
"You look wonderful! Maybe a little lipstick."
She handed me the tube from Pam's makeup kit, and I traced the soft
reddish pink on my lips. Then I saw the tube of lip gloss, reached out
and added that. Now my lips had the wet look, and when I smiled, Wendy
told me I radiated a very feminine look.
"I have to go Ma'am."
She motioned to the head, and I went in. I knew I would have to sit
down, but that was when I found out how to manage it. Wendy added to my
embarrassment by telling me how to take care of myself. Of course I had
to sit down for all of my bodily functions, but I could only smile to
myself. Other than the clothes, it was just about the closest I would
get to being the girl I always wanted to be. I finished and soon joined
her back in the main cabin.
"Now all you need are some earrings." Wendy pierced my right ear with a
needle and an ice cube and then put in a pair of Pam's pink and white
button earrings." "Shall we go show the men?"
"Men," I thought. That should be me, and here I am, all dressed up like
a teenage girl! "Do I have to use the name Pamela?" Wendy thought about
it for a minute, then told me that Pamela's middle name was Jillian, and
if I liked, I could be called Jill.
"Jill, I like that!"
"Okay Jill, let's go!" She took my hand in hers and we went out on the
aft deck.
"Hello everyone! Let me introduce Jill!" She held my hand, but even if I
wanted to run away, where would I go? We were on a boat! I stepped out
from behind her, and watched as Bill dropped the rope he was holding.
"Holy cow! You look great! I mean... but you..."
"I think we get the idea Bill."
Then Wendy told them both what the rules would be, and if they broke
them then she would be "unhappy," and they knew what that meant!
"To avoid any confusion, she is using Pam's middle name. From now on she
will be Jill."
From any angle, I looked like a young girl, and I knew it. Because of
the glue job Wendy had done on me, I even had the same smooth front that
all girls have. After the initial shock wore off, I went about my chores
and we sailed until dusk that night, heaving to in a small lagoon off
the south coast of Florida. The way I looked didn't quite go away, but
the staring stopped and we all relaxed. Wendy and I made dinner, and
after we ate, Bill asked me if I wanted to go swimming. I said yes
without a thought and went below to change. For the trip I had been
given Pamela's berth, and now, the minute I stepped into the berth, I
realized that because of the changes, I would have to wear one of
Pamela's suits. I rooted around in her clothes looking for a swimsuit,
but the only swimsuit I could find was a bikini, so I stripped and put
it on. I lacked the hips, but other than that I presented a pretty good
picture of a girl my age. I looked in the mirror again and saw the way
the bottoms fit me, and no matter how hard I tried I could not stop
smiling at my reflection. I still wasn't sure about Bill's reaction to
my being dressed this way, but somehow I knew that if I looked scared or
afraid it would be worse than if I just accepted it and did my best. I
drew a deep breath, and proudly went topside. When Bill first saw me
walk out on deck, I thought he was going to choke. As he sputtered, I
dove over the side and swam a short distance away from the boat.
He quickly followed me into the water, and swam over to me. My hair was
plastered down of course, but I could not help see him look at my
'breasts' and smile.
"You look better than Pamela ever did!"
Right then a wave of femininity washed over me and I began to like this
being a girl even more than I imagined! The impact I was having on Bill
was scary. He had known me all of my life, and he knew I was a boy just
like him, and now, in spite of that, he was treating me like a girl! We
stayed in the water for a while then went back to the boat. He went his
cabin and I went into mine. I dried off, pulled the panties back on,
then the shorty nightgown that had been put on the bunk. We both went
back on deck, joining his parents for a game of cards. Bill I noticed,
still had a hard time not staring at me.
The next morning after breakfast Wendy showed me how to do basic makeup
and hair. We spent several hours in her stateroom as I put on the makeup
and then washed it off until she was satisfied that I could manage.
Because of the way my hair was cut, I was unable to recreate the
hairstyle she had done for me, so I simply pulled my hair into a
ponytail. Once again I wore some shorts and another top. That night,
Wendy and I went below so she could help prepare me to get through
customs. She and I selected a complete set of clothes for me including
lingerie. White panties and bra, and a short pastel green dress with a
square cut neckline and two one inch wide straps. For shoes she selected
white sandals.
"I'll get you up early Jill, and do your hair and makeup for you. See
you then."
It was a tough night as I wondered how I was ever going to pass myself
off as a girl. In the morning she came in and woke me early. I slipped
on clean panties, then she took me to the head and washed my hair again,
but this time she set it in rollers and used some sort of a gel. As the
gel worked she wanted to help me get dressed, but I told her I could
manage and went to my berth. The bra went on easily, and after I had it
fastened I put in the pads and began my makeup. I thought I knew how to
do it, I just never had much chance at home; I did my very best. The
foundation was a good color for me and I spread it around my face
evenly, then used a powder I found in Pam's makeup kit. After I brushed
away the excess, I used a soft green eye shadow with a lilac highlight,
followed by a black eyeliner. My hand held the applicator steady as I
drew the thin line of black on my upper eyelids. Under my eye I used a
dark pencil to finish outlining my eyes, then used just a hint of
mascara to make the lashes longer. The blusher I used was lighter than
the one Wendy had used, but I thought it looked better with the soft red
lipstick I had selected. I pulled the pantyhose on, then the dress. I
struggled to pull the zipper up until I found the trick to it. I settled
the dress on my shoulders and put the shoes on just about the time Wendy
returned. She was all dressed, and when she saw me she smiled.
"Why do I think you have done this before Jill?" That brought fear to my
heart, but she merely smiled and took me to her room where she took out
the rollers and brushed my hair out. "We'll have to find the perfect
earrings for that dress. She looked in her jewelry, found what she
wanted, then inserted a pair of green earrings. Around my neck she put a
thin gold chain with a pink and green pendant. "Pam had a watch in her
stuff, see if you can find that."
I went back to my berth, found the watch, and then dabbed on some really
great smelling perfume. I couldn't help it. I smiled at my reflection in
the mirror, grabbed the small white purse I had found, put my things in
it. I had my lipstick and a small mirror, a wallet and some tissue. Then
I went up on deck just as we were just pulling into port, and Bill
stopped cold when he saw me. My skirt was blowing in the breeze,
occasionally letting my panties show until I learned to hold the dress
down. Once we were docked, Wendy and I went to the customs shed where
she gave them all of the passports. The guy didn't even look up! We were
okay to stay! The guys grabbed the suitcases and we hailed a cab for the
best hotel in town.
Because of the circumstances, I was given my own room. Originally I
would have shared with Bill, but now that I was supposedly a girl, added
to the fact that his mother saw the way he was looking at me, I have my
own room. After we all settled in we went walking, shopping in the many
stores. Wendy and I were walking along when she jerked to a stop, and
before I could see what she was looking at, she and I went into the
store. I expected Bill and his dad to come in with us, and I even saw
Bill start to enter, but his dad jerked him away! When I looked around I
knew why. We were in a shop that sold lingerie and various other things.
I was standing next to Wendy and heard her tell the woman "my daughter
is a bit flat chested. Is there anything you can do to help her?" I
wanted to run out of the shop right then, but felt her restraining hand
on my wrist. The woman simply motioned us to the back of the store and
showed us a whole row of various breastforms, some of them so lifelike
that it was scary! Wendy pointed to one, told the woman I needed an 'A'
cup, and the three of us went in the back where I had to take the dress
off. I had to endure the woman measuring me, checking the color of my
skin and so on before she returned with a pair of breastforms. She and
Wendy smiled, and the next thing I knew I had two perfectly formed
breasts attached, with some kind of glue, right on my chest! Then, the
woman had me try on a very special panty. It was also flesh colored, but
it was really not even a full panty. It went around my waist and down my
cheeks, and when glued on would give me a proportional figure, which was
34/23/34 when she was done. I had to stand there naked as the woman
applied first the glue, then the special panty. It went right up the
back of my bottom! As we walked out of the store, Wendy said "Now you
have the shape to wear that bikini, or a different one if you like, and
feel perfectly safe."
By this time I was used to having a skirt swirling around my legs, and
with the addition of the hip pads and breastforms I felt positively as
feminine as I had ever hoped to get. It was my dream come true in every
sense. Now if I could only quit smiling so much. Wendy must have guessed
it because when she and I stopped for a soft drink, she asked me.
"I want you to tell me the truth Jill. You like dressing as a girl, and
this is not the first time you have done this... is it?"
It was my moment of truth, and as I looked down, I saw the swell of my
breasts under the thin material of the dress and almost swooned. "I
guess."
"More than a guess Jill. I've been watching you, and you like being a
girl. I've been watching you very carefully, and not once have you ever
said or done anything to give yourself away. You didn't even say
anything when I had you undress and made those changes with the glue.
You didn't even put up much of a fuss when it was suggested that you
dress as a girl. That tells me that you have done this before, more than
once I'll bet.
Since this all started you have always used feminine gestures, and seem
to be well aware of the mannerisms that girls your age use, something
most boys never pay attention to. After I saw the way Bill reacted to
you, and the way you two were smiling at each other I could see that you
like it more than a little. Right?"
I looked into her face and felt a smile come to my face. "Yes, but don't
tell Bill, he might try to date me!"
"Jill, he wants to now! You're not his sister; and you're very pretty!
In fact, you remind me of a young Elizabeth Taylor. You listen to me
Jill. He is a male, and you look just as nice if not better than a lot
of girls your age do; so why shouldn't he be attracted to you?"
"But we... I've known him all my life! He knows I'm not a girl!"
"Yes that's true, but he is not thinking with his brain dear, boys
rarely do. Males are visual creatures dear, and all he sees is a pretty
girl...and that's you!" I sipped on my drink and I saw her watching me.
"Something wrong?" I asked.
"No, of course not. But since we now know that you like dressing this
way, I was wondering if you wanted to join me at a salon. We could get
our hair and nails done; then we could make the guys take us out on the
town fancy tonight."
"I've only been a salon to pick up mom or my sisters!"
"All of us girls like to be pampered a bit, and now you can too." Go to
a salon? I thought, and have my hair and nails done? How could I resist?
We had an hour before our appointment, so we went into a small dress
shop where I bought my own bikini, and a very nice evening dress. Wendy
also bought a dress for herself. In the salon, we sat side by side as
the women worked on us. By my own choice, I had my sandy brown hair dyed
a light shade of blonde. Unknown to me, my hair was set in a soft perm
in a wavy style that left my hair in curls down the back while the top
and sides were cut to frame my face. Wendy also had her naturally blonde
hair lightened, and then our nails were done. The girl added acrylic
extensions and painted mine a soft red. Then, we both had our makeup
done. The woman did a fantastic job on me and I can tell you that I
never looked better! By the time we left the salon I knew I was
radiating femininity, and I never felt so good. We went back to the
hotel where I went to my room; Wendy had told me to go ahead and change,
so I undressed and laid out what I was going to wear. Wendy had told me
that I should wear pantyhose because it was a fancy evening out. Since I
liked the way they felt I told her I was going to wear them anyway and
she just smiled at me. After I changed into a very pretty lace trimmed
pink panty, I pulled the pantyhose on. The sensation the nylon gave me
as they slid up my legs was electric and I loved it as the nylon hissed
up my smooth legs! Looking in the mirror, I knew that I had a chance to
really strut my stuff, so I picked up the low cut pink bra, fastened the
hooks pulled the straps up to my shoulders. I saw the way my new breasts
were pushed together, swelling against the thin lacy cups, and knew that
Bill would have a hard time not watching me! "in for a penny, in for a
pound" I thought.
One new thing for me was the waist nipper. I wrapped it around myself
and fastened the eleven hooks and zipped it up, feeling my waist shrink.
My waist was now 2 inches smaller! The dress I had bought was pink, with
a diaphanous skirt and a fitted bodice. Wendy loved it the first time I
tried it on, so we had bought it. Now, as I zipped it up and I could
feel the material tighten around me, I once again saw how nice it
looked. It had a square cut neckline, but it was low cut enough that
just a tiny bit more than the tops of my breasts could be seen. The two
straps that held the dress up were almost nonexistent they were so thin.
The skirt portion was at least two inches above my knees while the dress
hugged my waist, which was accented by my now wider hips. The way the
skirt flared made me look, and feel, even more feminine than any time
that day. I stepped into the pink shoes I had bought to match the dress,
and then added pink and gold earrings. I wore a choker style gold chain
with a small gold initial, a 'J', that Wendy had found and bought for me
that afternoon. I took the perfume, and dabbed a bit on my neck, elbows,
and knees, just like Wendy showed me. It seemed to me that I was in
heaven, Every single thing that happened that day was centered on making
me into a delectable young girl. I wore a darker rose lipstick, and
after I had checked my purse, I took a deep breath and walked to Wendy's
room and knocked on the door.
Howard, Bill's dad opened the door and the look on his face was worth
the effort. "Oh my!" He opened the door and I went in. Wendy joined us
and smiled at me. She checked me over and said I was fine, and as soon
as she had her purse, the three of us went to get Bill. His reaction was
even better than his dad's. His mother told him to escort me, and I took
his arm as we went to the elevator and then to the restaurant. We were
seated and had just started to look at the menus when I saw my parents
walking in! I nudged Wendy and told her that I had to go... now!
"Nonsense. You stay put! There is a valid explanation and I am sure that
they will understand." She held my hand as we all watched them walk
across the dance floor, right up to our table.
"Hi Howard, Wendy. Where's Kevin? I thought he would be here."
Nobody said anything, but when Howard and Bill both looked at me, my
mother knew right away. As they sat down to join us, my mother looked at
me and asked, "Kevin?"
"No mother. Jill. I'm Jill until we leave the island."
My dad almost swallowed his tongue! He turned a bit purple, but quickly
calmed down when Howard related the effects of the storm and my losing
all of my documents and clothes. My mother however seemed to love it.
She asked me to stand up and spin around for her. It was obvious that I
had breasts, which confused my dad, but mother didn't say anything at
all. She just told me that we would have fun for the next few days!
"We flew down to surprise you. The girls are away checking out the
college, we had the time, so why not?"
After we ate dinner I had to use the ladies room and excused myself. But
mom and Wendy joined me, and once we had left the table Wendy filled her
in on exactly how feminine I had become.
"The breastforms are perfect Darlene, and the panty gives her curves
that are perfect for her size!"
"Well, I can't wait to see this!"
Afterwards Mom took my hand and we walked back to the table. Later, when
the music started, I half expected Bill to ask me to dance, but a boy
from another table came over, and asked me first! I wasn't sure if I
should go with him, because it would only add one more thing to my
quickly growing desire to stay this way. I also wondered what Bill would
think, but mom told me to go ahead, and I let him take my hand and lead
me to the dance floor.
He introduced himself as Bob and led me to the dance floor. Later, after
that dance, Bob asked me if I would join him and some friends the next
morning for a bike tour of the island.
"If Bill can come, then yes."
"Is he your brother?" I shook my head no, but told him he was a very
good friend, and I didn't feel right leaving him alone since his parents
had asked me to come with them.
"That's okay Jill, I have my sister along. Maybe we can fix him up!"
I wanted to giggle but restrained myself. He left me at the table, but
right in front of everyone, he kissed me! On the lips too! I was
embarrassed, but nobody said anything although dad started to choke a
bit as Bob left. The rest of the evening was wonderful. I danced with
dad, Howard, and finally, Bill. He would never admit it of course, but I
could feel him against me and I knew he was excited.
Mom insisted, so she stayed with me that night in my room. She helped me
get undressed, and when she saw my 'breasts' I thought she was going to
faint. Then I took down my panties and stood in front of her. Mom
plopped down on the bed and sighed.
"I guess it's true. All of those times you dressed up I thought it just
playing! But now! Look at you!" I started to say something but mom
interrupted me. "When this came up and it was suggested that you dress
as a girl I'll bet you didn't fight it, am I right?"
I grabbed my robe and wrapped it around myself and sat next to her. Now
was the real moment of truth. I could never lie to my mother anyway, so
I drew in a breath and told her the truth.
"Not really mother, just enough of a fight to let Bill's get the benefit
of the doubt. You know that I have always liked to wear girls clothes,
but this happened because of the storm and we had no other choice if I
was going to stay on the island."
"That's what Wendy told me. She thought that you did it because you had
to, right up to the point you let her manipulate you, then you confirmed
it when you had those breastforms glued on. She told me that you lit up
like a lamp as soon as you had them on. After that, she told me that you
had your hair dyed, styled, and set in a perm, and your nails done. That
was the clincher for her, and now that I have seen you, I agree. You
don't just like being all dressed up, and taken for a girl, you love
it!" I nodded my head yes as I looked at the floor. "Well, that turns
out to be a good thing because it will take almost all summer, and maybe
longer for that perm to grow out! So unless you want a crew cut, you'll
have to stay a girl for a while, and that means at home too." I was
really shaken when mom told me that, and I blurted out,
"What about dad?"
"I'll take care of your father!"
The next morning I was up early and had changed into clean panties and a
bra, had the pink shorts on and was sitting at the vanity doing my
makeup when mom got up. She helped me brush out my hair, and after she
had changed we joined dad in his room. He took one look at me, and then
at my mom.
"Well?"
"Jill," she said, "could take a shower in the girls locker room and not
one person would think she was a boy!"
He just stared at me for a minute, then stood up. "Your mother tells me
that you have had your hair done in a perm, is that right?"
"Yes sir." He looked at my nails, then had me turn around. My breasts
bounced in the bra like any other girls would, my butt cheeks half hung
out of the shorts, and he could clearly see that all signs of my
maleness were gone. The hair and nails confused him a lot. "I can
understand the reason of course, it was to get you ashore, but why the
rest? It seems like so much for so little!"
I looked at mom for support, but she sat on the bed quietly waiting for
me to tell my father that I wanted to be a girl. After the last few
days, it was true; I did like and want to be a girl, and could not deny
it. I walked over to him and took his hands in mine and looked up into
his face. All of my fears about what he would think of me disappeared.
Maybe it was the way I was dressed, maybe it was the way I felt; I don't
know, but I held his hands and said....
"Because I like it dad. I like being dressed this way. I like being a
girl, and so far, everything about it." I waited for him to lash out at
me, but all he did was sit on the chair and look at me.
"I guess I should have known all along. When your mother told me about
the time she caught you all dressed up, and certainly when I saw you at
the hotel." He had a resigned look on his face and I wondered what he
was going to do. "You're 15 now and old enough to know what you like I
guess. All I want for you is to be happy in life, but I never expected
it to be as a female!"
"Dad..."
He held up his hand and stopped me. "You have said what you wanted, so
now you are going to get it. Starting right now you will wear nothing
but women's clothing, and as soon as we get home you and your mother
will get you a wardrobe suited to your new station in life." Then he
held his arms out to me and I fell into them, hugging him as tight as I
could. "Just remember, the Benson girls do not do anything they are not
supposed to with boys!" I laughed and told him not to worry.
"I can't get pregnant dad!"
Then we went to breakfast, meeting Bill and his parents in the caf?. Bob
and his sister were across the room, and after we had all eaten Bill and
I joined Bob and his sister Mary at their table.
We rented bikes and started our tour. Mary had just turned 16, and
immediately had Bill's eye. She was a beauty with raven hair and
smoothly flawless skin and a smile that would melt ice. Next to her, I
felt like a potato! Bob made sure he was always next to me the whole
time as we biked around for about an hour before we stopped on a crest
that overlooked the harbor. We could see our boat from there, bobbing up
and down on the calm, clear, azure water. Bob and I were sitting down
when we saw Mary and Bill wander down a trail. I was alone with him for
the first time! He wasted no time and took my hand in his and pulled me
closer to him. I was looking into his deep brown eyes when he kissed me,
and it was electric as his lips touched mine. I felt myself melting
inside. I had never in my life thought that I would kiss another boy,
but here I was, and I liked it! This was never part of my dream, but as
his lips touched mine I accepted it as one more step in my
transformation. He pushed his tongue against my lips and unbidden, my
mouth opened to accept him. My head was back and he had his hand on mine
with his tongue deep in my mouth when Bill and Mary returned! There was
no denying that we were kissing, they had seen us; and there was no
denying that I liked it. Bill looked at me a little strangely, but he
and Mary were also flushed, so everybody just let it drop.
Later we stopped at a small restaurant and ate lunch. Mary and I went to
the restroom, leaving the guys alone. "Bob really likes you Jill, more
than a little to I'll bet."
"It looks like you and Bill hit it off pretty good to Mary!"
We fixed our lipstick, used the stall, and rejoined the guys. On the way
back to the hotel we all agree to meet later on the terrace after
dinner. Bill and I went to the elevators, and on the way up he asked me
why I liked being a girl. What could I tell him? I mixed things up and
gave him an answer he could accept."
Mom, dad, and I have decided that this is the way I will be dressing for
a while Bill, and if I have to dress as a girl I might as well act like
one!" He looked at me and the stunned look on his face said it all.
"When I suggested that you... I never thought that you would... what I
mean is..."
"I know what you mean Bill. But I have to tell you the truth. I have
been dressing up as a girl for a long time, and now, I have my parents
permission."
"I never knew!" Just then the doors popped open and we got off. Bill
took my arm and we went into a small alcove near the phones. "You mean
that when we get home you'll still be dressing as Jill!" I nodded my
head yes. Then he surprised me. "Would you go out with me?"
"No Bill. You're like a brother to me! How could I?" He took the news
that I was going to continue dressing as a girl pretty well, and
considering everything we knew about each other, it was a huge step for
him.
I went to my room and found my mother unwrapping some packages. "I was
out today with Wendy and we found some darling items for you!"
I was beginning to think that my mother was enjoying this almost as much
as I was, and I had to ask her about it! "Mom, why are you doing this? I
mean, you said that you were always proud of me!"
Mom sat down on the bed and looked at me. "I won't lie to you Jill. When
your father was your age he had a friend named Kenny, his best friend.
When Kenny was 16 he hung himself, and your father was the one that
found him; Kenny was completely dressed as a girl when he died. Your
father was his best friend and he had no idea that Kenny wanted to dress
like a girl, and for months he wondered what he would have done if he
had known. Finally Kenny's mother told him that she had known about it
for a long time and just let it slide since it seemed so harmless. Your
father was a wreck for a long time, and we were just starting to date
back then. When he told me about Kenny he was crying so hard it broke my
heart. It took a long time, but eventually he got back to normal; only I
knew that he really missed Kenny and had never gotten over his death.
When we saw you all fixed up, it was obvious by the way that you looked
that it was more than a passing thing; what with the boobs and that fake
vagina you have. No male would let that happen unless he wanted it to
happen it to happen.
When your father and I saw you, I knew that all of those terrible days
after Kenny died had come back to haunt him. I was shocked, not that you
wanted to dress as a girl, but by the changes you let happen to you, but
not nearly as much as your father was." She reached out and took my
hand. "Your father is determine to make sure you do not do what Kenny
did, and he has decided to let you be yourself rather than lose you, and
if that means that you live and dress as a girl then that's what you'll
do." I didn't know what to say! Mom did. "Since you have decided to
dress like a girl, you will have to have the same rules as your sister's
had, and some of the same classes they took." I wondered just what she
meant, then she told me. "Both of your sister's took ballet and aerobics
classes to keep trim and learn to be graceful. In your case, we'll have
to add some classes on hair care and makeup." I was to stunned to react,
but her words sank into my mind as I realized what I had done to my
father. I never intended to hurt him in any way. "We are still proud of
you Jill because it takes a very strong person to admit something like
this." She pulled me to her and we sat there hugging for a few minutes.
"Let me show you what we found." I looked on as she held up each item.
The very first item she held up was a suit. It had a white round neck
jacket with dark blue piping and a straight, dark blue skirt. Then a
white camisole and dark blue heels to match. Next was a jar of the
adhesive the woman used to attach my breastforms and special panty. "I
found these on sale!" Mom held up about twenty pairs of earrings! "You
better get ready for dinner Jill. Do you need any help?"
"Maybe with my hair mom."
"Call me when you're ready for me Jill."
Since I finally knew exactly where I stood with my parents, I decided to
go all out. I found a pair of white lace panties with a satin and lace
insert in the front and pulled them on. Then I began my makeup. If I was
going to live as a girl then I would have to do my own makeup from now
on, so I did the very best I could. I started with the foundation,
spread it out evenly, then used the powder to set it. After I brushed
away the excess I used a light blue on the very edge of my eyelids
followed by a deeper lilac and finally, a thin line of mauve. I used the
sponge like Wendy had shown me and blended the colors so that they
flowed easily from one to the other. Then I applied the dark, sable
black liquid eyeliner on my upper lids and let each one dry before I did
the next. After that, I used a black pencil under my eyes to finish the
outline of my eyes. I stroked my eyes several times with the mascara
making them fuller, longer, and sexier. I pulled the pinkish red blusher
across my cheeks, spreading it out evenly and making my face seem to
glow. Then I returned to the bed to get the rest of my clothes on.
Pam had a thing for pink I guess, because she had packed a pink and
white corselet, which I found the day before. I wrapped it around myself
and fastened the hooks in the front and pulled the laces until my ribs
hurt. Now I filled out the bra cups of the corselet completely! My
breasts had swelled and I felt so sexy! I noticed that my boobs, now at
least a full 'B' cup, and would jiggle whenever I moved. Then I took the
full, pink slip from the bed and placed it over my head. After I had
pulled it down I saw that it hugged every curve of my new shape; the
slip was quite short, coming a good 4" above my knee, and, if I weren?t
careful, bare the garters hanging from the corselet. A beautiful pink
and white floral print dress was next. It was strapless, the neckline so
deep that it exposed both my shoulders and accented my breasts. I had to
struggle to zip it up, and the corselet hurt so much that I quit trying
and called mom. She came over and zipped it up. The dress hugged my body
tightly, making mom whistle.
"That's some dress Jill!"
The short skirt, like the slip, had a hemline that was almost 3" above
my knee, and exposed a lot of leg. Mom secured the three pearl buttons
down the front, and I looked in the mirror. It was beginning to look
like a fun night!
"Mom, I don't know how to use these."
I pointed to the garters, and mom told me to sit down. She couldn't find
any hosiery, so she removed the garters and I pulled on some pantyhose.
At that point Mom left me to change and I brought out the white pumps
with 3" heels. They had small bows adorning the top of each toe. As soon
as I stepped into the pumps, I had a little trouble walking in them at
first, but was soon mastering short feminine steps. I walked over to the
full mirror and with my first look, I felt that I had achieved my goal.
Before this I was always concerned that I would look like one of the
ugly sister's, when it was more like Cinderella that emerged. Standing
In front of the mirror I could not believe it. I was actually sexy! From
my feet, adorned with sexy pumps, my legs wrapped in nylons fully
exposing my thighs right to the short hem of the dress. I had on the
most beautiful dress, and as I turned around to see the low cut back of
the dress, I saw just how sexy I looked from every angle. To complete
the look I wanted, I put a beautiful pearl necklace around my neck. It
was complemented by drop pearl earrings that mom had bought that
afternoon! Looking at myself in the mirror, the only thing missing was a
beautiful hairstyle to finish the look, so I called mother to help me
achieve it.
When I saw her, I knew for sure that my mother had accepted me as her
daughter. I sat and watched as mother quickly brushed my hair out, using
the barrettes pull it back on the sides, just like I wanted. Then she
spritzed it stiff with hairspray and watched as I added a deep rose
lipstick to my lips, and some perfume to my neck, elbows and wrists. I
grabbed my purse, and joined mother in her room. My father was watching
television when I walked in; he saw me and almost choked on his pipe.
All traces of his son had disappeared, and in my former place stood a
girl named Jill, in all of her glory.
"You look...wonderful Ke... Jill." It was clearly hard for him to accept
that me, his son, could look so feminine, just as pretty as his other
two daughters!
"Shall we go?"
Mom and I each took one of his arms, and the three of us went to dinner,
walking to our table proudly, as parents, and daughter. Later, after
dinner, Bob came to the table and with my fathers permission, escorted
me to the patio where we sat under the stars above the sparkling
fountain. The air was calm and it was a warm night. I was excited, both,
because I was being taken for a girl, and he wanted to be alone with me,
because I was a girl.
"You look ravishing Jill, I could not imagine what this vacation would
have been like if I had not met you."
"You would have met someone else and you know it!"
I gave him a tap on the arm, and he pulled me to him. The kiss he gave
me was not at all like earlier, this one was loaded with passion and
lust! I didn't struggle at all because I didn't want to, and he when he
put my hand on his lap I knew just how much he was turned on, because I
was turned on too, but I was way over my depth and quickly pulled my
hand away. We stayed out there for an hour or so before we went inside.
Later, I gave him my number and address. He walked me to my room, but
not before he got the evil eye from dad and I got the 'be a good girl'
look from mom. The next day we were supposed to sail back, but my
parents decided that I would fly home with them, so I dressed in the
blue and white suit, packing up all of Pam's things and leaving the case
with Wendy. Bill surprised me when he kissed me on the cheek!
"Have a nice flight sis." Embarrassed, I left for the airport with my
parents. The flight was short and uneventful, and nobody looked at me in
any way strange. I had to use Pam's passport to get back in the country
though.
As soon as we got home I went to my room to change, but the only clothes
I had were my male clothes, and before I could even think about wearing
any of them, mom came in and handed me a skirt and blouse.
"Put these on and wear your penny loafers Jill, we have some shopping to
do." I hung up the suit and looked at what she had brought me. It was a
dark blue and green plaid pleated skirt and a simple white blouse that
belonged to my sister. My hair was in the French braid and my makeup was
fine, so I slipped them on and joined mom in the kitchen. "It's only one
o'clock now, so we have plenty of time." She looked at me and asked me
if I was sure. "This is your last chance Jill. If we leave the house
you'll be telling us that you would rather be a girl than a boy. I
grabbed my purse, opened the back door and stepped outside.
"I'm ready if you are mother."
"Okay, let's go!" she said.
I followed mom to the car and we went to the mall. Walking in was hard
for a minute but it quickly passed and we went into a huge family
oriented department store and straight to the lingerie department.
"You need everything Jill! Let's start with the basics." She started
handing me things like packages of panties, four bras, size 34A, two
half slips and two full slips, and lastly, a sanitary belt!
"Mom! I don't need that!"
"Yes I know dear, but all girls your age need them, and it would be
unusual if you didn't wear one as well!"
Then we went to the Junior department where we bought five skirts, seven
blouses, some shorts and tops in various colors, three dresses, and two
suits. After that, it was shoes and jewelry. On the way out we stopped
at a makeup counter where I had my colors done and we bought me a
complete makeup kit. I was exhausted from the load so we went to the car
and put it all in the trunk and headed back in. I was familiar with the
look on her face; Mom was on a mission. At a sports store I got a purple
leotard with straps that made it look like a swimsuit, a one piece pink
body stocking, and stretchy briefs in a bright green. I also bought a
pair of white aerobics shoes with pink trim. For the ballet class she
told me I would be taking, mom insisted that I wear all white and black,
and what she bought was a black spandex leotard that crisscrossed at the
bodice and in the back. With that I would wear white tights and new
ballet shoes. By the time we got home and hauled everything in the house
I was tired, but dad told me to hang everything up and put the rest in
my dresser.
"But use Karen's room!" I was surprised, but did as I was told. When I
walked into her room, I saw nothing had changed, except that a lot of
her clothes were gone. I started to put things away when Mom came in and
closed the door.
"That glue Wendy used won't hold forever Jill, and I need to look at you
and see if we can do it again, or find another way to hide your... well,
hide you. Why don't you strip for me and let me check."
I finished putting things away and undress until I was naked, then I lay
on the bed and let mom check me out. I heard a lot of oh's and ah's
before she stood up.
"Wendy was very clever! But I'll check with the doctor before we try it
again. In the meantime I want you to wear this."
She held up the sanitary belt. I stood up and she showed me how to put
it on and fasten the pad. "I want you to wear that for a while to see
how it feels. Put some panties and shorts on and a top and meet us on
the patio." After she left I did as she asked me, and that heavy pad
between my legs made me feel funny, kind of like I did when I dressed in
secret, and I was sure that I had a bulge in my shorts, but when I
looked in the mirror, I still had the smooth tapered front my sisters
had.
Dad was cooking on the grill, so I helped mom set the table and so on.
The burgers were great and we didn't bring up my change once. It was a
very pleasant evening. Early the next morning I went online to check my
e-mail, and while I was at it I checked around the Internet for some
kind of device that would make it appear as if I had a normal vagina,
and I found it. In fact, the outfit that sold it was located about 30
miles from where we lived! I printed out everything, and got dressed.
Mom told me that I had to change the pad every day, so I did that and
put on one of my new skirts. It was short, almost halfway up my legs, a
pleated red skirt that I had picked out myself. I wore a white blouse
with red piping and my new tennis shoes. I did my makeup and hair, then
grabbed my printout and went to the kitchen. Dad was there ready to go
back to work and I bounced over and kissed him. He watched me as I spun
around and went to the refrigerator. When I bent over it was from the
waist, just like I always had done, and gave him a clean shot of my
panties!
"Jill!"
When I looked, mom was there and told me to bend at the knees when ever
I wanted something, or else I would be showing my assets! I sat and ate
breakfast, kissed dad when he left, and then I showed mom what I had
found on the Internet. She read everything and looked at the full color
pictures, and when I saw her smile I knew she had found her answer.
"Let's go there and check it out Jill. You can practice your driving."
I drove carefully and got there just as the man was opening the shop. We
went in and found out that the man made all sorts of devices. Fake hands
and arms, breastforms, legs, noses, even ears! His name was Samuel; he
was about 60 I think, with a shock of white hair.
"Can I help you ladies?" Mom told him about me, which was a little
embarrassing, but he did not even flinch. "Of course! But they are
special made and will take a while to make. Can you leave the girl here
while we work? It will take at least 5 hours, possibly 6, but it will be
worth it I assure you."
Mom asked him how much and he named the cost. Mom said she would be back
at 2 that afternoon and left me there! Samuel closed his shop and took
me to the back room where he asked me to strip so he could see what had
been done. I did as he asked and soon found myself on a table with my
legs spread wide and held up by two movable posts with heel rests. He
poked a few minutes and then returned with a jar of something. "We'll
have to remove the glue they used. It will cause the skin to tear and
might cause an infection. He swabbed my groin with something that had a
sharp smell, but within minutes he had freed my small male member and
released everything else. He cleaned everything up, then used a plastic
prop to hold everything where he wanted it while he cast a mold of my
groin.
"That's is so you have something to remember it by!"
Then he pushed a tilted mirror over me so I could see everything he was
doing. Once again I felt my testicles being pushed into my body, and as
I watched he dabbed a flesh colored substance over them and after a few
minutes let go. My testicles had disappeared! Then he held my penis
tightly against my skin and held it there with a slight pressure, and
used the same stuff to set it in. He left for a moment, returning with a
thin latex covering that was so realistic that I could hardly believe
it. He pushed it over my small member, pushed down and held it there for
a moment, then attached the device to my skin with the same adhesive.
When he was done he used a blow dryer to set the whole thing. I was
watching him as he lubricated his left index finger, and inserted it all
the way into my brand new fake vagina!
"How did you do that!"
"It's made that way little one. Many girls like you want to be able to
take care of their boyfriends, so I made it so you can!"
While I was excited at that prospect, and Mom might understand, dad
never would, so I decided not to tell him! Samuel had made it so that it
was the exact shade as my own skin tone, even to the color of the hair!
The seams were undetectable as far as I could tell, I now looked like my
sisters, and it would be very difficult to say I was not a girl!
"Roll over so I can take care of that side too." I heard him grunt when
he saw the padding I was using.
"Caribbean?"
"Yes sir! How did you know?"
"She used to work for me." Then, he put his finger under the seam and
said, "Not good enough!," and ripped them off! He cleaned the area and
had me stand up. He took some measurements and then made a cast my
entire bottom, gave me a robe to wear, and I watched him as he made a
male mold of my butt, then pulled several precast forms from a shelf.
Once he selected one, he joined the two and poured in a mixture, then
put it in an oven. "Now we can check these breastforms Sara sold you."
He examined them very carefully, then used the same solvent to remove
the left one. My skin was all shriveled up and he shook his head. "Nice
forms, but they did not fit as well as they should have. We'll have to
make a few changes." He removed the other one and took them to his bench
and thoroughly cleaned them. He gave me a salve to rub on my chest while
he worked, and as I rubbed it in, I watched him carefully. Using
plaster, he cast my chest, and after it dried he made the male mold
again and checked the forms against it. "Just as I thought! No depth!" I
had no idea what he was talking about but watched as he used a scalpel
to open the back of each form and remove some of the contents. Then he
injected something into the gel like stuff inside the breastforms and
waited.
"They made your skin shrivel because water got behind them. I have
injected a chemical that will make them porous and not hurt the
underlying skin. Now the water will not hurt you if it gets behind the
form." He left them off while we waited for the oven to ding. In the
time we waited he and I had a coffee, and I found out that he was
famous. He had worked in Hollywood for years making devices for the
movies. He even had an Oscar! He checked the skin on my chest several
times, adding more lotion each time. When we heard the timer on the oven
we went to the workroom where he trimmed the panty to fit me exactly.
This one looked better and certainly matched my skin tone better. Like
the vagina, it was perfect in color. He told me to stand still, and
applied the adhesive to both my butt and the device. When he told me he
was done I looked in the mirror and saw nothing but a nicely rounded
bottom. My backside now matched the front side! I went in and put my
panties and skirt back on, returning just as the timer went off on the
breastforms. He very carefully attached them, using the same adhesive he
used on my butt. When he was done, he poked a finger out and as I
watched, he touched my right breast, and I felt it!
"I felt that! How did you do that?"
"Easy little one. The chemical I added makes the gel touch sensitive,
and when it moves you feel it in your own skin! I did the same on the
butt pads, except I built it in."
I couldn't help it as I hugged him tightly before he told me to go
finish dressing. When I returned he told me how to take care of
everything.
"Essentially, you maintain yourself like any woman. If you have sex, be
sure to douche afterwards. If you need a larger size or they need
repair, come to me. Do not try to fix it yourself!"
Mom had not arrived yet so we sat and had another coffee. He was easy to
talk to, and I told him how I came to need his services. He just looked
at me for a moment, then he told me that there was another girl in my
school just like me, and a teacher as well! I tried, but he would not
tell me who the other girl was. "I won't tell anyone about you either
Jill." Right on the dot, mom showed up, and he explained every single
thing he did and why. He also told her that I was not the only special
girl in my school. She paid him, and we drove home. On the way home I
told her that he said there was a teacher like me too! We could not
figure out who it was so we gave up, but she wanted to see his work as
soon as we got home.
In my room I removed my clothes, and showed her. I even let her stand
behind me and touch me. Each time I was able to put my finger on the
exact spot she had touched me! Being foolish or stupid, I also showed
that I could put a finger in my vagina all of the way. She flopped on
the bed and I thought she was going to pass out, but she had me get
dressed and left the room.
Bill came over and wanted to play on my computer, but mom told him no
boy/girl combination in my room!
"Your mom is taking this very serious,... Kev... Jill! We used to lock
ourselves in your room for hours at a time!"
"I know that Bill, but that was before... this happened to me. Now mom
says that I have the same rules my sisters had!"
Bill didn't know about the changes I had made that very morning, and I
certainly wasn't about to tell him, at least not right then. He looked
at the short skirt and top I had on, my nails and hair, and my small
boobs poking against the sweater, smelled the perfume, saw the makeup,
and I knew that he had a lot of questions but was afraid to ask them.
"Want to walk over to the arcade?" He asked quietly.
I asked mom and she said it was okay, so he and I left. I grabbed my
purse and as I spun around my skirt flew up and I know he saw my panty
clad butt, but I didn't care, because I had done it on purpose. As soon
as we walked into the arcade we saw Brian and his pal Brent. They
thought of themselves as God's gift to the female half of the
population; both of them stared at me for a minute, then asked Bill how
a scag like him managed to get a chick as nice as me to be seen with
him. Bill started to get angry but I squeezed his arm and he fell
silent.
"What ever gave you the idea that I would find a pretty boy like you
attractive?"
I thought Brian was going to choke! He wasn't used to having a girl turn
him down for any reason! He had money, good looks, smarts, and was
Captain of the football team. Bill and I walked away from them and found
a table. Bill went to get us a soft drink while I waited at the table.
Because I was 'new', Brian and Brent had been caught without an answer,
and I felt great because for the first time I was able to put them down.
As a skinny boy, I was ignored by a lot of the kids, certainly by those
two.
"That was pretty gutsy Jill. If they find out about you you're dead meat
around here!"
"They won't Bill, because I can prove I'm a girl if I have to." His
mouth popped open and I knew he had a whole different set of questions
he wanted to ask me. I could guess what they were. We played some games,
then he walked me home, his hand firmly wrapped around mine.
Just as I walked in I saw my sister Kathy in the kitchen, and before I
could do or say anything, she stopped and looked at me.
"Hi sis! Mom told us that you had changed, but damn! I never expected
that you would look so pretty!"
She gave me a hug and the two of us set the table for dinner. Kathy and
I were still in the kitchen when Karen and mom came in.
"All three of my girls in one place!"
"Mom, you described her, but you forgot to tell me that my new sister
looked so hot as a girl! I never would have suspected that a boy could,
or would, look better than me!"
I gave her a hug, and when dad came home, we ate dinner. Afterwards we
cleaned off the table and did the dishes. "Mom told me that you look so
good that you can even take showers in the girls locker room and nobody
could tell! Is that right?"
"Sure! You know that we don't go half way in this family!"
There was doubt written all over her face, and I knew that if my
sister's were to accept me this way, they had to believe that I could,
and did, look like a girl, all over. "Come to my room later and I'll
show you." That night as I went up to change into a nightgown, my Mom
and sister's joined me in my room, watching as I peeled my panties down
and removed my bra.
"I had a few changes made."
Almost as a chorus, they chimed, "That is an understatement!"
I got dressed in my nightgown and my sister just watched in amazement.
The next morning she went back to school and I settled into my new
bedroom. I cleaned the vanity and replaced the old makeup with my own,
cleaned the mirror and added pictures of my own. Bill and I in the
islands, Bill, Bob, Mary, and I on our bike trip. I spent to whole day
cleaning the room and sorting things out. Some of what Karen had left
behind I kept, like barrette's and so on. She had also left her school
sweater and some blouses and skirts. I had a pretty good assortment of
clothes to choose from now, and they were all mine! Mom came in later
and helped me sort things out and clean up. We moved the bed and dresser
to a different location and vacuumed the carpet. By the end of the day I
was beat and after dinner just lounged and watched television.
I was getting dressed when Janet, the girl that lived down the street
called and asked to speak to Jill! I knew that I had not told her, so it
had to be Bill.
"Can I come over Jill?"
"Sure, why not?"
I also knew, that I would have to be brave. If she knew everyone would
find out, and I still had to attend school here. I had no choice but to
do my best and stand there proudly, because she was one of the most
popular and influential girls in school. I had on dark blue shorts and a
pink top with my white tennis shoes. I pulled my hair back away from my
face with barrettes and did my makeup and added some small gold hoop
earrings. I wore soft red lipstick and a tiny bit of perfume; I was
ready. I went to the kitchen and had just poured some coffee when the
doorbell rang. I opened the door, and not only Janet, but Michelle and
Kelly were standing there! The pause seemed to go on forever, but I
opened the door wide and let them in.
"Bill said that there was a new girl living here named Jill, and we just
had to check you out!"
Michelle was always the one to speak up first. "Where's Kevin? I know he
lives here."
I thought it was now or never and started to tell them, but mom walked
in right then, and told them, "Kevin does not live here any more. Jill
is staying with us now."
There was a very long, very pregnant pause, before Janet spoke up.
"Well, whatever. We were going to go to have a pool party tonight and
thought that you might want to come."
I could hardly say no, because then they would have thought I was a
snob, or worse, that I was Kevin! I looked at mom and she nodded her
head yes. "I'd love to! Thank you for asking."
"Come over at 6; I have invited some of the girls to be there a bit
earlier. The party starts at 7. See you then." I watched them as they
left, wondering just what was going on.
"One of them has decided that you're probably Kevin, and they want you
to be there when they change into their suits so they can see for
themselves." I knew mom was right, and smiled at the surprise they were
about to get! I called Bill and found out he was going, and cautioned
him to keep silent about me, and he promised he would. Then I went to my
room to get ready.
After another bout with the cream hair remover and a long bubblebath, I
washed my hair and began to set out what I was going to wear that night.
My new bikini of course, but I selected my clothes for later in the
evening with great care. I now had the chance to be the girl I had
always wanted to be, and I wasn't about to let the chance slip by. I
would be with my friends, only this time as the new girl on the block,
with the body to match, courtesy of Samuel, I was going to prove that I
was a girl, inside and out. I went in the bath and powdered myself, then
I started with a pair of black bikini panties that had high cut sides, a
black bra that Karen had left, a short black skirt, and a red blouse.
Pantyhose and black heels of course completed the outfit. I pulled the
panties on and sat at the vanity. I liked my hair pulled to the back,
but for tonight, I fixed it in a slightly wild pageboy. My bangs were
higher and the sides a bit fuller.
My makeup was my usual foundation, but on my eyes I used dark green,
lilac, and copper, with black eyeliner and pencil. I slipped the bra
around myself and fastened the hooks and adjusted the straps so that my
boobs were hiked up a bit, swelling like two ripe melons. The thin lacy
cups of the bra let my nipples poke against the material just right! The
pantyhose were nude, sheer to the waist and made my legs look, and feel,
sexy. The short skirt was one that fit me just right, and girl, it was
short! I had seen Karen wear it many times and admired it each time. It
was at least five inches above my knees. The blouse was short sleeved
and was one of my new ones. I buttoned it up and stepped into my shoes.
For lipstick I used the dark, fire engine red I liked, but had rarely
worn. Some more perfume, red and gold earrings and a gold chain around
my neck. As soon as I put the lipstick on I knew I looked hot! I felt
that I was totally female right then and I loved it! I put my bikini and
a towel in a small bag with some makeup, a brush and hairspray, grabbed
my purse, and went to tell mom I was leaving in a few minutes. She took
one look at me, sighed, and just shook her head.
"Don't get into any boy trouble Jill."
"You know I can't get pregnant!"
"That true but none of my girls are going to be known as easy, and that
includes you!"
"Mom!"
"I know, but my girls, of which you now are one, will behave like
ladies, understand?" I nodded my head yes, hugged her and left the house
just as dad was driving in the driveway. I waved, and he just stared at
me!
Janet met me at the door and we went to her familyroom where Michelle
and Kelly, along with Marcie and Heather were waiting.
"Everyone, this is Jill Benson."
We all said hi, then Janet suggested that we change before the boys
started to arrive. "Lets make them crazy right from the start!"
I followed them to Janet's room and began to undress. Michelle and
Heather had their suits on already, but Kelly, Janet, and I stripped,
and just as I took off my bra I noticed that they were all staring at
me.
"What?"
"Nothing Jill. We thought that someone was pulling a trick on us that's
all."
I slid my panties down and stood up, walked to the bed and opened my
bag. My bikini was pink with small bows on the hips and in the center of
the bra. I pulled on the bottoms and snugged them up, then with some
help from Heather tied the bra strings tight. I looked as good as they
did, and in two cases, better! Janet and Kelly quickly finished getting
their suits on and I was ready to leave the room when Janet stopped me.
"I have to be honest Jill, we thought that you were Kevin, dressing as a
girl. Obviously we were wrong, I'm sorry."
"That's okay Janet, I understand. I live at his house, and he hasn't
been seen in a long time. It might lead to some confusion." We all
giggled and bit and went to the patio to await the boys and drive them
crazy, per plan.
Brian and his sidekick Brent were there of course, as was Bill, Fred,
Greg, and Dave. Six and six. Janet planned it well. Marcie and Fred were
an item the last I knew, Brian and Kelly of course, then Janet and
Brent. That left Heather, Michelle, and I to split Bill, Dave, and Greg.
I kind of wanted to stay with Bill, but Greg came over to me and it was
settled as I saw Bill take Heather's arm. Somebody put some music on,
then Greg took my hand and pulled me to him.
"You're new around here aren't you?"
"Yes, but I feel as if I have known all of you for years Greg."
He held me tight while we danced, then we sat at the table. He took his
pants and shirt off exposing his swimsuit. It was boxer style. Since the
last time I had seen him he had sprouted hair all over, and reminded me
of a bear! "Want to take a dip Jill?"
"As long as my hair doesn't get wet!" He slid into the pool and I
followed him. The water wasn't cold, and I quickly adjusted to it.
"Listen Jill, I have this old car I've been working on. How about you
and I riding tomorrow? I know some real nice places to visit."
"I'll bet you do!"
"Really. I want to get to know you better Jill, a lot better."
There was no doubt about it, by any standard he was handsome, and he
never had any trouble that I knew of, in getting a date. My problem was
that I found him handsome too! That ugly, mental reminder of my maleness
raised its head and I almost said no, but Janet and Brent said they were
riding in his roadster the next day;
"Maybe we can meet somewhere; have dinner or something."
"Okay by me, I just have to convince Jill here to go."
I was beat and knew it. Besides, now I had what I always wanted, to be
accepted as a girl, and besides, I really wanted to go.
"Okay! You win! I'll go."
We girls went to change clothes and when I returned Greg let out a low
whistle. Even Bill smiled. I looked as sexy as I felt. We danced some
more, and I let Greg walk me home. At the door I let him kiss me, then I
went in, and leaving him wanting more, just like my sister Kathy told me
to do.
The next morning I told mom and dad about the ride.
"Greg will be here around noon to get me, so I have to go get ready."
"I want to meet this young man Jill."
"Daddy!"
I surprised myself because I had never called him daddy before! It just
popped out. Dad reminded me to remember to bring the young man in to
meet them. I went to my room to try and decide what to wear. Mom came in
and asked me about the party, so I told her the whole story.
"You were right mom. They just wanted to make sure I was a girl!"
"And now they think you are, right?"
"With Samuel's help, they sure do!"
"I'll leave you to get ready. What are you wearing?" I told her that I
thought I would wear the white shirtwaist dress with the orchid print.
"Sounds very nice dear." She started to leave, then told me that I had a
doctors appointment on Monday morning. She left, and I pulled off my
robe and nightgown and got ready.
White cotton panties and a lacy white bra, pantyhose and white flats,
then I did my makeup, but barely using any foundation and a minimum of
eyeshadow, and brown eyeliner instead of black. I wore pink lipstick and
a coral blusher. The dress was two inches above my knees and I barely
showed a hint of cleavage. Because we would be in an open car, I pulled
my hair into a ponytail and used a pink elastic to hold it. A dash of
perfume, and I was ready.
Greg came in and met my parents, and after dad gave him the evil eye, we
left.
"Boy! Your dad is careful about you!"
I gave him a tap on the arm and told him,
"He just wants to be sure that I'm not dating an axe murderer." He gave
me that thousand watt smile of his and told me he wasn't a murderer, but
a vampire.
"I only want to bite you my dear!" That was something I was pretty sure
was true! He was a good driver and I sat back and let the wind ruffle my
hair. We stopped at Promontory point, and the view was magnificent.
"Jill."
I turned and he kissed me, gently at first, but then he pulled me to him
and I had no control. I collapsed in his arms. I felt his tongue meet
mine and we swapped spit for a few minutes, then he got out and opened
the trunk. I watched as he unfolded the blanket, then motioned for me to
join him. He sat, and I sat next to him, and almost immediately he
pushed me to my back and started to kiss me again, and I knew I wanted
to do more than Dad or mom would have liked. When I felt his hand on my
breast I knew I was right. I turned a bit and he had his hand completely
on my breast. As he massaged it I could feel every movement, even when
he squeezed it. He had me panting but he did not relent. I felt his hand
on my leg, my upper thigh, stroking me while he kissed me. All at once
he put his hand on my sex and I squealed "No!".
He backed off, but he was panting just as hard as I was, and when he put
my hand on his hardness I could not help myself. It was the first time I
had ever touched an erection other than my own, but I was so excited
that I left it there for a moment before I jerked it away. He had his
tongue in my mouth and while I never thought about it, he began to move
to cover me. I quickly rolled away and stood up, panting in frustration,
lust, and fear. I was ashamed of what I, we, had done and stood up,
brushing my skirt off. I had become so excited that I had let Greg go
farther than I had never envisioned, ever! Yet, at the same time, I felt
very feminine. A warm sensation drifted over me as I realized that I was
he wanted me to be his woman. It was like I had become the female I
looked like, and in my desire to please Greg, I had released a wave of
femininity in me that I never knew that I had. I also knew that Bill
would certainly find out, because the boys always had a tendency to brag
about their conquests, and necking on a blanket, in their minds, was
just a short step from getting a girl in bed; at least they though so.
So did I.... once. Now I knew it was not true. I wondered if Bill could
keep my secret when this hit the grapevine. Greg and I packed up the car
and drove to the restaurant and met Janet and Brent there. She and I
immediately went to the restroom and fixed our hair and makeup.
"Greg really has the hots for you Jill. Brent told me that you were all
he talked about after the party last night."
I knew he had the hots for me, and I wondered if I would succumb to his
efforts to get me in bed with him. "I know Janet, that man is an
octopus!"
She laughed and told me that she thought all males had four hands when
they were with a girl they wanted! We rejoined the boys and had a
pleasant lunch, then afterwards he took me home. That night I must have
moped around or something because mom asked me to join her in her sewing
room.
"Tell me what happened Jill. The way you're acting, something happened,
and I want you to tell me what it was."
I sat on the bench and told her the entire story. "It just happened mom!
I never thought I would do that... ever!" She was real calm about it,
which surprised me.
"I guess I should have known this would happen." She sat next to me and
took my face in her hands. "Jill, you are trying to live an entire
lifetime of being a girl in a very short time. I know it's hard for you.
The other kids think you are a female and that's fine. The boys have
started to notice you and that's fine too. But there are things going on
in your body that are changing you a great deal. You might feel it; you
might even want it, but when you let your emotions rule your life you
lose. What you did today has probably been done by most girls, even your
sisters. You have touched a male and now you want to know why. Right?"
She was right and I nodded my head yes. "You did what so many of us have
done before Jill, and if that's all it was then don't worry about it.
Just don't go any farther. Okay?" I hugged her and held her tight. I was
confused by all of my new emotions and now I knew why. "Remember, we
have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning, then you have your aerobics
class at 11 and ballet at three."
Aerobics fine. Seeing the doctor, fine. But ballet? Blah! I could hardly
wait! The next morning mom told me to wear just a skirt and blouse,
panties and a bra.
"He'll be doing a complete physical Jill, and the less you have on the
less time it takes."
That made sense, so I wore what she told me. She would not let me eat
anything, and promptly at 11 I was in the doctors office. By ten after
11 I was naked under a gown and lying on a table. Mom sat watching him
as he probed me all over, especially my breasts! I was sure that he
would discover that they were fakes, but all he did was harrump a few
times.
"This is the work of Samuel isn't it?"
"Why, yes, it is. Why?" my mother asked.
"Samuel has developed a process that none of us in the medical field
have figured out yet. We know he uses the artificial skin that we use on
burn patients, mixed with some form of Ditriochlorobusumin mixed with a
gel, but beyond that we have yet to figure out how he does it.
"Does what?" I asked.
"When he attached the breastforms he told you that you would have
feeling in them, and after a week or so they would feel normal to you,
right?"
"Yes sir."
"Well my dear, he had found a way to stimulate sensation in your own
skin, right through the gel and artificial skin so that these breasts
now feel like they are part of your own body." My mouth popped open and
he asked me if I felt like I was really a girl now. How could I say no?
"Yes sir, I do, but I don't know why." He checked the device Samuel had
put on to hide my maleness and removed it.
Gently, he pulled my penis out and checked it. "This device is very
cleverly made!" As the doctor checked it he found the pouch for my
member as well as the sheath that would allow me to have sex. He
lubricated me and replaced the device, attaching it with the same glue
that Samuel used.
"Now then young lady, let me clarify your situation. Those breasts, and
hips, are so well made that they give you the confidence to dress and
act like the girl you say you want to be. I have another patient that
went to Samuel and she has now been started on hormone therapy. As she
grows older, she will develop her own breasts, hips, and so on. When she
has completed the transformation using hormones, she will be able to
complete the transformation from male to female, using surgical
techniques." Mom and I looked at each other, and we did not know what to
say. The doctor took blood and is nurse tested it for my hormone level
while he finished the exam. "If your mother agrees, I would like to
start you on hormone therapy."
"Using hormones will reduce your body hair, and in a few months you will
have the normal placement of hair that any girl your age has. Also in a
few months your skin will get softer and smoother, and you will start
losing muscle mass. You weight will be redistributed according to the
new shape your body is taking, including breast and hip development, and
by the time you're 18, you will be as female as possible, except for one
thing, and by then it will be redundant."
My mother and I talked for a minute when he left the room, but in the
end there wasn't much doubt in my mind that I wanted it, and even though
she said she was concerned, she also agreed. He gave me a shot in the
bottom and wrote a prescription for me. I got dressed and Mom and I left
his office.
"Mom, he said I'm going to be a girl!"
"Yes dear I know that! Now all we have to do is tell your father and let
him take care of the legal stuff." Mom dropped me off at aerobics class,
my first one.
I went into the locker room to change, and saw Kelly there! "Hi!"
"Oh, hi Jill! Are you taking the class too?"
"Mom says I need it, so here I am!" She smiled and nodded
sympathetically. "Me to! I guess mom's are all alike!"
I found a locker and changed into the purple leotard and the pink body
stocking, then the green shorts, and laced my feet into the aerobic
shoes. I put a pink headband on my forehead and grabbed a towel on my
way to the class. For the next two hours I learned that I was a whole
lot less limber than I thought. But I had worked up a good sweat, like
all of the other women. I was exhausted and fell on the floor to
recover. Kelly came over and sat next to me.
"Hard isn't it?" I looked up and she was hardly sweating! "Especially if
you're a Sammy special." I did not know what to say, afraid that I might
say the wrong thing. "Remember a kid named Charles Watson, from third
grade?" I did! "Remember when he disappeared?"
"Yes! His parents said that he was killed in another state! Then you
showed... up!" Kelly sat back and smiled.
"Jill, you I and are the same, only I was eight years old when I
started." I fell to the floor on my back, unable to understand it all.
"Jill, there is nothing to be ashamed of! Samuel helped me because I had
an accident and my privates were torn off. Now I'm as much a female as
any other woman, and you will be too."
"Kelly, how did you know? About me I mean."
She had eyes that always seemed to dance when she was happy, and they
were dancing now. "When Kevin disappeared and you appeared I had my
doubts that you were a girl, but when I heard you call your mother
'mom', I knew then. No girl would move into a house and start calling
the woman of the house mom unless it was automatic, like she was really
your mother. That's when I knew."
"You... you won't tell anybody will you?"
She laughed a bit, the soft sounds of her voice so feminine. "Of course
not! Besides, how could I prove it?" She was in the same boat as I was
and I knew she would be silent about my new status. "Quit worrying about
it Jill, and lets change for the ballet class!"
Ballet was harder than I ever imagined, what with all of the bends and
arm movements. But Kelly was able to do each one easily, and she looked
wonderful in her leotard. I was a wreck by the time mom came to get me.
I said good bye to Kelly and I went home. On the way, mom told me she
visited dad's office, and told him the news.
"He wasn't really surprised Jill. It was almost like he expected it, and
he said that by Thursday your name will be legally changed to Jillian
Marie Benson, and by Monday next you will have a new birth certificate,
and you can finish school." I sank into the seat and wondered why I was
so lucky!
I went to ballet and aerobics twice a week for the rest of the summer,
and Kelly and I got real close. I saw the doctor once a month, and he
confirmed my health, and monitored the changes in my body. Karen, Kathy,
mom, and dad all got used to having another girl in the house, and I
naturally began to use feminine gestures more and more. Bill didn't come
around as much because, well, there was Heather to keep him busy now.
Greg and I became an item and usually went out every Saturday night, but
I never touched his member again, and I never let his hand wander to
far. By the time I started school, because of the effects of the
hormones, my skin was as smooth and soft as any girls, and with aerobics
and ballet I had dropped to 114 pounds and become as graceful as
possible. I had developed a natural breast of my own, a full 'A' cup,
and hips of my own, and now had a 36/23/36 figure. Karen and Kathy
teased me a bit until they realized that it hurt me. They saw that the
changes in my body were permanent, so they quit bothering me. Bill knew
about Greg and I, and one day he came over and asked me about it.
"I'm a girl now Bill, in almost every way, and I have you to thank for
it!"
Before he could say anything I kissed him on the lips gently. He sat
back with a strange look on his face and told me he knew that I was a
girl, and then he pulled me to him and kissed me, and it was not a
brotherly kiss in any way! Greg was a great kisser and I really liked
him, but when Bill kissed me all I saw were stars, and the bells in my
head started ringing. He must have felt the same way because he pulled
away and just stared at me.
I stood up, knowing that our relationship had just changed, from one of
brotherly affection to one of mutual attraction.
"I want you Jill, I have always wanted you."
He came to me, and as I stood there he kissed me again. I felt his hand
on my back as he held on to me, pressing me tighter to tighter, pulling
me closer to himself. My nipples were so hard that I could feel them,
and I was certain he could too. When his hand reached my bottom I had to
move away, unsure of myself, or what might happen next. He was my best
friend in every way, and he had kept my secret to himself. Now, he had
merely kissed me and I felt like I was as limp as a wet rag, but I
sensed that if I did not stop him now we would be beyond stopping. I
knew that I wanted him to hold me, kiss me, and do it again, but I broke
away and sat back down. I could see that he was excited, very excited,
and his eyes never strayed from me. My heart was pounding was I told
him,
"You better go home Bill." Then he kissed me again, and it was magic; I
fell under his spell as he pulled me to my feet, and as we walked to the
door he told me that he wanted to take me out.
He left me standing there, quivering, unsure of my feelings. He had
known me better than anyone, yet he found me attractive, even knowing my
secret. I was in my room when mom came home, and I had to ask someone
about my feelings so I went to the kitchen to see her. When she saw the
look on my face she stopped everything and we sat at the table.
"You look scared Jill, what's the matter?"
I told her about Bill and I, and how he set all of my senses on fire.
"That usually means that you are very attracted to the boy! You might
be having a reaction to the hormones, but I doubt it. You have become a
girl in almost every sense of the word Jill, and now you are
experiencing a lot of new emotions, which most men never feel. Bill has
the chemistry that mixes with yours and it can make a girl limp! I know
because your father is that way with me."
I was scared of what I felt, afraid that I would do something with my
best friend that might be unnatural. "Why? He knows me better than
anyone! He was the one that started all of this!"
"No dear. You started this. You could easily have said no and allowed
the island officials to send you home. But you didn't do that. You let
Wendy help you become the girl that, inside, you knew you wanted to be,
and from what she told me, you never once said no. That says a lot Jill.
Bill finds you attractive because he has seen you as a female for quite
a while now, and he knows that his friend Kevin will not be back. In his
mind you are the girl next door now."
That night I thought about what mom had told me and decided that if my
best friend had accepted me as a female, then the very least I could do
was be the best girl around!
When school started mom and I went into the office, and after a few
quiet minutes with the registry people, I was enrolled in school and
given credit for every class I had taken up to then. Kelly, Janet,
Michelle, Heather, and I became the so called Gal Pals in school since
we always hung around together. I never had anyone question my
femininity until the end of the second week. A guy named Jeff, who
thought he had it all, but didn't even come close, started to tell
people that I wasn't a girl. How he decided that I'll never know, and I
ignored him and his ugly rumors; until one day he caught Kelly and I in
the hallway and told me I was a guy in a dress, and he was going to
prove it. He was quicker than I was, and he grabbed the front of my
blouse and gave it a yank. As the buttons popped off and the material
shredded, I pulled away, but it was no use. I was left standing there in
my bra, my boobs clearly visible to everyone. He sputtered a bit and
started to walk away but Dave and a few of the other guys held him so he
couldn't leave. Dave, who was dating Michelle, was so angry that I
thought he was going to beat him to a pulp right on the spot, and could
have, but Mr. Denison ran down the hallway and stopped him. After he had
the facts he yanked Jeff by the arm and took him to the office. I
borrowed a sweater from Kelly and went back to class. An hour later I
was called to the office.
The Principal, Mrs. Whittaker, was behind her desk when I walked in.
"Please sit down Jill, and tell me exactly what happened."
In great detail I told her, and when I was done she merely smiled.
"I think that we need to find a punishment that fits the crime, don't
you think so?" I had no idea where she was going with this, and told her
so. Then she asked me if I had a few friends that would like to teach
Jeff a valuable lesson.
"Sure! Kelly, Janet, Michelle, Heather, and Marcie." Then she told me
what she had in mind. It was so outrageous that I started to laugh! "I'm
going to call his parents and make sure they will allow it, but the
choice is an assault charge, so I think they'll go along." She sent me
back to class with the admonition to stay quiet about what might happen.
The next day she told me to gather my friends in her office, and she
told all of us that she had Jeff's parents permission. They were rather
angry that their son would attack a girl, and his father in particular
said that Jeff would cooperate in "whatever needed to be done to change
his frame of mind!" Then she outlined her idea. It was certainly going
to change his outlook on life!
"We'll need a few days to get ready, can we start on Monday?"
"Certainly. I'll inform his parents."
The six of us spent the next few days planning everything, right down to
the smallest detail, then we started gathering what we would need. On
Sunday night, we all of us went to bed early, since we would be up at 4
the next morning. I picked up Marcie and Janet while Heather picked up
Kelly and Michelle. We arrived at Jeff's house to find the lights all
on. His mother greeted us at the door, and led us to his bedroom. His
father was there to watch, and make sure that Jeff did as he was told.
He had no idea of what was coming, just that he would not like it.
"You'll have to strip Jeff." Marcie was smiling as she went over and
yanked his pajamas down. "The top too Jeff."
Embarrassed, he took off the top, then Janet and Heather pulled him into
the bathroom and covered him with hair remover. "Wait 30 minutes and
shower it off Jeff, and shave as close as you can and wash your hair. Do
a good job, we'll check and do it for you if we don't like it!"
Janet was really pouring it on, and he hated it, but had no choice.
While we waited, he stood in the bath with the door closed. That's when
we told his parents what was going to happen. His mother giggled, and
his dad, well, he was smiling.
"He deserved some kind of punishment, but this will really make him
straighten up!"
When Jeff stepped out of the shower he was as hairless as possible, and
by the look on his face, he hated it. Marcie checked under his arms,
nodded her head, and we descended on him. Kelly handed him a pair of
panties and told him to put them on.
"You've been wanting to get into my pants for years Jeff, and now is
your chance!"
That's when he realized what was happening, and tried to run out of the
room. His dad caught him by the arm and held him in place.
"You can do this or go to jail Jeff. I think this is better, don't you?
Now stand there and left the girls do what they have to."
The look on his face was worth it. He was beaten and he knew it, he just
didn't know how bad it was going to be. Trust me, it was going to be
bad. He pulled the panties on, but his mother told him that the bulge
would have to go, so he had to 'tuck' it. Then, the corset of Janet's
was wrapped around him and the laces pulled as tight as possible. He was
huffing and puffing, almost out of breath as the laces compressed his
chest and waist. Finally, we tied the laces off so he could not undo
them. I went over and pulled his now compressed flesh up into the cups
of the built in bra, and added small oval foam pads to fill out the
cups. He had a very nice cleavage when I was done!
Hosiery was rolled on his legs and fastened to the garters and then, the
tension was pulled tight by his mother.
"Now for the makeup!"
We were told to take him in his parents bedroom, and then, sitting at
his mother's vanity, we started on his face. Foundation was evenly
spread around his face, then a powder to give him that nice, matte look.
The excess was brushed off, and Kelly, who was the best at makeup,
began. She used a deep green on the edges of his eyelids, with a soft
lilac over that and a silver just under his eyebrows, blending it all
with her finger. Then the deepest black eyeliner was drawn on his upper
lids and a black pencil was used under his eyes in a wide pattern, and
then blotted to make it softer looking. On his cheeks she used a bright
pink blusher. He was in misery as he saw the changes being made to him,
but he had no recourse but to endure it.
Back in his room we held out the dress he was going to wear and he
almost ran out of the room again! We had him raise his arms and we
slipped it over his head and once it was pulled down, Marcie zipped it
up. The material closed around him like the skin on a sausage, accenting
all of his brand new curves.
"Oh no!"
"Oh yes Jeff. You asked for it and now you are getting it!"
His mother sounded pretty firm, and she astounded us by using a needle
and thread to secure the zipper tab to the dress! "Now you'll have to
come home to get it off Jeff!"
He started shaking he was so beaten, but we were not done yet, and had
him sit on a chair while Heather and Marcie started on each hand. They
added fake nails to his fingers, making them about and inch long, then
added a bright red polish, two coats, with a clear hardener on top. I
added the wig, using small dabs of super glue to hold it in place. The
long red hair was piled up on top with the rest touching his shoulders.
The shoes were red of course to match the dress. His mother had bought
them after we told her the color of the dress. We had him step into them
and Janet fastened the strap around his ankle and added a small lock
like the kind you see on a child jewelry box to each ankle, then handed
the keys to his mother.
"I think she is almost ready! Just some jewelry to complete the look!"
Earrings and a necklace were added, and finally, some perfume, the
cheapest we could find.
"This is so tight!"
The hem of the dress was well above his knees, and as his long nails
tweaked at the tight satiny material, he asked us if he had to leave the
house.
"Of course, you have school today, and for the rest of the week we will
be here to help you dress. For the next week you'll be the newest girl
in school!"
"It's just... come on Jill, at least let me wear something normal. I
look like..."
"A girl on the make? We know that Jeff. This is you!"
"I can hardly stand in these heels! Look, they make me wobble, and that
makes me feel..., awe please Jill, I'm sorry!"
He brushed back some of his curls to peer into the mirror and shake the
long earrings. But from any angle he cared to look, all he saw was the
reflection of a very hot chick with sexy red hair, all dressed in red.
Red ankle strapped heels, shiny nude stockings, the red satin like
dress, red and gold chandelier earrings, bright red lips, and eyelids to
complete his 'look.'
"Red makes you so hot!"
"And sexy too!" added Marcie. "The way you shine like that, even I think
you?re adorable! I love it."
His mother said it like she meant it and caused him to turn and face
her.
"You let them do this to me!" She looked at her son and smiled, then
went over to him. She looked at his now swollen breasts that seemed to
strain against the low swept neckline, and a hem line that left his legs
bare almost 5 inches above his knees.
"This dress might cover you from boobs to hem Jeffrey, but it cannot
cover the shame we felt when we heard that you ripped Jill's blouse
off." He peered at his reflection, while ten sparkling red nails tried
to pull the short dress down. "This is your punishment Jeffrey, and it
will last a week, so you might as well get used to it." His fathers
voice cut through the fog of his resentment and he hung his head in
shame.
"This corset's got you down to a twenty four inch waist, your boobs are
maybe a 'B' cup."
"That sounds right, maybe B+!" I had to add my two cents, just to
aggravate him some more. "I just love the way your new boobs move
around, and they way they poke your nipples against your dress!" Janet
was enjoying this a whole lot!
At 7, his mother handed him a purse and a bag filled with his school
books. "Before you go dear, I think that you should have a name that
matches how you look. I think we should call you Angel." She looked at
us, and asked us we agreed, which of course, we did!
"Let's go Angel!"
I was on one side of him and Michelle on the other, with Heather and
Janet in front and Marcie behind with Kelly as we began to walk to
school. He was in agony not because the shoes did not fit, but because
he knew that he was going to be teased and ribbed about the way he
looked for an entire week. He pouted, begged, and almost cried a few
times, but we led him up too, and then into, the school. As soon as he
was at his locker, we abandoned him. From a distance we watched as he
quickly became the object of a lot of jokes. Some of the boys ran their
hands on his bottom, some asked him if those were his own boobs, but
mostly, he teetered to each class, embarrassed as he could be.
Of course, Kelly and I understood him better than he thought. We would
also be the object of derision if anyone found out about us. I felt bad
for Jeff, but only a little. I had managed to face myself and admit that
I wanted to become a girl, and had my dream come true. Assault was not
on my list of acceptable things a girl had to tolerate, so Jeff was
being taught a lesson.
The six of us became the heroes to a lot of the girls that had been
mistreated by their boyfriends, or just the boys in general, and a lot
of the boys became afraid to tease us girls because they were afraid
they might end up like Jeff. Of course we spread the word that his new
name was Angel, and by the end of the day, everyone called him that,
including the teachers! Janet and I watched as he began his trek home
that day after school, and caught up with him.
"Your mother has your clothes for tomorrow Angel, be sure that you wear
them!" It was a warning, and we saw the fear in his eyes as we left him
standing there.
After that first day we let him wear more normal clothes, but nothing
that wasn't at least mid thigh at the hem. On the second day he wore my
short red pleated skirt with a white top and black heels with thin white
socks. After that, it was a green shirtwaist dress of Marcie's, then a
short leather mini with a camisole top under a red bolero jacket. On
Friday, he showed up in a pink and white dress that made him look like a
little girl! He even wore ruffled panties! His lipstick was a soft pink,
and his shoes were pink heels with the white socks again. On Saturdays
we usually had a dance at the school, and like he had been told, he had
to attend. We had selected a dress for him to wear but his mother called
and told my mother that she had an outfit for him and she would make
sure he was at the dance. Bill called and asked me to go with him, and
since Greg had not yet asked me, I said yes.
I wanted to excite Bill, and I used every bit of my acquired skills as I
got dressed. I started with a bubblebath, then after I dried off, a
complete dusting with powder that smelled like my perfume. Now that my
own breasts had grown to an 'A' cup, I no longer had to pad them, but I
decided to wear my pink corselet, and when I laced it up I had a smaller
waist and my boobs were now swelling to a full 'B' cup! Smiling, I
slipped on the pink panties and after I set the garters under them, I
rolled on my sheer, nude hose and fastened them. Sitting at my vanity I
very carefully did my makeup. I used the least amount of foundation I
could, then the powder. On my eyes I used a soft rose with a pink and
silver for contrast, blended it with my finger, and added deep black
eyeliner, outlining the eyes with a black pencil. A deep coral blusher,
drawn out with a sponge, then a light sprinkle of silver dust on my
cheeks.
The dress I had chosen was a black sheath with a square cut neckline and
was 3 inches above my knees. The straps were about an inch wide and the
back plunged to just above my corselet. I fastened black and gold
earrings to my lobes and they hung down at least two inches. Around my
neck I had a choker style necklace with a single black stone wrapped in
gold, with some very small rhinestones around it, that sat in the cleft
of my throat. My gold watch and my only ring, a gift from dad, I wore on
my right hand. I spritzed myself with my perfume, and added red lipstick
to complete my look. I stepped into my black heels and grabbed my purse
and went down to the familyroom to wait for Bill.
Dad took one look at me and asked, "Hunting?"
Before I could answer, mom said, "More likely the hunt is over and its
capture time!"
I had to smile. She was right of course, mom seem to have a sixth sense
about these things! Mom and I had talk many times about my sexuality,
and she knew that I could have sex, even if it was with a fake vagina.
She surprised me by not telling me to be good. Rather, she told me to
have a nice time, and not hurt him! Dad didn't understand what was going
on, but I did. Before I could think of anything to say Bill arrived. He
took one look at me and I knew he was mine for as long as I wanted him.
He stuttered, and mumbled a lot. We left for the dance as mom started to
tell dad what was going on. His face was turning red as we walked out of
the door.
"You look...fantastic Jill!"
"Why thank you sir!" I snuggled over next to him and let him drive while
I rested my hand on his leg. A few times he tried to put his hand on my
leg but I told him to just drive.
"You girls really did a job on Jeff! He's the laughing stock of the
school now!"
"Yes, but he did look kinda cute don't you think?" Bill just nodded his
head yes.
"I hear that his mother has bought him a dress just for tonight, and has
coerced Mike to be his date for the night." I was shocked at that news,
but we all saw that after two days dressed as a girl, Jeff had begun to
relax, and most of the kids left him alone.
"If he shows up with a date, then everyone will think that..."
I nodded my head and did not say a word. We walked into the gym and met
Janet and Brent. I saw Michelle with Dave, and Kelly with Brian. We sat
at a table and Bill and Brent went to get us a drink.
"Did you hear about Angel and Mike?"
"I wonder how Angel's mother managed that!" Just then we saw Angel and
Mike walk in.
I was in so much shock that I could hardly speak. Angel looked stunning!
Her hair was well done in a French braid, her makeup was perfect, and
her dress! It was a peach cocktail dress that was cut in a deep Vee in
the front and held together with a thin peach mesh. The back went almost
to her waist while the hem was mid thigh, and she wore peach colored
shoes. On her ears were rhinestone earrings to match her choker necklace
and bracelet. Angel looked ravishing! Without a pause they waked to a
table and sat down.
"Did you see that!?"
"I still don't believe it! She looks absolutely wonderful Jill!" We
watched as Mike attended to her, and she was smiling and relaxed. Bill
and Brent came back, almost speechless.
"Did you see Angel!"
"Did we! She looks..."
"We get the idea Jill"
As Bill and I danced it was hard not to notice that Angel and Mike were
also dancing, and she was following him move for move, perfectly. But my
attention was on Bill as he held me close to him.
"I want you Jill. I want you to be my girl."
It was what I wanted, and as soon as I said yes, he pulled me closer and
I felt his hand creep down my back, closer to my butt. I had my head on
his shoulder and I held on to him, half afraid that he would say to
himself 'Jill is a boy', but he never did, and I spent a lot of the
evening in his arms. As the dance drew to a close he asked me if I
wanted to stop for a bite and naturally I said yes. We went to Benny's,
a small, but very nice restaurant. He and I were just ordering when Mike
and Angel walked in, arm in arm, and came to our table.
"I was wrong for what I did Jill and I am sorry. But what you did for me
wonderful. I never would have met Mike, and we would never have known
about each other. Thanks!"
"Wait a minute!" Bill said, "What do you mean you and Mike?"
"We're both gay, but now we can express it in a more conventional way
and fit in! Thanks Jill!" We watched them as they sat at another table,
holding hands the whole time!
Later, after we had eaten, we went to Vester Park where he stopped the
car near the lake.
"Jill, I told you that I wanted you and I meant it, but I want you now!"
He kissed me and I let his tongue slide into my mouth, enjoying the
taste of him. He was ready, and I was willing, so it did not take him
long to touch my breast. I felt his hand as he managed to touch my
nipple, and it rose to his touch, hard as a rock. His hand found my
thigh and slowly reached up and into my panties until as last, he
touched me. He had me panting with desire, just like himself. I climbed
in the back seat and he joined me.
I lay back and he pushed me down, then with some help from me, found his
target and entered me. Because of the way my device was made, I could
feel every movement. Quickly, he released and collapsed on top of me. I
moved him off and sat up, wanting more but I was unsure of his ability.
He smiled at me, and we hugged, then he kissed me deeply. We each
managed to get dressed again and he took me home. He gave me his class
ring just before I went in.
I had now completed my mental journey to womanhood. Bill and I had
responded to each other as a male and a female, with no thought except
each other and the pleasure we gave to the other. My friendship with him
had turned to love, and then intimacy. As I undressed that night I
wondered what it would be like to have him undressing me. I short giggle
rose in my throat and I finished undressing. In the privacy of my bath I
cleaned up, using a pad to catch the residue of our sex so I would not
stain the bed. I fell asleep, a contented woman. The next morning mom
woke me and asked me how the dance went.
"Pretty good mom, but you should have seen Angel! She looked wonderful,
and later, at the restaurant, she told Bill and I that she was Gay, and
she and Mike were now a couple!" Mom smiled and asked me how it went
with Bill. "Well, he gave me his ring!"
"No Jill, I mean when you two had sex. How was it?"
She had caught me off guard and I had smiled. "I loved it mom! It was
like nothing I ever knew before!"
"Yes that much is true dear, but I don't want you just giving yourself
to every horny teenage boy you meet."
"Mom! Bill is not just a horny teenage boy..." Then I started to laugh!
"Well, so what if he is? He's my horny teenage boy!" Mom just shook her
head and told me to get dressed.
I finished high school right on schedule the next spring, 12 days after
I turned 18. The doctor didn't need any evaluation since he had been
seeing me once a month for almost 14 months now, and scheduled my
surgery for the next week. Bill was at my side as I was wheeled into the
operating room, and his was the first face I saw when I woke up. I had
completed my sailing trip just fine, and after I had healed up, Bill and
I intended to sail into the future together, as a couple.
Of course, Karen was my Maid of Honor with Kathy, Janet and Kelly as my
Bridesmaids; Bill and I were married in a quiet ceremony, and set sail
on his Fathers boat for the islands where it all started.