Credit here to my friend and fellow author EM Kay (Marina Kelly) who
helped with the story and kept me on the straight and narrow and of
course did all the editing so thanks Marina....
A few days later I picked up my new guitar and it was perfect. Walking
home you couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I locked myself in my
room and spend the rest of the night playing... I loved it, it felt
and played fantastic even without an amp, and that was going to be the
other side of this coin, the money I had been putting aside and saving
for a new guitar could now go towards an amp. Hiding on the school
notice bulletin board, I had noticed and drooled over a VOX AC 30
advertised for sale, because I had been saving for the guitar it had
seemed out of reach but now, it was almost there. I could just about
afford it. When I went for a look the girl selling it obviously knew
very little about it. It belonged to her ex-boyfriend and man was she
pissed at him. The good news for me was I ended up getting it for five
hundred bucks... shit I still had money left over. I was in heaven,
although I knew I was now going to be very unpopular with my
roommates.
Thursday the girls arrived at the studio and I helped them get set up.
I walled off the drum kit using sound deadening boards to get some
isolation and used only a kick drum mic, a snare mic and a pair of
overhead stereo condenser mics.
I mucked around for ages getting the levels right as they warmed up.
By the time they were ready to go I was ready to record.
After four hours of takes and re- takes mic moves and lots of cursing
I was happy we had three useable tracks.
I played them back for the girls and they appeared to be pretty happy
with the results, well all except Mel that is, she seemed despondent.
"Fuck it's still not going to be good enough, there's still that god
damned hole in the sound, can you do something to fatten out the
guitar, make it sound fuller?"
I played around with a few plug-ins, changed the distortion levels,
added delay and a stereo track but in my opinion it just sounded
muddier. Mel agreed. "Shit maybe we do need another player?"
Jasmine nodded. "I agree, Marion we need you to pull on that skirt and
put on your makeup, we need you babe."
Cindy snickered. "Yeah come on dude let's see it, I reckon you would
look hot in a dress."
Mel laughed. "Maybe we should think about including Tamsin and her
keys."
"Oh hell no!" Jas laughed, we aren't that desperate she is stuck in
the seventies."
"If you get her, I'm leaving," Cindy snorted.
"Yeah, yeah I get it, it was just a thought," Mel grumbled.
They left and I spent another hour mixing down the tracks. As I did I
couldn't help but nod my head, Mel was right, there is a huge hole in
their sound where the second guitar or a soloist of some kind needed
to be, and harmony's they needed vocal harmony. Mel has a wonderful
voice but it is limited, she needed help and Jas seemed so reluctant.
I decided just for my own benefit to over dub the tracks adding me
playing guitar and a harmony vocal track over the top. I saved them
separately as my own recordings. By the time I got back home it was
late and I was surprised to find Jas sitting on my doorstep. "Hey
Marion," she greeted jumping up with a big smile.
"Hey indeed, what are you doing here?"
"I want to talk to you."
"Well why didn't you wait inside?"
She smirked wickedly. "Your roommates are dicks."
I nodded in agreement. As we walked in, I saw the looks of jealousy on
their faces as I led her into my room.
"Okay Jas what's up?"
"Don't be mad, but I spoke to Molly, she really misses you by the way.
Anyway, she said April and her were telling the truth and you do still
dress up, is that right?...... Look babe you don't have to be
embarrassed, I am not judging you I'm not here to make fun of you. I
am just thinking about what's best for the band."
I flopped down on the bed sitting staring at her. "Not here to
embarrass me... Yeah right... Jeez don't you get it I am already
embarrassed just talking about it?"
She smiled coquettishly. "So it's true! I am not here to embarrass you
or laugh at you I just can't help but think if you do like to dress up
maybe we could make it work... you know for the band."
Feeling embarrassed and a little humiliated I admitted, "Yeah.....
Okay when I was a kid I used to dress, but it's in the past, I don't
do it anymore!"
"Marion I'm serious, we could really use you in the band and if you
did dress up we could keep our all girl status that Mel is so worried
about."
"Jas I am uncomfortable even talking about this, I have never been
comfortable with it and I certainly aren't prepared to do it in
public."
"So what... you only dress in private, here in your room?"
"Yep that's pretty much it, sorry Jas but it's a no from me."
She sighed. "Oh well, I just hoped it might work I would love to hear
what it sounds like with you in the mix."
I handed her my phone. "Now that I can do...here have a listen to
track one and then track two."
She played track one which was just them. She smiled as she listened.
"Oh wow you did a good job, I reckon that guitar was money well
spent."
Then she selected track two which was the one with me over dubbed onto
their track and the moment she heard it her eyes bulged. "Oh my god
yes, that it that's what I meant." She put the phone down. "Oh honey
we need you."
We sat on the bed side by side and she grabbed my hand. "Oh please,
please, please tell me you'll do it?"
"Jas I only ever dressed in private, never in public, people will
laugh and nobody would believe I am a girl, just a guy in a dress. I'm
not prepared to become a laughing stock."
She stood up. "Let me see, right here right now, I promise it will be
our secret and I won't tell a soul."
Sorry Jas, but no... I am embarrassed just talking about it," As she
was getting ready to leave, the disappointment evident on her face, I
rasped, "Remember this is our secret Jas, you promised."
She nodded ruefully. "Yeah, yeah it's our secret."
That night my dreams were full of what it would be like to play on
stage with the lips. I could picture it, Christ I could almost taste
and smell it the spilt beer, the cigarette smoke. There was no sleep
for me it was one of my biggest fantasies and it was right there
reaching out for me.
The next few days I was a wreck I couldn't sleep the moment my eyes
closed my mind was full of those visions it was impossible to hold
back and I started to think... Could I do it? could I walk out onto
that stage and fool everybody?
The next day when I got home, surprise, surprise Jas was waiting for
me again. When we walked through the living room I got the thumbs up
from the flat mates. Safely locked in my room I asked, "Okay Jas, what
do you want this time?"
"I want to see the other you, the one you are so embarrassed about,
the one you hide away."
I shook my head. "No Jas I said no and I meant it."
"Please just let me see, let me make up my own mind."
"Why can't you understand it's not yours to make, it's my life we are
talking about here.
She brought her hands together as if praying. "Please, please
please......"
We argued back and forth for ages and in the end she wore me down I
was sick of the argument and like a wet napkin I folded. "Go for a
walk and come back in an hour, and I will try."
"No way babes, I want to watch, I have never seen this before and I
want to see."
I sat down at the dresser and started with my makeup. I went through
the whole routine until I was sitting before her in full make up. I
expected her to laugh but she sat there mouth gaping like a drowning
guppy. "Holy shit... Marion you look... you look... incredible. Let's
get a dress on you."
I donned my corset and clipped it up as tight as I could, then the
little bra and the first thing I found was a red velvet dress. As soon
as I finished Jas shook her head. "Un fucking believable...babe you
look prettier than me. God damn it's just not right."
I laughed shyly. "Don't be ridiculous you are gorgeous, so damn
pretty."
She smirked. "Thanks, sexy, that's a compliment and a half coming from
a babe like you."
As she spun me around she chirped, "This could work it really could,
with some sexy stage costumes we could go all 'Joan Jet' or 'the
slits' maybe even 'Soiuxsie and the Banshees' really sex it up."
I flopped back on the bed. "No I couldn't do it, I have always
struggled with stage fright, standing up there in drag wouldn't help
one little bit, then there would be people laughing at me dressed up,
no I would just freak out..."
Shaking her head violently she said, "Nobody would know, honestly we
will think of a sexy name for you, no one would recognize you." She
grabbed my head between her hands and kissed me on the lips. Taken by
surprise I recoiled but she held me tight and as the kiss continued,
she slid her tongue into my mouth sexily snaking across my own and a
contented little purr escaped her pretty mouth. "Oh yeah this is going
to work great."
I went to kiss her again but she put her hand up in my face. "No not
until you talk to Molly! She's hurting big time. Fix things with her
and then maybe.... Just maybe I have never been with a guy before. But
then again you aren't really a guy are you?"
"I don't want to talk to Molly, I told her if she slept with April, we
were over."
"Babe I don't mean you have to get back with her but you have to talk
to her she is hurting, she misses you and now I know why."
When I didn't answer she pouted. "Please just talk to her make things
right."
"Yeah Okay but she hurt me as well you know."
"Babe she hurts everybody she's a bitch."
"Then why do you care?"
"Because I love her... She is my friend and I know she is hard work
but I have never seen her get cut up like this, she likes you a lot."
"Yeah well she has a weird way of showing it."
"That's just her, she is a free spirit."
After Jasmine left I sat down in front of the mirror staring at my
image, why was this so hard, the world just isn't fair. I did my usual
thing all the usual soul searching before I realized I couldn't hide
from Molly forever at some point I was going to have to talk to her.
Yeah I was going to have to call her. I didn't know what to expect,
but what I wasn't expecting was the cold shoulder she gave me. "Yeah
what do you want?" she growled after many rings.
"Hi Molly, I thought we should talk."
"Talk... What do you want to talk about? You haven't even bothered to
call so why now?"
"I wanted to see if you were alright."
"Well I'm not my boyfriend dumped me and cut me out of his life so no
I'm not alright."
"Well maybe if you hadn't fucked his sister he would still be talking
to you!"
"I told you I was going to see her, you had your chance to say
something but you had a stupid little tantrum and stormed off in a
petulant sulk."
"I wasn't staying there to be humiliated by my sister and girlfriend."
"Humiliated my ass, what was there to be embarrassed about. She made a
great suggestion."
"She should have asked me in private before blurting out my private
life in front of my friends, I didn't want anyone else finding out and
you know that, you know how I feel. How would you feel if I told all
the guys at work you are lesbian?"
She laughed loudly. "Jesus you are a dummy, I bet most of them have
figured it out already, if you told them I would just say yep, that's
me I love eating at the Y."
Astounded by her openness I mumbled, "Yeah well I don't feel like that
it was supposed to be a secret damn it."
"Oh don't be such a fucking sissy so now the girls know, big deal, who
cares ... You know what happened after you ran off in a snit? After
you left Mel asked if it was true, because she was interested."
"Yeah she told me."
"What... when?"
"I am recording a demo album for them."
Sounding impressed she whispered, "Shit that's great, I am pleased you
guys are working together. Well what did you say?"
"I told her that April was lying, just like you."
"Dumbass, she knows I don't lie.... Mel was excited she knows you
would be a real asset in that band, she thinks you could take them to
the next level."
"All I have been doing is recording their new demo, and she told me
they were planning to get another member."
"Well? Is it going to be you? Are you going to do it?"
"Molly I struggle with my self-confidence, shit I am embarrassed to
dress in front of you how the hell do you think I could I do it in
front of a room full of people?"
Her voice throughout the conversation had been slowly losing its
confrontational edge and now she purred, "Duke babe the beauty is
nobody would know... believe me you would be just another girl in an
all-girl band. You just need to be brave, if you can win Mel over you
can convince anyone, Jasmine thinks you're the best damn thing to come
out of Dodge."
I chuckled. "Yeah she seems nice."
"Nice..... Hmmm Okay buddy what's going on, C'mon spill hot shot."
"Nothing happened, she helped me find a new guitar, that's all she is
just nice."
The conversation was broken by a very pregnant drawn out pause. "Did
you kiss?"
Reluctantly I muttered, "Yes, but it was just a friendly kiss, not
sexual."
"Jeez Louise you are a real chick magnet aren't yah," she laughed.
"Duke can we get together and talk, I know you didn't want me to hook
up with April but hon she is such a sweetie."
"Molly I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering who my
girlfriend is sleeping with behind my back."
"Honey, I like you a lot... but the rest of our lives.... Wow that's a
commitment. All I want is for us to find out who we really are and
enjoy each other's company make the most out of life and at the moment
I don't think you are being honest with yourself."
"Molly I thought you liked me I thought we had something special."
"Babe we do... we really do it's just that I have never wanted to
limit anything. April is a gorgeous sexy chick and she loves you so
much she just blurts stuff out without thinking. She doesn't see your
dressing as a problem so she isn't embarrassed by it and she doesn't
think you should be either."
"Yeah well ask her why she hasn't told Mom she's a lesbian? Why is it
alright for her to be embarrassed and worried but not me?"
She sighed deeply and I heard her gears grinding. "Can I come around
my phone is going to die? Please Duke I want to see you."
I said yeah without really thinking, she had already hung up when I
realised I was still in drag. By the time she arrived I had touched up
my makeup and pulled on my stockings and fixed my hair into a tight
bun the way I liked exposing my neck with just a few long strands
falling to frame my face. I smiled as I looked at my reflection, I
liked it, the fuchsia lipstick set off the light silver colors I had
used for eyeshadow.
Molly came charging in like she always did, I heard her in the lounge
talking to the guys. I guess she was expecting me to go out but
eventually she knocked on the door and I cracked open the door just
enough to let her squeeze in, the moment of realization illuminated
her face like a Macey's neon sale sign.
She grabbed me like a bull on steroids her lips crashing into mine in
what was a scintillating kiss. "I'm assuming this was for me and not
the boys out there."
I laughed. "Well it definitely wasn't for them."
She kissed me again and this time I didn't fight I had an erection
that was taking up way too much space in the little panties I was
wearing. After our lips slipped stickily apart, she kissed my neck
biting and nuzzling. "So, if it wasn't for them and I sense maybe not
for me, then who?"
I giggled girlishly. "Jas stopped by and she wanted to see me."
"Jas huh, so now it's Jas, well what a little slut and you kissed, so
who was seducing who?"
"There was no seduction, she was here as a friend and it was her idea
that I call you."
Her eager teeth kept nibbling away at my neck inhaling my perfume. I
took great pleasure in reciprocating pushing aside her t-shirt as my
lips left sticky little stains on her exposed flesh emboldened, I
opened my mouth and sucked on her neck like a feeding vampire. "Ooooh
fuck yes," she moaned her voice wavering.
Her hand quickly found its way up under my velvet dress, up along my
stockings until her fingers were tracing over my naked thighs, up
until her hand cradled my pulsating throbbing cock in its little
silken purse.
"So, what did little miss Jas think of Marion did she like what she
saw?"
With all the blood rushing to other parts of my body I whimpered
softly, "She seemed to, she said nice things."
"And let's not forget she kissed you as well didn't she."
"Yes......" I breathed against her neck admiring the huge hickey I had
left behind.
"Was there tongue in this sexy kiss?"
"Yes....."
She squeezed my throbbing boner. "And did you get this for her..... Or
is it just for me?"
I shivered unwittingly. "Just for you."
She laughed almost maniacally. "Don't bullshit me, but don't worry
babe I am not upset. Let me tell you if she kissed me I would have a
hard on all day, she is just gorgeous, I'm jealous."
Her hand softened its grip on my erection and returned to a caress
through the thin silk. Her other hand busily slid the dress down over
my shoulders, her wet sticky lips attacking every exposed new bit of
flesh. Soon her lips were sucking wantonly on my nipples sucking them
deep into her mouth, biting and kissing, pinching and twisting. Fuck I
was lost in pleasure my nipple poking out sharply red and swollen.
Molly released me but only for an instant before literally ripped my
clothes off leaving only my stay up stockings on and she knelt before
me my throbbing erection poking her in the face. "Do you want me to
suck it babe," Her lips gently caressing it as it bobbed up and down
in front of her.
"Yes."
Her mouth opened and accepted just the head into her pursed sexy lips,
her fingernails tickling my tight thumping balls. Her tongue swirled
across the head as she held it gently in her mouth. "Hhhhmmmmm she
moaned around the head as she slowly sucked it in, then spat it out,
in and out, in and out like warm oil sliding over metal.
"Are you thinking about Jas, do you wish this was her?"
"no..... I love you, I want you."
She giggled. "Right answer babe," Her mouth opened and she sucked me
deep into her wet mouth. "Oooh fuck," I whimpered lost in the moment
her hot mouth bobbing up and down my shaft.
She stood slowly her body sliding inexorably up mine and her lips
locked back onto mine as her hands stripped off her own clothes. We
fell back on the bed and her body wrapped around mine, I was trapped
by her arms and legs as they held me tightly between her legs. Her
crotch wriggling and writhing as she tried to get my cock into her
engorged beaver.
God it was torture her hot juicy slit sliding over my boner and I
tried to help to get it in as she slid up and down it her lips sucking
my tongue out of my mouth then suddenly I was inside her and she was
hot, like being dipped in boiling oil hot. I couldn't hold back, I
didn't care about her pleasure I pumped and thrust my aching straining
dick deep into her our ears assaulted by the squelching squishy sounds
of her sex giving up to me her body.
It was short and animalistic my urges taking us on a frantic ride to
an explosive explosion of bodily fluids.
Afterwards we lay together her head on my shoulder our makeup smudged
and smeared across our flesh. "Babe I am sorry about April but I like
her and if you let it evolve, we can all be happy. I'm not running off
with her, we only see each other occasionally anyway and it is purely
sexual. You might not believe me and it is hard for me to say but I
love you."
Hearing her say those words eased the stabbing pain of her admission
about April. "I love you to Molly which is why I want you all to
myself."
"Duke babe I am not like that, I have feelings for you that I am only
just starting to understand and yes I think it is love and I have
never said that to anyone."
"Well if you love me why do you want to sleep with her?"
"Because I see sex and love differently, when I see you my heart beats
faster and I want to hold you. When I see her my pussy gets tingly and
moist. That's the difference. I am happy to share your body, if you
and Jas get it on I won't be angry, jealous or envious maybe but not
angry. Sex is just sex."
"So if we are to be together I am expected to accept you sleeping with
my sister?"
"Not just your sister, if I get lucky it might be me who gets Jas, I
am attracted to her, she has always been friendly but I never got any
indication she wants me. If I do I will rock her world."
As we lay there my mind filled with so many conflicting emotions,
nothing made sense, this was a new world opening up to me.
"So if Jas and I slept together you wouldn't be angry?"
"Babe all I ask is there are no secrets, I have been honest with you.
The one promise I make is I will not cheat and there will be no guys,
you are my guy." She giggled. "And now my girl as well, maybe we could
share Jas."
My cock jumped in her hand. "What?"
She laughed loudly as she saw my shocked expression. "Well would that
be so bad?" Two hot chicks sharing your gorgeous little bod...."
Molly slept in my bed, in my arms and when we woke in the morning, she
kissed me. "Right no more procrastination, are you doing it or not?
Are you going to be the Lips new member?"
"I don't know Moll's I don't think I can ever do that walk around in
public."
"When are you seeing them next?"
"I have another session in the studio booked for Wednesday night."
"Have they all heard the versions with your guitar and vocals?"
Shaking my head I mumbled, "No, I only played that for Jas."
"Does she have a copy?"
I nodded. "Yes, I gave her a copy."
She nodded smiling. "Then by tomorrow they will have all heard it,
babe that's a good thing, if they had any doubts this will have blown
them out of the water."
"Do you think? I am not so sure."
Babe trust me they are going to love it and when they see you they
will all have stiffy's for your hot little bod. We just need to find
you a costume.... Leave that with me."
The word costume caused my heart to skip a beat and suddenly my body
was alive with expectations and images.
Molly accepted that it was her mission to reignite our relationship
and over the next couple of days she did just that. The sex was
explosive but warm and loving and she made me dress up every night
helping me with makeup and styles. It was like my childhood and
playing with my sisters only now I was Molly's Barbie doll and she
seemed to love it.
As Wednesday night came round Moll's asked if she could come into the
studio and I agreed.
By the time the band arrived Molls and I were already there getting
set up. I was giving her a hard lesson on being a roadie.
There were kisses all around but Mel seemed very deep in thought. We
got the gear sorted and were just sitting back chilling with some
beers when she blurted out, "Jas played us your version of our songs.
Can we listen to them through the monitors?"
Embarrassed I got up and selected the tracks and played them at volume
through the studio monitors. The smiles were infectious, Jas jumped up
and grabbed Moll's hand dragging her up to dance and they bounced and
twirled together in their own rendition of a wild rain dance.
After the tracks ended Mel nodded. "Yeah well, I guess that's settled,
they sound great, but the question now is how do we make this work?"
Jas was just about to say something when Molly interrupted, "Girls and
that goes for all of you Marion is a crossdresser or transvestite I
don't know the terminology but he loves to dress as a girl and I think
Jas can confirm he looks pretty good, I think he looks hot but he is
nervous and shy about it so we need to be careful."
Her words made me cringe and I am sure I was blushing.
Transvestite.... Jeez is that what I am... Holy fuck.
Jas nodded smiling warmly. "Oh she looks great alright and with the
right costumes would fit right in."
Mel stared at me. "So are you in or out, don't fuck us around, we will
have to change our application to be a four piece."
It was all moving so quickly. "Couldn't we do it with me as I am?
There are plenty of female bands with male members."
Mel became agitated. "We have gone over this time and time again. We
want to be an all-girl band that's who we are, that's our identity if
you don't like that then stop wasting our time."
Molly jumped in before I could say anything. "He is interested, he is
just shy. You have heard the songs, you guys are great you know how
much I love your music, but you heard what Marion adds, now he takes
you to a whole different level just give him time."
Jas grabbed my hand. "Don't worry babe we will be gentle, at first
anyway."
Molly glared at me to say something, imploring, silently pleading.
In the end I broke the deadlock. "Okay, okay... I'm interested... and
I would love to be part of the band I just don't know about the
dressing, what if people find out we would all become a laughing stock
and your fans would feel cheated that you lied and you know this stuff
always gets out in the end."
Mel stood up and paced around. "You make good sense Marion you're
right. We would be hated just like Milli Vanilli."
Jas sat back down with a sigh. "So what do we do?"
Cindy who had been silent for a long time suggested, "Okay what about
this...we keep working on the demo and we include Marion and while we
are working on the recordings, we can give our dilemma some thought. I
am with Jasmine the songs sound so much better with Marion in." She
glanced across to see Mel wince. "Sorry Mel but it's the truth, you
are a great singer but Marion's guitar playing is awesome...."
Mel shrugged. "Yeah alright let's do the demo and yes Marion we want
you in, we just have to figure it out."
Molly coughed and we all turned to her. "What say you don't say
anything, if Marion dresses up, I promise nobody will know or even
suspect he is anything but a girl, we just don't say anything, we
don't say she's a girl and we don't say she isn't we let them come to
their own conclusions...."
That caused some head nodding and plenty of agreement.
We set up the gear and Jas came over running her hands over my new
guitar. "Looks great, was that what you used on the recordings?"
I nodded. "Uh huh, it sounds amazing, thank you."
That little interaction did not go unnoticed by Molly who smiled as
she watched.
We played a couple of songs with the recording gear switched off and
after we warmed up the girls were all smiling. Mel shook her head in
wonder. "Fucking amazing, I see you in front of me but that voice. OK
how do we do this because I sing differently when you are singing with
me, I want it in not overdubbed later."
I nodded in agreement. "Alright I will set all the levels and give
Moll's a crash course so she can turn down any levels that are cutting
out or peaking."
We blasted into a couple of songs and it took me a few goes before I
had a lead solo that I was happy with but in the end, we got down
another two tracks. One more session and we would have six tracks
which should be plenty for the demo.
As we stood around listening to the tracks and I started to mix it the
girls all broke into happy laughter. I think we were all pleased to
hear the results were good.
"Alright I like it, when do we get to play with the real Marion?"
Asked Mel.
"It would have to be private," I retorted quickly.
"Well our usual rehearsal room is private, what about tomorrow night?
we all get to meet our new band member for real."
I nodded reluctantly. "Yeah OK but if you laugh at me it's all over."
Jas rushed up and gave me a kiss, "I could come and help with your
makeup.
Molly laughed. "Get in line Jas, get in line."
She pouted. "But I want to help."
"You got a stiffy for her have you Jas," Cindy snickered.
She got defensive. "No, I just want to help... You guys aren't going
to believe it, trust me you will not believe your eyes."
That night Molly and I made love, and she was like a wild woman,
attacking me like some kind of possessed demon spawn.
She turned up after work at my place with an armful of bags. "let's
get started."
"Not here," I snapped. "Jeez Louise I ain't walking out of here for
those fucking morons to laugh at me."
Nodding she grumbled, "OK then it will have to be my place there
shouldn't be anyone home so you will be safe."
I nodded and we piled some of my cosmetics into a bag. Just as we were
leaving Jas pulled up in her car. "I figured you would need a hand
with your gear."
Molly nodded. "We were just on our way over to my place so Marion can
get changed."
"Cool jump in," We sped off and the pair of them fell into easy
conversation whereas I sat in the back sweating about what was about
to happen, I was as nervous as hell, my biggest fantasy was also my
biggest fear.
As we all walked into Molly's bedroom I freaked out, overcome by a
deep bout of self-doubt. "No, sorry girls I can't do this, it's too
much."
The pair glanced back and forth before Jas whispered, "C'mon babe, you
are gorgeous, nobody is going to know. Don't spoil it now everybody is
so excited."
I was in the middle of a full blown panic attack, I shook
uncontrollably. "No," I barked, then whispered tearfully, "I'm not
doing it."
They both sat beside me on the bed and wrapped me in hugs. "Babe just
try, let's get all dressed up and if you still feel the same at the
end then we won't do it. C'mon babe we have already seen you there's
nothing to be embarrassed about."
I laid my head on Molly's shoulder. "Yeah OK but if I can't get
comfortable then I'm not doing it."
The both nodded their agreement.
Inside Moll's sat me down at her dresser and said, "Go girl we haven't
got all day."
They both stood watching as I applied my base foundation and
moisturizer. "Wow she has such gorgeous skin," Jas mumbled.
"Yeah I was jealous right from the first time I met her, and she
doesn't really have facial hair, not horrible stubble anyway, that
might change when his balls drop though."
"Ahhhh such a cutie," Jas giggled.
When I was about to put my hair up in a bun the way I liked Moll's
grabbed me. "Not tonight pumpkin, tonight we are going for something
hotter, think Stevie Nick's rock goddess."
She pulled out her hairspray and teased my hair giving it volume and
curl. My hair although long tended to be flat and straight more Joni
Mitchel than Stevie Nicks, but with Jas working the blow dryer and
Moll's working the comb I soon had a smoldering windswept look
suitable for an MTV video.
As I sat staring at my reflection Moll's pulled out a pair of stiletto
heeled knee high black patent leather boots. She handed them to me as
I stared open mouthed. "Try them on," she ordered.
I ran my hands up and down the shiny leather, god they were straight
out of some of my wildest fantasies, it was like she read my mind. I
eagerly pulled them on enjoying not only the look but the feel, they
fit perfectly. "Where the hell did you get these, you can't afford
this?"
She laughed. "I can when I get them from the thrift shop."
"No way...." Jas snapped. "Jeez they look brand new."
As I zipped them up, I was stunned at the fit it was like they were
made for me.
As I stood up, she passed me a tiny little black leather mini skirt
and an old rolling stones T-shirt from their sticky fingers tour. I
wriggled my way into the miniskirt and Molls pulled out a tiny padded
bra which would at least give the hint of boobs.
Jas helped me with the bra taking every opportunity to play with my
nipples until I was totally distracted and moaning lightly. She
slapped my ass as she finished clipping it on. With the bra no sooner
fitted Moll's had the t-shirt up over my arms and she pulled it up
under the bra and tied it in a knot. It showed my entire midriff
exposing my tummy but as she looked on, she shook her head. It was Jas
who found scissors, untied the knot and cut it off all the way around
just below the bra.
They both stood back leaning against each other with big smiles. "The
quintessential rock chick," Moll's stated proudly.
I couldn't help playing with my hair as I posed admiring my
reflection.
"Absolutely perfect," added Jas.
I was doubtful until I stood back peering in her mirror and saw the
whole package. I was stunned, she was right it was the classic rock
chick look from the punk era.
Jas seemed uncomfortable. Molls picked up on it. "What's the matter?"
"I am not going to rehearsal looking second best. I need to find
something sexy to wear."
Moll's laughed. "Show pony." But as she talked, she reached into one
of the bags and pulled out a pair of stretchy shiny latex leggings
with sequins up the sides. "I bought these on impulse but I think they
will be too small for Marion, but they might fit you."
The smile spreading across Jas's face would have lit up a small city.
She quickly stripped off her jeans and wriggled and writhed her way
into the leggings, she ended up rolling around on the bed as she tried
to get them on. What I hadn't noticed because I turned my eyes away
when she stripped was, she was naked, no knickers and her beaver was
bald.... Not a hair to be seen. I didn't mean to but I moaned, "Shit."
Molly noticed and gave me a teasing smile. "Look away you dirty little
perv give the girl some privacy."
I blushed being caught staring but Jas didn't seem to care. Once she
had the leggings on, she quickly stood up admiring the look. "Damn it
they are going to look stupid with my trainers though."
Molly quickly pulled out a pair of silver heels that tied around the
ankles. Her T-shirt she did as Molly had done and tied it just below
her boobs. Molly helped her add extra bright red glossy lipstick and
dark eyeshadow with heavy mascara.
The moment she was done she walked over slipped her arm over my
shoulder and leaned against me. "Whatcha reckon Moll's babe.... Hot or
not?"
She responded by pulling her phone out and snapped off a pile of
photos. "You look hotter than hot, now I am jealous, I feel frumpy
like the ugly sister."
I was about to say something nice but Jas slipped out of my grasp
walked over and kissed her hard on the lips. "Babe you are definitely
not the ugly sister... Far from it, you look good enough to eat."
Molly's smile said it all and she quickly pulled Jas into another dick
enlarging kiss.
As Molly and Jas fixed their makeup I started to freak out, this was
now more than playing around in secret, I was going to have to walk
out into the bright afternoon sun, and people were going to see me,
laugh at me and poke fun at me. I started to back away. "Oh no you
don't Mr. this is happening so toughen up." Molly grabbed my hand.
"Come on let's go."
She threw open the door and we walked out, thankfully nobody was
around and we made it to the car without drama.
Once at the warehouse I quickly plugged my amp in and Moll's passed my
guitar. I set up as nervous and anxious as I had ever been in my life.
Jas went about setting up and was tuning up when Mel walked in. She
stared straight at me her eyes focused and her tongue slithered out
licking her lips. "Jesus Fucking Christ!"
Cindy walked in soon after and she stopped dead in her tracks as she
stared open mouthed at me. "Oh hell no... Jesus Christ... Please tell
me the best looking chick in the band isn't going to be a fucking
guy!"
There was laughter all around but Jas gave her a punch. "To hell with
you bitch... Jeez what about me..."
Cindy grinned. "Sorry babe, no offense.
When Mel walked in she did a double take, staring hungrily at me but
said nothing.
With everything set up it was like all eyes were fastened solely on
me. I had to think all the time, even when doing something as simple
as bending over to plug in a cord I couldn't just bend over I had to
think about it.
Mel brought out the set list and we started. The moment the music
started I was fine, I focused on the music and just let rip. I stepped
straight up to the mic and sung my heart out finding harmonies that
worked with Mel and she sounded better more confident but there was
tension. Jas walked over and stood dancing in front of me as I ripped
a solo out, she swayed and danced our guitars almost touching, god it
was so sexy, even Cindy was into it and her eyes stayed focused on my
ass as I worked it.
I noticed Molly had her phone up the whole time as she filmed the
whole session. It was intense. Afterwards as we were chilling with
some beers Mel asked everyone, "OK what did yah all think?"
Jas jumped in feet and all. "It was awesome, I vote yes." Cindy
nodded. "You look pretty good for a guy, but you sounded great, I vote
yes."
Mel stared at Molly. "I don't know why I am bothering but what do you
think?"
Molly smiled. "I agree with the others it's the best you guys have
ever sounded."
Mel took a second to contemplate before holding out her hand. "Welcome
to the band, but there is a proviso. You never tell anyone you're a
guy, if somebody asks just fend em off as best you can and we will try
to run interference."
I nodded. "Don't worry I won't be saying anything, believe me I don't
want anyone to know either."
"So what are we going to call you, obviously we can't call you Marion
or people from school will eventually click."
Molly said, "Let's call her Mimi."
I nodded remembering Grandma calling me that when I was little, but pa
stopped her saying it was to girly.
As we packed up I realized I was now stuck, how in god's name was I
going to get back in my room when I got home.
Molly laughed. "Dumbass you just strut in walk straight past them and
go into your room. I will be right beside you."
That was alright for her to say but I was going to be the one they
laughed at. As Jas drove and we got closer I got more nervous and Jas
said, "You can stay at my place, it has two bedrooms."
Molly laughed. "If she stays with you the second one won't be needed."
Jas poked her tongue out. "Well you could stay in it."
"What and listen to you two go at it like rabbits! Hell no, no way
Jose."
Jas laughed. "Well what are we doing then?"
"Tell you what, Jas you walk in first I promise there will not be one
single eye on either of us," Molly laughed, you tease the morons and
Mimi and I will slip past."
That's pretty much what happened as Jas walked in the room went
silent, the guys all stared bug eyed as she paraded around in front of
them making sure her gorgeous ass was in their collective faces. Molly
was right we didn't even get a look as we walked past into my bedroom.
By the time Jas was able to get away we were laying on the bed
laughing. Molly muttered, "Fucking morons and they wonder why we
prefer girls, jeez."
She flopped on the bed beside us and it got suddenly very tense. "I
suppose you want to be alone now?" Jas asked sulkily.
Molly laughed. "You can stay babe but you have to know you won't be a
virgin when you leave."
"I haven't been a virgin for a long time."
"Yeah but I mean you are going to have put out for both of us and I
guarantee Mimi is going to want that sweet pussy."
Resting her head on her hand Jas leaned over Molly who was in the
middle and staring me straight in the eye as she coquettishly batted
her fluttering eyes. "Is that right babe do you want my pussy?"
I couldn't answer I just lay there like a dummy. She looked down at
Molly and they both cracked up. Jas kissed us both quickly and then
slipped out the door complaining that she was going to need help
getting out of the leggings.
Molly called after her, "Say the word babe and I will be there."
Jas waved her off flipping her the finger back over her shoulder. "Bye
babe, another day and I will hold you to that."
As we cuddled, I moaned, "Shit if I am going to be doing this
regularly I need to find somewhere else to live. I can't get past
these dicks every time."
"So, get your own place."
I can't afford it, even with what I am earning now I couldn't afford
it by myself."
"Well Jas did say she has a spare room."
"Hell no that's too close to home."
She laughed. "Well if you don't take it I might, Christ she looked
hot, didn't she?"
"Hell yeah, smoking. I don't know how she is going to get out of those
leggings."
"Me either, but god I would love to help, man I am getting wet
thinking about it."
Her hand snaked over my leather skirt to find my budding erection.
"Hmmmm seems like you would as well."
I sighed. "Not while I have you, I need my strength."
"Duke I am not kidding, she likes you and if you want her, I don't
mind I'm not the jealous type, but I would love to join in."
"Holy snappin duck shit bat man."
The next day at school I finished mixing down the tracks and I was
working on a new song of my own when Molly walked in and dropped a
newspaper on the desk beside me. I picked it up and circled in red ink
was an upstairs loft style apartment in the same area of town where
the Lips rehearsed, sort of industrial but with infill housing. I
looked at it and it was perfect but then I looked at the price. "I
can't afford it Moll's, its great but I haven't got that much to
spend."
"What about if I went in with you?"
I just about dropped my guitar. "What... you mean live together....
You really want to."
"Yep I really want to."
We went over after school for a look and it was perfect, it was only
one bedroom but had a huge open space that had the kitchen on the back
wall, the rest was just one big space, so there was plenty of room to
rehearse. It was a done deal, it took another week and hundreds of
emails to sort out the transfer of money but in the end it was done.
Jas helped us move our stuff and we moved in.
I finished the last of the tracks for the demo CD and Mel filled out
the application and sent it away including some video footage that
Molly had taken.
The next week we rehearsed like crazy and it was getting to the stage
I was spending more time dressed as Mimi than I was myself. The girls
insisted that I dress for rehearsal to make sure I was ready for our
first public outing which was going to be at the Bottleneck Saturday
night.
The tension was still evident between Mel and me, Molly reckoned it
was because I was going to take the spotlight off her. She was used to
being the star of the show, she loved the spotlight. I made a mental
note to stay out of the way so everybody still focused on her.
The night of the gig I was so nervous. Moll's helped me with my hair
and makeup and made me wear the leather mini although she also made me
wear my corset to define my shape, so at least I didn't have to wear
the cut off belly displaying T-shirt. Instead she found me a lace
trimmed black top that hid the padded bra but still fitted the rock
chick persona she wanted. It took hours to get it right and then more
time for Moll's to push me out the door. Jas was downstairs tooting
frantically on the horn as we were now late. As we loaded the gear Jas
groaned, "Where the fuck were you two, Jesus we are going to be late
and Mel will kill us."
"Sorry," Moll's muttered, "But bozo here was having a nervous meltdown
of her own I needed a giant bull dozer to push her out the door."
Jas gave me a sympathetic smile. "Relax babe you are going to kill
it."
The moment of truth arrived and we pulled up at the service door at
the side of the Bottleneck, Jas and Molls jumped out and started
unloading gear but I was frozen sitting in the back seat seemingly
glued to the vinyl.
Moll's opened the door. "C'mon superstar the show must go on." She
pulled me out but my heart was pounding and I wondered if this was
what a heart attack felt like. I lifted out my amp, the heavy bastard
thing, shit it is incredibly hard to carry gear wearing stiletto
heels. We walked in and the bar staff were setting up tables and
sweeping the place was abuzz with activity. Mel already had some music
playing over the PA as she set up her gear. When she saw us she
bellowed, "About fucking time, where the fuck have you bitches been."
Jas gave her a weak apology before I yelled out, "It was my fault I
wasn't ready."
She glared angrily at me. "Well you better fucking get ready, you let
us down tonight and it's fucking over got it."
I nodded. "Yeah I understand," Jeez she could be such a hard ass.
As I started setting up the crowd started drifting in and grabbing the
best tables. The room filled with laughter and chatter as it always
did. I tried to ignore the stares but seeing as how the band was
trying out a new guitar player the word had spread quickly amongst
their fans and they were already dissecting my look. There was plenty
of finger pointing and remarks said loud enough for me to hear. I
tried to appear confident and ready but inside my gut was tied in
knots strangled even more by the tightly laced corset.
I plugged in my pedals and slung on my guitar and started tuning up.
As I looked up the crowd had swelled dramatically and the place was
filling quickly. There was a big group standing right in front of me
and their eyes never wavered. They yelled out, "What's your name
sweetie?"
Mel barked back, "This is Mimi she's our new guitarist."
I switched the amp on and let it warm up. The only way I was going to
get through this was to play. I turned the amp up to about six and hit
a big fat power chord and the place reverberated. All the talking
seemed to stop and all eyes were on me. As I hit another chord there
was some cheering, to get my fingers working I powered into some
scales and blues riffs just to get them moving. Cindy having finished
her set up must have noticed how nervous I was, so she gave me a big
smile and powered into a driving beat shaking her head encouraging me
to play along with her. I managed to find a riff that fitted... Jas
asked for a key I hadn't considered her when I started the riff. C
sharp minor she frowned but found something that fitted. Soon the room
was full of music and it was loud even before Mel joined in as we
powered through a warm up.
We were interrupted by the sound engineer who started setting up mics
and then got us to go through sound check properly.
By the end of sound check my nerves had abated and I could look out
over the crowd. Jesus it was only eight thirty and the place was
overflowing. Moll's was with the sound guy at his desk listening but
noticed also she was scanning the room continuously. The band came
together and Mel handed over the set list and I noticed she had
included three of my songs in the second set.
My nerves came flooding back, my first time on stage in front of a
huge crowd and my first time out in drag. A barman delivered us a tray
of drinks and we toasted and skulled them. It helped but the next
round did the trick
Mel had chosen a fast song with a powerful driving beat and that's how
it started. Cindy playing only drums as Mel hummed a long note over
the mic, then Jas stated playing not a rhythm as such just a held note
and the sound guy brought the sound levels up And then we all came in
together me with a solo playing behind the vocal line until the chorus
and I joined the vocals and as I did the crowd erupted it was
cacophonous.
That fueled the fire and I lost my nerves and really let the vocals
build. The crowd was a sea of heaving jumping dancing sweating
humanity I had never felt anything like it, maybe my first fuck but my
blood was pumping. Jas came over and danced in front of me pushing
right up close singing in my face our strings nearly touching, I had
never danced while playing but her head swinging wildly right in front
of me and her bright bubbly mood got me going and I danced along with
her swinging my head from side to side lost in the song. That sent the
crowd over the top into wild cheering.
Mel was fierce... driven... Powerful I think more by her need to be
the boss, the lead character in a Shakespearian drama I had never seen
her be so aggressive she strutted and the next time Jas came over to
dance with me Mel joined as well and that drove the crowd even wilder.
During our last song of the set I was brought out of my euphoria I was
singing loudly my face screwed up stretching for the high notes but as
I stared down into the mosh pit and there was Moll's dancing wildly
with April.... I was hoping this night would be our celebration and I
was looking forward to finishing it off with Moll's but now April was
here that opportunity was rapidly vaporizing in front of me.
At the end of the set we were swamped with fans wanting to talk and
find out more about me, we had to fight our way into the green room.
Mel was on a different planet. "God damn, what a crowd I have never
seen em go off like that before, holy shit... man there's not even
standing room out there I have never seen a crowd like that."
Jas seemed even more jubilant as she cracked open beers and handed
them around. "Oh my god, I have dreamed about a night like that...
Motherfucker what a set, Mimi you were awesome," Cindy clinked her
bottle against mine, "Yeah girl you were on it."
Mel nodded. "Yep they ain't wrong sister, god almighty I'm still
buzzing."
I leaned back against the wall sucking in oxygen as deeply as
possible. What a feeling, jeez I had never felt anything like it, the
whole crowd screaming at us and I could feel the desire, I saw it in
their eyes I felt it in the air it was so exhilarating. All those
people cheering me on... wow! Marion was just a guy but up there on
stage as Mimi I was a star... It was a feeling I came to crave.
There was a banging on the door and Moll's came running in with April
right on her ass. She jumped into my arms kissing me wildly. "Oh my
god babe you were amazing."
When she let go April gave me a big hug. "I was out there but I still
don't believe it was really you, god you look hot, if you weren't my
brother, I would be banging you in the alley."
"Whoa steady on girl," Moll's laughed. "She's still my boyfriend."
Jas laughed. "She doesn't look like no boyfriend to me...."
April kissed me. "I mean it little bro, you were great up there,
really good."
I kissed her cheek. "Thanks sis that means a lot."
The sound guy poked his head in. "Hurry up or we are going to get
lynched out here."
After he was gone Mel pulled us all into a huddle. "Let's rock
sisters, give em hell."
I held the huddle. "Maybe we should drop my songs and stick with your
material, the crowd is really digging it."
"No way Jose, we are doing them, sooner or later we have to find out
if they're any good."
April and Moll's gave us all kisses as we walked out, but the one
Molly shared with Jas went on and on.
The place erupted again as we got on stage, we started with some old
Lips favorites before slipping into my songs, I was expecting the
crowd to go silent when we started mine but if anything it got louder
and watching Molly dancing her ass of right down in front of me really
got my blood moving even if she was dancing with April.
Jas took the opportunity to get in my face and she went wild her
blonde hair flying wildly under the strobe singing the lyrics like
they were hers. It was an amazing moment. At the end of the song Mel
thrust her arms in the air and hushed the crowd. "Guys it's time for
yawl to meet our newest member." She pointed to me. "Meet Mimi and
that song was one of hers, so Whatcha reckon should we keep her?"
They erupted in a cacophony of noisy clapping and stomping. Mel walked
over and hugged me. "Looks like you're in, there's no escape now."
We finished off the set and it went off, at the end we were swamped
and there were girls all over me wanting to introduce themselves and
wanting to get to know me. Mel was flat out selling copies of the new
demo and T-shirts. As the place wound down and we were kicking back
chilling the bar manager walked in with more drinks and handed over a
cheque to Mel. "We want you back next Saturday if you are available?"
Mel nodded. "Yeah but we need to talk about our fee, we have a new
member now."
He waved his hand. "Yeah I got that, check out the cheque we included
another two hundred, if that covers it."
Mel looked at all of us. "That's OK for tonight but next week if we
get the same crowd it has to be another hundred on top."
He nodded. "If you pull another crowd like this one there might be a
bonus in it as well."
He disappeared and Jas and Cindy went nuts with the extra two hundred
we ended up with $250 each.
As we were packing up it was obvious that Molly had gone off with
April and this time somehow it didn't hurt as much, I was on such a
high that nothing could kill my buzz.
Jas wandered over staring around. "Where's Moll's?"
"I don't know, guess she went with April, I don't know."
Jas gave me a lift home and as we sat outside her hand fell on my
knee. "It will be OK babes, Molly is a free spirit but she loves you,
never forget that she will always come back."
As I was carrying the gear up to the apartment Jas asked, "Can I come
up for a drink? I kept all the extra's the barman gave us."
I smiled. "Yeah come on up, I would love some company."
We didn't have much furniture; we just used a pile of cushions in lieu
of a sofa. We flopped down in them with the beers beside us. Now I was
not a drinker and tonight I had already drunk more than I ever had.
Jas flopped into my arms her head on my shoulder as we drank our
beers. She laughed. "Cindy would be so jealous right now."
"Why, does she have a thing for you?" I asked.
"No dick wad she has the hots for you, man her eyes were on your ass
the whole night."
I laughed. "Bullshit, if she was watching anybody it would've been
your cute ass."
She kissed me on the cheek. "Well fancy that, you think I have a cute
ass huh?"
"Hell girl you are gorgeous and you know it," The booze was making me
brave.
We finished our beers and she opened another and as she handed me mine
she kissed me, nothing deep just a gentle meeting of the lips we
finished our beers and she nestled into my arms, her hand running
sexily up and down my leg strumming my thighs with gentle caresses.
Her lips nibbled at my ear lobe and then to my neck and then up my
cheeks until our mouths were locked together in a passion laden spine
twisting kiss.
Her hand which had been moving slowly and gently was now insistent and
had moved to the naked flesh above my stockings, higher until her hand
slid across my overflowing panties. Molly had brought a new pair of
French cut pink satin panties for me and they were currently bursting
filled with an erection that wanted to get out.
"God that feels so weird, I have never been with a boy, never even
played with one of these. I don't know what to do."
I moved her hand. "You don't have to do anything you don't want, let's
just pretend I am a girl."
"Well then if you're a girl I am going to fuck you."
She rolled me onto my back and her legs pushed mine apart so she was
riding one of mine, she clamped her legs around mine and her pussy was
crushed against my thigh, her thigh massaging my groin as she rode me,
grinding and mashing her pussy against me, my stocking rolled down
leaving damp wet patches on my leg as her mouth assaulted mine in a
ravenous attack. Her tongue like some evil marauder snaked in and out.
We rolled from side to side as she mashed us harder together her
breathing ragged and painfully hot on my neck.
I kissed my way to her cute perky little boobs and pushed aside her
bra taking her whole boob into my mouth sucking and then biting her
pointy nipples. From breast to breast I moved sucking and biting as
she left huge hickeys all over my neck.
Her breathing became shallower and more ragged as she ground harder
and harder. Jeez my cock was throbbing I was almost ready to cum.
"Oh fuck babe, fuck I'm going to cum," Her body tensed and trembled
her gulping pussy sucking my thigh as it tried to give a hickey of its
own.
Slowly she relaxed her clamping grip and softened in my arms.
"Ooooh god that was nice babe."
As we lay, I slid my hands down her body caressing her boobs, pinching
and tweaking her nipples to purring contented little sighs. Then lower
until my hand encased her hot trembling pussy, my finger running up
and down her silk covered slit, up and down as the fabric got wetter
and wetter.
I pushed the flimsy gusset aside and dipped my finger into her sodden
cleft, sliding into the wet velvety glove then in and out gently not
knowing what lesbians do I just worked with what Molly liked.
In and out up and down her slit, adding another finger, harder deeper,
then another finger and the palm of my hand mashing her clit. "Ohhh
fuck yes, oh yes do it babe fuck me.... Fuck me."
I slowed down just the way Molly hates and concentrated on sucking her
boobs biting and chewing on her nipples.
"Oh, you teasing little bitch," she groaned. "Please babes don't stop,
I was so close."
I went back to caressing her pouty swollen lips, moving her heady
juices all around then along the inside of her open lips from her
asshole to her clit and back harder and harder them mashing her clit
rubbing it with the palm of my flattened palm. Her hips thrust and
jerked wildly raising right up off the cushions.
I jammed my hand back into her pussy deeply and pumped slowly at first
but building to a frantic pace. My hand was covered with her thick
gooey secretions and as my hand pumped at a desperate pace her juices
flew off my hand. "Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck," she breathed like a
mantra until her body was lost shuddering and jerking uncontrollably.
"Oh fuck I'm cumming!"
We were wrapped together like mating snakes kissing lightly recovering
and she almost cried. "Babe I don't know what to do for you."
I sighed. "You have already done it."
"Really I didn't even know."
I kissed my way down her body taking in every nook and cranny leaving
a wet trail of saliva until I was between her legs. "No babes, you
don't have to I am tuckered out."
"Shush, I want to."
I licked every inch of her gooey slit nibbling and nuzzling as I got
closer to sliding my tongue into her heaving gaping palpitating hole.
I fucked her with my tongue I fucked her with my fingers as my mouth
covered her clit and I sucked it deep. Her orgasm went on for minutes
and minutes shivering and trembling wildly.
We fell asleep like that amidst the cushions and our tangled bodies.
We woke to sunlight streaming in through the huge front window. I
pulled her closer enjoying the smell and feel of her body and the
chance to gaze upon her beauty, those tiny little elfin like features
with those huge crystal clear blue eyes. "Morning gorgeous," she
mouthed.
"Hey yourself."
"Whatcha doing?"
"I don't know just admiring."
She kissed me. "I am sorry about last night, I just got scared and
didn't know what to do. I have never been with a guy before."
"Hey it's OK, I'm not complaining."
She propped herself up on one elbow to gaze back at me. "But you never
you know came or anything."
"It's OK I can wait till you're ready."
"No babe that's not fair, show me what to do, show me what you like."
"Are you sure?"
She nodded, "I want to give you some of the pleasure you gave me last
night, jeez god it makes me quiver just thinking about it."
I lifted her hand and placed it on my strained panties and moved it
back and forth. "Like this she giggled."
"Uh huh, that's perfect, just like that."
"Can I take it out?"
"You can do whatever your little heart desires, I am yours."
She pushed down the top of my panties and pulled out my now very hard
and very erect cock. Should I stroke it?"
"I am going to be very disappointed if you don't."
Her hand moved up and down my length, gently and slowly but building
pace gradually. "How's that?"
"Perfect babe, god damn that feels so good."
She worked it faster then she kissed me as she stroked. "Is that OK,
should I go faster?"
"Oh yeah faster would be good."
She stroked faster and faster and I lost control as her lips sucked on
my nipple. I yelled trying to warn her, "Fuck Jas, I am going to cum
babe," I pulled her head up off my nipple but her eyes never left my
cock as her hand worked me into a frenzy and I exploded shooting goo
all up over my stomach and chest.
"Wow holy fuck... lucky you moved my head, that would have got me in
the face," she whispered with a surprised look on her face. "Holy shit
there's tons of it." She milked my softening dick squeezing out the
last few drops before kissing me again.
"Holy crap Mimi, it's gone everywhere." She ran her fingers through it
lifting it up to her nose. "It doesn't smell horrible or anything."
I pulled her hand over and licked it clean, she looked on intrigued
and then scooped up some again and licked it up. She screwed up her
nose a little. "Sorry dude but that ain't going in my mouth."
I laughed and kissed her. "It's OK cutie I wasn't expecting it to."
"Does Molly you know suck you off?"
I nodded. "She sure does actually she is really good at it."
She sneered. "She fucking would be wouldn't she? The bitch."
"Hey chill babes, I loved it. There's no pressure, I am happy just to
have you in my arms."
She snuggled in tight. "Can we please not tell the others, it might
get you know...awkward."
"It's all cool babes, I understand, I won't tell Moll's either."
"Nah Moll's is cool, shit I'm gonna tell her myself." She gave me a
weird look. "That's cool isn't it? I mean to tell her."
"Yeah why not she is off fucking my sister she can hardly complain can
she."
She giggled. "Shit she is a slutty little bitch, she just about broke
Mel's heart."
"Tell me what happened? Molly sort of said that Mel cheated on her."
"No god damned way, it was the other way around, look Mimi, Molly is a
great chick but she is a slut, she doesn't cheat as such but she knows
no boundaries she will go wherever the wind blows. I know she is your
girlfriend and I know she loves you but you have to know she will
struggle being monogamous."
I nodded. "Yeah she told me, I don't know what to think, I do love her
but I don't know if I can handle it."
She gave me a sweet kiss. "She loves you as well and she has it bad
for you girl."
"I don't think so, otherwise she wouldn't have run off with April."
"Nah babes that just her."
"Well what about us"
She winced. "Mimi I don't know what to say, I like you but I don't
know about making it a thing... Are you angry?"
Shaking my head I sighed. "No its fine... I don't do casual very well.
You are only the second person I have ever been with."
She giggled. "Doll you are almost a virgin. Don't fall in love with me
I don't want to hurt you."
We showered together and she had fun playing with her new toy my
pecker, she soaped it up and stroked it played with it and even gave
it a kiss as I soaped up her hot little bod. Afterwards I changed back
into my everyday persona and made us both some breakfast and we were
just finishing up when Molly came strolling in with a big smile. "Well
you dirty little slut, I shoulda known you couldn't keep it in yah
pants."
"Fuck off Molly as if you can talk, we all know where you have been
all night and it wasn't the laundromat."
She kissed me then Jas. "I wasn't complaining babe. I am glad you
weren't alone, although to be honest it makes me hot thinking about
you here playing with yourself knowing what I am doing."
Jas giggled before Molly asked, "So Jas are you still a virgin or did
you give it up to the little bitch?"
She laughed. "I am still a boy virgin but I did make him squirt."
Molly gave her a nudge. "Well you go girl, did he make you cum?"
Jas got quite shy turning her head away. "God yes it was wonderful."
That night I made her promise not to say anything about Jas and she
reluctantly agreed.
Over the next month the Lips reputation grew quickly. We played not
only the Bottle neck but we played the Replay lounge and the Gaslight
gardens and Mel kept pushing the price up our last gig at the
Bottleneck they paid us $1600 plus a very generous rider. Our rep was
growing and it reflected in CD sales and merchandise sales. Mel was
working with a friend who was studying graphic art to develop better
designs, caps and T-shirts.
It was the CD's that drove the most conversation. Mel was pretty keen
to record a proper album and the others were pretty keen as well. The
argument was about how to pay for it.
I suggested we use the university facilities which would only cost a
small percentage of somewhere like JEPMG however it would not be a
professionally recoded product. The tech crew were all pretty good and
I was sure would do a great job but it wasn't what Mel wanted.
I guess I was being sneaky, I could use the album for my own studies
and gain some merits if I worked on the recording.
Mel's problem was she wanted everything now, she wasn't prepared to
wait.
The tension was building everywhere. I had finals coming up and had to
study. April had put me forward for a promotion and a pay rise but it
meant more hours. The band was getting so many requests to play it was
becoming difficult for me to fit them all in. I actually had to tell
Mel that I was unavailable for a couple and that went down like a lead
balloon.
It actually brought about our first real falling out. I mean there had
always been this tension between Mel and me, but this was different.
"Marion you're pissing me off. You either commit to this band
completely or you pull out."
Her harsh comment fired me up. "Then I guess I will pull out, I can't
afford to turn down work and I am not prepared to compromise my
studies, so if you can't work with me then I will pull out and you can
find someone else."
I don't think she was expecting that but before she could respond Jas
jumped in between us. "Cut it out you two, Mimi you're not going
anywhere. Mel we just have to work with her schedule."
"You know I have had to turn down two gigs, that's three god damned
grand."
Cindy threw in her two cents worth. "Mel if it wasn't for Mimi then we
wouldn't have those offers, let's not forget two months ago we were
playing two gigs a month and we were only getting eight hundred bucks
so let's be honest here."
Mel hissed, "Yeah that might be right but we are on a wave and we need
to ride it while we can, fuck tomorrow we will be yesterday's news if
we are gonna make it we need to take every chance."
"Mel give me a chance, my studies are going to be gone in a couple of
months and then I can commit more time to the band. Surely we should
focus on the upcoming battle of the bands."
"Yeah but what happens if we win, then we will have to get to the
finals are you going to commit to that?"
"If we make the finals, I will make time."