Summer
By:
Mahohokus
Summer vacation had just started, I was now a senior in high school and
was enjoying the first few days of days of summer. I was sitting with
Jack in his car at a drive-in hamburger stand eating lunch Jack had just
graduated from high school and would be going into the Marines the next
day. The Marines was sending him back east to Parris Island for basic
training. Jack would finish basic training and get leave sometime in
September. We were having a going away party tonight. As we ate lunch,
we talked about what we would do when Jack came home on leave.
The discussion turned to the various girls that Jack had gone out with
and my lack of dating experience and me now being a senior how my luck
might change with the incoming freshman girls.
At the party that night, Kathy, Vivian and Tamara all gave Jack a going
away hug and kiss, which was more than I had ever gotten from the girls.
Dennis, Bill and Ed, felt that with Jack leaving, and us now being the
top dogs in school. The dating gods would now look on us in a more
favorable light.
I had a doctor's appointment in the morning so I left the party early. I
wished Jack luck in basic training as because of the doctor's
appointment I would miss seeing him off. I had a swelling in my
testicles and wanted to have a doctor check me out. I did not feel it
was a major problem and I had put off going to the doctor until school
was out.
I arrived a little early at the doctor's office and told by Rachel,
Doctor Sanchez 's daughter that he would see me in the exam room one. I
walked into the exam room and removed my pants and sat down on the exam
table. Dr. Sanchez walked in and asked what he could do for me today? I
told him I was here to see him because I had a swelling in my testicles
and wanted to get it checked out. I stood up and removed my undies and
laid down on the exam table. Dr. Sanchez put on his exam gloves and felt
my testicles, when he touched me, I winced in pain. Dr. Sanchez told me
to get dressed, he was going to send me to specialist a urologist, he
told me to go wait into the waiting room.
I got dressed and returned to the waiting room and talked to Rachel
while I was waiting for her father to give me the referral for the other
doctor, I told her that her dad was sending me to another doctor and I
would call her after my appointment with the other doctor. In about ten
minutes Dr. Sanchez returned and gave me the slip and told me to go see
Dr. Mayo, he was waiting for me.
I drove over to Dr. Mayo office and was taken right in to exam room and
told me to remove my pants and underwear and lay down on the exam table.
I did so and once again he examined me, only this time he gave me a shot
first in my scrotum to deaden the pain of examination. After he felt
around for a few minutes he told me to get dressed he was sending me out
for a Ray and should have it scheduled in a few minutes.
I got dressed and took the referral slip and drove over to the X-Ray
center I had an hour wait there and I sat down and started reading the
sports magazine while I waited. Eventually I was called and the dye was
injected into me and I was put into the machine and given the X-Ray.
After they were finished the pictures I got dressed and went home,
awaiting a phone call from Dr. Sanchez.
Dr. Sanchez called and asked me to bring my parents and myself into his
office at Four P.M. today for consolation with him and Dr. Mayo today.
We arrived about five minutes early and were ushered by Rachel right
into the office. Dr. Sanchez told us to sit down both doctors told us
they wanted to do exploratory surgery on me in the morning as they felt
I had a major problem.
I was ushered by my parents from Dr. Sanchez's office and right over to
the hospital and told not to eat anything that night. Later in the
evening Dr. Sanchez came into the room with a nurse and introduced me to
her. Her name was nurse Harriet and I asked her If she had a brother,
and when she said yes, I told her I knew him from school. Dr. Sanchez
asked me if he had to remove my gentiles if I would like to waken up
during the surgery to make that decision. I told him no and asked him
what the options were if they had to be removed? He told me It depended
on what they found as to what they had to remove maybe nothing, maybe
everything? I asked him what the options were if they had to remove
everything?
He told me it would make me sterile and they would have to do
reconstruction surgery on me. If I choose male reconstructive surgery, I
would be the same as in a female to male transsexual. He went on to say
that they would have to put in an inflatable pump to cause erections and
because of lack of sexual organs I would not get any sexual feeling out
of the erection. Another option since I was young would be to give me a
sex change depending on what was left, he went on to state that most
male to female transsexuals still experienced orgasms and arousals. I
told Dr. Sanchez that I did not want to be woken up. I felt that the
chance of having sexual pleasure over having none was an option I could
live with. I told him to consult my parents and leave the decision up to
them. When my parents came to visit me later that evening, I discussed
the different options with them.
I asked my father to leave for a few minutes so I could talk to mother
alone. When we were alone, I asked her how sex feels as a woman? She
told me it feels wonderful with the right man. I told her If it felt
wonderful, I would rather have sexual feeling as a girl than no sexual
feeling as a male. If that was the best option, I told her I would
prefer to remain male, but felt that I could also learn to live as a
girl if I had to.
The next morning, I was wheeled into surgery, I awoke sometime later
with my mother standing in the room wiping my face with a wet towel.
When she saw that I had gained consciousness she left and came back in
with Nurse Harriet to check on me. Nurse Harriet checked my vitals and
left the room I felt very groggy and in a little while I fell back into
a fit full sleep.
It was the next morning before I finally felt my head clear. About mid-
day Dr. Sanchez came in to visit me he pulled the sheets up and had me
spread my legs so he could examine between my legs. He said everything
looked fine and I would not have to worry about peeing as I had a foley
catheter draining my urine into a bag and he would remove it in few days
and put me back on solid food at that time. At Dr. Sanchez 's
reassurance I felt a nervousness leave me that I did not know that I
had. Mother came in mid-day and asked how I was feeling and I told her
fine. I asked her why I had a private room and told me it was to help me
heal faster as I would be bed ridden for the next few days, I accepted
her explanation without more thought. Whatever the doctors had done with
my gentiles I would find out about sooner or later and as long as I was
bed ridden, I figured I could wait next few days.
Three days later Dr. Sanchez, Dr. Mayo, Nurse Harriet and my mother came
in together, around noon. Dr. Sanchez pulled the sheet up and took a
syringe out and put some fluid into and injected it into the catheter as
he pulled it out of me, I felt a brief moment of pain as it was removed.
Dr. Sanchez next picked up a pliers like device and started pulling
something out from between my legs, eventually I saw a gauze being
pulled when he pulled it above the sheet it felt weird like something
was being pulled out of me, I had never felt that feeling before. Dr.
Sanchez then took his hand and I it felt like he was sticking a finger
inside of me. It was a feeling I had never felt before. Next my mother
looked between my legs and heard her say she could not believe how
realistic I looked and that no one could ever tell. I asked her what she
meant and she pulled a hand-held mirror out of her purse and held it so
I could view my new vagina. I started hyperventilating and Dr. Sanchez
told me that unless I stopped, he would have to give me a shot to sedate
me. I finally calmed down as I accepted what the doctors had done to me.
Mother said that she had asked the doctors not to tell me that they had
to construct a vagina per my instructions as that was the best option
they came up with. She felt it would be better for me to heal first
before I was given the news.
I was told that if I needed to pee that I should get mom and Nurse
Harriet to help me into the bathroom as I would be quite week for the
next few days.
After the doctors had left, I asked mom and Nurse Harriet if my vagina
looked like other girls. Mom and Nurse Harriet both pulled their dresses
up and pulled their panties down so I could see that I now looked
exactly the same between my legs.
Mother gave me a couple of glasses of water. About an hour late I asked
her if she could get Nurse Harriet as I now had to pee. She returned a
few minutes late with Nurse Harriet and both of them helped me into the
bathroom. The toilet had a high seat with a white thing underneath the
seat. I asked what that was and I was told it was a nun's hat. It was
used to collect urine when women pee that way, they could measure the
amount of urine I was peeing. I was helped to sit down and both women
stayed to watch me pee as Nurse Harriet told me she had to check my
female urine stream to make sure I had no problems. I sat for a few
minutes trying to figure which muscles to use to release the urine.
Finally, I was able to pee it felt different like I was peeing faster.
It's hard to explain but the pee felt like it was coming out of me
quicker faster than before. When I finished mom grabbed a wad of toilet
paper and handed it to me to wipe my bottom. From now on like every
other girl I would have to sit and wipe after I pee.
As I sat there wiping a new thought went through my head that I would
never be able to use a urinal again. From now on I would have to wait in
line like I had seen girls do to use the bathroom.
I was helped back to bed by mom and Nurse Harriet. Nurse Harriet left
and returned with a dilator. I was told that I would have to learn to
dilate or my new vagina could close up on me. I was told every girl has
a pet name for their dilator and should give mine a pet name. I named my
Dick as I felt that is what it looked like. It was very large, very
strong and very powerful. If you misuse Dick, he will hurt you until you
learn to use him properly. I would have to do it three times a day for
about forty minutes each time.
The next morning Dr. Sanchez came in a gave me another exam this time he
had Nurse Harriet assist him again. Dr. Sanchez gave me a clean bill of
health. Mother came in around noon and brought me come clothes. She had
a short-sleeved boys' shirt for me. I pulled it on over my head. Next
mom handed me a pair of beige girls' panties. As I was pulling them up
my legs, she handed me a strange looking pad thing to put in my panties.
She told me it would stop leakages from my vagina running down my legs.
I put the pad in and pulled the panties up tight against my crotch. The
panties felt like nothing I had ever worn before. They were light and
airy and felt so good on me.
Mom next handed me a pair of boy's gym shorts. I asked her why I was
wearing shorts instead of pants and she told me that pants would too
tight against my tender bottom. The shorts she said would fit looser. I
pulled the shorts up and noticed that they now fit flat against my
crotch. I did not see the familiar male bulge any longer between my
legs, instead I saw the flat feminine front all girls had between their
legs.
The inflatable donut was placed into the seat of the wheel chair and I
was told to sit on it to wheeled out of the hospital and to mom's car.
Mom helped me up at her car and put the donut into the front car seat as
she helped me into the seat. Mom asked me on the way home if I would
like something to eat and I asked her if we could stop for a hamburger
at one of the fast-food places as I did not want to get out of the car.
We drove through the drive threw and parked in the parking lot to eat
our order. When I finished, I told her I had to use the restroom bad and
I could not wait until we got home. Mom helped me up and helped me to
the men's room door as she said you still look to male to use the
ladies' room. I slowly walked into the men's room walking past the
urinal I could no longer use to the only stall in the bathroom. I locked
the door to the stall I turned and noticed that someone had peed all
over the seat. I pulled the shorts and panties all the way off as I did
not want to get them wet. I squatted above the seat and peed, not
wanting to get my rear wet. I finished peeing and I grabbed a wad of
toilet paper and wiped my wet bottom off. As I exited the stall, I again
looked at the urinal remembering how easy it was to walk in and whip it
out and pee instead of now having to sit down and wipe. I guess now I
would be reminded that I was now female like every other girl was when I
had to use the bathroom. I exited the men's room and found mom waiting
for me, I was surprised she did not ask me what took so long but then I
remembered that she was female and knew why.
When we reached the car, I told her I would be glad when I could use the
lady's room. The seat was wet in the men's room and I had to remove my
shorts and panties so I could hover over the seat to prevent my rear
from getting wet. Mom told me that some women were germ phobic, they
would not sit on the seat in the ladies' room. These women would hover
over the seat and get it wet so the next lady who used the stall would
have to do the same thing. I told her I was shocked. I would never had
figured. Mom said since you are now female there are many new and
different things you will have to learn.
We left the restaurant and drove home. We parked the car at home, I left
the car and went into my room and laid down on my bed to rest. The drive
home had taken more out of me than I had thought. Mom came in an hour
later and told me it was time for my dilation. She handed me Dick and
told me to go into the bathroom and dilate. When I finished forty-five
minutes later mom came into the bathroom without knocking. She had never
just walked into the bathroom before and I asked her why she did now.
She said my change in sexual status had changed everything. Now that I
had a vagina, I no longer had any different body parts to hide from her.
Mom was holding a small box in her hands, she opened the box and pulled
out a small plastic bottle and unscrewed the top. Mom pulled an oblong
plastic piece out of the box and screwed it onto the end of the bottle.
This is a hand-held douche bottle you will now have to do this from time
to time to clean yourself internally. She told me to sit on the toilet,
spread my legs, take the bottle with one hand and with the other hand
guide the tip of the applicator into your vaginismus watched as I guided
the tip into my vagina, once I had the tip in position mom said "good
girl." "Now squeeze the bottle with both hands until it's empty." I
started squeezing the bottle and I felt for the first time a most
unusual feeling. I could feel the water from the douche bottle flowing
inside me. A feeling I had never felt before. I then felt the fluid gush
out of my vagina and splash into the toilet bowel. I told mom it was a
most unusual feeling, something gushing out of me. When I finished mom
handed me a medicated wipe and told me to wipe and clean up my bottom.
Mom started the bath water and as it was filling, she put dome bath
salts into the tub. Mom was going to have me shave my legs and pits but
she stopped herself, saying that I would have to wear shorts for the
next few weeks and shaved legs would attract attention to me. I had to
agree with her on that. Mom told me to take a bath every day and soak in
the water for thirty minutes with the bath salts. Mom came in thirty
minutes later and told me she would talk me through my new regimen of
applying lotion to my body. Take the lotions and start at your face and
apply it to your face, ears, arms legs and feet. It will prevent you
from getting dry skin.
At dinner mom gave me a pill to take, she told me it was my first female
hormone pill and I would have to take one for the rest of my life. I
eyed the pill as I took it, I asked her what it will do to me. Mom told
me it would give me female secondary sexual characteristics. "You will
have to ask the doctor tomorrow on how fast the hormones will work and
what they will do to you. I asked mom if the hormones would give womanly
breasts and she answered probably.
I asked mom if I could see what real women's breasts looked like since I
would be getting a pair of my own? I told her I had seen girl's breasts
in a men's magazine before but I had never seen the real thing. She said
fine dear as she pulled her top over her head and removed her bra. I
stared in fascination at her breasts I asked her what the darker thing
around her nipples were called and told me areole. I told her I had
heard that women's breasts were sensitive, and she said very. You will
find out soon enough for yourself mom said.
After mom had redressed and left, I pulled my shirt off and stared at my
own manly chest remembering what moms' chest had just looked like. I
could not comprehend that soon I would have the same thing hanging off
my chest.
The next day I went to Dr. Sanchez office for checkup. I drove myself to
the office, my first time to drive since getting out of the hospital. In
the waiting room I talked to Rachel and she gave me a sly smile. When it
was time to go into the exam room, she told me to follower her in.
Instead of leaving like Rachel has always done she stayed in the exam
room Rachel turned to me and told me to remove my shorts and panties and
lay down on the examination table. I told Rachel I could not remove my
shorts with her in the room. Rachel turned to me and stated that I was
now considered female by this office, and when a male doctor examines a
female patient another female is required to be in attendance. If you
don't want me George to stay, I could have another nurse attend. Rachel
said," I figured that until you became more feminine that the fewer
people who know the better." After hearing her reasoning, "I told her to
stay." I removed my shorts and panties as she pulled some funny looking
metal poles out of the end of the table. These are stirrups you put your
feet into them. It keeps your legs spread apart so the doctor can do a
proper examination of your pelvic region.
Once Rachel had me strapped into the stirrups, with my legs spread in a
most embarrassing wader. Sanchez walked in. He asked me how I was
feeling and I answered fine. He places a sheet over me and proceeded to
examine my vaginal area. He picked up some metal paddles put some lube
on them and placed them inside me. They felt cold as they went into my
vagina and it felt weird as I felt them spread my vagina apart, for the
exam. As he finished the exam, he pulled a syringe out and loaded some
fluid into it.
I asked Dr. Sanchez what the fluid was and he told me it was a hormone
shot. I told him mom told me to ask him what the hormones would do to
me? Dr. Sanchez told the me the shot was Estrogen in a low dose which
would be all I would require now that I no longer had testicles
producing testosterone. The hormone's will soften your skin. your hair
will get thicker and fluffier. The hair on your arms and legs and chest
will grow finer. Your breasts will start to grow taking on the shape and
size of your mother. You'll experience fat migration. The fat on your
body is now in the male places making it hard for you to pass a female.
Your fat will migrate to female places it will go to your breasts, your
buttocks and especially your hips. The features in your face will change
becoming more feminine, softer and smoother also.
The most dramatic change will be in your brain it will change the way
you think and feel I would suggest you keep a written journal to keep
track of the changes you're going through. It will help you to remember
your thinking now versus your thinking when you finally finish changing.
After Dr. Sanchez injected the hormones into me, he told me I could get
dressed. Rachel released my legs and I put my panties and shorts back
on. I asked Rachel if she was happy being a girl and she answered yes
and told me that would probably be happy also being a girl.
I left and had another appointment with a psychiatrist, I would have an
appointment once a week to help me in my changes. Her name was Dr.
Walters and she specialized in helping people with gender problems. She
asked me to explain what my life was like and what I expected out of
life once I was totally female. I told her I had no idea what my life
would be like, when I was totally female. Dr. Walters told me that it I
thought it would help she could get me into a group meeting with other
kids with gender issues.
The next appointment I had was with a voice coach her name was Mrs.
Williams and she was going to help me achieve a female voice with voice
lessons. She had another girl come into the room and asked me to talk to
her for a few minutes as she got up and left the room. The girl told me
her name was Lauren and she was a male to female transsexual. I did not
believe her at first, she looked so feminine, in her pretty dress and
heels. She talked with such a girlish voice. Just to prove that she had
been male she used her male voice to prove it to me. Lauren told me that
this is how she sounded before voice lessons, and I could talk and sound
this feminine if I worked at it also.
As we waited for Mrs. Williams to return, I asked Lauren if she liked
being a girl. She said it's what she always wanted and that she had her
sex change operation as soon as she turned eighteen the earliest that
she could get the operation. I told her about what had happened to
return, I was happy being male but that option had been removed and that
I now had a vagina and I would have to now learn to live my life as a
girl.
Mrs. Williams walked back into the room and proceed to give me exercises
to practice on raising my voice. We would have an hour-long lesson every
day until Mrs. Williams felt I had made sufficient progress that it
would no longer needed.
Lauren asked me if I had a coach to help me learn to live life as a
girl? I told he know that I did not have anybody to help. Lauren said
she would check her schedule and see if she could schedule some time to
help me with feminine presentation when the time arose. I thanked her
for the offer and told her I would take all the help she would give me.
The next week went more of the same with me seeing Mrs. Williams every
day, dilating taking a bath with bath salts and visiting Dr. Sanchez.
Dr. Sanchez this time did not give me a pelvic exam instead he had
Rachel give me a bottle for a urine specimen. That was another
experience sitting and holding the jar so I did not get pee on my hands.
Dr. Sanchez wanted to check my hormone levels and he would be having me
give him a urine sample for the next few weeks until my hormone levels
reached normal female levels.
I was starting to get bored; it was now the middle of summer and asked
mom if I could see some of my friends? This started a discussion between
us. George your friendship will have to change. I don't care what they
say men and women cannot be friends without sex entering into the
equation, mom said. "All your friends are boys and since you soon will
no longer be able to pass as a boy. Your relationships with the male
opposite sex will have to change, mom said. "Pretty soon boys will see
you as a sexual object and girls will soon see you as one of them" "Boys
will want to have sex with you and girls will see you as a potential
friend and nothing else." "In fact, if you come on to other girls, they
will see you as a lesbian and not want to associate with you."
I had not faced these facts before I had thought of them as an abstract
and not as reality. Mother was trying to drive home the point that this
would become my new reality. She told me I would have to face these
realities soon and that I should prepare for it.
I mentioned to mom that since I was still passing as male. "Could I have
the next few weeks with my friends?" "When they go back to school and I
don't until winter break. I would have plenty of time to start living as
female."
Mom finally agreed that as long as I could still pass as male, I would
be allowed to still see my friends. She put new restrictions on me. I
would now have to be home at eleven on week nights and twelve on
weekends. "She told me I was no longer allowed to have one boyfriend,
but I would now have to be with a group of boys." "If you are with a
group of boys it is less likely for any one of them to discover your
secret."
I called Bill and Randy and asked if they would come over to visit me?
When they arrived, mom made some cookies for us to eat. They sat down
and I explained to them that I was undergoing therapy each day and
because of my condition my mother felt it would be better if I was with
large groups of people instead of just one or two.
They told me that in two weeks a group of people would be going to the
amusement park and asked if I would be well enough to attend. I told
them I hoped so and I would do my best to be ready.
The day of the trip finally arrived and it was the first time I had seen
Kathy, Vivian and Tamara. They were in Kathy's mother car and felt it
would be a better idea if I rode in the same car as Kathy's mother being
the only adult going to the park.
It was every guy dream to be the only guy in a group of girls for the
hour drive to the amusement park. I sat in the front seat with Mrs.
Brown and the girls sat behind me talking the whole time. I'm sure the
language would have changed if they realized I now was developing a body
just like theirs.
On the drive to the amusement park it gave me time to reflect on the
changes that my body was now experiencing. I have been awakening at
night in tears sometimes. My body is changing the hormones are shrinking
my upper body muscles and changing my shape, I am no longer as strong as
I was before and I will not be as strong as I am now. The hormones are
making my body hurt and my breasts are sore and itchy. The budding has
made it very rough to lie on my stomach. I have been dealing with pains
in my legs and hips. I can see that my hips are widening and that my
waistline is shrinking. My legs are becoming very defined and really
feminine, my skin has become softer and a small layer of fat has started
to form below the skin all over my body. I notice that I am moving in a
much more feminine manner. As I sat in the car my chest started to itch
uncontrollably, I can hardly bear the compulsion to scratch them in the
car. I felt that the girls were gossiping so much in the back seat of
the car that they would not see me scratching my chest to alive the
itch.
We got to the amusement park and broke into groups to ride the different
rides. I was wearing a baggy tee shirt and loose-fitting pair of shorts.
Kathy would look kind of funny and downright stare at me every once in a
while, I would just smile back at her and drop my head or look the other
way. The rest of the day was a lot of fun at the park except for Kathy
accidently bumping into me.
The next morning mother came into my room and told me I had a visitor
waiting for me in the living room. I walked out into the living room and
found Kathy waiting to talk to me. Kathy said she had lots of fun
yesterday and asked if I would go for a walk with her. I told her I
would go and I walked back into my room and put a pair of tennis shoes.
Once outside Kathy asked me what was going on? I asked her what she
meant by that? The baggy shorts and shirts? You scratching your chest
like a girl would when her breasts were budding. Even under the baggy
shorts I can see your hips are taking on girlish proportions. And even
though you have hairy legs I can see they are definitely taking on
girlish definition. I turned around and told Kathy to follow me back
into the house. Once inside I told her to wait in the living room while
I went to find mother.
I found mother in her room and I told her that Kathy had noticed my
hormonal changes and she was asking me about them. "What I should I tell
her mom?" "Do you trust Kathy," mom asked? "I've never heard anybody say
anything bad about her," I told mom. "I told you that you could not hide
the changes forever, if you trust her to keep your secret. It could be
good for you to have Kathy as your first girlfriend.
I walked back into the living room visibly shaking. "Kathy we've known
each other for a long time and I've never heard anybody say anything bad
about you. Can I trust you to keep a secret?" She answered yes. "Hell, I
could tell you it was hormonal problem from the operation I had in June.
And that would be partly the truth. But I feel it's more important to
tell you the truth and see if I could make you my friend?" "I'm going to
need lots of help and you could be a big help to me and my first
girlfriend." Kathy asked what I meant? And I told her to follow me to my
room. "I can't go alone to a boy's room," Kathy said. I yelled for mom
to come into the living room. She came into the room and I told her that
Kathy could not go into a boy's room alone with the boy. Mom told Kathy
that it would be alright that she had nothing to worry about being alone
in the room with me. "In fact, Kathy I prefer that George shows you in
his room, it will be fine you'll see Kathy," mom said.
Kathy followed me into my room and I closed the door and asked her to
sit on the bed. I reached down and pulled my baggy tee shirt over my
head. Kathy let out a gasp when she saw my budding breasts. "I thought
those were breasts buds I saw on your chest I just could not believe it
she shrieked." "How? Why? What's wrong with you? "Kathy asked. I told
Kathy nothing as I took my hand and pulled my short down to my legs.
"Your, you're a girl Kathy shrieked."
I told Kathy I had a medical condition and that I had to have a sex
change because of Your, you're will need lots of help to adjust being a
girl and I would like you to become my friend and help me to learn to
become a girl.
Kathy asked me if had ever worn a bra before and I told her no. Kathy
said I should start wearing a training bra. "Your breasts need support
and if you don't support them, they will sag and once they say you can
never go back, do you want to end up looking like an old woman with
sagging breasts?" Kathy said. I looked through the drawers and found a
bra mother had been trying to get me to wear.
Kathy helped me put it on then she found a girl top in another drawer
and had me put it on along with a pair of girls Levi pants. The bra felt
weird at first, but I knew I would have to wear one for the rest of my
life now that I was a girl. The straps dug into my shoulders and I tried
to adjust them, but Kathy kept on telling me to leave them alone, this
is how they were supposed to fit.
I felt the girl's pants fit tight in the crotch and seat but Kathy told
me that's how they were supposed to fit. I also notice that how flat and
smooth they looked in the mirror especially in my crotch area. I also
notice that they were not baggy in my waist area, like my old Levi's
were the last time I had tried them on. The girl's pants seemed to fit
my new curves much better.
Kathy told me to shave my legs and pits the next time I took a bath,
that why she had me put on pants instead of shorts. "Now I feel I'm
talking to a girl instead of a boy," Kathy said. Kathy grabbed my arm
and walked me out into the living room to show my mom that I was now
wearing girls' clothes. I felt very self-conscience from the bra and I
was not used to wearing pants that tight against my crotch.
When mother saw me, she ran up to me and gave me hug and turned to Kathy
and said," I did not know that George looked so feminine I guess from
seeing him I mean her I missed the changes. Thank you, Kathy, from
pointing them out to me."
I'll do better than then that I'll take her shopping at the mall
tomorrow and no one will guess that she was ever a boy, Kathy said to
us. " I couldn't mom it's too soon I could never pass as a girl," I said
" Kathy right it's time you start dressing as the girl you now are and I
think it's time you give yourself a girl's name, you're a girl now and
the sooner you start living as one the better," mother said.
Kathy stayed until lunch time, she said she would see me tomorrow
morning at eight in the morning and for me to remember to shave my legs
and pits before she arrived, I told her I would and I would see her in
the morning.
When I removed the girls pants and bra to take my bath that evening, it
would be the first time that I had shaved my legs. When I was little, I
used to watch my father shave and I always figured that I would be
shaving just like he was, I never figured I would have a soft smooth
face and that I would be shaving my legs instead. Mother had given me my
first ladies razor that evening and warned me not to nick my soft skin
and to be sure to shave my legs up to the bikini line from now on. I was
very careful as I shaved and I could not believe how smooth and soft my
legs felt without any hair on them.
Kathy arrived bright and early the next morning and after answering the
door she walked with me into my bed room. Kathy had me take my loose-
fitting boys handing me a tight pair of girls shorts she brought with
her in a backpack for me to put on. The shorts were the tightest I had
ever worn and left no doubt that I was now female. I was wearing a bra
and Kathy put some inserts she brought with her into my bra to give me a
more feminine chest. I asked her if that was cheating? Kathy said that
girls have been enhancing our assets forever and now so would I. Once I
was dressed, she pulled out a bottle of nail polish and said it was time
for my first manicure and pedicure. I asked Kathy what a pedicure was
and she pointed towards my toes. She painted my fingers pink; Next, she
started on my toes coating them in the same color. I could not help
staring at my painted toes as I sat with a spreader between my toes
until they dried. I could not believe I now sported pink finger and toe
nails. Kathy did my make-up next showing me what she doing and telling
me that the next time I would do it myself with her assistance. Kathy
brushed my medium length hair until she said it looked feminine enough
to pass. Kathy was so sure that I would not be discovered as having been
a boy that she called her hair stylist and made an appointment with her
for me tomorrow to get it properly styled.
Kathy left the room and returned a minute later carrying a purse she
must have borrowed from my mother. Kathy put the polish and make-up into
the purse as well as pack of Kleenex. I asked Kathy about the Kleenex
and she told me I would learn many uses for it. The first one she could
think of that if I was in a bathroom stall with no toilet paper.
We walked into the living room and mother snapped a picture of me." My
first picture of my new daughter. "I had not seen the effect of dressing
in girls clothes I walked to a full-length mirror in the room. Standing
before the mirror, the reflection back was a girl with, painted nails,
feminine top, tight girls shorts, with smooth shapely legs, a and open
toed sandals. Just to make sure it was me, I put my hands to my face
watching the girl in the mirror do the same thing.
We left the house in Kathy's car driving to the mall. I was nervous as I
walked with Kathy sure that everybody would see me as male. I heard one
boy say to another boy, "look at those hot girls. I turned bright red
realizing they were talking about Kathy and I as we walked around the
mall, I began to lose my nervous feelings until we walked into a famous
lingerie store. I froze at the door and saying to Kathy, "I can't go in
there Kathy it's a girls lingerie store." Kathy pulled me into the store
saying, "you're a girl now silly and beside your mother told me to buy
you some more bras and panties." All it took was a glance down at my
pink nails and Kathy's encouragement to realize this was no longer
forbidden territory to me. Kathy walked up with me following, she
started looking at the display case of panties. Kathy explained to me
the different cut and styles of panties boy cut, French cut, bikini,
cotton, some with lace panel thong and not to forget what she called
granny panties. I could not believe all the different types of panties,
and told her when I was a guy all we had were boxer or briefs. I finally
asked her what type she wore and she said bikini and I told her I would
try the same thing. Kathy asked me what color I wanted? I said," don't
they have an assorted pack of colors I could try it might be fun wearing
something different than the color white which I've worn my whole life."
Kathy grabbed an assorted pack and handed them to me.
Kathy walked me over to the bra rack and told me to look through an I
had looked for a few minutes Kathy walked over to me and told me not to
worry about most of the bra's as I was wearing training bras, she just
wanted me to look at all the different styles and get an idea of what I
would be wearing once I developed . We bought seven more training bras
in my size. I left with the packages and suggested that we walk back to
the car and put the packages in it.
Kathy and I walked into the food court where we sat down in empty chairs
for a while to people watch. I was sitting with Kathy when Vivian and
Tamara walked up to us. "Who's sitting with you Kathy I don't think I've
seen her before?" Tamara said. I turned to look at Tamara and she let
out a high-pitched gasp recognizing me. "George what are you doing
dressed in drag? "Tamara asked. "Tamara keep your voice down, Cora is
not dressed in drag she's a girl now just like us," Kathy said. "Cora
take Tamara into the girl's room and show her," Kathy said. "I've got to
see this," Tamara said as she grabbed my arm and lead me into the girls'
room. As I walked in, I noticed that the bathroom was painted pink and
had no urinals on the wall, only stalls with doors. Tamara dragged me
into a stall and told me to strip. I started to pull my top over my
head, Tamara stopped me and said, "I don't care about your top I want to
see what you've got between legs?" "I've got to see how you've hidden
you're thingy to get such a flat crotch, "Tamara said. I pulled my
shorts and panties down, Tamara looked down between my legs. Tamara
shrieked pulling her face away, her face now ashen. "It's true, I'm so
sorry Cora," Tamara said. "I thought that you were in drag, now I can
see you're not. How did this happen? Please tell me? Tamara asked. I
asked her if she would leave the stall as I had to pee and I would tell
her the story after I peed. Tamara left the stall and I sat down and
peed. I could hear Tamara open another stall door and then I heard her
making the same hissing sound I was making as I peed.
After I had used the bathroom I waited for Tamara by the mirror in the
bathroom. She walked up to me as I told her about the operation turning
me into a girl. After I was finished Tamara said," you poor dear, is
there's anything I can do to help?"
We walked back to the table in the food court." Is it true," Vivian
asked, turning to Tamara? "Yes, she's really a girl!" "I expected to
find boys thingy, but she's got a vagina, like us," Tamara answered.
We finally decided to get some lunch and as I sat eating, I listened to
the girls discussing the various guys in the food court, how hot they
were, what good bodies they had and how trashy some of the other girls
were dressed. Vivian saw Karen walk by without acknowledging us, Vivian
turned to Kathy saying that "Karen was such a bitch." I had not said
anything I had just sat and listened. I had always thought Karen was a
nice girl and I told Vivian so. Vivian turned back to me and said, "now
that you're a girl you'll find out what a bitch she is. She's only nice
to guys, and is such a bitch to other girls."
We finished lunch and a group we got up and walked into the girls' room.
This time Vivian grabbed me and took me into a stall making me pull my
shorts and panties down again to show her I had a vagina just like hers.
Once I was dressed again and had walked out of the stall, the girls
helped me repair my make-up at the mirror while they repaired there's at
the mirror. I now understood why girls took so long in the bathroom,
between waiting for an empty stall, having to sit down to pee, and
repairing their make-up, it just takes more time than a guy does.
I was walking back to the car with Kathy I told her I did not plan to
start school next week with the rest of the class. I told her I still
did not think that I looked feminine enough to start school and that I
planned to start after Winter break. Kathy turned to me and said that
she felt that I was feminine enough to start school next week and she
would prove it to me in the morning.
Kathy came by in the morning and had me remove my finger nail polish.
Kathy next had me take off my bra, put on a man's work shirt and pants,
put my hair under a baseball cap. While at the mall I was confounded,
much to Kathy delight, with the realization I don't pass for male any
longer. I was addressed as a female everywhere I went and while I
thought I looked male, no else seemed to think so.
Just to prove a point Kathy told me to go up by myself to the lady at
mall security and ask her where the bathroom was? I went up to the lady,
hoping that she would not notice the tapping of my foot and nervous look
on my face. I asked her where the bathroom was? The lady pointed behind
me and said "the lady's room is right behind you dear." Here I was
dressed in male mode asking her where the bathroom was and she was
sending me to the lady's room, instead of the men's room. As I walked
back to Kathy, she had a big smile on her face, I told you that you were
too girlish to pass any longer as a boy.
I left the mall with Kathy for my first girl's hair appointment. Before
I sat down in stylist chair, Kathy took her aside and spoke to her for a
couple of minutes. The stylist introduced herself as Janet. She was very
pretty girl in her early twenties. I liked Janet immediately as she went
out of way to put me at ease. I asked her if she could give me the same
hair style that she had? Janet told me no problem. Janet washed my hair
and took me back to her hair station and started trimming my hair. As we
talked Janet said that Kathy had told her about my change in gender.
Janet said she had no problem with my sex change and hoped we could
become friends like she was with Kathy.
I left the hair salon with a new feminine hair style and a new
perspective about being a girl. I now knew I would never pass as male
again.
Kathy dropped me off at home and I told mom that I decided to start
school next week instead after winter break. Mom on seeing my new hair
style picked up the phone and made appointment with the DMV. The next
call she made was to the school district office and made an appointment
with the superintend for the next day. Mom next asked me if I had
decided upon a girl's name yet? I told her Cora works for me. Mom next
called Dr. Sanchez 's office, telling Rachel she would need a letter
stating my sex change and my new name of Cora. Rachel told mom that the
letter would be ready in the morning.
The next morning mom had me put on my first dress, with a slip
underneath. It was the first time I had worn a slip and dress, mom
instructed me how to adjust the slip so it did not show below my
hemline. Mom pulled a package of pantyhose out of a drawer. She handed
me the package of pantyhose and told me to put them on. I told her I did
not know how to put them on? Mom told me watch how as she put her son. I
watched how she balled the hose up put her feet into them and pulled
then up her legs, tugging until the hose were tight and smooth against
her legs. Next, she had me do the same thing in front of her. It was a
new experience putting on pantyhose, tugging them up tight against my
flat crotch, smoothing out any wrinkles, feeling how soft and smooth my
legs felt with them on. After I had the hose on, I could not believe how
pretty I looked in mom's full-length mirror. The dress was light blue
with a hemline that fell about mid-thigh. Not too short to attract
attention, but not too long to make me look like an old lady. The top
was also not cut to low and not to high all in all the dress made me
look like a pretty teen-age girl. Mom handed me some matching light blue
shoes with a one-inch heel and told me to walk around the room until I
got used to walking in heels. I spent the next few minutes stumbling
around the room learning to walk in the heels. I watched mom walk around
the room in two-inch heels and I was finally able to copy her walk. Mom
had me practice until I could maneuver in the lower heels to her
scarification. Mom handed me a matching light blue clutch purse and told
me to put my things out of the other purse in it.
Mom suggested that before we left that I should use the bathroom. Mom
said that a girl should always use bathroom before she leaves the house.
The public lady's room may not be as clean as the one at home she said.
I walked into the bathroom, lifted the toilet seat cover, turned around,
reached under the dress, pulled panties and hose down to my mid thighs,
reached down with both hands and pulled my dress and slip up, making
sure I don't sit on them as I sat down to pee. I peed, pulled some
toilet paper off the roll, wiped my bottom, stood up, pulled my panties
and hose back up, made sure I had no wrinkles in the hose, checked
bathroom mirror on the door to make sure my slip was not showing. As I
washed my hands, I thought to myself that I finally knew the reason for
the full-length mirror in the bathroom. It was for girls to check and
see if anything was showing or out of place before leaving the bathroom.
As I walked out the door it occurred to me what a hassle it was a for
girls in the bathroom compared to boys.
Mom was waiting for me in the living room and I thought she would ask me
what took so long but instead a knowing smile came to her face. As we
walked out to the car mom gave me a lesson on getting into and out of a
car in a dress. She opened her door, turned towards the open door, sat
down with her legs together, and swung around in the seat. "Make sure
you keep your legs together Cora so people cannot see your slip and
panties," mother said. I sat the same way keeping my legs together
instead of sitting with my legs apart as I was used to. As I sat in the
car I kept looking down at my hemline and legs instead of looking out
the car. I would occasionally reach down and touch my nylons feeling
them.
I looked up from my legs when mom stopped the car and noticed that we
were parked in front of Dr. Sanchez's office. Mom asked me to go and get
a letter from Rachel. I opened the car door making sure to keep my legs
together as I got out of the car. As I opened the door to Dr. Sanchez's
office, I notice that it was getting harder for me to open doors. I was
wondering if the door were getting heavier. I realized that the doors
were not getting heavier, I was getting weaker. The female hormones must
be making me weaker. I noticed as I looked at my arms, that I had the
smaller thinner arms the same as other girl's had. I walked up to Rachel
and at first Rachel didn't recognize me. I saw a smile, then a feminine
squeal come out of her. It was the first time I had come to the office
dressed as a girl and she made me twirl around for her. Rachel grabbed
my arm a dragged me back so her father could get a look at me. Dr.
Sanchez walked up to me and gave me a big hug and told me I looked very
pretty and feminine in a dress. Rachel handed me the letter and I walked
back to the car. Mom asked what took so long and I told her that Rachel
made me show her and Dr. Sanchez my new look.
Mom drove to the DMV for our appointment to get my driver's license
changed. I handed my old license to the lady saying that they got my
license wrong. The lady looked at the license and she looked at me and
said. "I can't believe they screwed your license up so bad you poor
dear, wrong sex, wrong picture and wrong name. Stand over there and I'll
take a new picture. Here's your new temporary license. Notice that the
name is now Cora and that the sex is listed as female. If they screw up
your new license again come and see me and I'll fix it dear. I walked
out with a better opinion of the DMV. I did not even need the letter
from Dr. Sanchez to get my license changed.
The school district office was a short drive from the DMV and we arrived
a few minutes before our appointment. I sat with my legs crossed like
mom in a feminine manner waiting to go into Dr. Fisher office. I looked
up at the receptionist sitting behind the desk. In the past she would
have peaked my male curiosity, as she was young and pretty. I realized I
was looking at the young girl's dress, her hair style, her finger nail
polish, her make-up, which I now knew was a day look instead of a night
look. Girls had always been a curiosity to me, now it seems they no
longer were. I was waking up to a female world now, I dressed as a girl,
I was now living as a girl, I had a female body, the same as other
girls. I guess I would now have to wait and see if men, my new opposite
sex have the same effect on me that girls did when I was a guy.
Dr. Fisher came out and escorted us into his office and asked us to take
a seat. I sat again remembering to keep my legs together and putting my
hands in lap in lady like manner. Dr. Fisher asked what he could do for
us and mom handed him the letter from Dr. Sanchez explaining my sex
change. Dr. Fisher sat quietly reading the letter. Typed into his
computer and brought up my school records. Dr. Fisher asked me if I
would like to have girls P.E.? Mom answered yes and asked if he could
change me from shop class to home economics. "Cora, now that you're a
girl, female pursuits like cooking and sewing will gain in importance,
while shop class should be left to the boys," mom said. If you have any
trouble in school, come and see me or principal Baker. I will have
principal Baker hold an assembly the second day of school where we will
reintroduce you to your classmates and go over our zero-harassment
policy towards you, Cora, "Dr. Fisher said.
The rest of my classes stayed the same as they were non gender specific.
The next week was a whirl wind of activity, there was a shopping trips
with my new girlfriends, where I purchased a number of dresses and my
first bikini for the pool party at Kathy's at the end of the week.
I was sunning myself with the other girls in a bikini at Kathy's when
Hendrick, Ed and Bill, walked into the pool area. I quickly wrapped my
towel around me as I had never informed the guys of my female status. I
finally dropped the towel and let the guys see the new me in all my
feminine glory. The guys stared at me and I explained to them that I was
forced to change my sex earlier in the summer and I did not know how to
tell them. I asked if they would still remain my friend. I told them
that I was going to start school next week as a girl and I would need
their protection along with my new girlfriends if I was going to survive
school. JimBob asked me how it felt to be a girl? I told him other than
having to sit down to pee, not being able to walk around with my shirt
off any longer and pretty girls no longer turning me on it's not that
much different.
The guys told me I looked pretty good and if I ever wanted a date to
just ask. They all agreed they would all protect me as a sister. When
they decided to have a pool fight where you put the girl on the guy
shoulders, and the girls try to knock the other girl off the other guys
shoulders Bill grabbed me and put me on his shoulders so I could try and
knock the other girls off. I figured haven been male I would have more
strength than the other girls but I found I was now weaker than Kathy
and she knocked me off Bill. Bill gave me a big hug and told me that I
had done a good job. I could not believe the effect Bill's hug had on
me. His rougher and stronger touch, scratchy face on my smooth face was
giving me Goosebumps I was responding as a female to a male's touch. It
bothered me as well as exited me at the same time. After the guys left
and us girls were cleaning up, I asked Kathy about my response to Bill's
touch and my feeling? Kathy, she said that was a natural response to a
guy's touch. "All hot guys make a girl melt in their arms." "Face its
Cora, your responding to a hot guy, just like any other girl would,"
Kathy said.
Friday morning Principle Baker called and asked if I could come by the
office. I dressed in a girl's tee shirt and girls' jeans skirt and left
for school. When I arrived, I was ushered into his office after a short
wait. He expressed concern about my safety. I told him I had a group of
friends that would stay with me for the first few days. Mr. Baker asked
me their names and I wrote them down on a list and handed it to safety.
Baker then said that Mrs. Armstrong the girl's gym teacher had an issue
about me taking girls P.E. and would like me to meet her in the gym
office, after I left his office. Mr. Baker then handed me a piece of
paper with the agenda for the assembly for the second day of school and
asked if I had any revisions to drop them at his office Monday morning
the first day of school
I left Mr. Baker's office and walked over to the girl's gym, I almost
walked to the boy's side and just as I was opening the door to the boy's
gym, I saw my pink fingernails and I turned around and walked to the
girls' side. I opened the door and it was the first time in the girl's
gym. I noticed that it looked like the boy's gym, the only difference I
could see was the tile was pink instead of green on the walls. I made my
way to the back of the gym trying to see if there were any other
differences instead of a weight room, they had a dance room. I walked
into the office and I found Mrs. Armstrong waiting for me. "I don't want
any questions about you not being a girl?" "Please remove your clothes
dear, I've seen the letter from the doctor but I decide if I'll let you
in the gym with other girls. I pulled the shirt over my head, leaving
the bra on. I reached down turned the skirt around, so I could reach the
button on the side, I unbuttoned the button. Unzipped the zipper and let
the skirt and slip drop to the floor. I was now standing in front of
Mrs. Armstrong in my bra and panties. "Please remove your panties dear,"
Mrs. Armstrong said. I put my hands on the side of my panties and I
pulled them and let them drop to the floor on top of my skirt. "You can
get dressed dear; I have no problem with you taking girls P.E." Mrs.
Armstrong said. I got dressed embarrassed at having to prove my
femininity to dyke gym teacher.
The first day of school mom had me dress in a white girl's tee shirt and
a blue skirt with white girls' sandals. Kathy, picked me up at my house.
Vivian was sitting in the front seat and when she saw that I had a skirt
on, she gave me her seat. Vivian was wearing pants and said. "It's
easier for you to get in and out of the car Cora in a skirt, if you sit
in the front seat, instead of the back." I had never seen girls do that
before but it made sense. I was glad I was driving to school with the
girls instead of by myself that way we would walk into school together.
I was scared to walk into to school by myself, I felt much better
walking in with the other girls.
We parked the car in the lot and got out I picked up my purse and
notebook and walked into school with my new girlfriends. Last year I
would've been sitting on the planter brick wall with the other guys,
watching the girls walk by. Now as I walked by the guys, Kathy whispered
to me slow down so the guys can check us out. I watched Tamara turn and
blow a kiss to the guys as the other girls giggled at her obvious
flirting with the guys. We walked on to center of the quad where the
senior girls hung out.
Betty a girl I had sat next to last year in history class walked up to
Vivian. I could hear Betty start to ask who the new girl was? Just as
she was asking Vivian, she recognized me. Betty froze mid question just
staring at me with her mouth open. I walked up to Betty and said, "yes
Betty it's me George, only I'm Cora now." "I had an operation over
summer and I'm a girl just like you are." "Which means I've got a vagina
just like you've got. In hearing that the other girls crowded around me
to get a look. Most asking question so fast I could not answer all of
them a once. Finally, in desperation I asked everybody to be quiet."
Girls look I'm one of you now." "I'm going to need lots of help to
adjust to being a girl." "I have no choice." "I don't have any boy's
equipment anymore" "I've got girls equipment just like you now." "There
having an assembly tomorrow to explain everything. "And besides you'll
find at soon enough in girls P.E." As I finished saying that the bell
rang for the first class.
I found myself walking with Betty as we both headed towards the math
quad. I asked Betty what class she had? Betty said algebra with Mr.
Troupe and I told her I had the algebra with Mrs. Cook. Betty turned to
me and giggled. "I asked her what's so funny?" "If you had Mr. Troupe
for math like I had, all you would have to do is give him a peak under
your skirt, once in a while to get a good grade." "But you've got Mrs.
Cook." "She's a bitch to girls, she makes girls work twice as hard as
guys. I said," Oh shutout right. That's why I signed up for her class. I
was hoping for an easy A from her and now I'm going to have to work
twice as hard." So much for what Mr. Baker said the only difference in
my classes being a boy or a girl was P.E. and home Eck.
I walked into the class and there was only one other girl sitting at a
desk. I sat next to her," Cora I said." "Berta" she said. "Glad to meet
you," I said. Berta said she thought she was the only girl in the class
and was glad to have another girl, in the class. I told Berta not to be
so sure. "You might change her mind when the rest of the class finds out
who I am."
A couple of the guys started staring at me. I turned to Berta and asked
her to talk to about anything to get my mind off the guys staring at
sure. "You just staring at us because we're the only girls in the
class," Berta said. "Maybe with you," I said," but I was in this school
before and did not look anything like I look now." "Berta asked," what
do you mean?" "You're about to find out," I said, as Hank sat down next
to us. Hank and I had been in the same classes since we were in the
third grade.
"Hello Girls."
Hank's smile froze mid smile as he recognized me. "George it that you?"
"Cora "I replied. "What happened." "I had a sex change over the summer."
Berta looked shocked as the bell rang and Mrs. Cook came in and put her
books on her desk.
Mrs. Cook asked for the two girls in her class to walk up front. Class
this is Cora and Berta will you two please pass out the quiz. I walked
down one side of the class while Berta walked down the other side of the
class. I felt one of the guys pinch my butt while I walked back up the
aisle, I shrieked and the guys laughed. I finished passing out the tests
and returned to my seat remembering to tuck my skirt and cross my legs.
I picked up my purse and pulled a pencil out of it and started taking
the quiz. When the allowed time was done Mrs. Cook asked, ladies would
you please pick up the quizzes. Berta and I stood up and walked around
the class picking up the quizzes.
When class was over Hank came up to me and asked what happened and I
explained that the Principle is having an assembly tomorrow to answer
your questions. I walked out of class with Berta following me. I walked
into the girl's restroom right ahead of Berta. The girl's room was full
of girls and I had to wait in line for an empty stall. I looked around
thinking that none of these girls would know what's it like to stand and
pee in a urinal. I was reminded where I was standing when a pretty blond
girl walked out of the stall. I walked into the stall pulled my panties
down and skirt up and sat down to pee. Just as I wiping, I heard Berta
ask if I was Cora? I told Berta that I was Cora and she asked me to hand
some toilet paper under the stall as the dispenser was empty. I pulled a
hand full and handed it under the wall to her. Berta thanked me, we both
walked out of the stalls at the same time. Berta and I both walked up to
the mirror at the same time. Berta made a couple of suggestions as I
repaired my make-up in the mirror.
My next class was Home Economics, I walked into and a matronly older
lady named Mrs. Stine was the instructor. Mrs. Stine asked how many
girls had cooking and sewing experience and who did not. I was one of
the only girls to raise my hand. Mrs. Stine had a couple of senior girls
as class assistants. She asked Isabella one of the senior girls if she
could assist me in class. Isabella asked me to follow her to the other
side of the class. I followed her to other end of the large classroom as
Mrs. Stine continued talking to the other girls. I had History with
Isabella last year and I caught her staring at me. Isabella asked me if
I had a brother as I seemed to look familiar. I had History with you
last year I told her. "I had a boy named George in my class." "That was
me," "but but you're a girl," "I wasn't until last summer, I had my sex
changed over the summer. I've got girl parts just like you." "That why
I'm so far behind the rest of the class." "I don't believe you're a
girl," Isabella said. I grabbed her hand pulling her out of the class
down the hall and into the girl's bathroom. I pulled my skirt up, pulled
my panties down. "It's true, you are a girl, why would you throw away
male privilege to become a girl?" "I didn't have a choice, "I said. "I
'll help you, you're going to need it," Isabella said as we walked out
of the girl's room and back to class. We quietly discussed what I would
need to catch up with the rest of the class.
My next class was Girls P.E. Kathy had the same class so I waited for
her at the girl's gym entrance. Kathy showed up a few minutes later and
I followed her into the gym, past the locker room and into the dance
room. The girls were meeting in the dance room and I stood with Kathy
waiting for the bell to ring and Mrs. Armstrong to arrive and take roll.
It's kind of freaked me out being surrounded by that many girls. I asked
Kathy to take my mind off being around so many girls. Mrs. Armstrong
came into the room and asked us to line up in even rows. I lined up with
Kathy and Mrs. Armstrong ran down the roll calling out our names and
having us answer here. After she finished, she had the girls in the
front of the lines pass out a hand out listing the girl's gym kit. Mrs.
Armstrong said, "girls take a few minutes to review the list, I expect
you to have your gym clothes for tomorrows class. I read the list.
Girls white button short sleeve blouse
Girls blue gym shorts
Girls white tennis shoes
Girls sports bra, white in color
Winter girls sweat shirt white in color
Girls socks white in color, leggings or knee socks in winter
After reading the list I told Kathy that we never got anything like this
in the boy's gym. Kathy just giggled, "The double standard the rules
were made to protect us weaker, helpless, girls," Kathy said. I giggled
at her commits.
"Girls please be quiet. Cora would you come up here?" I walked up to the
front of class and stood next to Mrs. Armstrong. "Girls I want to take
the class time today to introduce you to Cora. Cora used to be George!
George had an operation over summer to change him into a girl." "Cora is
now a girl with the same body parts you have." "Girls I expect you to
treat Cora like any other girl in class." "If any girl harasses Cora or
makes any derogatory commits to her, she will be expelled." "Is that
clear girls." "Do you have any questions?" No one asked or said
anything. Mrs. Armstrong told the class that the school was having an
assembly tomorrow to introduce me to the school.
Lunch was my next class, I walked out of the gym with Kathy and we made
our way to the student store. As I stood in line, I noticed kids
pointing and whispering to each other. I turned to Kathy and said, "I
think I'm becoming a minor celebrity notice the kids staring at me?"
Kathy was joking to the girl at register about eating salad to maintain
her figure. "Saying from lips to your hips." I was going to buy my
normal cheese burger and fries like I used to eat as a guy. My painted
fingernails reminded me that I was now a girl, I put the cheese burger
and fries back and bought a salad instead. On the way over to the table,
Kathy asked, "what happened to the cheese burger and fries?" A smile
came to Kathy's face, "the things we girls do for beauty," Kathy said
with a laugh. I sat with Kathy and Vivian, Berta walked up and asked if
she could sit with us? As Berta sat down, I explained to the girls that
Berta was new to school and she didn't know anybody. As we sat a number
of students would slow down and stare at me. I stood up and asked Kathy
to come with me. Kathy stood up and followed me, I walked to my old spot
on the wall where I used to sit with the other guys. "Guys I've got a
problem could you guys escort Kathy and I between classes?" JimBob said,
"sure, we love to escort two pretty girls to class.
I told them my next class was History with Mr. Webb and we started
walking to class. Kathy asked me why I wanted her to walk with us to
class? I told Kathy I might have to use the girl's room and the guys
couldn't protect me in there. As I got to class, I asked if they could
meet me here after class? Sure, Cora everybody said. I had Mr. Webb for
History last year and I took my old seat. Mr. Webb walked in to class
just as the bell rang. He started taking roll and again he stopped at my
name and asked if I was George's sister? "I replied it's me George, Mr.
Webb I just changed my name and sex over the summer." "No slacking off
just because you're a girl now, I still expect a repeat performance on
your grade this year." As I was talking to Mr. Webb, I saw some of the
guys wince and grab their crotches as I said sex change. It caused a
couple of the girls to giggle seeing the guys grab their crotches. Mr.
Webb went over the class assignments and test schedule. At the end of
class I waited in the classroom for my escorts to arrive.
As my escorts arrived, I whispered to Kathy that I had to us the girl's
room she turned to the guys and said the girls have to make a pit stop
would you gentleman please escort us. The guys followed us to the girls'
room. Kathy and I walked in while the guys waiting outside. Once again,
the girl's room was full of girls and there was a line to get into the
stalls. As I was waiting the girl in line next to me asked which is
better being a boy or a girl? I told her it was definitely easier using
the bathroom as a boy, I don't ever remember waiting in line in the
men's room. To which she gave a knowing smile. The door opened and the
girl walked out of the stall and I walked in to go through the routine
of removing my clothes just to pee again. I met Kathy at the mirror
checking her make-up I repaired mine and we walked back to our male
escorts.
My last class of the day was English, Vivian, Betty and I walked into
the class at the same time. We all took seats together in the center of
the class. Even on the first day of school I realized that it was true
what they say. That men and women could not be friends and I was
starting to believe it. I was getting a different vibe from the guys; I
was getting a sexual tension from guys that I was not getting from
girls. I was watching Kathy and the other girls flirt with the guys. I
found without conscience thought on my part I was now flirting with the
guys just like Kathy. It was funny watching the guys falling over each
other trying to impress Kathy and I. I was starting to understand what a
strong turn on male attention is to girls. Girls no longer fascinated
me, I was now part of the female world and like other girls I was
finding men interesting.
I am sitting in English class daydreaming thinking about how my
relationships and sexual preference had changed along with my sex. Betty
stopped my daydreaming by asking me how my day had been so far? I said
fine so far other than the unwanted attention I was getting from
everybody. Kathy and the guys having been escorting me around school to
provide some protection in school. I figure my notoriety will die down
in a couple of weeks replaced by some new school scandal.
Mrs. Elliott walked into the class as the last bell rang and took roll
call. Class please take out a pencil and a sheet of paper and write what
you did on your summer vacation. I took a sheet of paper and titled it
My Summer of Change. I wrote about the events of last summer and my
change of sex. I was having trouble finishing my paper when Mrs. Elliott
asked the class to put our name on the paper and leave it on her desk as
we left the class.
I walked out of class with Kathy and Betty where we met the guys at the
door, we walked as a group to the parking lot. Tamara, Kathy and I got
in Kathy's car, JimBob's offer to ride in the car with us girls was
accepted by Kathy. Bill followed in his car. Vivian hopped in Bill's car
while JimBob sat next to me. Something about JimBob pressed up against
me felt funny like there should be more space. When I was a guy, guy's
always a space between us when we sat in a car, the girls this morning
had a space between us. Now JimBob was sitting tight against me, it felt
weird to me like something was not right. I had noticed the same feeling
when I was standing in line for lunch. I looked at the other girls in
line noticing they were not afforded the same personal space the guys
were. I was standing in line with a guy behind me, I would move to get
more space and the guy would move with me keeping the same distance. I
would move closer to Kathy in front of me. The guy behind me would move
closer again, keeping the same distance between us. I had turned to
Kathy and asked her if people always stood this close to girls in line?
Kathy gave me a funny look, I said look at the spacing people give guys
then look at how much closer people stand to girls. After I pointed it
out, Kathy noticed it. Kathy said she had never noticed it before I made
it aware to her. Kathy it's one of the advantages of male privilege
something I never realized I had, until I noticed how differently girls
were treated first hand. JimBob putting his hand against my bare leg in
the car reinforced those thoughts.
Since I was in a skirt and having problem with my purse and books,
JimBob got out of the car came around and took my hand to help me out of
the car. His hand on my leg earlier and now his hand in my hand are
affecting me. I was getting goose bumps from a man's touch. I felt
JimBob's hand linger longer than necessary to help me out of the car. I
finally said JimBob you can let go of my hand I'm out of the car. JimBob
turned bright red as he let go of my hand.
So much for my first day of school, I walked into the house and sat my
purse down, used the bathroom and changed out of my skirt. I dressed in
a pair of girls shorts and walked into the kitchen for a snack. As I sat
eating my snack the phone rang it was Kathy asking how my first day of
school was. I talked to her for more than an hour, something I had never
done as a guy. The conservation so different than when I was a guy, we
discussed fashion, what the girls and guys were wearing. I finally
admitted that guys were affecting me more than I thought they would. I
told Kathy I was noticing their smaller tighter butts, buffed abs,
stronger muscles, deeper voices and manly features. I did not want to
admit to Kathy that JimBob's hand on my leg in the car and him helping
me out of the car affected me. After the phone call with Kathy I did my
homework. Mom called me to help her fix dinner something I had not had
to do as a guy. After dinner I again helped her in the kitchen cleaning
up the dishes instead of going out with friends or watching T.V. That
night as I was taking my shower, I checked my legs and pits for stray
hairs touching up a couple spots with my razor. I took the time to
powder and moisturize another thing I had never done when I was male. I
put on my night gown and robe. I went to bed laying on my back or side,
no longer being able to lay on my stomach, my tender breasts would not
allow me to.
I kept tossing and turning as I tried to sleep my mind and body were in
turmoil I finally decided to try and give myself some sexual release. In
the past masturbation had worked but how do you masturbate as a girl? I
rolled over on my stomach, putting the pillow between my legs I started
humping my vagina back and forth across the pillow. The pillow between
my legs stimulated my clitoris. I caressed my right breast with my left
hand and started pinching and caressing my nipple while I continued to
stimulate my clitoris with the pillow. I could feel myself getting wet
between my legs and I started vocalizing my aroused state with little
squeals delight. I felt I was building to a climax which I finally did.
As I lay in bed coming down from my first female orgasm, I compared how
different and how same the male and female orgasm were. As a guy I never
would have caressed my breast and nipple. Now being female, I have a
problem knowing when I 'm turned on. No longer having a male erection
makes it harder to gage my level of arousal. No matter how turned on I
am, my new crotch remains flat and smooth. I fell asleep now that my
tension was relived.
I awoke the next morning with my alarm waking me the half hour earlier
than I used to when I was male. I used this extra time to dress and do
my make-up; I had to dress extra careful as I was going to be the center
attraction at the school assembly today. I wore a dark blue shirt sleeve
dress with the hemline sitting mid-thigh. I took the time to wear
pantyhose, I hated having to tug and pull until I got all the sags out.
I finished the outfit with matching blue shoes, with one-inch heels and
a matching purse.
JimBob Kathy and Vivian picked me up at home to drive to school. JimBob
helped me with my gym kit getting into the car. JimBob again sat next to
me in the car, caressing my nylon covered leg on the drive to school.
JimBob and Kathy escorted me to Mrs. Cook's classroom, I walked in and
took my seat next to Berta. The bell rang as Mrs. Cook walked into the
class, she excused me from class go to the office.
I waited in the office reception area for Principle Baker. I had a gym
bag with me and his secretary Ms. Harrison said I could leave it in the
office, she complimented me on my pretty dress as she escorted me into
Principle Baker office. I thanked Ms. Harrison for the compliment and
told her I liked her dress as well. District Superintendent Mr. Fisher
and Principle Baker were waiting for me in the office, I took an empty
seat sweeping my dress under me, crossing my legs at the knees after I
sat. Miss Harrison entered the office sitting in the other empty seat,
she also crossed her legs after sitting. Principle Baker handed me the
itinerary for the school assembly and asked if there was anything I
wanted to add. I read through it noting any changes on a separate sheet
of paper.
Dr. Sanchez entered Principle Baker's office thirty minutes before the
assembly, he asked to see the changes to the itinerary. Principle Baker
brought Dr. Sanchez up on them
Assembly Itinerary
900-910 Students assemble
910-915 Introduction by Principle Baker
915-920 Dr. Fisher on district policy
920-930 Dr. Sanchez on Cora's physical changes
930-935 Cora addresses class
935-945 Questions
945 Dismissal
We walked out of the Principle Baker's office and over to the gym. I
asked Ms. Harrison to assist me in the lady's restroom. It was my first
time to use the gym ladies' room in the entrance of the gym. I noticed
the pink tile instead of the green tile on the boy's side. I used the
bathroom having Ms. Harrison help repair my make-up before walking with
her into the gym my first time form the girl's side. I took an empty
chair arranged under the basketball hoop inside the gym. Principle Baker
was standing at the podium, Superintendent Fisher and Dr. Sanchez were
sitting in the other empty chairs.
We talked to each other waiting for the students to file into the gym.
The students started to file in taking seats in the gym bleachers. The
student was supposed to sit according to class level. Freshman Class
rear left, Sophomore Class front left, Junior Class right rear and
Senior Class front right. I thought I should be sitting up there with
Bill, Ed, JimBob and the other guys checking out the freshman girls
instead here I was being checked out by the guys, wearing a dress, with
my legs crossed. I checked to make sure I was not showing an errant bra
strap or my slip showing under my dress. The thought coming to my mind
that some perv. would try to look up my dress to see my panties making
me think of boy's differently. Dr. Sanchez noticed my nervousness and
engaged me in conservation to take alleviate my nervousness.
At 9-10 Principle Baker took the podium and called for quiet and asked
for everybody to stand. He started with the Pledge of Alliance and told
everybody to be seated. He had us at the podium to remain standing.
Principle Baker introduce each one of us standing leaving me for last.
He introduced me as Cora Biederman the reason for the assembly he had me
to remain standing while he had everybody else sit down. He explained
that I had attended this school as George Biederman for the last three
years and over the summer I had changed my sex from male to female. He
had me to sit while he introduced Superintendent Fisher to the school.
Superintendent Fisher stated that high school district rules and
regulations concerning me. Basically, I remember him saying that a
doctor certified me to be female and I was to be treated and accorded
the privileges of any other female in the school district. I would to
use the girl's restroom and take girls P.E. and anybody harassing me
would be expelled from school. Next Dr. Sanchez got up to explain that I
had been physically altered to female. He went on to say I would have
the strength, development, hormone levels, mood swings, soft skin and
body of any other girl my age. I took the podium, to give my prepared
two-minute speech. I was shaking as I started speaking.
Students, facility, fellow senior's some of you know me some of you do
not. Due to a medical condition I changed my sex over the summer. I
asked to be treated like any other girl in school. If any of you have
questions please feel free to ask, I will try to answer them. I am also
going to answer written questions in the student paper. I returned the
microphone to Principle Baker. Principle Baker took the podium and
dismissed the assembly.
I made my way back to school office to retrieve my gym bag from Ms.
Harrison she handed me my gym bag. I walked out in a hurry walking as
fast as my heels would allow me to walk to the gym. Inside the gym girls
were in various stages of undress. They all became quiet as I walked in
some staring at stages noticed a number of girls covering up or turning
their back to me as I walked through the gym. I walked to bench by my
locker and sat my gym bag down, I unzipped the bag, kicked off my shoes
off, stood up, reached under my dress, pulled my panty hose down, sat
back down, as I pulled them off my feet. I stood back up, pulled the
dress and slip off my shoulders, unhooked my bra, leaning forward,
letting it drop into my hands as I put the brain my gym bag. I pulled my
sports bra out of the gym bag putting it on. I stepped out of the dress
and slip on the floor, picking them up carefully folding them. Sitting
on the bench, I looked into the gym bag finding my white girls gym
blouse fumbling with the buttons. I couldn't understand why I was having
so much trouble with the buttons until I realized that women's buttons
were on the opposite side of boy's buttons. I finally got the blouse
buttoned, I reached into the gym bag, pulled the blue gym shorts out,
they were girls shorts with a rear zipper and button. It felt funny
reaching behind to zip up a zipper, I could not believe how tight the
shorts fit in the crotch. A guy could never wear shorts that tight in
the crotch but then again, I was no longer a guy. Apparently, this gym
kit was the style when the school opened and it was never updated with
the times. I put on the white girls socks with white girl's tennis
shoes. I quickly put my gym bag and clothes into the locker and hurried
outside to line up with the other girls. I noticed a few girls looking
at my shorts to make sure that I had no male bulge. I looked down
thinking I was still male around this many girls making sure I had no
embarrassing erection only to see my shorts fitting tight and flat
against my crotch with nothing to worry about.
Mrs. Armstrong took roll and had us walk out to the track. We would be
doing track in the start of school, leaving the track available in the
spring for the boys. Mrs. Armstrong had us run the 880 around the
football field timing us. She expected our times to improve in the
coming weeks. After the run we were dismissed to go back to the gym to
shower off and get dressed for the next class. I noted that the girl's
class was about twenty minutes less than the boys' class. I thought to
myself that the class was shorter due to the extra time it took for me
to undress and redress as a girl versus the time it took as a guy. I
noticed the other girls covering up or turning away from me as I walked
to my locker. I reached my locker fumbled with the buttons on my blouse.
Taking longer time than the other girls finally I had my blouse and bra
off. I unzipped my shorts, pulled the shorts and panties off walked nude
to the shower. On my way to the showers I noticed the girls I walked by
sneaking a glance at my nude form. I heard one girl clap her hands and
turn to another and say it's true she looks just like us. A group of
girls walked up to me in the shower standing in a line five wide and six
deeps. They asked me to turn around and prove to them that I was a girl.
I slowly turned raising my hands over my head taking a classic stripper
pose proving to them that I had a female body. Finally, after about
thirty seconds I asked if they were going to gawk all day or could I
finish my shower. I turned bringing my hands down and slowly finished my
shower. After the shower I dried off and did the feminine wrap as I
walked back to my locker. On the way back none of the girls paid me any
attention. When I got to my locker a few girls walked up and apologized
for making me prove my femininity in the shower. I got dressed taking
the time to put my pantyhose back on. I grabbed my purse, walked into
the gym bathroom, walked up to the mirror and repaired my make-up. As I
turned to leave a couple of girls walked up and gave me a hug while I
could see a number of girls nod their approval in the mirror.
I left the gym and walked to the lunch line and bought a salad I would
have preferred a hamburger and fries but I felt it more important to fit
in with the other girls so it's salad for now on. I walked up to Kathy,
Vivian, Tamara and some other girls sitting in the cafeteria and I sat
down with them. The subject of conservation was the assembly and I tried
to hide in the background listening to the remarks. I was finally asked
a few questions and brought into the conservation. The talk among the
girls was mostly positive so I felt the assembly was a positive choice.
The rest of the day went much better after the assembly with word
getting out after gym class that I had a girl's body. I felt and heard
less hostility from the other students between classes. I heard one girl
tell her boyfriend while I was walking to class that I looked the same
between my legs as she did.
School settled into normal routine with me mostly being treated like the
other girls. The end of September Jack came home on leave from basic
training I had not talked or sent him a letter since my change so he was
not aware of it yet. I dressed carefully to go to the airport at first,
I thought about dressing male but when I tried on my old clothes, I
couldn't get the Levi's over my wider bottom. I pulled and finally got
them over my wider bottom they still showed my flat feminine crotch and
fit loose in the waist. I compared a pair of my girl's jeans to my old
boys' jeans. The girl's jeans were curved to match my rounder bottom and
curved in to match my narrower waist. I then tried on one of my old
shirts, it felt scratchy on my smooth skin, tented in front. It looked
like an oversized shirt a girl had borrowed from her brother, I swam in
the shirt. I looked like a girl trying to dress butch no one would take
me for a guy. I put on my tight-fitting girls' jeans showing my flat
feminine front and short sleeve girls tee shirt.
I drove to the airport and waited for Jack to arrive at the terminal. I
saw his relatives waiting in a group with a welcome home sign I quickly
grabbed a seat out of the way. I had not told Jack or his parents about
my change and I did not feel that it was the right time to do so at the
airport. I would call him tomorrow to meet me at the mall so I could
inform him in a public place in case he reacted to me in a negative way.
I watched him arrive in the terminal and noticed for the first time how
ruggedly handsome Jack was no wonder the girls were always throwing
themselves at him in school. I did not remember Jack being handsome when
he left but then I was not a girl thinking about boys then. Boys did not
interest me then, only girls, boy had things changed since last summer.
I sat in a seat out of the way and picked up a newspaper someone had
left behind so I could observe Jack and his family. Jack stood in the
center of the group with a large smile on his face as everybody welcomed
him home. I heard Jack ask his parents if they had heard from George. "I
thought that George would be at the airport to meet me," Jack said. Jack
's parents said they had not heard from George since he had left for
basic training. They left the airport and I waited until they were well
gone before I left my seat still not believing no one in his family had
recognized me after spending hours with him at his house.
On the drive home I wondered when I had become so reserved, when I was
George, I would have greeted Jack at the airport no matter what the
consequences. I don't ever remember ever being so timid when I was
George, but I'm not George anymore am I? I'm Cora now and the female
hormones are changing my thought patterns I find I am now acting and
thinking like other girls instead of acting like a guy. I still remember
how guys think and feel but I find myself relating more to my new female
role. Guys are the opposite sex now act more reserved around guys, more
open around with other girls. I now find myself acting with guys the way
I used to act with girls. A handsome guy will get me tongue now, where a
pretty girl did in the past when I was a guy.
I called Jack the next morning remembering to use my old male voice to
ask him if he could meet me at the food court at the mall for lunch. I
barely pulled the old male voice off. I now spoke with a normal female
voice without thinking a result of much practice from voice lessons. As
an enticement to get Jack to come to lunch at the mall I told him I
would be with a couple of girls. I told Jack on the phone that since he
left that I no longer had trouble making friends with girls, I left out
the part it was because I was now a girl and girls tended to bond more
than boys. I had asked Kathy to go with me for moral support and Kathy
had asked JimBob to make it foursome. Kathy said we could have some fun
with two cute guys at the miniature golf course next to the mall as the
weather was nice and sunny. Kathy said if that worked out, we could make
out later in the car with the guys. Kathy asked me if I was hot for
Jack. Blushing bright red, I said yes Kathy he's my best friend. Kathy
gave me a hurt look saying she thought she was my best friend. Ok Kathy
you're my best girlfriend.
Kathy and I got into a discussion on what to wear to the mall. Kathy
suggested we both wear short jean skirts I with a red top and her with a
blue top. Kathy said it was easier to turn a guy on with sexy legs
showing out of a short skirt. Kathy, I realized girls planned what to
wear to turn a guy on, I just never thought I would be doing it. Kathy
turned to me and said its girls who decide how far a guy can go why do
you think women's magazines always have articles about sex and
relationships its girls who decide about sex not guys. Guys lie about
conquests but girls talk about the real issues, like sex and
relationships. Was the guy attentive and caring to the girls needs or is
he just trying to get his rocks off. How big was he and did he know what
to do with it? Is he a good kisser? Did he take his time, or was it wham
bam thank you mam type of guy?
JimBob Kathy and I arrived at the food court a little early and sat down
at a table waiting for Jack to show up. Jack walked in about five
minutes late looking for me, Kathy nudged JimBob to go and get Jack.
Jack walked over with JimBob freezing in his tracks when he got a good
look at me. Finally, after staring at me for about a minute Jack said,"
George is that you?" "Why are you dressed like a girl?" I said in my new
female voice, "sit down Jack and I'll explain." Jack sat down and I
explained to him what happened to me since he left for basic training.
Jack just sat with his mouth open and finally asked if I was the girl
reading the newspaper at the airport? I said it was me and I had missed
him since he left. I then asked if we could get lunch as I was getting
hungry. We got up and lined up at the mall fast food Taco Place. Kathy
and I ordered taco salads with diet soda while the guys ordered burrito
supreme plates with large sodas. Kathy and I sat on one side of the
table while the guys sat on the other side. After we were finished Kathy
and I excused ourselves to go to the ladies' room. As I walked into the
bathroom with Kathy, I asked her what do you think Jack thinks of me?
Kathy said it's too soon Cora; Jack's in shock give him some time to get
used to the idea of you being a girl. When we returned from the bathroom
Kathy suggested to the guys that we go to a movie at the mall and the
guys agreeing.
In the back of the theatre Kathy and JimBob made out while Jack and I
talked. Jack asked how I like being a girl? Jack the bad parts sitting
just to pee! to release pee. Peeing as a girl is so different! The pee
comes out faster, quicker and sounds different. Lines just to get into
the bathroom, extra time for make-up and being treated as an object
instead of a person. The good parts, I don't have to worry about being
embarrassed by erections any longer, breasts are more sensitive than I
thought. So many more options of clothes to wear than the drab things I
used to wear as a guy. I asked Jack about the military and he told me
that basic training was harder than he thought and he had decided to go
to infantry school and should be finished by December. He would have a
month's leave before he shipped out on assignment and planned to return
home.
I asked him since he had two weeks leave left now if he would like to
spend some of the time getting to know the new me? Jack said he had a
lot to think about and he would get back to me. Kathy stopped our
conservation saying she had to use the bathroom and asked me if I would
go with her. We walked to the bathroom Kathy telling me the reason she
wanted to go to the restroom was to cool JimBob back down as he was
getting a little too aggressive for the movie theatre. A few minutes
away from him would allow JimBob time to cool off. Kathy repaired her
make-up in the mirror while she asked how it was going with Jack and I?
I told her fine as I agreed with her that Jack needed time to get over
the shock of my change. On the way back to the theatre I suggested that
we buy a large popcorn and a couple of sodas. While we were ordering two
cute guys were checking us out. Kathy and I responded by flirting back
with the guys in the lobby. We returned to our seats sharing the popcorn
and sodas with the guys until the show ended. Jack said goodbye at
Kathy's car giving me a hug before we drove off.
I did not see Jack for the rest of his leave but I did talk to him every
day and we seemed to get along just fine on the phone I promised to
write him while he went through training at infantry school in North
Carolina.
School continued on with me becoming closer to my girlfriends than I
ever was with guys when I was one. I found that girls bonded with each
other for a number of reasons, safety from rape, unwanted male
attention, shyness around guys, pressure from family not to date until
after high school. All my classmates knew my story, some brave guys
asked me out, the curiosity of taking out a transsexual the main
motivation. I would go out with some of the guys only if they agreed to
stay with a group of people. I was still friends with old guy pals, only
now the demographics had changed, the longer I spent time as a girl the
more feminine in my actions and thoughts became, instead of being
treated as one of the guys my male friends now treated me as one of the
girls .At first it bothered me but over time as I became more feminine I
started to like the special attention that the guys now bestowed upon
me.
The winter break was now upon us, my girlfriends were making plans for
the winter formal. Having once been a guy I was being asked by the guys
if I knew whether the girls were going to accept their prom invitations.
My girlfriends were asking me if I knew which the guy was going to ask
them to the prom? I got so fed up the questions from the guys and girls
that I refused to talk to anyone until after the prom, I spent my time
alone hiding in the library and spending my afternoons alone at home.
A week before the prom I got a phone call out of the blue from Jack. He
was home from infantry school and had a month's leave before he left for
a deployment in Afghanistan. Jack asked if I could meet him at the taco
stand as they did not have Mexican food in the mid-west and he had a
craving for Mexican food. I hurriedly dressed in a mini dress and heels
to meet Jack at the taco stand. I wanted to overwhelm him my femininity
so he would see me as a girl and not a former guy turned into a girl.
I walked into the restaurant and spied him sitting in a booth waiting
for me. I pulled my long hair to partially obscure my face, I assumed my
sexiest walk and slowly walked across the restaurant up to Jack 's
booth. I stood in front of the booth opposite of him waiting for a
reaction. Jack finally looked up; I turned my face cracking a big smile.
Jack slowly looked glanced up and down finally saying that I looked
really hot. Jack said that I was the hottest looking girl he had seen.
Jack finally asked me to sit down and as sexy I could I took the empty
seat across from him.
We talked for a few hours, Jack about infantry school and I about school
and the differences between being a boy and now being a girl in school.
I told Jack the main difference in the gym class was in boys you wore a
jock strap to keep your balls from flopping all over. In Girls P.E. you
wear a bra to keep your tits from bouncing all over which can be as
painful as getting sore balls.
I asked Jack if he wanted to go with JimBob and Kathy at JimBob's house
for a party later this evening? Jack surprised me by saying sure he
would go with me to the party. Jack walked me back to my car agreeing to
pick me up at 7 P.M. I left the restaurant driving home to get ready for
the party.
As I dressed for the party, I thought that's it's too bad it was winter
as the cold weather would hide my feminine curves under bulky clothes. I
still managed to put on tight pants showing my feminine flat front and
even if was cold I still put on a tight low-cut top showing my cleavage.
I may freeze a little but it was worth it to see guys reaction to a girl
dressing in tight clothes.
Jack picked me up at home escorting me out to his car, he opened the
passenger door for me, holding the door for me as I sat in the car. Jack
walked to the driver's side opened the door and got into the car. I put
Jack's hand in mine and he did not pull away. I slowly stroked his hand
as we drove over to JimBob's. Kathy answered the door bell, the house
looked like a make out party was going on in the living room. I thought
it was now or never as I sat down with Jack on the couch turned to him
and gave him a kiss. Jack did not pull back as I stuck my tongue into
his mouth. Jack's scratchy face felt so different from my now soft
smooth hairless face. Jack put his hand under my bra and caressed my
nipple which became erect under his manipulation. I moved my hand,
unzipped the zipper on his pants, stuck my hand inside his pants freeing
his erect dick from his underwear. It had now been months since I had
felt a penis and I marveled how it felt in my soft hand. I stopped
French kissing Jack and I moved my head down to his pants taking his
erect cock in my mouth. Licking and kissing the sensitive head in my
mouth. Having experience jacking myself off when I was a guy, I knew how
far I could take Jack without making him orgasm and I would work him up
to that point and then I would back off. Finally, I felt he could take
it no more I took him over the edge and then I sucked him dry. I then
put his dick back in his pants and zipped his zipper back up. Jack
excused himself to use the bathroom and I pulled a mirror out of my
purse to repair my make-up and to brush my hair. Having repaired my
make-up, I got up to get a drink and found Jack in the kitchen getting
two sodas. I walked up to Jack and put my arms around him as he turned
and gave me a kiss.
Kathy walked up and asked me to go to the bathroom with her and I
followed her into the bathroom locking the door. Kathy said I saw your
little show with Jack how was it? I said fine in fact Kathy it was
better than fine I've got Jack right where I want him. Kathy I'm going
to ask him to take me to the prom tonight. Kathy peed while we talked
and I marveled how the sight of another girl's vagina no longer aroused
me what so ever. The thought of a guys cocks now gave me arousing
thoughts. While we were in the bathroom I decided to pee also. I thought
nothing of pulling my pants and panties down in front of Kathy any
longer. I peed then washed my hands and repaired my make-up in the
mirror then Kathy and I walked out of the bathroom and back into the
kitchen where we found JimBob and Jack having a snack. It was time to go
home so Jack took me out to the car. On the way home I sat as close to
Jack as I could holding his hand giving it loving strokes. At my front
door we stood kissing for about ten minutes until it was time to go in.
As I broke the kiss, I asked Jack if he would like to go to the prom
with me next week? Jack thought for a minute than a smile came to his
face as he answered, sure. That made me the happiest girl in the world
with his answer. I couldn't wait for the morning so I could call my
girlfriends. I went to sleep dreaming, I dreamed of me at the prom in a
pretty dress on the arm of Jack and I felt I was the luckiest girl in
the world.
The next morning, I called Kathy, Vivian, Tamara and Betty asking if
they would go shopping with me to find a prom dress? I could not believe
how much I had changed since becoming a girl last summer I never dreamed
I would be going to a prom wearing a prom dress.
I picked the girls up and we drove to the mall. We went into one dress
shop after another in the mall looking for the prefect prom gown. I
couldn't believe the selection, of prom gowns. It was easier being a
guy, there was only a few selections of tux for the guys to wear
compared to the hundreds of different formal s for girls. Once again, my
girlfriends came through finding the perfect formal for me. I had no
trouble stripping down to my panties and bra in front of the girls any
longer. I found a burgundy long sleeve gown with lace trim on the
hemline, low cut showing a good amount of cleavage. I found a matching
slip in another shop and matching pair of pumps with one-inch heels in
bargain shoe store
I never realized that shopping could be so exhausting, after a day of
shopping all I wanted to do is go home and go to bed. Instead I had to
get ready to go out with Jack this evening. I quickly took a bath taking
the time to shave my legs. I again dressed taking the time to select an
outfit to try and look sexy even in bulky winter clothing. I put on a
short jean skirt and a long sleeve tight cut top with my mom leather
jacket.
Jack picked me up and we went out to his favorite Mexican restaurant.
Jack obsession with Mexican food was starting to get to me. We left the
restaurant going to the last drive in theater in town. We parked and got
in the back seat and started to make out. Jack reached his hand under my
skirt. He put his hand in my panties, put the other hand under my top
into my bra to tweak my left nipple. It was the first time I let a guy
put his hand in my panties. Jack slowly pulled my panties down my legs
dropping them on the floor. Jack pulled my skirt up putting his head
between my legs. He started tonguing my vagina. Since I had never had a
blow job when I was male, I had nothing to compare to the first time
that a guy went down on me as a female. I had never felt anything like
it before it felt so good! It reminded me of the feeling I got when I
jacked off when I was male.
Jack pushed me over the edge with his tongue! I experienced a strong
female orgasm, he had me squealing in delight. I felt that I had to
return Jack the favor as I unzipped Jack's pants, taking his dick out of
his pants, I slowly dropped my head and kissed the head of his penis
with my lips playing with it before I took the whole thing in my mouth.
I was determined to give him the best blow job he ever had in his life.
I attacked his penis with a vengeance, trying every trick I knew to give
Jack the best blow job he ever had. He finally came, I tried to get
every precious drop in my mouth but a small amount dribbled down my chin
and dropped between my breasts. We both got dressed to go to the to the
snack bar.
As walked hand and hand to the snack bar, I told Jack that I had to use
the restroom. I walked into the dirtiest women's restroom that I had
ever been in. The toilet was covered with piss, pulled my panties back
off, stuffed them down my top as I pulled my skirt up to hover over the
seat to piss. It was one of the hardest things I had tried. Pissing
without being able to sit down or stand up. I finished peeing and pulled
my panties back out of my top and pulled them back on. I walked out of
the lady's room into the snack bar to find Jack. I found him talking to
Caroline a girl from school, she was complaining about the movie.
Caroline wanted to see hunky guys their shirts off instead of topless
girls with their tits showing, it's not fair Caroline said. I merely
smiled nodding my head in agreement with Caroline. Jack and I walked out
of the snack bar with a tub of popcorn and couple of sodas and went back
to the car to finish watching the movie.
Before I realized it, was prom time where did the week go? I along with
the other girls had a hair and nail appointment for Saturday morning, we
were going as a group to the salon. It felt so good to be just thought
of as just another girl instead of a sex change outcast I'm sure there
were still kids at school that thought of me that way but the whole
issue seemed to have been forgotten by my friends and for that I 'm
grateful.
I had to bring my formal gown with me to the salon so the nail and make-
up tech could match my nail polish and make-up to my gown. I now enjoyed
the pampering that I received at the salon and how we girls could sit a
gossip without worrying about guys. I preferred gossiping with girls, to
my previous life as a guy discussing the latest video game or the latest
hot girl with her legs spread in a men's magazine. I had learned that
girls could be catty and back stabbing to each other but I found their
friendship much more fulfilling than I ever did with other guys.
Mom helped me put my formal gown on afterword she and dad took pictures
of me by myself in my formal waiting for Jack to show up. Jack finally
arrived with mom having taken more pictures of the two of us. He was
beyond handsome in his Marine dress blues. We left to meet up with the
Kathy and JimBob for dinner at the Basque family style restaurant. They
sat all of us on a long table where they brought out bread, soup, salad,
beans and salsa for the first course. The second course arrived pickle
tongue, French fries and tomatoes in a vinegar dressing. Fifteen minutes
later the final course arrived roast beef. For dessert we had either
chocolate cake or ice cream. As soon as desert was finished, we girls
lined up to use the restroom as there were only two stalls with ten
girls waiting. The guys were out of the restroom in a couple of minutes
with me waiting over twenty minutes for us to use the restroom. I' m
sure now that I'm a girl, the ladies restroom had to be designed by a
man, women would never design such a small restroom.
We arrived at the gym and had to wait in another line at the school gym
to get our picture taken. Jack and I stood close together, Jack with his
arm around me, for the picture. The gym was decorated up with
decorations putting us in a festive mood. We sat with Kathy and JimBob
at a table. I sat next to Kathy where we critiqued all the other girls'
gowns, their hair, make-up and which dorky guy they were with. We
compared our views on the hunky guys at the prom and how cute they
looked in their tux, how uncomfortable the guys looked all dressed up.
Jack and I danced a few dances the fast dances were easy we just looked
at each other and kind of just shook, the slow dances were a new
experience for me, I had to dance backwards in heels with Jack's arm
wrapped around my bottom and my arms wrapped around his neck .Jack
noticed my nervousness, I told him I had never slow danced with a guy
before I was having to remind myself not to try and lead. At the end of
the dance Jack leaned into me and gave me a kiss.
We left the prom at midnight going back to my house and into my bedroom.
I wanted to give him something special before he left for Afghanistan
and I had just the special gift in mind: my virginity.
Jack slowly took off his beautiful uniform, careful not to get it
wrinkled, then he slowly removed my dress while we were both engaged in
a passionate kiss. I stood before him in just my bra and panties as he
gazed at my crotch, he could see that I was no longer a boy, but a real
girl.
Jack unhooked my bra and removed it from my arms as he broke the kiss
and brought his mouth to my exposed left nipple, slowly he licked and
nibbled on it. I put my hands his penis slowly caressing his manhood
with my left hand. I could not believe what was happening to my body. I
was responding like any other girl would when turned on. I felt my
vagina begin to lubricate and my nipples grow ever larger as my body
prepared for the penetration. With one hand Jack carefully worked my
pretty panties down my legs as I kicked them off. All the while we were
in the warmest of embraces as his muscular flat chest squeezed my
breasts and we French kissed. This was amazing.
We laid on my bed in the classic missionary position, me on the bottom
as the submissive female. I spread my legs, slowly guiding Jack's
manhood towards my vagina. He gazed at my lovely vagina, and then stared
deeply into my eyes, knowing he was about to make me a woman.
I moved Jack's penis against my vaginal lips before I positioned his
penis to my hole as Jack slowly pushed in. I felt a slight burning
sensation and then a popping feeling as he penetrated my hymen. He
entered me so slowly and tenderly as Jack worked his way all the way in.
I marveled at the difference of having a living penis in me instead of
one of the dilators that I had to use to keep my vagina from closing up.
Once he was all the way in, I moved my hand down to my crotch to feel
it. We were one, man and woman united in one flesh. I opened my eyes and
smiled, saying "Your inside of me," as I reached up to kiss him.
Slowly he began to thrust into me as the burning sensation went away,
only to be replaced by the greatest pleasure I had ever experienced. Dr.
Sanchez had said my vagina would be able to accommodate any size of
penis and he certainly was right on that one. Jack was at least seven
inches long and fit all the way inside of me. With each thrust he
brushed against my clit, making me squeal in ecstasy. My parents were
just down the hall, but luckily, they did not hear us. This was the most
incredible experience of my life. I experienced the tightening and
loosening and the lubrication that the other girls had talked about when
we discussed sex. I found that I could use my vaginal muscles and I
could grip his penis at the depth of his thrusts, releasing it as he
pulled out. We exchanged no words, just inhuman sounds as we engaged in
the oldest of human rituals. As I gripped his penis with my vagina, he
smiled down at me, as I saw his face straining against his impending
ejaculation
Sex as a girl was different, I no longer felt the need to thrust as I
did when I was a guy. I now felt like yielding to his thrusts. I lay
there with my legs spread wide open, my arms around his back as
occasionally my fingernails dug into his back. A heat starting in my
crotch area and moving outward to the rest of my body, I felt a need to
vocalize these erotic feeling with a feminine squeal. Finally, my time
came as I experienced my first orgasm through sex. I could not believe
it. I wrapped my legs and arms around Jack as tightly as I could as my
vagina contracted around him like a boa constrictor. My toes curled as
it radiated through every part of my body. My breasts felt like fluid as
my head rocked from side to side.
The feeling seemed to last forever as Jack thrusted deeply into me
holding it in me as deep as possible. I felt him ejaculate into me as he
grunted. The feeling of his seed inside my body, his precious seed that
I could never do anything with was amazing as well. At that moment I
only wished I had a womb and ovaries to become a mother, but it would
never happen.
With a noticeable plop sound, Jack pulled out of me, kissed me and
rolled off and went to the bathroom. My head was still buzzing as I laid
there, naked, with my legs still spread open, in an ever expanding the
wet spot on the bed.
Jack returned from the bathroom as I rushed inside to clean up. I
returned from the bathroom in my robe while Jack had redressed in his
dress blues. It would be the last time I would see him until he got back
from his tour in Afghanistan. I knew being in the Marine infantry his
life would be in constant danger. I promised I would remain true to him.
At the front door Jack gave me goodnight kiss before he left. I said, "I
love you," as he walked down the stairs towards his waiting cab. He took
his hat off, came back up the stairs, and said, "I love you too Cora,
you are my girl, and when I get home, we will never be apart."
I went to sleep with a smile on my face having experienced sex for the
first time as a girl.
I was now a woman.