The Big Revelation
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The fall semester of my sophomore year of college was just as lonely as the spring semester of my freshman year. I did well at school, got to know classmates as acquaintances, but still made no friends. The longer it went on, the more I was convinced that there was something wrong with me.
Halfway through the semester I went to a presentation by the International Office on Study Abroad. I was really keen to leave campus, but the cost of program seemed prohibitive. I knew Mom didn’t have the money, so I just filed it away.
As the leaves fell and the days grew shorter, I went back to working at the stables with Robin and Misty Sue. I had a frank talk with Misty Sue and made it clear that our sexual dalliance was over. She was disappointed but took it well. I think Robin was relieved to find me working in the stables again instead of avoiding her.
I had dinner with the two of them a couple of times a week. I told them about my hopes of studying abroad.
“Don’t you think your mother will support you?” asked Robin.
“Of course, she’ll support me,” I said. “That’s not the problem. The problem is that she will support me, but I know she can’t afford it. She’ll scrimp and deny herself all her little pleasures in order come up with the money. She lives very simply as it is, I can’t make things worse for her.”
“Hmmm,” said Robin. She was quiet through the rest of the meal and finally spoke as we were having tea afterward. “You’ve worked for me almost ten years, Johanna. I’ve never counted the hours, but it’s been a lot. I haven’t had to clothe you or give you room and board. It’s been a good deal for me.”
“I’ve enjoyed coming here, Robin,” I said.
“Misty Sue and I would like pay for your study abroad thing,” she said. Misty Sue nodded.
“Are you sure?” I asked, not quite daring to hope. “It’s not cheap.”
“We’ll cover it,” said Robin.
I got up, put my arms around her, and kissed her on the lips. I kept my eyes open and looked at Misty Sue over her shoulder. Robin held me for a briefly, but didn’t open her mouth to receive my tongue. I tried for a moment to get a response, but she pushed me away.
“Don’t, Johanna,” she said. “You’ve worked here for years, you’re like a daughter to me. Let’s leave it at that.”
*
Mom was initially reluctant to accept Robin’s offer, saying that it was her responsibility to pay for me. But I kept at her with Robin’s argument that it was just a repayment for all my years of work at the stables. Eventually, she agreed.
I worked with the university’s Study Abroad staff to get my paperwork in order. Just before the Christmas break of 2011, I got an acceptance from the University of Göttingen. I corresponded with their admissions office to finalize my student accommodation and course registrations.
In early January 2012, Mom drove me to the airport to begin the series of flights that would take me to Germany. As we stood together outside the security area, she hugged me tight, and kissed me hard. I was surprised to see she was crying.
“Write to me and call me every day, Johanna,” she sniffed. “I’ll miss you.”
“Of course I will, Mom,” I said. Faced with the reality of leaving her alone, I was beset with guilt. She looked so forlorn that I felt my own tears well up. “I can cancel everything and stay with you …”
“No, no,” she said, quickly wiping her eyes. “You must go. Have a lovely time and make new friends. Soar into the sky and see the world. But remember wherever you go, you will always have my love with you.”
I cried all the way on the flight to Newark.
Making the transition to my Lufthansa flight in the busy airport, I got into a conversation about my Study Abroad program with the person checking me in. As we talked about Göttingen, I got caught up in the excitement of my upcoming trip and began to feel more upbeat.
On the transatlantic flight, I read an Irmgard Keun novel in the original German. I spoke to the flight attendants in German. I was pleased when they all assumed that I was a native, and even asked if I was from Heidelberg. I was tempted to lie, but I ended up telling them the truth – that I am American and had picked up the accent speaking to a German professor from Heidelberg.
I flew to Europe every year, but it was always with Mom. This was my first trip by myself. I was feeling carefree and I guess my excitement showed only too clearly.
The flight was not very full and I had three seats with a window all to myself. I was able to spread myself out, sitting in the middle seat, but retaining the option of the window if there was anything interesting to see outside.
One of flight attendants was a cute, young guy and he came back several times to chat with me. He put a hand on my shoulder the first time and thereafter each time he came back, he grew a little more adventurous. He became bolder when the lights were turned down after the meal service and most passengers were drifting off the sleep or engrossed in watching movies.
The first time he cupped my breast through my blouse and bra I demurred verbally, "Wir sollten das nicht tun." (We shouldn’t do that). But I didn’t push his hand away. The next time when he unbuttoned my blouse, I whispered, Jemand wird sehen! "(Someone will see!) But when he leaned down and kissed me, I kissed him back.
Thus encouraged, he sat down in the aisle seat and took me in his arms. He pushed down the cups of my bra and my nipples hardened and stood out. He whispered that he liked my nipples against him as he held me tight. He pushed his hand up my skirt between my legs and his fingers teased me through my panties. I was breathing hard, but I knew this was more than I wanted. I managed to get his hand out from between my legs and put my hands on his chest to give myself some breathing room.
“Warum?” he asked. (Why?)
“Nur ein paar Küsse,” I murmured. (Just a few kisses.) I switched to English. “I don’t want to have sex with you. I don’t know you.”
“That’s the fun of it,” he responded in a low voice, also in English. “Come on, Johanna! You have gotten me so hard!”
“I’m sorry,” I said.
“Are you going to leave me like this?”
“I’m so sorry,” I repeated.
“Alles ist fair in Sex,” he said philosophically. “Küss mich noch einmal.” (All’s fair in sex; kiss me one more time.)
I kissed him again and he played with my nipples before I pushed him away.
He came by a few more times during the night, but I kept him at a safe distance. He gave me a card with his contacts and asked me to get in touch once I was settled. He formally wished me good day and auf wiedersehen as I deplaned in Frankfurt. I dropped his card in a trash bin on my way to immigration. I went to a restroom and sat in a cubicle crying quietly for a while. I felt like a cock teasing bitch.
*
I settled in quickly at the university in Göttingen. It was snowy, but much milder than the winters in Wisconsin. I made several acquaintances in my first week there. One of them was Dieter, a tall, lean guy with an easy smile and irreverent Bavarian country accent.
He invited me to a party on my first Friday there and I made the mistake of trying to keep up with him drinking beer. We stayed at the party, drinking, chatting and dancing till about midnight. We kissed and made out. When we left together, he put his arm around my waist.
He asked me to come by his place for another beer. I knew I was very drunk and refused, but he just laughed. I’m a bit hazy about exactly what happened, but we ended up in his place anyway. As he got me a can of beer from the fridge, he said his flatmate was out for the weekend. By this time, I'd sobered up. I didn’t really want the beer, but took it over my better judgment. We sat on the couch in the living room and he kissed me again.
I kissed him back hesitantly. I was not sure I wanted this, but I felt I had led him on and “owed” him, especially after the episode on the flight over from Newark. So when he pulled my top up over my head, I helped him take it off.
He unfastened my bra and kissed my nipples muttering, “Du hast kleine Titten, Johanna!” (You have small tits, Johanna!)
“Magst du sie nicht?” I mumbled. (Don’t you like them?)
“Ich wünschte, sie wären größer, Johanna,” he said in a low voice. (I wish they were bigger, Johanna.)
He hiked up my skirt and pulled down my panties.
“Please go down on me,” I asked, continuing in English.
He ignored my request and pushed a finger into me, using his thumb on my clitoris. It was not gentle, but I did begin to get moist. He grunted his satisfaction and led me to his bedroom. He undressed very quickly and mounted me with my skirt around my waist and my scarf still around my neck. He was not rough, and asked me if I was okay as he pushed his cock into me. I nodded. Once he was fully embedded in me, he lay there and kissed my throat, whispered in my ear in English, “Your pussy is tight and warm, Johanna. So lovely.”
His cock was rather small. Even fully in me, he was not very deep. I felt a yawn coming on and managed to stifle it. But when he began to fuck me, slowly with a straightforward in and out motion, I could no longer fight my tiredness. I fell asleep before he came.
I woke up in the morning with a splitting headache. Dieter was lying by me on his stomach, breathing the long breaths of deep slumber. I got out of bed cautiously to avoid waking him and got dressed. I went to the kitchen and drank several large glasses of water and felt a little better.
I put on my coat, walked back to my place, took two aspirin, and went to bed. I slept all day Saturday, waking up in the late afternoon. I looked at my cell phone and saw there were six texts, all from Dieter. They sounded increasingly worried, so I texted him back that I was home and fine.
*
One of things I’ve learned about men is that once you have sex with them, they assume that you’re going to let them have you again. I liked Dieter, but I certainly did not want to have sex with him again. I worried how he would take it when I told him. The week after our night together, he invited me out for dinner, and I accepted. When he tried to kiss me during the meal, I took the bull by the horns and told him that I really didn’t want to get physical with him again.
“What’s wrong?” he asked in English. “Did I do something wrong?”
“No, no,” I said. “It was all me. You asked me and I said yes.”
“Don’t you like me?”
“I like you,” I said. “As a friend, someone to talk to. But not as a sexual partner.”
“I see,” he said.
He was quiet for the rest of the meal. He walked me home and only responded in monosyllabic German when I tried to make conversation.
I assumed I would never see him again, but he texted me the next day – ‘I’ll be your friend, Johanna. Do you want to have coffee after class?’
I texted back – ‘Yes,’ and that was that.
Dieter was majoring in physics and we were in a statistical mechanics class together. My German was very good, but in the highly technical and jargon-laden class, I often had difficulty keeping up. Dieter helped me along with easy nonchalance, never making me feel stupid. As the weeks went by, my knowledge of technical German improved, in part from his tutelage.
Dieter was also the secretary of the university ski club. We were having our regular coffee after class in early February when he told me he was organizing the club’s annual ski trip.
“It will be in the semester break in the third week of February,” he said. “I’ve booked us a place in Zermatt in Switzerland. I have two questions for you. Do you have plans for the break? And do you ski?”
“No, I don’t have any plans and yes, I sort of ski,” I said. “I haven’t been on skis in about eight years. I was twelve when I skied last.”
“Well, come along,” he said. “I’m sure you can find slopes to ski on. There are lots of easier runs.”
“I can’t. I don’t have any skis. And I’m sure Switzerland is very expensive. I don’t have that much money.”
“Just join the university ski club. I can make you a member right now,” he said easily. “Just fifty euros. I have several pairs of skis you can check out. You can also check with some of the girls in the ski club. I’m sure we can find you good equipment.”
“But what about the expenses in Zermatt?”
“The ski club gets a subsidized hotel rate for its members. And we get funding from the university. It won’t cost too much. And if you’re still worried about it, I can pay for you.”
The thought of skiing again did catch my fancy. I’d never skied with anyone but Dad, and I’d never skied in a resort. Zermatt sounded so upscale, so sophisticated, so cool! So the next day, I paid Dieter fifty euros to join the university ski club. He took me to meet Ulrike, one of the girls on the university ski team, who was the co-organizer of the ski trip.
She was a tall, lean blonde in her mid-twenties with a long face and cornflower blue eyes. She had the easy grace of an athlete and asked me a series of questions about my height, weight, and what skis I had used.
“I don’t know,” I confessed. “Dad used to pick out all my equipment. I know I used pretty wide skis because we were often in deep powder in Montana.”
She had over a dozen pairs of skis in her closet. She went over each pair with me, explaining the pros and cons of each with unusual patience. Dieter chimed in from time to time. In the end we settled on a pair of all-mountain skis that were far better than any I had ever skied on. I also lucked out in that Ulrike and I had the same size in ski boots, so I just borrowed those from her as well.
Ulrike, Dieter and I drove down to Zermatt in his BMW, with our skis on the roof rack. He drove very fast on the autobahn, over 160 kilometers per hour whenever he could. He was quite casual about it, continuing to talk to Ulrike in the front seat and even turning to talk to me in the backseat from time to time.
“We’re staying at the Jagerhof,” he said. “Everything in Zermatt is pretty expensive, but its affordable with the ski club rate and the university subsidy. I’ve used our organizers’ privilege to book a two-bedroom suite for Ulrike and me. You’re welcome to join us. Then you won’t have any lodging expenses.”
“Thank you!” I cried.
*
We had dinner at an autogrill on the highway and arrived at the hotel quite late. I thought the Jagerhof was quite upscale, like everything in Zermatt. It had a Swiss chalet décor with everything finished in blonde wood and stags' heads on the walls of the lounge. It was nicer than any hotel I had ever stayed in thus far in my life. Dieter and Ulrike smiled at me as I looked around, round-eyed.
The “two-bedroom suite” the Dieter mentioned turned out to be open plan, with the “bedrooms” merely alcoves off a central common area that included sitting and dining spaces as well as a kitchenette. Each of the bedroom alcoves had a double bed.
Ulrike and I went to the bathroom with our toilet kits and brushed our teeth. She seemed to read my mind and said, “I’ll share a bed with Dieter, unless you don’t want to sleep alone.”
“I’m happy to sleep alone,” I said.
She mentioned the sleeping arrangements to Dieter as we traded places in the bathroom. I thought he looked a bit disappointed, but I may have been flattering myself. Ulrike stripped down to her sports bra and panties in the common area with unselfconscious casualness before sliding under the covers. Dieter emerged from the bathroom shortly after and also shed his clothes down to his shorts and joined her. I slunk away to the other alcove, changed into my nightie and got into bed.
A half-hour later, I heard the unmistakable sounds of their sex. The steady creaking of the bed and the thumping of flesh against flesh were impossible to tune out. I put a pillow over my head, but it was no use. I heard Dieter beginning to grunt and then moan. I listened intently, but I could not hear anything from Ulrike.
“Komm schon, Ulrike!” he cried. “Bewege deinen Arsch! Gib es mir, gib es mir!” (Come on, Ulrike! Move your ass! Give it to me, give it to me!)
Finally, I heard her panting. I imagined her arching her back, trying to lift his weight. I confess that I was tempted to sneak over and watch them. It was not long before he began gasp, “Ist gut! Es ist so gut! Ich komme!” (It's good! It's so good! I'm cumming!)
The bed creaked a bit more, there were a few more fleshy thumps, harder than those before. It was quiet for short while. Then I heard padding to the bathroom, first light, quick steps that I assumed was Ulrike. They were followed by a heavier step that I assumed was Dieter. I heard them settling back into bed and finally drifted off to sleep.
*
I got up about six-thirty and walked by the other bedroom alcove on my way to the bathroom. The bed was unmade and Ulrike and Dieter were gone. I hurriedly got ready, put on my skiwear – my Wisconsin winter jacket over a cable knit sweater and waterproof rain pants over my jeans – and headed down to the breakfast room.
I saw Ulrike and Dieter sitting together in a corner behind the coffee machines. I had to walk around the breakfast buffet to get to them and was out of their sight. They were talking in German and I realized they were talking about me. I stopped, unsure of whether to interrupt them. Curiosity got the better of me and I stopped by the coffee machine. I made myself a cappuccino and listened.
“… und sie scheint sehr jung zu sein,” Ulrike was saying. (… and she seems very young.)
“Sie ist jung. Sie ist erst zwanzig,” Dieter replied. (She is young. only twenty.)
“Schon so fortgeschritten in der Universität!” (Already so advanced in university!)
“Diese Amerikaner haben es immer eilig, Dinge zu erledigen.” (These Americans are always in a hurry to get things done.)
“Deshalb sind sie so unreif,” said Ulrike. “Und ungekünstelt. Du hilfst ihr im Unterricht?” (That's why they're so immature. And unsophisticated. Do you help her in class?)
“Ein wenig. Aber Johanna ist sehr schlau. Sie findet die Dinge jetzt selbst heraus und braucht mich nicht.” (A little. But Johanna is very clever. She's figuring things out on her own now and doesn't need me.)
“Hast du sie schon gefickt?” (Have you fucked her yet?)
“Nur einmal, als sie sehr betrunken war. Sie ist großartig im Bett, aber würde mich nicht wieder von mir ficken lassen.” (Just once, when she was a bit drunk. She’s great in bed, but she wouldn’t let me fuck her again.)
Dieter paused and I was about to come around the corner and join them, when he continued, “Ich frage mich, ob sie genauso gut Ski fährt wie sie fickt.” (I wonder if she skis as well as she fucks?)
“Nun, ich habe kein Interesse daran, wie sie fickt, aber ich werde bald herausfinden, wie gut sie Ski fährt.” (Well, I have no interest in how she fucks, but I'll soon find out how well she skis.)
“Bitte, Ulrike, töte sie nicht. Sie haben fast die Nationalmannschaft erreicht, und sie ist wahrscheinlich nur eine Anfängerin.” (Please, Ulrike, don't kill her. You almost made the national team, and she's probably just a beginner.)
I came around the corner with my coffee and said, “Hi!” and they asked me to join them.
“You should change into your ski clothes,” said Ulrike as we were finishing our breakfast.
“These are my ski clothes,” I said, surprised. Then I looked at the fashionable ski bib and silk underlayer that she had on and realized the inadequacy of my outfit. I continued nervously, “Not fashionable, but functional.”
She nodded. We shouldered our skis in the hotel foyer and walked the short distance to the gondola to meet the rest of the group. There were about twenty of us, roughly the same number of guys and girls. Like Ulrike and Dieter, everyone was dressed in the height of ski fashion. The women especially seemed to all be wearing tight outfits that showed off their svelte figures.
I looked like the round ball, and I could see the women exchanging glances when they saw me. Even Ulrike looked a bit embarrassed by my appearance, and I reddened. Nonetheless, I managed to sit next to her in the gondola.
“I hope you’ll let me ski with you, Ulrike,” I said.
“I’ll be skiing with the most advanced group, Johanna. Are you sure you will be able to keep up?”
“I’ll try,” I said.
“Well, don’t ski beyond your ability. Even if you lose us, the mountain is well marked. You can’t get lost. We’ll meet for après ski in the hotel bar at 1700.”
At the top of the gondola, we skied to a tram. I stayed on Ulrike’s tails and got on with her. We took another one to get to the highest point on the mountain. Our group mustered and quickly divided into three groups. Everyone seemed to know exactly which group to go with. I stayed with Ulrike and followed her.
She led the way to a black slope, and with a quick push of her poles, propelled herself over the headwall. I saw Dieter out of the corner of my eye launch himself on to the slope. He caught some air as he did so and was gone, streaking after her.
The long poles felt strange in my hands, for my memories were of the short stubby ones I’d used as a twelve-year-old. Nonetheless, I pushed myself forward and got on to the slope rather awkwardly. I pointed my skis straight downhill to get speed to try and catch up with Ulrike and Dieter. The slope was extremely steep and rather narrow, so I had to use my edges aggressively.
As I tried to carve my very first turn, I felt my edges running away from me and nearly ran into a rock outcropping. I had no control, and after two more slack turns, I managed to bring myself to a stop. What’s the matter? I thought. I’ve skied much harder terrain than this, but I’ve never skied this badly.
By now Ulrike and Dieter were out of sight. I wriggled my toes, and my boots felt loose. I looked down at them and realized the problem. My boots were unbuckled! I felt like a moron – in my haste to follow Ulrike, I had forgotten to buckle them. I did so now, cinching them as tight as they would go. Then I turned downhill again.
The difference was like night and day. My edges bit as I carved my turns and I quickly found my rhythm. The years seemed to melt away and I felt like I was back in Montana again, skiing with Dad. I whipped by other skiers, going so fast that most were just blurs. Ulrike’s carbon-braced skis hissed on the packed snow.
Their edges bit deeper and better than the cheap skis I was used to. I felt invincible. I finally saw Ulrike’s distinctive aquamarine jacket. I thought I saw Dieter’s red jacket just behind her, but there were so many red jackets on the mountain that I could not be sure.
I had grown up chasing Dad, so I was in my element. I raced after them in long slaloms. I saw a skier in front of me at a narrow chokepoint and I didn’t think there was room enough to pass him. I found an undulation at the side of the slope and took off from the lip. I sailed over him in a tight tuck, my skis above his head. I
felt the ‘whump!’ as I landed the jump and edged ever so slightly to line up behind Ulrike. She was going fast, but my jump had given me an extra burst of speed. I caught her just before the slope flattened into the shallow runout at the bottom. We came to a stop together and put up our goggles, breathing hard. Dieter came up a couple of seconds later.
“You were flying, Johanna!” he said. “I was almost flat out and you still came by me!”
“I got a slow start,” I said.
Then the skier I had jumped over came to a sharp stop just by us. He put his goggles up and started shouting at me. I realized he was speaking German, but his accent was so strange, and he was speaking so fast that I could barely catch a word here and there. I just looked at him dumbly. However, Ulrike and Dieter seemed to understand him.
“He says you jumped over him. He’s very upset, says you could have killed him. Did you?”
I colored.
“Yes, I did. I didn’t think it was dangerous, I cleared him easily. I wouldn’t have done it if I thought there was a risk of hitting him.”
The other skier continued to shout, holding his hands close together.
“He says your skis were just a few centimeters over his helmet,” said Dieter. “You really mustn’t ski like that. You’ll get yourself banned from the mountain.”
“Es tut mir sehr leid, mein Herr,” I said to the other skier. “Ich bin noch nie mit anderen Leuten in einem Resort Ski gefahren. Ich werde vorsichtiger sein. Danke, dass du mich korrigiert hast.” (I am very sorry, sir. I've never skied in a resort with other people before. I will be more careful. Thank you for correcting me.)
He calmed down and I looked at him more carefully. He was an older gentleman, and I had obviously shaken him up.
“Es ist in Ordnung, Fräulein. Lesen Sie die Regeln und seien Sie vorsichtiger. Ich wünsche dir einen guten Tag.” (It's all right, miss. Read the rules and be more careful. Have a nice day.)
I realized he was speaking Schweizer Deutsch (Swiss German), but he now spoke more slowly and enunciated clearly, so I could understand him. He raised a pole in farewell and skated off toward a lift station.
“What did you mean, you’ve never skied in a resort before?” asked Ulrike, when we were on the lift going up again.
“I’ve only ever skied with my dad in Montana,” I said. “We just hiked, climbed, and skied. Ropes, crampons, ice axes in our backpacks. ‘Earn your turns,’ Dad always said.”
“You’re a backcountry skier? Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You didn’t ask.”
“You’re fast,” she said. “I was going nearly as fast as I can, and you still caught me.”
“I cheated,” I said, smiling. “I jumped.”
When we got to the top, Dieter said something to Ulrike and she laughed.
“Dieter wants a picture for the ski club social media feed,” she said to me. “Let’s give them something to see!”
“What do you mean?”
She dropped her poles, took over her gloves and her jacket. Unmindful of the few other skiers going by, she unzipped her ski bib and slid it all the way down to her knees. She pulled off her over layer as well as her silk underlayer. She put her hands on her hips, with just her helmet, gloves, pink-and-blue sports bra, and white athletic panties.
“Come on, Johanna!” she cried. “You too!”
“I can’t,” I mumbled, looking at the nice swells of Ulrike’s breasts. “I’ve got nothing to show.”
“Take it off, Johanna!” said Dieter.
“I’m getting cold, Johanna!” said Ulrike.
I gave in to their pressure and stripped off the layers from my upper body. Ulrike put her arm around me, and I posed with my back to the Dieter. I had on a yellow sports bra and Dieter said, “Nice color scheme, nice setup – Ulrike’s tits, your nice straight back!” as he took a series of pictures with his phone.
“Make it exciting, Ulrike,” he urged. “Come on, come on!”
She pulled her sports bra over her head and whispered to me, “Come on, you too!”
I felt her nipples on my skin, stiff and hard from the cold. I wanted to get it over with, get my clothes on again, so I just complied and pulled off my sports bra. Dieter took more pictures. Then I hastily got my clothes on again, dressing faster than Ulrike, even though I had more layers.
*
Dieter, Ulrike, and I skied together for the rest of the day. They were much better technical skiers than me, as they had both been in ski school since they were little, whereas I had never had a lesson. However, we were well matched, for what I lacked in form and finesse, I made up with instinct and experience.
I also had good chemistry with them, and we chatted easily on the gondolas and trams going back up. We got back to the hotel about four, tired but happy. Ulrike went in to take a shower, and Dieter made to follow her, but she demurred. He gallantly allowed me to go after her. We both dressed while he was in there. I sneaked looks at her body as she snugged on her bra and panties. I envied her lean musculature. She had perfectly defined abs, delts and pecs that could only have come from workouts in the gym.
“Let’s go down to the bar,” she said. “I’ll buy you a beer.”
“What about Dieter?”
“He’s a big boy. He’ll find us.”
We were the first from our group at the après ski, and got a long table, waiting for the others. Ulrike went to the bar and got me a big stein of beer. We tapped and drank.
“You’ve had sex with Dieter,” she said.
“Yes.”
“It wasn’t very good, was it?”
“No.” I took a deep draft of my beer and wiped the foam off my upper lip. “If you knew that, why did you have sex with him last night?”
“It was better than nothing.” She sighed. “I’ve told him a dozen times what I want him to do, but Dieter’s problem is that he doesn’t listen. Sometimes he gets me so close to cumming, then leaves me hanging, I feel like hitting him!”
“It sounded like that happened again last night,” I said.
“Yes, I’m sure you heard us,” she said, giggling.
She put a hand on my cheek. “Dieter said you’re a great fuck, Johanna. And you’re a pretty young thing. It’s a pity I don’t like girls.”
*
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-- ST. LOUIS -- Scott got a solid job offer in St. Louis five years ago. By that point we had been together a year and half and had become addicted to how hot and sweet the relationship was. When he told me about his promotion and said, "I'll suck your dick if you move to St. Louis with me." I said, "You'll suck it anyway! But if you do a good enough job, I'll consider it." I playfully grabbed the top of his head and pushed his face to my belt. He laughed and tackled me, ripped open my jeans,...
Gay MaleMichael had a plethora of emotion as he stood beside the two women that just seemed to appear out of nowhere and drop into his life. They were standing at the nurse's desk and Lace was filling out his release papers. I'm surprised the police haven't been by to ask questions. He thought. He looked down at the clothes he was wearing. A brand-new pair of jeans and a t-shirt. A new pair of sneakers also. Apparently Lace went shopping for him. He liked what he was wearing... He just missed his...
Hello friends! Mera naam Aaditya hai. Main abhi IIT Delhi se engineering kar raha hu aur sath hi UPSC ki bhi taiyari kar raha hun. Main hamesha ISS se kahani padhta tha. Isiliye apni kahani bhi share kar raha hu taki aaplog maze le sako. Ye meri last story ka dusra part hai. Usme maine bataya tha ki kaise mujhe Pooja jaisi jabardast maal ko chodne ka mauka mila. Aur bahar ghumne jane ke bajay hum dono room mein hi ruk gaye. 1 baje honge tab room pe knock hui. Pooja ne kaha – Suhasi hogi. Tum...
Hai friends, I am posting my first story which happened at my younger age. I’m Sandeep from Rasantha. With the onset of my teenage, the hormones in me never were silent. The changes in my throat, pubic hairs, armpits, moustache, beard all surprised me one by one. Its during my high schooling that I noticed all these changes. But above all these changes the most impacting is the attraction towards the female assets. With the years passing by and going deeper into the teenage made me think deeper...
Tommy Pistol has exactly three problems: His gorgeous wife, his hot piece of step-daughter ass, and their extravagant taste in consumer goods. Overworked and under-appreciated, it’s the final straw for Tommy when his busty teen nightmare of a step-daughter steals the car and maxes out her credit card while her hot MILF mother is out redecorating the house. When Tommy refuses Skylar more money for the biggest sales of the year she offers her big tits and a sloppy blowjob to her step-father...
xmoviesforyouHi friends once again , this is Pradeep, doing engineering in Bangalore, age 19, one Saturday evening I got sudden uneasy in my body & I can’t eat properly & sleep at night so Sunday morning my parents recommended a hospital so I made appointment with doctor @ 12:30 to 1:30. As per time I reached to doctors room. I was glad & surprise to see a lady doctor almost look like actress. She was sitting in chair & I can see that she was wearing blue sari, matching sleeveless blouse, rose color lips,...
Hello dosto, mera naam Hari (age 23) hai aur main rajasthan se hu.Ye iss par meri pahali chudai story h.Please zaroor bataiyega apko meri pehli kahani kaisi lagi.To chaliye der na krte hue kahani ki shuruwat krte h.Ye kahani meri or ek ajnavi aunty ki hai. Ye bat tab ki hai jab meri engg pori ho gai thi or me apna room shift kr raha tha ….. Ek din me sam ko bahar se chai pi ke room par aya to piche se abaz aai ki ye 1bhk h ya 2bhk to mene niche dekha to ek bahut sundar lady thi uanka nam aisa...
Jesus, these hookers are like cockroaches; you just can't get rid of them he thought to himself as he turned on the red & blue lights of his patrol car. Dan thought about calling it in, but decided against it; he wasn't very well liked by his fellow cops these days. Nothing good would come from mentioning this to dispatch. Officer Rosita, his former partner had just been assigned desk duty, pending an investigation thanks to testimony that Officer Dan had provided to...
Jesse’s First DayJesse didn’t want to be late on his first day so he got to the office about 20 minutes early. He was looking sharp in a black suit pinstriped in light blue. The shirt matched the pinstripes and the tie was made up of reds, purples and a little of the light blue to bring it all together. Jesse had never had a tailored suit in his life, but now he knew why someone would pay so much for one. They made the guy wearing it look like a movie star. Antonio had worked his magic on the...
Frankly speaking, this is my fourth sexstory and I write only real stories.This is the story where I will tell you how helped my iss fan to loose her virginity. Feedbacks should be submitted on ””. Hi friends …. It’s me, Kannan. As promised I’m back with my new story, titled “Helped my iss fan to lose her virginity”. Firstly I would thank all my readers for their overwhelming love, response and precious comments which encouraged me to write my new story. And I would apologize for the delay....
IncestIrene was in her freshman year at Mount Alyson University in New Brunswick. A smart lass, she had graduated top of her class at the prestigious Havergal College Senior School for Girls one year ahead of schedule. So by the time she began her studies at Mount Alyson, she was only 16 years old, having already skipped a grade in elementary school. She was just a young nipper but sharp as a tack. Irene was cute but not flashy in any way. In fact, she kept an attractive and well proportioned body...
My name is roshan aur main gurgaon ki ek it company me working hun, waise to main kafi sincere hun apne kaam ko lekar par bolte hain na jo hona hota hai wo ho jata hai. Ye story mere aur meri cousin ki hai jo ki approx 2 year pehle ki hai, abhi uski sadi ho chuki hai wo bangalore shift ho chuki hai, her name is nimmi(name changed). Ideally ham dono ke dil me ek dosare ke liye kuchh galat nahi tha suru se. Usne apna graduation complete kiya aur usko bhi gurgaon me job mil gayi, sabhi khus the ki...
I had fun with the moms of pregnant girls. Anna 'Darling' and Nona 'Love' attended as Doug's and Doreen's moms. Theresa talked her mother and Larry's mother into joining them for the show. Doris Trane and Regina Evars were there with Sugar. ME: Sugar? Are you making an announcement today? SUGAR: No, Chef Brian. But it isn't for lack of trying. I thought by rubbing elbows ... or bellies ... with Doreen and Theresa, it might rub off on me. My mother is putting the pressure...
Here is a quick recap for "Sailing" part 1. I had a one-time tryst with my daughter’s best friend before we learned that she was moving out of town. After Sara left, my family went sailing a few more times before fall set upon us and forced me to take the boat out of the water for the winter. The sailing was still enjoyable, but I will admit I missed it being just the 3 of us for our special sailing times. My wife was always delighted to be on the water with us and tried to cheer...
This is the first chapter of a total of thirty. 01 – Debut Ah, the beach in Hawaii. One of the young women who just walked by with her two girlfriends had wonderfully large and almost perfectly hemispherical breasts. They looked firm, or at least firmer than my wife’s. Not that my wife has floppy breasts, mind you. Hers are really great, not much less firm than when we met more than a dozen years ago. But, the young woman who just walked by, maybe in her early twenties, had tits like my...
Technology has come a long way since the 70’s. Now we have cellular phones, tablets and smart home devices like Sena and Google Home. My job is to monitor the Sena devices in the north west region to better focus advertising. Some would call it boring but it’s a living and occasionally, quite rewarding. Within my group, we monitor over five thousand devices - which means that stumbling across a complete, interesting conversation from almost the beginning was a little like hitting the...
Hi, I’m Robyn and there’s a story I want, no - NEED to tell because it’s just too good to keep to myself. I’m thirty-one, single by choice and just moved into a new apartment with my best friend Emily. She’s twenty-eight and is adventurous as I am. It’s one of the reasons we get along so well. That and, well, she’s ridiculously sexy. More on that later.Emily and I have been friends for about six years and have been inseparable since we met at a mutual friend’s birthday party. It was a backyard...
Group SexAt the single apartment at the third floor she read the name Lisa Larsson. “Seems they have not had time to remove the old name,” Mia thought as she felt some discomfort. It was a blessing that she could move to this apartment instead of living with her aunt but the way the apartment became empty was not pleasant. At first the morning paper had only included a small notice that 22 years old Lisa Larsson had gone missing. The police had treated it as an ordinary disappearance until a...
All-natural sexpot Stacy Bloom is pleasantly surprised when her hubby David Perry returns home from a work trip early when she’s least expecting it. The stunning all-natural brunette thought he was far away and that they were sexting from afar but no, he’s soon to bring her fantasies to reality. While fingering her shaved pussy dressed in sexy lacy lingerie Mr. Perry waltzes into the house and the horny couple starts getting after it in the livingroom. Watch this steamy Hands On...
xmoviesforyouWe lay together on that blanket for a long time without speaking. I hoped she was enjoying lying against my body half as much as I was enjoying having her long, lean frame plastered beside and over mine. Karen said, "Brad, what are you thinking about?" I answered honestly. "How much I enjoy this position. I am very comfortable here with you. I'm also giving some slight thought to the story we are writing. I think we can make it erotic without making it explicit. It just depends on how...
On the other shore of the North Sea, Claire Klinsman lived from day to day much as John had in the early days of his bereavement. She had returned to work at the same school, and ran the ‘English for Adults’ courses in the evenings, and that filled her days. With all the children gone as well, she could not face cooking meals for one, and consequently lost weight. She had written to John that the house seemed to echo with emptiness, but she knew that in reality the loneliness was within her,...
I awoke the next morning, groaning. Blinking hard, I looked around to get my bearings. I remembered more of last night, at least, and thank Heavens for that! Van had seemed to be doing okay for himself, somehow making a new life out of a destroyed old one. Hearing the toilet flush, I stood up, and then stretched, my voice grunting at the flexion of my stiff muscles. I was becoming aware of my rock-solid morning wood as the bathroom door opened.“Oh, good… You haven’t made a mess on the floor…”...
A young woman finds her first job as a social worker is to go to a slum area of the city and brief a mother on a young problem child. She finds out being a social worker is not all its cracked up to be. (FF, dom, reluc, mc, intr, spank) Diane had just been hired as a social worker for the city and had been given her first task by her boss Miss Gaines, a large black lady. The task was in the ghetto section of town, but she didn’t care. She needed the money to support her well off lifestyle....
Hi we’re back and we have a new idea for a story….As you know we are very kinky in sex and usually try to experiment…Some things we’ve tried and some are fantasies that we would love to see fulfilled….We’ve had fun with a rickshaw puller, a poor beggar and an auto driver….It was amazing watching them enjoy my wife…I know it sounds weird but it was a hell of a lot of fun, we used all precautions and made sure they were clean…. This fantasy is something that we’d like to see happening….It...
Another Woman When my wife told me she wanted another woman in our marriage, I got pretty excited. I'm not complaining. Living with Heather have been the best two years of my life and what guy wouldn't want to be married to the most wonderful women in the world. And now this! When she said another woman, I had visions of some beautiful blonde to compliment my wife's lush dark features. I was imagining a Nordic blonde beauty with a waif like figure that you might see walking...
Tim worked hard all day at two things.First, he tried to concentrate on school and not what has been going on at the health club. He would catch himself reliving the shower scene with his friend’s mom or the pool play with Miss Tomlinson. And then he would hear, “Tim? Tim? Nice of you to join us,” from the teacher bringing him back to reality.The second thing he did today was to favor his right foot and act as if it had been hurt. He would have a legitimate excuse to go to the training...
TabooEver wonder what winning the lottery might be like? Not just the paltry $1million dollar stuff but a really big Powerball hundreds of millions of dollars one. Well, I did and this is my story. I led a fairly normal life. At least for a practicing cross dresser with a bent for some submissive play now and again. I had visited many Mistresses in several dungeons in five or six states. The first session with each was always the best because of the unknown. What would this dominant do...
“Honey, it’s ok to touch it” her mother said, “I know he’d like it if you did.” Ok, I could handle this constructive coaching ... touching is good. Caroline reached her little hand out and held my dick. I was only half hard at the time and struggling to keep even that. Mary spoke again “Baby, how does that feel?” “Oh mom, it’s getting bigger. It’s hard but soft at the same time. It’s so warm and I can feel his heartbeat.” Touching is definitely good. “Lean over, on your side and kiss it”...
Becky avoided Kate as much as she could for the rest of the week. She could not bring herself to face the woman of her fantasy. Kate, busy as she was, did not notice the avoidance, but she did notice that Becky was disturbed about something. At lunch with the other two associates, one of the men mentioned that Becky was upset about something and asked what it was. "Boyfriend troubles," answered the other man. "We can only hope," said the first. It was an article of faith between the two that...
Ritu, the low hip saree clad housewife with a sensitive navel married to a navel crazy husband Mahesh flashes her navel wherever she goes. As usual, Mahesh had to go out of station for work. The apartment opposite to hers was vacant. Now a couple had bought it and they have invited her to their housewarming ceremony. So the next day she went in a silk saree as usual navel exposed. Almost all the men in the crowd including the two young priests were staring at her deep navel. Ritu is always...
I've never written anything in this particular style before, I'm just trying to take my work in new directions... Thanks! "A Shadowed Retribution" Upon the village of Tsuku, rain fell. "Toshi-san! Are you daydreaming?" His sensei backhanded him, nearly knocking him off his feet. "Yes, er... No, master! Forgive me!" he stuttered. "The rain is breaking my concentration." His eyes drifted again to the real distraction - Aika Tomonawa, a rice- farmer's daughter he had kept his...
Calling all angelsWe’re tryin’ We’re hopin’But we’re not sure how I lived alone in a small apartment in the country. I was 35 years old at the time of Claire my niece. My sister, Cindy, called one day and asked if Claire could stay with me for 3 days. My sister had to go out of town for an emergency. I said sure. Cindy drove Claire over the next day. Claire was 18 years old. She was very thin with small breasts (from what I could tell from the small mounds on her chest). She was pretty with...
"So, are you still having sex with your father?" Mark asked me again. I paused for a moment before replying, "Babe ... before I answer that question, I need to tell you what occurred after that weekend. Something really dramatic happened that changed my life completely. Then you will know it all, and I'll answer anything you ask." After he knows it all ... everything ... would I still be the woman he loved? Or just some perverted tramp? I worked up my courage and finished telling him...
He sat there clicking through the profiles on line looking for a potential Goddess to serve. Eric was looking through the potential partners like a trucker entering the nudie bar. He was searching for the same physical appearance he had always dated in the vanilla world, just with a wicked dominant streak.Due to the lack of immediate response Eric was reminded quickly why he had not had much success finding a partner to share his fantasies in past attempts, because as a sub guy, the numbers...
It's been a while since i last posted a story about my escapades but i hope you like it?This past weekend Sam had called out of the blue and asked if i would like to go on a road trip with and i thought it over and said sure so i packed an overnight bag and took a shower because. Sam said he had an interesting place he wanted to take me to check out an told me to wear something sexy for him and very tight so after my shower i put on my black lace thongs and a very tight mini dress because it...
Michael's grip on Kathy's neck was so tight she couldn't make a sound. She kicked at the bed in hopes it would rouse Christi from her revere, but her beloved's azure eyes were as vacant as marbles. What to do? Michael had her pinned. She clamped down on his organ, but, despite her years of sex-ed training, it didn't do any good. And the voices were pleading with her now, begging her to surrender and go. She was moving toward a brilliant white light when the door burst open. "Ho, ho,...
I opened my email a couple days ago and there was a message from the gentleman I met in Sear's mensroom. I became very excited as I read it, "my wife will be out of town for a week visiting our daughter in Utah, I would love to get with you. I will be waiting to hear from you". I don't normally suck the same cock twice, but my mind went back to the day I met him, remembering the copious load he fed me and the way he talked to me, I decided I needed to suck his cock again. My email read "I...
Dad was already asleep in his room when we got home. I was going to let him know I was home, but I could hear the snoring through the door. So deciding not to wake him, I shrugged and went back downstairs. I turned the stereo on softly, and noticed that Holly was sitting on the floor, her back a few feet from the couch. So understanding what she wanted I slipped in behind her and she leaned back and we cuddled. “Than you so much Pete,” she whispered as I wrapped my arms around her waist and...
Todd and Daisy had grown up in a small town. In high school there was definitely an attraction but they never got enough courage to act on those feelings. They missed their chance at romance. For years, both had thought about what could have been. The feelings remained the same even though the physical distance between them grew. One day, Daisy was checking her e-mail when she noticed that Todd had sent her a message. In the message, he was apologizing for not making an effort to be with her in...
We've never had a proper conversation, if anything; I'm invisible to her abyssal black eyes. Jennifers's hair is vibrant brown, with a series of different luscious tones; all meeting her pale while skin. She had a unique smile, always hidden beneath pure beauty; lips Smokey light pink and seeming beautiful to kiss. Aphrodite, the goddess of love; would've been jealous of her appearance, for she could seduce any; including me. Whoever said love was blind, will begin to question...
Chapter XIV Back on deck Carol and Lori were exchanged small talk about everything from cloths, men and sex. Lori was the first to bring up the subject of marriage and sex. ‘Are you and Don married, Carol?’ Lori asked. ‘Oh no, we’re not married!’ Carol replied. ‘I’ve been divorced for two years and I met Don about six months ago. I was out looking to buy a new car and we meet at the car dealership where he works and have been dating since.’ ‘How about Mike and Terri?’ Lori asked...
My name is Katherine Danes and I knew very well I was a lesbian the moment I laid eyes on her: Sylvia Jules. The most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. She wasn’t feminine whatsoever. She burped, farted, wore men’s clothes and had short cropped brown hair also like a boy. But I knew she was a girl by her big blues eyes and dimple in her left cheek when she smiled. My heart would literally pound whenever I saw her. I first met Sylvia backstage after her performance as buttons in...
Cosplay used to be a niche for nerds, virgins, and virgin nerds. These days everyone has seen and heard of cosplay, but I’m not talking about Lord of the Rings, ren fair, Star Trek pussies cosplay. I’m talking about whores barely dressed as Lola Bunny blasting away at their labia with a double-sized hippo cock dildo. You guys have fun swinging plastic swords at each other. I will be over here fucking your sister while she’s dressed like Repunzel with a pixie cut. I love the way she calls me...
Live Cosplay Sex CamsEvil Magic World 5 - The Competition Today was the Big Day. It was the anniversary of the dawn of the Evil Magicians on the world, and the defeat of the Goods. At this occasion, a great competition was organized. In each town under the influence of a Master or a Mistress, common citizens could compete for access to Nobility. There were a few places available, and the common citizens were always numerous, despite the risks of failing. Compete for nobility meant a citizen to...
Annie was lost in a fog. Not a real fog like with mist and cold air on the skin. It was more a fog in her mind that prevented her from seeing properly. Everything was softly muted and blended together into a jumble of indistinct outlines in an impressionistic blur that totally confused her brain. She reached out with her hand to touch the straight black line directly in front of her. It was real. It was hard. It was a metal bar like a bar in a jail cell. Not that Annie had ever been in jail....
Tonight, with my new camera, I wanted do something that I wasn’t brave enough to do before. I brought my camera out, to a street that full of bars and clubs. My purpose wasn’t to enter any of these bars or clubs, but to stand on the street and take some hot photos. I followed different hot girls who wore gorgeously stunning. I wondered how many of them were wearing thongs tonight. So I took a lot of photos of those women who have sexy asses. I was standing and following them for almost two...
"Barely legal..." "But dressed to impress all the same..." "Cool outfit." Yeah, right. Most families spend July 4 slouched around the barbecue pitpassing wind. Mine spend it sprawled around a photo album, passing comment, and while I can't say I've ever contributed much to the conversation... I've certainly never brought one of my own albums along for inspection... it's hard not to get sucked into the occasion. Especially when cousin Margie is around, with half your own teenaged years in...
Lorraine, Rob's sister, loved her thongs at night because they made her so wet in the mornings. That, and Rob never ceased to glue his eyes onto her white globes. Though both were in their early thirties- Lorraine older than her brother by a year-they had longed for each other's bodies for most of their lives. Lorraine knew that he wanted her body. During the night she could hear the faint sounds of Rob spurting his cum, calling out in pleasure. Many a nights she felt her inner walls...
Chapter 1 Copyright© 2005-2006 Edited by Isaac Newton, circa 2006, Revision 1.5 There was a young fellow named Pell Who didn't like cunt very well. He would finger or fuck one, But never would suck one-- He just couldn't get used to the smell. Beneath the wide-brimmed, feather-adorned hat, grandma squinted towards the sea, with a sad, melancholy, distant smile upon her face and her lips tightly clasped. I hated when mom ordered me to stay with grandmother ("It's your turn!" she...
As the smell of manure hit him, Jeff was regretting his decision and contemplating getting back in his car and driving home to his parents. However, just then, his aunt Vanessa came out of the house, waving and yelling a greeting. Jeff felt his dick straining against his pants as the woman hugged him. She was 5'4, had a slim figure, with perky little b cup breasts and a perfectly firm ass. Her wavy, auburn hair hung down her back, landing just above that perfect ass. Her keeping this figure...
She walks into the apartment after work. Just as she has done every weekday since they moved in together. He is there at the table reading through papers that appeared to be from his work. He had watched her enter and sensed something was wrong but since he was unable to sense her full mood he waited and pretended to read. His eyes would scan over her when she wouldn’t notice. He never told her how much he likes to watch her in her heels and suits. It was a secret he knew would not make or...
She's waiting at the door. "You're late." "I had to clean up." She holds me close and rests her head on my shoulder as I breathe deeply. She's used her peppermint shampoo. The one that's good for headaches. "You smell like the bar." She's right, I can smell it myself—the second-hand tobacco, the stale beer, the oil from the fryer—the stench hangs off my clothes and adheres to my skin. "Goes with job." "Do you need two jobs? I never see you." "We need the money. I'll...
I'm not young and inexperienced, by any means. In my early, sexual-awakening days, I had more opportunities than a lot of guys I knew in the area of sex, both alone, and with willing females. I'm not bragging, but I lost my virginity at 15, and there were several girls who met me as virgins and left me knowing how a man satisfies a woman.One day, I met a girl and settled down. We raised two great k**s, sent them off to college & marriage, and discovered anew the rewards of an empty house....