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Being Me By Karin Roberts The Cruise - Voyage of Discovery - On Home Shores The Finale - Part 2 We walked along the corridor towards the lift down to the lobby. Mhari pressed the button and we waited. "Just a minute do you mind if I check on Mom," I asked. "Ok go on then," Mahri said. I turned and walked back along the corridor towards Mom's room. I knocked on the door my heart beating out of my chest wondering what I would discover, would it be all ok or had Avril somehow spirited her way into her room, maybe hidden in her luggage all along. Mom opened the door. "You look great dear," she said as she opened the door wider for me to step inside. Looking around as if I might find Avril hiding under the bed or behind a curtain I said, "I just wondered if you had changed your mind and wanted to come with us." "No look it's fine you girls go and enjoy yourselves; I've got all that to look at." She pointed towards a pile of course books on the bed two small bottles of wine from the mini bar stood unopened on the bed side table. "Uh ok I was just checking." "It's fine really now you two get going and enjoy your night I will see you in the morning." I turned and walked to the door. "Oh, and Tracey you be careful out there." "I will Mom, thanks," I said as I opened the door and stepped back out into the corridor. I re-joined Mhari at the lift. "Is she ok?" "Fine, she's marking some course work." "No Avril." "No, no Avril," I responded as the doors to the lift slid open. We stepped inside a couple in maybe their forties were inside, from where I stood I could see the man check out the rather generous show of leg that Mhari had on view, his wife suddenly catching drew him a disapproving look as he averted his gaze and the lift bumped to a stop. We walked across the tiled lobby our heels clicking in unison and out onto the street, Mahri hailed a cab. "Where to ladies," the driver asked as we got inside and settled on the leather seating. "GHQ," Mahri announced as we pulled away from the kerb and out into the evening traffic. "You will like GHQ it's classy and not overly in your face and most of the time it's all people from around our age to early thirties.." I just nodded and watched out the window as we passed by people heading home from work or like us heading out for an evening. I felt Mhari's hand on my leg I looked round then forward I could see the taxi driver was checking us out in the mirror. Mhari gripped the zip of split at the front of my skirt and edged it a bit higher. Her hand slight pushed my legs apart and she began to massage my inner thigh. I could see the driver still watching. I was sure that Mhari was putting on a show for the driver so I parted my legs a little bit more she eased her hand as little further up. I was getting a little worried and I have to say under my protection a little hard. The car began to slow and pull over before easing to a stop, Mahri removed her hand and I began to cool down a little. She opened the door and held out her hand taking her hand I climbed out behind her. "How much?" she asked. "It's .......It's Fifteen pounds," the driver said stuttering over his words a bit. Mahri opened her purse and handed him over the money he took it and wished her a good evening before starting to pull away. I looked at Mahri. "What," she said. "What was that about," I said. She laughed "Just making sure the driver has a good night, you can bet on it that the first thing he will do when he gets off shift tonight is have a furious wank over us two, in fact he might be away to find the nearest toilet just now while it's still fresh in his mind.." "You are a bad girl," I said. "I know but don't you just love it now let's get this night started.." Mhari was right GHQ was a smart club with a couple of bars a couple of dance areas and nice seating areas either where you could be one on one with someone or gather in a group. The club was not busy yet I looked around more girls than guys but it was on the early side. We spent the first hour or so chatting to a few people having a couple of drinks and doing as girls do dancing around our bags. As one track ended my need for a cigarette got the better off me, "Mahri, is there a smoking area I need a ciggie?" "Yeah I'll come with you and sneak one as well," she said as she picked up her bag and pointed towards an exit. Outside I opened my bag and pulled out the VS120 pack. "You still got some of those?" Mhari asked. "Yeah I think I might have over bought on the ship and since I've been home well you know being back to normal, I've not used them.." Mhari opened her purse and pulled out a pack of More's the same type of dark cigarette Avril smoked. We both lit up, I noticed a group just over the road from us and while Mhari talked I was busy watching them I nodded in response as Mhari spoke but in truth I was not really listening but was too busy watching the group across the street. Mhari's voice drifted back to me. "......eh so that's it then I'm pregnant.." Suddenly I was jolted back to life. "Pregnant who, how, when." She looked at me and smiled. "For the last ten minutes or so you have not listened to a word I said.." "I... I just got distracted." "Yeah by who though you've been looking over there for the last ten minutes," she said as she crushed out her cigarette in the ashtray and pulled out another. "I just, I mean, I just thought that guy over there with the cream shirt was very well dressed.," I lied I thought he looked gorgeous. "Good choice girl." "What do you mean do you know him." "I do wait, I'll call him over.." "Eh, no don't, wait..." It was too late. "Hey Mark, Mark Tanner," Mahri called across the road. He looked up waved said something to one of the people he was with and crossed the road. "Hi Mahri never saw you there," he announced as he leaned forward kissing her in both cheeks. He stopped looked as me I blushed. "This is Tracey we met on holiday this year she's just up for the weekend to catch up.." He extended his hand I shook it my hand was shaking as we touched. "Hi Tracey looking good," he said as I blushed at his comment again. I hurriedly took out another cigarette before I could get my lighter, he said "Here let me get that for you," as he produced a lighter and flicked the flame into life. I put the cigarette between my fingers and leaned forward I was still shaking a bit; I missed the flame then caught it the second time before inhaling. "Thanks," I said. Mahri and Mark began chatting talking about people they knew how work was going I learned Mark was a store manager and things were going well, his family was well and that they had a holiday home in France all general stuff as they caught up. "Look why don't you both come in with me I have a table in the VIP area," Mark said. I looked as Mhari and said, "Eh well I don't know I mean we would not like to intrude." "Look it's no problem there are only three of us here tonight anyway and it's a booth so there will be plenty space.." Mahri was first to react. "No problems you've sold it to me," she said as she took my arm and ushered me towards the door and following him. At the door Mark spoke to the Security staff as we passed we were both handed wristbands, back inside he said ," Slip those on it will let you move in and out of the VIP area and you can also get free drinks at the bar with them.." "Cool," Mhari said as she took his arm, he offered me the other and all three of us walked side by side into the VIP lounge. The lounge was beautifully decorated in dark marble and silver, Mark disappeared to the bar for a second while Mhari and I found the booth a name card with Mark Tanner sat on the table as we sat down. "You like him?" Mhari asked. "Yeah but there one small problem," I said pointing down towards my groin area. "Not an issue, he's gay," Mhari replied. My heart skipped a little faster, she was right I did like the look of Mark, he was well dressed, polite, and good looking. I'd never really looked at guys that way but there was something about him he seemed like somebody you could trust, someone who would understand me. I was I thought a pretty good judge of character I mean 10 minutes after I had first met Avril, I had felt she was up to no good and how right had I been. Mark returned with a bottle of champagne in an ice bucket sliding in between the two of us he took it out and poured all three of us a glass a hearty "Cheers," ran out from the three of us as we took our first sip, tonight was going to be a good night I thought as I smiled at Mark. ........................................................................ We were on our second bottle of champagne by which time I had learned much about Mark the three of us had chatted about general stuff for what seemed like ages and during a smoke break with Mhari I had discovered that Mark's dad actually owned the store that he was Manager of. It was one of the biggest department stores in Edinburgh and they were well off. Mhari made a joke about "landing lucky as he likes you," and "just think free shoes clothes make up etc," but in truth it wouldn't have mattered if he had been a bus driver, I just liked him. Time was moving on at it was fast approaching midnight when Mhari announced she was going hunting talent and she would leave us two lovebirds together. I made a pretty weak attempt at protesting but she strode off leaving us both together. "It's fine leave her we will catch up with her later," Mark said as he poured another glass of champagne. "Mark can I ask you something." "Sur what is it?" "Is tonight a set up, I mean did Mahri ask you here for me?" "Why do you think that." "Oh, I don't know just it's a bit of a surprise," I said taking a drink as I looked at him across the table. "Well to be honest Mhari did tell me she met someone on holiday I would like, but honestly she never told me anything about tonight. Sure, she knows I come here most weekends so maybe she just figured we would bump into each other." "So why are you interested in me?" I asked. He took a drink and went on "I'm mostly attracted to Tv's or TS's you know. My Mom and Dad are cool with me being gay, but my grandparents are very old school so having someone around like yourself is easier, it hides it a bit from them. I know that's a bit of a cop out but I'd hate to hurt their feelings. Besides you are pretty good looking as well," he said as he reached out and pushed away some lose hair from the side of my face. I nervously took a drink from my glass, this was different from the night on the ship where my actions had been mixture of revenge and discovering who I was, I liked Mark he was someone I wanted to see again and while he had admitted that being with someone like me was "convenient," it didn't bother me I just wanted to spend more time with him. He took my hand and got up, I followed him out on to the dance floor and we began to dance. It seemed natural as we moved to the music our bodies briefly touching then moving apart, I was in truth lost in the moment and several dances went past before he slid his arm around my waist and we moved back to the booth. There was still no sign of Mhari and some people were already heading for the exits to end their night. I looked at my watch as I leaned against Mark his arm still around my shoulders in the booth. It was well after 1:00am, where was Mhari I mean she had been gone for a couple of hours now not that I was too worried or had missed her that much. I looked at Mark he looked back our eyes met and stopped focusing on each other it seemed like forever a pause in time before his head moved forward and he gently kissed my lips. It felt warm tender and I could feel my face flush as our lips parted. "Right then let's find that mate of yours," he said taking my hand we stood and left the booth. We walked hand in hand out into the street we stopped as I opened my bag and took out a cigarette, Mark offered me a light before he took out his own pack of cigarettes and lit up. "Don't worry we will find her she will be in there chasing pussy," he said with a smile as I exhaled a cloud of smoke in to the air and laughed. We finished our cigarette still with no sign of Mhari again eyes caught each other, Mark reached out took my hand, "Here follow me just for a minute." "Where are we going." Mark looked along the street and then led me behind him we crossed the road a shop doorway in front we moved inside Mark eased me back against the window his head moved forward once more our lips met, this time it was a bit different a bit more urgency a bit more passion I responded out lounge's dancing together as we kissed. I'm not sure how long it went on it could have been a minute it could have been ten when I heard. "Get a room you two." Our clinch broke behind us stood Mahri a take away box in her hand. "Where have you been," I said as me and Mike parted. "Doesn't look like I was missed anyway," she said winking at both of us. "We're going to a party," she announced. "Eh I'm not sure," I said looking at Mark. "No arguments were going," she responded. "Where is it," Mark asked. "Kirk Adams house, you know Kirk," Mahri said, Mark nodded. He looked at me "Just for a little while," he said. "Ok," I mumbled. "Good now let me garb us two something to eat, looks like you already got something, will a burger do," he said as he stepped away. "Yeah that will be fine," I said as I took out another cigarette and lit it. ....................................................................... Twenty minutes later after we had eaten a take away we were speeding through the streets again, soon we pulled into an old large traditional house in Edinburgh the kind that are sometimes converted into boarding houses. The large windows were lit and you could see the odd person moving around inside there was the faint sound of music as the three of us got out and walked up the red chipped driveway to the front door. Mhari rang the bell. A shape appeared behind the frosted glass and the door opened. "Hi Kirk," Mhari said as she kissed him on the cheek and slipped inside. "This is Tracey and Mark you already know," she said gesturing towards us. Mark and Kirk shook hand and he kissed me on the cheek as well as we stepped inside. A large staircase stood right in front of us leading upstairs. Kirk led us through to the kitchen offering us a drink. A large number of bottles of beer wine and spirits stood on a worktop. Mark asked me what I wanted and went to get me a wine. As I waited, we were joined by a stunning blonde girl with hair straight hair down her back to her waist. Mhari introduced her as Kirks fianc? Abbey and we chatted away till Mark arrived back with the a rather large glass of white wine for me and a beer for himself. We all moved into the lounge are a few people were dancing some just sitting on settee's off to the back I could see patio doors open and a few people standing outside having a smoke a couple with traditional cigarettes and another couple with joints. The music was low but loud enough to hear Mhari and Mark nodded to a couple of people they knew the smiled and looked as people do at the new girl in their midst. Mark's arm was round my waist and I felt comfortable even although I knew next to nobody here. We stood around chatting in time I finished my drink and Mark looked as if he could do with a refill. I asked if anyone wanted a drink just Mark accepted and I made my way back to the kitchen, I was also desperate for a ciggie by this time so I slipped out on the back door and round to the patio a couple were kissing on the wooden decking they stopped and just acknowledged ne before getting up and heading back inside I opened my bag and pulled out my cigarettes lighting up I blew a cloud of smoke into the dark night air. It was cool and a shiver ran through me I thought about all that had gone on in the last few months the holiday being caught by Avril, Mom and Avril and then tonight. Despite the done with Mom and Avril the rest had been a dream I could never have hoped would come true. One thing was for sure Tracey was out the box and I was going to make sure that as often as I could she would be making an appearance. I was so different as Tracey so comfortable and it felt right, I lifted the cigarette to my lips took one last pull and then put it out picking up my drink I headed back inside. Grabbing a drink for Mark and myself I made my way back to the living room. Mark was on his own. "Sorry I nipped out for a smoke," I said as I handed him his drink. "Where have the others gone?" "Not sure Kirk and Abbey went and then Mhari sneaked off just after. Let's have a seat," he said as he took my hand and we stepped across the room to a vacant settee. "You enjoyed your night2 he asked once we were both settled. "It's been fun," I said looking straight at him as he sat beside me. "I'm glad I met you, Mhari talked about you after she came home but I never thought that we would get to meet.." "Well we did," I said I was conscious that he was still holding my hand so I squeezed it a little and smiled up at him. His head moved forward and we kissed, a tender kiss not urgent and deep but just enough to set pulses racing a bit. Once the kiss ended, I snuggled my head into his shoulder feeling the heat from his body transfer to mine. Minutes passed I lifted my head back towards his we kissed again this time it was deeper more meaningful it lasted, lingered, warmth passing between us our lounge's toyed with each other. The passion was rising between us his hand travelled down my side cupping my buttock he kneaded the flesh like a baker moulding some dough before making bread. I squirmed slightly more on top of him now I could feel his erection poke my stomach. Ending the kiss, I stood up and removed my boots before sliding back down beside him. "I'm not.... you know having sex here," I said looking up at him. He smiled nodded brushing away some hair from my cheek. "But I think I can make the night more interesting I said with a cheeky grin I slipped of the couch slipped between his legs. Looking around the room I could see one couple in a state of semi undress getting busy. The crowd at the party seemed to have dwindled as the night had wore on. My nails gripped his zipper and eased it down he rose a few inches from the couch and pulled his jeans free a bit to allow me access to him. Pushing his boxer shorts down I freed his penis from its prison. It was to all intensive purposes pretty average in size and girth probably an inch or so bigger than mine but confident I could cope with it I covered the tip with my mouth playing with the tip with my tongue as I slid down his length, cupping his balls I teased and them gently then more firmly as he squirmed a little as the pace of my head picked up speed and suction. His hand gently stroked the back of my hair as I moved up and down no pushing me down on him, he allowed me to set the pace as I continued to pleasure him. I'm not sure how long it went on but my jaw was begging to ache a bit as suddenly I could feel him stiffen further and rise slightly as he suddenly sighed and his juice was filling my mouth I slowed as I drained what I could from his cock before slipping it out of my mouth and with a smile looked up into his eyes. Getting of my knees I slid back on the couch beside him and we kissed a tender loving kiss before my head settled back on his chest. ....................................................................... I'm not sure how long I slept but when I woke the first sign of daylight was sneaking through the windows. Someone had put a cover over us and Mark's arm was hanging over me. Gently I lifted it and slipped out from under the cover. I picked up my discarded boots and bag and padded into the kitchen a carton of orange juice was open on one of the kitchen worktops. I poured a glass into a fresh glass and pulling open the patio went out and sat outside. Opening my bag, I took out the cigarettes and lit one. A few minutes later I heard the patio door open again and Mhari appeared. "Ok where did you slope off to?" I asked. She walked over and sat beside me. "Well let's just say I had some fun with Kirk and Abbey. I had me eye on littler Abbey all night and I think it's safe to say I might well be seeing her again and Kirk might be looking for a new girlfriend.." "You are a very bad girl." "I know but then again so were you I think." I blushed. "I thought so when I dropped that sheet over you, when I cam down for a couple of drinks for us earlier I thought I could see your head bobbing around on Mark's lap." Blushing again I said "He's a nice guy and who knows maybe I will see him again but I don't know." The sound of a car horn beeped from the other side of the building. "Get your boots on girl that's our cab, we better get back." I got up and opened my bag finding a piece of scarp paper I scribbled down my mobile number using a eyebrow pencil and slipped back into the house leaving the piece of paper beside a still sleeping Mark. The taxi ride back to the hotel was quite we got inside and retired to our rooms for a little sleep before I knew Mum would be knocking on my door asking about the previous night and hurrying me up to get ready before we checked out later that morning. Sometime later there was a rap on the door and I stumbled across the floor to let Mum in. "Morning sleepy head, you've missed breakfast but we will stop for something on the way home. Guess it was heavy night," she said. I ran my hands through my hair and nodded yawning as I walked into the bathroom to shower. "You have an hour," she called as I switched on the water. "I'll get you in reception." Just over an hour later I was in the lift dressed in a pair of tight black jeans and flat shoes a little pink tee-shirt top and a light jacket, my make up all redone for daywear I was in the lift on my way down to meet Mom. I had nipped in to say good bye to Mhari who had a later check out we hugged and promised to keep in touch and meet up again. The car pulled away from the Hotel Car Park and I stared out knowing that another Tracey adventure had come to an end. ........................................................................ The drive back was quiet I watched as we drove through countryside and small towns still thinking about last night and Mark and what we had done and how I felt about it. Soon Mom was turning off the road and we turned into a village Mum found a little Public House with a beer garden outside. "Time for a little lunch I think you must be hungry," she said. "Yeah I am a bit," as I stepped outside and stretched a little stiff for the drive and the lack of sleep. "I'll get us a menu, find a table.." I walked over and sat down pulling out the cigarettes I lit one. My phone rang I looked at its Caller No ID displayed on screen. I flicked the button, "Hello." "Afternoon gorgeous you sneaked off early." It was Mark, "Sorry I needed to get back to the Hotel for some sleep before we had to check out." "I missed waking up beside you it was a great night did you have fun." "You know I did and you, yeah it was and the last bit was really great as well wish we would have had a room rather than just the couch." I paused seeing Mum emerge from the door. "Eh look Mum's just about to come back I will call you back have a nice day." "I will love you," he replied as the line went dead, had he just said that "Eh who was that," Mum asked as she passed me the menu "Eh just Mhari checking up if I was ok." "Right ok what are we ordering then,," she said as she pulled her cigarettes from her bag. About 45 minutes later we were finishing the last of our coffee and I slipped off to the bathroom. My brain had been working overtime but I was convinced now was the time something had to be said there was no way I could slip back into normal life before I had to confront this. I drained the last off the coffee and took a deep breath. "Mum can I say something." "Sure dear." "Well it's just that eh..... I need to get something off my mind. You know like you said when I started smoking about getting addicted to it, well it's just eh......." "Your addicted to being Tracey," she said before I could finish. "Well yes I suppose so it's just that when I dress, I just feel like I'm being me.." She nodded. "And do you want to become Tracey permanently." "I don't know maybe," I said looking at the table. "Well it's a lot to think about but it's your decision and take your time." "There is more though..............." I hesitated. "What?" "Well you know back on the cruise I came looking for you and Avril one night." "And." "Well you were.... you were in bed together,," there I had said it. She sighed and looked across the lawn. "I mean is the what you want to be wit Avril is that you being you," I went on. "I don't know we were drunk it's happened a couple of times you know your dad works a lot sometimes I get lonely,," she finished her coffee, "Look we had better get on the road I think both of us has a lot to think about.." ....................................................................... Two Months Later. Life had settled back in to normality, Tracey was packed in her box and nothing more had been said about our lunch conversation that day. I stepped of the bus and walked along the road towards my house, surprisingly Dad's car sat outside must have got home early I thought as I opened the door and stepped inside. "Hi," I called as I took of my anorak and hung it up. "Hi babe dinner in an hour," mom called as I took the first steps upstairs to put my bag of college books in my room. I switched on the TV and flopped on top of the bed. I had been there for about 20 minutes hen there was a knock on the door and Dad stepped in. "Good day at college," he asked. "Yeah same as normal, your home early.." He sat down. "Yeah Mum and I had something to discuss." I froze a little had she told him about Tracey. "For a while now, thing's have been am little strained between your Mum and me, truth is me working away a lot has led to us drifting apart.." I stared into space. "So, it led to me getting involved with someone else." "Who?" I asked. "Eh well you will fine out it's Heather who was here the other week with me we have been working so close together we and the pressure was so great with that case we just drifted together. I know that's no excuse but it just happened and I need you to know I will always still have feelings for you Mum that will never change I mean she gave me you and that is something no one else can ever take away.." "Can't you try again?" "Well no not really I've been offered a new job in Manchester and your Mum does not want to move and it's too good an opportunity to turn down.." "Is Heather going with you." He nodded, looking at his watch. "Look I need to go back to the station we will talk again, but you need to know that you will be welcome to come and stay with us any time you like and for as long as you like. I have been given a new house and it has 4 bedrooms so there is plenty of space you can even bring a friend if you like.." He stood up and walked to the door. "I'm sorry," he repeated as he stepped outside and a few minutes later I heard a car start. A little later there was a knock on the door, mum stepped inside. "You ok, you want something to eat." "I'm not hungry." "Ok I will be just downstairs come down if you want to talk." It must have been a couple of hours later my head still in turmoil I got up and went downstairs Mum was sitting along in the lounge a glass of wine in one hand and a cigarette in the other. "You ok?" I asked, she shrugged. "Mind If I have one," I said picking up the bottle of wine. I poured a glass and sat down. "Did you know about Heather?" I asked. "I had an idea but was not sure that I was right we talked the other night when you were asleep and it all came out." "Did you tell him about you and Avril?" "No." "So that's it then it's all over," she nodded. "Look like you Dad said we will never stop having feelings for each other but it's just we have grown apart." "So, does that mean we will be having Avril move in with us?" "No, it's far too early for anything like that even if I really wanted that I need time to work out what I want and who I want to be with so no she won't be moving in at least for now. What about you how does that affect your thought's about Tracey." "Don't know I have been giving it some more thought and I guess dad does not know." She shook her head. "Well I guess we will just see what the future has to offer then," I said draining the glass of wine and pouring another. What I did know and did not say was that I knew in my mind Tracey was going to be a big part of the future.