Brolly Dolly Part 2 © Elaine 2021
This story was inspired from watching girls on the grids at Motorsports
events and who are employed as eye candy in amongst all the high
technology and high-octane world.
Have you ever noticed that on the motor racing grids, it is usually the
men who race and it's the glamorous ladies usually holding up the
umbrellas to shield the riders or drivers from the sun or the rain?
Just what would it be like for a boy to be suddenly exposed to that
typical female role? Could he cope and just what would his reaction be
particularly as he has to look and act like a girl.
This story is set at initially over the weekend of a British Superbike
Motor Cycle Racing event at Donington Park in Leicestershire several
years ago. It's best to read the first part of the story first.
Note that the first two chapters (7 and 8) have been edited a little and
hence why they have been included again here.
Chapter 7 - Day 6 - Released from hospital (Tuesday)
Happily, I gave the nurse the news the next morning that I was feeling
much better and had slept well. She announced that once the doctors had
done their morning rounds of the ward I'd probably get the all clear to
go home.
"Can I get changed back into my clothes then?" I asked.
"Not just yet," she replied. "The doctors won't be too long now, so
please be patient."
Around five minutes later and the pretty Doctor Smith returned with the
results of my blood tests and another tray of syringes and vials.
"Good morning Doctor Smith," I replied happily thinking I wouldn't be
seeing her again.
"Ah good you're still here," she replied. "I've got the results of your
blood tests and it shows that you are a bit anaemic and obviously very
low on oestrogen, so I can give you some pills or a shot or two to boost
them."
"It's ok really," I replied looking to avoid any more shots or pills.
"My own doctor can surely deal with that."
"Well yes but it won't do any harm to start your dysphoria treatment now
so please roll over onto your side," she ordered without listening to my
protests.
I groaned at her and was annoyed that she was going to do this but
looking like I did I could hardly argue against her that I shouldn't
have them. As she injected into my ass, she said my blood cell count was
also well below normal and she gave me a small bottle containing some
pills. "Maybe that explains why I'm always feeling tired these days," I
said as I opened the bottle to look at what I assumed were female
hormone pills.
"I've given you an intra muscular dose of both an anti-androgen and
oestrogen," she said wiping the injection site in my ass.
"You've done what? I thought you were giving me a shot because of my
anaemia. What's an anti- androgen?" I asked not understanding what was
going on.
"That injection will inhibit the production of your testosterone for a
few weeks and it will allow the oestrogen shot to work better," she said
removing her latex gloves. "Your doctor at home can monitor your blood
and hormone levels now. I'll write to them to say I've started your HRT
treatment here. I'll be back with the letter that you should hand into
your local medical centre back home."
"Thanks, but what's HRT?" I replied but in truth I already really hated
her overzealous attention to detail.
"Oh, sorry HRT stands for hormone replacement therapy. Make an
appointment when you get home to continue your HRT," she continued.
"I will," I replied wondering what effect those hormone injections she'd
given me would have over the next month.
After she left to write her letter to my doctor, the ward round began
and after they'd removed the tight neck collar and I reported a lot less
pain in my neck I was told I could go home. Happy with the news, I got
changed into Marcy's normal girlie outfit that I'd worn the day before
and with a fully charged phone battery I eagerly called her to say I was
being discharged.
"That's great," she said, and she asked, "Do you have any money left?"
"Yes why?" I asked. "I still have the forty pounds that you gave me."
"When you get outside, grab a bus or a taxi to the train station and get
the next train north. I'll meet you at the station and bring you back
here."
So reluctantly and annoyingly, I did as she asked and was soon on a
train speeding north reluctantly also carrying the letter the hospital
doctor had given me. Everyone I met seemed to treat me as if I was a
real girl. I was called Miss by everyone I met, including the conductor
when he asked for my ticket on the train.
The train was unfortunately delayed by a few hours because of a break
down ahead and I missed my connection, so it was eventually nearly 5pm
when I finally arrived into the station near where Marcy lived.
Fortunately, Marcy was still there waiting to greet me after I kept her
posted on my progress north and we hugged a tender hello on the platform
which I enjoyed.
On the way back to her apartment, I told her of my growing predicament
as Lara. "You need to help me get out of this situation Marcy," I
pleaded. "I've already had an unwanted injection of female hormones
today and the hospital has written this letter for me to give to my
family doctor. He's a close friend of my mother and he might tell her."
"Right so let's get you back to being Larry right away. The deception
should end now I agree," She decided.
However, I was completely exhausted when we entered the apartment and I
flopped down onto the sofa just like a rag doll. Despite the small
collar still uncomfortably fitted around my neck, I was instantly
asleep, so Marcy pulled me up and dragged me through to her spare room
and helped me into her bed. Thinking about it now, I think the sheer
mental energy required to be Lara had been just too much.
Chapter 8 - Day 7 - At Marcy's (Wednesday)
I woke up at around 8am the next morning with my left eye stuck closed,
as I hadn't removed the eye make-up and mascara I'd applied the day
before. I desperately needed to pee and so went to the toilet. I eagerly
washed my face after using some of Marcy's makeup remover. I found a
bottle of acetone nail polish remover in the bathroom and tried to
remove the nail polish, but it just wouldn't come off. My nails were
still long and those still had to come off too.
After that frustration, I went through to wake up Marcy and found that
she wasn't in bed or even in the apartment. I soon discovered that she'd
gone off to work from reading the note that she'd left on the kitchen
table. I was really annoyed that she hadn't had the heart to wake me.
Her note said that she would try and get home during her lunch break if
the salon wasn't busy or she'd get home by four. Until then I was just
to make myself at home until she got back.
Well I decided that somehow, I had to get back to normal by myself so
went back to the bathroom and first took a long hot shower. I washed my
still blonde hair, I shaved the thin fuzz growth from my face using one
of her disposable razors and tied my hair into a ponytail. My plucked
and arched eyebrows still stared back at me making me look more like a
girl even without the make-up. I also had the stupid breast forms still
stuck on my chest and I tried to prise them off, but they were still
stuck fast to my skin.
"Shit!" I shouted in frustration, so I called Marcy just before noon to
ask if she was coming home as I needed her help to get the false breasts
off.
"Sorry it's really super crazy here right now so it's likely I won't be
back until nearer six tonight," she replied much to my annoyance.
"How the fuck do I get these breast forms off?" I asked.
"You'll need the solvent," she exclaimed.
"Right so where is it?" I demanded.
"Sorry it's in the boot of my car Larry," she said instantly regretting
it.
"Marcy I really need to get these stupid things off my chest, my hair
cut and dyed back to normal and these false nails off my fingers," I
said exasperated with frustration.
I slammed the phone down on her and seconds later, the doorbell rang.
Since I was naked I reluctantly had to grab Marcy's pink fluffy dressing
gown and through the peephole saw, it was a parcel delivery for her.
Reluctantly I opened the door and he asked if I was Marcy and when I
nodded, he handed me the device pad to sign for the package.
He gave me the parcel after I signed clumsily with my long nails using
the stylus. From the size of the box, I could tell it was probably
another pair of high heeled shoes for Marcy. I put the box on her bed
and went to look for my own clothes. I found my own bag behind the sofa
and put on my team T-shirt, but the false breasts still attached to my
chest meant it didn't fit properly. So, I could only slip on my usual
briefs and put on my own jeans again. It was only when I tried to put on
a pair of socks that I noticed my toenails were still painted.
"Damn you Marcy." I said out loud to myself as I looked for one of her
tops as using my T shirt looked hopeless.
Finally dressed for warmth and comfort if nothing else, I realised I was
quite hungry, so I went into the kitchen to find something to eat. I
found a packet of cornflakes but there was only a splash of milk left in
the bottle. I found a banana but that was overripe and then I saw that
she had plenty of eggs. I cracked some into a bowl, mixed some up with
salt and pepper to make an omelette. My hunger sated I went through to
my bag and pulled out my trainers and put them on.
I called my mum and told her I was staying with Marcy for the time being
until I felt better. When she suggested that she should come and get me,
I lied a little and told her that Marcy and I had started dating. I also
called my office and told them that I'd been involved in a car crash the
day before and had suffered a whiplash injury to my neck. I told my boss
that I'd been in hospital overnight following the crash but that I was
already feeling better. Somewhat relieved he told me to get well and
sympathised.
So, I sat down in the old armchair in Marcy's living room and waited on
her to get home by watching television. It was nearly 7pm by the time
she arrived back carrying a Chinese takeaway for our supper.
"Lara I'm home!" she called out as she walked down the hall seemingly
recovered from her sore ankle.
"In here," I replied from the living room and I got up to see her walk
without a limp into the kitchen. She laid the bags of food onto the
kitchen table and then put some of the food containers into the
microwave to heat them up again.
"I'm glad you're here," I said watching her move around but not even
limping slightly.
"Poor you," she said approaching me and kissing me on the head. "Are you
feeling any better?"
"I actually feel fine now. I just want to get my old Larry life back
together again," I replied.
At that moment my mobile phone bleeped for an incoming call. I looked at
it and not recognising the number I let it be. However, they called
again and when I answered the call it turned out to be Jake the
photographer who'd taken a strong interest in me during the photo shoot
at the circuit two days earlier.
"Hi Lara, I'm really pleased to tell you that I've had a lot of interest
in your photos since Sunday. The organisers are pleased that you were
out representing the trans community at their event and they've asked me
if I can do another photo shoot of you in your Brolly Dolly outfit and
in normal clothes and race surroundings for the next race programme," he
said. "I'd also like to take some pictures of you with Brent and his
race bike. How does tomorrow afternoon sound?"
"Dear God," I replied out loud. "Hold on!"
To which Marcy queried, "What's wrong?"
"I've just been asked to do a photo shoot by a photographer I met at
Donington," I replied. "He wants me to pose with Brent and his bike."
"Oh, that's just amazing. You'll have to do it Lara," she said. "It'll
be wonderful publicity for the team."
Instead of agreeing with her, I told him, "Let me think about it."
However, Marcy had other ideas and grabbed the phone of out my hand and
spoke to him about meeting up. Before long she had a smug look on her
face having agreed a place and time to meet up the next afternoon as she
knew Brent would jump at the chance of the free publicity. We'd meet
Jake at Oulton Park at around 2pm the next day.
"Why the hell did you do that?" I demanded angrily snatching my now
silent phone back from her.
"Because it was necessary. The team will feature strongly in the next
programme and it's really too good an opportunity to miss," she
explained as she called Brent to tell him the news and arrange
everything.
Brent was still sore from the operation on his collarbone but agreed
with her that it was the right thing to do, even if he might have to
miss the next races at Cadwell Park the following weekend because of his
injury.
"So, it looks like you'll need to be Lara for just a little bit longer,"
said Marcy dishing out hot Chinese food onto my plate.
"When is this nightmare ever going to end?" I cried almost throwing my
plate against the microwave in anger.
"Hopefully by this time tomorrow night," she said giving me a little
hope but no immediate relief.
"When have I heard that kind of talk before?" I asked in disbelief.
"Shush now sit and eat your dinner," she ordered as she then proceeded
to call Joe and Eddie and tell them of the photo shoot.
Then suddenly there was a knock at the door. Marcy went to answer it and
it turned out to be my brother Geoff who'd called round to see me as he
lived nearby.
"Is Larry here?" he asked as she opened the door.
"Well no not really. He's just gone out," she lied keeping the door
security chain on.
"So, did he say where he was going?" Geoff asked still outside the door.
"He went to the convenience store to get some food," lied Marcy as all
the time I hid in the bedroom behind the door dreading that he should
see me.
"It's just that I got a call from our Mum and she's a bit worried as he
told her he'd been in a car crash yesterday."
"Yes, we were both in the same car," explained Marcy. "We both have
whiplash though his was worse than mine. He was kept in for tests and
observation but he's feeling better now."
"Oh, that's a relief then," Geoff replied. "Do you mind if I wait for
him inside?"
"Well I was due to have a hot bath," replied Marcy trying to make it
clear that he wasn't welcome to stay. "He could also be gone for some
time. I know he was going to make a Thai curry and was off to look for
specific ingredients like lemon grass and ginger."
"Right ok," said Geoff turning reluctantly to leave. "Thanks anyway."
However, Geoff then decided to call me on my mobile phone outside
Marcy's main door. Standing outside he could easily hear my mobile phone
ringing from inside the apartment and so he knocked urgently on the door
again.
Marcy was still beside the door when he knocked. Before she opened the
door, she told me to leave my phone on the hall table. I then went back
to the bedroom again as I couldn't let him see me like this.
"Oh, it's you again," Marcy said on opening the door after he knocked
again.
This time the door chain broke as Geoff barged past her and into the
apartment announcing, "I heard Larry's phone ring in here so where is
it?"
"You mean this phone?" she asked holding up my phone.
"Right so where is its owner?" he demanded.
"Out like I told you," said Marcy opening the front door wider so he
would take the hint and leave.
"I don't believe you. For some reason something isn't right," he said
and walked further into the apartment. He checked both the living room
and then the kitchen before Marcy checked his advance towards her
bedroom.
"Where the hell do you think you're going? Who the hell do you think you
are?" She asked angrily.
"I'm looking for my brother and I'm asking you nicely to step aside," he
demanded.
"This is my home and you can't come waltzing in here without
permission." said an indignant Marcy.
"Where is he then?" Geoff said trying the bathroom door handle and
finding it locked on the inside.
"Are you in there Larry?" He demanded.
"No Larry isn't here right now," I replied in as high a pitched voice as
I could muster. I also decided that if I was going to be caught out I
might as well go the whole hog with my appearance. So, I had quickly put
on some of Marcy's lip gloss, some mascara, pulled out my ponytail and
back brushed my hair.
"Funny," said Geoff recognising my voice despite the falsetto. "Mum's
worried about you and she sent me to check on you."
"She needn't worry," I replied normally. "You can tell her I'm fine."
"Come out and tell me that to my face," he demanded.
"Look get the hell out of my flat before I call the cops," said Marcy
obviously recognising the poor situation I was in.
"Not until he comes out!" he screamed at her.
"OK," I replied. "You are not going to like what you see though."
"Why is that? Are you dressed as a girl or as a clown?" he asked calming
down as he heard the bolt click inside the door.
"How did you guess?" I asked finally unlocking and then opening the
door. "Happy now?"
"Dear God. What in God's name are you wearing?" He asked.
"Why don't you think I suit it?" I replied.
"No, you fairy! I don't think you suit it!" he retorted. "Why are you
dressed up like this? Are you a tranny?"
"Look it's a long story but I honestly only did it to help out Brent's
racing team. Thanks to Marcy here I made a good-looking girl over last
weekend at Donington. So much so I was the team Brolly Dolly on the
grid."
"I watched the races on television and I thought the grid girl was
familiar looking," he claimed. "You are a complete idiot! Also, that
might have been a few days ago but it certainly doesn't explain why
you're still wearing make-up, girl's clothes and have breasts."
"Well Marcy injured her ankle and I took her place as there was no one
else. Now it seems that there's an important team photo session tomorrow
and after it then I can go back to being Larry again," I explained.
"No, I don't think so Larry. The joke's over," he replied. "Now go get
your stuff and I'll take you home."
"No!" I replied. "I'm staying here tonight. Besides I'm not going home
looking like this!"
"You heard him," interrupted Marcy to Geoff. "Now get out of my fucking
apartment!"
"All right but you haven't heard the last of this," he said threatening
her and to me he just called out, "You're a mad fucker."
He left angrily slamming the door behind him.
"Oh hell," I said very upset. "Now I'm for it!"
"Don't worry he's just being a jerk," she replied giving me a cuddle.
"Maybe he is but the cat is out of the bag now regarding my family. It's
going to be a nightmare trying to explain all this away."
"I think that they'll eventually get used to the idea," she replied just
as my phone started ringing again. This time it was my mother.
"Larry what's going on? Geoff just told me he's seen you and you were
made up and dressed as a girl. That you've been on TV at the weekend as
Brent's brolly girl on the grid too," she fired.
"Look it's a long story but I was asked to help the team as Marcy was
suffering from a sprained ankle and she couldn't do it." I started to
explain.
"Larry you should have said no to them and that whole crazy idea. You're
not gay are you like your crazy dad?"
"No Mum, I'm not gay! Marcy asked me to do this!" I complained.
"Well if you are parading about in women's clothing and dressing up as
Geoff says, you can stay away from here," she replied not really
listening. "I hope to God you're not a sissy like your dad!"
"But Mum," I said only for the phone to go dead. "Dear God, she hung up
on me. She says I can't go home until I stop parading about in female
clothing."
"I'm sorry," said Marcy. "I never realised that she'd act like that."
"Well she said that my dad was gay and a sissy," I replied still feeling
shocked. "She never really told me why she kicked him out of the house
when I was little. She's obviously very resentful about that and
obviously doesn't want me to be the same way."
"We'll sort it out," Marcy promised.
"I don't see how," I replied. "She was very angry. You better help me
change how I look now."
"After tomorrow I will," she said annoying me.
"But Marcy you promised to reverse everything after the last race at
Donington and here I am still cross dressed."
"Look stop whining. If you were a real man you would have told me to get
stuffed like Eddie and Joe would have done. Instead you put up no fight
and allowed me to do what I liked to you. Now some days later not only
have you done nothing about it to change yourself, I honestly think you
like it regardless of what you say. It's like it has given you an excuse
to come out as the tranny you really are. Am I right?"
"Oh, that's very unkind of you. You threatened me with expulsion from
the team if I didn't cooperate with your crazy scheme besides Joe and
Eddie would have looked ridiculous dressed up the way I was." I replied.
"Will you please get me out of this now?"
"No." she replied moving to the kitchen.
"Why not?" I asked.
"Because deep down you're transgender and I think you just need to admit
it to yourself."
"Marcy please help me," I replied as tears started falling.
"There, there Lara," she embraced me and kissed my head. "I sorry to be
cruel to you but it's honestly for your own good that you admit it to
yourself who and what you are now."
"Well it looks like I'm well and truly screwed then," I replied as I
shook my head in disbelief.
Just then there was another knock at the door.
"I bet it's my brother again," I said as she got up to see who it was.
She returned a minute later and asked me to go with her. "It's the
police and they want to speak to you."
"The police? Why in heavens name?" I asked getting up to speaking to
them.
"Hello," I said to the tall policeman standing in the doorway. "What can
I do for you?"
"Are you Larry Tulloch?" he asked screwing up his face.
"Yes," I replied.
"We've had a telephone call from your brother Geoffrey and he claims
that you are being coerced into wearing female clothes by this woman,"
he said.
"No I'm not," I replied. "He is just causing trouble and dare I say
wasting police time."
"So you are wearing female clothing of your own free will?"
"Yes absolutely," I replied looking at Marcy. "Please tell my brother
not to make false accusations."
"Thank you we will," he replied. "Good night and sorry to have troubled
you."
After the door closed Marcy spoke, "you could easily have put a stop to
being Lara right there and then."
"And get you into trouble?" I asked.
"Well we did kind of blackmail you a bit into being the team Brolly
Dolly," she said.
"Maybe so. It isn't enough to get you into trouble with the law," I
replied.
"Thanks Lara," she replied giving a hug and kiss on the cheek.
Chapter 9 - Day 8 - With Marcy at the salon (Thursday)
I woke up around 6am the next morning in Marcy's bed feeling weird but
with her arms wrapped around me. She was still fast asleep, so I gently
extricated myself out of her arms and headed urgently towards the
toilet. My neck was still a little tender, but my head was throbbing
following the half bottle of wine I'd consumed with Marcy the night
before.
So, I searched through her bathroom cabinet and found some paracetamol
pills in amongst the boxes of tampons and sanitary towels. After I
closed the door as the sanitary products were threatening to spill out,
I looked in the mirror at my eyebrows with their still feminine arched
appearance. At least my hair was almost back to normal as she'd removed
the hair pieces, though it needed a cut and to be coloured back to
brown.
Then I remembered my angry confrontation with my brother the night
before. Normally I would try to appease his typical aggression by doing
as he wanted, but at that moment I wasn't going to do his bidding
regardless of what he wanted. I'd enjoyed the lovemaking night of
passion with Marcy and she'd offered to let me stay with her as long as
I needed. The problem with that was I'd have to attend the photo session
that afternoon to help publicise Brent's team draped over his bike now
no doubt.
In the kitchen, I poured a small glass of milk and downed the last two
pills in the packet hoping that they would work quickly as usual on my
throbbing head. I walked back through to the bedroom noticing every
bounce of my two floppy unsupported silicone breast forms that were
still stuck on my chest. I got back into the warm bed and lay down
beside the still sleeping Marcy.
I woke again about two hours later when she nudged me awake.
"Come on wake up sleepy head," she said. Then she leaned forward and
kissed me tenderly on the lips.
"You seem to be in a good mood," I said after a good yawn and stretch.
"Yes, I'm in a great mood now but we have to get you ready for your
photo shoot today," she said. "I really enjoyed our little lovemaking
session last night."
"Oh yes," I replied. "Which part?"
"Oh, definitely the part where you went down on me. That oral sex was
the best I've ever had," she replied.
"And the sex we had later?"
"Well let's just say it was nice," she replied.
"Just nice?" I asked disappointed.
"Yes, it's not that I didn't enjoy it, but I've had bigger endowed
guys," she replied referring to my small size and my sudden inability to
remain hard. "You're much better at giving oral than anyone I've met
though."
"Thanks that's a great consolation," I replied remembering my inability
and frustration at staying hard for very long which seemed strange.
"Come on let's get moving first to the salon where I need to work my
magic on you and then to the photo session," she ordered.
"Oh, come on Marcy I thought we'd agreed last night that I didn't need
to do it," I queried.
"Well, unfortunately for you I got a text this morning from Brent and
he's said he'll be going to Oulton Park for the shoot and your
photographer friend Jake will be there so the least we can do is be
there too," she said.
"I can't face another photograph session looking like this," I replied
feeling decidedly unhappy. "I feel very nervous."
"I've an answer to that," she said. She got up and walked to the
bathroom. She came back a few minutes later and offered me a couple of
pills.
"What are they?" I asked.
"Just something to calm your nerves," she replied.
"A tranquilizer? No thanks," I said giving them back.
"Look it's just Valium," she said as if that made it ok to take them.
"They will calm your nerves. Trust me."
"I've heard bad things about them. About people becoming addicted to
them," I replied declining again.
"I took them after the breakup of my relationship with Brad Smith and
they helped me," She replied.
"You dated Brad? I didn't know you were going out with him," I said
referring to the former bike racing champion who now ran his own racing
team.
"Yes, I was pretty upset when I caught him cheating on me late last year
with the sister of one of his riders," she explained.
At that moment I felt sorry for her and I pretended to take the pills
she handed me washed down with water.
"I still can't go to the photo shoot looking like this," I said sitting
at the edge of the bed.
"No, you can't but that's going to be easily fixed; we'll go to my salon
first and give you a complete make-over," she said. "Not even your own
mother will recognise you!"
"Yes, and look what happened last time?" I complained.
"Stop whining and let's get moving," she replied. "I put a pair of my
stretch jeans on the chair along with a blouse and a pair of my pink
trainers. There are a pair of white panties, white spandex, a bra and
white trainer socks too."
So, after a slow breakfast of cereal and milk for me and some toast and
coffee for Marcy, we set out at great speed across town for her beauty
salon.
As she drove she talked, "I thought perhaps you could help me out at the
salon for a bit until we need to get you ready for the photoshoot."
When she parked up her battered little car we got out and walked in the
back door to the salon with me looking as normal as possible. I'd put on
one of my warm hoodies with the hood up in combination with the jeans
and trainers as my protest not to wear her pink trainers had fallen on
deaf ears.
All the stuff I'd be wearing was in a small bag I carried. I put the bag
down in the staff room and she put me to work unpacking boxes of hair
treatment that had arrived the day before into one of the big storage
cupboards.
There were about a dozen large boxes to open and unpack. With that done,
she asked me to make sure that there were full bottles of shampoo and
conditioner at each hair washing station. On opening the salon there
were another couple of girls working and as one opened the door, a
couple of elderly ladies walked in for the first appointments of the
day.
As I watched them enter, Marcy whispered in my ear. "The one on the
right is Louise. She's been coming here for years for her beauty
treatments. She also happens to be a post op transsexual."
"I'd never have realised," I replied.
"You would if you heard her talk. She still talks like the mill worker
she used to be but otherwise carries herself and has convincing looks
and style," Marcy added. "Come on let's get started on your look for
today now."
So, Marcy concentrated on me after dealing with a couple of business
phone calls. I also called my boss to give him an update on my whiplash
injury and he gave me a shock in response.
"Your brother Geoff called me and told me what's been going on," he
said. "Since it appears you have been lying to me. I'll have no
alternative but to let you go."
"Let me go? What did he tell you?" I asked feeling extremely annoyed.
"He told me you dress as a woman now," he said. "He also said that you
are being coerced into dressing as a woman. Well since that's the case
I'll give you pay up until the end of the month. You can look for a job
elsewhere."
"But Mr Parks," I replied. "It's not true."
"It's perfectly true. One of my staff noticed you on the grid on last
Sunday's television broadcast and you were dressed as a brolly dolly. So
the fact that you deny it when it true is enough to make you fire you. I
need honest people to work for me and clearly you are not," he said. The
phone went dead.
I told Marcy. "I've just been fired thanks to my dear old brother."
"What? How?" she asked.
"My brother called my boss and told him what I've been doing. He was
always looking for an excuse to fire me and I guess I just gave him
one," I replied stunned.
"It's no matter Lara, you can come and work for me until your modelling
career takes off," she said. "In the mean time we need to get you ready
for this afternoon."
"Can you get me a glass of water please?" I asked. She obliged me and
when she wasn't looking I slipped the Valium pills into my mouth and
washed them down.
So Marcy led me into the back of the salon and had me sit in a stylist
chair. The Valium had an almost instant effect on me as I relaxed and
closed my eyes as she talked. The Valium was certainly making me feel
tranquil. My hair was brushed and then she washed it.
"You have really soft fine hair," she said as she started to massage my
scalp with her long nails.
"Yes, my mum said the same when she used to wash it when I was little.
I'm really enjoying the feeling of you washing my hair," I replied.
The rest of the session went in a blur as she did her magic on me. I
must have dozed off too for when I opened my eyes and looked in the
mirror I had long hair cascading over my shoulders and down my back.
That woke me up with a start. "Where did you get the blonde wig?"
"It's not a wig Lara. It's hair extensions made of real hair that I've
glued to your own hair then it's been coloured and styled," she replied.
"You're kidding me, right?"
"Do I look like I'm kidding? Try pulling on it if you don't believe me,"
she replied and then she pulled it for me.
"Ouch," I said feeling the tug on my scalp. "Marcy what gives? Why these
hair extensions?"
"They make your own hair much easier to style," she replied. "Plus, we
really need to create a good impression today."
She weaved her magic on my hair a bit more, so it looked even more
feminine with waves and cascades framing my face.
"Now for your make-up," she said bringing her box of make-up closer.
"Lie back and I'll do give you a close shave first."
Then after the shave she spotted all over my face with dabs of cream
matte foundation cream. Then she blended it into my skin using a
cosmetic sponge. She applied various powders and shading to my face and
it was already beginning to get difficult to recognise myself.
I often wondered why I was so relaxed and comfortable with what she was
doing until she told me. "Those Valium are having a good calming effect
on you," she said. "You are not so tense."
I just shrugged not really caring somehow.
Then she started on my eyes by applying some dark brown shadow,
eyeliner, mascara and not overly long false eyelashes. She outlined my
thin eyebrows with a dark eyebrow pencil so I had very feminine neat
looking brows. My lips were lined with a lip pencil and filled in with a
dark red lipstick. Lastly, she asked me to close my eyes and sprayed my
face to keep the make-up in place.
So, after she was done, she asked the girl who normally ran the nail bar
to do my manicure. Her name was Gail and she was very nice. She removed
all the stuff I had on my nails much to my relief. She quickly had my
nails back to natural. That done though, Marcy came over and told her
how to do my nails.
Gail expertly glued small pieces of glass fibre onto my nails so that
they extended a good bit past my fingertips. "Not too long please," I
said to her, but she was clearly going to do what Marcy had asked.
In about 15 minutes she had expertly applied the clear nail gel to all
my fingers and my talons were even longer than before much to my
consternation. "I said not that long please," I repeated.
"Oh, I'm not finished yet. I still have to shape them and smooth them.
At most your nails will be about be about a quarter of an inch longer,"
she replied. I didn't think to query her comment as I thought that
sounded reasonable and manageable. However, what I didn't realise was
that she meant that my new nails would be quarter of an inch longer
they'd been before. I was sporting sculptured nails which I reckoned
were half an inch long. With them all shaped and smoothed off she
applied a dark pink polish which she set using a UV lamp for a couple of
minutes. Another coat of the pink and a final clear coat followed with
my fingers put under the lamp each time.
"I thought you said they would be only a quarter of an inch long?" I
queried.
"You misheard me," she replied putting away her tools after giving my
nails and fingers on each hand a final rub.
"I must have done as these are not a quarter of an inch long," I replied
sarcastically.
With that she got up and went to deal with another customer. I stared at
my fingers in disbelief as before I had long nails, now I had talons any
bird of prey would be happy to own.
That done, Marcy ushered me into the back of the salon and ordered me to
strip off. There she checked my breast forms and found that they were
fine and still well attached.
She'd been quickly shopping next door while I was getting my nails done
and had picked out a lacy bra and panty set for me to put on. Then there
was a nice new pair of dark brown panty hose, a knee length navy blue
skirt, my white blouse and lastly a pair of black 4" spike heels.
"I was going to get you some extra padding for your hips but all I could
find was this plastic padding material from one of the supply boxes
which will need to do instead," she said still showing her
transformation skills. After I'd pulled down the Spandex my squashed
meat and two veg dropped down into their normal position again. "Do you
know how to tuck?" she asked.
I replied, "No."
She pushed my soft cock between my legs and kept it there using wide
strips of surgical tape. "How do I pee?" I asked her.
"Sit down like any other woman does," she said admiring my smooth
crotch. Then inserted the padding on either side of my hips attaching it
with more tape. As we pulled the Spandex up again, the padding was held
securely in place. Then we worked the pantyhose up each leg and over the
Spandex.
"You have good looking hips now and no bulge," she said.
The blouse was next and then she pulled the skirt up over my new hips
and pulled the zip closed. "There now you have a gorgeous hourglass
figure Lara."
She found the matching jacket to the skirt and helped me put it on.
Lastly, I was told to put on the black stilettos which she'd just bought
from eBay that I'd signed for yesterday.
"You are good to go I think," she said after she asked me to twirl
round. "Try walking towards the mirror and back a few times."
I did and saw that I rolled my hips just like any woman would. I went up
close to the mirror and stared at my face and wondered where Larry was
inside all that the make-up and hair she'd applied.
"There's just one more thing you need and its some jewellery and
earrings. Fortunately, there is an accessories shop along the street
from here, so we'll grab some sandwiches for lunch and then take a
look."
"You're surely not expecting me to go out the front door into the
street, are you?" I said with a big heartfelt plea in my voice.
"Yes of course. You'll manage just fine Lara," she replied. "Have some
confidence in yourself for pities sake."
"I'll try," I replied. I'd no idea where any courage would come from.
"Come on then," she said handing me a small shoulder bag.
"What's this for?"
"Well neither the jacket nor the skirt has any pockets and you need to
put your wallet somewhere," she explained.
So, carrying the bag, we walked out and the girls gave us a friendly
wave as the door closed. We had to buy them some food and drinks too
which we did first. Marcy carried the shopping bag into which everything
was placed and then we walked to the shop two doors down where she
showed me some cheap jewellery that she thought would look good.
When we got back into the salon, we shared out the food and the girls
watched as Marcy put my new earrings into my pierced earlobes. I had one
large hoop earring and a smaller one inserted into each of my lobes.
"There now girls what do you think of our new miss now?" She asked.
"Honestly now?"
"Honestly she looks very pretty in that style," said Gail. "She's going
to turn the heads of men looking like that for sure."
"Dear God," I muttered.
"You know what would be worth doing though," volunteered Abby.
"What?" asked Marcy.
"Lip fillers! They would make her lips fuller and her face even more
feminine," Abby said stunning me.
"Wait! No wait that's a step way too far," I pleaded. "Thanks all the
same but no."
"It's no big deal girl! Since I did the course we do them all the time
here," said Abby. "It only takes 45 minutes or so. I put a numbing agent
onto your lips, so you won't feel a thing."
"That's not what's worrying me," I declared.
"You're right Abby, Lara's lips are quite thin despite my efforts with
the lipstick she's wearing," declared Marcy going to the cupboard to get
the supplies that were needed. "Here numb up her lips and let's do it!"
"What about me? Don't I get a say in this?"
"Ok girls who thinks that this should go ahead?" Marcy asked and they
all stuck up a hand.
"Outvoted Lara," she declared. "Sit in the chair here and let Abby work
her usual skill and magic."
I reluctantly sat in the chair feeling spineless.
Abby removed my lipstick and then used an anaesthetic cream which would
take about ten minutes to completely numb my lips. After the time was
up, she expertly put on some rubber gloves, took a syringe with a fine
needle and added some liquid from a bottle that contained hyaluronic
acid lip fillers. She showed me that the needle was quite fine and then
she had me lean back to look up at the ceiling. I shut my eyes tight as
I hate needles.
So, she started her injections on my top lip moving from left to right
injecting and then moving on a bit more. She returned doing the same on
my lower lip. Fortunately, I didn't feel any pain but there were small
traces of blood from the injection sites. She applied a little
antiseptic lotion to my lips and wiped. My lips were numb, but I felt
that they were puffed up a bit too much.
She handed me a mirror and I couldn't believe how they looked. They were
all puffed up and changed the look of my face. I had trout lips. I had
lips that a porn star would be proud of having.
"We'd better get moving," said Marcy pulling me back into reality.
"Eddie and Brent will be waiting at the track so come on it's time to
go."
Chapter 10 - Day 8 - At Oulton Park for the photo session (Thursday)
I wondered what else could go wrong as we drove to Oulton Park for the
photoshoot.
I sat in the front passenger seat of Marcy's little hatchback heavily
made up with my hair cascading down my back and over my shoulders. I
could feel the long false eyelashes on my eyelids each time I blinked,
and I wore an antiseptic coating on my now puffed up lips that made them
shine. I could feel the large earrings dangling down my neck and pulling
on my earlobes.
"You know Lara you do look gorgeous as a girl," she said as we headed
ever closer to the venue. "You really do look wonderful with your face
and hair all done up. You should consider taking this up full time. No
one would or could take you for a guy."
"No, I still want to get my old life back, thanks very much," I replied.
"Do you know everything seems to have gone completely wrong since you
hurt your ankle at Donington?"
"Yes, in what way?" she asked wholly concentrating on her driving. She
was in a hurry as we were running late, so she sped through a village
way above the speed limit.
"You should slow down a bit, that was a thirty-speed limit back there,"
I replied as she put her foot down again after we cleared the village.
"After you injured your ankle, Brent broke his collarbone and then there
was my whiplash. Then the race truck went bang in a big way while this
car was damaged. Then Brent's race bike was battered when it hit the
tyre barrier hard."
"Yes, now you come to mention it, you're right," replied Marcy.
"However, my ankle is better and your whiplash is not as bad now."
"Then my brother came around and gave me dog's abuse. My mother has told
me to stay away so I mean where will it all end?" I asked.
"Things can only get better Lara. Wait and see," she replied
optimistically. However, she failed to spot the speed camera hidden
behind some hedges and it flashed twice as we went through another 30mph
village at 45mph.
"I don't believe it! I've just been flashed by a speed camera," she
cried annoyed.
"I noticed. I did tell you to slow down through the villages along this
road," I replied.
"Damn!" she said angrily. "That's a 60 quid fine and 3 penalty points on
my licence and it's just not what I need right now."
"Hopefully you'll drive slower through the rest of the villages now," I
replied feeling the tight underwear Spandex cutting into my thigh and
waist a little more, but it was doing a great job of flattening my cock
and balls. "God this underwear is really tight Marcy," I added changing
the subject.
"It's meant to be Lara. We don't need any unsightly bulges on show now
do we?" she replied.
"No, I guess not. It's just that my meat and two veg are beginning to
complain," I replied. "Plus, I really need to pee pretty badly."
"How badly?" she asked. "We only have another 10 minutes to go and we're
there."
"Ok I'll try and hold it until then," I replied though it was proving
impossible to forget that my bladder needed urgently emptying.
We rolled up at the circuit gate and were admitted inside when we showed
our British Superbike team ID and explained why we were there.
"Enjoy your stay then ladies," said the friendly gateman who then opened
the gate for us to drive through.
Marcy knew where to go, and we headed over a bridge crossing the race
circuit before arriving at the paddock entrance. With only a couple of
teams around testing, the paddock was almost empty, so spotting Brent's
truck was pretty easy. We parked beside it and announced our arrival to
Eddie who was busy polishing the bike. I rushed off to the lady's toilet
as fast as my heels would allow me to move. When I got back around 5
minutes later, Brent turned up at the same time to greet us
"Hi girls," said Brent. I almost looked around to see who the other girl
was and then realised he meant me.
We couldn't hug him as he was still sore from his collarbone, but he
wrapped his good arm around me and then his sister. "Thanks for coming
and I must say how gorgeous you both look. Don't they Eddie?"
Eddie nodded a yes.
"Thanks Brent," Marcy replied. I stayed silent.
"Any sign of the photographer yet?" Marcy asked.
"Yes he's here," Brent replied. "He's in the pit lane setting up his
camera and lights. I'll show you."
"Well it's why we're here so let's go," Marcy said.
So, we all walked through a door into the pit garage beyond to emerge
into the pit lane beside the track. We spotted a camera sitting on a
tripod. "There he is," Marcy pointed at the camera.
"That's him," I replied as I spotted him emerging from another pit
garage. He then walked towards us to greet us and me in particular.
I introduced everyone and on shaking hands he said that his plans were
simply to get pictures of Brent and me together with the bike in the pit
lane and out on the grid.
"You look really gorgeous, but we'll need you in your Lycra suit again
Lara," Jake said. "Did you bring it with you?"
"Yes, we brought it," Marcy replied.
"Good. You can change in my small hired motorhome behind the garage," he
said. "I must say you're looking even better than you did last Sunday
and you looked stunning then. When we get done with the pictures, I have
another proposition for you to consider. Unlike today, this proposition
would pay you very well Lara."
"What is it exactly? Your proposition I mean?" I asked curiously.
"We will talk about it later and time is pressing on us right now as the
clouds are gathering," he replied referring to the weather and ushered
us out of the back of the garage towards his modest motorhome. "See you
soon. Come right back when you've changed."
Once inside the motorhome, I set about removing my clothes while Marcy
pulled out the Lycra costume for me to wear. "I wonder what the hell he
wants," I asked.
"God knows," she replied pulling out the same killer stilettos I'd worn
a few days earlier at Donington. "Let's worry about it later."
"Yes, let's just get what we came for over with," I agreed.
Apart from the Spandex which remained, I began pulling on the Lycra
outfit and Marcy helped me with it and she even unclipped my bra. I put
my arms in the sleeves and she zipped it up at the rear. I looked down
and could see the outline of nipples on the Lycra. She brushed and
styled my hair and then checked my makeup. She applied a fresh coat of
antiseptic cream in lieu of lipstick to my newly puffed up lips.
I put on the outfit's 6" heels and stood up in them quite easily while
she helped with the warm team paddock jacket.
"You are standing nicely in those shoes now. So, practice does make
perfect," she said.
"They actually fit better than the black pair I wore here," I replied.
Within ten minutes I was ready to face the camera all thanks to Marcy's
help.
"How do I look?" I asked her.
"Sensational," she replied.
"That good eh?" I asked.
"More than good. No one would know you were ever a guy called Larry so
please don't worry," she replied giving me air kisses. "You look just
incredible as Lara. Just be confident!"
So, we headed out of the door with me using the furled up umbrella as a
walking stick initially as I quickly got used to the 6" platform soled
heels I now wore.
"Remember its heel then toe, Lara heel toe," Marcy advised as she saw me
walking badly towards the pit garage.
"Oh yes I was forgetting," I replied and then confidently I headed for
the pit garage door. We walked into the garage and saw that Brent and
Eddie had set up the bike in the pit lane and it was sitting on its axle
stand waiting in the sunshine.
After a few pictures in the pit lane, the bike was moved onto the grid
and we posed together with Brent sitting on the bike and me holding the
brolly beside him. The sun was still out but Jake was using a lot of
extra lights and a fill in flashgun. I tried to keep smiling and show
some teeth through my puffed-up lips. At the same time, I was trying to
relieve the stress in my feet and ankles which was beginning to build
up.
Jake tried a whole variety of shots with our positions reversed with me
sitting on the bike while Brent painfully held the brolly up over our
heads courtesy of his collarbone injury. There were pictures of us
standing together and in isolation while Marcy organised a team photo of
the four of us beside the bike. All in all, Jake must have taken more
than a hundred pictures as he called that he was finished and was more
than satisfied with the pictures he'd taken.
Just as we were walking back to the motorhome to get changed Jake
shouted, "Lara!"
I turned around and he snapped me again smiling at him looking totally
relaxed.
"Excellent," he cried as I walked out of the garage back towards the
motor home.
After around twenty minutes, I was changed back into my skirt and jacket
when Jake knocked on the door and asked if he could come in.
Marcy let him in and he sat down opposite me to talk. Marcy offered him
and me a cup of tea as he thanked us for coming to the shoot today.
"It was good fun," I said. "Anything to help the team with a little
publicity."
"Talking of publicity," he said getting serious. "I've been asked to
take pictures for a leading manufacturer of motorbike helmets and I was
wondering if you might be interested in coming to my studio in London
for another photo session? We could use Brent's race bike as a prop for
the shoot so that would be more good publicity for the team too. The
budget for the shoot is around thirty thousand so I thought maybe we
could try and emulate something that happened in an advertising campaign
from around 40 years ago."
"What would that be?" I asked becoming very curious.
"Have you ever heard of a model called Tula?" he asked.
"No, I can't say I have," I replied and then looking at Marcy, she shook
her head no.
"Tula was a famous male to female transsexual who had a cameo appearance
in a Bond movie with Roger Moore, but she also had appeared in a lot of
advertisement campaigns because of her stunning good looks. Then she was
outed by a journalist and lost out big time. One campaign she was in
during the mid-seventies was for a motorcycle helmet manufacturer and
she posed wearing their helmets with a bike, a sidecar racing outfit and
on her own," he explained.
"So?" I asked.
"So, my idea is this. When Tula posed for those photos she wasn't out as
a transsexual. She posed and was completely accepted as a normal female
model. By the time of those photoshoots and the Bond movie, she'd had a
boob job and had her sex change surgery, so her body looked perfectly
natural. The reason we know that is because she didn't wear anything
more than body paint to make it look like she was wearing race
leathers," he explained.
"She was completely nude then? I doubt I could do that," I replied. "I'm
not a post-operative transsexual like Tula and I don't have real
breasts. I've only just started doing this."
"Well what I'm proposing is that instead of being incognito like Tula,
everyone would know that you were transgender from the very outset. What
do you think?" he asked.
"Lara doesn't have real boobs though. Those are breast forms that are
stuck to her chest for now," added Marcy.
"Oh, I didn't realise that," Jake said. "Are you intending to get breast
implants done?"
Before I could reply, Marcy eagerly spoke on my behalf, "Yes Lara will
probably need to get some breast implant surgery done at some point."
"I see," said Jake then he joked. "The shoot isn't scheduled for another
couple of weeks. How about we use some of the shoot budget to pay for a
boob job for Lara? They don't cost more than 5 grand do they?"
"You're not serious Jake," I exclaimed.
"Personally I'd jump at the chance of a free boob job if I didn't have
these bad boys already," Marcy replied referring to her own ample sized
breasts.
"Have you had implants done Marcy?" I asked wondering as I hadn't
noticed any scars on her body.
"Yes Lara, I had them done about five years ago. A plastic surgeon I
know gave me D cup boobs for about four thousand. Obviously, they'll
cost a bit more now," she explained.
"Do you think this plastic surgeon could do the same for Lara?" Jake
asked.
"I can call him now and find out if you like?" she offered.
"That would be great if you could," Jake replied.
So, Marcy retrieved her phone and called him. "Hello Doctor Jones? It's
Marcy here. I was wondering do you still do breast augmentation surgery?
You do? That's great. How much does it cost normally now? OK 5 thousand.
I have a transgender friend who's looking to have her boobs done. When
is the earliest you could you fit her in for a consultation? Tomorrow at
3:30 at your office in Manchester. Good thank you so much. Can we see
you then? Fantastic we'll see you tomorrow."
"Wow you don't hang about Marcy," Jake replied. "Let me know how that
goes."
"He might be able to see Lara tomorrow but then he might not be able to
do the surgery for another couple of months. At least we'll find out
tomorrow," she explained.
"Marcy....," I tried to interrupt but Jake spoke over me.
"Well I'd really like her to model for me on this and on a few other
items now that transgenderism is becoming more mainstream and isn't seen
as being taboo any longer," Jake explained. "I don't know anyone else
who would be perfect for this helmet assignment so what do you say?"
"No! I don't think so," I replied.
Marcy butted in again and countered my negativity, "Yes that sounds
good. How much could Lara earn as a model?"
"Oh, a lot believe me," Jake replied. "Like I said she is stunningly
good looking and could certainly command a thousand pounds a day working
for the right agencies."
"My God really? I only get a thousand a month with overtime now," I
replied incredulous at the amount of money on offer if I got breasts
implants. "That's a lot of money."
"It sure is and even if you got a couple of commissions a month, you'd
still earn a lot more than your present salary," he said stating the
obvious.
"I'll need to think about this," I replied. The thought of earning a lot
of money appealed but the downside was I'd need to earn it being someone
I wasn't.
"There's nothing to think about Lara! It's way too good an offer for you
to pass up," said Marcy.
"Marcy let me think about it some more please," I replied. "I don't want
to be rushed into this."
"You're quite right Lara," said Jake generously. "I can put the shoot
back a week at most if that gives you some time to decide. After that
I'd really need to book someone else though my preference is to use you
because you do look so good," Jake offered.
"Thanks," I replied feeling relieved. "It does need some careful
thought."
"Give me your email address and I'll send you a contract offer to read
over," he said so I wrote it and my mobile phone number down on a
notepad beside me. Fortunately, it was an email account where I hadn't
used my first name.
"That's great," he said. "I'll be in touch later by email and I'll send
you some pictures from today."
"Thanks for today," I replied. "It was great fun to do it and the team
could really use the extra publicity."
"I bet it could. I've found that all publicity helps good or bad. It
gets you in the public eye. I heard that Brent was very unlucky last
Sunday to get punted off, so hopefully this will encourage him to do
more," he replied.
"Oh, he doesn't need any encouragement to race motorbikes," replied
Marcy laughing. "It's all he thinks and talks about. I bet he even
dreams about winning grand prix."
Jake laughed. "That does sound familiar. I get like that at times with
my photography."
After another 30 minutes or so, I reluctantly agreed that I would go to
the consultation with the surgeon the next day and report back on what
he said. We stepped out and collected Brent from the garage who was
still talking bike set up with Eddie. With me sitting in the back of the
car and Brent sitting in the front because of his still injured
shoulder, we set off back, leaving Eddie to drive the truck with the
race bike back to the workshop. In the past, l'd have gone back with
Eddie but now I just wanted to get back to Marcy's place and relax.
I was feeling quite tired and was very glad the shoot had gone well but
I was also feeling confused about being compared to a post op
transsexual called Tula or Caroline Cossey. Later that night I did some
research on her and couldn't from what I could see easily compare myself
to her and her struggles. I eventually ordered her book off Amazon and
read it in a day a few weeks later.
I'd never been the macho kind of guy who would do risky things. I'd
hated playing the rough and tumble games like rugby when I was younger.
I was probably the kind who would be scared if he saw a spider crawl
across his bed. However, none of that meant that I'd ever had a strong
overwhelming desire to suddenly become a woman.
At the same time, I was really enjoying all the attention I was getting
as Lara. Before the weekend I was boring and dependable Larry, while now
I was turning heads as Lara. So much so I was being offered the
possibility of a modelling contract and goodness knows what else.
It was all very confusing as I also just wanted my plain old life back,
but I really liked the exciting life that being Lara had suddenly
offered.
After a few minutes of silence in the car home, I asked Brent how he was
feeling.
"I'm still a bit bruised, stiff and sore," he replied.
"I can imagine you must be," I returned.
"How about you Lara?" he asked. "It looks like you are really embracing
this new role now."
"Well your sister is a powerful persuader. However, I'm still feeling
quite confused about it right now," I admitted.
"What will you do about Jake's offer?" he asked.
Marcy interrupted again. "Lara would be mad not to take it. It's much
too big an opportunity to pass up."
"We'll see," I replied. "I need to see the small print of any contract
first."
"That's very sensible," Brent said agreeing with me.
"This being a girl is a lot of work at times," I laughed. "Hair, makeup,
jewellery, clothes, shoes and nails all are new and strange to deal
with."
Marcy laughed though, "It's not that big a problem, half the population
manage it especially when you know what you're doing. It's not that it's
a lot of work it's just strange to you."
She then changed the subject by saying her car needed fuel as we passed
a sign indicating that services were just half a mile ahead. So, she
pulled into the service station and stopped opposite the pump. She got
out and started to fill up the tank while I headed towards the shop
hoping to find a toilet.
I found the toilets and saw that there were one for men, one for women
and in the centre a disabled toilet so I tried that middle door first
only to find it was occupied. Seeing that I looked like a woman, I had
little alternative but to push on the women's door and enter.
There was a woman and a little girl that could have been her daughter
standing waiting on a cubicle to become vacant, so I reluctantly stood
beside them with my arms folded under my fake breasts waiting too
thinking I'd never had this problem in the gents before. After 5
minutes, a grey haired woman emerged from a cubicle and the woman
allowed her daughter to go in first as she seemed to be the most
distressed.
"It's always the same in the lady's toilets. Never enough cubicles," she
said in passing to me.
"Are you going far?" I asked changing the subject.
"Not too far now, we are heading to North Wales for a week's holiday.
How about you?"
"Oh, heading home after a photo shoot today at Oulton Park," I replied
trying to keep my voice soft and airy.
"How wonderful, I must say that you do look very attractive so I'm not
surprised that you are a model," she said stunning me with that kind of
comment. "It does sound like fun, though it's probably a bit sexist."
"I hadn't thought of it that way," I replied. "It was just a modelling
job which is possibly leading to a major advertising campaign."
"It sounds exciting and marvellous," she replied but I could tell her
mind was only really interested on her full bladder and when the other
cubicle became vacant she instantly rushed to take it. I could hear her
inside pulling down her pantyhose and panties followed by her peeing
into the bowl which made me smile because I'd shortly be doing the same
thing.
When she came out, I eagerly took her place and gratefully started to
pull my underwear down. I sat down on the seat and realised it wasn't as
warm as I'd expected it to be which meant she'd not sat down but
probably squatted above it. Something else I'd have to learn about being
a woman I decided.
My bladder emptied, I got up and before I flushed, I saw a used
unflushed tampon staring back at me in the bowl water. I pulled up my
panties, Spandex, the padding and lastly my pantyhose. Then I smoothed
my skirt down into place and walked out to find a queue of three women
waiting, so I quickly apologised for taking so long.
I washed my hands, looked at my face in the mirror and trying to look as
natural as possible I played with my long hair with my fingers and then
fumbling in my bag reapplied my antiseptic lotion to my puffed-up lips.
I wondered just how I was going to explain them to anyone I knew before
as Larry. Maybe I'd just have to tell them that I was transgendered
after all just to explain it away. If I told anyone who asked that I was
bullied into it by Marcy at her salon would that go down better or not?
Probably not.
I figured neither would go down well as I walked out towards the
shopping area. My biggest problem was remembering to walk like a woman
as I really didn't want to be seen as a man in a skirt and heels. I
wanted to be seen to be as natural as possible, as it could clearly lead
to a confrontation despite the more enlightened times.
I bought three choc ices in the shop and then remembering my heel and
toe walked across the station forecourt towards the car with my
stilettos clicking loudly. Marcy was in the car ready to go but Brent
was missing. I handed her the choc ice and put Brent's on his empty
seat.
"He's gone into the shop to get some painkillers," she said. "His
shoulder is still giving him some pain."
"Poor guy I can't imagine the pain," I replied. "I'd be laid up for a
month if I had his injury."
"Yes, he's a tough cookie," she said opening up the wrapper on her ice
cream.
There was a toot behind us as someone wanted fuel from the pump we were
sat beside, so she inched forward to clear space and we waited on Brent
to come out. We were soon back on our way when he emerged, and he was
pleased to see the ice cream waiting for him.
"Thanks Lara," he said opening the wrapper.
"You're welcome," I replied.
Chapter 11 - Day 8 - At Marcy's that evening (Thursday)
When we arrived back, I helped Marcy to make supper for all three of us.
We had a nice dinner and then Marcy drove Brent back over to his house.
While they were away, I opened her laptop and accessed my email to find
a nice big email from Jake. He had thoughtfully attached some images
from that afternoon and more importantly details of the helmet
advertising project.
I looked at all the images expanded up of my face and couldn't see Larry
staring back at me in any of them. It was a stunning long-haired blonde
called Lara smiling in all the pictures. Then I read the details on the
project and it had been decided by the client that the campaign would
feature a transgender woman and a genetic woman.
Their nude bodies would be painted so it would appear that they were
both wearing full racing leathers just like Brent's racing suit. It went
onto say that genitals would remain covered or hidden in the pictures
but that breasts would be shown albeit painted over. There would be
pictures of the models sitting on a motorbike, a racing bike, a sidecar,
and close up pictures. Among the other projects he listed, were some for
a vodka company, cheese spread and a house cleaning product range.
At the bottom of his email, Jake recommended that I should have breast
implants done as false silicone breasts probably wouldn't take the
paints they were going to use to simulate the racing suit. I hefted one
of my false breast forms in my hand and it flopped around without much
weight. He went onto say that he was prepared to help financially with
the operation if I wanted to get involved in the projects. As a
sweetener he said that they would like to use Brent's racing bike in the
shots.
My jaw dropped when I read it. I couldn't believe that I was being
considered as part of the project. He truly believed or wanted to
believe I was a full-blown transgender woman. I supposed that we hadn't
given him any other evidence but to believe it.
When Marcy returned home she looked at the email with a huge grin on her
face happy that Brent was going to get some more publicity and written
confirmation that I was being considered for the modelling projects.
"You'd be mad to pass this up Lara," she said. "You could become very
wealthy. I think we need you to see your own family doctor too about
this. They will give you the referrals you need to get the treatment
started."
"My doctor's surgery is about 25 miles away. It takes weeks to get an
appointment if it's not urgent," I explained.
"It might still be an idea trying to get one all the same," she replied.
"I'll give them a call in the morning, it's too late now," I said.
Chapter 12 - Day 9 - At the plastic surgeon (Friday)
After a long time lying wide awake not helped by Marcy's little noises
she'd make every so often as she slept, I resolved that after thinking
about it I really didn't want to go to the Doctor's appointment later
that day. That decided I rolled over and fell asleep eventually at
around 2:30am. It was Marcy who woke me around 5 hours later with a
passionate kiss on the lips. My puffed-up lips that I would have for at
least six months or more.
"Come on lazy bones, time rise and shine," she said leaping on top of me
as I lay on my back opening an eye.
However, before I could move she'd straddled my body pinning my arms to
the bed with her legs.
"Hey what gives?" I asked.
"You darling you give," she declared inching up some more. "You get to
lick my pussy, so you give. So, eat me out!"
She parked her shaven pussy onto my face and my mouth so it felt like I
was being smothered by her vulva. She ground herself onto my face as I
struggled to lick her opening. It didn't take long for her to cum and
when she did she shuddered violently and collapsed on top of me
absolutely spent.
When she came too she declared, "Oh God that was wonderful. You really
know how to give me pleasure."
Then she got up after kissing me on the face and mouth to do her toilet.
When she got back she swatted my ass. "Your turn to get moving, we have
a beauty salon to open. Our public will be waiting!"
"Do I really need to go with you?" I replied.
"Yes, because we'll be going straight from there to your appointment
this afternoon," she replied.
"No, I don't want to see him," I answered truthfully. "I've decided I
still want to get my old life back."
It seemed that Marcy was ready for my negativity because she struck a
chord with this comment. "Why don't you just admit it to yourself that
you really are transgendered? You are also quite submissive too."
"I just can't do it," I replied. "I've never had a strong desire to wear
women's clothing before now."
"That was then, this is now though, and you really just need to admit to
yourself that you really enjoy being Lara much more than being Larry."
"Why should I?" I asked.
"Because as Larry you'll never really amount to very much, a dead-end
job, the team gofer, a safe mundane existence while as Lara you could
become quite famous and very wealthy."
"Well there is some truth to what you say," I admitted unhappily to both
her and me.
"Yes finally. Also, you need someone you can trust to help you make the
important decisions as you seem incapable of doing them yourself. And
that Lara is me. So, I've decided we're going to see Doctor Jones later
this afternoon. In meantime let's get dressed and get ready to go. We
need to be out of here in thirty minutes."
At the salon I called my family doctor and was surprised when they gave
me an appointment on Monday the following week. I was given a few jobs
to do helping the other girls by getting those supplies they needed and
tidying up the floor area of hair that had been cut.
It was nice to be able to sit down at 10 and take the weight off my feet
after rushing about all morning.
During our break, Marcy suggested that I should also start hair removal
treatment and the salon had the electrolysis equipment available.
"I don't have much hair though," I replied.
"That's great because soon you'll have none," she laughed.
With that Jenny led me over to a reclining chair and had me sit down
while she worked on the hairs she found on my torso. She zapped hundreds
over the space of an hour or so.
"We'll need you to let your beard grow and treat the facial areas next
week," Marcy said evidently pleased that more feminisation progress was
being made.
It was a two hour drive south to Manchester in Marcy's little hatchback
and we left at 1pm just after lunch. We chatted constantly on the way.
"What implant size do you think will be appropriate?" I asked feeling
anxious.
"We should really rely on what the doctor says Lara," she cautioned.
"All right. I just hope he doesn't suggest something too big," I replied
obviously concerned. "These breast forms seem to be too big."
"I disagree they seem right for your torso. You have slightly wider
shoulders than a normal woman, so they need to be slightly bigger," she
replied.
"Do you think he'll be able to do them soon," I asked. I was in two
minds about getting them done and if it was going to be a long way off I
wouldn't really mind.
"We won't really know until we get there and see what dates are open,"
she continued.
"I guess so," I replied.
She changed the subject to help take my mind off the appointment visit.
"I doubt that Brent will be able to race in the next round at Cadwell
Park as he's still feeling sore today."
"Yes, it was probably too much for him to be even at the photo shoot
yesterday," I said giving my opinion.
"He was feeling pretty rough last night when I took him home, so he went
off to bed early," she said.
We listened to the radio for a bit then we made idle chat about Jilly
and Ian Wilson who I'd met at Donington. Jake was mentioned a few times
too.
"Do you think he can be trusted?" I asked referring to Jake.
"Yes, he seems very keen to use you in a lot of his schemes. Perhaps he
fancies his chances with you," she said looking over at me and my
worried face.
"Do you really think so?" I asked.
"I don't see why not. A lot of men are attracted to transsexuals. They
are probably a little gay but can't go with an outwardly male partner,
so they like men who make very passable women. He could be one of
those," she said as though she'd researched it.
"Well I don't fancy him," I replied. "In fact, I don't think I'd want to
be with a man sexually."
"Maybe your attitude will change when you take more female hormones,"
she said which made me remember the letter I'd been given.
"I've just remembered something. The hospital doctor gave me a letter
for my family doctor and I still have it here in my bag," I announced
and pulled it out.
"What does it say?" she asked.
"I don't know as it's sealed shut," I replied showing her the hand-
written address on it.
"I think you should open it up," she said. "Obviously you have a right
to know what she wrote plus I've very curious to see what it says."
I slipped one of my long nails under the envelope flap and sliced it
open. I pulled out the letter and started reading it.
"Well what does it say?" she asked impatiently.
"OK I'll read it out to you," I replied.
Dear Doctor Williams
I'm writing this letter to you because I was involved in the treatment
of a patient of yours. Larry Tulloch was admitted to the hospital here
in Derby on Monday suffering from whiplash as a result of a fairly minor
RTA (road traffic accident). He was kept in overnight for observation
and released the next day. We expect that he will make a full recovery
in due course and advice was given on what he should do to aid recovery.
However, it was how he was dressed when the accident occurred that is
the main reason for this letter. He was presenting himself as a young
woman including make-up and female dress. He was wearing false breasts
and when questioned on the reasons he readily admitted that he was
transgendered and had held long ambitions to change his gender.
After a series of conversations with him it became obvious to me that he
was telling the truth. With his agreement, I administered a starter
injection of oestradiol and a testosterone blocker. It is my considered
opinion that he should be referred to a psychiatrist for further
appraisal, assessment and hormone treatment followed by surgery.
Yours sincerely
Alison Stroud
"Dear God, she wrote that?" Marcy asked.
"Yes, it's here in black and white and she's signed it," I replied.
"It confirms what I suspected then that you're a transsexual and it
should help the plastic surgeon know that you are too."
We arrived on time and were quickly shown into the doctor's office and
he entered a minute later. He greeted us in a friendly way.
"I'm Doctor Robert Jones and I remember you Marcy," he started after he
sat down and then looking at me. "And you my dear?"
"My name is Lara, Lara Tulloch," I replied.
Marcy as usual took control. "She's recently been diagnosed as
transgendered at Derby Royal Infirmary and is keen to have breast
augmentation to start off her transition from male to female," said
Marcy as I felt a bit too overwhelmed to speak.
She then unprompted took the letter from my bag and handed it to him. He
quickly read it and nodded.
"So, after reading the letter you are at the beginning of your
transition and want to speed things up a bit. I can understand that
impatience," he replied. "We regularly do breast augmentation for male
to female transsexuals here, so we could do one for you."
"Thanks," I replied simply.
"Female hormones will give you some development eventually, but a pair
of implants will certainly help matters. Can you open up your blouse
please?"
I did as he asked, and he continued, "I see you are using breast forms
and they won't look as good as implants. Those are also a bit on the big
side for your build, so I'd recommend implants that would give you a C
cup size. When the hormones kick in you'll almost certainly go up to D
or DD cup size eventually."
"When can you do the surgery?" asked Marcy impatiently.
"Just let me look at my diary. Normally it would be a month before you
can be seen, however I have had a cancellation, so how about a week
today but at 10am? My cancellation has contracted influenza," he
explained.
"We'll take it then," enthused Marcy while I gulped, "yes."
"Good then I'll see you next Friday morning at 10am." He pencilled my
name into his diary.
We drove back, and I picked her brains regarding the breast implant
surgery. I wanted to know what it had been like.
"The post-surgical pain which lasted for a few days was intense pressure
on my chest, but it soon wore off," she explained.
"Was it worth it?" I asked.
"Yes, I'm glad I had them done. I was just a small B cup before," she
confirmed. I knew from experience and knowledge that she had an ample D
cup bosom now.
"Will you finally admit you're transgendered now?" She asked a little
later as we drove home.
"Well I seem to be more at ease now with the idea that I am," I replied.
"It's a life changer so you need to be absolutely sure," she said
stating the obvious. "Will you go through with it?"
"Yes, I will go through with it. I just need to get my mind used to the
idea I won't be Larry ever again. It's like the decision has to be
made," I replied after a short pause to consider my reply.
"Tomorrow you can come with me to the salon again but don't shave your
face as usual. I'll use my laser hair removal device to zap your facial
hairs," she advised.
"Oh, is it any good?" I asked.
"Yes after a few treatments you won't need to shave again as the laser
zaps your hair follicles," she replied. "Your body hair is dark, so it
will be quicker than electrolysis."
When we got back to the apartment, I checked my emails and Jake had
flooded my inbox with more pictures from the shoot and information on
the other product advertising he was involved with. I replied and
thanked him for the pictures and nonchalantly mentioned that I would be
getting my boob job in a week's time in Manchester.
He wrote back half an hour later saying that was great news and that he
would organise the shoot for a week later in London. He asked me if that
was enough time to recover and I told him that I hoped it would be. He
also asked me to send him the bill for the surgery.
Marcy was obviously delighted that I'd been chosen but said that it was
just the beginning of my life as Lara.
Chapter 13 - Day 10 - Hair removal (Saturday)
The next day I went with Marcy to the salon again but this time it was
all about my hair removal. She applied wax to my legs and arms which
hurt like hell but then she gave me more electrolysis to deal with my
already sparse facial hair. I could feel her plucking and pulling out
each hair one by one.
She spent a couple of hours on both sides of my face before she was
satisfied. She also tidied up both my eyebrows taking vast numbers of
hairs away from both. I felt like a plucked chicken as I relaxed in the
staff room after that marathon session.
"That's more than enough for today," she said switching off the
magnifier light and the machine she'd used.
"Thank God for that," I replied.
"You were good though," she said. "You only made one or two yelps with
the waxing."
"Well I think you would have done too," I replied. "It was bloody sore,
and I wasn't expecting it to be quite that painful."
"Yes, it can make your eye's water," she laughed. "Talking of eyes. I
think I should also give you some eyelash extensions today."
"What are they?" I asked.
"They are individual long eyelash hairs that are glued to your existing
eyelashes, so you won't need to apply so much mascara or wear false
eyelashes. I had mine done by Gail and they're great. See?"
"Yes I see. I always wondered why your eyelashes were so thick and long.
I'm conscious I'm taking you away from your other customers," I replied.
"Perhaps another time?"
"Don't be silly. It only takes a couple of hours and the results will be
so worth it," she replied undeterred.
So instead of taking hair away she was adding it. When she was done I
had long feathery looking black eyelashes.
"Goodness me these will take some getting used to," I said as I
fluttered them to show the effect.
"You look very pretty," said Marcy. "We have a couple of hours left here
so why don't you get busy and give the girl's a hand to tidy up?"
"Gladly," I replied. "I'm feeling guilty that I took up so much of your
time."
"Don't worry about it," Marcy replied.
Thankfully I was wearing a pair of dark leggings over my spandex and a
stretch top while on my feet I wore her comfortable pink trainers
instead of the painful heels.
Marcy gave me a few jobs to do in the salon and those done I sat and had
a coffee as the other girls coped with the large numbers of people who
wanted beauty treatments before they went to enjoy their Saturday nights
out.
Brent called us around 4pm and wondered if Marcy could take him to a
club race meeting the next day at Croft in Yorkshire. Marcy volunteered
to take him there but told him he'd need to make his own way home. She
told him that she didn't want to waste her day off and she asked if I
wanted to go with them too.
I agreed but asked if she could take me home to collect some things I
needed, and she nodded, "yes but only after we've dropped off Brent."
I really needed a day off to recharge my batteries again, but Sunday was
going to be the best time to go. My mother was most likely working, so
I'd be able to grab stuff easily and fill Marcy's car.
Chapter 14 - Day 11 (Sunday) Going home
We left at around 9am and dropped Brent off at the circuit about 90
minutes later. He'd been able to arrange a lift home for later, so we
were free to drive back towards my mother's house to pick up my things.
We chatted as Marcy drove us back over the M62 towards my old home.
Sure, enough my mother was out working, however I still nervously put my
key in the lock and let us both inside.
"Which is your room?" she asked as I looked at the large collection of
mail that had piled up by the door in my absence.
"It's upstairs on the right," I replied.
Stuffing all the mail into the large rucksack I'd brought, I followed
her upstairs and my room looked just as I had left it some 10 days
earlier. I lifted a carpet and then opened a hidden floor board to
reveal a small tin box. When I opened the box I was relieved to find my
cash reserve was still there.
"How much have you got in there?" she asked curiously.
"Around 5 grand," I replied.
"Well that will certainly come in handy as you'll need your own
wardrobe," she replied as I stuffed the box with the fifty pound notes
into my bag. She started to look through my wardrobe and pulled out a
few good cotton sweaters, T shirts and a few pairs of pants. "Let's take
those for now and some trainers."
With me busy filling the rucksack I'd brought, and the wardrobe looking
empty she spotted a large plastic bag at the back which she pulled out.
"Oh, look what I found," she said tipping it onto the bed.
"I'd forgotten about that," I lied staring at the bed in disbelief as
she went through my secret stash of female clothing.
"Well that helps to confirm things doesn't it Lara?" She asked. "There's
pantyhose, female underwear, some lingerie, a couple of skirts, some
dresses and even a wig on a foam head."
"Yes, so I used to dress up in secret," I reluctantly admitted unable to
deny the evidence.
She laughed, "So despite all your denials and protests you're really a
closet tranny after all."
"Yes, all right but there is a big difference between a bit of
crossdressing in private and standing in front of the television cameras
at Donington Park," I replied back at her.
"Well you can safely come out of the closet now, though can't you?" she
asked. "I mean you don't have to do it in secret anymore and in fact you
already have several times. I think you need to be honest with yourself
at least that this is who you are. And having experienced it at first
hand you're really excited by it all."
"All right you win Marcy," I conceded.
"I think you should let yourself go and be who you want to be," she said
still stuffing stuff into my rucksack.
"I often unsure who I should be though," I replied. "There's a big
difference between putting on female clothes now and again in a bedroom
and wearing them full time because I don't have any choice. I don't know
if I can easily handle that."
"It's no big deal," she countered, "Besides you're clearly going to be
more successful as Lara than you ever were with being Larry."
"May be your right," I replied.
"Come on let's get out of here and take your stuff with us," she said
heading for the doorway.
"Yes my Mum won't be away that much longer," I replied. "She works in a
supermarket in the town centre and so she should be back by 1pm."
"Yikes it's 12:30 now so let's beat it," she said checking her watch.
So we hefted the bags downstairs and into the back of Marcy's car. I
locked up grateful that I'd not been seen by my mother. However, the
neighbours across the street had seen us and wondered what was going on.
The Gerry the husband came running over towards the car and knocked on
my window.
"What's going on? What were you doing in Mrs Tulloch's house?" he asked
obviously not recognising me.
I rolled down my window. "Sorry Gerry I was retrieving some things
belonging to me. You probably won't recognise me but I'm her youngest
child and I'm leaving to stay somewhere else."
"Her youngest was a bloke," he declared.
"Well I used to be but as you can see I'm not anymore," I replied.
Marcy smiled at my comment.
"My God," was all he could say. "You're a tranny?"
"Obviously yes," I replied. "Now if you'll excuse us we'll just leave."
"Yes of course," he said moving back over the road towards his house. He
shouted, "Good luck!" as we drove away.
"He was always a good friend to my Mum so I bet he tells her that I've
paid a visit," I said as we drove onto the road back towards Marcy's
place.
"That's a sure thing," she replied.
About 45 minutes later we were sitting on the spare room bed looking at
everything we'd taken with us. I went and put all my clothing stash and
my male clothes in the empty chest of drawers. I put the wig and foam
head on top and then gave Marcy some money towards the room.
We'd agreed 100 pounds a week was a good amount for the room but as she
said you probably won't be sleeping in it very much.
In fact I didn't sleep in it all the time I stayed there.
Around 5pm Brent dropped by and sat down exhausted on the sofa. However,
he was still aware that I looked more feminine than ever so asked "What
gives with Larry still dressed as a girl? Why is he still living here?"
"Dear brother it seems that Larry or should we say Lara here is a
transgendered person after all," said Marcy.
He looked at me and I nodded a yes.
"Lara has cross-dressed in private before and has as you can see made a
big change to her appearance," explained Marcy. "Despite all the
protests that she made at Donington. All the time she was secretly
enjoying it all. We just gave her the shove she needed to see her
potential. So it's not Larry any more is it?"
"No it's Lara now," I replied.
"Wow," said Brent. "Wait till Joe and Eddie here this."
"There's no need," said Marcy. "I already told them."
"What did they say?" Brent asked.
Reading her phone messages, she said. "Joe was stunned but not surprised
while Eddie was happy if Lara is happy."
"Sounds fair from them," replied Brent. "What's for eating? I'm
starving."
"Fish and chips if you can wait until I get them from the chip shop,"
Marcy said taking out a 20 pound note from her purse.
"Perfect," he said. "Here's my contribution. Get us a nice bottle of
white wine too."
So Marcy went out to get the food and wine, while I got three plates and
cutlery ready on the table. She wasn't gone long but it was enough time
for Brent to thank me for the efforts I'd made getting publicity for his
team.
"It's all good," I replied. "It's probably me that should be thanking
you for making me see what a fool I've been not doing this sooner. I've
been in denial about it since I was about 10 years old."
"Why what happened then?" he asked.
"My mother caught me dressed in my twin sister's clothes after school
one day," I replied. "She warned me never to do it again."
"And here you are, dressed rather sexily too," he said.
"It all depends on what you feel," I replied. "It is beginning to feel
normal to be like this."
"I guess it must do," he replied. "I heard they want to use my bike for
an advertising campaign for helmets. See if you can get them to send me
a few in my size. I will need a new one after last weekend and they are
not cheap."
"I'll see what I can do," I replied. At that moment Marcy returned with
the fish and chips. We shared a portion while Brent had a portion on his
own. The meal finished Marcy drove him home.
Chapter 15 - Day 12 (Monday) At the doctors
Marcy was good enough to give me a lift to the station so that I could
make the trip to my doctor's surgery for my mid-morning appointment. I'd
dressed as I had the day before and presented in as feminine a way as
possible to everyone I met.
"Ah good morning Ms Tulloch to see Doctor Williams," I said to the
receptionist.
"Please go to the second waiting room and wait to be called," she
replied unconcerned about the change in my title.
"Thanks," I replied and walked easily over the tiled floor towards the
room and sat down. I crossed my legs relishing the feel of the sheer
pantyhose I was wearing over my hairless legs. Thankfully I had worn
sensible shoes and I was comfortable waiting.
Fortunately, the waiting room was empty and I picked up an old magazine
to read. Then I'd no sooner started reading an article on cooking when
my name was called.
"I better give you this letter," I said as I sat down.
The doctor opened the letter and quickly read it.
"I see what the problem is, how can I help you today?" he asked.
"Well I would like to start my transition into a woman and will
obviously need to see someone about that," I replied. "I will also need
a hormones prescription too at some point."
"We can get that sorted out for you almost immediately," he replied
taking out a pad for my prescription. "I'll also arrange for you to see
the psychiatrist at the local hospital."
"Thanks that's very good of you," I replied as he telephoned the
hospital.
"Hello Jack, how are you today? Good, good I would like to refer a
patient of mine to you Jack. She's suffering from Gender Dysphoria but
obviously we'll need your expert diagnosis before she begins hormones.
There was a diagnosis from a doctor at Derby Royal Infirmary and is
mentioned in a letter to me and my patient is dressed as a young woman
right now."
By the sounds of things, I wouldn't be getting the prescription until
after my meeting with this psychiatrist. That sounded fair enough to me.
Better to be safe than sorry.
He put the phone to his chest after a small amount of social chat
between them.
"Right my colleague can see you this afternoon at 2pm today would you be
able to attend then?" Doctor Williams asked.
I nodded 'yes.'
He then told the doctor on the phone that I could attend then.
After the call, he said, "You do look like a clear cut case to me but we
better wait until Doctor Summers see you first. If you are who you claim
to be then come back later and pick up this prescription for female
hormones from reception. Is there anything else worrying you?"
"No not really," I replied. "Oh yes what about blood tests after I take
them?"
"We'll arrange for those don't worry," he said in his usual charming
manner.
"Thank you Doctor," I said and rose to leave.
He followed me out to call his next patient.
I telephoned Marcy to tell her the news that I need a hospital
appointment with a psychiatrist.
"That makes sense Lara," she said. "Just take a taxi over to the
hospital."
"I fancy a walk so I'll go into town and then over to the hospital," I
replied.
"See you later," she said getting back to work no doubt on some old
lady's perm.
Chapter 16 - Day 12 (Monday) At the hospital
Needless to say I arrived in good time for my appointment with Doctor
Summers who had agreed to see me at 2pm.
I won't bore you with the gory details except to say that he was
satisfied that I was suffering from gender dysphoria. He quizzed me on
my early years and my cross dressing so I told him about the last few
days and what I was now doing about it.
He told me that I had a very positive frame of mind that he liked. He
was particularly interested in the fact that I had a possible modelling
career lined up if things went well. Obviously I didn't tell him about
my impending breast enhancement surgery and he didn't ask.
After around 90 minutes of chatting about my past and future he agreed
to call Doctor Williams about releasing my hormone prescription. That
scared me and excited me at the same time. So rather than walk back to
collect it I took a taxi instead. It was waiting for me as promised. I
walked back to the railway station via the pharmacy next door to collect
my pills.
As I sat on the train I examined the contents of the bag I'd been given
and it contained androgen blockers, progesterone and female hormone
pills. I gulped looking at the pills in their bottles and packets and
wondered what they would do to me.
"Only one way to find out," I said out loud to myself and swigged two of
each pill down with my bottle of water that I'd bought at the station
vending machine. It said that I had to take them morning and night but I
figured I would start off on a positive note and take two.
When I got back to Marcy's I was pleased to see her. I showed her my
medication and said, "It looks like I'm transitioning from male to
female now."
"Wow that is serious," she admitted. "They don't give those pills out
willy nilly. You must have convinced someone that you seriously want
this."
"It seems like it's three doctors so far, four if you count your plastic
surgeon on Friday," I said.
"Do you still want to go through with it on Friday?" she asked. "That
seems a very big step too."
"I've been thinking about it a lot," I replied. "I'm not very happy
about having surgery but it seems impossible to be a model without it.
I'll need a new job soon as my savings won't last forever."
"You can always work for me," she said. "In fact you can work for me all
week until I take you to the clinic Friday."
"It's a deal," I replied.
To be continued
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