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You will want to read this story in order for it to make sense. As much as I don't wish to send readers away, I do want you to know that if diapers, bottles, and all that entails for babies doesn't interest you, this story most likely will not be for you. This work is set in the 'DiaperDimension' that was created by PrincessPottyPants on some of the ABDL boards. Several other authors have taken their own spins on the dimension and I encourage you to read them if you like this work! *************************************************** Chapter 48: Strolling *************************************************** THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up to someone giggling. "She looks perfect like this! I always thought this is what you should have done if you adopted her!" I looked up and saw Danica standing there towering above the small bed. I never appreciated the fact that her family thought her a 'runt,' given her nearly eleven-foot-tall frame certainly intimidated me now! I knew that she had to be about twenty-five now, and she had certainly come into her own with her appearance over the years. She was every bit as gorgeous as Addison was. "Hi Danica," I sighed, grabbing onto Rings instinctively and trying to roll back over on my bed, but she wasn't going to have any of that. Kneeling next to the bed she began tickling me mercilessly. "That's Auntie Dani now," she said as she continued to tickle torture me and I conceded the battle with my bladder. "Okay, Auntie Dani," I said. "Stop... please!" She smiled at me, kissed my forehead, and said, "Okay! It's so good to see you Cameron... I mean Cammie." It was a genuine slip, and I was actually kind of curious to see her as an adult now. When I knew her before she was actually one of the rare good Bigs who didn't want to baby everyone, trick everyone, or abuse every little they saw. It was actually odd that any parents like theirs would raise a daughter or two like that. Now that she was a real adult, was she still the same? "It's good to see you too," I told her. "Why are you here?" "Well, it's normally a tradition that when someone's sister adopts a Little, they have a Little Shower. Since we're not sure if you're staying yet - and you have that injunction against your grandma, we're going to hold off on that. But I think an auntie is entitled to at least hang out with her sister and her at least temporary niece!" Not knowing what else to do I sighed and nodded, understanding that this wasn't an adult reunion. "Now, let's get that wet diapee changed, and you can wear your first present from Auntie Dani!" I felt myself stiffen a bit at that... I didn't have long to wonder what the present was though, because she held it up to show me as soon as she sat me down on the changing table. "Isn't it so pretty???" She smiled. "I think I always dreamed of Addy dressing you in something like this!" I sighed and looked a little closer at the dress she held. The fabric was primarily a light baby blue, with puffy sleeves, a little collar on either side folded down, and a smocked front gathering the material. I noted that there were three little flowers embroidered on each of the little collars, and a diamond pattern crossing back and forth on the smocked area on the bodice. At each point the diamonds met there was a little crystal inset, along with little blue rose petals around them, and just a swish beyond of white to portray leaves. All of the details had to have been made by hand, and I assumed were just as high end as some of the other clothes Addison had dressed me in the past few days. "What do you think?" Addison asked me. I shrugged. "It is very pretty. Thank you," I told Danica. Trying to avoid saying Auntie Dani any more than I had to! She smiled and squealed with joy and began taking off the nightgown I was dressed in, leaving me in the wet diaper. As she undid the diaper she smirked. "You know, I used to think you were lying Addy, but I think you probably were having a good time with him. That's not the small little thing I expected." I blushed completely red and covered my eyes with my hands. "Danica!" Addy hissed. "Not helping!" "Sorry, I know you're trying to forget he's an adult Addy, but if I was you, I would think about my resources." I looked up at her and she smirked at me. "Just trying to help you both out here," she smiled. She lifted my legs up like she'd been changing diapers all of her life, and quickly had me into a new one faster than Addison. "Okay, arms up!" She told me after she unbuttoned four large buttons on the back of the dress. I did so and she pulled it over my head, and then turned me a little so she could button them up. I felt the material gather at the back and figured out that it must have had a bow. The dress itself was a sateen, and felt very soft on my skin. I worried at first that the front of the dress would be itchy with its gathered fabric, but another layer underneath it prevented the smocking from being on my skin. "That's adorable!" Addison squealed. "Yes, it is!" she replied. "Let's get your shoes and socks on now!" she said to me. A pair of ankle length lacy socks went onto my feet, and then she put on a pair of white patent leather Velcro shoes on top of that. Each shoe had a little scalloped edge in the middle, and was almost a sandal with the middle of the foot exposed in front of the Velcro. A large white bow was attached on the Velcro piece, covering out to the edge of the shoe. 'These are about as girly as possible...' I thought to myself right then. She smiled. "You look so pretty already! Can I do her hair too?" "What's with the affection for the Little?" Addison asked. "Matty has short hair, I can't do anything with him... and you're just enough older that I was never able to really do your hair - you never trusted me!" Addison laughed at that. "Okay, you're right. Sure, she's your doll for the morning, but be nice to her!" I was picked up then and sat on the ground. "Where are her hair accessories?" She asked. "Over there..." She pointed to a tub of bows and things that were on a dresser. I took a couple of hesitant steps in the shoes and quickly made the determination that they were going to suck to walk in. It wasn't that they were rubbing against my feet in bad spots, but the toe area of the soles was not very thick. They also had a slight heel on the back, but much less than my lifts had. "Is this really all you've bought her so far?" Danica complained. "We honestly haven't had a chance to go anywhere really... this week has been crazy, and you know Mom dragged me into the office yesterday." "Yeah... I wish I knew what her deal really was there... a new mommy should always get her maternity leave! Are you going in again this week?" "At least a couple days probably. I'm hoping to only go on Tuesday for a meeting about a couple projects, and then Thursday for the shareholders meeting." "You shouldn't even be going in for those!" she said as she stopped digging. "Okay, I think I have everything!" she looked around the room and asked. "Where do you do her hair?" Addison shrugged. "We're still figuring out routines. I've been using her highchair though downstairs?" Danica came over to where I was standing watching them interact and picked me back up. "You know you are way too light!" "Yes, she is... She was only one-hundred-and-sixty pounds the other day." "She's nearly two feet taller than Matty, and seven pounds lighter..." Danica looked down at me. "You have got to eat more kiddo." She paused at the bottom of the stairs. "Speaking of that, Mommy do you need to nurse her?" "I'll give her a baba on the way to the mall," she told her. "Mall?" I asked. Danica smiled. "Mall! I told you, Auntie needs to take care of her new niece! Your mommy doesn't believe in having nearly enough hair accessories apparently! And I think you need another toy or two. Speaking of toys, that stuffed Red Panda is adorable! What's her name?" she asked me. I blushed. "Rings..." "Cute!" she smiled. "Addy, why don't you make sure you her diaper bag is packed for a day out of shopping, and make sure you grab Rings. Did you buy a stroller yet?" Addy sighed. "There's one they bought that I put in the car last night. I don't like it all that much though. I might look for a different one while we're out." "It'll at least get her around until then though?" "It should," she agreed. "I don't need a stroller..." I tried to say, but Danica saw a pacifier by the high chair and inserted it into my mouth. She spoke softly to me as she bounced me. "Now Baby Cammie, you need to remember that you're not as old as you were last week. I don't know why the judge decided it, but she decided it was best that your mommy care for you just as a little baby now. So, it's our job as the big adults to take care of you! You're so lucky you don't even have to walk around!" "You certainly have a way with her," Mindy said as she appeared out of nowhere. "Thanks Mindy," she told her. "Could you make her some toast to take with us? I'm going to do her hair really quick and then we'll take off." She looked back at Addy as she buckled the harness closed. "Go, we'll be fine down here." "We don't use the extra straps," Addison told her then before going upstairs. "Hmm... Mommy thinks you can be good without them? I guess we'll see, huh?" She moved to the back of the chair and began brushing through my hair with a brush. Mindy was busy further off in the kitchen. She leaned over and whispered. "Sorry kiddo, Addy told me she's avoided you being around Mindy too much. She's definitely an old school Littles 'should be seen and not heard' woman. Be careful around her. They just cut your hair yesterday, right?" I would have nodded, but she had a bunch of my hair firmly in her hand. "Yeth," came out around the pacifier. "I like it, it's simple. Should be easier to take care of than it was last time I saw you. I saw someone do what I'm going to do with your hair the other day, and I thought it was totally cute! It'll look cute with your dress too!" I sat still as I felt her pull the brush through my hair to triple check it was straight and tangle free. Each brush of the stroke honestly felt really good, and I had some goosebumps running down my arms as she worked on me for some reason. I felt her pull pretty hard on two small sections on either side of my head before she tied them off with a small rubber band temporarily. A moment later I could feel her tugging and twisting, and decided she must have been braiding those sections. It didn't take her long to tie those off again, and then it felt like she began gathering the rest of my hair in the back into two sections too. I felt her tug a few more times on each side as she must have been braiding some other sections. Addison came back down with the diaper bag and Rings, who she handed to me to hold at that point, and watched her sister do her magic. Eventually Danica said, "Done!" and I heard the click of a camera shutter. "Here!" She showed me the back of my head now had an 'X' going across it with two braided pigtails crossing in the middle and then flaring out with the last couple inches hanging unbraided, but tied back with two blue bows that matched the dress I was wearing. Addison had her own phone out and took a picture then too. "Pretty," I admitted to her with the pacifier still in my mouth. Seeing Mindy there watching us, I said, "Thank you Auntie Dani!" "You're very welcome kiddo!" she told me and gave me a hug. "Addy, you ready to go?" "Sure... Let me grab her warmed bottle and then that toast that Mindy made her." "Sounds good!" she said, "I've got the munchkin!" She tickled me a little and hugged me before carrying me after Addison. "Bye Miss Mindy," I thought to say politely. "Thank you for the toast." The pacifier obscured that quite a bit, but I was sure the intention was there. "Bye sweetie," she told me. A short while later I was strapped into my car seat with the two sisters sitting up front, a pile of toast in my lap, a bib and a blanket to protect my dress, and a bottle of milk sitting in a cup holder on my seat. I ate the toast and then slowly began nursing on the bottle as they drove away. Eventually falling back asleep for another little nap. I WOKE UP when Addison slammed on the brakes suddenly. "Jack ass!" "Addy! There are wittle ears here!" Danica said. "Oh... well I know Cammie has said worse." "I meant mine, you idiot!" she said. Addison laughed sarcastically. "Riiiight..." "Just take that parking space there," she said. I opened my eyes and saw that we were parked in a place that I'd tried my best to avoid over the years since being there last to return a ring. Danica was closer to my door and opened it up. "Well, hi there, Kiddo! Did you have a good nap?" I shrugged. "I guess..." I sat still as she pulled the blanket off of me and undid the bib I'd been wearing. "They did their job; baby girl is still all clean!" She cooed at me. She unbuckled me from the seat. "Hand me her empty baba," Addy told her, gathering my diaper bag on the other side of the car. "You want this bib too?" "Nah, I've got like four more in here..." "New mothers," Danica said as she rolled her eyes and picked me up. She had a good handle on my smaller body, but I couldn't help but note that with her shorter size she seemed more like a young teenager holding me rather than the 'mother' that Addison felt like. Addison went to the back and opened the SUV to reveal a stroller that she unfolded. I made a face, and Danica said, "Okay, now I see what you were saying... We'll get another one. It'll work to hold the munchkin for now though!" She tickled my side and sat me down. The dress flew up to expose my diaper and she said, "I'm surprised you're still dry after that bottle of mommy's milk!" "She tends to hold on longer than Matty." Addison said, "It's probably her size difference." "It's still early too, sometimes it takes a couple weeks to do its job." I sighed and squeezed Rings who Addison passed to me. "Let's go shopping!" Danica said. The stroller started moving, and since Danica walked beside me from time to time looking in on me, I knew that it was Addison pushing me. Inside the stroller the harness was padded, but it clearly wouldn't let me out unless they wanted that. The fabric of this stroller felt kind of flimsy, I could feel one of the support bars uncomfortably under my butt, and honestly it wasn't comfortable at all! That fact wasn't made better as I began to feel some rumblings in my gut and knew it was inevitable that I was going to have to poop while we were out. I resolved to hold it for a while... 'Maybe I can get out of the stroller before it happens?' I hoped. Addison started out in a shop that looked to sell more dresses like the one I had on then. "Ooh, this would look so adorable on her!" She held up another blue dress, this one alternating thin-blue and white vertical- stripes across it, that I saw flared way out at the skirt. It featured a little white ruffle around the collar and the puffed sleeves. There was a much thinner band of smocking that would fall right at the level of my armpits, that little dark blue flowers embroidered across the middle of the band. A little diamond pattern crossed as a band at the top and bottom of the smocking. The dress came with a matching diaper cover with lots of ruffles on the back. "You have to get that!" Danica agreed. "I'm so glad that she still fits into 3T or 4T clothing!" "And then of course you can always find other things for her in Little stores. You know you could shrink her when this is all settled, right?" "I wouldn't want to do that Dani; I like her the height she is. I never wanted to have an endless crawling infant like Mom." "I didn't think you wanted a Little period, so I wouldn't be surprised if that changed too," Danica said, making me more nervous as I sat completely out of the conversations and not being involved. The urge to poop unfortunately grew as we waited for a register to pay for six dresses she'd found at that store. Getting the feeling that getting out wasn't going to be an option I squirmed a bit trying to get comfortable and some leverage on my bowels. Danica came around. "What's wrong kiddo, are you a squirmy baby?" I was annoyed, but nodded in response. "Here, let's let you out here while we wait to pay for your new dresses!" She unbuckled the seat and sat me down on my feet. Right then I felt a cramp and just resolved to ignore the line of mothers watching and crouched down. I squeezed and felt a fart release before the poop finally started leaving. "Aww... did you just need to make some poopies?" Danica cooed at me. "I guess that would be kind of harder to do in your seat, huh?" Her cooing was not making things better at all! When I was done though, I stood up, hoping to avoid smashing it against my skin. It really felt nasty, and still quite a bit softer than normal. 'Probably still from that damn laxative yesterday and some from Addison's milk...' Without warning big hands picked me up. "Pee-ew! You're a stinky baby!" Danica said as her hand landed right on the diaper below my skirt and smushed the load more. I looked at Addison for help, but she was looking away. Danica began bouncing me and said, "She looks upset, can you hand me her paci?" A pacifier passed between the sisters and landed in my mouth as we got to the front. "Let's put you back down here while Auntie Dani buys your new dresses, and then your mommy can change you!" "What happened to Auntie Dani...?" Addison kidded even as I was harnessed and could now feel the poop moving further up my back thanks to the stupid bar in the cheap stroller. Fortunately, we soon began moving towards a changing room! Unfortunately, on the way there we ran into some people I didn't want to see me like this. Addison's voice said, "Oh, hi Doctor Westerfield!" I looked up to see Amanda walking with Bella beside her wearing one of those monkey harness leashes, and Megan pushing Meg in a stroller. Meg and Bella both had looks of shock when they realized who was sitting inside the stroller with a poopy diaper clearly visible underneath a frilly dress! *************************************************** Chapter 49: Cuddlebug *************************************************** "CAMERON?!?" I HEARD from the familiar face. I looked to see it had been Meg who had spoken first. "Umm... Hi," I said, letting the pacifier fall from my mouth into my lap. "Hi..." Meg said, her own pacifier hanging from a strap too. Concern littered her eyes, and I guessed no one had told Bella, her, or Megan about what had happened. Amanda didn't look surprised, so I hoped that meant that Kendra and David had gotten in contact with her. "Addy, why is Cameron dressed in a dress? And a diaper? He's an adult!" Megan was clearly pretty furious. "Calm down Megan," Amanda said. Megan looked like she wanted to continue to fight, but Danica stepped in and said, "Whoa... not her fault... Let her explain?" "I want to hear it from Cameron," Meg said. I felt the poop still squishing and sticking to my skin, talking was the last thing I wanted to do right then! "Umm... You know how my firm is suing her mom's company, right?" "Right," Megan said tersely. "Did she just snatch you up then?" I shook my head, blushing badly. "No, there's a corrupt judge who declared me in contempt of court, and issued a verdict that I'm demonstrating a case of Maturosis." The pacifier was pushed back into my mouth then by Addison, who knelt beside me. "Rather than let her go to an orphanage, or a horrible foster home, I stepped in." Addison said, calmly, but clearly annoyed. "I didn't want to do it... but I couldn't let Cammie go that route." "What's with the dress? Have you already changed him?" Megan asked. "Well Cammie does need her stinky pants changed," Danica giggled next to me, making me turn even more red from mortal embarrassment. "No, the judge actually ordered I either remove his teeth, mobility, ability to talk, and potty training, or I could have him as a toddler girl instead maybe able to potty train." "But..." I sighed. "Both choices sucked, I chose this option..." I said dumping the pacifier out again, squeezing Rings tighter then. "If it makes you feel better, I don't like it," Addison told her. "Just before we were going to complete the court order there was an injunction and another hearing. Her case is supposed to be heard in a week-and-a-half or so appealing the Maturosis ruling. If they succeed in the appeal, he'll be free to go." "If it fails?" Meg asked. "Then I guess she'll be my baby girl forever and ever," she cooed and put the pacifier back in my mouth again. "We really do need to go and change her; I don't want her getting a rash." She started to push me away and I heard Megan shout. "Wait!" The stroller stopped. "Yes?" "How about we exchange numbers? Maybe baby Meggy and Cammie can have a playdate? They were good friends in college, they'd probably have fun playing together now?" "I don't think that's a good idea..." Danica started to say. Addison cut her off though. "Sure... What's your number?" I sat with Meg still staring at me while the poop on my butt continued to feel slimy and gross. The smell was beginning to get to me too, I was grateful when Megan finished with. "Call me soon!" The stroller was pushed forward again and I started to feel tears running down my face. It was bad enough being stuck like this, but for my close friends to see my new existence was too much! My nose had completely clogged with snot by the time we reached the changing room, with tears going down my face. "Dani, can you watch her stroller and stuff? I'm going to go change her." "Don't need help?" "I've got this," she said. All of the sudden she bent down in my view and said, "Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry..." I felt her undo the buckle and picked me up into a hug, squeezing me tightly. "I'm sorry... I never even thought about them seeing you..." She took Rings from me and handed her to Danica to hold, before she walked forward into the changing room. I opened my eyes just enough to see there were probably about a dozen changing tables spread out, about half of them in use right then. She pushed the dress up to my armpits as she laid me down and said, "Let's get you out of those poopy pants..." I chewed and sucked on the pacifier, blinking away tears and looking to my side where I saw an actual baby was getting their diaper changed too. I turned back forward, blushing when I realized that's all I was at the moment. Nothing more than a baby... If the appeal failed, I would truly be stuck forever with people wiping my poopy butt in public changing rooms like this. As the diaper was pulled away, I was grateful that most of the stickiness left too. She kept my butt in the air though as she wiped and I mooned the others in the room. "Your baby girl has such a pretty booty!" "Well, maybe now..." Addison laughed at the mom's odd compliment. "I know about poopy butts! I've been changing her stinky butt now for ten years." As my feet were let down onto the table and a new diaper was taped, I could see the woman in question was probably about my age. "Ever think about potty-training her?" Addison asked, sitting me back up and rubbing my back. "Nah, I don't mind a poopy diaper or two a day. Besides, she's been in diapers for almost half of her life. I don't see her being able to train now. The day I picked her up outside my apartment with poopy pants I knew she wouldn't be trainable. I do think I might actually wean her in a few years though if my breasts will cooperate!" Addison laughed. "Yeah, that part is well out of our control!" The other woman left, and I felt even more depressed by the probability I was close to that poor woman's fate. Addison held a tissue in her hand that she put to my nose. "Blow baby girl," she said. I hadn't had a tissue held at my nose like that since I was little, but blew as hard as I could. She used a baby wipe then to wipe the tear tracks and snot that had stopped running, even though my face remained as red as ever. She tossed the trash from my change away, pulled my dress back down over my diaper, placed me on her hip, and walked to a sink that was in the room to wash her hands. She sat me down on the counter for a moment while she did so, dried her hands, and then picked me back up. "Come on Princess, let's shop for just a bit longer and then we'll go get lunch." I just leaned my head into her shoulder. I felt a little bit better when I was at least in her arms then. The warmth from her body, and softness of her skin that was bare around the thin straps of her top, was comforting. She walked out to where Dani waited past other mothers changing their Littles and genuine babies. As she moved to put me down, I just hung onto her. "Carry me?" I asked. I could see in her face that she was kind of startled by that request. "Okay," she said though and squeezed me tight. "Dani, can you put her bag down there? Rings can have the stroller to herself for now." Dani actually bucked her into the harness then, and it was funny enough I giggled a little. "See, you're okay," she told me. I stayed in her arms for another forty-five minutes as she walked around the stores with Dani pushing the stroller before we came to a store that specialized in baby and little gear and apparel. A worker greeted us as we came in and said, "Looks like you have a cuddly little girl! You need one of our carrier harnesses!" Addison said, "You're right, that would probably be great, but she's too big for them, isn't she?" "How much does she weigh?" "One-sixty?" "We have a perfect one for her!" she said, "I can show you?" Addison bounced me for a second, seeing a mother holding her infant daughter in one that had her on her belly facing her mommy. I saw her gaze at the mother and smile. "Please!" She followed the woman through several aisles of baby gear, pacifiers, bottles, car seats, and strollers were passed by before she came to the aisle. "This one is meant for bigger babies, sixty inches and up, and seventy to two-hundred-and-ten pounds for weight. With as tall as you are, I guarantee you can probably carry her all day on your belly or your back without any strain. This one also is really cool because it can put her on your hip like you're carrying her now too." I looked at the black carrier she was holding, debating how I felt about it. 'Not going to escape if you're in that thing...' I mentally sighed, 'not going to escape anyway...' "We'll take it!" Danica said next to us. "Can she use it now? Baby Cammie is upset, and being a bit of a cuddlebug right now." "Tell you what, why don't we get it out of the package, get the baby girl all situated, and then I'll walk to the front with you and the box?" "Sounds great!" she told her. I watched as she pulled a knife from a pocket and opened up the box. She pulled out the black harness from the plastic, and then said, "Which way do you want to wear her?" "Umm..." Addison seemed unsure. "Go with the front for now Addy, she's needing more comfort than seeing," Dani said. I kind of would have liked to see, but I also thought, 'If I can't see anyone else... they can't recognize me!' "Okay, front," she said, "What do I do? I've never used one of these before?" "Why don't you set her down right in front of you, and I'll help you out?" the woman said, "With an older toddler it's easier if they're standing. If you're at a zoo or something you may want to go with the back version, and it's easier to have help, but if you do it in the front it's simple to do by yourself!" I was sat down on my feet, with the dress flaring up to show my diaper for a moment, before I shoved my skirt back down. Addison was given a tutorial on the buckles and how-to setup things safely for her body, before I heard. "Now that we have that one done, pick your baby girl up and put her leg right there." I was in the air, once again flashing my diaper as she set me into a spot on a piece of cloth that was going to hold my butt, with one buckle forming a seat already. "Now, go ahead and buckle that one," she told her. "And you can do this neck support or not depending on what your baby needs there." She made some other adjustments because I was a bit taller than it had been set up for, before pronouncing. "And you're all set!" "Great, I'll go up and pay, Addy you start looking for other things that you and Baby Cammie need!" Addison said. We both sighed at the same time as they departed. She squeezed me in a hug and kissed my forehead. "How is it?" I wiggled my feet a little. "Honestly pretty comfy." "Good, I'll probably just use this instead of a stroller most of the time. Sure you don't want to be on my hip or back instead?" I shook my head. "No one can see me this way," I said and leaned into her. She squeezed me tighter again. "I'm sorry Cam, I love you though." I just sucked on the damn pacifier then, and I guessed that hurt her some. 'Hard to say 'Love you too' back to someone who has me as a captive...' I griped, 'I know it's not completely her fault... but still.' With the neck support put in place on the carrier I found myself able to view stuff behind Addy, but I really wasn't interested in more baby torture items. Instead, I laid my head down on her chest and closed my eyes for a bit. I listened to Danica and Addy coo about this or that, adorable clothing was placed into a cart that Danica had decided was needed, and the stroller was given to the store to give to a family in need. Everything inside of the stroller had fit in the diaper bag, which was in the cart, except Rings, who was wrapped in my blanket in the seat. I heard them giggle every now and then about how silly that was, and had peeked a couple times at that. "I know it looks like you both like that carrier," Danica said eventually. "But I think it would be good to get you a better stroller too, huh?" "Yeah, she's light enough for me that she is just like the average three- year old to me. But even they get kind of heavy after a while." "Are you calling me fat?" I couldn't help but let out. It startled Addy I guess, since I hadn't spoken much, but both laughed. "You're definitely not fat Sweetie, you're entirely too skinny still!" She hugged me and kept moving. They settled on a stroller that had a price tag that would have stopped most people, but for them of course it was nothing... It featured a much comfier seat than the other one, nice cup and bottle holders for Addy up top on the handle, a big area to put all of my diapers below... but also a motor that would assist going up hills, or brake going down. It was pretty much the nicest stroller I'd ever heard of, and even though I didn't want it, it was mine now... I watched the cart load of a billion things get rung up, and Danica paid for everything, insisting it was her duty as the auntie. In addition to the clothes, there had also been a small stack of toys added in too. Building blocks, some sort of magnetic building toy cubes, a couple craft kits, a chair that apparently was designed for toddlers to learn how to use them... The most embarrassing things were the toys that were meant to be played with to teach me my letters, colors, and numbers... because of course I was now too little to remember any of that?!? I was more than a little annoyed at her about buying those, but didn't have time to dwell on it before being carried to lunch. In the food court I was given a simple grilled cheese sandwich to eat, while Addy had a pizza, and Danica had some stir fry dish. We were sitting there having mostly finished when Addison sighed. "I don't want to do this here..." she said that soft enough only I could hear it I looked up from my booster seat, eating the last bite curiously. "You done with your sandwich?" I nodded. "Okay, come here and let's get you dessert..." My eyes opened wider as I looked around at Bigs, Mids, and Littles alike walking freely about the food court. I could even see a couple college students sitting not far from us like Stacy, Meg, and I had that fateful day that Meg was adopted... I didn't even have time to consider it though because she pulled me from the seat and placed me across her lap. "Mommy knows how much Cammie loves her milk, and since Mommy has too much..." she said quietly. 'Use a damn pump!' I wanted to scream at her, but as her breast was presented to me, I couldn't resist latching on. "Oh," she said as I nursed. "That feels so much better!" "You look..." I heard a gasp, as Danica said, "Damnit!" "What's wrong?" "My damn milk let down again... I haven't had that problem in a while!" "If she's not asleep at the end of mine, you can use her?" "That sounds so wrong Addy..." her sister said somewhat morosely. "I may need to though. Do you have some spare breast pads?" I kept sucking, mind completely on autopilot. "Just a couple, it won't get you far..." It was quicker than I expected that I was switched to Addy's other breast, 'there was still some milk in that one!' I thought... She pulled me away before that breast stopped providing too. "Here, she'll like yours as much as she likes mine, I'm sure!" I looked up at her in horror. "But..." "Come here munchkin!" Danica said after tickling me for a moment. "Time to help your auntie out since you caused this..." I wanted to argue, but her smaller breast was presented to me and my mouth was once again surrounding a nipple. I was annoyed to be seen as nothing but a living breast pump, but her milk tasted nearly the same as Addy's... and unfortunately that meant I couldn't resist it! Fortunately for my very distended stomach, she didn't have a lot of milk coming out yet, so I was soon burped and cuddled up inside of the carrier again as they began walking down the mall some more. With a full meal, and a double portion of milk, I was out like a light! *************************************************** Chapter 50: Addy *************************************************** BY THE TIME we made it home after shopping it was dinner time. Addy had put a pizza in the oven, which we all shared, before Danica headed back to her house about an hour away. The two of us had a pretty quiet night watching TV the rest of the evening, not saying much to each other - each of us deep in our own thoughts. At bedtime she changed me into a fresh diaper and a pair of one-piece footed 'jammies,' and then nursed me to sleep again. It was probably about two in the morning when I suddenly sat up in my bed! I wasn't wet, but I desperately needed to pee!!! I couldn't do it laying down, so I rolled off of the bed and stood up. I managed to get a flow going easily into the diaper then, and was ready to lay back down and deal with the wet diaper until morning, when I realized my guts were the bigger problem that had woken me up! I had enough warning that if I could have been allowed a toilet, I would have been able to make it. As it was though, it was a losing battle to wait any longer, and I found myself losing it as uncontrollably into my diaper as I had with the laxative at daycare! I felt the stream of watery mess leaving my behind, and hoped it would end soon, but it felt like it kept going forever! Each time I thought I was done squeezing; another cramp would come. 'I drank a lot more breastmilk yesterday...?' I thought, trying to figure out why. When my body finally gave up, I found myself completely drained physically, and unsure of how to even move! My abdominal muscles complained from the strain they'd been through. As if to emphasize the similarity to the daycare incident, I could feel some of the mess sliding out of the diaper and down my leg. I felt the tears truly begin to stream then. I sniffled. Unfortunately, that meant I smelled myself, and it smelled like rotten eggs and fish. "Aaa...Aaaa...Addy???" I called out. I stood there for a moment, I heard nothing. "Mommy?" I tried. 'Doesn't she have a baby monitor or something?' I complained. Still silence. I decided to walk to the door. I know she had been locking it early when I first got there, but maybe she didn't have it locked now? I twisted the knob. To my relief it turned! I could feel pieces of poop still crawling down my leg like some sort of slug as I slowly walked down the hallway, trying not to cause even more to leak out. I reached her door and wrinkled my nose as I felt one make it to my foot and I squished it inside the pajama footie. Her door opened too, and I saw her lying in bed. She was wearing a nightgown that was pretty sheer - one that I recognized. I had given it to her as a Valentine's Day present our junior year. I could just see a nightstand beside her bed, and felt my eyes widen when I realized that a vibrator was sitting there. "Mommy?" I called out. She moaned and turned over. "Addy?" I tried. I noticed her wrinkle her nose as she rolled over and faced me, realizing that I was standing there. "Cam, why are you out of bed?" "I had an accident... would you please change me...?" Her eyes opened up more for real as she took in my appearance, the smell, and the tears running down my face. "Oh Cam... mie," she said, "You poor thing, let's get you cleaned up!" She sat up and straightened the nightgown on her body before walking over to me and putting her hands between my armpits. I quietly sniffled as she surprised me by bringing me all the way up to her chest and trying to avoid holding me by my butt. Unfortunately, that resulted in her grabbing right where another bit was on my legs and smeared it some more. She turned on the lights in my room and laid me down on the changing table. As she did so she pulled her hand away and had brown on it. "Oh my, Sweetie... you... you weren't kidding." "I could have used the bathroom if you let me..." I reminded her. "I know you could have used the potty before Cammie, but you have to remember that the judge said you have Maturosis... so it would be neglect if I let you use it all alone - especially in the middle of the night! You might fall in and hurt yourself with your condition," she cooed. "Bullshit!" She sighed. "Cammie, you can't use words like those anymore. Those are grownup words. Your grandma would tan both of our hides if she heard you say that." "I don't care right now..." She sighed. "I don't want to either, but I have to Cammie." Without any more talking, she unzipped the sleeper from the collar all the way down to my foot and made a face like she was going to be sick. "What did you eat yesterday?" She asked. "Too much breastmilk," I told her. "Oh..." I sat there while she looked genuinely terrified about trying to figure out the mess. I didn't necessarily blame her, there was a reason I walked down to her room! "Stay there for a moment Cammie!" She told me and walked to the bathroom and came back with a towel. "Okay, I'm going to pull you out of the sleeper, wrap you in this towel, and we'll clean off the rest in the tub." I just nodded. "I just want it off of me..." I whined. I stayed limp as she pulled me out of the sleeper and used the towel to grab me. She carried me to the bathroom she gave me baths in, and gently sat me down inside the tub. She still looked completely disgusted as she did so, and I noticed she now had several brown spots on her nightgown too. I stood there as she carefully pulled the tapes off the diaper and tried not to let it plop to the ground. She sort of did the normal diaper fold, but mostly just tried to keep poop inside as she sat the destroyed diaper in a trashcan next to the toilet. "Well... the bomb is off at least," she said aloud. She shook her head and removed a drain catch from the tub, and then reached up for a spray nozzle. She turned on the tub and ran the water through the sprayer for a moment before beginning to run it over the top of my body. "Yuck..." she said. "I agree," I told her tersely, watching the water run brown down the tub drain. She sprayed me down for several minutes before setting the sprayer down and noticing her nightgown. "Oh, guess I didn't get out of this without my own mess, huh?" I shook my head. "I'm surprised you still have it," shot out of my mouth before I could stop myself. I watched her face then as tears streamed down. "Ho..." she stopped with her voice catching. "How about we use Mommy's tub to finish cleaning us up?" I looked at her curiously, but shrugged. She wrapped a towel around me and carried me in a cradle position back to her room and her massive bathroom. She had an inset large bathtub that she began filling. I watched as she threw in some bubble bath, and then a fizzing bath bomb ball. She let it fill to my standing shoulder height for some reason before pulling the dirty nightgown off, then her panties and bra. I almost commented on her wet panties, but decided not to. Clearly, she had been using her toy when she went to bed! I stood in the water after she sat me down, and soon was sitting in her lap as she scrubbed every inch of my body with a flowery smelling body soap that I knew was her normal soap. When she was sure she had me clean, she had me stand while she did the same, before pulling me sideways on her bare lap. She looked really confused, and I wondered which part of the evening was confusing to her. I finally asked. "What?" She sighed. "You know I love dressing you up... Playing with your hair, or watching Dani play with your hair earlier, just makes me feel... good. I always wanted to do that with you, but didn't want to frighten you, or have my mom find out and force us..." I shrugged. "I can't say that I'm surprised... I always wondered." "Why didn't you say anything?" "Honestly?" "Honestly..." "I loved you, and in addition to all of the good things emotionally about our relationship, I liked the sex." She jolted and shifted uncomfortably, but said, "I did too..." She sighed. "I tried to go out with some guys... Danica and some friends set me up with tons of blind dates... but I just couldn't get close to them. Not after..." I nodded. "I probably would have been the same if it hadn't been for Beth." "What exactly happened?" She asked. I motioned around the room and pointed to my ears, she shook her head. "There's a reason I said I wanted to give you your bath in my bathroom. I sweep it for bugs twice a day. My bedroom has a camera and an audio bug, but my mom didn't think my bathroom needed one." "The other rooms?" "Every other room has at least an audio one," she answered. "I'm pretty sure Mindy put them in and checks on them each day." "I'm not surprised... she seems to be here just to keep an eye on you?" "Feels that way, huh?" She poked my exposed belly button and brought some more suds over with her hand to cover our lower areas. It did nothing to hide her naked breasts, but I was slowly becoming desensitized to them after sucking on them multiple times a day... "So, what happened?" I thought for a second, trying to be careful with my wording in case she was lying. "Well Beth stopped being monitored after two years, and her dad was able to quietly let her start growing up again. They had a procedure done to heal the damage done to her legs and mobility, and even began trying to potty-train her again. The summer we graduated from Emerson I had a party with my grandparents visiting to celebrate, and when they left Beth and her dad came over. I was amazed to see her progress, and she brought me a gift..." I smiled grimly. "It's something honestly if this ruling sticks, I'd really appreciate if you would help me recover from my dad's house here." "What was it?" "It was a poem..." I recited her Poem, Inches from memory. "May this be a token and a tether, For our memories of love, in inches." I was in tears by the end of saying it. "That's beautiful," she said, clearly unsure of what to say. "After... after that?" "After that with her father's blessing we hung out most of the summer. By the end we had a plan that they would move away somewhere to get her fully potty-trained and emancipated while I went to Law School." "You loved her before me?" I sighed. "Honestly Addy I didn't realize I did until the day she came to say goodbye to me. By that point her fate was sealed, and so was mine... or so I thought...?" She looked at me. "That's the first time you've called me Addy." I thought back... Since the day she broke up with me, I really hadn't thought of her as anything but the cold 'Addison' that had signed the text about my stuff being in the mail from her apartment. Even after being a party to this blatantly corrupt Maturosis ruling I had referred to her as that. I'd had to call her mommy to play the part... "Today was the first time you've felt like Addy to me." "I'm sorry Cameron," she told me. "As long as my mom has us over the barrel with this nanite batch I don't think I can do anything different." "I know..." "Anyway, what happened then?" I felt a bit self-conscious, but I explained. "Well Beth and I video chatted for an hour most days... sometimes longer if I could spare the time. I was focused on my school work, and she was focused on regaining her freedom. The summer going into my final year at Harlan I was accepted to do a short internship/clerkship with Judge Ruth Jones. I ended up staying at her house that summer since my housing fell through, and she encouraged me to have her and her parents come down since they were close by over in New Albany." I smiled and cried at the same time. "She got out of the car and ran to me like some sort of love movie... As I hugged her, she handed me her emancipation order. Before they left to go home that weekend, I got down on one knee and proposed. She said 'yes' and we planned to get married that next June after I graduated Law School." I saw tears in Addy's eyes then too. "How did you find out what happened to her?" I shrugged. "I didn't. They just disappeared one day. I looked for her and cried for four years practically before her dad walked into our office and I found out the truth about what SafeFoods did to her and her mom through Serendipity." "I was still in grad school then, you know that, right?" I nodded. "I know you were; the problem is I have a feeling that you're probably still testing products like it as we speak while you're in charge?" Her face looked like I had slapped her, and she shook her head. "I haven't been allowing things like that to get past me." "I find it hard to believe it's stopped...?" She shrugged. "If it's still going on, Mom has it going through somewhere else." "Do..." I bit my tongue, 'I shouldn't be talking to her about this...' "What?" "Do you all have any idea if there's a cure for what happened to her?" I watched a few more tears go down her face, and she shook her head. "As far as I can tell the products caused completely permanent damage Cameron. I'm guessing your witness had brain scans... The toxin literally destroyed the cells and synapses in the brain that control memories and motor control. Even if you could get them to regrow, the research showed it would be as basically a brand-new person who wouldn't ever be able to remember anything from before the repairs." I wanted to believe she was lying. I wanted to believe that if I could just get someone like Amanda or Stacy to program nanites, we could fix her... I'd dreamt of it so often! But with that statement... 'She's not coming back?' I thought, and began bawling like the baby that her mother wanted me to be. ******************************************************** I really appreciate those of you who have been commenting! Please leave me a quick note in the reviews just to let me know you're reading and what you're thinking!