Rapito e torturato
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I was a happy, normal 13 year old girl. My biggest worries were whether the spot I’d just found on my forehead would be obvious, why my boobs weren’t as big as my friends, why my Mum wouldn’t let me wear thongs when Beth’s Mum let her and whether Danny was going to the party on Saturday, and what I should wear to impress him and why did he always play football instead of standing with me when he was supposed to be my boyfriend!!
That all changed a few weeks before the end of the school year. I woke up one morning feeling awful, I felt sick and had a headache, and I just felt horrible. When I told my Mum she said I’d be fine once I got to school so off I went. By mid morning I was feeling worse, my head was banging and I hurt all over so I was sent to the school nurse who called my Mum. When she picked me up I looked white and could barely stand so she took me straight to the Dr’s. The Dr examined me and said I had the flu, he advised bed, paracetamol to bring down my temperature and take away the pain and to drink plenty of fluid. When we got home I got changed into my pyjamas as my school uniform was soaking wet from sweat, took 2 tablets and I went to bed.
In the afternoon my Mum came to check on me, my temperature had gone up, my neck was stiff, I hurt all over, and I’d started being sick so my Mum called the Dr again, he came round and again said I had flu, and just gave us the same advice he had in the morning.
In the evening I was even worse, the room was spinning, I couldn’t move, I was in agony and had a temperature of 42, so the out of hours Doctor was called. This one was a bit better. She diagnosed a virus, gave me some antibiotics and told my parents I’d be fine in 24-48 hours. That’s the last thing I remember, and I only just remember that. I was told the rest by my parents later.
My Mum came in the next morning, she tried to wake me but couldn’t, when she pulled the bed sheets of she saw I was soaking wet and now had a purple rash on my arms and legs. She immediately called 999. The ambulance was there in minutes. They carried me out, put me on the stretcher and told my Mum to grab some keys and money as they were going straight away. The paramedic put a needle in my arm, gave me some drugs and fluids and I was taken to A&E on blue lights as I was still unconscious. On the way I had my first cardiac arrest.
I woke up 6 weeks later in Paediatric Intensive Care. Though I didn’t know where I was, I was aware that I had a tube in my throat and that someone was just of to my left. I tried to talk but couldn’t. My Mums face appeared over mine, she was crying but smiling and saying hello and telling me not to worry. She then called over to someone. A nurse appeared and said she’d get the Doctor. A couple of minutes later a man in theatre scrubs appeared, he told me that he’d take the tube out of my throat. He detached the tube from the ventilator just leaving the one in my throat, told me to take a deep breath and then breathe out hard, as I did that he pulled the tube out. The nurse held a cup with a straw near my mouth and I drank a little, then she put some tubing round my head with 2 little prongs in my nose, she told me it was oxygen. The Dr was back above my head smiling.
“Welcome back Jessica, I’ll give you some time with your Mum, the nurse is calling your Dad, when he’s here I’ll come back and have a chat with you, ok?”
“Ok.” I said softly, “Thank you.”
My Mum leaned over me, kissed me on the forehead and cuddled me. I tried to cuddle her back but I couldn’t, my arms wouldn’t move. I started to get worried but then told myself it was the drugs Id been on and I’d ask the Dr about it.
“What happened?” I whispered to Mum.
“Wait for your Dad and the Dr.” She replied and then carried on cuddling me.
This really scared me, what had happened to me. I then started to notice my body really didn’t feel right. I could feel the sheet on my stomach and chest, but not on my arms and legs. I tried to move my feet but I couldn’t. Neither could I move my knees in fact I couldn’t feel or move any bit of my legs, it was the same with my arms. I really was starting to panic now. My Dad then walked into the room. I started crying.
“Dad, what’s happened to me, why can’t I move?” I sobbed. He came over and kissed me.
“Later sweetheart,” he whispered.
At this point I became hysterical, shouting as loud as I could, trying to move and crying inconsolably. The Dr came over, I saw him put a syringe into the tubes coming out my neck, I hadn’t noticed those earlier. Before I had a chance to argue I went to sleep, he’d sedated me.
When I woke again it was dark outside, I was on my own. I suddenly remembered earlier, I tried again to move and feel my arms and legs but I couldn’t. I called out, no one came so I called louder, I heard the door open and tried to sit up but I couldn’t. My parents appeared above me, they kissed me and told me to try to stay calm this time and the Dr would be here soon.
The Dr I’d seen earlier came into the room a few minutes later.
“Hello Jessica, I’m Dr Peters, you can call me Alex, ok? Would you like to sit up a bit?”
“Please.” I replied softly.
He checked the sheets would stay up to my neck which I thought was odd, then he pushed a button on a remote control and the head end of my bed down to my waist moved up until I was sitting on my butt, I remember thinking that there was an odd sensation down there but just put it down to having not sat for a while.
“Right Jessica, you’ve had something called Meningococcal Septicaemia ok. Have you heard of Meningitis before’?
I nodded.
“Well you’ve had a strain of that caused by Meningococcal bacteria along with Septicaemia which is the medical term for blood poisoning. And before you ask, we don’t know how you got it, but we have now vaccinated everyone in your school to make sure they don’t get it.” He smiled again. He had a nice smile.
“Meningococcal Septicaemia can affect different people in many different ways and I’m sorry to say, you seem to be one of the worst affected people I’ve dealt with Jess. When you arrived at your local A&E you were in cardiac arrest, fortunately they were able to stabilise you. They then called on our services, we came to your hospital, assessed and treated you as best we could and then brought you back here to Great Ormond Street in London. When we got here we took you straight to theatre where you had another cardiac arrest. If you find your chest is sore that’s because we had to put you on a by-pass machine. Fortunately we were able to revive you and then we performed the life saving surgeries I’ll tell you about in a bit.”
I could feel myself starting to panic again. Surgeries. What surgeries. What had they done to me?
“We then brought you down to the PICU here.” Alex continued. “You had a 3rd cardiac arrest and again we managed to revive you. You were starting to go into multi-organ failure as the infections were working harder than the drugs we were giving you so we put you on ECMO, which stands for Extracorporeal Membrane Oxygenation and dialysis. Basically these take over the functions of your organs allowing them to rest. You were kept on these machines for 11 days by which time your body had recovered enough to look after itself. Then after that we waited, you remained intubated, which was the tube down your throat I took out when you woke up, but other than that we just waited for you to wake up. All in all you were in a coma for 6 weeks and 3 days. Now here’s the hard bit. Unfortunately Jess, because your GP misdiagnosed you and there was such a delay in getting you treatment, by the time we got to you in A&E the infection in your limbs had destroyed them and your arms and legs were poisoning your body. We gave you strong antibiotics in A&E and waited until we got here to GOSH to see if they would work, sadly they didn’t and your heart wasn’t able to cope with the toxins coming from your limbs, this is what caused your 2nd cardiac arrest. Between the surgeons, your parents and myself we took the decision to amputate your limbs to save your life. I’m very sorry Jessica but you are now a quadrilateral or quadruple amputee.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, not sure I’d heard him right.
“They removed your arms and legs Jess,” Dad said softly with tears in his eyes.
“What, all 4?” I asked incredulously.
“Yes, Jess, all 4.” Replied Dad.
Amazingly I wasn’t upset by this, in fact I’m not sure I really felt anything at all.
“Well how much of them are left?” I asked Alex “Nothing I’m afraid Jess, the septicaemia had killed you’re entire limbs. They were all gangrenous and necrotic so we performed a bi-lateral hip disarticulation on your legs which means they were removed at your hips and a bi-lateral shoulder disarticulation which means...”
“You removed them at my shoulders.” I interrupted. “Yes.”
“Ok, when can I go home Alex?” I asked.
My parents and Alex all looked shocked at this. “It’s a bit soon isn’t it honey?” Mum asked.
“No, why is it too soon? They can’t do anything else here for me can they? They can’t attach new arms and legs to me can they? Alex said my body had recovered so why can’t I go home?”
Mum and Dad didn’t know what to say, they both looked at Alex who still looked a bit shocked.
“Erm, well no, you’re right, there’s not much we can do for you here that your local hospital can’t do, but you do need some rehab and monitoring for any other after effects.”
“Like what?” I shot back at him.
“Well. Like seizures, speech problems, learning difficulties, clumsiness and co-ordination problems, weakness, paralysis and spasms of body parts.”
“How can I suffer from clumsiness and co-ordination problems, and what parts of my body can spasm, you cut off my arms and legs!!”
“Ok Jess,” Alex replied slowly. “Once we can get counselling and rehab arranged at your hospital we’ll send you back there for a bit, but I’m not discharging you home, not yet, OK?” He looked at my parents, who nodded, then he walked out, my Dad followed him.
“I just want to be somewhere I know, and see my friends.” I turned my head to my Mum. “I know things can never be normal again but I want to get back to as normal as possible, you know.”
“I know sweetheart.” She cuddled me.
“Mum, would you take this sheet of me I want to see my body?”
“I think it’s a bit early for that really.”
“I don’t, it’s been over 6 weeks since they amputated so they’re not going to be horrible and bloody are they? Have you seen them yet?”
“No.” Replied Mum. “Are you sure you really want to Jess?”
“Yes, very sure.” I looked her in the eyes.
“OK.”
Mum took the top of the sheet, and pulled it off me being careful not to pull the central line coming out of my neck and PEG feed coming out my tummy. When the sheet was completely off she looked at me. She was trying to hide the shock in her face but she didn’t do very well. I looked down and realised I was completely naked. I looked at my shoulders. There was just a small pad on each side where my arms had been. The top of my shoulders were now a lot shorter and rounded off at about the same angle as my shoulders would have but were level with my chest. Where my legs were attached was covered in larger pads, my hips just seemed to continue round then levelled of at the same level as the lips of my vagina so if I sat straight up I would sit on my vagina lips. In between my hips a catheter came out. I asked Mum to get me a mirror. She went of to the nurse’s station while I carried on looking at my new, shortened body. Mum came back after about 5 minutes with a full length mirror which she put at the end of the bed. I sat and stared at myself, my hair was a mess, it was all greasy and needed a good brush, I guess I’ll have to get Mum to do that for me now. I continued staring. I looked tiny. I was just a torso with a head. It’s amazing how much of your size is in your limbs. I then got Mum to move the mirror to my side and take the pad off my shoulder. She did this and I turned my head and stared again. The scar where my arm used to be was a very neat, red, kind of X. Each line was only about 2-3 cms. I was amazed at how tiny the area where your arms attach was. I then realised my boobs looked huge from the side now, I smiled. Mum stuck the pad back on. Then it started, what I think my parents had been waiting for since Dr Peters told me, the crying came. I couldn’t stop. It was like floodgates had opened. Mum put her arms round me, picked me up and put me on her lap. Dad came in, sat on the bed and cuddled us both, for a second I felt odd being naked around my Dad but that soon passed as I carried on crying. Both my parents then started. I felt so tiny and helpless as we sat there, I couldn’t even wipe the tears from my eyes.
We sat there for about an hour cuddling and crying. Once I’d stopped Dad wiped my tears with a tissue, kissed me again and told me he loved me no matter what.
“I know what will make you feel a bit better.” Mum suddenly said. She then stood up and passed me to my Dad.
She came back in carrying a bowl of hot water, a flannel and some soap.
“You can’t have a shower or a bath just yet but I thought a good wash would help.” She then smiled.
Mum laid me on my bed and wiped me all over with the warm flannel, then she put soap all over me, laying there wet while she rinsed of the flannel I could feel a light breeze on me and I got goosebumps all over, she then washed all the soap of me, I felt odd when she washed between my hips though. She then rolled me so I laid on my front, not having arms to support me meant my weight (what there was of it) was all on my boobs, I said “Ow” and told her, she apologised and rearranged my boobs for me. That felt very odd but I guess I’ll have to get used to it. She then washed my back and bum. Afterwards she put a towel over my back, rolled me over and wrapped me up in it. Then she picked me up and carried me like a baby over to the sink. She ran the water until it was warm, held me over the sink and my Dad filled a jug with the water and poured it over my hair, he repeated this a few times until it was all wet. He then got some shampoo and gave my hair a good scrub, then rinsed all the shampoo out with the jug, checking the temperature each time. Once it was all washed out he got the conditioner out my Mum’s bag and put some on my hair, then rinsed that out. After that he got another clean towel and dried my hair. Mum then carried me over to the chair and sat with me on her lap. Dad left the room again and Mum and I sat in silence for ages.
Suddenly Mum broke the silence.
“I am so sorry Jessica.”
“What for?”
“For not believing you when you said you were ill, for not pushing it when the Dr said you just had flu, for not checking on you in the night, if I’d found you like that earlier maybe you would still have ... maybe this wouldn’t have happened to you.”
I could see the tears in her eyes again.
“Don’t be sorry Mum.” I told her. “This is not your fault, you couldn’t have done anything, I don’t blame you, it’s that fucking rubbish GP’s fault.”
“Jessica, don’t swear.”
“Sorry, but it’s true, we should complain about him, it won’t help me but I don’t want this to happen to anyone else Mum.”
“Ok, we’ll sort that out later.”
A nurse then came in and changed the sheets of my bed then checked all my observations. After she’d done Mum put me into bed then kissed me good night. I fell asleep in seconds.
I woke up the next morning, it was a beautiful sunny day, Dad was there but Mum wasn’t. He heard me stirring.
“Morning beautiful, it’s a lovely day out, how do you feel?”
“Erm, fine, I guess. Could you open the curtains please? Where’s Mum?”
As he opened the curtains I could see the sun coming through, I had to squint against it.
“I sent her back to the hotel, she was exhausted. Is that too bright?”
“No, it’s lovely.”
“Morning.” A big West Indian nurse called Alice chirped as she walked in the room. “Good news, Dr Peters says we can stop using the PEG feed and you can start eating again, what do you fancy?”
“Errr, just cereal I think.” I replied.
“Ok, we’ve got most of them, any particular one?”
“Not bothered.”
“Ok, I’ll be back, would you like anything Mr Bindon?”
“No thanks, I’m fine with my coffee.” Dad replied nodding at the steaming mug on a table.
“If you’re up to it I thought I’d bring your brother and sister over later,
they’re dying too see you.”
“Yeah, please do, I’d love too see them.”
“Good, I’ll get your Nana to bring them down then.
Alice came back in with some Weetabix and orange juice, she put them on the table and asked Dad if he wanted her to feed me, he told her we were ok and he’d do it. He then came over, used the remote to put my bed up and sit me up. He then sat in the chair next to the bed, grabbed the spoon, put some Weetabix from the bowl on it and started to feed me.
“It’s been a long time since I did this.”
We both smiled at each other.
“Thanks Dad.” I whispered.
He carried on feeding me, I watched his face while he did, he hadn’t shaved for a while, his eyes were red and blood shot from where he’d been crying and not sleeping. He looked a lot older than I remembered.
“I’ll be alright Dad.” I said softly.
“I know you will be sweety, I know.” And he stroked my hair back.
Once he’d finished feeding me, Mum and Dr Peters walked.
“Morning.” Mum said as she kissed Dad then me. “Alex has got some good news.”
“Morning.” Said Alex. “Yes, I’ve got the results of the CT scan and EEG you had while you were in the coma and they’ve come back normal, as far as the neurologist can tell there should be no long term effects.” He said, then suddenly embarrassed he added, “Apart from the obvious that we already know about. Sorry.”
“Also.” He went on. “We no longer need the PEG feed and central line so we’ll get them taken out. If you want to I’ll have your catheter removed aswell. And, if you’re up to it I’ll let your Mum and Dad take you outside, how’s all that sound?”
“Great, thanks.” I replied.
About an hour later another Dr in scrubs came in with a nurse, he explained he was going to take the central line and PEG feed out. He asked my parents to leave, laid me back, pulled the sheet down to my waist and put a sterile drape over my head, chest and stomach. It took him about 10-15 minutes to do the procedure. Afterwards he covered me up with the sheet and sat me up again. As he left I thanked him and my parents came back in with Alice the nurse.
“Do you want that catheter out now?” she asked.
“Please.”
She emptied the catheter bag, then lifted the sheet up to my waist. I could feel her doing something around my bits, it made me feel all tingly. Then she was done.
“There you go Miss Bindon, you should feel more comfortable now.”
“Thank you Alice.”
“That’s alright darling, make sure you shout if you need to go ok?”
Mum then pulled the sheet back, if I had had arms I would have covered myself but as I couldn’t I just laid there for anyone to see. Out of her bag she got a pair of knickers, a bra, a pair of shorts and my favourite Faithless t-shirt. She then dressed me in them, put my hair up in a pony tail and then brushed my teeth. I noticed that the t-shirt sleeves now hung of my shoulders despite the top being small and tight fitting and the shorts just flopped were my lap used to be even though they would have been very short shorts. Then Dad came in with a wheelchair, quite a cool looking one in my favourite colour, purple.
“We bought this for you, hope you like the colour.”
“It’s cool Dad, thanks.”
He then came over, picked me up and put me in it, put a belt around my waist and then put a blanket over me. He stood up walked around the chair and pushed me out as Mum followed.
“Have fun and don’t be too long.” Alice called as we walked past the nurse’s station.
As we walked through the hospital I noticed that I actually was sitting on the lips of my vagina. Every time we hit a bump I got a feeling through my body I’d only experienced once before, just before I was ill. We’d had a biology lesson at school and that night in the bath I decided I want to feel what my vagina was like. As I was stroking and feeling I discovered I liked certain areas being stroked more than others so I concentrated on these areas and masturbated myself to my first and very powerful orgasm. As I was being pushed I was getting those feelings again. We walked out the hospital into the outdoors, I took some deep breaths and tried to ignore the feelings but it got harder. I found the fresh air felt wonderful in my lungs and on my face and neck but also made matters worse. As we walked we found one of the many squares around that area of London, I think it was either Tavistock or Russell. Dad wheeled me over to a bench where he and Mum sat. I finally managed to control myself though I was on the brink of coming. I even had to ask Dad to take the blanket of me as I was so hot I was sweating. After he did I noticed a lot of the guys and some women were staring at me, I started to get upset but stopped myself and thought to hell with them. Dad noticed the stares too.
“Do you want to go back, or have the blanket on?” He asked.
“No.” I replied. “I’ve got to get used to people looking might as well start now.”
“Ok.” He smiled.
The 3 of us just watched as all the office workers came to eat lunch and meet friends. After a while Mum’s phone rang. She went off and chatted on it. When she came back she said it was Nana and they had just got of the train at St Pancras so we’d better head back. Before we left I asked Dad to adjust my position, so I was laying back slightly, I told him that I my hips ached but really it meant I wasn’t sitting directly on my lips. This time Mum wheeled me back. As we walked along we went past a group of kids about 15 or 16 years old. They all stared as we passed, then I heard them saying I was a freak, my Dad was going to go back to them but Mum stopped him.
As we walked back into the ward Alice saw us.
“How was the walk?”
“Alright apart from a few arseholes at the end.” I replied “Don’t you worry about them,” she said. “You’re still beautiful, and I bet you’re more intelligent and will come to more than they ever will. By the way, you got guests.”
“Thank you Alice. Do you know when Alex Peters will be around, I want to ask him something.”
“After clinic, about 4, is that ok or do you need me to page him?”
“No, that’s fine. Thanks.” Mum wheeled me into my room. Nana was there with my big brother Andrew and my little sister Olivia. Andrew and Nana came straight over to me and gave me a big kiss and cuddle, but Olivia was a little scared until Dad took her hand and brought her over to me and picked her up, then she put her arms round me and gave me a big cuddle followed by a sloppy kiss. Dad put me back to bed then Nana and Olivia fed me my lunch and then we sat and chatted for ages until I fell asleep.
When I woke it was dark outside and my family had gone. I could hear Alex Peters” voice and it was getting louder. He walked into my room.
“Evening Jess, sorry I didn’t come up earlier clinic went on late then I had to go out on a retrieval. I have some good news but first Alice told me you wanted to see me, how can I help?” He asked as he sat the bed up.
“Erm, yes. 3 questions really, first I noticed I seem to be getting very hot and sweating a lot, in fact I’m sweating now. I noticed it was bad when I was laying here naked with just the sheets over me. Now that I’m dressed and have been doing things it’s dreadful.”
“Well Jess.” Alex started. “It’s all to do with body surface area. You see being a quadruple amputee you have a much smaller BSA than an able bodied person, or even a single or double amputee over which to lose heat, so your body sweats more. Unfortunately there’s very little we can do about it. Sorry. What was your next question?”
“Err, well, it’s a bit embarrassing really.” I could feel myself blushing and getting hotter.
“Don’t worry, Jess, I’ve heard it all before, just tell me in your own time, ok?” He smiled “Well, I noticed that when I got taken out in my wheelchair earlier.” I got redder, “I was sitting in such a way that meant ... well I mean, erm, having no legs means I’m sitting on bits I’ve never sat on before and, well, err every time we hit a bump, I errr.” My voice trailed off, “ I found I ... Enjoyed it. It made me feel nice, down there.” I nodded downward. “It kinda turned me on, kind of.” I was so embarrassed.
“Ok, that’s not normal but not unheard of after an amputation like yours, if it’s ok with you and only if you want me to, I’ll get a nurse and I’ll examine you to rule out any damage down there from the either catheter or surgery and make sure you’re not going to cause any further damage either, ok. I’ll call your mum too or do you...
“Hell no.” I interrupted. “Please don’t call my Mum, I’d die if she found out.”
“Ok Jess, I won’t call her. Do you want me to examine you?”
“Please.” I replied still red.
Alex went out and came back with a nurse and some equipment. He explained what he was going to do. Then he pulled the sheet up to my waist. Pulled my shorts and knickers off which I noticed came of very easy. I could feel as he slid the instruments into me, it made me wince and get goosebumps. Once he was done he put the instruments on the tray, got a towel and wiped me and started to put my knickers back on me.
“Please leave them off.” I asked, I get too hot with them on, could you take my top off too please?”
“Yes, Ok, Jess.” He turned to the nurse, “Would you mind.” He then slid the sheet over me. The nurse came over, pulled the sheet down and took my top and bra off.
“Is that better?” She asked.
“Much better, thank you.” I replied.
“Well.” Said Alex, I can’t see anything wrong, It’s something you’ll just have to put up with I’m afraid, like the sweating. Though you’ll probably find that in time you’ll get less sensitive to it and the problem will go, ok? What was the 3rd thing?”
“This may sound stupid, and I know I’m young and shouldn’t be thinking of things like this but will I be able to have sex, not that anyone probably would want to, but you know, just in case?”
“Of course you can.” Alex said as he sat on the edge of the bed. “There is absolutely no reason why you can’t have a full sex life, and having had meningococcal septicaemia or being a quadruple amputee should not affect your ability to conceive. I know of a number of survivors and quad amputees who have gone on to have families, ok. And besides, any guy would be lucky to have you.” He smiled.
“Ok, but what about giving birth, “cos when you watch films and telly the lady’s always got her knees up or ankles on a weird contraption with her legs wide open and I can’t do that.”
“Don’t worry Jess, when the surgeons removed your legs they moved your hips and buttocks into a kind of permanent sitting position, primarily so that sitting straight shouldn’t be a problem but another advantage is that it opens the vagina and pelvis up so you should be able to deliver a baby naturally. Ok. Anything else?”
I shook my head, then as Alex got up to leave,
“What was your good news?” I asked.
“Oh yes.” He stopped and turned. “You’ll be leaving us tomorrow. I’ve arranged everything at your hospital, transport’s booked for 11am. I’ll be here to give you all your aftercare and say goodbye ok?”
“Yes, thanks Alex.”
“Good night Jessica.” Alex walked out of the room and I fell asleep.
I was awoken the next morning by the sound of my Mum packing. “Morning.” I said sleepily.
“Morning honey, I’ve got good news, we’re going back home. Dad’s already gone and taken your chair and our stuff, he’ll meet us at the hospital”
“I know,” I replied, “Alex told me last night, is there any breakfast, I’m starving?”
“Yes, over here.” Mum walked over to the table, picked up a bowl, sat in the chair next to the bed and sat my bed up. As she did the sheet dropped to my waist and she could see I was naked.
“Oh.” She said. “You were dressed last night when I left.”
“I know, “ I replied, “ I asked the nurse to undress me in the night as I was uncomfortable and really hot, apparently people with no limbs sweat more as we’ve got less body surface area or something.”
“That’s right,” Alex Peters appeared at the door, “How’s my favourite patient doing this morning?”
“I’m fine thanks,” I replied, it didn’t bother me that I was sitting there with nothing covering my top and he could see my boobs. Mum seemed to forget too and carried on feeding me so I didn’t say anything.
“Right,” continued Alex. “Here’s all your wound care information, and information on how to sit and lay and things ok?” He put a load of papers on my suitcase. “Also here are your follow up appointments, I want to see you a few times here in clinic before I discharge you completely to the care of your local hospital ok?”
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The next morning, after what seemed like a gallon of coffee, I was feeling almost normal again. I still walked a little slower than normal but was able to keep up with Eve as she started her day not appearing to be suffering any ill effects from our previous evening’s activities. We assumed our normal positions in the living room and her narrative continued. “My occupation as sex instructor to New York’s elite lasted nearly ten years. I scanned the society pages weekly and much to my...
The first thing Alexander Beall did when he reached Georgetown the next Saturday morning was to purchase two dozen large, tallow candles and a half dozen hard, bayberry ones after deciding that the beeswax candles were too dear for his purse. Then he did the rest of his wife's shopping, stowed the purchases in his wagon and visited the Anchor Tavern for a fried fish. Not seeing Jamey Nolan about, he walked to the constable's office reminding himself he had to revisit the smith's...
This is a true incident that happened just few days ago, on Holi to be precise. I stay in a popular apartment complex in Sarjapur road, with my wife and kid. Nothing to complain about marriage. But I also fantasize about fucking other women, and specific in these are maids. Perhaps from my childhood events of having the extremely giant boobed, bulb assed 23 old Vijaya as our maid servant, and her teaching me to masturbate when I turned 14. Yes, while I never fucked Vijaya in school, it was she...
Next Finally By Blueheatt &hellip,..She finally couldnt take anymore. All the temptation, flirting, touching, kissing and anticipation had gotten to her. &hellip,..Jerri, my daughter, was young when her urges happened the first time. &hellip,..I remember she stood up on the couch and wanted a piggy back ride. &hellip,&hellip, Instead of my usual turning around so she could get on my back, she wanted a front ride. I remember she pushed her pussy into my cock and just smiled at me. She had on...
I was one of the smart ones. School was easy without effort. I barely spent time on homework, never studied, kept straight A’s. Lacrosse and martial arts kept me in great athletic shape despite my utter lack of talent for the former, it allowed me to cross social groups between the nerds and jocks easily. My first girlfriend for 2 years had never let me past 2nd base, and maybe I overcorrected by losing my virginity after my first date with the second girlfriend. We had a short but passionate...
Years ago I was hanging with some high school friends on a week end. We were only lads. We spent most of our time cruising around on our bicycles in a gang of six or so, looking for cool places to hang out, searching for girls, swimming at the beach and just looking for normal hol some fun. On this particular day, we bumped into a girl who we all new from school. Her name was Lesa and she was a real beauty! Lesa was a dark girl who had a Polinesian Islander look. At school in the locker rooms,...
Hi this is Vijay. I and my Gf would like to share our sex experiences with you. And she’ll narrate the entire story. Enjoy. Hi this is Neethi from Chennai. I’m currently studying final year of engineering. My stats are 36-30-32. I’m very sexy girl. I lost my virginity to my first bf at the age of 18. Then we got broke up after joining college. Since then I’m single. The story which am gonna narrate here happened few months back with my college senior. His name is Vijay. He’s now a Software...
while looking around Hogwarts a character finds a special book. The book allows rules and descriptions of students/teachers to be written and will make it seem natural to all but the owner of the book. uses it to make his stay at Hogwarts more enjoyable for any of the characters in any year that the rule book is found in . the rule book is found in the room of requirement on the seventh floor of hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry. in any year of hogwarts school of witchcraft and...
This is real story from my diary posted after alteration for your clear imagination..I stepped out from a bus, After a frustruation of work at office. I was returning home by footpath. suddenly my legs stopped at a one point.I rememberd today morning my wife told me to get a cake when I return. she is strange. few days before she told me to get make-up set while returning & today she demands cake. cake-shop is on ahuja street so now I have to go left. I went. there was hardly any person on...
As usual the traffic heading to London was horrendous but it did not bother Jay, today; for he was with his love as the car crawled along the M11 towards there intended exit ramp. Jay was content to let his hand gently caress Andrea's thigh, and Andrea slid her hand over on to Jay's left thigh, she was glad he dressed to the left for her fingers lightly touched his semi hard cock through his pants. Jay was staring straight ahead absently smiling to himself and mentally planning their last...
Buxom babe Krissy Lynn has some serious ball skills when it comes to shooting hoops or getting her hands on a big black cock. The Penthouse Pet gets naked in the pool with hot stud Nat Turnher, giving him a soaking wet titty fuck and blowjob before taking his huge schlong in her smooth shaved snatch. The horny honey makes sure she gets fully seen to, sitting on her hunky man’s face before getting back to their rampant outdoor fuck in the sun. Watch this blonde milk him dry with her pussy...
xmoviesforyou"So we'll call you before the end of the day?" Karen said as the two couples stood on the sidewalk in front of the restaurant. Lawrence nodded in agreement, but glanced at his wife for her reaction. Once again Victoria seemed to be studying Paul, as if she was trying to see her way into the man's thoughts the way Karen was able to. "I just think," Paul started to say with a slightly apologetic tone as he stared into Victoria's brown eyes. "That Karen and I should discuss this a...
Kate loves to travel. South America, Europe, Asia…she’s been all over. This week she’s got yet another fun trip planned with her (also hot) friend Jamie. They’re going to get into all sorts of trouble! As an expert traveler, Kate’s bags are packed and she’s all ready to go hours before her flight. Just one problem though. Her fridge decided to go on the fritz right before she’s supposed to leave. And now Kate has to wait and hope that the repair man...
xmoviesforyouBéla sat in the overstuffed chair watching Jake examine his new toy for the tenth time. It had been a long time since she had seen that gun. It had been used on her once before, long ago, by someone who was actually trying to kill her. He thought he succeeded and she never intended to let him find out differently. When he had found out, years later, she'd been forced to kill him anyway. Jake pointed the gun at Béla. She felt herself tense up. The gun clicked. Relaxing, Béla said, "Do you...
October 17, 2017 Dear Ms. Diary, [Written October 19] I was woken by someone slowly pulling the covers off me. I grumbled, then opened my eyes to a great surprise. When he saw that I was looking at him, Dad climbed over me and settled on his front between Heather and me. He wasted no time, as he planted his mouth on my left breast and sucked on the nipple for a few seconds, then did the same to Heather’s right nipple. “Gaahh,” she said. “Oh, god, Dad! You better not be teasing.” After...
Your morning hadn't been the greatest, first being woken up by a fairly persistent mailman who was firmly tapping on your bedroom window, meanwhile downstairs your mother Allison yelled quite clearly "Honey! The phone is for you, And it's important!" Following her bounding up the stairs and barreling into the room causing quite the cacophony to wake you from your slumber and sit up groggily in bed as your surely deranged mother and the creepy mailman somehow having managed to climb to your...
The loud blast of an alarm jerked me out of my sleep. I sat up in surprise and then looked around in confusion. Behind me, I could feel someone else move. I ended up rubbing my eyes a couple of times to clear them before I recognized where I was. The teleport room lights were now flashing a bright red as the siren continued to blare. "Quiet!" James' bellow cut through the alarm. It chirped one last time and then quieted down. "I need a report." "Sorry," a female voice said quietly....
One day in school i was noisy on a lesson and my teacher got angry on me, so she sendrd me up to my principal, mrs margot!Mrs margot is a black 60 yo woman and she weight at least 130 kgs and shes very angry. And this time wasnt the first time i was upsent to her. This day she wore a short tight skirt and her red-painted lips were fat . She told to lay on the floor and i became totally suprised, but i fid what she told me. Then she took of my pants and spanked me hard and then i started to...
Our family always had a strange connection to one another. We were always closer than other families and could share things with each other that most families couldnt. Im Ashley and Im 13 years old. I have an older brother. Hes 17 and his name is Ricky. Call me crazy, but he has hot six-pack abs. It turns me on. But no one knows that but me of course. We share a room and we have 1 closet and a bathroom connected to our room, so we change in front of each other. It doesnt bother us. But...
After visiting Jessica and Tom and their School, being home by myself was pretty lonely. As a high school senior, there were a lot of events and parties to go to, but Jess and Tommy had always been my best friends. I had a lot of really good friends, like Joey, Frank, and John but none as close as my brother and sister. At home I still had Shep as a constant companion, but he was getting old too. If we played, he was only good for some licks and one good one. On a farm, there is always some...
By Rebelman Chapter 1 Darrel James had waited patiently for this day. He had confronted Peggy almost two months earlier with the info he collected on her forgery scheme and, when he revealed the evidence to her, she crumbled quickly. Little by little he had taken more and more control. His job at the bank gave him more than enough to live on, and the recent additional windfall of cash, allowed him to put his plan into motion. First, he had insisted she continue college as well as...
Pursuing a Fantasy Part 1 I'm sitting in my car outside the Albatross, its rainbow flag fluttering in the soft night breeze. Would tonight be the night? I have come here on three consecutive Saturdays to find an answer, or to answer a longing. Well, perhaps three is a charm. I lock the car and proceed to the door. A wave of music and conversation greets me as I open it. I give what I hope is a friendly smile to the few faces that turn to witness my entry. I walk up to the bar and select an...
My Uncle Dan is only ten years older than me. He is my mother's youngest brother. He babysat me many times when I was a young girl. One time when I was about eleven years old I had aggravated him so badly that he threatened to take me "over his knee for an old fashion bare bottom spanking." I laughed at him saying. "You wouldn't dare!" But he did dare. He pulled me onto his lap, pulling down my pajama bottoms, slapping my ass once hard. "I don't dare, do I?" He laughed as he pulled...
September’s Song By Naughty Venus I spent the early afternoon watching porn while I played with my hairy pussy until I fell asleep. I was awakened by the sound of thunder as I was lying on the sofa during my late-afternoon nap. I could tell the storm was getting closer because the floors shook beneath my feet with each roll of the thunder. I was exhilarated by the electricity in the air as the lightning flashed. I wanted to see the lightning and to hear the thunder more clearly, so I ran to...
It was still mid-morning and not raining but slightly over cast. The beach was almost deserted. Not finding anyone else to play with, we were fucking behind one of the make shift driftwood shelters when a guy with a big cock came strolling by saw us fucking. Human nature being what it is, he stopped to watch. When he saw that we didn't care if he watched or not, Kyle came into the wind break and sat at our feet. The VanPart-1-of-1 I once had a van and it was a fuck toy from the beginning. It...
Gay“We helped you with the redheaded bitch and waited until she had your baby, but now it’s time she started earning her keep,” Sammy’s pimp friends told him. Sammy reluctantly had to agree that he’d put them off long enough. He was somewhat sad though, for Cheryl had completely changed. She was no longer the arrogant stuck-up bitch he had known growing up; the beautiful redhead had turned into a willing sex partner. She was now his obedient mistress that he was going to have to turn into a...
The Park chapter 2At school I heard another boy talking about being sucked. He said there were older men who liked this and that you could meet them in the toilets at the park. That afternoon I went to the school toilets after class. I undid my shoes and then my trousers and took them off. I pulled my boxer shorts down and removed those too. I touched my cock which was already getting hard. I hesitated for a moment but then bent down and gave myself a couple more rubs before I stepped back into...
I arrived home around 9:30 PM and I slipped quietly into the house to see where Megan was. Seeing that she was in the bedroom watching television I went back out to the garage and installed the GPS transceiver in her car. As soon as I walked into the bedroom Megan turned on me. "Why were you so rude to Carl?" Megan said. "When was I rude to him?" "It was your whole demeanor. You barely spoke to him and then when you left you called him Tredwell instead of Carl," Megan said. "So?...
This is my first story so I'm sorry if it sucks. I've always been somewhat submissive as I love rough sex but this was my first time truly being one a few days ago. I've been a dom before.I was nervous as hell. I must've looked it cause he asked me if I was okay about twice. I took off my jacket and stood before him fully clothed. I felt my heart race as he stood close and slowly unbuttoned my shirt. "I'm going to have lots of fun making you my little slut." He told me to take my boots off and...
I slip my hand around your waist and pull you into me, into a tight embrace. I'm wearing four inch heels, but you still stand a couple of inches taller than me, looking down into my gaze, an excited sparkle in your eyes. You run your hands through my hair, pushing it away from my face so you can see me better before coming in for a kiss. My hands run from your waist and grab at your tight buns in your equally tight jeans. While you give me a long, slow, hungry kiss, your hands running through...
I am Rohan. The incident happened when I was a college-going kid, about 19 years of age. I stay with my mother Smita. My father stays abroad for service. On the day of my terms result, I had to face the wrath of mom, since I could not secure marks to her expectation. In the evening, I showed my result card and mom got wild. She always expected me to be in the top three. This time, my number had slipped to 5th. The moment mom saw the result card, she yelled at me and scolded me like never...
IncestCHAPTER FORTY THREE I've never seen so many people before, at least not in person. So many of them are kids our age. Girls and boys. Lots of boys. Lots and lots of boys. Patty and her mother walk a few steps ahead of me while I look around. I've never been to a mall before, not that I can remember. So many stores, so many mannequins in the front windows wearing stylish clothes. The stuff in my closet doesn't look anything like what they're wearing. But they do look like what...
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It had been a long weekend already and now I was looking at another long night tracking down information on people I had no legitimate business looking at. With Jimmy's latest stroke of luck, I was starting to believe the hand of God thing myself; too many things just seemed to 'happen' around that boy. Things no sane person wanted anything to do with. I kept waiting for him to snap under the seemingly ever-increasing load he was carrying. And I knew for a fact that I didn't know...
I can still remember the day when I first got my hands on Mom's panties. I was 11 and on school holidays while Mom was at work. Like every typical boy that age I was just getting curious about girls and didn't really understand what was happening to my body. Although I had erections I had never masturbated or cum but that was all about to change. I was wondering around the house, bored and looking for something to do. Wondering into my parents room I noticed that in her hurry to get to work Mom...
"What are your chances of landing a teaching job, Robert?" Todd asked. Bobby grimaced. "With the hiring cutbacks, and the economy the way it is, I'll probably still be doing bookkeeping at the realty office for at least another year!" "So, why not stay in school?" "Hell, Todd, I've already got my Master's. Studying for my PhD would be great and then I could teach at a post-secondary level, but it all costs money and I'm just scraping by with what I'm making now. If I went on,...
So i Guess ill start it off like this-Last Summer I Was Walking Down to the Store to buy a pack of smokes, when this lady; She looked like she was at least 25 years old, and drunk, asked me if i needed a ride (There is a bar halfway between my house and the corner store) It was raining so i agreed to let her give me a ride (With caution in my mind because of her Alcohol level) So we got to the store and she let me out..blah blah i did my thing. When i got out of the store she was parked in...
Master and CommanderMy wife Maryanne of 10 years has always had a position of responsibility either with her c***dren who are now grown and enrolled in college or with in a very demanding job where she makes decisions that effect peoples lives as a pharmacist. Maryanne stands 5’8” tall with large luscious breast. While she is 45 she has the body of a 30 year old.During the last few years our sex life had been deteriorating. After the last c***d went away to college we found we had more time for...
⊹⊹⊹ ⊹⊹⊹ Netmanager99 Gave an Opportunity to Enjoy This One !!! Finding a frog... A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. But She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, “If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.” The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, “Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times...
It was the day after Halloween. I had sex with my boss, Brent at our annual office party. We were about to cross the line even more when came over to my small house tonight at 6. I wasn’t sure what I was getting myself into. I had always been what people would describe as a ‘good girl’. I paid all my bills on time, I didn’t drink much, and I didn’t even stay out late. I had only one boyfriend in all my 27 years of being alive. Now it was the time for me to change everything that I knew.
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As we lay in each other's arms, expressing our wants and desires, the topic of sex with someone outside of the marriage is brought up. Not having an affair as such, but involving someone else in our bedroom. Immediately my thoughts turn towards three or four different girls that I would invite, while my wife has a short list, just one guy that she would like to invite.The conversation turns more explicit and my wife asks me to say first who I would invite. The first name out of my mouth was her...
I know it hard to believe, but I had managed to make it through Army boot camp and AIT with my virginity remaining intact. It’s not like I didn’t want to have sex, I just wanted it to be on my terms and whenever I was ready for it. And no, I wasn’t saving myself for a special guy. I had given blow jobs and I had come close a time or tow to giving it up, but either I backed out or the guy lost it and couldn’t get it back up. I was a cheerleader in high school. I joined the Army, because a pretty...
Group SexBy : Pooja Tyagi Hey guy’s and girls this is my first ever and probably last ever story because I’m not here to make fake stories to entertain people. I’m here to tell u about the true incident that happened with me in the last year of my school life. My father was transferred to a new place I got admitted to class 12th in a new school. I have a god gifted fit body with fine muscles in my school years many girls got attracted towards me and I enjoyed relationships with many girls. But I never...
Note : This story is completely fictional! They were just playing pretend - it wasn’t supposed to happen Rashmi had just turned 18 and her mom was once again inter-state on business and had even forgotten to phone on her birthday. Daddy on the other hand had taken her to the mall and allowed her to buy the most expensive new outfit she could find. He had then allowed her to have the best ever birthday party by booking out a local restaurant with about 30 of her friends and had hired a live...
Incest"Tell me again why I should let you tie me up like this, Jacob?" Jacob gazed down at the object of his desire, his lips curving into a wicked grin. There was little doubt about the measure of luck he’d been gifted with. His wife was beautiful, and not just in his eyes. He’d overheard enough talk over a pint or three at the local pub to know she was the subject of much speculation, most of it lust fueled. And who could blame them? His gaze wandered over her body, only a thin white shift hiding...
BDSMHello guys this is your writer Twinkle Asher back with the third part of her story. You can read the first part of the story by clicking on the links above. I will like to start the story from the point I had left. My first day was pretty adventurous and tiring since we have traveled more than 650 km to reach our destination and also the humiliation I had been through. Currently I had my arms and legs cuffed and locked with a door handle with just a blanket to sleep with. I had a good deep...
You're lying in bed on Saturday morn and you can barely move. You have been working for 10 days straight since you got back from vacation and all your muscles are throbbing and your eyes won’t seem to stay open. Kim your boss is going through some personal shit at home and seems to be taking it out on your work schedule. You haven't been able to sleep in very long and suddenly there's someone knocking very loudly on your front door. "Fuck! Who the fuck could this be, its only 8:32 for shits...
Mind ControlBEGINNINGS - DAY 7 - A SPECIAL NIGHT As I drove from Felicia's store I pondered on her life. She had told me that for the last 15 years she had lived as a woman, never once looking back on her forsaken male life. When she initially told me about herself, I wondered why she never had the operation. As I continued to live as a female I began to understand. I had no interest in surgery, fully enjoying playing a female role in my life without sacrificing my male parts. I was so...
Pru fastened the long-sleeved, ankle-length caftan and arranged her headscarf. Her Tai Chi practice had been, of course, in the privacy of her parents' courtyard, since she was always naked or nearly so when she practiced. Now, after a shower and a leisurely breakfast, she guessed she'd timed her exit from her parents' house correctly when it was clear that Friday morning prayers were over. Small groups of men and a few women wove through the narrow streets on their way to other things....
********************************************************************************DISCLAIMER: another one of my favsI DID NOT WRITE THIS ALL CREDITS GO TO THE AUTHER WHO CHOOSES TO BE ANONYMOUS, as a tribute to his hot story i feel it needed to be shared.ciao********************************************************************************AbstractBasically about a little whore of a wife who wants a "break" from her husband. and despite the fact that they have k**s the whore cheats him and chooses...
I am Dr Emma Gross, I am a qualified registered GP in a small practice. I often put my own spin on examinations if I find the patient attractive. I am single but in an on and off relationship with a guy who works in the banking sector. I live alone in a small flat, very cosy and homely. I have always liked sex and find some good ways to satisfy my desires during my working life even to the extent of going the extra mile and doing house calls.Today was a pretty boring day and I was just waiting...