My Family Secrets
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"You told her yet?"
"No." Troy Garcia looked at his friend. "And don't you tell her, either."
Reed Delaney held his hands up. "Not like I was going to. I'm your sponsor and your friend, but I'm not your mom."
Troy stared at his half-eaten slice of pizza. "I'm gonna tell her."
"When?"
"I don't know. Soon."
Reed ran a hand over his buzz cut. "That's a little on the vague side."
"Got any suggestions?" Troy glared across the table.
"Oh, for fuck's sake, man. The waiting is going to be worse than telling her. Just tell her."
"I know, I know." Troy sighed and slumped back in his chair. "I just don't know what she's going to say."
"That's no excuse," Reed said. "Troy, that girl loves you and you love her. You tell her this, you just be honest, maybe give her a little time if she needs it, and it'll work out."
"So you say."
"Look, I've been where you are. You know you can't keep this a secret, not if you're looking at a future with her."
"It's the future I'm worried about," Troy said. "We might not have one after I tell her.
"It isn't as bad as you make it out to be, and you know it. I swear to God, man, I think you like the drama."
"Are you a fucking psychiatrist now?"
Reed sighed. "Troy, give it up. You made a mistake once, you paid for it, and it's done. Sylvia isn't going to hold it against you. At least, not if you're honest with her about it."
"Maybe I don't deserve her, anyway."
"Oh, for Christ's sake." Reed studied the check, laid some bills on the table and stood. "Come on, time to go home." They stepped out into the warm night. "You're a lucky bastard, with Sylvia out visiting her sister. You can sulk for a while, then tell her when she comes back."
"Sir, yes, sir."
Reed smacked the back of Troy's head. "Knock it off, dumbass."
The apartment was quiet and empty. Troy blinked and grumbled as the kitchen light assaulted his eyes. Now he had a headache.
He wished Sylvia was there. She was good about giving him space, but also knew when he needed some company. She never asked what he did when he was out with Reed; when he came home she would just smile up at him, her hazel eyes sparkling, and ask if he'd had a good time.
Bored and not quite ready to go to bed, he went to his desk and logged into his computer. After a perfunctory email check, he opened his browser and went to a porn site. He scrolled through the options and clicked on the first clip to pique his interest.
He couldn't help but feel a little guilty; he knew Sylvia didn't like him watching porn. She'd found him doing it once and had been very upset. It had taken some time to assure her that it had nothing to do with her, that he didn't want her to be like those women, and he didn't prefer them to her. When she had calmed down, she'd said that wasn't her concern, but she hadn't specifically said what bothered her.
They'd reached something of a don't-ask/don't-tell compromise. She never mentioned it again, and he made sure to be careful only to look when she wasn't home, and to clear out his cache when he was finished. He also didn't watch as often.
He thought he understood; Sylvia's background was more sheltered than his. No wonder she'd reacted badly--she probably thought it was only something "bad girls" did.
The clip ended and he cleared out his cache before turning the machine off and going to bed.
He did love Sylvia, he thought as he got settled in bed, and knew she loved him. Sometimes, though, in the dead of the night, when it was quiet and dark, he feared that she wouldn't when he told her.
"I'm so glad you came, Sylvia. The party wouldn't have been the same without you. I just wish you could stay longer." Patti gave her sister a quick smile as they drove to the airport on a gray Sunday morning.
"Me too," Sylvia said. "I wish I could have taken tomorrow off. Running out of vacation time, though."
"Yeah, you'll need it for the honeymoon," Patti teased.
"Oh, please. Troy hasn't even proposed."
"He will. You guys are just perfect, you know it. He can't not propose."
"Maybe marriage isn't our thing." Sylvia shrugged. "I don't know if I'm so high on it. Not like we had such great examples."
"You're right, but that wasn't you or me, that was them." Patti reached over and patted her sister's knee. "I'm not saying you need to have a big old church wedding with all the trimmings."
"Thank God for that."
"But I am saying," Patti continued, "that I can see you and Troy getting married. Oh, wow, you'd be Sylvia Garcia instead of Sylvia Thorpe. That sounds so nice."
"Yeah, yeah it does," Sylvia murmured, staring out the window.
"You okay, Syl?" Patti shot her a concerned glance.
"Yeah." Sylvia smiled. "Seriously, I'm fine. Really, I am. I can't say I never think about it, or worry about it, but it's over and done, and I can't change it."
"Attagirl!" Patti nodded. "You've worked hard to say that."
"Troy is great, and I love him," Sylvia continued. "If he proposed--and I don't think he will--but if he did, I can't say I'd say no."
Patti laughed. "I didn't think so." She pulled up to a red light and tapped her fingernail on the steering wheel. "Have you ever told him about it?"
"No."
"Don't you think you should?"
"I don't know. Why drag it up? And what if ... what if he feels differently after he knows?"
"That'd be tough. But it's kind of a heavy secret not to tell. And he could find out from someone else, or on his own, which would be awkward."
"I know. I worry he'll find something on the internet." Sylvia sighed. "And it's not that I don't want to tell him. I'm just not sure how to approach it."
"Look, he loves you. You guys fit so well. And if he found out, he might be upset but I think when it came down to it, he'd be on your side. It's not something you have to be ashamed of, you know that. Once you told him, you wouldn't have to hide it, and there would be someone else who'd have your back on it." Patti grinned. "And Troy would have your front too."
Sylvia laughed. "Yes, he would. But you have your own someone. Gary's a great guy."
"Yeah, he is." Patti grinned. "I can't believe we're engaged."
"Me either." Sylvia widened her eyes. "Oh, no. You're going to turn into a Bridezilla, aren't you?"
"Damn straight. I have the puce bridesmaids dresses all picked out." Patti looked over and grinned. "Except I know you'd kill me if I did that."
"Damn straight," Sylvia said.
Patti turned into the parking lot, found a space and popped the trunk as they got out of the car.
Sylvia shouldered her purse and took her travel bag out. "Thanks for everything, Patti. I do miss you."
"I miss you, too." Patti hugged her. "Now take it easy, and let me know as soon as he proposes."
Sylvia laughed. "You'll be the first."
"Yay!"
Shaking her head and chuckling to herself, Sylvia crossed the parking lot and entered the airport. Checking in went smoothly for once, and she bought a coffee and a snack while she waited for her flight.
She checked her messages and smiled at the last text from Troy. Miss you. Head hurts. Love you.
Love you too. Waiting for the plane now. Can't wait to see you. She sent the reply and sipped her coffee.
Was Patti right? Should she tell Troy? But it was over and done with. Was there a point in bringing it up?
A little privacy, even a little secrecy, was important for people in a relationship, Sylvia thought. So long as the secret wasn't hurtful to anyone, she considered it a good thing to keep a little of one's self separate. Patti's point nagged at her, though; if Troy was going to find out, Sylvia wanted to be the one to tell him.
The boarding announcement drew her out of her thoughts and she grabbed her bag and joined the line. Her mind wandered back to Troy and secrets. She knew he had things in his past he didn't want to talk about, and that was fine.
He was a good man, his actions had shown that. Whatever mistakes he had made, he'd atoned for them as far as she was concerned.
The flight was only a couple of hours, but Sylvia was glad to be out of the cramped seat even so. She collected her things and edged her way down the aisle, wishing again that Patti lived closer. The trips to visit her were nice breaks, but flying was not Sylvia's favorite mode of travel.
At last she was past the other passengers and into the airport. She scanned the small concourse for Troy. He was tall, with dark wavy hair, and tended to stand out in a crowd.
"Hey, gorgeous. Need a ride?"
Sylvia turned around and grinned. "Sure, but my boyfriend might be jealous."
"I can handle him."
"I bet you can. I hear he's got a headache." She laughed as Troy gave her a dry look, then she wrapped her arms around him. "Hey, I missed you."
He dropped a kiss on the top of her head. "Missed you, too."
She looked up into his dark eyes and smiled as he leaned in to kiss her. "Mmmmm. That's nice."
"Let's go home, and things can be a lot nicer."
"You're on."
"So how was everything?" Troy asked as he drove them home. "Have a good time?"
"Yeah, it was nice to see everyone. Patti's thrilled to be engaged. Her birthday party was fun, especially the strip club."
"That's good, the--wait, what? What strip club?"
Sylvia laughed. "I'm kidding. Well, sort of. We went to a club after the official birthday party. Lots of music and dancing."
"But no strip club?"
"No, no strip club." She paused. "Why, would you care if I went to one?"
"Well, no, I mean, I guess not. It's not, I mean it's not the type of thing that--"
"You're so cute when you try to be all open-minded like that." Sylvia squeezed his hand. "Maybe you could strip for me, then I wouldn't need to go to a club."
Troy grunted. "Right. I've got two left feet, and you want me to strip and dance? No way. I'd break my neck."
"Please?" Sylvia pitched her voice low and fluttered her lashes, fighting the urge to giggle as she did.
"Oh, no. No, even that will not work," Troy said. "Forget it."
"Yes, well, can't win if you don't try. How was your weekend?" she asked.
He shrugged. "Okay. Quiet. I worked on some of my other contracts on Saturday, hung out with Reed. The usual, you know."
"You shouldn't work so much."
"Didn't have anything else to do. Never hurts to have some extra money." He was quiet for a moment. "You know I like to have a, what is it--cushion. In case of whatever."
"I know." She reached over and rubbed his shoulder. "It's fine. It's a good plan. I just don't want you to work too hard."
He smiled and took her hand. "Thanks."
At home, Sylvia unpacked and then reluctantly started getting ready for the work week. She sorted some clothes out for laundry and asked Troy if he needed anything.
"Yeah, but not laundry." He wiggled his eyebrows.
She laughed. "That's all you're getting for right now."
He gave an exaggerated sigh of disappointment and she threw a dirty sock at him.
"That the best you got?" he asked as he snagged the sock.
"Nope, I've got a whole basket here." Sylvia set it down, balled up a shirt and whipped it at him. "You'd better give up, I've got all the ammo."
He caught the shirt. "I never give up."
Sylvia threw another shirt and a pair of sweat pants, and Troy grinned. "Big mistake. I'm armed now."
A few minutes later, Sylvia sat on the floor, laughing herself silly. Troy leaned against the wall, chuckling as well. Sylvia wiped her eyes and looked at him.
"I am not picking this up by myself." She tried to sound stern but couldn't stop a giggle.
"Okay, come on." He held a hand out and pulled her up into a kiss. "We'll pick this up, take it to the laundry room, and have a little fun." He squeezed her ass on the last words.
She gave him a look. "I am not doing anything in the laundry room besides laundry."
He grinned mischievously. "Okay. But can't blame a guy for trying."
Sylvia shook her head and started refilling the laundry basket. She hid a smile; she loved it when Troy goofed off like this. He needed it, as hard as he worked. Besides, maybe if he tried again, she'd find herself convinced.
Troy dragged himself out of bed Monday morning, stepping bleary-eyed into the shower. When he came out, he could hear Sylvia in the kitchen, making breakfast and singing along with something. How she managed to be so upbeat, especially in the morning, baffled him.
She was upbeat most of the time, he thought as he dressed. It was something that both puzzled and attracted him. Sometimes it was an effort for him not to be negative, and her optimism could be contagious. It wasn't that he was inherently pessimistic, Troy thought, it was just that experience had made him cautious.
Cautious enough that he was reluctant to share certain details of his past with Sylvia. He didn't think she'd quite understand, but that was all right. He wasn't sure he wanted her to.
If he was honest with himself, which he had been after Reed had dropped him off the other night, he was afraid that Sylvia would drop him if she found out. She'd do it nicely, no doubt; it wasn't in her to be mean. But it would hurt like hell, and Troy wasn't sure he could handle it.
"Jesus, why do you do this to yourself?" he muttered at his reflection in the bathroom mirror. "Don't go looking for trouble, dumbass." He splashed water on his face.
"You talking to yourself again?" Sylvia called from the kitchen.
He smiled to himself and dried his face. "Yeah, but it's a lousy conversation," he called back.
"Then hurry up, you're going to be late."
Troy dried his hands, waiting for the rest of it.
"Crap, I'm going to be late!"
He laughed to himself as he finished and went into the kitchen. "You're always running late. You should set the clocks ahead." He grabbed a kiss before going for coffee.
"Set them ahead? That would mess me up more than I already am," she said as he started to gather his things, including a lunch she'd put together. "Eat something. Something that isn't a cookie."
Troy stopped with his hand inches from the cookie box. "How do you do that?"
She grinned. "You're too predictable. Here. Eat this." She handed him an apple, but it fell out of her hands. "Shit!"
"Relax." Troy picked up the apple and raised an eyebrow. "Is this some subtle message or something? The woman handing the guy an apple?"
"So it's true, isn't it? Men are always thinking about sex."
"Only when we're not thinking about sports."
Sylvia laughed as she moved around the kitchen to give him a kiss. "I wonder why we put up with you."
"Because of the sex."
"You wish." Sylvia stepped back and bumped into the table, sloshing a glass of water. "Damn it!"
"Syl, take it easy." Troy came over and put a hand on her shoulder. "Are you okay?"
"Yes, yes, sorry. I just feel kind of scattered." Her phone rang and she whirled around looking for it. "Oh, for God's sake!"
Troy grinned and handed her the phone, which had been lying on the counter in plain sight.
She mouthed a grateful thank you and answered the call. "Hello. Oh, hi. Yes, that would be fine. Let me write that down." She made a frantic search for paper and pen until Troy pulled a magnetic pad off the fridge and handed it to her.
Troy was curious about the conversation, but he glanced at the clock and saw that he had to go. He caught her eye and pointed at the clock. She nodded, put her cheek up to receive his kiss, and waved as he left.
When he got to work, he had a pile of coding errors to occupy his thoughts, which kept returning to Sylvia. Why had she been so jumpy this morning? And what had the phone call been about?
After a couple of hours of staring at his monitor, Troy rubbed his eyes and stood. Time for more coffee. He headed to the break room and looked over the selection. Who had thought caramel mocha was a good flavor for coffee? He made a face and reached for the dark roast.
"Hey, man."
Troy looked up and saw Dawson Stringer, one of the programmers on his team. "Hey, Dawson. How was the weekend?"
"Not bad. We had a family reunion, down at the Axton Country Club. You know the place? Right off the intersection of Water Road and 53?"
"Oh, sure. Never been there, but it looks good from the outside," Troy said. His removed his coffee mug and tossed the cup with the grounds.
"It's decent on the inside, too," Dawson said. He took Troy's place at the coffee maker. "Haven't seen so many people in my family at one time in probably five years."
"Cool." Troy nodded.
Dawson was a lot that Troy wasn't: suburban, upper-middle class, graduate of a private college. He was willing to bet that Dawson's biggest problem growing up was figuring out which cheerleader to have sex with first. It was a world Troy only knew second-hand, but that he figured Sylvia knew pretty well.
He didn't mention to many people what his home life had been like, or where he'd grown up. He'd learned quickly that it often counted against him.
"How about you, man?"
"What? My weekend? Oh, quiet. My girlfriend went to visit her sister. I did some work, watched some baseball." Troy shrugged. "Nothing big."
"Sounds better than the reunion," Dawson said drily. "If I had to hear one more story about this aunt's surgery or that uncle's bad knees, I think I would have lost it."
"Guess so."
"Oh, hey, you've heard the rumors, right?"
Troy shook his head. "What rumors?"
"Downsizing." Dawson made a face. "I heard some talk there were going to be cuts to different departments."
"Great."
"Yeah, isn't it? I wish they'd just say something instead of letting everyone wonder. Doesn't exactly raise morale for us freelancers." Dawson raised his mug in a farewell salute and left.
Troy went back to his desk, waiting for the caffeine to hit so he could get back to the code. He wondered what Dawson would think if he knew Troy's history. There probably wouldn't be many invitations to lunch at the country club, Troy thought wryly. Sometimes it was just better not to say anything.
The possibility of cuts didn't improve his mood, but Troy resigned himself to ignoring it. Not like he had any control over it.
The day dragged on, interrupted by a quick lunch and some afternoon meetings. He checked his phone after the last meeting and was surprised to see a text from Sylvia. Meeting with some coworkers, won't be too late. Leftovers in the fridge. Love you.
He frowned at the words on the screen, debating his reply. At a loss, he just responded with a quick thanks and love you, too.
It ate at him on the way home. Did this have to do with her phone conversation? Was she meeting someone and, God forbid, hiding it from him?
"Jesus, man. Paranoid much?" He got out of the car, annoyed with himself. He had no reason to think anything like that. If Sylvia had any secrets, it probably involved cheating on a test in high school, or maybe spilling a drink on her prom dress.
In the apartment, he changed and dug out the leftovers. He flipped on the TV as they warmed in the microwave, then ate as he watched sports highlights and waited for Sylvia.
Sylvia came in, smiling as she dropped onto the couch next to Troy. The meeting had gone well, so she was tired but happy. "Hi," she said, swinging her legs up. She wiggled her toes. "Please?"
He smiled and slid closer so she could put her feet in his lap. He slid her shoes off and began to massage her feet, starting with the right.
"Oh, that feels good." She closed her eyes and took some deep breaths. Few things beat a foot rub.
"What happened? You run a marathon?"
"No. I just like it when you rub my feet." She smiled.
"Everything okay?"
"Yep. There are some changes going on so we decided to meet outside the office to talk about it. Sometimes it helps clear your head to get a change of scenery." She'd tell him more soon, when everything was finalized.
"How did it go?"
"Pretty well, thanks. We'll all have to talk again in a couple of days, so I might have another later night."
"No problem."
"How was your day?" she asked.
"Same old, same old, mostly." He moved to the left foot. "Dawson said there's rumors about budget cuts, like I needed anything else to worry about."
"I hope he's wrong, but try not to worry too much," she said. "No sense worrying about what you can't control."
"Yeah, I know. Easier said than done, though."
They were quiet for a minute, with the TV droning in the background, as Troy continued to knead her muscles.
She narrowed her eyes when his hands moved up. "That's not my feet."
"I know." He kept his eyes on hers while his hands crept past her ankles to her calves, continuing to knead her muscles but with a gentler touch.
She bit her lip. "That feels good."
Troy moved closer to her on the couch, sliding his hands past her knees. She closed her eyes as he gave up on the pretense of a massage. His fingers trailed over the thin material that covered her sex; Sylvia both enjoyed the sensation and ached for the little barrier to be gone. She squirmed on the couch.
"Like that?" His voice was low and quiet and sent shivers through her.
"Yes. Yes. " She drew in a shaky breath and sat up so she could kiss him. Everything he did made her hot and wet. She knew he could slide inside her that minute and she'd be ready for him.
He was ready, too. He was hard under his jeans; she felt it against her legs. She wondered who would give in first and start stripping clothes. It was a little challenge between them, to see who could wait longer. This time, she didn't think she'd win.
Troy brought his hands out from under her skirt, snagged the waistband and slid it down, along with her underwear. She raised her hips to help him, and when the skirt was gone he put one hand between her legs.
"Oh, fuck, yeah," said Troy as he kissed her again. He pushed two fingers inside her, moving them in and out and rubbing his thumb over her clit. She moaned and dropped her head onto his shoulder.
His free arm wrapped around her shoulders to keep her close. Sylvia dropped kisses on his neck, pleased when he shuddered under her touch. She turned her face up and found his lips, desperate for a kiss.
He was relentless in his efforts to make her come, his fingers moving in a steady rhythm in and out of her. She panted as her muscles tensed and heat coiled between her legs. The tension broke and she cried out, clinging to him as he drew out the climax until she had to beg him to stop.
He gave her a moment to catch her breath, then took her face in his hands and kissed her. The scent ratcheted her desire up and she moved to kneel on the couch so she could undo his jeans, continuing to kiss him as she did. He shoved her hands aside and stripped off his jeans himself, groaning into her mouth as she took his cock in her hands and stroked it with a firm grip.
At his urging, she straddled him. Anxious to feel him inside her, she started to lower herself but he stopped her with his hands on her hips. With a sound of frustration, she tried again but he resisted, teasing her by nudging the tip of his cock against her slick, wet sex.
"Troy, please. I want you to fuck me," she pleaded.
"Say it again."
She did and he complied, releasing her and thrusting inside with a grunt of satisfaction. Sylvia braced her hands on his shoulders as they found a rhythm.
He sat up and pulled her close for a kiss, rubbing his hands over her back. His hands moved lower, squeezing her ass, and she sighed with pleasure. When dragged a finger between her buttocks, she jerked back from him, startled.
"What--please, don't--" She froze on his lap.
"Hey, hey, relax." Troy stopped moving and looked at her, concerned. "Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I was just touching you, I thought you might like it." He cupped her face and gave her a gentle kiss. "I won't do it again, it's no problem. It's okay."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean--I was just surprised." Sylvia tried to calm down.
"Shhhh. It's okay." He kissed her again and she made herself relax. "Let's get back to where we were, okay?" He traced a finger along her cheek. "All right?"
"Okay." She nodded and took a deep breath, then leaned in to kiss him. He settled his hands on her hips again to help her get back to their rhythm. As she relaxed, she felt the excitement build again.
It didn't take long before another orgasm soared through her and his motions sped up. He threw his head back and groaned as he came, emptying himself into her.
Sylvia collapsed against him, closing her eyes and enjoying it as his hands moved in soothing circles over her back. She yawned. "I guess I'm ready for bed now."
Troy nodded and covered his own yawn. "Good idea." He moved so he could see her. "Look, I am really sorry about that, before. I didn't mean to upset you."
"You didn't." She shook her head. "Sorry. I was just surprised."
"Okay." He picked up her hand and kissed her palm. "Come on, let's hit the sack."
Once they were in bed with the lights out, Sylvia sighed as Troy lay down behind her and put an arm around her waist. Between the warmth of his body and the whisper of the overhead fan, she was close to sleep in minutes.
As she drifted, she heard Troy say something.
"Hmmm? Sorry, didn't hear you."
"Nothing. Just a question."
"What question?"
"How much of a person's past they should share."
She turned over and gave him a puzzled look. "Where did that come from?"
"Work. A couple of people were talking in the break room at lunch the other day about what to say and not say, and when. I just wondered what you thought."
Sylvia weighed her response. "They should share as much as they want, I guess. As long as it's not hurting anyone."
"You think partners, people in relationships, should keep secrets?"
"Not exactly," Sylvia said. "I guess I just think everyone deserves some privacy, husbands and wives, partners, whatever. Everyone's done something they wish they hadn't, but most of the time it's not such a big deal. Besides, I think a person's actions count for a lot." She yawned. "Sorry."
"No problem." He kissed her shoulder. "Go on, go to sleep."
"Mmm. Okay. Love you."
"Love you, too."
A couple of weeks later, Sylvia found herself alone on a Saturday. Troy was working on some side projects again, buried in his home office. While she knew he liked the extra money, she wished he wasn't working. He'd been acting oddly and she couldnÕt figure out why. She'd hoped to talk to him about it on the weekend, but he said one of his projects had moved up their deadline and he couldn't back out on it.
Well, we can talk later, she thought, and decided to enjoy a quiet day to herself.
She treated herself to a long shower, then got some breakfast. After that, she stretched out on the couch and put on a movie. It was a favorite, but she had trouble focusing; she was grateful when the phone rang.
"Hey, Patti. What's up?"
"Not much. Just thought I'd call. Can't ask you to be a bridesmaid by email, can I?"
Sylvia laughed. "It's probably bad etiquette. Thanks, Patti. I'd be happy to."
"Oh good." Patti sounded relieved. "I was pretty sure you'd say yes, but I understand if you can't."
"No, it's fine. Just keep me posted on dates so I can get the time."
"I don't think Gary's going to ask Troy to be a groomsman, is that okay?"
"Of course," Sylvia said. "They don't know each other that well, and Troy will probably be glad not to have to wear a tux. Don't worry, Pat. He'll understand."
"Great. Thanks. So, now that's out of the way. What's up with you?"
"Oh, not much here either. Troy's working, so I'm just kind of vegging out."
"Didn't he work last weekend, too?"
"Yeah, he likes the extra money. He worries about having a cushion, you know, in case something happens." She paused for a minute, then shook her head. "Anyway, no big deal."
"Sylvia, are you okay? Is everything all right with you two?" Patti sounded concerned.
"They're fine, I guess. I think. I don't know." Sylvia sighed. "He just hasn't been quite himself. Kind of short-tempered sometimes. I don't know why, and when I asked, he insisted he didn't want to talk about it."
"Well, you've told me he's not big on discussing feelings and all that."
Sylvia chuckled. "It's not his favorite way to spend time, true. But usually if I ask, he'll answer. I can understand. Hell, it's not my favorite chat topic, either."
"Not me," Patti said. "I could go on for hours and hours about feelings."
"Yes, I know. Oh, how I know."
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Theron cleared his throat after a few awkward minutes. "One more question. In this ... performance, do you ever find out why? Why did Loghain betray me?" "Not precisely. There's a lot of debate over that issue, actually, between different people who pl ... watched the performance. Some say Loghain just went mad. Power hungry. Some figured that he hated you, because of some weird issue between him and your parents. Some thought he truly did the best he could when he saw the overwhelming...
Stolen Looks, Stolen Secrets - By Emma Smith Sunday, 25 August 2002 All persons and organisations portrayed in this story are fictitious, sadly. I used a script to generate all the character names for the story. No reference to any real persons is intended or should be inferred. Cast Andy Rathbun SomaChange (UK) Director Adam Eaves SomaChange (UK) Security Chief Stacy Butler SomaChange PA to UK Director Gerald/Geri MacNeill SomaChange Computer Expert Linda Gebrael...
CarlIt is past midnight, but I'm not certain of the exact time. I just know that it has been more than an hour since Carl brought me home. The wetness still coats my thighs as I have not showered. There was no need since my husband is out of town on a four-day business trip for his firm. I am acutely conscious of the condition of my vagina, not just its slick wetness, but mostly its widely stretched condition. Carl used it several times, each time forcing it wider and more open. I have tried to...
Submissive Secrets by Lewis Chappelle Note: This is rather lengthy piece and is a follow-up to ?Submissive Spirits? published earlier. It follows, in time frame and character development, the material in ?Submissive Sailing? which also was previously published here.Please let me know your reactions to this material. Thank you, LC SUMBISSIVE SECRETS Chip had started with the Thompson company as Assistant Vice President for International Operations. Chips boss reported to his...
She'd walked back home not knowing what to think of her afternoon. Who was this man, this Sir Edgar? She reminisced on the events that took place in the barn. She recalled the pleasure and smiled. She recalled the confusion and frowned. She recalled realizing she had a secret. For the people of her community would surely think her actions were a disgrace. She snorted at the thought. A disgrace. She entered her small hut just outside the settlement. Out of habit she started feeding the small...
First TimeUp from the bowels of the vast underbelly of Europe in that region formerly known as the Balkans appeared a female child of great beauty and feminine charm. She became known as Marisol Hari the Mistress of all Spies. Of course, that was not her real name. Her real name is obscure because her mother chose not to name her father, a man who was reputed to be a black marketer of despicable character. When she was but 18 years old, she found employment in a cabaret in the midst of the charming but...
Panty Secrets By Gingerfred Man Chapter One - Carded Timmy. My parents named me Timmy. Timmy Garconette. They didn't hate me or anything. In fact they loved me very much. And they're good parents. They probably thought Timmy was a nice name. But it just gives you an idea of the flavor of my life. Timmy is not the name of a guy who scores the winning touchdown or scores with the winning babe. It's kind of a wimpy name. My one-year-older sister Clare got a pretty good name and some...
Secrets by r. gold It's my little secret. Sitting at the kitchen table, I'm looking over at Billy Talbot dreaming about sucking his cock. I'm half listening to the conversation between my roommates. As the sound of their voices recedes to a low buzz, I'm imagining the warm heated member pushing against my lips as I wet and lick him. Lost in the rush of heat to my face and body, thinking about kissing the swollen head, chewing and flicking the underside of his foreskin with...
“Chris, do you remember my friend Hillary?” Becky called to me from the kitchen.“The one with the nice arse,” I replied, raising my voice above its natural level, so I could be heard from across large open plan living area, where I was just packing my case for work. The comment was a throwaway one, and I didn’t need to turn around to sense the frown forming of on my wife’s face. It was one of the gifts of long-time husbands, that we can always sense our wife’s displeasure. “Not the time...
FemdomMarriage is, of course, a ceremony and institution of compromise. The best thing being, naturally, to get all the compromising out of the way well before the ceremony occurs to become the institution. The circumstances vary from couple to couple--that goes without saying. Some guys have to give up their Friday night out-with-the-buddies bowling league. Or shift it to a Tuesday. Me, I had to forswear pussy-eating for the rest of my natural born life. The first few times Ariel and I got...
Young Cross Dressers Secrets *Sandy was busting at the seams to tell someone some very exciting secrets she was keeping. She couldnt tell anyone she knows. She decided to tell them here. __After reading My Bra and Panties are Missing, my own real story kept nagging at me to be told, but I wasnt sure how. I decided to change all the names and write a story all about this secret world I stumbled into. I started getting very horny just thinking about all that had happened&hellip,. __My story...
Author's Note... This is my first attempt at a Cross-dressing story. So please forgive me if it seems a little disjointed. Above all I hope you enjoyed it. Comments are welcome. Promises and Secrets By Maria Ski Dedication For Samantha, thank you for the encouragement to actually finish this story. And to the usual suspects, they know who they are... And then of course there is You, the person who is reading this...
SECRETS SECRETS Chapter 1 I had always been interested in bondage but had never done anything more than look on from the safety of my lounge room, via the Internet.? I had also over the years collected a number of items that I could use for some self-bondage when the mood took me.? I can remember as a child trying to lie so still in my bed pretending I was tied down and the excitement when some TV show would have the heroine kidnapped.?? Of course, as a child I had no thoughts that it...
(Author’s note: This story is an entry into FAWC (Friendly Anonymous Writing Challenge), a collaborative competition among Lit authors. FAWC is not an official contest sponsored by Literotica, and there are no prizes given to the winner. This FAWC was based around the theme of music, with four songs given to choose from. The song that inspired this story was ‘Written in Rock,’ by Rick Springfield.) * * * * ‘You told her yet?’ ‘No.’ Troy Garcia looked at his friend. ‘And don’t you tell her,...
Greg is a medium guy. He is under 6 feet tall, medium weight, medium looks, small hands, feet and a small dick. He is an unremarkable and uninteresting man with a unreliable medium sized 15 yr old car. He has a middle ranked job at a large sized library in a huge sized city on the west coast of the united states. His middle income helps to make the payments on a middle sized house in a middle sized city. The only thing not mediocre about his life is his wife of ten years. Charlotte...
Author: Nick Schwartz Keywords: MF, FF, dildo, toys, masturbation, oral, cunninglingus, sex, cheating Summary: An erotic story based on the television show Rules of Engagement. These are my descriptions and my story of the characters of Rules of Engagement by CBS. I do not own the show, the characters, or anything else related to the show. This is just a parody of the show using my own words. I do however approve heavily of Megyn Pryce and what a beautiful gorgeous woman she is....
Mom was already gone to work for the day. As I went to the bathroom I realized I was again a free man. On Saturday I had become Abby's slave for the day after loosing a childish bet and a childish argument. Abby had not only made me do a school project for her, but had made me walk around naked all day except for a bowtie. She had teased dick with soft touches and kisses, and when she found me jerking myself, she made me show her porn while she masturbated. Finally, she had me give her a...
~ Chapter 1 ~ Athena giggled to herself as she ran through the Marquis’s maze. She heard the hushed ramblings of boots pounding the dirt in the far off distance. It has to be him and a few of his men searching for me. They didn't sound close enough to catch up with her yet. She ran deeper into the maze at a playful pace. The image of shock flashing over him pushed her further to the limits of just plain naughty foolishness and if she was honest with herself, she loved every second of it. Jase's...
HistoricalWhen David got home he was relieved to see the house in darkness. It was unusual for his parents to go to bed early on a weekend but he was thankful that he didn’t have to face them.Once in his bedroom he checked his clothes for any staining or residue of his cum. Satisfied that everything was ok he went for a shower before getting in to bed.He picked up his iPad with no real idea of what he wanted to look at. Automatically, his fingers found his favourite porn site. It opened on the page for...
Once in his bedroom he checked his clothes for any staining or residue of his cum. Satisfied that everything was ok he went for a shower before getting in to bed. He picked up his iPad with no real idea of what he wanted to look at. Automatically, his fingers found his favourite porn site. It opened on the page for mother and son. He tapped on the first thumbnail and immediately the screen switched to a scene with a middle aged woman sucking the cock of a boy who looked to be about David’s...
When Cindy realized how powerful her sensuality was she exploited it. A real young nymphomaniac. She was able to make and man lust after her 18 year old petite body. Will bob blond hair, green eyes, c-cup and gymnast thin trim body and small frame she perfected seducing men to the point of madness. Her favourite was seducing men who could not have her, like her fathers friends, married guys and teachers. Basically any man who would not say a thing to anybody about fucking their brains out....
IncestWe climbed out of Norma’s car and went in through the front door. Francine, George, Brenda and Marcia were waiting for us in the living room. George stood as we entered, offering me his hand to shake. He had a good grip, and smiled as he told me, “We’re glad to have you in the family, Darrell. Norma and I both appreciate how willing you have been to share bodies with all the women in my life. I know you had a good time yesterday fucking Norma and her mom, and I certainly have missed fucking...
It was early summer and Sam was helping Lucy get ready to move house. They had only been dating for a couple of months, but things were going pretty well. Neither of them had been looking for anything serious but they got on well, shared some genuine affection and had a lot of fun together.Lucy's mum would be arriving soon to begin ferrying her stuff to the new place. They had packed up most of the other rooms, which just left Lucy's room to sort out."So, what needs to be done?" Sam asked,...
BDSMHigh School Secrets By JRD Jimmy and his friend, Elmer, were walking home when they passed the house of David Bender, the school's star quarterback. David was sitting on the front porch with his girl, Amanda, the head cheerleader. Getting close, Elmer asked, "Want to make a break for it?" Before Jimmy could respond, David yelled out, "Hey, boy, get over here." Jimmy sighed. "Naw, indulging David means he protects me from the other bullies at school." Jimmy was an...
I guess we all have them, I certainly did, but you don't realize that others do too until something happens, that many times brings them out into the open. My mother had been sick for quite some time, dad having passed away a few years before so she had pretty much lived alone, though she had many friends that she spent a considerable amount of time with, which I was very grateful for as at the time, I lived a considerable distance away out of state. So I guess depending on how you look at...
Chapter One - NaomiEveryone has dark secrets right? Take Naomi for instance. She’s a bright girl, young, attractive. She’s married to a hardworking man, Buddy. They live in a nice house, on a large ranch, right along the Trinity river in Texas. There’s a horse barn and some cattle. Naomi loves to ride all over their property. Probably the only thing that she doesn’t have is the company of her husband. You see he works in the oilfield and is rarely home. When he does finally make it there, he’s...
Her Dirty Secrets from Her Lover and The Naughty Chef It began as a usual Saturday in the big infamous oval track town, racing capital of the world, home of the black and white checkered flag, the Indianapolis 500. Deanne was extremely tired. She had talked to her friend with benefits, her lover, in NYC through the night. Slowly over a period of about four months, they had been getting to know one another as friends and lovers. It was safe to say they were both pretty much suffering...
The woman in the red dress led me through a labyrinth of hallways, corridors and after an elevator ride, into the secret basement facilities of the Temple far below the surface accessible only through a complicated process of ID verification that made the Blue-Blue-Red Code process look like child’s play. We ended up in a small conference room of sorts with several chairs and a kidney shaped table in the middle. A Sojonit entered and handed the Mother Superior a PDD and said. “Arrangements...
We all have secrets…Elise Fairborough had many! Living at number twelve, Meriwether Way for the last six years she had discovered the very best way to press her husband’s shirts, the perfect stain remover for her white sheepskin rug even the best way to brew coffee in the morning to give it the strongest taste. Yet if one thing Elise had learned above all that she had perfected in the last six years, it was how to keep a secret behind closed doors. ‘Yeah of course just set up the meeting, I...
Going through emails was normally quite tedious when you owned a website. Joseph's website, however, was a niche site that only attracted specific viewers, so the emails he received were very specific, and much more interesting.He scanned the list until he found the one that interested him. It was from Marie, his current client. She confirmed that everything was a 'go' for tomorrow night. Joseph smiled. Marie was a hot and horny one. This was going to be fun.His website catered to husbands or...
BDSMDirty Little Secrets By Couture"Are you done yet Millie?" Victoria called from the living room."Almost finished ma'am." The petite young woman hurriedly loaded the cups in the dishwasher and looked around beneath the sink for the detergent. She was a pretty girl of only twenty four. However, with her hair pulled back in a ponytail, cheeks with a light coat of blush, sky blue eyeshadow, and pink lipstick, she looked nineteen."Hurry, you're embarrassing me in front of my friend.""I'm sorry...
Part 4 I woke up the next morning and groaned deeply as I felt a pair of lips sliding down my morning erection. Even before I was fully awake I was thrusting my hips upwards to meet that willing mouth. “Isn’t your sister good at sucking cock, my little baby!” came the whisper in my ear. My eyes shot open and I would have been panic stricken except for the feeling of a pair of cheeks hollowing against the side of my cock. I looked at my mother lying beside me as her pointed nails took hold of...
IncestDo you have a secret stash? Of course, you fucking do! We all do! Whether you are talking about that ounce of reefer you have stuck behind your bookshelf or all those old VHS porno tapes you are hiding from your mother for some reason, we all have one! Or did have one, until we moved out of our parent’s basement like the big boys we are!Well, Secret Stash also has its own secret stack. So much that it named the premise Secret Stash! The platform has a fuck load of videos available for you to...
Free Porn Tube SitesI woke up Saturday morning from a really hot dream and as usual I had throbbing hardon. I knew Mom and Dad had both gone to work, leaving just me and my sister at home. As I lay in bed thinking about my dream I pulled off my underware and began to masturbate as I looked at some porn magazines enjoying the feeling as I stroked my hard cock. Without warning my bedroom door opened and my sister walked in saying "Hey, what are you going to do today..." then she stopped in her tracks as she saw me...
LADYBOY DIARYby utubeslutforgive the misspellings but inocent words get sensoredby the auto censelessDiaries can be dangerous and have unexpectedconsequences if they fall into the wrong hands.Or the right hands ….Early Spring and that meant a visit from myAunt Becky and my cousin Susie.I loved Susie but she was kinda weird.She had mood swings like she had permanentPMS, very unpredictable.Otherwise she was very sweet.Crazy bitch.The...
Hello Everyone This beautiful experience started some 3 months back in December 2012. I still remember, it was a Saturday morning a weekly off for both me and my spouse. We were getting ready for a boring Parent-Teacher meet at my child’s school. It was this time when I got astrology alert on my cell saying this is a day full of secret affairs. Be cautious or flow with the destiny and I pretty much ignored it thinking its not gonna work with me as usual. It was a start of a vacation and I...
XVI. Buried Secrets. First thing I do on that first day is I take a detour through town to check out this totally demented store where Marcia mentioned she has a job. What kind of a job, I can't quite imagine. From what I can tell, it sounds like something super low-ambition, some not-trying-too-hard menial position that can't possibly pay very much. Given my main reason for showing up here in Hope Crossing, that doesn't bode well for the future of yours truly. You can imagine my...
Goldshire Secrets By: Lyrissa "Come on, humans, do it. Push harder!" The seductive female voice was mixed with grunts, moans and the creaking of a massive bed as three figures were locked in furious intercourse in the cosily furbished room. The woman who had spoken was a very tall and lean purple-skinned elf, with long tapering ears which bobbed up and down as her two partners thrust into her. She had a lovely, natural face with silver-shimmering eyes and long dagger-styled markings...
Dad always said, if anyone could save the world it would be characters like James, fighting the good fight. When I was teenager I read a lot about spies and the world of secrete agents. I would send away getting all the latest spy gadgets that were sold on the back of comics or magazine I happen to be reading at the moment. Most of it was junk of course, but in my mind and with a little imagination those spy gadgets were the best things a young man could have. It was when I turned 16 I...
Table of Contents Prologue Awakening The Contract Investigation Starts On Target A New Investigation Holidays Clean Up Afterwards The titles in use are a chapter, a sub-chapter, and a section. 30 August 2019 version Prologue I’ve never been to Scotland, the UK, or Europe. That’s easy to prove because there are no airline tickets or accommodation bookings in my name anywhere outside of Australia. I’ve never been issued a passport by the Australian Passport Office, contact them and they...
Frank and Janet Stone knew about their son's drinking habits. Greg was 16, old enough to be left alone when his parents left the house, but Frank and Janet realized that, in the last few weeks, there's always some bottle missing when they returned. They were not that worried. They didn't confront Greg, and thought he was simply being a teenager. It's not that they didn't care, but they realized that their only son was simply experimenting some alcohol. Both Frank and Janet had started...
New family secrets My name is ryan and this is my story. When i was fifteen my mother and step father were killed in a car accident. My aunt (my mother's youngest sister) took me in and adopted me. My aunt and uncle were welthy due to them being big time investers. Okay now that you have the rundown of how i got there I feel that i owe it to you to describe my new family. My uncle Derrick is fourty-nine stands about six foot three with salt and pepper hair and looks like he works...
Introduction: And introduction to Jias family and their fun Jias Awakening Ch 4 1/2 : Jessas Story and Family Secrets Authors note: This actually takes place between chapters 4 and 5. She got home from school and threw down her backpack beside the door. Again, no homework that day, so Jessa could relax. Next she stripped off her tshirt and skirt, leaving her wearing nothing but panties. Jessa looked at herself in the mirror, wishing that her boobies would start growing like the other girls in...
I’m hot n sexy since from my c***dhood. Whenever I got the chance, I never missed and made the best use of it. I had many encounters and a few of them are here. This is the first time I am narrating my true secrets, but it feels all good to me to be getting out of it before you all. These are all true ones.First Time in 9th Grade!!The story starts when I was 15 years old and was only in the 9th grade at the time. At the beginning of the year I met a girl and we became instant friends. As the...
Disclaimer: This is not a true story no matter how much I wish it was any scenes or people who reflect real life things is done purely by accident or by chance with that said her is my newest story Deadly Secrets By Ruby Star Prologue My friend Robert Joe has had a very unhappy life. Why has his life been unhappy? Because he feels, and he is correct in that feeling, that his whole life is a lie. The things he does, the way he looks, the way he talks, and even his gender and...
I’m hot n sexy since from my childhood. Whenever I got the chance, I never missed and made the best use of it. I had many encounters and a few of them are here. This is the first time I am narrating my true secrets, but it feels all good to me to be getting out of it before you all. First Time in 9th Grade!! The story starts when I was 18 years old and was only in the 9th grade at the time. At the beginning of the year I met a girl and we became instant friends. As the year went on we flirted...
EroticIntroduction: Part three, as secrets come out and life gets more complicated for Zach Prt. 3 This night just kept getting more and more screwed up as it went on, and to top it all off, when I had my doubts and guilt about the whole situation Ali told me that Sara came home with a hickey on a night that I was not with her… That bitch was cheating on you!? Ali said, seemingly almost more angry than I was. Yeah I think she is. I said quietly. Like for sure? She is for sure cheating on you?...
Big Girls Keep Even Bigger Secrets. Chapter One It was my first day at College, being a freshman at a University filled with a bunch of people I didn’t know had me nervous, especially about my appearance. I woke up an hour earlier than normal, throughout the morning I tried on just about every outfit I owned including the five I just bought for the school year. I like to call myself thick, but that doesn’t fool anyone. I know I am fat and rarely in high school did I catch any attention from...
Moms Sleep Mask Secrets …..I can no longer keep this to myself. Moms who find they can no longer resist the desire to be with their son sexually….this is for you. It may not work for you, but it sure the hell worked for me. I knew all the taboo stuff, but one event changed all that when my son was a young teen.…..I went out to our lawn shed in the back yard to get something, when I opened the door…there stood my son just as he was shooting cum as he jacked off. In a millisecond I didn’t close...
Sensualize SecretsHello everyone, I’m Julie from Sensualize and I’ve decided to start writing a Blog (weekly) to share just a selection of sexy sensual and quite often very funny sexual encounters I have been fortunate enough to experience. Real people’s names have been changed the only name that’s real is mine! Hope you enjoy my very first ‘Sensualize Secrets’The BeginningI met my now husband about 5 years ago, when we first met he was very open about his previous swinging lifestyle (at first,...
Sensualize SecretsHello everyone, I’m Julie from Sensualize and I’ve decided to start writing a Blog (weekly) to share just a selection of sexy sensual and quite often very funny sexual encounters I have been fortunate enough to experience. Real people’s names have been changed the only name that’s real is mine! Hope you enjoy my very first ‘Sensualize Secrets’The BeginningI met my now husband about 5 years ago, when we first met he was very open about his previous swinging lifestyle (at first,...
As she shut the front door of the place she’d called home for nearly five years, she couldn’t help wondering if she’d ever step foot inside again, probably not, Tony, her now ex. had made it quite clear what he thought about her, dyke, lesbo, slut, to name but a few of the things he’d called her, she could understand his hatred of her, after all, she had dropped a bombshell on his cosy, safe life, to leave him was one thing, to leave because she preferred women was another, she’d not intended...
The senator had two secrets. One was his gay hung black lover and the second was his sexy shemale. He had spent a lot of money getting the shemale just how he liked it. The surgery gave her big tits and nipples and a great ass. She had injections in her cock and now had a long very thick cock. She took hormones to have a soft female features in her face. She loved dressing sexy and showing off her big tits and nipples and the senator loved seeing her sexy. The senator loved his lovers with the...