GARDENING AT GRANNY CAROLINES
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January 9, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
“Uncle Steve, are you staying?” Nicholas asked.
“Yes,” I said. “Your mom invited me to stay tonight.”
“Will you tuck me in?”
I glanced over to Bethany who nodded.
“Of course!” I said, getting up.
He kissed and hugged his mom, then I took him to his room, and helped him into bed. At his request I read Ten Apples Up On Top to him. When I finished the book, I kissed his forehead, turned off the light, and then went back to the living room. I sat down on the couch next to Bethany who cuddled close.
“How are you doing?” I asked.
“Good. I’m busy, which is a good thing and a bad thing.”
“I can imagine.”
“The University asked me to do a series of seminars on ‘date rape’ and sexual assault. I’ll do two each quarter for the rest of the year, and then we’ll reevaluate.”
“That’s cool,” I said.
“Did Jason leave today?”
“Yes. Abbie was pretty bummed, but she’ll go see him in March. That’s when they race in Atlanta, so Jason can go home for the night.”
“Have you heard from Michelle?”
“Every three to four weeks or so I get a postcard that says basically the same thing - that’s she’s doing fine, that she’s praying for me, and that I should continue to pray for her.”
“You won’t see her when you go to Pittsburgh next month?”
“No. I won’t see her until the abbess tells her it’s OK. She told the abbess everything. That’s why she was sent back to ‘put her affairs in order’, so to speak.”
“Were you tempted at all?”
“Tempted? Sure. Was it something I would ever have acted on? No way. I told Michelle it would be a grave sin for me to do that. And I mean that.”
“Because you would take her from her true calling.”
“Yes.”
“What’s going to happen after March 1st?”
I chuckled, “Good question. I don’t think Elyse knows at this point. She’s become much more aggressive in bed.”
“Interesting. She hasn’t really been like that since the apartment.”
“Before Eduardo,” I said. “Maybe she’s just working it out of her system before he gets here.”
“You’re still going to be with her, right?”
“Occasionally. Probably about like you and me. This is what? The fourth time since October?”
“Are you counting?” Bethany smirked.
“If I was counting, I wouldn’t have asked!” I chuckled.
“I have some interesting news.”
“What’s that?”
“I have a date on Friday night. A paramedic.”
“Doctor Jessica approved?” I asked.
Bethany laughed, “Yes. When he asked me out, I told him I’d think about it and talked to Jessica and a couple of nurses. They gave him high marks for being a really nice guy. It doesn’t hurt that he’s good looking and muscular!”
“Never married?”
“Divorced. According to the nurses, his ex couldn’t handle his work schedule. No kids.”
“I know I’m getting WAY ahead of the game, but have you thought about a little brother or sister for Nicholas?”
“I’m not opposed to the idea, but that is way ahead of the game.”
“I wish you the best,” I said.
“Shall we go to bed?”
“You don’t have to ask twice!” I grinned.
“I owe Jessica and Kara a big thanks for tonight!”
“Jess has her period, which means Kara will get hers by tomorrow!”
Bethany laughed, “I don’t think that’s ever stopped you before!”
“No, but it’s a bit messy! And oral sex during a period isn’t my cup of tea.”
“Says the man who will kiss a girl with her mouth full of his cum or shove his tongue into her freshly fucked pussy!”
“I don’t like coconut, caviar, or pâté either. What’s your point?”
Bethany giggled, “Tonight I’m going to give you a fantastic blowjob and a mouthful of your own cum!”
“Maybe I’ll go home,” I chuckled as we climbed into her bed.
“Only if you want to die, Mr. Adams!” she growled. “Slowly and painfully!”
January 13, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
“Steve! You have to see this!” Elyse called out.
I got up from my study and went to the great room.
“What’s up?”
“Mario Lemieux was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma!”
“Oh, shit,” I sighed. “How bad?”
“It’s not clear. They said he’s going to undergo aggressive radiation treatment.”
“Shit. I’ll have to ask Jess about that.”
When Kara and I met Jessica at the hospital, I immediately asked her about it.
“Survival rates are pretty good, and given he’s an athlete in generally good health, I’d say his chances are excellent. He may never play hockey again, though.”
“That would suck,” I said. “But being alive is a bit more important than a hockey career.”
“And a NASCAR career?” she asked.
“Jess, don’t start, please,” I sighed. “You can’t compare the two things.”
I was glad when she dropped the issue and our trio simply walked home hand-in-hand.
January 15, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
“A quiet week? How did THAT happen?” Elyse asked as we walked out of the building on Friday afternoon.
“Other than the news about Lemieux’s cancer, it happens! Have you heard anything from Cindi or Charlie about hiring?”
“Not beyond what was said at Monday’s staff meeting. They’re gathering candidates. I’m hoping we can interview when we go to Pittsburgh and then out west.”
“Still planning to travel with me?”
“Absolutely!” she said with a huge smile.
We got into my car for the drive home. We’d taken to carpooling most days, unless I had someplace to go after work which wasn’t very often.
“Even the first Rap Session last Sunday was quiet. They seem to be dying out.”
“Every year they’re great for the first semester, but not so great the second. Michelle made a huge difference because she brought such a different perspective. I still haven’t figured out the best approach.”
“Getting naked seemed to really kick things into gear.”
I laughed, “It did, but I’m not sure we can pull that same stunt twice, especially given that about two thirds of the kids were here for that last time. And don’t forget Samantha isn’t eighteen until April, which could present a problem.”
“I’d say unless we figure something out, kids will stop showing up.”
I sighed, “I think you’re right. I’ll have to keep thinking about it. Have you figured out what to do after March 1st?”
“No. I figure Eduardo needs to get settled in a place, get his bearings in the office, and then we’ll figure it out. You don’t have a problem with him spending time at the house, do you?”
“I’m the wrong man in your life to ask THAT question of. I think two young men have opinions far more important than mine!”
“I am totally not sure how Matthew and Michael are going to respond.”
“I can’t provide any insight to that one. Our little guys don’t really pay much attention to who I sleep with and when. Not like Jesse and Birgit.”
“NOBODY is like Birgit!” Elyse laughed. “I think she has a notebook!”
“I’ve called her the ‘Neighborhood Watch’ a few times,” I chuckled. “She’s the only one of the kids that knows about Michelle and me.”
“So what do you think?”
“I think you invite Eduardo to the house to meet everyone, but I wouldn’t invite him to spend the night, at least at first. You go out with your friends on Friday nights sometimes, and the kids are in bed when you get home, so I don’t think they’d really notice if you stayed over at his place if you wanted to.”
Elyse shook her head, “No, I shouldn’t do that until I can tell the boys. I THINK they’ll be OK with it. I just have to make sure they know I’m not trying to replace you.”
“Catch Matthew on a day when I’ve taken away his SEGA and you might get a different answer on whether that would be a good thing or not!”
“That doesn’t happen all that often! I suppose I’ll start by inviting him to our Saturday family dinners. I assume he’s welcome at breakfast and Guys’ Night?”
“Definitely. Eduardo and I always got along really well.”
“And you’re OK with this? Really OK?”
“This was what we expected to happen all along after we had Matthew and Michael. We just didn’t know it would be Eduardo!”
“As long as you’re OK with it.”
“I am,” I said. “You have to do what makes you happy. I’ve had almost three bonus years that I didn’t expect!”
Elyse laughed, “That’s how I see it, too! And now that you’ve agreed that the rules don’t apply to me, I suppose I have forty or fifty more years!”
“You think we’ll still be making love when we’re 80?”
“Unless one of us is dead!” Elyse said quite firmly.
January 20, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
“I’m going to turn on the inauguration in the main conference room,” Elyse said.
“Go on. Anyone who wants to watch is welcome to watch if their supervisor agrees. I don’t plan to watch. I’ll read the highlights of Clinton’s speech in the paper tomorrow.”
“Have you ever watched the speech?”
“Reagan in ‘81 and ‘85,” I said. “I know my parents always watched when I was little, but I don’t remember. The first political thing I really remember was Nixon’s resignation speech in ‘74. I was at Marydale when that happened.”
“I wasn’t a news junkie back then.”
“Me either,” I agreed. “Though I prefer my news from the Tribune or The Economist to TV. CNN is OK, but at times it drives me nuts because the reporting is so shallow.”
“That’s the price for basically an eighteen-minute global newscast.”
“Let me know if anything exciting happens. I suspect it won’t.”
“I suspect you’re right.”
January 22, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
“You’re absolutely sure about this?” I asked Samantha after dinner.
“Yes. I want to. It might only be this time and never again, but tonight I want to.”
“OK,” I said.
“Can we use the sauna? And this time without the bikinis?”
“I thought you both were super sexy in those bikinis!”
“We could wear them if you wanted.”
“I will get to see everything, eventually!”
Twenty minutes later, Samantha, Ellie, and I were sitting close together in the sauna wearing bathing suits.
“Are Mary and Liz going to be here tomorrow?” I asked.
“Why?” Samantha giggled. “Aren’t the two of us enough for you?”
“You know,” I chuckled, “one of these days, I’m going to do the same thing I’ve done to Elyse and call you on that!”
“You wouldn’t dare!” Samantha teased.
“Try, me, little girl!” I said with a big grin.
“You’d actually do something like that?” Ellie asked.
“Four girls? Back when I was your age, I did it a few times, and the girls even did stuff with each other. On my twentieth birthday, I had five girls, but they were one after the other and I was only in bed with one at a time.”
“Did stuff with each other?” Ellie asked.
“Yes.”
“Seriously?”
“Ellie,” I said gently. “Jesse’s moms are married to each other. Think about that!”
“Oh!” she gasped. “I uh, never thought about it! They teach us that it’s a terrible sin!”
“Yeah, well, I happen to disagree. So do Jennifer and Josie.”
“Do your wives, uh, you know?”
“Yes. The three of us make love together, in every way. Not like with you and Samantha one at a time.”
“Why?”
“Because we all love each other,” I said.
“They like girls?”
“No, they love each other. They don’t want to be with other girls. Or other guys.”
“But they’re obviously OK with you being with other girls.”
“Yes. The three of us talked about all of this before we got married. Just like I talked it all through with Samantha before she and I were together the first time, and like Samantha and I talked to you. So long as everyone understands, and everyone agrees, then whatever people want to do is OK.”
“Anything?”
“Anything that’s within the rules you make for yourself or the people you’re with, so long as everyone agrees.”
“So your rules let you be with anyone you want?”
I chuckled, “Not anymore! Samantha reined me in! But even before that, there were people I couldn’t be with. The rules kind of developed over time, but started with nobody who was in a committed relationship. Then nobody at work and later nobody where my wives work. Then as I got older, no girls under the age of consent. And of course, the STD test. Samantha’s rules said I couldn’t flirt with or hit on her friends. And she wants me to limit myself to her, besides the other girls who live here.”
“So that’s why you can’t have Liz or Mary?”
“Yes, but it’s not quite that simple. I’ve been pretty crazy in the past, like I said, and I’m trying to be more controlled.”
“So you really WOULDN’T call Samantha on it!”
I laughed, “I will always hold out the possibility just to keep her in line! So you never know! And I can be just as bad at teasing as she can!”
“He can,” Samantha laughed. “Be careful!”
“Back to the question that you never answered, are your friends coming tomorrow?”
Samantha smirked, “That depends on you, doesn’t it?”
I laughed, “Good one! You keep teasing me about that, so I’ll tell you what. If those two girls show up tomorrow with clean STD tests, I’ll fuck their little brains out! On one condition.”
“What’s that?” Samantha asked, laughing almost as hard as I was.
“That the three of us make love. Together. Tonight.”
“Ewwwww!” both girls exclaimed in unison, each making a face that showed disgust.
“That’s what I thought!” I grinned, putting my arms around both girls.
“Yes, they’ll be here tomorrow,” Samantha said.
When it was time to get out of the sauna, Samantha asked if we could use the whirlpool and I agreed. I filled the tub, adjusted the sauna controls and got in. The girls giggled, stripped off their bikinis and climbed into the swirling water with me. They were both small enough that we could manage with them turned slightly towards me and my arms around them.
When we got out of the tub, we put on robes and went up to Samantha’s room where I made love to the girls, one at a time, and then we snuggled and slept together.
January 23, 1993, Chicago, Illinois
On Saturday morning, I made love to both of them, individually, again, and then we showered and I dressed to head to breakfast with the guys. Howard had a shiny new ensign with him, fresh from the Academy, Brian Frost. He introduced him to everyone, and I let everyone know that in just over a month, Eduardo would join us. A few people remembered him, especially Kurt and Dave, but none of our Navy friends knew him, nor anyone who’d joined our group after he’d left for Wharton.
After breakfast, I drove home, and then my wives and I headed to karate.
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“That’s a good question,” I said. “I think Samantha is trying to adapt herself to being with me.”
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September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
Fizzy energy rippled through my body, I wanted to leave my desk, get out, and just walk. Staring at my screen, flashbacks of last night pestered my restless mind. Aggravated by the industrious silence, constrained by cream walls and utilitarian furniture, I had to escape. Anne-Pierre liked games and last night was her best one yet. Almost two weeks, five encounters, I thought I had the measure of her; then came the sucker punch. Sat in my office chair, weary muscles pleaded for freedom. ...
True"Confession time!" I announced as I passed the bottle of wine my girlfriends and I were working on. "I wanna hear all about your deepest, darkest confessions! Make me forget that bastard that cheated on me!" I knocked back my third glass of wine and reached for the bottle after Nikki passed it back to me. All of the women sitting around the fire started to giggle and point fingers to one another, trying to get someone to confess. "Oh, all right, said Shana. "I'll go but you all have to promise...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
Laundry Room Confessions I can’t keep this a secret for one minute longer! If I don’t spill my guts and confess my saucy secret, I’ll burst for sure. Thank Heavens you are here for me to share my story with!…. It was last fortnight when I was unceremoniously ‘dumped’ by my so-called man of two years. Initially it would be fair to say I was rather upset, after all, nobody likes to be told ‘ Hey, I don’t want to be with you anymore. ‘ To add insult to injury, he didn’t even try and sugar coat...
Laundry Room Confessions I can't keep this a secret for one minute longer! If I don't spill my guts and confess my saucy secret, I'll burst for sure. Thank Heavens you are here for me to share my story with!.... It was last fortnight when I was unceremoniously "dumped" by my so-called man of two years. Initially it would be fair to say I was rather upset, after all, nobody likes to be told " Hey, I don't want to be with you anymore. " To add insult to injury, he didn't even try and sugar coat...
SeductionMarch 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...