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When we returned from Aunt Susan’s, in late August of 1978, we arrived at a house that hadn’t been lived in for almost three months. Our neighbors checked on things for us and watered Mom’s plants, and we had a service to mow the lawn, but other than that, the house sat dormant. So Erin and I, Mom and Dad, engaged in several whirlwind days of cleaning, shopping, and dealing with mundane things.

I suppose the routine was what I needed, but it wasn’t what I wanted. I missed Susan more in those first few days than I thought I could miss anyone. I’d had some time, and some separation, from Gina, Kendall, and Stacy, which had blunted some of my sense of loss. But Susan was still fresh in my memory. While I didn’t exactly mope around the house, I certainly didn’t have a lot of enthusiasm for anything I did.

At first, she mostly talked about how much she missed me, and how much she loved me. As I read them, I thought about how much I missed her as well, and how much I loved her. She also had about a million questions: about me, about what we did after her family left camp, about school, about our house, about just about everything in the world. I guess it must have been hard on her, writing all those letters, without the hope of a reply from me for at least a month.

As soon as I had the chance, I sat down and started writing her a letter. I read through her letters again, and started picking out the questions. When I found one, I’d turn to my own letter, tell her what she’d asked me about, then answer her. I guess I must have been a little bit of a writer even then, because I quickly had sixteen pages of college-rule paper filled with my response.

I told her about what we did after she left, and about how cool Erin was, helping me deal with being a little depressed. I told her that Kendall had been a really good friend, and that I could tell that Kendall really respected her. I didn’t want to talk about Kendall too much, but I did want Gina to know some of the details. I didn’t come right out and write that Kendall liked me but that nothing had happened, but I did try to write about what Kendall and I had talked about—the everyday stuff at least.

I also wrote a lot about my life, ordinary stuff like what my room was like, what our house was like, and stuff like that. Finally, I decided that it was more than enough for a first letter. By the time I was done, I had almost twenty-two pages! Mom helped me hunt down an envelope large enough to mail it in, and we dropped it off at the Post Office. (Neither of us knew how much postage it would take to send it, so we couldn’t just drop it in our mailbox.)

After that first rush of letters, Mom, Erin, and I had a lot to do to get ready for school. We had new clothes to shop for (something I hated, nothing ever fit me well), new shoes to buy, and school supplies to purchase. Those tasks occupied more than a week of our time, and it seemed that every day, the three of us had to head out to a different store. Each day, we’d come home laden with shopping bags.

Finally, the day after Labor Day, school started. I saw friends that I hadn’t seen over the summer, and that was nice, but I also came home with an armload of books and lots of homework! On the first day of school! I could tell that school had started for Gina as well, since I didn’t get a letter from her for almost a week.

She was taking as many Honors classes as she could, and had a lot of homework and reading to do. Most of my classes were just regular classes, but at the end of my freshman year, Mom had talked me into taking an Honors English class. I’d regretted it at the time, but as I started reading and writing for class, I realized that I was enjoying myself.

Things finally settled down into a routine. Gina and I wrote three or four letters a week, fewer when we were both busy, and more when we had some free time. After the rush of emotion and longing in the first few weeks, we quickly started talking about our lives, friends, and school.

Gina eventually admitted to me that she’d told her best friend, Lisa, about everything that had happened over the summer. And I mean everything. I was shocked nearly to the point of apoplexy. It seemed that Lisa had decided that I was a guy worthy of her best friend, so I calmed down a little. Lisa also knew that Gina’s family was nudist, and I guess if she could be trusted with that information, Gina could trust her about us.

I didn’t have a best friend, per se, but there was a group of us who hung out together. Our group was mostly guys who I’d met at the end of eighth grade, when we’d first moved to Atlanta. I spent most of my free time, before school and at lunch, with Scott Anderson, Tony Malone, Scotty Taylor, and Kelly Duchesne.

None of them knew about where our family spent our summer vacations, though I did eventually tell them that I had a girlfriend. When I couldn’t produce Gina for inspection, or any pictures of her, most of the guys decided she was just a figment of my imagination. For a little while, I argued with them about it. But I steadfastly refused to show them any of Gina’s letters, even though they would have easily proven her existence. I guess I didn’t want any of those guys reading what Gina and I had to say to each other.

The funny thing is, I used to think that they were all getting lucky with girls, and that I was the only one who was missing out. After all that I’d learned the previous summer, I started listening to their banter, and I quickly realized that most of them had no clue about girls, much less about sex itself.

The one exception was Scott. He’d had a steady girlfriend since I’d known him, a girl named Shannon Ellsworth. He never talked about what he did with her, and whenever any of the other guys teased him about it, he’d say that he and Shannon hadn’t done anything more than fool around a little.

But as the other guys would talk about their “experiences” with girls, he’d roll his eyes the same times that I did. I wondered why I hadn’t noticed it before. He quickly figured out that I wasn’t buying into the other guys’ bullshit like I had when we were freshmen. Tony, Scotty, and Kelly never noticed, however, that Scott and I didn’t talk much about our experiences with girls. But he knew, and I knew, and we both kept our mouths shut.

Another thing that changed for me was that I discovered I could talk to girls, and that it didn’t make me tongue-tied or nervous. A year before, I’d have been way too shy to do more than shuffle my feet if confronted by a girl. I guess that’s why most of my friends were guys. After all that I’d been through, and all that I’d learned, I guess I realized that girls were mostly as scared and nervous as guys were. And when you know the girl is as nervous as you are, it gets easier to talk to them.

I think another thing that helped was that whenever I talked to a girl, I wasn’t really interested in getting into her pants. I don’t know how, but girls have a kind of Distant Early Warning system to detect guys who’re putting the moves on them, no matter how subtle the guy thinks he’s being. It’s like they can smell desperation or something. I don’t know what it is, but it’s uncanny.

So while I did talk to a lot more girls, I didn’t have a girlfriend. I still masturbated like a fiend, at night and in the mornings, but I wanted to stay faithful to Gina. I couldn’t really explain it, but it’s what felt right. So I wasn’t after any of the girls at school.

The odd thing that I noticed was that at parties, football games, or school dances, I had more girls around me than almost all of my friends put together. I quickly got the idea that several of them would even say yes if I asked them out.

Shannon, Scott’s girlfriend, got me alone one night at a school football game and asked me about it. She wanted to know if I was interested in one of her friends. She hinted pretty strongly that her friend Amy Lassiter might be interested in me. She also dropped hints that a few of her other friends might be interested in me as well, if maybe I didn’t like Amy.

I was more than a little shocked, so I told her about Gina. Shannon asked me where Gina lived, what she was like, how I’d met her, and a dozen other questions. I told her the truth. What I could tell of it, that is. Unlike the guys, Shannon immediately realized that Gina was real, that I was telling the truth, and that I was serious about being faithful.

When the word got out, I figured it would deter most of the girls who might be interested in me. The crazy thing is, it only seemed to make me more of a target for female attention. I was bewildered by the entire phenomenon. I liked the attention, don’t get me wrong, but I really did just want to be friends with the girls that I knew.

Shannon seemed to understand, and so did her friend Amy. Scott had seen the difference in me as well. That, coupled with his girlfriend’s quiet assurance, seemed to settle things between us.

I did think Amy was really cute, though. She was petite, maybe an inch over five feet tall, and waiflike. Her breasts were very small, and she had narrow hips, but she also had a smile that lit up a room, and her hair was a natural honey-blonde. Under other circumstances, I’d have loved to maybe take her to a dance or something, but she understood that the two of us could only be friends.

One of the big changes in my life was because of Scott. His dad flew for the same airline mine did, so he knew what it was like to have a father with a pretty irregular schedule. Scott’s father had been a pilot in the Air Force, and his family had lived in Germany for two years. When they returned to the States, Scott ended up repeating second grade. He was actually a really smart guy; he’d simply been held back because he hadn’t begun school in the US school system. I thought that it was tremendously unfair, but Scott was mostly okay with it. The one thing it did mean was that while the rest of us were fifteen, Scott was sixteen. That meant that he could drive.

The problem was, Shannon’s parents wouldn’t let her car date alone with Scott until she was sixteen. The easy solution was to bring Amy along. Amy didn’t want to be the third wheel, so they quickly recruited me. Amy knew I was serious about Gina, so we went on our double dates as friends. Although I suspected that Amy was subtly trying to lure me away from Gina, she was never overt about it, and we became pretty close friends. For a girl, I guess it’s nice having a guy friend who’s not constantly being a jerk and trying to score. But I also suspected that Amy would happily welcome more from me, if I chose to pursue her.

The other big thing that changed in my life was once again due to Scott. He was on the school wrestling team and he started encouraging me to try out for the squad. The 167-pound wrestler from the year before had been a senior and had graduated; the team needed a guy in that weight class. Scott wrestled in the 145-pound weight class, and there was no way (or so he said) that he could “bulk up” to 167.

I actually weighed 155 pounds, but that weight class had a senior, a junior, and probably at least two freshmen in it. Except for the senior, the other guys were “light” and were working their way up from the 145-pound weight class. So Scott figured I could maybe put on a little muscle and fill the 167-pound bracket. I wasn’t so sure. I was already pretty self-conscious about my weight, and the idea of putting on more weight was not something I relished.

I’d never been much into sports, but after two weeks of his subtle, and sometimes not-so-subtle pressure, I finally relented. I thought I’d try out just to shut Scott up, but I quickly realized that I liked wrestling. The practices for the first week were a major shock, but I liked the wrestling part of them so much that I gritted my teeth and kept with it.

What I discovered I liked almost as much as wrestling itself, much to my surprise, was lifting weights. I wasn’t exactly a 98-pound weakling, but I did have a lot of work to do to get into shape. Wrestling practice began in early November, and we worked out hard. Scott introduced me to most of the rest of the guys on the team, and I quickly found that I liked them. Coach Simmons was a good coach and really looked after us, making sure we practiced hard, but also making sure that we kept up with our schoolwork.

Each day, practice began right after school. On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, we ran laps around the gym to warm up and then worked on wrestling moves: take-downs, reverses, escapes, and a myriad of other moves. After that, we did spins and bridges (put your feet on the ground and arch backwards until you’re supporting yourself with your head and neck, and feet). Finally, we hit the weight room and worked on strength training. One of the older guys, a senior named Bruce Bollinger, who was our Varsity 185-pounder, took me under his wing and showed me how to build different muscle groups.

On Tuesdays and Thursdays, we used rope climbing, jump ropes, and the peg board (it’s hard to describe one of these unless you’ve seen it, but you use the pegs to climb up the wall using only your arms) to warm up before we actually hit the mats. After we worked on whatever moves we were focusing on for the day, we did monkey rolls, partner sit-ups, and a lot of an exercise that involved mostly running in place. Mostly. We’d run hard and then Coach Simmons would blow his whistle and we’d all sprawl (throw your arms and legs straight out and fall on your chest, you’ll get the idea pretty quickly). As soon as we hit the mat, we had to jump back up and start running in place again. After that, we’d do spins and bridges, and then run wind sprints for the length of the gym.

On Saturdays, we all came to school at eleven in the morning and ran laps, and then hit the weight room. Saturdays were only supposed to be two-hour workouts, but I quickly discovered that a number of the guys stayed later, to work on more advanced wrestling moves. Bruce and Scott were both part of that group, and I found myself naturally drawn into their extra practice. Bruce almost always worked out with me, teaching me things that we didn’t cover in regular practice. He was twenty pounds heavier than me and had made it to the State finals the year before, so he was quite a bit more skilled than I was. I worked hard to learn from him, though, and he was a pretty good natural instructor.

Tuesdays and Thursdays nearly killed me for the first month. My body is not built for running, and I hated it. Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays were hard enough, but I always looked forward to the weight room. No matter how tired I was, I attacked the weights with something close to glee. Bruce was astounded that I had so much enthusiasm for lifting, but he cheerfully piled on more weight, spotting me conscientiously and making sure that I didn’t hurt myself. But it was Saturdays that I really lived for. I learned a tremendous amount in that first month of Saturdays, and even though practices began with running laps, I thoroughly enjoyed them.

I wasn’t a great wrestler at first, but I picked things up quickly. Coach Simmons told me that I’d make a fine wrestler if I practiced hard. At first, I think he was saying that because he really did need a wrestler in the 167-pound weight class. But after he saw that I was improving, and that I was serious about wrestling, he began to spend more time with me, teaching me more than just the basics.

There were no other wrestlers on our team who were in the 167-pound weight class, so I was a de facto member of the Varsity team. For our first meet, a tournament hosted by our school for five other schools in the area, I was excited and nervous and a little scared. Coach Simmons talked to me before my first match and tried to settle me down, but I was too high on adrenaline, and he knew it. He smiled at me reassuringly, straightened my headgear, and sent me into the ring for my first official match.

Scott and Bruce were both on the benches to the side of the mat, and I saw Shannon and Amy in the stands watching me. Both my mom and dad had come to the school gym to see me wrestle, and Erin was there as well. Even though she made a big show of not wanting to come, I think she was almost as excited as I was.

I was wrestling a junior from our rival high school. His name was Emmett Carstairs, and I’ll never forget him. When the referee blew the whistle for us to begin, I didn’t know what hit me. I literally spent the next two minutes—an eternity when you’re in a wrestling ring, trust me—fighting for my very life. It seemed like I spent the entire round staring at the lights on the gym ceiling, straining and grunting and trying to escape from the eight-armed monster that seemed to be everywhere at once.

I’m sure the crowd was as noisy as it had been for any of the other matches I’d watched, but I heard three and only three things: the referee as he called out points for Emmett; Coach Simmons as he yelled encouragement and move suggestions; and Emmett, that arrogant prick, as he told me what he was going to do to me next, and then as he gloated when he did it. It was only because I recognized half the things he told me he was going to do to me that I survived as long as I did. When he told me he was going to do something, and I didn’t recognize the move, I knew I was in trouble.

Midway through the second round, Emmett tired of toying with me. He locked me into a cradle—a nifty little hold where he tried to introduce my kneecap to my forehead—put his knee in the small of my back to hold me in place, and neatly rolled me onto my shoulders. A three-count later, the referee slapped the mat and blew his whistle.

In retrospect, I’m actually profoundly happy that Emmett finally pinned me. They don’t record the points if the match is decided by a pin, and I didn’t particularly want my first official match to be recorded as a 13–0 loss. Except for the initial take-down points, Emmett got all the rest of them from near-falls. Losing by thirteen points would’ve meant I really, really lost the match. I had that little gem in my memory, did I really need it in the official scorebooks as well?

The rest of the two-day tournament went okay for me. I went 2–1 after that first match with Emmett Carstairs. I won one match by a pin, one by points (7–2), and lost one by points (5–6). I discovered two very important things during our first meet. The first was that I needed to work on my strength training. Both Emmett and the other guy I’d lost to had muscled me around the mat. The second thing I learned was that I hated to lose. Hated it. H-A-T-E-D, hated it.

I had always been fairly competitive, but I hadn’t realized how much of a competitive streak I really had. I’d played volleyball at camp, and been on the losing team. But that was losing as a team. I’d played games of cards, or Monopoly, or any number of other games where I had lost, but most of those games involved some element of luck. I couldn’t be lucky all the time, so I had accepted losing.

Wrestling was different. On the wrestling mat, there’s very little luck involved. Nor is there a team to share the blame if you lose your match. Losing a wrestling match meant one and only one thing: I hadn’t been good enough. I could accept that there were better wrestlers than me, and there were a lot of them. But I couldn’t stand losing because of something that I could fix, like being strong enough, skilled enough, or well-conditioned.

When practice resumed on the following Monday, I went about things with a fierce determination. I stayed late and worked out in the weight room, and I even began running an extra lap or two around the gym. Saturday practices, I was almost always one of the last to leave, which meant that I kept Scott late as well, since I rode with him. He began to get a little peeved, and even tried to talk to me about it a few times. When I blew him off, I ended up getting Mom to drive me to and from Saturday practice.

I thought I was doing well. I won my first two Varsity matches after the tournament meet. One was by a pin, and the other was a hard-fought match where I eventually won by points. I could tell that I was getting stronger as well, since Bruce kept adding a little weight with each strength training session. I was dead tired when I got home most nights. After dinner, I’d do my homework and then collapse. I wrote to Gina less, but she seemed to understand that wrestling was important to me.

I kept working out, and practicing, and eventually, things started to fall apart. At the time, I thought things were just fine, that I was doing well. When I got my semester report card, after the Christmas break, my parents were not pleased. I’d been working out and practicing so much that I’d let my schoolwork slide. I’d called Gina a couple of times, but I only took the time to write to her about once a week. I could tell she was getting a little upset about it (okay, maybe a lot upset), but if I wanted to be a good wrestler, I had to be serious about it. But it was my grades that put a match to the powder keg I’d turned my life into.

Coach Simmons called me into his office one day after practice. I’d been winning most of my matches, and I’d even had to start watching my diet to stay below the two-pound-over limit for my 167-pound weight class, so I knew I was putting on muscle. I couldn’t imagine what he was going to tell me, but I never imagined it’d be bad.

“Sit down, son,” he said, as soon as I’d shut the door. When I did, he looked at me seriously. “What in the hell do you think you’re doing?!”

My mouth went dry and I was suddenly at a loss for words.

“Son, I just got a look at your grades for the last six-weeks, and they are the sorriest things I think I’ve seen in a long time.” He picked up a copy of my grades and brandished them in my direction. “One B minus, two Cs, one C minus, and two Ds. What in the hell is this about?”

“Um ... sir?”

“Don’t ‘um, sir’ me, Hughes! The six-weeks before this, you had,” he looked at my grades, “an A, three Bs, a B minus, and a C plus! Son, you’re no good to me if you don’t meet your academic requirements. Do you have an explanation for this?” Once again, he brandished the grades like a weapon.

“Coach ... I’ve been practicing a lot, and working out. And I’ve been winning my matches...” It was feeble, but it was the best I had. I thought it would be enough.

“You’ve been winning your matches?!” He imitated me nearly perfectly. “Son, don’t get me wrong, I like that you’re winning, but I don’t give shit number one about your record if you flunk off the team.”

“Sir?”

“Hughes, have I ever told you to practice more and not pay attention to school?”

“No, sir.”

“Haven’t I always told you that school’s more important than wrestling?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Were you listening when I told you that?!”

“Um ... yes, sir?”

“Well it doesn’t look like it!” He leaned over the desk and almost hit me in the face with my grades. A large vein on his forehead looked like it would burst at any minute. At my terrified look, he calmed down, somewhat. “Jesus Christ and a handbag, son. You’ve got to have balance.”

“Balance, sir?”

“Balance, son. Like a hip toss.”

He looked at me, but I only stared back blankly, completely confused.

“You know you can’t lift the other guy, but you can get him in the air and take him down. You balance him on the point of your hip and you use leverage, son. You know. A hip toss.”

Finally, I understood, sort of. I swallowed hard and nodded, not trusting myself to speak.

“Life is like that, son. You’ve got to have balance, or you’ll never get the guy on the mat. You understand me?”

“I think so, Coach,” I said, swallowing hard and wishing I had some moisture in my mouth.

“You think so?! Listen here. What’s your father do?”

“He’s an airline pilot.”

“And your friend Scott Anderson, if he’s still your friend, that is. What’s his father do?”

“He’s a pilot too, sir.”

“And that girlfriend of yours, what’s her father do?”

“He’s a television producer,” I answered automatically, thinking of Gina. And then I realized that Coach wasn’t talking about Gina. “Oh, you mean Amy?”

“Yeah, cute little slip of a blonde thing. What’s her daddy do?” he asked gruffly.

“He owns his own construction company.”

“Are any of ‘em professional wrestlers?”

“Coach?” I was a little confused, to say the least.

“Are any of your friends’ fathers professional wrestlers?”

“No, sir.”

“I didn’t think so! Hell, son, even I’m not a professional wrestler. I’m a history teacher. The only reason I’m your coach is that I went to Nebraska on a wrestling scholarship. But I got my degree in history.” He started pacing behind his desk, and then fixed me with a steely glare. “My point, Mr. Hughes, in case you missed it...”

Indeed I had.

“My point is that wrestling is a good sport; it’ll teach you a lot of the things you’ll need to be successful in life, but you need an education if you wanna be something someday. And haven’t I always made that clear to you boys?” He glared at me as if daring me to deny the truth.

I nodded quickly.

“Then get your shit together, son. I won’t tell you how to run your life, that’s your business. But I will tell you the results I expect you to achieve if you want to remain a member of this team,” he growled.

At the thought of being kicked off the team, I nearly stopped breathing.

“I expect you to get your grades back to where they used to be. Better, in fact. I expect you to practice as much as anyone else on this team, no more, no less. I expect you to have a little balance, son. Are you willing to meet my expectations?”

I swallowed hard and stared at him wide-eyed. Finally, I nodded.

“Son, I’m proud of you and how much you’ve improved on the mat. I couldn’t ask for a better wrestler. But now you need to make me proud of you as a man. I know you can do it. Now go hit the showers.”

I walked out of Coach Simmons office visibly shaken. When I shut the door behind me, I looked up and saw the last person I’d expected to see. Scott.

“You get your head handed to you?” he asked.

“How’d you know?”

“I had the same talk with him last year. Well, I expect it was the same. I didn’t get my head as far up my ass as you did, but I was pretty intense.”

“Yeah?” I couldn’t imagine Scott intense about anything. He was one of the most laid-back guys I knew.

“Yeah,” he said with assurance. “But having Coach hand you your head on a platter has one extra benefit.”

“It does?” I couldn’t imagine what it could be.

“Yep,” he said, grinning. “It got it out of your ass.”

He laughed all the way to the showers. I didn’t think it was particularly funny, but at least Scott was talking to me again. The rest of the team had already showered and left, so Scott and I pretty much had the place to ourselves while we cleaned up from a hard practice. He gave me a ride home and that was that. I never realized what a good friend Scott was until that moment. I was still incredibly shaken by my conversation with Coach Simmons, but at least I still had Scott.

Gina was another matter entirely. I had really screwed things up with her. I hadn’t written her in two weeks, and the last time she had called, I’d been doing pushups in my room and hadn’t talked to her. Mom knew what was going on, but I guess she had decided that I’d have to learn things the hard way. In a way, I guess that kind of helped me. If she’d simply told me what I was doing wrong, I wouldn’t have listened. Having Gina pissed at me, having my grades take a nosedive, and then having Coach Simmons put things into perspective really drove the point home.

Unfortunately, my parents were still extremely upset, and while I wasn’t really grounded, per se, I was under very close scrutiny. I had a lot of things I had to change in my life, but I really had no idea where to begin. For the first time in many months, I missed Susan. She always seemed to know what to do. This time, however, I’d have to figure things out on my own.

The one bright spot in my whole life was Amy. She had been to all of my wrestling matches, and had still talked to me, even when I blew her off. Once Scott had started talking to me again, the possibility of double dates returned. Unfortunately, my parents wouldn’t let me out of the house after dinner, even on weekends.

I kept up with wrestling practice and my workouts, but I didn’t do all the extra things I’d been doing before. I still stayed for the extra Saturday practices, but that was it. I started paying attention to my classes and homework again, and slowly saw my grades begin to make a comeback. I’d had good grades the first two six-weeks of the fall semester, and I thought I could pull things out if I got good grades all three six-weeks of the spring semester.

I won most of my wrestling matches, too. The only losses were to the State runner-up in my weight class and a blind wrestler from the Georgia School for the Deaf and Blind. (Don’t laugh, the blind guy was one of the best wrestlers I’ve ever gone up against; he knew where I was going before I did, it seemed, because he could feel it.)

Wrestling season ended and our school had a winning record. My personal record was 11–4, and I was pretty happy with it. I would try harder the following year, but I would also keep things balanced. I had put on quite a bit of weight, but I wasn’t much worried about it, since I needed it to stay in my weight bracket. Once I stopped working out six days a week, and shifted to an off-season three times a week, I stopped eating as much. I’d also grown an inch and half since my last birthday, and I was now a touch taller than 5’9”. In retrospect, I realize that my body was taking care of itself nicely. I was still worried about being too pudgy, but with the routine of school, I guess I forgot to worry about it sometimes.

When I got my report card for the first six-weeks of the spring semester, my grades were considerably better. I was back up to an A, two Bs, a B minus, and two Cs. Not great, but an improvement. Mom and Dad talked to me, to make sure that the improvement wasn’t a temporary thing, and let up on some of their restrictions. I guess I should have been happy, but I wasn’t.

I even started writing to Gina again, but things had cooled between us, and I didn’t know how to fix them. We still wrote to each other about once a week, but the letters were shorter, and there seemed to be less of a connection. Once again, I found myself wishing that I could talk to Susan about it. I couldn’t, though, and I felt lost and confused. I couldn’t even talk to Amy about it, but she could see that I was depressed.

In addition, I was a little down about Mom. Despite our night at Susan’s house, and then afterward on our cabin porch, she never gave me any indication that there would be a repeat. I’d been so wrapped up in wrestling and working out (and letting my grades slip), that I hadn’t thought about it much. But as I got some focus, and some balance, I started thinking about her. I guess it was a combination of things that kept anything from happening, but Mom and I never even talked about sex, between us or anyone else.

So I was a little depressed about Gina, and a little confused about Mom. Scott noticed that I wasn’t in the greatest spirits, and started “planning a surprise” for me. I had no idea what he was up to, but Shannon and Amy were clearly in on it.