A revised episode.
Introduction:
In a recent episode of the TV drama, 'Brothers and Sisters', Kitty (Calista Flockhart) and Nora (Sally Field) are attending a charity function to do with raising funds for a cancer cause. Kitty is hiding out in a washroom because her hair has just started to fall out because of chemotherapy she is receiving for her lymphoma. Nora approaches the door and begs her daughter to come out. I have altered the scenario that they have been kidnapped and are being held in my secret location far and away from any prying eyes or attentive ears.
The story starts with Nora calling Kitty.
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More than half an hour had passed since the last of her daughter's whimpering had subsided which was an hour after her screams were at their fiercest. I finally permitted her mother, Nora, to stand outside the unlocked bathroom door where Kitty hid inside. Hid inside from any further abuse from me, their kidnapper and her earlier tormentor.
Nora knocked ever so softly.
'Kitty. Kitty, it's your mother. I want you to come out.'
There was complete silence as we both waited for a response, me in heightened anticipation. Such mother daughter moments were precious and irreplaceable.
Nora knocked slightly louder and faster.
'Kitty, please come out. Come out or I'll come in instead.'
Kitty objected quickly.
'No, Mom, no. Don't come in.'
'Why? Why not sweetheart? Why?'
'Please Mom, please, because, because I don't want you to see me. Not this way. Is he still out there? Is he out there with you? I don't want you to see what he did to me.'
Nora directed her mother's instinctive fury my way.
'You bastard. What did you do to my daughter? How did you make her scream? You filthy bastard. What did you do to her? Why doesn't she want me to see her?'
I was prepared for her anger, for her resistance, in that I had my trusty twenty-two pistol in hand, the one I'd used to kidnap them with several hours earlier and two hundred miles removed. I'd grabbed them in the underground parking garage of a swanky hotel where they were attending a benefit for Lymphoma, a form of cancer with a high survival rate, and they were dressed to the nines in their finest finery. I kept the gun pointed in Nora's general direction, often aiming at her pussy area.
'Nothing she can't live with or without for that matter, and the same goes for you.' I responded to Nora's outrage.
'I have no idea what you're talking about. What are you talking about?'
'Get together with your daughter and you'll see, you'll find out.'
'Kitty. Kitty if you don't come out I'm coming in, so please sweetheart, please honey..'
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After ten seconds we heard a rustle at the door knob as it turned ever so slowly. The door opened at an even greater snail's pace and finally, at last, Kitty emerged from her hidey hole.
Most immediately evident, she was naked from the waist up, her party dress resting all bunched up on her hips and she had her slender arms crossed tightly across her flat chested front. Her delicate shoulders were rounded forward and she was trembling. Her hair was disheveled and many tears stained her cheeks.
Her eyes were pleading and incredibly sad.
She looked like a woman injured.
Nora was incensed.
'You bastard. What have you done to her? Why does she have her dress down like that? You monster, you have no right. What did you do to her?'
Now the thing was, I had just instructed Nora that if I let her see her kid, see Kitty, that she could not run to her to hug nor comfort her and she couldn't even tell her that I was forcing her to behave in such a distant manner. I advised her very specifically if she did, Kitty would pay a horrendous price, so there she stood, merely ten feet from her and could not move forward to embrace nor protect her. It was clear from the trepidation on Kitty's face that she was confused by her mother's apparent lack of willingness for physical contact and union. Her unwillingness to comfort her in her greatest time of need.
Kitty glared at me and began to berate me too.
'How could you? How could you do it to me?'
'What? What?' Nora cried out to Kitty all alarmed. 'Do what to you?'
I stepped back for the moment of truth wanting to take in the whole scene.
As I said, such were priceless, unrepeatable moments between mothers and daughters.
'Mom. Mom, oh God Mom. What he did to me. Mom? God, Mom he, he, God, he cut..'
Nora's face began to go ashen pale white sallow.
'Mom, he cut, he cut, he cut off..'
Kitty opened her arms to reveal..
Nora shrieked at me.
'You ungodly bastard. You sick, sick maniac. My baby. Oh God, my baby girl.'
Now Kitty was thirty-five so she weren't no baby other than in her mother's eyes.
She took a step towards me so I leveled the gun at Kitty's head.
'Try it. Just try anything and the bitch dies. You wanna be responsible for me putting a bullet in her head?'
Nora stopped short of her tracks.
'Mom. Mom, why did he? Why did he cut off one of my nipples? I didn't do anything to him, Mom.'
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It was a question no sane, no loving, mother could ever answer with relevance for her mutilated daughter.
'I don't know. God, Honey, I don't know how he could.'
'But mom, how can I go on? I.. I know my breasts aren't very big but I've never hated myself because of them. They're what God gave me and now, now one of my nipples is gone. What am I supposed to do?'
'You have to go on. You have no choice. You must remain strong and prevail.'
'But Mom, there's more. So much more. I'm a terrible daughter. I've been a terrible daughter and I don't know how I can ever forgive myself. How I can ever make it up to you?'
'No. No. No, Honey, no. No, it's not your fault. No, he's insane, so there's nothing you have to blame yourself for.'
'No Mom, you don't know. You just don't know. You don't know all of it. You don't understand.'
'What? What, baby, what?'
'He's evil. He's a monster. Before he did it to me, he told me he was going to. At least an hour before, he let me know so I could anticipate and be scared. And I prayed so hard but it didn't make any difference to me. Look at me.' (The mutilated woman pressed at her injured breast) 'Look at my breast. Now Mom, why can't I understand? Why did this have to happen to me?' Why did he have to do it to me?'
Nora answered softly, 'I don't know. I don't know honey.' **
And then she turned her vitriol on me. Nora shot her hatred my way like stabbing, firebrand arrows.
'You scum. You degenerate piece of garbage. She's my daughter. She's precious, my precious. How could you? She never harmed you. She's never harmed anyone. How, how in God's earth could you?'
I shrugged my shoulders like the whole matter was funny and I didn't give a shit, flying or otherwise and answered her, 'Why don't you let her finish. Go ahead, Kitty, finish.'
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'But Mom, he, he gave me a choice. He said, said, he said if I cut it off myself, if I did it to myself, he wouldn't hurt you. Mom. I failed. I failed you. I tried. I really did, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't cut my own nipple off.'
'Oh Honey. Oh Sweetheart, of course you couldn't. Of course not. No woman could.'
'But look at me. It's gone anyway. It hurts just as much and looks just as horrible but he said, he said if I didn't do it, he'd cut both your nipples, both of your nipples off.'
Nora shot her fiercest glare at me and I gave her a smug, power-filled look as I pointed the gun at her chest.
I smiled at Nora and nodded my head to affirm Kitty wasn't lying, that she hadn't made it all up.
I then looked at Kitty.
'Tell her. Tell her the rest.'
'Oh Mom. Oh, God Mom, he said other horrible, unimaginable things. Things he said he would do to your vagina too.'
Nora became a little less mother like and more unsteady and afraid for her own physical and sexual identity. It had never occurred to her that I'd torture her vagina and by extrapolation that of her daughter too. She hadn't even thought I'd rape them, in that somehow she'd prevent me from having the opportunity. Y'know, a mother's protective instincts and all directed towards her young one. Her legs were growing wobbly and she feared she was about to faint.
'I have to.. I have to sit down.'
There was a chair (conveniently, since I'd anticipated her reaction) just off to the side.
'Go ahead.' I motioned to her. 'Have a fucking seat if it'll help.'
Nora slumped down to be seated and looked down at the floor for a few moments and then back up at Kitty still standing all guilty and afraid.
'Sweetheart, I'm your mother. I could, I can never be angry at you for something you could not possibly help. You must understand that and accept it. As for him, that monster, no. No he will not.. I won't let him. So don't worry about that.'
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It was so masterfully marvellous and really quite predictable. The main question was, what did Nora think she wouldn't let me do? Didn't she understand I could play Kitty against her just as effectively as I had played her against Kitty. Always and ever threaten to hurt one to get the other one to do something horrible and unthinkable.
Nora was a dunce when it came to motherly daughterly control. And of course about matters of sexual torture and mutilations. She knew nothing of how a tortured woman dies.
I decided to decidedly show her who was boss.
'Mom. Mom, over here. Stand up and take your fucking dress off. Take it off now.'
I pointed the gun at her face.
She looked shocked, like she never expected she'd actually have to strip for me. She was the older, wiser woman who was worthy of respect. She'd never been so humiliated in her life before nor forced into such a degrading unfolding situation.
She had the temerity to resist.
'I will not. I won't take my dress off for you.'
Kitty interjected, 'Mom. Please listen to him. He's made it perfectly clear to me that you'll eventually have to do what he says. That I had to do what he wanted. Mom, I know you don't want to, I don't want you to either, but you'd better do what he says.'
It was two against one and Nora looked confused and hurt.
That her daughter would gang up on her hurt her.
As offended as her sensibilities were, she knew Kitty's hurt went way beyond just the emotional. It dawned on her she'd have to comply but wanted to wring some concessions out of me. She revealed them slowly, layer after intricate layer, or so she thought. To me it was mostly so very simplistic since I'd heard it many times before in different shades and nuances. Many hues of the same color.
'I will take my dress off but I have to do it slowly. It's an Italian designer, one of my favorites and very expensive so I will take it off but carefully. I don't want to damage it.'
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Was she for real? Her fucking daughter was standing there nippleless and she was fussed about her dress. Stupid, arrogant, spoiled rich bitch, indeed if she really was worried about the state of her ladi-da dress, I'd fix it for her.
She continued with another layer of her concerns.
'And.. and I want you to tell me, I need you to tell us both that you were not serious about hurting me. That you only used it to scare Kitty, which you did terribly, horribly, but that was it. The end and that you won't hurt either one of us any more. I need you to promise before I take off my dress.'
I could have acted angry like I was outraged at her demands but what was the need? I'd get everything I wanted out of them eventually so there was no percentage in being a boor other than I could be a right fine one if I wanted to be.
'I'll think about that.' I answered. 'But before you undress which I know you will, so that dress is expensive? Huh? One of your favorites? It sure as hell fits you good. Show off your fucking figure. I love how it pulls across the front, across your tits.'
'Yes. Yes, I already told you that.'
I reached into a drawer in a side table and fetched out an Italian switch-blade knife with an ivory handle. It was from WWII. I showed it to Nora and asked her, 'So what do you think this is?'
She wasn't a hundred percent sure since the blade was folded in.
I snapped it open with the push of a button.
'Oh my God. My God, I can see it's a knife.'
'Indeed it is and isn't it a coincidence, it's from Italy too just like your designer dress. So maybe the two of them should get together.'
I stood up to approach her.
Now Nora's dress was of the finest quality silk, a medium blue and stretched across her bosom in a low gentle curve revealing two inches of her moderate cleavage. The finest feature were its spaghetti straps which made it look like lingerie, which it wasn't. It was an Ungaro original which cost near ten thousand dollars. Spoiled cunt, I'd show her how much respect I had for such decadence.
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Nora stood up defiantly and wanted to back away but I warned her ever so matter-of-factly, 'Stand still. Stay right where you are or I'll cut her other nipple off.'
Both women scrunched their faces up as I arrived at Nora's shoulders. I raised the knife to her face and traced it's sharp point down her neck and over to a thread thin strap. She fully expected me to cut it with a quick flick of my wrist and stood trembling with her breasts jiggling. Fuck was she turning me on. Of course, I surprised her. From a certain angle I was able to slide the blade of the knife inside her dress from just in front of her armpit and I didn't make it go inside her bra which was a strapless variety.
I wiggled the blade inside her dress and then said, 'Oops.'
But nothing had happened.
'Oh pardon me.' I said again. 'Oops.' And with that thrust the knife point out through the fabric covering her bra and gave a hard slice and cut her dress open at the front on one side. It was royally and completely ruined. Ten thousand bucks down the crapper.
Nora jumped back.
'You bastard. You miserable bastard. Why did you have to do that?'
I reached forward into the tear and ripped her dress right off her shoulders. It didn't take much strength and the thin straps snapped.
'Fine that's better. That's the way I wanna see you. So now it's up to you. You gonna take your bra off or do I have to do it for you, with this?' I raised the knife to her again.
'No. No. OK. No. I will. I will. I'll take it off for you. Just give me a minute.'
'Sure, take all the time you want. While you are I'll just check out what's going on with Kitty over here.' I moved in on her daughter.
Nora removed her bra before I ever got the ten feet to her kid.
'Stand up straight. Don't round your shoulders. Stick your fucking tits out like you're proud of them.'
She tried her best and her best not to shake but she kept on jiggling her stuff.
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I addressed her.
'So Kitty told you the deal. She told you how she failed you. How I told her if she'd cut her own nipple off, I wouldn't do it to you. But she failed. My God, how miserably she failed so I suppose it's up to you now.'
She looked at me angry, humiliated and confused.
'What? What are you talking about?'
'It's up to you to chose. Which one? Which one of your nipples comes off? To start?'
Her mouth trembled and her chin quivered and Kitty cried out, 'No. No, please you can't. No please. Don't do any more. I know I failed. I tried as hard as I could but I failed. But don't make my mother pay for it. It's not her fault. It's not even my fault. It's, it's yours for.. Oh, please just don't hurt my mother.'
I sauntered over to Kitty.
'I see. I.. so.. I see. OK, what if I give you a second chance? Huh? A second chance to save your mom? Think you could do better?'
'What? I don't know. What?'
'Sure you do. You have another nipple, at least still. So what if I give you another chance to cut it off and that way your mom gets spared?'
Nora piped up, 'No Kitty. No don't. Don't even think about it. Don't give into his preposterous suggestion. Kitty, Honey, I'm your mom, your mother. It's up to me to protect you. So please, just let me deal with him.'
I went back to the older woman.
'So you wanna deal with me. Huh? What kinda deal do you wanna make?'
'Let me work up the courage and I'll take my clothes off. I'll take all my clothes off for you.'
Did she really think she wouldn't be doing that anyway? Both of them? Still it was a treat to play along with her like her offer had significance and hope.
'No more shit. No shit. No more delaying nor dodging and weaving. You'll co-operate and just..'
'Yes. Yes I will. If you'll just let me have a moment with Kitty, a private moment. I'll do everything you say.'
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What neither woman knew was I had super sensitive microphones hidden in several locations within the room where they were imprisoned and also had a window that looked like a mirror from which I could observe them unknown from a secret adjoining room. Like the set up you see on TV cop shows where a suspect is included in a lineup for a victim to identify. I had a remote control panel which allowed me to activate the mikes and a tape recorder located in the hidden viewing room.
'I suppose I could do that.' I offered as I sidled-up to the right switch and set the equipment going.
'I'll just sit down over here so you can figure it out between yourselves. Take as long as you want.'
Nora sent me a suspicious, unsettled look. Take as long as they wanted, what did that mean? She would have expected impatience from me, like I'd want to get at whatever it was I was proposing to do, but no. Leisurely and relaxed, no hurry no fuss. What were the implications of that?
One of my favorite portions of the sterling book, The Collector, by John Fowles, (highly recommended reading for any true fan of the kidnapping and hold 'em sport) is where Miranda is negotiating for the length of her stay. Where at first she believes a day to be too long and yet eventually settles for four weeks. Not a month mind you which for the story would have been thirty-one days, but absolutely no more than four weeks. It was the same sense that Nora was picking up on. Did 'take as long a you want' really mean they wouldn't be leaving that day or heaven forbid, not any time soon? It unsettled her and even Kitty sensed my generosity of time allotment held deeper sinister meaning.
So I did as I said, moved away from within earshot, and Nora moved close to Kitty. Her motherly instincts overpowered her and she gave her daughter a big, tender hug and consoled her head by stroking her cheek and her hair. She tried to sooth her mind. I guess she'd forgotten my threats about not embracing her, but surely I hadn't. I just didn't say anything about it right then.
I'd let them have almost half an hour and stood up.
'OK. Enough is enough. What have you decided?'
'If I take my dress off, oh God help me, I don't believe I'm saying that, saying it. When I take my dress off, I'll let you do it. I'll let you rape me if you want to but you have to promise not to hurt Kitty anymore. You have to promise.'
Kitty cried out, 'No Mom. No. That's not what we said. No Mom you can't. You can't let him.'
'Kitty, I'm your mother. Just please be quiet and let me handle this.'
'By handle this you mean handle me, I presume?' I interjected.
Nora gave me a more suspicious look.
'No, that's not what I meant. I just meant I don't want Kitty making it any harder for me to stick to my resolve than it already is. That's all I meant.'
'Humph. OK. I guess. So you're going to let me fuck you? I can stick it right up between your sweet legs. Huh? Right into your fucking cunt. Huh? Ram your twat? Suck on your clit?'
'Stop it. Stop talking dirty. You have no idea how difficult this is for me and there's one other thing you have to agree to.'
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'And what would that be?'
'Not in front of Kitty. Not in front of my daughter. You don't get to rape me in front of her.'
I strode over to Kitty.
'What do you think of that? What do you think of your mom's offer?'
'Please. Just please, don't do it. Don't rape her. Can't you see how desperate she is to protect me. She loves me. She really loves me and I love her too. So please, don't hurt her.'
'Tell you what. I'll give it a bit of thought. Take it under advisement as they say. I've got something to do for awhile . I'll let you know when I get back.'
With that I high-tailed it out of their prison room into my secret observation room and got all ensconced to watch them while I played back the contents of their conversation. I really wanted to know how much and what they had been plotting.
As Nora touched her daughter for the very first time since her mutilation she began, 'Oh Kitty, oh sweetheart, let me see your breast. Oh God, how much does it hurt? Can you stand the pain? How can you stand the pain?'
'Mom, I don't know. It's not as bad, not as severe as it was when he first did it, but it still hurts. It hurts a lot. God, Mom, why did he do it to me? Why did he have to?'
'I don't know. I truly don't know. Some men are just so sick that everything normal to us means nothing to them. They just live and operate outside the norms, the bounds of decent human behavior. I don't know, Honey, but he must be crazy.'
'Do you think he's going to kill us? God, Mom, do you?'
'No. No, I'm sure God won't let that happen. I'm sure God will give me the strength and the opportunity to be sure that doesn't happen.'
'I dunno. I'm not sure. Look how he already got us. How he laid in wait and forced us into his van when we weren't even aware of his existence. I don't know, Mom, he's gotten away with a lot already. And even more so, what he did to my breast. Isn't that even so much more horrible?'
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'Yes. Of course it is, yes. Kitty, please tell me. I know it may hurt, it may be more than you want to re-live, but how did he do it? What did her use to, to..'
'To remove my nipple? To cut it off?'
'Yes. What did he use?'
'That's part of what scares me so much about him. He had, no he has, a whole array of medical instruments. Surgical stuff. Like the real thing from hospitals. He says he bought them on the Internet and he used a scalpel to perform what he called a
nipple-ectomy. He joked about it not being a radical mastectomy, and not even a radical nipple-ectomy since he didn't take my areola too. How could he joke about it. How could he mom?'
'Like I said he's crazy and demented and we have to find a way to beat him. We have to find a way to defeat him so we can get away and be free.'
'How? How is that possible? We don't know where we are. It was a long drive, at least two hours. We don't even know if we can get out of this room he has us in.'
'I know. You're right, but we can't just let him abuse us and then kill us. We can't just surrender our bodies to him nor our lives. I think we both know that.'
'Yes. OK. What do you want to do? What do you want to try then?'
'The only thing I can think of and I know it sounds horrendous and impossible, but the only thing we have to use against him is, are our bodies.'
'What? Why? How?'
'We have to trick him into thinking we're going to co-operate with him. That we will be willing participants, even victims, and when the moment is perfect we have to attack him. We have to attack him to kill him. Anything less and I'm sure we'll fail and end up paying for it even worse. We'll have to find the strength and just do it no matter how reprehensible and horrid and foreign it might seem.'
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'After what he's done to me, nothing would please me more. I hate to say it but I want to cut his penis off. I want to smash his testicles since that's what's motivating him to do all this in the first place. I hate him. I despise him. I want to murder him myself. You wouldn't even have to help.'
'No. No, we do it together. He's injured my baby girl. No I want to kill him along with you. So we're agreed on that?'
'Yes. If we can, we'll kill him together.'
'What is your plan? What is your plan, Mom?'
'I'm going to undress for him. I know I'll have to do that. So I'll offer. And you'll have to do the same thing too.'
'I don't know if I can. Even though he's already handled my breasts, and he suckled them too, I don't know if I can offer to take the rest of my clothes off. You know Mom. You know why, about my vagina.'
'Oh baby, I'm so afraid for you. God sweetheart, I wasn't thinking. How could I be so forgetful?'
'It's OK. It's OK Mom, but what am I supposed to do? Do about it?'
(I have to say here, they really engaged my heightened interest. What was the big mystery? What the fuck was with Kitty's Kunt? I liked that, like KK, Kitty's Kunt with a capital K.)
'God, there's nothing you can do. I don't think there is. Why, oh why God when you asked for the reconstructive surgery didn't I listen to you. Yes, it's how God made you, but I should have listened to your concerns but I guess I felt it wasn't urgent and any time you wanted to we could arrange to have it done. God, I'm sorry. God, I'm so sorry Kitty, now you're going to have to deal with him looking at you, leering at it and..'
'Oh God, Mom, what if he want's to cut it off too? What will I do then?'
'I don't think he would. I don't think he could. I don't know. I truly don't know what to say.'
'I.. I didn't want to say. I really felt I couldn't, but you could be wrong.'
'No. Why? What makes you say that?'
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'No, it's what he said to me. What he said when he was trying to convince me, trying to force me to cut my own nipple off, what he said besides if I didn't, he'd cut both yours off. What he said about hurting your vagina.'
'Kitty, you have to tell me. You have to tell your mother. I need to know so I have a truer, the truest picture possible of what we're dealing with in him. So I know how hard I have to fight back to defeat him.'
'If you can..' Kitty replied softly.
'Don't think like that. Don't say it either. Of course we're going to triumph over him. I know God won't let us lose to him, so please, please Honey tell me. What else did he say?'
'I can't. I can't repeat it. It's too horrible and disgusting. It's completely inhuman and shows such horrid disrespect for a woman's body. Oh Mom, please Mom, don't make me say.'
Nora took Kitty's face in her hands, at that point, I could easily see it from where I sat off in the distance and gave her her most sincere and serious motherly but stern look.
'Tell me. Just tell me now. You must.'
'Mom. OK, Mom, but I think I might be sick. I think I might throw up as I utter the words. I don't know if I can keep it all inside, I'm so scared when I think of it and my own vagina.'
'What.. what exactly did he say?'
'He said if I didn't cut my nipples..'
'Yes I know it was about that. What did he say about me more?'
'He said he would hurt your vagina. He said he would tie you down with your legs spread and he'd torture you between them. Mom, Mom, he said he would cut your labia, he would use the scalpels on them and oh God, heaven forbid, he said he would puncture and then burn your clitoris. Burn your clitoris, Mom. How could you ever stand that?'
Nora sounded audibly shaken.
'Any more? Anything else?'
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'Yes. Yes, the worst part of all. He said he has a number of speculums, y'know what the doctors use for internal examinations to open the passage. He said he would insert one into you and, oh God, he would violate your cervix. He said he'd concentrate on torturing your cervix. Oh God, how could anyone think to be so cruel and then the last worst thing which I've never heard of nor ever even thought of. He said he'd put a big firecracker into your vagina and blow your cervix into your womb. How could any woman, no matter how strong or determined survive that? Survive all that? How Mom? How?'
'No. No, she couldn't and you know what, I think he knows it. I think he just wanted to talk as dirty and as horrible to you to try to terrorize you into doing something else he knew was impossible. I think it was just an extreme abuse of power and control. Control and power he thinks he has over us, had over you at the time.'
'And I'd agree with you except he did it. He actually did it and if you look closely how he did it, he left a stub of my nipple. He explained to me by not cutting the whole end off, but leaving a fraction, about a quarter, it would be more painful since so many nerve endings would still be left. He even tried to maximize my suffering that way by leaving a trace of it. Like a nipple stump.
(I loved it. Spectacular. Why hadn't I thought of that before? "A nipple stump.")
'OK. OK, give me a minute, please. This is so much to take in. Almost too much to absorb. I don't know if I can, but I have to find an answer and the right one right off. I don't think we'll get a second chance with him.'
'While you are, please tell me what to do about my minora labia. Please, and the way they hang out so far. What am I supposed to do about that part that hangs out of my vagina? I'm sure when he sees it he'll want to torture it too.'
(My eyes grew wide and I ground my teeth. I knew. I fucking knew if she had one of those hangy-out cunt thingy-magigys, I'd be stretching it long and biting it off. I'd done it to two before her already. And it just proved the premise that there was no accounting for, nor predicting, vaginal construction. Some of the sweetest, tidiest females had sloppy cunts too. And I never took Kitty with her flat chested tits to be one of those also. Oh happy day, what a lucky time for me was ahead.)
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'I don't know. God I don't know what to think of anything about him. I don't know what he'll want to do to your minora and, Honey, I have to ask even though I don't want to know.'
'What? What is it?'
'What did he do with your nipple?'
'Oh God, that's another horrible part. I almost forgot. I guess I wanted to shut it out, suppress it. How can one man, one monster, be so completely evil?'
'What did he do with it?'
'First he put it in his mouth like I thought he was going to eat it, almost like a wad of chewing gum and then he took it out and told me to do the same thing. And when I refused he said he'd cut the other one off so I did. Oh God, oh my Jesus, I had my own severed nipple in my mouth. How utterly disgusting and horrid.'
'And then what? What did he do next?'
'He asked me if I wanted to eat it and, of course, I said no so he asked for it back. My God in Heaven, what are we talking about here? We're talking about one of my nipples but I gave it back to him and he thanked me and said it was just as well I wouldn't swallow it since he wanted it as a souvenir of me. He said he already has a whole collection of them and he'd be happy to add mine and then he said about adding yours to.'
Nora muttered, 'God. Oh my God.' Several times in quick succession.
'I told him it wouldn't last very long as a souvenir, like it would spoil and he said he had a method of preserving it in clear, liquid acrylic that when hardened, it, my nipple would always look just as it did when he cut it off me. He seemed so proud of that, like it took special skill or intelligence or something. God, Mom, how can any of this be for real?'
'Yes, I have heard of certain sexual deviants keeping souvenirs of their victims but it was usually pieces, items of under-garments or maybe a lock of hair, never actual sexual body parts. My God, the man is highly demented. My God, he could be the worst. The worst ever.'
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'Do you think he's a psychopath? A sexual deviant psychopath? Do you think that, Mom?'
'I really don't know, but from what you're describing he could be. God, I hope he's not. God, I hope we haven't fallen into the hands of a torturing, mutilating, sexual psychopath because then he's most likely a serial killer too since otherwise he'd've been caught by now.'
'You really think he kills his victims?'
'I don't know.' She paused reflectively. 'I hope not.'
'You think he's gonna kill us?'
'No, I won't let that happen. I already told you he's come to the end of his killing spree line, if that's what he's been up to.'
You might say she was right, not about the end of the line but about what I'd been up to. That would be up to number twenty-two and counting and when their times came, it would make an even two dozen. Not to shabby for not even coming close to being caught.
And the crazy, but delightful, part of pursuing my proclivity was the endless supply of potential victims. I mean they were every where in the most unsafe and insecure of locations and positions. It was a bounty, an inexhaustible supply of female flesh to be rendered.
Take local regional shopping malls, the ones where ninety percent of the staff and customers arrived by car. Many had at least a couple of hundred of stores. Focusing on the staff possibilities first, it was common mall practice that they had to park quite far out from close to the entrance doors to facilitate the paying shoppers and, of course, because of the long walk, most clerks parked still where they could be closest to the entrance nearest to the store they worked in. And of two hundred stores, percentages dictated there would be a small but guaranteed number of female clerks who would be right up my alley. Especially in the women's higher end stores or the trendy boutique type staffed by savvy young women on the way up, or so they thought. It took almost no smarts to wait for them at closing time to jaunt the long haul to where their cars were parked and follow them around and to learn their routines. Then under cover of darkness and bad weather, driving rain was the best, to kidnap them at gunpoint and spirit them away to my secret prison specially constructed to keep them in.
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And some other ones were the female real estate agents. I mean how fucking dumb could they be? They even published little pictures of themselves with their listings and it was easy to scan them to find potential victims and delve further by accessing their web sites. The good looking ones, and there were always a few, why didn't they just run a banner add, - Potential rape victim. Come and get it, come and get me. Here's where I am. I'm asking for it. Cut the cunt out of me.
They might as well have, with the wording of some of their ads.
Yes, indeed, the listings themselves. The catch words and the watch phrases. 'Immediate Possession' and lately 'Bank in Possession' which meant the house was vacant. Was currently unoccupied and what better place to grab an unsuspecting woman than in a house that's guaranteed to be empty. Also, 'secluded, very private, or estate like setting', all indicating a level of privacy and isolation conductive to kidnapping a woman unnoticed.
Then there was the greed factor, ever the almighty lure of the slimy dollar. Find a property that fit the parameters and the targeted woman was the listing agent and as a potential buyer dealing with her, she would get both ends of the commission. I mean let's say a million dollar house, common in many city and even rural areas, and the six percent commission so common, on both ends, was sixty-thousand dollars. What an incentive to ignore the danger signals that she could be being lured to her demise. Another ripe area were seasonal properties. Cottages or camp as some of the upper crust liked to call them and again remoteness and isolation and nobody home all rounded out the feasibility.
Anyhow, enough on my theories and practical applications of victimology. Back on the ranch, er, in the prisoner's pad, the two women had fallen silent.
Kitty looked at Nora really deeply and finally came out with it, out with the unanswerable question.
'Mom, what if we fail? What if we don't succeed in overpowering him or even deterring him? What then? What are we supposed to do? To do then?'
'We'll just have to believe that we will. That's all we can do.'
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'No, but no, Mom. What if we can't. Please answer me. I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm a grown woman. Please don't treat me like a child. I know you're still trying to protect me but look at my breast. You couldn't protect me from that. What if we can't and we know he's going to kill us or he already has killed one of us and the other still lives. What then?'
'You have to believe. I'm asking you to believe that God will take care if us. That He won't let that happen. That her cares for us and loves us and won't let such a horrible fate befall us. You still do believe in God, don't you?'
Kitty hesitated. She scrunched up her face and gave an indication she wasn't so sure anymore.
'Sweet heart, you have to believe. I know you're a good Christian and you believe in Jesus Christ as your personal saviour, so you must not let your faith waver. Is this what's shaking your faith? You don't see that is might be a test? A test for both of us?'
'I understand that Mom. I really do, about God not giving you more than you, than we, can handle but I'm not so sure anymore. I mean not since Dr. Marla.'
'Oh. Oh, I see. Oh. OK, yes, I can understand that. I think I can.'
'But Mom, think about it. I mean you appeared on her programme 'Balance TV' and she was so healthy and vibrant and the aerobics workout you did together, it was really something. Like the fitness part and how two older women could still look so good at your ages, but I mean she was a doctor, is a doctor, and the thing about her breasts. I mean you told me how she confided in you about how important her chest was to her, even though publicly she said otherwise to others, how she claimed her breasts never defined her but how she was terrified and prayed to God she might keep them and yet, a double, a double one. She still had to have a double mastectomy so how much did her prayers matter to God then? And what she said about being 'mindful' about her life. How she paid attention to the smallest of details always watching for a moment that could be a turning point. Weren't we mindful of our lives? I guess not, for this to happen to us.'
'No. No I don't think that's it at all. You can't say this is our faults. It's just, to a large degree, bad luck.'
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'No, but Mom, no. Marla said about luck and chance too. She said about, it's not the luck, good nor bad, but what you do with it. The chances that the circumstances present to you. What possible good chances can what he's done to my breast already and what he's still threatening to do, what good can come from any of that? I just don't know. I just don't see nor even sense any. And that's why I think Dr. Marla is wrong. Her God didn't care about her and she had to sacrifice her beautiful breasts to the devil of cancer. What's spiritual or Godly about that?'
'I know. I see, it might seem that way but she's still alive and remains a vibrant and successful woman.'
'Yes she does. She is, but she has no tits. And like I just said, her precious breasts still had to be sacrificed to her uncaring God so I don't know that I believe anymore. I don't know that I believe God will save or even help us out of this so we shouldn't count on it.'
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'I don't know Kitty. I don't know that it's the same thing.'
'But it is Mom. Don't you see? God didn't intervene, He didn't prevent us from being kidnapped in the first place. Why didn't He keep this from happening at all?'
'I don't know. How can I know? I only know we have to find a way to defeat him and the only realistic one is to use our bodies to fool him into thinking we're going to co-operate, no, into thinking we want to participate to show him what a pleasurable time we can allow him to have and then do it. Kill him. Execute him. That's what we have to do. Oh, look. He's coming back. I'll have to lead off with our plan.'
It had been over twenty-five minutes so I'd been really generous allowing them so much time to commiserate and to plot. Of course, I knew I was going to be able to play back every one of their secret words so wasn't in a hurry to stifle them. But my crotch was getting itchy for some pussy so it told me to get on back in to deal with them.
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I fairly skipped back in to join them. I mean there's no more exhilarating nor satisfying thrill than the anticipation, the knowing, that I was going to eat and beat a beautiful woman's cunt. They were in there and I was joining them for some serious vaginal mayhem. Of the two, I suppose Kitty was the more beautiful, but Nora had a quiet strength and presence about her, a dignity, that made her even more appealing, like she'd be a tougher broad to break. The differences in the degrees of satisfaction I'd exact from each women were so miniscule I suppose they were insignificant but I decided to really go for Nora. I wanted to lay a beating on her and see how hard she'd fight me back.
'So ladies, what's up? What have you decided? I gave you lots of time, more than I expected, so I'm sure you've worked something out. Right?'
I strutted right up to Nora.
She could sense the aggression, the focus in my demeanor.
'You're gonna take your dress off? Right? Huh? Just like I was saying before?'
'Yes I told you I would but only if you promise. Just like I was saying before too, you don't rape me in front of Kitty. You don't make my daughter watch.'
'What if I rape her in front of you instead? How would that be?'
'No. No, of course not. You know that wouldn't be acceptable.'
'So look, I don't give a shit which one of you it is. My cock's got a real itch and if it doesn't feel some pussy lips around it soon, real soon, I'm gonna get mean. Really mean. Understand? And I'm sure Kitty will be tighter than you.'
I stepped towards the younger, trembling woman.
'No. No. OK, no. Look. Look, I'm taking my dress off. Leave her alone. Look.'
She wriggled out of her party dress and let it fall to the floor around her ankles. Normally she would have treated it like
spun-gold but since it was already ruined from my knife cut across the bust she didn't care that she stepped on it.
Her bra was a marvel. Even though it was strapless, it was thin and near see-through. Her nipples were normal with tight, hard, encircling little areolas. Nothing puffy about her nerps. Her panties were the rest of a matched set. Again, near see-through and very light, feminine pink. She didn't shave herself but still her bush was tidy and trim just like the rest of her was.
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She was so focused on me not attacking Kitty anymore that she'd forgotten to cry or even tremble but when I left off confronting Kitty to attend to Nora's display, she became more scared and self-conscious about her near nakedness and vulnerability. She tried her best to look brave and strong, even defiant, but her lower lip and chin quivered and were giving her fears away.
I moved to within five feet of her and stood like a vision of authority looking her up and down and up.
'Not fucking bad. Not fucking bad at all. How old are you anyway? I mean you're her fucking mother and she's gotta be forty-five.' I motioned to Kitty.
(Calista Flockhart, born Nov. 11, 1964.)
The thing was I already knew she was over sixty but could easily pass for forty-five too.
(Sally Field, born Nov. 6, 1946.)
Nora's face contorted more.
'I'm old enough to know you shouldn't be doing this and you are too. That you have no right and that you should leave us alone.'
'Dressed like that, or undressed like that, you think I'm gonna leave you alone? Get real.'
Her face contorted and quivered more and her eye lids batted rapidly.
I decided to tease her.
'What is it? What is it? What are you crying for?'
'I'm not crying.' She protested with a quavering voice that caught in her throat.
'Maybe not yet but you're pretty fucking close to tears. Right?'
She calmed herself and sucked in a deep breath of courage (and foolishness) to inform me, 'I'm not going to let you make me cry. I won't. I'm scared. I've never done this before.'
'What? Stood in front of a man in your underwear?'
'No. No, not that. Of course I've done that before. I've just never been forced to before. That's why I'm scared. Surely you can understand and accept that.'
'So what if I do? What difference is it supposed to make?'
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She gave me a plaintive, sad look.
'The difference that you see me as a person and understand me as a human being, both of us, and you don't do anymore horrible things to us. That's what I want you to see.'
'Y'know what I'd rather see? I'd rather see your nipples out so take off your bra.'
Nora was catching on.
She gave me a shape, piercing look but took the bra off right away. She new it didn't hide anything anyway.
I groaned.
'Oh fuck. What, you about a thirty-four C? Huh?'
She simply glared at me.
'Give me your bra. Hand it to me.'
I was only five feet away in front of her.
She extended her hand tentatively and I accepted the garment and looked at the label inside.
'Right. Fucking on right. I got it right. Says thirty-four C here. Damn I'm good. I really know my tit sizes.' I paused to gloat at her. 'How come she's so flat when you've got so much body to your tits? You sure she's your daughter? Maybe she's adopted.'
'Go to Hell. Stop being so mean and insensitive, disgusting. Go to Hell.'
'Maybe when I compare cunts, maybe then I see the similarity. Right?'
Of course Nora had no way of knowing I'd heard Kitty lamenting her hangy-out minora labia and Nora clearly didn't have the same, not that I could make out through the sheer, stretchy fabric at her panties' crotch. So that would prove to be a bigger hoot and difference to be exploited.
'Anyway, so you're almost there. Give me your panties.'
She had maintained a facade of strength and dignity, believing the woman in her, the femininity in her soul, would carry her through but she could not surrender the last vestige of protection covering her intimacy. Her vagina belonged to her and she could not surrender it without some level of protest. She could not surrender it at all, she then knew, so her plan to seduce me seemed pretty much skuppered and doomed.
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She began to tremble remarkably and her legs jiggled at the inner top thighs. She was near to pissing her panties and I didn't want them soiled.
'You piss yourself and I swear I'll make Kitty lick it up. You understand?'
She scrunched her bladder muscles shut and squeezed her vagina tight.
'Now give me your fucking underwear, the rest of it.'
She swayed and resisted. She was going to lose her balance.
'I can't. I can't. I just can't. I'm sorry. I can't.'
'You're sorry? Really? If you don't, it's her that'll be sorry.You want her to lose another nipple? Or worse? You want me to cut her vagina? Maybe even burn it?'
'No. God, no. No don't. Don't make me. Don't threaten her to make me. Please. Don't. Just leave us alone.'
I decided to change the topic while keeping on the subject.
'Did she, did Kitty ever tell you how she came to lose her nipple? The one that's gone? The one that got away? Did she?'
I knew she hadn't.
Nora shook her head and looked even more fearful.
She didn't want to hear any account.
'Well maybe I should tell you. It's quite a story and maybe it'll help you to co-operate better, so let's see. Let's see if I can go back an hour or two.'
Nora twisted her face and Kitty contorted hers.
'Y'know that compared to you, she's a mouthy bitch. She's a know-it-all. She thinks she knows it all. Isn't that right, Kitty?' I called out to her.
'You bastard. You miserable miscreant. What's wrong with you? It's bad enough what you did to me, you did already, stop tormenting my mother with it. Stop it you misfit creep.'
'Geeze, I must say, you're getting better at the name calling. You've almost got it down to an art but not a science. Better leave the really detailed stuff to me.'
It sort of went over her head that I considered her an amateur.
I addressed Nora again.
'Y'now if she'd've kept her fucking mouth shut, just like now she didn't, checked, kept her attitudes in check, she'd still have her nipple. Dumb feminist cunt of a daughter you have.'
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'I taught her to be strong. I taught her to stand up for herself.'
Nora defied me with her assertions.
'That you did and that you did well, the way you taught her. Too bad you didn't teach her to be sensible and pragmatic. Y'know, when to be flexible.'
'Everything I could, I taught her the best I could. I did my best as her mother.'
'Yeah, whatever. So you know I separated you two when I got you here. You already know that. So I took Kitty off into another room, a bedroom actually, and the moment she saw the bed she got uppity, all uppity. If I recall she said something like, "If you think you're getting me on there, you're crazy." Yeah, that's exactly what she said, "If you think I'm getting on that bed with you, you're crazy." So I suggested she should give her attitude a second thought, like an adjustment and she suggested I should live in Hell which wasn't very charitable since I hadn't done anything to her, at least not yet or then.'
'You hadn't done anything?' Kitty piped up. 'You'd kidnapped us and brought us here against our wills and you say you hadn't done anything? You're deluded. You're sick.'
'Enough from the peanut gallery unless you want to finish the story. Do you? Do you Kitty?'
She shook her head, no.
'Didn't think so, so don't interrupt again or you'll have to.'
I was sure she muttered, 'You can't make me' and something about a pig's eye but I let it pass. I'd deal with her severely later. I just knew she was in for a minora labia-ectomy and Nora was going to assist. Man could I fantasize their screams in my mind.
'So anyway, you wouldn't believe how she slagged me, how she starts in on me. I mean you'd think she was a fucking lawyer or something like the Ally McBeal bitch on TV, so I says to her put a lid on it or I'd cut her tit off. That was before I saw how little she had. Fucking pancake tits. There's hardly a decent meal there. So anyway I tells her to strip and she's even worse than you. She don't want me to see her twat. I can't imagine why. I mean she's a good looking woman so she's going to have a good looking cunt. Right?'
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Nora looked at me dumbfounded.
'Right?' I repeated.
She nodded and said, 'Yes. OK. Right.'
'Anything I should know about her vagina? Anything you want to tell me?'
Nora's eyes grew narrow with suspicion and calculation. How could my question be so pointed without prior direction? Something smelled fishy and it wasn't their humid cunts.
'Go to Hell, you despicable bastard. Go straight to Hell.'
'I'll take that as a no, then. I hope you're not lying to me. Y'know, like lying by ommission.'
She felt she should say something but how does a mother describe her daughter's sloppy, untidy cunt to a murdering, mutilating rapist. Where would she start? What would she say?'
Nora took my inference seriously, my verbal threat to heart.
She believed I was a misfit of my word.
'Kitty's vagina is unusual and it's my fault.' She blurted out.
'Mom. No, Mom, don't.' Kitty cried out.
'Really? How so?' I asked Nora like I had no idea.
'I'm sure you're going to find out anyway from the way you're behaving, from how you're treating us, so I'll tell you. I'll tell you. I have to tell you.'
'Mmooomm. Mmooomm, don't. Please don't.'
'It's alright sweetheart. Mother knows best. Her minora labia protrude from her majora labia.'
I gave my head a shake.
She'd actually said it.
Fuck was I in control.
'Oh shit, Mom. No shit. You almost made me spunk my pants. You mean she has an outie, like with shit hanging out between her lips?'
'I mean she's formed differently than some women. She's formed differently than me.'
'And you're sure, as I said, she's your daughter?'
'Of course, I gave birth to her. Of course I am.'
'OK, good on you for honesty. We'll have to see about that later. So back to how Kitty lost her nip tip. I didn't take it all, y'know. I don't know if you saw that. Did you?'
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'I saw it. I noticed it.'
'Y'know why? Why I didn't take it all?'
Nora's face twisted in fury and hatred. She remembered what Kitty had told her and it was the ultimate in despicable as far as she was concerned. She would not offer an answer.
Of course I knew she knew so I gave her an inspired, superior look.
'OK, never mind. I can see you're upset.'
'Since when did that matter to you? Huh? Since when?'
I looked at her like she was no more than a bug to be squished or a cunt-roach to be hammered.
'Fuck you. So like I was saying, like Kitty ditty, she sees the bed and says, no way. No way on the bed, so I tells her either on the bed or on the floor. I didn't care which where. So you know what she says next? No, of course you don't. Well she lies to me, isn't that right miss high and mighty liar Kitty? Tell you mom what you lied to me.'
Kitty locked eyes with me and could tell I was dead, as in murder, serious.
'Mom, I told him I had my period. That's what I said to him.'
'Fucking lied about it, didn't you? Said you were on the rag when you weren't. That's the oldest, dumbest trick in the book that a woman often uses when she's about to be raped and wanna know another? AIDS. They fucking claim their twats are infected with AIDS and you know how I respond to that?'
They both looked non-plussed.
'I offer to burn it out of them. To burn the fucking AIDS right out of their cunts and you never seen a faster cure. I mean, oops, all of a sudden the disease has gone, disappeared in a poof like a lie being untold. HIV positive shit. Of course that doesn't stop me from still burning them later, roasting their fucking cervixes as retribution for them lying to me. So what do you think? Kitty, should you look forward to that? What do you thing Mother superior Nora? Should I burn the pussy out of your baby, for lying?'
Nora trembled and tried to measure her response.
'Please, you have to stop. You must stop. None of this is right so you have to..'
'Cease and desist?' Is that how they say it on the cop shows?' I taunted her.
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'Please. Please. Just stop.'
'Yeah. OK. So anyway back to how Kitty lost the end of her bud. I'm getting pretty horny seeing her shivering there so close to the edge of the bed and my pecker can imagine grinding away inside of her. I mean I really wanted to split her labia. I took her by the arm to force her onto the mattress and Kitty twisted violently and managed to elbow me in the gut. I mean she got super strong and winded me. She went to bolt for the door but it was bolted so she had nowhere to run to. She really thought I was mad. I guess I certainly looked it but it was all an act. I fucking love it when a bitch fights and Kitty wanted to prove she could out-wrestle or perhaps out-box me. Well.. Fucking well.. Tell her Kitty. Tell her what happened next.'
Kitty raised her cheeky chin at me and her jaw trembled. She remembered only too well but had no intention of repeating it to her mom who was watching her daughter with dismay and pity.
She got stupidly spunky.
'Go to Hell. You know what you did. Go to Hell you miserable little excuse for a worm.'
'Come on. That's not nice. Not nice at all. Fucking tell her.'
'Go to Hell.' Kitty persisted.
'Fine. Fine, I'll show Nora, I'll show your mom what happened instead.'
I moved in on the older woman.
'No. No. OK, no. Don't. OK, I'll tell.'
'Thought you might.' I gloated back to her. Actually gloated back to them both.
'Mom. Mom, I made such a mistake. I thought he was really mad. It seemed like he was so I was even more scared but I was angry too. Why hadn't I seen that the door, bedroom door, was bolted and that I couldn't run to escape. I was really disturbed with myself so I tried to keep up the momentum. Y'know, keep up an offensive, an attack, so I ran at him again. He may not look it, but he's very agile. I don't know, maybe he works out or something but as I arrived to clout him again he did a small side-step, like he deeked me and he punched me. He punched me really hard in.. God in.. God he struck my vagina. He punched it. Oh God, he did. And he did it so mean and hard.'
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'Oh Kitty. Oh Kitty sweetheart. Oh my precious. - You miserable bastard. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hope you die. You deserve to die.'
'I'm sure you do and I'm sure you should.' I replied with a smirk and a lilt in my voice. 'So anyway, yeah, she got that right. I planted my fist right into her pussy. Fuck did she fold. Fuck did she ever stagger and collapse and it was nothing to grab her to hoist her onto the bed.'
'You raped her. You raped her? Kitty you didn't tell me he raped you.'
'No, Mom, no, because he didn't. I wish he had instead.'
'Yeah, fucking right she wishes that. So I did follow her onto the bed, bounced onto the mattress already to tear her clothes off and the cunt hadn't learned. Not a fucking thing. She twisted and hoofed me in the goolies. I don't know how she got her feet around so fast and into position for such an accurate shot but she folded me right over again. I mean, Kitty you're a fucking little scraper. Aren't you? Take after your mom here, do you?'
'Go to Hell.'
'Fine. We'll see. We'll find out about that. You a fighter too, Nora? You fight as good as your bitch, arrogant daughter?'
It was a challenge.
Or was it an invitation?
Nora sensed the change in my tone. A change in my attitude, even though it was only slightly perceptible. But she was worried I was gearing up for more and probably greater violence against Kitty so she needed to shut me down and failing that at least to divert me.
'I know who you are. I know what you're doing. My daughter is not a bitch. She is not arrogant. She's never been a bitch and you have no right to degrade her like that. Yes, I'm a fighter. Yes I am. I taught Kitty to stand up for herself. I already told you that. So I taught her how to be strong because I know how to be strong too. You think she was a fighter? I'll show you what it means if I get the chance.'
'What, you want me to give you the chance to fight me?'
Nora looked shocked.
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She hadn't meant that expressly. What she'd meant was if I was careless and she ever got the chance to be free, then she'd show me who knew how to fight and who didn't. But she was fast on her feet and sensed an in.
'You wouldn't fight me. Not fairly. Bullies like you never allow... You wouldn't fight me in a fair contest.'
I eyed her trying to look as suspicious as she was looking suspicious at me.
I'd set many women up for such a contest before and I didn't want Nora getting a whiff that she was being maneuvered into an inescapable boxing-ring corner. That she was on the ropes before she even started.
'You really think you could mount a credible effort? You think you're strong enough to do that?'
'There's only one way you can find out. Right? Only one way you can ever see for sure.'
'Hhmm. Fuck. Hhmm. Interesting. Fucking sounds interesting.'
Kitty cried out. 'Mom. No, Mom. You can't be serious. No. He's evil. God he won't play by any rules of decency. No Mom, you can't.'
'Now you know she's right. I mean if we fight it'll be no holds barred. Nothing's off limits, nothing's off the table or the floor, so to say.'
'Just give me a chance. Give me the chance and I'll show you how much I care about rules of civility. How much I care about my daughter.'
'No Marquis of Queensbury shit for you? Huh?'
'Just let me and I'll show you. You'll see.'
'Y'know I just might take you up on that. Could be interesting. I'll give it some thought. Meanwhile let me finish telling you how Kitty lost the end of her nipple.'
Nora looked disappointed. She thought she had diverted me from the terrible tale but I was ready to begin re-accounting.
'So Kitty hoofed me in the balls, in the goolies, like I said and I had no choice but to buckle over. I mean my balls aren't made of brass, just flesh and lots of blood like any other guy's are. So she sees it as an opportunity to try to escape, to go running out the door but unfortunately for her I'm blocking the way. But that doesn't stop her from trying. She came running at me like a little steam engine with her long legs whirling and crashed into me to knock me to the floor. It doesn't quite work, although almost, as I bang up against the wall. The door's closed and she can't wrench it open. At least I'd had the good sense to lock it. She fires over to a window but it has unbreakable glass in it. The stuff's called Lexan and you can't put a bullet through it. So all the while she's trying to find a way out, I'm getting my act back together and I sucked up the pain in my groin and finally started back after her. I mean we played one helluva game of tag. Didn't we Kitty?'
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Kitty gave me a disgusted grunt.
'Isn't that right, Kitty? We played a decent game of tag?'
'If you say so. I wasn't playing. Only you were playing so if that counts I guess you could say you're right. You're still stupid and a monster and I hate you even more. You're not going to fight with my mother. If you're going to fight with anyone, it's going to be me.'
'Maybe the two of you? Maybe I should fight with the two of you at once?'
They could not hide their hope.
They could not conceal the prospect of their good fortune.
Whatever else came to be, they had to entice me into fighting the two of them at once.
They exchanged deep glances of intrigue and plotting.
'You'd never do that. You don't have the courage to fight just one of us.' Nora piped in. 'Let alone facing a mother and daughter together. I know you're not that brave. I know you're not that stupid.'
'Geeze, you're giving me an awful lot to think about, but we'll see. We'll see later. So to continue, I finally got my shit back t