How I became my best friends Girlfriend.
Part Four. Alicia and Lilly.
I looked at the young woman in the mirror. She was was wearing a short
silver skirt and a black cold shoulder top. It was a crop top and it
showed a glimpse of flesh between it and the hem of the skirt. Her
shaven legs were shapely and encased in barely black stockings and the
skirt was not so short that it didn't cover up the tops of the
stockings. She was perched on a pair of five inch open toed heels. Her
make up was subtle. Soft pink lipstick, soft shades of brown and gold on
the eyelids a hint of blusher on the cheeks. Her long brown hair hung in
soft bouncing waves around her well made up face.
Even though I was looking at a young woman, I still found it hard to
believe that this young woman, was me. A twenty one year old man called
Alex, though now, my name was Alicia.
A week ago I discovered that my best friend Liam liked to dress as a
woman and called herself Lilly. I discovered that I was attracted to her
and that she was attracted to me. We had oral congress together. To be
blunt, we had given each other blow job.
I was looking forward to seeing Liam again and even keener to see Lilly.
But I was nervous, anxious even. Would Lilly be pleased to see me again,
would she be pleased to see Alicia? We had spoken on the Saturday
evening when he had texted me saying that he was home and he called me
later in the day. The conversation had been trivial at first. He had
told me about his holiday in Cornwall and what he had gotten up to with
his family and how they had had a wonderful time. I had told him of the
fire in the garage where I worked and how I was off work for the time
being, though I was still at college. I told him off the seized up old
engine that I had acquired and my hope of getting it going and fixing it
up. I also told him about the plans I had for fixing up old and broken
computers and how I had decided to make use of the basement come bomb
shelter for the purpose. And of course, we were eager to see each other
again.
We made an arrangement for the following Monday to meet up again. We
were to meet at my house for twelve o'clock. And then our conversation
turned to the elephant in the room.
"Would you like to see me, or would you like to see Lilly?" he asked. I
could not answer straight away. Although Danni and I had put a plan in
place for a visit from Lilly.
"I need to tell you something first."
"Oh?"
I paused for a moment. Better to get it over with, I eventually
continued.
"Danni knows about us, about Lilly and me I mean."
There was silence on the end of the line. Now I did think that Liam
might be annoyed at this news, angry even. That I would be facing an
angry diatribe about betrayal, how could I? Or worse, I would hear the
click of the line as he hung up, cutting me out of his forever, Instead,
I almost heard him shrugging.
"How did she take it?" he asked,
"Oh, she was cool about it. She doesn't care about things like that."
"Hmm," now I could hear him thinking. "If it's any consolation, I
confided in Gillian and Gayle. They wanted details of course but I
didn't tell them everything. They guessed a lot of course, and got a lot
right, but I didn't tell them anything that they didn't already know."
"So they're okay with it?"
"Oh yeah. They're fine about it."
"Are they going to tell anyone else?"
"I could ask you same about Danni," he retorted, now I could sense a
steely tone to his voice. "Though I'm sure that she is sworn to secrecy,
as are Gillian and Gayle."
Now he was making it sound as if it were all top secret, some hush-hush
threat to national security.
"She's promised to keep our secret." I said, careful not tell Liam about
Kelly, Danni's friend who knew part, but not all of the story. I waited
for Liam to carry on the conversation.
"So do you want me to comer over on Monday? Or do you want Lilly to come
over?"
"I'd like to see Lilly again, but it's your choice. I mean, I don't want
you to do anything that you might regret."
"Oh I don't regret a thing. And I don't mind you preferring Lilly
either. So you'll see Lilly on Monday. And we'll see what happens."
"Yes, we will," I said. I hope it does, what I was thinking.
Sunday was a relaxing day. Sam had a small amount of homework that he
had finished by the end of Friday so he mostly got underfoot on Saturday
but Sunday was training so Mum took him to the local sports centre for a
session with the school team so Danni and I had the house to ourselves
for most of the day. I spent the morning tidying and organising the
small workspace in basement and preparing one of the three PC's I had
down there, stripping it down and sorting the good components from the
bad ones, or what I thought were the bad ones.
Frank dropped off the seized up engine just before two. He helped me
into the garage with it and set it up on the workbench. Or rather, the
old table that I laughingly called my workbench. After coffee and a chat
in the kitchen, he left me looking over the small engine for the
reminder of the afternoon.
Sam came home with a limp, he had sprained his ankle practising
penalties. It was bad, but not too bad that he could not attend school
the following day, yet he was to be on the bench for the next game. He
was disappointed, but not sad about it. Dinner was a quarrelsome affair
as Sam wanted burgers and chips and Danni wanted a kebab with a salad. I
was given the deciding vote. Except I wanted Pizza. It ended with each
of us ordering our meals separately from various takeaways. I went bed
tired and happy. But I could not sleep, I was like a child on Christmas
Eve.
"Come on sleepy, it's time to get up," said the police officer. He said
it so suddenly that it jarred me out of the dream I was so deeply
engrossed in.
"What do you mean?" I responded. Only it came out as. "Whayoumea..."
The street I was in dissolved, turning into a room. I went from running
down the street to laying down. I was in bed. The dream dissolved into
reality and Danni was stood over me, shaking my shoulder.
"It's time to get Alicia ready. Come on, get up already."
"I'm up," I grunted. "I'm up."
Danni smiled sweetly.
"Good. Now,we've got a lot to do and not much time to do it. Breakfast
is in the cupboards downstairs," she was already slipping through the
door. "See you down there."
I grabbed my phone, checked the time, It was still early just turned
nine o'clock. I rose and went through my usual routine like a zombie. I
had a pee. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and combed my hair. I
dressed in jeans and a t-shirt and went downstairs. In the kitchen, I
woke up properly with a cup of coffee and two slices of buttered toast.
Danni outlined her plan as I ate breakfast. She had been thinking about
it all evening and had planned it down to the last detail. I was
sceptical at first but as she went on it seemed that she had thought it
through carefully, She had foreseen almost all the problems and had come
up solutions to almost all of them. Since Liam as Lilly would call at
twelve o'clock, Danni said that we did not have much time. But as it was
just turned ten, I felt that there was plenty of time, but what did I
know?
First of all I took a long refreshing shower and I shaved my body clean
of all unfeminine hair and shaving my face twice. After drying myself,
patting instead of rubbing, I applied plenty of moisturiser, making sure
it had a faint floral scent instead of the musky masculine scent that I
usually wore. In the bedroom I donned my gaffe, hiding my male features.
Then I donned the blue lingerie, the underwear given to me by Danni.
First the garter belt which was soon secured around my waist. Next, I
rolled each stocking up each leg and attached them to the belt. Then I
pulled the panties up over my hips until it was a smooth and snug fit.
Finally, I put on the bra, placing the inserts in the cups and pulling
the straps over my shoulders. Danni helped me with the hair extension
and styled my hair and then she helped me with my make up. She applied a
layer of beard cover, followed be a layer of foundation. Then came a
coat of soft pink lipstick, an outline around the eyes, soft shades of
brown and gold on the eyelids and a hint of blusher on the cheeks.
Then came the clothes. I pulled a short silver skirt up over my legs and
fastened it around my waist and placed a black cold shoulder top over my
arms and torso. It was tight around my torso and baggy on my arms. It
was a crop top and it showed a glimpse of flesh between it and the hem
of the skirt. Finally I perched myself on a pair of black five inch open
toed heels. Looking in the mirror I still could not reconcile the image
in the mirror with my self image, that of Alex, a twenty one year old
apprentice mechanic with an interest in fixing computers. Yet I felt
comfortable as Alicia, I felt safe, secure even. It occurred to me that
I needed to invent a past to go along with the image. Despite my
reservations, I smiled at myself. A knock at the door roused me from my
thoughts.
"I'm decent. You can come in," I said. Danni, dressed casually in tight
sweater and a pair of black sports leggings, popped her head around the
door and then came in. She took a long look at me with a huge smile on
her face.
"Oh, you look stunning. I knew that top would suit you," She said, Her
words were sincere, as was the look of joy on her face.
"Thank you," I said. The irresistible urge to dance around the room
surfaced somewhere from deep inside me. I managed to resist it. Almost.
I followed Danni downstairs to the kitchen where two mugs of freshly
brewed coffee were waiting. It had only just turned eleven o'clock as we
took our seats at the kitchen table, I was doubly surprised at the time.
Firstly, I was surprised that getting ready had taken so long, almost an
hour, and that had been with Danni's help. Secondly, it meant that I
would be waiting for Liam for almost an hour.
"So how do you feel?" Danni asked.
"I'm anxious, but not scared. I don't know how Liam will react, how
Lilly will react I mean. It is Lilly coming over after all," I said. "I
guess nervous is how to describe it."
"And how do you feel about being Alicia?"
"I feel good, No, better than good, I feel great. There's just one thing
that bothers me."
"Oh? What's that?"
I could not answer that straight away as I could not put my thoughts and
feelings into proper words or express myself as clearly as I wished.
"I guess it's because I don't know who Alicia is or what her interests
are or... or anything about her," I hung my head and slumped in the
chair. Eventually I looked up at Danni. "I guess that doesn't make much
sense, does it?"
Danni smiled sweetly.
"Oh it makes perfect sense. After all, You've only been Alicia for less
than a week, All you know about her is her name," She then made a show
of turning away, looking in another direction. "And that skirt is too
short for her to be sitting like that."
I realised that I was flashing my underwear with the way I was sitting.
I sat up straight, brought my knees together and clasped my hands
together in my lap.
"Is that better?"
Danni took a close look at me and nodded slowly.
"Yes, that's a lot better, but you're still being a bit formal. You
still need a bit of training."
"Well. We've got at least an hour before Lilly arrives," I said,
glancing up at the clock. "So let's invent a history for Alicia."
"Okay," said Danni. "Tell me about Alicia."
We spent almost an hour making up a history for Alicia, with Danni
asking subtle questions about Alicia's past and me answering her
questions as honestly as I could but altering the answers to fit the
past I was slowly building. At first, I made the answers up, making them
as plausible as possible. Soon, I was basing the answers on my own life.
I had a sister and a brother, so did Alicia, I worked in a garage as an
apprentice mechanic. Alicia worked in the same garage as I did, only she
was training as an accountant. I had gone to the local comprehensive and
I still kept in touch with the friends I had made there. This led Danni
to remark that I needed a uniform to add to the collection I was already
accruing. She would either buy me a new one or find one of her old ones
to hand down to me.
At five minutes to twelve Danni put her plan into action. I was ushered
upstairs to a space on the upstairs landing where I could not be seen,
but could hear whatever was said in the living room, Every house had
such a 'dead spot' Danni told me. I could not deny the existence of this
sweet spot in our home, I had been using it for years. But I was wary of
such spots existing in other homes. In any event I sequestered myself at
the spot at the allotted time and made sure I could see the clock in
Sam's room. The plan was to wait here while Danni answered the door and
let Lilly in. They would sit in the living room and make small talk
before Danni turned the conversation to what Lilly was expecting, Would
she be expecting me or would she hope to meet someone else? Her answer
would determine my subsequent actions. If she hoped to see some one else
then I was to come down and allow Danni to introduce me. If she wanted
Alex to come down then I was to get changed and put Alicia away. Where
would I be when all this was happening? Oh I was upstairs getting ready.
It was a long five minutes. I was anxious about the coming meeting.
Would Lilly arrive on time or would she be late. Would she come at all?
Would she change her mind at the last minute? Would Liam arrive instead?
This and other thoughts raced through my head whilst I was waiting. It
was tense wait. It was a little over five minutes but it felt a lot
longer than that. Eventually the front door bell. Though I was expecting
it, it still startled me. I may have even squealed a little.
"Are you okay?" Danni asked in a low voice.
"I'll tell you later," I answered back. I heard her continue to the
front door. She opened it.
"Oh hello, you must be Lilly. I'm Danni. It's lovely to meet you at
last."
"So where is Alex?" Lilly asked. She had quickly gotten over her shock
at seeing Danni at the door. Having given her coat to Danni so it could
be hung up, she had moved through to the living room where she was
seated and given a cup of coffee. Their discussion was light hearted for
the most part. How had she gotten into crossdressing and who knew about
it. Lilly gave her a short history and of her of her sisters and of her
coming out to her parents. Did she know any other crossdressers, A few,
Lilly admitted. Some had given her advice, others had taken her advice
and they were good friends and she had many others through the internet,
The conversation lasted nearly half an hour, I almost fell asleep at one
point. Then Danni asked the important question.
"So why did you choose Alex?"
"We sort of chose each other. I've been curious about it for a while and
how far I would go if it were to happen," Lilly said.
"So it was an experiment?" Danni asked, a touch of incredulity to her
tone. I almost heard Lilly shrug.
"At first yeah. I think Alex will agree with that. But I began to enjoy
it and I know he did as well. And when we had finished, I began to
develop real feelings for him."
"So this experiment was a success?"
"Oh it was a success alright. But I wouldn't want you to think that's
all it was. Sure that's how is started but it finished with something
real. I have feelings for Alex. I don't know if it's love yet, but
something real happened last Friday and we need to sort it out."
"Hey, I'm not judging you. Whether you love Alex or not is your
business. I know your friendship will survive. I'm just being nosey."
"So, we're still friends?"
"Oh hell yeah. You're a whole other person that I want to goet to know
better. But I still think you need to talk to Alex about this."
The conversation went silent. I guessed my appearance, or rather,
Alicia's appearance was imminent.
"So where is Alex?" Lilly eventually asked.
"Oh, he's upstairs getting ready," Danni said. "There's just one final
thing to clear up."
"Oh?"
"Alex told me that you suggested that he dress as a girl as well. What
did you mean by that?"
There was quiet in the living room for a few moments.
"I suppose it may have been a lesbian fantasy of mine, making out with a
real woman while being dressed as woman myself. But I've been thinking
about Alex being dressed as a woman as well over the last few days. It's
his decision of course, I won't force the issue with him. If he doesn't
want to do it then that's fine."
"But if he did want to dress as a girl, then you'd be okay with that?"
"Oh yes. I crossdress myself so it wouldn't bother me. It would be more
fun in fact, getting to know Alex as a girl."
"I see," Danni said, I heard her getting up from the chair. "I'll see if
Alex is ready."
So Lilly didn't care if was dressed as girl. In fact, it would be fun
for her. Now, I had to see if it was fun for me. I didn't know if fun
was the right word, but I was sort of excited. Danni reached the
landing. She smiled at me.
"Are you ready?" she asked in a low voice. I nodded.
"Then let me introduce you," she said. She turned on the stairs and
prepared to head back down. But I reached out and took her arm, stopping
her.
"Let me," I whispered, Danni looked as if she was about to object, as if
she was going to say something. And then she smiled softly. She took a
step back from the head of the stairs, gesturing me to go down. I paused
for a moment, composed my thoughts and feelings and then headed
downstairs. Halfway down, just before I reached bottom floor, I stopped.
"Lilly?" I called.
"Yes?"
I stepped from the stairs onto the living room.
"Hello. I'm Alicia. It's a pleasure to meet you."
Lilly was wearing a cream summer dress. It had a fifties style to it but
it was also modern with a high hemline and it looked exquisite. Her legs
were cased in nylon and her feet were perched on a pair of matching
cream heels. They looked to be three inches. Her face was an absolute
picture. A mixture of shock, amazement and delight. Shock at seeing her
friend dressed as a girl and amazement at finding a new potential
friend. Where the delight came from was harder to judge, Eventually, she
got over her initial shock, rose to her feet and found her voice.
"Hi, Alicia. You look amazing."
"Oh, thank you. I love your dress by the way. Is it new or..."
She gave a small twirl, the hem flared out a little.
"It's new. I bought it while I was on Holiday. Gillian and Gayle bought
one each as well, Gillian bought a red one and Gayle found a green one.
She almost bought a purple one but she settled on a green one instead."
We embraced each other and she gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"I may let you try it on later," she said. We sat down at opposite ends
of the couch.
"So you decided to dress up as well," Lilly said and I nodded.
"I was intrigued by dressing up. I tried it, decided I liked it and I
hope to continue. Besides, it's fun being Alicia and making up a history
for her."
"So, you think Alicia is a separate person?"
"I think so. I mean Alicia is... different? Does that make sense?"
"Oh absolutely. I see Liam as a separate person. He's... a brother? Sort
off," she frowned for a moment. "I mean he is a part of me but apart
from me at the same time, I'll have to think about this."
Danni came through from the kitchen which surprised me somewhat. I
hadn't seen her come down. She carried two cups off coffee which she set
down on the table.
"Right then. I'll leave you two love birds alone now. I'm going out for
a drink with some friends and then I'll take Mum and Sam to see that new
movie that's playing. So you've got the house to yourselves, Okay?"
"Thanks," I said. "I'll see you out."
I rose and saw Danni to the front door where she took her coat and
handbag from the hooks and got ready to leave.
"Thank you, for everything. Oh, and if anything does happen, I'll use my
room," I said. Danni smiled wickedly.
"You'd bloody well better, cause you're not using mine."
I rejoined Lilly in the living room and took my seat at the end of the
sofa. Suddenly, the situation was uncomfortable somehow. There was a
silence between us and it was tense and awkward. I didn't know what to
say and I know that Lilly had nothing to say. She looked as nervous as I
did. I had to get things back track, and quickly.
"So how did your holiday..." I began.
"Where did the fire..." . Lilly started.
We had started talking at the same time and we fell silent for a moment,
then we both giggled at this faux pass. I settled back in my seat, a
little more relaxed.
"Who speaks first?" Lilly asked.
"You go first. You were asking about the fire?"
"Oh yeah. Where did it start?"
"It started in the secondary workshop and then spread to foyer and the
main workshop. About eighty per cent of the workshop is unusable and
Frank did lose two of his customers vehicles. Oh, and we lost the Morris
Minor we were working on."
"Oh no, wasn't that the one you were restoring?"
"Yeah, eight months of hard work and tender loving care gone up in
smoke. Literally."
Lilly giggled a bit and sipped her coffee. Then her expression turned
anxious.
"Did they find out how the fire started?"
"Well they're still investigating the causes but they've ruled out
arson," I said. "So it wasn't an angry customer or anything. There was
one suspect but he had an alibi for the night it started and he's been
cleared."
"Oh, right. So what have you been doing with you free time?"
"Oh I've been setting up an engine in the garage that I can work on, and
I've set up a few computers in the basement. I plan on restoring them
and eventually produce a Youtube series."
Lilly looked genuinely interested.
"Oh? What are you going to call it?"
I hadn't thought about that so I considered it.
"Hmm, how about the Lazy Mechanic?"
Lilly laughed out and rocked in her seat.
"Oh. That's good. That's very good. And will you be doing this, or will
it be Alex?"
"Oh it's a project for Alex. It isn't something I can do."
"And what about the mechanic?"
"Oh that's definitely Alex," I held up my hands, the tips of the fingers
were coated with press on bright red nails. "Do you think I could strip
down an oily engine with these?"
Lilly took my hands and keenly examined the nails.
"They wouldn't last five minutes," she said. "They'd be obliterated as
soon as you picked up a spanner. What sort of an engine is it?"
"Oh it's in the garage. Do you to see it?"
" Hell yeah."
With none of the anxiety that accompanied my visit to the garage during
the week, I led Lilly out to the garage where the four valve engine was
seated, a little lopsided, an the old sturdy dining table that I would
be using as a work bench, until I could get a proper table for it. What
was wrong with it? Sadly, at that moment, I didn't know. I would get a
better idea when I stripped it down properly. Would I get it going
again? I was not entirely confident about that but I was confident that
I would identify what was wrong with it, even if I not could get it
going again. Back in the house, I made fresh coffee for us and we
settled in the kitchen. For a while we talked about Lilly's holiday on
Cornwall and she reiterated her time on vacation. She talked about trip
down and the various trips they took, including a visit to an old tin
mine that been turned into a museum. How Lilly and her sisters Gillian
and Gayle went shopping, on more than occasion and how, on the last
night, after they had packed for he long journey home, they had gone to
a fine restaurant for a delicious three course meal when no expense was
spared. Then at long last the conversation turned to the elephant in the
room. I finished my coffee and set the empty cup down on the table.
"So, lets set some guidelines," I said. "First, we keep this
relationship between Lilly and Alicia. It can be between Alex and Lilli,
or Alicia and Liam. It cannot be between Alex and Liam."
"I agree. That would be too weird," Lilly said.
"Secondly, we need to keep this a secret between ourselves, our own
sweet secret. Until we need to tell others about this, about us."
"Okay, I cam understand that," said Lilly.
"Good. Lastly, I have to tell Mum and Sam first. Later rather than
sooner, admittedly, But eventually. And they should hear it from me
rather than from someone else."
"I agree with you wholeheartedly," said Lilly. "They should definitely
hear it from you first."
I was gladdened by her words and delighted that she was agreeing with
me.
"I do have something say about this though," Lilly said, her expression
turned serious. "We should go to the living room so we can be more
comfortable."
Back in the living room I sat on the couch, returning to my usual seat
on the of the couch. Lilly too the seat between us. Directly next to me.
I noticed the closeness and revelled in it
"Right then," Lilly began. "Here are my guidelines. One, if this gets
weird, for either of us, then either one of can call it off and there'll
be no hard feelings for either of us."
"Well I can't see that happening any time soon, but okay, that's cool."
"Two, if there are any adverse repercussions about us being an item then
we face them together."
I was bit surprised by this.
"After all the shit we've been through? That should go without saying.
Together forever,"
Lilly laughed, nodding as she did so.
"Together forever, right. Brothers forever."
It was my turn to laugh.
"Brothers? The way we're dressed?"
"Yeah, you're right. We need a new motto. How about... sisters forever."
We fell into a companionable silence for a few moments. I was acutely
aware of the time. A glance at the clock showed me that is was a little
over one o'clock. We had plenty of time.
"Well, my final condition seems redundant so there's no point in saying
it."
"Say it anyway."
"Well, I was going to say that number three would have you seen been
dressed as girl and maybe me helping you. But as you've beaten me to it,
it's redundant now."
"And do you fancy me?"
I was joking, but her response, totally serious, didn't just surprise
me. It astounded me.
"Oh I do. I fancy Alex, so I would like to see him again. But I fancy
you as Alicia as well. And I want to get to know this strangely
beautiful woman the you've become."
"Oh," was all I could say. It was a facile thing to say but it was all I
could think off. It was very rare that I was at a loss for words, but at
that moment, I was at a loss for thought, never mind words. Eventually I
managed to kick start my brain into some sort of action and found a
response.
"So, do you want to kiss me?"
"Very much so."
Our first kiss had been tender and exploratory, gentle even. This kiss
was deep and passionately. I can't remember how it happened, but we were
stretched out on the sofa with me laying beneath Lilly, my hands
stroking her bum and back. Lilly had stretched one arm beneath me and
her other hand was underneath my top and was fondling my faux breasts.
We were at this for what seemed like an age but could have only been ten
or fifteen minutes. Eventually we were just laying there with Lilly
laying her head on my chest, me stroking her hair, Our legs were
entwined like impossible tree branches. Lilly had lost one of her shoes
for some reason and she was very close to losing the other. Lilly
eventually broke the silence.
"Shouldn't we be getting to know each other?" she asked.
"We are," I said. "We're getting to know each other. Our bodies at
least."
"So where do we go from here?"
"Alex's bedroom is upstairs."
Lilly raised her head, a frown marring her features.
"Will Alex mind?"
"Of course not. He offered it and cleaned it us especially. Shall we?"
Lilly smiled mischievously.
"Lead the way."
We disentangled ourselves and I waited while Lilly retrieved her shoe
and put it back on. Taking my offered hand I led her from the living
room, up the stairs and to my room. True to my word I had given the room
a severe cleaning the day before and had made the bed when I had gotten
up. I didn't know if anything would happen, I hoped it would but I
wasn't going to kick up a fuss if it didn't. And now here she was, in my
room. She looked around the room. Eventually she turned to me, a pleased
look on her face.
"This is nice, for a boys room," she said.
"Why thank you. I'm sorry it's only a single bed."
"Oh don't be sorry, I think it's big enough the both of us," She turned
round. "Would you do the honours?"
"Oh, of course."
I reached for the zip and gently pulled it down revealing the soft flesh
of her back. When it was fully open, Lilly took the shoulders and gently
lowered the dress to the floor and stepped out of it. She turned round
and draped the dress over the chair at my desk. She stood there for a
moment, in just her lingerie. It was a bra with matching garter belt and
panties, it was a pale grey and looked exquisite. Lilly stepped up to me
and draped her arms around my neck. I placed my hands on the bare flesh
above her hips. She was shivering. I became worried.
"You're not cold are you?"
She shook her head.
"No, just excited."
We kissed each other again. Her tongue darting over my lips and into my
mouth and becoming entwined with mine. Lilly's hands dropped to the hem
of my top and gently pulled it upwards, we parted our breathless kiss to
pull the top over my head. My top, I later found was on the floor. Our
kissing started again. Lilly reached for the button at the back of my
skirt and finally loosened it, allowing it to slide down my nylon clad
legs to the floor where I was able to kick it aside, Now, we just clad
in our lingerie. Hers was a pale grey while mine was blue with a white
lace trim.
Eventually, I broke the kiss. I kicked off my shoes, pulled back the
duvet on my bed and climbed in, holding the duvet aside inviting Lilly
to join me in the sheets. With a sweet smile, Lilly kicked off her shoes
and joined me between the sheets.
"Now, where were we?" Lilly asked.
"Oh just kiss me."
Unfettered by clothes, our hands ran free over each others bare flesh
and lingerie, our kisses were deep, filled with equal amounts of passion
and fury. Eventually, Lilly, laid out her back.
"You had it from me first. Now it's my turn," she said. I knew what to
do. I laid on top of her and began kissing the flesh of her neck and
chest. Moving downwards, I began to kiss the quivering flesh of her
belly while I gently pulled her panties and gaffe from her hips and down
her thighs. She took over when I reached her knees. Using her feet she
kicked at the garments clear and frees them, using one foot to kick them
to the floor. Her cock looked bigger than before. I took it in my hand
and began to stroke it gently. Lilly's hands formed into fists and began
to bunch up and pull at the sheets,
"Do it, stop teasing, just do it already."
I placed her cock into my mouth and gave it a soft suck. Lilly arched
her back and began softly moaning, her hands continued to pull at the
sheets. I begin to lap at the shaft with my tongue, licking and sucking
at the organ in my mouth. My hands were holding Lilly's hips and gently
stroking the bare flesh of her hips and stomach. She was moaning softly
and continuously. Lilly moved her arms and propped herself up too look
down at me, breathless and chewing her bottom lip.
"Oh that is so hot. It looks so..." she fell back moaning and I felt her
each a crescendo as her cock began twitching and convulsing in my mouth.
I was not ashamed at the act and certainly not ashamed to admit that I
was enjoying it.
I then felt a nylon clad foot against my shoulder, felt myself being
pushed back, Lilly was sitting up, her hands pulled my panties down and
then my gaffe. My cock sprang forth and Lilly gazed at it for a moment.
Then, using her hand and her mouth began sucking it. I rocked back on my
heels and allowed her act of fellatio on me.
"Oh Lilly, that feels... that feels so..."
My voice, already quavering, had risen to a higher pitch. I was about to
scream. I jammed my fist into my mouth to stifle the sound that was
about to erupt. It almost worked.
Lilly stopped her ministration and sat up. I frowned at her.
"Hey. I've not finished yet," It sounded petty, and I was almost ashamed
of myself as I spoke. Lilly merely smiled at me.
"Well I haven't finished either," she said. "Let's finish off together.
Do you know what a sixty-nine is?"
My frown turned a mischievous grin.
"Who goes on top?" I asked. Lilly laid down.
"What about side by side?"
I positioned myself at her side and took her penis in my mouth once more
and she took mine into hers again. We continued our ministrations to
each other. I cannot speak for Lilly but I was focused wholly on giving
her pleasure and making sure that she was satisfied. Eventually I sensed
that she she was reaching a crescendo, even as I reached my own. Soon we
exploded deep into each other, pumping our seed deep into each others
throats and then we lay entwined with each. I can't remember with one of
us moved, I may have passed out through exhaustions. But soon we were
laid head to head. There was no kissing, only cuddling. We were too
tired to do anything else.
"That was amazing," I said. "How was it for you?"
She playfully spanked my bare bottom.
"Stop fishing for compliments,'" she said. She looked into my eyes. "But
thank you," she kissed me on the cheek.
"No, thank you," I said. Lilli tightened her embrace around me. I knew
then that Lilly was mine and I, in turn, was hers. I also knew that
there would be no such enjoyment between Alicia and Liam. I had love for
only Lilly. Sure, I loved Liam, but only as a brother. It was Lilly who
had my heart. And it was I, as Alicia who had Lilly's heart.
"Oh shit, I've got a run in my stocking. You haven't got a spare pair
have you?" Lilly asked. "I'm sorry. I've only got the one pair. I've got
tights, if they'll do," I said.
Now, normally such an interaction two girls would have produced a smile
and possibly some laughter. But this afternoon the two young girls were
in fact, two young men dressed as women. We had gotten up at just turned
two o'clock and made ourselves presentable. Dressing and reapplying our
make up. We spent the next half hour trying on each others clothes. I
got to try on the cream dress that Lilly had arrived in. It fitted me
perfectly and felt wonderful. As the afternoon wore on and time was
pressing, we spent the time in the kitchen drinking coffee and chatting.
We spoke about our situation at length and gradually we came to an
agreement. We disagreed on a couple of minor points but nothing serious
am certainly nothing worth losing a friendship over. In fact we laughed
about most of it. We made a decision that afternoon. We decided that
Lilly was Liam's sister and that Alicia was Alex's sister, that the two
were in a loving lesbian relationship and that they would eventually
find a house to share with their brothers. The next major hurdle was
telling everyone else about this decision. Lilly agreed with me that I
had the biggest issue as most of Lilly's family and close family friends
already knew about Lilly and Lilly's twin sisters had the advantage of
knowing about Alicia. Then Danni's friend Kelly came to my mind and my
attention. I was expecting Lilly to be angry. Instead she was delighted
that someone other than Danni knew about Alicia even though I stressed
that she did not who I was. It would prove a testing ground not only for
me but for Lilly as well. As Kelly was bi-sexual herself, she might
prove a more favourable person to come out to. I told Lilly that I would
talk to Danni and set up a meeting when it would be appropriate to do
so. As four o'clock came around, it was time for Lilly to go home and
Alicia to go back the closet. It was at this time that Lilly noticed
that she had had a run her stocking and did I have a spar pair. Only the
pair I was wearing, and would tights do instead. There was some question
about how and when the run had occurred. We disagreed on when it
happened, Lilly thought it may have happened when she trying my clothes
and I suggested that it might have happened when she had been moving
around, perhaps when we had sat down. We did agree that it had not
happened when we had satisfied our animal urges, it had been rough, but
not that rough. We did eventually have a laugh about it, especially when
Lilli pulled my dark tights on, calling them tranny tights and having to
explain that to me. We said goodbye with a long breathless kiss and
promises to see each other soon and I waved her off as she walked down
the drive. I would have offered to walk her home but I was not brave
enough to be out on my own.
Back inside the house, I stayed as Alicia until the last possible
minute. Danni called when they left the movie theatre to give me time to
change back into plain old Alex. I almost didn't get changed. I almost
stayed as Alicia, thinking I would tell Mum there and them However, I
took off the clothes and put them back in the wardrobe. I cleaned off
the make up and took out the hair extensions. I placed myunderwear in
the bottom of the laundry basket ready to wash it in the morning. I got
dressed in clean male underwear, jeans and a sweater and I started on
tea, Chilli with rice and garlic bread. I made sure that there was no
trace of Alicia by the time Sam and Mum arrived home.
Sam talked about the movie constantly on his return, perching on a stool
besides me and bending my ear, ignoring all my attempts to get a word in
edgeways. My absence from the movie was noted as we ate our tea. Danni
and I were prepared for this matter. Danni could not afford a ticket for
me and as it was a spur of the moment thing, she had not invited me.
Besides I was seeing Liam, catching up on our gossip and our lives while
he had been away. Sam made the comment that Liam and I were like an old
married couple, Danni managed to contain her laughter and I was barely
able to contain my shock.
After tea Sam rinsed off the plates and utensils, loaded up the
dishwasher and scuttled of to his bedroom to make sure his homework was
up to date. Mum retreated to the living room to watch the evening TV,
Danni retreated to her bedroom to talk to her friends over social media
and I went out to the garage where, after giving the old engine a good
dose of looking at, I started working on it. I finally get the top of
and got my first look at the four pistons. They were seized up pretty
good. I decided to work on it from the bottom and turned it over, I was
dirty and sweaty by the time I finally got the base off. The crankshaft
was in very good condition. After a good amount of WD40 and muscle power
and a liberal amount of swearing, I managed to get it out and laid it
out on the desk. I also found an old kettle so could make myself a hot
beverage without going out to kitchen and tracking grease and grime in
there as well. A knock on the door and the smell of hot coffee roused
me. I was surprised by two things. First was how tired I was, it's
amazing what adrenalin can do for a person. Second was the time, the sun
had set while I had worked and I had not realised how late it was, it
had just turned ten o'clock. Danni popped her hear around the door, a
smile on face and two drinks in her hand.
"How's it going?" she asked. I glanced at the stripped down engine
around me.
"Oh I've made a start on it. It still seized up but it's not as bad as I
feared. Oh, thank you," I said taking the offered mug and talking a big
sip of the warm reviving liquid. "I needed that."
Danni pulled an old stool from the pile at the back of the garage and
after dusting down perched on it.
"And how did it go with Alicia and Lilly?"
I took a deep breath. I had not wanted to discuss the events of the
afternoon with anyone other than Lilly. But as she knew all about Lilly,
and as she was my sister, I decided that I would keep her informed. But
I also decided that I would keep some details to myself. But what should
tell her and, more importantly, what should I not tell her?
"It went very well. We got on extremely well. We... did it again."
"Ooh," she appeared interested but a shrew expression appeared on her
face. "I'm guessing you want to keep some details to yourself?"
"Well..."
"I understand,"she said. "After all, there are certain things about me
and Alan that I prefer to keep to myself. So tell me everything, but
only what you're comfortable with okay?"
"Okay"
So I began to to tell her what we had decided and talked about as I
tidied away my tools and cleaned up after myself. I told Danni that
Alicia and Lilly were our sisters, that Liam and I were still good
friends and that Alicia and Lilly were were in a lesbian relationship. I
told her how Liam and I would find a small house or a flat to share with
our sisters. We certainly did not expect to move out straight away, but
we planned to move in together anyway, so this was known to both my Mum
and his parents. The next major hurdle was telling everyone else about
our unusual arrangements and the relationship between Alicia and Lilly.
I then asked Danni about her friend Kelly and Danni said that she would
arrange a meeting with her within the week. Then I told her about the
run in Lilly's stocking and how I had sent her home in pair of my
tights. Danni got a good giggle out of that particular calamity. By the
time we had finished talking we had finished our drinks and I had
finished tidying up. Both the garage and myself.
We made our way back to the house and the kitchen to find Sam had gone
to bed and Mum was watching a film on the TV, Momma Mia. If I remembered
correctly. Danni was filling the kettle when I went back into the
kitchen.
"Thanks, I could another cuppa," I said Danni smiled sweetly.
"Oh no. It's you turn. Go on, get the kettle on."
After I had made drinks for Danni and I, Mum didn't want one as she had
half a bottle of wine to polish off, I went to the bathroom for a
shower. I didn't realise how sweaty I had gotten. I went to my bedroom
to get dressed in a pair of shorts and a fresh t-shirt. I stayed up for
an hour watching Youtube, and making notes on fixing old computers and
making dirty old machines look factory fresh. Even machines that were
old long before I was born. Finally, midnight rolled around and I went
to bed. But even then I couldn't sleep. I thought about Liam and me. I
though about Alicia and Lilly. I thought about the future I was stepping
into. And oddly enough I though about the shorts and t-shirt I had worn
to bed.
I couldn't help but wish I was wearing a nightie.
The future brought a lot of surprises into my life. Some were good and
some were great. I saw Liam a few days later and we talked about Alicia
and Lilly. We didn't want to harm or injure our friendship so we agreed
that we should remain as friends. Our 'sisters' were the ones who were
the lovers. And when Alicia saw Lilly it didn't always lead to great
sex. Over the next few weeks we went shopping, we went to t-girl
friendly bars and we went on short holidays together. Both as Alex and
Liam and also as Alicia and Lilly. On our trips to the bars, we were
accompanied by Danni initially then by Kelly, Danni's bisexual
crossdressing friend. It took her all of five minutes to understand
accept the strange relationship that I and Liam had and the relationship
that Alicia and Lilly had. And even less to start advising us on
fashion, make up and coming out to friends and family.
Gillian and Gayle knew about us already and were delighted to meet
Alicia. They treated her as a sister and were as generous with her as
they were with Lilly. We still faced hurdles however. The first hurdle
was easy. Telling Liam's parents about us was not as stressful as I had
feared. They listened patiently as Gillian and Gayle told them our
story. Their expressions dropped when Lilly appeared with a very nervous
Alicia. John was stony faced and Elaine looked angry, especially when
Lilly expressed her feeling towards Alicia. Then they both smiled
warmly.
"It doesn't matter to us whether you are Liam or Lilly, you are still
our child and we love you no matter," said Elaine. "And we feel the same
way about you Alicia."
"That you Elaine," I said.
"I think you can call me Mum now."
John was laughing heartily.
"I always thought you two would end up doing something like this, you've
always been as thick as thieves," he told us. "I never imagined you two
as lesbians though."
We spoke at length about things. How we started, how we continued and
what we planned to do in the future. They had questions of course,
questions which we answered as honestly as we could. My coming out and
the revelation that we were lovers, was taken very positively indeed. As
I was seen out, after changing back into Alex, Elaine waylaid ,e in the
hallway.
"I take it that your Mum doesn't know?" she asked me.
"No, she doesn't but I will tell her, and soon."
"Well whatever happens, you're always welcome here. As Alex and as
Alicia."
I understood the meaning behind her words.
"Thanks. Thanks a lot."
She let me go after a warm embrace.
Telling my Mum was very stressful, and I kept putting it off. Largely it
was down to my procrastination and my nerves. But a main part of it was
the problem that Sam was usually around. Both Danni and Kelly felt we
had to tell him eventually. Bur later rather than sooner would have been
better as at ten and soon to be eleven he was too young. Luck fell our
way about three months after Alicia's first meeting with Lilly, His
friend was going away for the day before they went back to school and
would he like to go with him? As the family were due to leave early it
was agreed by both sets of parents that Sam would spend the night at
their house and leave with them in the morning. Mum decided that she
would get her hair done that day. A little pampering she said. Danni and
I spent the night making the appropriate arrangements.
The next day Mum left at about half ten for the eleven o'clock
appointment at the hairdressers and our plan swung action. Danni helped
my get ready in a coral blue peplum dress with black seamed stockings
and three inch black heels. My hair no longer needed the hair extensions
as I had been growing it out over the summer. Lilly arrived at just
turned midday and though she was delighted to see us, she was nervous at
the prospect. More nervous than me if truth be told. Gillian dropped her
off, she had passed her test earlier that month, and left after wishing
us good luck. The plan was simple. Lilly and I would wait in the dining
room which was rarely used while Danni gently broached the subject of
crossdressers with Mum, sounding her out so to speak. How would she
respond? How would she react? When Mum finally arrived home Danni was
sat in the living room, while Lilly and I waited in the dining room
where we could hear almost everything.
"Hi Mum," Danni said. "Would you like a coffee?"
"Yes please."
We heard them move into the kitchen and soon heard the clamour of
crockery and the boiling of the kettle.
"So, what do you think?" Mum asked.
"Oh Mum, that's lovely. It looks good that way, it really suits you."
"I hope so. It cost enough."
The scraping and shuffling chairs indicated that they were sitting at
the kitchen table.
"Is Alex not here?" asked Mum.
"Not at the moment," said Danni. "Liam called round earlier, They've
gone shopping. They'll be back later."
"That's nice," there was a pause and a sigh. "Oh that's great. The
coffee at the Andreas tasted like slop. Must have been that awful cheap
brand from the corner shop."
There was five minutes of chit chat and gossip than Danni broached the
subject.
"Oh, the new series of Ru Paul is on Netflix. You can watch it any
time."
"I might, though you know my feelings on people like that."
"Yeah, they're perverts and weirdos."
Lilly glared angrily at me. I was feeling the same. Danni was supposed
on our side. She was not supposed to think we were perverts.
"I didn't say they were perverts, crossdressers..." Mum said, then a
long pause. "It's not my scene that's all."
"So you wouldn't mind if I knew a crossdresser?"
No, not at all. You're free to be with whoever you want to be," there
was other pause. "We're not talking about Alan, are we?"
Danni laughed out loud.
"No, nothing like that,"
"Is it Alex?"
I heard Lilly gasp. Perhaps it was even me, Danni eventually spoke.
"Would it matter if it was?"
"Maybe. So, is it Alex?"
I was walking to the door before I knew what I was actually doing. I
felt a hand on arm. It was Lilly. She was begging me silently, don't go.
I took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. I opened the door to the
kitchen and stepped in. I smiled brightly.
"Hi mum," I said. "I'm Alicia. It's nice to meet you."
There was a long silence in the kitchen. I was looking at Mum, trying to
gauge her reaction, and finding it difficult. Mum was staring at me, her
face hard and unreadable. Danni was looking at the door, trying to see
if she could reach in time to escape what was a potentially bad
situation. Eventually, my Mum sighed.
"Hello Alicia. Please, sit down."
I pulled a chair up and sat down, Mum's inscrutable gase never left me.
Eventually, she turned her attention to Danni.
"The transformation is your work I take it?"
"Yes. But I didn't..."
Mum threw up her hand and Danni fell silent.
"And how long has this been going on?"
"For about three months," She said.
"Have you... have you gone out looking like that?"
I had learned a long time ago that was impossible to lie to my Mum, so I
did not lie. I could not lie.
"Yes, I have," At this declaration, a small spark of defiance woke up in
me. I had not done anything wrong so why was I being treated as if I
had?
"I have gone out like this a few times," My Mum opened her mouth to
argue but I carried on, the spark igniting into a fire. "Who cares what
other's think? I've gone out dressed this way and I've enjoyed it. I
love setting this side of me free."
My Mum slumped in her hair, Now she looked angry. She sat up,
straightened herself and stared at the ceiling for a moment. Then her
gase fell to the table. For an age she was silent and appeared to be
thinking, to be considering the ramifications of what she had learned
and how her life had irrevocably changed.
"And how did this start?" she asked. I decided to tell the truth. A
glance at Lilly and I saw she was nodding. A glance at Danni showed her
imperceptibly shaking her head. Lilly agreed with me at least.
"One of my friends is also a crossdresser and I got the idea from him
and Danni has helped me.
Mum's eyes grew wide in shock, but only for a moment.
"That friend would be Liam, I assume?" It was not a question, but I
nodded anyway.
"Yes. Only she calls herself Lilly."
"And this 'Lilly' is hiding in the dining room isn't he?"
Danni, it seemed, could contain her anger no longer, she stood up so
quickly that her chair scooted across the floor and almost fell over.
"Yes. She is," She said loudly. Lilly stepped from the dining room and
sat by my side. Her hand enclosed mine and held it tightly. Danni stayed
standing. Mum was fighting to control her anger.
"Sit down Danielle, sit down now," she said. For a moment, it looked as
if Danni would stay standing and continue arguing. After a second or two
she retrieved her chair and sat down. She was still angry. Her arms were
crossed which was a sure of this negative emotion. For a long time no
one spoke. The silence was almost deafening.
"So, are you, are you... homosexual now?" Mum finally asked.
"It's my fault..." Lilly began but I stopped her.
"It's nobody's fault Mum. Lilly and I fell in love with each other, and
there's nothing wrong with what we're doing. Liam and Alex are still
friends but as Alicia and Lilly, we are a couple and we're very much in
love."
Mum rose from the table and headed for the kitchen sink where she held
herself, her arms not quite crossed, but her hands stroking her arms.
There was nothing anyone could say so no words were spoken. Eventually
Mum leant against the sink, her head fell forward. I was already
thinking of the cases I would need to pack as it was almost a foregone
conclusion that she was going to throw me out. Mum's shoulder began to
shake as if she was crying. Danni leapt up and walked over to her.
"Oh Mum, I'm sorry. We didn't mean to..." Mum turned back towards us.
She was not crying, she was laughing.
"I'm sorry," she said, composing herself and standing straight. "You
must think I'm some sort of monster."
"Oh, we didn't think that," Danni said, placing her arms around Mum's
shoulders. Mum wiped her eyes and smiled at us.
"Well boys... I mean, girls, go and sit in the living room and I'll make
some coffee."
"I won't deny that it's been a shock, and I'm still in a state of shock
if I am to be honest with you," Mum said. "I have nothing against
homosexuals and even less against transvestites, but I never thought you
two would be either, never mind being both. But let me get my head
around this. So, you prefer the term crossdressers?"
I nodded.
"Yeah The term transvestite is a cold clinical term whereas crossdresser
makes it sound like a harmless hobby."
"And the... homosexuality thing?"
"Err..." I began, and I lost where I was going with this particular
thread. Luckily, I had Lilly to pick it up for me.
"Well actually, Liam and Alex are heterosexual but Alicia and I are
lesbians which makes is bi-sexual, I suppose. I guess that doesn't make
much sense."
Mum assumed a saddened expression and shook her head.
"Not yet it doesn't. And please don't take that the wrong way. I need
some time to figure all of this out, If I ever figure it out that is, My
generation, our parents, were old fashioned, their thoughts were
outdated, They felt transvestites, sorry, crossdressers and homosexuals
were... I want to avoid words like..."
"Faggots?" Danni asked. "Queers? Degenerates?" Her tone was angry. She
still had not forgiven for her little charade in the kitchen. I had
forgiven her. And I wasn't that sure that it was a fa?ade.
"Not to put too fine a point on it but yeah," Mum said. "My generation
were brought up on old fashioned ideas about sexuality and morality.
Your Uncle Derek is a few years older than me and he still holds on to
those ideas, but he's... well, he's Uncle Derek. I, on the other hand,
am a little bit different. I'm sort of okay with Homosexuality, I just
never thought I'd find it my own family."
She sat back in her armchair and stretched out. Then she signed and got
more relaxed. This motion was indicative of Mum getting more relaxed and
settling in for a good conversation.
Right then girls. Let's start at the beginning, don't leave anything out
and I'll ask you questions when I don't understand."
"I'll get the kettle on," said Danni, rising from her chair and
gathering the cups up.
So, Lilly started. She began by telling Mum how and why she started
dressing up, giving a bit more information than she had given. It seemed
that Gillian and Gayle were into athletics as children. And they went
through a lot of leotards during that time. It was one of these leotards
that she had started with when she was eight or nine years before she
moved on to discarded underwear and training bras. She gave a potted
history of course and omitted most of the more salacious details but she
did it really well. When it fell on me to take up our history, I gave my
Mum all the relevant details about how and why I started. Then it became
a combined history with both I and Alicia taking it in turns to give Mum
details of what we did and how and why we did it.
Mum asked us many questions of course, which we answered as honestly as
we could. She knew of our physical relationship of course but didn't
delve into details or ask for them. She merely asked where we 'did' it.
I gave her the honest answer. This prompted my Mum to ask me to move
into one of the rooms of our basement bomb shelter. The move, Mum said,
benefit me in two ways. The first was to grant me some privacy as well
as separate my two personalities. More importantly, it would keep Sam
blissfully ignorant of the ongoing situation. Why I hadn't done that
already was a topic of conversation that usually lasted a minute. I
simply had not thought of it. We all agreed that Sam would have to be
told eventually, though later as opposed to sooner was universally
accepted as a better idea.
I was soon taken on as a mechanic at the garage and Liam moved from
supervisor to the training team and was soon head of internal training
which dealt with training the staff members already employed at the call
centre as it expanded and grew, eventually moving to bigger premises.
We told Sam eventually. It was a week after his twelfth birthday. We sat
him down and explained the situation to him. He appeared bored as we
told him our story. When we had finished, he merely shrugged. So what,
appeared to be his default attitude. When Liam told the management team
of the call centre, they merely told him to inform the Human Resources
team who were extremely helpful and even asked Lilly to host special
training on gender issues. Frank was a bit nonplussed when I told him,
but he was understandable about the situation, and eventually helpful as
well. The rest of the mechanics were loutish about it. They gave me some
good natured ribbing about it until the novelty wore off and things
returned to normal. The only downside was telling Uncle Derek. He was a
little cold towards us afterwards. He was not rude or nasty as such but
he was not as friendly as he had once been.
We eventually found a decent little home, fist renting and then buying
the three bedroom house. We used one bedroom for Alex and the second
bedroom was far Liam. The third and master bedroom was used by Alicia
and Lilly. It had a modest garage where we stored the family car, we
saved up and went halves on a modern yet used VW Beetle, along with the
small engine that I eventually managed to free up and refurbish. The
plan to refurbish old PC's went well and though my Youtube career did
not go exactly as I planned, it did happen.
So, it all turned out well in the end. We were sharing a home as Alex
and Liam and sharing a bed as Alicia and Lilly. We had neighbours who
didn't care they were living near to a homosexual couple. Or if they
were bothered, they did not show it. We had a large group of friends and
held parties that catered for their different tastes and we had loving
families who visited us at least once a week. But this was all icing on
the cake.
We had each other and that was enough.