Aureo ran for his life. All the while looking behind him for pursuers.
There weren't any. Not yet, anyway. It was only a matter of time. The
Cortez syndicate does not forget or forgive.
Running out of the oldest district of New Boston, Aureo fell to his
knees. His lungs burning and every gulp of air was desperately needed
and fought for. Before him, the cobbled street opened up to the train
station. A massive area that stretched as far as he could see. He
couldn't even see the beasts of burden that pulled wagons numbered in
the hundreds behind them. One of them, he had to board. Else, he might
be as good as dead. The death itself would probably be a release after
vigorous torture.
Still winded, Aureo pulled himself up. Aiming for the only part of the
station that was roofed, Aureo stumbled more than walked towards the
ticket booth. Fate had mercy on him as the last customer just left.
Leaving no waiting line for him. At once, Aureo hurried over and leaned
- nearly collapsed - against the counter.
"Welcome to the New Boston train terminal. Run by the Appalachian Train
Union. What can I-" The ticket clerk finally looked up and saw the sorry
state of the person before her was in. "Are you alright? Do you need
medical assistance? I could call someone."
"No. I am. Fine," Aureo assured her. "Need to- Ticket."
The ticket clerk wasn't caught off-guard for long. Her professional
training took over. "Where to, if I may ask?"
"Anywhere!" Aureo answered with more force than intended and was polite.
Cringing himself, he lowered his voice. "Just out of New Boston. First
train."
Understanding dawned in the clerk's eyes. Only people in trouble didn't
care for a destination. And Aureo certainly looked the part. She kind of
felt bad for him. "The next train leaving is heading for Worthington
Heights in the Greater Chicago area in two days. I am sorry."
Aureo nearly collapsed then and there again. His one hope of escape was
dashed quickly. Sure, he could run by car, but Cortez's men would find
him soon enough. The country roads wouldn't get him far and the highways
could be easily blocked off. Not to mention that the syndicate was in
all the nearby cities. Small or big. He'd be looking over his shoulder
for days and probably not make it very far.
"Wait!" The clerk looked excited. "I just see the Neville Express hasn't
left the station yet. They have been delayed by an hour. Maybe forty
minutes now left." Then her optimism faltered. "But I have to warn you.
It is a luxury train. Cruise ship on wheels so to speak. A ticket won't
come cheap."
"How much?"
"About two thousand if you want to leave the East American Commonwealth
behind."
Aureo emptied his pockets. He had grabbed what he could, but would it be
enough? Bills small and big landed on the counter. But it became obvious
quite early that Aureo would be well short.
"Let me-" The clerk turned towards her terminal again. Typing away with
a speed Aureo could never hope to match. "You may be in luck after all.
The Neville Express is looking for workers. If you hurry and speak with
the owner, you might earn your ride."
"Brilliant!" Aureo exclaimed. He could kiss her right now. If she hadn't
been behind glass. He dashed off, only to stop two seconds later.
"Platform eleven," the clerk shouted.
Giving a small bow, Aureo took off again. His destination was one of the
pedestrian bridges that spanned the train yard. Climbing two stairs at
once, Aureo quickly became winded again. By the time he reached the top
of the stairs, Aureo needed another break.
At least, he had a good view over the train station. Close by - on the
platforms one, two, and three - were shorter trains. Aureo guessed about
two hundred fifty to three hundred wagons long. These probably serviced
the closer destinations that were reachable within a week. Namely, the
area the East American Commonwealth claimed as their own. On the
platforms four and six were long-distance trains parked. They could
reach up to six hundred wagons. Though Aureo had neither time nor mood
to count these. Maybe half of them might be freight wagons and the last
chance to hide and escape if the Neville Express didn't take him in.
But it was the sight further that baffled Aureo and nearly robbed him of
his breath all over again. It must be the Neville Express on platform
eleven. But contrary to the name, this behemoth of a metal snake
couldn't be fast. Rather the opposite. Aureo couldn't even guess the
length as one end reached up to the horizon. The serviceable part of the
train station was barely able to house the roughly two hundred passenger
wagons. Each was three floors tall. Beyond was a large number of service
and staff wagons, followed by even more dedicated to freight. The tail
end Aureo likened to wagon rejects. He barely could make them out, but
they looked skeletal in nature. As if everything, but their frame, had
rusted away.
Looking towards the other side of the bridge, the train kept going. More
service and staff wagons stretched out of the terminal. Beyond Aureo
could make out the largest locomotive he had ever seen. Easily as long
as five normal-sized wagons.
The colossal sight kept Aureo in its ban until he snapped out of it.
There was no time. If he wanted to board that train he had to hurry.
Once again, Aureo started to run. This time a bit more paced. Trying to
avoid other pedestrians. The bridge was wide but crowded. It only
thinned out after the stairs down to platform six. A reminder that the
other platforms were empty. Safe for eleven, but it would be soon too.
Hastening down the flight of stairs, he easily attracted the attention
of the train's staff. They stood stiff at a few chosen doors. Wearing a
dark green uniform with silvery details and livery. Polished black boots
rounded off the outfit. They barely reacted outward, but Aureo could
feel their eyes trailing him. While they didn't look welcoming toward
him, it still filled Aureo with hope. At least they still stood outside.
Meaning there was still time.
Arriving at the first pair of uniforms, Aureo was spoken to before he
even could open his mouth. "Ticket, please."
"I-" Aureo broke off against his will. His lungs had been abused too
much. Now he fought against their demand for rest and to push out a few
more words. "Don't. Have. One."
"Then, Sir, I can't let you enter. If you hurry, there still might be
time to buy one at the kiosk in the station's main building." The man's
strict posture softened a little. "Though, I might caution you. The
price is steep."
"I know," Aureo finally managed to say. Hoping to cut off the lecture
for good. He got that the man was polite and only tried to express
sympathy. Sadly, Aureo had no time for it. "I heard you hire and I would
like to apply."
"I see." The man mustered Aureo who tried to straighten up but failed.
Not that the first impression wasn't ruined anyway. But as pitiful Aureo
looked, it was enough. "You have to speak to the owner. Good luck, but
then again you might not need much. Mister Neville has a bleeding heart
for cases like you."
"I- Thanks." What else was a man to say if they were talked down to, but
also encouraged? "May I inquire where I can find him?"
The staffer leaned forward and pointed directly ahead of the train.
"Mister Neville resides in the locomotive. If you hurry, you still might
make it."
Aureo looked baffled in the direct and then back at the man. They were
in the middle of the passenger section. Before Aureo had guessed there
might be around two hundred wagons for the staff that came before the
locomotive capped the train. About three hundred wagons and Aureo might
have a half-hour to bridge the distance. Of course, outside of the
train. Because he had no ticket.
Giving a weary sigh, Aureo once again started running. This time at an
even more measured pace. This was no distance he could sprint by. After
about fifty meters, he remembered his manners. Stopping and turning, to
give the helpful person a quick bow. Then resumed his running. Past more
and more staffers and conductors. All in the dark green uniform with
gleaming silver highlights.
Past the railing that marked the end of the platform and the beginning
of a section normally reserved for station personnel. The gravel now
underneath his feet made for a poor track. But beggars couldn't be
choosers. He nearly stumbled in surprise as the first shout of
encouragement arrived. A few residents of the train had spotted him
running by. More and more leaned out. Calling out. Bestowing blessings
and well wishes. If only Aureo had time to listen. Most of what he could
hear was the heartbeat echoing through his ears and the labored
breathing that filled his entire being.
Nearly at the brink of collapse, Aureo arrived. Drenched in sweat and
breathing hard, he made it. The locomotive towered before him. Three
stories tall and unusually long. A behemoth still slumbering. The wheels
were still resting. There still was time.
"Hello there!" The shout drew Aureo's gaze to a tall, but thin older man
leaning out of a door. He was, of course, dressed in the livery of the
train, but the uniform looked more refined to Aureo. As if made of
better materials. There was a crispness to it. "Be careful. The train is
about to roll out. I'd hate for you to end up under its wheels."
At once, Aureo's eyes widened. Had his luck run out after all? He tried
to explain himself, but once again, his breath gave out. His body was on
the brink of exhaustion. Never had Aureo demanded so much of it in such
a short span of time. When words escaped him, Aureo feebly reached out
to the man in a gesture of desperation.
"Say." The older man leaned a bit back. As if seeing Aureo suddenly in a
new light. "You wouldn't be here by chance for a job? We are looking for
help, you know."
At that moment, Aureo could have kissed the man. Instead, he nodded as
if his life depended on it. Which, in fact, it might as well do.
"Then come on in," the older gentleman said. He went back inside the
locomotive but left the door open.
Hurrying forward, Aureo found the deed easier said than done. A short
ladder led towards the door of maybe two meters in height. To Aureo,
they felt like twenty, and each rung up was hard fought for. He really
was at his end of strength. Yet, he needed just a little more. At last,
he arrived at the end. Dragged himself into the interior. And while
there was nothing more on his mind than collapsing and letting the world
be the world for a while, he shoved the door closed with a kick of a
tired leg. It was a sign. Not for others, but for himself. He wouldn't
leave this way. He was here to stay.
Aureo couldn't tell how long he laid there. But eventually, he found a
modicum of strength. Enough to pull himself up on shaky legs and stumble
further into the locomotive. Looking around, it certainly wasn't like he
imagined one to look. Sure, there were some pipes and steel. But most
was hidden behind the tastefully chosen wood cladding. It looked
expensive. More fit for a luxury suite than the workplace affair a
locomotive should be.
Aureo found the older gentleman in a small cabin behind an ornate desk.
It was a tight affair as most of the room was taken up by the desk and
display shelves. The items on exhibition struck Aureo more as mementos
than simple displays of wealth.
"Come sit," the man said before filling two fine porcelain cups with tea
from an equally lavish designed kettle. Now Aureo was reminded of just
how parched he was. All that running had taken its toll. But the tea was
still trailing steam. A happenstance that didn't hinder the host from
taking a generous sip. Only then, after seeing Aureo hesitate, did the
man wise up. "Right. My bad." He produced a large glass from behind the
desk and a pitcher of cold water. By the condensation, Aureo could guess
it was cooled.
"Now then," the man continued after handing the glass over. "Allow me to
introduce myself. My name is Hamish Neville. I am the head engineer and
driver of this fine engine."
"The owner of this train," Aureo added.
Neville chuckled. "So people tell me. The truth is a little more
complicated. But for all intents and purposes, I act as the caretaker of
this train. And you are?"
"Aureo," he volunteered. "Aureo Testa, Mister Neville. And I am very
grateful to you for taking your time hearing me out."
"My pleasure. My pleasure," Hamish said before taking another sip from
the tea. "And call me Hamish. Not even my mother called me Mister
Neville. So, Aureo, you are looking for work."
"Yes, sir," Aureo nodded eagerly. If this train was his ticket out of
town, he'd do anything to get the job. Or part of it. Even if it meant
working and grime and dirt. He was used to that anyway.
"Well, we can use the help." Hamish chuckled again. This time as if he
shared an inside joke with himself. "So, tell me, have you ever worked
on a train? Any skills of note?"
"No, Sir." Aureo's fear returned. What if he couldn't bring anything to
the table? "I was a technician in a mine. A safety inspector too and
some knowledge in engineering."
"Ah, I see." Hamish leaned back. In thought, he brushed his mustache
with his right hand. It wasn't long enough to twirl. "Maintenance it is
then. We can always use a good pair of hands there. But I am afraid I
have to ask. The manner of your arrival. You are not in trouble with the
authorities, are you?"
"No, sir!" Aureo exclaimed quickly. "It was in the mines, sir. Something
I saw. The syndicate-"
Aureo stopped as Neville held his hand up. "I don't need those details.
But I am afraid your word alone is not enough. I hope you don't mind a
background check." With those words, the older gentleman pulled out an
ID-scanner. A slim tablet that he placed on the desk.
"Not a problem, Sir." Aureo placed his hand on it. He knew this little
device would read his soul-ID. Compare it to the database of the East
American Commonwealth and probably to the surrounding countries,
republics, and free cities. It wouldn't take long over the local
internet. Farther away destinations would require longer waiting times.
Even for electronic requests. Feedback from the west coast of America
might take a week and a reply from another continent a month or longer.
These weren't the times of old Earth where the internet spanned the
globe and was near-instantaneous. Here, the internet was splintered and
divided. With many bottlenecks. Most of them were on purpose.
"Everything checks out," Hamish assured Aureo as he took the id-scanner
back. "Welcome on board. Sherin will take you to your cabin and later
hand out your assignment."
Aureo loathed to admit it, but he was confused. "Excuse me. Who?"
Instead of answering, Hamish pointed behind Aureo. As he turned around
to look, he had the fright of his life. Just a step behind his chair
loomed a woman. Looking down at Aureo with an unreadable expression. No,
woman wasn't quite right. As his heart calmed down again, he noticed
details. She wasn't quite natural. An android. Aureo had never seen one
before, but this must be it. The East American Commonwealth wasn't the
most advanced. Neither in technology or magiology. In fact, magic, in
general, was frowned upon. As a result, an android walking these lands
was quite unheard of.
"I see." Aureo stood up and gave Mister Neville the best bow he could
manage under such cramped circumstances. "I thank you for your time and
this opportunity. I won't take much more of it. Hopefully, I haven't
delayed the train's departure by very long."
Hamish gave him another chuckle. "Oh, don't worry, dear Aureo. This
train left the station the moment you closed that door."
Aureo was flabbergasted. He didn't know much about trains, but could
this monstrously large engine get thousand or more wagons moving without
him noticing? Aureo had expected the squeal of gears and wheels. A jerk
when the train first overcame the resistance preventing motion and
actually started to roll. But he felt and heard none of that.
Instead of commenting, Aureo gave another bow. Sometimes it was better
to stay quiet and not embarrass oneself further. Leaving the small
cabin, he followed Sherin the android. She was of the silent type too.
Just like the engine that pulled this train along. He could barely hear
her footsteps.
"Most wagons have three levels." For an android, she had a very melodic
voice. Not what Aureo expected at all. "Most wagons have a layout that
reserves partially or all of the lowest level for the train's staff. As
you are part of it, it is expected that you use these routes. In your
free time, you can partake in the entertainment that is usually reserved
for our paying customers. However, only as long as you do not take up a
place reserved for them and as long as you are presentable."
In other words, Aureo better clean up and not run around in work clothes
that were drenched in sweat. Not that he had any other kind at the
moment.
Following Sherin, Aureo got a quick tour. Limited to the briskest
outline. They passed one wagon that served as a kitchen and cafeteria
for the staff. It reminded Aureo that he hadn't eaten since breakfast.
After a few more wagons dedicated to staff, they arrived at their
destination.
"This will be your cabin."
Peeking in, Aureo saw a small compartment. One bed. A small desk and
chair. A few spaces to stow belongings. Aureo suspected they would stay
empty for a while. However, the cabin was clean and tidy. In addition,
it was for only one person. Aureo didn't have to share accommodations.
It was more than he had expected.
"At the end of the hallway to the left is this wagon's community bath,"
Sherin continued and pointed down-train. "I'd suggest you use this
facility immediately as it is currently free. By the time you are done,
I will have a set of a uniform in your size."
"Thank you," Aureo replied a little too late. Sherin was already on the
move. Shrugging, Aureo followed the directions. The community bathroom
was small but had to his surprise a bath. One he sorely needed. Locking
the door, he stripped out of his filthy garments and ran a bath. One
quite hot. Another luxury he hadn't expected.
Just slipping into the water gave his aching muscles relief. More than
one sigh escaped him. Never had a bath felt this good in his life. For a
while, Aureo closed his eyes and soaked. Enjoying the warmth.
A faint click made Aureo think someone had opened the door. Although he
was sure he had locked it. A glance over the shoulder revealed it was
still shut.
"Must have imagined it." With his nerves frayed as they were, he
wouldn't put it past himself. Just as he was about to relax again, a few
details caught his attention. For one, his clothes were gone. And on a
nearby small counter was a stack of neatly folded dark green clothes
with silvery accents. Peeking over the rim of the tub, Aureo even spied
a pair of polished shoes. They even looked his size.
"That sneaky-" Aureo cut himself off. If that Android could slip into
the bathroom without him detecting it, who knows what else she'd be
capable of. It was better not to run his mouth. The whole incident also
reminded him that he wasn't here for leisure. It reminded him to grab a
brush and soap, and attack his body vigorously.
A quarter-hour later, Aureo felt like a man again. Dressed in his new
uniform - which fit perfectly - he was ready to face the world again.
Opening the door, Aureo made an involuntary step back. Sherin. She was
right there. Waiting inches in front of the door.
The android gave him a quick glance all over. "Now he looks the part.
Excellent." For the first time, she gave him any sign of human emotion.
A bright smile. It even looked genuine. Aureo wasn't sure he liked it.
"Shall we?"
Aureo swallowed his nervousness down. "Lead the way."
***************************************
It's been a month since Aureo joined the Neville Express and to his
surprise, he liked it here. At any point, he could have left. By now
there was half a continent between him and the syndicate that wanted him
dead.
Why he stayed was a little hard to pinpoint for Aureo. The pay wasn't
bad. The fellow staff was friendly. He even could imagine them growing
as tight as a surrogate family. Even the work was nice. Nothing too
complicated, but wagons were complex. A lot could break and needed
regular maintenance. Aureo rarely did the same work twice a week.
The only drawback he could see was the tight environment. Wagons were
about forty meters long and varied in width between four and six meters.
Most had three floors. It sounded like a lot, but in practical terms, it
wasn't much space. Every living space had to make do with some
compromises. Slowly, Aureo got used to that too. What he didn't get used
to was Sherin. That sneaky android was vexing him to no end. He could
talk to her and then walk down or up-train at a brisk pace for a few
hundred wagons and she still could manage to arrive before him. And he
doubted he could ever get used to her being so sneaky.
But Sherin wasn't the only mystery this train had to offer. Today's job
assignment was a good example. He had received a long list to be filled
out. Going to each wagon personally and speaking to the responsible
staffer if anything needed to be fixed or early maintenance. Except for
a good third of the wagons were missing on the list. When Aureo asked,
he got a confusing reply: "Those don't break. Never need maintenance
too."
Aureo shrugged it off. If that was the assignment, then he would do it.
With a little exception. Wagon four hundred thirty-two was dear to his
heart. With a small smile he couldn't suppress, he climbed the small
spiral staircase that led to the showroom of the wagon. The afternoon
show was in full swing. On stage was an older gentleman - Aureo guessed
a good decade older than Mister Neville - who performed feats of
"instinctive manipulation of the quantum field". Also called "magic" by
the uneducated or ignorant. Small tricks and spells dazzled the two
dozen people in the audience. At its center was "The Fantastical
Magician Lahovary". Who performed amazing feats one after another.
Though noteworthy, the show wasn't what made Aureo's heart beat faster.
It was the assistant's flash of a smile as she spied him. Mirela had
captured Aureo's heart without resistance. She was just perfect. Maybe a
little too much for this world. Not that Aureo minded.
Quietly, he waited at the end of the room. The exclamations of
excitement from the audience when Mister Lahovary performed another
miracle washed past Aureo. His eyes were riveted onto Mirela who helped
out on the small stage and took over narration if the magician needed to
concentrate.
At last, the show ended and Aureo was elated as Mirela made her way over
to him. Past the audience that gathered around the old magician to get
autographs.
"Mister Testa." Mirela's voice was music to his ears. "What can I do for
you?"
"Aureo. Please," he gently corrected her. "And I was just about to ask
the same."
Mirela looked confused. A minuscule frown that somehow made her even
more attractive to Aureo. "I am sorry. We usually don't need anything.
So, I am a little lost by your offer."
"Well, you see." Aureo suddenly felt a little more nervous. A bit
foolish too. "I am making the rounds and taking stock of which wagon
needs repairs or maintenance."
"Ah." Mirela gave him a nod of understanding. "There must be a mistake
with your list. This wagon doesn't need either."
"No, the list is correct." As Aureo saw another frown appear on Mirela's
face, he corrected himself double-time. "Your wagon isn't on it. But I
thought asking couldn't hurt, right? I mean surely sometimes something
breaks, right? Or a door needs a bit of oil to open properly. A light
bulb needs-"
"Oh, Aureo. That's sweet of you." The smile of amusement on Mirela's
face might have ticked off Aureo on any other person. But combined with
her reaching for his arm made it all worth it. "I guess no one explained
to you that this is a Manteriantus Wagon."
Now it was Aureo's turn to be confused. He never heard of such a thing.
And, as usual, he tried to play it over with humor. "Bless you?"
"Very funny," Mirela replied in a voice that hinted at not a hint of
amusement in the joke, but appreciation for the effort. "Alright. I'll
explain it to you. Neville might be a better choice for the details, but
by now I think I can relay the basics with some authority."
"I am all ears." Not that Aureo really cared for the lecture. But he
liked spending time with Mirela. Finding out about the mysterious wagons
that are impervious to damage was a nice bonus.
"You see this wagon is magic." When the sentence didn't invoke the
desired reaction in Aureo, Mirela looked around and then leaned over to
him to whisper. "As in real magic. Or applied manipulation of the
quantum field or whatever you want to call it."
"Oh!" What else was Aureo to say? Though, after a few moments, some
questions came to his mind. "I guess the wagon fixes whatever is wrong.
But how does it know what to fix?"
"Good question." She even gave him another smile that threatened to melt
his heart. "You see, Manteriantus Wagons need a person - or more
specifically a soul - to bind to it."
"You are connected to it?"
"About fifty-five years ago a young magician with great aspirations
needed a little cash to restart his show. First, he took a job on this
train. Just like you. That man was Caius Lahovary." Mirela stepped to
the side and with perfect timing revealed the old magician who gave a
bow with a flourish to Aureo from across the room. "When he heard of
Neville's generous restoration offer, he couldn't resist. He became
bound to this very wagon. It is now an extension of himself. As am I."
Aureo frowned. "You?"
"Aureo, you do know I am an android, right?"
"Android?" Even hearing Mirela say it, Aureo had a hard time believing
such a fact. She looked human. He could see the fine pores on her skin.
Her slight breathing. The way her eyes adjusted to the light. It all was
human. Felt human. Beautiful in every way. A work of art. Aureo
developed doubt. Maybe she wasn't as natural as he thought. Rather than
being blessed with beauty at birth, she might be sculpted by someone.
"Oh, right. Sometimes I forget." Mirela acted like she hadn't just
shattered Aureo's worldview. "Sometimes I still see this body as to when
I first got it. It wasn't one provided by Mister Neville. Rather, I was
found on a scrap heap. You wouldn't believe how I looked back then. All
exposed metal and even some loose wires. Quite embarrassing in
hindsight."
Slowly, all the information tickled through Aureo's brain. It was a lot
to stomach. Not just that Mirela was an android. If what she said was
true then she wasn't at all what he thought she might be.
"So, in other words, you are Caius?"
"Oh, goodness, no!" Mirela exclaimed but was quick to elaborate. "You
see, when Caius activated me, he did so with a purpose in mind. I was to
be his assistant. And he gave me a personality to match. Granted, it
evolved. My personality became more nuanced, but my core values remained
the same. We do share information, but how we act on them is different."
"I think I understand," Aureo admitted. It had certain implications and
in a way, he was curious to know more. But it also put Mirela into a new
perspective. He wasn't quite sure how to feel about it yet. Mirela was
the creation of Caius. How much control did he still have over her?
Glancing over at the old man, Aureo voiced a different concern. "I hope
you don't mind me asking, but what happens to you when Caius passes
away? I don't mean to offend you, but he looks old. Frail. Honestly, I
can't believe he still does those shows."
"Oh, I will continue to exist. This wagon needs a soul to function and a
soul needs a body. Normally if a person dies the soul has no more home
and moves on. But I am a body capable of tethering a soul. And Mister
Neville probably would add that this wagon in itself is capable of it
too." Mirela gave it a sigh. "But to be honest, I have feared Caius
passing away for years now. I did everything I could to postpone the
inevitable. Yet it is bound to happen. Sooner rather than later, I
fear."
"What will you do when it happens?" Aureo wanted to know. Fascinated by
this strange creature before him. "Will you take over the show?"
"I thought about it a lot," Mirela admitted. "I could. Or I could ask
Mister Neville for a new android body. Replace Caius in a way, but that
seems wrong too." She gave a sigh that sounded so human that Aureo's
heart begged to forget she was an android. "Maybe I should start
something new. I was part of this show for decades. And decades still
lie ahead of me. I can change. So can this wagon. Whatever I decide, it
will change to accommodate it."
"That is a lot," Aureo said aloud. Wondering himself what he meant by
that. Was it all the information he had to absorb in such a short time,
or the fate that awaited Mirela and Caius? "I need to get going. Work,
you know? Talk to you soon."
"Of course," Mirela said with a small nod and a glint of sadness. But
she straightened up a moment later. "See you soon."
Walking away, Aureo had a lot on his mind. Did his feelings for Mirela
change now that he knew she was an android? They certainly felt more
muddled and complex. He needed time to untangle this mess. But should he
still pursue her? Was she even interested in him? She certainly
displayed emotions, but could she fall in love?
His mind circled the same questions all day. Even late into the evening.
Sitting in the small employee cafeteria, he had stirred the same mug of
chocolate for hours. By now, he had concluded his feelings for her were
real. Hers might be true too. But if they were - and if she had any for
him - where did it leave him?
They could live happily together for years. Decades even. But he would
age and she wouldn't. Just like her creator, she would outlive him. That
was in a way very sad to him. Mirela was for all purposes immortal. It
ashamed Aureo that this fact made him hesitate. For he wasn't sure if he
could stomach living beside someone who wouldn't age a bit, while he
became older and frail.
Giving a deep sigh, Aureo pushed off the table. Might as well empty that
mug and call it a night. Yet he froze mid-movement. A faded flyer pinned
to the cafeteria's blackboard caught his eye. Curious, he walked closer.
It was an offer of employment. Limited for six months. It involved
linking with one of the Manteriantus Wagons in poor condition. Giving it
a soul so it could repair itself. Aureo recognized this offer as the
same that Caius took all those years back.
"Why would they offer a temporary contract when the soul binding is
permanent?" Aureo muttered under his breath.
"The connection is breakable if done in time."
Aureo jumped aside at the sudden voice beside him. He had thought he had
been alone, but that damn Sherin stood right beside him. The sneaky
android had done it again.
Not wanting to give the android more food for amusement, Aureo collected
himself. Right. If anyone knew about this stuff then it was Mister
Neville's right hand. "And in time equals to- ?"
"Normally, it takes about a year for a soul to bind irrevocably to a
Manteriantus Wagon," Sherin volunteered. "However, this is an estimated
time and can vary between each person. To bind fully within a half year
is rare. We would offer an early exit of the contract if this was the
case."
Aureo glanced back at the flyer. He didn't like the prospect to end up
like Caius, but then again he wouldn't have to. Just six months. No
more. The half a million dollars it promised as a payout was what really
caught Aureo's attention. It was enough to start a new life anywhere.
Even overseas. There, the Cortez syndicate was sure to never find him.
"Should I mark you down as interested?"
Aureo slowly turned around to Sherin. Not knowing that the next word
would change his life forever. "Yes."
***************************************
The next morning, Mister Neville showed up while Aureo had breakfast.
Together they made the trip down-train. Past passenger, employee, and
cargo wagons. It was quite a walk. Aureo was even a little winded. Not
so Hamish Neville. The older gentleman looked fit for his age. He
certainly showed Aureo that one could do better.
"It is not much to look at," Neville said as they reached the first
rundown Manteriantus Wagon. "But it has everything it needs to come back
alive and be great. Provided a caring soul takes charge."
Aureo had his doubts. The wagon wasn't much more than rusted skeletal
ribs of steel on an undercarriage that had seen better days. It was a
wonder it didn't fall apart. Especially as it was the first of the
rundown wagons and over a hundred tailed this one. Aureo couldn't fathom
how much force this wagon had to withstand to not be pulled apart.
"And magic can fix all this?" Aureo asked. Not even trying to mask the
doubt in his voice.
Hamish gave him a fatherly smile. "You just walked through a dozen of
Manteriantus Wagons that had been off worse, yet you didn't notice."
Aureo still had his doubts. But for half a million, he certainly was
willing to try. "So, where do I start? Actually, how do I start?"
"Over here," Neville said and walked casually over the rotten floor.
Stepping over gaping maws of rusted holes that showed the train track
below them rush past.
Aureo was a lot more careful traversing the minefield of deadly
pitfalls. There was no doubt that he wouldn't survive falling through
any of them. It took Aureo five minutes to arrive at the junction box
where Neville waited for him at. Thankfully, it was bolted to one of the
beams that looked less rusted and solid enough to grab onto and cling to
as if his life depended on it. Which it might actually do.
Opening the junction box revealed a surprisingly pristine and clean
interior. It didn't house a lot. A large crystal and a few cables, of a
type, Aureo had never seen before, connected to it.
"Just place one of your hands on the crystal and wait until it feels
warm under your touch."
Aureo was reluctant to let go of the beam. Even if one hand remained on
it. Yet the sooner he got this over with the sooner he could return to
solid land. He hoped. The crystal felt cold to his touch. Not freezing,
but lower in temperature than it had any reason to be. It did take a
while. Aureo guessed about fifteen minutes until he couldn't feel a
difference in temperature between his hand and the crystal.
"I think this is it."
"Hmm, yes," Hamish agreed. He looked amused. "Interesting. You were a
good chunk faster than the average. Not the fastest, mind you, but
remarkable nonetheless."
Aureo liked compliments as much as the next person, but right now was
not the time for them. "Was that it? Can we return there now?" He
pointed at the entrance to the last cargo wagon. The last remnant of
solid, non-treacherous, ground.
"Of course," Neville said, before returning there at a casual pace. Not
clinging to anything. For Aureo it looked like some kind of magic. Maybe
the equivalent for sea-legs, just for trains. As Aureo made the journey
too, Hamish continued. "Now the next step is quite easy. Just spend time
with the wagon while being close to it. Your subconscious mind will do
the rest. Grab something to read if you will. It takes time. But if you
are impatient, you can try meditating. That helps speed it up a little."
"I'll give it a try," Aureo promised.
"Good. Good," Neville said while nodding sagely. "I'll come by in a
week. See how much progress you made."
Saying their goodbyes, Aureo took stock of his new project. It really
was in an abysmal state. Normally, he fixed things with his hands too.
Not just with his mind.
"Now, don't get too attached to this wagon," Aureo joked to himself.
"Wouldn't wanna get stuck, right? No matter how tempting this view
looks."
If he looked to the side - and didn't pay attention to the wagon - the
view was actually nice. The area they traveled through was sparsely
populated and most of it was untamed. It made for a great panorama.
Sitting down on a spot where crisscrossing beams and metal nearly
amounted to a floor, Aureo closed his eyes. It was to meditate and kick
this into high gear. The sooner he got this done, the earlier he could
leave a rich man. If he wanted to. There still was Mirela on his mind.
She wasn't the only thing that hindered his concentration. Now and then
he had to peek at the landscape. It was beautiful. If only he didn't
have to squint as much. It was summer and there was barely a cloud in
the sky. It left him exposed to the sun.
By noon, he got the hang of it. Though sometimes he still fought to not
nod off. Thankfully, some piece of roof blocked the sun just right, so
it didn't blind him anymore. Glancing up, it really looked small. Just
barely enough to provide his eyes relief. But there was something else
to it. Nothing of the roof had survived, save spokes of metal frame and
this small rectangle. Which made the small sheet of metal stand out
more. Surprise filled him as he concluded that the material looked new.
Not rusted at all. Which made him wonder, had it been there when he had
started meditating?
Mister Neville had said the wagon would respond to his subconscious
mind. Said mind had been annoyed by the glaring sun. It had to be. Aureo
had willed this tiny chunk of metal into existence. And if he could do
that, what else could he do?
Priorities. Aureo had to itemize what was important. A roof over his
head would be nice to escape the sun, but overall not urgent. No matter
what his subconscious said. Removing some of the rust could be good.
Less chance to cut himself on some sharp fragment and catch tetanus or
something worse.
No, the most important spot was right under Aureo's butt. He needed a
floor. If nothing else then for the safety of his mind. And body too.
Right now, the wagon was a rolling deathtrap. Aureo had to change it as
soon as possible.
Once again, he focused inward. Imagining the wagon as it was now and
willing to change. He could envision it. New metal sprouting and slowly
spreading. Covering up the many holes of the undercarriage.
"How is it going?"
Aureo nearly jumped from his seat. Looking around, he spotted Mirela.
But the view behind her was more worrying. Darkness was falling.
"Yes, it is evening already," Mirela confirmed. "Time can fly if working
on a Manteriantus Wagon. I know you didn't eat dinner. People told me.
But did you eat lunch?"
Now reminded, Aureo's stomach growled. "I guess not. Really lost my time
there."
"Come on," Mirela urged Aureo and helped him get up. "Time to get you
something to eat. It is important. Don't neglect it. And be patient. It
takes a while to get started with a Manteriantus Wagon. Don't prioritize
it over everything else."
"I will," Aureo promised. "But I did manage this." Pointing up to the
small rectangle of the roof. However, at twilight, it was hard to make
out. "A little bit of new metal up there."
"Cool," Mirela said. "Now come eat."
"Alright." Aureo really could eat, he decided.
As they entered the next wagon, both failed to see the shiny new spot of
metal flooring. Right at the spot where Aureo had sat.
***************************************
"That is quite the progress, Mister Testa." Hamish Neville sounded
impressed.
"It is just a third of the floor," Aureo said to play it down. Bragging
was something he detested. Even if he did something extraordinary
himself.
"Aureo." Just his name spoken by Neville somehow sounded like praise but
also chiding for childish behavior. "Some can't manage a third of a
floor in a month. Let alone a week. You are really gifted."
"Thank you," Aureo replied while staying humble. But part of him being
proud still slipped through. "To be honest, I was just motivated to have
something preventing me from falling to my death. Now, I can relax a
little."
"It is good to set the right pace." Neville sounded positively fatherly.
But it switched to motherly just a sentence later. "And you take care of
yourself? Don't forget to eat and drink."
Aureo couldn't help but blush. "I have a lunch bag over there." He
pointed to the brown paper bag that he conveniently forgot to mention
was strapped to a metal beam since the day before. He reasoned it might
be better not to mention that he hadn't touched the bag for lunch
yesterday. Or forgotten to bring a new one today.
"Good. Good." Neville was in full father mode again. Or grandfather.
"One needs the energy to accomplish great things."
"I'll keep that in mind."
***************************************
"I brought you lunch."
Aureo blushed. "Thanks, Mirela."
Of course, she knew that he had forgotten to pack any. She didn't have
to wait to see the guilty look on his face. How many times had he
forgotten now? Just this week? Aureo feared the answer.
"Look." Aureo proudly pointed to the wagon below them. "I nearly got the
floor done. After only three weeks."
"Don't change the subject. Geez, Aureo. I can see how cracked and
cratered your lips are. Do you drink enough?"
"Yes," Aureo promptly said. Maybe a little too quick and forceful.
"Mostly in the evening. After work."
"Aureo." Mirela sounded sad. "You have to take better care of yourself.
The people around you can do only so much."
"I know. I know," Aureo said chastised. Mirela and Neville had a point.
"It is just- There is so much potential. I hadn't realized how much,
Mirela. It's like the wagon is made out of clay. Ready - eager - to be
formed by me. Once I have the floor, walls, and ceiling done-" Aureo let
out a pained sigh. "I have so many plans. And I can feel it. The magic
can make it real. All of them. If I just had the wagon ready for it."
"Aureo. Listen to me." Mirela grabbed him by the shoulders and with a
force that surprised him. "Look me in the eyes. This is important." She
actually waited until he established eye contact and did not immediately
break it again. "Answer me one question. Who is remaking this wagon?"
"I do? Or do you mean the magic-"
"Oh, you wanna get smart with me?" Mirela didn't sound playful. She was
dead serious. "Who's doing it in a week? Or two? If you last that long.
Who takes over once you are dead?"
Aureo was shocked. She might as well have hit him. That would probably
have hurt less. He had skipped a few meals, but it wasn't that bad,
right? Except she looked so serious.
"You are addicted, Aureo," she continued. "It happens. Some people just
take to Manteriantus Wagons like that. I know how hard it can be to
resist. Why do you think I fought so long and hard to keep Caius alive?
But here is the deal, Aureo. I can't be there for both of you. Don't you
owe it to yourself to see this through? If so, then you better start
taking care of yourself."
Aureo stumbled backward as she let go. Landing painfully on his butt. He
grasped for words, but none came. The instinct was there to deny all
accusations. But he realized she was right. Maybe it was worse than he
was willing to admit.
But Mirela didn't give him to come up with words. She turned around.
Walking to the next wagon. Leaving him behind. But just as she was about
to enter the cargo wagon up-train, she turned around a last time. "And
Aureo. Take shower. Better yet, a bath."
It wasn't that bad, was it? Once Mirela was gone, Aureo took a whiff of
himself. He nearly gagged. How could he not have noticed? A garbage can
might smell nicer than him.
Mirela was right. This couldn't go on. Maybe he should go to Neville and
quit. No, he was too far gone. But he could take Mirela's advice. It was
time to face the consequences and get his act together. Starting with a
bath. He really needed one. Or two.
***************************************
"Marvellous progress. Especially for only two and a half months" Hamish
Neville admitted as Aureo had led him into the wagon. "I don't think any
of the other wagons have this many windows. Or as large ones."
"I enjoy the panorama a lot," Aureo admitted sheepishly. "If I am not
meditating, I often just enjoy the view. That's why I have those large
windows."
"That is quite alright," Hamish assured him. "Hmm, you extended the roof
to the standard three-level layout of the other wagons, but there aren't
any additional floors. Is that on purpose?"
Of course, Mister Neville had to point that out. "For now. I don't plan
on adding full floors, but maybe a few platforms. I like it to remain
open and connected."
"Feel free to do anything," Hamish said. "Seeing something new in my old
age is quite refreshing. I remember when-"
Just then a loud buzzing sound interrupted. Aureo was quick to run into
a corner where he stowed his stuff. Silencing the alarm. "Sorry. That's
my reminder to drink. And eat. I tend to forget otherwise."
Neville gave him a generous chuckle. "It's a good system. I am glad you
do take care of yourself. That can't be said for everyone who binds to a
Manteriantus Wagon. You do look healthier."
"Thank you." While he could take the compliment as is, Aureo had to give
credit where it was due. "I must admit, I needed a rather firm wake-up
call provided by Mirela."
"She does care." Hamish Neville gave Aureo's wagon another once over. "I
reckon, another month. Then we need to talk about how to proceed. You
have taken to this task quite easily and I think we can end your task
early. With the full payout, of course. But this doesn't have to be the
end of it, Aureo. There are many more Manteriantus Wagons in need of
care. When you break with this one, I wouldn't mind commissioning the
next one."
Aureo was a little overwhelmed by the news. Just one more month to work
on this wagon. Yet there was still so much to do. He had great plans for
this wagon. Could he do it? Of course, Mister Neville was right.
Technically, the wagon was refurbished. No rust or decay remained.
Everything was in working order.
Two options unfolded before him. He could take the money and start a new
life. That had been the original plan. But now, he wasn't so sure. There
was Mirela. He quite cared about her. Yet they hadn't even started
dating yet. Should he make a move? Of course, if he did, he had to stay
aboard the train. He might as well accept another Manteriantus Wagon as
commission. Yes, more money was tempting, but he also might work faster
the second time. Now he knew how his mind could shape material through
magic. Maybe he could realize his full vision in the next wagon.
"I will think about it," Aureo promised. He still had time. In a month,
he might be more certain. And maybe he managed to finish this wagon
after all."
***************************************
"Come on. Come on," Aureo urged Mirela two weeks later. They were
walking through the last cargo wagons before Aureo's.
"Slow down," she urged with an amused smile. "And I swear if you drag me
out here just to show me that you change the floor yet again-"
"No. Well, yes, I changed the floor again. I had to see how the parquet
looks with redwood lumber," Aureo sheepishly admitted. But quickly added
more before Mirela could turn around annoyed. "But that is not why I got
you. Besides, I don't think the redwood is working."
"Aureo!" Mirela exclaimed with a sigh. She was half-minded to turn
around, but they already had reached his wagon. She might as well take a
look.
Not much had changed. If one discounted the floor. The small cabin to
the side had grown. She knew Aureo now slept on a small cot in it. She
also spied three water bottles. One was empty and another halfway there.
She even saw some wrappers that might have belonged to cafeteria
sandwiches. Overall, a good sign.
"No. No. Here!" Aureo exclaimed while crouching beside a larger flower
pot.
Bemused, Mirela walked over. "I must admit, I expected something more
exciting than a pot, Aureo."
"Not the pot. This." He pointed to a small seedling that had pushed
through the earth. "I wanted a pot, true. And the wagon made it real.
But I haven't gotten around to planting anything yet. But something is
already growing, Mirela. Isn't that amazing? Somehow, I created life!"
Mirela stifled an amused chuckle. Sometimes Aureo was just too cute. She
crouched down before she enlightened him. "Aureo, what makes this wagon
work is magic. You probably heard the sentence 'magic is all around us'
before. But you have to understand that magic is everywhere on New
Terra. It is all connected. If you wanted a plant to grow here then you
didn't need to plant a seed. The magic, guided by your subconscious
mind, would find one and make a copy for you. It is as easy as that."
Aureo remained quiet for a moment. Digesting the information presented.
Just to burst out: "That is still amazing! You mean I can get any plant
I want?"
This time, Mirela couldn't hold back. She chuckled out loud. "Yes, if
you know about a plant, then you can will it into existence. It just
takes practice to get the right one. Plants are pretty easy compared to
other things."
"I always wanted plants," Aureo confessed while sitting down on the
floor. "I grew up in a small house in the older narrower parts of New
Boston. We didn't get much sunshine. So, every houseplant we tried
didn't last long. Moving out, my apartment wasn't much better. And at
work, I spend most of my time underground."
Mirela reached over. "Well, now you can have any plant you want," she
assured him. She laughed. "As soon as you change the floor again. The
redwood really clashes with your walls."
Aureo gave a chuckle in return. "I'll see to it."
Mirela stood up. "Sorry, I need to get going. The next show starts
soon."
"I understand."
"One last piece of advice." She waited until she got his undivided
attention again. "You might want to add some chairs or so. Sitting on
the floor gets old pretty quick."
"Yes, Madam. As you wish."
***************************************
Fascinated, Aureo watched another seedling that had broken ground. This
was the eleventh pot he had conjured out of thin air. A feat that still
amazed him. In a few more weeks, the wagon's floor might become crowded.
Maybe then, he should add a proper second or even third floor.
Despite him being preoccupied with his plants, Aureo knew Mister Neville
was about to enter. In a way, the connection between him and the wagon
flowed both ways. He felt the wind flow over the roof and sides of the
wagon. Felt the rail under the wheels. It was a new feeling. A strange
one. Yet oddly right. If someone would ask him to describe it, Aureo
would have despaired. There were simply no words to describe it
adequately. At least, with his vocabulary.
Aureo turned around just as Mister Neville entered. Standing up
straight, proud even, he walked over to his visitor. "Mister Neville, a
pleasure to welcome you to my wagon. Are you here to check up on me."
"Aureo, please. You can call me Hamish." The supposed owner of the train
looked around. He appeared to be impressed, yet Aureo still saw evidence
of concern there too. "Aureo, we need to talk. A month has passed and it
is time."
He had dreaded this day. Part of him wasn't ready to give up this wagon.
It grew with each day. But he couldn't avoid this talk forever. Stepping
aside, Aureo pointed to two of the new additions to his wagon. Two
leather armchairs with a high backrest that could swivel. They were
perfect to sit in and watch out of the large windows.
"Very nice," Hamish remarked as he let himself fall into one of them. A
content sigh escaped and for a minute, both men enjoyed the view. But it
couldn't last. One little sentence threw off the harmony of the
situation. "Have you made your decision?"
"Not yet," Aureo admitted. "Do I have to? What is the rush? There are
still things I try to accomplish with this wagon. I know. I know. I was
only hired to refurbish it. But I have plans. This wagon could be so
much more."
"It could be," Neville slowly agreed. As if he was reluctant to do so.
"Provided you are willing to pay the price."
Aureo swallowed. Here he had hoped for a payday. A generous one. But if
he wanted to fulfill his dreams for this wagon, maybe he had to let them
go. Even take on debt. Once again, as always, it came down to money.
"How expensive will it be?"
"Expensive? Oh, no. You misunderstood me." Hamish turned his armchair so
he could look Aureo into the eyes. "I know Sherin has told you about the
bond between a person - their soul - and the Manteriantus Wagon."
"It takes about a year, she said."
"But that is for ordinary people, Aureo. You are gifted. Rarely have I
seen one like you. But being gifted is a two-edged sword. That you can
influence the wagon to the degree you already did speaks that the bond
has further progressed than usual at this time. Aureo, at your current
speed, I fear you will have permanently bonded to the wagon before the
six months would be up."
A price indeed. All this time Aureo had been proud of how fast he had
progressed. The influence he now wielded was intoxicating. Up to now, he
had only seen the good side. Now, Neville has revealed that there are
drawbacks. And those came due faster than Aureo had anticipated. Yet
Aureo still wondered.
"What does it entail? Being bonded permanently, I mean."
Neville gave a resolute nod. The kind one gave when someone else chose a
path you predicted. It wasn't judgemental. Just an acknowledgment that
one was right.
"You already feel it, don't you? By now the bond is strong enough. You
don't want to leave this wagon. For short errands it is fine. But not
for long. That will only grow." Neville leaned back. Gave Aureo a moment
to digest before throwing even more his way. "You see, we humans grow up
in a three-dimensional world. This is what your mind is used to. But our
soul- That, Aureo, is a different beast. It is malleable. Can be
stretched. It doesn't adhere to the laws of the physical world. One can
be bound to a wagon and have their human body a continent away. But our
mind, Aureo, does protest. It wants all of its parts close together."
"So, in time, I wouldn't want to leave anymore," Aureo concluded. "I'd
be trapped here by my own mind?"
"In the beginning, yes. Which might range from a decade to a few. Maybe
even a century. Those bound to a wagon, for them the boundaries melt
away. Their human body, the wagon, and everything inside. It all becomes
one. It takes time and practice to start separating those again. And
even then, it is gradual. The distance they are willing to travel won't
be much at the start."
Aureo opened his mouth, but words wouldn't come out. Why would anyone
become bound on purpose? To be stuck in one place. Possibly forever.
Aureo thought of Caius. The old magician who created Mirela. Had he
never left the train since the bonding? Caius had grown old here on this
train. That would be Aureo's future too. It was horrible.
Yet, there were parts of him that were intrigued. The Manteriantus Wagon
gave as much as it took. Already, Aureo could summon seeds from the
farthest reaches of this planet. What else could he do once fully
bonded? He could get parts of the world inside his wagon. Whatever he
needed.
"It should be a decision." The firm sentence pulled Aureo out of his
musings. Neville had steel in his eyes. The normally kind look had
vanished. Hamish looked serious. Extruded it. "A bond should never be by
accident. Yet it has happened too often. Aureo, if you contemplate this,
you have to be sure. There is still time to break your bond. I wouldn't
hold it against you. Nor if you felt that you couldn't take on another
Manteriantus Wagon."
It was the logical choice to break now, Aureo knew. Take the money and
go. Start a new life somewhere. But the alternative was surprisingly
tempting. He felt like walking on the edge of a cliff. To his one side
was safe ground and he ought to head there. For the longer he balanced
on the edge the higher chance there was to fall into the abyss on the
other side.
"I need more time," Aureo admitted. "You said there is still some,
right? I've only been at it for three and a half months. There's got to
be time left. Maybe two weeks or four."
Mister Neville gave a sigh. "That will only make it harder, you know?
Okay. Two weeks. But I need you to do something in return."
"Anything," Aureo promised.
"We learned the hard way that someone bonding permanently needs an
android by their side. The final stretch can be stressful for the human
body. You need someone to take care of you when that time comes."
Neville reached over to give a reassuring squeeze of the shoulder. "If
the time comes. But an android has to be taught first. That's why I want
you to head to wagon six today or tomorrow. Sherin will wait there and
help you decide between one of those we have stored. That is important,
Aureo. Do not put it off."
"I will go there later," Aureo promised, but then reconsidered. Lately,
he hadn't been that good at remembering things. Not on time at least.
Working on the wagon was too interesting. "No, I better go now."
"Good. I shall escort you then." Hamish Neville gave out a fatherly
chuckle. "Least you get lost and wander off."
***************************************
They parted ways at wagon six. Aureo hesitated before the door. He had
never been inside of wagon six. Gone through it, sure. Every wagon had
some passageway leading from one end to another. But the proper interior
had been closed off as far as he remembered. The whole wagon looked
sturdy. As if it was a small fortress. The door he now stood before
wouldn't have looked wrong on a submarine or warship.
Just as he raised his hand to knock, the door opened by itself.
Instinctively, Aureo stepped back to let through who was exiting, but no
one appeared. A little spooked, it took Aureo a moment to actually peek
inside.
It could have been from a horror movie. In the dim light, he saw bodies
stacked on tall shelves that spanned the three floors of the wagon. He
recognized them as androids. Some were more convincing as humans than
others. It still was eerie.
Slowly, Aureo stepped inside. Making his way further in, he saw
workstations and machinery lining the walls. Probably to service the
androids. Aureo was no stranger to workshops, but most tools here looked
sophisticated and beyond the usual scope. Certainly on a higher
technological standard than was available in the East American
Commonwealth.
Of the many androids, one looked familiar. Sherin sat in a chair at the
far end of the wagon. However, she didn't move. Starring blank-eyed into
empty space without blinking. Had she been deactivated? Maybe she was
here for maintenance.
Relaxing slightly, Aureo looked around. "Hello? Anybody here?"
"There you are!" Aureo jumped in place and then turned to see Sherin
right there. Electronic clipboard in hand and definitely not sitting in
the chair anymore. "Silly, git. Why haven't you turned up the light,
Mister Testa? Human eyes aren't used to the dark like an androids. I
would have recognized sooner that I hadn't been alone here."
"I-" Confusion and anger battled within Aureo. That stupid android had
done it again. He had known she had been here and still, she managed to
scare the heck out of him. As his heart started to slow down, reason
returned to his thoughts. It probably wouldn't do him good to wring that
stupid android's neck. Figuratively or literally. He had to compose
himself. "Mister Neville sent me."
"I know. To pick up an android." With a flick of her hand, the lights of
the wagon turned bright. "Have your pick. You may choose one."
Now that Aureo could actually see, it wasn't any less eerie. In the dim
light, his mind had imagined things where his eyes had failed to provide
details. Now, Aureo was stuck in a slaughterhouse for androids with one
that terrified him. For every android on the shelf that appeared
complete, body parts and components for two more were scattered around.
To hide his nervousness - or just to break the silence - Aureo asked the
first thing that came to his mind. "So, every Manteriantus Wagon has a
companion android?"
"Everyone. Hamish insists on it. Though some older wagons chose to get
additional ones."
Aureo was about to ask what Sherin meant when he remembered Mirela. She
had mentioned thinking of getting a new android when Caius passed away.
To keep the show going. It was a chilling thought. If he passed away,
would his soul stay behind? Caught and shared by the wagon and whatever
android he chose? Mirela certainly thought so.
Maybe that's why Mister Neville had sent Aureo to get an android. To get
a feel for the permanence. Nothing was forever, but a self-repairing
wagon could last a long time. A small eternity. Not for Aureo himself,
but for his soul. The question was what that actually meant. In
practical terms.
He could ask. Sherin was right there. Evenly returning his gaze. Aureo
chickened out. Perhaps, part of him didn't want to understand. Maybe it
was better not to know.
Aureo turned away. Overthinking might be bad. Best to stick to the easy
stuff. Choosing an android. But which one? Maybe Sherin could shed a
light on it. Find out what her maker's reasoning had been for making her
a frightful stealthy ninja who liked to scare people out of their wits.
Just, maybe, formulated a little more tactfully.
"So-" Aureo let his eyes roam over the androids on the shelves. Trying
to act and sound nonchalant. "You are one of those companion androids,
right? Part of a Manteriantus Wagon."
Sherin smiled at him. It was a knowing smile. One with the promise that
said she knew more than him. It lingered just a little too long. Then,
quite clearly and carefully, she said one word: "No."
It stopped Aureo's line of thought and inquiry dead in its tracks. It
had been a rhetorical question. Because he had been sure to know the
right answer. Now, he was left hanging and quite unsure how to proceed.
What vexed him, even more, was that Aureo could swear there had been
more to this simple "no". As if she had snuck by a whole elephant of
hidden meaning behind his back.
In the following awkward silence, Aureo turned around again. Inspecting
all the available androids. They appeared to be in various stages of
sophistication and human mimicry. None of them came even close to Mirela
in lifelikeness. Not even to Sherin who clearly read as an android. Some
were all-metal, while others sported plastics and composite materials. A
few had, what Aureo might think of as, cheap fake skin. More for the
giving the sense of something soft than passing as real.
"Which one would you recommend?" Aureo asked in the hopes of getting a
point to start with.
"They are all equally suited for your needs," Sherin said. And just as
Aureo thought this cryptic answer was all he got, she had to add
something more. "In the long run."
Maybe Aureo had asked the wrong question. He tried again. "I mean, their
programming has to be different, right? Is there any of these better
suited to - for example - taking care of plants?"
"None of these have any software installed. Not even firmware."
Expecting no elaboration, Aureo opened his mouth but was cut as she
added more. "Just place the one of your choosing inside your bound
wagon. In time, the wagon will treat it as an extension of itself. This
means it can be manipulated and changed like any other object belonging
to the wagon. In other words, by you."
"I just think about what I want it to be and it will become it?" Aureo
asked. Only seconds later he remembered. Mirela had said as much, didn't
she? That Caius had found her as scrap. All metal and lose wires. That
he had remade her to his liking. How else than by the means of the
Manteriantus Wagon could Caius manage this feat? Mirela even had said
that the basis of her personality was set by him a long time ago.
"To put it simply, yes," Sherin confirmed. "However, selecting an
android physically closer to the desired outcome can shorten the
required time."
Time. Aureo wasn't sure he wanted less of it. Mirela came to his mind
again. He wanted to be with her. Not replace Mirela with someone else.
That ruled out any even vaguely female android. Aureo reckoned the
temptation of his subconscious mind would be too much.
A male android? Aureo thought about it. What could he do with that? His
first instinct was to go for a fatherly figure. Like Mister Neville. But
what was a fatherly figure without years of experience to draw from? Not
to mention that he might create - purely by accident - a caricature of
the train owner.
A friend? Aureo didn't even know what kind of friend he wanted or
needed. And what then? Drink beer and gossip all day. Stuck inside the
wagon. Never going out. Aureo couldn't envision it.
Maybe a butler. The android was supposed to take care of Aureo when he
needed it most. But Aureo dismissed the notion immediately. What would
Mirela think if he got another android for a clearly subservient role?
Not a good sign for any future relationship. Not to mention it might
upset the Order Of The English Butlers. One of those Pop-Religions that
New Terra had fostered. Based on popular culture from old Earth. Aureo
could never understand it.
"That one," Aureo decided. Pointing to an android without distinguishing
features. It hadn't any features suggesting male or female traits. It
was metal and bare bones. Not even a face. The two sensors on its head
could barely count as eyes. It would take time to mold it into anything
resembling a human-like android. This made it perfect for Aureo.
"A blank slate," Sherin commented. "Harder, but more rewarding in the
end."
Aureo chose to not reply. Instead, he looked forward to returning to his
wagon. He just had to figure out how to move that lump of metal back
there. They really could have included basic programming in his opinion.
Then it could have walked there by itself.
***************************************
Aureo sighed at the view. Currently, the Neville Express snaked along
the Pacific coastline. Giving him a fantastic view of an ocean
discolored by sunset. It was magical. Now and then, he grabbed for the
sandwich he got from the cafeteria or the tea, which was cold by now.
Not that he minded.
Even if he closed his eyes, Aureo felt harmony. Maybe it was the sweet
scent of the flowers around him. They had blossomed the day before.
Since then, the feel of the whole wagon has changed. Subtle, but
noticeable.
A lazy smile grew on his face as Mirela neared. Not only could he feel
her coming close to his wagon, but he could open the automatic door for
her. With just a thought. It amazed Aureo. The wagon and him really
became one.
"Taking a break?" Mirela asked as she entered.
Aureo waited with his answer until Mirela had taken the seat beside him.
"How could I not?" He gestured to the magnificent sunset beyond the
panoramic windows. "That's the life, Mirela. I finally feel at peace."
"It sounds like you have made up your mind."
"I do. I will- Hey!" No wonder Mirela's voice had sounded stuffed. She
had taken a bite of his sandwich. Probably even two. "Aren't you always
telling me I should regain a few pounds? How am I supposed to do that if
you snatch away my food?"
Yes, androids ate. At least sophisticated ones like Mirela. Not that she
needed to. It was purely for pleasure. Aureo doubted his own android
could do it. It had not even a mouth.
"I thought you were finished," Mirela replied after swallowing. And
taking a sip of his tea. "Urg, it is cold."
Aureo just gave her an amused look that said it was her own fault for
stealing his food and drink. But he didn't voice it. Maybe they had
skipped all that dating stuff. Mirela's behavior had the familiarity he
always expected a wife would have. Someone who knew him and wasn't shy
about being herself around him.
"Yes," Aureo confirmed the earlier topic. "I have decided to stay. To
bond to this wagon. I was hesitant, you know. Being stuck in one place -
probably for a long time - scared me. But now that I had time to think
about it, it might not be so bad. I mean, the Neville Express is always
traveling. I only got the same view through these windows if we stopped
at a station for a day or two. There is always something new to see.
Whatever I want from the outside, I can try to recreate it here. And
some of the things I always wanted are already close to me."
Mirela's hand, as she reached over, was warm and soft. Just like a
human's hand. If she hadn't spilled the beans, he would have never
guessed. So what was the difference really? Aureo didn't care anymore.
He just enjoyed the moment as they both shared the breathtaking view.
When darkness settled in, Aureo turned around. "Do you have to go soon?
Taking care of Caius?"
"No. He's asleep." She suddenly looked around his wagon. "Speaking of
companions, didn't Hamish assign you an android? Where is it?"
Aureo awkwardly pointed to a small little closet that extended from his
cabin. "In there."
"Aureo!" She slapped his arm. Lightly, but not playfully. "Let's take a
look."
"Wait!" But to his horror, she was already up and about. "Let me
explain."
Mirela opened the door and stared at the featureless android stowed in a
custom cradle. When Aureo stepped beside her, she asked: "What have you
done with it so far?"
Aureo gave an awkward shrug. Maybe it wasn't best to treat a fellow
android like this. He hoped he hadn't offended Mirela. "Not much,
yet. Built this closet. It's temporary. I'll build it something better
and- Ouch!"
This time, Mirela slapped the back of his head. Not lightly either. It
had actually hurt. "Aureo! You stubborn-" Mirela took a deep breath.
"You just told me you decided to make the bond permanent, yes? Then you
need to teach it. It can't learn in a closet. And especially if you
don't spend any time on it."
Aureo rubbed the back of his head longer than was strictly necessary or
common. "I don't know what to do with it."
Mirela took a deep breath. Ready to chide him once again. But she
stopped mid-movement. Then let her breath out and looked around. "One
job. A task." She turned back to Aureo. "Choose one simple thing it
could do around here. Then, try to teach it. The rest will come
naturally."
"I'm not sure that's-" Aureo stopped mid-sentence. Mirela started to
look angry again. And human or android, one did best to not make a woman
angry. Especially by being stubborn. "I'll try. Promise."
"You do that!" Then her features softened. "Get some sleep. Start fresh
tomorrow."
He gave a nod and then, they said their goodbyes for the night.
***************************************
Aureo dabbed away the last crumbs of scrambled eggs from his mouth with
a napkin. With his breakfast done, Aureo leaned back and turned his
armchair to look at the occupant of the other one. It didn't stare back.
In fact, it didn't do anything. His companion was as devoid of
programming as it had started out.
A task, Mirela had said. He had to find a task for it. There wasn't much
to do in his wagon. More and more, it looked like a greenhouse on
wheels. His only task, aside from meditating new things into existence,
was to take care of his plants.
"Watering my plants!" Aureo exclaimed. "That's what you can do."
Of course, the android didn't answer. Neither did it react in any other
way. Aureo broke the task into smaller steps. Get water. Check the
plant's soil. Water those that needed it. Wait. Repeat. No, Aureo
admitted he had to get into even more detail. The first step was to make
the android stand up.
Aureo took a seat in one of the comfortable armchairs and closed his
eyes. Trying to concentrate on one task alone. He knew it would take
time, but he couldn't help now and then to just take a peek and see if
the android did anything. Nothing.
Maybe two hours in, Aureo jumped out of his seat in shock as a large
thud scared the hell out of him. Just a few meters further laid the
android. Now, with its legs extended. Clearly, it had stood up. Only to
immediately lose balance and fall over.
"That will take some time," Aureo murmured to himself while scratching
his head.
But Aureo was no quitter. At sunset, his precious wood flooring had nine
more deep scratches on its paneling. Testaments to the times he managed
to get the android up, but not from staying so.
***************************************
"That's a unique form of artistic expression," Mirela commented as she
took a look at the one place in Aureo's wagon that was marred by dents
and scratches on the floor.
He gave her a glare. Not amused by her attempt at humor. "It's that damn
android. I can't get it to stand up properly. It always keels over. What
you see there is just today's evidence. Each night I repair the floor of
the past failures."
"So, your problem is to get it to stand upright?" Even if Mirela's
question hadn't been rhetorical, Aureo wouldn't have answered. However,
the next question surprised him. "Aureo, tell me, what prevents you from
falling over?"
Aureo thought it over. "Well, I know how to keep myself balanced on an
instinctual level." As Mirela only looked at him expectantly, he knew
there was more to it. "Well, I think we humans have something in our ear
or so. It tells us if we are off-balance or not."
"Would you be surprised if I tell you that androids have a sensor for
that too?"
Aureo gave her a look that said "I am not stupid.", but instead he said:
"Of course, they have. But that thing is not using it."
"Because it doesn't know how," Mirela said. "Think about it. Right now,
it has no programming, right? If you tell it to stand up, you probably
imagine the motions it has to go through. Which limbs move when. But at
no point you access any of its sensors. Hence, it falls over."
Aureo scratched his chin. Only to stop annoyed, as there wasn't just
stubble in the way, but a full beard. When did he shave last? Too long
ago, he decided. "So, I should first learn to access its sensors?"
"That would be a good first step, yes."
"Alright. I'll give it a try. Right after-" Aureo scratched his head.
There was something he meant to do first, but it already slipped his
mind. Looking around, he spotted his lunch. "Right after grabbing a bite
to eat."
"You do that," Mirela said. "See you later."
Waving after Mirela, Aureo grabbed his lunch and sat down in his
favorite armchair. Lost in thought, Aureo barely tasted anything as he
chewed on a sandwich baguette that had been intended for breakfast.
How does someone access a sensor of an android? Especially something
less obvious like one dedicated to balance. Could he even do it? His
mind drifted over to the wagon in general. There was a connection, he
knew. Aureo could feel the wind drifting over the exterior. Felt the
tension that rested on it as it was pulled and had to pull hundreds of
wagons behind. But Aureo hadn't worked on these extra senses. They just
appeared after a while. He doubted waiting until he experienced the same
with the android was a viable choice.
Maybe he should go for something easy. One of the primary senses: vision
and sound. The second one he ruled out quickly. There wasn't much to
hear in the wagon. The plants didn't make noise. Only Aureo's chewing of
dried-out bread broke the silence. Once he started meditating, that too
would fade away. What would be left was the constant background noise of
the wagon traveling on the rails. The faint squeak and squeal of the
coupling to the next wagons. Most often, Aureo didn't even register it
anymore. But that wasn't why he dismissed sound as a first step. How was
he to differentiate between what he heard and what the android heard?
Vision was the obvious choice. Aureo would know when he was successful.
The android clearly would have a different perspective. Gobbling down
the last pieces of sandwich, Aureo got ready to give it a try.
At first, nothing happened. Of course, by now, Aureo knew that new
things to try always took a while. Not letting himself get discouraged,
he pushed on. At last, something flickered. A sudden view. He could see
himself sitting on the armchair with closed eyes. Took in the rest of
the wagon from a new perspective. After a moment, he even got the
android's head to move around just like his own. But something wasn't
right. Maybe the optical sensors of the android were defective or
malfunctioning. The world looked dim through the robot's eyes. As if it
couldn't process the available light enough. Maybe the android had
fallen over one too many times. Whatever it was, Aureo knew he could fix
it. Later.
Aureo slowly pushed the visual of the android away. Instead, opening his
own eyes. What greeted him was a dim view. The wagon in twilight. Had he
somehow pulled the defect from the android to his own body? The beeping
of his alarm drew Aureo's attention. Right, he needed to eat. His
stomach already growled angrily. Getting up to silence the alarm had
Aureo pause and sway for a moment. For a moment, his blood pressure
didn't play nice and he saw stars. He had definitely spent too long in
the chair without movement.
But stepping to the alarm brought the next concerning surprise. Aureo
could see it had beeped for a while. Over three hours. And he hadn't
noticed. Looking out, he saw the last traces of the sun sinking below
the horizon. No wonder it was getting dark in the wagon. The android's
eyes hadn't been defective. Aureo simply had lost track of time again.
Worse, this time he hadn't even reacted to the alarm. Too concentrated
on shifting his perspective to the android. Aureo knew there might be
danger there. If he couldn't rely on his current system to remind him of
his basic needs, then he needed something else.
Shaking his head, Aureo made for the cafeteria wagon. Maybe with some
new food in his stomach, he could come up with an idea.
***************************************
It's been a busy day for Aureo. Looking through the eyes of the android
had become easier. So much, that he had tried steering it from the
inside. It was slow progress. There was still no sense of internal
balance for that stupid thing. But from the android's point of view,
Aureo could at least steer a little and blunt each fall. Of those, there
were many. But he got better. By lunch, Aureo had managed to keep the
android upright for a whole ten minutes.
Of course, not soon later, he got a whole new distraction. It was
confusing at first. Suddenly, the android's view didn't make sense
anymore. Colors were everywhere and they didn't conform to the physical
shapes around them. Only careful consideration and experimentation
revealed the true cause. Somehow, Aureo had switched to the magnetic
spectrum.
In hindsight, it was logical that an android wouldn't be just limited to
the normal human range of sight. Less confusing and more fun was the
thermal view. It was in this mode that Aureo was surprised by his
visitor. Aureo couldn't really interpret who it was by the thermal
footprint alone, but it looked off to him. Then again, Aureo hadn't a
lot of experience in that regard.
Switching into the normal mode revealed Mister Neville, who patiently
waited at the entrance. Aureo would have sighed, but the android
couldn't do that. It did not just lack a mouth, but also any form of a
loudspeaker. Aureo took the time to sit down the android before shifting
his mind's focus back to his real body.
Aureo stood up slowly. Blood rushed back into extremities barely used in
the last few hours. This time, he was prepared for it. Only then, he
turned to his guest.
"Mister Neville. Welcome. Have a seat, please."
"Hamish, Aureo. You can call me Hamish," the older man admonished while
walking over. "I see you make progress with the android."
Aureo gave a chuckle. "The floor of my wagon begs to differ." The
evidence was clearly carved and pounded into the floorboards.
"Then it is a good thing it is self-repairing, right?" But Neville
sobered up fast. "Here we are again. No more delays, Aureo. I need an
answer now."
Aureo swallowed hard. The average person doesn't have a lot of points in
their lives when a decision changes things irrevocably. Aureo didn't
have a lot so far. One had been his choice of job to pursue and the
other which company to work for. Everything else had kind of snowballed
until he was here. And this decision felt heavier than those before.
"I'll stay," Aureo finally said. He had thought about it a lot. By now,
he couldn't imagine leaving the train anymore. Not as a real
alternative. But there was more. "I've made up my mind to bond with this
wagon."
Hamish gave a nod. One that wasn't really needed and only done for
expectation's sake. "I guess it was inevitable. You took to the
Manteriantus Wagon as a fish takes to water. Can't fault you for that."
"What happens now?" Aureo asked. He had made up his mind, but there were
things he still dreaded. "Do I have to pay for this wagon?"
Hamish gave a heartfelt laugh. "Oh, no. Aureo, this wagon isn't just
yours. It shares your soul. I can't own or demand anything for something
that has a soul in it. That would be slavery."
"I guess so." Internally, Aureo let out a deep sigh of relief. The
worries of the last few days ebbed away. He had thought Mister Neville
was a decent sort of guy, but still, his mind had conjured up the worst
possibility.
"It's like this," Hamish continued. "You travel with this train as long
as you like. If you want to switch trains, that is up to you. I can't
pay you any more for your regular work. For the foreseeable future,
you'll be kind of stuck in your own wagon. That just comes with the
territory. But if you prep up your wagon to fulfill a function within
this train, you get a share of the profits. Which isn't exciting as it
sounds. Sure, we earn quite a penny, but owners of a Manteriantus Wagon
don't really have a use for it. Most donate it to charity."
"I see." Aureo mulled it over in his mind. Hamish was nearly speaking as
if he too was bound to a wagon. "Are you one of them? An owner of a
Manteriantus Wagon."
Hamish gave another laugh. "That is the wrong question, Aureo. But, no.
I am not bound to a Manteriantus Wagon."
Well, that was a more cryptic answer than he had expected. He shelved
the topic for now. Another question was more urgent. "What function
would be needed for the train that my wagon could fulfill?" Aureo
certainly hoped it wasn't something that would have him get rid of his
plants or the large windows. He was quite fond of them.
The older gentleman gave a look around. "I don't see what is wrong with
your current approach. Slap a few more seats in here and have some more
plants. Have people just enjoy the view. It could be a little oasis of
peace and tranquillity for guests and train personnel alike."
"Really?" Aureo's face lit up with joy. New ideas sprang forth. What
plants or flowers to get. How to incorporate a second and third floor.
"That sounds fantastic."
Mister Neville stood up and put a hand on Aureo's shoulder. "Now, don't
rush yourself. You can take your time. It is best to pace yourself." He
knocked on the closest window. "Remember, your human body is not nearly
as resilient as a Manteriantus Wagon. It is easy to forget this simple
fact. But you must not."
"I will," Aureo promised.
"Then I'll leave you to it." Hamish gave a nod and walked off. Leaving
an eager Aureo behind who couldn't wait to get started.
***************************************
Aureo's soup had gotten cold. For once, it had nothing to do with being
preoccupied with his wagon. Or the android. It was the magnificent view
outside that had done him in. New Terra certainly was a beautiful
planet. Around New Boston, Aureo had never really witnessed it. The city
had devoured the natural landscape like an unnatural beast. But most of
New Terra was still unclaimed and untamed land. Despite the roughly ten
billion people living on it.
"You might want to eat that before the sun dries it out into a paste,"
Mirela commented as she sat down beside Aureo. Startling him at the same
time.
"What? Oh!" Aureo took a spoonful, only to wince. Maybe he should go
into his small room and reheat it. This soup was definitely not
enjoyable cold. "Got lost in the view. Have you seen those cliffs? That
canyon was huge!"
"That's why they call it the Grandest Canyon," Mirela offered. "A little
over the top in the naming department, but what can you do if the
original on old Earth had already been called Grand Canyon."
"At least they didn't slap a 'new' before it like with every second
town," Aureo remarked and drew a chuckle out of it from Mirela. "What
brings you here?"
"Can't I check in on a friend?"
"Well, I made tons of progress," Aureo exclaimed. Jumping to his feet.
Swaying only lightly and hoping Mirela wouldn't notice. "Lots more
plants. Look! I even got that new rare breed of Japanese Spider Orchids
I had told you about. And half of the second-floor platform is finished.
Yes, I will keep most of it open. That way I can have larger plants
here. Maybe even a small tree or two. I could also have some ivy
climbing the walls and-"
Aureo stopped as Mirela was chuckling. "What?"
Mirela gave him a look. "I came here to check on you. Not your
progress."
"I am fine," Aureo exclaimed, a little peeved. He was a grown adult. Not
a little child needing supervision. Then again, he had been slipping
lately. "I am eating enough and drinking regularly." Noticing Mirela's
glance at the soup, he quickly added: "Maybe it is not always warm by
the time I finish, but I always eat up."
"Alright. Alright." Mirela held up her hands to calm Aureo down. "Just
needling a bit. Someone needs to keep you in check. At least, until you
get your android going."
Aureo scratched his head. "Yeah-"
"Aureo, you need to get your android working," Mirela admonished him
with a tone of voice that reminded Aureo too much of his third-grade
teacher, Miss Leraby.
"I am working on it!" Then, calmer, he continued. "I am splitting my
time. From dawn to noon I work on the wagon and from noon to evening, I
try making the android work. It is just that changing the wagon comes
more naturally to me."
"Well, you know, if you hadn't gotten such a basic model, you might have
been further along." Then Mirela said what Aureo feared the most. "Can I
see?"
"There isn't much to see," he said to downplay it a little. Trying to
lower Mirela's expectations. Or even discourage her. But he knew her
well enough to walk her to the small cabinet that housed the android and
open it.
Mirela stated the obvious. "It has a mouth now."
"And a loudspeaker inside," Aureo added. "Though speaking through it is
still kind of awkward. And I haven't gotten it to do anything by itself
yet."
"That comes in time," Mirela assured him. "Keep remotely controlling it
and the rest will come naturally."
She then took a step back and eyed the android critically. Making Aureo
sweat with nervosity. Then she remarked on what he had feared the most.
"The proportions are off. I think they have changed slightly. The waist
is definitely slimmer. Kind of more female looking."
Aureo had noticed it too and had hoped Mirela wouldn't have. He still
wanted a relationship with her. Despite being a chicken about it and
never outright asking her out. And now this. Yes, his subconscious mind
had started to shape the android into a woman. Right now, it was the
barest hint. But what about in a week or a month? Maybe Mirela would
think he'd replace her. Not that she was his, to begin with. But that he
stopped pursuing her in favor of building someone for himself.
"Well- You see- It isn't like- That I-"
"Cool!" That one word stopped Aureo's ramblings short. "I wouldn't mind
having a new bestie to hang out with."
Aureo nearly sank to the floor with relief. He felt as if the last ten
seconds each had drained a year of his life. Were his knees always this
weak? They felt kind of wobbly.
"Say, what made you go for a woman?"
A sentence later and Aureo was put on the spot again. Was Mirela doing
it on purpose? "I don't know. Honestly. I wasn't trying to make it
female. Well, maybe-"
"What?" Mirela slapped his arm playfully. "Come on. Don't hold out on
me."
"Fine!" Just to gather his thoughts, Aureo walked back to the armchairs
and let himself fall into one. "I told you that I grew up in New Boston,
right?"
"And that you tried and failed to grow plans," Mirela confirmed.
"Well, there was one place where the narrow streets opened up and let
sunshine fall through. Misses Brady's Bakery." A wistful smile came to
Aureo. "When I was very young, my mother sometimes asked Misses Brady to
look after me for a few hours. So, I hung around the bakery and did
stuff. Sometimes even homework."
Aureo paused. Lost in the memory. "She had plants. Lots of them. A real
oasis of green in a city built in grey. And in between customers, she
always took care of her plants. Maybe watering them. Other times
singing. And if not that, at least humming. I kind of envied her."
"I see." Mirela leaned back in her own chair. "Now you have plants of
your own, your mind sort of thinks they need a Misses Brady to take care
of them."
Aureo shrugged. "That is the best theory I can come up with."
Mirela stood up. "I think that is kind of sweet." She surprised him by
leaning over and giving him a kiss on his cheek. "Thank you for sharing
this with me. But I need to go now."
"I understand," Aureo said while standing up. Waving after Mirela until
she was gone. Only then he lightly touched the spot Mirela had kissed
him on.
With new resolve and a spring in his step, Aureo walked back to the
android's closet. "Are you ready?" he asked the occupant. "Because if
Mirela wants a new best friend, we have work laid out before us."
***************************************
Aureo only noticed the train moving again by looking out of the window.
There was no jerk or any other indication. It still surprised him. He
was also glad. Right now, he was remotely steering the android again.
While he had gotten a lot better, he doubted sudden changes in movement
would keep him upright.
It was about time the train got going again too. For the last four days,
they had stopped in Nouveau Orleans. And while the city at the mouth of
the river Mississippi was a sight, Aureo preferred the untamed wilds he
usually saw through his huge panoramic windows.
Aureo was watering his plants when a young voice spoke up behind him.
"Excuse me?"
Aureo made the android turn around. Before it stood a small girl. She
wasn't his first visitor since Mister Neville had Aureo's wagon towed
into the middle of the train. But she was the youngest by far. Normally,
Aureo didn't do well with children. But now, he was determined to make a
difference. The android would eventually learn from his behavior and
Aureo was sure Mirela would prefer a best friend that got along with
children.
Now Aureo had to figure out how to interact with a small child. What
would Misses Brady do? She would kneel down so she would have eye
contact with the child and then speak softly. Aureo mimicked it as best
as he could in an android body.
"Yes? What can I do for you?"
"Are you a robot?" the girl blurted out in an unabashed way only small
children could.
"I am," Aureo confirmed. Well, he wasn't really, but right now, he
steered one. So, it was a white lie he could live with. "A humanoid
robot. Do you know what they are called?" The girl shook her head. "They
are called androids."
"What does an android do?" the girl wanted to know next.
"That depends from android to android." Aureo could see that the answer
wasn't what the girl hoped for. Or maybe just too abstract for a young
mind. "This android takes care of the plants around here. For example, I
water them so they grow strong and beautiful."
"Can you tell me about them?"
"Of course, I can." Aureo led the girl to a display of colorful flowers.
"These are all native flowers from Panama. To be specific, from the
northern part. They are called orchids. Aren't they beautiful?"
"Yes, they are!" the girl exclaimed. But her attention was already drawn
in by the next flower. "Why is that one caged?"
Aureo chuckled. It sounded slightly wrong from an android body, but the
girl didn't seem to mind. Aureo walked towards a pale bluish-white
flower that was growing under a glass dome and motioned for the girl to
follow. "This is a rare flower growing in the Himalayas. I can't
pronounce the original name, but it translates to Frozen Tears. You see,
they grow where it is very high up in the mountains and where it is icy
cold. So, under this glass, it is cold too. That's how they like it."
The girls made Oh's and Ah's, but Aureo had no doubt half of the
explanation went over the little girl's head. Still, the young girl
looked at the flower from all angles until something new caught her eye.
"Is that one magic?"
"Oh, definitely!" Aureo assured her. He led her to a small planter that
housed a yellowish fern that one might mistake for a sculpture made out
of gold if it wouldn't gently bob up and down. It had a slight glow to
it and now and then a small shower of sparkles shook off and rained
down. Only to vanish into thin air. "That's Irish Golden Fern. It is so
much magic that the Fae consider it holy and it is their official plant.
It is on all their banners and flags. They are very proud of it."
"It is very pretty," the girl decided. Instead of skipping to the next
interesting flower, she turned towards Aureo in his android body. "I am
Ariadne. What's your name?"
"My name is- " Aureo broke off. He couldn't exactly introduce himself as
Aureo. "Well, I am afraid I don't have one yet."
"But everyone needs a name!" The girl looked adamant about it.
"Well, maybe you have a suggestion?" Aureo asked. "What do you think I
should be called?"
"I had a friend called Kalli in kindergarten," Ariadne volunteered. "She
liked plants too. I haven't seen her in a while. We moved away, you
know? She was funny. Always made strange faces when her mother called
her Kalliope. It's like a long name of Kalli."
"Hmm. Kalliope isn't that bad," Aureo mused.
"No, Kalli!"
"Okay. Okay. Kalli," Aureo agreed.
"What's his name?" The girl pointed at Aureo's body sitting slumped over
in an armchair.
"That's Aureo."
"That's a strange name. Does he like flowers too? Why doesn't he move?
Is he dead?"
Hearing Ariadne ramble on was a small rollercoaster ride for Aureo. His
name wasn't that strange. Right? And then the other questions hit him
before he was ready.
"What? No, he is not dead. He's just- Napping. You see he loves plants
so much that he spends all his time here. And when he gets tired, he
just takes a nap here."
"That's weird," the little girl decreed.
But before Aureo could comment on it, a shout rang through the wagon.
"Ari? Ari, where are you?"
"I'm here, Mama!" the child yelled back.
"Ariadne!" The mother stomped close and put her hands on her hips.
Someone was in deep trouble. "I told you to not run away like that.
Don't you know I worry? You can't just run off when you feel like that."
"It wasn't far," little Ariadne protested. "And Kalli showed me some
cool flowers."
The mother sighed and kneeled down. "We have been over this. Kalliope
couldn't come with us. She's staying at Nouveau Orleans."
"No, the android." She turned around to the newly christened Kalli. "It
was android, right?"
At that moment, Aureo missed the ability to smile. The android had come
some way since Aureo got it, but there was still a lot missing. It now
clearly had a female shape in a geometric utilitarian style, but it was
missing features like a face that could articulate. Maybe Aureo should
prioritize this deficit next. But, for now, Aureo had to be satisfied by
letting Kalli say: "That is correct, young Miss."
Only now the mother looked at the android. As if it hadn't been part of
the discussion, to begin with. Aureo's first reaction was to call it
rude. but thought better of it. The mother didn't know that behind Kalli
was a soul and a human mind. To her, the android was as much an
appliance like a dishwasher or monitor.
The mother turned back to her daughter. "I am sure it has better things
to do."
Aureo felt the need to step it. "Not at all. I cherish the opportunity
to educate young and eager minds."
The mother was taken aback. Maybe it has been a mistake on Aureo's part
to respond as if the android was a person. Not everyone was open to new
things. Some parts they traveled through were used to even less
technology than Aureo and others born in the East American Commonwealth.
"Come," she said to her daughter. "We have to unpack in our suite before
we can explore the train."
Ariadne turned around a last time to the android now named Kalli. "Can I
come back?"
"Sure," Aureo assured her. Yet he felt the need to add a bit. "But only
if your mother says so. I bet if you behave and do as you are told, then
your next visit could be a reward."
Bemused, the mother didn't comment. Just dragging her child out of the
wagon and Aureo's reach. Aureo wondered if he could have handled this
situation better. He should ask Mirela next time she comes around.
Kalli. Short for Kalliope. Not a name Aureo would have chosen if he was
honest. Not that it was bad. Just unusual. Might be of Greek origin, he
thought. There weren't many Greeks in New Boston. He wasn't sure yet if
he'd keep it for her, the android. Something else to ask Mirela. She
might know.
A soft alarm alerted Aureo. It was time for lunch. Stashing Kalli in her
closet, Aureo returned his consciousness to his own body. For the first
time in hours, he stood up. Yes, his body was hungry. He hadn't noticed
while piloting Kalli. And it felt fatigued despite doing nothing all
day. Maybe he should work out a little more. Or at all.
But not now. As always, Aureo didn't feel like going to the cafeteria.
He hadn't been there in a while. Or anywhere else on the train. Aureo
knew what it was. Mirela and Hamish had warned him about it. He and his
wagon had become inseparable. At least, for the foreseeable future. As
such, a heated-up can in his small cabin had to do. And while at it,
Aureo made plans.
***************************************
It took some time until Mirela came around again. Shortly after their
shared moment - and a sweet received kiss - Caius had banged his hip.
Mirela was righteously worried because the stage magician was quite old.
Now she doted on Caius all the time. Not that Aureo could fault her for
it. She shared a soul with Caius. Just like he did with Kalli.
His android showed the first signs of autonomy. Now and then walking
around woodenly and watering the plants. Aureo often had to step in. The
fragile barebone hint of an A.I. couldn't yet decide which plant
actually needed watering. There was still a lot to do before Kalli was
truly his equal.
Not that Aureo minded working on Kalli anymore. He had tried visiting
Mirela. She was just a few wagons down-train. But each try ended all too
soon. Just a step out of his wagon filled Aureo with a feeling of
unease. It grew with each step proportionally. He had yet to manage the
fifth step. Always giving up before and hurrying back to his wagon.
It left him stranded in his wagon. Aureo knew it would be happening. He
had been warned about it by Hamish and Mirela. It also gave him a new
appreciation for Mirela. She had traveled all the way down-train when
Aureo's wagon had been still situated at the end of the train. That was
quite the distance. No wonder her visits had always been short. Just
being there with him for a few minutes must have cost her an enormous
amount of willpower.
The absence of Mirela was filled by others. Now that Aureo's wagon was
situated in the middle of the train, he got a lot more visitors. Of
course, employees of the train needed to pass through his wagon a lot.
They usually didn't stay to enjoy the amenities. Not like the guests of
the train did. His little wagon became quite popular. Often the two
dozen armchairs on three levels were taken up by visitors. More often
than not, Aureo stayed in his cabin to not take up space. That didn't
mean he wasn't up and about. Through the eyes of Kalli, he took part in
the activities of his wagon and interacted with guests.
It was after such an interaction, that Mirela surprised him. "I hear you
go by Kalli now."
Aureo had Kalli twirl around and give Mirela a bright smile. It still
felt a little wooden, but at least he had managed to give her a face
that could be animated.
"It sort of happened," Aureo explained. "A little girl thought it was a
fitting name. And people asked by what name I go by before I came up
with a better name. It stuck."
Mirela leaned over and spoke in a hushed, but mirthful voice. "That's
fine. It's practically tradition that we androids get named by someone
else."
We androids. Those words bounced around within Aureo's head. Was Mirela
already seeing Kalli as an independent person from Aureo? There was
still a long way to go. It was still Aureo animating Kalli and
instructing every action or word coming over her lips. Should he correct
her? Maybe Mirela had done so on purpose. The end goal was to have Kalli
as an independent person. And for Kalli to learn that she had to be
addressed as such. That meant Aureo had to play along, right?
For now, Aureo decided to play along. "Can I ask you who named you?"
"Of course." Mirela beamed. "Actually. I sort of named myself. Kinda.
Caius was having trouble deciding. So many names to choose from. In the
end, he placed all the names on a large spinning wheel, blindfolded me,
and had me throw a knife at it. Whatever name I hit would be it."
"And it landed on Mirela," Kalli dutifully concluded to play her part.
"Well- You remember that my body was a scrapyard rescue? Well, my
movements were still kind of jerky. Being rather barebone at that time.
I missed by a mile and impaled the portrait of the late actress Mirela
Catargiu with my knife."
"Wish I could have seen it," Kalli admitted after a shared laugh. "How
is Caius by the way?"
"Grumpy. Complaining over every little help I give." Mirela gave a
suffering sigh. "As if I couldn't read his memories and know that he was
grateful. But the hip is nearly healed. What about Aureo? Where is he
at?"
"In the cabin," Kalli admitted. "In the morning and afternoon, it can be
quite busy here. He didn't want to take up a seat that a guest might
use."
The Aureo within Kalli was bemused. It felt strange to remark about
himself in the third person. Then again, it felt a little like playing
make pretend. As if he stepped into the role of someone else. Maybe like
those in spy movies did.
"Well, don't keep him in there all the time," Mirela remarked with
mirth. "He's pale enough and needs a bit of sunshine."
"Maybe," Kalli admitted. "But he gets way more than when he spent his
whole day in a cave."
Mirela nodded. "So, how are you doing as Kalli? I noticed some changes
to your chassis."
Kalli looked down instinctively. Yes, there had been some changes. She
clearly had a female outline now. While still being all metal, some of
her chassis had been formed and painted to look like clothing. Making
her dressed and naked at the same time. A curious and amusing thought.
Aside from her face that could now show expressions, Kalli had hair. Not
the best one by a long shot. It was a blob of foam plastic styled and
painted like hair. Looking like a goofy wig instead of real hair. Kalli
had to remind herself that it was a step in between and not the final
product.
"Fine. It feels more natural to control her. To be her. I think I made
good progress on getting the right movement and gestures instilled in
her."
Mirela quirked an eyebrow. "And how are you doing without Aureo riding
shotgun?"
Kalli needed a moment to think about it. Had there been a time lately
when she hadn't been controlled by Aureo? He always returned her to her
charging and storage cabinet when slipping back into himself. Too
worried a half-finished A.I. may lead to accidents. The last thing Aureo
wanted was to get anybody hurt.
"I don't really know," Kalli admitted. "There hadn't been time really to
test progress."
Mirela crossed her arms. She did not look pleased. "That's an excuse and
you know it. Look, the time apart is as important as the time together.
And Aureo needs regular exercise. He can't stay in the cabin all day."
Kalli would have swallowed hard if she could have. She didn't possess
that ability yet. Even without, Kalli expressed herself being
intimidated by taking a step back and lowering her head. Mirela could be
scary if she wanted to.
"I'll try to do better," she promised.
"You do that." Then Mirela's expression softened. "Look, we both know
that Aureo tends to get lost in things. It is up to us to look after
him, right? For his own good."
"Right." Now that Mirela had pointed it out, Kalli had to admit there
was some truth to it. Aureo could be obsessive about things. And if he
did his health suffered. How much time had he spent as her lately and
how much as himself? The answer was too scary to actually put into
words.
"I will try to get him out more often," Kalli promised. "Even if I have
to take a step back."
Mirela gave her a gentle squeeze on the shoulder. "You do that. Next
time I come back, I wanna see Aureo up and about. He better be not just
skin and bones."
"Hahaha. Of course, not." Kalli lied. Vowing to get Aureo eating first
thing after Mirela left. He really could use a bit more on his ribs.
***************************************
It was late. The lights in her wagon were dimmed and Kalli could see the
full moon up in the night sky. She thought it was Luna Three. A glance
at the horizon and she barely made out a new moon there. That would be
Luna Two. Making her guess about Luna Three correct. Sometimes she still
got the moon phases wrong. Having five of them could get complicated.
The people on old Earth had it better she decided. Her ancestors only
had to make do with one.
Kalli hurried to do her last chores. Aureo was already in his cabin. He
had showered, eaten, and was laying in bed. Still, he had lain awake in
his bed unable to fall asleep. So, he had decided to jump into Kalli
real quick and make sure the wagon was tidied up and clean. Hoping that
this was the reason he had trouble falling asleep.
It was while cleaning the armchairs of the second level of breadcrumbs
that Kalli suddenly felt strange. Something was missing. As if she had
lost a part of her. She looked around, expecting to see part of her
wagon gone, but everything was where it should be. What else was there?
Kalli's mind turned towards Aureo and nearly stumbled by the feelings
she picked up.
Aureo was dreaming. He had fallen asleep while Kalli was cleaning up.
But if Aureo was slumbering, who controlled Kalli now? It couldn't be
Aureo. The answer was sobering. Kalli was controlling herself. Not just
following some program without Aureo steering her. She was thinking of
her own. As if she was her own person.
Kalli knew she should be proud of herself. This is where her journey as
an individual would begin. She didn't need Aureo anymore. And yet, she
did. Without Aureo, there was a part of her missing. Kalli wasn't sure
how to deal with it. She kind of hated being without Aureo. Not that she
really was without him. She had his memories and she could feel him in
his sleep. They were connected by sharing the same soul. Still, it was
not the same.
Freaked out, she hurried to her little alcove. If Aureo could skip the
night by sleeping then so could she and powered down.
***************************************
Kalli hummed as her paintbrush danced over the glass. Swirling lines of
watercolor tinted the panoramic window step by step. The motive was, of
course, flowers. As if those scattered all through the wagon weren't
enough. She didn't paint the whole window. Just framing it at the edge.
The panoramic view was one of the main draws for guests to visit their
wagon. She knew how tempting it was to stare out the window at the ever-
changing landscape outside for hours on end.
"That's pretty."
Turning around, Kalli noticed the commenter was a girl of maybe ten
years old. Kids were one of Kalli's favorite groups of visitors. "Thank
you." She gave a girl her best smile. It didn't appear one hundred
percent natural yet. Mostly because her face wasn't up to the task.
Aureo and her had focused a lot of time on improving her body, but
changing an androids body could be a hard task. Mirela had explained it
to them. Kalli's body was occupied. Her own person identified with it on
an instinctual level. To change one's android body ran against the self-
image she had of herself. That self-image resisted change. Slowing down
whatever progress she or Aureo hoped to achieve.
"I didn't know androids could paint."
Kalli's grin widened. Kids hadn't always learned the finer aspects of
social interactions. That often made them blunt, but honest. In her
eyes, it often was preferable to how adults treated her. To most of
them, she wasn't a person. Just an object. A thing.
"I am a special one," Kalli replied with a wink.
"Mom!" the girl turned around to a woman in her mid-thirties. "Can I
have my windows painted at home too?"
A sneer started to appear on the mother's face but was quickly replaced
by a smile that looked a bit forced to Kalli. "We'll talk about it at
home. Come. Daddy is waiting in the restaurant wagon."
There was a decidedly drawback of being part of a luxury train, Kalli
realized early on. Most of their guests tended to be of the social upper
crust and leaned towards the snobbish.
Waving after the girl, Kalli decided to take a moment to study the
people within her wagon, before going to paint more. A few families
drifted through. Nearly all of the armchairs were used by those gazing
at the panorama outside. A few used the seats for reading and only
occasionally looked up for the view. Which was fine by Kalli. They had
placed those armchairs for comfort and they were good at it.
Aureo was nowhere to be seen. But Kalli knew that without looking. Yes,
they had separated. She was now her own person. But Aureo still spent a
lot of time sharing her body and experience. She knew he liked the
shifted perspective Kalli could give him. She herself felt more complete
with him augmenting her too. It probably had to do with their soul. They
shared it. It was evenly distributed between them and the wagon. But
when Aureo shared her body, it felt as if their soul concentrated there.
Maybe she should talk to Mirela about this. But for now, Kalli enjoyed
that Aureo was with her. And he was. She'd know when not.
Kalli gave a content sigh. It was a peaceful living in this wagon. On
this, she was sure Aureo agreed with her. Both of them didn't even mind
being limited to just this small space. It had become normal for them.
Turning around, she picked up her paintbrush again. Idly tapping her
chin with it. Maybe she should paint the next flower's petals blue. But
what shade? She could go for a cornflower-like design or-
A tug of Kalli's skirt interrupted her line of thought. It was a boy who
wanted her attention this time. He looked younger than the girl from
before. Kalli guessed about five or six years old. With a smile, she
crouched down to be at his eye level. "Yes? Can I do something for you?"
The boy pointed away. "It stinks there!" Then dashed away.
Kalli got up and frowned when following where the boy had pointed. It
was the small cabin Aureo used. Kalli took a whiff of the air but barely
smelled anything. Not surprising, as this sense wasn't really developed
yet.
Maybe Aureo had forgotten to take away some food scraps again. Or his
last shower had been too long. His conviction of taking care of himself
rose and fell like the tides of the ocean. Sometimes he managed better,
and other times it got worse. Kalli wasn't much better. It was her job
to look after Aureo. Yet, she wasn't much better.
She picked a quiet moment to slip into the cabin. Here, even with her
limited sense of smell, she noticed the smell getting stronger. Aureo
laid on his cot. Not even noticing it. He looked peaceful with his eyes
closed. As if he was sleeping. Kalli would have known if he did. Often
getting a sense of his dreams.
By now, Aureo should return to his body and take care of it. She knew he
knew, but sometimes he needed a little push. Literally. Shaking his
shoulder. "Come on. Get up. You need a shower. And food. You look a bit
pale." But strangely not as gaunt as she had seen him the last time.
"I am not joking, Aureo. Get up."
Nothing. Aureo clung to her own body. She knew so from the concentration
of her soul. She was getting annoyed, but then a new thought occurred to
her. What if he couldn't return? Maybe something prevented it. Shocked,
she stumbled back. Fumbling for the intercom behind her. She didn't use
it often. Neither did Aureo. Most of what they needed was right here, in
their wagon.
"Mirela? Mirela, are you there?"
"I am," Mirela responded a few seconds later. "What's wrong? You sound
upset."
"It's Aureo. He won't wake up. I tried shaking him and calling out. I
don't know what to do."
"I'll be right there."
Worried, Kalli looked back at Aureo. He still hadn't woken up.
Nervously, she fidgetted with her fingers. If the cabin hadn't been so
small, she would have paced. Where was Mirela? She should have been here
by now. Her wagon wasn't that far away.
A sudden knock on the door made Kalli jump, despite expecting it. She
hurried to open the door, but it was not Mirela standing before her. It
was Sherin. The right-hand android of Mister Neville.
"Miss Kalli?" Sherin's voice was soft and somber. Kalli had never heard
her like that. Neither had Aureo. "Please step out for a moment."
Kalli complied on instinct. Maybe it was better this way. Sherin always
appeared so professional. It stood to reason that she knew better what
to do.
As Sherin stepped into the cabin, she revealed Mirela, who stood close
by. Wordless, she drew Kalli into an embrace. Giving her a tight hug
that never seemed to end. She felt like crying, but no tears came. It
was a function she simply didn't have but would give the world right now
to possess. Every attempt to speak up was gently hushed by Mirela.
"Just wait," her friend whispered. "Hamish will be here soon."
Hamish Neville arrived around five minutes later. For Kalli, it felt
like a small eternity. One small look into the cabin, and he walked over
to the hugging androids. "Kalli, come sit with me for a minute." He took
a seat in one of the armchairs and patiently waited until Kalli let go
of Mirela. Taking a seat of her own.
She didn't dare to look him in the eyes. Instead, staring down at her
hands. "He is dead, isn't he?"
Hamish's voice was soft. "I'm afraid so. By a few days at least."
"I failed!" She burst out. "It was my job to care for him. To keep him
alive."
"No, it was not." Even the gentle rebuke by Hamish left Kalli shocked.
"It was Aureo's duty to take care of himself. You? Yes, you were
supposed to help. But it was never your job to shoulder that burden
alone. Your duty lies elsewhere."
Kalli was quiet. Thinking about his words, they just didn't make sense
to her. "Then what was? I don't understand."
"You should remember that I talked about this with Aureo. His memories
are yours. There is a reason we pair those becoming soul bound with a
Manteriantus Wagon to an android." Hamish turned to the window. Staring
out at the landscape. Though Kalli got the feeling he saw none of it.
"In the old days when the Manteriantus Wagons were new, we didn't know
better. The inventor, Augustus Manteriantus, only thought of it as a
means to design custom wagons. Cheap and easy."
"But then, people who were soul-bound to a wagon started dying," Hamish
continued on a more somber note. "They were too focused on the
creativity they could live out through the wagon that they neglected
their own bodies. The Manteriantus Wagon became known as cursed. But it
was worse for those poor souls who died. Because they lingered. They had
no means of communication except for changing parts of their wagons.
Their early attempts led to a widespread conception that the
Manteriantus Wagons are haunted. In a way, they were."
"That's why you insist on androids," Kalli concluded.
"We found out by accident," Hamish continued. "Androids were even less
common then than they are now. Kalli, humans are fragile. You can take
care of them as much as you want, but - at the latest - old age will
claim them. But here, their souls endure. Kalli, your job was never to
take care of Aureo. Not directly. It was to take care of his soul. Your
soul. To give it the means to act in this world."
Kalli sank into deep thoughts as Hamish stopped talking. It made sense.
In a way. She wished she had more of a warning, but the more she looked
at it, the more she realized that there had been warnings around her all
along. Mirela and Hamish had told her and Aureo time and time again to
take care and what was to come. Even Sherin had warned Aureo in her own
way."
"In a way-" Kalli broke off to formulate her thoughts some more. "It's
like reincarnation. Me taking over for Aureo. A relay race. Sort of. And
I got to spend time with my past self. Even if I didn't know it yet.
Still. I wish I'd-"
"What?" Hamish gently asked.
"That I had spent more time with Aureo. Apart, I mean." Kalli gave a
short sad laugh. "It's pathetic, isn't it. I couldn't even keep him
alive for a year. How laughable is that?"
"Not as bad as you think." Hamish let out a long sigh. "Perhaps it is
best to tell you another story. Yes, I am checking off all the old guy
tropes. Always another story to tell. Bear with me, okay?"
Kalli was in no mood for stories. Old or new. Aureo was dead. How could
a story help her? To ease the guilt she still felt. But what else was
she supposed to do now? Kalli had no idea how to go on without him.
Perhaps it could help. Maybe. Even if it was a little, Kalli would take
it. Her tumultuous thoughts made themself known only in a short nod.
"There was once a girl-" Hamish shook his head. "No, that is not the
best point to start. Let's go back to Augustus Manteriantus. His
greatest work was known as haunted and cursed. Even after finding out
the truth he had trouble washing off that image. His last attempt to
turn around was to create something new. If the magic worked for a
wagon, why not for a locomotive? He created a prototype. His final
masterpiece. But there was a problem. No one was willing to bind to it."
Hamish leaned over with a mischievous grin. "Except one girl just
reaching adulthood. Oh, she loved trains. Couldn't get enough of them.
Visited the tracks every day in hopes of seeing a new train drive by. It
was her life. Her blood. And when she heard of Manteriantus' last try of
fame, she had to be the one to bind to it."
Hamish leaned back with a sour frown. "Except Augustus was stubborn. The
girl knew nothing of the details. Had no education in anything official
in regards to trains. Wouldn't even do as a good poster girl. Tall.
Lanky. Not very strong. No one's first choice. Luckily for her, she was
his only choice. She got the job. Happily bound her soul to the engine.
Explored every nook and cranny. She was even faster on the uptake than
Aureo and remodeled the engine three times in a month."
A wistful smile and absent eyes, clue Kalli in that Hamish break in his
tale led him to old memories. Cherished ones too. At last, he took a
deep breath and continued.
"Augustus was worried. Of course, he was. He recognized her behavior
from dozens of people before who had been soul-bound to a wagon. By
then, they had a solution. An android. It was more intended as a
temporary fix than a true solution, but for now, it worked."
"She choose one that reminded her of her grandpa. Why? She was young. No
one took her seriously. And we are talking about two hundred years ago.
It wasn't that long after humanity had fled Earth and settled on New
Terra. On Earth, they nearly had achieved gender equality. But New Terra
was ten times the size of Earth and governments fell apart. In that
wake, old outdated concepts sprang forth. Not everywhere. Just enough to
give the girl trouble with assholes regularly. So, she decided her
android would be her stand-in. And she called him Hamish."
Now, Kalli sat up straighter. Looking shocked at the old man beside her.
"You're an android?"
"Of course," Hamish confirmed with a fatherly smile. "One of the oldest
on this train. Not the oldest, but nearly."
As the shock ebbed away, Kalli knew what this story would lead to.
Still, she had to ask. "What happened to her? The girl."
"I took on more and more responsibility, while she concentrated on the
engine. Everything fell away and became a second priority. Even her own
health. And, at last, one day I found her. Just like you did with Aureo.
Curled in a corner. I couldn't even pretend she was asleep. She might
have been dead for a week or two. Must have been around five months in.
Not that this is a competition."
"I am sorry." Kalli knew it must have been a lifetime ago. From the
timeframe, it was likely more than two. Still, from the sound of his
voice, she knew it still hurt Hamish to talk about it. "What did you do?
How did you deal with it?"
"She loved to feel the wind rushing by when the locomotive was going
full sprint. Either by sticking her head out or later through her
connection to the engine. She loved it. Being part of the locomotive.
And that's how I honored her. Instead of telling anyone, I burned her in
the arc furnace that powers this train. So, not just her soul, but her
ashes too, became part of the engine. Over time, people forgot about
her. Even about Augustus. Or that I was only an android. At some point,
my body became convincing enough that they thought I was human. And the
owner of this train. Never really corrected them."
Kalli thought she understood Hamish a lot more now. Most of all, his
drive to collect Manteriantus Wagons and to seeing them restored. It
must have been lonely over the time and only those soul-bound too would
be able to truly understand him.
Would she feel lonely on time too? Aureo and Mirela had spoken about it
once. What Mirela would do when Caius died. Would she replace him with
an android of his liking? Would Kalli do the same with Aureo? She
couldn't imagine it and Mirela seemed to be on the fence.
"Have you ever-" Kalli stopped herself noticing into what painful
territory she was stepping. Still, she had to know. "Did you ever miss
her enough to try bringing her back? As an android, I mean."
"Not at first, no," Hamish admitted. "I thought it would taint my memory
of her. But over time, this train became larger. I couldn't be
everywhere at the same time. Someone was needed to help me run this
train. So, I did. Recreate her. Three times to be exact. It's a large
train, after all."
"Triplets?" Kalli tried to remember. "I never noticed triplets."
Hamish chuckled. "Sherin would never permit that to happen. Then their
jig would be up!"
"Sherin?" Kalli was stunned. How had she never put that together? This
made so much sense now. Aureo had wondered time and time again how the
android had managed to appear and disappear. Seemingly teleporting when
he raced her up or down the train. Always knowing what was up. "There
are three of her?"
Hamish only gave her a wink.
For a moment, Kalli's spirits had risen. But now, the sadness crept back
in. "I still feel sorry for Aureo. That I couldn't keep him here
longer."
"Don't be," Hamish assured her. "Look around you? What do you see? Isn't
it what Aureo always had dreamed of? A place to find peace."
Kalli looked around her wagon as if she saw it for the first time. Aureo
loved his plants. The magnificent view outside. The freedom he got even
while being restricted to just one wagon. "Yes," Kalli quietly agreed.
Hamish nodded. "And for this space, he needed a caretaker. Someone who
loved plants as much as him. But even more, someone who is open to
visitors. Big and small alike. The ideal hostess. Someone like him, but
not dragged down by the flaws he felt he had. And that is you, Kalli."
At that moment, Kalli cursed her android body. Again she felt like
crying. She had never viewed herself in the light that Hamish presented
her now. There was so much truth to it.
"He might have not realized it himself, but you are his ideal self as he
envisioned it," Hamish continued. "Even when you became your own, he
chose to stay with you. To see the world through your eyes. Kalli, you
are Aureo's hopes and dreams. Something that he believed in more than
himself. And whatever you do or wherever you go, you will always carry
that with you. Aureo is still a part of you and he will be with you,
always."
Kalli looked at Hamish and gave him a smile. It was a sad smile. Full of
bittersweet memories and hopes, but it was one. "Thank you. I needed to
hear that."
"You're welcome," Hamish said while standing up. He rested a hand on her
shoulder. "I'll be around if you need me."
His armchair didn't stay empty for long. Mirela took his place.
Quietness settled over the room. Mirela stared out of the large windows.
Watching the world speed by. And Kalli was lost for words. What was she
supposed to say? She had known that Mirela and Aureo had feelings for
each other. And now, Aureo was gone. For that, she still felt guilty.
After a long moment, Mirela reached over. Taking Kalli's hand in her
own. Giving it a reassuring squeeze. Maybe words weren't necessary after
all. Together, the two androids sat silently and watched the world rush
by. Until the landscape darkened and the sun was setting.
And in the faint light of the last sun rays, a single tear ran down
Kalli's cheek. More joined to her amazement. It made her smile. Gave her
hope. She might be an android now on her own. But she wasn't alone. And
she could still change, evolve, and grow. And for that, she had to give
thanks to Aureo. For him, she would go on and make his dreams a reality.
The end.