Authors Note:
I realise that it has been quite a while since the last story and I
apologise for that, but my writing is very sporadic due to the way that
life always has a way of getting in the way. As with all my stories, the
initial concept comes quite naturally, the challenge is always bringing
the story to a satisfactory conclusion.
This is the 4th story I have published, but for every published story I
think there are at least 3 or 4 unfinished stories left on the pad.
This story is one of finding out, in this site's usual way, about who
the main protagonist really is. How to ignore what other people think
you should be, and focus on being the most authentic version of who you
are, that you can be.
I hope you like it, please leave feedback, I'm always trying to improve
where I can.
Candy
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Wish Book - An Unexpected Wedding
Jenny Johansson was startled to be trusted with such an important
artefact, her friend had told her that she was going away and that,
where she was going, she didn't want to risk taking the Wish Book. In
the wrong hands it was too dangerous. Her friend spent time with Jenny
before she left, going over the dangers of the book, what the rules were
and in which circumstances she could use it.
Her friend warned her that, the best course of action was to not use it
at all, hide it away and only retrieve it when she returned, however
Jenny had a troublesome son and saw an opportunity to nudge him in the
right direction...
Leo still lived at home with his parents Jenny and Dave Johansson. Both
of his parents had successful careers and provided Leo with everything
that he had needed and every opportunity to make a success himself.
However, after university, Leo had been taking advantage of his parents
good will and was still living off of them at 25.
Leo:
My parents just don't understand, Leo thought to himself, if they'd had
the opportunity to relax into a career like me, then that's what they
would've done. The fact that they both had to work whilst studying, just
to support their education, wasn't his fault. Why should I rush into
anything, I've got the opportunity to find something I really enjoy,
something truly rewarding, not just a job for the sake of it. The only
problem is, I don't really know what I want to do.
Jenny:
I have to do something about Leo, he can't go on like this, just one
little wish in the wish book, what harm can it do? He has a great friend
Evan, who is making something of his life. He is starting to climb up
the career ladder with the travel company he works for, I heard that he
is already the best salesman they have. Perhaps if Leo could live with
him for a bit, then some of that work ethic might rub off.
Despite the warnings that I was given, it can't hurt, so I wrote in the
book:
'I wish that Leo Johansson was moving out to live with his friend Evan
and that he would strive to live more like Evan.'
The change was instant and as I sat there, everything around me changed.
The whole place was covered with boxes and Leo and Dave were packing
things into a van that was parked on our drive. This both excited me and
scared me, the power of the book was truly amazing. However, now that
it's actually happening, I'm sad to see Leo go!
I got up quickly to find Leo, I wanted to maximise the hugs now, before
he was gone. I found him in the hallway, and much to his annoyance, gave
him a big hug and kiss. I even started to well up and he told me to get
a grip, he was only moving 2 miles away!
In less than an hour, the loading of the van was finished and I waved
them off. I hope I did the right thing, lost in my thoughts, I went to
Leo's room to tidy some of the mess that had been made.
Leo:
Finally, we were off, I don't think that I realised until it was
happening that I needed to move out, cut the apron strings and all that.
I was determined to give it a go on my own, whilst also learning how
Evan was being so successful. Mum had got a bit soppy and I told her to
get a grip. Truth is I was trying to get rid of her quickly, because
otherwise I would've become emotional too!
When we arrived, we spent a couple of hours unloading the van, but
before long I was waving Dad off and getting settled in. Evan and I
decided to get takeaway pizza for dinner and after unpacking a few
boxes, I settled down for the night exhausted.
The next day, I got going with the rest of the boxes and by lunch I had
finished my last box. Everything was where I wanted it, except one
thing. In the last box I had found a blank notebook that looked kind of
old. I text mum to ask her if it was hers and then made myself some
lunch. It was Friday, so Evan was at work, plus he said he had a work
party that evening to celebrate the year's successes. He did ask if I
wanted to be his +1, but I told him I'd rather stay at home and get
settled. I didn't really know many of his work colleagues and I wasn't
feeling like small talk with strangers.
During lunch I got a call from mum, she explained that the notebook was
actually a very powerful artefact that she was looking after for a
friend. She went on to explain a story about a Wish Book, how it worked
and how I shouldn't use it. To be honest, it sounded like complete
fantasy to me. I promised her not to use it and that I would drop it
over on Sunday, when I went back for Roast Dinner. I also wondered if I
should talk to dad to make sure mum wasn't losing her mind.
Evan got home early from work to get ready for the party, I'd been
lazing on the sofa, but wanted to help when I saw how tense and stressed
he was. He tried to wave it off as nothing, but I could see he was
anxious about something. It was obvious he wanted something badly, but I
didn't know what that was.
After listening to him stomp around the house for 30 minutes, my
curiosity got the better of me and I got the notebook out. What did mum
say? You just need to write 'I wish' then whatever you wanted. A small
wish couldn't hurt could it? It's probably bullshit anyway, I thought.
I'll just wish I knew what Evan wanted.
I began to write 'I wish I...', then I was interrupted by Evan.
"I want this so bad..." he muttered.
"Evan just tell me what it is that you want!" I exclaimed.
"It's just a work thing, it's nothing, really," he replied.
"I can see it isn't nothing, what is it?"
"Fine, it's an award at work. I can't figure out if I've won it or not.
Me and this other guy were neck and neck, he closed a few last minute
deals and so did I, what I can't figure out is who's total was the most.
That's all."
"Ok, but even if you come second, that's still really good, right?" I
offered.
"Normally, I would say yes, but this is a winner takes all competition.
Second gets nothing, first gets a week's holiday for 2 in Thailand,
including the extra leave allowance," he said, fretting again.
"Wow, that's pretty generous, that's all that it was?" I asked, still
not really getting it. I knew Evan and if he didn't win this time, then
he definitely would next time.
"Yes that is all that it was..."
So that was what he wanted, I thought, as I finished writing the wish.
'...was what Evan wanted.'
In the split second after, I realised what I'd written! I thought I
could change it, but it was too late, things had already changed
dramatically.
Ella:
I was still sat at the dining room table and Evan was stood behind me,
but beyond that everything had changed. I looked down and realised that
I was wearing an incredibly revealing little black dress. It was
sparkly, off the shoulder, with a dip in the front that showed a very
generous amount of cleavage. I could feel that I was wearing a bra and
that the bra was helping to support the large breasts that I was now
gazing down at. I could feel that my legs were crossed and that the hem
of the dress was pressing on the top of my thighs, meaning that the
dress was only just past my butt. The foot that was on the floor felt
like it was on tip-toes, I looked down to see that I was wearing some
serious looking black high-heeled shoes and that they were on the end of
some very shapely legs.
Somehow, I was a...woman! What the hell? Why was I? Oh shit, the wish! I
am now what Evan wants!!
I was in shock, stunned into immobility. At that moment Evan leaned over
me and read the line I had written.
"Aww, you're so cute babe. You ARE exactly what I want, but the
insecurity is endearing!" he said.
He leaned closer, took the pen and wrote his own line - 'I wish that
Ella Johansson would stop writing in this book and do what I ask her to
do.'
"Now, please can you get that sexy little butt of yours into the
bathroom and put your makeup on for the party?" he asked.
"Yes of course, Evan," I replied instantly, closing the book and getting
up.
Once I stood up, Evan drew me in for a kiss and I realised that he was
much taller than me, he had to lean down as he kissed me on the lips. He
held the small of my back and the back of my head in a deep passionate
kiss. This reinforced the shock I was in. Once he was done, he spun me
around and nudged me towards the bathroom. With surprising ease,
considering the heels I was wearing, I automatically walked to the
bathroom to do what he had asked me. Once there, I proceeded to expertly
apply makeup to my face.
The reflection in the mirror was astonishing, the girl staring back at
me was beautiful. She had my blonde hair and blue eyes, you could still
see a resemblance to how I had looked minutes ago, as Leo, but the girl
staring back was in a different league. She was the kind of girl men
went wild for. She would get a LOT of attention. She had a pale face,
without any imperfections I could see, she had big innocent looking
eyes, a small nose and nice juicy lips. Her blonde hair was arrow
straight and disappeared down her back. I turned slightly to see how
long it was, it ended just above her butt. This focussed me on her butt,
which jutted out slightly in the dress. It wasn't a huge butt or
anything, but looked very squeezable. This side-view also highlighted
her breasts, which were definitely more prominent than her butt. Where
her butt was cute, her breasts looked bountiful. Initially I had no idea
of the cup size, but then D sprang to my mind, I was D-cup, I thought
definitively.
The black dress was even more dramatic from this angle. The sleeves were
little circles that only went around her upper arms, the top was off the
shoulder and the drop in the front made it look like her bosom was
straining to get out. As I followed it down, the dress cinched in to a
small waist and then flared out again to accommodate her hips, stopping
very soon after that, leaving her creamy white legs on show from high-
thigh to ankle. Where her feet were stood on the heels, which looked to
be around 4-5 inches, pointy toes on classic black design.
She wore a sparkly black headband that kept her hair behind her ears and
going straight down her back. She had 2 small sparkly earrings and a
matching pendant style necklace, with the sparkle resting just in the
start of the cleft of her cleavage. As I'd stood there, she'd applied
various things to her face, the most dramatic of which was some lipstick
that matched her nail polish, rouge-noir was the colour. I stood there
admiring the colour match as I held up the back of my hand to the
mirror, showing the nails that went a cm or so beyond the end of her
fingers.
I realised that I needed to stop referring to her in the third person,
the girl was me and I was her. It was my body, my outfit, my makeup and
my stunning looks. I thought back to the book and realised I was even
more screwed than currently being female, he had wished me to stop
writing in the book, so how was I going to get back to being Leo?!
In addition, he'd wished that I do what he asks, I felt the compulsion
immediately when he asked me to put my makeup on. It was only now that
I'd finished, that I was fully back in control of what I was doing. This
was unbelievably scary, I needed to fix this and quick!
I desperately hoped that I was only Evan's plus one for the evening, but
the kiss had said otherwise and, as I thought about it, I realised that
we were together. I AM Evan's girlfriend!
I picked up a small selection of the makeup, walked to our bedroom and
deposited the items in the small shoulder handbag that I had selected
for the evening. Starting to realise that my mind seemed to know things
that I needed, like how to put makeup on, how to walk in heels etc. I
realised that I could access this info just by thinking about it. I
stood there thinking about this evening. Into my mind popped the info
that, I (as Ella) had said yes to being Evan's plus one of course. As
his girlfriend, it made absolute sense that I would go and be there to
support him. I knew he was still anxious about winning the award and I
had made sure to make the extra effort to look stunning so that it
showed him in the best light.
Then I wanted to try something else, I wondered how long I'd been Evan's
girlfriend. Two years was the instant answering thought, we would
celebrate our 2 year anniversary at the end of next week. We had planned
a party with all our friends. Evan and I had known each other for much
longer though, in the same way as when I was Leo, we had been through
school together. We'd always got along well, but it was only 2 years ago
that we had decided to progress beyond just friends.
Then I thought about the house and how long we had lived together, the
answer was about a year and a half. In my mind I remembered moving in
yesterday, but I also had an additional memory of moving in 18 months
ago. This was weird!
"Ella, can you grab my bow tie from the hanger please?" Evan shouted
through from the dining room.
I felt the compulsion again, swung the handbag onto my shoulder, grabbed
the bow tie and walked through to give it to Evan.
"Here you go," I said, noticing for the first time my voice. It was very
high in comparison to my old voice and was quite quiet.
"Thanks babe, can you do it up for me?"
"Sure," I replied.
He looped it around the back of his neck and I had to reach up to tie
it. As Leo I had been about 6ft tall, Evan had always been taller, but
only a couple of inches. As I stood there doing up his bow tie, I
guessed I must now be about 10 inches shorter, in 4-5 inch heels. That
would put me somewhere around, or perhaps even below 5 feet! I finished
by folding down his collar. He lent down grabbing my butt, one hand on
each cheek, confirming it's cute squeezability in a way that caught me
off guard.
"I just know that tonight is going to be a night to remember," he said,
before leaning down and planting another one of those passionate kisses
on my lips.
"I believe you are absolutely right!" I managed to say, slightly
breathlessly, once the kiss was done.
"Can you keep an eye out of the window for the taxi? It should be here
any minute, I just need to use the toilet," he said.
I immediately went to the front window and looked out, finding that I
was unable to move from this spot. I realised that, because of the way
Evan had asked, I was compelled to stay here until the taxi arrived.
I had to think of a way out of this, I could end up doing anything that
Evan asked. I pulled out my phone, deciding that my only help might be
from my mum. I thought about the Wish Book and realised that the details
around it were very similar, except in this reality, I had mistakenly
picked it up with a pile of old books mum was giving back to me. We had
also agreed that I wouldn't use it and that I would return it to her on
Sunday, when Evan and I came over for our weekly Sunday Roast.
I tried calling, but there was no answer, so I quickly text her - 'Mum,
I'm sorry, I think I have a problem. I used the Wish Book and now I need
to un-wish some things. The problem is, Evan accidentally made it so I
can't make any more wishes! I need your help, please text back!'
Just then the taxi arrived and I shouted through to Evan, "The taxi is
here Evan!"
The next hour or so went super fast, we were in the taxi for 20 minutes,
then we arrived at the party. I was startled by how many people I now
knew and by the way that I easily worked the room, introducing myself
and getting to know those I didn't already know. Everyone reacted with
warmth and (from most of the men) a decent amount of appreciation for
how I looked. Unexpectedly, this made me feel good, I felt proud that
people noticed how I looked and obviously liked it. After about half an
hour of welcome drinks and mingling, we sat down for dinner. This is
where I reconnected with Evan, him having been pulled into some briefing
before the dinner. When I saw Evan again, he looked incredibly pleased
with himself. I didn't have chance to ask why, whilst we were with the
other 8 guests at our table, but I assumed he'd been given the nod for
the award.
Dinner was excellent, both the food and the conversation. Everyone was
in a good mood after a great year and just wanted to celebrate. I did
get one chance to check my messages, there was one point I needed the
toilet and excused myself from the table. The toilet experience was,
shall we say, different. I had to let myself go on a kind of auto-pilot
as I hiked up the skirt of my dress, pulled down the stringiest panties
I'd ever seen and sat down. I leant forward staring at the panties I'd
just pulled down, marvelling at how I'd not noticed before the string
that had obviously been nestled between my butt cheeks. I relaxed my
bladder and began to pee. It was then that I remembered to check for
messages.
Mum had text - 'Hi darling, sorry, your dad and I are out this evening
as well. Just go with the flow for now, I know that you will want to
speak to me tomorrow anyway ;-) Perhaps we can go for coffee and you can
tell me all about your evening?'
It was slightly cryptic and not at all reassuring, I will have done many
things I didn't want to by tomorrow. But I didn't see what else I could
do. I couldn't tell Evan about the book, who knows where that would
lead. I decided I had no choice but to follow mum's advice, ride it out
until tomorrow and then take the book with me to coffee so that she can
fix this!
After touching up my makeup, I returned to the table. The rest of dinner
went well and as soon as it was done the awards started. I recalled that
this was my least favourite part from the 2 previous year-end events I'd
attended with Evan. The awards normally took over an hour and, unless
Evan won an award, were a bit boring. I was hoping this year would be
different.
It was much the same as the previous years, until the last award. Evan's
CEO, Max, was talking and suddenly I realised he was leading up to the
award Evan was hoping to get. I sat up and paid attention.
"....in a break from how we normally do this, I think we have one
colleague who would like to come up on stage to say something," he said
and I was shocked when Evan got up and made his way to the stage, even
putting on a microphone on the way up.
"Thank you Max," he said as he stood behind the lectern.
"Ladies and gentlemen, I would first like to apologise for taking over
like this, but I hope that once you see the reason, you will forgive me.
I have something very important that I would like to do, so I would like
to ask my girlfriend to come up on stage with me," he said, then looking
directly at me, he continued. "Ella, would you come up here with me
please?"
I was horrified, even as Leo, I'd hated doing anything that drew the
attention of a crowd. Small groups and working a room were one thing,
but the attention of the whole room scared me. However, I had no choice,
Evan had asked me directly and I found myself walking to the front and
up on stage to warm applause and a few cat-calls from a couple of the
more inebriated members of the audience. I kept going until I was right
next to Evan, where he had indicated when he asked me.
He turned to face me and I did the same, then he went down on one knee.
It was at this moment that I realised what he was about to do! Not for
the first time that day, I was in a shocked paralysis as he took out a
ring from a box from his pocket, then holding the ring, he took my hand.
"Ella Johansson, you are the most beautiful woman in the world and the
best thing that has ever happened to me. You make me a better man and
are exactly what I've always dreamt of in a woman. I would be absolutely
honoured, if you would agree to marry me?" he asked, then to my doom, he
added, "Please say yes?!" joking and motioning to the crowd, as if to
plead with me not to embarrass him in front of all his work colleagues.
I tried, I really tried to say no, to run from the room screaming in
defiance. To shake my head, to not say anything, but it was useless.
"Yes," was all I heard escape from my lips as the room erupted into
clapping and cheers. Evan slipped on the ring, then jumped up, grabbing
me around the waist, lifting me from my feet and spinning me around
whilst kissing me deeply again.
But that wasn't the end of it, it got worse...
Once the noise had died down and those on stage had congratulated us,
Max approached the lectern again.
"Now, I know that we still have one award left. And so, it gives me
great pleasure to let everyone in the room know. And you will all join
me in congratulating him for his hard work this year. The salesperson of
the year award goes to Evan Coles!"
The room erupted once more, with everyone clapping, cheering and
congratulating Evan. I even found myself congratulating him, some kind
of automatic response to the fact that he'd got the award he'd so
craved.
"So, as you know," Max continued, quieting the crowd. "The prize for
this award is a luxury beach holiday in Thailand for 2. This time
however, it will be a special holiday. Evan has informed me that he and
an army of helpers, including his family, Ella's family and all their
friends have already arranged the wedding! Without the knowledge of
Ella, they have organised the wedding for next Friday, a week from
today. The new Mr & Mrs Coles will then jet off to Thailand, on the same
day, for their honeymoon!!"
The room erupted for the third time, but this was the loudest and
longest. Everyone was looking at me and they saw the look of absolute
shock and bewilderment on my face. Maybe they mistook my reaction for
elation. Evan grabbed me again, kissing me wildly over and over. The
emotions overwhelmed me and I even started crying. I couldn't believe
this, a few hours ago I was a guy named Leo. Now I'm a woman named Ella,
I'm engaged to my best friend and we are getting married next week. This
cant be happening, kept repeating over and over in my head, like a
mantra.
People actually laughed with joy when they saw me crying, again assuming
it was pure joy on my part. This went on for minutes, with me stuck in
the centre of the stage, completely dumbfounded. Somehow I eventually
managed to console myself by hanging on to the hope that I could
straighten this all out tomorrow. As soon as I got the book to mum, she
would put things right, it was the only thing that stopped me going
crazy.
The rest of the evening flew past with endless congratulations, drinks,
toasts and the drunk dancing that these evenings inevitably degenerate
into. I remember being relieved when Evan and I were left alone to slow
dance together. I found a weird kind of solace and protection when he
held me in his arms.
Eventually, after many protracted goodbyes, we left the party in a taxi.
Evan was both drunk and elated. He kept explaining all the things he'd
had to do to keep the evening a secret. He went through all the things
that were arranged for the next week. The dress fitting with the girls
the following morning, the flowers, the church, the stag and hen parties
and countless other things that he, and practically everyone I knew, had
conspired to arrange. These worries paled into the background as soon as
he put his hand on my leg and moved it up, just under the hem of my
dress. He began to lightly caress the inside of my thigh.
"Not in the taxi Evan!" I said quietly, not wanting to draw the
attention of the driver.
He whispered in my ear in response, "I can't wait to get you home, I
deserve something special as a thank you for all the effort I've gone
to, don't you think?"
"Yes, absolutely," I said in a surprisingly sexy and alluring way.
I reeled inside my head, realising that I had basically just promised
him sex. I tried to think of what 'something special' might mean to
Evan, and the answering thought horrified me. According to my new
memories, 'something special' normally involved a blow job as well as
sex. I also got a blast of additional memories of sex, where Evan was
dominant and I was always compliant and submissive. Sex always involved
me on the bottom, on my knees, up against something or bent over
something. I was living a nightmare.
Much too soon, we were back at our house. Evan quickly bundled me out of
the taxi and as soon as we were stood up, he grabbed me and drew me in
for a kiss. As he did this, he put one arm around my shoulders, crouched
a little and put the other arm under my bum. Picking me up, whilst still
kissing, he carried me up the drive and into the house. He continued all
the way into our bedroom, only breaking the kiss when he deposited me on
the bed.
Now was the time to say no, to stop this from happening, but I couldn't.
I'd agreed to do whatever he wanted in the taxi and it seems the
compulsion was going to hold me to my word.
In seconds he was naked, having stripped off his clothes in a mad rush.
I just laid there on the bed, in denial of what was about to happen. He
pushed up the dress, then sat me up and pulled it off over my head. Next
he deftly undid the strapless bra, but he obviously found the shoes and
g-string panties a turn on and left these on.
Foreplay was minimal, he spent a couple of minutes kissing and caressing
my breasts, but was too keen for the main event to wait any longer.
However, I guess in line with what he 'wanted' in his girlfriend and
much to my annoyance, this indeed aroused me too. I could feel something
alien and yet familiar, a tingly feeling and a slight dampness in my
crotch. This dampness took seconds to increase to a slick wet feeling.
Just in time for the end of Evan's attempts at foreplay.
He held both of my hands above my head with one of his hands, then with
his other hand, he guided himself to the entrance of my vagina. I'd been
trying to deny that I had a vagina, trying to deny that this was
possible. All denial ended as he slowly slid into me, when he was all
the way in and I could feel his balls lightly tap my butt, I let out an
involuntary moan.
As Leo, even I knew that I wasn't a very experienced lover, but Evan was
rudimentary, or even primal, in comparison. His technique, if you could
call it that, all centred on him enjoying himself and bringing himself
to climax, without any real consideration for me or what made me feel
good. However, as a result of the wish, everything he did actually
caused an unbelievably good response in my body. And, to my surprise, I
was the one that climaxed first. As I was floating in the bliss of
orgasm, I could hear feminine moaning and sounds of encouragement, only
realising they were me as the intensity passed.
My orgasm seemed to confirm to Evan that I had gotten my enjoyment from
sex and now he wanted something different.
"Now that you've climaxed, can you blow me?" he asked.
The compulsion again kicked in and before I could even think about
trying to stop myself, I had rolled on top of him, sunk down to his cock
and popped it into my mouth. I was horrified and as the musk of our
mingled juices hit my nostrils, I thought I would puke. But the
compulsion hard other ideas, I licked and sucked briefly, then I began
to bob up and down, getting him deeper and deeper into my throat. My
lack of gag reflex surprised me and within a minute or so, my nose was
buried in his pubes.
My mind was reeling and horrified, but the noises I was making gave Evan
a different impression. He became even more aroused and before long he
took control. He grabbed the sides of my head and dictated the pace at
which he wanted to go. I had to take the opportunities I got to breath
when I could. I had a moment of clarity, realising that this experience
will probably stay with me forever, I could feel the climax coming, but
was completely helpless to do anything about it. As he climaxed, he
pushed my head right down, so that his cock was as far down my throat as
it could be. I felt his cock tense and explode down my throat, stream
after stream of come shooting directly down my throat and into my
stomach. All I could do was swallow and hope not to pass out.
Once the ordeal was over, Evan fell asleep whilst spooning me. I could
feel, as the excitement receded, his cock go limp, allowing me to be
more comfortable as he pressed into my bottom. The thoughts of what I'd
done, what Evan had done to me, how I was going to get out of this and
how I would possibly get over this, swirled around my mind for what
seemed like hours. Eventually however, I must have fallen asleep.
Wakefulness came to me slowly, I had not been as drunk as Evan, but I
had drunk a couple of glasses of champagne, or at least Prosecco I
think. This caused me to be fuzzy as I awoke, initially I thought that
I'd had some kind of strange dream, that I was really still Leo and
perhaps it was just a nightmare. But one small movement dispelled that
thought, as I felt my breasts jiggle and my hair swishing around my
face. A further mental inventory caused me to rub my thighs together,
letting me know that I had slept in the g-string and nothing else. What
I couldn't feel was any sign of Evan, nor hear anyone else breathing. I
dared to open my eyes, taking a few seconds for them to adjust to the
morning light. I found that I was on my side facing Evan's half of the
bed. On his pillow I saw a note. I reached out to it, again noticing my
petit hands with painted nails and audibly groaning. I rolled onto my
back, momentarily disconcerted as my breasts jiggled and settled into
place. Trying to focus, I opened the note and read:
'Morning my beautiful wife-to-be Ella,
Thank you for last night, you were amazing and I can't wait for many
more nights like that ;-)
I believe that you have lots of things to do today, so don't be late to
meet you mother!
I've gone to the gym and then I have lots of things of my own to do.
Meet you back here for dinner, would you please make us your amazing
spaghetti?
Anyway, love you lots, enjoy the day!
Your husband-to-be
Evan
xxx'
I felt slightly nauseous as all the memories of the day before came
crashing back to me. I laid there trying to compose myself, then
remembered that Mum was the key to getting all this straightened out. I
hopped out of bed and found my phone in my hastily discarded handbag.
Looking at the messages I had one from mum, telling me when and where to
meet her. I didn't recognise the address, but assumed it was a new cafe
she had found. I had just over an hour to get there, just enough time,
but I needed to get moving.
The shower was an experience, at the start, I found that I had some
dried fluids on my thighs and this brought back the nausea. Then I tried
a different tactic and just let myself go on autopilot. This proved to
be a big help and before I knew it, I had showered, brushed my hair, got
dressed and applied some light make-up to cover up the slight shadows
from last nights events.
I went down to the kitchen, with the intention of getting breakfast,
however when I got there I didn't feel up to eating. I figured I could
just grab something at the cafe, so just had some juice instead.
It was now that I had stopped, that I took stock of what I was wearing.
It was a summer dress, it was April, but the weather had been quite warm
recently, but I felt quite exposed. The dress was low cut and showed a
lot of cleavage. It came down to mid-thigh and, as per another of Evan's
preferences, I wore only g-string panties, a lacy bra and some heels to
go with the dress. In my mind, I now knew that Evan preferred me to wear
pretty dresses or skirts, he liked his women feminine, petit and
submissive. He likes scanty underwear and heels. He likes me to wear
makeup and always to look my best.
I had to distract myself to stop these thoughts coming, I didn't want to
know any more of what Evan wanted, I wanted to get the book, see mum and
put an end to all this! The thoughts were like a tap, turn them on and
they just keep running.
I grabbed the book, some keys and left the house, locking it as I left.
I turned to the drive and groaned again as I realised that the car that
I had the key for, was the bright pink Fiat 500. Yesterday I'd driven a
beaten up old silver Ford, as I thought about it again, I realised that
Evan had bought me this to replace the Ford, when he got one of his
sales bonuses last year.
I resigned myself to driving it, given no other choice as Evan had
already left in his BMW SUV. Once I was driving, I had to admit that the
car was actually fun to drive, although disconcerting at first in the
heels. I made good time and the SatNav got me to the parking lot of the
address mum had sent. When I'd parked the car and got round the corner,
I immediately realised that this wasn't a new cafe, it was a bridal
shop! My heart sank.
Mentally coaxing myself to move, I made my way to the door, I was still
hopeful I could avoid the embarrassment of trying on dresses, if I could
get mum to wish me back to normal. I trudged into the shop.
As soon as I opened the door, I realised that my chances of getting back
to normal straight away were limited. As I walked in, I was greeted by
my mum, Evan's sister, Evan's mum and another of our school friend's Jo.
As I thought about it, it became clear that Jo was now my best
girlfriend, even though in my mind, she was just one of the wider group
of school friends. I was bombarded with some quick memories of her and I
spending a lot of time together over the years. Rationalising in my mind
that there was no reason to be rude, I hugged and kissed all the women,
trying my best to look both happy and grateful.
What happened next was something that I never dreamed I would ever
experience. Once I had given a satisfactory explanation of the events of
the previous evening and shown off the ring, the ladies ushered me into
the changing room to try on the first of 10 gowns that they had already
pre-selected for me. Any hope of alone time with mum were dashed as I
was whisked into the changing room accompanied by Jo. She was so excited
that I felt kind of awkward. She was more excited than I was.
She wheedled every little detail of the previous evening from me
including, much to my embarrassment, some of the details of the
passionate sex that followed the proposal. Whilst doing this, she
expertly helped me into the first dress. This was elegant and long, but
had an in-built corset, which Jo tightened mercilessly until I could
only take tiny gasping breaths.
When she spun me around to look in the mirror, I couldn't comprehend
what I saw. My reflection was one of absolute and unquestionable beauty
and femininity. Personally I couldn't think of anything that was more
feminine than a beautiful woman in a wedding dress and that is just what
I saw. The dress itself accentuated my curves, cinching in at the waist
dramatically, the top was lacy, with my shoulders and cleavage visible,
but only through lace. The skirt flowed down to the floor, with a modest
train of a couple of feet behind me. It was a stunning dress, but in my
mind, I knew it wasn't the one for me. Evan would want something more
classical, more of a skirt and train, this was too modern and straight.
As soon as I had looked, Jo ushered me out of the changing room and into
the waiting room that contained the other 3 women. They buzzed around
giving their own appraisal and opinions of the dress and the general
consensus was that this wasn't the one. So, Jo ushered me back to the
dressing room to try the next one. This process continued and also took
forever, each change taking at least 15 minutes.
The 7th dress that I tried peaked my excitement, I knew as soon as I saw
it, that this was the one. It was off the shoulder, held up only by the
in-built corset. The cleavage was dramatic and accentuated my bust. The
corset gave the same dramatic curve as the first dress, but this one had
a large skirt that proofed out and ended up about 1m from my feet by the
time it hit the floor. To achieve this it had, what seemed like endless,
netting and layers underneath, This all ended in a train a couple of
metres long.
Jo didn't have to usher me out with this one, I actually felt excited to
see the reaction of the group. Somehow the dress made me feel different,
I couldn't ever remember this happening as Leo and I was amazed how
clothes had the capability to do this. I practically floated from the
changing room to the waiting room. The reaction confirmed everything I
already knew, this was the one, beyond any doubt. I spent a full 15
minutes talking excitedly with the others about the dress and what
accessories would be needed to go with it.
Jo and my mum spent another few minutes persuading me that I may as well
try on the rest of the dresses selected. The argument that eventually
won was 'what if there is a dress even better than this one?', I
considered the possibility extremely remote, but reluctantly I tried the
last three on. Once I'd removed the dress, I started to be able to think
more clearly, somehow wearing that dress had clouded my judgement,
turned me into a giddy bride to be for real. I wondered if this was
somehow to do with the wish, or the ability of clothes to make me feel
different. Perhaps one to ask a female friend at some point...
Anyway, as I'd predicted, the final three dresses were nice, but not
anywhere near the 7th one. The selection was made, mum paid the store
and arranged all the details while I removed the last wedding dress and
finally put back on what I had entered the store in. I had to admit to
myself that it had actually been fun, especially the way the 7th dress
had made me feel, however my focus switched back to getting mum and I
alone and getting out of this mess.
Things still weren't quite going my way though, mum had invited everyone
to have lunch with us, Evan's mum and sister already had plans, but that
still left mum, myself and Jo. When I thought about Jo for a second I
recalled that she and I had always been there for each other, in this
reality at least, I could trust her with anything. I wasn't yet ready to
share the knowledge of the wish book with her though, so I guess I'd
have to be a little more patient until at least after lunch.
Lunch went fine, I stuck to a simple sandwich, finding that I was full
after probably only half of what I used to eat. I had to rely on my
ability to recall memories I didn't know I had, to fill in gaps in my
memory as they came up. But given these 2 women were the ones that knew
me best in this reality, I think I did ok.
I was startled to realise that by the time we finished lunch it was 3pm,
I started to get a nagging feeling inside that I needed to go to the
grocery store. It took me a couple of minutes to realise it, but this
was the compulsion kicking in and I needed to get the ingredients for
Spaghetti Bolognese for Evan. I panicked slightly, was I ever going to
get mum alone to sort this out? Or would I be stuck like this for
another night, and all the things that would inevitably entail.
I managed to persuade mum to swing by the store with me and come back to
ours for a chat before she went home. Finally, after a pit stop at the
supermarket, we were back at mine and finally alone. I quickly stowed
the stuff in the kitchen, made us a cup of tea and sat down at the
dining room table with her.
"So mum, I have a little bit of a predicament with the wish book that
I'm hoping you can help with!"
"Ah yes, with all the excitement of the day, I'd forgotten about that.
What is it dear?" she asked innocently.
"There's no easy way to say this, so I'm just going to lay it all out. I
am not really Ella, or at least I shouldn't be Ella. My name is Leo and
I am not your daughter, I am your son," Mum looked a bit shocked, but I
ploughed on with the explanation. "Last night, I accidentally wrote a
wish in the book that said 'I wish I was what Evan wanted', that wish
changed me into your daughter, as it seems what Evan wants is a wife!
Anyway, I was supposed to write 'I wish I KNEW what Evan wanted' as he
was stalking round the house fretting about his work awards.
It doesn't end there though, as soon as I'd finished my wish, Evan lent
over my shoulder and, thinking it was my diary or something, he wrote 'I
wish that Ella would stop writing in this book and do what I ask her'.
So that means that I can't write in the book to undo the wishes AND I am
compelled to do what Evan asks. For example, he asked for spaghetti this
evening, so I am compelled to make it!"
"But, that can't be right, I always remember you as my daughter!" she
stated.
"Yes, but what did your friend tell you about wishes in the book and
those who don't see those wishes?" I asked.
"She said that no one else would notice any different, it would be to
them as if things had always been as they are after the wish is
fulfilled. So you're trying to tell me that I don't remember having a
son instead of a daughter?"
"Yes, that's exactly what I'm saying."
"But, why did you want to be a girl?" she asked.
"I didn't want to be a girl, like I said, I accidentally wrote my wish
wrong and I certainly didn't realise it would make me a woman!"
"What about last night, you told us all that you got engaged, celebrated
at the party and then had sex at home! Why would you have sex if you are
really a man? I don't understand why you are telling me this Ella."
I was getting a little frustrated at how slow she was being, but I
stayed patient, to her I am now as I have always been. "We did have sex,
as much as the Leo part of me didn't want to, the Ella part is what Evan
wants, so that makes Ella a heterosexual woman. Plus, I have to do
whatever he asks and he asked me to do it, so I had to!"
"Ok, so he asked you to have sex and he asked you to marry him, so you
had to say yes?"
"Yes!" I answered, finally we were progressing.
"But what about today? You've spent the whole day trying on wedding
dresses, spending time with the girls and acting like a woman?"
"That is a fair question, I didn't want to talk about the book in front
of anyone else and this is the first time I've had you alone. And, to be
perfectly honest, there were parts of today that I enjoyed. It was
interesting to see how it is for women and the wedding dress process was
not something I ever thought I would experience."
"I see, so today was just pretend?" she asked, visibly hurt.
"No, it was as real for me as it was for you. However, I don't feel
right like this. I was never meant to be a woman, I'm meant to be a man
named Leo."
"I see," she said, deep in thought.
"So can we change me back please?" I asked, getting the book out and
opening it up. I was slightly shocked to see that there didn't appear to
be any wishes in it. Then I reminded myself that the last wish was by
Evan, so basically everything as it was had become reality, even Evan's
wish for me to stop writing in the book and do what he asks. Those we
could rub out if Evan was present, but given we would now write new
wishes, they would all need a new wish to reverse.
Mum also looked at the book blankly. "There are no wishes here?" she
asked.
"That's because Evan's was the last wish. Did you make any wishes in
it?"
"Yes, actually I did, so that's gone as well?"
"Yes, basically everything as it is now is reality, until we wish
otherwise."
"What happens if you try to wish?" she asked.
I picked up the pencil I had fetched for the wishes, but instead of
writing in the book as I intended, I closed it and put the pencil down.
"I can't, I tried, but I just closed the book instead," I responded
frustrated. "That's why I needed you, so that you can wish all this
right."
"Ok, I think I see, I did always want a son, but your father and I could
never have another child. We did try but it just never happened. I
always thought that Jo was like another one of my children, she was
always at ours so much."
She slid the book over and started to write:
'I wish I knew what life was like if Ella had always been a male named
Leo.'
Suddenly a look of knowing and understanding spread across her face.
"Aha, my wish makes much more sense now. When you were Ella, I couldn't
quite remember why I'd needed to wish that you move out of home and live
with Evan. Now I know that it was because you were sponging off us as
Leo!"
"Sponging?! I was just enjoying my life and easing myself into my
career!" I responded hurt.
"There didn't look like much progress from my perspective. You want to
go back to that life? You sure you don't want to stay like this, even
for a little while? You have things all figured out, whereas as Leo you
seem aimless."
"That hurts mum! Yes, I'm sure, I don't want to stay like this, I don't
want to be a girl."
"Ok fine, but perhaps I can make life better for Jo, she always had a
crappy home life, maybe it would've been better if she was mine."
"Wait mum don't do anything hasty..."
But it was too late, she was already writing:
'I wish that Jo and Ella were my twin children, Leo and Ella.'
I felt a change, but not the one I was expecting or hoping for. I
remained sat there with mum, as Ella. However, as the memories started
to settle, I realised that Jo no longer existed. In the place where she
had been was Leo, he was even more present than Jo had been, especially
now that we were twins. He looked exactly how I had previously looked
and it was weird seeing memories of him that weren't my own. Even the
memory from today had changed subtly, Jo was no longer my maid of
honour, that was now Evan's sister. In this reality, her and I now had
an even closer relationship than before. She replaced Jo in all the
memories of the day and when I left the changing room each time, it was
just to show both mine and Freya's (Evan's sisters) mums.
"You worded it the wrong way around mum! Now Jo is Leo and I'm still
Ella!!"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to, that's just the way it came out," she said
defensively.
At that moment, Evan let himself into the front door. He was not alone,
he was with Leo and before I could move, I was staring open mouthed at
Leo and Evan standing in the dining room door.
"Hey mum, hey sis," said Leo cheerfully. "How'd the wedding dress
fitting go?"
I was in shock and couldn't yet arrange my thoughts in a logical manner
to respond. Luckily mum spoke. "It was great, thanks. Ella found the
perfect dress."
"Aww, glad little Ellie Wellie found a dress, I know she'll look like a
little princess," Leo teased.
"Don't listen to him," Evan said as he walked over to me, taking my hand
and dragging me into a standing position so that he could kiss me and
put his arms around me. "You will look beautiful, I'm certain of it," he
said trying to defend me.
I was totally off balance mentally, I was so convinced that I was
minutes away from getting back to being Leo and now it felt like I was
further away than ever. To make matters worse, in this new reality, Leo
existed, I just wasn't him!
Then Leo walked over to mum, who still had the book open in front of
her. He lent over to kiss her like he always did. This bought memories
of how he was much more affectionate than I had ever been with her as
Leo. It was annoying but he seemed much more at home in his skin than
I'd ever been, he was confident and not afraid to show his emotions.
"What's this? Some kind of wishing game? Who's Jo?"
It was mums turn to look shocked and concerned and I had just about
calmed myself down (was that the feeling of security that Evan's hug and
kiss provided?). I jumped in to protect mum.
"That was me, I was just joking around that it'd be better if I had a
brother who acted more mature like my friend Joe at Evan's office," I
quickly tried to cover.
"Ah well, if that's the case, maybe I should make some wishes about
you!"
He grabbed the pencil and as I stared in shock, held firmly in Evan's
arms, he wrote:
'I wish my little sister was less of a prude and more fun. I wish she
would accept me for how I am and love me all the more for it. Lastly, I
wish she was in the kitchen making the spaghetti bolognese that she
promised us and that it was almost ready as I'm hungry!'
This time the change was more dramatic, I found myself transported
instantly to the kitchen, where I was stood in front of the hob,
stirring a huge saucepan of bolognese. Next to it was a pan of pasta
bubbling away. This wasn't the only change though, I looked down to see
I was wearing a well-used apron that said 'Domestic Goddess' in elegant
writing on the front. That was only minor in comparison to the rest of
my wardrobe change. I was still wearing a summer dress, except this one
was figure hugging, stretchy and was very short, coming to a stop just
below my butt. In addition, my breasts were pushed up and together, to
the point they looked like they might spill out if I bounced too much.
Then there were the heels, I'd previously been wearing some open toe,
strappy heels of 3 inches. Now I was wearing red heels that must've been
5 inches high. I appreciated the extra height, but not the way that my
toes were now squeezed into a point.
Just then mum came into the kitchen.
"Hello dear, that didn't go quite as planned, did it?"
"No it did not!" I stated, exasperated. Although a small wave of relief
washed over me when I saw she had the book.
"I've told everyone else what this is and what it does, however I have
also told them that we will no longer be using it and that it will get
returned as soon as my friend is back. Now, before you get all anxious
again, I am willing to use it for you. I think it might be best if I
wish that you can use it again and then hide it somewhere."
"Yes, I completely agree. Why don't you make the wish and then hide it
in my underwear drawer?"
"Ok, sounds like a plan. You finish dinner and I'll stow this away
safely."
She left the room and I returned my attention to the stove. It was only
once I'd turned off the pasta that I realised I no longer had the
strength to lift the saucepan. If I couldn't lift the pasta, then I
wouldn't be able to lift the bolognese either and I realised that I
would have to ask Evan or Leo to help me. I began to walk to the kitchen
and was momentarily distracted by the way the heels made my hips sway
and my boobs jiggle. It felt both natural and unnatural, I had numerous
memories of this before, but they still felt like I hadn't actually
lived the memories.
I went through to the dining room, where i also noticed that the table
was already set, recalling that I'd done this too. Evan was sat at a
chair at the head of the table and I walked up behind him. I had
intended to ask him in a normal way, but that wasn't to be either. I
leaned over him, kissed him on the neck and ran my hands all over his
biceps.
"I need a big strong man to help out in the kitchen, I have some heavy
lifting I need doing," I breathed suggestively in his ear.
Luckily Leo seemed to think this was normal behaviour for us and didn't
say anything as Evan followed me back to the kitchen. As soon as we
entered the kitchen, Evan grabbed me by the shoulders, spun me around
and then picked me up and sat me on the worktop. He proceeded to kiss me
passionately whilst his hands caressed me in a very suggestive way. When
he did finally break the kiss, he said:
"Was that the lifting you needed help with?" in an innocent tone.
I was a little taken aback, flustered and annoyingly aroused. My body
had it's own thoughts about my sexuality and what it liked. "No it was
not, as you well know!" I managed to say.
"You can't blame me for wanting to do that though, surely? I can't help
it when you look so sexy in that dress and apron!" he replied.
"I need help draining the pasta and then carrying the dishes through to
the dining room."
"Ok, that's not a problem, but what's the magic word?" he said, as he
began to rub my hips and thighs again as he stood in front of me, with
me still sat on the kitchen worktop.
"Please," I responded, getting frustrated.
"That's a start, but how about - please my darling husband to be, I'm
not strong enough to lift the pans, will my big strong hunk of a man
drain the pasta and carry the dishes through for me?"
At first I thought he was joking, but then I saw the look of expectation
and anticipation on his face. "Ok fine, please my darling husband to be,
I'm not strong enough to lift the pans, will my big strong hunk of a man
drain the pasta and carry the dishes through for me?" I tried to sound
as confident and non-plussed as possible, but I sounded exactly as I
appeared, feminine and humiliated.
"There that's better."
He moved away and started to do as I'd asked, however he left me sat on
the top and it was only now that he'd moved away that I realised how
high up I was. I contemplated jumping down, but I quickly dismissed that
thought, as it wouldn't be wise in the heels I was wearing. I could
break the shoes, or even my ankle if I tried that. I sat there
patiently, expecting Evan to come and get me down once he was done.
He drained the pasta, carried the bolognese through and then came back
for the pasta, just as he was about to leave the kitchen again, I
coughed.
"Yes darling?" he replied as he paused by the door.
"Can you get me down?" I asked, gesturing to my predicament.
"I could..." he started.
"Please?" I added quickly.
"Please what?" he asked teasingly.
"Please can my darling husband-to-be, help his vertically challenged
lady down from the worktop?"
"Certainly my lady," he bowed patronisingly, as he set down the pasta,
lifted me down, taking the opportunity to caress my butt. Then he spun
me around towards the door and ended his caressing by slapping me on my
right butt cheek, causing me to yelp and fly through the doorway in
surprise.
By this time, mum was back at the table and was chatting with Leo. They
turned and stared at me, sniggering as Evan came through the door with
an innocent expression on his face.
Dinner was another surprisingly enjoyable experience, I felt a huge
amount of love for the people in the room, even if it seemed like a
strange unfamiliar love to me right now. The conversation flowed, the
food (if I do say so myself) was excellent. Time skipped by and before I
knew it, mum and Leo were making their excuses to leave, citing the fact
it was already 9.30pm and they both had things to do in the morning.
"Besides, we will see you all tomorrow at Sunday Roast, 2pm at mine.
Don't be late or Leo will have eaten all the pigs in blankets!" Mum said
as she left.
It was only then that I realised that her and Leo were going home
together. When I thought about it I realised that Leo still lived at
home. The worse thing was, mum was fine with it, somehow I knew that she
was comfortable with him living at home as long as he was working. I
felt a pang of jealousy, he'd truly replaced me! I wished that mum had
never started this by wishing I would leave home. Maybe if I hadn't been
so lazy and got a job, then none of this would've happened, I thought
wistfully.
However, my thoughts were not given time to wander as Evan closed the
door and swept me into another passionate kiss. He'd obviously got ideas
of what he wanted to do with our little encounter in the kitchen and as
he kissed me he carried me through into the kitchen. He started by
placing me back on the kitchen counter, he undid his trousers and
underwear, let them fall and kicked them off. Then he pushed up the
skirt of my dress as he pulled me towards the edge of the counter, then
lifted me off and down onto his penis. My body reacted, loving the power
he had over me. He showed what seemed like incredible strength and
control, as he lowered me down, easily sliding into me as he realised
how ready I was for him.
Instinctively, I wrapped my arms and legs around him, locking my ankles
together and snaking my arms around his neck. This urged him on and his
kissing became more urgent and frenzied. He began to lift me up and
down, sliding me up the full length of his penis and then lowering me
back again. I couldn't believe how this made me feel, I had no control
over the situation, but my body loved it. How I could so willingly
submit to a man and enjoy the feelings so much, left me reeling in my
mind. But any thought of trying to stop what was happening, had
disappeared in a haze of erotic feelings and responses from my body.
Instead I found myself moaning in pleasure.
His pace quickened at my obvious enjoyment and after another couple of
minutes as we were, he obviously decided that he couldn't get enough
purchase. His mouth left mine, then he withdrew for a second, spun me
around and bending me over the counter, he pushed back into me.
My arousal jumped another level, his obvious lust and urgent need to
increase his speed, caused something in me to react. When he pulled down
the top of my dress, expertly removed my bra and began to caress my
breasts and tweak my nipples, I was lost. I felt a crescendo of pleasure
and emotion wash over me. I felt an uncontrollable shudder and, from
what sounded far away, I heard a loud pleasurable moan. He stopped
caressing my breasts and the shudder subsided, I realised again with
clarity that the moaning had come from me.
He continued his relentless pace, holding me at the edge of another one
of these waves of pleasure and emotion. Then, at will, he would caress
my breasts again. Causing another wave to wash over me and an
involuntary moan to escape my lips.
I realised that I was totally his, he had complete control. He could
bring me to orgasm, orgasm himself or stop if he wanted to. I had
absolutely no choice in the matter, I was his plaything, dancing to his
tune.
He chose to bring me to a climax twice more, each one intensifying from
the last. Then I felt his moment draw near. His pace, which up to now
had been steadily increasing, became ragged. I felt his penis twitch
within me and I had a perfect understanding that he had gone beyond the
point of no return. Within seconds he buried himself in me, as deep as
he could go and exploded. As he did this, he grabbed my breasts and
tweaked both nipples simultaneously, sending me into the most intense
climax yet.
I hit a new high, as I felt him pulse into me over and over. The
shuddering and moaning more intense and louder than any of the previous
climaxes. I was spent and collapsed onto the worktop breathing heavily.
It took me a minute or so for the haze to clear and whilst this was
happening, I felt him remove his hands from my breasts and begin to pull
out of me. This feeling, a want...no a need, to be filled washed over
me. The muscles of my vagina tried in vane to hold him inside, but all
that happened was an audible sucking sound as he withdrew.
He put his clothes back on, grabbed a beer from the fridge and left me
there on the top. Still prone and panting.
Laying on my front on the top, was however, slightly more useful than
left sat on the top legs dangling. I was much closer to the floor and
managed to lower myself carefully down. I stood on wobbly legs,
immediately readjusting myself. I was unable to process what had just
happened and my mind kind of clocked out.
The autopilot kicked in and I put my bra back on and adjusted my dress
back into place. Then I thought I would go take a shower, but autopilot
had other ideas and I proceeded to tidy up the kitchen. By the time that
the kitchen was clean, I had composed myself enough to start to think
rationally again.
I practically ran upstairs, knowing that I should be able to end this
ordeal right now. I went into our bedroom and into my underwear drawer.
Underneath all of the disturbingly sexy, lacy and stringy underwear, I
found the book. I set it down on my dresser and quickly found a pencil.
I opened the book and then quickly thought about what to write. If I
wish that I was Leo, then perhaps it would just swap Leo and I as mum
had originally intended. It seemed like a reasonable attempt, then I
could refine it if things didn't work out as planned.
I looked at the book, noticing again that the pages were blank. I had
the full intention to write the wish I'd just thought of, but when I
tried I got the same result as earlier. Instead of writing, I found that
I had closed the book and put the pencil back down.
I tried again and again, but got the same result. Oh was I pissed off
now, whatever mum had done, it hadn't fixed the problem and I was still
stuck as Ella!!
I stomped off to the bathroom, I had to take a shower. Now I would have
to wait another day to get this fixed, I was going to give mum a piece
of my mind!
The shower did manage to calm me down, the experience as a woman was
much more sensual than it had been as a man. As Leo, showers had always
been functional, get in, wash, get out. All done in less than 5 minutes.
But as Ella, I found it much nicer to stand under the water, letting it
wash over me and washing some of my anger away at the same time. I spent
some time washing my body and my hair and even blow dried my hair before
I left the bathroom. I somehow knew I'd need to do this, otherwise it'd
be a mess in the morning.
I put on a nightie, which was black, silky and short, but there wasn't
really any alternative. All the nighties were short, silky and various
bright colours and I wasn't really feeling any brighter colours like
pink or yellow. While I was there, I put the book back away in the
drawer. I could only assume the others thought mum had taken it home and
I didn't want Evan finding it and getting any ideas.
I got into bed and despite all the thoughts running through my mind of
the book, how mad I was with mum, all the things I'd done with Evan that
day and how I was ever going to get back to normal, I fell asleep
relatively quickly.
During the night I had a vivid dream, in the dream, everything started
normally. I was Leo and I was with Evan. We'd gone for a hike along the
coastal cliffs. We stopped for lunch and were joking around, but
suddenly things turned weird. He started teasing me, telling me that I
wasn't much of a guy, I'd be better as a girl. As he said this, I
changed into Ella, but the teasing continued. He told me that I'd make a
better girlfriend than friend, and as he said that, things changed and
we were kissing and caressing each other. Then suddenly I felt that I
was on the edge of the cliff, Evan's kissing and caressing was edging me
closer and closer to the edge. Then suddenly, he dipped me into a
passionate kiss and as he let go, I fell over the edge.
I awoke with a start, but instead of the scream that I expected, I was
moaning. Before my mind cleared and I realised what was happening, I
felt an intense feeling from my breasts and crotch which caused me to
climax.
The cliff edge must have been metaphorical for my arousal, as I came
down from my climax, I realised that Evan was on top of me. His penis
was pumping in and out of me, whilst he was sucking one of my nipples
and caressing the other with his hand. I was already past the point of
having any control, even if I'd had the willpower, I would've struggled
to shift him off me anyway.
He took pleasure in seeing the realisation in my face as I was finally
awake. This spurred him on to step up the pace, his perception being
that I was enjoying the wake-up sex. Similarly to last night, he had me
completely under his control. He managed to bring me to climax once more
before we climaxed together. He shot another load of his sperm deep
inside me. The shuddering orgasm that I experienced caused me to space
out again for a minute or so.
I vaguely felt Evan pull out of me and move away, I assumed to the
bathroom. When I eventually did calm down again, I started to worry
about how good the sex actually felt. It was very different from a male
orgasm and, loathed as I was to admit it to myself, this felt better. I
rationalised this by telling myself that it was all as a result of the
wishes. This is what Evan wanted, a woman who he could expertly bring to
orgasm multiple times before he climaxed, wasn't that what a lot of guys
wish for? To most men, the female orgasm was mysterious and often
unattainable. However Evan somehow knew, not just how to push the right
buttons to initiate one, but also how to repeat it multiple times and
just how to hold me on the edge. I thought back to the times where I'd
had sex as Leo and I couldn't be sure that I'd ever caused a woman to
orgasm, sure there were the associated moans and positive noises, but
most guys understood that even these could be faked. I got anxious that
I made a better woman than I did a man, this is perhaps what my dream
was telling me. Along with the fact that Jo made a better Leo than I
ever was too...
This thought ran over and over in my mind, to the point where autopilot
kicked in and I began to get ready for the day. Evan exited the bathroom
and I entered, entering into what was starting to become a familiar
routine.
Once I was dressed and ready for the day, in another tight stretchy
summer dress, I went down to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for Evan
and I. We only had a light breakfast of fruit and yoghurt as I knew that
Mum's roast dinner was always verging on a feast.
That got me thinking about talking to Mum, about the book, and getting
her to let me be able to wish again. I'd need to take the book with me
and that made me instinctively think about which handbag would be
suitable for it.
Before long, with a big tote bag slung over my shoulder and strappy 3-
inch sandals to match the dress, I was ready to go. As felt normal in
this situation, Evan drove, but on the way he confirmed that I was
driving back so that he could have a few beers with Dad and Leo. This
was fine by me as I didn't want to drink anyway. I wanted my full
faculties as I planned to wish back to normal before the day was out.
In complete contrast to my previous experience at my parents Sunday
lunch, the lead up to eating was manic. I was expected to help mum in
the kitchen with all the preparation. Initially I thought this would
give us a chance to chat, but it was too hectic. With so much to do and
all the timings to get right, mum and I were both completely preoccupied
with lunch to discuss anything but that.
It was only once lunch was done and the 'boys' had cleaned up, that I
finally got to sit down with mum. At this point I wasn't mad any more, I
was tired and just wanted to get back to normal. None of this would
matter as soon as I was Leo again.
"So mum, about the wish book, I tried again last night and I still
couldn't make any wishes. What did you actually do, or did you forget to
wish anything?" I asked her, as soon as we were sat down alone in the
living room.
"Ah yes, I err...I have a little confession to make. I didn't wish for
you to be able to use the book again."
"Yes, I'd managed to figure that part out, but why?" I asked.
"Well, I thought that it would be nice to have a daughter for a little
while longer, the last few days have been marvellous and I didn't want
them to end," she responded defensively.
"They may have been marvellous for you, but did you not stop to consider
what they have been like for me? Inside I'm a man, what do you think
it's like to be compelled to act like your best friend's fianc??
In addition. The wish I suggested would've meant you still had a
daughter and a son, just the other way around. The person who was always
meant to be a woman, would be a woman and I would be a man!" I tried to
stay calm, but it felt like she was being deliberately obtuse.
"Yes, that's true, but I'm not sure how to explain this, so I'm just
going to say it. I think that Jo makes a better Leo than you did and I
think you are a better person as Ella, than you were as Leo."
"But mum, I am meant to be Leo!"
"That's true, but I do know that I'm not looking to make any wishes
about the current Leo and we both know that wasn't the case when you
were Leo. Look, I know that you don't want to stay like this and I know
that this can't be easy, but is there any way that I can persuade you to
stay this way, just until after the wedding?"
"What, why?"
"I'd love to experience the wedding, I just feel like it's going to be
so magical. Plus, I think spending some time as Ella would be good for
you. Think of all the things you would learn, the perspective you would
get and then how good that knowledge would be when you are male again."
"Well, reluctant as I am to admit it, there are aspects of this life
that have been, shall we say, enjoyable. But, that doesn't mean I want
to stay this way and I'm not sure that I can do it for the whole week."
"Just give it a try, look at it as a kind of virtual experience. You get
to try out things from the female perspective, something most men will
never understand. And, I promise that it'll be worth it."
"Ok fine, but I want to be able to change myself if I don't like it, so
I need you to wish that I can make wishes."
"Ok deal, did you bring the book with you?"
I got the book out of my bag and passed mum the book, along with a
pencil and she opened it up, quickly writing the wish:
'I wish that Ella Coles was able to write in this book.'
At that point, we heard the boys coming through, mum snapped the book
shut and handed it back to me. I dropped it back in my bag, along with
the pencil, pleased that I was now back in control. All of the things
that I'd agreed to do were now conditional on whether I wanted them or
not, and if I didn't like it, I could change myself back whenever I
liked. This made me feel much more comfortable and content.
We spent most of the afternoon at mum & dad's house, going for a walk
and a quick pint at the pub.
Jenny:
I wasn't really sure what it was that had come over me, but I really
didn't want to change the way things were now between Ella, Leo and I.
I'd always felt that I should've had 2 children and now that I had them,
I didn't want to mess that up. I didn't lie to Ella, I did really want
to experience the wedding, but I also wanted things to stay as they are
on a more permanent basis. I knew that she wasn't about to let me have
the book back, so I had an impulsive thought. Before Ella and Evan left,
I pulled Evan to one side.
"Evan, I have a little treat for both Ella and yourself. I have let Ella
take the wish book home with her, but I think she might be reluctant to
use it, so I thought I'd let you know in case you wanted to have a bit
of fun."
"Thanks Jenny, that's very kind, but I thought we weren't supposed to
use the book?" Evan asked.
"Well, I spoke to my friend and she said that as long as you make simple
changes. You know, perhaps cosmetic or behavioural, for one or two
individuals, then it should be fine," I lied.
"Oh ok, so what sort of things are allowed?" he asked innocently.
"Well, I'll leave most things to your imagination, but I thought, now
that you are practically married, you could test the boundaries a
little. There must be some role plays that you would like to try, or
some fantasy that you would like fulfilled? If you know what I mean?" I
winked at him suggestively.
"Aha, ok, that kind of thing. Is there anything I should avoid?"
"Well, I would keep the changes to the two of you and don't mess with
genders. Apparently that particular change can cause unforeseen
consequences," I lied again.
"I can live with that, I can't imagine Ella would want to be a man and I
definitely don't want to be a woman!" he chuckled.
I gave him a knowing smile. "I've always felt like Ella always struggled
with the modern image of a woman. She was always torn between what she
thought she should be like and what she really wanted to be. I wonder if
she wouldn't rather relax and let herself fit into the old fashioned
stereotype of a woman, almost like a traditional housewife. Does that
make sense?"
"Well, that does make a lot of sense, she has always been very
agreeable, always keen to do whatever I asked her to do. Maybe I could
help her explore that and overcome any reservations she has," he
pondered.
I momentarily wondered if I'd gone too far, but it was too late now,
I'll have to wait and watch to see what happens. "If I know Ella, the
book will be tucked away in her underwear drawer," I added.
"Thanks Jenny, that's very kind and open minded of you."
He walked away looking like the cat that got the cream. I had a feeling
that Ella was going to preoccupied over the next few days!
Evan:
What Jenny had told me had got my mind spinning at all the possibilities
of the next few days. I was keen to get started, but I wanted to give
Ella a chance to use the book herself. So I said nothing of it that
evening. When I suggested going to bed early, I thought that would be
the opportunity for her to experiment, so I was a little surprised when
she got into bed and promptly fell asleep.
It was nice to lay there, spooning her, breathing in her scent and
enjoying the sense of pride I had in being her fianc?. I knew that I was
lucky to have found a girl like her, she was truly unique and I
definitely didn't want to change that. But, the time lying there awake,
gave me time to think about what kind of fantasy I wanted to wish for
first, I decided that I would get up early and make the first round of
wishes. I set my alarm and settled down, content and excited for the
possibilities of tomorrow.
I woke to the alarm and quickly silenced it, I could hear Ella lightly
snoring and slowly extricated myself from behind her. I left the
bedclothes off of her, hoping this wouldn't wake her, but she was in a
deep sleep. I wanted to see my wishes at work.
As Jenny had suggested, the book was in Ella's underwear drawer, along
with a pencil. I took them out and started my wishes:
'I wish that Ella Johansson was completely comfortable performing the
duties of a traditional housewife. I wish that she had no aspiration
beyond a clean & tidy home, enabling an easier work life for me by
preparing my meals, clothes and home life calendar. I wish she felt a
huge sense of fulfilment from doing these things, needing no praise from
me, but getting all the reward she needs from the pride in doing these
things to a high standard.'
That's the things for her, hopefully that will let her be more like what
Jenny said she wants to be. I did have a passing thought that I should
check with Ella what she wanted, but then I dismissed it, obviously her
mother would now better than anyone what she really wanted. Now a few
things for me:
'I wish that Ella Johansson had big melon sized breasts, plump dick
sucking lips. I wish that I had a nine inch cock.'
I looked at Ella as the changes took effect, her breasts swelled to an
unbelievable size and her lips instantly looked so plump and juicy. She
stirred slightly, but remained asleep. I couldn't help but feel super
horny and I was surprised when my new enhanced appendage sprang to
attention, sticking out, seemingly huge in comparison to my previously
modest 5 inches. I felt momentarily embarrassed that my excitement had
driven the last few changes and decided to hide the book on top of the
wardrobe where Ella couldn't reach. But then I remembered, so long as
she didn't see me write the wishes, she would believe this was how
things are. This reassured me and my last apprehensions melted away. I
figured this was only temporary anyway and I'd try some different
changes later.
I slipped back into bed, repositioning myself behind her, but now I
began to gently caress those massive breasts to slowly wake her, I
needed her really badly...
Ella:
Evan and I grabbed a snack on the way home and spent the evening
chilling out. Evan was tired and keen to go to bed early, I had to admit
that I was also tired. We both went to bed and I fell asleep quickly,
feeling content and protected with Evan spooning me.
As i began to wake the following day, I could feel that Evan was still
spooning me, except now he was also caressing my breasts. The feeling
was intense and amazing, all my girlfriends were jealous that I had huge
breasts that were still so sensitive. They told me this was unusual and
that big breasts normally meant less sensitive. That had never been my
experience, mine always felt amazing, especially when Evan was paying
them attention.
My mouth was dry, but this wasn't unusual, my plump lips meant that my
mouth was always, ever so slightly, open. I kept a water by my bed so
that I could freshen my mouth in the mornings. I reached out to drink
it, then I turned around to Evan.
"Morning lover, is someone keen for their morning blow job?" I asked him
suggestively. This was normal for us, we didn't usually kiss, as my
breath tended to be bad due to the open mouth thing. So, we'd agreed
early on in our relationship, that a blow job was the obvious answer
first thing in the morning.
"Yes Ella, that would be wonderful," he responded.
It filled me with pride that he was still so kind about it and never
pushed me to do it, but to be honest, it was something that gave me
pleasure too. As I slid down the bed and started to suck on his cock, a
crazy passing thought in my mind told me that this was wrong, that I was
a man and I shouldn't be doing this. However, my excitement as soon as I
was sucking on his cock, meant I dismissed this into the background of
my mind.
Now that my excitement had begun to build, the saliva in my mouth had
returned in abundance. I managed to lubricate the whole of his shaft and
then without messing around, I opened my mouth, being careful to keep my
teeth out of the way, and plunged down onto his cock. On a good day, I
could get his entire length down my throat and bury my nose in his pubes
and today was a good day. A wave of pride hit me as I managed to get his
entire length into my throat.
This is where I had to position myself carefully, experience had taught
me that I couldn't heft my breasts up and down for long, whilst giving
him a blow job. he was on his back and I had to lie perpendicular to
him, with my head and neck over his hip and my breasts resting on the
bed nestled up to his side. That way I could move my neck up and down
without lifting my breasts. It did mean that I couldn't slide all the
way off of his cock, but I could flex my neck far enough to allow me to
take a breath, before plunging back down again. I'd built the skill up
over the last couple of years and now I could regulate my breathing, and
for the moments when he climaxed, I could hold my breath for well over a
minute, whilst I swallowed every drop that I could extract from him. I
knew this was kind of slutty, but it gave me a thrill to be able to do
this for him, plus I loved the taste!
This morning it didn't take long form him to climax, I could feel his
excitement build quickly and when he grabbed the back of my head, I was
ready. He exploded directly into my stomach, pulsing into me for a few
seconds. When I felt him relax, I slowly withdrew from his cock, making
sure to lick and suck off any excess saliva or delicious sperm.
"That is always a fantastic way to start the day, thank you Ella," he
said.
That feeling of pride washed over me again. "You're welcome my love," I
replied genuinely happy I'd pleased him.
"Why don't you go and brush your teeth and freshen up? We haven't
finished yet, I'd like to have my way with you at least once more before
work."
I felt the compulsion to do what he asked and found myself sauntering to
the bathroom. As I walked I instinctively held my breasts with my hands.
I'd found that, unless I had a bra or corset, then I needed to hold them
to prevent them from hurting my back.
The compulsion reminded me of the wish book, the wish that he'd wished
accidentally, along with the no writing in the book wish. I remembered
that I'd wished to be what Evan wanted and as I looked at my reflection,
I couldn't quite remember what I'd looked like before. Then I remembered
the little voice in my mind while I was sucking Evan. It had said that I
was supposed to be a man, but that cant be right, no man would have
these deliciously large breasts, or these fantastic lips, or my looks or
my body!
But I couldn't shake that nagging voice, telling me this was somehow
wrong, I was meant to be Leo. But that couldn't be right either, Leo
still lived at home with mum and dad, so how could I be him, plus if I
was him then who should he be? None of it made any sense and was all a
bit confusing, I put it down to a bad dream and sleepiness and ignored
it.
While I'd been thinking this, I'd brushed my teeth and had a quick wee.
I was excited to get back to Evan. I loved it when he fucked me with his
delicious cock, I just had to have him inside me, it was the only time I
felt whole.
I practically ran back to the bed, well, as much as I could run on
tiptoes whilst holding my breasts! This body was definitely not made for
running, but I did know something else that it was made for...
As soon as he saw me, Evan stood up and pulled me into a deep kiss. The
way that he took charge and that his tongue instantly had access to push
into my mouth through the natural 'o' in my lips, caused me to shudder
with excitement. I knew what was coming and couldn't wait to get him
inside me so that I could feel whole again.
After a few short seconds of kissing, he picked me up and deposited me
in the middle of the bed. He climbed on, pushing my legs apart. He laid
down on me, but didn't push into me straight away. This built the
anticipation as I could feel his amazing cock at full attention between
us. He began kissing me again, playfully nibbling my lips, fondling my
breasts, rubbing his hands over them and tweaking my nipples. This sent
me wild with desire and he knew it, but this time was different and it
held me at the edge longer than normal. He was paying much longer
attention to my breasts and my lips than normal. I had a recollection
that this was like the first few times we'd had sex, when we first
started going out. Like it was the first time he'd seen me naked and
wanted to savour the moment.
After what felt like an eternity, he was finally ready. It was easy for
him to find my vagina and begin pushing onto me, as by now I was
practically dripping. As soon as the first inch of his cock pushed into
me, I orgasmed. This is where he showed his amazing control again,
instead of urgently burying himself into me, he continued his controlled
progress, so that he took almost a minute to get fully inside.
The orgasms that had started pretty intensely, just reacted to this by
building and building. Wave after wave and crescendo after crescendo of
the most amazing feelings washed over me. I moaned and whimpered and
thrashed about. Desperately trying, but failing, to get him fully inside
of me as fast as possible. When his length was finally inside, the final
crescendo caused me to shudder and moan once more.
He stopped there, with that masterful self control, letting me revel in
the feeling of being filled, impaled and at his mercy.
"I love it when you moan like a slut!" he whispered to me as he gently
kissed me on the lips again.
"I can't help it, you make me feel amazing! I'm whatever you want and I
want...no I need you to fuck me!" I replied, instinctively wanting these
feelings to continue.
He kissed me gently again and then began to slowly pull out of me. I
couldn't help but squeeze the muscles of my vagina, trying to keep him
inside. This was futile and pointless. His first few thrusts were slow
and deliberate, but that control soon began to ebb away. Before long he
was thrusting in and out of me faster and faster.
I saw stars, the earth moved, I shuddered almost continuously, moaned
like a slut and felt like this was truly the greatest single moment of
my life. I revelled in orgasm after orgasm, building until that moment
when I felt the most gigantic pulse from his cock. He buried himself
into me fully one last time and climaxed. This rough treatment pushed me
over the edge too and as I lost all sense of reality, all I could feel
was pulse after pulse shooting inside of me.
Coherent thought was beyond me for a few moments. As I came around, I
felt content that he was still buried inside me. I was still subject to
his whim, when he wanted to pull out, he could, but with him on top of
me, I had no choice but to wait for him.
Eventually, he recovered and began to pull out. As he did so there was a
sucking sound and I could feel some of our juices escape and trickle
down between my legs. The feeling of emptiness was keen and I found
myself already longing for the next time.
"Right, I need to get ready for work, can you get me some breakfast
please?" he asked.
What I really wanted to do was bask in the afterglow for a while,
however as soon as he'd asked, I felt the compulsion. This was a common
occurrence for us, so I was used to slipping on the clothes from the
previous day and then showering after he'd left for work. I wistfully
wished I could wear some wispy and sexy lingerie, but with my breasts I
needed the bra if I was going to actually accomplish anything. So I
quickly dressed in the clothes from yesterday, slipping on the panties,
the bra and then wiggling my way into the dress.
The other thing that always made me feel more comfortable was a pair of
heels. Because of my height, I almost always wore them and as a result
my heel tendons had shrunk. This mean that it felt uncomfortable bare
foot or with flats, so I slipped on the strappy heels from yesterday
too, then sashayed off to the kitchen.
I knew that Evan would take around 20 minutes to shower and dress and
that he would want scrambled eggs on toast after such a round of morning
activity. This would only take around 5 minutes to prepare though, so I
spent the first 15 minutes tidying the few things from yesterday we'd
left in the kitchen, loading the dishwasher and even getting a head
start on the washing by putting the first load on. I'd not managed to do
any chores at the weekend with everything going on and now I felt almost
embarrassed by the state of the place. I promise myself that I would
have everything completely spotless and back to normal by the end of the
day!
By the time Evan came down, I had laid out the breakfast things in the
dining room. I'd fetched the newspaper from the letterbox and laid out
his juice, eggs on toast and a cup of strong filter coffee. For myself,
I had some fruit and a yoghurt. I loved eggs and toast too, but I
limited myself to treats only at the weekend, I had to watch my figure!
"You look very handsome in your work suit, Evan," I said to him as he
sat.
"I love the slightly ravished look, my darling," he replied, laughing at
his own joke.
This was a familiar ritual for us, it was the only time of the day where
he looked smarter than I and even then, it was because I'd ironed all
his clothes and laid out what he should wear. He had this knack of
looking slightly dishevelled within an hour of getting dressed, it was
infuriating given the time I spent on making sure he looked smart.
We ate breakfast in silence, with him reading the paper. Then once he
was done, i saw him to the door with his bag and a reminder that we only
had one free evening that week and that was this evening. The rest of
the week we had various wedding prep or events.
"Thank you, darling. What would I do without you," he said, as he kissed
me goodbye.
After he left, I again slipped into a kind of autopilot, tidying up the
breakfast things and then going for a shower. This included the full
routine, including washing my hair and shaving my body hair. Once out of
the shower, I spent quite a bit of time drying and styling my hair,
removing and reapplying matching finger and toe nail polish, tweezers to
my eyebrows to maintain the high arch and then some light makeup. I
planned to nip to the shop that day, I probably wouldn't see anyone I
knew, but I felt almost naked without it.
As I entered my wardrobe to select an outfit for the day, a mischievous
thought crossed my mind. I proceeded to wear 3 of the more sexy outfits,
take pictures and then sent them to Evan. With the caption - 'A, B or C
for when you arrive home?'
The thrill of the outfits had increased as I tried them on and as a
result, the options quickly progresses from classy to slutty. Outfit A
was a classic evening gown, it was short and sexy, but with the right
accessories and a bolero, would've made a classy outfit for dinner out.
Outfit B was downright sexy, it was a little black dress, with a super-
high hem and a v-neck that plunged into the crevice of my breasts. I
could've worn it out, but it would be one for attracting attention.
Every red-blooded man would be unable to keep their eyes off me. Outfit
C was definitely not for going out, one for role playing and for wearing
indoors. It was a sexy maids uniform, tight dress, with poofy short
skirt. More of a neckline and therefore less cleavage than the little
black dress, but this came with frilly white apron and I knew there was
also a duster, frilly cuffs and a matching frilly cap in the wardrobe
too.
I'd wanted the right effect for the photos, so I'd already donned black
stockings, suspenders and 5-inch stilettos for the other outfits. With
the final outfit, the stocking tops and suspenders were clearly visible.
I took pictures in each outfit with suitably sexy poses and sent them
off.
I began to take the maid outfit off and just as the dress dropped to the
ground, I got a text back from Evan - 'No contest, C is the choice! What
would make it even better would be to know that you are wearing it the
whole day. Please wear it today and send me photos of what you are doing
in it? My own little french maid :-)'
I thought this was a bit of a silly idea as I needed to go to the shop,
I planned to text back saying I'd put it on before he got back as I had
things to do. Except, what I actually wrote was this - 'Absolutely my
love, I'll wear it all day and send you photos. It'll give me a thrill
too! xxx'
Instead of continuing to get undressed, I found myself pulling the dress
back on. Today was going to be interesting, I thought to myself...
I threw myself into the household chores, hoping that if I didn't think
about it too much then my outfit wouldn't bother me. The problem was, it
was really not practical for household chores, the irony of which didn't
go unnoticed. The big thing were the heels, they were 2 inches more than
I would normally wear around the house and it didn't take long for them
to become pretty uncomfortable. I tried to change them for something
more suitable, but I found the compulsion applied to the whole outfit.
The next challenge was bending over, I found that I had to prepare
myself and have my centre of gravity just right. More than a few times I
bent over quickly and nearly found myself flat on my face. This again
was connected to the height and angle of the heels, but included the
fact that the skirt was also short, so when I did bend over, my arse was
on show. This was obviously by design, given what the outfit was
designed for, but meant that when I did put the rubbish out and get the
milk in, I had to be careful not to flash the entire street.
Luckily, there wasn't anybody about early in the morning and I made sure
to look out of the peephole in the door, before going outside, to avoid
any uncomfortable explanations. It was all fine until there was a
delivery, the doorbell rang while I was emptying the dishwasher. I
froze, until I realised that there were all kinds of wedding parcels
arriving this week and I couldn't afford to miss them, otherwise I
couldn't guarantee having them in time. I resigned myself to answering
the door and tried to think of some excuse as to why I'd be dressed like
this.
As it turned out, I needn't have bothered, as I opened the door and
spoke to the delivery person.
"Bonjour, zis iz zee Coles rezidence, how may I be of zervice?" In a
ridiculous, and obviously fake, French accent.
"I... err...I have... a delivery for Ella Johansson," the delivery guy
stuttered, obviously surprised and shocked by my appearance and silly
accent.
"Merci, merci, zat iz zee Madsemoiselle of rezidence Coles," I continued
on as I took the parcel from him.
"I need a err.. a err..signature," he just about managed to say as he
obviously ogled my generous breasts.
"Absolute!" I said as, without even thinking, I turned to the side, bent
over and placed the parcel inside. As I straightened up, it was obvious
that he had seen enough of my butt to make him blush. For my part, I
stayed in-role and just carried on.
I took the electronic pad from him and scribbled 'my' signature, except
it was an elaborate and flourishing script that read 'Fifi Sucer', with
little hearts for the dots on the i's and a little kissing lips drawing
at the end.
"Merci, merci," I said again, as I handed him back the pad and closed
the door.
It was only once the door was closed that the embarrassment and shame of
how I had just acted overwhelmed me. Why had I acted like that?! The
delivery guy got way more than he bargained for!!
Only when I had calmed down and thought about how Evan had worded his
text, did I work out that it was connected with his request and the
compulsion. I was horrified at what any further interaction might make
me do that day, but I didn't have much choice in the matter.
I finished off emptying the dishwasher and then moved on to the next
thing on my mental list. This was the supermarket and some lunch. This
immediately horrified me, I couldn't go to the supermarket like this!! I
was moving towards the door before I could object, I grabbed the key for
my car and to my unbelievable relief, I also grabbed a coat that came
down to mid-thigh and mostly hid the ridiculous costume.
What I didn't realise at that moment was that the coat didn't hide my
persona. Whilst at the shops, I was still acting like Fifi Sucer, maid
of the Coles residence. At the supermarket checkout, I proceeded to tell
the checkout girl that I was just shopping for my bosses, all in the
ridiculous fake accent. The girl humoured me, whilst also sniggering and
waved my items through quickly, just to get rid of me.
This was repeated at the dry cleaner and the coffee shop, where I told
anyone who would listen, who I was and why I was there.
When I got back I collapsed on the sofa and all the embarrassment and
shame hit me at once. I even cried a little, until I realised it would
ruin my makeup. I had to get a grip of myself!
Anyway, the afternoon was slightly less eventful and by the time Evan
came through the door, the house was spotless, the washing was done and
dinner was nearly ready. As soon as I heard his care, I made my way to
the front door and as he approached I opened it.
"Bonsoir Monsieur Coles, Fifi at your zervice!" I said, adding a deep
curtsey.
Evan chuckled, "Good evening to you to!"
I took his coat and led him to the dining room, being sure to bend over
in front of him suggestively. He had obviously been thinking about this
little fantasy all day and before I knew what was happening, he bent me
over the table, pulled his pants down, shifted my string panty aside and
plunged his full length into me roughly. In contrast to the sex of the
previous night, this was quick and animalistic. The position I was in
meant that I couldn't really move, I did find myself incredibly turned
on though. Being treated in this way actually made me incredibly
aroused. This meant that by the time Evan climaxed, I was nearly there
too and as soon as I felt him spurt into me, I was sent over the edge
into an orgasm of my own.
Once we had both recovered, I slipped back into my role and continued to
finish dinner and wait on him. He sat at the table, with a content look
on his face. We ate dinner, with conversation about his day, I didn't
want to recall my day, so I didn't offer up anything and he didn't ask.
Once I'd tidied the dinner things away, I went and joined him on the
sofa. A little to my surprise, I found him sat there with the wish book
open on his lap.
"Why do you have that?" I asked, slightly apprehensively, sitting down
next to him.
"Well, your mum told me that we should enjoy it before she has to give
it back. If you read the wishes I wrote I think you'll have some
explanations for how your day went," he said, chuckling to himself a
little.
I read the wishes from the bottom, he'd wished for a bigger penis, it
was juvenile but not completely unexpected. Then I read the next wishes
about me and I was astonished.
"But, I've always had big breasts and lips.," I stammered. I
"No, that was me, I have to admit to being slightly horny!" he replied.
When he lifted a pencil to the paper and began to rub out the words 'big
melon' from the wish I started to feel relieved, but was completely
shocked as he replaced them with 'beach ball'. Before I could even utter
a word, my breasts had instantly grown. They were now as described in
the wish and I felt a huge weight tugging me forwards. Evan caught me
from falling forwards and pushed me back into an upright position.
Except as I passed the point of balance, the extra weight pushed me back
onto the sofa. I'd kind of perched on the edge when I sat down and now
the extra weight had caused me to fall back into a slouched seated
position. I realised quickly that I couldn't get up, my breasts were so
massive that they held me in place.
"Evan please, this is ridiculous." I gestured at my breasts.
With a sigh, he rubbed out the wish about any changes to my breasts and
lips. My breasts returned to a quite normal size, but now that I'd seen
him write the wishes, I could still remember the day with melon size
breasts.
It was only now, once I'd righted myself and got over the shock of the
wishes, that I read the rest of the wishes above.
"What are these?" I asked, a little annoyed.
"Oh, just something your mum said about you being reluctant to give in
to your more traditional desires. I thought I'd free you of the
hesitancy. Is something wrong?" he asked me as he saw the reaction on my
face.
"Yes, there is something wrong. I wondered why I'd got so much
satisfaction out of all the housework today. I'd quite like to have some
strong words with my mother!" I raged.
He obviously saw my anger and proceeded to start to rub out these wishes
too.
"Sorry, I thought..or at least you mum suggested, that this was what you
wanted. I'm sorry."
As soon as he'd rubbed out the wishes, I was overwhelmed by the memories
that returned. The nagging voice had not been a nagging voice, it was
the last vestige of my old self, my old MALE self! I felt horrified and
violated and sick, thinking about all the things that I'd done. I ran to
the bathroom and threw up in the toilet.
After a minute or so, Evan knocked at the door.
"Ella, are you ok, what's wrong? You turned green and then raced to the
bathroom."
"I'm ok," I lied. I felt horrible, I had been his fantasy maid and I'd
enjoyed it, believing that I truly was a woman. I shuddered at how close
I had come to losing my previous life completely.
"Do you want me to wish you better?" he asked.
"No!" I quickly responded. "That book is trouble, no more wishes unless
we discuss them first, ok?"
"Yes, sure, absolutely," he responded, I could hear that he felt guilty
about the wishes he'd made, but I didn't have the energy to explain why
I'd reacted this way. "Can I get you anything?" he continued.
"No, I'm fine," I said. "I'll be out in a minute."
This placated him, at least for now, and I heard him walk away from the
bathroom. I could only hope he felt guilty enough not to try any more
wishes. I sat there, hugging the toilet, not convinced that I wouldn't
throw up again. I was processing all of the memories of the day and
combining them with my old memories, trying to rationalise the
activities of the last 24 hours. After a while, I had the idea that I
should compartmentalise some of the memories so as best to rationalise
them. If I though of the 'autopilot' memories, as I now labelled them,
as fantasy memories only possible with wishes, then I somehow started to
feel marginally better.
Once I'd done this, I no longer felt like I was going to be sick and I
managed to sit on the lid of the toilet seat, calming down as I did.
Nothing Evan did was malicious or nasty, he had acted like a horny
teenager, could he have been more restrained? Yes, but could I honestly
say that I would've acted differently in his situation. He believes that
I'm his fianc? and we are about to be married. If you can't role play
with your soon-to-be wife, then who can you role play with?
It was mum that I was increasingly getting mad at, I also guessed a
little of the why. She obviously wants to me to stay this way for the
wedding and she figured that if I was 'occupied', then there would be
less chance that I would change back before the wedding. All of my
experiences were because of her, even the original change to Ella, yes I
had made the wish but she was the one who made the original wish for me
to live with Evan. I wanted to change back to Leo now, I just needed to
get the book and to be alone, then I could make the wish to end this
nightmare.
Getting alone with the book was surprisingly easy, all I had to do was
ask Evan for the book, telling him I wanted to put it back in the safe
place he found it. I also told him that I was going to bed early to get
some sleep, the days events had tired me out, which wasn't a complete
lie.
I took the book to our room and sat down at the vanity to write in it. I
picked up the pencil and tried to write, but yet again, I couldn't do
it! I was shocked and even more annoyed. I replayed the encounter with
mum in my mind, when I got to the wish, the reason became obvious. Why
didn't I spot this at the time?! Perhaps it was that the boys were
coming back, but now I realised mum had written Coles instead of
Johansson! This meant that I would be able to wish in the book, as soon
as i became Ella Coles!
I was fuming, I snapped the book shut and shoved it into the underwear
drawer. I stomped through my bedtime routine and eventually got into
bed. It took a good while but eventually I dropped off to sleep.
A little later, I was vaguely aware of Evan coming to bed. He snuggled
up behind me and as he did so, I felt his enhanced member pushing at my
bottom. He was obviously frustrated, but I just wasn't in the mood for
anything like that tonight.
Tuesday morning came with slightly less excitement than Monday, well at
least on my part anyway. I woke before Evan and could feel that he was
still horny, or had morning wood. Anyway, before anything could happen,
I got up and showered ready for the day. Today was the day that I needed
to go shopping for all the things that Evan and I would need on our
honeymoon. It still felt weird to even think that we would get married,
but I guessed that it was as good a plan as any to continue until I
could wish myself back to normal.
I had made one decision whilst I was asleep, I figured that it was no
good trying to get mum to see sense before the wedding, reluctant as I
was to do it, I'd decided to go ahead with the big day and then have
some serious words with mum once I had the power to wish back. Partly
because I was worried what other tricks mum would get up to if she had
the wish book again, but also, there was a small part of me that had
started to wonder what the wedding would be like. I had a desire to
experience a proper day in the dress I had selected, partly because of
the way it had made me feel, but also to experience the wedding from my
current perspective. It would give me a unique insight and when I did
finally settle down, I would have these memories to use to make my
wife's day extra special.
Evan got up, and in line with my decision to play the part of fianc?, I
was much kinder to him than I had been the previous night. I made him
breakfast and got his work things ready. Sending him off to work with a
kiss and a hug.
I felt much more in control than the previous day, and after I'd
finished clearing the breakfast things and setting the dishwasher going,
I planned my shopping trip. I needed to get some things for the beach,
some travel toiletries, some swimwear for Evan and I, as well as my
bridal underwear. The dress that I'd selected would mean that I would
need a strapless bra, whatever pants I would like, either white tights
or stockings and white high-heeled shoes.
I wasn't quite ready for the full underwear experience that morning, so
I decided I would get the more practical things in the morning, stop for
a spot of lunch, then continue in the afternoon for the rest of the
items. The nearby town didn't have all the the shops that I would need,
so I had decided that I needed to pop into London to get everything in
one day.
Given that I would need to try some things on, I decided that slip on
shoes and a dress that was easy to put on would be best. I found some
pumps with a small heel and a dress that was simple, yet stylish, a navy
blue, knee length, knitted dress. I wiggled into the dress, put on the
shoes, grabbed a bag that matched and left, putting on a light navy blue
coat as I left.
I parked my car at the station, bought a ticket and in no time at all, I
was on the train to London. I was still feeling a bit nervous about the
shopping trip ahead. I still couldn't believe that I was getting married
to Evan, but the thought of getting my old life back straight
afterwards, kept me going.
As I made my way into the train station, I couldn't help but notice the
stares I received from strangers on the street. I knew it was because of
my appearance, I knew that this was what any pretty woman would be used
to, but it still felt slightly alien to me. It made me feel
uncomfortable, but I pushed the thoughts aside and focused on the task
at hand.
The train ride to London was uneventful, and I spent the time going over
my shopping list and trying to plan out my day. When I arrived at the
first shop, I was a bit overwhelmed by the crowds and the amount of
items on display. I took a deep breath and started making my way through
the aisles, picking out the items I needed.
As I reached the swimwear section, I found myself hesitating. I had
never worn a bikini before, and the thought of doing so in front of Evan
made me feel self-conscious. But I knew that I needed to push through my
discomfort and get the items we needed for the trip. I finally settled
on a cute two-piece set, guessing at the sizes and made my way to the
checkout.
After a quick lunch break, I continued on with my shopping, picking out
toiletries and other essentials. By the time I reached the lingerie
store, I was feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. But I knew that I
couldn't leave without getting the items I needed for the wedding night.
As I browsed through the racks, I couldn't help but feel like a fish out
of water. I had never bought lingerie before, and I didn't even know my
correct size. But I forced myself to ask for help, and the saleswoman
was kind and patient, guiding me through the process.
As I left the store, I felt a sense of relief wash over me. I had
completed the shopping trip, and now all that was left was to pack for
the honeymoon. But as I made my way back to the train station, I
couldn't help but feel a sense of longing for my old life as Leo. I knew
that I should be happy and grateful for the experience, but the thought
of being trapped in this new body forever filled me with dread.
I arrived back home feeling tired and emotional. But I knew that I
didn't have long left, just make it through the week. I had made a
choice to agree to my mum's terms and marry Evan, and I needed to learn
to embrace it, no matter how difficult it may be.
As I walked in, I was met with the sight of Evan sprawled out on the
couch, staring at his phone. "Hey babe," I said, trying to sound
cheerful despite my exhaustion.
"Ella, thank god you're back," he replied, not even bothering to look up
from his phone. "I had such a long day at work, and I'm so tired. Can
you make us dinner tonight?"
I felt a twinge of annoyance, but I knew that the way he had phrased the
request meant I was compelled to do it. "Sure, what would you like?" I
asked, trying to sound accommodating.
"Um, I don't know. Something easy and quick, please. I just want to
relax tonight," he said, finally looking up at me.
I nodded, feeling a sense of frustration building up inside of me. I had
just spent the whole day running around, trying to get everything we
needed for the honeymoon, and all Evan could think about was himself.
Despite this, I found myself headed to the kitchen to start making
dinner.
As I cooked, Evan lounged on the couch, scrolling through his phone and
occasionally asking me to grab him a drink or snack. I tried to ignore
his behaviour and focus on the task at hand, but it was getting harder
and harder to do so.
Finally, dinner was ready, and I called out to Evan to come and eat. As
we sat down to eat, he barely even looked up from his plate. "This is
good," he muttered between bites. "Thanks for making it."
I forced a smile, feeling hurt and unappreciated. After dinner, Evan
headed back to the couch, and I started cleaning up the kitchen. As I
washed the dishes, I could feel my anger building up inside of me. Evan
had barely lifted a finger to help all day, and now he was expecting me
to clean up after him as well. It dawned on me that perhaps I had the
first inkling of understanding of what it was like to be treated as if
these chores were my responsibility.
Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. "Evan, could you please help me
with the dishes?" I asked, trying to keep my tone calm.
He looked up at me, annoyance written all over his face. "Can't you see
I'm tired, Ella? I had a long day at work, and I just want to relax."
I felt a sense of disbelief wash over me. Was he serious? "Evan, I've
had a long day too. I just spent the whole day shopping for our
honeymoon, and now I've been cooking and cleaning up after you. I'm
tired too," I replied, my frustration getting the better of me.
He rolled his eyes, not even bothering to respond. Instead, he headed to
the bedroom, leaving me alone in the kitchen. I felt a sense of hurt and
sadness wash over me. Was this really what he wanted our marriage to be
like? Me doing all the work while Evan sat back and relaxed?
I finished cleaning up the kitchen and headed to the bedroom, hoping
that Evan had calmed down. But as I walked in, I saw him lying on the
bed, scrolling through his phone. "Hey, can you give me a massage? My
back is killing me," he said, not even bothering to look up at me.
I felt a sense of rage wash over me. How could he be so selfish and
inconsiderate? But instead of saying anything, I forced a smile and
started giving him a massage. As I rubbed his back, I made a silent
promise to myself. I wouldn't let Evan's behaviour bring me down. I was
stronger than that, and I would do whatever it took to get through the
week, even if it meant putting up with his, up to now, unforeseen
selfishness.
The massage inevitably led to sex, I tried to turn away from him when he
started to get amorous, but all this did was ensure that we had sex in
the spooning position. He didn't engage in any foreplay this time, he
just began thrusting in and out of me mechanically. We were both tired,
but I was surprised when he came without me even getting close to
climax. I felt him spurt into me and then he settled down to sleep,
still inside me. I felt hurt, used and unsatisfied, suddenly realising
that this was what sex was often like for women, especially when their
man was acting selfish and self-centred.
The next day provided the perfect distraction. Evan and I were having
our stag and hen parties, and I was excited at the prospect of spending
the day with the girls,. Especially with the way Evan had been the
previous day. As Evan headed out with his friends, I stayed behind to
get ready. I was a bit nervous about what the girls had planned for me,
but I was also excited to let loose and have some fun.
As the afternoon rolled around, the girls started to arrive. They were
all dressed in fun and flirty outfits, ready for a night on the town.
They greeted me with hugs and kisses, and I could feel the excitement
building up inside of me.
"Okay, girls, let's get this party started!" shouted my friend, Lily, as
she pulled out a bag of costumes. "We've got something special planned
for you, Ella."
I felt a sense of dread wash over me as Lily pulled out a frilly pink
dress and a pair of high heels.
"No way, I'm not wearing that!" I protested, feeling my face turning red
with embarrassment.
But the girls were having none of it. They all started giggling and
cheering me on, telling me how cute I would look. Finally, I gave in,
feeling a bit silly as I slipped on the dress and heels.
Once I was dressed, the girls started with the challenges. They took me
to a bar where they made me sing karaoke in front of everyone, and then
we went to a restaurant where they made me order food in a ridiculous
voice. We even did a scavenger hunt around the city, and I had to take
pictures with strangers while wearing my embarrassing outfit.
As the night wore on, I started to feel more and more comfortable in my
dress and heels. I even started to enjoy the attention I was getting
from strangers. It was like I was a different person, someone who wasn't
afraid to let loose and have some fun.
Finally, as the night started to wind down, the girls took me to a club.
We danced and sang along to the music, and I felt like I was on top of
the world. I didn't even care that I was wearing an embarrassing outfit,
all I cared about was having fun with my friends. They did have to
rescue me a couple of times from some overly tactile and lecherous men,
much to my internal embarrassment, I was truly the damsel in distress at
points. However, they waved it away like it was normal.
As the night came to an end, the girls walked me back to the apartment.
"Thanks for an amazing night, guys," I said, feeling a bit emotional.
"Anytime, Ella," said Lily, giving me a hug. "We're here for you, no
matter what."
I smiled, feeling grateful for the amazing friends I had. As I headed to
bed, I couldn't help but think about the amazing day I had. It was like
for one day, I was able to forget about all my worries and just have
fun. And that was all thanks to the amazing friends that I had as Ella.
Lying in bed that night, I couldn't help but think about how amazing the
day had been. For once, I was able to let go of all my worries and just
have fun. Being "one of the girls" felt so inclusive and caring, and it
was a feeling I had never experienced before.
As I reflected on the day, I realised that I had never felt this way
during any stag night when I was still Leo. Those nights always felt so
competitive, like we were trying to outdo each other in a never-ending
game of one-upmanship. It was all about proving our masculinity, and any
sign of vulnerability was met with ridicule and scorn.
But being with the girls was different. It was like we were all in it
together, supporting each other and having fun. We weren't trying to
prove anything to anyone, we were just enjoying each other's company.
As I drifted off to sleep, I felt grateful for the amazing friends I had
as Ella. They had shown me a new side of life, one that was more caring
and inclusive than anything I had ever experienced before.
Tomorrow was the wedding rehearsal and dinner, and then the big day
would finally arrive. I felt nervous, but also excited. And I knew that
no matter what challenges lay ahead, I had my amazing friends by my side
to help me through them. I slept soundly, only vaguely aware of Evan
when he stumbled into bed.
The morning of the wedding rehearsal and dinner had arrived, Evan left
early to do the preparation he needed to, and as I was getting ready,
the doorbell rang, I suddenly remembered the team of beauticians that
Evan had arranged to come over to prepare me for the big day. I had
completely forgotten about it until they arrived at the door.
The team of three beauticians went straight to work, starting with a
full-body wax. I winced in pain as they removed every bit of hair on my
body, leaving me feeling naked and exposed. Next came a spray tan,
making me look like a bronzed goddess but also making me feel even more
feminine than ever before.
As the beauticians moved onto my face, I felt even more trapped in
femininity. They applied layers of makeup, foundation, blush, eyeshadow,
and mascara, making my face look completely flawless. Then came the long
false eyelashes, making my eyes look bigger and somehow more innocent or
perhaps even na?ve.
But the biggest surprise came when they brought out the Botox and lip
filler. I had never had any cosmetic procedures before, and the thought
of having needles injected into my face made me feel sick. But Evan had
paid for it, and the beauticians were already preparing the syringe. I
closed my eyes tightly as they injected the Botox into my forehead and
around my eyes, erasing any hint of wrinkles. Then came the lip filler,
making my lips look fuller and more pouty than ever before.
As they finished, I couldn't help but stare at my reflection in the
mirror, feeling both stunned and trapped. I looked like a completely
different person, with flawless skin, long lashes, and a pouty mouth.
And the long false nails, painted in lavender to match the wedding
flowers, completed the look.
By the time they had finished, I found I couldn't change the surprised
expression on my face, and I worried that I now had a very noticeable
trout-pout. I couldn't believe how much Evan had paid for and why he
wanted me to look like this, and I couldn't help but wonder if he was
trying to somehow 'make me his'. I felt scared of what was to come.
During the wedding rehearsal, I felt incredibly self-conscious in my
wedding dress and with my new look. I stumbled a few times and had
trouble remembering my cues, making me feel even more awkward and
embarrassed. I couldn't chase the feeling that people somehow looked at
me differently with all the work that Evan had made me have.
At the dinner that followed, things started off well enough. The
families mingled and chatted, and everyone seemed to be having a good
time. But as the night went on and Evan became more and more drunk, his
behaviour started to change.
He began to whisper in my ear about his desire for a "trophy wife" and
how he wanted me to fit into that fantasy. He bragged to everyone at the
table about how I would become his housewife and give him lots of
children after the wedding, which annoyed me because we had never
discussed this.
I tried to change the subject, but Evan persisted, making me feel
uncomfortable and trapped. I felt like I was losing control of my life
and my identity, and that Evan was trying to mould me into someone I
didn't want to be. I excused myself from the table, needing a moment
alone to compose myself.
Sitting outside in the cool night air, I felt more alone and isolated
than ever before. I longed to be Leo again, to be able to make my own
choices and live life on my own terms. But I knew that I was trapped in
this feminine body until after the wedding. I felt like I was living in
a nightmare, and I wasn't sure how I was going to make it through the
wedding day.
Later that night, Evan and I were at home, both tired from a long day.
We collapsed on the sofa and I hoped that we could finish our tea and
retire to bed, ready for a big day tomorrow. However, Evan had other
ideas...
Evan:
I couldn't believe how easy it was to make my wishes come true with the
wish book. As I flipped through the pages, I realised that the
possibilities were endless. Suddenly, I knew exactly what I wanted. I
wanted a perfect housewife. A wife who was always immaculately dressed,
who cooked delicious meals every night, who kept the house spotless, and
who would devote all her time to me and our future children.
I looked over at Ella, who was sitting beside me, and a smile crept onto
my face. This was going to be so easy. I picked up the pencil and made
my wish. I could see the changes happening to Ella. Her hair grew
longer, her curves became more pronounced, and she was suddenly wearing
a floral apron and high heels.
I laughed in delight as I looked at my new and improved housewife. She
looked perfect. And she would be perfect. I would make sure of it. I
turned to Ella showing her what I had done. She was horrified, and I
could see tears forming in her eyes. I didn't understand why she was
upset, I thought that she wanted to be what I wanted. And now, I had
what I wanted. She would be the perfect wife, just like I had always
dreamed of.
Ella:
As Evan showed me what he had done with the wish book, I could feel my
heart sinking into the pit of my stomach. He had changed everything
about me to fit his ideal image of a housewife. I was now wearing a
frilly lavender dress, my hair was long and styled into soft curls, and
my face was plastered with makeup that accentuated my lips and eyes. My
once muscular arms were now soft and feminine, and my flat chest had
been transformed into a large bust. I beginning to lose the memory of my
own self image as Leo.
My shock soon turned into anger and frustration. How dare he use the
wish book without my consent? How dare he change everything about me to
fit his own fantasies? I wanted to scream at him, to tell him that I was
not some object for him to mould into his perfect wife. But instead, I
kept my feelings to myself, knowing that it would do no good.
As the night went on, I could feel the weight of my new body dragging me
down. I felt trapped, like I was no longer in control of my own life. It
was as if my very identity had been erased and replaced with someone
else's vision of who I should be. I knew that I couldn't stay like this
for long, that I needed to change myself back to Leo as soon as
possible.
After the wedding was over, I made a plan to use the wish book and
reverse the changes that Evan had made. I couldn't bear to live as this
version of myself any longer, to constantly be reminded of Evan's
selfish desires every time I looked in the mirror. I was now determined
to become Leo again, to reclaim my own identity and live my life on my
own terms.
I woke up early on the day of the wedding, feeling a mix of excitement
and dread. The wedding day was supposed to be the happiest day of my
life, but I couldn't help feeling like I was losing myself in the
process.
The team of beauticians arrived, and I sat through hours of grooming and
beauty treatments. They added more Botox and filler, causing my face to
feel tight and my lips to feel unnaturally plump. They applied an
unbelievable amount of makeup in various shades of lavender, which was
the colour scheme of the wedding. There was one more surprise from Evan,
a tattoo from one of the beauticians on my wrist that read 'Evan's
Forever'. It all felt so excessive, but Evan had insisted that I look
perfect, or at least his version of perfect, for our special day. The
memories of the previous night were still fresh in my mind, and the
sight of the 'Evan's Forever' tattoo on my wrist made me cringe.
The bra and panties i had to wear were lacy and delicate, and the
stockings had intricate patterns. It felt strange to be wearing
something that felt so foreign to me, but at the same time, the
sensation of the soft fabric against my skin was almost comforting.
Finally, it was time to put on the wedding dress. I was hesitant at
first, not wanting to face the reality of what was happening to me. But
as soon as I put it on, I felt transformed. The dress was a stunning
white gown with a long train and intricate lace details. It hugged my
curves in all the right places, and the low neckline accentuated my
feminine features. I couldn't deny that I looked beautiful in it, and I
couldn't help but feel a sense of pride at the way I filled it out.
As I walked down the aisle, my high heels clacking against the marble
floor, on dad's arm, I felt a mix of emotions. The sight of Evan at the
end of the aisle, looking handsome in his tuxedo, made my heart skip a
beat. But at the same time, I couldn't help but feel like I was living
someone else's life. The wedding vows felt like a blur, and the sight of
the 'Evan's Forever' tattoo on my wrist was a constant reminder of the
loss of control I had over my own body.
Despite everything, the wedding was beautiful. The reception was lavish,
with flowers and decorations in shades of lavender and white. Evan and I
danced together, and for a brief moment, everything felt perfect. But as
the night went on and the alcohol flowed, Evan started talking about his
plans for our future. He spoke about how I would be the perfect
housewife, taking care of our home and children. I felt a sense of anger
and frustration building up inside of me. This was not the life I had
chosen for myself, and I couldn't believe that Evan was trying to force
me into it.
As the night came to an end, I couldn't wait to change out of the dress
and take off the layers of makeup and ultra-feminine lingerie. But at
the same time, I couldn't deny that the dress had made me feel beautiful
and confident, even if it wasn't who I truly was.
Despite my desire to use the wish book as soon as possible, to my
frustration, there wasn't an opportunity. Straight from the reception,
even though it was late, we changed and were straight off to the
airport. We had pushed the time a little bit and had to rush through
security and straight to boarding, luckily we had fast track!
As we sat on the plane to Thailand, Evan continued to treat me like his
property. He would often comment on how well I was doing, as if I was a
trained pet, rather than his partner. It annoyed me, but I didn't say
anything, I knew that this would soon be over.
The next day, after more poor behaviour from Evan, in a fit of temper, I
picked up the wish book and wished to be back to being Leo. Suddenly, I
was back in my own body, I was a man again and it felt brilliant to
finally be back, I could hardly believe that it had worked! However, I
did notice that we were still in Thailand and still in the honeymoon
suite of the hotel. My focus immediately switched to Evan and had to
chuckle as I could see that he was now in the body that, up until a few
seconds ago, I had been occupying, somehow I knew that the new Evan was
called Evangelina, Lina for short.
Lina was furious, demanding to know what was going on. I explained
everything to her, also explaining how I hadn't meant to change Lina,
but that the wish book had obviously taken the easiest route to fulfil
the wish. As I talked and reassured Lina, she began to calm down. After
a little while Lina reluctantly agreed to stay as she was, so that she
could understand some of the things that Evan had put Ella through.
However, I made a decision not to treat Lina at all like I had been
treated and instead decided to provide the model example of how two
equals should treat each other in a relationship. After a couple of
days, Lina began to understand how differently she should have treated
Ella and immediately started apologising for her previous behaviour.
I felt relieved and happy to be back in his own body, but also a tinge
of sadness that I had lost the femininity. I had to admit that I had
enjoyed some aspects of being Ella, even if it was only for a short
time. Nonetheless, I knew that this was the right decision for me. He
could never be with someone who treated him as Evan had done.
After a while, Lina became more comfortable in her temporary body, I had
agreed to change her back after the honeymoon. Together, we left the
resort and traveled to explore the beautiful country of Thailand,
excited to enjoy the trip that Lina's company had given us.
Eventually it was time for us to return home, although Lina had learnt
to enjoy her time as a woman, she was now eager to return to being Evan
and to making a fresh start with the new knowledge and experience she
had gained.
When they returned, I set everything straight and, once all was back to
how it should be, I handed the wish book back to mum. She in turn
returned it to it's true owner, who had finally returned from her own
trip.
The owner of the wish book was aghast at the chaos that had been caused
by Leo's mum and Evan's misuse of the wish book. She scolded them both
for their recklessness and warned them of the potential consequences of
their actions.
I was relieved that the owner had returned and was ready to take back
the wish book. I knew that I had made some bad decisions in the past few
weeks, but I also knew that I couldn't undo what had already been done,
but wanted to use that experience to try to live a better life. Once the
wish book was out of my life, I couldn't help but feel a sense of
relief. I knew that the wish book had caused a lot of chaos, but I also
knew that it had taught me some valuable lessons about myself and my
relationships.
Happily ever after?:
Leo spent the next few years after the wish book incident focusing on
himself and his future. He studied hard and became a licensed therapist,
specialising in mental health. His own experiences of gender dysphoria
and the wish book had given him a unique perspective, and he was able to
help others who were struggling with similar issues.
Leo also met a wonderful woman named Lisa, who accepted him for who he
was and loved him unconditionally. They had a strong connection and a
deep understanding of each other. They built a life together based on
mutual respect, support, and love.
Looking back on his experience with the wish book, Leo realised that it
had been a turning point in his life. It had been a wake-up call to
focus on what was truly important and to be true to himself. He had
learned that chasing after external validation and trying to fit into
societal norms was not the key to happiness.
Instead, Leo had found true happiness by embracing his authentic self
and building a life that was true to his values and aspirations. He was
grateful for the journey that had brought him to where he was today, and
he looked forward to a bright and fulfilling future with Lisa by his
side (and Ella in his heart).