re just me
Here I was...standing staring out the window...watching the rain patterns on the window pane..I felt a chill up my spine...as last night..that was not to be...he said he loved me...I disliked him for that...as there is a difference...words spoken 'I love you'..and just to make me feel at ease 'i love you'...He thinks I feel the same for him..but..how can I...why should I...?? I am angry that I have left myself so open...like a book...to be used...I can feel the tears on my eyelashes...then...