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A note from the author….
I wrote this for a friend...the person who features in the story, parts of this are true ....I only hope that she will recognise herself
This is my first attempt at writing for public consumption, I hope you like it …please be kind and leave me a comment I am interested to know what you think especially the ladies…and please forgive any punctuation, formatting and spelling mistakes that I may have made.



Dawn…… and sleep is struggling to keep a hold of me, my arms and legs driven to stretch, and an urge to move out of that sleep position and turn over in the bed…
snuggled up against the duvet and pulling the pillow tighter under my neck I try to keep awake at bay, just enjoying the warmth and comfort of the bed, humming appreciatively to myself and thinking "this is nice”

Just lying there letting thoughts come and go when my thoughts turned to the night before.
It had all started so innocently just a chat with an old friend …okay not so innocently and actually an old boyfriend who I tracked down thru Facebook, we have been chatting for a couple of weeks ….surely it must have been longer than that? hmmmmm maybe, but what does it matter?

Anyway we started chatting about this and that, the conversation continued on, eventually things got around to sexual innuendoes and suggestive talk and I guess I was influencing that as well…I know I was enjoying it.

Truthfully this wasn’t the first time either, but last night was ..well? it went way beyond innuendos and suggestive talk…way way beyond.
“OMG what have I done?”

I feel like I have been having sex all night, I am tender and yet pleasantly sore my lips are swollen and ooh they feel pretty hot as well I need to cool that down and get something to sooth it.

How did we get from chatting to me having multiple orgasm's? …….Four times!

It would have been more if he had told me to do it.

Oh god I did that as well, I promised to do anything he told me to.

Yes anything!

Told him I was his, I told him "I love being your very good, very naughty dirty girl and I will do anything for you”

A big smile just spread across my face, "I did, didn’t I" and thats when it really started.

I had been telling him about my boring life and how I wished I could change it, so he offered to help me make the changes I told him about my life since we split up many years ago and how I had tried to break out of the boredom of my life, how I posted myself online, how excited I was, but also how unsure I was, I got offers but after two weeks I shut down my online profile I only talked to a couple of people online and I never actually met up with anyone, although I thought I wanted to I was so unsure of myself..he said he had a plan to help me and I said that what I really wanted was him, I recalled how he used to fuck me anywhere and everywhere, and how much I had enjoyed it when he ordered me to do things, I can’t remember how many times he made me go around the supermarket in just a raincoat or play with my pussy in full sight of anyone who happened to look our way as he drove us somewhere, give him a blowjob in the cinema while playing with my cunt to make myself cum…. he made sex exciting for me, no one else that I had met had ever been so adventurous as he was.

My life was fairly normal after him, I met my ex husband about six months after we split up, he was a steady Eddie and quite repressed sexually, a year later I was married, after my son was born life got to be a routine, a boring routine, sex was occasional and I fell into my boring life.

He told me that we were in a safe environment online, and talking to each other, that he would only ever get me to do anything or involve anyone else to help me, I told him that’s what I want!
So we have been talking …lots and he has had me telling him all my fantasies, over the couple of months we have worked our way to where I am today...

Last night we had been talking about things sexy, telling each other the things we would like to do to each other, his descriptions are so good they always seem to paint the pictures and feelings directly into my head, last night it got so fucking hot that I just had to…well ...make myself cum! and boy that was good! I haven’t done anything like that in….no!..I’ve never done it the way he told me to last night.

Then he started making me tell him what it was like, how I felt, and how I was feeling, teasing me to write it all down and send it to him in a email, then telling me when I remembered I would probably get so turned on again that I would have to make myself cum again and I would have to tell him every time i did that as well. The whole thing had my head in a spin he had me pinching my nipples and teasing my cunt even playing with my arse, which I loved, he had me imagining his tongue in my cunt and licking my arse his fingers in every hole and his cock in my mouth, then he ordered me to make myself cum again and again.

Phew its getting hot in this bed, I need to get up!

Better check my emails incase he sent me one while I was asleep.
He said he would give me task’s to do I wonder what he is going to make me do next? I love this feeling.

Disappointed! …There's nothing in the emails.

I thought about starting to write down how I felt about last night, I will do it and send it to him later...

The rest of the day seemed to drag along as normal, contacting friends and family and doing all that stuff you have to do around the house.

In the evening finally an email arrived with my next task I was to spend the day without underwear, in the morning when I wake up I am to masturbate to the point of cuming then stop and not orgasm, I then have to wait at least 2 hours, repeat the same routine again 2 hours later.
I am to do this where ever I am and whoever I am with, until 8.30pm then I am allowed to do it again but this time I may cum.

Once I have carried out my task I must write down a full description of where I am and who I am with each time and then send it to him.

He told me when I go to sleep I am to think of his cock in my mouth and imagine how good that would feel…….I wish!

That night I fell asleep thinking about cock and all of the tasks he is going to have me doing, especially the first task for tomorrow….
which I was looking forward to with a feeling of excitement.

In the morning I had to get ready to join with some friends in another part of town, I was in such a rush I didn’t remember my instructions correctly I was supposed to not wear any underwear……. I got home later that evening and decided I wanted to talk to you but I know you will be busy so I completed the tasks and here is the email I sent.


I have started to write some words down for a longer email it will take some time to complete it.....but I am sending you this one as you told me to .......about the night before last so this is it….
(I wrote this bit down yesterday)

I loved, loved, loved absolutely every bit of all of last night, I loved giving myself to you totally, you taking total control of me......telling me what to do.....as I type this the waves come over me again.....shots of excitement, anticipation.....running through me........like lightning.......zap...zap..
zap.....my nipples hard and aching for you....my cunt wet and aching for your fingers, mouth, cock....and anything else you want.....my arse too.....wants more of what you desire .....I am so surprised I feel like that again....given I am still so sore from last night.....I woke this morning expecting to feel dry.....but I was so wet again.....you make it hard for me to choose..... but you did tell me to choose favourite bits of last night....so seeing I HAVE to do that I will say....you leading me to the edge of cuming and telling me to stop.....to sit with that intensity.....pure torturous bliss......you testing me and the anticipation of more testing.....what you told me about when you are with me..... what you would get me to do.....your punishment of me.....and I must disclose to you even though it was punishment......it wasn't... as I loved it.....I want more and more of you, wherever, whenever, whatever you want me.......but I must wait for you.....so I wait in the full anticipation of the possibilities.....I am yours heart, mind, body, soul..........your Debxx

I want to explore all of your body.......as it is now.....to feel, taste, smell and touch you....to see the desire in your eyes...to watch your face....your eyes....feel the shifts in your energy......... as I discover all the spots, places that excite and please you.....I want to give you pleasure....I want to tease and titillate you....I want you to cum in your mind, body, and quantum levels....all levels actually.....I want you to cum everywhere in me, on me, for me, with me......I want to breathe with you.....breathe you in….

This bit is today...

I have completed the tasks now and am emailing the details as you instructed:

The first time I was late leaving for Carole's I was driving out of town and remembered I wasn’t supposed to wear any underwear I got a bit freaked out by it!.. anyway.........
I had not done the task properly so far … so to try to make up for my mistake I stopped at a secluded place up the road.......I stayed in my car for safety......put my jacket over my lap....pulled my skirt up....opened my legs......slipped my fingers in the side of my knickers and slipped them off..... then did the same thing you told me to do the other night/morning.......I put two fingers in my cunt....and finger fucked myself a bit....I loved doing that, it made me so wet knowing I was doing it for you, it sent thrills of excitement through my body…… then I did again that thing you told me to do to my clit...rubbed in circles around my clit...then tapped it hard with the end of my finger........it was real torture not to cum........I nearly did.......but pulled myself back just in time....I think it helped that I was a little scared and turned on doing it in the car.......I started to have a bit of a fantasy that you were going to come up to the car........but I stopped that quickly as I would have cum.......so I stopped wiped my fingers on a tissue.......and continued on my way......sitting on that edge of an orgasm.....so intense being on that edge....

The second time......I finally got back home about 2.30.....and I wanted to go to the toilet but I had already delayed the time of the 2nd part of the task.....I was home by myself...so .....I sat down in the middle of the couch......pulled up my skirt...l.....opened my legs wide and put my feet up on the edge of the couch.....this time I used my vibrator....and boy oh boy....with the tension I was already under from not cuming the first time...combined with needing to go to the toilet...I very nearly came as soon as the vibrator touched my clit....but I held on and thought of you there in front of me watching me and making sure I didn't cum...of course that made it even more intense because I would love you to be there telling me what to do....however I breathed through it....and made it up to 2mins then I had to stop.... I went to the toilet and had that pee....which was pleasurable in itself after holding it all that time....

Then I had less time between that and the next one as I wanted to get to 8.30 so to catch up I had to do.....the third time, my son was home so I went to my room and laid on the bed…I had left my knickers off since I got home and I was enjoying the feeling of the air between my legs…. my cunt was so wet I slipped three fingers in this time and kept rubbing my clit with my thumb, with my other hand I pinched my nipples…I took my fingers out of my cunt and smeared the juices all over my lips and teased my arse with the end of my finger and nearly came right there…..I had to slow down I was really enjoying getting so close but then stopping and allowing the sensation to subside … I heard my son moving about in the house and he passed by my door on his way to the bathroom I was so scared he would open my door and look in…my heart was beating so fast but I was so turned on by what I was doing I had to get to that feeling again….I played with my cunt I used both hands and spread my cunt lips open wide stretching the skin tight around my clit I dipped my finger inside and used my juice to slide my finger up along the smoothed skin teasing my clit by not quite touching it …..my son passed by my door again but I didn’t care I was so turned on and desperate to cum I fingered my cunt and tapped on my clit I was right on the edge of cuming……..I remembered I had to stop, you said I couldn’t cum until 8.30 I pulled back and sat with the intensity…..I couldn’t wait for 8.30……
I fussed around the house doing housey stuff, I made myself some food and ate it out on the veranda, the sun was shinning and I was getting warm and still feeling turned on just thinking about what you have had me doing, I pulled up my skirt put my feet up on the railing and relaxed in the chair with my legs and cunt exposed to the sun..if anyone had walked along the top road they would have got an eyeful but it is a really quiet road, it still felt really naughty and I didn’t care ….you have stirred up something in me and all I can think about is sex and cuming and you
8.30pm....finally I was allowed to make myself cum!!….I was hot and turned on with anticipation…...but my son was still home....what would I should I do? … .I decided to go to my bedroom, as I closed the door the sun was streaming through the window lighting up the whole room, ….this felt like I was a c***d being naughty but that only heightened my excitement and anticipation……..I stood in the middle of the room and pulled my top up so my bra was exposed….I pulled my bra cups down so my tits where poking out my nipples pushed up and out over the edge….I pinched and pulled my nipples…twisting and teasing both at the same time.....then I pulled my skirt up and slid my hand down to my mound rubbing and stroking between my legs … I opened my legs and imagined your hand, fingers and mouth on my cunt as my fingers played with your hair.....I stripped out of my clothes imagining you watching me, telling me what to do... rubbing your hands all over my body, squeezing my tits and pinching my nipples…..I stood in front of my full length mirror and watched my hands imagining they were yours as my fingers explored the folds of my cunt lips … I pulled back my lips and there was my clit, swollen, red and begging for me to rub it…. I wanted to cum but I wanted this feeling to last as well….. I climbed onto my bed kneeling with my bum in the air my tits hanging down and my nipples dragging across the material of the covers ...I spread my knees wide and looked back behind me to my reflection in the mirror I imagined you stood there with your prick in your hand ready to fuck me, my cunt was throbbing and with each throb my clit seemed to expand the thought of your cock pushing into me made my cunt juices run … I rolled over onto my back and laid on the bed…..I was breathing so hard…more like panting … .positioning myself so I could see in the mirror I spread my legs wide and pulled them back so my knees nearly touched my tits … I looked so fucking sexy my arse cheeks pulled apart I could see my little rosebud glistening covered in my juice I touched it with one finger…..oh my god the sensation made my cunt spasm so much so that with a squelch another stream of juice flowed out … I could nearly lick my cunt my legs were pulled back so far my feet either side of my head as I strained to look at my reflection......I watched myself as I put my middle finger deep into my wet warm hole then another finger followed, my whole body shaking with the intensity of feeling….. it very nearly over whelmed me I was so close to cuming again….but I had to hold on….. I wanted more……..I put my hand under the pillow and pulled out my vibrator I slid it into my cunt all the way and when I pulled it out it was covered in my juice, I pushed it back in as I teased my arse with my other hand … .I pulled the vibrator out and tasted my juices from it, I imagined it was your prick covered in my juice after you had been fucking me I was sucking on it so hard if it had been your prick it would have been down my throat… I forced my hand into my cunt burying four fingers deep inside and used my thumb to rub my clit… hard!... my middle finger on my other hand was rubbing circling around my rosebud … … at the same moment as my son called out “ see you later mum”

I stopped and held my breath….to listening out I heard the front door slam.

With a sigh of relief I worked my fingers in and out of my slippery cunt
I was so close to coming before and the moments break knocked me back a bit but it didn’t take long to get myself on the edge again, my cunt was squelching around my fingers pushing in and out even the sound was turning me on…Oh I wish I had your cock down my throat right now….the juices being pushed out of my cunt as I pushed more of my hand deeper into myself were trickling down my arse and I used them to lubricate my arsehole my rosebud was throbbing and pulsing as I reached the first orgasm... I fell over the edge as I pushed my finger and it slid into my rosebud the added feeling pushed me into freefall I was cuming more intensely and with a ferocity I have never felt before…I had to bite my pillow so not to make too much noise.....it literally blew my mind my head was spinning ..…I slid my finger out and had a thought I wonder what it would feel like to have a vibrator in side my arse whilst you fuck my face forcing your cock down my throat as you make me play with my cunt and you use my nipples as reigns … Oh god I am cumin again … even my thoughts are turning slutty … .Fuck!! why aren’t you here? I need your cock….I have never in all my life squirted but I did this time, I swear, I was soaked, I rubbed my cum all over myself massaging it into my tits I licked my fingers tasting my nectar I tasted amazing I could not get enough of it...I laid there for at least 5 minuets quivering and spasming … .I just wanted you to be there and hold me after that….
I fell asleep lying on top of my bed my hand on my pussy and the other holding a breast.
The next morning….. I made myself cum again just because I woke up feeling so fucking horny. I had some amazing dreams that night I will tell you about them sometime.

I quickly sent the email and waited in anticipation I was just about to leave when my computer pinged and 5 new emails, 4 were just rubbish yours was number 5….
I opened your email ..….

You did get a bit confused with your task, your little mistake I will let it go, this time!! ........... if you read the email in which I gave you the task you will see what I mean ......... but you did complete the task overall .......... next time when you do it in the car do not cover yourself and why did you waste you precious cunt juice on a tissue .... mouth and tongue to clean up……

Be sure to read my instructions carefully and follow them to the letter I will not be so lenient next time!

Your first task today is an easy one…you must wear your shortest skirt…no underwear!…. No bra! and your tightest top …send me photos of yourself on your way to work …I want to see your cunt on the car seat with your skirt pulled up and I want a picture of your chest pinch your nipples first so they are sticking out….. at work you are to take pictures at your desk so I can see you are following my instructions…..

I will send you another task depending on how well you do…..

Oh my god I was tingling with excitement, my head was spinning with thoughts of what he might have planned for me today.
I had already dressed for work and I had to leave in two minuets otherwise I will be late … I rushed around pulling my clothes off and s**ttering them around the room... I found my shortest skirt, it came 6 inches above my knee…as I thought about the implications of wearing such a short skirt I was getting worried, it would be okay just walking around the skirt was just long enough but sitting at my desk... my desk faces a window out onto the forecourt of our offices anyone looking up can see under my desk and with this short skirt and no knickers … .I am going to have to be very careful about how I sit in the chair and keep my legs crossed, but no bra and a tight top I can’t hide that, I am sweating now what do I do?
If I don’t follow the instructions what will happen?
I know I will take a cardigan with me to cover up when I am at work….
I am getting dressed and catch sight of myself in the mirror…..my nipples are sticking out I haven’t even touched them yet, I rub my hands over them sending tingles through my body I am sure my cunt twitched in response …I am getting turned on just thinking about this.
I hurriedly put on my blouse it is so tight and the material so see through my nipples are clearly visible and poking out …oh fuck I wish you was here right now I am getting more turned on by the second I can smell myself my juices are rising, I run my hand over my cunt... tingles emanate all over my body I am nearly dripping, I want to stay here and make myself cum but I can’t loose my job…..I run a finger along my lips and taste my self ….Oh I want to stay here and use my vibrator….I have an idea I will take some photos now quickly I get my phone and switching on the camera I take some pictures my reflection in the mirror, my skirt pulled up my pussy in clear sight, I am turned on now wheres that vibrator?…..I sit on the edge of the bed and switch it on I start to push it into me another picture….now my cunt is leaking …Oh fuck it!… I’m just going to have to be late ….I lie back on the bed and pleasure myself to an orgasm taking lots of pictures.

Running out to the car I start up and set off at the first set of lights I call my boss and explain that there has been a crash at the junction and I am going to be 10 minuets late ………I am such a bad girl….
At the next set of lights I pull up my skirt and take the picture of my cunt on the car seat my legs showing and a quick one of my chest nipples sticking out like big pencil rubbers …..my phone pings in my hand ….a message…….Where are my pictures??? I jumped with surprise nearly dropping my phone…..I looked sideways to pull away from the lights, the guy in the truck next to me grinned at me….did he see anything? … how long had he been there? I was so wrapped up in what I was doing I didn’t notice when he pulled up, I sped off down the road and turned off the first chance I got, I pulled over to the side of the road and picked up my phone, next thing I know the same truck pulled over beside me the driver wound down his window and shouted "I wouldn’t mind some of those pictures you were taking at the lights, send them to me the number is on the side of the truck!" Laughing he drove off but not before I got the number…….I’ll show him I will send him a picture just to tease him he doesn’t know who I am …..Oh my god what am I thinking? you’ve definitely influenced me ……..
Quickly pulling up the photos in my phone I select some and send them to you explaining that I was late leaving the house as I had to change my clothes I didn’t say that I also made myself cum.
I also sent a picture, the one off my pussy on the car seat to the truck driver forgetting that he would get my number, Just seconds later my phone pinged again ….Very very nice!!…if ever you want something to fill it give me a call….Cheeky bugger! I thought... but it did put a smile on my face….I am becoming a very bad girl!!!

As I pulled into the car park at work my boss who had been waiting came over to the car, I quickly grabbed my cardigan and holding it in front of me, as he got nearer he asked
“Are you alright? I was worried when you said accident I thought you were involved" …..
I created some lie about a car sk**ding into the traffic lights and blocking the junction I told him we had to wait while the police moved the car over….
"Oh okay" he said "As long as you are okay” “I am late I have to go out this morning I should be back mid afternoon” with that he turned his back and walked away….I breathed a sigh of relief... I wasn’t sure how I was going to get out of my car without flashing my pussy at him….

I managed to get into the building and made it to my desk without anyone else seeing me…I was just wheeling a chair across the room to put it in front of my desk to obscure the view from the forecourt if anyone should look up when my phone pinged … another message…its from you……
"Your cunt lips looked puffy in that picture have you played with your pussy this morning?"
I answer … .".Yes I got so turned on I had to make myself cum" …..Ping …….
"Did I say you could do that?”……
"No!" I answered……nothing I waited…. no more messages….I am getting worried …I recalled his words I have to carry out his instructions to the letter…realising I had disobeyed I quickly typed an apology and sent it…..still nothing …..I typed "I am worried are you getting my messages?” and hit send…. ping…
“Yes"
Oh I think I am in trouble, I sat at my desk and thought about his instructions he didn’t say I could put a chair there I’d better put it back or somehow he will know and I’ll get into more trouble, putting the chair back and sitting down to my desk I glanced at my phone just as the screen lit up and …..ping……
.”Pictures?"…….. Just the one word,.. of course... I was to send pictures when I got to work quickly I took picture up my skirt under the desk held my phone up and took my picture and sent them……ping…
"Did I say you could wear a cardigan"……..oh I’m definitely in trouble now …I quickly typed another message explaining that my top was so see through and that I had to deal with customers and staff and my boss sits in the same office as me it would be to embarrassing …….ping…..
"Take it off"…..I typed back "I can’t" …..
"Do you want me to control you?" ….came the reply…….I thought about this do I want him to control me am I ready to be ordered about … I made my decision “Yes but please anything but this"…….ping……
"I will send someone! Be ready"

Oh no what is going to happen now? I thought
It was 9.45 I had better get on with some work…..
There was a steady stream of customers that came in and I served them arranging for their vehicles to be serviced or valeted, I must say that I did get a lot of smiles and compliments especially from the men a few women gave an appreciative look as well, the mechanics ..well they are alway oggling me they keep asking me to pose for there calendar, of course they want me to be naked posing, I always laugh with them and say "one day I might surprise you”

At 11.45 A courier strode into my office
“Are you Deb?”
I replied “Yes thats me”
“ I have a parcel for you, sign here” he said passing his clip board to me to sign
“Who’s it from” I asked
“I don’t know, I just got told by the office to deliver it here before 12, it must be important it’s a same day delivery it came in at 10 o’clock this morning” “Thanks” I said handing the clipboard back to him “Where is the parcel?”
“I have it downstairs in my van, its quite big do you want it here?”
“No I think I’ll put it in my car”
“Okay I will go and get it out of the van and you can point me to your car, its a big box”
“Okay, I’ll come down with you and open the car you can put it in the boot”

When we got down to the carpark the courier went to his van and bought over a large box about 2 foot square and as he placed it down he said
”Theres an envelope on there addressed to you"
Written on the envelope
“Open first, Open immediately upon receipt” I peeled the envelope off of the box and opened it.
On the card inside it said open the box and take out the box with the yellow ribbon on it, I did as the card said noticing that there where more boxes inside with different coloured ribbons on.
The box was maybe 4 inches square it had a note on the top “keep this on your desk do not open it”
I looked up at the courier “Thanks I can take it from here”
He smiled and said “Looks like someones got an admirer with all those presents”
“No” I said "these are just from an old boyfriend”
“Some boyfriend" he replied
I set off back to my office box in hand when I got to my desk I sat and looked at the box wondering what was inside, just as I was about to pick it up and examine the box to see if it held any clues as to what it may be when another customer walked in…well I thought she was a customer.
She walked over to my desk…"Are you Deb”
“Yes” I replied “How can I help you?”
“I have been sent by a mutual friend, I see you have the box, will we be disturbed in here?”
I said "Yes we would, but in 5 minuets it would be lunch time and the place is deserted for the hour and we would be alone”
"Good I will wait" she said as she took a seat on the chair beside my desk.
I studied her out of the corner of my eye, she was wearing a straight black skirt not to short but short enough to show off her slender legs, which ended in a pair of black 4 inch high heels, on top she wore a very crisp white cotton blouse which accentuated her at least 36 inch bust, she had a very good figure, taller than me with long shoulder length, dark, nearly black hair, and a very pretty face.
My phone pinged …."Carly should be there by now she is there at my request you must do as she says"
"Is your name Carly" I asked
“Yes thats me, was that our friend?”
I nodded, now I was intrigued, Carly looked at her watch just as I heard the shutter doors of the workshop closing, I got up to go and lock the entrance doors
“Where are you going ?” asked Carly
I replied "I have to lock up for the Lunch hour and open up again at 1”
“Come straight back here after you lock up”
“Can I go to the loo first?”
“No my instructions are very precise straight back here”
“Okay” I headed for the stairs and made my way to the doors Locking them top and bottom, then I turned to make my way back, as i passed I looked at the toilet door I was just thinking off popping in there quickly she would never know, when a voice from above said
“Straight back here”
I climbed the stairs back to my office.
As I got to my desk Carly grabbed me and forced me over across my desk and held me down with one hand, it all happened so quick I didn’t get a chance to react before she pulled my skirt up
“Don’t move" she said as she let go with the hand that was holding me down
“What are you going to do?” I asked I was afraid and the sound of my voice quivered.
“Well first I have been told that you have been very naughty and disobeyed your instructions, that has earned you a spanking” she said as … Slap!.. her hand stung my left cheek then Slap! my right cheek burst into fire
“Ouch that hurts” I tried to get my hands onto my buttocks to rub them ..she caught and held my hands
“Don’t move or it will get worse!” I lay across my desk my backside on full display to this woman that was abusing me Slap! Slap! Slap! Slap she kept going getting harder and harder my eyes started to water up and I stifled a sniffle, suddenly she stopped and pulled my cheeks apart I tried to move my hands to stop her but she just slapped me again
“I said don’t move, this is your last warning!”
“Okay but it hurts!”
“You think this hurts just be glad it is me doing it, if he did it, it would be worse”
Carly grabbed the cheeks of my arse and pulled them apart
“Spread your legs, I want to see your muff” I put my feet shoulder width apart Slap! Slap! “Wider”
I moved my feet wider now I was truly showing this woman all off my backside and my muff as she put it.
“Where’s your phone?”
“In my drawer”
“Get it and give it to me, unlock it first and turn on the camera”
I reached to the drawer opening it I got my phone and with my hands in front of my face I unlocked the phone and opened the camera app
“Get ready to take a picture, When I slap you, you take a picture make sure that you can see me and your face in the picture are you ready?”
“Yes”
“One, two, Slap!” I pressed the shutter my backside stung it felt like it was on fire and the heat was intense
“Let me see” I handed her the phone
“Thats no good take another!” she handed me the phone
“Ready One, Two, SLAP!” I pressed the shutter just as her hand hit my exposed rosebud
“Fuck I squealed that stings so much!!” my eyes streamed and the tears rolled down my cheek
"Give me the phone” I handed it back to her she looked at the picture and said
“Thats better”
"Have you got a ruler?”
“Yes what do you want that for?” i replied
“Don’t ask questions, Just give it to me!”
I reached into the drawer again and felt around for the ruler once I had it I passed it back to her.
"Here is your camera take a video this time”
I took the phone from her and opened the camera app switching it to video as Carly moved behind me and knelt between my legs
“Get ready, this is going to sting are you taking video?”
“Yes” i answered "What are you going to do ?” I asked my voice shaking
“I told you no questions” Slap! Slap! “Now stay still!”
As she knelt between my legs she tapped the ruler across my cunt
“Ooh your liking this aren’t you?”
“No” I replied
“Well thats not what your muff is telling me your all wet down here, now stay still here it comes” and with that she held the end of the ruler in one hand and bent it backwards with the other then let it go ... THWACK!!! As the flat of the ruler landed directly where it was aimed it made contact from my clit to my already tender rosebud
I screamed “Oowwwwwww that stings so much” My hands shot to the source of the pain to cover and sooth, tears rolling down my face.
“Hold still and hold your lips open”
“Why are you doing this to me?”
“I am just doing as I was told, you disobeyed him”
I pulled my lips apart resigned to my fate THWACK!!! the contact was directly on my exposed pussy, I screamed and jumped about my hands between my legs trying to sooth the pain and put out the fire that was burning in my very sore cunt.
“Hold still and lie back across the table open your legs and keep your hands out of the way”
“No more please I won’t disobey him again I promise”
“It’s not my decision I am just following my orders, Let me see the video” I had forgotten about the phone I picked it up and passed it over to Carly
“Oh thats very good he should like that!” she said “Now lie still and pass me the box”
I passed the box back to Carly I faced away from her looking forward I realised that I was looking at the forecourt and the road beyond, I hoped no one could see what was happening, I felt so exposed my head was spinning, my bum cheeks on fire, my muff …actually each time we stopped the tingling was ….was , well quite nice actually…. Fuck I can’t believe this, I am really getting turned on, the heat and the pain as it subsided, my pussy was on fire but it was feeling …..Ooh I wish I could rub it.
Carly still kneeling behind me opened the box I couldn’t see what she took out of it, but she handed me the empty box. I put it on the desk
“Stretch your muff open”
I pleaded with her "Not again please"
“Do as you are told”
I pushed my hands between my legs and carefully between thumb and forefinger on each hand pulled my labia apart, something soft and slippery touched me and I jumped
“Whats that” I cried, it touched me again, but this time it felt amazing the stinging was dying down and I realised Carly was using her tongue on me she lapped at my open cunt
“Oh you are a bad girl but you taste amazing” she said as she licked around my hole with the tip of her tongue
I had stopped crying and now as she licked and tasted me with her tongue I began to feel …..
“Ooh yes don’t stop thats really good” I said my cunt was throbbing and I could feel her hand pulling my cheeks apart
Her tongue was really getting me going, I started to push myself back and move my hips up to meet her tongue trying to get her to lick on my clit but she just moved her head back out of reach
“Please don’t stop it”s so nice”
“What are you going to do for me?” I heard her ask
“I am not sure what you mean”
“Well if I am going to help you, what are you going to do for me” she teased my cunt with a finger just pushing past the entrance and taking it out again
“I am not sure.. I have never been with a woman”
“Really never? I can’t believe that, not even when you were younger just experimenting with sex?”
“Well yes” I replied “But that was just a bit of kissing and rubbing each other”
“Is that all?”
I had never really told anybody about the time when with a girlfriend we met her cousin and went back to her house for a sleepover.
I was the object of their attention, my girlfriend played with and sucked my tits, her cousin played with my pussy, I wasn’t sure what to do so I just laid there,.. recalling it now I was turned on by it but at the same time so scared…
“Yes we were young and didn’t really know about sex…what do you want me to do to you?”
“I always wanted to be a secretary and have the junior eat my cunt while I sat at the desk….get on your knees junior”
“I have never touched a woman down there”
“Well you are going to now…Pull my skirt up”
As I pulled her skirt up from the hem i ran my hands up her legs pushing the material in front of them, higher and higher…when i had pushed it up enough to the point where i could clearly see her smooth shaved cunt she grabbed the back of my head and forced herself on to my mouth…
”Lick it you fucking slut!"
I had tasted myself before but I had never tasted another woman I tentatively pushed my tongue out and licked ….Hmmm that tastes mmmm I think I like this I pushed my tongue in further and lapped along her shaven slit probing with the tip of my tongue…..
“Thats it!.. push your tongue into me…open your mouth wide and suck my cunt!” I did as I was told I was tasting her and she was feeding me nectar….
“Show me your tits I want to see them” keeping my mouth over her cunt i reached down and undid the buttons of my blouse…I rubbed my tits feeling my nipples which were rock hard and sticking out much further than I ever remember them doing before…..
Carly grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled me off of her cunt, she sat in my chair and told me to stand up…what with my skirt pulled up around my waist and my blouse open with my tits out I was as good as naked I imagined how i must look standing there in my high heels semi naked for all the world to see if only they looked into my office…
“Stand in front of me between my legs” she commanded
She lent froward and placed her lips on my right nipple she nibbled at it with her teeth then clamping down on my nipple she pulled back my tit stretched out to follow her then she started sucking pulling herself back onto my tit more and more of it being pulled into her mouth she pulled off with a loud pop! and my tit bounced back to its original shape she did the same to my left breast.
she reached over to the desk and picked up something that I hadn’t seen her put there it was a little tube with two little black what looked like elastic bands she put the open end of the tube over a nipple and slid one of the rings down the tube until it came off the end and contracted on the nipple ….
”Ouch”
“Don’t worry you will get used to it in a little while now stand still while I do the other one” once she had completed her task she sucked each nipple in turn and then pinched them so hard that I let out a scream .
“On your knees again…now lie back!’
As i laid backwards my knees ached and i had to spread my legs apart with my back on the floor and my knees open wide I lay there….Carly looked at the clock on the wall 12.25 “Good she said we have 35 minutes still to play”rising up from the chair she stepped over me standing with a foot either side of my head she lowered herself placing her cunt squarely on my mouth she ordered me to “Eat my cunt Bitch” I forced my tongue into her and opened my mouth to munch on her, she, for her part slid back and forth over my mouth so at one moment her clit was on my tongue the next her puckered little arse hole was there on the end of my tongue
“Thats it you slut lick me”
I felt her thumb and finger around a nipple and she pinched and pulled it she kept alternating between my nipples punishing them, then there was an almighty SLAP!!!! and my cunt burst into pain so much pain I screamed but no-one could hear me as the only sound I made just disappeared into her sopping wet cunt.
Carly slapped my right tit and the pain was excruciating again I writhed about but she was enjoying herself suddenly her clit was in my mouth and I closed my teeth on it she screamed and cried
“Yes, yes thats it bitch make me cum Suck my clit”
she fell forward and I felt her tongue lap at my cunt the pleasure sensation after the pain ..I want to hold her face in my cunt….I lick and suck on her clit biting it and tugging on it with my teeth and she repeats
the same on me I realise what I am doing to her she is doing to me.
I work my hand free and push three fingers into her hole fucking her with my fingers pushing them deeper and deeper into her sopping hole as she does the same to me, we are both getting to the point of release, I pull my fingers from her cunt and start smearing her juice across her arse hole immediately two fingers disappear inside her and she explodes and I am nearly drowning in her cum, she pushes her cunt harder onto my mouth and squirts straight into it, the taste of her and that she’s is now fucking me with her hand as hard as she can in her moment of climax, I cum and I cum hard, somehow I find enough strength to roll over and reverse our situation and I push my cunt forcefully into her mouth and finish the same as she finished on me.

We both lay on the floor panting for a minute or so as we recover Carly says
“That was fun!”
The stinging pain is beginning to return as I stand up and start straightening my clothes out “Do you think so?” I ask in a sarcastic voice
Carly says
“I have to do one more thing that he has ordered me to do”
I reply
“What more?.. Everybody will be back here soon and I have to work, I’m already going to find it hard to sit for the rest of the day whatever else can you do to me?”
“I have to fit you with this” Carly held up a strange belt affair rather like a pair of nickers but it had two five inch cocks where the gusset should be and a leather belt at he waist to hold them on”
“Oh do you have to?’” I asked
“Yes so why don’t you just lift up your skirt and I will put it on, I will leave and you can get back to work”
So I stood as she worked one rubber cock into my arse, the feeling was unusual my arse was still burning and my cunt was sore as hell but I was still getting pleasure at the same time, once she finished with my arse she pushed my legs further apart and slipped the 2nd cock int to my pussy it slid in with ease I was so wet, she finished and pulled the belt tight around my tummy above my hips so I couldn’t get it off, she clicked the lock together.
I asked “What about if I need the toilet can I take it off?”
“No you can’t take this off until he lets you and he has the electronic key” just then my phone pinged…. “Is it on?” Carly said for me to answer….”Yes” ……my cunt spasmed as I got a strong tingling vibration inside …….ping………”Did you feel that?”……….”Yes”……I felt a pulse building in my bowels and the vibrations in my cunt got stronger I sank to my knees unable to control my legs just a quickly as it started it stopped and I regained my composure….”Fuck that’s intense” I yelled
“My work here is done more is the pity, I like you!” and with that she grabbed my hair and pulled my face to hers pulling our lips together she forced her tongue deep into my mouth not knowing what else to do I responded with my own attack on her mouth and we sucked and licked at each others faces for a minute or so
“Mmmmm I taste nice on you, I hope we can play again soon” she said
“I hope so, but not so rough next time though, Please” I said
I realised that although this was a painful experience I felt and am feeling horny I am even getting a pleasant feeling for my stinging arse and sore fanny, and for the first time with a woman I really enjoyed it and yes I wanted more
“Please text him that I have finished and I am leaving” as she reached to pick up a pen.
Grabbing my hand she wrote a number on the back of it
“Call me sometime”
she said and kissed me once more
“Oh hang on I’d better take off your nipple rings come here” she said as she sat in my chair leading me by the hand to stand in front of her, she lent forward and taking my nipple into her mouth she used her teeth and tongue to roll the little ring off of first my right and the the left nipple each of which exploded into intense and exquisite pain, my nipples will never be the same again I swear they feel massive and so sensitive the slightest touch and they are rock hard..
“Now you had better let me out and get ready it is nearly one o’clock"
I glanced at the clock 12.55….I grabbed the keys and followed her down the stairs as I stood on tiptoe to unlock the top lock she slid her hand under my skirt and caressed my cheek
“You have a lovely arse, I really would like to play again make sure you call me”
“I definitely will I promise” I said
she kissed me once more and she was gone.
I quickly ran into the toilet and freshened my self up I rushed up stairs to my office it smelt of ... well it smelt of sex! hers and mine I inhaled deeply and thought ...yes I”m going to play with Carly again!…opening my handbag I took out my perfume and sprayed it about to mask the smell.
Carefully sitting at my desk and calming down I felt an …I need a pee sensation….oh hell what do I do ..I picked up my phone and typed ….."I need to pee can you undo my belt so I can pee and I will put it back on after?”…...
Ping……
”No you will have to hold it in”…….
The urge to pee was niggling at me
...“I can’t hold it in I need to go”…. I fired straight back
“Well go then”……came the reply
You know how it is when someone says you can’t the urge to do it just gets stronger…..I squirmed in my chair
“If you get the belt wet with your piss it will go into constant mode and you will probably pass out so you had better just hold it in”
Oh christ what do I do?
I squeezed my tummy muscles to hold it back and got a little relief …..it was going to be a long afternoon 3.30 can’t come quick enough..

My boss returned about 2 o’clock walking past my desk he stopped and looking at me he asked “Are you okay? your looking very flushed.”

“I am okay” I replied, “just a little un comfortable with the heat in here”
I was keeping my self positioned so he couldn’t see me completely if he had he couldn’t help but notice my nipples which were pushing at my blouse trying to rip through the material
“why don’t you open the windows? it is really warm in here”
“ I have been trying to finish all my work hoping that when you come back you might let me leave early, so I can go home and sit in the pool” of course I knew I couldn’t do that with the belt on but at least if I did have an accidental pee at least no one would see my predicament.
“Well I don’t see why not if you have finished for today and it is very hot at the moment, ...I’m jealous you have a pool?”

“It’s only a small one but by the time I get home it will be in the shade of the trees around the house” god I was lying like a pro “and I can’t wait to get in it”

“Okay we’ll finish up here then and get away I’ll see you tomorrow”

“Thanks boss I owe you one”

“Be careful I might have to call that favour in” he replied winking at me as he turned and headed to his desk

I quickly packed up all my belongings and tidied my desk and picking up the box with the yellow ribbon I headed for the door “see you tomorrow” I yelled as the door closed behind me.

I swear as I got into my car and looked up to my office window he was stood there watching me it looked like his hand in his pocket playing with his prick.... I felt a twinge in my pussy ....fuck I must be turned on I wouldn’t normally get aroused about him...
I started my car and drove towards home as I pulled into the flow of traffic my phone pinged at me I couldn’t read it and drive so at the next lay-by I pulled in to read the message “Did you like Carly?”

“Yes she was nice”

“Okay how are you getting on with the belt?”
As I read the message I felt it begin to buzz inside me quickly I typed “I am driving please don’t make me have an accident?
The buzzing stopped “where are you going?”
“Home “
“Text me when you get there”
I waited a minute or so no further texts followed so I set off again towards home, as I walked in the door I was getting really desperate to pee I fired of a text “Please I am really uncomfortable I need to pee”
“Well pee then” came the reply
“But what about the belt?”
“What about it? Are you home yet?”
I felt a glimmer of hope “Yes I just got in”
“Strip of and get into your bath, and send me a picture “
“But I need to pee” I replied
It started low at first a little buzzing my arse but it built up to a hard throbing and then my cunt started and stopped just as quickly I clenched my stomach muscles to stop my self pissing all over the floor and the belt.....
“Do as I say or I will will make it harder and longer next time”
I stripped of my blouse and dropped my skirt to the floor kicking of my shoes I stepped into the bath it was cool and felt good against my skin, I laid back and took a photo of myself and sent it
The vibrating sensations started almost straight away they built up to a crusendo and stopped abruptly, I was straining so hard not to piss ......oh my god the vibrating was alternating between my cunt and my arse the pulsing making it harder and harder not to pee, my clit was feeling the vibrations and becoming more and more aroused .. I was moaning on one hand the feelings were oh so good on the other hand i was having a real struggle not to pee, the pattern of vibrations changed and it was as if in my pussy the vibration were low but building up at the same time my arse was being pulsed by the vibrations, my cunt was tingling as the pulses got stronger each cycle then it happened I couldn’t stop it I pissed the relief was orgasmic with the pulsing in my arse and cunt and the pure relief of emptying my bladder I came, I forced my fingers under the belt and rubbed my clit I have never cum like that before...... the pulsing kept going all the way through my orgasm and just kept getting stronger and stronger I tried to pull the belt away but it was to tight the pulsing pushing me towards cuming again it built up and up till I came again and it kept on going until finally I passed out.

When I came around a little while later the belt lock was undone, my phone pinged “ Clean up and put the belt back in the box keep it somewhere safe we might need it again, the rest of this evening you are to stay naked but I will not bother you”

I cleaned up, put the belt into the box and put it on the top shelf in my wardrobe then had a quick shower.

I looked at the clock it was only just 4.30 I decided that I needed to eat and drink so made myself a meal and poured myself a glass of wine

It was still warm and I thought about the pool... my instructions were to stay naked so opening my back door and looking around to make sure I couldn’t be seen I got into the pool the cool water making my nipples hard again. I was lost in thought about my day and absent mindedly playing with my pussy when I heard him”Hello Deb are you there”
That sounded like my boss.... I was just about to get out of the pool and make a dash to the back door when he suddenly appeared from around the corner of the house, I couldn’t do anything else I sat back down into the pool trying to hide my body.... but it was no good he saw me “Oh I’m sorry I didn’t realise you would be naked sunbathing” as he walked up to the edge of the pool he looked into the water I tried to cover myself with my arms but to no avail there was no where for me to hide he could see me clearly a big smile spread across his face
“Nice arse” he complimented
“ Thanks ... can I help you what are you doing here?”
“Well I came to see you, you see you were acting so strange today and there was a strange atmosphere in the office when I got back today I was worried so I thought I would drop by to check on you .... I had a look at the security tapes”

Oh fuck! oh shit! What did he see
I kept my mouth shut I didn’t know what to say....

“But there was nothing on the tape apart from some woman who came in about lunchtime…friend of yours?..
“Uh huh” I couldn’t say anything my voice might give me away and besides my thoughts were on something else …..
I looked him over ..he wasn’t to bad looking and up till now I had never thought of him in this way , but at the moment my mind is just stuck on sex and laying in the sunshine in the pool with him staring obviously at my body I was getting …No!...I was horny!!
I could feel that fire burning in me and my nipples swelled noticeably…the look on his face..poor man he didn’t know what to do.
“Boss” I heard my self say “Are you okay?”
“Sure but you are obviously better” he smiled nodding his head towards me in a gesture of ..Look at your tits.
"Is my nakedness causing you a problem?” …
”I wouldn’t say its a problem but I had better leave”
Standing up in the pool so he could see all of me I asked him if he liked what he saw
“Of course" he said “but I have never thought about seeing you naked, you are so reserved at work that’s why I have come to see if everything was alright, what with your outfit today and friends visiting you and the mechanics told me that you had a big delivery today as well.
“Well I am making some changes!”…..“Boss …do you want to fuck me?…I need some cock and your cock looks good to me, if the swelling in your pants is anything to go by” I said as I climbed out of the pool in front of him, my face level with that swelling…before he could say anything I had the zip in his pants down and I was working the belt loose….
His attitude suddenly changed and grabbing my hands he stopped me and threw me to the side I ended up on my back looking up at him, there was a change in him, he stared to speak with a look of fire and lust in his eyes….”If you want this cock” he said as he dropped his pants and underwear grabbed his cock in his hand and turned and stood over me holding his cock just there in front of me...“your gonna have to agree to somethings first….this stays between me and you, at work we carry on as normal, and this cannot be a regular thing but I will have you again…..agree?”
“I agree this stays between me and you, I agree that at work we act as normal ..although I am making some changes ..personally, as for you having me again I think it will be more like me having you…do you agree?”
“Okay’’ he didn’t have a chance to say anything more because my mouth was hanging off of his cock as I began sucking him in, his breath taken away by the surprise, it didn’t take him long to recover though his hand on the back of my head he pushed himself deeper into my mouth the head of his prick in my throat I worked my muscles to massage it
“Oh fuck..thats so good please do that again” he pleaded
“I am going to give you the best fucking blow job you’ve ever had" I said “ but first you are going to eat my pussy and make me cum!…and if you do a good job I might let you do it again…now get on your back!”
I have never seen anyone move as fast as he did right then…I knelt with a knee either side of his head and lowered my dripping cunt onto his mouth his tongue exploring me
It started slowly at first and got faster as I moved my hips back and forth over his face, I grabbed his prick in both hands like I was holding a pommel on a saddle I pulled hard forcing my cunt harder onto his face he squirmed and moaned but I held him down and pulled his cock harder…I was really enjoying having the power ..his cock was throbbing in my hands the big purple end stretched so tight it was shinning I dropped forward and swallowed his cock all the way down to his balls i grabbed his balls one in each hand and used them to steady my self as I sucked, swallowed and gasped for air, all the time his prick pulsed and twitched in my mouth…I sat up again “did you like that” he couldn’t answer my cunt was over his mouth but I did hear him moan his appreciation. I pulled my hands apart still holding his balls and heard a pleasured moan again the vibrations in my cunt adding another dimension…his prick seemed to grow and swell another couple of inches I dropped forward again still holding his balls at right angles to his prick and swallowed him again so deep my nose was between his legs as I drew back on him I dragged my teeth along his length and then chewed softly on the purple head I must have given him ideas because the next instant he was nibbling my clit….I sat up grabbing his legs and bending them back his arse in the air and the head of his prick poking into my stomach I sat hard on his face I didn’t care if he could breathe I was cuming and cuming hard.
“Oh fuck! That was fucking great!!” I heard him saying as he wriggled out from under me his prick twitching and bouncing..
He stood up and walked behind me then pulling me backwards he knelt a knee either side of my head He said “My turn” as he leant forward and putting a hand behind each knee he pulled my legs backwards so my arse was in the air , my pussy just under his face, more importantly his prick was on my face my tongue licked up and down as he moved his hips back and forth..
“Tilt your head back and open wide” he ordered me..I did as I was told and he started to fuck my mouth like he was fucking a pussy slowly at first he would just push the head in and out like he was teasing a pussy, then as he got deeper he told me to suck hard as he pulled against my mouth then all off a sudden he pushed forward and his whole cock disappeared into my mouth and throat tears streamed from my eyes but juice poured from my cunt bubbling up under his face…then he fucked my throat using the full length of his prick ..I had to take breathes between thrusts every so often he would stop with his cock as deep as he could go, I worked my throat muscles to massage his cock until he pulled back…”put your fingers in me” I panted at him, he didn’t need telling twice and as he slid his cock back into me I felt his fingers slip into my cunt as his cock was in all the way l felt it pulse in my throat and a warm feeling in my neck I could feel him straining not to cum yet and he pulled his cock out of my mouth
“Aargh! I’ve got to stop for a minuet ...I don’t want to cum just yet” ...he held me in the same position my legs held back while he worked his fingers in my pussy his thumb flicking my clit keeping me on the edge of another orgasm. Moving quickly he suddenly stood up “I’ve got to fuck you.... turn over and get on your knees”
I flipped over and with my face on the floor my backside in the air everything between my legs exposed to him ... I felt his finger slid down the valley between my cheeks he teased around my little rosebud circling it in a spiral until his finger was in the right spot to push and slide into me...he pushed and it slid in all the way to the knuckle and I loved it and a moaned my appreciation
“Oh you like that huh?”
“Uh huh”
He slipped his finger out and used his hands one on each cheek he pulled them apart as he buried his face into me his tongue lapping up from my clit he licked and sucked his way up until he was lapping into my very wet hole then he slipped up that little bit further and licked around my little Rosie and pushing his tongue in just a little teasing me all I could do was moan and hum I pushed back against him trying to get his tongue deeper into me ...my body was getting ready to explode “Put your cock in me” I pleaded “Hurry I’m going to cum .... I want to cum on your cock”
He positioned himself and aimed, I felt his swollen purple head pushing into the entrance just a little at first then deeper but he was fucking me with only the head of his cock....”Push it in deeper I want you to fill me up!” He pulled back and rubbed himself up and down my cunt flicking and slapping his cock head against my clit
“Put it in me” I pleaded I wanted to cum I was teetering in the edge of orgasm
He moved and I felt his cock head slipping in just a little his hands on my arse cheeks then he put his thumb onto Rosie applying a little pressure as his prick pushed forward into me ....as his cock pushed deeper into my cunt his thumb followed into my arse ... the feeling was exquisite “Deeper “ I pleaded “Deeper” he pushed further into me until I could feel his balls against my clit and his thumb could go no further ....he pulled back doing the same with his thumb I pushed myself back as he pushed forward his cock slipping in all the way I grunted “Uh harder!”
His thumb pushed into my arse his fingers held the cheek as he rammed himself into me hard I pushed my self up arched my back and threw my head back he caught my hair and held onto it pulling it back he rode me
I could feel it ...I could feel it boiling deep in my torso an orgasm that was going to rack my body with the greatest pleasure it bubbled and grew with each thrust until it hit me, I held my breath every muscle clamped hard my body ridged........”I’m cuming oh fuck of fuck I’m cummmiiinnngg...”
He didn’t stop at all he just kept pumping his cock into me harder and harder until he reached the point of no return
He gave a final thrust and buried his cock deep into my insides and let out a loud “Arrrgh.....arrgghh...arghh” as he pumped his cum deep into my belly I had another orgasm.
We both collapsed onto the ground and lay puffing and panting
“That was amazing....if I had had any idea that you were like this I would have ......”
“You would have what?”
“I would have tried something sooner.... but I had no idea you were so hot, you are just so reserved normally...what’s happened to you?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well your so different today ...something has changed about you, you seem so much more present more noticeable I don’t know just different!”
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