Andersonville 6 - Friendship Lines
by Kelly Davidson
This story is dedicated to my TS brothers and sisters, who have
the guts to stand up to the world and say, "I'm not going to live
a lie anymore."
Fade in...
I saw them come out of the courthouse from across the street.
There were four of them; all men dressed in business suits. Every
day, just a few minutes after 6pm, they left the courthouse to go
home. Three of them proceeded to their cars but the fourth man,
maybe 21 or 22 years old would walk home to his apartment. Out of
the four men, he was the only one who actually lived in
Andersonville.
They said their good-bye's to each other and the young man walked
off alone. I followed behind him from a discreet distance. Years
of experience as private detective were serving me well; my
target had no idea that someone had been shadowing him for almost
a week now. The young man greeted one of his neighbors standing
outside and went into one of the three apartment buildings. Using
my binoculars, I watched him get the mail out of his mailbox,
number 104. He looked at a few bills then headed down the stairs.
I followed him inside and checked the name on the register. The
person living in apartment 104 was named Pete Summers. Although
he dressed like a businessman, I knew he had to be working for
Dennis Butz. So I decided it was time to meet my co-worker. I
just wished I hadn't been wearing my short, red skirt and tan
sweater. It had been my mother's idea - in the hopes I may
attract the attention of some young man at work. My mother seemed
obsessed with the idea that I find someone to go out with on the
weekends. It was an idea I was equally determined to make sure
didn't happen.
I knocked on his door and waited, pulling down my skirt so I
didn't appear too sexy to this young man. I remembered my days of
being young and free - although they were never as good as other
guys bragged about. Sometimes I wondered why men had to BS about
how great their single lives had been. Pete opened the door
slightly - then a small smile appeared on his face as if he
recognized me from somewhere.
"Miss Anderson, what are you doing here?" he asked as if my visit
was a pleasant surprise to him.
"I thought we should meet since we seem to be working for the
same boss," I replied forcefully.
"I'm afraid you got that wrong Linda - I don't work for Judge
Herns."
"I'm not talking about June Herns. I was referring to Dennis
Butz."
"Who?" he stated dumbly.
"Don't start with me," I threatened. "You know who I'm talking
about."
"Why don't you come in Linda," he said opening the door all the
way so I could come in. I walked past him into the living room
and noticed for a bachelor, he kept his apartment pretty clean.
"Can I get you a drink Linda, a cold pop maybe?"
"I'll have what you're having," I answered pointing to the bottle
of beer in his hand.
"Sorry," he replied with a silly grin. "But you're not old enough
to drink yet."
"Didn't I tell you not to start with me. We both know I'm older
than I look."
He chuckled slightly but didn't make a move to get me the beer I
requested. "Now, what was the name of this person you were
talking about?"
"Dennis BUTZ!" I hissed and spelled out his name. "That's
B-U-T-Z! Does his name ring a bell now?"
"Nope," he replied taking a drink of his beer. "I'm an
independent business man Linda - the only person I answer to is
myself." The smile on his face indicated he was enjoying this
little game he was playing. I decided it was time to overturn the
board.
"Cut the Bullshit Mister! Every day at 7:45 you and your three
friends get into the elevator that takes you to the bunker." I
saw the man flinch a little. Apparently, no one living in
Andersonville was supposed to know about the bunker I had just
mentioned.
"So what is it you do down there all day?" I inquired. "Program
the temps to play with us - maybe even eavesdrop in on our
conversations to find out what we're up to?"
"I really don't know what you are talking about," Pete replied
calmly but now visibly shaken. He moved quickly to change the
subject. "I was just about ready to order a pizza but since
you're here, why don't I take you out to dinner? We can go to
Pizza Hut and afterwards - maybe even see a movie."
I knew from his suggestion that I would get no more from him. I
was also a little angry at the games he was trying to play with
me, so I decided it was my turn to have a little fun. I gave him
my best feminine smile.
"Why, what a wonderfully suggestion Pete," I said in a suggestive
female tone. "You can take me to dinner - and hold the door open
for me while I get in and out of your car. Then afterwards, we
can walk to the Movie Theater holding hands - maybe I'll even
allow you to put your arm around me during the picture show." I
saw a small smile grow on his face. He liked my idea.
"Then, after the picture show," I said softly and in a more
seductive tone. "You can drive us up to Fox Lake where we can
park and watch the Moonlight bounce off the water.
"And then," I added, putting my hands gently on his chest. My
voice became loud and angry. "Then I can watch you jump in the
lake you MORON." I pushed him away and turned to go.
As I was leaving his apartment, I heard him yell out, "You know
you're very attractive when you're angry." I was too pissed to
even reply back at him.
Fade out...
******
Voice of Dennis Butz - Thousands of years ago there was a war in
the heavens, between the gods of old and the new arrivals. During
the process, the earth was almost destroyed by fire and floods as
our war ran unchecked. Finally, after centuries of conflict, an
uneasy peace was achieved between our two people. Both sides
recognized they needed the other, but neither side was willing to
trust the other. However, as man grew in power and knowledge he
challenged the gods themselves. To maintain the balance and keep
the peace, a buffer zone was needed.
It's a small town - just like thousands of others spread across
the land. Quiet streets, family-run businesses, and Saturday
afternoon picnics. But this town is different. It's a place for
lost souls, for misguided individuals, and for those who are in
need of a second chance. It's also the last, best chance I have
of freeing my people from their captors. The name of the project
is Restoration; the name of the town is Andersonville!
******
Fade in...
"We're lost," my friend told me. I looked over at Rebecca who was
studying the map carefully. "I don't even see this road on the
map - or the railroad tracks that the man was talking about.
Maybe the tracks are covered with snow."
"I don't think so," I replied. "We would have seen some evidence
of them even if they were." I noticed the temperature gauge on my
Ford Bronco was higher than normal. Considering we were in a snow
shower and it was a scant 10 degrees outside that wasn't a good
sign.
"How would we tell, Jerry?" she replied. "There's at least 2 feet
of snow on the ground."
My friend was right. The snow was coming down so hard that you
couldn't see more than 20 yards in front of you. It was a stupid
idea to take a trip like this in late October. A cold front had
moved in and was dumping snow all over the place that made
driving treacherous at best. The upside to this was the pictures
we took of the trains fighting the winter storm; they were
spectacular. I suspected we'd be able to have some of them
published in one of the many railroad magazines.
We had been on the road for almost two weeks now - crisscrossing
the Northwest in search of trains and fun. But, it wasn't the
railfaning that had brought us out here. It was the dressing up
and going out as two middle-aged woman in a different city that
had lured us away from our families - well, mine anyway. Rebecca
was about to lose hers. Her wife and married son no longer wished
to see her anymore. It was a shame; Rebecca was a super-nice
person who could no longer live with the lie she had been dealing
with for all her life.
"I guess you have a point," I told her. "The tracks could be far
enough from the road that we couldn't see them in this crap." I
felt the truck slide slightly on the snow-covered road. So much
for the theory that 4-wheel drive vehicles didn't slide on ice.
"Maybe we should head south towards Billings," I said. "The roads
should be clearer than this back road, although this road doesn't
look to bad considering all the snow that has fallen over the
past hour."
"Sounds like a good idea to me," Rebecca said turning to look out
at the snow. "It is pretty to look at though."
She had been born Rodney Allen, a lovely person who I admired for
many reasons. We were both TG individuals who had met years ago
at a support group meeting. It wasn't long before we discovered
we had many of the same likes and dislikes - including trains.
Back then, Rebecca had thought she was a crossdresser, but over
time realized she was really a woman trapped in a man's body.
Her discovery had put a strain on our relationship, not because I
minded but because my wife didn't want her showing up at our
house as Rebecca. My wife barely tolerated my crossdressing on a
part-time basis and we had long ago agreed I wouldn't crossdress
in front of the kids. While I had an obligation toward my wife's
feelings, I felt guilty about pushing my friend away. We kept in
touch by phone but our friendship suffered as a result.
Rebecca's family was even less open to the idea about her going
full time. Her wife threatened to leave and her son made it clear
she would never see him and her grandkids again if this happened.
There had been a few other things her son had said - nasty things
that had hurt my friend deeply. Now in her mid 50's, Rebecca was
looking at starting all over again. I had to admire her, I didn't
think I could do the same thing if I were in her shoes.
This trip had been my suggestion. Rebecca hadn't gone full-time
yet, as there were still a few more details to work on: like
telling her boss. She was a private tutor for young kids and
there wasn't any doubt about what would happen to her job after
she came out. Already a few of her co-workers had commented to
her boss about how feminine Rodney seemed to be dressing at work
these days. The principal of the school had warned her a few
times about wearing jewelry to work and her long hair. It would
only be a matter of time before a parent found out they had a
transsexual teaching their son or daughter and her career would
be over. I thought maybe the trip, one last chance to relax
before the shit hit the fan, would do her some good.
So we would drive to a new city and treat ourselves to a day as
Jenny and Rebecca. We would visit the malls, go to movies, eat
dinner as women, and just enjoy ourselves. The trip was a welcome
distraction that Rebecca needed at the moment. In between our
stops we would do some train watching, visiting places each of us
had read about in our railroad magazine. So far, the trip had
been a big success but in another day we would have to head back
home to Indiana. I knew Rebecca was dreading it and to be honest,
so was I. Oh, I missed my family dearly but spending all this
time on the road with Rebecca and most of it dressed as Jenny had
been a wonderful experience.
"Try and find out where we are again," I told her again. For our
safety, we both dressed as males on the trips between towns. I
was fortunate to be shorter and more of the height of a normal
woman. But, Rebecca was over 6 feet tall and tended to stand out
in a crowd.
"I can't make heads or tails of this," she responded. "Do you see
a highway sign anywhere?"
"Not since we turned onto this road. Maybe we should -" I never
got to finish my sentence. There was a loud pop and steam started
rolling out of the front of the car.
"Oh Shit," I cursed. This wasn't going to be good.
I pulled the truck over to the side of the road and popped the
hood. I went outside and lifted the hood to see what the damage
was; it turned out to be the radiator. The wind picked up and I
realized how much colder it made the winter storm feel. Walking
in this weather was out of the question.
"It's the radiator," I told Rebecca getting back into the truck.
My entire body felt frozen and I had only been out there a couple
of minutes.
"What do we do now?"
"Pray we don't freeze to death in the process of getting help," I
told her. "If we're lucky I can nurse the truck to a town where
we can get it fixed. The only problem is, I don't know where the
next town is." As if it were an answer to our prayers, the lights
of a snowplow appeared in the distance heading right toward us.
"I'll see if he can tell us where the next town is," I told
Rebecca. I stepped back outside into the freezing wind and
flagged the truck driver down. He rolled down his window and gave
me a stare.
"I'm having car trouble," I told him. "Can you tell me where the
next town is?"
The man looked over at my friend and then at me as if he was
unsure what to say.
"Hey buddy - I'm freezing out here. Can you help me out."
"Andersonville," he replied.
"How do I get there?" I asked. The truck driver was starting to
give me the creeps. If I didn't know better I'd have guessed he
would have rather have us freeze than help us out.
"Go down about 2 miles and turn right at the white farm house. Go
about 5 more miles and you'll run right into it. Andersonville
Auto shop is the third block down, you can't miss it."
"Thanks," I replied with a smile. "Lots of snow out here today."
The man looked up at the sky. "I've seen worse." Then he gunned
his motor and took off down the road.
"Strange guy," I told Rebecca getting into the car.
"He would say the same about us if he knew who we were," Rebecca
laughed, causing me to do the same. No matter how bad the
situation was my friend always had a way to make me laugh. "So
what did he say?"
"There's a town with an service shop about 7 miles away. If we're
lucky, the truck will get us there without us having to stop
again. Let's just hope we have enough anti-freeze to make it.
What time is it anyway?"
"Almost 8am. Hope they have a restaurant in this town."
"If they do I'll buy you breakfast," I said. "How does that
sound?"
"Sounds just fine to me Jenny."
I grinned. "I thought it would. Just remember to call me Jerry
when we get there. I doubt if these small town folks are as open
minded as those in the big cities. And find out where
Andersonville is on the map. Maybe we can figure out where in the
hell we're at." I started up the truck and threw it in gear.
******
"Unit 21, what the HELL do you think you're doing?" Colonel Myers
was hopping mad at what had just transpired. The snowplow driver
was supposed to have led them away from Andersonville not point
them in the right direction.
"Doghouse, they were having serious car problems," the plow
driver replied back on the secure line. "If I hadn't helped them
out they may have frozen out there. The weatherman is calling for
another 16 inches of snow before tonight."
"Then why didn't you call for a tow truck from one of the other
towns?" The Colonel wanted to reach through the radio and choke
the man.
"I'm sorry sir - I didn't think of that."
"Well think of this soldier, we don't allow visitors in
Andersonville - NEVER! DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR!"
"Yes sir," the man responded back swiftly.
"Consider yourself on report and return to base." Colonel Myers
flipped off the radio in anger before the man had a chance to
reply.
"He's only human Barry!" Jeff mentioned to his superior. "He
thought he was doing the right thing back there."
"Well he wasn't," the Colonel snapped back. "We can't have people
visiting our town. What happens if others find out about our
little hideaway? Think of it!"
"I got some information on the driver if it helps," the Sergeant
said while holding out some papers. Colonel Myers took a moment
to calm down before replying.
"Okay, what have you got Jeff?"
"The truck is registered to a Jerry Kohl from Indianapolis,
Indiana. He's married with two kids, 6 and 7. He's 42 years old
and works at a place called Software One - I'm looking it up now
on the computer. No priors, a couple of traffic tickets. Sounds
like a pretty normal guy.
"And what about the other one?" the Colonel stated factually.
"For all we know he could be a mass murderer."
"Come on Barry - somebody this clean wouldn't be hanging around
with a person like that."
"You can guarantee me of that Jeff? Maybe the guy is a hitchhiker
who Mr. Kohl picked up along the way. He may not be aware of who
he has sitting next to him." The Sergeant could see his boss was
very nervous.
"Look Barry, we'll get them in and out of town in a couple of
hours," Jeff reassured him. "By the end of the day they won't
even remember being in Andersonville."
"They shouldn't be here in the first place," his boss replied in
a very unhappy tone. "Make sure they don't run into any of the
temps while they're here - understand. I don't want to have to
make them residents. And get some of our people into town right
now - code Alpha 1. We can't present these two guests with a
ghost town. It's supposed to have almost 35,000 residents, let's
make it appear that way to them."
"Yes sir," the sergeant replied formally and left, leaving his
boss to stew in his anger.
'One lame-brained idiot has placed the entire operations in
jeopardy,' Colonel Myers kept saying to himself. He wished those
programmers would get their act together and fix the problem with
the temps eyes.
The Colonel's private phone rang and he picked it up. It was one
of his men informing him that the transport van was about 10
minutes out. Barry Myers slammed down the phone and cursed loudly
several times - he had forgotten about the five new residents
scheduled to arrive this morning. With the temps off the street
his security was compromised. He decided to call a quick
conference with his men to see what could be done to make sure
none of these prisoners escaped.
******
Luck was smiling on us. I was able to limp the truck into town
without having to stop again. The mechanic took one look at the
trouble and smiled. His smile told me this was going to cost me a
bundle by the time he was through.
"I'll have to order a new radiator from Lewistown," he said.
"Fortunately for you my driver is already there picking up
another part. I should have you fixed up by noon."
"Great," I told him. "Can you recommend some place around here to
eat. I'm kind of tired of eating at McDonald's all the time."
"Best restaurant around here is Sherry's. Go down two blocks and
turn right. They have the best breakfast in town."
We thanked the mechanic and started heading in that direction. I
looked around and took everything in. What amazed me about
Andersonville was its size and how clean it was. This town seemed
to be prospering rather well. What I found strange was the lack
of people on the street. I guess most were trying to stay out of
the cold, although it seemed a lot warmer here than it did on the
road coming in - maybe about 20 degrees warmer and I noticed
there wasn't nearly as much snow on the ground. We walked by the
Courthouse; a huge impressive building that caught my friend's
eye. She gave me a grin.
"I'll catch up with you in a minute," she told me. "I have to
check it out and see what it looks like inside."
"Can't it wait until after breakfast? It looks like we're going
to be here for a while anyway."
"Come on Jenny, we usually don't eat this early anyway. Look, why
don't you hit the dress shop over there and I'll meet you at the
restaurant in 15 minutes."
"Fine," I agreed. I watched her cross the street and headed to
dress shop up the block. If I found something I liked I could
always tell the clerk I was buying it for my wife.
******
"Did you hear that?" Corporal Edwards said to Jeff. The three
soldiers were huddled around the listening post that Edward was
in charge of. Each of them had a set of expensive headphones on.
"The one guy called the other man Jenny. And why did he suggested
to him that he check out the dress shop?"
With the temps off the street there wasn't any way to follow the
stranger's movements so the men in the bunker had to rely on
their listening devices planted around town. Due to the breakdown
in the security, all the police officers were at the courthouse
watching over the prisoners, leaving no one available to
physically watch their two visitors.
"What's going on?" Barry Myers demanded to know.
"Sounds like we have a couple of fruitcakes sir," Edward replied.
"Why in the HELL isn't anyone watching them?" Colonel Myers asked
angrily noticing Jeff and Mac were both listening in on the
conversation.
"Sir, all our manpower is either at the courthouse or hasn't
arrived yet," Jeff answered in a straight, military tone. "We
just barely got someone to the restaurant they're headed to.
"Goddamn it - get some temps in the windows so we can see what
the hell they're doing. I told you to make sure they didn't run
into any of the temps Jeff - I didn't say pull the plug on them."
"Yes sir," Jeff respectfully snapped back. He had never seen his
boss so jumpy before. "You heard him Mac - let's get some eyes on
them."
******
Rebecca entered through the front door of the courthouse. There
was no one to greet her, but she did hear some sounds coming from
behind a set of doors that appeared to be the courtroom. She
debated about going in and decided against it - it may upset the
Judge. Instead, she walked around admiring the artwork on the
walls and ceiling of the entranceway. It was by far one of the
most beautifully courthouses she had visited.
There was a door with a sign that read: 'Balcony'. Since there
was no one looking, Rebecca didn't see the harm of checking it
out. Quietly she walked up the stairs and entered into an
unfinished room. It appeared at one time this had been part of
the courtroom but now it was sealed off and used for storage. She
noticed a small window off to one side that still overlooked the
courtroom. She decided to check out the trial going on.
From the window, Rebecca could see it was a large courtroom with
several rows of elaborate, dark wood benches. In front was an
equally impressive bench where the judge was seated. She was an
older woman who displayed an air of dominance about her. Rebecca
counted no less than four police officers in the room - along
with a young lady who must have been the court reporter. The
person on trial was a fat, middle-aged man who was hanging his
head. Apparently whatever the Judge had said to him had had a
dramatic effect on his consciousness.
The Judge said something else that Rebecca couldn't understand
then lifted her hands in front of her, placing the palms together
as if she was carrying something. To Rebecca's amazement the
Judge's hands started to glow and a small ball of light came out
of her palms.
She watched in half shock and excitement at what happened next.
The ball of light shot out of the Judge's hands and struck the
man standing in front of her somewhere around the chest. The man
stepped backward slightly as if he were going to fall then
regained his balance. Almost immediately changes started
happening to him. Rebecca watched in pure amazement as his hair
started spurting out of the back of his head while changing
colors from his original gray to solid black. His weight started
disappearing as his hips grew wider and higher - giving him a
more female appearance. Then his clothes changed as well,
transforming from an orange jumpsuit into a professional, tan
skirt suit.
"Welcome to your new life Mrs. Abbot," the Judge said to the new
woman who had once been a man. "Officer Merrick, will you make
sure she gets to her car okay."
The Judge disappeared into her chambers followed by the young
woman who didn't look to be any older than 17 or 18 years old.
The officers drifted off as well, leaving the courtroom empty.
Rebecca sat down against the wall trying to catch her breath. She
was hyperventilating with excitement over what she had just seen.
She had to tell Jerry about this right away. Her dream to become
a real woman was about to come true.
******
"Well," the Colonel demand, "have you found him yet?"
"I'm still looking sir," Jeff responded nervously. He had several
temps looking out the window now but they could only spot one of
the men. He had entered a dress shop, which caused the Sergeant
to wonder who they were dealing with. The other man couldn't be
found.
"Keep looking," Colonel Myers ordered in a military tone. "He
couldn't have gone too far."
"Found him sir," one of Jeff's temps announced. The Sergeant
breathed a sigh of relief.
"Where?" Colonel Myers barked.
"Walking down the street from sector 5," the temp said. "I didn't
catch were he was coming from. Seems to be in a hurry - more like
he's trotting than walking."
"Does he look scared? What's in the area that he could have come
out from?" Barry demanded to know.
"An office supply shop, a bank, and a plumbing store. There's
also the Courthouse." The Colonel's face went pale.
"Sir, I doubt he was in there," Jeff responded. "From what I can
tell he seems to be in a good mood. Maybe he just went for a walk
around the block."
"And maybe he was snooping around the Courthouse while the Judge
was holding trial. Get Officer Merrick on the horn - NOW!" The
Colonel saw his career starting to slip away.
******
The dress shop had been something of a bust. A man, and not a
very knowledgeable one at that, ran the store. Not only did he
not have any idea were anything was, he seemed almost embarrassed
to be there.
I walked into the restaurant across the street and took a seat by
the front window. Something bothered me about this town - it was
the lack of people. Granted, it was a cold day but I didn't pass
anyone on the way nor was the auto traffic very busy. Even now I
would see an occasional car drive by but not enough in what you
would expect to see in a town this size. A young lady came out of
the back wearing a pink waitress uniform that was too big on her
and looked as if it had been thrown on in a hurry. As a
crossdresser, I tended to notice things like that more than the
average man did.
"Can I get you some coffee sugar?"
"Decaf please." Since my heart attack five years ago, my doctor
had ordered me to avoid as much caffeine as possible. Years ago I
had stupidly thought I would live forever and had forsaken taking
care of my body. It had reminded me one day with a devastating
heart attack, one that almost took my life. And I was only 37 at
the time - who would've believed someone so young would have a
heart attack. I certainly didn't.
"Kind of quiet around here, isn't it?" I said to her while she
poured me my coffee. In fact, the dinner room was empty except
for me. It didn't seem natural that I would be the only customer
in the restaurant at this time of the day.
"It'll pick up soon," she said with a smile. "Do you want to
order now or wait for your friend to show up?" I looked up at her
suspiciously.
"How do you know I'm with someone?" The waitress blushed
slightly.
"My boyfriend works down at the auto shop. He told me you were
coming."
I nodded my head with suspicion. There was something strange
about this town, it made me nervous, and now I was beginning to
feel paranoid. I chuckled at how stupid I was acting. Imagine, an
entire town watching us while trying to hide some dark secret.
What a silly idea! Still, I couldn't shake the fact that
Andersonville felt like something out of the Twilight Zone.
"I'll wait," I replied with a smile. She returned my smile and
disappeared into the back again. A few minutes later the door
opened and Rebecca walked in with a look of great excitement on
her face.
"Jerry, you won't believe this," she babbled out. I put my finger
to my mouth.
"Keep it down, will you. Now what's up?" My friend sat down
across from me like she had just won the lottery.
"You won't believe this man, I've discovered something
incredible! No, not incredible, wonderful! You just won't believe
it."
Our waitress came back out and asked if we were ready to order. I
settled for a small stack of pancakes but my friend could hardly
contain herself to look at the menu. She finally ordered the
special just to get rid of the waitress.
"Okay, now what did you find out?" Considering the strangeness of
this town I was pretty intrigued at this point.
"They change men into woman here," he replied excitedly. "I saw
them do it to someone less than 15 minutes ago. Jerry, it's like
a dream come true."
"Slow down here for a minute Rebecca. What did you see?"
"Well," Rebecca responded with joy, "there was this man standing
in front of this female Judge who looked to be about 50 years
old. This Judge held her hands together and something shot out of
it, like a ball of light. A few moments later he was changed into
an attractive, young woman. Jerry, I've found paradise."
"Hold it Rebecca - think about what you're saying. First, this
place isn't even on the map. Second, while the people seem
friendly enough, it's also obvious they don't want us around. And
third, we don't know what the hell is going on here."
"Jerry, don't you get it? That man must have wanted to become a
woman just like me. Do you know what happened afterwards - she
thanked the Judge? Don't you get it? If this person didn't want
to become a woman then she would have been hollering about it.
Jerry, I can finally see my dream come true. I can be a woman - I
can be whole!"
"Rebecca, for Pete's sake slow down and think about this. What
happens if you're wrong? Or if the price of being changed into a
woman means you can't leave here again? What about your family?"
"They don't want to see me anymore Jerry. When I start living
full time as Rebecca, I'll be dead to them. Look, we can both
make a new life here. Andersonville doesn't seem that bad of a
place."
"We? Now hold on Rebecca," I said while trying to remain calm. "I
have a life back in Indiana. My wife and kids are waiting for me
to come back home. I'm not about to abandon them."
"Jerry, think about this. We can both be woman, maybe even real
sisters. They must supply you with a new life. Think of the fun
we can have."
"Damn it Rebecca," I swore angrily, "I'm a crossdresser, not a
transsexual. I happen to like being a man and I also like my
current life. That's the difference between you and me. If you
want to stay in Andersonville then fine! But when my truck is
fixed I'm getting the hell out of this town and forgetting that
it even exists."
"You have to stay!" she insisted. "They're going to find out
about you anyway and they won't be too happy when they find out
you left."
"Look, we can leave together and you can come back later on," I
countered.
"What happens if I can't find this place again," Rebecca
explained. "What happens if this place only appears every hundred
years like that town in England - what's its name, Brigadoon?"
"Come on Rebecca, you can't seriously think that's what this
place is."
"Jerry, there's something magical about this place - don't you
feel it?" The truth of the matter was I did. I knew exactly what
my friend was saying.
I heard the door open and observed a police officer walk into the
room and take a seat at the counter. The waitress gave him a
welcoming smile as she poured him a cup of coffee.
"That's one of the officers who was in the Courtroom," Rebecca
whispered to me.
"Wait a minute, you didn't say anything about cops being there,"
I replied with caution. "Maybe this guy was a bad man and turning
him into a woman was his punishment."
"If that's their form of punishment around here than I'll take
it," Rebecca answered back in a humorous fashion.
I didn't laugh at her comment. I could see my friend wasn't
thinking clearly about this anymore. All she could see was her
greatest desire becoming a reality.
"Think about this Rebecca," I tried reasoning. "What do you think
the cops were there for, as material witnesses? Rebecca, this
doesn't feel right!"
"I'm going to go talk to him," she told me with a grin.
"No!" I replied back in a panic. "Let's think about this a little
longer."
"I can't Jerry, I've waited all my life for this opportunity. I'm
sorry buddy, I'll try to make sure they release you after they're
done with me."
"Come back," I said in a loud whisper. By this time the officer
had heard us talking and was looking at us strangely. Rebecca
approached the officer and said a few words to him. The cop
listened for a moment and nodded, then turned his head toward me;
he had a serious look on his face. I decided it was time to get
out of here before he called for backup. I started walking toward
the door but in a blink of an eye the officer was standing in
front of me.
"You're not thinking of leaving without paying for your meal -
are you Mr. Kohl?" the cop asked in a serious manner. I noticed
his nametag said 'M Merrick'.
"How did you know my name if we haven't even met before?" I
demanded to know in a scared and weak voice.
A thin smile appeared on his face. "Why don't we go see the Judge
and talk about it."
"I'll rather not," I told the officer. If my friend was telling
me the truth, there was no way of knowing what I would end up as.
All I wanted was to get back to my truck and put as many miles as
I could between this crazy town and me.
"I'm afraid I must insist," the police officer said in a rather
formal tone. I turned to begging.
"Please, just let me go. I promise I won't say anything about
what I've seen here."
"Jerry, it's going to be okay," Rebecca said calmly with a smile.
"Shut up you stupid fool!" I gave her an angry look. "Where do
you think you are, in the land of wishes?
"Let's go, both of you," the cop said. He grabbed my arm and
pulled me out the door. The strength of this man was amazing, I
knew I would never be able to break free from him. Rebecca
followed behind on her own power.
"You're hurting me," I protested.
"Promise me you won't try to run away and I'll let you walk there
on your own," he offered.
"I promise." Seeing how fast the man could move I knew I couldn't
outrun him.
We were led inside the Courthouse and down the hallway to a small
office where a young, teenager girl was working. She gave us both
a momentary, sad look that seemed to indicate our visit with the
Judge wasn't going to be all that pleasurable.
"She'll be with you in a minute Mark," the girl said looking back
at us with a long face.
Rebecca didn't seem to notice. All she could think about was that
soon she would be rid of her male body nature had cursed her
with. I didn't say anything to her but I had my doubts about that
too. An attractive, blonde-haired woman joined us in the outer
room a few minutes later. She was wearing a pair of slacks and a
white, feminine blouse. The blonde-haired lady looked both of us
over carefully.
"Hi Mark. Are these the two visitors?"
'Visitors' - I hope that would still be the case after the Judge
was through with us.
"Yes," he replied keeping a keen eye on me. Apparently, the
officer wasn't too concerned about Rebecca who was sitting nearby
with a huge smile on her face.
Two more officers entered the room and I gasped when I saw them.
Their eyes seemed to twinkle back at us. The intercom buzzed and
the young woman picked up the phone, said a few words, and put it
back down.
"The Judge wants to see you and Dr. Green first," she told the
cop.
Officer Merrick nodded at the two other officers and said, "keep
a good eye on them." The two ladies and the officer disappeared
behind the wooden door.
"What do you think they're talking about?" Rodney asked.
"What do you THINK they're talking about you jerk!" I snapped.
"Our deaths." I looked at both officers standing in front of the
entrance. With luck we could overpower them and get away. But
then I realized it would be a futile effort; Rebecca wouldn't
help me escape and even if I did get past the two cops on my own
there was no place for me to run. I was trapped and the people in
charge knew it.
"Jerry, I'm sorry for getting you into this. But I had to do
something." The door opened and Officer Merrick stepped out.
"You can go now," he told the two officers. They left us alone
with just this officer Merrick.
"You don't get it, do you," I said to Rebecca. "This isn't like
finding a bottle with a Genie inside who grants you three wishes.
We have no idea what's going to happen to us. If they can change
men into women then they can change us into something else as
well.
"Keep quiet," the officer told me. I gave him an angry glare.
"Why, because I'm telling her the truth?" I snapped at him. "This
isn't the Land of Oz and you're not our Fairy God Mother. So what
the hell is going to happen to us Officer Merrick?"
"You'll find out soon enough," the police officer replied grimly.
The door to the Judge's chambers opened up and the blonde-haired
lady who I guessed was Dr. Green stepped out. "Rebecca, if you
would come in now." She had a pleasant smile on her face.
"See, I told you buddy. She even used my female name. Wish me
luck!"
As she strolled into the Judge's office I couldn't help but think
my friend was walking into some kind of ambush. The door closed
behind her leaving me alone with the officer. I sat there
sulking. What would happen to me and to my family? The people in
charge of this place wouldn't let me go now, I was sure of that.
And without me around to influence my kids' lives, how would they
turn out? Damn it, they needed a father in their lives.
"Do you mind if I get a drink of water," I asked the officer.
"Wait here." In a blink of an eye, he was suddenly handing me a
glass of water. I took the glass and thanked him.
"You're pretty fast," I commented. He nodded but didn't say a
word. "Officer, I'm sorry for being rude to you a few minutes
ago. I'm usually not like that, really."
"I guess you could say I didn't catch you on your best day," he
said with a small grin.
"That's for sure. I'm normally - " A small scream from the other
side of the door interrupted my thoughts. I tried to stand up but
Officer Merrick put his hand on my shoulder and held me down in
the chair.
"Relax - he's not hurt," the officer told me.
"Then why did he scream?" I wanted to know. It sounded like the
scream of a small boy.
"You'll find out in just a minute," the cop replied. "The Judge
is almost through with him."
As if on cue the door to her office opened up and Dr. Green
stepped out holding the hand of a small child - a male child.
There were giant tears on the boy's face.
"Danny, I want you to sit down next to Officer Merrick until I'm
done with your friend." The boy did as he was told, giving me the
saddest look I'd ever seen anyone give me before. I knew who it
had to be.
"Rebecca?" The boy stood in front of me with tears on his cheeks
and nodded. I turned and faced the doctor who was standing there
in the doorway with a pleasant smile on her face.
"Why did you do this?" I demanded to know. "You knew she couldn't
stand being a male anymore." But the doctor made no attempt to
answer my question
"The Judge will see you now, Mr. Kohl." She made a motion for me
to follow her in. I looked down at the boy and then at the
officer - I really didn't have a choice did I? So I got up and
followed her into the Judges chambers.
Judge Herns was nothing like I expected. She was seated behind
her desk but didn't seem like the stern type of person I had been
expecting. Her assistant was seated beside her with a notebook in
her hands. The doctor pointed me to a seat in front of the
judge's desk and took her spot by the window.
"Good morning Mr. Kohl," the Judge started off in a pleasant
tone. "I must say, I wasn't expecting you or Mr. Allen to be in
my presence today."
"If I told you this was just a big misunderstanding would you let
us go?" I asked politely. The Judge chuckled slightly.
"This isn't a misunderstanding Mr. Kohl. Your friend sought me
out in the hopes I would change his life - and so I did."
"Rebecca sought you out in the hopes you would change her into
the woman that she is Your Honor, not a little boy," I corrected
her.
"Yes, I suppose you're right," she sighed slightly. "I'm afraid
Danny is going to have a hard life ahead of him."
"Why?" I demanded to know. I tried to ask in a way that didn't
sound angry but my anger was starting to show.
"A number of reasons which I'm not going to get into." Her tone
was calm and cool. "Since you've no business with me - you're
free to go. I understand your truck should be ready soon."
"But what about my friend?" I protested.
"He's now a citizen of Andersonville Mr. Kohl. He won't be going
with you."
"But turning him into a little boy is a death sentence Your
Honor! You can't leave him that way!"
"Why not? He was rather insistence that I changed him. I've done
my part - now he has to live with the consequences." The Judge
gave me a stern stare that indicated she wasn't going to argue
the matter with me.
"What kind of person are you?" I asked angrily. "Turning her back
into a little boy was the worst thing you could have done to her.
Why not just cut her throat - it would be more merciful."
"I disagree Mr. Kohl. Turning her back into a small boy will make
her stronger. She will learn to live with disappointment."
"She's already DONE THAT!" I yelled. "She's had to live as a
woman trapped in a man's body all her life. Making Rebecca relive
her personal hell one more time doesn't benefit anyone."
"Watch your tone Mr. Kohl," the Judge warned me sternly. "While I
understand your concern it's best you remember where you're at. I
set the rules here." She thought for a moment and continued.
"However, you do make a strong argument for your friend. Maybe we
can work out some kind of arrangement."
"What kind of arrangement?" Somehow, I knew I wasn't going to
like what the Judge had in mind.
"A simple one. I'll turn your friend into the girl he wants to be
providing you agree to stay here with us." The Judge's offer was
like a nightmare; having to choose between my best friend's
quality of life and my own family.
"There has to be another way," I told her. "What happens to my
family when I don't return?"
"A fair question," Judge Herns responded. "If you choose to stay
I'll make sure your family is well taken care of. I'll provide
your wife and kids with a suitable father who'll raise them the
way you wanted them to be raised. No one will remember you
existed, not even your brothers or sisters. In a sense, you'll be
wiped out of everyone's memories. Only your deeds will remain and
everyone will remember them as being done by someone else.
"And if I decide to leave then I have to live with the fact I had
a chance to save my friend from a life of misery and chose
selfishly."
"Your friend was the one who was selfish, not you," she
explained. "He was willing to sacrifice your life to fulfill his
dream."
"You don't know my friend Judge," I shot back. "All her life
she's wanted just one thing; to have a body that matched her
brain. Because of who she is - Rebecca has suffered at the hands
of other people who thought they were better than she was. She's
lost everyone for having the guts to stand up and say she
couldn't live a lie anymore. Then she sees an opportunity to make
her dream come true - how can I blame her for doing what she did?
It was like throwing a drowning person a life preserver; of
course they're going to grab at it. I would've done the same
thing."
"I'm not going to argue the point Mr. Kohl," Judge Herns
interrupted. "But getting back to what you said earlier, if you
decide to leave you won't remember anything that happened here
today. So you see, there will be no guilt to live with."
"But my friend still remains as a little boy."
"Yes," the Judge replied. "If he had remained behind that would
have been a unselfish act and I would have granted his wish. Now,
his fate rests on your shoulders."
"That's a horrible thing to do to me Your Honor. Even if I don't
remember my decision, I still have to make it. Either way,
someone pays for how I decide."
"But only one person suffers," the Judge responded softly. "If
you stay, I'll turn your friend into a beautiful, young woman and
give her a life that she'll be happy with. As for you, I'll
provide you with new life as well, one that you will find both
pleasant and fulfilling.
"But - but I love my kids Your Honor." I pleaded to her sense of
family. "I can't let go of them."
"Then you must do what is right for you. I'll give you until
tomorrow to make your decision.
"I can't make a decision by then," I cried. Dr. Green intervened.
"Judge, perhaps you could do something to help Mr. Kohl decide."
"What do you have in mind Dr. Green," Judge Herns asked. I had a
sinking feeling that the Judge already knew what the doctor was
going to suggest.
"Since you're offering Mr. Kohl a new life, perhaps you should
let him live it until tomorrow. Knowing what's in store for him
for the rest of his life will make it easier to for him to
decide."
"Now wait a minute," I started to say but the Judge waved me off.
"Dr. Green is correct Mr. Kohl. Knowing how you'll be living for
the rest of your life will make it easier to decide. Sit still
please."
I tried to move but found my body suddenly frozen in the chair -
as if some force was holding me in place. The Judge lifted her
arms and closed her eyes. I noticed her lips were moving but I
couldn't hear any words coming out of them. I looked over at the
doctor but she stood there giving me a comforting smile as if
nothing was out the ordinary. I looked over at the young teenager
who was giving me a sympathetic look at my fate. Then I noticed a
ball of energy rising from the Judge's hands. It glowed and
despite what it was intended to do, I found it to be rather
pretty. When it rose completely out of her hands, the Judge
opened her eyes and stared right at me. The ball of light/energy
darted right at me and hit me in the chest. I didn't feel a thing
when it entered - it was almost as if my body absorbed whatever
it was. But then I felt changes, horrible changes, happening to
my body.
My hair started growing at a tremendous rate. Even the bald spot
on the back of my head seemed to be covered with hair. My body
shrank in size and the extra weight I carried disappeared to give
me a lean, skinnier waist. My hips moved up and outward and the
muscles in my arms and leg disappeared - giving me a more
feminine look. Then there seemed to be a great deal of activity
in the chest and groin - and I watched in semi-horror as two
lumps started to grow out of my chest to become breasts - WOMEN'S
BREASTS. I suddenly felt a strange sensation in my groin and I
knew what was happening to me. The Judge had decided I would live
the rest of my life as a female.
My clothes were going through a change as well. My pants came up
and spilt becoming a short, flowered skirt. My shirt changed to a
cute, blue blouse while my old brown coat became a high school
jacket. I felt, with some fascination, a bra wrapped itself
around my two, new breast and a pair of hose worked their way up
my legs. Then my old, ratty tennis shoes turned into a pair of
black, female shoes.
"I'm sure you won't have as much trouble adjusting to your new
clothes as some of our other residents," the Judge said with a
wink.
I was scared and slightly upset that the Judge had decided to let
everyone know in the room that I wasn't a stranger to wearing
woman's clothes. I tried to stand up but found myself a little
shaky after the transformation. The blonde-haired doctor rushed
over to help me up.
"This isn't what I wanted," I told her somewhat boldly.
"Then you have until tomorrow to figure out what you want to do.
For the time being you'll be known around town as Jane Harper,
the doctor can fill you in on the rest. I'll see you tomorrow at
8:30. Oh, and Miss Harper - I expect you to behave and act as a
young lady now. If you don't, I'll be very disappointed." Somehow
I knew that disappointing this Judge wasn't a good thing.
The doctor held my arm and gently helped me out the door.
Rebecca, or rather Danny, was still waiting for us in the office
with Officer Merrick. When she saw what they had done to me she
began to cry.
"No, it should be me in that body. Jerry, tell them they made a
mistake."
I got angry with my friend for acting this way. I had just been
turned into a woman - a teenager at that - and all she could do
was cry that it wasn't her instead of me.
"Shut up you asshole," I yelled, causing the young boy to cry
even louder. I felt guilty about what I did but inside it made me
feel good. I knew Rebecca was suffering more than I was but I
didn't care at the moment.
"Jane, your friend is upset," Dr. Green tried to explain but I
cut her off.
"So am I doctor! If she had listened to me in the first place we
wouldn't be in this mess; and I wouldn't have to choose between
my family and her happiness."
"What?" Danny asked in surprise. "What do you mean? What is she
talking about."
"Look," Dr. Green said in a frustrated voice, "stop arguing. Now
let's get both of you up to my office where we can talk." She
took Danny's hand and led the way while I followed. Officer
Merrick gave me a grin and went off in the opposite direction. We
walked up to the second floor where her office was located.
"Jane, I'm going to talk to Danny first. I want you to sit there
until I'm ready for you."
I didn't respond. I sat down on the wooden bench outside her
office and watched the doctor pull my friend inside with tears
still running down her face. Rebecca was right about one thing;
it wasn't fair for me to be in this body; it should have been
her.
I waited around for a few minutes then decided to leave. I wasn't
really in the mood to talk to someone who had been a part of
changing me into a woman and besides, I tended to think clearer
when I was walking. As I stepped outside I was greeted by the
chilly air that seemed to go right through my thin skirt.
Apparently this new person I had become dressed for style and not
practicality.
The cold wind nipped at my legs despite the nylons I had on,
forcing me to make a quick decision on where to go. I remembered
there was a small mall not far away and decided that was as good
as place as any to walk around. I noticed on the way to the mall
that the streets were now active with people going to and from;
with most of the people being those ones with the funny,
twinkling eyes like the two police officers I had seen earlier. A
couple of these people even said 'hi' to me as if they knew who I
was. They seemed to have no concept that I used to be a man. I
hurried along, pushed on by the freezing wind. By the time I got
to the mall my legs were frozen.
I spent the next couple of hours roaming the hallways and stores
of the Andersonville Mall. I counted 27 stores in total, most of
them being clothing stores that did capture my interest. I
realized being turned into a young woman wasn't that bad - in
fact in many ways it was a dream come true. It was wonderful to
go into a store and try on stuff that was short and sexy but
still looked natural on me. While I passed pretty well in public
as Jenny, I never looked natural wearing a skirt or dress that
hung above my knees. Now I had a body that was built for such
outfits, and it was well stacked.
I looked at myself carefully in the mirror at what I had become.
I now had long, beautiful blonde hair that went halfway down my
back and was feathered in the front. My breasts were a C cup but
due to my incredible thin waist they appeared much bigger. My
legs were tan and beautiful, one of my features. And I had a
smile that could melt even the coldest heart. The judge had made
me one sexy looking young woman.
I was enjoying myself - so much that I forgot about who I really
was and why I was here. But when a young mother passed by holding
the hand of a little girl who was about the age of my own
daughter, I suddenly felt a pain of guilt. I had an obligation to
other people outside this town. My son was depending on me to be
there for his baseball games and his troubled teenage years. My
precious little girl was expecting me to walk her down the isle
one day. And what about my wife, who had put up with this strange
dressing hobby of mine and had been there when I was lying flat
on my back in the hospital? Didn't she deserve better than having
me abandon her like this? Even if she didn't remember me and got
a new husband who made her just as happy, hadn't I made a
commitment to her on our wedding day in front of a hundred other
people and God? My life was no longer my own to do with as I
pleased.
I spotted a McDonald's across the street from the Mall and
realized I was getting hungry. Braving the cold air, I ran over
the restaurant and ordered myself a Big Mac and Fries. It had
been years since I'd eaten a Big Mac due to my heart condition
and my first bite reminded me of how much I missed eating them.
Too bad this meal had more fat in it than I was allowed to eat in
an entire day.
As I sat there eating I began to think about how much I was
enjoying this new life - maybe a little bit too much. Sure, it
was great now but what would happen when something unpleasant
came up - like my first period. Would I still be happy wearing
skirts and dresses for the rest of my life or would I end up like
Rebecca, feeling trapped in the wrong body?
"Mind if we sit down?" a voice asked. It was Dr. Green and that
teenager I had seen in the Judge's chambers. I had become so
engrossed in my own thoughts that I hadn't seen them show up.
"It's a free country," I said in a somewhat neutral tone. The
young girl sat down first and scooted over for the doctor. "How's
Rebecca doing?"
"Not bad considering. He's with his mother right now getting
acquainted to his new life. You know, I could have sworn I told
you to wait outside my office until I was done with him," the
doctor stated before taking a bite of what looked like a grill
chicken sandwich.
"I wasn't interested in talking doctor. I mean, what is there to
talk about? I've been living life longer than you have so what
could you possible tell me that I don't already know?"
"How about who you are," she replied back slightly annoyed.
"I already know all that. My name is Jane Anne Harper. I live at
143 Pleasant View Drive. I'm three weeks shy of my 16th birthday
and for some reason I like dressing in outfits that aren't
convenient for the weather outside. How's that for starters?"
"And your mother's name? Where your father works? How many
brothers and sisters you have? Can you answer any of those
questions?" Dr. Green asked me.
"No," I said honestly, "but then I'm not really interested in
knowing those details. I don't plan to be here that long."
"So you decided not to stay?" Dr. Green looked at me with intense
eyes.
"Let's just say I'm leaning that way 'doctor'," I replied back in
a somewhat nasty tone. "By the way, who's your friend here? We
haven't been introduced yet."
"I'm Linda Anderson," the teenage girl answered.
"So they named a town after you - how nice," I felt myself
getting angry at what they had done to me and started being a
little rude toward both of them. "And you're part of all this?"
"I'm just like you," she whispered.
"A guy?" I asked suspiciously.
"We don't ask questions like that around here, Jane," the doctor
answered for her. "It's better if you don't know. What's
important is that you try out this life so you can decide what
you want to do by tomorrow morning."
"Do you really think living in this body for 24 hours is going to
help me decide, doctor? What it really comes down to is who gets
screwed in the end - my family or my best friend. If I stay I'll
always feel guilty for abandoning my family. If I leave my best
friend suffers, only I won't remember it, which should give me
some comfort but it doesn't. That's what I have to figure out
here!"
"I could help," the doctor offered in a hopeful tone.
"No thanks!" I replied back in an acid tone. "Do me a favor
DOCTOR. The next time you want to help me out again - DON'T! I'm
old enough to handle my own problems without you wet-nursing me
along. Have you got that?"
Dr. Green frowned and looked like she was going to say something
else when I noticed an attractive, middle-aged woman walking
toward us.
"Hello Carol, Linda," the new lady said. "And Jane Harper. I
didn't expect to see one of my students here at this time of the
day." I looked at the teenager in semi-confusion.
"She means you," Linda told me directly. I looked back at the
lady who was staring at me with a slight smile as if she were
part of an inside joke.
"I'm afraid you got me confused with someone else," I explained.
"I graduated from High School years ago." I noticed all three of
them were smiling at me now, making me feel just a little bit
uncomfortable.
"Always the prankster, aren't you Jane," she replied crisply.
"But skipping school is a very serious matter. How would you like
to be kicked off the cheerleading squad?"
"Look Miss," I started to argue. "I don't know who you are but
you're making a big mistake. I'm not a student - I'm not even a
girl. I'm a 42-year-old father of two. And I don't know anything
about this cheerleading squad you're talking about."
The new lady seemed unimpressed and then I noticed Linda Anderson
was fidgeting nervously in her chair. Apparently, I had just made
a big mistake by speaking the truth.
"Have you been drinking young lady?" she demanded to know.
"What? No, but I wish I had," I told her. This was getting
ridiculous. "Look, check with Judge Herns - she'll tell you who I
am."
"I got a better idea Miss Harper," the attractive woman said to
me. "How does 3 days of in-school suspension and a phone call to
your parents sound for trying to skip school? Because that's what
I'm going to do if you don't come with me right now."
It was strange but even though it sounded like a threat she
didn't seem that angry. I turned to Dr. Green who was sitting
there silently eating her lunch with a rather amused look on her
face. "Look, tell her what's going on."
"Is she asking me for help Linda?" the doctor asked mock
surprise. "I believe Jane said she could handle her own problems
and didn't want my help!"
"That's what I thought too," Linda agreed a little smugly. I
realized they had me - it was time to swallow my pride and eat a
little crow.
"Okay Dr. Green, I'm sorry. You were right and I was wrong, I do
need your help. I apologize for being so rude to you earlier."
"And for not listening to me when I told you to wait outside my
office?" she added.
"Yes, that too," I sigh, then continued. "I've been a bad girl
Dr. Green, alright? Now will you please help me out." The doctor
beamed at her victory.
"Mrs. Miller. Jane had some business with the Judge this morning,
that's why she wasn't in class."
"But the Judge is done with her now - correct."
"Yes," the doctor replied back with a small grin."
"Well then," Mrs. Miller smiled. "Then there's no reason for Jane
not to be in school now, is there."
"School!" I choked out. "Now wait a minute! Dr. Green, tell her
what's going on! Tell her why the Judge did this." The doctor
gave me an entertaining glance.
"But Jane - she's right. Since we don't have anything to talk
about I can't see any reason why you shouldn't go back to class.
If you recall, that's what the Judge ordered - to live as Jane
Harper until tomorrow."
"But - but." I couldn't think of a good argument.
"Let's go Jane," Mrs. Miller said as she grabbed my hand. "My car
is waiting right outside."
"Goodbye Jane. Have fun in school today," the doctor said
pleasantly. I gave her one of my best glares, which had little
affect on her. Apparently she had seen plenty of glares like mine
before.
Mrs. Miller, who I later found out was the superintendent of
Andersonville schools, gave me an understanding smile as we
pulled out of the McDonald's parking lot. "You should be able to
make your first afternoon class without any trouble," she told
me.
"What class is that?" I asked glumly.
"History," she replied.
"Terrific, I hate History." For some reason Mrs. Miller found my
response funny and laughed.
"Here," she said, pulling a piece of paper out of thin air. "It's
your schedule for the rest of the afternoon - along with your
locker number and combination."
We pulled into the school parking lot and she parked in a spot
assigned to her.
"Remember who you are Jane," she told me sternly. "I don't want
to hear about any trouble from you. I happen to be good friends
with the Judge, if you know what I mean." I had a good idea what
she meant. Her and the Judge were alike.
"Now go on. Your next class starts in five minutes." She walked
with me until the hallway 'T', then I went left and she went
right. Finding my locker wasn't much trouble. I was surprised to
open it up and see a picture of a guy hanging inside the doorway.
'Oh God,' I gasped. 'I have a boyfriend?'
He didn't seem bad looking; at least he had a nice smile although
he could have been Mel Gibson for all I cared. The last thing I
wanted was to get hooked up with a guy. The bell rang and
everyone started spilling into the hallway, surrounding me. I
felt myself starting to panic being around all these strangers -
most of them with those twinkling eyes.
"Hey Jane, where have you been?" The guy, whose picture was
hanging up in my locker, but with those funny twinkling eyes,
came up and slid his hand around my thin waist pulling me close
to him. I almost cringed. A girl with long, reddish hair joined
us, also with twinkling eyes.
"I - I had an appointment this morning," I said.
"Nothing serious?" the redhead asked with slight concern.
'No, I only got my gender changed,' I wanted to scream back.
"I'm fine," was all I managed to get out before another bell
rang.
"I have to get to class girls. See you later 'fox'," the boy said
to me. Before I had a chance to react he gave me a kiss and took
off. I stood there in a semi-state of shock; I'd been kissed by a
boy.
"I wish I could find someone like Roger," the redhead said to me.
I was going to tell the girl she could have him but she grabbed
my arm and started pulling me down the hallway.
"Come on, our next class starts in less than a minute and you
know how Mr. Tackett is." I found myself being drawn down the
hallway in utter confusion.
******
Aww, High School! What wonderful memories I have of those
carefree days. Unfortunately, today's reality didn't match up the
memories I had. I couldn't believe how much I had once known and
then forgotten. It was a real eye-opener. Still, if I decided to
stay I had something to look forward to, relearning everything
again.
My new girlfriend, Sandra Smith, was in my last two classes.
While she talked a lot about her social life, I sensed she took
her schoolwork very seriously. I found out this was true when she
started answering the questions our history teacher started
putting forth to us. It was amazing and fun to watch her in
action. We went to our next class, science in this case, and
Sandra was pretty knowledgeable on that subject as well. Finally
the last bell rang.
"I'm glad this day is over with," Sandra sighed as we put our
books away in our lockers.
"Me too," I agreed. Being a teenager, male or female was rough. I
had forgotten about all the rituals they had to go through.
I followed Sandra down the hallway as she continued to talk about
some great guy named Steve who played on the football team.
Apparently he was younger than she was and she didn't know what
to do. It turned out that dating somebody younger than you could
damaged your social status at school. If my new friend hadn't
been so serious about the matter it would have been comical. When
we came to the end of the h