Andersonville 8 - The return of Tom McClain!
by Kelly Davidson
This story is dedicated to my good friend Darkside, who inspired
me to reach beyond what I thought I was capable of writing.
Fade in...
"Would you like some desert Linda?" Dennis Butz asked politely.
"No thanks," I answered suspiciously. The man had been acting way
too nice to me today.
It had been a pleasant lunch so far. Dennis had started out by
asking how my brother was doing, and I could see that he was
genuinely concerned about Steve. It had been almost three weeks
since my brother's return and his mood hadn't changed much since
his first day back. The death of Sally was eating away at him
slowly and I was concerned. Dr. Green was seeing him twice a
week, and the visits seemed to help for a day or so; but then he
would return back to his sad, sorrowful mood. Even Thanksgiving
hadn't gotten him out of his depression.
Dennis threw out some suggestions to help out - even offering to
have someone take Steve on a train trip outside of Andersonville.
But for the most part he didn't have a clue as to how to get
Steve out of this rut he was in.
Next we started going over some of the cases I had emailed him
earlier in the month. Again, Dennis was rather nice and polite,
avoiding his usual jabs meant to raise my dander. Instead, the
conversation was businesslike and straightforward. I found myself
letting my guard down - a dangerous thing to do with someone like
Dennis Butz around.
"Well, this has been a very pleasant meal, don't you agree?" he
said smiling.
"Yes, almost too pleasant," I answered in a suspicious tone. "So
what gives Dennis?" My question caused the director to chuckle
slightly.
"Can't I take you out for a nice meal without a reason? You're
too suspicious Linda, you really need to relax a little."
"With you in the same room - I don't think so," I said, giving
him a false smile. "Have you ever heard the expression, beware of
Greeks bearing gifts?" Dennis laughed but not for the reasons I
suspected.
"Okay, there are two things I need to tell you," he said.
"I thought so." I leaned forward and looked directly at him.
"First, I'm going on vacation starting tomorrow, so you won't be
able to get a hold of me for a while.
"Where to?" I asked with some interest.
"Hawaii. My wife and I will be enjoying the sun and surf for an
entire week. The last time I had a week off was almost four years
ago and I spent half of it on the phone taking care of business.
But this time I'm not taking my phone - it's just me, my wife,
and the romance of a tropical island." He smiled deeply.
"Four years. You must have a wife who loves you deeply."
"Very much so Linda. I'm a lucky man to have someone so lovely
who puts up with my long hours. I owe her this vacation and I'm
not going to let anything get in the way of our enjoyment."
"Well, that was painless enough. What's the other item?"
"Oh, that's the best part," Dennis replied smiling. "It's a
surprise for you."
"Oh-oh," I responded. "Is this a surprise I'm going to like or
one I'm going to be cussing you out for when I hear it." Dennis
got a dumbfounded look on his face.
"Linda - I'm hurt. When have I ever given you a bad surprise
before?"
"How about this body!" I answered. "Finding out I was going to be
Linda Anderson for the rest of my life wasn't what I would
consider a good 'surprise'."
"Come now - you have to admit I made sure you were attractive."
"Actually, I think the Andersons had more to do with how I look
than you did Dennis. But putting that aside, what is the
surprise?"
"You remember your friend Kevin Brown?" I nodded my head slowly.
"He's agreed to take a job on the Andersonville Police force." I
smiled brightly - this was a good surprise.
"When does he get here?" I asked.
"When I get back," Dennis said with some excitement. "He called
this morning to tell me he put in his two-weeks notice. I'm going
to fly him and his family up on his day off to look over the
place and find him a new home."
"Does he know about me - I mean who I am now?"
"No, not yet. I'll break the news when you're there. I think
it'll be easier that way. So, what do you think of my surprise?"
"Dennis, you may be a pain in the ass sometimes but you really do
know how to make a girl happy every now and then."
We picked up our glasses and I made a toast out loud. "To my
friend Kevin Brown - and my sincere, but most likely, short-lived
respect to you as a warm human being Dennis."
Dennis just laughed as we clinked our glasses together and drank
to my toast.
******
The next morning I rolled out of bed with my eyes half-open.
Damn, it was tough being a woman. I had to get up an hour earlier
than I use to as a man just to get ready. And the worst part was,
I wasn't a morning person.
I stepped into the shower and ten minutes later felt a little bit
more human. I walked back into my bedroom and turned on the TV to
watch the news like I did every morning. Even though I wasn't
allowed to be a part of the outside world I still wanted to know
what was going on. I was drying my hair when I heard the TV
announcer say something about a cop shooting over the blower. I
switched it off and focused on the TV screen. There was the state
of Utah displayed next to the announcer with Salt Lake City
hi-lighted.
"The shooting occurred around 10 o'clock last night. Utah Trooper
Kevin Brown arrived on the scene just as the robber was exiting
the store. The suspect fired two shoots, one of them striking
Officer Brown in the shoulder and the other in his head." A
picture of Kevin's face suddenly appeared on the TV screen. He
was wearing his police uniform and had a big Texas smile on his
face.
"Officer Brown died early this morning. He leaves behind a wife
and a young son. The suspect is still on at large. If you have
any info-"
"NOOOOO!" I fell to the floor crying and screaming hysterically.
"Oh God, not Kevin - please. Not him!" My mother rushed into the
room and wrapped her arms around me.
"Linda - shhhh. What's wrong honey?" What's wrong? Calm down and
tell me what's wrong."
She cradled and tried her best to comfort me but it was useless.
All I could remember was Kevin's picture on the TV screen - his
pure white teeth shining out at me. In less then two weeks he
would have been here - safe and sound. Now he was lying in some
morgue. I wanted to kill the bastard who took his life and I
swore on my friend's blood that I wouldn't stop until I found
him.
Fade out...
******
Voice of Dennis Butz - Thousands of years ago there was a war in
the heavens, between the gods of old and the new arrivals. During
the process, the earth was almost destroyed by fire and flood as
the war ran unchecked. Finally, after centuries of conflict, an
uneasy peace was achieved between the two peoples. Both sides
recognized that they needed the other, but neither side was
willing to trust the other. However, as man grew in power and
knowledge, he challenged the gods, themselves. To maintain the
balance and keep the peace, a buffer zone was needed.
It's a small town - just like thousands of others spread across
the land. Quiet streets, family-run businesses, and Saturday
afternoon picnics. But this town is different. It's a place for
lost souls, for misguided individuals, and for those who are in
need of a second chance. It's also the last, best chance I have
of freeing my people from their captors. The name of the project
is Restoration. The name of the town is Andersonville!
******
Fade in...
I walked toward my office with a purpose. I didn't bother with
niceties this morning and the people I passed stepped out of my
way - sensing it was safer to do so. As I entered my office Judge
Herns was already standing at her camber door waiting for me. She
had a sad, concerned expression on her face.
"Come into my office Linda," she said softly. I walked past her
without even saying a word and took a seat. The Judge closed the
door and sat down next to me. Her eyes showed great signs of
distress for how I was feeling. I almost felt like going over and
crying in her arms but fought the desire. I wasn't going to let
my girlish emotions get the best of me this time.
"I heard this morning," she started out in a low, worried tone.
"I know how close you were to Officer Brown and how upset you
must be." She placed her hand on my shoulder to comfort me.
"I have to go," I told her point-blank without leaving any room
for discussion. "His killer is out there and I need to find him.
I owe my friend that much."
Judge Herns shook her head slowly. "That's out of the question
Linda. First of all you're needed here. Second, no one's going to
take an 18-year old woman seriously. And third, it's way too
dangerous to have you traipsing around the country on your own."
"You don't understand Judge Herns, I'm going with or without your
permission."
A look of anger flashed in her eyes but I ignored it. At this
point I didn't care if she was pissed at me or not.
"You know you can't escape Linda." Her voice was even-tempered
with just a chill in the tone - enough to make a sane person
think twice about what she was saying. But I was beyond that
point - I was enraged. I didn't care what the cost was; all I
could think about was avenging my friend's death.
"Think about it my child," she continued in her slow, even tone.
"You wouldn't get a mile out of town before you were caught. Then
I would be forced to punish you - and for what? A brief moment of
anger? A thirst for revenge? It's not worth it, Linda. Let it
go."
Tears began to form in my eyes but I fought them back. Maybe it
would've been better if I hadn't. Maybe it would've brought back
some sanity to my thinking. But I wasn't going to cry - not
anymore. I was done crying for Kevin. I wanted action!
"I can't let it go June - I can't. Kevin was like a brother to
me. He was the best man at my wedding. I loved him."
"I think you should see Dr. Green," she said softly. "You're
upset and not thinking about this clearly. Come on, I'll walk you
up to her office. She's already heard the news and is expecting
you." The Judge touched my hand but I pulled it away.
"I don't want to see the DAMN DOCTOR, Judge! I want you to have
your ex-husband turn me back into Tom McClain and let me go after
my friend's killer." Judge Herns gave me a patient but angry
frown.
"It's not going to happen Linda," she said in a slightly raised
voice. "It's not, so get over it. Even if I asked my ex-husband
to turn you back he wouldn't - and I have no intentions of doing
so. Your friend's death was a tragedy but you can't let it ruin
your life. Now come with me, I'm taking you to see Dr. Green."
"At least let me go to his funeral," I almost begged. She looked
at me sharply then shook her head.
"I don't think that's a good idea either. An 18-year-old white
girl all alone at a policeman's funeral - you would stand out
like a sore thumb. People would ask questions, maybe even spread
rumors about the two of you having an affair. And the last thing
the poor wife of this police officer needs is rumors like that.
In a few weeks, when things calm down, I'll take you to his grave
site myself so you can say your peace."
"NO!" I yelled back in anger. "That's not good enough! I have to
be there - I have to! And you won't stop me you Bitch!"
"That's enough!" the Judge hissed loudly. I found myself unable
to speak anymore. "While I understand your emotional state, I
won't have you being rude and nasty to those around you. You may
not like my decision, Linda, but you will obey it or else I'll
'break you'! One day you'll see I did this for your own good,
Linda - not because I wanted you to suffer. Do you think I didn't
understand your thirst for revenge? Revenge is something,
unfortunately, I understand all to well! Now come with me, I'm
taking you to see Dr. Green."
I felt an invisible hand grab my body and pull me up out of my
chair. I was forced to follow the Judge out the door and down the
hallway but suddenly found myself able to speak again.
"Judge Herns, please release me. I promise I'll walk there on my
own."
"You had your chance, Linda," she replied in a testy voice
without turning to look back. "Now you'll do things my way!"
She pulled me all the way into Dr. Green's office and sat me in a
chair. Carol looked at the Judge and then at me with great
concern.
"Doctor, as you can see Linda is a little upset about the death
of her friend. I suggest you activate your security just in case
she tries to leave or attack you."
"Yes, Your Honor," she replied. I saw a big, muscular man appear
in front of the doorway. He had an evil scowl on his face.
"I'm giving Linda the rest of the day off to grieve," the Judge
explained. "Please make sure you have someone drive her home -
she's in no condition to drive herself."
"I'll take care of it, Your Honor. Is there anything else?"
"I don't think so." I felt the invisible force let go of me.
Judge Herns gave me a sad stare, then left the room in silence -
walking right through the man who was standing in front of the
door. Dr. Green went over and closed the door then turned to face
me.
"Want to tell me about?" she asked calmly.
"What's there to say?" I replied turning to see another muscular
man standing right behind me. "I want out of this damn place. I
have to find my friend's killer."
"The man could be anywhere, Tom, and they have the entire police
force looking for him. By the time you got to Salt Lake City
he'll most likely be caught." Her voice was low and reassuring.
"Dr. Green, I have to try! You have to tell the Judge that I need
to try!"
"I'm afraid," she replied, "that I can't tell Judge Herns
anything. She makes up her own mind in cases like this. My asking
her to honor your request would be like talking to the wall;
she'll never listen to what I had to say. Besides, I don't think
it's a good idea anyway."
"Damn it, you have to let me go," I answered in a frustrated
tone. The guy behind me, a temp, was giving me the evil eye.
"Look, can you at least get rid of these guys, they give me the
creeps."
"You promise to be good?" asked Dr. Green.
"I promise."
She whispered a word and they both disappeared.
"Look doctor, I didn't have a family like most people. So I
adopted people along the way, those that were special to me. One
of them was Kevin Brown. I went through the police academy with
him and we were roommates for a while. Kevin was as much like a
brother to me as Al was. But Judge Herns doesn't understand that.
Hell, she won't even let me go to his funeral."
"Tom," Dr Green tried to explain, "understand her point. You're
Linda Anderson now. Only in this room can you still refer to
yourself as Tom McClain and it's with great hope that one day
even that'll change. Kevin Brown was Tom's friend, not Linda's.
The Judge knows why he means so much to you, but, and this is the
key here, you have to let go of your old life. Imagine how it is
for some of the other residents who come here. Some have to let
go of their mothers, fathers, brothers, and sisters. Some of them
even have their own children they have to forget. It's not an
easy thing to do but they're expected to do it anyway. They're
expected to let go of their old life and start over. Judge Herns
expects the same out of you - with no exceptions or special
treatment. But the truth of the matter is, she's been more
patient with your lack of progress than many of the other
residents here. She likes you, Tom, and she wants you to be happy
in your new life. That's why she's given you time to grow instead
of pushing several issues on you."
"But I didn't want this new life," I argued.
"We've been through this before, Tom," Dr. Green explained in a
levelheaded tone. "While you may have felt Dennis Butz mislead
you - you did sign a contract with him. And you didn't sign it
because of what he didn't tell you - it was because of what he
promised you. You came here because you wanted a better life for
Al Parker and the Andersons. It was an unselfish act - but even
unselfish acts have a price sometimes. You signed on to save your
friends from a life of misery but you also agreed to a new life
of his choosing. Frankly, you got a better deal than most."
"So I should be grateful, is that what you're telling me, doctor?
That before I arrived here in Andersonville I was a kind and
wonderful person but now I'm just a selfish brat?"
"What I'm saying," Carol answered calmly, "is that you should
count your blessing by being here. Your current actions threaten
all the work you have accomplished so far. Do you really want to
be turned into a 13-year old, Tom? Because that's what will
happen if the Judge thinks you're not adjusting to your current
life. Better yet, how about being turned into a newborn baby. You
can spend the next couple of years wearing diapers and literally
crying about how much you lost. Don't throw it away on a single
act of anger, Tom, it's not worth it!"
"I - I want to go home now." The doctor looked at me carefully.
"I'm not sure we're done here," she stated.
"We are, doctor. You gave me a lot to think about today. You're
right, I do need to count my blessings and I'm going to start by
going home and hugging my brother. Then I'm going to make a list
of everything I like about being here. And then - and then I'm
going to say a prayer for Kevin and remember the good times I
once had with him. I'm going to put this all behind me." I
flashed her a quick smile.
"I'd like to see that list if you don't mind," she said smoothly
but with a tad of reservation in her voice. "I want you to see me
tomorrow morning at 7:30 so we can go over it." The doctor stood
up and gave me a hug.
"I'm really sorry to hear about your friend, Tom, I know this is
hard to deal with."
"It's Linda," I said, faking a few tears for good measure to
throw her off my trail. "It's one of the cost in exchange for all
the good that has happened in my life. And it's not so bad when I
think about it. Being Linda Anderson isn't the worst thing that
could've happened to me."
"No, it's not," she whispered while brushing my long, brown hair
away from my face in a comforting fashion. "Being a woman can be
very rewarding, but being happy and making the best of your
situation has its own reward. Think about that Linda."
"I will," I said giving her a weak smile. "I'm going to miss my
friend but you're right - I'm fooling myself by thinking I can
find his murderer when the entire police force hasn't done so
yet. I know one day he will be caught and then justice will be
served."
"You're being very wise, young lady," Carol agreed. "Now, let me
see who I can get to drive you home. Sorry Linda, but that was
the Judge's orders and I have to obey them."
"I understand. I was here when she said so and I'm not going to
argue with you about it. It's one of the things I'm going to work
on - accepting things as they are. But do you think you can get
Dave Williams to drive me home?"
"He's your favorite, isn't he?" Dr. Green smiled while picking up
the phone "I'll see what I can do."
She talked for about a minute and then placed the phone back on
its holder. "Dave's waiting for you by the side door. Why don't I
walk you down."
"Thank you Carol. You're such a good friend to me." The doctor
smiled while grabbing my hand and gently led me downstairs.
"That's what I'm here for Linda. To be your friend and help you
smooth out the rough edges. I know your friend's death is
painful, but I think you've made some positive changes today
because of it. Try to remember that you have people who care
about you here."
"I will, Dr. Green." Dave Williams was waiting for me by the
door. "Hello Sergeant Williams."
He gave me a sad smile. "Hello Linda. My car's this way." He held
open the outside door and followed me out.
Dr. Green's smile turned to a faint frown. She was too good of a
psychologist to be fooled by a bad acting job. Linda was up to
something and she was going to find out what that was. She made
her way to the elevator and waited for it to open. Then she made
the long drop into the bunker. Colonel Myers was already waiting
for her when the elevator door opened again.
"Good morning Carol. I saw you coming and thought I'd come out to
greet you." Dr. Green almost laughed at the comment. Of course he
had seen her coming, they monitored the entire hallway and
elevator upstairs.
"Good morning, Barry. I think we have a problem that I want to
discuss with you."
"Let me guess - Linda Anderson."
"You know then?"
"I saw you walk her down the steps and then have Dave drive her
home. I suspected there may be some trouble involved." He
motioned for her to take a seat and sat down next to her.
"There is," Dr. Green started out. "Did you hear about the police
officer who was killed last night?"
"I heard something about it on the radio this morning. The
shooting took place somewhere around Salt Lake City I think.
What's this got to do with Linda?"
"The officer was one of her classmates at the police academy -
and a good friend of hers."
"Wow, no wonder she's upset," Barry said with an understanding
frown.
"Yes. So now she wants to leave Andersonville to track down his
killer. Of course Judge Herns refused so she's threatened to
escape."
"She said that to you?" Barry asked in a surprised tone.
"To both me and the Judge. Then she quickly shifted gears like
she had changed her mind so I would let her leave."
"But you don't think she did change her mind, do you?" Colonel
Myers pointed out.
"No, I don't. She's up to something, which is why I'm here. I
want you to change her status to a level 1-flight risk. The
moment she moves into a secure area where she's not allowed I
want to know about it. And I also want hourly checks run on her
through the tracker over the next 24 hours. If she doesn't try
leaving by then - then I think we can trust her again."
"Consider it done, doctor. What happens if she does try to
leave?"
"Then use whatever methods you need to return her. Remember that
Linda is emotionally disturbed right now and won't be very happy
when you catch her - so use lots of caution. No special treatment
on her either Barry - I want her treated like everyone else."
"I understand, Carol. It's a shame, she seems like such a nice
kid."
"She has her shiny moments, Barry."
"Jeff isn't going to be too happy to hear about this," Colonel
Myers said. "You know he has a crush on her."
The doctor smiled pleasantly. "I suspected as much. You may want
to keep him out of the loop on this one."
Colonel Myers shook his head. "No - that's not how I treat my
men. Jeff's a professional. He may like her but he wouldn't do
anything to jeopardize the operation. I won't keep secrets from
him or anyone else in my group. If I can't trust any of my men
totally then I shouldn't have them on my staff."
"That's your call, Barry. Thanks for talking with me." Dr. Green
got up to leave.
"Anytime Carol. Thank you for the heads up on Linda Anderson." He
watched her get into the elevator and the doors close.
'A level 1 status,' Barry thought to himself. The doctor was
betting that Linda would be running something soon. He went back
into the main room to break the news to his young sergeant.
******
Dave Williams was respectfully quiet as he drove me home. I
wasn't crying anymore but he could tell I was still very upset. I
guess he felt it was better to leave me alone until I was ready
to talk.
"Sergeant Williams," I started.
"Call me Dave," he said with a small smile. He wanted to make
this as easy on me as he could. "What is it Linda?"
"Have you ever lost a partner before?"
"It's why I'm here, Linda," he answered sadly. "I was involved in
a shootout much like your friend was."?
"What happened - if you don't mind telling me."
"I don't mind. My partner's name was Mickey. We were on patrol
one hot, sunny afternoon, a day so beautiful that you didn't
think anything could go wrong. We pulled into a convenience store
parking lot to get a cup of coffee when a robber came out of the
store with a gun in his hand. He couldn't have been more than six
feet from where Mickey was standing when he saw us. Anyway, he
panicked and before my partner had a chance to react the robber
shot him three times. Then he turned his gun on me and I was hit
once in the shoulder and chest. Somehow I got my own shots off;
don't ask me how; it's all a blur. It's amazing how fast things
happen. Anyway, one of my bullets hit him in the heart and killed
him instantly. I don't know what was worse for me - having my
partner and friend lying there dead or knowing I had killed a
man."
"But it was self-defense," I pointed out. Dave turned to me with
a sad expression.
"Does that matter? I still have to live with the fact that I took
a life. Maybe I could've aimed lower and shot him in the leg. But
it happens so fast that you don't have time to think. Then it's
over and you end up with plenty of time to think about it. I
still do, every time I'm patrolling Andersonville on a sunny day.
I think about Mickey and how my life changed in just a few short
seconds."
"What happened next?" I wanted to know.
"I was lying there in the hospital with tubes sticking in me all
over my body. I lost a lot of blood from the chest wound and the
doctors were fighting to keep me alive. My wife came into the
room - I could tell she had been crying. Later on my kids were
allowed in as well. It was hell on all of them. When I saw them I
made it a point to live. After a few days I was moved into a
private room and that's when the real hell began.
"My friends on the police force came in to see how I was doing -
and to congratulate me on getting my friend's killer. That's when
I learned I had killed him. It was horrible - they were happy and
thankful that I had killed another human being but I didn't feel
that way. I learned he was only 19 years old - a dumb, scared
kid. I felt numb inside. I decided to quit the force."
"So what brought you here?" I asked
"Trisha Brown. About a month after the shooting I was home
recovering when she showed up. At this point I was impossible to
deal with and it was putting a big strain on my marriage. I was
angry and taking it out on my wife and kids. Little things that
never used to bother me set me off and I would become a screaming
idiot. My wife was finding more excuses to get the kids out of
the house so I could be alone. Then Trisha showed up and started
talking to me. At first I was just rude to her but she didn't
give up on me. I guess she saw something in me I couldn't see.
Finally I started opening up to her - about how I was feeling and
the nightmares I had over the shooting.
"About a year later she offered me a job working in
Andersonville. My wife didn't want me to go back to police work -
I could understand why. But Trisha told me this was one of the
safest places in the world and I found out why. I was hesitant at
first but I really loved being a cop. Not so much the arresting
of criminals, but helping people out and knowing I was making a
difference in their lives. My wife finally agreed to check
Andersonville out and we both liked what we saw."
"How long have you been here - I mean before I arrived?"
"We got here one month before everyone else. It was like a ghost
town but I didn't mind. The temps weren't up and running yet so
mainly I spent time with my family exploring the town. And then
there were the daily sessions I had with Dr. Green."
"You talked to her?" I was a little surprised by this.
"I needed to, Linda. I was still having a lot of problems with
the shooting. Sometimes my wife and I would drive over to her
house and we would talk about it the entire morning. By the time
you showed up I was back to my old self again. Andersonville not
only saved my marriage - it saved my soul." He turned and pulled
the police car into my driveway.
"Can I ask you one more thing, Dave? If you hadn't been able to
return fire and the robber had gotten away - what would you have
done to capture him?" He stared straight ahead in silence.
"Anything that I could," he replied with a frown. "Mickey was a
good cop, I miss him."
"Thanks for the talk, Dave." He smiled as I got out and drove
off. Steve was waiting by the door to greet me.
"How are you doing, sister?" I could see that despite his own
troubles he was plenty worried about me. I knew that would work
to my advantage.
"I'm doing better than this morning. Where's Jennifer?" Both
Steve and my sister were out of school that day due to some kind
of conference.
"Mom took her over to a friend's house and then went to the
church for the bake sale this weekend. She said she wouldn't be
back until 5."
"Good." I gave my brother a long stare. "They won't let me go,
Steve - not even to his damn funeral."
"I'm sorry," he said honestly. "Is there anything I can do to
help?" I smiled inwardly, knowing I had him.
"Yes. Follow me." I led him upstairs to my room and went over to
my closet. Inside the closet I removed some of the molding around
the floor. Months ago I had dug out a little hole in the wall to
hide my emergency pack. Carefully I took it out and laid it on
the bed.
"What do you think you're doing?" Steve asked, knowing full well
what I was up to.
"If the Judge won't turn me back into Tom McClain then I'll do it
myself."
"Linda, this is crazy. Think about what you're giving up."
"WHAT AM I GIVING UP?" I yelled at him. I ran over to my dresser
and picked up a handful of nylon panties of various colors.
"Is this what I'm giving up, Steve?" I said while throwing the
panties at him. They struck him in the chest and fell on the
floor.
"Oh how about these," I shouted picking up a handful of my bras
and doing the same. "Or all these pretty slips!" I tossed them at
Steve as well.
"Now let's look in my closet," I said flinging open the doors and
pulling out some dresses. "How about this? Springy - pretty -
sophisticated - charming." The sarcastic tone grew while I
described each dress and then tossed it on the floor at his feet.
"Lacy - enchanting - sexy!" I continued. "This is what I'm giving
up Steve! My new and unwanted womanhood! I not allowed to say
what I want, or do what I want, or dress how I want. And Dr.
Green, Judge Herns, and mom are always after me to find a guy to
date. Well I don't want to DATE A GUY - and I don't want to play
this make-believe game any more! I want out of here - today -
NOW!"
"Linda," Steve spoke.
"GODDAMN IT, STEVE - IT'S TOM! Don't you fucking remember
anymore? I saved your life for Christ's sake!"
"I know, Tom, I know," he agreed in an attempt to calm me down.
"But I won't help you hunt down a man so you can kill him. Even I
have limits to how far I will help you."
"I'm not going to kill him," I told him.
"That's not what you told me this morning," Steve countered.
I sighed and calmed down a little. "I know and I meant it. But I
had a talk with Dave Williams on the way home and he changed my
mind. He told me what it was like to kill a man and how hard it
is to live with the aftermath of it."
"He killed someone? Our Sergeant Williams?" Steve gasped.
"Yes, and don't tell anyone. It was self-defense. The man killed
Dave's partner and was going to kill him. He had no choice but
he's been haunted by the event ever since."
"So what are you going do?" Steve wanted to know.
"I'm going to use all my detective skills to track this man down.
And when I find him," I took a deep breath, "I'm going to bring
him back to Andersonville for trial."
"Do you know what the Judge will do to you!" Steve stated
directly.
"I have an idea and I know it won't be good. Maybe the Andersons
will get that new baby girl they wanted me to give them - only
not as a grandchild."
"Tom - I don't think that I can do this. What you're asking me to
do -"
"What I'm asking you to do," I cut him off rudely, "is to respect
my decision and put your neck out on the line like I did for you
at the Jensen place. Steve, I've thought about this all morning
and I can't stand being in this body one more day."
"How do you plan to get past the security around Andersonville?"
"I'm guessing here, but I believe once I change back totally into
Tom McClain they won't be able to track me. I should be able to
walk right out of town without them knowing it. I'll catch the
five o'clock freight and ride it until I get to someplace where I
can rent a car. Then I'll take it from there." I stopped for a
moment to stare at my brother. "I know I'm asking a lot, Steve. I
know they may come down hard on you. But this is important to me,
please understand."
"When I was trapped in Jennifer's body," he said slowly. "I
would've done anything to get changed back. Because of you I'm a
man again, Tom. I guess what I'm saying is, I understand and owe
you that much to help you out; even if I may be punished because
of it."
"Thank you, Steve." I reached over and gave him a hug. I could
tell by the look on his face that he wasn't happy about what he
was going to help me do. But he was a loyal friend, and he also
had liked Kevin Brown.
I watched as he got the shot ready, then I took off my shirt and
lay down on the bed. He wiped an alcohol swab over the back of my
neck.
"This is going to sting some," he informed me, "but don't move. I
have to inject you in the right spot for this to work. Are you
ready?"
I nodded my head and closed my eyes. I was about to begin a new
journey - one that I wasn't sure where it would lead me too.
There was a sharp stick, like that of a bee sting. Then I felt a
warm sensation settling in as the serum made its way through my
body. I felt Steve pull out the shot and wipe the back of my neck
again.
"Is that it?" I asked. Steve nodded.
"That wasn't so bad," I lied. "When can we start?"
"Give it a couple of minutes to work all the way into your
system. Try running in place to get the blood circulating more."
I did as he suggested and a few minutes later had worked up a
sweat.
"Okay, you should be ready. This is your last chance Tom. Are you
sure this is what you want?"
"I'm sure, Steve," I replied while pulling out the modification
list. "I know you think I'm making a mistake but this is what's
right for me."
"Okay," he said solemnly. "I would recommend you get undressed
first before starting. Do you want me to trigger the physical
modifications for you?
"No, you've done enough. I have to take the next step alone. If
you could, I'm going to need some clothes to wear after I'm
through. Can you find something for me to wear from dad's closet
and place them outside my door?"
"No problem Tom. Good luck buddy." Steve closed the door as he
left.
I removed my clothes and stood there in front of the mirror. The
naked woman reflecting back at me wasn't ugly - she was even kind
of cute. In a way I felt sorry for Linda - and for the Andersons.
Dennis Butz had had good intentions by turning me into her, even
though I resented him for doing so. Linda had been brought back
to life and now I was killing her again. It didn't seem fair even
though I knew that it wasn't really her standing there in the
mirror looking back at me. What would the real Linda Anderson
have turned out to be like if she hadn't been murdered? I wished
I could have met her just once.
I picked up the list and looked at the first command. I closed my
eyes and whispered, "Mecabeach! Height and weight. 49837.
Mecabeach!"
I felt a burning sensation grow in my neck that was accompanied
by a loud buzzing in my head. I felt a slight numbness creeping
throughout my body until I no longer felt my hands or toes
anymore. Suddenly the room seemed to spin as I grew by several
inches. I got heavier, at least 50 pounds heavier, as my body
grew in mass. It was kind of creepy watching this happen and I
closed my eyes until it was over. A moment later the buzzing
subsided and I found myself looking at a taller, more muscular
figure than what I once had been. I breathed a sigh of relief
that the serum still worked. I looked at the next modification
and said it out loud.
"Mecabeach! Basic Figure Modification and Skin Modification.
36712! Mecabeach!" I closed my eyes and waited.
The numbness returned and the buzzing inside my head was louder -
like a swarm of angry bees. I felt my shoulders grow broader as
my arms stretched in length and my waist dropped lower on my
torso. When the buzzing stopped I opened up my eyes and looked
clearly at the image in the mirror. My body was still more female
them male but I could see signs of my old body now. The face was
still Linda's but it had a much more manish look to it since my
skin was no longer as soft as it use to be. I closed my eyes
again and said the next phrase that I hope would bring out the
old me.
"Mecabeach! Facial Modifications and Hair Modifications. 2749726.
Mecabeach!" I felt a great deal of sensation around my face, as
if it was being pulled in different directions only from the
inside. It wasn't painful, just a strange tugging feeling against
my skin. And there was also sensation with my hair only not so
much. After a few moments everything stopped and I regain my
senses. To my horror, I still had the same hairstyle except it
was a different color. Then I realized it was a longer version of
my old hair. Apparently the serum could cause hair to grow but
not shorten on its own. There wasn't anything a pair of scissors
couldn't cure. I looked at my face and smiled. It was 'my' face.
I'd never been so happy to see myself staring back at me. I
touched it, every part of it, and smiled. I was back!
******
Steve gave me a huge grin when he saw me. "Tom, it's you, and
with long hair."
"Not yet," I replied pointing to the two small lumps in front. "I
still have to get something off my chest." Steve and I both
laughed joyfully.
"You're going to have to carry them around for at least 12
hours," he told me.
"I don't have that long," I replied. "I have to get rid of them
before five.
"Tom," he cautioned, "that'll put too much strain on your body.
It can't handle all these changes in such a short time period."
"I think I have a way of reducing the strain. I going to go
upstairs and meditate until it's time. My body should be
recovered by then."
"It's risky," Steve warned.
"It's the only way," I shot back. "I'm guessing that they can
still track me as long as I have parts of this modified body.
This means I have to turn myself completely into Tom McClain
before I leave. It's going to be now or never."
"Okay Tom. I'll make sure I get you up by 4:30."
"Thanks, Steve. And find me a pair of scissors so I can cut my
hair." I turned and went back upstairs.
******
"How's it going, Jeff?" Colonel Myers asked. The clock on the
wall showed it was almost three o'clock but it seemed like the
day had been longer. Barry would be glad when this day was
finally over.
"She's still in her room, Barry - see!" Jeff told him pointing to
the small pink dot on his screen.
"Don't get your hopes up son. She may be resting up to make a
break tonight. That's when most of them try." The Colonel was so
sure Linda would make a break later on that he had alerted a
response team to be ready for some action tonight.
"She's not going to leave," Jeff replied confidently. "She knows
we can track her every move."
The Colonel slapped his sergeant on the back. "You may be right,
Jeff." He didn't see a reason to worry the young man. But Barry
Myers had a gut feeling about Linda; she wasn't going to take
this decision lying down.
******
I was up before my brother came and got me. It was time - time to
put my theory to the test. In an hour I would either be rolling
southward on a freight train or standing in front of Judge Herns.
Steve looked at me nervously.
"Are you ready?" he asked
"I am," I said confidently. "Here goes nothing. Mecabeach! Chest
and penis modification. 0000001. Mecabeach!"
The numbness swept over my body again. A gentle tingling began in
my chest and than grew to sharp pins and needles until it was
almost painful. I saw both of my breast slowly shrink into my
chest before my very eyes.
'Go baby, go,' I said to them. In a moment they were nothing more
then a passing memory. Down lower I felt the same pins and
needles effect attacking my groin. It was a weird feeling; I felt
my vagina closed up and something grow out of where nothing had
been. Suddenly the tingling stopped. Steve looked at me
nervously, and I returned the same look. I put my hands down into
my pants and felt a warm, lump of flesh. My 'old' friend. I
started laughing and Steve did the same. He came over and hugged
me.
"It worked," I yelled out with glee. I'm a man again." I laughed
even harder. "Want to feel it, Steve?" I joked.
"I'll take your word on it," Steve replied with tears rolling
down his cheeks from laughing so hard. I had to wipe a few away
myself.
"I better hurry. I need to borrow your bike, Steve."
"I figured you would. I placed it out on the front porch." He
held out his hand to me. "Good luck, Tom, and good hunting." I
pushed his hand away and gave hug instead.
"I'll call you as soon as I can brother. Take care of mom and dad
for me while I'm gone." I released my hold on Steve. "I'd better
get going now if I'm going to catch that train."
Steve watched as I got on his bike and pedaled away as fast as I
could.
"Good luck, brother," he whispered.
******
Jeff was doing his hourly check on Linda. He didn't let on to any
of his co-workers that he was worried about what she might do.
Jeff had already decided that he would go over to Linda's house
after work to talk to her. Maybe he could put some sense back
into her life and better yet - maybe she would even open up and
give him the time of day. There was something about Linda
Anderson that drew him to her like a moth to a flame.
He brought up her bedroom on the screen but didn't see her mark
there. Jeff frowned a little and punched in her id number to do a
search. Normally that only took a couple of seconds but after a
full minute of searching Jeff became concerned. He switched his
computer to the town mode to speed up the process. To his
frustration, the computer still didn't find her.
Now the Sergeant began to panic a little. He knew Linda couldn't
have left town, the computer would have alerted him if she had
tried. And without a car she couldn't have gotten very far on
foot. The only possibility was that she could have moved into a
dead area of the town. They were finding new ones each week.
Jeff brought up her full file and clicked on the movement
recorder. Next he set the timer back an hour and started going
forward. Her pink dot moved slightly at times but it never left
the room. Then at 4:34pm she just disappeared.
"Oh my God," Jeff gasped. "COLONEL MYERS - I need you out here
RIGHT NOW! CLASS ONE ALERT!" The Colonel cut short who ever he
was talking to on the phone and made a beeline over to Jeff's
computer.
"Calm down son, what is it,"
"It's Linda Anderson sir - she's gone."
"What do you mean, gone?" Colonel Myers asked. "Did she escape?"
"I don't know sir - watch this." The Sergeant replayed the tape
for the Colonel and his co-workers who had gathered around his
desk. All of them looked puzzled when she simply disappeared from
the screen.
"Could it be a glitch on her tracker?" Mac asked.
"Maybe - but it's awful damn convenient that it would go out
now," Colonel Myers replied back in a very business like tone.
"Mac, have your people run a diagnostic on all systems. I want to
see if we have a virus or anything else present. Tony, you and
Jeff have your men do a check on every resident. I want to see if
anyone else disappeared besides Linda. In the meantime I'm going
to have one of the Police officers check on Miss Anderson. Let's
not panic yet, this may be a computer glitch." Colonel Myers
didn't believe his own words for a second.
******
I made it to the freight yard just as the train was pulling out.
I quickly climbed aboard a brown BNSF boxcar and sat down inside
it. The train was being pulled by two engines, both ex-Conrail
units. The lead unit was a SD40 while the other was a GP38. The
boxcar was near the end of the 55-car freight train so I wasn't
too concerned that I had been spotted by the engineer. Besides,
he had been going into a curve when I ran out making it almost
impossible to spot me unless he was looking right at me. More
likely he was looking forward where he should have been.
I watched as the town of Andersonville slowly disappeared in the
distance. The train picked up speed and was running about 35mph.
I heard the train horn blow as we approached a grade crossing and
for a minute I heard the warning bells ringing as my boxcar went
by. It was replaced moments later by the rhythmic thumping of the
track below. I sat back against the wall of the boxcar and tried
to relax. In a couple of hours I would be so far away that they
would never find me.
******
Steve saw the police car pull up in front of the house. The cop
could only be here for one reason, to see where his sister was.
Fearing he may try to take him in, Steve made a mad dash out the
back door and into the woods. If the officer couldn't find him
then he couldn't ask him any questions now, could he?
Officer Candy wasn't very happy about the call. He had been told
to drive out to the Andersons and check on Linda's location and
mental status. The officer grumbled silently. He was a cop, not a
nursemaid for an emotionally distressed kid. Yet here he was
checking up on this girl when he would rather be working a speed
trap and handing out tickets. Being a police officer in
Andersonville wasn't what it was cracked up to be. He knocked on
the door but no one answered. Next he tried the door handle but
it was locked so he got on his radio.
"Base, there doesn't seem to be anyone home at the Anderson
house. Request permission to return to patrol."
"Hold on Nick," Officer Philips told him over the radio. "Let me
check and see what the downtown boys want you to do." Officer
Candy waited impatiently over the next couple of minutes for a
reply before his radio squawked again.
"Nick, Steve Anderson is in the woods behind his house. Barry
Myers wants you to locate him and find out where his sister is."
Officer Candy cursed silently. It was one thing to be told to
check up on someone, now he was going to have to track down her
brother to find out where she was.
"10-4," Officer Candy replied into his radio with disgust. He
hoped to hell this was all worth it. The cop made his way out
back and came to the entrance of the woods.
"Hey Boy," he yelled. "Stevie, I need to talk to you. Come out
here." The cop didn't get a reply back. The officer's radio
squawked again.
"Nick, they got your transponder code on the screen with your
target. According to the downtown guys, he's about 100 yards to
your 2 o'clock. Looks like he's just laying there."
"I'm on it," Candy replied with some enthusiasm. Maybe this
wouldn't be such a bad call after all. He carefully made his way
in the direction given to him and after a couple of minutes the
cop knew he had to be getting close.
"Hey boy, I'm on to you. You can't escape me. Come out now and
save us both the trouble." Officer Candy was secretly hoping the
boy wouldn't come out so he would have to go in after him.
"This is your last chance Stevie," Officer Candy said as he took
another step forward.
Steve Anderson rose up from the ground and started running off in
the direction of the house. But Officer Candy was ready for that
move and ran after the young teenager in hot pursuit. Just as
Steve cleared the woods Officer Candy tackled and pinned him
down.
"Alright you little punk," he growled, "I told you to come out,
didn't I? Now you're coming with me." He grabbed his handcuffs
and placed them around the boy's wrist. "When the Judge gets done
with you you're going to wish you never ran from me - I
personally guarantee that, boy!"
Officer Candy lifted Steve up off the ground roughly and
forcefully pushed him forward. Steve almost fell over but the cop
jerked him back before that happened.
"What the HELL do you think you're doing, Nick!" Sergeant
Williams yelled out. He was still dressed in the street clothes
that he had changed into after getting off two hours before.
Officer Candy gave his supervisor a blank stare.
"I asked you a question, officer!" Dave Williams stated in an
angry tone.
"He ran on me so I took him into custody," Officer Candy answered
in a defensive tone. "That's proper police procedure."
"Not with the force you used on him it isn't, Mister," Dave glared
back.
"What did you want me to do, Dave, kiss him? He's mine now and
I'm taking him in."
"Wrong, Nick! You're taking off those handcuffs and turning him
over to me. Then tomorrow you and I are going to have a long
conversation about what I just saw and why I 'never' better see
it again! Now take off those cuffs before I slap a pair on you."
Dave gave the other officer a look that showed he meant business.
Officer Candy removed the cuffs from Steve's wrist and gave him a
slight push forward.
"Come with me, Steve," Dave said, putting an arm around the boy
as he took him away. Officer Candy followed behind them at a
respectable distance.
******
"Sir, it's no use, sir," Mac stated. "We've check all the systems
over twice and it's not a problem on our end."
Mac gave his boss a frustrated look indicating that he didn't
know what else to do. Their relief had arrived about a half-hour
ago and was helping out with the system checks. Colonel Myers'
counterpart, Ted Jacobs, gave him a nervous glance.
"Barry, why don't we talk in the office for a few minutes," he
said. They both went into the office and closed the door so no
one could hear them.
"I don't know how she did it, Barry," the other Colonel stated,
"but she got away. We have to report this."
"Come one, Ted, she couldn't have gotten far and you know it. I'm
going to order a company of men to sweep the southern area. With
the night coming soon it'll be easy to spot her walking around."
Colonel Jacobs shook his head.
"I'll take care of it Barry, this is my watch. I want you to go
home and get some sleep. I'll let you know when we find her."
"You know I won't be able to sleep tonight!" Colonel Myers
replied.
"I know Barry, but you can't stay here all night. You have to
lead your men out of here so my group can take over. My men
aren't used to work with your temps and your men are dog-tired.
Go home now."
"I don't understand," Colonel Myers stated in frustration. "Where
in the hell could she be?"
"That's my responsibility now," Colonel Jacobs explained. "Are
you sure nothing else left town between the time she disappeared
and the time you closed up the border?"
"Just those three trucks I told you about. We stopped and
searched one of them. The second truck we have a lead on and
C-troop should find it soon. The third," he pointed to the
southeast corner of the map in frustration, "the third could be
anyway."
"What about the railroad?" the other Colonel asked. "Wasn't there
a train leaving around that time?"
"Yea, there was," Barry replied. "But I had my men check the
force field twice, it was never penetrated. She couldn't have
made it to the tracks."
"Barry, Linda Anderson shouldn't have been able to disappear and
make it outside of town without us knowing about it but it sure
looks like she did. Now I don't know how she did it, but if she
was able to get past our monitors without being seen then most
likely she could have done the same thing with our force field.
We have to assume Linda Anderson could have gotten on the train."
"Oh my God, you're right," Colonel Myers said. "And her brother
is a railroad nut - he would've known when the train pulled out
each night. Why in the hell didn't I think of that before?"
"Where would the train be now." Colonel Myers thought about it
carefully.
"It would be at the Burlington Northern Santa Fe interchange yard
by now," he laughed bitterly. "She could be anywhere. Damn it, I
screwed up."
"We don't know that, Barry," the other Colonel stated. "Look, as
commander of this shift I'm asking you to take your men and get
the hell out of here. Please Barry, don't force me to make this
an order. Go home and get some rest. You owe it to yourself and
to your men."
"I guess you're right, Ted, we're only getting in your way down
here. Thanks for your help."
"We'll find her buddy. I'll call as soon as we do, I promise."
The eyes of all six men and some of the temps were on both
Colonels as they made there way out of the office. Colonel Myers'
men saw the painful look in their boss's eyes; he was taking this
escape on his watch very hard.
"Come with me," he said to his men. Colonel Myers led the three
real soldiers and the 75 temps into the massive hallway.
"Goodnight," Colonel Myers told the temps while punching in his
code. The temps disappeared leaving his three soldiers and him
standing there. Silently he led them into the elevator and hit
the up button. None of soldiers said anything to their commander
on the way up; they knew what he was feeling. Each man wanted to
tear the town apart brick by brick to find her. It was bad enough
to have someone escape on your shift but what made it worse was
that fact they had been warned she most likely would try. When
they got to surface Barry bid his men goodnight, something he
usually did when they got outside.
"Aren't you leaving?" Mac asked his commander.
"I'm going to check and see what's going on with the Anderson
boy. Maybe he can clear this up."
His men offered to go with him but the Colonel held up his hand.
"Please guys, I need to do this by myself. I'll see you tomorrow
morning."
The three of them walked away disappointed while Barry made his
way down the hallway to the Police office. He found Dave Williams
standing outside the conference door stroking one side of his
long mustache.
"Anything, Dave?" he asked hopefully
"I'm afraid not, Barry," he replied with a frown. "Steve keeps
insisting he doesn't know where she is. We've been trying to
locate Judge Herns to see if she can help out but so far we
haven't found her yet. Steve's parents in the meantime are out in
the lobby screaming that we release him. They claim their
daughter went camping with a friend, or at least that's what the
note says that Linda wrote to them. Of course she doesn't mention
who the friend is and when she'll be back."
"Do you think he knows the truth?"
"Oh yea!" Dave answered enthusiastically. "Steve knows exactly
where Linda is. I have Dr. Green in there now talking to him but
I don't think it's going to do any good."
"Can I talk to him?" Barry asked. Dave gave the Colonel a
questioning glance.
"Talk? I've already had to pull one person off Steve today, do I
make my point," he stated with a frown.
Barry nodded his head. "You do' Dave. I promise I won't lay a
hand on him or raise my voice. I just want to see if I can reason
with him."
"Okay, but if you start getting angry I'll throw you out."
The door opened up and Dr. Green stepped out. She gave the
Colonel an embarrassed look.
"Anything, Doctor?" Sergeant Williams asked.
"I'm sorry, Dave, he insists he doesn't know what happen to her."
"Why did he run from the officer," Barry asked.
"He says he was scared," Dr. Green replied.
"I can believe that," Dave answered. "Officer Candy is going to
have a letter in his file after I talk to him tomorrow. I thought
they screened the officers better." The doctor shrugged her
shoulders.
"Let me talk to him," Barry said. Dr. Green nodded and the three
of them went into the small room. Steve was sitting at the table
looking rather worried.
"Steve," Dave said, "this is Colonel Myers. He would like to ask
you some questions."
"I'm telling you I don't know anything," Steve blurted out. "Why
won't you believe me and just let me go home?"
"Steve," Dr. Green sat down and put her arm around the boy, "your
sister is in a lot of danger. We need your help finding her so
she can be brought back here safely.
"Why," he sniffed. "So you can punish him? So you can turn him
into a little baby - or maybe a tree or something like that. Why
can't you just leave him alone?"
"Steve, do you know how dangerous it is for a young woman to be
hitch hiking out there alone in the middle of the night?" Dr.
Green explained softly. "There're too many crazies out there. I
won't lie to you; Linda will be punished for escaping. But she'll
be alive and well, isn't that more important?"
"Son," Barry spoke in a comforting tone. "I know you and your
friend go way back. If you help me bring her in I'll talk to
Judge Herns and make sure nothing bad happens to her. In many
ways she's done us a valuable service. Linda's shown us a major
flaw in the system that needs to be corrected. I'll let the Judge
know this and do whatever I can to make sure the two of you
aren't separated."
"Promise?" the teenager asked while wiping the tears from his
eyes. Dr. Green handed him a Kleenex to wipe his nose with.
"I promise," Barry said.
"He was on the train," Steve said.
"How did she get past the force field?" Barry inquired.
"He has my cell phone, you'll have to ask him yourself."
"What's the number Steve?" Dr. Green asked.
******
I was driving down the highway in a brand-new Honda that I had
rented. Looking ahead I could see the open road going into the
distance as far as the eye could see. I was free of my prison
sentence and the female body they had tried forcing me to accept.
I was as man again and it felt great. There was no director to
report to, no Judge I had to make coffee for, no more filing that
I had to do, and no more shaving my legs or underarms every other
morning. I was free to do whatever I wanted.
After I rented a car I went to a nearby truck stop and got a
haircut at the 24-hour barbershop. Then I drove to an all-night
department store to pick up some decent clothes. I took pleasure
in the fact that all traces of Linda Anderson were now gone. But
the greatest satisfaction came when I stood up to pee instead of
fighting with my clothes before sitting down to do my business.
That and the fact I didn't see those two grapefruits hanging down
from my chest. I was totally free from my female bondage.
I heard Steve's cell phone ringing next to me. So it had taken
the guys in the bunker this long to figure out I was missing. I
was glad I had had some kind of plan already in place before
leaving, I wouldn't have made it very far on foot in that short
of time. I turned on the phone but didn't say a word.
"Linda?" the voice asked. "Linda, can you hear me?"
I was surprised to find out it was Dennis Butz on the line. I
figured it would have been Dr. Green or Judge Herns but not
Dennis. My disappearance must have really caused a stir if he was
calling me.
"Linda, I want you to say something." I laughed silently to
myself before answering.
"How's the weather in Hawaii, Dennis?" I said in a deep, male
voice.
"Tom? Tom, is that you? How in the hell did you - " Dennis stopped
in mid-sentence as he figured out his own question.
"That's right, Dennis," I chuckled. "I guess Dr. Jensen didn't
tell you about the extra batch of her serum that she made up for
me. By the way, my contract with you is broken."
"Tom, listen to me," Dennis spoke in a serious tone. "You don't
know what you're getting into. I'm serious; you're heading into a
ton of trouble. Turn the car around and drive back to
Andersonville. If you do I give you my personal guarantee that no
harm will come to you."
"What about being turned into a woman, Dennis? Don't you consider
that harmful? Why don't you try living as a woman for a while."
"I already have," he replied, "and we're not talking about me,
it's you I'm concerned about. Turn the car around and come back
now!"
"And if I don't?" I said in an almost threatening manner.
"Then I can't help you," he stated sadly. "When you're caught -
and you will be caught, Tom - I won't be able to stop whatever the
Judge does to you. But if you come back right now I'll make sure
she changes you back to the way you were before you started this
little quest of yours."
"And no punishments?"
"Let's be realistic here Tom, you know Judge Herns is going to
have to punish you somehow. There'll be restrictions of course,
most likely some community work but nothing you can't handle.
You'll get to keep your job, car, and most important, your age.
But you have to turn your car around right now."
"You don't get it, do you, Dennis," I said gripping the phone
tightly. "I'm not trying to escape. I have every intention of
coming back to Andersonville once I'm finished with what I came
out here to do."
"Tom, there are 10,000 trained detectives and police officers
looking for your friend's killer. Do you really think he's going
to get away? Do you really think you're going to be the one to
catch him? Think about it, Tom, this plan of yours is crazy!"
"I have thought about it, Dennis. It's the principle that matters
here. I shouldn't have been denied the right to look for him in
the first place! I'm not one of those criminals you bring in
every week and I shouldn't be treated like one. I'm going to do
whatever it takes to find Kevin's killer."
"Like you did when you went after your friend, Al Parker?" Dennis
pointed out. "Look at the mess it got yourself into over that.
How many people will die this time, Tom? One, two, a half-dozen?"
"You go to hell you son of a bitch," I answered crossly. "I wish
I'd never met you. This is your entire damn fault to begin with.
Al and I were innocent pawns in your grand fucking game. Well now
I'm out of your clutches and it feels great! I'm free to do what
I want and I'm going to find the SON OF A BITCH WHO KILLED MY
FRIEND so don't you try and stop me!"
I turned off the phone and threw it out the window with all my
might. It was most likely bugged anyway and they would be tracing
my call to see where I was. It didn't concern me, by the time
they found it I would be long gone. I pressed the gas accelerator
down a little more.
On the side of the road a dark figured reached down and picked up
the phone - then inspected it for damage.
"You really need to be more careful with your phone Miss
Anderson," Officer Merrick said.
"I don't think she heard you, Mercury," Apollo replied. "Maybe
you should run after her and tell her." Officer Merrick laughed.
"So what do we do now?" the cop asked in a serious tone. Apollo's
phone rang and he pulled it out of his pocket and placed it to
his ear.
"Yes, Dennis?" Apollo said and listened to what the man had to
say. "I understand. Okay then, we'll keep him in sight." He
turned off the phone and looked at his half-brother who was
smiling.
"Follow him to see where he goes, then let me know." In a flash
Officer Merrick was gone.
******
I had driven all night, stopping only at a fast-food joint to buy
something to eat. I wanted to show up early at my location before
anyone suspected I was there. I knew Dennis would have his men
watching Kevin's house and as much as I wanted to see his wife
and son to wish them my condolences, I knew it was too risky. So
I went after a less obvious target, Kevin's partner. I knew he
had worked with a female trooper that he got along with real
well. I was hoping she could provide me with some clues as to
where the suspect might have gone. There were things about the
suspect that only the cops would know about and I needed that
edge.
The sun wasn't even up when I pulled my rental in front of her
house. It was a fairly nice home north of Salt Lake City located
in a newer neighborhood. There were bikes on the front porch
indicating she had kids around. As I stepped up to the door to
knock I noticed someone moving around inside. A mid-age man
opened the door and looked at me.
"Can I help you?" he asked.
"I was looking for Karen Jones. Is she home right no