The Price of Friendship
By The Professor
I was just in the middle of my junior year at Cal State Fullerton when
the dot com industry hit the wall. I mention that as a turning point in
my life for two reasons - one is how I thought it would affect my life
and the other is how it really did affect it.
I'll explain the first reason first. I was a Computer Sciences major in
those days. I was born the week IBM unveiled the personal computer, so I
guess I could boast that I just grew up with computers. From the time my
parents bought me an Atari 800 to play games on, I was hooked. Before
you could say Space Invaders, I was actually programming my own games
using cumbersome Atari machine language. By the time I reached high
school, I was supercharging all the Macs in the computer lab to do
things even my teachers didn't think they could do.
Naturally by college, I was destined to be a computer whiz. With dot
coms all the rage, I seemed to have a bright future in front of me -
especially since I wasn't exactly the stereotypical computer geek.
Reasonably good looking and passably athletic, I expected to start my
own company, generate an IPO, and retire a multimillionaire all before
the age of thirty. I might have made it too, in spite of the nosedive
the industry took - except for the second reason I mentioned.
The second reason involved the house next door to mine. Well, I suppose
I should say the house next door to my parents' house. My dad made his
money the old-fashioned way - he inherited it from his dad. Well, really
he inherited the company, a firm headquartered in Wyatt's Grove, the
town we lived in. Dad's company made casters - those little gadgets at
the base of wheeled carts used by everyone from highly-paid technicians
on their lab carts to street people pushing supermarket shopping carts.
In other words, he made something everybody needed, and it meant a good
lifestyle for our family.
Our house was worth seven figures on the market, but that's a low seven
figures. This wasn't one of the monster houses Southern California was
famous for, but it was large enough to be impressive and was located in
the right neighborhood. Of course, all of Wyatt's Grove was the right
neighborhood. The little town had become a refuge for the well-to-do,
another expensive suburb that had helped to make Orange County the
hotbed of Republican politics on the West Coast.
Of the four houses on the stately cul-de-sac where I lived with my
parents, all had pools and two (but not ours) even had tennis courts.
The house right next to ours was undoubtedly the most expensive,
sporting a four-car garage, built-in HDTV, pool and one of those tennis
courts, gazebo, and lots of other toys. Maury Wilcox and his wife had
built the place just after the IPO for his dot com had put fifty million
dollars in the company and a substantial amount of that had trickled
into his pocket. Good old Maury was sitting on top of the world - for
about two years.
To make a long story short, Maury Wilcox lived well, parlaying his
little dot com into a "market force" until he sold out to an even larger
dot com. Maury just made one mistake - he sold out for stock. When the
dot coms got trashed, his millions became thousands and the grand house
he had built became an albatross around his financial neck. So I wasn't
at all surprised one cool February day to see the moving vans in front
of his house carting away all that remained of the Wilcox fortune.
"I'm not surprised," my father said with just a bit of smugness in his
voice. He was sitting with us for a usual weekday's breakfast of bagels,
orange juice and coffee as he watched the movers over the top of the
morning's Orange County Register. "I told you Maury's company was a
flash in the pan. Didn't I tell you, Donna, that his company was a flash
in the pan?"
My mother didn't even bother to look up from the cinnamon bagel she was
slathering with low-fat cream cheese. "Yes, you did, Paul," she agreed.
I smiled inwardly as I treated myself to a bite of my own bagel. Dad may
not have thought much of Maury or his company, but Dad had lost a tidy
chunk of change on high-tech stocks over the last few months. Oh, we
still had plenty left. After all, the caster business wasn't exactly
high-tech, and it seemed as if everyone still needed casters even if
they didn't need web sites. I imagine Dad was like a lot of businessmen
- just a wee bit smug about how his relatively low-tech enterprise
continued to chug along while every dot com in sight seemed to be
crashing in flames.
So the house next door sat vacant for a few days. Well, not entirely
vacant, I supposed. My girlfriend from Cal Fullerton, Tanya Daly, and I
made use of it on Saturday night, or at least the pool, for a midnight
swim.
"We shouldn't be doing this," she whispered to me as I pulled the top of
her bikini off. We lay together on the lawn a few feet from the pool.
"Your family has a perfectly good pool."
"True," I agreed, "but we might disturb my parents." She giggled at
that.
Actually, I was a little sensitive about living at home. Many of my
friends had already graduated from college and had their own apartments
by now. A couple had even bought homes. There I was still living with my
parents. I had taken a year off to bum around Europe and do some serious
skiing while I was there. Then I took another year off from school to do
some sailing with a friend of mine who needed crew for his charter in
the Caribbean. Who was I to say no? So when I came back to go to school,
my parents offered me the opportunity to live at home. In return, they
paid all my tuition and bought me a car - a sweet Mustang GT - to
commute to school. It seemed like a good idea at the time.
Of course, that was before I realized what a damper it would put on my
love life. Don't ever try having sex in a Mustang unless you and your
girl are contortionists. There just isn't enough room. And besides, as I
quickly found out, college girls are a little more sophisticated than
the mattress queens from high school. College girls actually expect to
be taken back to an apartment for a long evening of foreplay and
lovemaking rather than a quick bang in the back seat.
Unfortunately I didn't have an apartment, and neither did Tanya. Like
me, she lived at home. So that meant our lovemaking had to be, shall we
say... opportunistic.
And what could be more opportunistic than the neighbor's pool? It was
actually a little dangerous as well as being romantic, and that appealed
to both of us. I thought sometimes Tanya must be part Gypsy with her
olive complexion and her dark, curly hair. And like the Gypsies, she
seemed to live life of the edge. Having sex in dangerous places, which
had already included a classroom at Cal Fullerton and her parent's own
bed seemed to turn her on. So making love on the neighbor's back lawn
next to their pool was just what she craved.
"What if somebody sees us?" I whispered to her as she tugged off my
trunks. Of course, I really didn't expect that to happen. It was dark
and the fences were fairly high. The residents of Wyatt's Grove expected
privacy and were able to pay for it. I only asked the question because I
knew it would turn her on.
"Then we'll have to put on a good show," she breathed, squeezing my cock
as I pulled the bottom of her suit off.
Of course, while there was little chance of us being seen, a casual
passerby might easily have heard us. Tanya was not exactly quiet at
making love. I suppose I made a bit of noise, too.
"God, that was good, Darren!" Tanya sighed when we finished. I smiled.
Actually, I had been rather proud of my performance, if I do say so. If
I had been any better, Tanya would have aroused the entire neighborhood.
I had met Tanya at the start of my junior year. Well, I suppose that
isn't quite true. We were in high school together but I never really
knew her there. She was a sophomore when I was a senior, and to be
completely honest, she had been a late bloomer. When I was reintroduced
to her in a class at Cal, I hadn't even remembered her. Now it would be
hard to ever forget her.
Let's make one thing perfectly clear: Tanya and I were madly in lust but
not madly in love. We both knew that so neither of us was duping the
other. We made love like minks but we fought like alley cats sometimes.
It just wasn't the sort of relationship to plan a long-term marriage
around. Tanya had her career goals and I had mine. Neither of our goals
included marriage - at least for the foreseeable future.
"Maybe we should try to get inside and do it again," she suggested.
"I'd love to," I said honestly, "but the house is alarmed. I don't know
the code even if I had the key."
Our conversation was interrupted by a sudden creak, which seemed to come
from inside the house. It's a good thing it hadn't happened before we
made love or I would have wilted in a heartbeat. "What was that?" I
asked nervously. Unlike Tanya, I didn't like the idea of being
discovered while making love.
Tanya laughed, "It's probably just the house settling. Look for
yourself."
I turned and looked back at the house. Sure enough, everything was
quiet, although I couldn't really make out anything in the darkness
inside the house. Just for a moment, I thought I saw the outline of
someone small, a young girl perhaps, but I realized almost at once that
it must have been my imagination, for the outline merged with the
darkness to form the shape of a tree in the window beyond the one I was
looking into. With a meaningless shrug, I lay back down.
"Who's moving in?" she asked as we lay together naked on the beach towel
I had smuggled over from our house.
"Beats me," I shrugged again. The real estate sign out front had a big
white banner with red letters on it that said, "Sold," so we knew
someone had bought it. "Whoever it is, maybe they'll have a cute
daughter."
"Bastard!"
"A cute rich daughter," I amended.
"Yeah, but will she do the deed like I do?" Tanya wanted to know,
laughing.
I laughed, too, and one thing led to another. And that led to something
else again. God, that was a good night!
I didn't have to wait long to find out who was moving in. Monday morning
as I was getting ready to drive to classes, there was a moving van
waiting out front, its engine idling away. The van told me nothing,
though. Usually, a moving van touts its home city in prominent letters
along the side of the trailer, but this van was completely devoid of any
markings. The metal was silver, shining almost with the appearance of an
expensive car rather than a van. I couldn't even read the state the
tractor was licensed in since it sported a nondescript white plate with
black letters that could have been almost any state.
Two movers, both big burly men were setting up a ramp at the back of the
truck. From their size, I knew they'd have our new neighbors moved in,
in no time. I waived at them as I pulled away. One of them, a huge guy
with an almost comically feminine face and long copper hair, waived
back.
Looking in the back of the van as I drove away, I could see what
appeared to be a disassembled white canopy bed. Maybe with any luck they
really would have a cute, rich daughter, I thought. It gave me something
to fantasize about as I drove off to school.
By the time I returned home, the van was just pulling away. A couple of
fine cars were parked in front of the house - a black BMW 740i and one
of the new little Lexus hardtop convertibles in white. Considering the
fact that the two cars had a combined worth of about a hundred and forty
thousand dollars, I decided our new neighbors would fit into Wyatt's
Grove just fine.
I parked my Mustang in the driveway since I might be going out later.
Tanya was going out to eat with her parents but we had talked about
getting together later. It wasn't a date cast in stone though. I was in
such a rush I didn't even notice the figure standing just across the
property line maybe twenty feet away.
"Hi."
The voice was sweet and feminine - the sort of voice I liked to hear,
even if it did sound just a little on the young side. I looked up and
saw her for the first time. The first word that came to my mind was
"cute." The second word was "young." Let's take them one at a time.
She was definitely cute. Her hair was honey blonde, tied into a long
ponytail. She had that healthy tan so many California girls enjoyed, and
from what I could see of her considerably exposed skin, it was the sort
of even tan that comes from basking in the sun with very little on. Her
top was white spandex, doing little to hide well developed if not
entirely mature breasts. The denim shorts she must have had trouble
pulling up over her nice hips were short enough to please any typical
young male, such as me. She was barefoot, showing off little pink-
painted toes and a couple of ankle bracelets. In short, she was a fine
looking girl.
Now to the other part of the impression - the young part. I guessed her
age at no more than fifteen, and as I found out later, I was right on
the number. Unfortunately she was a little young for me, but that didn't
mean I couldn't look. "Hi," I replied with a smile I hoped looked more
brotherly than lecherous.
"I'm Dannie," she said, approaching me with a small outstretched hand.
"It's short for Danielle, but nobody calls me that. It's just Dannie
Winters."
"Darren Post," I replied, taking her small hand in mine.
"Dannie and Darren," she said with a smile. "That's easy to remember."
I found myself hoping Dannie had an older sister - someone about my age.
If she had an older sister who looked anything like her, I might find
living with my parents just a little more palatable.
"We just moved in," she said, stating the obvious.
"Oh sure," I commented banally. "You have any brothers or sisters?" Did
I sound too hopeful?
She shook her head. "Nope. Just me and my parents. How about you?"
"I have an older brother," I told her. "He's married though and lives
down in San Diego."
"Aw, too bad," she said. "I was hoping maybe you had a sister - you
know, somebody about my age."
I flushed a little, realizing I had been hoping the same thing but for a
different reason. If only she had had an older sister...
"You know," she continued, "it's tough starting school in the middle of
the year. It would have been nice to know something about the school."
"Well, I might be able to help you a little," I allowed. "I went to high
school here in Wyatt's Grove. Most of the teachers who are there now
were there when I was in school, so I can tell you about them."
Her face, which had looked a little sad a moment earlier, brightened
considerably. "Hey, that would be great! I don't have to start for a few
days, but I've got to decide what I'm going to take before then. Maybe
you could come over later. We could sit out by the pool and you could
tell me about school."
"Well..."
Oh come on," she pleaded. "After all, I know you like our pool." With
that, she smiled a strange little smile and ran back to the house. "Come
on over after dinner!"
What did she mean by that comment about the pool? I wondered. I shrugged
it off. It was probably just a casual remark. After all, Maury Wilcox
had built what was by far the nicest pool in the neighborhood.
One thing Mom always insisted was that we eat as a family. When Bud, my
older brother, was still home, the four of us nearly always ate
together, and now that Bud was gone, the tradition continued. Mom was a
stay-at-home Mom and a damned good cook, so there was plenty of
incentive for Dad and me to be at the dinner table on time.
"Save some room," Dad warned me with a chuckle as I shoveled an extra
helping of Mom's special meat loaf on my plate. "There's peach pie out
there for desert."
"That's not our pie," Mom said primly as she shot me a disapproving
glance over my table manners.
Dad's balding forehead wrinkled in a combination of puzzlement and
disappointment. "It's not for that church bazaar, is it?"
"That's next week," she informed him. "The pie is for the Winters
family."
"Winters?" Dad repeated in confusion.
"Oh, next door," I told him.
"Darren, don't talk with your mouth full."
"Sorry, Mom."
"I wasn't aware that you had met Sarah and Bill," Mom said to me.
"I didn't," I replied, assuming that Sarah and Bill were Dannie's
parents. "But I met their daughter."
Dad grinned. "That figures. Is she cute?"
"Very."
"But a little young for you," Mom said with an obvious note of
disapproval.
"True," I admitted. "I guess she's about fifteen. But I did offer to
help her pick some classes over at the high school - since I know most
of her new teachers."
Mom smiled. "That's very nice of you. Then you can both go with me when
I deliver the pie."
So after we got the kitchen cleaned up, we prepared to go next door for
the official meeting of the new neighbors. "Now I'll warn you," Mom
said, stopping us before we could walk out the door. "Sarah and Bill are
just a little odd."
"Just a little?" I mocked.
"Yes," she replied, ignoring my witticism. "They both seem a little
nervous. I suppose it's moving to a new neighborhood and all."
"Where are they from?" Dad asked.
"I'm not sure," was her answer. "I think I saw California plates on
their cars, but Sarah didn't say where they were moving from. Bill is
into investments and works out of his home, so I guess they can live
wherever they choose."
"He must be into some damned good investments to be able to afford Maury
Wilcox's house," Dad commented.
"Now don't get started on business," Mom cautioned him as we crossed the
lawn to the Winters' new house.
"I was just thinking maybe he could steer me into some good
investments," Dad mumbled, ignoring Mom's commanding stare.
I saw just what Mom meant about the new neighbors when Dannie's mother
opened the door. She had a hesitant - almost frightened - look on her
face until she spotted Mom. "Oh, hello... Donna!" I could almost sense
her tension dissipate as she asked us in. Her husband, Bill, was right
behind her. Mom handled the introductions and we were invited in to a
living room, which was surprisingly well ordered given that they had
just moved in.
Bill was quiet, letting Dad do most of the talking. Actually, that
suited Dad just fine since talking was what he enjoyed doing most. Of
course, Mom got her share of the conversation in, too, telling Dannie's
parents everything she could think of about their new town. It was all
pretty normal and low-key, but I noticed after a few minutes that any
questions my parents asked their new neighbors were either vaguely
answered or deflected entirely. As I sat there trying to be quietly
sociable for about ten minutes, I began to realize that I still knew
nothing about Bill and Sarah Winters except their names.
One thing I did notice about them though was that they were a very
attractive couple. Bill had the look of a man who would be equally at
home in the boardroom or on the deck of a sailboat, with his tanned
California casualness. His wife, Sarah, was very attractive, and I could
see where Dannie got her good looks. She had the same honey blonde hair
her daughter enjoyed, and with her warm brown eyes and youthful face,
she could have had some of my own friends howling at the moon with one
of her smiles.
There was one thing I did find odd about Sarah Winters, though. Unlike
most good-looking women I had seen, she seemed almost uncomfortable with
her appearance. When Mom said something to her about liking her hair and
suggesting a hairdresser she might like, our new neighbor looked almost
embarrassed for some unknown reason. And when Mom said something about
how "cute" her little overshort outfit looked, she actually turned red
and seemed to be fussing with the hem of the denim shorts as if to make
them stretch further over her smooth legs.
"Hi."
I was brought out of my reverie by a sweet, feminine voice. "Hi,
Dannie."
Our parents heard us and another round of introductions was made. But
when Dannie's mom got around to me, she ventured, "And it sounds as if
you two have already met."
Dannie giggled. "Yeah, Mom. Darren is going to help me pick out what
courses I should take since he went to high school here."
"That's very nice of you, Darren," her mother said cautiously. Something
was bothering her; it was easy to see.
"And he's going to be my best friend," she added.
Sarah Winters' face suddenly turned pale. "Dannie honey..."
"Oh don't worry, Mom," Dannie said brightly. "It'll be all right."
I was a little unsettled by their conversation to say the least. Of
course, I could understand her mother's concern. There I was - over
twenty-one years old and an adult by any measure of the law. Dannie was
scarcely more than a child, really. At fifteen, she wasn't that far away
from pigtails and dolls and Mary Janes. But she was a well-developed
fifteen; anyone could see that. And I wasn't so old that I didn't
remember being fifteen and watching girls my age awakening sexually. And
since girls seemed to mature faster than boys, it wasn't that hard for a
fifteen year old girl to be more infatuated with a guy my age rather
than her contemporaries.
"I'm just helping her learn who the best teachers are. It shouldn't take
too long," I assured her mother. What I was trying to get across to her
was that I had no lecherous interest in her daughter. Her eyes didn't
signal me that she was relieved, though. But then again, she didn't seem
to be looking at Dannie with motherly concern either. I noted she also
caught her husband's eye and saw strange concern there as well.
"Well, come on," Dannie said, impulsively grabbing my large hand in her
dainty one. "We can talk out by the pool."
"Dannie..." he mother began tentatively.
Dannie rolled her eyes. "Oh mom, we're just going to talk."
For some reason, that seemed to relieve her mother - a little at least.
Of course I would have imagined that her mother would be more concerned
about what I had in mind instead of what her daughter had planned.
I tried not to think of her sexually as she led me to a pair of white
wrought iron chairs placed next to a matching table. It was hard to do.
It's strange how society thinks nothing of a six year age differential
among a couple, say, in their twenties or beyond. But a twenty-one year
old and a fifteen year old getting too close was obviously frowned upon.
Not that I was interested in a relationship with Dannie. After all, I
had Tanya and who could ask for more? In fact, I recalled, Tanya and I
had enjoyed ourselves in front of this very pool only a day or so
before.
"Tell me about the neighborhood," she requested, handing me an icy can
of Diet Coke before she sat down, taking a sip of her own can.
I looked at the can strangely. Diet Coke was my drink of preference, but
how had she known that? For that matter, where had the can come from? As
we had walked to the pool, she had been holding my hand. And I hadn't
noticed her carrying the cans in her other hand. I was sure the table
had been bare when we came out, so the cans couldn't have been there...
"Is something wrong? Would you rather have a beer?"
"Oh! No, this is fine," I managed to say. "I just..."
"You were about to tell me all about the neighborhood."
I was? "Oh, sure. Well, the Logans live on the other side of us."
"Any kids?" she asked, taking another sip.
"No, they're both doctors and I don't think they're ever together long
enough to start a family. You know how it is with doctors; they're busy
all the time."
"That's sad," she mused.
I shrugged. I had briefly toyed with the idea of becoming a doctor, but
my interest in biological sciences had always been outweighed by my
interest in computers. Besides, it was too late now. I had played around
a bit in high school, and my college work would hardly qualify me for
medical school. "I think it's by choice. I really don't know them very
well. They moved here after I started college."
"And how about the house next to ours?"
I laughed. "Oh, that's... well, uh... two business partners live there.
They have a high-end antique store over in Laguna Beach and another one
in San Diego."
She looked at me with amusement. "Business partners?"
"Well..."
"Darren," she sighed, leaning back in her chair. "I'm fifteen, for God's
sake, and I wasn't raised in a convent - at least not exactly. Are you
trying to tell me that they're gay?"
Olin Palmer and Frank Kelly could have been the Advocate's Couple of the
Year if the magazine had such an award. Neither was what I would call
"flaming" and they stayed to themselves. Even my socially conservative
father had once remarked that at east their presence meant there
wouldn't be a bunch of unsupervised screaming children at the far end of
the cul-de-sac.
"Yes, they're gay," I finally admitted.
"What a waste," she commented, as if she had seen them. Maybe she had.
Both Olin and Frank were good-looking guys. Even I could tell that.
"And beyond their house?" she asked.
I started to say that there were only four houses on the cul-de-sac, but
that wasn't right - there were five. How could I have forgotten about
the Shaws? Carter Shaw even worked out at the same gym I sometimes
frequented, and Melissa Shaw with her long, copper hair was not to be
forgotten, even if she was probably in her mid-thirties. What a body!
"The Shaws have lived there about four years," I told her, surprising
myself as I rattled off details of the couple almost like a computer
spitting out a report. Dannie didn't see to take notice, though,
listening to me patiently as I recited. It was funny that I had
forgotten the Shaws. Their house was al the way around on the cul-de-sac
- the first house anyone passed entering our little street. When I
thought about it, I could visualize the Shaw's impressive house easily,
but just for a moment, I could also visualize an empty lot where their
house stood.
"Well, then that's it," Dannie said, smacking her hand down on the
table. "You and I are the only young people on the street. We'll have to
be best friends."
I know my mouth must have fallen open. It was such a strange statement
from a girl who seemed to be as odd as she was attractive. "Dannie...
I'm a little..." I started to say "old", but it was hard to think of
myself as being old at my age.
"Don't worry. It's not important," she laughed, almost as if she knew
what I was thinking. Maybe she did. "Now tell me about the high school."
Relieved to move on to that subject, I gave her a rundown of what she
could expect when she started classes. Of course, I knew few of the
students now. The only ones I knew were the younger brothers and sisters
of my former classmates. For that matter, Tanya had a sister who was
fifteen. I made a mental note to try to introduce them soon. But I was
able to tell Dannie which teachers were the best and which should be
avoided if possible. I could also give her a heads up on places that
were considered cool and those that weren't - or at least as of four
years ago.
"Ready to go, Darren?"
It was my mother calling me. Apparently our parents had decided to call
it an evening, so now it was my turn. After all, it wouldn't do to leave
me out in the dark by the pool alone with an attractive young woman.
Thinking back to my recent activities with Tanya by that same pool, I
suppose leaving was a good idea.
"Gotta go," I said, feigning reluctance. In fact, I was ready to leave.
As we had talked, Dannie was getting more and more intimate - in the
non-sexual use of that word - with me. It was starting to make me feel a
little uncomfortable. I could tell she was starved for a friend. It was
only natural, I supposed. Her family had moved her to a strange town
where she knew no one, and to make matters worse, they had moved her to
a neighborhood that was devoid of any young people her own age. If I had
been fifteen, I fantasized for a moment, I could be the boy next door.
At fifteen, I would have loved to have a girl like Dannie next door,
even if she was a little odd. She was attractive enough that I could
have put up with odd.
"See you tomorrow," Dannie replied with a grin. I returned the grin but
secretly hoped I could avoid her tomorrow and a lot more tomorrows
before things got out of hand. I was afraid she was developing a crush
on me. In retrospect, that was probably just my male ego talking -
considering what did happen later.
Dannie's mother gently touched my arm and indicated that I should fall
back for a second as her husband chatted at the door with my parents.
She looked around to make sure Dannie had stayed by the pool. "Darren,"
she began just above a whisper, "you need to stay away from Dannie."
I felt my face flush. "Now wait a minute, Mrs. Winters. Dannie is very
nice looking but - "
"Darren!" she said sharply, cutting me off. Then more quietly, she
continued, "That's not what I mean. You don't have to defend yourself. I
just think Dannie... How can I explain this? She's... different. You
don't want her to get attached to you. The consequences are... well... I
can't explain it. Just please, Darren, promise me you'll avoid her."
"Like the plague," I blurted out, harsher than I had planned.
To my surprise, she nodded and replied, "Good!"
"Dannie seems like a nice girl," Mom said as we walked back into our own
house.
I grunted noncommittally.
Mom looked at me in surprise as we walked inside. "But you seemed to get
along with her so well. The two of you were chatting by the pool for
over an hour."
Had it really been that long? "Isn't she a little young for you to be
pushing me toward her?" I asked Mom.
She blushed. "That isn't what I mean."
"Bill is a fine guy," Dad chimed in, oblivious to the repartee between
my mother and me. "Did you know he's an investment counselor? That's
where he's made his money. I'm thinking about throwing in with him -
letting him manage my portfolio. Why, he's actually been making money in
a down market. The man almost seems to know what the market is going to
do before it does it."
"And Sarah is very nice, too," Mom added, a little relieved to move the
subject away from Dannie. "Although she's a little odd..."
"Odd? How?" Dad asked. I was curious, too. Since I considered Dannie a
little odd, what had Mom picked up on with her mother? Had she warned my
mother to stay away from Dannie, too? Why?
"Oh, I don't know," Mom said as she settled into her favorite chair in
the den and picked up her latest sewing project. "She just acts a
little... mannish."
"Mannish?" Dad laughed. "In a package like that? Do you think she's
butch or something?"
"Oh good lord, no!" Mom gasped. "I mean, did you notice the way she and
Bill looked at each other? I thought we'd better leave so they could get
on to..." Her voice trailed off as she noticed I was still in the room.
Mustn't say such things in front of the children, eh Mom? Poor Mom.
There I was, a twenty-one year old man - almost twenty two - who had
lost his virginity at the tender age of seventeen. But in her mind, I'd
probably always be her little boy.
I grinned. "Well, I have classes tomorrow. I'd better get some sleep."
But I didn't go right to sleep. I don't think anyone would have been
able to sleep in my bed with the show that was going on next door. Now
let me make one thing very clear: I'm not a voyeur. But there are some
things that just can't be ignored. As I lay in bed starting to drift off
to sleep, one of those things happened.
One of the windows in my room looked directly out at the Winters' master
bedroom. Oh, their window was partially shielded by a couple of trees,
but the trees hadn't as yet grown big enough or thick enough to hide the
window completely. And of course, when there was a light in their
bedroom, images from within the room at night were as clear as they
would be watching a television.
Not that this was any great advantage for me, even if I had been a
voyeur. When Maury Wilcox and his wife had owned the house, the blinds
in their bedroom were always drawn at night. I think it's one of those
things women do instinctively to discourage Peeping Toms. Men never seem
to be quite as aware of it. Or maybe men have more inclination to be
exhibitionist and don't fear Peeing Thomasinas, if there are any.
It seems that Sarah Winters didn't have that normal feminine instinct.
The light she had left on in her bedroom was a small one, but it was
enough to attract my attention. I rose up out of bed to see what was
going on and was surprised to see Dannie's mother completely in the nude
standing just a few feet from the window.
Okay, I have to admit, I was tempted to use my binoculars. After all,
Sarah Winters might be almost as old as my mother, but she sure didn't
look like my mother. Her body looked young and firm, her breasts large
and inviting as her hips swayed in a most provocative manner. She could
have passed for late twenties if I hadn't known she had a fifteen year
old daughter. She was walking into her husband's arms. He was naked as
well, but who cared? I heard her mutter something to him through the
open window, but I was too far away to hear. As I watched, she pulled
him down to the bed.
If I wanted, I could have watched the whole show, and I have to admit, I
wanted to. I was becoming hard as a rock as I sat there on the side of
my bed watching them make love. Damn, I needed Tanya! This was just too
much, sitting there watching the new neighbors make love. I think I
might have rushed into the bathroom to do something about it if it
hadn't been for the giggle. It was the sound of a young girl, carried on
the evening breeze.
And it seemed to be coming from just behind me.
Feeling icy fingers of imagination playing up and down my bare back, I
turned quickly. There seemed to be an image dark on darker on the other
side of my bed, but my night vision was too weakened by watching the
neighbors make love with their bedroom light on. Then the image vanished
and I was alone. The image looked a little like the one I had perceived
when Tanya and I were making love by the neighbor's pool. I hadn't
recognized the shape then, but I did now, just as I recognized the
giggle.
It was Dannie.
"Did you enjoy watching last night?"
Somehow, I wasn't surprised to see Dannie waiting for me as I hustled
out to my car to get to classes the next morning. I had hoped to avoid
her, even stretching my head outside the door to make sure the coast was
clear. Dannie had an annoying habit of appearing out of nowhere. It was
eerie to say the least, and even the bright warmth of the California sun
couldn't dispel my feeling that something wasn't right next door.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I replied gruffly as I threw
my books in the back seat. I was feeling those cold chills on my back
again. Who was this girl who looked so sweet and innocent one minute and
so nefarious the next? Whatever she had done to me the night before with
her ghostly presence had sapped everything out of me in an instant. As I
lay back down in bed, a cover over my head in spite of the warm evening,
I felt as if I could never get hard again - that's how frightening it
was. I just lay there involuntarily listening to the grunts and moans of
the lovemaking going on next door.
"Sure you do," she grinned confidently as I tried to ignore her. "I
thought Mom and Dad did very well last night, didn't you?"
I turned to her, trying to look big and brave, but in fact, I was
becoming very frightened of this young girl. "Look, I don't know what's
going on - "
"Would you like to?" she interrupted, her innocent eyes dancing with
mischief.
Did I want to know? There was something very strange going on in the
Winters' home, and I was being dragged into it against my will. Why me?
I suppose the answer was obvious if I just thought about it. If she had
somehow been in her house when Tanya and I were there by the pool, she
knew who I was. I had violated her home in a way - certainly enough to
come to her notice.
And there was the fact that I was the only person on the cul-de-sac even
remotely close to her age. I flattered myself into thinking she might
even have a little bit of a crush on me. But I didn't want her
attention. I didn't want to be her friend - or at least not a close
friend who she seemed to need and crave. Why couldn't there have been
another girl on the cul-de-sac - someone near her age? If there had
been, she wouldn't be the object of her attention, would I?
"Would you like to know?" she asked again.
"I have to get to class," I mumbled, not really answering her question.
It was with a sense of relief that I saw her in my rearview mirror,
still standing there, receding in the distance as I drove away. But I
could swear I could still see a grin on her face, and I knew she wasn't
finished with me yet. Perhaps she hadn't even started. I was so shaken I
nearly creamed Mr. Shaw who was just backing his silver Mercedes out of
the driveway as I shot past.
It was hard to keep my mind on my classes that day. And as a Computer
Sciences major in upper division courses, it was hard to not embarrass
myself since the classes were small and the instructors usually knew
each of us fairly well. One of my instructors even asked me after class
if everything was all right. I lied and told him everything was fine.
Why was I being intimidated by a fifteen year old girl? Oh sure, she had
managed to spook me somehow and her mother had intimated that I should
stay away. Of course, I thought, that could just be the motherly impulse
of trying to keep an older, experienced man away from her sexually-
awakening daughter, couldn't it?
"Darren, are you okay?"
Tanya's voice brought me back to my surroundings. I had been standing
there in front of my last classroom just staring into space, I guess.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I lied again. Then truthfully, "I just didn't sleep
well last night."
She grinned. "Poor baby. You slept just fine with me the other night."
I grinned back. "Yeah, that was sweet."
"Want to do it again tonight?"
I shrugged. "If we can find a place. Our new neighbors moved in."
She looked a little disappointed as we walked together to the next class
that we shared. "I might be able to arrange something. Kellie Warring is
staying with Brady tonight and I might be able to borrow her place."
For the first time that day, I actually felt good. "That would be
great," I told her as we walked into our class.
"Pick me up at seven," she said, the sultriness of her voice leaving to
doubt that by seven thirty, we'd be on the sheets.
Tanya had done so much for my spirits that by the time I got home from
classes at three, I had pretty much forgotten my concern about Dannie. I
wondered if she'd be waiting for me as she had been earlier. To my
relief, she wasn't. The only person outside on our cul-de-sac was
Melissa Shaw, out watering her flower garden. The day was warm to be so
early in the year, and Mrs. Shaw was taking full advantage of it, her
body well displayed in a tank top and tight shorts that showed off her
magnificent body. She favored me with a smile and a feminine wave, her
long hair wafting in the light breeze. I waved back, wondering how I had
almost forgotten about the Shaws when I was telling Dannie about the
neighborhood.
One other thing caught my eye and triggered an odd thought as I was
waving at Mrs. Shaw. I kept noticing how her copper-colored hair shone
and how it reminded me of something...
Then I remembered: the movers. Melissa Shaw's hair was exactly the same
shade as the big moving guy's hair - the one I thought looked a little
effeminate (in the face at least). What a weird coincidence, I thought.
It wasn't every day that you saw such a striking red color in someone's
hair, and to see it on two such disparate people was really odd. Not
that "odd" should have bothered me. Everything seemed odd since the
Winters family moved in.
I had the house to myself as I walked in. That wasn't really unusual.
Dad had his business and Mom had what seemed like never-ending social
obligations. She was probably over at the Persimmon Hills Country Club
chairing a committee on some worthy cause or another. It was a quiet
time I'd usually use to study before dinner. That left me with the
evenings free, and I had a date with Tanya that had Little Darren
already trying to stand at attention.
As I sat up in my room, I found it hard to relax. I kept expecting to
hear Dannie's mischievous giggle from across the yard, or look out and
see her looking up at my room. Or worse yet, I might feel her presence
in my room.
I sighed putting down my textbook. I was getting carried away I
chastised myself. Dannie hadn't been in my room - or in the house the
previous weekend watching Tanya and me. It was just my imagination
running wild. I had been working too hard, trying to do well in school.
Dannie just had a natural devilishness in her and I was biting at her
every playful whim like a hungry fish on a baited hook. Why, she wasn't
even there, I imagined. She was probably out with her parents or
something. The Winters house seemed quiet and peaceful. I looked back at
my textbook:
A network is said to consist of...
HI, DARREN! DID YOU MISS ME? WHEN I GET HOME, WE CAN PLAY!
...two or more computers linked by...
My heart leaped up into my throat. I squeezed my eyes shut, then looked
back at the text. There was nothing there but a verbose description of a
computer network. But I had seen the message, and I knew it was from
her. My mind tinged with new fear, I threw the textbook across the room.
There would be no studying today. Slipping my shoes back on, I ran to
the kitchen, left a note for Mom telling her I wouldn't be there for
dinner. I had to get away from the house - and quickly. I was frightened
out of my wits. The more distance I could put between me and Dannie
Winters the better I would feel.
What was I dealing with? I asked myself as I drove over to Grove Center,
the regional mall that served our town and several others in the area. A
witch? No, that was stupid. Witches didn't exist except in fairy tales.
But if she wasn't a witch, what was she? What kind of a girl could spook
a guy substantially bigger than she was? How could she be watching me
and not really there at all? How could she salt that message in the
middle of my textbook - and then make it disappear? Who says there's no
such thing as witches?
I got out of my car still flustered and practically ran into the mall. I
wanted to be surrounded by people - lots and lots of people. I never
wanted to be alone again.
The mall was predictably slow for a workday afternoon, but I knew
business would pick up as people stopped off for after-work errands and
maybe a bite of dinner. I just spent my time walking around, looking in
the windows pretending I was killing time, maybe before meeting someone.
I suppose that's exactly what I was doing in a way. I'd grab something
to eat just before I picked up Tanya, I thought, idly looking in the
window of a...
Shit!
I was just standing there staring at the mannequin in the window. It was
wearing a dusty rose (now how did I know that?) tank top and a very,
very short denim skirt. And I had been looking at it with apparent
interest. No, not sexual interest; the mannequin was just one of those
impressionistic headless displays. I mean I was looking at the clothing
as if I was intensely interested in the outfit.
I heard a girl giggle. My face turned red at once; I thought I had been
caught by some girl who had been strolling down the mall and noticed my
interest. With my luck, it would be some girl I knew from school - some
girl who would tell Tanya about how her boyfriend was into teenybopper
outfits. Reluctantly I turned around. To my surprise, there was no one
there.
Oh, I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised. The giggle was familiar,
wasn't it? A shiver went up my spine. I couldn't get away from her.
Dannie was like a malevolent spirit, attaching herself to me and
watching my every move.
No, that couldn't be right, could it? It had to be paranoia. It couldn't
be Dannie's giggle I rationalized. Dannie was nowhere in sight. It must
have been a girl who had ducked into a store. Maybe she wasn't even
giggling at me. Perhaps she was just sharing a joke with a friend I had
missed. That had to be it.
I looked down at my watch. It was only an hour until I had to pick up
Tanya. I decided to shuck off the feeling of being watched as best I
could and get something to eat before I picked her up. But I wasn't
really all that hungry, I realized as I stepped up to the counter at a
Wendy's in the mall. Maybe just a salad and a glass of water...
I sat there trying my best to enjoy the salad with low fat dressing I
had purchased. What had possessed me to order such a boring meal?
Possessed. My God that was an ugly word. I hadn't been possessed. It's
just that as I got ready to order, nothing had sounded very good to me.
At least a salad was healthy. Yes, that was it. I was just trying to eat
healthy.
I gobbled the last of the salad and struck out for Tanya's. I would be a
few minutes early, but I could wait no longer in the mall. I supposed I
could have just driven around for a while, but I was so distracted that
I didn't trust myself to drive very far.
Tanya's dad met me at the door. We had always gotten along well, but
that evening, he seemed surprised to see me. He had a confused look on
his face as he asked, "Darren? What are you doing here?"
"Uh... just picking up Tanya," I stammered, unsure as to why he was
challenging me. It was unusual for him to be acting that way.
"Tanya's not here," he informed me. "She left about half an hour ago
with some friends right after you called."
"I called?" I repeated stupidly. What was he talking about?
He looked at me suspiciously. "Yes. According to Tanya, you weren't
feeling well."
"But I never called!" I protested.
His eyes squinted as he stared at me. "Darren, I think Tanya can
recognize your voice by now. Besides, I'm the one who picked up the
phone. Son, you don't look well at all. Is there something wrong -
something you can talk about?"
"Uh... no," I replied, backing away. "It's just a... a misunderstanding.
Tell Tanya I'll call her later."
"She may not be back until late."
"Then tomorrow. I'll see her tomorrow at school," I amended as the door
shut.
Back in my car, I just sat there for a few minutes trying to sort things
out. I know it was irrational of me, but I knew Dannie was behind the
phone call. If there even was a phone call. No, I didn't think Tanya or
her father were lying, but I did wonder if reality was somehow a little
out of phase. Things were happening that didn't seem real. But that
wasn't possible, was it? Could Dannie make them think they had a phone
call they really didn't have? Could she appear in my bedroom or make
words appear and disappear in my textbooks? Could she pull two cold Diet
Cokes out of thin air? Of course she couldn't, could she?
I had to talk to Dannie. Yes, I know her mother had warned me to stay
away from her, and that was exactly what I had planned to do. It had
seemed like good advice at the time. But that bratty little fifteen year
old was somehow wrecking my life. Already she had me looking over my
shoulder, acting strangely, and if she didn't lay off, she was about to
cost me Tanya. It had to stop and stop now.
I pulled up in my driveway with screeching tires and slammed the door
loud enough that yard lights came on at the Shaw house across the way. I
was so mad I wouldn't have cared if Melissa Shaw had suddenly come out
under the light wearing nothing at all. There was only one person in the
neighborhood I wanted to see and I wanted to see her right then and
there.
Sarah Winters came to the door at my insistent knock. I hadn't even
bothered to use the bell. "Darren!" she said barely above a whisper,
censure in her voice. "I thought I warned you to stay away."
"I've got to see Dannie," I insisted. My eyes narrowed as I realized she
was looking at me with real fear. No, she wasn't afraid of me; she was
afraid for me.
"Darren. I..."
"Is that Darren, Mom?" Dannie called from the top of the stairs. Her
voice sounded sly, playful. I felt just for a moment like an ant about
to be fried by a magnifying glass.
I didn't give her mother a chance to deny it though. "Yes, it's me,
Dannie."
"Come on up."
"Dannie," Sarah called up the stairs, "I don't think that would be a
very good idea."
Now in my experience, most mothers would have told their daughters to
come downstairs if they wanted to talk to a boy, but under no
circumstances would boys go to their room. Sarah wasn't reminding Dannie
of the rules; she was pleading with her daughter. It was almost as if
Dannie was in charge.
"Mother, I want to see him now."
If I had been half smart instead of angry, I would have heard this for
what it was: an order. I didn't wait for her mother to give me
permission. I moved toward the stairs.
Sarah Winters took my arm before I could climb the stairs. "Darren, for
God's sake, be careful."
I nodded, noting with discomfort the alarm in her eyes. Part of my mind
still wanted to think she might be cautioning me about the impropriety
of an adult male visiting the room of her young daughter, but as I've
already said, her concern seemed to be for me rather than for Dannie.
But whatever was going on, I should be strong enough and smart enough to
hold my own against a small girl, shouldn't I?
Well, shouldn't I?
Dannie was waiting for me on the landing. She gave me that feisty grin
again as I made my way up the stairs in purposeful strides. "I was
wondering what it would take to get you to come over here. I've missed
you."
"Dannie, what the hell is going on?" I demanded when I was finally
facing her. My fists were clenching and unclenching in frustration. Of
course I towered over her and should have been an intimidating figure.
"What are you doing? And how?"
She just smiled to my frustration and turned toward what had to be her
room. "Come on in and I'll explain it to you."
Her room was, I supposed, typical of a young teenage girl's room. I had
only been in one fifteen year old girl's room lately, and that was the
room of Gloria, Tanya's sister. Since Dannie's room resembled Gloria's,
I assumed it was typical. There seemed to be an abundance of white
furniture, frilly drapes and comforters, and pillows, and pastel
fabrics. The smell was sweet without being cloying, and the walls were
decorated with pictures of studly young men who must have been members
of the latest bands worshiped by young girls.
"Sit down," she said lightly, motioning to a white chair decorated with
a frilly pink cushion.
"Dannie..."
"Sit!"
The word seemed to echo inside my head, and I felt my body half fall and
half crouch until I was sitting on the cushioned chair. It that one
moment, I began at last to wonder if I had been right about my ability
to handle things. I had not intended to sit, but there I was. And while
nothing in particular was holding me back, the thought of standing up
again in defiance seemed to be a very, very bad idea.
"Dannie," I began again, less forcefully than before, "please tell me,
what's going on."
She smiled smugly, and I realized she was now in complete control.
"That's better. If we're going to be best friends, you need to be nice
to me."
"Be... best friends?" I stammered, not quite understanding.
"Of course," she said as if it was all so obvious. "I need a best
friend. This neighborhood is too dull. There's just no one nearby to
chum around with. But when you're my best friend, we'll be able to do
all sorts of things together. It will be so much fun!"
"Dannie... I - "
The situation was completely out of control. I felt as if I had to be in
some sort of weird nightmare. Nothing Dannie had said or done seemed to
make any sense. How could she be watching me when I knew she wasn't
really there? How could she make me see things that couldn't possibly be
there? How could she keep me from standing? And what was all this talk
about being her best friend?
"We can share so much," she went on, twirling merrily around the room.
"Like nail polish. Do you like nail polish? Oh, of course you don't, but
you will."
I felt something brush along the tips of my fingers, almost like tiny
insects concentrating on my fingertips. I looked down with trepidation
and saw that my fingernails were now a little longer and given a more
defined shape - and they were pink! No, it couldn't be happening. It was
just some sort of illusion, I told myself. I tried to move my hand, but
it refused to budge. I had to content myself with staring down at it as
if it were some sort of display.
She held up her own hand with nails sporting the same shade. "See,
pretty, isn't it? But my hands look so much better than yours, Darren.
Yours are so big and rough. And ugh - you even have hair on the
knuckles. That's just disgusting!"
Something clamped my hands. It didn't exactly hurt, but it was as if my
hands had been pushed into gloves several sizes too small. I watched in
horror as my fingers grew thinner and smaller, and my larger wrists
tapered down out of proportion with my hands.
"Let's just size you right now," Dannie said brightly. "I'll make you
just my size. That way we can share clothes and everything. It will be a
lot of fun."
"Dannie..." I managed to plead weakly, "please don't do this." I of
course knew now what she was doing. As impossible as it seemed to my
terrified mind, she was reshaping my body into that of a girl. She had
meant exactly what she had said - she was going to make me her best
friend - her best girl friend.
"Oh quit worrying," she laughed. "You'll like what I do for you -
eventually. Just relax and let it happen. It's not like it's going to
hurt or anything."
But it did hurt. Now it wasn't just my hands but instead my entire body
that felt as if it was wrapped in a viselike cocoon. It was as if the
contents of my body were being compressed. I watched in horror as my
body twisted and warped beneath my clothing, rippling as if a thousand
snakes were burrowing just under my skin. I felt almost as if part of me
was being siphoned off, disappearing invisibly into the air like steam
from a teakettle.
And the sensation was not limited to the surface of my body. Inside, I
felt as if I was being torn apart and put back together. I suppose that
was what was really happening to me once I thought of it. Parts of me
were pushed and pulled by invisible forces as my body continued to be
reshaped in the image Dannie had chosen.
I looked up with pleading eyes at Dannie, unable to speak other than to
utter a high-pitched moan. I got no sympathy from her though. "Now it's
not that bad, is it?" she laughed merrily.
Not that bad? A sharp pain in my groin told me I was no longer a man.
Whatever Dannie was, she had robbed me of my very sex. I could feel
tears in my eyes - tears of pain, frustration and loss. If I could have
moved I think I would have strangled her, regardless of how that rash
move might have left my poor body, but I couldn't move except to grimace
and double over as my body was torn asunder.
"Well, maybe it hurts a little," she allowed, "but only for the first
time - or so I'm told."
The first time? What was she talking about? Did she mean she would
change me back? I could only bear the pain and hope. I gritted my teeth
in anticipation of still more pain.
As I braced myself though, the pain seemed to ebb. The worst of it
seemed to be over. Rather than sharp pains, I felt only aches and then
twinges. I could feel my body settling back into a solid shape. But I
could feel other things as well - alien things that would redefine the
person I now was. Unnoticed in the painful transformation, my clothing
had now changed as well, so I was treated to new sensations from both my
body and the clothes that covered it. The two often went hand in hand.
To start with, I now had breasts. Oh they weren't terribly large. If I
was to be Dannie's best friend, that meant I was probably her age. As a
fifteen year old, my breasts must still be developing, but they felt
heavy and unnatural to me, encased as they were in something soft but
supportive. And I could feel straps pushing against my shoulders as my
bra sought to distribute weight away from my chest. If these relatively
small breasts could pull so noticeably against my chest, what must the
really large breasts some women had be like? I hoped I never had the
opportunity to find out. Over those new breasts was a yellow sleeveless
tee with what I would later learn called a scooped neckline. There was
even a little silver heart-shaped locket resting against my fair,
freckled skin.
My pants were very tight - or at least what there was of them. I had
been wearing khaki Dockers for my date with Tanya, but now my sizeable
butt was wrapped in denim, short and tight. I was wearing the kind of
shorts I always liked to see Tanya wear - the kind that are ragged along
the hem line and so short that the legs are exposed all the way up the
thigh. Below them were long, smooth legs I had unconsciously tucked up
into the chair with me, ending in tiny feet with little pink toenails
peeking through the end of my white leather sandals. The second toe of
each foot even had a delicate little silver toe ring on it and there was
a silver chain bracelet on my well-turned right ankle.
I couldn't see myself - my face, I mean. There wasn't a mirror close by,
but I could tell what I had become just from the sensations, which
assaulted me unmercifully. Long hair tickled the top of my arms and the
nape of my neck. And while the hair rested on the top of my ears, I felt
tiny but perceptive weight at the bottom of them, making me aware that I
was wearing earrings. I imagined I was cute, though. After all, Dannie
wanted me as her best friend. She was cute and probably wanted a cute
friend to associate with.
"Dannie..." I began, then stopped. My voice was higher - not as high as
I would have expected, but I've read that your own voice always sounds
deeper to you than it does to others. I no doubt had a sweet, high and
very feminine voice.
"Oh, you just have to see!" she laughed, grabbing me by a slender arm
and pulling me to my feet. Hair, breasts, hips, and slender muscles
moved with alien sensations, and I found to my horror that she was at
least as strong as I was now.
A closet door opened by itself, and on the inside of it, I could see in
the full-length mirror two girls, both the same and very different.
Dannie and I were dressed very much alike, but her tee was white and the
denim garment at her hips was a very short skirt. But while Dannie's
hair was golden and pulled into a ponytail, mine was a rich brown,
naturally curled and ending at my shoulder blades. Her skin was
California tanned while mine was a little pinker, accented by small,
light freckles. We both had blue eyes, but hers were vibrant and dancing
in undisguised delight while mine stared in horror at the sweet young
thing I had become.
"You are really cute!" she announced with just a touch of a giggle.
"Dannie," I finally managed, "I don't want this. I don't want to be a
girl. Please... change me back."
Now she frowned. "Change you back? But that wouldn't be any fun. Then we
couldn't go to school together."
School. Oh God, I hadn't even thought about that. I was about her age.
I'd be expected to go to high school again unless I could convince
someone that I was really a twenty-one year old man. And there seemed
little likelihood that I would ever be able to convince anyone of my
true identity.
"No one will ever believe you were a guy," she whispered, apparently
reading my thoughts.
"You... you can tell what I'm thinking?"
"No," she admitted. "Not really. I can sense moods, though. I know
you're frightened and angry, but that will pass. It does for everyone -
especially when they figure out there's no way back."
"But Dannie, I don't want to be a girl!"
She shrugged. "You'll get used to it. Besides, I want you to be a girl,
and that's that. You're my best friend - or you will be when you start
thinking right."
"And what happens if I don't 'start thinking right'?" I asked angrily.
It was the wrong thing to say.
It happened so suddenly I couldn't even recognize the moment of
transition. One minute I was sitting there in Dannie's room, defiantly
demanding that she turn me back and the next minute I was on my back,
naked, in a strange, dimly-lit room that smelled of stale smoke and
cheap perfume.
"Maria, you look very fine." The voice was deep and masculine and spoke
in Spanish, a language I shouldn't have understood, but I did. As my
eyes grew accustomed to the darkness, I saw a man - middle aged,
paunchy, a mostly-gray moustache drooping in the center of a pockmarked,
Latin face. He was slowly removing his trousers, and I could see a large
protrusion in the front of his shorts.
I was still female, I realized in fright, but I wasn't the teenage girl
I had been in Dannie's room. Instead my skin was dark, my breasts large
and mature, tipped with dark brown nipples that rose up in expectation.
My legs were already spread across the coarse bed sheet, and no amount
of effort on my part could put them back together. I watched in horror,
unable to move as the man removed his shorts. My God, there was no way
that thing could fit inside me, but that was where he was going to put
it as he slid onto the bed next to me.
I tried to speak - to tell him who I really was - but the sounds that
came from my throat were not sounds of warning. Instead, they were soft
moans of expectation. There was to be no foreplay, I realized as he
settled himself between my legs. Involuntarily, my hand reached up to
grab his penis and pulled it closer and closer to...
I was back in Dannie's room, standing once more in front of the mirror.
I was the fifteen year old girl she had transformed me into once more. I
gasped in relief as she rewarded me with an amused smile.
"It was an illusion!" I blurted out.
"Was it?"
"You know it was; you caused it."
Her eyes narrowed. "Of course I caused it, but the only reason it was an
illusion is that I wanted you back here to be my friend. If I had
chosen, you'd be little Maria, the Mexican whore. You wouldn't be the
first person I had left in a brothel. Now what's it going to be, Darla,
because that's your name now? Are you going to cooperate and be my
friend or shall I send you back to your customer?"
I wanted to defy her. I wanted to tell her she could go to Hell before
I'd be her friend, but the one who would be going to Hell would be me.
She could do it; she could really send me back to that brothel. I had no
doubt that she could. But if I went along with her plans - at least for
a little while - maybe I could convince her to change me back. Besides,
how was she going to explain my disappearance? I had no ID or anything,
did I?
"All right," I said quietly, refusing to look her in the eye. "I'll do
what you say."
"Then tell me you'll be a good little girl."
"I said I would, didn't I?"
"Say it, Darla," she pressed, the menace in her voice obvious. "Say it
just like that."
"I... I'll be a good little girl."
The smile returned. "See? That wasn't so hard, was it? Oh Darla, you and
I are going to be very good friends." There was something else in her
eyes, but I wasn't sure what it was. "You'd better go home now. I'm very
tired and tomorrow we both have to go to school."
"But I can't go home like this!" I protested.
"Sure you can," she told me. "As far as your parents are concerned,
you're Darla Sue Post, their fifteen year old daughter."
"You mean no one knows who I am - was? You can change reality itself?" I
didn't know whether to be pleased or saddened by that. It was sad to
think that everything I was would be forgotten, but I certainly didn't
want everyone laughing at pointing at the man who was changed into a
teenybopper. It was better to be seen as a normal fifteen year old girl
than to be thought of as some sort of sorceress's victim.
"Not exactly,"