Dirty Little Secrets 5 Evaporating Inhibitions
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Freed from Inhibitions
By Jennifer White
It was a mistake to tell my girlfriend Jen about my
fantasy. Yes, we had been together a long time, and she was
pretty adventurous. But I held back. But as we grew closer,
and I got to know her, I felt that I had complete trust in
her. I felt that I could tell her my deepest fantasy, which
was always part of me, since I first came into
consciousness.
I wanted to be a girl. At least, some of the time.
I had wished this, ever since I was young. I had stolen and
worn my sister's clothes. I read their books and their
magazines. I played with their dolls, and put on their
makeup. When I was on my own, I would end up with a
collection of women's clothes, only to throw them all away
in shame. But six months later, after I swore I had given
it up for good... I would have another collection stashed
away.
Now for the first time, I had real love with a woman. I had
put away my boyhood fantasy, and gave up hope of it ever
coming true. But in a conversation late at night, she pried
it out of me.
She told me her fantasy of having a three-way, which really
turned me on. Me, in bed, with two chicks? That would be so
hot! I loved women, and I wanted to be one too. So not only
did I love the idea at a male sexual level, but also at my
feminine level. I wanted to be just like them. Me and two
girls. Wow, what an idea.
So when she asked me for my inner fantasy, I told her that
I had one where she turned me into a girl. As soon as I
said it, I blushed. I was ashamed. How could I have let
that slip?
Yes, she was gentle, understanding, and even supportive!
She said that she would like to work that into her fantasy.
We could have a three-way, where she and I would be the
girls, along with a guy she knew from work.
But that upset me! I wanted to be a girl, but there was no
way I wanted to be with a guy! No way!! That was sick. I
wasn't going to do that. But she made it clear that her way
was the only way she would consider my fantasy.
So of course, after taking about it a few times, I caved
in. I mean, I hated the idea of the guy, but she would make
me a girl! And once she did that, I could be a girl around
her at home. It was going to be so sweet!
***
I came home from work excited that tonight, she was going
to start working on me. I had spent all day drooling over
what she was going to do. Was she going to force me to
shave my legs? Was she going to make me wear her clothes?
Did she plan on making me wear breast forms? How was she
going to get me into a skirt? It was so delicious and
exciting! I was breathless, counting down the minutes. Now
the time was really here! My love was going to force me to
become a girl! Yes!
I got home, and we had a nice dinner that she had prepared.
I cleaned up the table and did the dishes for her. Doing
the "women's work" was a good start for the night, I
thought.
"Come here Ed." she called out, and I almost ran.
She was not alone. There was another woman with her, a
black haired woman who looked to be in her fifties. She
looked over the hill, but was nicely dressed. Very
professional looking.
"Ed, this is Cynthia. She is here to help us." said Jen in
her high-pitched voice.
"Hello Cynthia." I said.
"Hello Ed." she replied coolly.
I was upset. I didn't want someone like her to 'help us'.
"What is she doing here?" I whispered in Jen's ear.
"Cynthia is a specialist in her field. She works with
people to break them of their habits like smoking, through
hypnotherapy."
"Oh, she a hypnotist!" I said, but seemed to upset her.
"I do not do cheap parlor tricks young man. I am a licensed
therapist, who uses an old technique to achieve results.
You may scoff at me now, but once you see the results, you
will be delighted."
"And what is she going to do to me?" I asked Jen.
"Well, you want to be a girl, but you have this aversion
inside you. An aversion that your inner male is causing.
Cynthia is going to help you get over that, just like she
would help someone get over any other fear. Once she's done
with you, we can start to dress you up!"
I liked that, although I didn't like the idea of having
someone try to alter my mind (although if she was
feminizing it, that was pretty exciting come to think of
it!).But I had read that you couldn't even be hypnotized if
you really didn't want to, and that they couldn't make you
do anything you didn't really want either. So if Jen was
going to make me do this before she femmed me, well I could
sit through it, and go along with it.
"Jen, will you please leave us? We need full concentration
here."
"Sure thing Cynthia. Just yell if you need me. I'll be
upstairs reading Jane Eyre, so I'll be a while." she
laughed. She walked out of the room, and left us.
Cynthia turned down most of the lights, and had me sit
across from her in a comfortable La-z-boy recliner. We
started talking a bit, making small talk. I guess she was
trying to get me to be comfortable with her.
"Now Ed, close your eyes," she said at last, indicating
that we were about to get started. "I am going to talk to
you, and I want you to just relax and concentrate on my
words. Just let go and drift."
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and listened.
"Imagine a bright sunny day, on a grassy green meadow." she
started out. "You see the sun, the white clouds drifting
slowly by. All is calm and peaceful. You take a deep breath
of the clean air. Ah..."
"Sunlight shining on the flowers. Fresh breeze blowing.
Clear day. Calm, relaxing. Pure. Natural."
I took a deep breath. Yeah, right. Whatever.
"Sunlight shining on the flowers. You see a young girl
skipping through the meadow. She is 18 or 19 years old. She
has long pretty hair. Imagine how she looks. See her in
your minds eye."
I imagined Jen at 18, skipping through a meadow. Her
breasts jiggling.
"Sunlight shining on the flowers. A dirt path, she is
coming towards you. You see her face glowing in the sun.
She looks around, and hears only the wind and the birds.
She stops, and walks over to a blanket laying on the green,
green grass."
I imagine Jen in a sundress, exposing her legs and her
cleavage. That is a good image to have in one's mind!
"The sunlight shining on the flowers. Remember the wind and
the birds. She looks around, but she does not see you,
because your body is not there, only your spirit. You float
over the ground, weightless. Feel the open sky above. The
bright colors. The calmness and peace."
I tried to picture it in my mind's eye.
"The pretty young woman is now lying down on the blanket,
looking up to the sky. She sees the blue sky, and the white
clouds. You want to be closer to her. You drift by her and
lie down too. You look up and see the same sky that she
does."
I imagine lying next to Jen, with her young perky breasts
pointed upwards.
"The sunlight on the flowers. The wind above. You want to
touch her, and feel her. You reach out to her, and touch
her face."
That's not where I'd touch her if I were invisible, but
okay, it's a start.
"As you touch her, you feel her energy, her aura. You are
an invisible spirit, so you get closer. You feel more of
her. Her energy surrounds you and engulfs you. You are
surrounded by her. You are blinded by white light. It is so
bright that you must close your eyes."
"Now you blink, and open your eyes again. You see sky and
white clouds, but not as you did before. Somehow, the
colors are sharper. The scent in the air is cleaner. You
feel in touch with the world. Then you realize: you are now
seeing the world through *her* eyes, not yours. You are
within her. She has completely absorbed you, and your
spirit is now within her body. You have been engulfed. You
are now her."
"The sunlight is shining on the flowers. The wind is
blowing. And you are her."
My heart jumped at the thought. I was really turned on! If
only it was true! I would love to be a real girl some day.
But unfortunately, in the real world, things like this
don't just happen. Too bad. But this was fun to play along!
I was excited now.
"You sit up, to see the fields around you. Your new body
feels different. You notice a new weight on your chest, and
the feel of straps pulling on your shoulders, supporting
your chest. You have boobs now. You are a girl."
"But this does not excite you, it is something you are used
to. This is how you are. This is how you have always been.
This is how you always will be. You have *always* been a
girl. This is how you have felt ever since you began
puberty. You remember your girlhood fondly. Playing with
dolls. Playing house. Teasing the boys. Wearing pretty
clothes. Learning to ice skate, and ballet lessons. But you
grew up into a woman. You remember all of this. It becomes
clear to you."
"You shift your legs and cross them. As your legs move,
there is nothing between them to hinder the motion. You
sigh, knowing that between your legs is your feminine
center. You feel so vulnerable! Only a skirt and thin silky
panties cover your slit from the outside world. This makes
you feel weak and even more vulnerable."
"Yet you would be receptive to your lover. The thought
makes you glow warm inside. As your hand unthinkingly
brushes your left breast, you get shivers up and down your
spine, thinking of how he will touch you tonight. How you
will succumb to the touch, and respond by lubricating
inside, and becoming tender and receptive. You yearn for
the feeling of him inside you."
Ew! I didn't like this now. That was gross. Yet, if I ever
did become a real woman, I guess I would want to make love.
But this was just a fantasy anyway. If I did become a
woman, I'd be masturbating by now. Or doing it with another
chick.
"You see the sunlight on the flowers. You breathe deeply of
the air. You feel connected to the world, since Mother
Nature is a woman, just like you. Your long legs are
soaking in the sun. The hem of your skirt is blowing in the
breeze against your skin. You see your chest proudly
jutting forth in front of you, your bosom full and ripe."
"You see a rabbit at the edge of the woods. It's big eyes
make you think of a baby, and sigh. Oh how you long to have
a baby of your own! To hold close to you, as she feeds
herself from your breasts. To love and nurture her, after
she has spent nine long months inside your womb. You will
have such a link of closeness with her, which no man could
ever understand! You are the giver of life! You are the one
who can bring forth children into the world! You are a
woman!"
I had never thought of women like that. They were exciting,
sexual creatures, but I had never considered them as
creators of life. Goddesses.
"You realize that you are truly a woman. You know you are
pretty. You know that you are female. You realize that you
have a woman's name: Julia. You are Julia. That is who you
are, and who you have always been."
"Now you stand up and stretch towards the sky! Your perfect
female body stretches, to relax the muscles. You put on
your pretty black shoes, and begin your walk home, where
you will meet your lover. You see the sun on your long
blond hair, and smile. You are pretty. You are beautiful.
You are feminine. You are Julia. You are a woman."
"Wake up Julia!" she finally said in her normal tone of
voice, snapping her fingers.
I blinked my eyes a few times, getting accustomed to the
light. After they had been shut for a few minutes like
that, my pupils must have fully dilated. I noticed Jen
sitting on the couch, smiling. I hadn't noticed her coming
back in.
"How do you feel Julia?" asked Cynthia.
"I'm fine, thank you. How about yourself?"
"Oh, I'm tired after all this work. I think I shall go home
now."
"Thank you, have a good evening," I said, not getting up to
see her out. I felt tired myself. Jen opened the door for
her, thanked her, and shut it when her car had finally
pulled out from the driveway.
"So Jen, when are you going to dress me up?" I said.
"What do you mean Julia?" she responded.
"You said that after I get hypnotized, you'd dress me up."
I replied.
"Dress you up how?" she said, with a puzzled look on her
face.
"You know. Like a girl!" I said. This was the part I was
waiting for.
"Uh, earth to Julia...." she said.
I was confused. Now Cynthia had called me Julia when we
finished up, and now Jen had picked up on it. That was
cool. I loved the name. But she was acting strange towards
me. I couldn't figure it out.
"Look Julia. You're acting weird. Come on, follow me." she
said, and led me into the first floor guest room. There was
a full-length mirror on the left-hand wall. I stepped up,
and gazed at myself. I almost fell over in shock.
I was dressed from head to toe as a girl! I was wearing
black knee high boots, with a high stacked heel! I had on a
dark green and red plaid skirt, which ended just above my
knee. The little bit of skin, which you could see, was soft
and smooth looking.
I had long blond hair, and a pretty face, with full makeup.
Not too much mind you, but just the right amount. I had
earrings! I was wearing a necklace too. Then I noticed the
rings on my hand. My hands! I had long fingernails, painted
a bright flawless red. I knew somehow that my toenails were
going to match when I took off my boots.
I was wearing a black long sleeve shirt, with a V-neck,
which showed off the soft mounds of my boobs a bit. I
really looked nice tonight. This outfit showed off my
curves. I felt very alluring and glamorous. I smiled.
"When did all this happen?" I said.
"All this, what do you mean?"
"I mean that Cynthia came over, I closed my eyes, and she
talked for 15 minutes. Then she left. Now I'm dressed up
like this."
"Julia, Cynthia was here last month, then came back today
for a checkup. You have been Julia for six weeks now. Don't
you remember our three-way with Chuck?"
"No..." I said, aghast. I would never do that.
Jen pulled out a piece of paper from her pocket, and read a
line to me.
"Remember, the sunlight on the flowers. Remember the wind
and the birds?"
Suddenly, it all came back to me! Now I remembered the
weeks! I remembered how Jen and I went out to the mall, and
I bought the whole wardrobe full of women's clothes. I
remembered our trip to the beauty salon. I remembered our
date and three-way with Chuck. I remembered all the bonding
that Jen and I did since I became Julia. We had become like
sisters!
I tried to remember the start of the first weekend, but
everything before Friday was a bit fuzzy. I could remember
things from way back of course, from my childhood, to
puberty, my first period, the first time I had sex... it
was all coming back to me now! I must have been out of it
for a while there!
"Sorry Jen" I said. "I guess my mind was lost there for a
second."
"Its all right Julia" she replied. "You just had a blond
moment, that's all!"
We laughed. I walked over to the bed stand and grabbed my
purse.
"Come on babe." I said. "Chuck's waiting for us, and we
don't want to be late!"
"You don't have to rush. We women are allowed to be late.
Let's go get an ice cream first, and make him sweat a bit"
"Yeah, cool." I replied with a wicked grin on my face.
"Does my makeup look all right? Where did you put my
lipstick?"
"I didn't borrow it!" she said.
"You're always borrowing my lipstick. But that's okay, I
stole your leopard panties from your drawer"
"You little slut" she said.
We laughed and giggled as we went out the door, and into
the coolness of the night...
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